to shew all kinds of mercy to the true Penitent I said I will confess and thou forgavest me You see here in the Text what tender what affectionate what speedy what free mercy is shewed to the returning Prodigal His Father saw him afar off and had compassion and ran and fell on his neck and kissed him What could he do more There is a great difference twixt Gods coming to punish a sinner and his coming to shew mercy to a Penitent Tardus ad vindictam when he is to inflict punishment then he walks and deliberates as it were there is a kind of strife within him How shall I give thee up O Ephraim how shall I deliver thee up O Israel how shall I make thee as Admah how shall I set thee as Zeboim Mine heart is turned within me my repentings are kindled together Hos 11. 8. He is slow to wrath Nah. 1. 3. but then he is velox ad misericordiam swift quick and ready to shew mercy He runs here in the Text to accept of the penitent Prodigal As soon as ever Ephraim said I repented Jer. 31. 19. instantly it follows I will surely have mercy upon him saith the Lord v. 20. I have sinned saith David Nathan hath it in Commission presently 2 Sam. 12 13. The Lord hath done away thy sin The Prophet Esay c. 30. 18. hath a singular phrase The Lord will wait that he may be gracious unto you He doth even watch and listen and hearken for the first hint and occasion to shew mercy I hearkened and heard Jer. 8. Why will ye die O house of Israel Ezek. 18. 31. What an expression is that q. d. Lo here 's mercy for you if you will but leave your sins I pray you draw not confusion on your selves mercy is better than wrath turn you and live do not refuse mercy I stand not upon what is past so that you will repent I had rather shew you mercy For the opening of this excellent Assertion premise these particulars 1. What it is to shew mercy 2. What it is to be ready and quick c. 1. To shew mercy to a Penitent imports many things v. g. What it is to shew mercy Pitifull Compassion Acceptance into Grace and Favour abundant Pardon withdrawment of Wrath and Evil collation of any Good all this is shewing of mercy when God doth pity a man bring him into favour remit offences take off judgments pour down blessings thus is the Lord ready to do to the true Penitent if a man repents indeed of his sins The Lord 1. Will pity him God will pity him He will have compassion on us saith the Church Mic. 7. 19. and will pity him as a Father doth the Child Psal 103. 13. 2. Will accept him into favour i. He will be Accept him into favour reconciled unto him and will be highly well pleased with him He shall pray unto God and he will be favourable unto him and he shall see his face with joy said Elihu Job 33. 26. When they in Isa 1. did cease to do evil and learn to do well Come now saith the Lord and let us reason together q. d. We are now very good friends all is well I love you I am pacified towards you 3. Will pardon him i. Pardon him discharge him of all the guilt that it shall not be redundant he will blot out his iniquities and remember them no more and though they be sought for yet they shall not be found Jer. 50. 20. If the Jer. 31. 34. wicked forsake his ways and his thoughts God will abundantly pardon him Isa 55. 7. 4. Will withdraw his wrath And Withdraw his wrath therefore it is said that he reserves not wrath for ever and it is but for a moment He breaks off the shackles and bolts Mic. 7. 18. Mine anger is turned away from him saith God of penitent Israel Hos 14. 4. Lastly Will bestow any Covenant blessings upon him If you consent and obey you shall eat the good Bestow blessings upon him of the Land Esa 1. 19. And Hos 2. 21. The Lord will hear the heavens and the heavens shall hear the earth and the earth shall hear the corn and the wine and all these shall hear Jezreel 2. To be ready to shew mercy is opposite to dulness and slowness and imports a speedy aptness and quickness and chearfulness There is a four-fold readiness in this kind 1. One is of apprehension which consists in a quick observation of the A four-fold readiness to shew mercy In Apprehension misery and need that a sinner lies under Such a readiness to mercy there is in God to a penitent sinner I have heard Ephraim bemoaning himself Jer. 31. 18. Ephraim did grieve for sin was much troubled and ashamed and confounded Alas I have sinned I have offended the Lord Well saith God I have heard Ephraim bemoaning himself q. d. I take special notice of him Or as he expresseth it in Hos 14. 8. I have heard him and observed him 2. Another is of Commiseration that is In Commiseration God takes the condition of the Penitent to heart He doth look on him with tender affections my bowels are troubled for him Jer. 31. 20. As when a Parent beholds a Child falling down and begging for acceptance with flouds of tears this goes to the very heart of him it stirs his affections c. 3. A third is In Resolution of Resolution I will surely have mercy upon him The nature of God doth presently incline him to pass by offences and to accept of the Penitent to think thoughts of peace and mercy towards him 4. A fourth is of Expression i. the Lord is very ready not onely to intend mercy but to manifest it unto Of Expression the penitent person and therefore as soon as ever any soul doth repent God doth send unto him by the Ministry of the Gospel and assures him by all his loving promises that there is mercy for him Isa 40. 1. Comfort ye my people Act. 2. 39. The promise is to you and to your children 'T is thus spoken presently upon their Repentance The Promises of Pardon are Letters Patents of Graciousness and are sealed by the very Truth of God and left open for any penitent person to behold Gods abundant mercy to forgive him and to accept of him 3. God is not onely ready to shew mercy to the Penitent but all God is ready to shew all kinds of mercy kinds of mercy You may read in Scripture of several qualifications as it were of mercy 1. There is Free mercy which is an acceptance of and a remission or discharge without any Free mercy desert in the party receiving though he hath noâ—hing to deserve mercy nay though he hath enough to deserve wrath yet the Lord will freely forgive him such a kind of mercy hath God for the Penitent and therefore he saith of such I will love them freely
Hos 14. 4. and that he forgives them for his own sake Esa 43. 2. There is Abundant mercy God is Abundant mercy said to be rich in mercy to be plentifull in compassion to have manifold mercies even multitudes of mercy and to pardon abundantly Though the penitent hath many sins to be pardoned and many necessities to be supplied yet the Lord is very ready to multiply pardons unto him not to forgive some sins onely but all the sins committed It is not the quantity of sins for number nor the quality of sins for kind nor the aggravations of sins by circumstances which hinders mercy if a a man be penitent but though the sins were as red as Scarlet they shall be as white as Snow and though they have been like Crimson they shall be as Wool Esa 1. 18. 3. There is Tender Tender mercy mercy Tenderness consists in an easiness of Compassion and forward willingness to help The tender Mother easily draws out the brests Such a tenderness of mercy is there in God to the Penitent he is most willing to forgive he rejoyceth to shew mercy and doth it with his whole heart Nor doth he upbraid and grieve the sinner when he sheweth mercy but in the shewing of mercy onely shews mercy he will forgive sins and never mention them any more to the forgiven Penitent 4. There is Sure mercy A penitent person may be Sure mercy unsure of many things of his earthly comforts of his worldly friends of his own life but of two things he may be sure of Heaven hereafter and of Mercy presently as soon as ever his heart is taken off from sin his faith may look on mercy Though he hath reason to be grieved for sins yet he hath no reason to doubt the pardon of his sins for that God who hath promised to pardon abundantly hath also said I will surely have mercy on him Jer. 31. 20. 5. There is Loving and Reviving mercy reviving mercy such as takes off the turbulency of the Conscience settles and composeth and speaks peace unto it and admirably refresheth it by the impression of Divine consolations even such mercy is God ready also to give to the penitent even to bind up their bruised spirits and to give them beauty for ashes the oyle of joy for mourning and the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness Isa 61. 1 2. He will create lips of peace and words of comfort Speak comfortable to Jerusalem say unto her that her sins are pardoned Isa 40. 〈◊〉 But why is God so ready to shew mercy to the penitent person Sol. There are reasons partly respecting God and the penitent Reasons of it 1. In respect of God 1. It is his nature to be the Lord the Lord God gracious merciful abundant in goodness and truth forgiving iniquity In respect of God It is his nature transgression and sin therefore called a Father and the Father of mercies a Husband Friend Physician Every nature is apt to produce or send out such acts as lye within it and are suitable unto it The Fire is apt to heat and the Sun to shine and the Water to moisten The liberal man it is his nature to be apt to give and the courteous man to speak kindly the nature of the Lord is merciful and therefore no wonder that he is ready to shew mercy 2. It It is his Promise is his promise to shew mercy to the penitent his nature is ready to pity any man in misery and to offer him mercy and help but besides this he is ready to make good his promises he hath passed his holy word of truth that he will have mercy on the penitent the promises are so many that I cannot mention them See Isai 55. Ezek. 18. c. 3. It is his delight to shew them It is his Delight mercy he delighteth in mercy Mic. 7. 18. What any delights in that he is ready to do there is nothing more facile to action or more abundant in action or more unweariable in action then delight delight is no burden when God shews mercy he is doing that wherein he delights Two things God delights in One is a penitent soul there is joy in heaven for his conversion and another is to shew mercy to that Soul Jer. 33. 8. I will pardon all their iniquities whereby they have sinned against me v. 9. And it shall be to me a name of joy 4. It is his glory is it the glory It is his glory of a man to pass by an offence and is it not the glory of a God mercifully to pass over transgressions you get by it and God gets by it Isai 30. 18. Therefore will he be exalted that he may have mercy upon you there be many things which do exalt God set his glory on high our humility doth it our faith doth it and his own mercies do it Jer. 33. 9. This shall be to me a name of joy and praise and an honour before all the nations of the earth who shall hear all the good that I do unto you When he pardons a sinner and shews him mercy why now he gets him a Name Who is a God like unto thee forgiving iniquity transgression and sin God gets him a name three wayes sometimes by Omnipotent acts as when he works wonders never was the like seen in Israel Sometimes by Vindictive acts as when he over rules and confounds the great enemies of his people so he got him a name upon Pharaoh Sometimes by his Gracious acts as when he pardons a sinner Paul sets it down for all posterity to look on that mercy which was shewed unto him The Lord gives the Penitent mercy and hereby he gets unto himself much Glory 5. His love is great to Penitents and therefore his mercy is ready His love is great to Penitents for penitents his general Love his Philanthropie inclines him thus far as to reveale mercy and to offer mercy and to beseech by mercy even the unkindest Impenitents Why will ye dy turn and live When shall it once be O then what must his special love produce if he be ready to shew mercy to enemies is he not ready to shew it to sons If to Rebels surely then to friends if to them that disobey him how much to them who do humble themselves at his footstool who repent for whose souls he gave the blood of his Son Secondly in respect of the penitent themselves God is very ready In respect of the Penitent to shew them mercy 1. There is nothing in the World that they need like mercy It is the only Plaister for their wound and They need nothing like mercy Anchor for their Ship if they have not mercy they are undone Usually there is in every condition some one thing which the heart of man doth most need if he be sick then health if poor then sufficiency if dejected then comfort Christ tells Martha of
whom I have offered the saving blood of my son and all my pardoning mercies if that he would but have left his sinful wayes Thy own conscience will condemn thee for ever that ever thou shouldst exalt the lust of thy sin before the mercy of God yea the very Devils will cry shame of thee they may say If we had had such mercy offered we could not have been worse then have refused it thou hadst mercy offered to pardon thee and yet thou wouldest go on in thy sins Know O man thouart inexcusable before God thou canst make no apology at all Two things let them be for every ingraven in your brests One is that if mercy will not bring in your souls to repentance nothing will do it I affirm it that if you were in hell it self the toâ—ments of it woâ—ld not incline you to repent if the mercies of God now upon earth will not prevail with you Another if mercy do not lead you to repentance there remains nothing but a fearfull expectation of the fiery indignation of God thou art as sure to be damâ—ed as thou now livest if thou doest not repent thee of thy sins A second Use shall be of Caution Since the Lord is so ready to Vse 2 Cauâ—â—â— Kâ—â—p not 〈◊〉 from Repentance by despairing oâ— Mercy shew all mercy to the penitent therefore take heed that you keep not off from repentance by despairing of mercy There are three sorts of sinners Some whose hearts are hardâ—ed as the Adamant through an habitual itera ion by sin and 〈◊〉 inflâ—med affection unto sin who like that unjust Judg fearing neither God nor man so they are sensâ—ble neither of the vileness of sion nor of the goodness of mercy Some whose hearts are mollifyed graciously altered have seen the evil of their wayes and forsaken them and are turned unto the Lord seeking him with mourning and with supplication to whom the Scepter of Mercy hath been graciously stretched forth and they have effectually touched that Scepter with believing hearts and are returned with much peace and joy unspeakable Others there are twixt both these they are not so low as the first for their consciences are awaked and troubled nor yet so high as the last for they cannot believe any mercy will reach unto them their souls cannot discern any intention of mercy towards them and all the promises of mercy seem to them as restrictive nay as exclusive proclamations denying unto them though grantting unto others the priviledg of their Books and the Pâ—alm of mercy and so are apt to despair mercy seems to them a far off and slow and long a coming Therefore now to such persons who are awakned in their consciences to see the vileness of their sinful ways and their lost condition my advice is by no means to despair of mercy Reasons against despair Despair is a very heinous Sin Reasons why I thus advise are these 1. Despair is a very heinous sin It is one of the highest impeachments of Gods greatest glory and delight there is nothing wherein God doth more magnifie himself in the eyes of the world or more glory in then to sit upon his mercy-seat Now despair is not every diminution and eclipse of mercy but it is in its kind a very extinction of all the love and kindness and mercifulness in God it gives 1. The lye to the promises 2. Reproach to Gods nature and particularly to the attribute of mercy that it is not 1. Kind enough 2. Willing enough 3. Full enough 4. Free enough 2. It is a sore enemy to Repentance of no hope of mercy then no care to repent I can but be damned 2. And The most uncomfortable sin then it is the most uncomfortable sin Other sins afford some though ungrounded and poor contentment either in profit or pleasure But despair being the grave of mercy it is also the very night and funeral of all comfort and as S. Austin spake of an evil conscience that is true of despair It is its own torment for taking the soul off from all remedy it must necessarily afflict it with the most exquisite sense of fear and horrour 3. Satan is very apt to fall in with an awakened conscience and there to aggravate Satan is very apt to draw us to despair sin above all measure thereby to incline it to despair of mercy if he cannot make us dye in a senseless Caâ—m his next aim is to make us perish in an unquiet and despairing storm either to undervalue our sins and so to slay us with security or else to undervalue mercy and so sink us with distrust 4. Yea and no A newly awakned conscience is apt to it conscience is more propense to suspect divine â—avour and to credit false suggestions then a newly awakened conscience Indeed while our hearts are totally seared and past feeling much sin being not at all felt here is an easie ground to delude our selves that mercy will quickly bend unto us who do take our selves to be good enough and not much to need it but when many sins shall be laid to our charge and great ones too with that wrath which a just and holy God hath threatned and we feel the burnings of the wrath begun with us I assure you it will be most difficult to withhold that Soul from despairing of mercy which at once sees much guilt and feels much wrath 5. There is infinite There is infinite mercy in God mercy is God It is his nature and he can forgive iniquity transgression and sin Est in misericordia divina divina Omnipotentia Therefore this I say unto you any of you whose consciences God has awakned to the sight and sense of your sins whether by the Ministry of his Word or of his rod as you desire not utterly to cast dishonour extreemest dishonour to God and to draw the saddest and yet most fruitless anguish on your own spirits and yet again as you tender the welfare of your Souls your everlasting safety by repentance and faith do not despair of finding mercy with God but come in unto him by solid repentance and you shall find him even unto you a God ready to forgive iniquity transgression and sin Ob. Yea but though the Lord be merciful yet is he just he I but God will not clear the guilty will by no means clear the guilty Exod. 34. 7. I have refused mercy I cannot pray I cannot be heard or answered How then can I I who have sinned so much now expect any mercy Sol. To this I answer briefly There are two kinds of sinners whom God will not clear One is Who do not see their sins yet love them Another Who do not see their sins and yet go on in them Answered Psal 11. 5. The wicked and him that loveth violence his soul doth hate And Psal 68. 21. He will wound the head of such as still go on in their wickedness If you be such
sinners who do see your sins and will love them and not forsake them be confident that remaining thus there remains nothing for you but an expectation of wrath and just judgment from the righteous God But if you see your sins and desire to repent to bewail them to forsake them with all your heart to turn from your evil wayes why the Lord hath mercy for you he is very ready to pardon and accept of you If we confess our sins 1 Joh. 1. 9. he is faithful to forgive us our sins Obj. But do ye not read the threatnings of God as Jonah 1. 3. Yet fourty dayes and Ninive shall be destroyed Sol. Remember one thing as a Preservative that all Gods threatnings against our sins are to be understood in sensu composito as the schools speak viz. thus if we continue imâ—enitent and not otherwise not in sensu diviso if we return from them like a Kings proclamation of death if the Traitors do not lay down their Weapons but if they do he offers and assures them of his pardon Obj. I this is it I had mercy offered in the Kings Proclamation I did not yield when mercy wâ—s tendered if I would lay down my Weapons but I did not yield when mercy was tendered If I had repented when God formerly offered me mercy there had been hope but I continued in sin where grace abounded and since mercy was offered therefore now too late in vain Sol. To this also let me give answer 1. Indeed it Answered was thy duty to have repented upon the very first proposal of grace and mercy and it was thy sin at all to stand out yea and thy sinnings contract a deep guilt by commission after the tender of divine mercy sin is more sinful where the offer of mercy is more plentiful But secondly Though the precedent refusals of mercy make the course of sin more guilty yet they do not make the condition of the sinner to be hopeless and utterly uncapable of mercy For 1. Mercy is able to pardon even sins against mercy as it is the antidote for sins against the Law so likewise the salve for sins against the Gospel There is so much mercy in God as can rejoice against judgment yea and that can rejoice over sins against mercy too my meaning is that Gods goodness is so natural to him and great that it can pass by the evils against his goodness and kindness 2. And that God is willing and ready so to do it may appear by this that he continues his invitations and offers of mercy though formerly neglected How often would I have gathered thee saith Christ of Jerusalem and let it yet alone one year of the Tree And then know that this is certain as long as God continues a suit of mercy unto thee neither is the date of thy mercy expired nor doth thy former refusal justly prejudice thy present right to or acceptance of mercy If the King renews his Proclama ion of favour to those who have formerly despised it it is now lawfull and safe for them to come in and accept of it But since thy former refusal God hath as it were renewed the Embassage He hath sent other servants unto thee to proclaim unto thee Mercy if thou wilt return yea and hath assured thee that he will pardon all former rebellions in all kinds if now thou wilt hear his voice thou shalt live and not die Therefore now turn unto the Lord this day doth Mercy beseech thee to leave thy sins and saith If thou wilt forsake them I am thine Object But surely the Lord hates me and hath no delight towards God hates me and will destroy me Answered I have been a vassal of sin and now must be a vessel of destruction Sol. Ah foolish and sensless sinner who pleasest thy self with the arguings of an unbelieving spirit Doth God hate thee or doth he delight in thy destruction Had this been so what wants there that hou hadst not been irrecoverably sent to the place of the damned long ere this How easily could he if he had delighted in thy confusion and destruction struck thee at once Doest thou not see that when thou wast mad in renewing thy sins then did his repentings kindle within him When he had just and many and strong occasions and provocations yet he hath spared thee to this day would he have done so had he desired to have destroyed thee 2. And what is the end of all this patience and forbearance Doest thou so ill interpret it an intention of revenge which is altogether a fruit of his great mercy No no it is not thy destruction but thy repentance and conversion which he delights in See Ezek. 33. 11. Not the ruine of thy person but corruptions He delight not in the death of a sinner but rather that he should turn from his wickedness and live Object But I cannot repent and I cannot turn mine own I cannot repent Answered I cannot pray Answered heart Sol. Pray unto him Turn me and I shall be turned Object But I cannot pray Sol. Sigh then and grieve pray that you may pray and mourn because you cannot mourn And therefore leave these false surmizes of God and sinfull foolish unworthy reasonings set upon the work of repentance indeed and thou shalt quickly find that God is so far from hating thee that he will meet thee with loving kindness and great mercies Object O no never such a sinner as I have been a sinner above measure sinfull so wholly sinfull so onely sinfull so continually Never such a sinner as I have been sinfull To this also a word 1. Greatness of sinning it not an absolute impediment to Gods readiness in pardoning for as much as great sinners are called upon to repent as well as lesser Answered sinners and if the duty of Repentance concerns them then there is a capacity of mercy for them 2. God doth upon repentance promise to pardon great sinners Cease to do evil learn to do well Isa 1. 16. Come now and let us reason together saith the Lord. V. 18. Though your sins be as scarlet they shall be as white as snow though they be red like crimson they shall be as wooll Istiduo colores sunt valde tenaces mansivi quibus intelligitur peccata quantumque sint gravia ex genere habituata ex consuetudine divina gratia purgabuntur saith Lyra well upon that place Yea though they have been peccata sanguinea so S. Jerome upon the same place 3. Great sinnings upon repentance have found greater mercies Adam's sin very great whether you consider it formally or causally yet upon repentance mercy pardoned it David's sin of murther it was a crying sin and of adultery it was a wounding sin yet upon his repentance both pardoned by mercy What should I speak of Manasses in the Old Testament or of Paul in the New 4. The greater sinnings should ever prove the quicker reasons of
repentance and not be made the causes of despair or more sinning If thy sinnings had not been so high it had been better but being so thy remedy is not an addition of a worse sin or a continuance in the same sins but to pray unto the Lord to turn thee and to forgive thee Object Why I have prayed and yet I can get no mercy not I have prayed and yet can get no mercy see any hopes or appearance of mercy therefore surely God will not be so ready to shew me mercy Sol. This is a sore Objection and usually troubled Consciences are enthralled with it Answered and many times receive great discouragement because of the silence of mercy to their tears and prayers But let us see how we may instruct and support persons in this case 1. God is ready God is ready to hear prayer to hear prayer Psal 65. 2. O thou that hearest prayer Before they call I will answer and while they are speaking I will hear Isa 65. 2. Of all mens prayers he is most ready to hear the prayer of afflicted Most ready to hear the prayer of the afflâ—cted persons Psal 18. 27. Thou wilt save the afflicted Psal 22. 24. He hath not despised nor abhorred the afflictions of the afflicted neither hath he hid his face from them but when he cried unto him he heard him Of all the Prayers which he is ready to hear there are none which he doth more feelingly and compassionately tender than the Prayers of afflicted people especially such as are inwardly afflicted in their souls and consciences for their sins No people are more apt to fear that the Lord doth not hear their Prayers and yet no Prayers doth God sooner hear than theirs for as much as the Lord doth exceedingly delight in the sacrifices of a broken spirit and he is full of pitifulness and bowels towards them I have surely heard Ephraim bemoaning himself Jer. 31. 18. When Ephraim smote upon the thigh and was confounded and ashamed why you know the Lord could not contain his affections Is Ephraim my dear son is he a pleasant child for since I spake against him I do earnestly remember him still therefore my bowels are troubled for him I will surely have mercy upon him saith the Lord. David you find him much afflicted and distressed in his soul Psal 32. 3 4. he did no sooner acknowledge his sin but God did express his mercy v. 5. The like you may see of him in Psal 6. 1 2. compared with v. 8 9. The Lord hath heard the voice of my weeping the Lord hath heard my suplication the Lord hath received my Prayer So true is that of the Prophet Isa 30. 19. He will be very graâ—ious unto thee at the voice of thy cry when he shall hear it he will answer thee But then know we that there may be sometimes God doth not presently make known his Mercy Reasons of it on our parts some special Reasons why the Lord doth not presently make known his mercy to the troubled and seeking soul The Reasons may be either on their part or on Gods part 1. Quick mercy must first see quickned fervency Though God be ready to hear their Prayers yet there may be some reasons Quickned fervency may be wanting why he doth not presently give them sensible tokens that they are heard If you pray for pardoning mercy as Austin did for repentance if you pray with a careless dull flat formal neglecting sprit not esteeming of Gods mercy and favour as your lives nay above your lives if you seek not the Lord in this with all your hearts Pardoning mercy is the greatest mercy for the soul and must be desired with the greatest affections of the soul with cries with importunities If you do not mightily wrestle with him as David in Psal 6. and as Daniel in c. 9. No marvel that cold Suits have slow Answers though you be afflicted in your consciences yet if those inward afflictions cannot raise the price of mercy and set a stronger edge upon your affections if the burnings of your consciences do not kindle flames of affections for mercy you may wait for your answer 2. As it must be a quickned affection which must find quick mercy so it must be a pure affection I will that men pray every Or a pure affecction where lifting up pure hands 1 Tim. 2. 8. Art thou sure that no iniquity cleaves unto thee and is an impedit to thy suit for mercy Thou art troubled with the grossness of some one of thy sins but doest not thou connive at the shreds of the same sin the limbs of it afflict thee but do not the leaves and the twigs hang on still If we do not purely and entirely put off our sins why should we complain that God doth not let down his mercy If I regard iniquity in my heart the Lord will not hear me Psal 66. 18. If you favour your known sin in any part or the least degree of it where now hath God promised to shew thee favour or mercy Or suppose thou shakest off one crying sin and yet retain some other sin put off one servant and take another be troubled for one transgression and yet live in another is this repentance Thou doest not change thy course but thy sin and how then canst thou expect mercy But if thou prepare thine heart and stretch out thine hands towards God and â—utst iniquity far from thee then shalt thou lift up thy face without spot said Zophar Job 11. 13 14. If thou thus return to the Almighty and putst away iniquity Job 22. 23. thou shalt make thy prayer unto him and he shall hear thee v. 27. As your prayers must be servent so they must be the fervent prayers of a righteous man which do prevail much Not that he who prays must have no sin but that he must love and connive at none 3. Thy heart is troubled with the guilt of sin but doth it morn Doest thou mourn for the vileness and fithiness of thy sin for the viteness and filth of thy sin Thou seekest for a Cordial but doest thou pray for Salve too Vehement thou art for Mercy but what for Grace Where guilt onely troubles it may make me earnest for mercy to ease me that is involuntary would not be troubled but is troubled because he is troubled But where the filthiness of sin troubles me now I do not onely importune in prayer but mourn also and amas desirous of healing as I am of pardoning this is voluntary he would mourn and mourns because he can mourn no more If thou seekest the Lord with a mourning heart as well as with a troubled heart the fountain is set upon for transgressions and sins Zach. 13. 1. and if the fountain be opened for thee it cannot be long ere mercies will swim unto thee 4. And with what faith hast thou prayed Thy troubled Conscience With what faith
hast thou prayed would trouble thee if thou didst not pray and therefore hast thou prayed to give it a little quiet as we do a crying child the brest to still it What things soever ye desire when ye pray believe that you receive them and ye shall have them Hast thou and doest thou consider and ponder the promises of Gods mercy made over the penitent persons Hast thou considered of his mercifull nature tender love in and through Christ of his commands to broken and afflicted souls to come unto him for Balm and Oyl Hast thou found how proper his mercifull promises are to thy condition every way good and convenient and doest confess this word of promise a gracious and a good word and judgest him to be faithfull who hath promised and thy self unworthy of mercy and thereupon in the Name of the Lord Jesus hast bended thy heart and knees to the God of mercy trusting through him to find grace and mercy to help in time of need and those his promises to be Yea and Amen to thy soul through Christ Joh. 14. 13. Whatsoever ye ask in my Name that will Ido According to your faith said Christ to the blind men Matt. 9. 29. so be it unto you Alas thy prayers have not found the way to Gods Mercy-seat all this while because they have not had faith for their Guide if our Messenger lose their way no marvel if we stay long for an answer Lastly Why hast thou called home the Embassadors those prayers Hast thou not called home thy prayers of thine which were Leigers at Heaven In a fit of proud impatience and fruitless vexation and bold presumption thou hast limited the holy One of Israel to a day And if at such another prayer God did not sensibly answer thee thou wouldest and hast restrained seeking of him What doest thou mean to beg and yet to prescribe Alas that there should be so much pride yet in an heart which we would think humbled as low as Hell That it should profess it self to deserve a thousand damnations and yet quarrel with God for not being quick in a present expedition of mercy Thou art too quick with God Judge how these answer one the other O Lord I do not deserve the least mercy I deserve never to find mercy and yet if the Lord doth not presently shew me mercy I will not seek unto him any more As you must get humbled hearts so you must get humble hearts He hears the desires of the humble Your Prayers must be patient as well as â—ervent Mercy pardoning mercy is worth the waiting for It is the most excellent of mercies and most sure to the patient Petitioner Psal 40. 1. I waited patiently for the Lord and he inclined unto me and heard my cry Blessed are all that wait for it Isa 30. 18. Or there may be Reasons on Gods part why he doth a while Reasons on Gods part God suspends mercy To give us some taste what it is to provoke him suspend or hold up the demonstration of his mercy to a troubled soul and seeking 1. To give us some taste what it is to provoke him and sin against him Jer. 2. 19. Thine own wickedness shall correct thee and thy back-slidings shall reprove thee know therefore and see that it is an evil and a bitter thing that thou hast forsaken the Lord thy God As we have had years to bath our selves in the delights of sin so we must have some minutes to taste the proper fruits the bitterness of sin Thou wouldst not believe the Gall and the Wormwood c. Lam. 3. 2. To alienate or work off our affections wholly from sin which now is so To alienate our affections from sin deadly a sting so smart a wound so noisome a prison which fills us with such horrible terrours and costs us almost our lives to obtain pardon and mercy Thou wouldst not easily part with sin Who would love sin any more which 1. raiseth so great terrours 2. utterly depriveth of mercy 3. or hinders it and makes it slow to answer 3. To abase us more in our own eyes To abase us the more in our own eyes that we may exalt his mercy that so his mercy may exalt us and we may exalt his mercy to value the excellency of mercy to confess our unworthiness of mercy to enlarge our desires of mercy 4. Nay not onely to exalt his mercy but retain his mercy not easily forfeit the excellency and sweetness of mercy by any future sinning The That we may retain his mercy Church which had much adoe to find Christ she then caught him and would not let him go The pardoning mercies of God ordinarily yield us most sweetness and abide in their strength To make us an Instance of mercy and Instrument of comfort with us after deepest humiliations and difficultest fruitions of them 5. Perhaps the Lord will make thee a great Instance of mercy and a great Instrument to comfort others and therefore suffereth thee to lie a long time in darkness and silence and at length will relieve thee Object Yea but how shall a troubled soul be supported in the How shall not be supported in the interim the interims until mercy pardoning mercy doth come and prayers therein be answered fully Sol. I answer to this also 1. If thou canst not have comfort to feed on yet thou hast duty to work on If thou hast not comfort look to duty Every Christian may either find it an Autumn to gather fruit or else a Spring to set it It is a great mercy that thou art at the gates of Mercy it is a great mercy 1. to enjoy 2. to beg 3. to wait for mercy a comfort to have such an heart to come so near to mercy thou hast a time to search thy heart more and to review thy estate and to peruse thy prayers to mend and continue all All which are but thy improvements in grace and will eventually prove the enlargements of thy mercy and peace No man can make a better progress in his repentance but he doth thereby prepare for the greater for the sweeter for the longer mercies 2. Though you have not experience to support you yet you have faith Though thou hast not experience yet thou hast faith It is written and sealed though not delivered as yet Whosoever doth truly repent mourn for sin forsake it endeavour to walk with God c. though he have not the joy of his pardon in his conscience yet he hath the assurance of his pardon in the promise Now Gods Word should support us as much as Gods Testimony his Word should be as good to our faith as his Testimony is sweet to our sense and feeling 3. The dawnings of pardoning mercy The dawnings of pardoning mercy may support which are rising upon you may also support you Though you cannot read your Pardon under the Broad Seal yet you may find it passing
father saw him and had compassion on him When Ephraim repented and returned and lamented why the Lord saith My bowels are troubled for him I will surely have mercy on him So here the father not only sees but compassionates q. d. Look the poor child is at length come back he hath smarted enough he shall be welcom I will forgive him all 3. His gracious Acceptation expressed in three particulars One of speedy readiness The father ran Mercy must speed to embrace a penitent Swift are the feet of mercy to a returning sinner A second of wonderful tenderness The father fell on his neck How open are the arms of mercy to take a penitent sinner into the bosom Mercy hath not onely feet to meet us but arms also to clasp and receive us if we be penitent A third of strong affectionateness His Father kissed him God hath not onely arms but lips he hath not naked mercies for a penitent opening themselves in manifold promises onely but also sugred mercies mercie sealed with the kisses of his lips with a sweet testimony that he doth accept of and is reconciled to a penitent and returning soul 2. Some things on the Childs part which is the real acting of his former resolution in an actual confession vers 21. And here observe a strange interruption on his fathers part 1. He staies not to hear all the confession and petition intended though he have purposed to have said more and make me as one of thy hired servants Why the father stops him prevents him we propose a method many times but God suddenly comes in with his mercies 2. He cannot confess so much but the father though not in words yet really doth much more Fetch forth saith he 1. The best roâ—e 2. The pretious ring and 3. The comely shoo 's We can bring nothing to God but yet he can find enough for the whole soul And 4. The fatted Calf Ah! how infinitely different is the penitent condition from the impenitent Now the child hath garments hath ornaments hath necessaries hath comfortables when we once truly turn to God we shall find no lack there is a complete happiness now come to this returning son who adventured on the gracious disposition of his father and there is a great gladness now in the father for the penitential returning of his son Our condition is best and God is most pleased when we turn penitents vers 21 22. Let us eat and be merry for this my son was dead and is alive again he was lost and is found Thus briefly have you the sense of the Parable with a division of the chief heads thereof I will nov proceed to pick out the moral observations which are couched in it they may be reduced to three general head 1. A Sinners digression or aversion from God 2. A Penitents regression or conversion unto God 3. A Penitents acceptation and favorable entertainment with God In the first you see the sinners going from God to misery In the second you see him returning unto himself by true penitency In the third you see God returning to him in mercy In the first you see him losing himself in the second you see him finding himself in the third you see God finding of him Sin loses us repentance finds us and then God owns us I begin with the Sinners dâ—gression or aversion from God which is set forth unto us in v. 12 13 14 15 16. under the similitude of a young man who would have all in his own hands and so he left his Father took his pleasure in Travels soon consumed all and shortly brought himself to extreme necessity and misery This is the literal part of the Parable But the Moral part comprehends if I mistake not these Propositions That Sin is a departing from God The young Prodigal he must leave his Father he must be D. 1. Sin is a departing from God gone what doth it imply but the sinner is a departer Sinning is a departing we leave God when we betake our selves to a course of sinning Thus is it stiled in Scripture Esai 1. 4. Ah sinfull Nation a people laden with iniquity a seed of evil doers children that are corrupters they have forsaken the Lord they have gone away backward Here sin is called a forsaking the Lord and a going away and a revolting ye will revolt more and more which is a falling off untrustily from God Jer. 2. 14. They have forsaken me the fountain of living waters Heb. 3. 12. An evil he art of unbelief in departing from the living God There is a two-fold Departing One is real when he turns away from the place or presence of another as Jonathan arose A two-fold departing Real and departed from his father Saul Thus no man can depart from God for he being omnipresent is with us in every place Another is moral which is when the heart or soul departs and thus the sinner departs from God when his soul and affections leave him Moral and cleave to sin And it cannot be but that sinning should be such a departing for as much as God and sin are most contrary so that the soul cannot enjoy them both if you will love and follow your sins you must leave God and if you will love and follow the Lord you must leave your sins for what communion can there be betwixt light and darkness God and sin The Use of this may inform us of the madness and folly of a sinner He will live in such or such a sin and with greediness he Vse See the folly of the sinner follows the inticements thereof Well! thou enjoyest thy sin but consider that thou losest thy God and what doest thou get in all thy delights which are but lying vanities whilest thou forsakest the God of thy mercies Thy exchange is miserable to leave a God and embrace a sin to depart from the chiefest good and happiness and to make choice of the basest objects of sin which is worse then hell it self A second moral observation is this that A sinner doth voluntarily of his own accord depart from God Here the Prodigal D. 2. A sinner doth voluntarily depart from God makes choice of his own way and course and desires to be left to himself and to take his own course God compels no man to a sinfull course nor is he the cause thereof nor can Satan compel the heart A man in this regard is said to tempt and entice himself and with Ahab to sell himself to work wickedness And therefore The sinner is utterly inexcusable before God Vse Therefore the sinner is inexcusable his mouth is for ever stopped his sin and perdition is of himself God is cleared in Judgment who punishes the wicked who is the actor contriver and sole cause of his own sinnings Take any sinner who delights himself in a way of wickedness why he is voluntary in it 'T is true in dispute he pretends an insufficiency or inability
received unless the apprehension of their kindness and goodness descends to the affections they never stir up thankfulness and as it is with the promises unless their excellency and sutableness come down from the mind to the will they never excite faith so is it with sin unless besides the consideration of it there be not an operation and influence upon the heart to grieve and mourn it will never prove right and penitential Thou sayest thou knowest thy sins as well as any man can tell thee Be it so but if thy heart remain hard not humbled abased broken grieved for these sins alas as their unworking faith Jam. 2. so thy unaffected speculation of sin is vain but findest thou this that upon the serious consideration of thy sins thy heart is humbled and abased in thee that thou art cast down in the sense of thy exceeding vileness O wretched man that I am O Lord to me belongs nothing but shame and confusion and that thy heart is grieved within thee and afflicted that bitter mournings arise because of bitter sinnings my soul hath them in remembrance and is humbled within me Lam. 3. Thy heart melts before the Lord I assure thee this is a right and blessed consideration of sin 3. If it work in him Detestation of sin Griefe seemes to be more If it work Detestation of sin passionate but hatred is a more fixed quality as I may so phrase it Ezek. 36. 31. Ye shall remember your own evil wayes and your doings that were not good here is the consideration we speak of and ye shall loath your selves in your own sight for your Iniquities and your abominations here is detestation the proper effect of true consideration for in a right consideration the singular causes or reasons of hatred do arise v. g. Excess of evil absolute repugnancy to our best good effectual prejudice and greatest injury Repugnans Offendens the Schoolmen make the two chief grounds of hatred Vide Summistas in 1. 2dae q. 29. But I will not prosecute that Now then peruse thy self Hast thou considered of thy sinnes aright if thou doest not hate them thou hast not Seest thou sinne and art thou brought to hate it Let me but propound a few things unto thee that thou mayest see whether thou loathest and hatest sin or no. Is it peace or is it war If sin lies quietly in the soul it is peace it is not hatred hatred breeds variance enmity opposition conflict Paul hated sin Rom. 7. 15. and wars with it v. 23. Is it a deadly war is it for life will this suffice thee that sin doth not terrifie thy conscience or wilt thou not be satisfied till sin be mortified and crucified in the lusts and affections thereof Is it like Davids war wherein he left not one Amalekite to escape and carry tidings and not like Sauls to kill some and spare the rest Canst thou say Lord I hate the thing that is evil Psal 97. 10. and I hate every false way Oh if there be raised in thee upon the consideration of sin a deadly enmity and defiance with it an implacable general dislike abomination resistance and desire to root it out happy art thou thy consideration of sin is rightly and effectually penitential 4. If it work in him Reformation of sin Do you not read in If it work in thee Reformation Psal 119. 59. that David considered and thought on his wayes I thought on my ways saith David so do many many indeed do so but not as David did for after he had said I thought on my ways he addeth and turned my feet unto thy testimonies He so thought of his ill ways that he left them and betook himself unto good ways If thinking on sin doth not produce leaving of sin it is nothing if thinking of sin doth not breed leaving of sin then going on in sin will make you leave thinking of sin And though we think of an ill way yet if we do not enter into and walk in a good way it is nothing There is a two-fold leaving of sin one which is proper to the condition of Glory another which is proper to the condition of Grace I speak not of the former which is the absolute dissolution of sin but of the latter which is an imperfect though true separation from sin consisting in Affection wherein the Will is alienated from sin the evil which I would not do saith the Apostle In Mourning O wretched man who shall deliver me from this body of death In Endeavour willing or endeavouring to live honestly Heb. 13. 18. There is a purpose to walk in new obedience and an hearty desire so to do and not to serve sin any longer and also an active endeavour to put off the former conversation and to crucifie the flesh with the affections and lusts thereof To consider of sin and yet still to love it and still to live in it to study to fulfil the lusts of it to give up our selves to the service of it to walk in darkness to be the same in our affections to it and in our obedience unto it this is not onely a vain but a fearfull consideration But if when we have throughly considered of sin in the vileness of it we are effectually wrought upon to arise from our sinfull course O Lord I have sinned exceedingly and done very foolishly I am resolved to leave this sinfull way Lord help thou me give me thy grace turn thou me and I shall be turned turn away my heart and eyes cause me to put off my old conversation enable me to walk and live in newness of life This is an happy Fruit especially if it hath two other Effects accompanying it viz. 1. Fervent Supplication if it carries the soul to God in Christ for mercy for grace for strength The resolution to reform if it goes no further than the strength of the soul it will easily cool and quickly fail us if ever it prove right it must carry us to Christ for as much as it is by his strength and by his grace that we get our hearts turned from sin or that we are able to forsake our sins Hast thou considered of thy sins why and doest thou not discern such infinite guilt in them as makes thee for ever accursed if thou hast not mercy in Christ and doest thou hereupon apply thy self in all humbleness of heart to the Throne of mercy O Lord be mercifull to me a sinner according the multitude of thy tender mercies blot out my transgressions Behold me through the bloud of Christ yea O Lord heal my sinfull soul O Lord change my heart O Lord dissolve the powers of sin in me by thy mighty power subdue my iniquities turn me from all sin make me a servant of righteousness 2. Diligent application of our selves to the Means private and publick ordinary and extraordinary through the right use of which we may expect sufficient grace from God to work
But when he saith Be grieved for what thou hast done do so no more onely acknowledge thine iniquity that thou hast transgressed against the Lord thy God Jer. 3. 13. 4. It shall surely find mercy O pardoning mercy how necessary how sweet for a sinner But who shall have it He that It shall surely find mercy confesseth and forsaketh his sins shall find mercy Prov. 28. I said I will confess my sins unto the Lord and thou forgavest the iniquity of my sin Selah Psal 32. 5. Nondum pronuntiat sed promittit se pronuntiaturum ille dimittit saith Saint Austin ibid. And again Vox nondum in ore erat sed auris Dei in corde erat So was it with the Prodigal he purposeth to confess and his Father seeth him a far off LUKE 15. 19. And am no more worthy to be called thy Son make me as one of thy hired Servants These words contain in them a continuation of the Prodigals humble Confession he had in the former Verse acknowledged his sinfulness and in this he confesseth his unworthiness And am He confesseth his unworthiness no more worthy to be called thy Son 2. A modest supplication Make me as one of thy hired Servants There are three Propositions which these two parts do afford us viz. 1. That penitent persons are humble and lowly persons I am no more worthy 2. That unworthiness is no just prejudice to supplication I am not worthy yet make me c. 3. That penitent persons earnestly desire some relation to God Make me as one of thy hired Servants That penitent persons are humble and lowly persons I am no Doct. 1. Penitent persons are humble persons more worthy Look on every word almost in the Text and you shall see in it the blush of humility I am not worthy The language of Pride is I am not as other men the voice of Humility is I am not worthy what I have is of meer mercy what I crave is not of my merit God may give what he pleaseth and I may receive what he giveth but I am unworthy of both I dare not expostulate nor challenge I have sinned and what mercy can I then deserve No more worthy Was he ever worthy No. Why then no more worthy q. d. O Lord I deserve nothing no nothing at all so vile a wretch have I been that it 's singular mercy if thou look at all upon me To be thy Son A Son thy Son O it is a high Relation an high Digniâ—y for a Vassal of Wrath to be made a Vessel of Glory for a Slave to Sin to be translated to a Son of God! Who am I it is that which I want it is that though which is too great for me to ask I am not worthy to be thy Son nay not worthy to be called thy son the very title and name is too good for me that so debauched and luxurious a sinner as I should have that honour from thee to be mentioned or spoken of to be in any sort reputed among those of so singular Relation unto thee I who have sinned so much against thee that I should in any kind be owned as a Son by thee this is an eminency I am not worthy to be called thy Son Thus you see his humbleness in confession Not worthy utterly unworthy to be a Son nay to be called thy Son See some steps of it in his Petition Make me as one of thy hired servants A low request but it is the modest breath of a lowly spirit If I may be thy servant I shall be glad of that not thy onely servant but one of thy servants not the chiefest of thy servants but any one of thy servants thy hired servant And perhaps even that is too good for me to be a servant to be an hired servant to be one of them I shall count my self happy if I may be as one of the meanest servants if I may be but a servant to the meanest of thy servants that serve thee And Father I beg for this too make me as one of thy hired servants I am not worthy of the least place nor of the meanest Relation I challenge it not onely be thou pleased to bestow it upon me He is not worthy to desire the greatest and he doth modestly intreat for the lowest Relation both which shew the humbleness of his penitential spirit Thus was it with Paul after his conversion how he sinks his thoughts and estimation Paul of himself When he is to speak of his sins 1 Tim. 1. 15. then Primus peccatorum I am the chief of sinners Nemo prior none exceeded me nemo pejor I was worse then any And when he spake of Gods mercy to him then minimus Apostolorum I am the least of the Apostles 1 Cor. 15. 8. indignissimus not worthy to be called an Apostle Nay he falls lower than this Ephes 3. 8. Minimus sanctorum minor minimo less than the least of all Saints is this grace given c Do you not see this also in the penitential Publican He stood afar off and would not so much as lift up his eyes to heaven but smote upon his Publican brest saying God be mercifull to me a sinner He judges those feet unworthy to carry him unto God which so often carried him from God and those eyes unworthy to look on his holiness which had been so frequently cast upon sinfulness and whereas the Pharisee spreads his hands abroad he turns them upon his brest his contrite brest and doth not boast of his righteousness but cries out of his sins and justifies not himself but humbly begs Lord be mercifull to me a sinner Thus was it with Mary Magdalene upon her repentance Luc. 7. 38. She stood at the feet of Jesus behind him weeping and began to wash his feet with tears and wiped them with the hairs of her head and kissed his feet and anointed them with ointment Mark it all her service is lowly she stood she did not sit sitting was a posture of familarity standing of humility and she stood behind to look after Christ was enough to look upon him she was unworthy And then she stood at his feet the humblest posture and there all her work is acted Stood at his feet wept at his feet washed his feet wiped his feet kissed his feet anointed his feet But now for the opening of this Proposition I will briefly discuss 1. What this lowly humbleness is which accompanies true Repentance 2. The Causes why true Penitents are so humbly lowly 3. Some usefull Application of this Quest 1. What that humble lowliness is which is to be found in the true penitnnt What this lowly humbleness is Sol. It is not a promiscuous familiarity with every body such an humbleness becomes Solomon's fool nor is it an affected garb of complemental dissimulation that was Absalom's treacherous stirrup to mount up himself into the Throne nor is it a slavingly abasing
God hath rejected the Prayers of such who have râ—sted on â—hâ—ir own woâ—thiness their own worthiness The Pharisee was rejected upon this account Jam. 4. 6. God resisteth the proud .i. he regards them not he rewards them not the humble he doth but the proud he doth not He hath filled the hungry with good things and the rich he hath sent empty away so Mary Luk. 1. 53. A confidence of our Worthiness makes us uncapable therefore a sense of our Unworthiness makes us not uncapable An empty Stomack will receive but a full Vessel will admit of nothing you shall never find a rich God if you come to him with rich Spirits The Pharisee he goes up to pray and what doth he discover in his prayers I am not as other men I am no Extortioner I am no Adulterer I fast twice in the week He conceales his sins and displayes his perfections he stands upon his worthiness but he loseth his acceptance he justified himself but God did not justifie him accept him acquit him 5. None ever found more mercy then such who have come None have found more mercy then they who have been mâ—st sensible of unworthiness unto God in the sense of their own Vnworthiness I will give you some instances for this out of Scripture Matth. 8. The Centurion was so sensible of his unworthiness that he durst not himself presume to invite Christ to the help of his servant and when he had intreated him he did not think his house worthy of Christs presence I am not worthy that thou shouldst come under the roofe of mine house ver 8. yet he prayes Speak the word only and my servunt shall be healed and he speeds his Faith is applauded and his prayer fully granted ver 13. His servant was healed the same hour Mar. 5. 25. The poor woman who was so sensible of her unworthiness ver 33. she came fearing and trembling and fell down she durst not either immediately or mediately speak to Christ only her Faith spake at her fingers ends for she said If I may but touch his cloaths I shall be whole ver 28. How doth this speed ver 29. Straightway the fountain of her blood was dryed up What should I speak of the woman of Canaan who confessing her self to be as a Dog and thereupon craving for crumbs was presently fed and answered with a great mercy Or what should I speak of the Publican a penitent all in sighs all in tears altogether unworthy and he knew it and therefore Stands afar off dares not lift up his eyes to heaven smâ—tes on his brest and cryes out Lord be merciful to me a sinner Here was a deep sense of Unworthiness here was nevertheless a fervent prayer and upon it a most gracious answer He went home justified 6. Lastly Sense of our unworthiness it is a strong principle Sense of unworthiness is a strong principle and furtherance of prayer and furtherance of prayer We are most barren and idle in prayer when we are least sensible of our sins and we are more diligent to prayer more spurred on and are more zealously fervent and importunate when we are most sensible of our own vileness and unworthiness For indeed the true sense of our unworthiness is a special part of our spiritual poverty and poverty of spirit breeds the strongest desires even hungring and thirsting after righteousness and both of them have promises of a most full and exceeding great reward as you may see in Mat. 5. 3 6. And thus briefly for the Explication and Comfirmation of the Doctrine Now I proceed to the useful Application of it The Uses which I will make of this point shall be 1. To try our selves whether we be sensible of our unworthiness in our Vse 1. Addresses unto God 2. Then to encourage our hearts notwithstanding our unworthiness to draw near to the Throne of Grace 1. For Examination Are we sensible of our unworthiness in our approaches unto God that we deserve nothing at For Examination all that we come not to buy but to beg not to deserve but to receive There be many reasons why I put you upon this Reasons of our Trial. search 1. Because many pervert this Doctrine of personal unworthiness they utterly mistake it they do profess that nothing Many pervert the Doctrine of personal unworthiness that is in them can deserve any thing with God and therefore trample upon all holiness of heart and godliness of life as if there were no use of Grace but to merit or Gold were of no use but in a Crown But these are a loathsome people who would link great mercies and a wicked life together To be sensible of our unworthiness is not to rest in an evil condition nor is it to run on in an evil conversation nor is it to slight holy duties for thy performances nor is it to disregard habitual or actual Grace this argues an unsensible and seared conscience But this it is to strive against sin to strive after all holiness to be careful and watchful to pious performances yet with all and after all to cast those Crowns to the ground not in their names but in the name of Christ and free mercy to expect answer and help Though imperfect holiness in the habits or acts cannot justifie men yet they may glorifie God and though they put not dignity into the hand yet they put a capacity into the hand a fitness to receive though not a worthiness to claim 2. Because many tender Christians are not yet rightly sensible of their unworthiness they are very apt to insist and adhear unto Many â—ender Christians are not yet rightly sensible of their unworthiness themselvs Two things do evidently shew that like Jacob's Sons who went down with money in their Sacks and would not go without Benjamin so these Christians would bring something to buy out their requests with God One is this that all the promises of free Grace and mercy do not satisfie them though God hath said he will love freely and pardon sin for his own sake yet they are not contented to accept to receive they are most hardly perswaded that the Sun will shine so freely that God will accept such a vile sinner upon such easie terms and without any more adoe pass by all transgressions Another is that they are frequent in digging after reasons and causes of good in themselves If they could bring Hearts more broken Graces more strong Affections more melting Conversations less tainted then they could be perswaded that God would hear and grant them the mercy or good which they do desire I confess that we must strive after perfection in all Grace enlarged desires an humble complaint a fervent endeavour in the use of all sacred means all of these are commendable practices yet herein we fail and exceedingly to if we pluck back the hand from receiving because we are not full that we will not suck the
one thing that was necessary and David he hath one thing to desire of the Lord and the penitent person he hath one needful request too O that God would be merciful to me a sinner so the Publicane 2. If God were not ready to shew mercy Else he might be swallowed up with Despaire to the penitent he might be swallowed up with despaire Isa 57. 16. I will not contend for ever neither will I be alwaies wroth lest the spirit should fail before me Do your know what belongs to a wounded Conscience to the sence of sin and the wrath of God how great how sharp how bitter Is it a small thing think you to dwell with everlasting burnings to see nothing but sin and Hell No No the Lord knows what the severity of his wrath is and he knows what the Impotency of the soul is and he knows what the terrour of a troubled conscience is how it sinks and cracks if no hope of mercy appears and therefore he is very ready to shew mercy to the penitent lest despair should overwhelm them despair is ready to rise in two cases One is when there is exceeding tenderness and sensibleness of sin Another is when there is a long absence and improbability of mercy for what hath the soul now to rest on and to support it Now off all persons living there are none so sensible of sin as true penitents we may say of other people as the Apostle did the rest are hardned and of all penitent people they are most tender in conscience and apprehensive of sin and fearfull about mercy who are newly converted from a sinful way O how hard is it to keep them above water to perswade them that any mercy belongs to them and therefore the Lord is ready to shew them mercy that their spirits might not fail before him nor be overwhelmed with despair Is the Lord so ready to shew all kind of mercy to the penitent Vse 1. Instruction Thence may we be instructed unto two things 1. To the approbation 2. To the application of our selves to a penitentiall Course 1. To the Approbation of a penitential Course Why are ye so To approve of a penitential course averse and accuse and condemn it They have a saying that Finis dat amabilitatem Mediis the end doth make the means lovely it doth give spirit and encouragement to the use of means Repentance is in it self a most excellent and peculiar grace a singular gift of God and therefore desirable But besides that Behold thy son liveth c. it brings the soul to partake of mercy of the choicest mercy in God pardoning mercy which is of most immediate concernment and influence to the everlasting salvation of man nay it brings mercy and salvation presently This day is salvation come unto thy house 'T is granted many persons do accuse a penitential course of much vexation and sadness and grief as if it were the grave of all delight whereas indeed it is only the sepulchre of our Lusts and of lustful pleasures And others cry out upon the difficulty of it as if it were an heavy yoke and an intolerable burden But judge not of duties by the opinion of ignorant and graceless men nor by the folly and error of your own sinful and inexperienced hearts No but judge of them by what the Word pronounceth of them in themselves and by their ends Is Salvation a desireable thing is mercy an excellent thing Why then Repentance must be an excellent thing which brings us unto mercy and unto Salvation Object But there must be brokenness of heart for sin and there must be a diligent endeavour to leave all sin and there must be strict care to walk with God Sol. And what of all this It is as if thou shouldest say O but I must not be wicked I must become a new man I must leave that which will damn me I must hink well of such a course as will bring me to find saving mercy with God there cannot be a worse estate and more fearful end then Impenitency and there cannot be a better and more soul-saving estate then Repentance 2. To the quick application of our selves to a Penitential course Apply your selves to a nitential course I beseech you at length if there be any understanding in you any sense in you any credence of a hell and heaven any belief of a God or happiness seriously consider with me that 1. You must perish for ever if you have not mercy If Mercy does not save you Justice must damn thee what shall become of thy soul if thy sins be not pardoned they cannot but be condemnation unto thee without gracious and merciful Remission Therefore new saith the Lord turn unto me c. Joel 3. 12. Heb. 3. 15. Whiles it is said to day harden not your hearts Repentance is a present duty Now God commands every one to repent Act. 17. 30. 2. Are you sinners or are you not if you be not sinners then I confess you need no pardoning mercy but if you be sinners then mercy must be your plea and anchor Save me for thy mercies sake and blot out my transgressions according to the multitude of thy mercies saith David Psal 6. 51. Ah wretches that we are we are sinners by Nature and sinners by Life who can say My heart is câ—eâ—n We lie down in our sins every moment so that we need mercy much mercy all mercy 3. Vnless you do practically repent .i. indeed for sake your sinful wayes and walk in newness of obedience you shall never have mercy Except you repent ye shall all likewise perish said Jesus Christ It is the unchangeable Decree of God and the revealed pleasure of God that no man shall have his mercy but the Penitent It were an unreasonable thing that he should have mercy to pardon sin who will not have an heart to leave sin I know very well that the Lord is very rich in measure and delights in mercy and is ready to shew mercy and is able to pardon abundantly God forbid that any should straighten the Mercy Seat at all But O thou vainly presumptious soul look over all the Bible read it often and tell me where doest thou find that God will be thus merciful to any one sinner but him who is truly penitent It is not to him who is civil but penitent it is not to him that saith he is a sinner but who doth forsake his sins this is he that shall find mercy 4. Yea and consider one thing more how utterly inexcusable you Thou art Inexcusable if thou do not Repent and before God and men if you doe not repent ah what a sad and shameful appearance wilt thou make before the Lord when he shall at the last day judg thee for all thy sinfulness when thou shalt be set in the presence of Christ and Angels and men and devils And the Lord shall say This is the person to
by which we come to be filled with all the fulness of God Eph. 3. 19. See but Luke 7. 38. You shall find that much was there forgiven the woman though a great sinner was graciously reconciled what followes on this she loved much she wept much she humbled her self much her affections to Christ her tears for her sins her humility of spirit all of them are set down as exemplary copies this is it which will make the light of our Moon to be as the light of the Sun and our light of the Sun as the light of seven dayes You may perhaps reply unto me this evidence that God is reconciled to us which is so excellent in it self and produces such effects were a very heaven upon earth if we could attain unto it But what means should we use that we may at length enjoy it Means to attain it I conâ—ecture thus that the means of obtaining it are twofold Internal External The Internal means are three viz. Conscience the Spirit of God and Faith for all these have in them a reflexive and an evidencing virtue or power 1. Then you must get your consciences renewed Conscience Get your Consciences renewed absolutely considered hath a reflexing power it can look on our natural acts and conditions but it must be conscience renewed which must testifie of the spiritual estate and that God is reconciled to you The testimony or evidence of conscience renewed is you know syllogistical and nothing else but the eccho of the word v. g. whosoever truly repents of sin the Lord is reconciled to him this is the proposition of the word as you may read in Hos 14. 1 2 3. They are described as acting the parts of true penitents and then v. 4. I will love them freely So Jer. 31. 19. Ephraim is turned and repents and then v. 20. Ephraim is a dear child and a pleasant Son he is earnestly remembred and sure mercy is his .i. Ephraim is reconciled and dearly loved of God Here renewed conscience assumes But I do unfainedly repent I do truly mourn and forsake sin and now with assurance it concludes by way of evidence and testimony Therefore the Lord is reconciled unto me he doth freely and surely love me Obj. But it is objected Conscience may be deceived it may assume without ground and so deludingly conclude the matter Sol. I grant that conscience may be erronious in its grounds but conscience as renewed and concluding as a renewed conscience will not delude you nor err for conscience renewed concludes not upon an empty imagination but upon a solid examination of the heart and life It finds that integrity in the heart and that uprightness in ordering the life which doth answer the word of God And reading that the Lord loves the upright and that he will shew his salvation to him that orders his conversation aright Now upon search finding this habitual and actual uprightness it concludes Surely I am the person whom the Lord loves and to whom he is reconciled 2. You must get the spirit of God The Apostle in Rom. 5. 5. Get the spirit of God saith that the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the holy Ghost so that if ever you would know the love of God unto you you must have the spirit of God the spirit of God hath many operations given unto him as that he inlightens the mind humbles the heart sanctifies it and then that he sealeth and comforteth it and as these effects so the order of them is observable he doth not first of all seal or assure and then inlighten and then sanctifie and then humble but he first inlightens humbles sanctifies and converts the soul and then assures and comforts it Peruse Rom. 8. you shall find that the witness of the spirit that we are the children of God v. 16. followes the spirit of bondage and of adoption and of supplication v. 15. and the quickning of the spirit v. 11. and a leading of the spirit v. 14. So that if ever you would be assured that the Lord is reconciled to you you must get his spirit convincing humbling renewing and leading you so much evidence as you have of holiness so much assurance you may build on of Gods reconciled favour unto you Obj. But here also it is objected we may thus be cozened with Enthusiasms taking a fond dream and delusion for a witnessing or testimony of Gods spirit Sol. I answer this is a fond and ridiculous exception for the spirit of God as S. Ambrose speaks can neither deceive nor be deceived The sealing or assuring testimony of Gods Spirit is never Nudum nor Nudatum testimonium but as it is a seal to a deed drawn I mean an heart first written over with renewing graces so in the sealing it alwayes produceth more tender and lively operations of holiness in all good works 3. Lastly If you would get assurance of Gods love reconciled unto your souls you must get Faith Faith is the eye by which we Get Faith look on God and it is that light by which we see God looking on us How did Simeon see Christ to be his Saviour Or Paul know that Christ loved him but by Faith There are two wayes by which Faith can and will bring the soul to see or know God reconciled unto it One is by and in Christ there is no seeing of a reconciled God but in a Mediator and therefore Christ is called so often our Peace our Atonement our Reconciler The other is by and through the Promises which is therefore called the Covenant of Grace q. d. sets forth and presents God unto us as graciously reconciled If you have so much faith as will bring you to Christ to know him to embrace and accept of him to rely on him you may with safest confidence conclude and be perswaded that God is your reconciled God For God was in Christ reconciling the world to himself 2. The external means of obtaining assurance are 1. Conscionable External means Diligent Application of our selves to the Word and diligent application of our selves to the Word The word of God is both the instrument of our Regeneration and of our Consolation and is not only productive of faith as it is an adherence but able also to produce it as it is an evidence and therefore as you read that faith in acceptance depends on the word Rom. 10. 17. so we read that faith in assurance flowes likewise from it 1 Joh. 5. 13. These things have I written unto you that believe on the Name of the Son of God that ye may know that ye have eternal life And as the Word is oftentimes called a Word of Faith so it is sometimes called a Lip of Peace Isa 57. 19. q. it produceth an assurance from which that peace doth flow 2. And to the Sacrament The Sacrament hath I confess many To the Sacrament ends and it is as the Word of God is an Organ
himself in dust and ashes So the penitent upon the manifestation of divine favour doth more acknowledg his vileness judg his follies and abhor his iniquities it is ever true that the greatest mercies set the heart at greatest distance with sin But now it is demanded Why should the expressions of mercy elicite confession of sin if it be pardoned why any more confession Reasons though hereof be many 1. Piety in man is Reasons of it Piety in man is not opposite but subordinâ—te to pity in God not opposite but only subordinate to Pity in God Divine love doth not destroy but increase duty Assurance followes the habits and alwayes advances the acts of grace As it is our duty to seek our pardon by confession so also to carry away the same with continued confessions confession of sin is not a transient but a constant duty As the Mathematicians speak of a Line That it is not punctum but fluxus punctorum so I say of any duty It is not one indivisible act only but an act repeated to believe is a duty in which one act only is not enough for I must still keep my eye upon Christ So to confess sin is a duty not done altogether because once done but still to be done because a duty to be done though God be pleased to forget yet it is our duty to remember But secondly By confession of sin after remission and testimony Mercy is now acknowledged to be mercy mercy is now acknowledged to be mercy What a man may speak in straights is one thing what in free circumstances when extra aleam is another Many a man cryes out for mercy who perhaps scarce will give mercy all the glory afterward But when we are pardoned and yet confess sin we do really profess That it was not Worthiness in us but only Goodness in God that pardoned No man can more fully give the glory of his pardon to sole mercy then he who doth confess his sins after mercy What is this confession of sin but as if the person should say O Lord to me indeed nothing did belong but shame and confusion for I for my part have thus and thus sinned against thee and deserved thy wrath but it was meer mercy that saved and pardoned me 3. The more pardoning mercy God shews The more humility is thereby wrought in the heart The more pardoning mercy the more Humility for who can behold much pardon but withal must know it was much sin that hath that much pardon He hath greater cause of shame because all this while a God of such mercy hath been offended So that here is more cause for the heart to abase it self and to confess its own vileness 4. Upon New and more grounds of confession do arise gracious remission more and new grounds of Confession do arise Before I am pardoned I confess my sins because God requires confession and also because he doth upon a right confession promise Remission When I am pardoned more reasons of Confession are upon mercy namely mercy granted and mercy sealed O then have I not more cause to confess my sinful vileness having tasted of most unspeakable goodness in the pardon of it Doth the penitent person humbly confess his sins after the Vse Upon sense of pardon let us do so pardon of them Why let us if any of us think that we are pardoned do so too T is a truth that of all things we are most willing to forget our sins we have much adoe to keep our thoughts on them in a penitential way its death almost to some men to think on their sins thus and in case if by a little duty we have got the least hope of pardon we ordinarily put those sins off from any future solemn Confessions This I conceive ariseth from two causes the one is the sensible influence which sin often to be thought on imprints on the conscience After considerations of sin we have usually most bitterness and trouble which we willingly would not feel Another is an ignorance of the power and use of pardoning mercy which as it brings Rest Peace so most hearty grief and confession I will say to Such as faâ—l in after confession It is suspicious whether ever they had any Pardon at all Or whether they ever truly repanted or no. men presuming on pardon and yet failing in an after confession of their sins 1. It is suspicious whether ever they had any pardon at all or real assurance thereof forasmuch as they fail in this after effect of confession which is alwayes the more increased by the greater evidence of divine mercy 2. It is suspicious whether they ever truly repented or no for as much as true repentance doth incline us to go over and perfect all the acts and branches of Repentance whereof confession in a right manner performed is not the least But for our parts if any of us upon a penitential course have been so far blessed as to see the face of God with peace and have found any testimony of his pardoning mercy let us never cease to bless that mercy and with mournful and self-judging hearts to iterate and continue our confession of the sins for which we have found mercy Motives hereunto are these 1. We shall hereby the better prolong Moâ—ives to it We shall hereby the better increase our assurance of mercy and increase our assurance of divine mercy I conjecture that you shall in your experience find this truth viz. That assurance lives longest in a believing Eye an humble Spirit and in a Soul accustomed to the strict exercise of Repentance the way to get assurance of pardon is ever the best way to preserve and inlarge Our Conscience will hereby acquit us for the sincerity of our Confession it 2. Hereby our Consciences shall most acquit us for the sincerity of our confession Antecedent acts do not alwayes yield unto us that solid ground as subsequent acts As about our outward mercies after prayers do more denominate the celestial frame then former prayers because those may be depending on self-love and necessity but the other springs out of spiritual love and piety and respects to divine glory So is it in the business of confession of sin to confess under the beams of mercy is a better temper then to confess under the strokes of Justice it argues a more holy Ingenuity to acknowledg and bewail our vileness being discharged of wrath and punishment then only to exclaim either upon the Rack or upon hopes to be taken off 3. Hereby the frame of the heart is kept more tender against sin The frame of the heart is hereby kept more tender against sin as Ezra 9. 14. Should we again break thy Commandments Continued sense of sin produceth four singular effects and with much addition too Most cordial Thankfulness Most tender Fearfulness Most diligent Fruitfulness Most careful Tenderness The daily judger of his former sins by a penitential
yet effectually and graciously found 1. All external miseries may suddenly â—ind him Adam All external miseries may suddenly find him run away from God and what did he find and Jonah and what did he find All losses may speedily befal a lost person Safety is at home and Dangers abroad In how many dangers is the lost sheep upon the mountains In how many perils is the lost man in the wilderness they may become an easie prey to all devouring beasts and are oft times forced to eat up themselves to preserve themselves A lost impenitent unconverted sinner is sure of no mercy and he is naked and exposed to all misery In the fulness of his sufficiency saith Zophar Job 20. 22. he shall be in streights every hand of the wicked shall come upon him v. 23. When he is about to fill his belly God shall cast the fury of his wrath upon him and shall rain it upon him while he is eating 2. A guilty and amazing Conscience may quickly find him that inward Hell as one speaks The A guilty Conscience may quickly find him glistring Sword cometh out of his Gall terrours are upon him Job 20. 25. When Judas had lost himself how quickly did he find a guilty Conscience It is an heavy thing to be found out by that which as Bernard speaks is Bailiff and Jailor and Witness and Jury and Sheriffs and Judge and Executioner too Every man that finds me will kill me said Cain Gen 4. 3. And Death may find thee to which thou wilt say as Ahab to the Prophet Hast thou found me O mine enemy And Death may find thee Death may return the Prophets answer unto thee Yea I have found thee because thou hast sold thy seâ—f to work evil in the sight of the Lord 1 Kin. 21. 20. 4. And Gods condemning Gods condemning Judgements will find thee Judgment will find thee If thou O lost sinner be not now found to thy conversion God will one day find thee to thy subversion if Mercy finds thee not to come back to God Justice shall find thee to cast thee quite away from God 3. It is an unspeakable joy if thou canst find that God hath in mercy â—ound thy lâ—st soul O there are many precious mercies It is unspeakable joy if God have found thy lost soul Here is Rescuing mercy Pardoning mercy Reconciled communion with God which a found soul doth and may find 1. Rescuing mercy He is delivered from Sin and Satan Is it not a mercy to be freed of a Disease of a Prison O what then to be delivered from Sin from Satan 2. Pardoning mercy That of the Prophet is certainly verified of thee in Jer. 50. â—0 In those days and in that time saith the Lord the iniquity of Israel shall be sought for and there shall be none and the sins of Judah and they shall not be found for I will pardon them c. 3. Reconciled communion with thy God Thou who wast found in Jail before mayest now be found in thy Fathers house thou who wast a Vagabond before art now a Son God hath accepted of thee thou hast found favour in his eyes and mayest find free access unto his presence Thy soul shall be found in glory 4. Nay If God hath found thee in mercy it will not be long ere that soul of thine shall be found in Glory 4. Many men do reckon upon it that they are found when yet Many men think themselves found who yet are lost they remain in a lost condition There are three things which discover the mistake of men in this kind 1. Though they say that they have found out their sinfull condition yet still they remain in their sinfull condition 2. Though they say that they have found out the true way of life yet they cannot be found walking in that way of life 3. Though they say that God hath found them yet you cannot find them to fear this God nor to love this God nor to honour and exalt this God all the marks of Lostness are upon them ignorance blindness superstition profaneness vile wayes c. But will some say How may one know that God hath found in How may one know that God hath found his lost soul converting mercy his lost soul This leads me to the second thing which comprehends the Trials or Characters of a lost soul truly found And there are Nine infallible Evidences of a lost person graciously found Trials of it 1. When a lost sinner is found by God he doth then â—ind himself to He finds himself to be utterly lost be utterly lost Vnclean unclean said the Leper Undone undone God be mercifull to me a sinner said the Publican In me there dwels no good I am the greatest of sinners said Paul God finds us by making us to find our selves There is a vast difference twixt 1. A vulgar confession I am a sinner all men are sinners 2. An experimental conviction I am the lost sinner these sins these my sins have undone me I am undone and lost for such a sin and for such a sin I perish I perish if I get not out of this condition my God is lost and my soul will be lost I am gone from God I am out of the way of life if I stay here I die I perish for hunger said the found Prodigal Thou lookest on thy self and state but how as sinfull well but doest thou look on that thy sinfull estate as a perishing as thy perishing condition as a condition not a day not an hour not a moment more to be stayed in Doest thou look on it as on the Leak in the Ship as a sinking Leak as a splitting Rock as a soul-destroying murthering ruining condition The Lord never finds any man but he finds him and brings him back so as he shall acknowledge who hath found him even a God and what hath found him even his mercy and this will never be acknowledged until God makes us first to see how utterly lost we were that the found sinner may say 'T was mercy that pitied me 't was mercy that looked after me 't was mercy that lighted on me 't was mercy which dealt with me wooed me overcame me brought me back saved me meer mercy for I was utterly lost I had perished if mercy had not recovered me c. 2. When God finds a lost sinner that sinner finds himself without He finds himself without strength to return all strength to come back to God Though you find your selves to have lost your God yet if you can find strength of your own to bring you back unto your God assuredly your lost souls are not found For to speak punctually no man finds himself lost who as yet can find any thing in himself to set up himself if I yet possess strength I am not yet lost But a truly and experimentally lost soul feels in it self not onely a loss of God but also of
sufficient to break the Cable thou canst not pluck up the plant and shalt thou be able to pull up the Oak thou art not able to extinguish the rising of a sinful thought and wilt thou ever be able to convert a sinful nature And tel me seriously doth thy sinful power decrease by sinful actings In civil trading the stock is sometimes diminished but in sinful tradings sin increaseth the more in strength by how much the more is it laid out in sinning and the more that sinful power increaseth the more need is there of a greater power to convert the heart If the weakest sinner doth need an almighty power to convert him O what an almighty almighty power doth the strong sinner doth the long sinner need for his Conversion 3. If an almighty power be required to the Conversion of a If you would be converted look after aâ— almighty Power sinner then if ever you would be converted look to that which is more then a finite power If thou wouldst have thy self converted or any who belong to thee converted do not expect it from men or means Friends may desire conversion and Ministers may preach the doctrine of Conversion but it is God only who can effect the work of Conversion I spake unto thy Disciples said that troubled man about his possessed child to cast him out and they could not Mar. 9. 18. I confess we must use spiritual means we must hear we must pray we must confer but if you think that any of these nuda virtute by their own natural power can convert you are deceived It is not the word but God by the word the power of God to salvation it is not prayer but God to whom ye pray it is not the minister but God who sends the minister who is able to enlighten thy mind to quicken thy conscience to convert thy heart Turn thou me and I shall be turned said Ephraim Jer. 31. 18. So say thou O Lord thou art the living God thou only art the Lord of life I come to thee to convert mee unto thee I hear I read I confer I meditate on arguments I purpose and yet I am not converted Ministers deal with me and Friends deal with me and Mercies deal with me and Afflictions deal with me and Ordinances deal with me and yet I am not converted O Lord I am without strength and they are without strength but thou art not without strength No power less then thine will be sufficient for my Conversion Now O Lord reveal thine arm stretch out thine hand O pity speak quicken turn save one sinner more nothing is too hard for thee thou didst make a world by thy mouth and thou wilt raise the dead by thy word O speak but one word and my dead soul shall live 4. Doth the coâ— version of a sinner depend upon an almighty power then let us not despair of a mighty sinner nor yet let a mighty sinner despair Despair not of a mighty sinner of a possibility of Conversion God hath an almighty Power to condemn a sinner therefore let him not presume God hath an almighty Power to convert a sinner therefore let no sinner despair 5. Then if any of you be converted Bless God for it we Bless God for our conversion could never do it it is God and God alone who hath done it there are reasons why God reserves the power of a sinners Conversion to himself alone 1. That men should seek to him alone for it If God alone had not all the power of giving he should lose of all the duty in praying and asking 2. That he alone may have all the glory and praise Comfort to us that God converts by an almighty Power 6. This is of exceeding Comfort to us That it belongs to the almighty power of God to convert a sinner For 1. That power is power sufficient 2. It ever abides in God 3. It is accompanied with an exceeding willingness if thou seekest to him thou shalt find his will to be as great as his power he is as willing as he is able to convert thee thou canst not come with a more exceptable petition This my son was dead and is alive again Luke 15. 24. These words comprehend in them if I mistake not a most exact discription of a sinners conversion both 1. In the general nature of it that it is a perfective change Was and Is was dead and is alive 2. And in the differential or proper ingredients of it which are couched in these words is alive again In which three distinguishing ingredients of conversion are espiable namely That it is a Change 1. Very great and notable The inlivening of a dead man is so 2. Very secret and internal the puting of life into a dead man is so 3. Very spreading and universal when a dead man is made alive it is so I confess that every one of these particulars doth merit a full and large discourse but because I desire to open unto you the true nature of conversion at the first in as narrow a compass as I can I shall therefore endeavour to draw all these goodly truths into one little Map that so you may be the better able to â—nderstand and remember them With your favour I will grasp them into this one Proposition That true Conversion is a change a very great and inward Doct. 6. True conversion is a change a great inward and Universal Change It is a Change and universal change You plainly see four things in this Assertion which offer themselves to our consideration 1. True Conversion is a change was dead and is alive certainly here is a change Ego sum ego said the Harlot here was no Conversion Ego non sum ego answered the young man here was conversion for here was a change There may be a was and an is without a change Christ was God and is God Revel 1. 8. And in many men the was and the is are without a change They were ignorant and are ignorant still they were filthy and are filthy still Rev. 22. 11. But if a man be converted the was and the is are different they are changed I was a Persecutor said Paul but being converted he is not so such were some of you said Paul of the Corinthians but ye are washed but ye are sanctified Now when I say that Conversion is a change you must know that there is a two-fold Change One is Substantial which alters the substance of man as in Generation and in Corruption of which the Philosophers speak Conversion is no such change the soul and body of a man remaines the selfe same substance before and after Conversion It was the same Paul who Was a Persecutor and Is a Preacher of Christ As in the Sacrament it is the same Bread for substance after Consecration which it was before Consecration So is it the same man for the Philosophical substance before and after conversion
THE PARABLE OF THE PRODIGAL CONTAINING The Riotous PRODIGAL or the Sinners Aversion from God Returning PRODIGAL or the Penitents Conversion to God PRODIGALS Acceptation or Favourable Entertainment with God Delivered in divers Sermons on LUKE 15. from Vers. 11. to Vers. 24. By that Faithfull Servant of Jesus Christ OBADIAH SEDGWICK B. D. Perfected by himself and Perused by those whom He intrusted with the publishing of his Works London Printed by D. Maxwel for SA GELLIBRAND at the Ball in St. Pauls Church-yard 1660. CHRISTIAN READER GOds good Providence doth hand unto thee in this ensuing Treatise The whole Parable of the Prodigal Son both interpreted and improved Doctrinally and Practically for the Spiritual Advantage from the Pen of a Workman who needed not to be ashamed Herein the Sinners Aversion from God Conversion to God and his Acceptation with God are profitably unfolded applied Helps in these several Subjects are well worth every Christians welcome and time seriously spent in perusing such Discourses will not be labor in vain Adam by forsaking God lost his primitive Glory which cannot possibly be repaired in his Posterity but by returning to his Majesty-Man cometh into the World with his Back towards Heaven and with strong Antipathies against God yea his constant course of life is a departing from the Lord till his Highness by Omnipotent Grace doth change both his Heart and Way And when the secure Sinner is well awakened to consider his wofull Apostacy attended with the sad Consequents thereof together with the impossibility of all Creature soccours to relieve him then and not till then doth he seriously think of facing about towards God whom he hath deserted with inexcusable neglect and dishonor Now the self condemning Convict in this dolefull condition upon frequent self-reflexions aggravating his woful Apostacy doth find it very difficult to hold up hope of gaining re-admission into the favor of slighted forsaken Deity This poor Spira did experience as his tears his torments together with his desponding despairing language doth demonstrate But in this pitifull plight the sinking soul may receive strong supports by considering with application what loving Entertainment the guilty worthless Prodigal received from his offended forsaken Father These particulars which we do only hint at are here largely handled for thy profit the effecting whereof is desired and prayed for by Thy loving Friends and faithfull Servants in Christ HUMPH CHAMBERS EDM. CALAMY SIM ASHE ADONIRAM BYFIELD Novemb. 8. 1659. A Table of the Contents THe Scope of the Parable pag. 2. The Parts of the Parable p. 4. Sin is a departing from God p. 8. A Sinner doth voluntarily of his own accord depart from God p. 9. The pleasures of sinning will quickly end and the end of them is extreme misery p. 9. The pleasures of sin are but short proved p. 10. Sin will end in many miseries p. 12. Though sin brings men into straits yet straits do not alwayes bring men from sin p. 22. An afflicted condition no infallible testimony of a safe condition p. 24. The further men go on in sin the worse work they shall find it to prove p. 31. And the Reasons thereof p. 34. And why we do not alwayes see it so p. 37. A sinner will try all wayes and go through the utmost extremities ere he will return from his sins p. 45. How it may appear to be true p. 49. Why it should be thus p. 51. Take head of shuffling with God p. 55. Means to prevent â—his shuffling p. 59. Nothing shall avail this shuffling sinner till he return but God will disappoint all his projects p. 61. made to appear to be a Truth p. 63. Why nothing shall avail the shuffling sinner till he repent p. 64. A serious consideration and right comparison of the miserable estate of a sinfull condition and happly estate of a converted converted condition are steps to true and speedy repentance p. 69. How these two are prime steps to repentance p. 71. Objections That we are ignorant not at leisure it will make us despair answered p. 77. How I may know whether my consideration be right p. 78. Whether consideration of sin may be right when there are some sins that a man thinks not of p. 83. Whether a single consideration of sin be sufficient to repentance p. 84. Rules for right consideration p. 86. Rules for comparison p. 87. Sound Resolution is required to sound Reformation p. 89. The properties of this Resolution p. 90. Why it is requisite p. 92. The benefits and comforts of a firm Resolution p. 95. The Means to raise it p. 97. and maintain it p. 101. True Repentance for sin will bring forth true Confession of sin p. 106. The Reasons of it p. 111. Penitent persons are humble and lowly persons p. 118. Humbleness described p. 120. Why true Penitents are humble persons p. 124. The means to become humble p. 128. Personal Unworthiness is not prejudicial to spiritual Supplication p. 129. Reasons for it p. 131. How we may know that we are truly sensible of our Unworthiness p. 136. Penitent intentions and resolutions should be accompanied with present executions and performances p. 140. Reasons for it p. 142. The Motives and Means for a present execution p. 148. and The Helps p. 154. The very initials of true Repentance are seen by God p. 157. proved p. 159. Evidences of true Repentance though initial p. 163. God is very ready to shew all kinds of mercy to the truly Penitent p. 165. Reasons of it p. 169. By no means despair of mercy p. 174. Objections answered p. 175. Reasons why God makes not known his mercy presently p. 179. How one shall be supported in the interim p. 183. God is pleased not onely to be reconciled but manifests himself so to be unto the penitent p. 184. Reasons of it p. 186. Motive to seek after the seals and tokens of Gods favour p. 188. Means to attain them p. 191. The kindest expressions of mercy do not hinder an humble confession of sin p. 195. Reasons of it p. 196. Motives to it p. 198. God takes no notice of our sins upon our true Repentance but expresseth himself wholly love and kindness p. 199. Reasons of it p. 202. What is meant by the Robe and the best Robe p. 206. How we may know whether we have put it on p. 211. God gives to the penitent person a precious Faith by which he is espoused or married to Christ p. 213. What t is to be married unto Christ p. 213. How Faith marries us unto Christ p. 216. Whether we have this Faith p. 219. What is meant by Shoes on his Feet p. 222. God doth enable the penitent person with Grace and strength for a better and singular course of life and obedience p. 223. Reasons of it p. 227. Every sinfull unconverted man is a lost man p. 234. How a man may know that he is lost p. 237. A lost sinner may be found p. 238. How God finds
will prevent all that bitterness Sol. 1. You cannot repent at pleasure though you sin at pleasure nay the more pleasant thy sins are the more they do disable thee to repent for they by thy delights do hold thy affections more firm and increase â—hy sinfull acts more often and both of these do cross repentance 2. But suppose thou shouldest repent yet must thy sins be bitter unto thee though thou mayest believe with joy yet thou must repent with sorrow Repentance is a mourning weed a sad lamentation a reformation with tears 3. And believe me thy penitential work will be the more sowr by how much the more sweet thy sinnings have been In Physick if I mistake not they hold that Dulcia cito vertuntur in bilem the sweet meats are most easily turned into bitter choler so shalt thou find experimentally thy sweetest sins to prove even if thou doest repent thy sharpest burthens and griefs Davids adultery cost him more tears then any sin of his that we read of A third Use shall be of Direction If any man of us hath been enticed that we have taken the sweet bait that sin hath insnared Vse 3. Direction us by its pleasures my advice is Let him vomit up the morsels again and no more to embrace the sin for the pleasure but to abhor the pleasure for the sins sake The rules which I would prescribe are these 1. Presently to imbitter those sinfull pleasures Do you your Presently imbitter those sinfull pleasures self begin the work defer it not to God if you begin it in a penitential way God will spare you in a judicial way Judge yourselves and ye shall not be judged of the Lord. See and consider what thou hast done True I have had the pleasure but by sinning God hath had the dishonour much dishonour great dishonour frequent dishonour Oh grieve for this that thou shouldest ever delight in that which grieves thy God that sin should be pleasant to thee which is so dishonourable unto him Afflict thy soul and do this presently take down thy sins the second time with bitter herbs which at the first thou swallowedst down with sweet delights or rather cast them out with hearty sorrow which thou didst hastily take in with vain pleasure 2. For time to come let two thoughts lodge between thine eyes viz. 1. Former sins have been bitter though pleasant 2 Future Think of the bitterness of former sins and that future sins will be more bitter sins be they never so pleasant will prove more bitter O let these be engraven in thy soul never believe thy thoughts thy hopes thy confidences nor Satan any more nor thy own false heart sin was pleasant heretofore but it ended bitterly if thou any more hearken unto it it will be less pleasant and much more terribly bitter the second surfeits of sin do either breed more stupefaction or more confusion in the conscience 3. Study to find and taste that pleasure which ariseth from an entire communion with God and a conversation which is upright Study to find and taste pleasure in communion with God Talk what thou wilt the soul will have some pleasure or other if it pitcheth not on God for it it will stray aside to sin for it Now then strive to take pleasure in the Lord and in his work and in his way and in his Graces and in his Christ This shalt thou find of spiritual pleasure Spiritual pleasures are 1. It is more sweet a thousand times then that of sin One glass of Spring-water is more sweet then a Caldron of Sea-water More sweet though the Sea be larger it is fouler and mixt 2. It is more lasting and durable Ah thou needest not to repent of it it is More lasting a Spring and not a Puddle and its foundation is constant never forsake thy mercies for lying vanities 3. It is More affecting more affecting then the other That of sin goes not beyond the sense and affections but this of God enters into the conscience which is the seat of truest comfort or saddest misery 4. It Will drown our sinfull pleasures will drown your sinfull pleasures Oh thou shalt find such a real value such a surpassing excellency such a full contentment in the all-sufficient God that thou mayest well say as Ephraim What have I to do any more with Idols So thou with the vain piercing false short pleasures of sin Therefore set thy heart not on sin but holiness though it may fall out that at the beginning the ways of God and holiness may seem bitter unto thee yet know 1. This bitterness either is by reason of thy former pleasant sins or thy present sinfull nature 2. That assuredly thy delights in holiness will bring thee at last to that right hand where there are pleasures for evermore for as sin though pleasant in entrance is bitter in conclusion so holiness though it sets forth with a storm shall land safely in a calm And when he had spent all there arose a mighty famine in that Luke 15. 14. Land and he began to be in want And he went and joyned himself to a Citizen of that Countrey and he sent him into his fields to feeds swine 15. The Prodigal hath done with his Estate and all the pleasures of it now we are to consider him both in his streights and in the immediate use which he made of them Touching the former I shall say little onely you may observe 1. The occasion of it a great famine 2. His sence of it he began to be in â—ant Touching the latter you may observe two things 1. His practice under his streights And he went and joyned himself to a Citizen of that Countrey 2. His success or reward And he sent him into the field to feed swine By the Citizen generally is expounded the Divel by the Countrey the World by Swine wicked Men. There are two Propositions which I would hence observe viz. 1. That though sin brings men into straits yet straits do not always bring men from sin 2. That the further men go on in sin the worse work they shall find it to prove That though sin brings men into straits yet straits do not always 1. Doct. Though sin brings men into straits yet straits do not always bring men from sin Distinguish betwixt Possibility and Infallibility Representation of sin and Reformation of sin bring men from sin You see here the prodigal is pincht with famine and yet he comes not home to his Father but goes on further in his own ways For the opening of this Assertion a little you must distinguish betwixt 1. Possibility ut medium and Infallibility ut remedium 2. Betwixt Representation of sin and Reformation of sin Straits and miseries are ordinarily the Looking-Glasses wherein we may see the face of our sinnings but they are not always the Physick-Glasses wherein we find the cure of our sins they are more
often an eye-salve than an heart-salve they may be a qualm to bring sin to sence when yet they are not a potion to bring off the sinner from wandring 3. Again twixt impediment to sin and twixt amendment of sin Impediment to sin and amendment of sin Miseries and straits may be a Dam to stop the Current when yet they are not like the Prophets salt effectual to heal the waters A Lock may stop a Thief but not alter him When the the Prophet Eliah met Ahab with a sharp message about Naboth's bloâ—d and Vineyard it made him go softly it cooled his spirit but did not change it Miseries more ordinarily for the present make men less forward and bold in sin as Jupiter's Log did quash the noise of the Frogs when yet they make them not so good as to turn them from sin They do like a shower of rain and hail make the Traveller to stand a while under the Tree who yet intends to hold on his journey again 4. Again twixt Declamation and Declination A sinner under misery may play the Oratour and yet never prove the Penitentiary Declamation ' and Declination he may both indite and accuse the sin which yet by no means he intends to condemn and execute It is one thing to confess that my sins do now hold me in bonds of affliction and thereupon to profess a discharge of such inmates and it is another thing really to repent and to forsake those sins yea the very those which a man more then suspects as patrons of his misery So that straits may bring sin to sight and the sinner to a stand and to a confession yet not always to repentance and to conversion which is true This is true 1. Of inward straits those manacling and severe fetters of conscience to which no distresses are comparable The boylings of Of Inward straits conscience may be but like the boylings of the Sea a person may have many guilts fretting there like a Leprosie and gnawing there like death and flaming there like hell it self and yet not be brought off from sin As Judas who betrayed his Master O think of that sin and fell into quick horrours of conscience and these cured him not but he proceeded to despair and then to self-murther 2. Of outward straits which do never come without cause but many times go off without remedy they may in all the sorts of Of Outwardâ— straits them say oft times as they did of Babylon We would have healed Babylon and she would not be healed They find us evil and they leave us worse as we do our friends upon their dying-beds Ye revolt more and more why should ye be smitten any more Isa 1. 5. This is evident in Pharaoh whose hardnings increased like the iron with the stroaks Or like the Snake which Salvian spake did multiply by occision It was no better with Saul and Ahab nor with that King Ahaz who is blackt and fingred out amongst all the Kings of Judah because he sought not to the Lord in his distress but trespassed yet more against the Lord This is that King Ahaz 2 Chron. 28. 22. Thus it was with the Israelites many a time who felt the scourage but mended not their work but with bleeding shoulders oft times went away to sin and no sooner were the Assizes past but they adventured the way to the prison again If you now demand the Reasons why straits or miseries do not Reasons of it always bring men off from sins I answer 1. Because that onely true Grace is it which brings men off from sins Afflictions may be considered two ways either immediately Onely true grace brings men off from sin and solitarily so they are not forcible to bring any man oâ—f from his sinfull course no punishment whatsoever is an immediate Agent and sufficient to turn a sinner Mediately and concomitantly as they are sanctified i. either as they light upon an heart sanctified or as sanctifying Grace with them or by them is wrought in the soul and so they may bring off the heart from sin not the naked afflictions but grace in the heart afflicted turns the heart for nothing turns the heart from sin buâ— that which is contrary unto sin now though miseries are contrary to the sinner yet not to the sin they are contrary to the sinners ease and way but not to the affection and delight of sin which may and oft times doth live and remain even under extreme miseries Now then many men are in miseries by reason of sin yet they turn not from sin because they want true grace by the strength of which alone men come off from sin for that it is which changeth the sinfull heart You know that Physick ordinarily works as the body is into which it is received there must be some strength of nature to help it else it will not work the Philosophers rule being true Quicquid recipitur recipitur ad modum recipientis The heat which melts the wax hardens the clay and the juice which goes into the Rose makes it sweet but that which goes into the Nettle makes it stink so it is with miseries they work as he is on whom they fall if true grace be not in the heart what good use can an evil heart make of them 2. Secondly Because straits and miseries are sometimes meerly judicial onely the strokes of revenging Justice You know that Straits are somtimes meerly judicial there is a great deal of difference 'twixt a whip which causeth smart and a plaister which causeth healing All miseries which befall us are not healing plaisters sometimes they are judicial lashes they are not the wounds of a friend but of an enemy God is said in Job to distribute sorrows in wrath and then they are not remedial effects but exitial they come not then with their teaching and recovering assistance but are the beginnings of a greater judgment yet to come You know that God plagued Pharaoh in a judicial way the miseries which befel him were as sharp and great and many and came as thick as most that ever befel any man of whom we ever read nevertheless they were so far from reclaiming of him from his sins that still he hardned his heart and exalted himself If you should demand why it should be thus with him that no not quick nor great nor many plagues did him any good I answer One cause amongst many is this Because they came onely in a judicial way they did not come out of the hand of a mercifull Father but of a provoked and revenging Judge If there be not grace in the heart to joyn with and to improve the affliction and if there be not mercy to send out and bless the affliction it will then never do us good it will not turn us from our Sins 3. Thirdly The Heart of a Sinner may be above his miseries There is not such a power in miseries alone as to
over-rule the The heart of a sinner may be above his miseries heart or to mend it As it was with Gallio when the Jews did beat Softhenes and kept a stir the Text saith He cared not for any of those things i. they made no prevailing impression on him so as to divert his purpose In like manner may it be with the miseries which personally befal a man his heart notwithstanding may not regard them neither may he lay things to heart they may be thrown off in respect of any beneficial impression as water from a rock as is evident in Pharaoh and in the Jews see Isa 42. 25. He hath powred upon him the fury of his anger and the strength of battel and it hath set him on fire round about yet he knew it not and it burned him yet he laid it not to heart Here was anger and fury of anger and poured out and so as to set him on fire and to burn him yet he laid it not to heart If you should take dross and corrupt stuff and put it into the fire you shall never refine it it is to no purpose the founder in such a case would melt but in vain Jer. 6. 29. so in this case For the proper operation of all miseries is onely moral and rather reâ—resentative then effective i. they can of themselves do nothing perhaps they may point a man to his sins but his heart may effectually resist that evidence of sin by the rod of God as well as by the word of God Look as it is with the Light of the Sun though great and gentle yet it never opened a blind mans eyes nor yet the Lightning which runs swiftly in the time of Thunder For that natural privation exceeds the strength of such Agents So it is with a sinner his heart may so cleave to sin that neither the Light of the Sun I mean the blessed Word of God nor yet the Lightnings and Thunders of afflictions may divorce him so great may the power of sinfull love be that not the kindest mercies nor the sharpest miseries alone shall ever be able to melt him or turn him The love of sin may increase even an incorrigible and desperate perversness in the Will such perversness that the afflicted sinâ—er possibly may be so far from leaving his sins that therefore he will cleave to his sins the more and in a proud despite will forsake God as that prophane person This evil is of the Lord why should he wait for him any longer 2 Kin. 6. 33. 4. Lastly Miseries do not always bring men off from their sins Mâ—n hate holiness more then miseries because Men hate holiness and a godly life more then miseries i. There is a greater contrariety twixt their sinfull natures and holiness then twixt them and miseries it is confessed that misery in some respect is contrary to nature at least to the peace and ease of nature yet misery is not so distastfully contrary to a wicked nature as holiness and godliness Sin can live and rule whiles the sinner is under misery but it never can do so when he is under grace You know that a man never can turn from sin but when he loves holiness now holiness is that which many a sinfull heart like Paul before his conversion persecutes to the death Why if some sinfull hearts will venure the loss of heaven rather then they will be holy will they not rather then endure the loss of friends and estate c. and if they will adventure the pains of hell rather then they will come off unto an holy life will they not rather endure some temporal distresses c. and doth not this shew that some had rather be passive in misery then active in holiness Now I proceed to the usefull Applications of all this to our selves Where 1. for Information Do not straits and miseries always Vse 1. Information bring men off from their sins then 1. An afflicted condition is no infallible testimony of a safe condition Some people are of an opinion that if God doth punish An afflâ—cted condition no infallible testimony of a safe condition them in this life in crosses losses sicknesses penuries c. they have all their portion of misery already and undoubtedly shall besaved To which I reply 1. Though as the Israelites came at length to Canaan through the Red Sea and through the wilderness so a person may after many afflictions and miseries come to heaven Heaven can admit of a poor Lazarus and of a distressed Job and of a pursued David 2. Yet it is not always so A person may be under many miseries and notwithstanding them he may never be happy the meer presence of miseries is of common providence and not a distinguishing priviledge by what is before us whether outward good or outward evil we can know neither love nor hatred but as it is with the Ships at sea whether of the Kings Loyal subjects or of hostile pirats either of them are exposed to winds and storms to leaks and rocks and sands so is it with good men and bad men each of them are exposed to outward calamities as each of them are capable of outward mercies there may be a change in their outward condition when yet there is no change in their inward dispositions Job may hold fast his uprightness under all his miseries and Pharaoh may retain his hardness under all his Judgments And where the sinful affection and practice is still retained he shall not be free because of his present miseries but for ever rejected because of his continued iniquity 2. That the Conjunction twixt Sin and the sinful soul is very The Conjunction betwixt sin and the soul is very strong strong For as much as very great straits and miseries effect nothing many times You see here that though the Prodigal had spent all and a famine yea a great famine arose over the Land in which he was yet he is so far from returning and giving over his sinful course that he does not so much as think of it or mind it assuredly the Covenant of affection is very firm which cannot be untied with the fairest promises nor with the severest indurances When the Lord shall come to a sinner meet him in his course and way and because of his contempts and rebellions distrein his estate and goods and then lay an Attachment of sickness on his body and more then this indite him for his life by the summons of death And yet neither the loss of all the Mercies which once he had nor the presence of all the Evils which now he feels neither the poverty of his Table nor the rags on his Back nor shivering in his Bones nor anguish in his Conscience no nor appearance of Death nor yet the roâ—râ—sentations of Hell do turn him from his sinful affections and courses judge whether the tree be not tough which no Wedge can cleave and the disease be not
thee and will not a worse judgment then attend us for worse sinnings It is with divine punishments as with the messengers of a displeased King who in his name summons us to yield and become loial and if you despise a few messengers they indeed may return but then more and greater are sent perhaps not to parley but to destroy If one punishment brings not off from sin it doth onely go back to fetch a greater and thou canst not tell but that the next messenger may be death itself and then somthing worse then dearh The last use which I will observe from this point is since miseries do not alwaies bring men off from sins therefore to apply Vse 3. Apply our selvs to such waies under our miseries as may bring us off from our sins In general A sanctified heart A sanctified use In particular 〈◊〉 Repentance our selves to such waies and to get those things under our miseries which may bring us off from our sins In the general two things are available hereto 1. A sanctified heart until the heart be sanctified can it possibly break off from sin 2. A sanctified use you must not be sensless nor yet impatient but under every hand of God seek for direction and blessing from God Secondly in particular I conjecture these things mainly conduce 1. Repentance which you know takes into it these branches 1. Serious consideration of the present condition and of the end of present afflictions 2. Solid humiliation 3. Earnest praier 4. Effectual reformation 2. Love of God and more intire communion and delight in him and with him Afflictions will drive you off from Love of God God unless you love him Even a small stroke is enough to mend and bring in a loving child 3. Faith to believe our pardon and acceptance Nothing more avails with the soul to leave the course Faith of sin then when it can be assured if it comes back to God it shall receive the pardon of sin Therefore God generally propounds to his afflicted people an hope of mercy as the great motive to bring them home from sin to himself by true repentance Joel 2 c. All which are wrought by the Spirit of God in the use of the Word and shall be given unto us if under our miseries and straits we do earnestly crie and pray unto the Lord. And he sent him into his fields to feed Swine You have heard of the Prodigals design under his misery to relieve himself he did not return to his father but joined himself to a citizen of a far country Now yee are to hear of the success of this design how much it mended his poor and famished condition viz. nothing at all and that will appear in two particulars One in the basestness of his service That citizen sent him into his fields to feed swine Of all creatures the most nasty and filthy these must he serve and none but these his whole service was to be base and therefore he is sent into the fields to perform it any houshold-service and homeservice though mean had been tolerable Another in the nothingness of his reward or wages he did the basest service and without the least husk of paiment for it follows in vers 16. That he fain would have filled his belly with the husks that the swine did eat and no man gave unto him If he had had any thing afforded either to have nourished or to have procured nourishment though it had been but mean nay the meanest but to have nothing at all for the fordidest service of all yet this was the fruit of his sinful design that he was set upon a most base work and without any profit or relief at all whence I conjecture we may ohserve this Doct. 2. The further men go on in sin the worâ—e work it will prove Here is premised second conclusion That the further men go on in sin the worse work they shall find it to prove You see it a manifest truth here in the Prodigal his sin drew down his penury notwithstanding this he proceeds to his sins and now he is sent to the Swine c. For the better opening of this Assertion premise with me some few particulars 1. A supposition viz. That wicked men do use to go on in sin They are said in Scripture to proceed from evil to worse and to A Supposition Wicked men use to go on in sin add drunkenness to thirst and to fill up the measure of iniquity and to know no shame and to revolt more and more and to grow Worse and worse 2 Tim. 3. 13. therefore is sin in them compared to a Canker which frets from place to place or eats up from part to part and to a fretting Leprosie which diffuseth it self 1 Tim. 2. 17. Levit. 13. 8. 1 Kin. 8. 38. 1 Cor. 5. 6. from a lesser to a larger compass and to a Plague which by degrees seizeth on all the spirits and to Leaven which spreads over all the lump And this is verified of them every way whether they live in ease or live in misery prosperity and ease do but flesh them the more adversiâ—y and punishments do not turn them at all smiles or frowns word or rod mercy or misery neither of them do alter but after both they yet put forth they will lanch further As he in the Proverbs concerning his Wine When I shall awake I will seek it yet again that may be said of evil men though they have felt many a smart blow from God for Prov. 23. 35. theâ—r sinnings already yet they will look back to this trade again they will still deal unjustly What David spake in another case they will fully act in this of Sin I will be yet more vile 2. A Posiâ—ion which is this Though after punishment they will be progressive in sin yet they shall never be successfull in sin A Position Tâ—ough after puâ—ishment men be progressive in sin yet they shall never be successfull They may renew their work but they shall never amend their wages they may set up again but they shall break again if they after so great a shaking will build upon the same foundation they shall find their future labours to end in the same ruine Nay that 's not all but as Joshuah's curse upon the man who should again build the City Jericho was that He should lay the foundation thereof in his first-born and in his youngest son he set up the gates of it Jos 6. 26. So will it prove to the person whose sins God did strive to demolish and overthrow by former punishments if he again will presume to set up the gates of them recover them to their strength by future love and further progress he shall be so far from being hereby more successfull that his condition doth become more fearfull he doth lay his foundation again in the ruine of his soul and shall build up the gates with
or last they shall know that it shall not be well with the wicked and that between a former punishment and a greater there may step in many mercies as twixt the fits of a Fever some real slumbers and pauses Now I proceed to the Application of this Point which shall be for Conviction 1. Of the vanity and deluding presumption Vse Conviction of The vanity and deluding presumption of the sinner in the heart of sinners who imagine that worse they cannot be and as much misery is befallen them as can be and therefore they will on to their sins again Let us not deceive our selves that God with whom we are to deal is of infinite power and wrath and the conscience of a guilty sinner is capable of infinitely many miserable impressions The Bee may leave her sting in the flesh and so be disabled c. Therefore let no man say as Agag Surely the bitterness of death is past you know Samuel presently hewed him in pieces before the Lord in Giâ—gal Alas thou knowest not the wrath which is yet behind God doth never fully manifest his wrath upon any sinner in this life nor doth he punish him so in any kind but that a greater judgement a worse thing as Christ spake to him in the Gospel may yet befal him Consider that as greater judgments are yet behind all the punishments which we have felt so it is Gods method to begin low but to end his work of Judgement heavily he doth by some lighter afflictions skirmish with a person or a Nation and if they yield not then he will bring the great Army of his Plagues and Judgements And again know that multiplication of sins is a just cause for the addition of Judgements Renewed sinnings are alwayes the more hainous and strong in deserts but renewed sinnings after punishment for sin are yet of a deeper dye because They relish much of Presumption though God hath already testified his displeasure yet the sinner will adventure on his wrath and provoke him again They receive universal condemnation the sinner now sins against all the waies of recovery the Word of God which called upon him to be wise and to receive instruction and to return unto him that smote The punishment or rod which did tender him the sins which brought this upon his back The mercy of God which drew off the wrath and though it might have been a destroying sword at once that destruction should not have risen up the second time yet it so wrought with the master that he would try the sinner yet a little longer thou mightst have been among the dead yea among the damned for thy former sinnings yet mercy hath so tempered justice that time is left thee to repent and this space thou abusest to sin again yea though justice met with thee for them already yea though mercy released thee yet a little longer yea though thou didst confess these sins yea though thou wert greatly troubled for these sins yea though thou didst resolve against these sins and if thou thus sinnest more will not thy punishment be greater Doth not God hate sins now as well as then Or if thou be greater in transgressions will he be less in justice Canst thou expect mercy should come more easily when sin is raised more deeply He that being often reproved hardneth his neck saith Solomon Prov. 29. 1. shall suddenly be destroied and that without remedy The same may be affirmed of being punished usually perseverance in sin after punishment brings a sudden and a sore destruction God hath many arrows which flie over the heads and after that hee hath arrows to wound the hearts of his enemies You know that there be not onely warning-pieces but murdering-pieces in the roial artillery The punishment which a man hath already felt for his sins are but so many warning-pieces to repent to return from sin but if men will harden their hearts there are murdering-pieces God can so deeply strike that destruction shall not rise up the second time 2. The second conviction shall be of Duty If the further Conviction of duty men go on in sin the worse rhey shall speed then let us learn a double duty 1. To avoid such things as will occasion a further progress in sin after punishment 2. To apply our selves to such Avoid waies as may take us off from sinning being punished 1. Vitanda The things which we must avoid as occasioning a further progress in sin are these 1. Ignorant Misconstruction as if Gods Ignorant misconstruction arrows did flye out as his who shot at an adventure and lighted on Ahab so that our punishments are but meer casual things naked acts but no lessons Nay brethren if we had but an ear to hear every affliction and punishment hath a voice to speak this may be said of every punishment what Ehud said to â—glon I have a message unto thee from God 2. Atheistical pride as Pharaoh who is the Lord that I should let Israel go When a Atheistical pride person will exalt himself in the times of wrath and will not tremble nor fear before the Lord but slights the operation of his hands and for all this will not lay to heart the hand of God alas this makes way for sinning 3. Froward Impatience when persons are sensible of punishment but vex against God who strikes so close yea and like that Froward impatience King in the strait This evil is of the Lord why should I wait on the Lord any longer When men will forsake God because hee doth punish them this is a further sin and makes way for more sinning The soul which is most apt through a murmuring impatience to question God will be apt through a presumptuous confidence to sin against God in the dead sea there is least sailing and in the raging sea there is most ship-wracking 4. Empty confessions when persons satisfie themselvs with words and a meer form of Repentance putting on for the time a grave Empty confessions countenance and fetching a sigh and dropping a tear and acknowledging that all is not well but all this while they search not to the root they do not strive to examine their hearts to humble them to cleanse and reform them and what then can be expected but upon some convenient occasion the old heart should return to its old waies and courses Pharaoh confessed that he and his people had sinned but still he hardned his heart and would not let Israel go Hypocritical humiliation or repentance because rising from mutable causes lasts not long nor changes the disposition of the soul The sore which is but covered and not cured will break out again 5. Negligent remissions An heart which likes not to change its course may ye for the obtaining some special good give out Negligent remissions unto the doing of much good and for the removal of some evil make a stop of much sin You may observe that
moved to endure much in his body for the preservation and defence of it for sin is an evil thing and therefore worthless Or 2. Because any sin is less evil then misery and therefore this shall be endured rather Noâ— because any sin is less evil then misery But because The sinner doth exceedingly love his sin then that shall be forsaken But 1. The sinner doth exceedingly love his sin The heart of a sinner is set on his sin he hath made a Covenant with death and an agreement with hell He loves darkness and is held fast with the bonds and cords of his sinful affections A person doth many times suffer pains sharper then death because he doth exceedingly love life Why a sinner loves his sin as he loves his life nay more then his life the which he doth often hazard for ever to preserve his sin 2. The sinner is a Fool Put a fool never so oft in the Stocks it doth The sinner is a Fool. him no good he understands not the cause nor end of it Evil men are chastized and punished by God but they know not nor understand they know not that their sins are the cause thereof and that Conversion from sin is the end thereof 3. There is a marvellous stout Spirit of pride in the sinner who is therefore said to There is a stout spirit of pride in a sinner fight against God and to resist him and though he be smitten yet to refuse to return and wilfully to transgress and that they will not hearken Stifnecked are they called and foreheads have they which cannot be ashamed and faces that cannot blush 4. A vain presumption From a vaine presumption that yet their sinful wayes shall be well at last From the Contrariety betwixt the wayes of God and the Sinners heart that yet their sinful wayes shall be well at last It is but bearing a while and at length their calamities will off He who goes on in a sinful way is never without some sinful project and chimeraes silly fancies of some good and some support and wearing out of his troubles c. 5. There is a bitter contrariety twixt the wayes of God and the sinners heart Light and darkness are not more opposite hence is it that in Job they say unto God Depart from us we desire not the knowledg of the Almighty And in Psal 2. They break the cords in sunder And Heb. 10. They are said to offer despight unto the Spirit of Grace Holiness and holy walking ah it is that which their hearts hate more then hell they will adventure their damnation before they will affect and practice holiness no greater burden and torment to them then it 6. And sometimes Unbelief may be a special cause why a sinner doth thus shift and From unbeliefe try The guilt of his sins under his afflictions may lie heavy upon his conscience and he may be so wholly taken up with the apprehension of wrath and judgment and an implacability in God towards him that God will never shew him mercy who hath been so much and so long provoked that it is in vain to return now there is no hope 7. The Vanity of a corrupt Judgment which deludes From the Vanity of a Corrupt Judgment the sinner as if he could be sinful and safe or that he could subsist well enough without returning to God Now I proceed to the Application of this point the Uses are many 1. For Conviction of Error in Judgment Use 1. Conviction It is no easie work to Repent 1. That it is an easie work to Repent and to leave sin When I am sick or come to dy then I will think of that work No brethren if the heart of man be of so subtil a temper and so perverse a frame can afflictions do it of themselves if the love of sin be so strongly in grain that many waters of afflictions cannot wash it out nor many beams of mercy melt and turn it you must then imagine it not to be an easie work to turn the heart from sin if it will adventure the loss of heaven and the endurance of hell and the actual presence of many sore calamities confess then That the descents into sin are easie but the returns from it are not ordinary or facile Faciles aditus Dificiles oxitus saith St. Austin More is required to Convert then External and Congruous Grace Where all the means tending to the Conversion of a sinner are opposed and as it were wholly defeated and frustrated there the heart is not so easily wrought upon to retâ—rn 2. That no more is required to Convert a sinner but External and Congruous Grace as if the heart were like a Fish upon the hook which might be drawn at pleasure to the shore or like Wax prepared and it were no more but to put on the Seal or as if to Convert a sinne were no more then to report a History or to offer a man a Purchase Nay but there must be likewise Impressions as well as Invitations not only Means but Grace it self not only the Rod and Word but likewise the Spirit of God and his mighty Operation not only a Voice saying This is the way but also the Spirit of God which must cause us to walk in that way there must be healing Medicines put within the Soul by the hand of God himself or else all the means in the world the Word the Sacraments the afflictions and miseries and examples may say and complain with the Prophet Isa 49. 4. I have laboured in vain I have spent my strength for nought 2. For Information 1. Of that excessive stubbornness and madness in the hearts of us sinners Good Lord what an hand hath sin Information Of the excessive stubbornness of the hearts of sinners over us That terrors should arise like an horrible tempest within the conscience for sinning and drive a man to his feet yea to the dust yea almost as low as hell That his sinning should pull down one calamity after another take away the dayes of peace of plenty of safety of health and darken them with war and tumults with scarcity and indigence with danger and trouble with losses and diseases cloath a mans body with rags fill a mans body with rottenness obscure a mans name with infamy and yet yet after all and under all that a person should hold fast his wickedness which is the cause of all and will not let it go he will not be weaned from it nor charmed No Mercy nor Justice nothing can dissolve the Covenant twixt his heart and sin but llke that Athenian Commander if I forget not the story who when he was threatned to let go the Ship held it when one hand was cut off he held it with the other when both were cut off he held it with his teeth The Lord be merciful to us thus is it with us though God threatens yet we sin though he
And is this excuse to pass for currant hath not God dealt Answered with thee often didst not thou more often harden thine own heart willingly withdraw thy self and all out of a love to sin 2. Though thou couldst not convert thine own heart yet this thou mightest have done in the times of afflictions c. considered what might move the Lord thus to deal with thee all or some of the causes which thy own conscience did freely suggest and the ends which God pointed thee to to reform them And then to have gone to him by vehement prayer to convert thy heart from thy sins to teach it righteousness to submit to his instructions Thou mightst thus have gone to him who can convert and have waited on him in the means of conversion but thou didst nor desire after him nor delightedst to seek him c. 2. But What may we do to prevent this shuffling and assaying of means to support us in sinning when the Lord deals with us and Means to prevent this shuffling calls upon us for the leaving of sin Sol. I would commend these five Directions 1. Strive to be convinced of this That as long as the Course is a sinfull Course it Be convinced of this That a sinfull course cannot be a 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 safe course can never be a safe Course We may weary our selves in the multitude of our imaginations and ways but run what course you please and pursue your own devices yet this ye shall reap of the Lord you shall lie down in your shame and sorrow you may run to new experiments but misery will follow your sins the next time as well as this and in every way as well as one way Your sins will find you out and as long as you carry your sins with you you cannot keep off calamities from you 2. Of necessity you must return or perish Your sinfull course is You must return or perish a by-path and leads to death It is sinfull and you know it and being sinfull it must be miserable To what end doth the Patient excuse the taking of the Receipt the wholsome Balm he must die if he doth not receive it So consider To what end do I thus vary my paths and shuffle and seek supports there is nothing strong enough to secure a sinner and let me sadly consider that I must one time or other leave these sinnings or else farewel my Soul and Salvation 3. It cannot but be best the sooner it is I must return or perish too soon I cannot return and the sooner the better A Our Return is best the sooner it is Best For Safety Souldier of a middle age a Counsellor of a grave age and a Penitent of a young age are still the best The work which must be done is best done when soonest Best for Safety for thy life is very uncertain and if thou doest not leave thy sins to day thou mayest be in Hell for ought thou knowest for thy sins to morrow For Acceptance the Lord likes it best when For Acceptance one word of Mercy can cause us to trust and one shaking of the Rod can cause us to tremble and when one command sufficeth to turn us when upon the first Arrest we give up our Weapons it pleaseth Soveraignty best For Quietness for we do hereby deliver not onely our Souls but Bodies also from many troubles For Quietness the sooner we do repent and plainly yield why Conscience speaks peace the sooner and God commands mercies the faster strong Sins breed long afflictions but give up the Sins and God gives up the Quarrel throw over Bichri's head to Joab and he will presently remove the siege If a man had health he might take sleep the better but as long as the body is diseased it is unquiet 4. Strive against those diverting Principles which do draw thee from the right and onely way and put thee on by-thoughts and Strive against diverting Principles as Presumption of Mercy Or of thy own Power by-paths and a vain assayment of means to support us As 1. Presumption either of Mercy though thou doest add drunkenness to thirst and still findest out thine own inventions or thine own Power Thou mayest be hindred of the time which thou doest project and mayest want strength to execute thy purposes For sinfull practises do altogether weaken our power whilest they delude us with a conceit of strength hereafter 2. Stoutness and pride of spirit Do not in a bravery of villany dispute with the Almighty Stoutness and pride of spirir God it may prove a sad Victory to thee that thou art able to reject good counsel and to quench all good motions 3. Delight Delight in sin in sin which drowns the errand of all afflictions c. 5. Beseech the Lord at the very first to circumcise the stubbornness Beseech the Lord to câ—rcumcise the stubbornness of your hearts of your hearts and to give you the understanding ear and the obedient spirit that when in the Word he calls upon you to turn from your sins your hearts may fall down and cry out O Lord turn me and when by afflictions he calls upon you to turn you may presently humble your hearts and cry out O Lord pardon me O Lord heal me O Lord turn and save me Let us all think of this You know that the Lord is displeased with us and we have hitherto hardened our hearts against the Lord God hath dealt with us once twice often in publick in private ways and still we seek our own ways delude the work of Repentance set nothing to heart nor repent of our evil doings I I. Now I proceed to the Second thing which is The final The final disappointment of all the Prodigals designs Doct. 2. Nothing shall avail the shuffling sinner till he return but God will disappoint all his pâ—ojects Some things premised This is meantâ— of a sinner whom God intends to convert disappointment of the Prodigals assays and designs in these words And no man gave unto him Whence I observe That nothing shall avail the shuffling sinner until he doth turn from his sins but God will disappoint all his projects batter down all his confidences frustrate all his expectations drive him out of all his harbours and overthrow all the means and ways which he flies unto Before I confirm this Assertion let me premise a few particulars that so you may rightly conceive the scope of it Thus then 1. I intend the Assertion of a sinner whom God doth intend to convert others he may leave to prosper in their imaginations For you see it raised from the disappointment of a Prodigal one whose conversion at length attended his manifold afflictions and as manifold contrivances to keep up his sinfull conversation though such a person knows not it nor thinks on it yet God is secretly against him and thrusts him off from all the Cities of Refuge
means on which thou trustedst forsake and fail thee O then return unto the Lord all this befalls thee purposely to bring thee home to thy father It is because the Lord would have thy heart thy love thy joy thy fear thy hope thy confidence thy obedience c. Luke 15. 17. And when hee came to himself he said How many hired servants of my father have bread enough and to spare and I perish with hunger ver 18. I will arise and go to my father c. These words contain in them the happy fruits of sharp afflictions the dawning of the day after a stormy night the quicknings of a dead man the penitential recovery of a sinful Prodigal We must not despair of men though they be great sinners a prodigal riotous luxurious person begins here to return nor must we be quick and peremptory in our final censures of them though like a ship in many storms they hold on their sinful courses after many dealings for the power which converts is mighty and the season to convert is different God doth as it were nurse up some from their youth in grace others he leaves to conquer in battel when their deseases are grown to age and strength yet he can over-master and heal them as here the Prodigal Concerning whose penitent estate which was the second General you may he pleased to consider a double 11. The division of the Text. act 1. One of his Judgment described in this vers 17. 2. Another of his Will described in vers 18. the former is an act of inspection in the viewing of his bad life the other is an act of resolution to change and leave it that is if I may so call it the fundamental work of Repentance and this is the formal work of it the one is the framing the other is the launching of the ship I must treat next on the first work which is the judgment of the The judgment of the Prodigal expressed in Prodigal Some call it an act of Consideration which is such an effect of right reason whereby we rightly understand and judge of things Others conjecture it an act of Consultation wherein he did deliberate and debate his way and condition throughly in his mind in comparing it with another opposite condition so then in this judicious working of his you have First A serious consideration he came to himself i. now he began to bethink where he was and what he had done like a A serious consideration mad man before he still raged and ran on never minded any thing but his sins but now his reason comes into joint again hee soberly and in good earnest considers of his course and estate Secondly A wise consultation Ah! thinks he I have brought my self into a miserable condition I am even ready to perish A wise consultation with hunger I have gone on so far in sin that if I return not I am lost for ever I have tried all the waies that I can imagin but they prosper not die and perish I would not is life to be had no where Where might such a poor famisht creature find a bit of bread to save his life Now I think on it I have a father living and he hath bread enough even his meanest servants have enough and to spare he hath bread for servants will he have none for a child they have enough I have none at all they have to spare and I hunger I perish with hunger my condition is most miserable their condition is most plentiful Well! thus I will not rest I will arise and go to him c. Before I handle that Assertion which the text will immediately afford there may be many not unuseful observations which occasionally and collaterally fall in I will but mention them unto you and then sit down upon the principal intention of the Verse 1. That great afflictions may end in a sweet conversion or the sharpest miseries may prove a means to bring us to the sweetest Great Afflictions may end in a sweet Conversion mercies Storms though they be to some shipwracks yet they landsome the prodigal met with famine and that brought him back to his fathers house for bread I had perished said one unless I had perished so may many a man say Had I not been afflicted I had been damned my great losses have proved my greatest gain I never fell into the love of God untill I came under the scourge of God 2. That even a great sinner is not uncapable of mercy or grace a luxurious prodigal who spent all among Harlots is A Great Sinner is not uncapable of mercy now returning home to his father a penitent and grieved child and the reason is this Though the sins of a man be great yet the mercies of a God be free and mercy advanceth its own glory when it shines on the greatest sinners Sin is great but grace is stronger it can quicken dead men As the knottiest wood when it is squared proves of strongest service so the vilest sinner once converted proves the faithfullest and activest instrument of glory to God and lastly God doth extend grace to great sinners that no sinners might despair 3. That God doth many times permit the sinner to try to the utmost and then converts him A long season ere some return God sometimes permits the Sinner to try the utmost and then converts him as Paul to breath out persecutions and to get authority to bind all c. and then he is struck down hereby he magnifies his patience and more demonstrates his mercies and goodness that after all hee will yet accept of such a sinner and pardon him 4. That an Vnconverted man is a mad man he is besides himself Sin bereavs the sinner of the right use of reason and he An Unconverted man is a mad-man never comes to be sober to be himself until he doth repent whatsoever fury of spirit wildness of fancies rendings of cloaths tearings of bonds untameableness ragings inconsiderations are extant in madness the same are to be found in a meer sinful heart and life all these propositions are observable and useful but that which I intend to insist on is this That a serious Consideration and the right Comparison of the miserable Doct. A serious Consideration and right Comparison of the miserable state of a sinful Condition and happy state of a Converted Condition are steps to true and speedy Repentance What this Serious Consideration is estate of a sinful Condition with the happy estate of a Converted condition are the prime steps and occasions of a true and speedy Repentance For the Explication of this point I must open some particulars 1. Concerning a Serious Consideration of a Sinful Condition It is an Intentive work of the Judgment wherein it doth narrowly and diligently meditate on the whole estate of sin It is called in Scripture a remembring of our wayes and sometimes a bethinking of our selves
and a seeing what we have done a pondring of our paths It is opposed not only to Ignorance and Nescience but also to Negligence yea to rashness and suddenness and indeed it is a very deep searching and minding and weighing of matters When a man sits down and museth so that his mind and thoughts are throughly imployed he makes it a special business he bends all his strength rightly to inform himself to bring himself to a right understanding of his estate this is a proper consideration There be two kinds of thoughts and mindings some are only Intuitive they are but the cast of the eye a glancing lightning motion Others are Discursive fully searching the mind in them doth throughly insist on the Natures Kinds Circumstances Occurrences and Issues of things it is taken up with it as a business The serious consideration of a mans sinfulness falls into this latter it is not a confused work or a light overly sight of sin it is a setled and deep pondering of the estate in the Qualities Acts and Fruits of it Nature Number Circumstances Danger v. g. When I seriously consider of my sinful estate I reflect on my self what kind of life I lead what are those qualities what those wayes which I find and walk in my Thoughts my Affections my Speeches have been thus and thus my actions and thus my course of Life I have many bonds upon me to serve the Lord and not to sin against him but Wretch that I am I see all my ways which I took for pleasures and profits have been sinful and vile By them all I have violated a righteous Will dishonored and provoked a great God whose wrath is a consuming fire I have to satisfie them lost all my comforts caused many evils to others brought many miseries on my self put Christ to death and if God be not merciful lost my miserable soul for ever These wayes will I not believe mine own eyes are extremely sinful and therefore should I not believe the Scriptures are damnable many a year have I run this course and often times under checks of Conscience very much evil hath already been upon me and all for sin some troubles of Conscience And that wrath which God threatens and is behind is terrible If I go on thus I perish for ever for whilst I keep my sins the least sin of them I must necessarily part with God and lose my soul Tell me O my vainly deluded soul can that be good which God hates or safe which God doth curse Wouldst thou dye thus O then thou dyest for ever and why then wilt thou live thus any longer O thou hast presumed too far already perhaps Patience will bear no longer and Mercy being often abused may be for ever recalled and then thou O my Soul then whither wilt thou go No no we must no more of these forbidden fruits and no longer must we trade in the paths of death there is a God who hath lookt on thee all this while and hates thy wayes and hath sealed his implacable wrath with an Oath if thou return not Come my soul think aright of God of thy past acts of thy present estate of thy future condition believe me thy Guilts are many thy Accounts will be bitter God hath been still dishonoured he will not be mocked let us return for we are out of the way of Heaven and are even upon the brink of Hell 2. Concerning the right Comparison of the miserableness of a What this right Comparison is Opposita juxta se posita c. sinful with the happiness of a penitent Condition I need say but little It is nothing else but after a distinct view of either to set the one against the other in the Nature Kinds Qualities Concomitants Ends and Issues v. g. Thus base and foul is an In penitent estate thus excellent and glorions is a Converted estate That how opposite to God This how suitable That how odious to God This how acceptable That how covered with threats This how inriched with promises That is a cloud of thunder This a river of delight That is a path of misery This a way of mercy in that God Abhors me in this God loves me in that I feel his Frowns and strokes in this I feel his Smiles and comforts that brings down all Curses on me this all Blessings on me In that I shew my self a Rebel and do nothing but dishonour God in this a Servant and in some measure bring him Glory if I continue in that farewell all Mercy and happiness I perish with hunger I am lost for ever if I attain to this God is mine Christ is mine Mercy Pardon Favour Comfort Grace Heaven Happiness I shaâ—l be saved for ever Now O my Soul thou seest both Estates in their Nature in their Fruits in their Ends yea thou hast felt the bitterness of the one say Is not Mercy better then Misery is not God better then Sin is not Heaven better then Hell is not Plenty better then Famine Life then Death O then arise up be gone relinquish thy course of Sin of Misery of Death of Hell and arise and go by true Repentance unto God unto Christ unto Grace unto new Obedience unto Mercy unto Joy unto Blessing unto Life unto Eternal Life and that most happy c. 3. The third thing is to clear it How these two are prime steps How these are prime steps to Repentance to Repentance viz. A Consideration that a sinful course is most miserable and a penitent is most happy and comfortable are steps c. Only premise a difference twixt a Cause and twixt an Occasion of Repentance The Spirit of God is the Cause these considerations are Occasions and work by way of argument or means They work by way of Argument or Means proved By Scripture 1. That they do so appears by Scripture 1 King 8. 47. If they shall bethink themselves in the Land whither they were carried Captive and repent Ezek. 18. 28. Because he considereth and turneth away from all his Transgressions c. Nay if inconsideration be given as a proper reason why some repented not no man repented saying What have I done then è contra Consideration of our sins must be a right step unto Repentance Here you see clearly that solid consideration is as it were the Foundation of true Conversion there it begins and takes rise there is a Bethinking of sin before a Repenting from sin 2. Nay and it is evident in Example too I thought on my wayes said David Psal 119. 59. and turned my feet unto thy By Example Testimonies Like a Traveller who in a Journey stands still and considers with himself surely this way is wrong I am out of my way and then he turns about and gets him into the right way again So in this case the like may be said for comparison of an Unconverted course with the happiness of a Converted and penitent condition Hos
are but stolen waters and at the best but for a season they will end bitterly and on the contrary That Repentance from sin makes way for the most precious fountains of the most living comforts that it enables a man for a nearer conjunction with the truest happiness and fulness of most infinite goodness and lets in to such pleasures and joyes which pass all understanding c. Now the soul is reduced to a right judgment and begins to contemn those false vain deluding temptations by sin and is carried off to another course or way which will afford the real solid superlative advantages in happiness and comfort c. 2. This Comparison will win our love and affection to a Converted and penitent condition It is true that as long as the heart loves This wins our love to a converted condition sin it will never leave it for love is an iron clasp a strengthning quality a strong and tenacious quality but if a mans love be changed then his sinfull wayes will quickly be changed for that way doth the heart and life go that love doâ—h go they are not out who say that Amor is Radix actionum as well as Passionum Now by a right comparison of estates there will appear in a converted and penitent condition the sole and sufficient causes of Love viz. Good and the best good and only good and most proper and sutable good all which is apt to draw love and consequently Repentance for as much as Conversion from sin begins in love to God 3. This comparing of estates in the wofulness of the one and This occasionally stirs up the beat to fly to God by Prayer and in the use of meanes in the happiness of the other that the one is death and the other is life as Moses propounds it to the Israelites occasionally stirs up the heart to fly unto God by prayer and in the use of other means for grace and ability to leave the paths of death and to walk in the wayes of life for naturally men do affect life and happiness and are afraid of death and misery The first Use which I would make of this shall be for Information Use For information Of the cause why many are yet in their sins You here see the Cause why many are yet in their sins that they repent not though we preach though God punisheth though man counsels Surely they never yet did search their hearts and wayes they never did consider of what they have done they are like the Laodiceans who thought themselves to be rich and increased and to stand in need of nothing but they never yet saw their blindness nakedness and extreme poverty and misery There are many duties unto which men will be perswaded as to hear the Word receive the Sacrament give some Almes say some Prayers and now and then to confer of some good but of all the duties which do so nearly concern them they are hardly perswaded to this viz. to consider of their sins 't is true they will confess That all men are sinners and themselves too but as some do with their debts they care not to see and view them so many with their spiritual estates they have no mind to search into them to look them over to meditate of the Vileness of them Consider these things 1. That this inconsideration leaves many a sin already committed upon a sad account God doth consider Considerations to such as doe not Consider their wayes them though we will not they are in his book and before his eye though we will not think and look on them 2. That it ripens sin exceedingly The heart which will not consider of past will break out into sin future it will be high in sinning if negligent in considering he will venture deeply who knows not the nature nor the merit of sinning 3. All the work of Repentance will lye flat and dead Why where can be that brokenness of heart that filial lamentation for sinning that remorse of spirit that indignation that detestation of it that resolution against it that watchfulness and fear until by a sound consideration we come to see the vileness and miserableness of sinning c. He who thinks his way right will not turn aside and that man who knows no better will never leave or change a bad course 4. You advantage Temptations exceedingly You are under the edge and power of them all for you see nothing to hinder you the motions to sin will pass without any contradiction for you know not the evil nor misery of being impenitent Great sins will seem but little little will seem none how easie is he to sin who considers not the great evil in sin 5. All the edge of the Ordinances is blunted and dulled by inconsideration they are but water on the Tiles which passe away For what are Threatnings against sin what operation have they on us to make us tremble and humble our hearts whiles we hear them as Pieces discharged at others not at our selves And so what force have the Precepts for new Obedience or the Promises for much mercy to the Penitent until we see that we are the men as Nathan said to David whom all this concerns 6. You will never prize Christ aright nor the love of God in giving of Christ nor will you ever seek him to purpose with hungrings and thirstings until you do seriously consider of your sinful estates A man if whole will not seek to the Physician and if he hath but a scratch will not send to the Chyrurgion No sense or slight sense of sin hath no influence on ouâ— affections but let a man sadly view and find out that he is bad indeed out with God ready for Hell must perish for sin this man will cry out Is there no Balm in Gilead is there no hope for us sinners He will enquire for a Saviour and when he knows him he will with tears beseech him O the hope of Israel and the Saviour thereof in the time of Trouble Master have mercy on me or else I perish if thou canst do any thing save me 7. You will never come to any true setledness nor grounded assurance of peace with God nor in your own Consciences until you do throughly consider of your sinful conditions and estates For how know you whether you be good or bad in Covenant or out of Covenant with God that he will save you or condemn you what shall become of you when you die Untill you by solid Consideration find out the vileness and miserableness of your sinful condition out of which you must indeed be translated if ever you would be saved or know assuredly that you shall be saved 8. You will not know how to make special requests unto God For you know not the nature nor danger of that pride of that hypocrisie of that uncleanness of that envy and malice c. which are in you When we do not know what our selves
are what our estates are we can never make special requests for the supply of special wants either we make no prayers at all or only general and faint and flat Petitions 9. Lastly If you will not think on your wayes with a Penitential Consideration you must one day think on them with a Judicial Consideration T is better to consider of them now and Repent then to feel them and find them in Hell and be Damned Object But you 'l say We are Ignorant and it belongs to This belongs to such as have learning such as have Learning to consider throughly of their sinful estates Sol. 1. It doth indeed belong to the Learned but not only to them A learned conscience is necessary for every sinner though not a Answered learned head the Subject who should consider is not the learned man but the lamed sinner art not thou one 2. God hath given thee a Reflexive Faculty a conscience a memory inabling thee to review what hath been done thou hast these still in thee and thou canst make use of them for other businesses why not in this 3. But then study the Word more that thou mayest thence be inlightned to conceive of sin aright c. get knowledg get understanding c. Obj. But we are not at Leisure we have so much business to do c. We are not at leisure Sol. 1. This is a most necessary work it deserves thy pains and time What not at leisure to save thy soul at leisure Answered to eate to drink to play to be idle to sin and not at leisure to consider of sin to repent of sin to save thy self from sin Have you leisure to go to Hell and none to goe to Heaven 2. It is a most Beneficial work it will deliver thee from Hell and make way for Heaven 3. It is the mâ—st excellent work that thou canst spend time upon the change of thee from Sin to Grace from a sinful to an holy condition it is a glorious change even into the Image of God in Christ Object But it will make me nothing but mourn and sigh and Object It will make me morne despair and fear Answered despair and fear Sol. 1. So Satan tells thee so doth not God nor his Word tell thee 2. If consideration of Sin breeds godly sorrow for Sin and Godly sorrow Repentance unto Salvation thou hast little cause to grieve to be thus grieved 3. Nay the neglect of timely consideration that is the cause indeed of such fear and despair O say men had we thought of this course known this heretofore we had never run on so we had never come into this extremity of horror c. It is with sin as it is with diseases if taken or not taken in time Another Use which I would make of this Point shall be of Use 2. To Settle and Relieve Troubled Souls Satisfaction to settle and relieve troubled Souls who fear much whether they have ever throughly and rightly considered thus of sin or no and consequently fear the truth of their Repentance For the fuller satisfying of them I will propound some Cases the Resolution of which may afford more clear Some Cases Resolved for Satisfaction Case 1. How a man may know his Consideration is Right If it work in him a Condemnation of Sin light 1. How a Christian may know that his consideration of sin is right and penitential I conjecture thus 1. If it work in him a Condemnation of sin Before a man consider aright of sin he is ready to call the proud happy he knows how to commit sin and to approve it and defend it and plead for it Sin seems his daintiest bit and choicest bait as if nothing else bore delight and contentment but sin but when the heart is brought rightly to ponder and to consider of sin he is enabled not only to condemn sin in the general thus sin is an evil thing but also in particular these my sins are vile and evil things I have done exceeding foolishly said David O that I should ever open my mouth for them that ever I should love them follow them as I have done I now behold them as the only dishonour of God grief of his Spirit Violations of his Righteousness Injuries of his patience abuses of his goodness and mercies the speares in the heart of Christ the spots in my soul the wounds in my conscience c. It is one thing to look upon sin as a meer Object and it is another thing to look upon sin as a vile Object to look on sin as a meer Object this is but the natural act of the understanding which like the eye is ready to see all colours but to look on sin as a vile Object this is the work of a penitential understanding wherein a person sees so much intolerable and excessive foulness in his sinful wayes that he now condemns and judgeth those wickednesses and abominations and himself too for highest folly and madness for love service and obedience to them 2. If it work in him humiliation for sin we read of Peter If it work in him Humiliation for sin that he considered or thought on the words of Jesus and through them of his great sin in the denial of master but how did he consider of them What only by his simple reflection that Christ had forewarned him and that he had done evil in denying him Surely thus he thought but the matter went further then his thoughts he considered it in an affecting or rather in an afflicting way for the Text saith That when he had thought thereon he went out and wept bitterly There is a fourfold consideration of sin One is only a consideration of sin when a man thinks of sin as he hears a Sermon hear it only so think of it only and that 's all this is an empty consideration Another is a sinful consideration only when a man considers of sin in a sinful way either to boast of it or to excite his heart to more delight and propension to sin this is a guilty consideration A third is a Judicial consideration which ariseth from the promptings and suggestions of a conscience awakened now accusing and condemning and pursuing the sinner both with the remembrance of former sins and with the evidence of Gods present and future indignation A fourth is a Penitential consideration wherein upon the evidence of sinning the soul is sensible not to despair which breeds hopeless terror yet to repentance wherein it is exceedingly grieved and troubled and displeased for the sins committed If the consideration of sin be a dry act such an act as sets where it riseth only in the mind and hath no influence upon the affections if it be not a sympathizing act .i. such an act as works grief in the soul as well as discovery of evil in the mind it is but a vain thing and never conduceth to repentance for as it is with mercies
Repentance never to be repented of Hast thou rightly considered of sin why what art thou now doing where mayest thou now be found what course doest thou take to leave sin what helps doest thou apply thy self unto what occasions of sin doest thou decline what furtherances of a new life dost thou regard and use If there be no watchfulness over thy spirit no restraint to thy flesh no stoutness of resolution no separation from the occasions of sin no humble study and respect to the Word no fruitfull converse with holy society how is it that thou sayest thou hast considered thy sins Whether the consideration of sin may be right and available to Repentance when yet there are some sins which a man thinks not II. Case Whether Consideration of sin may be right when there are some sins that a man thinks not of Particular inconsideration if it be voluntary doth prejudice Repentance on To this I conjecture it may be thus answered 1. That actual or particular inconsideration if it be voluntary and affected doth prejudice Repentance For it is to be supposed that he who will not take the pains to think of his sins hath 〈◊〉 yet found an heart or a will to leave his sins Therefore consider that actual inconsideration may arise either From want of light or evidence the eyes of the mind are not yet so fully opened they are not so perfectly acquainted with the Law which discovers sin much sin they see but not all not that they would not but because they cannot so a weak eye hath not such clear and full sight Or From hypocrisie of will when means of evidence are present and commands of consideration are urged but either from a secret love of sin or from a laziness of spirit the person will not take pains to consider throughly of his manifold sins this kind of inconsideration being wilfull and affected will be interpreted for Impenitency because the person will not endeavour faithfully the wayes of Repentance 2. That the latitude of the Object considered doth not so immediately discover and decide as the efficacy and influence flowing from consideration it self Though I am not able to find out every particular wherein I do offend yet if by the consideration of those sins which I do consider of my heart doth melt and mourn and strives to loath and forsake them because they are sinfull If these drive me out of my self unto Christ if these occasion me earnestly to acquaint my self with God to beg for Reconciliation for Grace for Mercy for Strength c. though there be many sins which I have not actually thought on yet this may be a right and penitential consideration III. Case Whether a single Consideration of sin be sufficient to repentance Another Case may be this Whether the Consideration of sin tending to Repentance must be frequent or Whether a single Consideration may be sufficient For the resolution of this Case thus 1. Divines distinguish of Repentance that Distinctions premised Repentance is either Initial or Gradual it is either Initial or Gradual The Initial Repentance is the first turning from sin nay the very first will and desire so to do with a purpose and endeavour to effect it The Gradual Repentance is the ripening and perfecting of Repentance in the degrees of all the parts of it 2. Again There is a two-fold consideration of sin One is solemn wherein the There is a twofold consideration of sin Solemn soul sequesters it self earnestly searcheth into the Law of God and into its own spirit and into the ways of Life perusing and reviewing the sinfull condition all over in the parts and kinds in the hainous circumstances and agravations and hereupon solemnly indites it self before the Lord by confessing judging c. Another is ordinary which is a daily looking Ordinary over the Book and perusing of the sinfull Accounts from time to time 3. You must distinguish twixt the Distinguish twixt the Grace of Repentance and the Act of it Grace or quality of Repentance and twixt the Act or exercise of Repentance the Grace is wrought onely by Gods Spirit the Exercise or operation is wrought and occasioned by consideration These things being premised I conjecture thus much 1. That solemn Consideration is necessary to initial Repentance Solemn consideration necessary to Initial Repentance The Heart is not effectually excited to the actual leaving of sin until it doth first seriously examine and try it self find out and ponder the vileness of its sinning and transgression slight thoughts work no more then slight confessions That we are all sinners and there 's an end but the heart must look on sin in the kinds circumstances hellish vileness of its thoughts if ever it will repent indeed 2. That ordinary consideration is necessary to gradual Repentance If ever you would perfect your Ordinary consideration necessary to Gradual Repentance Repentance you must ever think of your sins those that are past those that are present By ordinary consideration I do not mean a slight and perfunctory view of them but a daily view though not in length of time yet having the same disposition of heart to condemn and abhor them and quickning us more fervently to seek God for strength and to decline the occasions of sin and to grow more watchfull and tender c. If you do not ordinarily consider of the vileness of sin you will be ordinarily insnared by the deceitfulness of sin if you would enjoy constant victory and deliverance you must admit of frequent consideration As for the solemn Consideration that I conjecture is not necessary at all times but upon special occasions Either 1. Before we Solemn consideration not necessary at all times The times when it is necessary enter into some weighty business 2. When we lie under some weighty afflictions 3. When we are to die and make straight our weighty accounts 4. When we are more solemnly to meet the Lord and renew our Covenanâ—s with him as in the day of Humiliation or when we are to come unto the Sacrament Now are we more solemnly and seriously to consider of our sins partly 1. Because now the Lord Reasons of it considers them who come into his special presence how you come 2. Because you are seriously to renew your Repentance which you cannot seriously do without serious consideration 3. Because you are to renew your Covenants with God to keep a more serious watch c. Therefore now let us search our hearts try and consider of our ways renew our Repentance turn with all our strength unto the Lord put away iniquity far from us humble our selves low before the Lord confess our sins judge our selves thus if we do we shall find more strength in our Repentance more peace in our Consciences more sweetness in the Sacrament more confidence towards Christ and may comfortably expect the pardon of our sins and salvation by his bloud The third
of hypocrisie or a sink of impiety he loves sin or would not yet leâ—ve it the greatest part of our integâ—ity lies in the hearts frame and purpose that man who is resoled to part with all sin hath an heart who loves all good it is only sound grace which breeds sound resolution 2. It will be a It will be an Apology in case of falling great apology in case of falling that yet it is not presumptuous but of Inâ—irmity The evil that I would not do that do I c. Rom. 7. and rather an affect of a strong temptation then of any secret affection of the heart to sin for where the purpose and resolution of the heart is set against a sin and makes its resistence though the sinning may be great yet it is not presumptuous Four effects this firm Resolution worketh about sin either it doth 1. Cease the motions of it or 2. Abates and lessens them or 3. Disappoints and frustrates them as Joseph about his mistress or else 4. It mitigates and corrects them in the degree of guilt either it keeps me sound or else causeth that the wound is less 3. Such a man may confidently go to God for help and Such a one may confidently go to God for help assistance If I regard iniquity in my heart the Lord will not hear my prayer said David but verily God hath heard me he hath attended to the voice of my Prayer Psal 69. 18 19. Thou shalt not struggle with sin in vain nor cry unto God in vain if once thou couldst be firmly resolved against sin thou shouldst more confidently repair to Christ and shouldst assuredly find more Victory over it as Paul Rom. 7. 24 25. What have I to do any more with idols I have heard him and observed him I am like a green Fir-Tree from me is thy fruit found Hos 14. 8. 4. And more confidently expect the remission of sins past with what face can a mâ—n embolden himself before the And Confidently expect Remission of sins past Lord O Lord I beseech thee to pardon such or such a sin and I trust thou wilt do it but I am not yet resolved to leave it And when a person can come before the Lord and say Search and tell me O Lord if there be any way of wickedness which I know and allow against which I am not resolved and strive Now O Lord thou art a gracious God I beseech thee for thy mercies sake forgive my sins blot them out I hate them with an unfeigned hatred do thou for thine own sake pardon and subdue them 5. You shall much free your selves from the ancient suggestions of Satan about particular Sins It will free us from the Suggestions of Satan about particular sins Resist the Divel and he will flee from you Jam. 4. 7. Where there is no hope of Victory there will be little encouragement to fight firm resolutions are like rocks against which the waves may beat and strike but cannot move nor alter Satan may indeed somewhat molest but the heart is in a sort impregnable which is stedfastly resolved Christiana sum said she I am a Christian who was much assaulted to deny the Faith and Luther in Gen. so silenced all threats and allurements for the abnegation of Christ When they saw Paul's resolution fixed for Jerusalem they gave off their importunity so Temptations will slack when our Resolutions are settled It is in vain I will not hearken thou mayest molest me Satan but I will never yield unto thee 6. You will be less interrupted in your holy services Whilest the heart is any thing indifferent and flexible sinfull motions We shall be less interrupted in our holy services like the Birds will return and flock about the Corn if the Watchman be now there and anon removed When the Minister is speaking to your ear Sin will be speaking to your heart and when your tongues are speaking to God your thoughts will be busied in giving Sin an answer or the World But if the heart were more resolved against sin it would be more united in duty the thoughts and mind and affections would be more collected and center'd upon the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the work in hand it would not scatter so much it would not follow that which it cares not for but peremptorily abhors The next Use shall be for Direction and that in two particulars Vse 2. Direction 1. How to raise a solid Resolution 2. How to keep and maintain it First The Means to raise it There are some things of How to raise a solid Resolution which you must take heed and strive against as being vigorous impediments to the rearing of this frame and twisting of this firm cord Take heed of 1. A secret favouring of sin As long as your hearts cunningly connive at and harbour your lusts those evil Inmates A secret faâ—ouring of sin you will never throughly come to a Resolution to cast them off For love will untwist many arguments and prevail against strong Motives it will let down your mind as fast as reasons do raise it up It is the best Friend and strongest Advocate that sin hath You see a Parent perhaps David against Absalom resolved to exile his Child from his presence but natural affection turned him and wrought so after a while that David longs for Absalom again As a Spring will work out that which is cast in so will a secret affection to sin work off the impression of all Arguments and any such preposterous Resolves against sin 2. A tenderness or delicacy of spirit I mean an inordinate Delicacy of spirit self-love Love of sin and so also the love of our selves both of them are adversaries to a penitential Resolution If a man will go to Heaven asleep have his ease and his friends and his liberty and his safeties and his quiet and his pleasures and great matters he will never come to a through Resolution God likes no such bargain no condition as I am willing to serve thee but I am resolved never to suffer for thee I will be good if I may be safe I will go to sea but on condition I shall meet with no storms I will enter into the war but on condition that I will have no blows We must be at a point for all things except what is good if we be resolved to be good indeed no not Life it self must be dearer to us than that which is far better than Life 3. A perversness of spirit on self-wilfulness if you do resolve A perversness of spirit to be your own Master you can never resolve to be Gods Servant if your hearts be not disposable to his will they will never be flexible and fixed on his work You must in many things be contented to deny your own thoughts and to captivate your own judgments and reasonings and to submit both your judgment and will to a Divine Rule and
occulta even your secret sins que sunt contra duo ultima decalogi praecepta Nay those which are committed against the two last commandments circumstancias yea and all the circumstances of your sins this is the confession which the Church of Rome in the Trent Council doth injoin upon pain of Anathema to be made unto the Priest Sess 14. Can. 7. but without any warrant from the Scripture or averment from true Antiquity for Scripture assures us that confession of sin made to God alone obtained remission of sins and favour Psal 32. 5. I said I will confess my sins unto the Lord and thou forgavest the iniquity of my sin Lo here confession to God alone not to a Priest and upon it remission of sins by God himself dares any Popish Priest reverse this absolution or confession because not made to man which yet is accepted with God Saint Chrysostome speaks strange words Let Tom. 5. Hom. de paenit confess Lat. â—d Bas an 1 558. God onely see thee confessing And again upon Hob. 12. Hom. 31. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Reveal thy way unto the Lord 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Confess them before God and again 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Confess thy sins before thy Judge and Saint Austins tongue needs to be clipped Quid mihi cum hominibus ut audiant confessiones nostras Conf. lib 10. cap. 13. quasi ipsi sanaturi sint omnes languores meas What have I to do with men that they should hear my confessions as though they could heal all my diseases Saint Basil saith that the groans of his In Psal 37. heart did suffice for a Confession Surely here was no absolute necessity to confess all to the Priest but yet again observe there is a use of Confession in case of 1. Injury 2. Anxiety 3. Scandal to the Church as in the next particular 2. Christian and prudential Confession and this is the acknowledging Christian and prudential of sins to men either in case of notorious scandal which the primitive Churches much urged and used or else in case of trouble and thus we deny not but any person may lawfully and warrantably go unto a faithful godly skilful compassionate Minister and confess his sins either to obtain counsel out of the Word of God for the remedy of sins to recover or prevent them or to be imformed aright concerning his present estate or to have his conscience quieted and settled 3. Penitential which is made onely to God this the Scripture Penitential to God doth command and this wee hold as absolutely necessary when wee do repent then to make confession of our sins to God Penitential confession considered In respect of the material part onely or Secondly This penitential confession may be considered either in respect of the material part onely and so it consists of words whereby we acknowledge wherein we have transgressed Hos 4. ver 1 2. Or of the formal part also and thus it conteins these Of the formal also ingredients which specifie and distâ—nguish it from all superstitious or hypocritical or false confessions 1. It is an hearty acknowledgment noâ— nuda confessio feigned And so it is or meerly verbal confession It is affectionate the lips do uâ—ter An hearty acknowledgment the mind of the heart in it cum sensu peccati miseriae as a sick man opens his disease here I feel it c. The publican smote upon his breast and confessed True confession is the language of the very soul being very sensible of sin 2. It is voluntary not coacta confessio the Thief may confess upon the rack though And voluntary there were no wrath in God no rack in conscience no flames in hell yet the true penitent will confess When there is no other cause of confession of sin but that which is penal it is not then truly penitential Pharaoh confessed under the plagues and Judas under the stings of conscience it was an extorted confession but penitential confession is voluntary it is an act that ariseth from an inward displicence with and detestation of sin though there be no apprehension of hell no sense of wrath yet the penitent confesseth even to a Father I have sinned Many of the Saints did I shut up in prison and when they were put to death I gave my voice against them I punished them oft in every Synagogue Acts 26. 10 11. 3. It is distinct and not confused the penitent hath special bills of inditement he knows his sins and And distinct wherein he hath exceeded and failed such sins as he hath most delighted in such as he hath most walked in such as he hath most dishonoured God by such as cleave most unto his nature such as conscience may be most clogged with these he doth more especially confess unto God and indite and condemn himself for small sins as well as great Sauls lap as well as Vriahs murther antient sins as well as present secret sins as well as open But must our confession of sins be particular Sol. Either explicitly so or virtually so the heart hath a particular intention or affection the more particular the better to humble our hearts to obtein mercies to make us fervent As David though hee did give a touch at all his sins in the beginning of the 51 Psalm yet at length brancheth his confession into particulars into that of Adultery and the other of Blood So doth Paul often uncover his special sins of Persecuting the Church and Blaspheming and of Injuriousness Judas cryed out of Blood but not of Covetousâ—ess and Hypocrisie 4. It is Humble and not And Humble proud as Benhadads servants with ropes c. done with Contrition of Heart not with Ostentation of Spirit Like a flash of Lightning breaks out of a cloud rented and Josephs garment was shewed to his father rent and dipt in blood Anciently when they did confess their sins to God they did it with Sackâ—loth and Ashes and the opening of their sins is termed The pouring out of water before the Lord I am vile Job 40. 4. Not worthy c. Luke 15. because when they pâ—ured out their sins in confession of Tongue they likewise poured out contrition of Heart their tears of Grief spake as much as the words of their Lips I will declare mine Iniquities and be sorry for my sin Psal 38. The Papists indeed have as course a Garment and as severe a Garb in penitential confession as any but underneath they have dainty Linnen there lies great pride under all this pretended Humiliation as if all this did merit at the hands of God the Voice is humble Jacob's but the pride upon the act is proud Esau's If they saw the wrong which they did by sinning how could they so proudly challenge God upon their confessing what doth the murtherer deserve because he confesseth But truly Penitential Confession is accompanied with grief in the heart and with
shame in the face and with acknowledgment That by reason of our sins there belongs nothing to us but â—hame and confusion Daniel 9. 5. It is mixt with some Faith not overcome with Despair If the And mixt with some Faith confession of sin be not mixed with some hope of pardon it is not penitential but desperate Cain in some measure confessed but fled into the Land of Nod and reputes his offence Unpardonable beyond the power or intention of Mercy to pardon him Judas likewise utters his sin in particular I have sinned in betraying innocent Blood But then he goos out and hangs himself But if the confession be truly penitential it acknowledgeth sin fully yet believingly not to a meer Judge who out of the mouth of the Confessor condemneth but to a father Father I have sinned saith our Prodigal who knows how to absolve and forgive him that knows how to accuse and condemn himself As you must in Confessions acknowledg O Lord my sins are very great so likewise must you relieve your selves O Lord thy mercies are exceeding many thus have I sinned but thou canst pardon I deserve wrath but thou canst freely shew me mercy I am a sinner yet Lord be merciful to me a sinner 6. It is Sincere and not fraudulent then is the Confession sincere not And Sincere only when the heart acts in it but when also it acts plainly and plenarily in it We are but Flesh and Blood it is my nature I cannot help it I am not the first that did so it was company that drew me I did eat said Adam but the woman gave it me to eat I did eat said the woman but the Devil tempted me I did offer Sacrifice said Saul but I was afraid of the Philistims These are fraudulent Confessions when either a part is knowingly and willingly kept back or if all comes forth it is extenuated as much as may be Not that any person is to accuse himself of more then he is guilty but that he is not to extenuate and mince any thing wherein he is faulty but therein to set out himself to the full Of whom I am chief said Paul And the Prodigal here I have sinned against heaven and before thee 7. It must be joyned with desire and endeavour of Reformation Therefore forsaking of sin at least in Voto conatu And joyned with desire and endeavour of Reformation is annext to confession Prov. 28. 13. Saul confessed his sinful injuries to David his Son in Law 2 Sam. 24. 16. Ch. 26. 2. and wept but then he pursued him again So did Pharaoh Exod. 9. 27 34. but then he hardned his heart and sinned yet more They loved ease but not cure but David desires medicine as much as quiet Grace to heal as well as Mercy to quiet he did not open his wounds and then make more but desires those which are made that they might be bound up and healed So did Shecaniah not only confess their trespasse in taking of strange wives Ezra 10. 2 3. but intends reformation Now therefore let us make a Covenant with God to put them all away These ingredients I do conjecture that they make up the very form and vitals of a penitential Confession But why should true penitents make confession of their sins to God Reasons of it There is a necessity so to do Ex patre Dei 1. There is a necessity so to do Necessitas ex parte Dei ex parte rei 1. Ex parte Dei God requireth you so to do Acknowledge thine Iniquity that thou hast transgressed against the Lord thy God and hast scattered thy wayes to the Strangers under every green tree Jer. 3. 13. So Hos 14. 1. Return to the Lord thy God Ver. 2. Take with you words and turn to the Lord and say unto him Take away all Iniquity and receive us graciously 2. Ex parte Rei When the heart is penitentially Ex parte Reiâ— changed it cannot but confess sin will lye so heavy as when health comes in pain is felt There is such an abundant sense of sin that the heart cannot contain it self If the affection be full it must vent it self Joseph could not refrain So is the heart of a penitent overcharged with the iniquities of his Life and Indignity by him cast on God a gracious God 2. There is Vtility in so doing Though true confession of sin doth not at all merit yet it is a way or means to obtain three There is a Utility in so doing It is a means to obtaine Remission of sin singular things viz. 1. Remission of Sins This is a most sweet and surpassing mercy David accounts him Blessed whose iniquities are covered but Confession is the means for Remission which may evidently appear 1. By Gods direction of his people to take this course that so they might be pardoned Jer. 3. 12 13. 2. By his special Promise upon their true confession for to pardon them their sins Prov. 28. 13. He that confesseth and forsaketh his sins shall find mercy 1 Joh. 1. 9. If we confess our sins God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins 3. By frequent experience David said I will confess my Transgressions and thou for gavest the Iniquity of my sin Psal 32. 5. The Publican penitentially confessed and went home Justified Luk. 18. 13 14. 2. Power against sins By hearty confession to uncover Power against sin sins is a way not only to get God to cover them by Justification but also to cure them by Sanctification You must take off Vulnerati tegumentum if you will obtain Medici Emplastrum Austin as S. Austin alludes upon the Psa 32. When you open the wound then you make way for the healing Plaister and therefore S. John doth not only say If we confess our sins God is faithful to forgive us our sins but also addeth and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness 3. Peace of Conscience You may Peace of Conscience see this manifestly in David who being distressed in spirit for sin is much disquieted and roars and his moisture is turned into the drought in Summer Psal 32. 3 4. His silence raised his Impatience and Trouble but as soon as he confessed his sins he recovered his peace ver 5. I acknowledg my sin unto thee and mine iniquity have I not hid I said I will confess my transgressions unto the Lord and thou forgavest the iniquity of my sin Selah So Job 33. 27. If any say I have sinned and perverted that which is right and it profited me not Ver. 28. His life shall see the light It is one of the Windows to let in the beams of heavenly comfort 3. Lastly God is much Glorified when the penitent doth humbly and truly confess his sins David acknowledgeth his sins God is much Glorified by it That thou mightst be justified when thou speakest and be clear when thou judgest so Psal 51. 4. q. d. Lord
thus have I sinned and whatsoever punishment thou hast inflicted or mayest inflict I must quit thy Justice in all thy proceedings thou canst not but be Righteous for I confess my self to be sinful Nay his Justice only is not glorified but his Wisdom that he knows all our sins and wayes and his Power that he is able to Judge and condemn us yea and his Mercy too that we hope yet he will pardon and forgive the sins which we confess unto him If true Repentance brings forth true Confession then by this it will appear That there are very few true penitents because Use 1. Then there are very few true Penitents very few who do truly and aright confess their sins 1. Some may say of sin what Pilate did of truth What 's Truth So they What 's Sin They are so ignorant that they know not what is evil or when they do evil Now how can any confess or acknowledg that sin to God which is not known at all to himself 2. Others are so far from confessing themselves to be sinful that they like the proud Pharisee justifie themselves to be righteous talk of their good meanings purposes â—ust dealings c. Sana membra ostendebat saith S. Austin of that Pharisee vulnera tegebat I am no Extortioner no Adulterer c. Ask some persons Do you acknowledg One only God who is most Merciful Just Holy Omnipotent Faithful Long-suffering 〈◊〉 of Goodness and Truth c. Yes that do they God forbid else c. Ask them again Are you Idolaters make you no Idols or did you ever worship them Who they nay they defie them and all such trumpery But do you not use to swear and take the Name of God in vain Nay for swearing of all sins they cannot away with that a man gets no good by swearing But do you remember to keep holy the Sabbath Yea all their neighbours can bear witness that they keep to the Church constantly Ask them again Did you never injure your Parents O they were always dutifull Children But did you never play the whore or the adulterer or the thief Nay now they will talk no longer with you if you be so uncharitable as to imagine such guilt Why O thou ignorant sinner why doest thou deceive thy soul if thou art thus righteous thou needest not to repent and if thou art free from all sin how canst thou confess thy sins as a true penitent ought to do to God 3. But some others there are who do both know and acknowledge their sin but how onely in a formal cold indifferent manner True we are all sinners God help us and there is no man but he sins yea the best of them all Never considering That great Justice of God which is provoked by their sins nor that vile and abominable nature in their sins nor that infinite wrath unto which their guilt doth oblige them nor the excellency and necessity of pardoning mercy which we should earnestly sue out when we confess our sins 4. There is another sort who do more distinctly and perhaps somewhat feelingly and freely confess their sins but then they keep Benjamin back And as Rachel hid the images under her so they reserve some one special lust they do not bring all the Prisoners forth unto the Bar There is a sin which they hide close because it is sweet as Zophar speaks Job 20. 12. Now this argues 1. Hypocrisie and guile of heart a secret love to sin it is made in Job 20. 12. the guise of an Hypocrite to hide his sin 2. Extreme folly and vanity of spirit for canst thou conceal any sin from that God who is acquainted with all thy paths and knows thy thoughts afar off and to whose eyes all things are naked will not the Lord discover the sin which thou doest cover before Men and Angels to thy eternal infamy and condemnation assuredly though thou wilt not set thy sins in order before him yet he will set thy sins in order before thee and will reprove thee for them Psal 50. i. he will publish them and he will everlastingly punish thee for them 5. Others do confess all their sins but this onely in times of wrath and judgment and death not like Penitents but as Malefactors as men make their Wills upon a death-bed not out of an hatred of sin but out of meer sense or fear of punishment it is not filial ingenuous free but onely extorted involuntary and servile and therefore not truly penitential They do not go and confess their sins as they to John the Baptist but cry out and confess their sins it is that not which they would do but which they cannot avoid Conscience like an over-charged stomack doth so over-press and pain them that they cannot hold but out it comes what oppression injustice usurious injurious beastly filthy swinish sins they have lived in 6. Others seem to be more ingenuous and voluntary or ready to confess their sins but then this is with such pretences colours shiftings shuffling as if they were like Lawyers to mitigate and colour a bad cause S. Austin complains of some who would impute their sins to Fate to Fortune to the Devil nay to God himself The complaint may well suit with us generally we have some device or other either to deny or to extenuate our sinfull facts rather to plead for our selves than to plead against our iniquities It was company and we are but flesh and bloud and it is not usual or which is contrary it is my nature and the Devil was strong with me others do worse c. 7. But of all men they are most contrary to penitential Confession who â—all evil good and darkness light and that make a a mock and a sport of sin whereas they should with grief of heart and shame of face mournfully penitently humble themselves before the Lord and acknowledge their iniquities instead thereof They boast themselves of their iniquites and make but a jest of that which cost the bloud of Christ It is but a trick of Youth and good Fellowship and Handsomness and Complement and discreet Thrift thus do they phrase their Uncleanness their Drunkenness their Pride their Lying their Covetousness 8. Lastly to mention no more They are defective too about the true penitential confession who are assiduous to confess but desiduous to forsake frequent to acknowledge and declare their sins but negligent in forsaking and leaving of them Discovery sufficeth but Recovery they mind not This is most ordinary with us that we make our confession of sins to God rather an act of our Memory than a work of our Conscience it sufficeth us to deliver in the tale to number our transgressions but then we wrestle not with the Lord in prayer for his Spirit of Grace to heal our hearts and to turn us from the sinfull ways unto which we find our hearts so apt and forward But I will no longer insist upon the Convicting part I proceed
think of me Servile fear how will they nick-name and disgrace me what may befall me who can tell what mischief they may do unto me These are the Frosts which nip the buds and the Winds which bind the Ship and the Remora's which hold the Children still in the birth We love the opinions of men to be well thought on and the Tongues of men to be well spoken of and the respects of men to be countenanced and encouraged A cross way makes us start Zedekiah would not obey the Lord least the Princes should laugh at him and many of the Jews durst not confess Christ for fear of the Scribes and Phaâ—isees For a man who enjoyes friends and ease and estate and abundance in all sorts to thrust out into a Sea to enter into a holy and strict course of Life wherein he shall be sure to be scorned as the off-scouring of the world be trampled upon as the more in the streets be torne in his name by the teeth of wild beasts suffer ship-wrack in his liberty in his plenty in his body Why these apprehensions are eâ—ough to quell and to keep in all forwardness all action as Spira confesseth That they wrought on him when he denyed the profession of the Truth of Christ Therefore if you would descend into the present execution of penitential purposes you must not be slavishly affected unto man you must not fear the power of man nor be aâ—hamed of the Cross of Christ you must put your shoulder under the Cross and the contempts of men under your feet I am ready saith Paul Acts 21. 13 not to be bound only but also to dye at Jerusalem for the Name of the Lord Jesus If ye be reproached for the Name of Christ happy are ye for the Spirit of glory and of God resteth upon you saith S. Peter 1 Pet. 4. 14. I will not fear what man can do unto me said David Who art thou that thou shouldst be afraid of a man that shall die and of the son of man who shall be made as grass and forgettest the Lord thy Maker and hast feared continually because of the fury of the oppressor as if he were ready to destroy and where is the fury of the oppressor Isa 51. 12 13. 3. Despair of performance Why say we as good never a Dispair of performance whit as never the better It is not possible that ever we should get hands to conquer all these sins or feet to walk in all these wayes which are so holy so many so strict so difficult We cannot find words to pray nay God knows sometimes not hearts the motions of sin are thick and strong and ableevery moment to lead us captive we have made some assay but alas the work proves so harsh so uncomfortable so unprosperous we are without all strength we shall never break all these bonds of sin nor tread through all these pathes of holy duties Thus as death closeth up our eyes so doth despair shut up all our actions where there is no hope to finish there will be no heart to begin But let us reject such despairing delusions what hath been done may be done what God commands to do he can enable to do and what he promiseth that we shall do that he will make and cause us do But God hath commanded us to leave all our sinful courses and to lead a life of holiness God hath promised grace sufficient to forsake an evill way and to walk in a good way I will put my Spirit within you and cause you to walk in my statutes and you shall keep my judgments and do them Ezek. 36. 27. If God gives strength to work why should we with-hold hearts to work Da Domine quod jubes jube quod vis said S. Austin Lord give what thou commandest and then command what thou wilt Seriously consider any one penitential work for which God hath not promised grace and strength to perform Many have travelled in this penitential Work and have found it very feisable and passable How many are this day in heaven and how many are walking towards heaven all of them prove that it is not impossible to execute penitential resolutions 4. Hypocrisie and guile of heart Where the heart is false Hypocrisie there the performance is faint if the work be not done in the heart it will never be done in the life the work is best done in the life which is first done in the heart They in Jeremiah had rotten hearts they did not cordially intend to leave their own wayes and therefore when they were put to it indeed they would not yield to walk in the wayes which God prescribed Where an holy way is not throughly approved and where an evil way is not throughly hated there may be many flashes but there will never be solid performances or courses Yet a little sleep yet a little slumber yet a little folding of the hands said the Sluggard who loved sleep and idleness Prov. 6. 10. So where our affections are hankâ—ing about a sin there is ever at the least a slowness to leave that sin Modo modo said S. Austin when motions came into him to forsake his â—nclean Lusts they answered Shortly shortly Hereafter hereafter and this modo modo vvas sine modo this putting off from day to day would have continued so all the dayes of his life Therefore if you vvould execute your penitential resolutions take heed of corrupt affections if they again prevail upon you they vvill assuredly intangle and hinder you they mar the judgment and close vvith temptations and hinder actions Oh how suddenly vvill they quench your spirits alter your judgments put aside your duties extenuate your purposes bring you into further bondage confirm your unwillingness excite your fears raise up discouragements and all to frustrate the present executions of your former resolutions Corrupt affections are the very gates of sin the Bane of holiness the Quenchers of resolutions and the Impediments of all good performances 5. Worldly cares Our Saviout saith That the seed which fell among thornes was chaoked Luke 8. 7. And what was it which Worldly cares did choaâ— it see vers 14. The cares and riches and pleasures of this Life There are two things which worldly cares do choak viz. Heavenly directions of the word and Heavenly resolutions of the heart so that neither the one nor the other do come unto perfection Holy performance or action it is the end or perfection of all knowledg and resolution and worldly cares stifle both You have many a man who comes to the word and hears the terrours of God and his wrath revealed against his unrighteounsness insomuch that his soul with Felix trembles under the strokes of divine justice Or he hears how happy and blessed the condition and life of holiness is what heavens of mercies what rivers of comforts what excusations and peace of Conscience what blessings in life what supports in
death what rewards after death it shall procure to persons upon the one and the other he is stirred up to the sense of his sins to the admiration of Holiness to a condemnation of his evil course to a resolution for a better But then it is with him as with some ship sometimes as soon as it is putting out of the Harbor it strikes upon a rock or falls into the sands and loseth all the precious lading Or as with Corn sown and let fall in an open and solid place where the Birds come down and instantly pick it up so is it here with this man the world meets him again at the Church door or at his own door and all these impressions and resolutions are spilt and gone Worldly engagements take present possession of his thoughts and all the service of his affections so that he hath no time to consider what God did speak or work in him no time secretly to beg of God to write those truths in his heart to keep all this in the purpose of his heart to give him the Spirit of Grace and strength to walk in the wayes of God revealed now unto him When you turn the course of the water another way the Mill cannot stir so when men turn the course of their thoughts and affections to secular and vain imployments all resolutions stand still they have nothing now to elicit or draw them on and out into any holy or careful diligence of obedience and performance The Oxen and the Farm c. took them quite off and they made excuses .i. for the present they had other engagements therefore take heed of worldly cares It is impossible that you should be much in the actings of any Grace if you be very much in the service of worldly cares 6. Lastly Presumptuous Confidence is also an Impediment to the Presumptuous confidence present executions of good resolutions whether it be of future time hereafter shall serve the turn it is not wisdom to be so forward soft and fair will go far we have day enough yet before us a year two or ten hence after such a business is effected or which is worse after the pleasures of such a sin is a little more tasted Or of Future ability This is a work which we will do at pleasure and at leisure when we see the scouts the forerunners of the army then we will buckle on our armor when we espy the harbingers of death approaching old age sickness weakness diseases then we will think of heaven and forsake hell what need we be troubling our selves to be doing of that a long time which we can dispatch at any time if we have but time to say Lord have mercy upon me what would ye more Or of Future Mercy Wherefore hath God Mercy but for sinners and he hath said That if at any time a sinner convert he will have mercy We have found him kind unto us all our dayes and doubt not of his fatherly compassion at the last Thus do men post of all penitential executions and for ever endanger their souls Alas for future time whose is it Seneca the Heathen could see more truth then this Solum tempus presens nostrum No time is ours but the present Thou carriest thy life in thy hands thy breath in thy nostrils and seest more Graves made for the young then for the aged And as for thy future ability why dost thou so grosly befool thy self knowest thou not that present Neglects cause stronger Indispositions Qui non est hodie cras minus aptus erit the School-boy will teach thee Every man by more sinning grows more sinful and therefore most unapt and averse to good And then Future Mercy it is of all things the most uncertain to pardon sin where present mercy leaves us not to repentance from sin it is all one as if thou shouldst thus argue God will hereafter pardon me and therefore for the present I will sin against him disobey dishonour vex and grieve and abuse him These are the principal impediments to a present expectation of penitential resolutions and are to be declined by us I now proceed to the helps and furtherances to a present Helps execution of penitentialâ— resolutions which are these amongst many 1. Solid Conviction of a sinful estate This will put us upon a present Execution When the Soul is brought to an experimental Solid conviction of a sinful state sense of the vileness and bitterness of sin it will not then lye hovering Were I best to give up this course or shall I go on in it still No but when the Soul is indeed wounded the wayes shall without delay be reformed take a person in some judicial and close conviction of sin upon a sick and dying bed how forward is a person then to change and better his courses much more do solid and evangelical convictions sweetly dispose and incline the heart to the forsaking of an evil and walking in a good way They in Acts 2. 37. were pricked in their hearts and what did this work in them they cry out presently Men and brethren what shall we do So Saul was struck to the ground and was astonished and trembled and then presently cries out Lord what wilt thou have me to do Act. 9. 4 6. Outward afflictions you see many times do put on men to alter and reform their wayes of much greater force are inward afflictions of spirit Go on yet in sin God forbid shall I continue in sin any longer who if I make not haste may lose all mercy and drop into Hell it self what I feel is much what I deserve I cannot bear 2. Holy Wisdome To know times and seasons is an high Holy wisdome part of Wisdome Walk not as fools but as wise redeeming the time saith the Apostle Eph. 5. 15 16. There are four things which solid Wisdome teacheth a man One is to look to the best part Another to make choice of the best good A third to walk in the best wayes A fourth is to do all this in the first place and surest time Have I any thing more near to me then my soul more concerning my soul then God more concerning God then walking before him Where am I if I lose my Soul what am I if I enjoy not God whether run I if I continue in sin if my soul be nearest and God choicest and his wayes safest why do I demur what should I take time or put off the doing of that which is ever best done when it is done If I will live yet in sin for ought I know I may then dye in sin and if I dye in sin I must for ever perish for sin Why should I not Do I not admit the present loss of that which else may be the eternal loss of my Soul But if I set into an holy life this is the very path of God the image of Glory the Ark of safety and the pledg of an happy eternity
Why should I be so safety and the pledg of an happy eternity Why should I be so foolish to be miserably bad who in a moment may be assuredly blessed any wisdome will teach me to leave a wicked life for an holy and good which hath made me to know that mercy is beter then misery and that Heaven is better then Hell 3. Christian Courage If we will not act the wayes of Heaven till we see all difficulties removed and all dangers Christian courage secured we shall never enter into those wayes but when the love of Christ hath inflamed our hearts with a right zeal of his Glory assuredly we will be ding Modo magnificetur Christus I must bring some Glory to my God c. Luther feared not to go to the Diet at Worms had there been as many divels as tiles on the houses What do you tell S. Paul of bonds or speak to the couragious Christian of discouragements I have sworn and will perform it saith David that I will keep thy righteous statutes S. Jerom would not only renounce but throw off and trample upon father and mother for Christ What do you speak of poverty of disgraces of losses of want of self-denials in ease in pleasures c. He who will be good can lose nothing but that which will lose him and get that which he should never have gotten had he not been good indeed 4. A precious estimation and affection after Gods honour Ah! A precious estimation of Gods honour did we in any holy measure comprehend the height and bredth and depth of his favour in Christ would we not strive to enter in at the strait Gate should not the Kingdome of Heaven suffer violence What to sand upon a sinful pleasure or profit or way and to lose a good gracious bountiful God What sinful lust pleasure way would we stand upon What holy course or way would we set upon would we be slow to see the face of God and live would we not speedily set our selves in the wayes of his countenance Zacheus being desirous to see Christ upon his call made haste and came down Luke 19. 6. 5. A tender fear of God This also causeth a present execution of our purposes You read what it wrought in Josiah in Noah in others When the heart apprehends its way to be evil and the displeasure of God to hang over it and his threatnings all in armour c. Oh I dare not go on to offend any longer 6. A right belief in God Whether you take it in the threats as they of Niniveh believed the preaching of Jonah and A tender fear of God presently humbled and reformed themselves and wayes chap. 3. 5. Promises of sweetest mercy made unto real penitents that full free soon mercy shall be had Why if those be believed they will draw off the soul from a sinful course A right Belief in God unto a good course The Apostle therefore beseecheth the Romans by the mercies of God to be transformed Rom. 12. 1. O this that God offers and assures me of mercy and now I may have it if I will now reform a puts the soul to the present work To day I will hear his voice for to day is the day of mercy this is an acceptable season now I may be made happy for ever LUKE 15. 20 And he arose and came to his father But when he was yet a great way off his father saw him and had compassion and ran and fell on his neck and kissed him These words contein in them two parts 1. The real practice of Repentance which consists not in a bare Resolution but in a sincere Execution I will arise said the Prodigal this was Motus volentis and he did arise this was opus penitentis I will go to my father and here He arose and came to his father 2. The comfortable issue of real Repentance But when he was yet a great way off c. Wherein you have considerable 1. The quick observation of this penitents Father His father saw him yea when he was yet a great way off Even in this sense God sees our thoughts afar off God many times is unwilling to see the sinner but he is at all times very willing to espy the penitent 2. His present commiseration His father saw him and had compassion on him Wicked men look on a penitent with derision penitent persons look on themselves with abomination but God looks on them with compassion he looks on the penitent sinner with a pitiful affection When Ephraim repented and turned My Bowels saith God are troubled for him I will surely have mercy on him As soon as ever the Prodigal looks back mercy looks out q. d. Ah! is he returned indeed I pity him I will receive him I will forgive him 3. His gracious acceptation expressed in three particulars 1. One of speedy readiness The Father ran The Son doth go the Father ran Mercy hath not only a quick eye but foot also it posts it speeds it runs to embrace a penitent God is very slow to punish a sinner but he is very ready to relieve and accept of a returning sinner 2. A second Of wonderful tenderness The Father fell on his neck To have looked on him was it not enough to have given order for his usage had it not been well to have taken him by the hand had it not been too much but the Father did more then all this He fell on his neck Divine mercy will not only meet a penitent but embrace him That sinner whom the hands of justice would have everlastingly confounded if he be penitent the arms of mercy will lovingly clasp c. A third Of strong affectionateness And kissed him Here are eyes to behold the returning Son and an heart to pity him and feet to meet him and armes to embrace him and lips also to kiss him Naked mercies are not enough in Gods account for a true penitent he must have sealed mercies too God doth not think it enough that he is reconciled unto hm unless also he doth testifie and make it known that he is so There are many excellent Propositions observable out of these words v. g. That the very Initials of true Repentance are seen by God Doct. 1. The very Initials of true Repentance are seen by God The penitent Prodigal was in the way but yet it was a great way off and his Father saw him and had compassion I said I will confess my trangressions unto the Lord and thou forgavest the iniquity of my sin Psal 32. 5. Vox nâ—ndum in ora erat Auris Dei in corda erat So. S. Austin in Locum Isai 66. 2. To this man will I look even to him that is poor and of a contrite spirit and trembles at my word Repentance may be considered in three degrees 1. In the Impression of it ANd this is when so much grace is implanted as to turn the heart 2.
graciously accept of it have we not reason to believe that he doth countenance these beginnings who presently makes all provision for the nursing and supplies of it To make some Application of this 1. It convinceth the common obloquies and aspersions cast upon religion and religious courses to Vse 1. Conviction of that aspersion that if we begin to be penitent farewell all Comfort be meer injuries and falsities viz. that if once you begin to be religions and penitential then farwel all comfort as if the grave of sin were the Resurrection of Griefe or of necessity men must be everlastingly pensive if once truly and seriously penitential But this is false no course so good so comfortable as the penitential mercy to invite you mercy to receive you mercy to pardon you and mercy to save you As soon as ever we begin to be good and to be penitent and are entred into the way of new obedience presently the merciful eye and favour of God is upon us mercy looks after us and though we have been foul Transgressours and have now but the very seeds and implantations of repentance mixt with exceeding imperfections yet the Lord will benignly and graciously accept of us and love us And as it doth convince that errour of the sadness of entring Vse 2. And oâ— that errour of the austerity of God towards Penitents into a good course so also another errour of the austerity and harshness of God towards poor Penitents as if nothing would please the Lord but quantity and great measures of Grace Oh if I had so much sorrow for sin if I had so much hatred if I had so much power over my corruptions Why it were well if thou hadst and thou doest not well if thou strivest not beyond all the measure of grace which thou doest attain But then to think that onely great grace is in grace with God and not little grace Repentance grown and not Repentance begun that God will not look on drops but rivers not on weakness but strength onely that a poor contrite broken troubled soul which prizeth grace above heaven and hates sin above hell but yet is troubled with the presence of much corruption and is apprehensive of manifold wants in all kinds of grace that the Lord will never look upon such a thin new weak Christian unless with austerity and distance Why do we thus belie the Lord and falsifie the graciousness of the Almighty who doth so love holiness and delight in the conversion of a sinner that as soon as ever the sinner begins truly to repent the Lord hath thoughts of mercy and peace for him he is observed and accepted Ananias is presently sent to Paul messengers of peace are presently dispatched Patents of mercy are sealed for him And thirdly It doth justly abase that unworthy proud and censorious harshness and strangeness which many who would take Vse 3. It discovers the proud harshness of men towards such as come short of themselves or others it ill if they be not in your opinion set up in the highest form of Piety do sinfully or foolishly express either in condemning or in contemning such as fall very short in the penitential work of others or of themselves yea and will shun tender society with them till they see some further perfections and ripenesses Alas what do we by what rule do we walk whose example do we look upon We must be wise it 's true and what wisdome is it to leave tender buds to the frost which we might have covered and enlarged with heat and warmth I beseech you let us pause a while 1. Are all in our Family Men Are there not some Children perhaps new-born Babes Are all in the Flock strong Sheep are there not some Lambs perhaps newly yeaned Are all the Stars in the Heaven of the same magnitude some are greater others are less yet all in the Heavens Do you despise Children reject the Lambs or slight the Moon because of her spots and lesser light than that of the Sun Why we read of the like disparity in the heavenly course St. John tells us of Fathers and of Young-men and of Chidren too yea and of Babes and Christ advised Peter's respects as well unto the Lambs as unto the Sheep 2. Were not we Beginners once our selves Was our Sun at the top our Gold so exquisitely pure did not we then need compassions and helps in times of infancy weakness conflicts temptations What is our present strength but some help to former weakness Time was we could hardly go or stand although now we can walk and run What a childishness is it for the Artist in Grammar to slight the Youth who is now spelling his Letters when this was the first Line of his own Learning the first step whereby he went to his height 3. And did God despise us in our beginnings Did not he gently lead those that were with young and carried the Lambs in his arms as the Prophet speaks How often hath he laid our fainting and weak souls to the brests of consolation comforted us in our fears strengthened our feeble hands answered our doubts 4. Nor doth he now slight them whom he tenderly owns upon the very entrances into a new and holy course sees them afar off and hath compassion Why then do we so slight and neglect them and put them from us who have as good a God as our selves and if we be good the same the same Christ and also the same truth and reality of Repentance And is not Minimum Christi amabile But they are indiscreet Surely they are no true penitents that are very fools No man so wise as he who is wise for his soul But they have many failings And not one of them approved all bewailed But they come short in Duties alas they are very short In expressions which the vilest hypocrite may excel in not in affections which the true penitent onely abounds in Therefore repent of your pride and state Seest thou a penitent higher than thy self honour him and imitate seest thou a penitent lower than thy self honour and cherish him God will meet him with much mercy do thou meet him with much love and pity Ten Evidences of True Repentance though Initial And take these Ten Evidences that a mans Repentance is true though weak and real though but initial 1. He is much Much in Grief though little in Strength He hates sin though he cannot be rid of it Conflicts with sin though he cannot conquer it He will not be its servant though its Captive He cries for help though not delivered He must have God reconciled though he questions it He would obey in all things though he falls short He prizeth more grace though he enjoy little He holds up his purposes He mourns for what he wants Vse 4. For Comfort to such as have the Initials of Repentance in Grief though little in Strength He will grieve for sinning though he
should never be damned for sin and sin is his daily grief as it is his daily temptation 2. He hates sin though he cannot be rid of it His soul loaths not onely the actions but nature also of sin 3. He conflicts with sin though he cannot conquer it is an Enemy to it though not a Conquerour over it though much assaulted by it fears Sin more than Hell 4. He will not be a Servant though sometimes he is forced to be a Captive His Will and Love are unconquerable 5. He cries out for help though he be not yet delivered O Lord help Laments his condition because so pestered with sinfull motions 6. He must have God reconciled though he much questions it He must have Christ and Mercy c. 7. He would obey God in all things though he falls very short of it 8. He prizes more Grace and strives after it though he enjoyes very little of it 9. He holds up his purpose to walk with God though he be not able in every thing and at all times to make it good 10. What he wants in the heights of Repentance is made up in the depths of Humbleness and Mournfulness A fourth Use of this Point shall be for Comfort and Support to such as have though but the initials of Repentance in them The fountain of Godly sorrow drops though but a little and the journey of an holy life is but begun they have newly within these few dayes set the first foot in the paths of God What shall I say to such persons Surely 1. Let them not be discouraged at all Though it be but a little A little Grace if true grace Repentance newly planted and begun yet if it be true Grace 1. It is worth a whoâ—e world One mans Soul is worth Is worth a whole world the World much more is Grace Grace even in the least degree of it is of an invaluable allay The Lord hath shewn thee mercy indeed if he has bestowed any grace on thee it is more worth than if he had given thee all the Kingdomes of the World more in respect of Excellency and in respect of Consequence 2. As little as it is it is as much as ever any Penitent It is as much as any Penitent had at first had at the first 'T is true our improvements of Grace are very different in the course of our lives but the habitual implantations of grace are alike and equal Thou hast as much now as ever any had at first who are now gone to heaven 3. As little as it is it shall pull down and work out the strongest sin that ever did cleave unto thee though not at once yet by degrees a This little will be victorious beam of Light which appears in the morning seems no great matter to deal with all the darkness in the ayr yet depending upon such a strong principle and fountain as the Sun it doth by degrees chase away c. 4. As little and as weak as it is it It shall not cease till it bring thee to heaven shall never cease till it hath brought thee to heaven The Ark and many tossings and thy weak Grace shall have many assaults but thy weak Grace is in the sure hands of a strong God who by it will make thee more than Conquerour through him that loved thee 5. As weak as it is now it shall be stronger and It shall grow stronger and stronger stronger God hath but begun his work in thee the which he will finish the Foundation is laid but the Covering is to come The seed is but sown which will arise and spread the fire kindled which will be blown and flaming God doth not leave any gracious work until he hath made it glorious and having given truth will also enlarge it to a just measure sufficient for thy soul and place and salvation 2. Nay let them be encouraged and rejoice Even a little They have matter of rejoycing Grace may be just cause of great joy The Mother rejoyceth much if the Child be born Though your Repentance wants much in respect of gradual perfection yet being real and true 1. All the sins that you have committed are pardoned The promise of pardon or remission of sins presently and assuredly opens Their sins are pardoned to every true Penitent as soon as the wicked forsakes his ways and the unrighteous man his thoughts and turns to the Lord he will have mercy and abundantly pardon He who doth more perfect and polish his repentance it is confessed that he hath the more assurance and comfort of his pardon but the right unto and grant of pardon immediately appertains to a person upon the very entrance of his repentance Now pardon of sins is a testimony of Gods highest Love and therefore a cause of most exceeding joy 2. If you should now die you should If he should now die he should be saved be saved The first fruits you know were a pledge of the full harvest though you have but as it were the first fruits of Repentance yet these are sure pawns of fullest glory Godly sorrow worketh repentance of salvation Christ saith Blessed are the poor in spirit for theirs is the Kingdome of Heaven Matth. 5. 3. Though you have but some lower weaker stock of Graces so that you are in your own opinion poor scarce worth any thing or enjoying of any thing yet the weakest Christian shall have an Heavenly Kingdome 3. Your persons are dear unto God Jer. 31. 18. I have surely heard Ephraim bemoaning himself Is Their persons are dear to God Ephraim my dear son is he my pleasant child c. So Isa 66. To this man will I look even to him that is poor and of a contrite spirit 4. Your weak services are accepted God hears your Their weak services are accepted God will pass by many infirmities groans considers your sighs puts your tears into his bottel 5. By reason of that reality in your repentance the Lord will pass by many infirmities and imperfections Infirmities shall not hinder where a reality of Grace and Repentance is begun They in the time of Hezekiah did truly repent and prepare before the Passover and though they were very defective yet the defects did not prevail to hinder the effects and acceptance of their service I will spare them as a man spareth his own son that serveth him Mal. 3. 17. How indulgent is the tender father to the obedient child though he can do but very little and very weakly Where the Lord seeth that the heart is rightly set O Lord I would not offend thee O Lord I would obey thee then he is very mercifull to pass by our failings and to accept of our weak beginnings and very weak endeavours Now I come to a second Proposition which is That God is Doct. 5. God is very ready to shew all kinds of mercy to the truly penitent very ready and quick
or Instrument of the Divine spirit for much good unto believing souls Among the rest it hath a singular virtue to breed assurance of Gods love and therefore it is called a Seal in Ro. 4. 11. In it Christ Jesus in whom God is reconciled is most distinctly represented in his Passion as making peace by his blood for our souls In it the same Christ Jesus is particularly offered and applyed unto us with all the benefits and efficacies of his person Take eat this is my body which was given for you 1 Cor. 11. 24. As if God should say As surely as I give thee this bread and wine so I give thee my Son and the purchase of his death even reconciliation and pardon and mercy A believing celebration of the Sacrament is a most admirable means to remove our doubts and to establish our hearts with an Fervent and patient Prayer assurance that God is reconciled unto us 3. Fervent and patient Prayer prizing the favour of God as David did Psal 63. 3. Hungring and thirsting after it as he hid Psal 106. 4 5. And thus continuing to seek with diligence being withall tenderly careful in our hearts and wayes to please the Lord we shall have the desires of our Souls crowned with the testimonies of his love here and with the full glory of his face and favour hereafter Luke 15. 21 22 23. 21. And the Son said unto him Father I have sinned against heaven and in thy sight and am no more worthy to be called thy Son 22. But the Father said to his servants Bring forth the best Robe and put it on him and put a Ring on his hand and Shoes on his feet 23. And bring hither the fatted calf and kill it and let us eat and be merry These words contain in them 1. The real acting of a penitential intention The matter whereof in his humble and sad confession I have insisted on already when I touched on v. 18 19. Now I shall observe a little more from the circumstance and manner of it 2. The strange alteration of his condition The heart of man never alters from sin to its prejudice the best courses ever draw after them the best comforts While he was a prodigal he had neither bread to eat nor Rags to cloath him nor house to lodg him much less Jewels to adorn him and feasts to entertain him But now he becomes a penitent here is a Father to admit him into a house to put the best Robe on his back and the Ring on his finger and Shoes on his feet and likewise to provide meat even the choicest for his belly Before I touch on these distinctly and particularly there are some Propositions which I will briefly touch on v. g. Doct. That no not the kindest expressions of mercy do silence a The kindest expressions of mercy do not hinder an humble confession of sin truly penitential heart from an humble confession of sin Kindest mercies draw out humblest confessions The Father pities meets embraces kisseth this penitential Prodigal What doth he rise up and slight all that hath been evil Oh no! mercy melts him down and he confesseth with tears Father I have sinned c. q. d. What is this that thou shouldst so easily so freely so mâ—rcifully behold so sinful so unworthy a wretch as I have been As David when God declared unto him the intentions of his further mercies for him and his posterity He sate before the Lord and said Who am I O Lord God and what is my house that thou hast brought me hitherto So is it with the true penitent upon the Declaration of pardoning and accepting mercy Now O Lord God who am I I who have done so wickedly yet to be remembred so graciously The same you find in Paul who though he received a testimony of his pardon and acceptance by a messenger graciously dispatched from Jesus Christ himself Acts 9. 17. Yet he doth most frequently and humbly acknowledg and confess the kinds and greatness of his former transgressions There is for the time a twofold Confession 1. Antecedent There is a twofold Confession Antecedent Consequent which is that humbling way which God designs for the assecution of mercy See Prov. 28. 13. 1 Jo. 1. 9. To make us indite and condemn our selves that he may acquit and pardon us 2. Consequent which is that judging and self-condemning way after mercy is obtained The sight of mercy breeds four notable effects in a true penitent 1. Much Admiration Oh that God should look on me 2. Much Detestation Oh that God should ever pardon me 3. More contrition Oh that I should sin against such a God 4. More Confession I have sinned and done very foolishly to sin against a God much in mercy 2. This consequent confession which followes the expressions or Consequent confession hath these qualities It is an ac-â— knowledgment of sin with more compunction testimonies of pardoning mercy hath these qualities 1. It is an acknowledging of sin with more compunction of spirit Sight of pardon doth not only open our lips but our eyes and fetcheth forth not only words but tears the heart doth break out when mercy breaks forth The heart never confesseth sin with more filial grief then when it apprehends sin much sin discharged with a paternal love the wind breaks the clouds but the Sun melts them most into showers so c. 2. It is an acknowledging of sin with more indignation The greaâ—er mercy makes a penitent With more indignation to be the sharper Judg the more God is now pleased with him the more is he displeased with himself for sinning against him When God remembred his Covenant Ezek. 16. 60. then did the penitential Israelites remember their wayes with shame v. 61. And when he made it known to them that he was pacifyed towards them then were they confounded and never opened their mouths more v. 63. 3. It is an acknowledging of sin with more With more aggravation aggravation Servile confessions are usually more deceitful and partial as Adam did acknowledg his sin but puts it on Eve no coâ—fessions are so free and full as such which arise from the apprehension of mercies David got his pardon for a great transgression but then hoâ— exact is he in the distinct accusation of himself and humble acknowledgment of his sin in all the articles and circumstances of it Psal 51. 4. It is an acknowledgment of sin with more detestation Evidence of pardon produceth two With more detestation effects One is more ardent affection of love to God Another is which necessarily followes a deeper hatred of sin which opposed so gracious a goodness All that good which God mentions in the Covenant Ezek. 36. 25. to the end of v. 30. produced a better remembrance of former evils and also a deeper loathing of themselves for their iniquities v. 31. As Job upon Gods appearing to him and conferring with him now abhors
confession he is the man who abounds most with the thankful Lip the watchful Heart the fruitful Hand and tender Conscience Two things make us hardned and careless Forgetfulness of Mercies from God and of Sins against God But no more of this Assertion There is another implicit Observation from the carriage of the Father to this penitential Prodigal upon his Confession It is this As there is nothing in the Sons thoughts and expressions but his Sins so there is nothing in the Fathers Intentions and expressions but Kindness The Son he thinks of his sins intends to leave his sins and to confess them and so he doth The Father he thinks of mercies and compassions intends to accept and pardon him and when he comes he doth not speak a word of his sins but every expression is mercy and peace and kindness Fetch the best Robe put on the Ring c. Whence I conjecture this Proposition is observable That God takes no notice of our sins upon our true Repentance Doct. 2. God takes no notice of our sins upon Repentance but expresseth himself wholly in love and kindness God takes no notice of former sins There is Notitia Intuitiva Notitia Charitativa but wholly expresseth himself in love and kindness There are two Branches of this Assertion 1. One that God takes no notice of former sins upon our true Repentance There is a threefold notice of sin in respect of God 1. Notitia Intuitiva which is his all observing eye of Omniscience from which nothing can be hid but every Creature and operation of the Creature whether open or secret is visible and manifest unto God that distinction of known and unknown secret and open hath no place in God to whose eye all things are naked In this respect the former sins of a penitent fall within Gods notice for the goodness of Divine Mercy doth not blind-fold the eye of Divine Omniscience 2. Notitia Charitativa which is a notice of sins as a kind Creditor takes notice of Debts owing unto him and set down in his book his eye is on them and his Pen also to cross and dash them out And in this respect also God takes notice of former sins namely so as out of rich love and gracious favour to cross and forgive them unless we will fondly imagine that God forgives sins by hap-chance at an adventure never seeing and considering what he doth 3. Notitia Vindictiva which is a Judiciary notice as a Judge takes notice Notitia Vindictiva of the evil facts of a Malefactor to Condemn him or to trouble and vex him In this respect upon true Repentance God takes no notice of former sins .i. either to condemn the penitent person for them or to upbraid him and dishearten him by casting them into his dish or hitting of him in the teeth as we speak Proverbially Hence those phrases in the Scripture upon supposition of Repentance Jer. 31. 34. I will forgive their iniquity and I will remember their sin no more Not that Repentance makes God forgetful for he is no capable of such a defect as Oblivion but that when men cease to sin God will cease to argue and speak with them after a Judicial manner for their sins So Ezek. 18. 21. If the wicked will turn from all his sins that he hath committed ver 22. All his transgressions which he hath committed they shall not be mentioned unto him he means in any harsh judicial and cutting way More such phrases there are as that he will cover our sins cast them into the depths of the sea and cast them behind his back and though they be sought for yet they shall not be found The second Branch is that he expresseth himself wholly in He expresseth himself wholly in love and kindness love and kindness the which is most evident in Jer. 31. 19. when Ephraim repented and confessed his sin all the expressions now from God are full of tender Love Is Ephraim my dear son is he a pleasant child I do earnestly remember him still Ephraim thinks that I have forgotten him that I regard him not but there is no such matter my bowels are troubled for him I will surely have mercy on him Hos 14. 2 3. Israel is repenting and confessing and praying and how doth God answer him See v. 4. I will heal their back-slidings I will love them freely for mine anger is turned away from him Ver. 5. I will be as the dew unto Israel Yet here we must distinguish 1. Twixt Gods expressions which Distinguish Twixâ— Gods expressions And the Penitents Apprehensions are alwayes very gracious gentle closing up comforting and reviving of the penitent And the penitents apprehensions which by reason of several principles in him are sometimes misplaced and mistaken God is just and he is a sinner he is a penitent sinner and God is merciful Now whiles the penitent apprehends his Sins only and not his Repentance or Gods Justice only and not his Mercy that tender graciousness and loving kindness is not so acquitted by him in his apprehensions Not that God is not really tender to him but that he through mistake and error apprehends it not so 2. Again you must distinguish Gods tender love and kindness as it is considerable in Divine promise and in Humane sense and Distinguish of Gods love as it is considerable 〈◊〉 Divâ—ne Proâ—â—â—es and Humane sense feeling You can no sooner repent but God is wholly in termes of tender love if you will behold his behaviour towards you in his Promises In them indeed you have the Idea as it were of his mind and affection they are the right glasse to behold the face of his mercifulness in through which if you look you shall not find any one harsh word or look or intention towards a penitent but all his thoughts in them are thoughts of peace and all his words in them are lips of peace Though the Samamaritan poured both Oile and Vinegar into the wound yet God through his promises pours out only the Oile of gladness But if you consult with his sense and feeling which is out of the roade of Faith then indeed this gracious tenderness is not so evident but we are apt through incredulous hastiness and ungrounded mis-judgings to exclaime with Zion But my God hath forgotten me or with David He hides away his face from me or with Job it was in the fits of impatience He writes bitter things against me 3. Thirdly You must distinguish of the penitent behaving himself Distinguish of the behaviour as a Penitent or as a Delinquent either ad modum penitentis as a penitent ad modum peccantis as a delinquent Let him repent and keep on in the wayes of repentance he shall meet with nothing from God but sweetness of love and mercy every step of righteousness is a path of peace and joy but if he step aside if he goes to a by-Lane he may quickly lose the sight
of the City if the arm or foot slip out of joynt then indeed there is ache and pain instead of ease and quiet so if a penitent person do what is sinful he must not think that God will appear in that amiableness for as God will frown on no man which is in a good way so will he smile Distinguish of Gods expressions of himself and Satans representations of him on no man if found in an evil path 4. Lastly You must distinguish of Gods expression of himself and either Satans or our own unbelieving hearts representations of God Before we repent our own hearts and Satan represent God all in mercy to us and when we do repent so far as our hearts are sinful they are still guileful and conjoyn with Satan to represent God unto us all in Justice and terror But a natural and proper representation is one thing and a preternatural and corrupt representation is another thing How the dispositions and actions of men may present me in their due and real Entity to a man is one thing and how the cunning lies and artificial devices of an envious enemy may report me this is another thing This then is the sense of the assertion That when any person doth truly repent God will not only not upbraid and object unto him his sins but will graciously pass them over and for his part the penitent behaving himself like a penitent and judging of him aright according to his nature and promises shall find all in love graciousness and kindness to him and for him Reasons whereof are these 1. Vpon true repentance sin is Reasons of it Upon true Repentance sin is pardoned pardoned Repent saith S. Peter that your sins may be blotted out Acts 3. And he that forsakes his sin shall find mercy Prov. 28. And Isa 55. 7. Let the wicked forsake his way and I will abundantly pardon Whence I infer If sin be pardoned then there is no voice from heaven to be heard but that of Love and kindness Indeed while we continue in sin like Adam we hear the voice of God and are afraid for then it is the voice of his wrath and threatnings but sin being pardoned wrath is removed God is reconciled and his voice now is only the sweet voice of the Gospâ—l not the thunders of Sinai but the glad tydings of Sion Therefore 2. God hath said That he will not God will not break the bruised Reed break the bruised reed and takes it ill from any to add afflictions to the afflicted Now there is no expression more observed by a penitent then Gods Gods expressions are bruising or raising all is for comfort or discomfort as it comes from God the least harshness from him would set back the penitent into an overwhelming multitude of terrors fears and distractions and discouragements the which the Lord likes not having made the soul â—it for his mercies 3. Comfort is the proper expression for the penitent As threatnings are the most proper for an impenitent person Comfort is the proper expression for the Penitent so comfort for a penitent It were a dangerous mistake to give a Vomit when a Cordial is proper binding up is proper for the broken in heart and comfort for mourners and reviving for the contrite Gracioâ—s expressions from God are the very thing which the penitent needs his spirit cannot else live and uphold it self There are two things under which the spirit of man cannot well bear up and sustain it self One is near and strong afflictions without Divine strength Another is the quick sense of sin without the gracious sight of mercies As they are needful so are they seasonable for as much as 1. Satan is most ready to fall fâ—ul upon the Soul upon its Repentance with strongest accusations falsest suggestions and oppressions to overwhelm it with despair as on him in the Corinthians 2. The Heart at such a time is most apt to fear the worst to suspect its own soundness and Gods kindness 3. Nothing would settle and quiet the Spirit of the penitent person more then Gods gracious expressions This is light in darkness life in death the only Restorative to a sensible sinner and a languishing soul Therefore The first Use of this Point shall be to imitate God in this Vse Imitate God in this kindness and goodness kindness of expression and goodness of oblivion When we see persons truly penitential for former sins as we must not call Evil Good so neither must we call Good Evil if God will not mention former sins to a penitent how dare we to do it It is an usual way of a sly and malicious person in his detractations Yea he is so and so now indeed but what was he heretofore And thus he digs up those old rotten corruptions with his malicious tongue which the penitent hath long buryed with many tears and God hath covered with much mercy It is an argument that thou art of a beastly nature who art still in the wounds and not on the sound parts Speak against sin and condemn it as well in thy self as in others with all â—it zeal but spare at least the converted and penitent sinner Never open a wound which God hath healed nor shamefully blaze the sin which God hath mercifully pardoned 2. You see the way to have your sins covered and You see the way to have our sins covered and hid hid Men upon sinful commissions devise many shifts and colours and arts to keep their sins close and hid as if the Sun could be muffled or the Fire stiâ—led or the Wound not cured would not break out No truly repent of sins and that is the best way for to get sins concealed as well as pardoned Now the Lord will not mention them but if we continue impenitent the Lord will set our sins in order they shall break out to our shame as they have broken out to his dishonour But the Father said to his servants Bring forth the best Robe and put it on him and put a Ring on his hand and Shoes on his feet These words are a List of the special favours which were conferred The special favours conferred upon the Penitential Prodigal upon the penitential Prodigal where you have 1. The Number of them 1. The Râ—be 2. The Ring 3. The Shoes a suit large enough from top to toe We need a compleate furniture and God here bestows it 2. The Quality of them 1. The Robe is the best and 2. The Ring is precious and 3. The Shoes are proper and fit and the best God gives unto his people what is most excellent and what is most useful 3. The Order of them first the Robe and then the Ring because if the Allusion be to a Marriage the Wedding Garment is ever put on before the Wedding Ring Or else because the Garment which is the Robe is alwayes more necessary then the Ornament which is the Ring Or which is choicest
Saints pressing earnestly and that by the Lord Jesus that they live and walk as becometh Saints and as becometh the Gospel and that the Name of Christ be not blasphemed and as as who hath called them is holy so should they be holy in all manner of conversation Quest But how should our lives be so led that it may appear The manner â—f a Pâ—nitents life we are Penitents indeed Sol. For the manner of life which the truly Penitent should lead either it respects 1. God in duties of Piety And here these adjuncts of Life are necessary As it respects Goâ— in duâ—ies of Pieâ—y 1. Solid and not formal performances of Religious Services in the main Duties not an empty cloud a naked vizard a life without life 2. Adequate and not partial ways of obedience like and dislike 3. Constant and not light and changeable exercises of holy acts without wavering and unsetledness Secondly Men And here the walking or conversation must be As it respects Men. 1. Wise and not ridiculous 2. Meek and gentle and not turbulent 3. Proâ—itable and not vain or evil 4. Mercifull and not cruel 5. Humble and not censorious 6. Just and not scandalous and injurious 7. In all things circumspect without offence Thirdly Those in relation to us And here the life must be an Observance without contempt and slighting of those to whom honour is due 2. Affection with love and pity without scorn or rigour 3. A Care with furtherance of their souls without neglect and weariness For this my son was dead and is alive again he was lost and is found And they began to be merry These words seem to be an Abridgement of the whole Parable of the Prodigal Child And they comprehend in them 1. His natural sinfull or unconverted condition This my son was dead and was lost A natural man is a dead man and a lost man either of these expresses a sad misery but both of them conclude him compleatly miserable 2. His supernatural changed or converted condition and is alive again and is found No man lives till he be a converted man Fuit said Seneca non vixit ab eo tempore censemur ex quo in Christo renascimur saith Hierome 3. The joy comfort and delight of that altered condition And they began to be merry Joy is a drop distilled from Grace the condition is then comfortable when it is godly I begin with the first part and there with the lost estate of the Prodigal where observe That every sinfull or unconverted man is a lost man This my son was lost There are two sorts of sinners in Scripture Doct. 1. Every sinfull unconverted man is a lost man who are stiled lost 1. Finally impenitent These are irrecoverably lost lost and never found Thus Judas was lost None of them is lost but the son of perdition Joh. 17. 1. And of such the Apostle speaks If our Gospel be hid 't is hid to them that are lost 2 Cor. 4. 3. 2. Temporary wanderers who quantum ad statum presentem are lost but quoad decretum de futuro shall be found To these that saying seems to refer in Luk. 19. 10. The Son of Man is come to seek and to save that which was lost Again One may be said to be lost 1. who is stept out of the way Every sinning is a straying and every straying is a kind of lostness thus even a converted man is many times lost I have gone astray saith David Psal 119. 170. like a lost sheep 2. Who is not as yet come into the way Thus the unconverted man is lost Psal 58. 3. The wicked are estranged from the womb they go astray as soon as they be born And Psal 14. 3. They are gone aside And Rom. 9. 12. They are all gone out of the way Now an unconverted man may be called a lost man in eight And may be so called in eight respects He hath lost his God respects Because 1. He hath lost his God Every man at the first had God to be his God but man sinned and by sin every man lost God We never lose our selves but when we lose our God and we never lose our God but by sinning There was one once who lost his Kingdome for a draught of Water and Lysimachus we in Adam lost our God for rhe taste of an Apple This is a great loss to lose our God A Child may lose his Father and yet live the Mariner may lose his Anchor and yet sail But if the World doth lose the Sun it loseth all But if Man loseth his God he loseth him who is better than All. There are four great losses in that one loss of God There is a loss 1. of the Image of God that Royal Crown is gone 2. of the Favour of God that friendly look is gone 3. of the Society of God that sweet fruition is gone 4. of the Happiness of God that onely life is gone A Just God remains still and a Mighty God remains still but the Gracious God is lost but the Blessed God is lost 2. He hath lost his Paradise Paradise was the garden of Lost his Paradise blessings and of all delights and some conjecture that all happiness consists in delight but the impenitent wandring unconverted sinner is â—ar from blessing or comfort The child of disobedience is only an heir of the curse Write that man childless said God of Coniah so may it be said of an unconverted sinner Write that man comfortless Or as Jeremiah said of Pashur Thou shalt be called Magor-missabib terrour round about the same may be affirmed of this sinner He is exiled from all comfort and blessing there is no peace unto him no blessing he cannot justly expect one crop of mercy not one good day all his days the womb is a prison the world a sea sin a grave life a wilderness death an hell to a wicked man 3. He hath lost his soul And what is left when my soul is lost There are divers kinds of losses some Losses are Gain Lost his soul to us such was Pauls loss Phil. 3. Some Losses are a Pain to us a little diminution an excire onely of this or that comfort some lose Sin and get Christ some lose Earth and get Heaven but no loss like the loss of the Soul Now every unconverted man hath lost this Jewel this Soul of his He hath lost his Soul 1. To Satan who hath the dominion and use of it he rules and he works mightily in it and over it a wicked mans soul is the Devils slave he takes it captive at his pleasure 2. To a condemning and revenging God The soul that sins shall die the Lease is forfeited sin forfeits the soul into the hands of a condemning God and there it is stayed for ever unless a price be paid by the bloud of Christ to ransome and recover it 4. He hath lost his Excellencies His Glory is
of a Father I am that Father in whose house there is bread enough and to spare Do but come back unto me and all shall be well Canst thou live without Bread canst thou live without my Mercy Mercy shall be thine if thou wilt return from thy lost and sinfull courses 4. By directing him into the way of coming back As 1. With mournfull confession of his sins By directing him into the way of Returning Hos 14. 2. Take with you words and return unto the Lord say unto him Take away iniquity and receive us graciously 2. With penitential reformation Isa 55. 7. Let the wicked forsake his way and the unrighteous man his thoughts and let him return unto the Lord and he will have mercy on him and to our God for he will abundantly pardon 3. With believing application Thou must go saith God to my Son for he is the way and the life and he came to seek and to save that which was lost Seventhly By laying hold upon him by his Almighty Grace and putting into him a returning heart Now notwithstanding all this the lost sinner is not perfectly found and therefore the Lord doth one thing more he doth with this lost sinner as the shepherd did with the lost sheep who took him on his shoulders and brought him home So the Lord lays hold on this poor lost soul by his Almighty Spirit of Grace and puts into him a returning heart an other heart and makes him willing and glad to leave his sinfull wayes and to return to himself and to implore his reconciled favour and acceptance in Jesus Christ Which being done now is the lost sinner found indeed for then and then onely is a lost sinner found when he in truth turns back to God and enjoys him as his reconciled God in Christ Jer. 3. 22. Return ye back-sliding children Behold we come unto thee for thou art the Lord our God Quest 3. Why doth God thus look after and find a lost sinner Why God doth thus find a lost sinner Sol. The Reasons may be these 1. Although the sinner be not worth the looking after yet the soul of a sinner is worth the looking after The sinner is the Devils creature but the soul is Tâ—e soul is worth the looking after Gods creature The soul that I have made saith God Isa 57. 16. The lost sheep was worth the looking after and so was the lost groat surely then a lost soul is worth the looking after which is at least of as much value as a lost Groat Christ saith Theophylact on Matth. 18. was the man who left the Ninety nine sheep and lookt after one lost sheep he left the the society of Angels in Heaven to find one lost Soul on Earth O the Soul of Man is a precious a valuable Substance made only by God and fit only to match and converse with God 2. As God knows God knows the loss of a soul the worth of a soul so God knows the loss of a Soul O Sirs we make little account of losing souls but verily no loss like the loss of a soul As Christ spake of the fall of that house The fall thereof was great that 's true of the loss of a soul the loss thereof is very great A man in the event loseth nothing though he loseth all the world if his soul be not lost But if the soul be lost all is lost all is lost to an eternity and therefore the Lord out of unspeakable pity looks after a lost sinner Christ hath â—aid down a price for souls 3. Jesus Christ hath laid down a price for some souls and Jesus Christ shall see of the travel of his soul he shall have his purchase to the full value 4. God will have some to magnifie the God will have some to magnifie the riches of his Grace riches of his glorious Grace and Love and Kindness and Mercy yea and to enjoy eternal Glory with himself therefore he will find some lost sinners For no sinner but a found sinner can either glorifie God or be glorified with him The first Use shall be for Examination of our selves Whether Vse 1. Examination Whether our lost souls be found our lost souls be found thus of God or no I will propound unto you 1. Some Arguments or Motives to put you upon this Trial. 2. Then the Trials or Characters of a person whom God in mercy hath found The Arguments which may move us to a serious Trial whether Motives to a serious Trial. we be found persons or no are these 1. Every man is lost but every man is not found All are lost but few are found Every man is lost but every man is not found the way of sin is general but the way of mercy is special Mat. 7. 13. Wide is the gate and broad is the way that leadeth to destruction and many there be that go in thereat v. 14. But strait is the gate and narrow is the way that leadeth unto life and â—ew there be that â—ind it You read of a general complaint They are all gone out of the way but you read not of a general acclamation They are all returned into the way Take the way of finding a lost sinner and bringing him home to God either 1. by Repentance Why the number of sinners is exceeding large but the number of repenting sinners is very scant As he said once of an Army Here are many Men but few Souldiers so may it be said in this case Sinners are like the Sands in the sea very numerous but Penitent Sinners are like Pearâ—s in thesea very rare and precious 2. By Faith All are sinners but few very few are â—rue believers Historical Faith though it be a common faith yet it is not very common Who hath believed our report They are the â—ewest part of the world who do credere Christum believe that there is a Christ but how few even of these do credere in Christum believe in Christ And Men are never found till Faith be found in them 2. It is a very bad and a very sad condition not to be found It is a very sad condition not to be found out of but to be found still in a lost condition If it were no more but this That such a person cannot find himself under the clasp or compass of any saving mercy this were heavy To be in a Dâ—sert and not to know that ever he shall come alive out of it to be in the Ocean and not to know that ever he shall come safe to Land to be in a sinfull condition and not to know wheâ—her ever Divine Mercy will pull him out of this condition Yet this is the case of a lost sinner he cannot tell whether ever Divine Mercy will look after him or no perhaps it will perhaps it will not But besides this let 's consider what may find that lost sinner whom Divine Mercy hath not
house If so why doest thou yet run away run abroad to Sin for delight to the Creature for satisfaction 6. If God hath graciously found thee and brought thee out of Thou wilt be afraid to lose thy self again thy lost and wandring condition Thou wilt be afraid to lose thy self again to wander again to go astray again from thy God who hath found thee There are six things which the found and recovered person doth apprehend 1. The great iniquity in his formerly lost and wandring course of life 2. His great vanity all that while to forsake his own mercies to sow the wind and reap the whirlwind What profit had ye in those things whereof ye are now ashamed Rom. 6. 3. The great kindness and love which God hath manifested towards his lost soul in bringing him back to himself and now to own him as a Father doth a Son 4. The great ingratitude to displease that mercy which was pleased to find him 5. The madness of folly to return to an experimental misery and to forfeit sweet mercy which he hath liberally tasted since he was found 6. The great hazard whether mercy will ever look after him any more who hath so presumptuously abused mercy received O no the found sinner hath found such freeness fulness sweetness of entertainment such rich mercy such free love such wonderfull kindness that as Peter in another case it is good for us to be here or as the returning Church it is best being with my first Husband or as Paul about his being with Christ so he about continuing and complying with his God It is best of all And therefore he cries out against all temptations Shall I return to folly when God hath spoken peace shall I sin again since Gad hath given me such a deliverance as this O no O no Canaan is better then Egypt Paradise is better then a wilderness a Fathers House is better then to serve Swine plenty is better then famine Now God smiles on me and shall I raise his frowns Now conscience speaks peace shall I turn this oyle into a Sword O let me never unjoynt the Bones which mercy at length hath set O let me never darken the Sun which shines so comfortably O let me never feed on husks who may still feed on bread O let me never run from a Pallace to a Prison It was Gods mercy and my happiness to be rescued out of a lost condition let it never be my sin and curse to throw my self out of Heaven to cast my self out of Paradise again for a sins sake which formerly lost me to depart from mercy which hath graciously found me 7. If a found person doth stray he cannot be quiet until he be If he do stray he is not quiet till he come back again found and come back again to his God I sal 119. 176. I have gone astray like a lost sheep seek thy servant There is this difference twixt the strayings of the Godly and of the wicked when a wicked man strayes he is then at home sin is his home and sinful paths are the paths in which he loves to wander the mire and dirt are the delightful home of the Swine and therefore he delights to be abroad and cares not to come back again But a Godly man if he strayes if he sins he is now from home he seeth some steps of lostness in every step of sinfulness his heart is apt presently to smite him for it Alas what have I done whether am I going shall I go again from my Fathers House what ayled me thus to step aside I cannot rest thus I will home again what ever comes of it And back he comes with an ashamed heart as Ephraim did and with a mourning heart as Peter did and with a self-judging heart as David did O my God O my Father I even I have sinned sinned again yet for Christs sake accept of me again Me thinks it is with him just as it is with a poor Child whom evil company hath seduced from home his heart akes and he slips from them and under a Bush he sits and there bethinks himself and sighs and weeps as if his heart would break after which he riseth and home he comes and steals to the door and listens and knocks softly and the Servants comes forth and say they where have you been all this while O your Father wonders at you and hath been much troubled that you have dealt thus with him Now the child takes on and is cut to the heart and will not my Father be pacifyed I know that I have oftended him and dealt unkindly with him Never had a Child so good a Father I pray you speak for me and tell him I am without Let him come in saith his Father In he comes and falls down and with floods of tears acknowledges his strayings and humbly intreats his Father to pass by this wandring and to own him again and to look on him as he was wont to do O Sir saith he I cannot live without your favour nor will I live out of your house Even thus is it with a found Child of God if he happens to stray and sin his heart smites him and his heart akes O saith he what have I done to deal thus with my good God and Father I am ashamed and grieved To one Minister he goes and perhaps to another Do you think that the Lord will be merciful to me again Yea to God he goes and confesseth all and beseecheth him to deal with him like a Father Lord saith he it hath been a woful and bitter time to me I cannot stand it out I come in unto thee sin is my burthen and thy displeasure is my burthen I beseech thee to pardon the trespass of thy servant and be reconciled unto me and own me with thy favour and mercy once again 8. He who is truly found by Gods Grace and Mercy doth desire He endeavours so find others and endeavour to find others or that others may also be found Jâ— 1. 43 45. Christ finds Philip and Philip finds Nathaniel There is no good man who would pertake of Grace and Heaven alone and there is no wicked man who would enjoy sin and hell alone Wicked men are like those that are drowning who catch hold on others and every good man is like a Candle which being lighted holds out light to others or like a stick of fire which being kindled would kindle more sticks Good Lord the same Mercy the same Grace the same Christ the same reconciled God and Father for my poor Child too and for my poor Husband too and for my poor Parents too O Lord pity them too they are lost and they know not the misery of a lost condition nay the happiness of a found condition Good Lord open their eyes and bring them home to thy self in Christ And to his friends he goes O continue not in this condition you are lost I was so
unconverted man is of all men on the earth in the saddest vilest miserablest condition Why Because he is spiritually dead dead spiritually dead A wounded man is in a tedious condition and a diseased man is in a languishing condition but what is a wound to death what is a disease to death Me morienti mori Death is the Sun-set of all comfort Death is the drowning of a little world Death is the very Hermitage of forgetfulness and loathsome corruption Death is the lowest and vilest condition what then is a spiritual Death No Death like the spiritual Death O my friends consider spiritual Death either in comparison in its proper complexion Consider this death or in the consequents of it surely no Death no condition is so dismal as it 1. In comparison with any other In comparison with other death Death This is the worst this is the heaviest There is the Death of our Goods and Estate into which Job fell of our Name and Reputation into which David fell of our Bodies and natural Life into which Lazarus fell of the Soul the immortal soul of man into which every unconverted sinner is fallen Now what is a dead Estate to a dead Soul Or what is a dead Name to a dead Soul Or what is a dead Body to a dead Soul It is not so much as the death of a Dog to the death of a Man Every unconverted man hath a dead soul a converted man may have a troubled soul but the unconverted man hath a dead soul sin hath slain his precious soul If the soul be dead what is alive What is that man whose soul is dead In all other deaths something is alive if Goods be gone the Name lives if the Name be gone the Body lives if the Body be gone the Soul lives But if the Soul also be gone what lives 2. In it self Why spiritual Death is a total privation of God In iâ— self of Christ of Grace no life of God no life of Christ no life of Grace is there in any unconverted person none at all Ah poor wretch what art thou and what is thy condition who art thus dead A total corruption diffusion possession with sin S. Austin affirms That the very Vertues of the Heathens were but splendida peccata meer flowers on a dead man And Solomon The sacrifices of the wicked are an abomination to the Lord. What a gastly sâ—ght would it be to open a grave and see the dead body run over with crawling worms and a general putrefaction over all the parts And truly so it is with the soul of an unconverted person it is the filthiest nastiest corruptedst may I say Câ—â—â—on Luther said once So many sins so many hells surely I may then say So many Sins so many Deaths The unconverted man is full of sin his heart is full of evil so Soloman He is filled with all unrighteousness so Paul affirmeth Job was filled with botches yea but he was not filled with sins and Lazarus was filled with sores yea but he was not filled with sins and Davids soul was filled with complaints and Christs soul was filled wich sorrow yea but it was not filled with sin Every unconverted mans dead soul is filled with living sins as a good mans soul is filled with dying and dead sins and a soul full of living sins is much like a soul filled up with Hel-fire There is no evil so evil as sin and no sin so evil as living sin and no living sin so evil as a fulness and an onliness of living sin 3. In the consequents of it I will name but three of them In the consequents of it 1. All the guilt of all those sins lie on him alone 2. All the wrath of God looks on him the sentence of curse 3. An eternal death may soon befal him 2. Then no marvel that publick and private admonitions counsels No marvel that admonitions reproofs counsels prevail not with most men reproofs prevail not with the most of men We Ministers preach and we think we preach Religion and with evidence enough of Reason and deliver things fairly and plainly and convincingly and now we wonder at it that men should hear such clear and undeniable truths and not be moved and perswaded And Parents give admirable counsels and instructions to their Children and no good comes of them c. Why Sirs are not unconverted men dead men And what can all our undertakings alone considered do unto dead men Assuredly unless the Lord of Life himself will speak these counsels and these admonitions unto sinfull men they will never hear them so as to be stirred so as to be moved so as to be converted by them they will remain in their sinfull condition and obstinate wayes to eternity 3. Then it is of Gods meer mercy and pity and power if ever It is Gods mercy that any soul is converted thy poor soul be converted Never ascribe it to thy excellency what excellency is there in a dead man to thy power what power is there where there is no life to thy self preparations what active disposing or preparation can a dead man afford The dead sinner is the meer object of purest mercy and the dead sinner is without all strength if ever his souls lives then to Christ must that life own it self and to Divine Mercy and Power c. The next Use shall be for Trial or Examination Since every unconverted man is spiritually dead let 's therefore search our Vse 2. Trial Whether we be spiritually dead Four Tokens of it hearts in what a condition they are Are not many of us yet dead in sins and trespasses spiritually dead men There are four Tokens of a man spiritually dead 1. Vnsensibleness Where there is no life there is no sense of all sinners the unsensible sinner is in the most deadly condition Tanto pejor quanto insensibiliter saith Austin Do what you will to a dead man he is Unsensibleness unsensible of it call to him he hears not put the sweetest perfumes to him he smels not kick him cut him burn him he feels not although he be full of loathsomness he perceives it not Now I beseech you mind this Trial for verily if spiritual unsensibleness prevail upon you you are spiritually dead If spiritual sense be the first evidence of Life then è contra spiritual unsensibleness is a sure evidence of Death And what spiritual sensation is yet wrought in you There are sins upon sins mountains upon mountains in your hearts the least of them hath been an heavy burthen to a living soul but what hast thou ever felt of thy sinfull heart and life There is in the Ministry of the Gospel no less than riches of Mercy freeness of Love glories of Heaven tendred to you but what do you perceive in it Didst thou never yet feel and cry out of a body of Death O here here is a dead heart an ignorant heart a
a quickning and regenerating Word it carries Christ in it the Author of Life and the Apostle calls it the Ministration of Life And perhaps it hath been so to some poor man and woman and to some of thy children But O how long hast thou heard it how often hast thou come to this Bread of Life to these Waters of Life What! and yet dead in thy sins not yet quickned and made alive Why thou art a reproach to the Gospel and thy sins have not only given death to thy soul but death to the Gospel of Christ the Gospel is made by them a dead Letter it is not so in it self but thou hast made it so And how wilt thou answer God for killing thy soul and killing his Christ and killing his Gospel 2. Many have a name that they live but like the Angel of Many have a name to live and yet are dead the Church of Sardis they are dead Revel 3. 1. Oh Sirs Spiritual life the life of grace is a rare thing and a difficult thing Every man loves his life but few love this life No man hates his own life almost but most men hate this life of grace because it is destructive to this life of sin And many think they have it and others think so too and yet they have it not You know it is one thing to put Flowers upon a dead body and another thing to put life into a dead man It is one thing for the Sun to convey light another thing for the Sun to convey life I might shew you that mâ—n mistake spiritual life exceedingly Education in a person may lead him far and so may an enlightned and generous Conscience and so may restraining Grace and so may Art and so may the common gifts of the Spirit they may enable a man to strange conceptions and strange affections and strange actions and yet the man may be spiritually dead Not any of these flow from a gracious principle of spiritual life Why common Gifts may lead up the soul far and Education may lead to Duties much and Conscience may awe sin exceedingly and Art or Hypocrisie may counterfeit the very life of Grace as a Stage-player doth a King wonderfully O therefore look to it that you have more than a name of life that you live indeed 3. If you should deceive your selves and when you come to It would be very sad to be deceived in this die you find that you have been dead all your lives and never were spiritually made alive Oh! in what a condition will thy poor trembling soul be To die and see nothing but death I thought there was life in my heart and life in my strong faith and life in my troubles of spirit and life in my obedience but alas I never lived I never enjoyed Christ never enjoyed grace c. 4. If the Lord hath made thee alive from the dead I do not To be alive is cause of great joy know any man living on the earth that hath such cause of joy unspeakable and glorious I will mention but three particulars unto thee 1. Hereby thou mayest be assured of thy interest in the richest mercy and greatest love of God to thy poor soul Read but the Apostle in Ephes 2. 4. But God who is rich in mercy for his great love wherewith he loved us v. 5. even when we were dead in sins hath quickned us 2. Thou mayest palpably discover the tokens and vertues of Jesus Christ upon thy soul the very Effigies of the saving works of Christ that which Paul so longed to know even the power of the death and of the resurrection of Christ Philip. 3. 10. In thy death to Sin and in thy life of Grace doth the power of Christs death and of Christs resurrection appear 3. Thou mayest certainly know that Heaven shall be the place of thy rest hereafter Spiritual life comes from Heaven and bends to Heaven and shall bring to Heaven It prepares for Heaven and it is a part of Heaven and it shall be perfected and filled up in Heaven O what things are these who would miss of these For Christs sake search throughly whether you be made alive Now me thinks I hear some soul secretly longing to know how it may be cleared unâ—o it That God hath quickned it from the Signs of spiritual life dead That as it was once dead yet it is now alive Sol. There are many things which may clearly declare it for indeed life is such an active thing especially spiritual life that it may easily appear sometimes or other to him who hath it 1. If sin be alive then thou art still dead and if sin be dead thou art certainly alive I will open both these parâ—s 1. If sin be alive then the man is dead for it is impossible that the If sin be alive the man is dead same man should be alive and dead under the same consideration Spiritual Life and spiritual Death are incompatible at the same time in the same subject And therefore if sin be alive questionless you are spiritually dead Now there are four things which manifest sin to be alive in any mans soul 1. The flaming bents and inâ—atiable desires of the heart after things forbidden in the Word Ephes 4. 19. we read of sin with greediness 2. The universal and easie authority law or command that it hath over the soul and body that it can use them in the service of lusts when and as it pleaseth Ephes 2. 2 3. 3. The joyfull contentation and satisfaction which the heart takes in evil things as we do in meat and drink 4. The customary trade and course of our life in sinfull ways a walking in them a living in them O if these be yet found in thee sin is alive still and thou art dead still 2. But if sin be dead thou art certainly alive If sin be dead thou art alive I confess sin may be restrained and a man not alive and sin may be troublesome in some respects and a man not yet alive But if it be dead the man is spiritually alive for sin in thee can never come to be dead but by spiritual life Now sin is dead in thee if thou canst find two things 1. If it hath lost thy affections If love to sin be gone and hatred of sin be come if delight in sin be quenched and sorrow for sin be implanted Oh Sirs the love of sin is the life of sin and if the hatred of sin doth live then the love of sin is dead 2. If it hath lost its Authority its free and uncontrolled power although it molests still and tempts still yet it rules not thou art not a slave to it and subject to it thou wilt not serve it obey it any longer If thou hast Christ for thy Lord the Law of Christ for thy Rule and Sin for thy Enemy thou art alive 2. A second sign of spiritual life is a spiritual sense
the History of him he was one who would be gone from his Fathers House and into a far Country he went and there he did waste his substance with riotous living He made an end of all of it and in the basest of wayes amongst Harlots and then betakes himself to â—ordid shifts He offered himself to â—eed Swine and would have fed with the Swine nay would have lived upon the Offals and Husks which the Swine left He stood it out to the last if he could possibly have subsisted if he could but have lived he would never have come back to his Father Yet this Son this Son at length comes back at length is converted and is alive again But I obtained mercy said Paul 1 Tim. 1. 13. Misericordiaâ— donantem mercy of Conversion misericordiam condonanâ—em mercy of remission I obtained mercy Why what was he more then another that he does so emphatically speak of himself I obtained mercy Yea there was reason to set it off thus with an Emphasis for he was a notorious sinner I was saith he a Blasphemer and a Persâ—cuter and Injurious yet I I obtained mercy Some of you know that it hath been an ancient question and debate about the equality or inequality of sin I think thus 1. That Original sin quantum ad se is equally divided amongst all men there is aequalis carentia debiti and aequalis inhaerentia Indebiti as touching the nature of Original sin in every man in respect of it one sinner is not a greater sinner then another 2. Yet the actual exercise of that sin may be more in one man then in another and hence it is that some sinners we call them lesser and others we call them greater By a great sinner I mean one who exceeds another very much in sinful wayes and guilt And one may be called a great a very great sinner in four respects nevertheless they have not hindered conversion One may be called a great sinner in four respects 1. One may be called a very great sinner whose single sin is of an amazing quality such as not only Scripture condemns but When a single sin is of â—n amazing quality even nature shrinks at it as Incest and Sodomy there is a kind of reluctancy and abhorrency in nature against those and the very Heathens start at them Yet God hath converted some men guilty of these sins The incestuous Corinthian whom Paul would have delivered to Satan was wrought upon and converted and repented and 1 Cor. 6. 9. Some of them who were abusers of themselves with mankind v. 11. Were yet washed and sanctifyed and justifyed 2. One may be called a very great sinner whose kinds of sinning are very many and all of them exceedingly Whose kinds of sinning are very many and provoking provoking When they are as a volly of poysoned arrowes all of them levelled at and shot into the very face of God every one of them like Saul is higher by the head then other sins which in comparison are of a lower stature Such a great sinner was Manasses he was one of the highest Idolaters that ever we read of and a witch and dealt with the Devil and offered some of his children to the Devil 2 Chron. 33. 3 4 6. and shed much innocent bloud Yet this notorious sinner at length humbled himself greatly and was converted See vers 12 13. 3. One may be called a very great sinner Who hath continued a long time in a course of great sins who hath continued a long time in the course and practise of great sins perhaps twenty forty fifty years Abraham continued a long time in his Idolatry and at length was called and converted The Ephesians walked according to the course of this world and had their conversation in times past in the lusts of the flesh fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind Chap. 2. vers 2 3. yet at length were quickned and converted vers 5. 4. One may be called a great Whose sins are â—reatly circumstanced sinner whose sinnings are very greatly circumstanced Circumstances you know give a very great accent unto moral actions Quest But how may it appear that a very great sinner may Demonstrations it be converted Sol. There are four Reasons of it or Demonstrations for it 1. Because some great sinners belong to the Election of Gods Grace Paul was as you have seen a very Some great sinners belong to the Electioâ— of Grace great sinner yet saith God of him Act. 9. 15. He is a chosen vessel unto me There are two things amongst many other which belong to the Divine Election 1. It is a free Act and if I may use the word without offence an Independent Act raised only from the good pleasure of the Divine Will and not from the condition of the Object Rom. 9. 15. I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy and I will have compassion on whom I will have compassion Vers 16. It is not of him that willeth nor of him that runneth but of God that sheweth mercy If God will choose foolish things and base things c. 1 Cor. 1. 27 28. 2. It is an infallible Decree I mean such a Decree which God will certainly fulfil In Election God doth decree or ordain a person unto salvation and this person God will certainly bring unto salvation by those means which he hath appointed for that purpose And therefore if a great sinner be within the compass of Gods Election him in time will God convert Act. 13. 48. As many as were ordained to eternal life believed 2. Because the Conversion of a Sinner is an omnipotent work It belongs to God to whom nothing is too hard he can pardon The conversion of a sinner is an omnipotent work great sins as well as little and convert great sinners as well as ordinary sinners There is as much power put forth to convert a sinner as there was to make a world yea and more For in Creation there was nothing in the Subject created to resist and withstand but when a Sinner is to be converted there is an exceeding great resistance such a resistance as is able to put by all the strength and power of a moral Agent No created and finite power can convert a sinner An infinite power is required and if that be put forth the stoutest and strongest sinner must and doth yield If the Sun riseth then the thickest darkness flees away and vanisheth If Christ speaks the word then Lazarus who had been dead four dayes lives again Steven preaches and not only Paul slights his Sermon but consents also to his death But when Jesus Christ spake only a few words unto him Paul now quakes and trembles and yields Lord what wilt thou have me to do 3. Because the Lord God hath the absolute dominion over the God hath the absolute dominion over the heart heart he can dispose fashion alter turn it as he
pleaseth and when he pleaseth He hath the command of the heart and grace Take the heart as usually we do for any or all the faculties of the soul yea as corrupted by nature and custome yet God hath a dominion over it and he can make new impressions and divine alterations and inclinations upon it The Understanding naturally is blind and dark unable to unfold and apprehend the morality of conditions actions objects but God can turn it from darkness to light he can imprint on it the clearest light whereby it shall be able to behold what is good and what is evil The Judgment naturally is erroneous it mistakes good for evil and evil for good judgeth sinfull evil as the best and sweetest way condemneth good as most contrary to us to our delights courses ends But God is able to imprint on mans Judgment a discerning and righteously sentencing ability that a man shall not only see his sinfull nature and life but condemn it I was mad saith Paul such a fool a beast was I. They shall remember their evil wayes and loath themselves Hos 2. 7. as his greatest evil and misery and conclude that a new holy penitent life is the best of all lives and that for himself The Conscience is either sleepy or seared naturally But God can awaken it and imprint on it a power to feel sin to complain accuse indite wound and slay the sinner that he shall have no rest as long as he lies in his sinfull condition Sin revived and I died Rom. 7. The Will is naturally averse and perverse it is set against all spiritual good and set upon evil But cannot God alter this Will He can easily turn it about let him but drop in the least degree of Grace and the Will presently wheels about and is as ready and desirous and cleaving to good as ever it was to evil Lord what wilt thou have me to do Act. 9. So for the Affections the Lord hath the dominion over them He can make them to love him as much and more than ever they loved sin and to grieve and to hate and to fear sin c. Get thee hence what have I any more to do with Idols 4. The Lord doth sometimes convert a great sinner to glorifie his God doth this to glorifie his own grace own Grace 1. The power of it that it is able to cure great and strong diseases If ordinary sinners onely were converted men would imagine but a common and vulgar power lay in converting Grace where there is a lesser opposition there a weaker strength may suffice to do the work But if sin be strong now the power of Grace appears in rescuing the soul even from the Gates of Hell and from the Powers of Darkness 2. The riches of it When all the world knows and the man himself knows That there was nothing in him but a vilest heart and lewdest course and yet Divine Grace hath converted him O saith he this was rich Mercy and Grace indeed The Apostle saith That God quickned the dead Ephesians that he might shew the exceeding riches of his grace chap. 2. vers 7. O saith the great sinner now converted never was there such a gracious and such a mercifull God such a kind and loving God I was dead and he hath made me alive I was the greatest of sinners and I have yet obtained the sweetest of mercies I was the greatest Enemy and yet God would be my kindest Friend overcome by Sin and now overcome by Grace falling down into Hell and now lifted up to Heaven so bad that Justice might have had much Glory to damn me yet God hath been so good that Mercy shall have the Glory to save me Vsâ— â—o relieve the troubled Conscience and distressed Conscience You shall find by experience these two Truths 1. That whiles men are in a dead lost vile and unsensible condition they then imagine that their sins are little and mercies great and they have power to turn to God when they please 2. That when they come to be truly sensible of their hearts and ways then their sins appear exceeding great and the mercy and grace of God seem little O! they have withstood the offers of grace and all self-power is gone and the greatness of their sinning is an absolute bar to their conversion And there are eight Reasons why a man made sensible of Reasons why a man sensible of his great sin thinks God will not convert him his great sinnings inclines to think that God will never convert him 1. Because he hath been one who hath exceedingly provoked God to wrath against him He sees great wrath in God and that he hath by his continual sinnings incensed the Lord. O saith he it is mercy that must convert but I have turned a mercifull God into a just God and a kind God into an angry God my great sins have put me into the hands of his great wrath 2. Because such a person sees his condition lying under the threatnings of God and out of the reach of the promises of God God threatning him Warrants issued out to take and arrest him an Arrow levell'd at him God hath said That he will wound the hairy scalp of him that goes still on in his iniquities and that he who hardens his heart being often râ—proved shall be destroyed without remedy Now I have been that sinner 3. Because such a person feels the impressions of Gods displeasure on his Conscience He is in the very hands of wrath Conscience tells him Thou art the man and these have been thy sinnings these have been thy ways and thy doings and Conscience condemns him for one who hath delighted himself in evil and secretly goes and smites him with unavoidable fears and terrours Now when a man feels wrath 't is an hard thing to perswade him that God hath any thoughts and intentions of mercy and grace for him 4. Such a person ordinarily looks more upon the examples of destruction than upon the instances of conversion rather what God hath done against them than for any of them O saith he God in Scripture hath often left such and such great sinners to their As the Israelites Psal 81. 12. 2 Thes 2. Jâ—r 13. 14. own hearts lusts and he hath given them up to Satans delusions and to a reprobate mind and sense and would not have mercy on them he would deal with them no more 5. The distance twixt his greatly sinning soul and converting grace seems to him wondrously large If I had been but sick and weak but can a dead man live should a Rebel be embraced can a Blackmore be made white It is great grace to convert a little sinner but what grace is sufficient to convert so great a sinner 6. He measures the disposition of Divine Grace by the indisposition of his own heart O saith he I have been how long how stubbornly unwilling to receive grace how violent to oppose grace If I
had neglected it only but I have rejected it I have been so long unwilling despising will Grace be pleased and so willing to one so unwilling Grace will not be willing to smile on him who hath frowned on it Grace will not stoop to him who hath trampled upon Grace Can Divine Grace and I be so easily friends What forty years lying in Hell and now to think I shall go to Heaven all my life to serve the Devil and yet now to think that God will take me or make me his servant 7. Such a man sees his sins in another manner than ever before The face of sin is unvailed like so many spears in the heart of Christ like so many wounds given to sweetest Mercy like so many cups of poyson that he hath drunk and so many cups of wrath which he hath made Christ to drink and as so much dung cast upon the Beauties of Holiness 8. Yea and he feels his sins in another manner O saith he I feel my proud heart still and my adulterous heart still and my covetous heart still and when any good ariseth it is surprized it it resisted it is quenched by a thousand evil motions And though I hear and though I seek God yet it is thus with me O! my sins have been so great that God will never undertake my conversion my change had I been more civil had I been less evil perhaps he would Now I would say six things to this great sinner 1. Great Six things to this great sinner Great sinnings should be reasons of great humblings but not of un belief sinnings should be reasons of great humblings but they should never be the causes and helps of unbelief Grandia delicta fletus grandes Because thou hast found an heart which could sin exceedingly beseech God to give thee an heart to mourn exceedingly and think not that God cannot do much good because thou hast done much evil 2. Great sinnings should work a self-despair but they should never work a God-despair Great sinnings shew Great sinnings should work a self-despair but not a God-despair a great fulness of sin which cannot be overcome but by a great God Thou art a great sinner but God is a great God there is no sinner like to thee and there is no God like to him He is great in power if he were not able to convert a great sinner he were not great in power and he is great in mercy and love he were not great in mercy to pardon nor great in love to save if he did not pardon great sinners and convert great sinners Therefore as the least sinner should despair of his own power so no sinner no not the greatest should despair of Gods power 3. God hath converted great sinners Usually God hath conveâ—ted great sinners the sinners whom God hath converted they have been of the greatest rank of sinners He hath passed by many an hundred civil righteous persons and his converting Grace hath laid hold on the notorious sinner Thou art not the first Idolater the first Thief the first Whore the first Adulterer the first Drunkard the first Swearer the first Sodomite the first Persecutor the first Unbeliever and refuser of Grace that Divine Grace hath assayed and converted They had no more power to contribute towards their conversion there was no more reason in them to move the Lord to look upon them than there is in thy self yet God did convert them 4. Though a person can say No sinner can say God will never convert him that God hath not hitherto converted him yet no sinner living under the means of Grace can safely say that God will never convert him For no sinner can know his eternal Reprobation this is a secret counsel which is reserved in the bosome of God can know the season the very designed season when God will convert him for the Lord reserves the power of conversion and the season of conversion to himself he converts some at one time some at another God never revealed to any man that at such a time at such an hour he would convert him Consequenter a man may know the hour of his conversion but Antecedenter he could not know that God would then just then convert him 5. There is more probability that God will convert thee thus sensible There is more probability of thy conversion being thus sensible than not Reasons of it c. than that he will not For 1. The clearing of thy great sinfulness unto thee and the setting of thy great sins in order before thine eyes 2. The quicknings of thy Conscience to feel the burthen and weight of thy great transgressions 3. The great perplexities and fears in thy heart because of these great sins are no evil signs at all Of the two the troubled Conscience is much more hopefull than the â—eared Conscience Vicinior saluti est dolor patientis quam stupor non sentientis as Austin well Though trouble in Conscience be not alwayes an infallible Argument of Life yet it is an ordinary Antecedent unto Spiritual Life The still Voice came after the Whirlwind and Christ came after the storm and Canaan came after the Wilderness the Spirit of Adoption comes after the Spirit of Bondage 6. But what if the Lord hath already converted What if the Lord have already converted thee thee What if God have done that work in thee which thou fearest he will never work further Assuredly if thou art greatly ashamed of thy great trangressions if thy soul can now loath it self for all its abominations if thy heart can remember them and bitterly mourn over them if thy cries be great to be delivered from them if thy fears be great to sin no more if thy heart will not be content without a new heart if thou and God must be reconciled if thou hast received an heart willing to be converted What shall I say Thou art indeed converted Remember two supports which I leave with thee 1. No poor sinner can be so ready and willing to be converted by God but God is much more ready and willing to convert him 2. A willingness to be converted is conversion begun the first stroke of conversion lights upon the Will of a sinner and the greatest part of conversion appears in the change and conversion of the Will it is from the will of Gods grace that thou art willing to have grace A second Use shall be of Caution Let no man presume to continue Vse 2. Caution Let no man presume to continue in great sins in great sins or to remain secure and careless because he hears that a great sinner may be changed and converted For 1. Although God doth convert some great sinners one Abraham one Paul one Mary Magdalene yet there are many of them whom he never converts 2. Perhaps he may convert perhaps he may not and what if he doâ—h not It is but contingent to thee Perhaps he will
soul be converted And can all this be done by a morall power O no it must be an Almighty power which must rescue a poor soul out of the hands of two such mighty Lords The people of Israel could not be delivered from one King and with a temporal deliverance but by the exceeding greatness of Gods power and by an high and insuperable working of divine Grace 4. There is more then an ordinary power required for effects which fall short of Conversion and if From the effects which fall short of Conversion no less then an almighty power be required for these which are at the best but subordinate and preparative workes to the main work of Conversion questionless then the work of Conversion depends and must depend on an almighty Power Such a quantity of power cannot be denied for the greater which yet must be granted for the lesser works in the same Order There are some good and learned Divines who handling the preparatives Synod Dâ—rdr pag. 160. to Conversion do conceive four precious acts or works wrought before it v. g. 1. Notitia divinae voluntatis a knowledg of the Divine will 2. Sensus peccati a sight and feeling of our sins and sinful condition 3. Cogitatio de liberatione some thoughts and desires of deliverance 4. Spes veniae an hope at last of a possibility of mercy and pardon all which God works by the preaching of the Word As upon Peters sermon they came to a â—ense of their sin and fear and trouble and desire and had some hope of deliverance preached unto them the promise being made to them and unto their Children upon which God converted them Now mark me There is a necessity of an almighty Power to produce these antecedaneous and inferior works None but the God of our Lord Jesus Christ the Father of Glory can inlighten the eyes of the Ephesians c. 1. 17 18. Surely then none less then he can open the heart of the Ephesians for which is the greater work to open an eye or to open an heart Is it not more to give life to the dead then to give sight to the blinde None but God can make a sinner sensible of his sins When the Commandment came sin revived and I died Rom. 7. 9. Now which is the greater work to make me feel my sins or to make me forsake my sins to trouble my heart or to alter my heart to feel my disease or to heale me of my disease to shew me my â—etters or break off these â—etters 5. It is at least as great a work to convert a sinner as it is to From the power required to preserve a sinner converted preserve a sinner converted and one would think a greater work for to the one man is dead to the other he is living Is iâ— not more to make the house then to repair the house but to preserve or keep a converted person stedfast to the end there needs no less then the power of a God We are kept by the power of God through faith unto Salvation 1 Pet. 1. 5. therefore to convert a sinner doth require no less power then that of a God Now put all these things together the nature of Conversion the Power of a sinful heart the Strength of Satan the Power required for lesser works then conversion the Greatness of making then keeping and then I think it wil manifestly appear That no less then an almighty Power is necessary to a sinners Conversion Is there an almighty power required to convert a sinner Vse 1. as great a power as to make a dead man alive how To humble us from the consideration of the Dâ—pth of our disease may this humble all our thoughts and all our hearts you may judg of the depth of the disease by the bredth of the Remedy so may we of the greatness of our fall by the greatness of the power which is required to raise us up O who can utter the sinfulness of a sinner who of us would believe that there is so great a strength in one of his sins that all the powers in heaven and earth less then Gods are not able are not sufficient to turn his heart from it That one lust of Pride that one lust of Uncleanness that one lust of Covetousness that one lust of vain-Glory c. is too strong for thee and it is too strong for all the men on earth and it is too strong for all the Angels in heaven Though one puls and the other puls and all of them pull together they cannot pull it from thy heart nor thy heart from it you read in 2 Kings 4. 31. that Gehazi went before Elisha and laid the staff upon the face of the Child but there was neither voyce nor hearing wherefore he went again to meet Elisha and told him saying The child is not awaked Why thus it is with thy heart under all the means of life and Grace they may all turn back to God and say This sinner is not yet awakened he is not yet turned The word of God may say I cannot with all my Instructions with all my Reproofs with all my Exhortations convert him nor can I saith Conscience nor I saith Affliction nor I saith the Minister nor I saith the Father The proud Pelagians Papists Arminians dream in this Point of a sleeper but think not of a death they talk of a prison and opening the doore but think not of the chains wherewith the prisoner is bound and fettered they talk of a Counseller but forget the Physitian they write as if a sinner were to be converted with Logick and Râ—etorick but alas if any word converts a sinner it must be an almighty word God must quicken as well as call God must heal as well as speak God must work as a God or else the sinner will remain an eternall sinner 2. If such an almighty Power be necessary to convert a sinner It is foolish presumption to defer Repentance upon a pretence of turning when we list then what a foolish Presumption is it to defer to beg Repentance supposing a lurking dormant power in the heart to turn when we list But O vain man why yet a little sleep more and yet a little slumbring more and why to morrow or why hereafter what is thy power or what is thy strength to come off from thy sins or to overcome and turn thy sinful heart Why Go and try some lesser thing change the Leopards spots turn night into day raise thy dead child out of the grave stop the course of the Sea and sweeten it Read the word and make thy self to understand it Read thy heart and make thy self to humble it if thou canst not do the lesser the weaker why wilt thou endanger thy self with a presuming to do the greater the stronger Is it credible that a sinner is able to do the work of a God thou canst not break the thred and shalt thou be
changed into another love into hatred and hatred into love joy into grief boldness into fear Lately the desires were who will shew us any good now the desires are what shall we do to be saved Lately the delights were iâ— sin in sensualities in vain societies now they are in the favour of God in Jesus Christ in pardon of sin in heavenly communion Lately the love was set on that which was most unlovely now it is set on the most lovely object indeed Christ is the center c. Lately the grief was a turbulent Sea for worldly losses but now it is a running River for sinning against God Lately the affections were wings for iniquity but now they are springs for duty I may not inlarge by what you have heard it may plainly appear Dâ—monstrations of a notable change in Conversion From the person converted From the work of Conversion that true Conversion works an universal change in the sinner Demonstrations that there is a notable change in Conversion 1. The person converted he is made pertaker of the Divine Nature 1 Pet. 1. 4. He is a new Creature 2 Cor. 5. 7. He is quickned from the dead Eph. 2. 1. He is born again Jo. 3. 3. 2. The work of Conversion It is the effect of the great and good will of Election and in it God displayes the glory of his great Love and Grace and Mercy And Christ sees of the travel of his soul some special fruit of his wonderful sufferings and purchases And the holy Ghost doth manifest his almighty Poâ—er and the noblest act thereof and converting grace is a new contrary nature a new man 3. The end of Conversion Conversion is the first From the end of Conversion inward work for heavenly glory It is wrought to make us meet to be partakers of the inheritance of the Saints in light Naturally we are opposite to God and to all Communion with him Without holiness no man shall see the Lord no unclean thing can enter there sinning Angels were cast out of Heaven God qualifies those whom he will dignifie he qualifyed Saul for an earthly Kingdome much more the sinner for an heavenly Kingdome Heavenly glory is absolutely inconsistent with a graceless heart the promise of it is so and the nature of it is so and the work of it is so and the reward of it is so 4. Converted persons are to live other lives and to do other works therefore there must be a change of their Converted persons must live oâ—her lives Vse 1. This convinceâ—h many to be yet unconverted Such in whom appears no change at all Forms and Principles and Powers Is true Conversion a change a great change an internal and cordial change an universal change Why then this one truth palpably convinceth multitudes of people to be as yet not converted 1. There are some men in whom there appears no change at all neither inward nor outward the Leopards spots remain and the Blackmores skin is unchanged they were ignorant and so are still they were drunkards swearers railers scoffers mockers of godliness and godly men Sabbath-breakers unclean proud and so are still The Prophet speaks of some whose scum departed not from them Ezek. 24. 12. And the Apostle of some who cannot cease to do evil 2 Pet. 2. 14. And David of some who hate to be reformed Psal 50. 16. And Steven of some who alwayes resist the holy Ghost Acts 7. 51. And Paul of some who wax worse and worse 2 Tim. 3. 13. Although changes go over their age they were young and now are old yet no change goes over their hearts and lives although changes go over their bodies their strength is changed into weakness and their health is changed into sickness although changes go over their estates their wealth is changed into poverty and their abundance is changed into want although changes go over the times peace is changed into war and safety is changed into danger nay although sometimes changes goe over their consciences Stupidity is changed into horrour and pleasure into terrour yet their hearts are not changed they approve love and delight in their sins as much as ever and their Conversations are not changed they drive the same trade run on to the same excess of Riotousness wallow in the same mire of Ungodliness despise converting Ordinances converted Persons converting Graces Now what shall I say to these Persons They are unchanged sinners and so is God an unchangeable God who hath threatned them and swore his Wrath against them Thou wilt not repent of thy sins nor will God repeâ—t of his Wrath thou wilt not turn to him and therefore will he turn away his mercy from thee and will overturn overturn overturn thee as the Prophet phraseth it 2. There are some whose change is only outward but it is Such whose Change is only outward not inward not inward and cordial they stand off from many sins and come on to many duties and yet their hearts are not changed There are six things which may convince a man that his heart is not changed 1. When a man seems to be tender least he should Six things convince a man his Heart is not changed commit a sin but yet his heart was never tender and humbled for all the sins which he hath committed Jer. 31. 19. I was ashamed yea even confounded because I did bear the reproach of my youth If Repentance begins not in tears it will end in tears When I look forward and see sin with a trembling eye O I dare not offend my God and when I look backward and see sin with a mournful eye O I have sinned I have sinned these indeed do shew a converted and changed heart But I fear it is rather a policy then a change and a regard more to my credit then my conscience when I expostulate with a sin in Temptation and never mourn for many sins in Commission 2. When a man leaves many sins but yet he doth not loath any sin Many a man sometimes abstains from meat yet loves it but a good heart abstains from sin as from a serpent which he hates He turnes his face from them but he turnes not his heart from them he doth not act the sin nor doth hate the sin he doth not let 〈◊〉 out of door nor yet crucify it within door he seems not to be a friend and yet is not an enemy to sin this mans heart is not changed 3. When a man acts from an awing Conscience and not from a renewing Spirit flies from sin only when conscience flies upon him for sinning and doth good only when conscience is unquiet when not Grace which works uniformly but terour which works accidentally is his Principle though a while there be some diversity and diversion too in this man yet there is no change of heart in him even Pharaoh under a Judgment yielded who yet upon a respite hardned his heart again and Iron whiles hot
to another or from a present and sudden apprehension of matters or from the defect of strength or from judicial impressions by the appearing of death or from education or from respect to our superiours and friends and hopes which we have from them c. 2. If the heart should never graciously be changed If the heart be never changed the man is damned as sure as God lives the man will be damned though the man may have parts abilities honours be civil ingenuous candid and punctual with men and in-offensive in his dealings O friends the Heart or Soul is that which God looks on and every man is as his heart is as that is so the man is he is so for the present and he is so for eternity Except a man be born again he cannot enter into the Kingdome of God said Christ to Nicodemus Joh. 3. 3. If any man be in Christ he is a new creature saith the Apostle 2 Cor. 5. 17. Old things are past away all things are become new Christ you know is the way the truth and the life Can the Christless man ever be a heavenly man assuredly no Christ no Heaven But then if a man be in Christ he is a new Creature .i. Christ doth change him and forms him a new he strips him of his old heart and puts into him a new heart These things being premised I now come to answer the Case The case answered propounded Only I must crave favour to acquaint you with two things One that I speak not of such a change as implies perfection but only of that which although it be true and saving is nevertheless imperfect for so is all the work of grace in this life Another is that I intend not to give you Characters of a progressive change which may be found in Christians whom God hath called and converted and changed for many years in whom the work of Conversion is come to much maturity and strength but only of an initial change as it stands in truth and sincerity although newly wrought and perhaps it be very feeble and weak yet it is to be found in every man whom Divine Grace doth convert Now this Initial change may be evidenced by the several contrary habitudes and fixed carriages in the converted The initial change evidenced by the several contraricties person as to time past and time present and time future in respect of all which you shall clearly discern a singular alteration if the Conversion be true 1. The first contrariety or alteration respects the time past As to the time past Before the sinner was converted there were four unhappy qualities possessing of him as touching his sinfulness 1. A marvellous blindness and reflexive unsensibleness of his sinful condition dead in trespasses and sins Eph. 2. Past feeling Eph. 4. 19. 2. A wonderful erroneousness and false judgment of his estate thinking highly and proudly of himself as once Laâ—dicea did and the Jews and Pharisees did We are Abrahams seed and never in bondage Joh. 8. 33. 3. A miserable security of spirit extreamly careless and negligent about the internal and eternal concernments of his soul alive once without the Law Rom. 7. 9. Soul take thine ease c. They say peace and safety 1 Thes 5. 3. 4. A remorseless pursuing of his sinful lusts without any heart-smiting troubles for his sinning and provoking of God No man repented saying What have I done every one turned to his course Jer. 8. 6. 5. Alienation from the life of God Eph. 4. 18. Thus it was with the man before God converted him and changed him but now behold the alteration and contrariety 1. There is a graciously quick and active quickning light fallen into him which opens his eyes and affects his conscience to a clear and right sight of his sinful heart and life Rom. 7. 9. But when the Commandment came sin revived c. As if the light of the Sun brake into a darkroom and represented all the nastiness in it Acts 26. 18. To open their eyes and to turn them from darkness to light and from the power of Satan unto God His sins are set before him and conscience acquaints him with his forepast evils so that he is convinced and can make no defence but cries out with the Leper I am unclean unclean 2. All his erroneous and proud conceits of himself are tumbled down the Mountains are laid low and the man judgeth of himself as if he were the greatest and vilest sinner that ever lived he abhors himself Oh how wicked Oh how vain Oh how vile Oh how mad Oh how foolish Oh how beastly I have been a transgressor from the womb I have lived without God against God none so ignorant none so proud none so filthy none so froward and rebellious against the Will of God against the goodness of God as I In me there dwelleth no good thing I am without strength No man living hath such proper thoughts such humble thoughts of himself as he Oh unfit to dye unworthy to live undone if mercy be not free mercy and abundant mercy 3. His Castle of security is demolished and the secure negligent man becomes now a most anxious and solicitous and careful man about the condition of his soul 2 Cor. 7. 11. What carefulness it wrought in you this now takes him up What shall we do say they to John the Baptist And what shall we do say they to Peter And what shall I do to be saved Acts 16. 30. O my Soul my poor lost wandring sinful undone Soul what shall I do what will become of me and what will become of thee for all these sins And now the man inquires and hears and confers and prayes as for his life Oh saith he I need mercy and mercy I must have I need Christ and Christ I must have I need grace and grace I must have and as that impotent person lay at the Pool for cure so doth this converted sinner he lyes at the pool of the word and at the gates of heaven day and night and there he cries out God be merciful to me a sinner and there he wrestles with God as Jacob once I will not let thee go unless thou bless me until thou be reconciled until I have Christ until my heart be sanctifyed 4. His hardned remorselesness is now turned into a singular brokenness and grief of spirit the Rock is smitten and the waters gush out a Fountain is opened within him He who made but a sport of sinning before he who could grasp the nettles and tread on hell and vex mercy and shoot through the heart of Christ and not be moved or troubled at all Oh now how is the man altered I see him trembling and quaking with Paul I see him bitterly weeping with Peter I see him washing his Couch with David I see him in heaviness and bitterness for his sinnings as one for his first born One while he meditates and then weeps
loves him Christ hath satisfyed for him his heart is sanctifyed and his conscience pacified 5. It is a well ending joy A joy which ends A well ending Joy in joy an unconverted man hath his joyes and pleasures but they end in Griefe and horror O my poor Soul said Adrian when he was dying whither art thou now going all thy Mirth and Joy are at an end nec ut soles dabis jocos thou art going away and all thy joyes are going away Luk. 16. 15. But Abraham said to Dives Remember that thou in thy life time receivedst thy good things and Lazarus evill things but now he is comforted and thou art tormented Dives fared sumptuously every day he had pleasure on earth but after them his soul went into hell torments he never had pleasure more Babylon it is said of her Rev. 18. 7. how much she hath glorified her self and lived deliciously so much torment and sorrow give her Job speaking of the Wicked chap. 21. 7. saith That they take the Timbrel and Harp and rejoyce at the sound of the Organ v. 12. they spend their dayes in wealth and in a moment go down to the Grave Solomon speaks ironically to the Voluptuous Youthes Eccles 11. 9. Rejoyce O young man in thy Youth and let thy heart cheer thee in the dayes of thy Youth and walk in the wayes of thine heart and in the sight of thine eyes But know thou that for all these things God will bring thee into Judgment So then the converted man's joy is a short joy and a joy that ends in bitterest sorrow But a converted man's joy is a lasting joy and it ends in perfect joy when he dies yet his grace dies not yet his joy dies not Well done good and faithful Servant enter into thy Master's joy the end of life is the beginning of all joy 6. It is a transcendent joy it exceeds all worldly joyes A transcendent joy Psal 4. 7. Thou hast put gladness in my heart more then in the time that their Corn and their Wine increased Psal 60. 3. Thy loving kindness is better then life Quest 3. Why doth Conversion make the souls condition so Reasons of it joyful Sol. â—t cannot but be so if you consider Conversion either as to God or as to Christ or as to Conscience 1. As to God As to God Conversion is the certain effect of Gods election 1. True Conversion is the certain effect of Gods gracious election Although Conversion be not the cause of election yet it is the fruit of election it is the counterpane of election Act. 13. 48. As many as were ordinaed to eternal life believed 1. Thes 1. 4. Knowing Brethren Beloved the election of God v. 5. For our Gospel came not to you in word only but in power also and in the Holy Ghost 2 Pet. 1. 10. Give diligence to make your calling and election sure When the word comes to the person in the Letter only this is no sign of his election but when it comes in power and in the Holy Ghost it is for to come in power and in the Holy Ghost is mightily and effectually to change and convert a person and this the Apostle makes an evidence of election and questionless a copy of a man's election cannot but be a cause of great joy Rejoyce saith Christ to his Disciples that your names are written in heaven Oh what a comfort is it to know that God from all eternity hath written and recorded it down This is the man whom I will have mercy on and will glorifie to all eternity 2. True Conversion It is the singular fruit of God's great It is a singular fruit of Gods Love Love and of his rich mercy to a mans soul the sure token of great love God hath a common love and mercy and God hath a choice love and mercy there are some to whom he hath a great love and unto whom he shews rich mercy Now Conversion is a drop out of that great Ocean the man is greatly beloved of God who is converted by God 1 Joh. 3. 1. Behold what manner of Love the Father hath bestowed on us that we should be called the Sons of God Eph. 2. 4 5. But God who is rich in mercy for his great love wherewith he loved us v. 5. Even when we were dead in sins hath quickned us 3. True Conversion brings a soul under all the good and kind It brings a soul under all the smiles of God Language of God under the smiles of God All the Ordinances are as Milk and Honey and Wine and Oyle to a converted man The Word is a good Word to him and the Sacrament is a good Sacrament to him Why when an unconverted man hearts of all the mercy and kindness and happiness which God portions out for a converted sinner I say when he hears of all this and gets but a lick or a taste of it upon the top of his Tongue it effects him and makes him glad Herod heard John Baptist gladly and the stony ground received the seed with joy and shall not the converted man whose due portion all this is shall not his heart have joy and gladness shall a stranger who peeps over into the Garden and is a spectator only at the Feast shall he find a relish and shall not he who hath the Posie at his Nose smell the sweetnesse shall not he who câ—tes at the Table be filled with the goodnesse and fat and marrow and rejoyce and blesse God 4. True Conversion It is a Claspe the Golden Claspe of It is the clasp of the Covenant of Grace that everlasting Covenant of Gods Grace Note here two things 1. All the desireable delicacies of the soul are treasured up in the Covenant of Gods Grace in it are contained all the gracious attributes in God all the gracious affections of God all the gracious relations of God all the gracious promises and engagements of God There you find the reconciled God the merciful God the pardoning God the sin-subduing God the strengthning and helping God the guiding and upholding God the blessing and comforting God you cannot think of a mercy for the soul of a mercy for the body of a mercy for this life of an happiness after this life but there it is but there it is for you but there it is assuredly for you 2. Every converted person is in this Covenant Why the new heart and the new spirit is not this Conversion are a very part of it Ezek. 36. 26. I will give them a new heart and a new spirit If this be so then certainly Conversion brings a person into a very joyful condition Mark a little If the mercies which many receive only from Providence do delight and please them shall not the mercies which men receive from Gods Covenant please and rejoyce them Bread is sweet to an hungry man out of whatsoever hand it comes and is it not more sweet when it
to take heed of sinning though mixt with pleasures and delights Consider these motives Motives 1. What thing that is wherein thou doest take pleasure Why What is that wherein thoâ— doest take pleasure what is it O man that hath enticed thee and what is it O man which in thee is so enticed It is sin that hath enticed thee and it is thy soul which is thus enticed by sin Sin enticeth thee then which no evil is worse thy soul is enticed then which no part in thee is so precious And wilt thou adventure that precious soul that immortal soul which must live for ever wilt thou adventure it for a sin for one draught of sinfull pleasure Wouldest thou adventure all thy earthly estate for one draught of Beer as Esau did his for one mess of pottage Thou wouldest not Yet wilt thou adventure the eternal being of thy soul for one minutes pleasure of sin Though thy sins be pleasant in thine eyes yet they are odious in Gods sight though thy sins do delight thee yet they do grieve him they do incense and provoke him Hast thou nothing to take pleasure in but that which provokes thy God and will damn thy soâ—l 2. Thou mayest enjoy thy pleasures without sin Hast thou not Thou mayest enjoy thy pleasures without sin a Wife to delight thee an Husband Children many outward comforts not a God not a Promise not a Christ that thou longest onely for forbidden fruit 3. Is sin a thing to take pleasure in did it not shed the bloud of Is sin a thing to take pleasure in Christ doth it not break a righteous Law transgress an holy Will grieve the Spirit of God cast the clouds of threatnings over our heads bring down all our Judgements on body kindle our terrours in Conscience heap up all our wrath against the day of wrath is this the thing of thy pleasure call you this a delight If one should say unto thee Be drunk commit filthiness and within an hour after thy whole body shall be roasted in a fire or thy skin shall be flead off thee or every bone in thy body should be distinctly broken in pieces wouldst thou now sin And what are these punishments to sins themselves and what are these punishments to those of Conscience or to that of Hell 4. God can easily shorten thy pleasures of sin and he hath many God can easily shorten thy pleasures of siâ— waies to do it First Is not his Word of mighty power is it not a discerner of the thoughts and intentions of the heart can it not divide twixt the marrow and the joint Is it not a light and a fire Is it not the sword of God a two-edged sword able to pierce and that with quickness and that with sharpness Or Secondly if yet thou be able to maintein thy sins and by the strength of sensual pleasures to beat off the purest convictions and revelations and pursuits of the Word cannot the Spirit of God drive home the sharp displeasure of God cannot he break through the midst of all thy resolutions and delights and so enter into thy conscience can he not in a moment awaken that drouzie conscience can he not inliven that seared conscience can he not injoin it to stand up and act its accusing power when he hath irresistably inlightned it and set the great sins of thy delight before thee and when conscience is deeply wounded where then are all thy pleasures O it will be as bitter then unto thee as hell the wrath of God felt and the guilt of sin felt and the terrors of Conscience felt O how will they drown thy pleasures sink thy spirits and if God be not the more merciful confound thy soul Yet this God can do and he can easily do it if he saith but the word My wrath be upon him Conâ—cieâ—ce arise and accuse him it is done and then where are thy dâ—lights Those sins of thine unto which thou hast been enâ—iced by a little false pleasures even they alone shall rise up and be the sufficient punishment for all their pleasures Or Thirdly He can shorten thy pleasures by many Judgements he can lay such a disease upon thy body or such a loss on thy estate or such a rottenness on thy name or such a vexation upon thy spirit or such a madness in thy mind or such a cross in thy delight that thou shalt find no more pleasure in any thing Or Fourthly Can he not send forth the King of Fears that which thou least thinkest of and which will make thy joynts to tremble Death it self upon thee Hath not He the Keys of Life and Death and when life is gone where then are the pleasures of thy sin Sin makes way for death and death to a wicked man though it makes not an end of his sinning yet it makes a full end of the pleasures of sinning thou shalt never rejoyce in the way of thy wickedness more thou shalt never taste delight more neither lawfull delight nor unlawfull delight And cannot God do this suddenly and art thou able to withstand him art thou greater then he 5. Thy pleasures of sin will end in bitterness Read the Scripture Thy pleasures of sin will end in bitterness see whether it be not so and I beseech thee tell me hast thou not found it so already canst thou not say That thy sin hath been an evil thing and bitter Canst thou not say What fruit have I in those things whereof I am now ashamed Two things remember There is a certainty of bitterness for former sinnings Eccl. 11. 9. Rejoyce O young man in thy youth and let thy heart chear thee in the days of thy youth and walk in the ways of thy heart and in the sight of thine eyes but know thou that for all these things God will bring thee into judgment 2. Thou knowest not the manner of that bitterness The sinning that is thy work but the punishing of thy sins that is Gods work thou hast taken the pleasures which sin delivered unto thee and thou must now take the bitterness which God will inflict on thee And canst thou tell 1. When the Lord will begin to account with How sudden thee either to night or to morrow thou art not secure a moment Secondly How the Lord will begin with thee whether How great in thy body or in thy soul or in both in conscience or estate Thirdly How far the Lord will extend the cup unto thee perhaps How endless it shall be in thy hand a cup of fury and trembling and amazing horrour and whether he will have thee to drink to the lowest dregs of his wrath how knowest thou This bitterness after thy pleasures may be purely judicial which shall not be tempered with any comfort nor yet at all with the hope of any mercy it may be an endless displeasure from God Object Yea but we mean to repent hereafter and so we
power to come forth to come back to God Rom. 5. Without strength It knows not by its own light one foot of the way and when it is made known alas it finds no power to stir nay if I might have mercy and heaven upon the freest terms but for coming home I am not able to do it O how a found lost soul complains It complains as much of an impotent heart as of a wandring heart I cannot come I cannot turn this wandring heart into the right way come back to my God I should but come I cannot go to Christ I should but go I cannot if Christ doth not come to me I shall never be able to come to him if he doth not seek me I shall never seek him iâ— he finds not me with strength I shall never find him with comfort and safety 3. If God hath indeed found thee Thou wilt above all He will above all thiâ—gs desire to be found in Christ things desire to be found in Christ The found soul presently finds a need of Christ Paul as soon as mercy found him would by no means be found in himself but by all means be found in Christ That I may be found in him saith Paul Phil. 3. 9. There was a Nobleman one Elyearius who was supposed to be lost and his Lady sent up and down to find him One at length meets with him and tels him how sollicitous his Wife was to find him out O answered he commend me to my Wife and tell her That if she desires to find me she must look for me in the heart of Jesus Christ for there onely am I to be found And verily there is no poor soul whom God is finding and bringing home to himself on whom he hath imprinted a true sense of his lostness but presently the soul cries out What shall I do what shall I do to be saved O that I might have Christ and O that I might be found in Jesus Christ Remember two things 1. That the Lord will bring back to himself no soul but by Jesus Christ Christ is the sinners way to the Father he is the door by which you are admitted If ever the Lord casts an eye on thee or take thee by the hand it is for his Christ's sake 2. A lost soul which is found finds an absolute need of Jesus Christ Nothing out of Christ can make peace can justifie can reconcile can set us straight can make us accepted Had I all other things and had not Christ I were still a lost person Had I the righteousness of Angels yet if I had not Christ I were lost could I mourn could I repent could I pray could I live holily could I walk exactly yet I am lost I am still lost until I get into Christ I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Jesus Christ my Lord. God will look on me as my Judge he will look on me as his enemy he will not own me as a Father as a reconciled Father but in Christ 4. If thy lost soul be truly found then Jesus Christ may be Jesus Christ may be found in that lost soul found in that lost soul of thine They report of Ignatius that the Letters of Jesus were found written in his heart This I dare affirm That the Picture of Christ the Graces of Christ the Life of Christ is to be found in every found man Paul Lydia the Jailor Christ was sought by them and found in them It cannot be that a sinner should be found if Christ be not to be found in him Why if thou be a Christless man who doubts it but that thou art a lost man Now do not deceive thy soul thou canst say that Christ once was to be found in the Temple and Christ once was to be found on the Cross and Christ is still to be found at the right hand of his Father but is there not one place more where thou canst find him hast thou not a heart Is Christ to be found there I say there in thy heart I find him in thy Ear when thou hearest and I find him in thy mouth when thou speakest and thou findest him in thy mind when thou thinkest but still I ask Dost thou find him in thy heart which loves which fears which joys which delights which embraceth O is Christ in thy heart what a found man and nothing of Christ to be found in thee I know not perhaps wilt thou reply Why this is strange that Christ should be in thee and thou never know it Christ dwels in the broken heart in the believing heart Christ lives in him who onely lives upon Christ Christ was a crucified Christ doth he cruâ—ifie thy heart He was a holy Christ doth he purifie thy heart He was an humble Christ doth he abase thy heart He was a tender Christ doth he mollifie thy heart He was a satisfying Christ doth he pacifie thy heart He was an obedient Christ doth he command doth he lead doth he rule thy heart He did for thee canst thou do for him He died for thee canst thou suffer for him He loved thee canst thou delight in him 5. If the Lord hath graciously found thy lost soul and indeed Then thou wilt find sufficiency in thy Fathers house brought it home unto himself Then thou wilt â—ind sufficiency an enough at least in thy Fathers house There is enough in God to allure and draw a sinner home to keep a sinner at home that he needs not wander abroad mercy and pleasures for evermore This the Prodigal discover'd afar off even in the birth of his finding There is bread enough and to spare God seems a poor thing a mean thing an insufficient thing to a lost man and therefore he wanders up and down and serves his lusts and begs from the Creatures to make him out some delight some pleasure some profit some subsistence some contentment But God is a rich thing a Fulness He alone is enough One God is enough for my one soul if my soul indeed be found of him O he hath Mercy enough for me to save me Love enough for me to delight me Pleasure enough for me to comfort me Dignity enough for me to advance me Help enough for me to preserve me Happiness enough for me to save me If I want Grace he is the God of Grace if I want Peace he is the God of Peace if I want Mercies he is the Father of Mercies if I want for Earth the Earth is the Lords if I would have Heaven he is the God of my Salvation Now friend what say you hath God found your lost soul and what hath your soul found in your God What canst thou say of this God of his Mercy Love Entertainment Communion With thee the fatherless findeth mercy Thy favour is better than life It is good for me to draw near unto God canst thou say thus is there bread enough for thee in thy Fathers