occasion to saue him when he perceiues that the said Iudge is more inclined to giue then he to aske mercy When he causes proclamation to be made That he comes not to iudge but to saue the world When he teares the writinges or Euidences which the aduersarie can produce against him Such a Iudge ô my poore sinfull soule may we now find our God to witt a Iesus a Sauiour in this acceptable tyme in this day of saluation There is now therfore noe damnation to those that are in Christ Iesus Resolution I will rise therfore out of this or that badd custome reflecting vpon it in particular which I obserue my selfe subiect to And run to my milde Iudge with an humble confidence c. THE II. MEDITATION For the same day I. POINT CONSIDER a strange and comfortable change of the hand of the highest he who formely spoke onely in qualitie of Lord and master out of the clouds and out of fire saying I am thy Lord I am thy God God is a Lord of reuenge c. Is now come downe from Maiestie as it were and comes downe to vs and speakes to vs in qualitie of man yea the mildest of men Then did his power appeare in the creation of the world and his infinite wisdome in the gouuerning of it but to vs the benignitie and humanitie of God a Sauiour is manifested He comes in our nature in qualitie of our brother that he may shew as well his brotherly as fatherly affection and pitie to the poore man created by him Aff. What doth this singular graciousnesse crye out to our hartes but consolamini consolamini be comforted be comforted my people I will not the death of a sinner but rather that he be conuerted and liue Here is now noe dreadfull Iehouah noe thunder noe lightening to terrifie thee but thy mylde Emmanuell thy God with thee a meeke tender weeping childe our flesh and our brother who is come to dwell amongst vs. Let not the ancient reproche Where is thy God be any more a corrasiue vnto thee For euen here he is in flesh like one of vs There is now noe neede vpon the hearing of his voyce to hyde thy selfe with thy first parentes nay his voyce is the scrikes of a tender babe farre more apt to begett pitie in mans harte then to strike it with dreade He cannot forbeare to loue his owne brethrē his owne flesh and bloode his owne bowells I. POINT Consider that though when I looke vpon my selfe such as I am indeed poore naked blind lame abiect and miserable I haue more cause of confusion then confidence Yea when I represent vnto my selfe the multitude and greeuousnesse of my sinnes which can neuer be better knowen thē by the gratnesse of the price which is sent downe for their redemption I find my selfe euen waighed downe to hell and am readie to despaire Yet the greatnesse of the same price too possesses my hart with stronge hopes of redemption when I obserue Wisdome it selfe imploye the bloud of the lambe the bloud of this tender babe the son of Marie and the sonne of God to make a pretious bathe for the cure of my leprosie I cannot despaire Aff. O God what is man that thou dost thus magnifie him Or the sonne of man that thou puttest thy heauenly hart vpon him Is he turned some pretious thing which formerly thou wast not acquainted with Has he gott some noblenesse of beeing which issued not from thyne owne hand Is he not still dust and ashes earth earth earth of which thou madst him Nay but deare Lord hath he not added malice to this base matter of which he was made Had not all flesh corrupted its wayes so that none did well not one Did not multitudes of crymes and abominations stand vp in thy sight and crye out for reuenge What proportion is there then bewixt the price and the thinge prized Betwixt the blood of an innocent sonne and a sinfull seruant The blood of a God and worthlesse man O too too deare price ô too plentifull Redemptiō I can find nothing here but amaysement and ô Altitudos And conclude with al the gratitude my soule can conceiue that thy friends ô God are too much honored and their Principalitie too well established by this too deare a price THE SEAVENTH MEDIT. I. POINT CONSIDER that when man was so heauie harted that he could not ascende The hart of a God was so gracious that he would descend to him The earth was too heauie to mount into heauen but heauen could find a meanes to transport it selfe as it were into earth For is not this Caue a verie heauen indeede since God here truly Keepes his residence and hath his quires of Angells singing about him Where God is there is his Court and where the Court is there are the Courtiers and where the Courtiers are there is the dutie of Courtiers exercised to witt they behold and loue they loue and behold and with prone adorations singe Sanctus Sanctus Sanctus holy holy holy This stable then is a very heauen indeede Venite adoremus Affect Yes my soule it is my verie God who lyes in this stable in this earthly Heauen the God that made me that conserues me that shall iudge me come downe first to redeeme me and in his owne person shewe me the way of saluation It is my God and if my faith be liuely I may heare a multitude of the heauenly Armie praysing God and saying Glorie in the highest to God c. Let vs take a part with them ô my soule and singe with the whole endeuour of our harte We prayse thee we blesse thee we adore thee we glorifie thee we giue thee thankes for thy great glorie O Lord God! ô Lambe of God! ô Sonne of the Father who takest away the sinnes of the world haue mercy on vs. Who takest away the sinnes of the world admitt our humble supplication Yes deare Lord For thou alone art holy thou alone art Lord thou alone art the sonne of the Almightie God Resol I will not then despaire of ouercoming this or that c. In this Lord in this sonne of the Almightie in this sauing Lambe which takes away the sinnes of the world who comfortes me though otherwise I be but earth and ashes I am able to doe all thinges c. THE SECONDE MEDITATION For the same day I. POINT CONSIDER who are the first Courtiers who are called to this heauenly Celle this earthly Heauen or Court and we shall find that it is not the learned wise and riche of the world that by Christs example we may learne still more and more to contemne the same but tbe poore humble simple vigilant shephards who are so separated from the world that they can hardly be said to haue any commerce with it at all Christe is sarce yet an houre old amongst vs and he alreadie begins to sett vpon the worke for which he was sent .. He comes for mans saluation and man
doe not so my soule doe not so but rather wholy offer thy selfe such as thou art to him for verily he hath offered himselfe wholy for thee and inuite earnestly all creatures to praise him Laudate Dominum omnes gentes laudate cum omnes populi quoniam in this act of vnparralled loue and mercie confirmata est super nos misericordia eius at least run to him and craue pardon his fatherly bowels are easily wonne to compassion his louing and royall hart cannot denie a bowne we haue a good proofe of it for euen the theefe his doubtfull demand is accorded and he hath alreadie heard mecum eris in Paradiso A great grace and consolation for poore sinners Demand his benediction before he goe least we may be after forced to complaine with that faithfull Soule heu mihi Domine heu animae mea recessisti consolator animae meae nec valedixisti ingrediens vias tuas benedixâ—sti tuis nec affui Woe is me woe is my soule thou didst depart ô thou comfortour of my soule without bidding me farewell and taking thy iorney thou gauest thy blessing to thy friends and I alas was not present 29 And alas he cannot long now indure for infinite torment possesseth at once euery sense and member see how the weight of his torne and wearie bodie vnioynts his armes and shoulders riueing the holes of his haÌ„ds and feete and harke he cries out Consummatum est Heauenly Father the worke is done for which I was sent my commission is accomplished my Mission is ended The predictions of the Prophetes are verified the types and figures and Sacryfices of the old law are abolished the miracles and wonders wrought the cures finished the debt of all mankind well nigh discharged and an eternall league made betwxit Heauen and earth in myne owne bloud Consummatum est 30. Yes eternall Father for what could I haue done for my vineyeard which I haue not done I haue manifested thy name and truth vnto it I haue taught thy people by word and example seconded and confirmed by wonders and prodigies I haue waded through whole seas of indignities contumelies and contempts and a storme of tormentes haue almost wracked me There is not one member of my body left intire the whole stocke of my bloud is spent the conduites wherin it ran my vaynes are dryed vp and my hart the source is quite drayned my iawes are horce with crying and scarce now is there so much breath left in my body as to giue thee this short accompt of my selfe and my Embasie in saying Consummatum est and so deliuer vp my soule or life into thy holy hands 31. Ah my soule my soule what haue we seene and heard and what doe we now heare The soule of thy Sauiour is readie to be giuen vp for thy sinnes Whither whither hath thy miserie and malice togeither with his mercie and charitie lead thy Lord and thee Thy malice hath run with a stiffe necke into a lande of huge disproportion and his mercy hangs vpon the Crosse with a humbled head bowed downe to receiue thee home with a kisse of peace Thy malice hath run thee out of breath in sinning and his mercy in suffering Thy malice wholy spends its thoughtes vpon rebellion against God and selfe-affliction and his mercy vpon thoughtes of peace and reconcilement Thy malice imployes its words in prouoking Gods wroth and his mercy is exercised in petitioning thy Pardon Thy malice prodigally powres out the last farding of thy substance to loose thy selfe and his Mercy more prodigally the last droppe of the bloud of a God to saue thee 32. Yes yes my soule it was not thought enough to thy Christ for thy loue to haue taken thy nature vpon him to haue bene borne in a stable layd in a manger in humilitie abiection and pouertie to haue conuersed 33. yeares among men as one of them in labours from his youth to haue preached and practised all sorts of vertues to haue sweate bloud to haue bene betrayed taken bound scourged crowned calumniated condemned to a most shamefull death nayled to a most infamous Crosse But he would also stay there till the consummation of all to the last droppe of his pretious bloud to the last breath of his body till he had yeilded vp his Ghost into his heauenly fathers hands 33. Nor is it enough for vs Christians to begin well to run prosperously for a tyme to liue in humilitie pouertie and abiection to watch to fast to pray to practise religious discipline It is to finall perseuerance saluation is promised It is to the coÌ„summation or end of the worke the crowne is giuen Looking then vpon the Authour of our faith and consummatour Iesus be as prompt to suffer with him as to adore him and pray to him Be still as readie for the ignominie of Caluarie as the glorie of Thabot Prefixe noe end to our labours caluminies contradictions temptations c. but that of our life Prescribe noe limit to what euer abiection torment abandonement c. Gods wise prouidence and good pleasure may permitt to fall vpon vs but constantly remayne in the midst of them nayled to our Crosse with Christ dying with him to the world to worldly respects to selfe interests to our selues with him I say who is euen a dying for we haue heard Consummatum est 34. And harke now we heare In manus tuas Domine commendo spiritum meum into thy hands ô Lord I commend my spirit Ay me Ay me my dearest spouse my Loue my life my God is deade Yes my soule he 's deade noe longer can his weake necke susteyne his sacred heade As we haue followed him liuing and looked vpon him dying so let vs now for a sad farewell take our last view of our dead Lord who was slaughtered for our loue Alas he is wholy deformed there is neither beautie nor comlinesse left in that Fairest farre beyond the sonnes of men A gastly palenesse hath seased vpon his glorious face whilome the Angells ioy Wounds gaules goarie bloud wholy couer his Virginall body All whitenesse is fledd from that white Lilie of the vnderualleys totus rubicundus est dilectus meus my Beloued is all redd Be all honour and glorie and benediction and thankes-giuing to that tender Lambe who was slayne for loue Amen AN OBLATION OF the life and Passion of our Sauiour for the remission of sinne O Sweete Iesu I haue alas all the dayes of my life offended thee and haue bene incessantly vngratfull vnto thee my dearest Creatour and Redeemour I haue mangled thy gifts not preseruing them intire nor making a right vse of them but haue hindered thy grace and still added new faults to the old Verilie my offences are exceeding great and many but yet thy mercy is infinitlie greater and without all limite I confesse I am vtterly vnworthy to be called thy sonne I cannot howeuer but acknowledge thee to be my Father as thou truly art and in
so strucke him O man how doth this action confounde thy pride and discouer thy selfe to thy selfe we easily committ sinne euen in the sight of God but blushe to appeare sinners in the sight of men c. Or if we chance to haue that humilitie and iustice in vs as patïently to suffer reprehension reproche or punishement when we see we are in fault yet are their any to be found who knowes what it meanes to suffer where we either indeede are or at least where we apprehend our selues innocent That euen best Christians are content to leaue to Christ alone THE SECONDE MEDITATION For the same day II. POINT CONSIDER Virgines consider Christians old and young and all that hope to be saued by the blood of Christ what these sacred dropes which fall from our Christ say to our hartes What doe they say vnlesse our harts be of stone but I will and begge by this example without example where noe law obliged noe debt was due your patience your mortification your resignation your obedience your humiliation You call me Abba pater father father and I am so show the dutie of children then by following your fathers footstepps You call me Lord and I am so make good then the dutie of seruantes in accomplishing the will of your Lord. I will obedience c. not will-worshippe not sacryfices of your owne inuention and choyce And this irreuocable will and Conuenant of myne I write downe in letters of myne owne blood that louinge children may neuer forgett it Affect Noe my soule ther was indeed noe connection betwixt an innocent Sauiour and the markes of a sinner noe necessitie for a God to imploy this paynefull and shamfull meanes who had a thousand other ways in his wisdome to haue performed the worke of mans redemption but to teach vs patience with what euer might befall vs seem it neuer so litle sutable to the thoughtes we may haue of our owne innocencie Mortification by suffering some corporall payne be it by our owne or some other hand be it by accident sicknesse or otherwise Obedience whether to our superiours as we are bounde c. Or euen to euery creature for charities sake where there appeares noe other obligation And conceiue we alwayes heare Christ by this example say vnto our hartes what great matter is it c. if you being but durt and askes subiect your selues to man for Gods fake since I who am omnipotent became humbly subiect to man for your sakes O dust learne of me to obey Learne of me ô earth and clay to humble thy selfe and caste thy selfe vnder the feete of all men for my Loue. Consider Yet further that the heauenly dropps of blood which fall from a God speake more powerfully to pious hartes then Malachie to the people of Israel saying dilexi vâ—s I haue loued you That is I haue doe and shall loue you since there is neither tyme past nor tyme to come with God I haue loued you from eternitie and thence I am come in tyme to saue you I doe loue you in tyme present and thence I giue the first dropps of my bloud for you I wil loue you in tyme to come and will powre out my hartes bloud for you in earnest wherof I now lay downe these dropps I haue loued you and so called you by preuenting grace while you thought not of it I doe loue you and so assiste you by cooperating grace I will loue you and so make my subsequent grace accompaignie you to the end and for assurance of this I now pay downe these dropps Affec O how wonderfully thou hast loued vs ô heâuenly Father since for our sakes thou didst not euen spare thyne owne onely sonne How tenderly didst thou loue vs ô dearely beloued sonne of the Almightie who for our sakes didst not refuse that paynefull imployment but dost euen so airely testifie the excesse of thy loue by the loss of thy blood By which deare pledges being partes of the price of my Redemption I apprehende it euen neere at hand Let Israel now say that he is good that his mercy is for euer Let the house of Aaron now say that his mercy is for euer Come le ts loue him le ts loue him we that are redeemed by his bloude because his mercyes are for euer Let our tongues publish his loue and mercy let our hartes loue and prayse him and let our verie bowels pronounce ô Lord who is like to thee Inable vs deare Iesus to vnderstand descerne and reuerence with due honour this admirable misterie of pietie which is manifested in the flesh hath appeared to the Angells is preached to the gentils is beleeued by the world and this day is signed in bloud Venite adoremus THE FIRST MEDITATION FOR THE. Day after new yeares-Day of the name of IESVS I. POINT COnsider That though all the names vsed by men to signifie the Deitie were from all eternitie are in tyme and shall for euer be most worthily blessed praysed and admired by men and Angells yet to vs Christians the name of our Christ IESVS by which he was called this day is by iustest right most deare and praise-worthy For whether we vse the word Elin which signifies God and is interpreted strong Elion which signifies High or Adonai which we interprete Lord or Saddai which may be called Almightie or els Iehouah which the Hebrewes esteemed ineffable none of them intimates so much and so present consolation to vs poore sinners as doth our myld Emmanuel which signifies our God with vs our Iesus a Sauiour who begins euen to powre out his pretious bloode for vs. Affection Be all thy names ô great Lord God praysed preached admired magnified sanctified for euer by men and Angells and all thy creatures in generall whether they signifie strength power Maiestie Omnipotencie immensitie infinitie or what euer els which we can in noe sorte expresse nor euen by imagination conceiue so vastly great so ineffable so inconceiuable is the Lord and Master whom we serue Yet most deare Sauiour Iesus be thy most mellifluous name as neerer to my eyes and interests so alwayes neerer and dearer so my hart Be that sauing and sanctifying name cherished and sanctfied by vs poore miscrable sinners aboue all other names because thou o deare lambe who wast slayne for me is most worthy of glorie and honour and benediction and all that euer my narrow hart is able to deuise c. 2. POINT Consider that all the names we reade intimate either power and Maiestie or grace and mercy according to that of the Royall Prophete I haue heard these thinges Power is Gods and mercy is thyne ô Lord. According to his Maiestie his name is holy and terrible But this new name IESVS which is giuen to him in earth signifies nothing but mildnesse mercy and saluation for the name of IESVS saith your holy Father is a sweete name a delightfull name a name of deare consolation and blessed hope to the sinner Nay it
truthes by their ministerie tho otherwise as farre aboue the reach of reason as contrarie to the bent of flesh and bloode powerfully spread themselues all the world ouer and become the familiar and fattening foode not of wise onely but euen Idiotes and children too wherby they are made more learned then the proudest Phylosofer that euer liued Affection O the admirable goodnesse of the Father sonne and holy Ghost who so graciously reueales the mysteries of Heauen to vs litle ones in earth The Father sent vs his onely sonne to purchace vs that singular fauour at the price of his pretious bloode which he willingly and ioyfully vndertooke to teache vs the secreetes of heauen And the holy Ghoste sent from them both so absolutly confirmes our hartes in the beliefe therof that poore illiterate pesants doe not onely knowe more then greatest Phylosofers but are readie to laye downe their liues in confirmation of that truth THE FIRST MEDITATION FOR THE FIFT SVNDAY AFTER EASTER Vntill now you haue not asked anything Io. 16. THE FIRST POINT CONSIDER that the poore beggar needes noe other inuitation to aske then the knowledge and sense of his owne pouertie and want whence the rich of this world doe as litle vse as litle neede to intreate the beggar to aske an almes of him But the riches of heauen by an ineffable bountie and graciousnesse importunes vs vs as it were to importune him saying vntill now you haue not asked any thing aske and you shall receiue Affection Alas my soule me thinkes the longe and certaine knowledge we haue of our owne miserie and want and the daylie temptations we suffer and relapses we fall into should sufficiently inuite vs to haue frequent recourse to a bountifull giuer but now at least being incited by the reproches he makes vs for not asking let vs hourely run to those ouerflowing breasts of mercy and grace least we may seeme gratis to loose our selues Let vs my soule aske seeke knocke that holy violence is gratefull to God with as much importunitie as we truly find necessitie THE SECONDE POINTE. Amen Amen I say to you if you aske the father any thinge in my name he will giue it you Io. 16. WHOM WE ARE TO ASKE CONSIDER how stronge hopes we ought to conceiue of obteyning our demande where the promesse is made in so great a latitude and where such a sonne the wisdome of heauen confidently sends vs to such a Father the eternall sourse of all goodnesse plentie and happinesse which can neuer be drayned to his Father and our Father as we are taught by his sacred mouthe to beleeue and say Our Father which are in heauen c. Affection O daughter of Sion ah my poore soule why wilt thou wilfully perish where such large and louing offers of grace and abundance is made to thee What confidence may we not iustly haue of obteyning all things necessarie when we are sent to the Father of mercys and the God of all consolation by his onely deare sonne who in obedience to his diuine will putt downe that plentifull price of his pretious bloud for the loue of vs Be my faylings neuer so frequent be my sinns in what number they will at least from hence forth I will not forgett to call thee with Ieremie Thou art my Father the guide of my Virginitie THE SECONDE MEDITATION FOR THE SAME SVNDAY Aske the Father in my name Io. 16. THE FIRST POINTE. HOW WE OVGHT TO ASKE CONSIDER that our blessed Sauiour in these few words instructs vs not onely of whom we are to aske to witt of his Father but how or in what manner to witt in his name If we aske of a Father and that of an all-knowing all-seeing Father it ought to be done with the reuerence humilitie obedience loue and confidence of a child If in the name of a sonne it ought to be done as that sonne vsed to doe it saying with an absolute resignation Father if it may be if it be agreable to thy diuine will if it be expedient for my eternall good grant this or this c. If otherwise not my will but thyne be done Affection Let vs then my soule in all our necessities and difficulties addresse our selues to that omnipotent Father of mercyes and all consolation for none comes to the sonne vnlesse the father drawe them But let it be in the name of his sonne Iesus since there is noe other name vnder heauen giuen to men wherin they must be saued Let vs then humbly intreate that heauenly father in the name and by the merites of that most dearely beloued sonne be it for thinges necessarie for the bodie or soule but let it still be done with perfect resignation to his blessed will and pleasure saying as we were taught by him Father if it may be let this or this be done or this or this be taken away Howbeit not my will but thy holy will be done THE SECONDE POINTE FOR THE SAME DAY What we are to aske CONSIDER that what we ought to aske is to result out of the same words of our Sauiour Aske of my Father in my name We must aske then of a louing Father we must therfor demande thinges sutable to his loue his goodnesse will not giue vs a stone in lieu of breade nor a serpent in steede of a fish he will not giue vs poyson because our follie likes it We must aske of a Father who is the Kinge of heauen we must not then aske earthly trash which is vnworthy of his bestowing Finally we must aske in the name of a Sauiour nothing therfor which is against our Saluation Affection Run then my soule to that almightie Father in the name of that best beloued sonne But be not peremptorie in our demands wisdome better knowes what it best for vs. If we aske of a louing father le ts aske with loue not with feare If we aske of an Almightie father who has Kingdomes to giue aske not for cottages trifles vnworthy of his giuing If in the name of a Sauiour things then which most conduce to our saluation things which he himselfe taught vs to aske that his name may be sanctified in all nations that he may absolutly raigne ouer all hartes that his holy will may be punctually performed here belowe as in the Court of heauen c. Let vs aske that my soule and we shall neuer be confounded THE FIRST MEDITATION FOR THE THIRD SVNDAY AFTER WHITSVNDAY And there approched publicans and sinners vnto him to heare him Luc. 15. CONSIDER the great mercy and myldnesse of Iesus who did not onely graciously permitt publicans and publike sinners to approch to him to heare his diuine word c. but he euen proued by the parable of the lost sheepe which men are wont to seeke with so much care their Apologist or Aduocate against the vncharitable murmurings of the proud and vnm ercifull Scribes and Pharisies who looked vpon them and him with disdaigne Affection Base
Christians know but too much to doe solitle Ignorance may some tymes excuse but luke warmenesse idlenesse and negligence can neuer We know what a deare price was putt downe at Ierusalem for our ransome and what an inestimable reward is prepared for vs in the heauenly Ierusalem We knowe what endlesse torments are threatened if we liue not according to the knowledge and light of faith we haue We know that this day is yet ours an acceptable tyme a day of saluation wherin more may be done for a sith a teare a contrite and humbled harte then can be purchaced by the prayers of all the saintes in heauen this day of our life being once past Affection And is it yet possible my soule that after all these wholsome and certaine knowledges we still liue in a cold carelessnesse as tho there were nothing after this life either to be feared or hoped for Is it possible that we dare idly spend this day of ours lent vs to worke our saluation in and still make bold to take new dayes with God which were neuer promised vs for our couersion Is there any of vs so resolute as would not weepe were he assured that within three dayes he should be cited before the dreadfull Tribunall of a wrothfull Iudge and yet while we haue but one daye we can call ours or one present houre according to S. Paule we dare passe it in laughing languishing sleeping c. which leade to death and be like those hazardous soules who spend their dayes in delights and in a moment descende into Hell THE SECONDE POINTE. Because thou hast not knowne the tyme of thy visitation CONSIDER that our B. Sauiour declares that the cause of the vtter destruction of Ierusalem was because they did not know that is through ingratitude obstinacie and blindnesse they acknowledged not the speciall fauour of hauing the son of God sent to them in person to visite them to make them heare his sacred word from his owne mouth to worke multitudes of miracles in their sight c. Affection Alas my soule I feare we know but too much to performe so litle as we doe Ah! the seruant who knowes the will of his Lord and doth it not shall be beaten with many stripes And dare we deney that we knowe his will to be our sanctitie and that we ought to be perfect as our heauenly Father is perfect and yet how coldly doe we creepe on in that way Haue we not frequently had the honour of his heauenly visites heard his sugerred words and experienced in our deade soules the miracles of his grace Ah my soule let vs diligently call to mynde the tymes of those gracious visitations with the thankfulnesse of our whole hartes and singe those sweete mercyes for euer and euer THE FIRST MEDITATION FOR THE TENTH SVNDAY AFTER WHITSVNDAY The Pharisie standing prayed thus with himselfe Luc. 18. CONSIDER in this Parable the true discription of a proud Petitioner or rather of one that goes not so much to the Church to pray as to prayse himselfe He gaue God thankes indeede but with taking a vaine complaceance in his giftes esteeming himselfe so rich that he asked noe more nay he euen insulted at the poore publicane who asked He is not like the rest of men excepting none extortioners vniust adulterers nor is he like that publican wherin he addes rashe iudgement to his pride In fine halfe the lawe is but declining from euill and all that if you beleeue him he has performed Affection Beware my soule of this proud prayer which prouokes Gods wroth vpon vs. What haue we of grace or nature which we haue not receiued and if they be Gods gifts why doe we vainely glorie in them as though we had not receiued them Why doe we glorie in them and preferre our selues before poore sinners whom we looke upon with disdaigne who are happly farre better then we in the sight of God Let such as stand looke that they fall not Let our eyes be fixed vpon our owne defects leauing God to iudge our neighbour to whom he stands or falls THE SECONDE POINTE. I fast twice a weeke I giue tythes of all I possesse c. CONSIDER that pride still ascends and gaynes ground The Pharisie had alreadie in his owne esteeme freed himselfe from all stayne of sinne what rests for his pride but to preach his owne vertues that so Christian iustice might appeare accomplished in him I faste twice a weeke saith he I giue tithes of all I possesse not of the fruites of the earth onely according to the prescript of the lawe but euen of all without exception Affection Looke vpon this vaine boasting my soule with horrour and carefully striue to auoyde that dangerous shelfe of presumption vpon which so many apparently deuoute soules perish What euer good workes we doe how vertuous resolutions soeuer we make finde we neuer so much feruour facilitie and spirituall delight in the practise of vertue and goodnesse let vs still distruste in our selues hartily acknowledging that we are nothing we haue nothing we can doe nothing of our selues not so much as thinke one good thought but all our sufficiencie is from God hauing all-wayes in our mouthes with the holy Church Deus in adiutorium meum intende Domine ad adiunandum me festina THE SECONDE MEDITATION FOR THE SAME SVNDAY The Publican standing a farre off would not so much as lift vp his eyes towards heauen THE FIRST POINT CONSIDER in this poore Publican the perfect picture of a true penitent He stands a farre off as iudging himselfe vnworthy to come neere the Altar he dares not so much as lift vpp his eyes to heauen because shame and confusion had couered his countenance to haue offended so great a Maiestie he knockes his breast where sinne was conceiued and seemes to take reuenge of himselfe He beseeches God to be mercyfull to him a sinner exposing his miserie onely for Gods mercy to magnifie it selfe vpon Affection Let vs not my soule be ashamed to learne of this poore publicane what dispositions we ought to bringe with vs when we goe to sue to the dreadefull maiestie of God for remission of our sinnes Nay rather let vs blush that after so longe practise in spiritualitie we fall short of that poore sinner after so much light so many heauenly inspirations so many helpes and assistances which he neuer had And yet while our eyes lye open to euery distraction his with confusion are fixed vpon the ground not daring to looke vpon the heauens he takes reuenge vpon the breaste wherin sinne was conceiued and makes humbly confessed miserie alone pleade for mercy THE SECONDE POINTE. Be mercyfull to me a sinner CONSIDER the contrarie effects of the farre contrarie proceedings of the proude Pharisie and humble Publican The Pharisie came with his hart full swolne with proud iustice and returned with his hands emptie The publican came loaden with humble iniustice and an emptie hart and he returnes with
his hands full and is iustified The Pharisie preaches his owne iustice innocencie and vertues and yet returnes humbled The Publican is so farre from pretending iustice innocencie or vertue that he pleads onely his pouertie and sinfulnesse and relyes wholy on Gods mercy and he returnes home exalted Affection Let vs my soule haue as high conceipts as we will of our owne aduancement in vertue and good actions pride will neuer preuayle with God nay it will insensibly leade vs into confusion God alwayes disperses the proude in the conceipt of his hart and exaltes the humble Those he sends away with emptie handes these he replenishes with good thinges For loe the poore vnderualued despised Publican who found none of his owne iustice but his true pouertie and miserie to pleade his cause returnes iustified while the Pharisie is sent away with confusion THE FIRST MEDITATION FOR THE XI SVNDAY AFTER WHITSVNDAY And they bringe to him Christ one deaf and dumme Matt. 7. THE FIRST POINTE. CONSIDER in this deafe and dumme man cured by our Sauiour in his passing by sidon c. the miserable condition of a poore soule which happens often to be both deafe and dumme too The greatest commerce that poore man hath with heauen is either by speaking or hearing I will speake to our Lord though I be but dust and ashes Abraham speake ô Lord for thy seruantheares Psal When the soule falls then into such a lythergie that it neither lists to speake to God by prayer nor to heare God speake to it by his preachers alas in what a lamentable state it is Affection Ah my soule if thou be'st so vnhappie to fall into so dangerous a desease that thou hast neither list to pray nor gust in prayer nor yet inclination to heare or reade the word of God wherby the soule should be strengthend and nourished fayle not to testifie to thy brethren by sighes and sobbs and teares that thou lyest sicke of the palsie and art sore tormented Procure at least some good soule to goe thy errand for thee and signifie to our mercyfull Sauiour in what a sadd condition thou art as did the good Centurion for his seruant Thus doe and confidently hope for assistance in Gods good tyme. THE SECONDE POINTE They besought him Christ that he would impose his hand vpon him CONSIDER that we are taught by these good people how we ought to behaue our selues towards our distressed brother They did not onely bringe him to our Sauiours presence but they sue for him and preuayle with that God of pittie to touch him with his holie hand and soone after to cure him Affection O my soule how our deare Lord loues that brotherly loue They noe sooner bring this distressed brother of theirs and interceede for him but that mercifull hart is touched with compassion and blesses them and him with the effects of their labours and prayers for his eares were opened and he spoke right Let vs hence learne neuer to feare to leaue the dearest deuotious we haue to afforde offices of brotherly charitie to our afflicted brother What we doe to them in qualitie of brothers of Christ we doe to Christ THE SECONDE MEDITATION FOR THE SAME SVNDAY And taking him from the multitude apart c. THE FIRST POINTE. CONSIDER that Christ tooke the Dumme man apart from the multitude before he perfectly cured him to teach vs that there is noe better way to cure our neighbours or our selues in case of our spirituall deafnesse and dumnesse then to quitt the multitude and to betake vs to some holy retreate There will Christ speake loude enough to be heard by the deafest eares there will he make the tongues of the dumme speake loude enough too to be heard by him there will the cure be absolutly wrought the eares being immediatly opened and the string of the tongue being loosed Affection I will leade her the faithfull soule into the wildernesse and I will speake to her harte The wildernesse my soule where our deafenesse ought to be cured is our chamber or Celle There the world is silent and breakes not our heades with its idle tumults and rumours but leaues God his turne to speake There he breakes through our deafnesse saying not to our eares but to our hartes I not the world am thy saluation and sayes it so that we heare it There it is too that he makes our dumnesse speake vnto him saying O deare Lord thou haste made me to thy selfe and for thy selfe and thence it is that wander where I will I am at vnrest and euen wearied out till I returne to thee Thou hast made my soule capable of thy immensitie and noe lesse thinge then thy selfe can or shall euer saciate that large capacitie Da mihi te redde mihi te For this will I day lie crye Thou art my harts repose Darke night 's my day in thee In solitude my God's A multitude to me THE SECONDE POINTE He doth all thinges well making the deafe to heare and the dumme to speake CONSIDER the exceeding gratitude of those good people for a temporall benefit and that done not to themselues neither but to their neighbour while we hardly take notice of so many spirituall ones done to our selues euery day They though otherwise commanded to tell noe body cannot conteyne themselues but they crye it out to euery body with ioy and wonderment freely publishing that he doth all thinges well making the deafe to heare and the dumme to speake Affection O my Lord my life and my dearest delight what is any man able to say of thee bearing any proportion to the multitude of thy mercys shewed to man shall we therfor be silent ô noe for woe be to them who are silent in thy prayse since euen they who speake most therof may be acounted to be but euen dumbe I am my deare Lord thy redeemed slaue thou haste thundered through my deafenesse and broken my bonds asunder Let my harte and my tongue praise thee and let all my bowells say ô Lord who is like to thee say therfor my soule if I forgett thee let my right hand be forgotten let my tongue cleaue to my iawes if I doe not remember thee and place thee in the begininge of all my ioyes THE FiRST MEDITATION FOR THE XII SVNDAY AFTER WHITSVNDAY Blessed are the eyes which see what you see Luc. 10. THE FIRST POINTE. CONSIDER how great a Blessing it was indeede for a companie of poore fisher men to behold God incarnated fimiliarly to conuerse with him to discourse with him in a friendly manner to sitt at table and eate and drinke with him to be the hearers of the sacred words which streamed from his diuine lipps to be companions of his labours c. To see him in earth a milde Emmanuel whom the Cherubins and Seraphins adore with trembling in heauen Affection Certes my soule this was a great blessing and a thinge ardently breathed after by the Patriarkes and Prophetes who cryed out come
burnt that thundred that sent out beames of glorie there here is nailed to a Crosse and ignominiously dying betwixt two theeues vpon the toppe of Mount Caluarie Affect Ibo videbo visionem hanc grandem I will vp to Caluarie and see this great sight for it is not as some conceiued the frame of the Vniuerse that is about to be dissolued but the very God of nature which suffers and is readie to dye Dye then my soule dye to this world and to all its concupiscences and dye with this deare Lord and Master of thine Ah my dying Lord ô my crucified Loue Let my eyes and thoughts loath their wonted vanities and fill them selues full of this daunting obiect of a dying God O my crucified Loue let me be nayled to the Crosse with thee neuer seeking to be freed from that tye But grant that all the rest of my life in flesh I may liue in the faith of the sonne of God true God who loued me and deliuered vp himselfe for me Resolution Neuer regard among vvhom thou art numbered so thy actions be Christian Loue to be reputed for nothing c. THE XIX MEDITATION Of our Christian bloody sacrifice vpon Mount Caluarie 1. Point COnsider how at length we haue mett with such a Bishop as we had absolute neede of as S. Paule saith à Bishop who is holy innocent vnspotted separated from sinners who hauing no neede to sacrifice for his owne sinnes wholy imployes it for the redemption of ours Behold him ready to performe this great sacrifice to his heauenly father in his owne blood Caluarie is the vast Temple lying open to the whole world the Crosse the Altar him selfe the Preist and Hoste and that infinite charitie of his heauenly hart to man the fire which burnes all into an Holocaust Affect O dolefull ioyfull Mysterie thy Christ ô Christian is readie to sacrifice himselfe What fountaines of teares are not due to such an ignominious death But it is for thy sake for thy redemption what consolation what ioy Weepe then weepe vpon thy dying spouse yes for his dolours deserue seas of teares yet weepe not so as those others who haue no hope for thou hast mett with a gracious Redeemer a plentifull redemption which is euen at hand to witt our high Priest is gone vp to the high Altar and is readie to put downe his blood more then the price of a thousand worlds While this Abels blood out-speakes his brothers crime Mans malice was not able to committ what Gods mercie was able to expiate Our sinns are great ô Lord huge great we confesse it we pleade guiltie But our Priest is holy vnspotted innocent innocencie it selfe And he is readie for vs poore sinners to paie-backe what he tooke not awaie to appease thy wrath which he neuer prouoked Looke vpon this innocent obedient sonne of thine and pardon the crimes and disobediences of thy poore seruant who of himselfe is altogether insoluable 2. Point Consider that whereas other Bishops goe richly adorned to the Altar poore Christ is turned quite naked to the worke making his publike confusion the ornament which ought to rauish the harts of men and Angells to see their God and ours who couers beautifies and adornes all thinges exposed naked to the eyes and scorne of all the world to couer our confusion to hide our shame and to recouer vs againe the white garment of originall iustice which we lost in our first father Affect Neuer is a Christian man so gloriously adorned in the eyes of God Angells and Men as when he neglects or depriues him selfe of all ornaments by Christs example and for his loue Neuer doe we so neerly resemble Christ nor so securely approch to his holy sacrifices as when we find our selues turned naked not only from all interest humane respects selfe-esteeme and selfe loue but from our dearest desires and best beloued affections to certaine practises of pietie aduancement in verue by meanes of our owne choice whereas our more purified and Christian-like desires indeed ought to be an absolute indifferencie and intire dependence of Gods good pleasure affecting that in all things his holy name be sanctified his raigne be magnified his blessed will be accomplished and glorified for euer whether by our nakednesse confusion ignominie or good fame Resolution We vvill disingage our selues of all other interests but Gods blessed vvill alone THE XX. MEDITATION Our Sauiour stripped naked and putt vpon the Crosse 1. Point COnsider how this publik confusion was accompaigned with excessiue paines for the barbarous rudenesse inhumanitie and crueltie of the soldiers doe not so much teare off the fleece as the very skinne and flesh of the delicate and tender lambe which muttered not against those that shore him and ledd him to slaughter If at the piller their inhumanitie inflicted wounds without number at the Crosse their inraged violence teares them all into one while they snatche off the garment which stickes to the goarie blood of them all Affect Ah my soule let vs here behold the man againe who is placed naked before our eyes He is thy dearest spouse but thy spouse of blood whose sufferances find no end He is thy hartes only delight who is now made an obiect of horrour to thine eyes It is he who was beautifull farre before all the sonns of men and behold he is wholy deformed all couered ouer with wounds and fresh springs of blood shewre downe from euery part and now there is noe beautie in him nor comlinesse Nay he is as it vvere a Leper strucken by God and humbled Towitt we all straied like lost sheepe and this lambe takes all our iniquities vpon him Let vs not then at least spare dropps of guiltie teares where he spends fountaines of innocent blood 2. Point Consider how these vile slaues extend the King of Glorie thus naked thus deformed thus fleaed and torne thus cruelly crowned vpon the ignominious wood with as much barbarousnesse and brutalitie as their diuellish malice could inuent and then with great and rude nailes digge through his hands and feete Foderunt manus meas pedes meos as the prophet longe before had expressed it racking out his armes with huge violence to force them to their designed places vpon the Crosse so that one might count all his bones dinumerauerunt omnia ossa mea Affect O my deare Iesus what excessiue shame confusion and torments must I needs conceiue thou here indurest for the sinfull soule of me thy poore vnworthy lost seruant while I see the waight of thy whole bodie riue the wounds of thy sacred hands and feete still wider and wider Thy bones vnioynted thy veines and sinewes forced to an vniust length My hart my hart where art thou on what thinkest thou while thy innocent Master thus suffers for thy sake without complaint without murmuring one word Is it thus that we suffer infinitly lesse things for his sake and in contemplation hereof Resolution I vvill neuer forgett these huge
and Will say thy will be done And with your Holy father Inflame and pearce the very marrow of my dull hart with those saueing fires of thyne and let the flame of thy holy feruour drie vp and consume the peccant humours of my body and mynd 2. POINT Consider then that it was loue indeede buring loue and charitie that brought downe this silent word this beautifull saluation-weeping-child this King this metamorphized God of ours It was the immense and eternall loue of the Father and the son the holy Ghost by which he was conceiued in the sacred and pure Wombe of this Virgine Mother T was loue that brought him out Loue that lodged him in this poore cottage Loue that swadled him in poore cloutes Loue that layd him in this manger And loue of vs poore lost miserable sinfull men Propter nos homines for vs men assures faith and for our saluation he descended from heauen For his exceeding great charitie with which he loued the World saith the great Apostle Affec Oh what a hote batterie doth Loue lay to our soule what doth this full inflamed expression of loue say to our hartes but dilectus mens mihi the beloued soule of man is myne And what should or can man reply but ego illi Yes deare Lord thyne I am intirely and thou shalt be myne for euer my part my portion my substance the one thing which I onely desire my deare delight in tyme and eternitie What doth this say but deliciae meae esse cum filiis hominum My delightes are to be with the sonnes of men And what shall the lost sonnes of men say but our dearest delightes are and shall euer be to be with the sonne of God His loue to me hath made him being the lord and Master stoope below men and lye amongst brute beastes and shall not my Loue to him being but a poore sinfull seruant make me in true desire lye vnder the feete of all men Thy charitie and example doth vrge me to loue thee and by thy precept I am oblidged to it But yet alas who is able to loue thee but by thyne owne gift Giue then ô Lord what thou cōmandest and command what thou wilt THE FOVRTH MEDITATION Of Humilitie Christs first lesson in the stable I. POINT COnsider that if Charitie brought him downe from heauen it was humilitie which was to entertayne him in earth If charitie made the son of God become the son of man it was humilitie which made the mother of God become the handmayd of God and man If the bowells of Gods mercy Iesus Christ begotten from all Eternitie was sent downe humilitie was to be the ladder by which he was to descēd for he beheld that is approued the humilitie of his hand-mayde And as mans humilitie or abiection was the first thinge which mercy looked vpon from heauen so was it the first lesson which he taught in earth against that great sinne which was the begining of all mischeife both in heauen and in earth To thend that as God looking vpon mans abiection became man so man by looking vpon and imitating the abiection and humiliation of a God might be raysed to the dignitie of an Angell or a God indeede and so be published happie for euer by all Nations Aff. Ah poore miserable man neuer esteeme thou begins to learne any thing aright in this schoole of Christianitie vnlesse thou beginst where Christ began Neuer thinke thou hast learned any thing till thou hast taken out this first lesson for what is said by S. Paule of charitie is also verified saith Sainte Augustine of humilitie If I should transporte mountaines giue all my goodes to the poore and euen my body it selfe to burne and yet want humilitie it profits me nothing O infinite mercy boundlesse charitie abismall humilitie who is he that vpon the disclosing of those bowells of Mercy which brought Maiestie downe into miserie abiection humiliation who is he I say that will not humble himselfe Resolution My eyes shall be alwayes sett vpon this hūble Maiestie and myne owne miserie that in the acknowledgement of that truth I may euer truly humble my selfe for his sake and in imitation of him be below all his creatures c. I. POINT Consider that this vile stable this narrow manger this comon place of shelter for brute beastes this oxe and Asse this eternitie not a day old this disguise or forme of a seruant these infant teares seeme to say to the eye and by the eye to the hart which afterwardes he shall with his owne mouth expresse in words Learne of me because I am myld and humble of hart My Litle children Learne of me your God become a litle child a lesson shutt vp from the wise and prudent of the world and left to me in my litlenesse to reueale it to litle ones because I am myld and humble of hart not in word and exteriour comportement onely but in effect with hart and affection Aff O Angells of heauen is this the Maiestie which you incessantly prayse whom the Dominatiōs adore whom the powers dreade with trembling whom the heauens ând heauenly vertues the Cherubines and Seraphins neuer cease to proclaine Holy Holy Holy O Kinge of Angells is this thyne owne onely sonne equall to thy selfe in Maiestie whom we see in a manger among brute beastes cold weeping abiect iust like one of vs O deare Sauiour or mylde son of the highest how low how lowe doth thy humilitie descend and withall how high doth thy charitie burne vp in this action O vaine mā what will euer be able to worke downe thy proude harte if the humilitie of a God will not doe it if power become impotent if strength growen infirme cannot preuayle Ah what is more strāge more detestable more greeuously punis-hable then that when we behold him that is the highest in the kindome of God made the least and lowest in this kingdome of men for mans example and loue man will yet be puft vp and remayne high in selfe-esteeme THE SECONDE MEDITATION For the same day I. POINT CCNSIDER againe the circumstances of the stable manger c. and you will find that where humilitie is practised her sister Obedience is not farre absent If Christ by all these thinges preache perfecte humilitie it is in order to Obedience He humbled himselfe being made Obediēt saith the great Aplostle If the stable be poore Manger narrow c. he therfore humbly endures them because such is his heauenly fathers will As my father cōmanded me so I doe I came downe from heauē not to doe myne owne will but his who sent me Whence S. Paule pronounceth a strange word Though he was the very son of God yet he was to learne Obedience by what he suffered here below being other wise as God equall to his heauenly father and as such could not obey Aff. Haue we thē a true desire to imitate our Sauiour Iesus Christ Let vs then humbly obey him and by his
my deare Iesu and I am still desiring to loue thee more and more For in verie deade thou art sweeter then any honie more nourishing then any milke more delicious then all that is delightfull O inflamed Loue who art euer burning and art neuer quenched doe thou inflame me Let me I say be wholy inflamed by thee that so I may wholy loue thee For alas he loues thee too little who loues any thing with thee which he loues not for thee Come deare Iesu come into my soule which thou thy selfe hast prepared towards the receiuing of thee through the desire wherwith it was inspired by thee Enter into it I beseech thee and make it fit for thy selfe that as thou hast made it and redeemed it thou maist also possesse it and place thy selfe as a seale vpon it Giue me thy selfe ô my God restore thy selfe to me for all thinges which are not my verie God are nothing to me I loue thee ô my god I loue thee and if it be yet too litle ah make me loue thee more and more ardently Who am I and who art thou deare Lord who am I I say that the King of heauen the God that made me should come to visite me Alas my Lord I am not ignorant but I loue I am not presumtuous but I loue I euen quake to approach to thee but alas without thee I quite languish and dye Great indeede is my miserie yet infinitly greater is thy mercy And whither my euer mercifull Lord should my languishing Soule run from thee but to thee O that I were able to receiue thee with that humilitie obedience loue and feruour that thy Sacred Virgine Mother conceiued thee O that I had the burning loue of an Angell to receiue thee the foode of Angells O thou spouse of my soule come quickly unto me Come wound my hart with thy loue Come take vp thy mansion and repose in my poore breast Come sweete Iesu come away delay noe longer the hart which thou louest is infirme and languisheth for thy presence Come health come life come thou onely desire of my soule Immediatly before receiuing say O my soule behold thy spouse is coming Goe out and meete him He is thy Creatour thy Lord thy King thy father thy Pastour thy Phisitian thy Crucified Loue Iesus-Christ who louingly payd downe his owne pretious bloud for thy ransome and leaues himselfe wholy for thy foode Aspirations c. presently after receiuing I Haue found thee I haue found thee whom my hart loues nor shalt thou depart from me but lodge betweene my breastes I hold thee I possesse thee I inioy thee in this narrow cottage of my hart whom the heauens cannot comprehend O kisse me with a kisse of thy heauenly sweete mouth my deare Iesu for thy breastes are better then the most deliciously parfumed wine Thy name is oyle powred out thy voyce sweete thy face comely and thou art wholy faire and desiderable O bread of life bread of Angells sanctuarie of soules O sweet and secreete comforter of holy hartes O heauenly Spouse ô Iesu my dearest loue O riches of the soule solace of the afflicted foode of the famished O my ioy my glorie and all my Beatitude Noe other nation had euer their Gods so neere to them as our God is neere to vs who comes himselfe to feede vs with his glorious body and bloud O vnspeakable grace ô admirable fauour ô infinite Charitie What is this that I feele what fire is this that inflames my hart How sweetly doth it heare How secreetly doth it shine How delightfully doth it burne O Goodnesse Goodnesse Goodnesse so old and so new Too late too late alas haue I loued thee who art indeede my onely deare and saciating delight Resolutions after receiuing 1. Since by a mercy neuer sufficiently admired I haue receiued God himselfe as a pledge of his excessiue loue to me The whole loue of my poore hart shall be continually imployd to render him loue for loue Being daigned with his loue I will noe more stoope downe to the loue of creatures but in him and for him 2. Since I haue receiued thy selfe as a Memoriall of all thy wonders my memorie shall be wholy imployed to represēt vnto my thoughtes the abismall humiliations and sweete Mysteries of thy Natiuitie the diuine lessons and labours and wonders of thy blessed life the ineffable torments contempts abandonements and patience of thy bitter passion the singular dearenesse of thy pretious bloud powred out for me thy Law of loue thy innumerable benefits and graces heaped vpon me c. 3. Since I haue had the happinesse to be fedd with the foode of Angells I will neuer more so vnhappily debase my selfe as prodigally to feede with swine I will not after so noble a banket fall vpon dunge c. But rather Angell-like incessantly with hunger of hart feede of that foode and sing his prayses Pronouncing many tymes especially that day My beloued hath testified to my hart that he is myne and I am his His delightes are to be with me and myne shall euer be to be with him I will peirce the heauens with my hart and in my cogitations I will alwayes be with my God My beloued shall be to me a posie of Myrre and shall dwell betwixt my breastes Stay with vs ô Lord stay with vs because it growes late We perish ó Lord we perish and better it is we should not be then be without thee My God and my all A way how to exercise a louing and filiall sorow continually for the greatest sinnes of our life past O Deare Iesu woe is me that euer I did offend thee Alas my dearest Lord it had bene but iust if I had bene lost for euer But thy myld mercy preuented me Yes my soule it was indeede the meere mercy of our Lord that we were not consumed Nisi quia Dominus adiuuit me paulo minus habitasset in inferno anima mea Had not our Lord assisted me by his speciall grace my soule had bene litle lesse at this houre then inhabitant of Hell Yet in that mercy I am humbly confident thou art now with me because I haue conceiued a firme purpose to amende my life in generall and such and such a fault or imperféction in particular making a reflection of what fault most raignes in your hart remayne therfor with me dearest Father and I le remayne with thee And will not be separated from thee for euer For alas my deare Sauiour without thee I am neither able to aduance one foote nor euen stay where I am since in verie deede without thee I am nothing I haue nothing I can doe nothing There is nothing that is good either from me or in me or by me But all good flowes eternally from that vast Ocean of thy essentiall Goodnesse Grant therfor deare Iesu that I may liue in thee and to thee and that I may dye to the world and to all its pompes and vanities and euen to all
with him in the Apocalipse that we are rich and inriched and want nothinge since indeede we are misers and miserable and poore and blind and naked Let vs render humble thankes that he permitts vs with so much goodnesse to make vse of what is his and by the good management therof to treasure vp for eternitie THE SECONDE POINTE. CONSIDER that since we are not masters but Bailifes onely and as such lyable to render accompt how much it behoues vs to sitt downe and obserue how we manage all the parts of our farme And first how are the goods of our bodyes imployed as our health our strength our beautie our fiue senses 2. how those of our mynde as our vnderstanding our will our memorie 3. how those of fortune as our moneys our Lands c. Are not the first happly rather imployed to offend then please our good Land-Lord Are not the seconde in lieu of conuersing aboue with the Angells dissipated vpon vaine curiosities and follies And are not the third in steede of the purchace of heauen mispent vpon iniquitie Affection Alas my soule how often hath that actiuitie strength and bodiln beautie while they made me gratefull in the eyes of men rendered me disloyall and disagreeable in the eyes of God vpon what vnworthy obiects haue myne eyes bene frequently fixed What vanities c. haue not myne eares bene filled with How ignobly haue those noble endowments of the soule wherby we approche neere to the dignitie of an Angell bene imployed vpon earth and earthlinesse how prodigally haue we not spent our meanes to buy vanitie and sinne which was lent vs to feede the poore Let 's after this manner cast vp our accompts and we shall find a strange waste we haue made of our Masters goods THE SECONDE MEDITATION FOR THE SAME SVNDAY What heare I this of thee to witt that thou haste wasted my goods Luc. 16. THE FIRST POINTE. CONSIDER how often our good Land-Lord cryes out to our eares and hartes by his word his preacher and priuate inspirations reproching vs with the wasting of his goods to make vs beware before we come to the rendering of the accompt indeede graciously seeming as it were vnwilling to surprise vs saying what is this I heare of thee nay which I see in thee with an all-seeing eye which cannot be deceiued Affection Alas my soule deney it we can not Our owne conscience is as an hundred witnesses to vs. Such and such reflecting in particular wastes I haue longe made The desires and delightes of my harte which should haue bene Gods part I haue dissipated vpon imaginations and lyes while thy word ô God stroue to breake through my deafenesse saying Why doe you fall in loue with vanitie and pursue a lye Thy blessed inspirations were redoubled againe and againe reproching my disloyaltie in such and such things c. and I answered those heauenly inuitations from tyme to tyme with a cold and vngratefull cras cras to morrow and to morrow which were extended into monthes and yeares I doubted not but that thy diuine eyes wete still fixed vpon me and yet I feared not while thou lookedst on to mispend and dissipate what I knew was thyne THE SECONDE POINTE. Render an accompt of thy Bailifeshippe CONSIDER that at length our lease which is but for life with our life is expired and infallibly we shall heare render an accompt of thy Bailifshippe The noyse of our vnrulie passions would not permit vs to heare Gods word his cryes were made to deafe eares his diuine inspirations the seedes of beatitude fell vpon rockie or high wayes that is hartes layd open to wordly vanities where they tooke noe roote and behold now after so much pretious tyme mispent we haue but a moment left to make our accompt in vpon which an eternitie of blisle or woe depends Affection That dayes and weekes and monthes and yeares my soule doe passe is a thinge we all doe see and know nor doth tyme past euer returne againe nor can we know how much more is to follow Onely this we know that in this course of tyme euery one shall meete with his last moment and in it as sure as God's in heauen we shall be obliged to render accompt of all the momentes of our life of all in one What would we not then doe my soule to cleare our accompt And what should we not now doe to preuent so dreadfull an expectation Ponder it well and make resolutions accordingly THE FIRST MEDITATION FOR THE NINGTH SVNDAY AFTER WHITSVNDAY Iesus drawing neere Ierusalem and beholding it wept vpon it S. Luc. 9. CONSIDER the greate difference there is betwixt the iudgements of men and those of God Neuer did Ierusalem seeme to be in a more happie state and more iustly to reioyce then when they receiued their Kinge Iesus-Christ withioyfull acclamations and Hosannas yet neuer drew it neerer to its ruine by putting Christ to an infamous death They spredd palmes and oliue branches out of tryumph he teares out of compassion Affection Learne by this my soule to know what rate we ought to putt vpon the ioyes and iollities of this world which are but ordinarily the forerunners of ruine to our soules and haue true sorrowes following them in at the heeles Nay though we receiue Iesus-Christ himselfe into the cities of our soules with more glorious Hosannas and spreading of branches then with serious discernements of the dreade Maiestie we receiue and the true fruites of charitie we are but preparing for Not this man Iesus but Barrabas or tolle tolle crucifige THE SECONDE POINTE. CONSIDER that the Ierusalem indeede vpon which our Saviour wept is our owne vngratefull soules which often turne the abundance of Christs singular fauours to our greater condemnation The greater benefits we receiue the greater gratitude we owe and the greater punishment shall we vndergoe if we answer not to them accordingly What ought he to haue done to his vinyarde his beloued Iewes which he did not doe by being borne and liuing among them by his preaching by his multiplyed miracles And what fauours and graces haue not we too receiued from his holy hand Affection O daugthers of Ierusalem inhabitantes of Sion forgett not to make continuall reflection in what highth of honour you are placed Gods free mercy did not onely extend it selfe to call you to be Christian Catholikes but euen to that which is more noble and deare to be peculiar spouses of Christ whose worke it is to cōuerse with him day and night You haue not onely heard his wotd and heard of his miracles as did the Iewes but your harts by a conquering grace was wrought to beleeue them Beware you neuer permitt ingratitude to drye vp those fountaines of mercy Remember that it was said to the fairest among women If thou know not thy selfe goe forth and follow thy fellowes c. THE SECONDE MEDITATION FOR THE SAME SVNDAY If thou hadst knowne in this thy day CONSIDER that happly we
sooner and more abundantly then we expect what may be conducing to our good will be effected For behold while Christ scarce promiseth the cure of the Princes sonns bodie presently before his returne home the child is cured and he and his whole house are become the faithfull of Christ Ah! how good thou art ô God to such as are right of harte THE FIRST MEDITATION FOR THE XXI SVNDAY AFTER WHITSVNDAY The Kingdome of heauen is likened to a man beinge a Kinge who would make an account with his seruants Matt. 18. FIRST POINT CONSIDER that by the Kinge who would make an account with his seruants is meant the Kinge of heauen and by the seruant who ought him ten thousand Talentes is represented a sinfull soule guiltie of many huge crymes wherof he is not at all in a condition to disingage himselfe And what could such an one expect from a most iust Master but rigour since he had so vniustly and carelessly run into so great arreares To witt his Master commanded that he should be sold he his wife and children and all that he had Affection Alas my soule in what a miserable state is such a guiltie person He may truly say with Iob behold there is noe helpe for me in my selfe All that I finde in my selfe of my selfe is an accursed libertie to heape sinne vpon sinne to contemne the benignitie and humanitie of Christ and finally to treasure vp anger against the day of anger Whither then must I betake my selfe for ayde What meanes must I vse to shelter my selfe against the rigour of the most iust doome which I see readie to be pronounced against me Alas my soule there is noe flight from God but to God from God offended to God appeased from his iustice to his mercy Let then the residue of our life be spent in crying mercy mercy mercy dread lord acknowledging from the bottome of our hartes that it was his mercy alone we were not consumed THE SECONDE POINTE. But the seruant falling downe besought him saying haue patience towards me c. And his master moued with pittie forgaue him the debt CONSIDER that though that badd seruant 's prodigalitie or negligence in contracting so great a debt had putt him into a certaine morall impossibilitie of euer beinge able to paye so immense a summe and consequently made him most iustly lyable to the punishment which was putt vpon him yet was his good Master so mercifull that presently vpon his submission and prayer he was moued with compassion and forgaue him the whole debt howeuer great it was Affection Take courage then my soule be thy crymes in neuer so greate multitudes be thy arreares contracted in what length of tyme so euer Gods mercyes doe infinitly surpasse thy miseries the accursed power of thy malice can neuer exhauste the riches of his free commiserations Behold behold with admiringe loue how the tender harte of that best Master is presently touched and moued to pittie vpon the first submission and sute of his worst seruant and forgiues him not a part but the whole debt Let then all the poore sinfull seruantes of this most indulgent Master with most humbled hartes replenished with gratitude say to him and all the world quoniam bonus quoniam in aeternum misericordia eius THE SECONDE MEDITATION FOR THE SAME SVNDAY This seruant found his fellow-seruant who ought him one hundred pence c. and layd violent hands vpon him and cast him into prison THE FIRST POINTE. CONSIDER the vnmercifulnesse and crueltie of this naughtie seruant and in him lets diligently obserue our selues He ought his Lord an immense summe to witt one hundred and twentie french millions His fellow-seruant ought him a trifle onely to witt one hundred pence He vpon his first submission and humble sute found mercy with his Lord and the remission of the whole debt His fellow-seruant falls downe with noe lesse submission and humble prayer and yet meets with nothing but violence and vttermost rigour Affection Alas my soule is it not thus that we deale with one another notwithstanding the many precepts and examples of mercy giuen vs by our mylde Master Blessed are the mercifull for they shall obteyne mercy I will haue mercy and not a sacryfice And is it not by Gods mercy alone that we are not consumed And yet while we heare mercy so highly commended by God while we so easily find mercy and pardon for many and great crymes at his holy hand we can hardly preuayle with our selues to pardon our brother the smale fault he may happen to committ against vs. Let vs deale my soule as we would desire to be dealt with Vse mercy and we shall not fayle to finde it But iudgement without mercy to him that hath not done mercy assures S. Iames. THE SECONDE POINTE. And deliuers him to the tormenters till he pay the whole debt CONSIDER that when our B. Sauiour finds that neither his precepts nor practice are forcible enough to preuayle with fierce man to doe as he would be done to and pardon one another as we desire to be pardoned by him he waxeth wroth and deliuers that vnmercifull seruante to the Tormenters vntill he repay all the debt For howeuer what God remitts is truly remitted nor doth he iudge twice vpon the same thinge yet the horrible ingratitude and crueltie of the naughtie seruant appeared in the eyes of his iustice so enormious that he looked vpon it as the whole debt of ten thousand talents adding withall that so also his heauenly father will deale with vs if euery one of vs forgiue not his brother from his harte Affection With what measure we measure our brethren it shall be measured backe to vs. If we will needs vse iustice without mercy iustice shall we finde without mercy Ah my soule what a daunting reproche shall it be to vs to heare from a Iudge from whom there is noe appeale thou vngracious seruant I forgaue thee all the debt because thou besoughtest me oughtest not thou then too to haue mercy vpon thy fellow-seruant euen as I had mercy on thee But his mercy freely extended to multitudes of offences committed against a diuine maiestie Should not ours then and from our harte reach at least to a fewe and light faults done against our miserie What replye alas shall we be able to returne to this demande THE FIRST MEDITATION FOR THE XXII SVNDAY AFTER WHITSVNDAY The Pharisies consulted among themselues to intrappe him Iesus in his words Matt. 22. THE FIRST POINTE. CONSIDER that though there be nothinge more conducing to mans good then to haue a docile mynde to take counsell and a readinesse to aduise amongst our selues before we sett vpon any things of moment according to that of the Prouerbes I wisdome dwelle in counsell and againe saluation is found in much counsell So is there nothing more pernicious then when many heades conspire togeither to contriue mischeife to supplante their Christian brother to tempt Christ and
Behold the man a man of dolours a man humbled if euer man were humbled Behold the man nor is he a brute beast but a man and as such might deserue to be looked vpon with an eye of pittie But noe pittie was found for poore Iesus for the High Priest and people hauing seene him cryed out Crucifie him Crucifie him Affect In vaine Pilate in vaine dost thou striue to appease madd men in vaine is reason imployed whete furie raignes in vaine is innocencie pleaded where malice hath resolued the sentence before hand These reproches this pubblike derision these scornefull garments and scepters this crowne of thornes this gorie bloud alreadie powered out will not doe it noe lesse then his sacred harts bloud will be able to glutt their bloudsucking humour Behold thou then the man my soule behold the man who for thy sake is readie to powre euen that out to the last droppe Behold the man I say but behold him in a quite other manner with a hart full of veneration gratitude and compassion resoluing firmely for his loue to be willing to be exposed to what euer scorne disgrace contempt c. THE XV. MEDITATION Vpon the same subiect Cons 1. COnsider Christian yet further and behold this man againe and againe the deeper to imprint this lamentable spectacle in the very bottome of thy hart Pilateinuites thee to behold him a man and in that he tells thee noe newes for thyne eyes reade that in his bloud the most pittifull plight in which thou discouerest him speakes him a frayle poore miserable man to thy hart were it euen of flinte But behold him with the eyes of faith and thou shalt at the same tyme see him a God too And howeuer he appeares at present a worme and not a man by this abismall abiection of his yet is he no other then thy verie God who created thee and is now with all made an obiect of contempt to redeeme thee Affect Deare Lord I behold thee and most willingly acknowledge thee a man yea I cordially venerate imbrace and loue thee as the dearest mildest and best of men euen amidst this thicke cloude of reproches which inuolue thee Yet forgett I not nor blush nor feare to publish the King of glorie vnder thy crowne of thornes the Lord of Maiestie though couered with a mantle of scorne The Authour of order comelynesse and beautie in the midst of thy deformitie and confusion And while I see and touch thy wounds as it were I confidently with S. Thomas professe thee my Lord and my God and with my whole hart fall downe and adore rhee Beseeching thee euen for the same charitie and mercy to engraue the sadd idea I now make of thee so deeply in my hart that conceiuing a sound sense of sorrow and compunction I may neuer more affect to behold any vaine and curious thinges nor eye any lustfull or carnall obiect for euer Cons 2. Consider how painefull reprochfull and ignominious a procession our Sauiour Iesus Christ had of it Hee s taken and ledd like a theefe or malefactour to Annas and there receaues a boxe of the eare Hee s thence haled to Cayphas and there is receaued with reproches spitts blowes and scorne Thence to the Councell where he meetes with iterated iniuries and fowle blasphemies Thence to Pilate where he is loaden with false accusations Thence to Herode where he is treated like a foole in a white garment From thence he is hurried backe againe to Pilate and there a seditious rogue is preferred before him Thence he is trayled into Pilats yeard and whipped Thence by Pilate he is exposed to the peoples scorne in a purple robe and a crowne of thornes wherby not preuayling to appease the iewish rage he causeth him to be ledd into Lichostratus and pronounces sentence of death against Iesus and his owne conscience Affect O deare Iesus what strange indignities are these which thou daignest to suffer for me thy poore and miserable seruant thy rebellious subiect thy prodigall sonne Ah how powerfully doe these things preach to a hart that hath anie sense of Christianitie left in it what is it that man should finde strange to suffer after these prodigious sufferances of his God who made and created him Thou art happly true and honnest neither dost wrong thy neighbour in thoughts wordes nor worke yet thou art reputed a theefe a malefactour c. So was thy God Thy best actions are misconstrued and paid with reproches blowes and iniuries so were thy Gods Thou art made a scorne to others they make thee passe for a foole thou art openly derided calumniated falsely accused vniustly condemned whilst thou art indeede innocent and acknowledged to be such euen by those that condemne thee and is not here thy Christ thy God innocencie it selfe so dealt withall too for thy loue for thy example Endeuour to print this deepely in thy hart to haue it readie vpon accasions making a firme resolution patiently to endure such and such things as are wont to trouble thee for Christ his loue that by imitation thou maist become like to thy Master THE XVI MEDITATION Hovv Iesus carried his heauie Crosse tovvards Caluarie Cons 1. COnsider that the sentence is pronounced not because iustice would haue it so but the people for Pilate finds him who is iudged a iust man Iesus is deliuered ouer to their wills and dye he must And that of a death both for the kind and manner of it most ignominious that it might so be sutable to the rest of their violences Iewrie knowes noe death more disgracefull then that of the Crosse Vpon the Crosse then Iesus must dye Nature knowes nothing more barbarous then to compell a sentenced person to beare the instruments of his owne punishment to the place of execution vpon his owne shoulders and yet a heauie loade of a Crosse about 15. or sixteene foote longe is placed vpon the poore Isaacs backe Ah my soule what a sadd sentence is this Thy innocent Iesus thy spouse of bloud thy God must dye Crucifie him Crucifie him is the generall voyce of Hierusalem and dye he must It is not onely Pilates iniustice will haue it so but his heauenly Fathers mercy hath resolued it so in the Court of Heauen and his obedient sonne in earth hath charitie abundantly enough to performe it O what a strange conspiracie is here for the same thing to witt the death of Iesus but by how diuers ends and meanes and motiues Pilate is lead by iniustice least he might appeare an enemy to Cesar The people by rage to raze his memorie out of the earth But God the Father by mercy to saue the world and to glorifie his innocent sonne The sonne by louing obedience to magnifie his Fathers mercy in redeeming man that man might for euer singe Gods Mercyes Cons Consider how the meeke Lambe who came to take away the sinnes of the world is ledd out as a sheepe to slaughter He mutters not he murmurs
inferiour motiues We offer gale to Christ when we complie with the world more then with his loue We offer a mixed cuppe of vineger and gale when we thinke to serue God and Mammon to liue piously and yet follow our owne inclinations passions and pleasures In fine we offer vineger and gale to Christ when knowing much we performe but litle knowing his blessed will we endeuour not to accomplish the same 2. Point Considera Noe sooner was this inhumane and barbarous present made but my sweete Sauiour pronounced againe Consummatum est all is consummated or ended All the ancient sacrifices types and figures For here the true Abel is slaine by his owne brother The harmelesse Ioseph is sold to the Ismaelites The saueing Noe is turned naked and mocked by his owne children The innocent Isaac is sacrificed by his owne father being otherwise the same Fathers onely hope and ioy So that vpon the Crosse we find the accomplishment of them all Affect To witt my soule our deare all-sauing Noe may seeme to conceiue the Deluge ouer because he drawes neere to the periode of his life sending out this voyce as a gentle doue to bring the good tydings of the same All is accomplished Our peace my soule is neere vpon the point of being concluded with his heauenlie father Our saluation is neere at hand O how many haue desired to see what we now see and to heare the Consummatum est which we haue the happinesse now to heare and yet saw and heard it not Resolution We wil be for euer thankfull for this so singular a grace which God out of his free mercy pleased to bestow vpon vs. THE XXVIII MEDITATION Of the same subiect 1. Point COnsideration All is accomplished or fulfilled All the Prophecies He hath giuen his body to the strikers and his cheekes to those that boxed them He hath not turned his face away from rebukers and spitters He hath bene despised and made the most abiect of men He hath borne our infirmities we haue seene him as à leper and strucken of God He hath putt vpon him the iniquities of vs all He hath bene offered because he himselfe would and opened not his mouth He hath bene ledd as a sheepe to slaughter and as a lambe before his shearer His soule hath laboured he hath bene reputed with the wicked and deliuered his soule vp vnto death As the Prophete longe agoe foretold We haue seene him in his thirste presented with vineger and gale We haue seene lotts cast vpon his garments We haue seene him à worme and not a man a reproche of men and out-caste of the people We haue seene him compassed with calues and dogges and beseiged by fatt bulls We haue heard him crye out my God my God why hast thou forsaken me Euen as it was foretold by Dauid Affect Is it not true then my soule that all is consummated all the Prophecies fulfilled Is it not true that sicut audiuimus sic vidimus that what was foretold we haue seene accomplished Is it not true that all these testimonies are made but too too credible exceeding apparant to all the world But ah my Iesu thou dearest Authour and Consummatour of our faith Is it not true too that thou didst strugle through strange cōtradictions the while for my sinnes for my saluation for the loue of me Ah this consummation was purchaced at too too deare a rate If euer I forgett these abismall labours let my right hand be forgotten and let my tongue sticke to my iawes if I euer cease to magnifie these ineffable mercyes of thyne 2. Point Consideration All is accomplished in fine to witt the whole law for our good law giuer came not to breake the lawe but to accomplishe it nor is the accomplishment of the Law any other thinge but the loue of God and our neighbour nor can any expresse a greater loue then to lay downe his life and such a life the life of a God not for friends neither but for enemyes for vnworthy seruants for loste slaues and that too in circumstances of greatest tormentes abismall abandonnements infamie and scorne Affect Yes the Law is indeed accomplished my soule since loue is the fulnesse accomplishment and perfection therof as to dye for the beloued is the fulnesse and perfection of loue Our louing Lawgiuer then hath performed his owne law in perfection since he dyes for loue and that not for his friendes onely but euen for his enemyes euen while they persecuted him to death Ah how pure how generous how disinteressed is this loue of his He finds himselfe forsakem by his Father and yet he is noe lesse readie to dye for his loue and honour He finds vngratefull man paying his loue and labours with iniuries and yet for his loue he will lay downe his life This ought to be the rule of our proceeding We must not lesse loue and serue God because he seemes some tymes to leaue vs in afflictions in temptations c. nor leaue off to loue our neighbour because he renders euil for good Noc for our ayme and obligation is to accomplishe the lawe with Christ and the accomplishment of the law is loue THE XXIX MEDITATION 1. Point COnsideration Finally all is consummated his obedience to his heauenly father euen vnto death and the death of the crosse All the great worke of mans redemption imposed vpon him and imbraced by him with such an infinite measure of charitie that he was pressed and oppressed by the same till he accomplished it All his labours and paynes and dolours All the mysteries of infirmitie and documents of vertue Affect It s true my deare Sauiour the lesson of obedience is cōsummated Thou hast left vs so perfect à paterne of it that contempt scorne ignominie tormentes death it selfe could not shake it Thou hast bene in labours from thy youth and thy paynes and dolours haue increased with thy yeares Thou hast past through all the Mysterie and as I may say all the miseries of infirmitie a cold stable a hard manger a locke of hay poore cloutes heate cold hunger thirst and much bodily wearinesse And thou hast left vs all the documents of vertue of humilitie myldnesse pouertie patience c. so that thou mightest wel say to mans hart what could I haue done to my vinyarde which I haue not done And we should as we might most iustlie answer nothing deare Lord for thou hast absolutly performed all that might be glorious to thy heauenly father all that might conduce to our plentifull redemption and spirituall instruction and putt the highest commendations vpon thy loue to poore man that could be putt by cruel torments streames of bloud and the most infamous death of a God 2. Point Consideration Hitherto hath my sweete Sauiour looked vpon his heauenly father as a sterne Iudge by whom he is smitten as he himselfe professes saying propter scelera populi mei percussi eum for the sinnes of my people I strucke him By whom
Iustice exacted satisfaction and his mercie found the meanes which to effect he spared not his owne onely sonne but deliuered him vp to death for vs all Nay but euen Christ himselfe too both accepted the hard commission and complyed with the painfull dutie and willingly offered himselfe vp If then sinne gaue the cause if mercy found out the meanes if transcendant chartiie executed the office by the death of a God deteste sinne my soule extolle that so admirable mercy and magnifie that boundlesse charitie for euer And least we who are most concerned may seeme least sensible let vs take a deepe share with all the creatures in this dolefull mourning If there be any sense of mans miserie left in vs if any gratitude for greatest mercy if any loue for most admirable charitie weepe my soule weepe If thou art a sunne for light brighnesse and beautie farre beyond all the other creatures eclipse thy glorie for a while in lamentations If a Temple of God burst in peeces If earth and ashes putt thy mouth into thy dust weepe in thy ashes and let thy earth quake to see thy God dye If thy hart be euen a rocke let it rend in peeces at least with the rockes laying a close seige to it make the Crosse the hammer and the nayles the wedges to riue it à sunder If it be yet harder then the rockes and be growen to the hardnesse of a diamāt which nothing but bloud can mollifie oh take the streames of the innocent bloud of the Lambe and applie it continually till it relent and bring out a shewre of teares at the king of heauens funeralls who dyed for our loue 2. Point Consideration O all yee that passe by the way attend and see whether there be any sorow like my sorowe cryes out our Sauiour by the mouth of mournefull Ieremie O all you spouses of Christ then ô all you Christian hartes doe not slightly passe by or passe ouer this saddest sight but make a stoppe ponder deeply feelingly obserue whether there was euer sorrowe comparable to the sorrow of your deare Lord and spouse who lyes deade for your loue deuoyde of all beautie and comelinesse For we haue seene him all disuigoured and deformed contemptible miserable and the last of men a worme and not a man a man of dolours and ouerloaden with all the extremitie of miseries We haue seene him like a leprous person to the eyes of all men strucken by God and made abiect Affect And yet my soule this last and most dolourous of men was in the Begining without Begining before the Angells yet were his owne souueraigne ioy and Beatitude O what a huge distance there is betwixt that Begining and this ignominious dolourous and dismale end He was there selfe-happie or happinesse is selfe here miserable and ablect There framinge all thinges all the vaste varietie of creatures of nothing here forsaken by all his creatures and reduced to nothing there before the day starre inhabiting an inaccessible light here dyinge and deade in darknesse O prodigious change of the Highest by the hand of the Highest O daunting disproportion betweene such a Begining and such an End O then at least le ts attend and see vvhether there be any sorovve like his sorrovve Resolution My beloued spouse shall be to me a posie of mirre and shall for euer dwell betwixt my breastes THE XXXII MEDITATION Our Sauiours side is opened by the Lance. 1. Point COnsider that as Christs loue and the iewes malice goe on and increase euen till death so rest they not there but euen out-liue death it selfe He is now subiect to noe more paines his soule being departed yet he is subiect to more iniuries his dead body is capable of more wounds markes of more malice in them and more dearenesse in him to whom nothing happened by accident Yet thy malice profits thee not ô cruell Iewe. since thou hurtest not him and thou profitest me All thinges concurre to the aduantage of those that loue him whom you hate Affect Ah deare Lord thy charitie is boundlesse It leades thee with ioy to death for ioy being proposed vnto him he sustayned the Crosse saith S. Paule It victoriously raignes in death and ouer death It out-liues death Ah was it not enough to haue payd the first droppe of thy pretious bloud which was more then sufficient to haue redeemed a thousand worlds vnlesse thou payedst the laste droppe too O too too plentifull a price O too too diuinely deare and prodigall a loue which payes an infinitie of millions more then is due prouing Christs loue to be incomparably greater then the Iewes malice and his mercy infinitly out-speaking mans miserie 2. Point Consideration We wanted not indeede streames of innocent bloud wherin to washe our leprosie and to cure the deepest wounds of our soule We wanted not deare argumentes and euen open conuictions of infinite loue since we saw our selues written as it were in his bored hands But we wanted as yet the best treasure which was left for Longinus his launce to open We wanted an open side for our languishing faith to enter into with incredulous Thomas his hand and grope out a God We wanted yet a passage to his hart wheras nothing can euer speake so much dearenesse or so absolutly subdue a hart as a kind hart lying open to it Affect Let vs then my soule yeald our selues vp to this last batterie which comes indeede the conquering way Let vs not fayle by this blessed breatch to find out our God and to adore him Dominum nostrum Deum nostrum our Lord and our God For by this blessed wound we gett free accesse to his fatherly tender bowells and learne the secreetes of his diuine hart Dominus meus Deus meus Here is my Lord here is my God indeede Here will I enter here will I adore him here will I loue him here will I rest here will I taste how sweete my God is Here finally will I safely singe his mercyes for euer Resolution As this open hart speakes powerfully to me my beloued is myne so shall my hart replye to him And I am intirely thyne for euer THE XXXIII MEDITATION 1. Point COnsider Iosephe of Arimathias great religion and courrage who went boldly to Pilate and demanded the body of Iesus He might iustly haue feared to haue mett with resistance from the Synagogue wroth and reuenge from the high Preists and a shamefull repulse at Pilates handes The cold prudence of the world would easily haue suggested that the best way was to lett their furie passe ouer least losse or ruine might haue followed Yet Gods prouidence for whose loue he vndertooke the worke so prouided that neither Synagogue preist nor Pilate either opposed refused or did any thing els to Iosephes preiudice Affect Learne my soule by Iosephs pious courage seconded with wished successe not to let thyne be shaken by imaginarie feares so thou be truly called vpon by the interests of Christs necessarie
thee is all my confidence Thou art the drainlesse fountaine of mercies who dost not repulse but wash those stayned soules who flye to thee Behold ô my dearest refuge behold I the verie scumme of all thy creatures approche vnto thee bringing nothing along with me but the heauie loade of my sinnes lowly layd at the feete of thy pietie I humbly implore thy mercy Pardon me I beseech thee ô my surest hope and for thy names sake saue me who beleeue that noe crymes are so great and enormious that by the merites of thy most holy Passion may not be forgiuen O sweete Iesu I offer vnto thee for remission of all my sinnes that admirable charitie of thyne which made thee not disdaigne being the God of eternall Maiestie to become man and for the space of more then thirtie yeares to be molested with many labours calamities and persecutions I offer vp that heauinesse that bloudie sweate those hard exigents which afflicted thee in the garden when thou prayedst to thy heauenly Father with Knees bowed downe to the ground I offer that excessiue desire of suffering wherwith thou didst burne when thou wentest voluntarilie out to be apprehended by thyne enemies I offer thy bonds stripes contumelies blasphemies blowes spittings and diuers other kindes of iniuries which thou didst suffer all the night longe in the house of Annas and Cayphas All this I offer vp to thee rendering thee harty thankes and humbly beseeching that infinite bountie of thyne and boundlesse pietie that by thy merites thou wouldst fully purifie my soule render it aggreeable to thee and conduct it to life euerlasting O sweete Iesus I offer vp vnto thee for all my sinnes the vnheard of ignominie which thou didst suffer when being strucken spitt vpon and bound thou wert ledd to Pilate in the morning from Pilate to Herode and from thence to Pilate againe I offer that sacred silence of thyne which made thee humbly hold thy peace at those contumelies and iniuries which were offered thee I offerre the contempt thou sufferedst when Herode opprobriously scorned thee in a ridiculous garment I offer that most cruell paine which thou sufferedst when they barbarously scourged thee being bound to a Pillar I offer thee the goarie markes of thy scourging and the streames of bloud which run downe from all thy sacred members All this I offer thee in thankesgiuing beseeching that immense pietie of thyne that by the merites of these thou wouldst fullie purifie my soule render it pleasing to thee and conduct it to life euerlasting O sweete Iesu I offer vnto thee for all my sinnes that humilitie and patience which thou didst shew when clothed in a purple garment for thy greater scorne thou wert crowned with thornes and saluted in a scoffing manner impiously spitt vpon smitten with a reede c. and buffeted Brought out before the Tribunall iniuriously condemned and last of all haled out to Mount Caluarie bearing thyne owne Crosse vpon thy shoulders I offer that greiuous toyle of thy sacred bodie the many wearie stepps of thy holie feete and the heauie waight vpon thy shoulders I offer thy sweate thy thirst and all the rest of thy torments which with a most meeke and readie hart thou sufferedst for my sake All this I offer thee beseechinge that immense clemencie of thyne that by the merits therof thou wouldst fullie purifie my soule render it pleasing to thee and conduct it to life euerlastinge O sweete Iesu I offer vnto thee for all my sinnes those most horrible paines thou sufferedst when thy wounds were renewed by plucking off thy garmentes when thy hands and feete were fastened to the Crosse when the ioyntes of thy body were all dissolued when thy pretious bloud came gushing out as from so many fountaines I offer these rosie dropps of thy pretious bloud that in effable meeknesse and benignitie wherby thou didst patiently suffer the intolerable insolencies of those who insulted ouer thee euen whilst thou didst pray for them to thy heauenly Father All this I offer thee beseeching that immense pietie of thyne that by the merite therof thou wouldst fully purifie my soule render it pleasing to thee and conduct it to life euerlastinge O sweete Iesu I offer vnto thee for all my sinnes vanities negligences and distractions those incomprehensible tormentes which thou sufferedstw when being exposed to such anguishe destitute of all consolation thou didst hange in a miserable manner on the Crosse betwixt two theeues and when burninge with excessiue thirst they gaue thee noe thinge but vineger and gale to drinke I offer that exceeding charitie and gracious mercy with which inclyninge thy venerable heade thou rendredst vp the Ghost I offer that saueing bloud and water which flowed from thy pierced side All this I offer thee beseeching that immense clemencie of thyne that by the merite therof thou wouldst fullie purifie my soule render it pleasing to thee and conduct it to life euerlastinge O sweete Iesu for the perfect remission of all my offences which in all my life tyme I haue in any wise committed I offer vnto thee the whole worke of mans redemption performed by thee I offer thy Incarnation thy birth conuersation death and Passion I offer what euer els may haue bene gratefull to thee at any tyme in thy most glorious Mother the Blessed Virgine Marie and in those other Saintes of thyne O most sweete Iesu I beseech thee may thyne innocencie fullie satisfie thy Father for my guiltinesse Shroud in the purest syndon of thy merites all my too vnworthy and sinfull life that what is vncleane in me by being conioyned to them and what is imperfect by being vnited to them may be perfected that so during this life I may be pleasing to thee and hauing-finished the course of this miserable pilgrimage I may presently arriue home to thee who art eternall saluation to glorifie thy B. Name for euer Amen VIVE IESVS A IAMAIS Dilectus meus mihi ego illi Amen IHS