9_o 10._o he_o take_v pleasure_n in_o they_o who_o hope_v in_o his_o mercy_n ps._n 147._o 11._o he_o be_v a_o very_a present_a help_n in_o trouble_n ps._n 46._o 1._o and_o behold_v we_o account_v they_o happy_a which_o endure_v you_o have_v hear_v of_o the_o patience_n of_o job_n and_o have_v see_v the_o end_n of_o the_o lord_n that_o the_o lord_n be_v very_o pityful_a and_o of_o tender_a mercy_n jam._n 5._o 11._o they_o shall_v not_o be_v ashamed_a who_o wait_v for_o i_o isa._n 49._o 23._o and_o my_o soul_n wait_v thou_o only_o upon_o god_n for_o my_o expectation_n be_v from_o he_o ps._n 62._o 5._o wait_v for_o his_o mercy_n but_o go_v not_o aside_o lest_o you_o fall_v cleave_v unto_o he_o and_o depart_v not_o away_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v increase_v at_o thy_o last_o end_n ecclus._n 2._o 3_o 7._o 5._o to_o querulousness_n and_o accuse_v god_n it_o be_v good_a for_o a_o man_n that_o he_o bear_v the_o yoke_n in_o his_o youth_n he_o sit_v alone_o and_o keep_v silence_n because_o he_o have_v bear_v it_o upon_o he_o he_o put_v his_o mouth_n in_o the_o dust_n if_o so_o be_v there_o may_v be_v hope_n wherefore_o do_v a_o live_a man_n complain_v a_o man_n for_o the_o punishment_n of_o his_o sin_n lam._n 3._o 27_o 28_o 29_o 39_o i_o be_v dumb_a i_o open_v not_o my_o mouth_n because_o thou_o do_v it_o ps._n 39_o 9_o i_o be_v as_o a_o man_n that_o hear_v not_o and_o in_o who_o mouth_n be_v no_o reproof_n ps._n 38._o 14._o for_o shall_v he_o that_o contend_v with_o the_o almighty_a instruct_v he_o he_o that_o reprove_v god_n let_v he_o answer_v it_o but_o behold_v i_o be_o vile_a what_o shall_v i_o answer_v thou_o i_o will_v lay_v my_o hand_n upon_o my_o mouth_n job_n 40._o 2_o 4._o he_o be_v afflict_v yet_o he_o open_v not_o his_o mouth_n he_o be_v bring_v as_o a_o lamb_n to_o the_o slaughter_n and_o as_o a_o sheep_n before_o her_o shearer_n be_v dumb_a so_o he_o open_v not_o his_o mouth_n isa._n 53._o 7._o motive_n to_o patience_n shall_v we_o receive_v good_a at_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n and_o shall_v we_o not_o receive_v evil_a job_n 2._o 10._o the_o lord_n give_v and_o the_o lord_n have_v take_v away_o bless_a be_v the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n job_n 1._o 21._o shall_v the_o clay_n say_v unto_o he_o that_o fashion_v it_o what_o make_v thou_o is._n 45._o 9_o and_o why_o do_v a_o live_a man_n complain_v yea_o a_o man_n for_o the_o punishment_n of_o his_o sin_n lam._n 3._o 39_o i_o will_v bear_v the_o indignation_n of_o the_o lord_n because_o i_o have_v sin_v against_o he_o mich._n 7._o 9_o and_o the_o lord_n do_v not_o afflict_v willing_o nor_o grieve_v the_o child_n of_o man_n v_o 33._o if_o need_n be_v we_o be_v in_o heaviness_n 1_o pet._n 1._o 6._o and_o because_o all_o need_n all_o be_v partaker_n of_o chastisement_n heb._n 12._o 8._o even_o jesus_n though_o he_o be_v a_o son_n yet_o learn_v he_o obedience_n by_o the_o thing_n which_o he_o suffer_v heb._n 5._o 8._o so_o that_o it_o be_v out_o of_o very_a faithfulness_n that_o he_o afflict_v we_o ps._n 119._o 15._o and_o who_o be_v love_v he_o correct_v even_o as_o a_o father_n the_o son_n in_o who_o he_o delight_v prov._n 3._o 11._o for_o when_o we_o be_v judge_v we_o be_v chasten_v of_o the_o lord_n that_o we_o shall_v not_o be_v condemn_v with_o the_o world_n 1_o cor._n 11._o 32._o he_o chasten_v we_o for_o our_o profit_n that_o we_o may_v be_v partaker_n of_o his_o holiness_n heb._n 12._o 10._o as_o gold_n in_o the_o furnace_n have_v he_o try_v they_o and_o receive_v they_o as_o a_o burnt-offering_a he_o prove_v they_o and_o find_v they_o worthy_a of_o himself_o and_o have_v be_v a_o little_a chastise_v they_o shall_v be_v great_o reward_v wisd._n 3._o 5_o 6._o and_o these_o light_a affliction_n which_o be_v but_o for_o a_o moment_n work_n for_o we_o a_o far_o more_o exceed_v and_o eternal_a weight_n of_o glory_n 2_o cor._n 4._o 17._o glory_n be_v to_o the_o father_n etc._n etc._n 2._o with_o patience_n towards_o our_o friend_n and_o attendant_n be_v patient_a towards_o all_o man_n 1_o thess._n 5._o 14._o with_o all_o lowliness_n and_o meekness_n with_o long-suffering_a forbear_v one_o another_o in_o love_n eph._n 4._o 2._o be_v gentle_a show_v all_o meekness_n to_o all_o man_n tit._n 3._o 2._o and_o be_v not_o hasty_a in_o thy_o spirit_n to_o be_v angry_a ecclus._n 7._o 9_o for_o he_o that_o be_v hasty_a of_o spirit_n exalt_v folly_n prov._n 14._o 29._o and_o a_o man_n that_o have_v friend_n must_v show_v himself_o friendly_a prov._n 18._o 24._o 3._o with_o patience_n with_o ourselves_o and_o with_o the_o heaviness_n and_o brokenness_n of_o our_o own_o spirit_n under_o sickness_n it_o be_v wrong_o say_v that_o god_n be_v hard_a reap_v where_o he_o have_v not_o sow_v and_o gather_v where_o he_o have_v not_o strew_v matt._n 25._o 24._o for_o it_o be_v only_a where_o much_o be_v give_v that_o much_o shall_v be_v require_v luke_n 12._o 48._o he_o remember_v that_o we_o be_v but_o flesh_n ps._n 78._o 39_o he_o himself_o bear_v our_o sickness_n matt._n 8._o 17._o and_o have_v the_o feel_n of_o our_o infirmity_n and_o it_o behove_v he_o to_o have_v so_o in_o all_o thing_n that_o he_o may_v be_v a_o merciful_a highpriest_n heb._n 2._o 17._o and_o c._n 4._o 15._o he_o attend_v unto_o our_o cry_n when_o we_o be_v bring_v very_o low_a ps._n 142._o 6._o and_o will_v not_o forsake_v we_o because_o our_o strength_n fail_v ps._n 71._o 9_o die_v as_o well_o as_o live_v we_o be_v the_o lord_n rom._n 14._o 8._o and_o fall_v asleep_a in_o he_o 1_o thess._n 4._o 14._o glory_n be_v to_o the_o father_n etc._n etc._n vi_o of_o improvement_n thereof_o to_o spiritual_a advantage_n that_o i_o shall_v not_o be_v exalt_v above_o measure_n there_o be_v give_v i_o a_o thorn_n in_o the_o flesh_n 2_o cor._n 12._o 7._o she_o do_v not_o know_v that_o i_o give_v her_o corn_n and_o wine_n and_o oil_n therefore_o will_v i_o return_v and_o take_v away_o my_o corn_n in_o the_o time_n thereof_o and_o my_o wine_n in_o the_o season_n thereof_o hos._n 2._o 8_o 9_o and_o i_o will_v go_v and_o return_v to_o my_o place_n till_o they_o acknowledge_v their_o offence_n and_o seek_v my_o face_n in_o their_o affliction_n they_o will_v seek_v i_o early_o hos._n 5._o 15._o when_o my_o heart_n be_v overwhelm_v lead_v i_o to_o the_o rock_n that_o be_v high_a than_o i_o ps._n 61._o 2._o so_o that_o although_o for_o the_o time_n no_o affliction_n seem_v joyous_a but_o grievous_a yet_o afterward_o it_o yield_v the_o peaceable_a fruit_n of_o righteousness_n to_o those_o that_o be_v exercise_v thereby_o heb._n 12._o 11._o for_o he_o chastise_v we_o for_o our_o profit_n that_o we_o may_v be_v partaker_n of_o his_o holiness_n heb._n 12._o 10._o glory_n be_v to_o the_o father_n etc._n etc._n 3._o scripture_n for_o the_o bodily_a needs_o and_o desire_n of_o sick_a person_n i._o for_o ease_n and_o strength_n 1._o to_o pour_v out_o their_o grief_n and_o complaint_n behold_v all_o flesh_n be_v grass_n and_o all_o the_o goodliness_n thereof_o be_v as_o the_o flower_n of_o the_o field_n the_o grass_n wither_v the_o flower_n fade_v because_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o lord_n blow_v upon_o it_o but_o the_o word_n of_o our_o god_n shall_v stand_v for_o ever_o is._n 40._o 6_o 7_o 8._o when_o thou_o lord_n with_o rebuke_n do_v correct_v man_n for_o iniquity_n thou_o make_v his_o beauty_n to_o consume_v away_o like_o a_o moth_n sure_o every_o man_n be_v vanity_n ps._n 39_o 11._o thou_o have_v weaken_v my_o strength_n in_o the_o way_n and_o shorten_v my_o day_n ps._n 102._o 23._o thy_o arrow_n o_o lord_n stick_v fast_o in_o i_o and_o thy_o hand_n press_v i_o sore_o there_o be_v no_o soundness_n in_o my_o flesh_n because_o of_o thy_o anger_n neither_o be_v there_o any_o rest_n in_o my_o bone_n because_o of_o my_o sin_n i_o be_o trouble_v i_o be_o bow_v down_o great_o i_o go_v mourn_v all_o the_o day_n long_o i_o be_o feeble_a and_o sore_o break_v i_o have_v roar_v by_o reason_n of_o the_o disquietness_n of_o my_o heart_n my_o heart_n pant_v my_o strength_n fail_v i_o as_o for_o the_o light_n of_o my_o eye_n it_o also_o be_v go_v from_o i_o my_o lover_n and_o my_o friend_n stand_v aloof_o from_o mâ—_n sore_o 3._o and_o my_o kinsman_n stand_v afar_o off_o ps._n 38._o 2_o 3_o 6_o 8_o 10_o 11._o my_o spirit_n be_v overwhelm_v within_o i_o and_o my_o heart_n within_o i_o be_v desolate_a ps._n 143._o 4._o my_o soul_n also_o be_v sore_o trouble_v but_o lord_n how_o long_o will_v thou_o punish_v i_o ps._n 6._o 3._o 2._o to_o pray_v for_o ease_n and_o mitigation_n thereof_o and_o
now_o lord_n what_o wait_v iâ—for_o true_o my_o hope_n be_v even_o in_o thou_o ps._n 39_o 7._o my_o flesh_n and_o my_o heart_n fail_v but_o thou_o be_v the_o strength_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o my_o portion_n for_o ever_o ps._n 73._o 26._o i_o stretch_v out_o my_o hand_n unto_o thou_o my_o soul_n thirst_v after_o thou_o as_o a_o thirsty_a land_n ps._n 43._o 6._o all_o my_o desire_n be_v before_o thou_o and_o my_o groan_a be_v not_o hide_v from_o thou_o ps._n 38._o 9_o hide_v not_o then_o thy_o face_n from_o i_o and_o forget_v not_o my_o misery_n and_o trouble_v ps._n 44._o 24._o cast_v i_o not_o off_o nor_o forsake_v i_o when_o my_o strength_n fail_v ps._n 71._o 9_o and_o rebuke_v i_o not_o o_o lord_n in_o thy_o anger_n neither_o chasten_v i_o in_o thy_o heavy_a displeasure_n ps._n 6._o 1._o but_o remove_v thy_o stroke_n away_o from_o i_o for_o i_o be_o consume_v by_o the_o blow_n of_o thy_o hand_n ps._n 39_o 10._o will_v thou_o break_v a_o leaf_n drive_v to_o and_o fro_o and_o will_v thou_o pursue_v the_o dry_a stubble_n job_n 13._o 25._o oh_o spare_v i_o a_o little_a that_o i_o may_v recover_v my_o strength_n before_o i_o go_v hence_o and_o be_v no_o more_o ps._n 39_o 13._o be_v not_o wroth_a verâ—y_n sore_o o_o lord_n neither_o remember_v iniquity_n for_o ever_o is._n 64._o 9_o but_o turn_v from_o i_o that_o i_o may_v rest_v till_o i_o accomplish_v as_o a_o hireling_n my_o day_n job_n 14._o 6._o and_o ch._n 10._o 20._o 21._o hear_v my_o prayer_n o_o lord_n and_o give_v ear_n unto_o my_o cry_n hold_v not_o thy_o peace_n at_o my_o tear_n ps._n 39_o 12._o be_v merciful_a unto_o i_o o_o lord_n for_o i_o cry_v unto_o thou_o daily_o and_o thou_o be_v good_a and_o plenteous_a in_o mercy_n to_o all_o they_o that_o call_v upon_o thou_o rejoice_v the_o soul_n of_o thy_o servant_n for_o unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v i_o lift_v up_o my_o soul_n ps._n 86._o 3_o 4_o 5._o and_o hear_v i_o 8._o speedy_o o_o lord_n for_o my_o spirit_n fail_v ps._n 143._o 7._o and_o my_o eye_n fail_v for_o thy_o word_n say_v when_o will_v thou_o comfort_v i_o ps._n 119._o 82._o and_o make_v i_o hear_v of_o joy_n and_o gladness_n that_o the_o bone_n which_o thou_o have_v break_v may_v rejoice_v ps._n 51._o 8._o glory_n be_v to_o the_o father_n etc._n etc._n ii_o for_o deliverance_n and_o recovery_n from_o the_o same_o i._o in_o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v i_o put_v my_o trust_n let_v i_o never_o be_v ashamed_a deliver_v i_o in_o thy_o righteousness_n ps._n 31._o 1._o unto_o thou_o have_v i_o cry_v o_o lord_n and_o in_o the_o morning_n shall_v my_o prayer_n prevent_v thou_o ps._n 88_o 13._o hear_v my_o prayer_n o_o lord_n and_o hide_v not_o thyself_o from_o my_o petition_n take_v heed_n unto_o i_o and_o hear_v i_o how_o i_o mourn_v in_o my_o prayer_n and_o be_o vex_v ps._n 55._o 1_o 2._o lord_n how_o long_o will_v thou_o be_v angry_a with_o thy_o servant_n that_o pray_v 5._o ps._n 8._o 4._o save_v i_o for_o thy_o name_n sake_n and_o deliver_v i_o in_o thy_o strength_n ps._n 54._o 1._o make_v thy_o face_n to_o shine_v upon_o thy_o servant_n and_o save_v i_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n ps._n 31._o 16._o o_o let_v it_o be_v thy_o pleasure_n to_o deliver_v i_o make_v haste_n o_o lord_n to_o help_v i_o ps._n 40._o 13._o and_o send_v out_o thy_o light_n and_o thy_o truth_n and_o let_v they_o lead_v i_o and_o bring_v i_o unto_o thy_o holy_a hill_n and_o to_o thy_o tabernacle_n ps._n 43._o 3._o ii_o what_o profit_n be_v there_o in_o my_o blood_n if_o i_o go_v down_o unto_o the_o pit_n shall_v the_o dust_n praise_v thou_o shall_v it_o declare_v thy_o truth_n ps._n 30._o 9_o shall_v thy_o love_a kindness_n be_v declare_v in_o the_o grave_a or_o thy_o faithfulness_n in_o destruction_n shall_v thy_o wonder_n be_v know_v in_o the_o dark_a and_o thy_o righteousness_n in_o the_o land_n of_o forgetfulness_n ps._n 88_o 11_o 12._o the_o live_n the_o live_n he_o shall_v praise_v thou_o the_o father_n to_o the_o child_n shall_v make_v know_v thy_o truth_n isa._n 38._o 19_o thou_o have_v be_v my_o succour_n leave_v i_o not_o neither_o forsake_v i_o o_o god_n of_o my_o salvation_n ps._n 27._o 9_o thou_o be_v he_o that_o take_v i_o out_o of_o my_o mother_n womb_n thou_o be_v my_o hope_n when_o i_o hang_v yet_o upon_o my_o mother_n breast_n i_o have_v be_v leave_v unto_o thou_o ever_o since_o i_o be_v bear_v thou_o be_v my_o god_n even_o from_o my_o mother_n womb._n our_o father_n also_o hope_v in_o thou_o they_o trust_v in_o thou_o and_o thou_o do_v deliver_v they_o they_o call_v upon_o thou_o and_o be_v holpen_v they_o put_v their_o trust_n in_o thou_o and_o be_v not_o confound_v ps._n 22._o 4_o 5_o 9_o 10._o and_o the_o poor_a shall_v not_o always_o be_v forget_v and_o the_o patient_a abide_n of_o the_o meek_a shall_v not_o perish_v for_o ever_o ps._n 9_o 18._o o_o then_o deliver_v i_o and_o let_v i_o not_o be_v confound_v for_o i_o have_v put_v my_o trust_n in_o thou_o ps._n 25._o 19_o and_o man_n shall_v know_v that_o this_o be_v thy_o hand_n and_o that_o thou_o lord_n have_v do_v it_o ps._n 109._o 26._o glory_n be_v to_o the_o father_n etc._n etc._n on_o receipt_n of_o ease_n or_o any_o abatement_n of_o pain_n or_o sickness_n behold_v god_n be_v my_o salvation_n i_o will_v trust_v and_o not_o be_v afraid_a for_o the_o lord_n jehovah_n be_v my_o strength_n and_o my_o song_n he_o also_o be_v become_v my_o salvation_n thou_o be_v angry_a with_o i_o o_o lord_n thy_o anger_n be_v turn_v away_o and_o thou_o comfort_v i_o isa._n 12._o 1_o 2._o he_o have_v chasten_v i_o sore_o but_o he_o have_v not_o give_v i_o over_o unto_o death_n ps._n 118._o 18._o he_o know_v our_o frame_n he_o remember_v that_o we_o be_v dust._n and_o like_v as_o a_o father_n pity_v his_o child_n so_o the_o lord_n pity_v those_o that_o fear_v he_o ps._n 103._o 13_o 14._o glory_n be_v to_o the_o father_n etc._n etc._n iv._o under_o the_o accident_n of_o sickness_n i._o want_v of_o sleep_n all_o the_o night_n make_v i_o my_o bed_n to_o swim_v i_o water_v my_o couch_n with_o my_o tear_n ps._n 6._o 6._o for_o thou_o hold_v my_o eye_n wake_v i_o be_o so_o feeble_a that_o i_o can_v speak_v my_o sore_n run_v in_o the_o night_n and_o cease_v not_o my_o soul_n refuse_v to_o be_v comfort_v i_o call_v to_o remembrance_n my_o song_n in_o the_o night_n i_o 4._o commune_v with_o my_o own_o heart_n and_o my_o spirit_n make_v diligent_a search_n will_v the_o lord_n cast_v off_o for_o ever_o and_o will_v he_o be_v favourable_a no_o more_o be_v his_o mercy_n clean_o go_v for_o ever_o do_v his_o promise_n fail_v for_o evermore_o have_v god_n forget_v to_o be_v gracious_a have_v he_o in_o anger_n shut_v up_o his_o tender_a mercy_n and_o i_o say_v this_o be_v my_o infirmity_n but_o i_o will_v remember_v the_o work_n of_o the_o lord_n sure_o i_o will_v remember_v thy_o wonder_n of_o old_a ps._n 77._o 2_o 4_o 6_o 7_o 8_o 9_o 10_o 11._o lord_n i_o remember_v thou_o upon_o my_o bed_n and_o meditate_v on_o thou_o in_o the_o night_n watch_v ps._n 63._o 6._o i_o have_v remember_v thy_o name_n o_o lord_n in_o the_o night_n and_o have_v keep_v thy_o law_n ps._n 119._o 55._o glory_n be_v to_o the_o father_n etc._n etc._n 2._o on_o excess_n of_o pain_n and_o weariness_n lord_n thou_o have_v set_v i_o as_o a_o mark_n against_o thou_o so_o that_o i_o be_o a_o burden_n to_o myself_o 2._o in_o the_o day_n time_n i_o cry_v and_o cease_v not_o and_o wearisome_a night_n be_v appoint_v to_o i_o when_o i_o lie_v down_o i_o say_v when_o shall_v i_o arise_v and_o the_o night_n be_v go_v and_o i_o be_o full_a of_o toss_n to_o and_o fro_o unto_o the_o dawn_n of_o the_o day_n job_n 7._o 3_o 4_o 20._o thou_o will_v not_o suffer_v i_o to_o take_v my_o breath_n but_o fille_v i_o with_o bitterness_n job_n 9_o 18._o o_o turn_v thou_o unto_o i_o and_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o give_v thy_o strength_n unto_o thy_o servant_n and_o save_v the_o son_n of_o thy_o handmaid_n ps._n 86._o 16._o be_v not_o my_o day_n few_o cease_v then_o lord_n and_o let_v i_o alone_o that_o i_o may_v take_v comfort_n a_o little_a job_n 10_o 20._o o_o spare_v i_o a_o little_a that_o i_o may_v recover_v my_o strength_n ps._n 39_o 13._o and_o lay_v not_o more_o upon_o i_o than_o i_o be_o able_a to_o bear_v 1_o cor._n 10._o 13._o my_o grace_n say_v thou_o be_v sufficient_a for_o thou_o and_o my_o strength_n shall_v be_v make_v perfect_a in_o weakness_n 2_o cor._n 12._o 9_o and_o in_o the_o multitude_n of_o my_o thought_n
giveâ—t_v i_o better_a thing_n than_o thou_o take_v away_o the_o bring_v down_o my_o body_n be_v for_o the_o inrichment_n of_o my_o soul_n which_o be_v my_o better_a part_n and_o this_o smite_v and_o wound_v of_o my_o flesh_n be_v for_o the_o heal_n and_o bind_v up_o my_o spirit_n which_o be_v the_o true_a way_n to_o do_v i_o good_a oh_o then_o that_o instead_o of_o dread_v thy_o visitation_n as_o my_o scourge_n i_o may_v receive_v it_o as_o my_o medicine_n that_o i_o may_v not_o repine_v at_o its_o make_v i_o weak_a in_o body_n but_o rather_o rejoice_v that_o it_o make_v i_o strong_a in_o spirit_n and_o give_v thou_o thanks_o for_o thy_o kindness_n and_o my_o comfort_n in_o thy_o correction_n which_o be_v to_o make_v i_o good_a that_o thou_o may_v make_v i_o happy_a and_o give_v i_o everlasting_a rest_n and_o bliss_n with_o thou_o through_o jesus_n christ_n my_o lord_n amen_o ix_o prayer_n for_o the_o bodily_a needs_o and_o desire_v of_o sick_a person_n 1._o for_o ease_n when_o sickness_n grow_v very_o painful_a or_o troublesome_a 1._o lord_n look_v upon_o my_o adversity_n and_o misery_n which_o call_v aloud_o to_o thou_o for_o ease_n case_n for_o 5._o i_o be_o wither_v like_o grass_n and_o my_o bone_n will_v scarce_o cleave_v to_o my_o skin_n 10._o my_o heart_n pant_v and_o my_o strength_n fail_v i_o and_o my_o eye_n be_v grow_v dim_a and_o there_o be_v no_o soundness_n in_o my_o flesh_n because_o of_o thy_o anger_n nor_o rest_n in_o my_o bone_n because_o of_o my_o sin_n yea_o 3._o my_o bone_n be_v burn_v as_o a_o hearth_n and_o i_o 6._o go_v mourn_v all_o the_o day_n long_o and_o 4._o wearisome_a night_n be_v appoint_v to_o i_o and_o i_o be_o full_a of_o toss_v to_o and_o fro_o unto_o the_o dawn_n of_o the_o day_n this_o thou_o know_v o_o my_o god_n for_o 9_o my_o groan_n be_v not_o hide_v from_o thou_o oh_o 9_o be_v not_o wroth_a very_o sore_o nor_o remember_v iniquity_n for_o ever_o 9_o cast_v i_o not_o off_o when_o i_o need_v most_o to_o seek_v to_o thou_o nor_o forsake_v i_o when_o my_o strength_n fail_v i_o but_o hear_v i_o and_o ease_v i_o o_o lord_n for_o thou_o delight_v in_o mercy_n hear_v i_o for_o i_o cry_v unto_o thou_o yea_o i_o cry_v unto_o thou_o all_o the_o day_n hear_v i_o 8._o speedy_o for_o i_o be_o bring_v very_o low_a and_o make_v no_o long_a tarry_n for_o 82._o my_o eye_n long_o sore_a for_o thy_o word_n say_v when_o will_v thou_o comfort_v i_o and_o though_o my_o flesh_n and_o my_o heart_n fail_v i_o yet_o let_v not_o thy_o mercy_n and_o thy_o word_n fail_v i_o for_o i_o still_o resign_v and_o trust_v myself_o to_o they_o and_o in_o my_o great_a weakness_n and_o extremity_n thou_o o_o father_n be_v my_o strength_n and_o my_o portion_n for_o ever_o through_o jesus_n christ_n my_o lord_n amen_o 2._o o_o most_o gracious_a god_n my_o pain_n be_v extreme_a and_o too_o heavy_a for_o i_o have_v pity_n upon_o i_o and_o lighten_v they_o 11._o correct_v i_o in_o measure_n and_o consider_v that_o i_o be_o but_o a_o feeble_a and_o frail_a creature_n in_o 2._o thy_o anger_n remember_v mercy_n for_o i_o humble_o submit_v myself_o and_o return_v to_o thou_o and_o oh_o give_v i_o that_o tractableness_n and_o ingenuity_n of_o spirit_n that_o will_v be_v check_v with_o a_o word_n and_o easy_o call_v off_o from_o evil_a and_o will_v not_o need_v any_o long_a or_o sharp_a method_n of_o correction_n to_o reclaim_v i_o i_o have_v wait_v for_o thy_o relief_n o_o father_n give_v i_o the_o comfort_n of_o it_o yea_o 123._o my_o eye_n long_o sore_a for_o thy_o word_n and_o be_v even_o waste_v away_o with_o look_v for_o thy_o save_a health_n let_v they_o see_v it_o and_o be_v satisfy_v therewith_o oh_o show_v i_o thy_o mercy_n and_o that_o soon_o for_o my_o need_n thereof_o be_v great_a and_o think_v upon_o i_o as_o concern_v thy_o word_n for_o i_o trust_v to_o it_o to_o lay_v no_o more_o upon_o i_o than_o i_o can_v bear_v and_o to_o send_v i_o seasonable_a help_n and_o ease_v at_o present_a and_o everlasting_a rest_n with_o thou_o in_o the_o end_n through_o jesus_n christ_n my_o lord_n amen_o a_o short_a prayer_n on_o receipt_n of_o ease_n or_o abatement_n of_o pain_n or_o sickness_n bless_a be_v thy_o mercy_n o_o my_o god_n which_o pity_v i_o in_o my_o misery_n 13._o as_o a_o father_n pity_v his_o child_n when_o they_o cry_v out_o in_o the_o extremity_n of_o their_o pain_n so_o have_v thou_o pity_v i_o 18._o thou_o have_v chasten_v i_o sore_o but_o thou_o have_v not_o give_v i_o over_o unto_o death_n 1._o thy_o anger_n be_v turn_v away_o and_o thou_o have_v ease_v and_o comfort_v i_o lord_n my_o soul_n shall_v love_v thou_o and_o sing_v of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o in_o my_o distress_n i_o will_v always_o trust_v thou_o and_o not_o be_v afraid_a for_o thou_o be_v our_o strength_n whilst_o we_o suffer_v and_o our_o most_o merciful_a deliverer_n when_o we_o be_v able_a to_o bear_v no_o more_o for_o our_o bless_a lord_n and_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n sake_n amen_n 2._o a_o prayer_n for_o strength_n under_o the_o same_o give_v i_o strength_n o_o lord_n to_o strive_v with_o my_o disease_n and_o to_o bear_v the_o weakness_n of_o nature_n and_o strengthen_v my_o spirit_n to_o withstand_v all_o its_o temptation_n as_o well_o as_o my_o body_n to_o bear_v its_o disease_n o_o enable_n i_o to_o resist_v the_o devil_n and_o to_o suppress_v all_o stir_n of_o sin_n and_o folly_n to_o beat_v back_o all_o motion_n of_o corrupt_a passion_n and_o not_o to_o lose_v the_o due_a government_n of_o myself_o through_o excess_n of_o pain_n but_o to_o show_v myself_o mighty_a through_o thou_o to_o bear_v all_o patient_o and_o to_o fortify_v my_o weakness_n by_o a_o firm_a faith_n and_o unshaken_a trust_n in_o thy_o grace_n and_o sure_a promise_n lord_n if_o i_o have_v no_o strength_n but_o my_o own_o every_o weight_n will_v bear_v i_o down_o but_o if_o thou_o will_v support_v i_o nothing_o will_v be_v too_o heavy_a for_o i_o because_o nothing_o be_v too_o hard_a for_o thou_o but_o 9_o thy_o strength_n will_v be_v make_v perfect_a in_o my_o weakness_n and_o thy_o grace_n be_v sure_a to_o overcome_v my_o corruption_n and_o thy_o comfort_n to_o give_v i_o ease_n through_o my_o most_o bless_a lord_n and_o saviour_n jesus_n christ._n amen_o 3._o a_o prayer_n for_o deliverance_n from_o they_o deliver_v i_o o_o my_o god_n for_o i_o seek_v unto_o thou_o to_o help_v i_o yea_o i_o seek_v unto_o thou_o early_o and_o continue_v seek_v all_o the_o day_n long_o thou_o delight_v in_o mercy_n deliver_v i_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n thou_o have_v 6._o promise_v to_o be_v with_o we_o and_o help_v we_o in_o trouble_n 1._o deliver_v i_o for_o thy_o righteousness_n thou_o be_v glorious_a in_o might_n to_o help_v our_o weakness_n 1._o deliver_v i_o in_o thy_o strength_n thou_o have_v former_o be_v my_o succour_n oh_o be_v so_o still_o and_o 4._o our_o father_n hope_v in_o thou_o and_o be_v deliver_v let_v not_o my_o hope_n in_o thou_o perish_v or_o be_v put_v to_o shame_n more_o than_o they_o be_v save_v i_o o_o almighty_a lord_n and_o make_v haste_n to_o my_o help_n and_o 26._o mâ—n_z shall_v know_v that_o it_o be_v thy_o hand_n and_o that_o thou_o have_v do_v it_o and_o learn_v thereby_o both_o to_o give_v thou_o praise_n and_o to_o make_v thou_o their_o strength_n and_o confidence_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n amen_o 4._o prayer_n for_o long_a respite_n and_o recovery_n from_o sickness_n 1._o o_o almighty_a lord_n in_o who_o hand_n be_v the_o issue_n of_o life_n and_o death_n look_v in_o mercy_n upon_o these_o decay_n of_o nature_n which_o my_o disease_n have_v make_v and_o repair_v they_o and_o 13._o spare_v i_o a_o little_a that_o i_o may_v recover_v my_o health_n and_o strength_n again_o i_o do_v not_o desire_v health_n o_o my_o god_n to_o consume_v it_o in_o idleness_n nor_o out_o of_o fondness_n for_o the_o gay_a pleasure_n and_o pomp_n of_o this_o world_n that_o i_o may_v be_v strong_a to_o pursue_v they_o for_o i_o believe_v and_o know_v they_o all_o to_o be_v vanity_n and_o vexation_n of_o spirit_n i_o lift_v my_o heart_n above_o they_o and_o do_v by_o no_o mean_n desire_v to_o have_v this_o earth_n for_o my_o home_n or_o to_o take_v up_o with_o they_o for_o my_o portion_n for_o i_o love_v thou_o and_o thy_o way_n o_o dear_a lord_n above_o they_o and_o their_o delight_n and_o will_v harbour_v no_o love_n of_o they_o but_o what_o be_v ready_a to_o submit_v they_o all_o to_o thou_o when_o thou_o be_v please_v to_o take_v they_o away_o and_o which_o will_v never_o sin_v against_o thy_o law_n to_o secure_v they_o to_o myself_o
nor_o use_v and_o enjoy_v they_o as_o the_o treasure_n of_o my_o home_n but_o only_o as_o the_o help_n of_o my_o pilgrimage_n but_o i_o desire_v it_o if_o it_o may_v seem_v fit_a to_o thou_o o_o god_n that_o i_o may_v be_v fit_a for_o thy_o work_n and_o more_o able_a to_o labour_v in_o thy_o service_n and_o that_o i_o may_v be_v more_o perfect_a in_o my_o obedience_n before_o i_o be_o call_v to_o give_v up_o my_o account_n case_n and_n because_o i_o be_o still_o willing_a if_o it_o may_v please_v thou_o to_o be_v a_o instrument_n of_o thy_o care_n and_o good_a providence_n towards_o those_o who_o by_o nature_n or_o friendship_n be_v commit_v unto_o i_o and_o the_o gift_n thereof_o i_o shall_v thankful_o ascribe_v unto_o thou_o and_o praise_v thy_o power_n and_o mercy_n for_o the_o benefit_n of_o my_o recovery_n through_o my_o bless_a lord_n and_o saviour_n jesus_n christ._n amen_o 2._o i_o know_v o_o lord_n that_o thou_o can_v soon_o restore_v i_o when_o thou_o please_v and_o that_o if_o 7._o thou_o do_v but_o say_v the_o word_n i_o shall_v be_v whole_a and_o i_o believe_v that_o thou_o will_v restore_v i_o if_o it_o be_v best_o for_o thy_o glory_n and_o for_o my_o good_a and_o for_o the_o wise_a end_n of_o thy_o providence_n in_o this_o world_n and_o therefore_o though_o i_o do_v hearty_o desire_v it_o yet_o i_o humble_o submit_v the_o same_o to_o thou_o for_o i_o be_o no_o where_o so_o safe_a as_o in_o thy_o choice_n and_o therefore_o i_o leave_v thou_o to_o determine_v still_o whether_o thou_o shall_v be_v honour_v and_o my_o poor_a soul_n benefit_v by_o my_o life_n or_o by_o my_o death_n whether_o by_o i_o in_o a_o state_n of_o health_n or_o in_o a_o state_n of_o sickness_n but_o when_o thou_o have_v choose_v and_o fix_v my_o condition_n for_o i_o then_o lord_n i_o beg_v of_o thou_o and_o i_o beg_v it_o earnest_o that_o i_o may_v receive_v it_o willing_o and_o thankful_o and_o that_o i_o may_v have_v grace_n wise_o and_o faithful_o to_o discharge_v all_o 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care_n so_o let_v thou_o o_o god_n be_v the_o blessing_n and_o my_o the_o comfort_n and_o as_o i_o shall_v love_v they_o as_o thy_o instrument_n so_o i_o shall_v own_v thou_o for_o the_o author_n of_o my_o mercy_n and_o to_o thou_o shall_v i_o give_v thanks_o and_o pay_v my_o vow_n and_o service_n through_o my_o dear_a lord_n and_o saviour_n jesus_n christ._n amen_o 2._o lord_n let_v not_o my_o desire_n of_o health_n ever_o make_v i_o yield_v to_o seek_v remedy_n from_o charm_n or_o suspect_a mean_n or_o apply_v myself_o to_o dealer_n with_o familiar_a spirit_n let_v i_o not_o resort_v to_o thy_o utter_a enemy_n who_o set_v up_o this_o way_n against_o thou_o nor_o fall_v again_o to_o seek_v he_o after_o i_o have_v solemn_o renounce_v he_o in_o my_o baptism_n nor_o fond_o flatter_v myself_o with_o hope_n of_o receive_v good_a from_o the_o grand_a author_n and_o plotter_n of_o all_o evil_a who_o then_o only_o seem_v to_o cure_v when_o he_o cease_v to_o kill_v and_o do_v not_o cease_v to_o torment_v a_o body_n but_o when_o he_o hope_v thereby_o to_o ensnare_v or_o destroy_v a_o soul_n but_o give_v i_o patience_n to_o wait_v for_o life_n and_o health_n in_o thy_o way_n that_o i_o may_v always_o owe_v the_o same_o to_o thou_o and_o whole_o devote_v they_o to_o thy_o service_n through_o jesus_n christ_n my_o lord_n amen_o 6._o prayer_n on_o want_n of_o sleep_n 1._o o_o righteous_a lord_n 4._o thou_o hold_v my_o eye_n wake_v and_o in_o the_o night_n season_n i_o take_v no_o rest_n i_o seek_v sweet_a sleep_n to_o ease_v my_o pain_n and_o to_o recruit_v my_o spirit_n i_o seek_v it_o earnest_o but_o i_o can_v not_o find_v it_o and_o if_o i_o seem_v to_o have_v it_o fast_o 1._o it_o sudden_o break_v from_o i_o but_o o_o merciful_a god_n let_v it_o not_o always_o flee_v away_o but_o let_v my_o weary_a eye_n at_o length_n lie_v hold_v of_o it_o and_o make_v 26._o my_o sleep_n sweet_a unto_o i_o consider_v my_o weariness_n which_o call_v aloud_o for_o rest_n and_o my_o weakness_n which_o great_o need_v refreshment_n and_o give_v my_o labour_a spirit_n ease_v that_o restless_a agitation_n or_o incessant_a pain_n may_v not_o always_o keep_v i_o awake_v or_o if_o my_o spirit_n must_v not_o be_v allure_v by_o ease_n into_o sound_a sleep_n or_o at_o least_o into_o soft_a slumber_n let_v they_o however_o be_v bear_v down_o into_o it_o by_o the_o weight_n of_o my_o sorrow_n and_o their_o own_o weariness_n that_o i_o may_v a_o little_a forget_v my_o trouble_n and_o recover_v strength_n to_o bear_v any_o new_a return_n thereof_o till_o thy_o bless_a time_n shall_v come_v of_o send_v i_o deliverance_n from_o the_o same_o either_o by_o the_o blessing_n of_o health_n or_o the_o infinite_o great_a blessing_n of_o heaven_n through_o jesus_n christ_n my_o lord_n amen_o 2._o and_o whilst_o thou_o keep_v my_o eye_n awake_v o_o lord_n keep_v my_o heart_n watchful_a and_o make_v i_o seek_v both_o to_o divert_v my_o sorrow_n and_o to_o ease_v and_o comfort_v myself_o 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be_v in_o heaven_n etc._n etc._n a_o thanksgive_a on_o recovery_n from_o blindness_n or_o from_o deafness_n bless_a be_v thy_o mercy_n o_o gracious_a lord_n for_o restore_v to_o i_o the_o use_n of_o my_o ear_n eye_n thou_o have_v give_v i_o they_o anew_o for_o the_o comfort_n and_o convenience_n of_o my_o life_n and_o for_o the_o carry_v on_o of_o thy_o service_n and_o oh_o that_o they_o may_v never_o more_o be_v use_v for_o vice_n or_o vanity_n nor_o ever_o willing_o open_a to_o let_v in_o ill_a much_o less_o stay_v upon_o it_o and_o delight_n in_o it_o but_o keep_v i_o always_o mindful_a that_o to_o misuse_v they_o be_v the_o way_n to_o
of_o our_o state_n and_o of_o a_o frail_a and_o forgetful_a creature_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o a_o tempt_a world_n can_v bear_v oh_o then_o that_o i_o may_v consider_v thy_o mercy_n to_o fortifye_v my_o mind_n against_o fear_n and_o fix_v my_o soul_n upon_o the_o tenderness_n and_o clemency_n of_o my_o judge_n and_o saviour_n which_o will_v embolden_v i_o to_o stand_v before_o he_o without_o horror_n and_o upon_o the_o condescension_n of_o thy_o gospel_n and_o the_o needful_a deduction_n and_o forbearance_n which_o it_o promise_v to_o our_o weakness_n that_o in_o this_o hour_n of_o my_o necessity_n i_o may_v be_v guard_v against_o all_o the_o suspicion_n of_o my_o own_o melancholy_n or_o mistrust_v of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o may_v be_v strenthend_v with_o a_o comfortable_a hope_n in_o thou_o through_o jesus_n christ_n my_o lord_n amen_o 3._o but_o if_o after_o all_o my_o fear_n shall_v by_o time_n return_v upon_o i_o and_o prove_v troublesome_a to_o i_o let_v it_o however_o comfort_v i_o o_o lord_n to_o think_v that_o thou_o be_v wont_a to_o make_v better_o of_o humble_a soul_n than_o they_o be_v wont_n to_o make_v of_o themselves_o and_o will_v judge_v i_o not_o according_a to_o my_o fear_n but_o according_a to_o thy_o mercy_n a_o true_o contrite_a heart_n o_o god_n be_v safe_a in_o thy_o eye_n even_o when_o it_o give_v itself_o up_o for_o lose_v in_o its_o own_o and_o as_o my_o fear_n will_v be_v no_o prejudice_n to_o my_o safety_n so_o grant_v good_a lord_n that_o they_o may_v be_v a_o help_n to_o my_o duty_n and_o may_v quicken_v and_o increase_v my_o care_n and_o endeavour_n to_o obey_v thou_o make_v they_o the_o guard_n of_o my_o innocence_n and_o a_o constant_a spur_n to_o thy_o service_n and_o then_o o_o holy_a father_n though_o they_o trouble_v and_o discomfit_v i_o at_o present_a yet_o they_o will_v happy_o conâ—ute_v themselves_o and_o recompense_v i_o in_o the_o end_n and_o my_o sincere_a obedience_n shall_v make_v sure_a thy_o gracious_a acceptance_n though_o i_o myself_o dare_v not_o believe_v it_o till_o i_o come_v to_o find_v and_o hear_v it_o from_o thou_o in_o the_o other_o world_n through_o the_o merit_n of_o my_o only_a lord_n and_o saviour_n jesus_n christ._n amen_o iu._n a_o prayer_n against_o presumption_n let_v not_o my_o heart_n deceive_v i_o o_o bless_a lord_n in_o judgeing_a of_o myself_o but_o keep_v i_o from_o pride_n and_o vain_a confidence_n in_o set_v too_o little_a by_o thy_o grace_n and_o think_v too_o well_o of_o my_o own_o way_n oh_o that_o i_o may_v never_o flatter_v myself_o into_o a_o evil_a security_n and_o a_o insensibleness_n of_o the_o great_a need_n i_o have_v of_o thy_o mercy_n for_o thou_o o_o lord_n 6._o resiste_v the_o proud_a but_o give_v grace_n unto_o the_o humble_a thou_o rejecte_v 14._o the_o proud_a pharisee_fw-mi who_o justifyes_n himself_o and_o see_v not_o his_o own_o nakedness_n and_o poverty_n but_o the_o very_o best_a of_o we_o all_o do_v absolute_o need_v repentance_n and_o have_v but_o too_o many_o sin_n to_o humble_v we_o we_o must_v 13._o throw_v ourselves_o upon_o thy_o mercy_n and_o 3._o can_v not_o stand_v in_o thy_o judgement_n shall_v thou_o be_v rigorous_a in_o exact_v what_o we_o have_v do_v amiss_o nor_o 7._o appear_v before_o thou_o when_o thou_o be_v angry_a thy_o justice_n be_v terrible_a to_o the_o great_a saint_n yea_o and_o before_o thou_o even_o the_o angel_n themselves_o do_v cover_v their_o face_n and_o as_o we_o can_v not_o come_v off_o clear_a in_o thy_o judgement_n but_o mere_o through_o mercy_n so_o neither_o can_v 20._o we_o stand_v in_o obedience_n to_o qualify_v we_o for_o it_o but_o only_o through_o faith_n it_o be_v thy_o help_n o_o lord_n that_o must_v support_v and_o keep_v we_o in_o thy_o way_n and_o if_o it_o be_v not_o for_o thy_o grace_n and_o our_o own_o caution_n and_o holy_a jealousy_n over_o ourselves_o we_o be_v as_o liable_a to_o fall_v as_o other_o oh_o than_o that_o i_o may_v ib._n not_o be_v high_o mind_v and_o place_v my_o confidence_n in_o myself_o but_o learn_v to_o fear_n and_o show_v care_n and_o humble_a dependence_n upon_o thou_o and_o with_o godly_a reverence_n look_v for_o thy_o promise_n of_o grace_n and_o mercy_n through_o jesus_n christ_n my_o lord_n and_o only_a saviour_n amen_n v._o prayer_n in_o the_o last_o agony_n ejaculation_n dvst_o thou_o be_v and_o to_o dust_n shall_v thou_o return_v gen._n 3._o 19_o lord_n jesus_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o o_o thou_o lamb_n of_o god_n 29_o that_o take_v away_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o world_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n luk._n 18._o 13._o though_o i_o often_o offend_v thou_o yet_o lord_n thou_o know_v i_o sincere_o love_v thou_o and_o hate_v myself_o for_o have_v displease_v thou_o and_o can_v any_o who_o sincere_o love_v thou_o perish_v eternal_o lord_n receive_v i_o for_o i_o be_o haste_v apace_o to_o thou_o i_o stretch_v forth_o my_o hand_n unto_o thou_o my_o soul_n thirst_v after_o thou_o as_o a_o thirsty_a land_n ps._n 143._o 6._o 42._o lord_n remember_v i_o when_o thou_o come_v in_o thy_o kingdom_n do_v with_o this_o frail_a and_o weary_a body_n what_o thou_o please_v only_o receive_v my_o spirit_n to_o thy_o mercy_n in_o death_n and_o raise_v up_o this_o corruptible_a to_o incorruption_n after_o death_n and_o forsake_v i_o not_o o_o god_n now_o my_o strength_n fail_v i_o ps._n 71._o 9_o beside_o which_o the_o die_a person_n may_v use_v the_o scripture_n collect_v for_o this_o case_n p._n 127._o prayer_n 1._o lord_n wash_v my_o soul_n in_o thy_o blood_n that_o it_o may_v be_v present_v without_o spot_n unto_o thou_o and_o let_v i_o die_v in_o thy_o favour_n and_o rest_n in_o peace_n and_o rise_v again_o in_o glory_n amen_n 2._o strengthen_v i_o o_o my_o god_n in_o my_o agony_n as_o my_o strength_n fail_v let_v my_o pain_n wear_v off_o but_o when_o my_o strength_n fail_v let_v not_o my_o faith_n fail_v even_o in_o death_n let_v i_o trust_v in_o thou_o and_o the_o near_o i_o be_o draw_v to_o thou_o the_o more_o do_v thou_o manifest_v thy_o mercy_n unto_o i_o through_o jesus_n christ_n my_o lord_n amen_o 3._o deliver_v i_o o_o lord_n from_o fear_n of_o death_n and_o from_o all_o violent_a disorder_n of_o a_o trouble_a fancy_n or_o painful_a delusion_n of_o my_o ghostly_a enemy_n oh_o let_v not_o he_o be_v able_a now_o to_o disturb_v and_o terrifye_v i_o or_o any_o way_n to_o prevail_v against_o i_o but_o guard_v thou_o thy_o servant_n come_v unto_o thou_o amen_n 4._o have_v i_o in_o thy_o custody_n o_o holy_a father_n for_o 29._o nothing_o can_v can_v take_v i_o out_o of_o thy_o hand_n and_o give_v thy_o holy_a angel_n charge_v to_o stand_v about_o i_o to_o guard_v and_o receive_v my_o poor_a soul_n at_o my_o departure_n and_o to_o conduct_v and_o carry_v it_o to_o the_o bless_a receptacle_n of_o rest_n and_o peace_n amen_n 5._o come_v 20._o lord_n jesus_n come_v quick_o 23._o i_o desire_v and_o groan_v earnest_o to_o be_v dissolve_v and_o to_o be_v with_o thou_o 5._o into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n and_o lay_v down_o my_o weary_a flesh_n to_o rest_n in_o hope_n of_o a_o bless_a resurrection_n to_o eternal_a peace_n and_o joy_n at_o the_o last_o day_n amen_n 6._o lord_n if_o it_o be_v thy_o gracious_a will_n make_v my_o pain_n short_a and_o my_o death_n easy_a at_o least_o not_o extreme_o tedious_a or_o grievous_a to_o i_o but_o if_o thou_o have_v otherwise_o order_v thy_o bless_a will_n be_v do_v only_o give_v i_o patience_n to_o bear_v they_o and_o spiritual_a comfort_n under_o they_o and_o at_o thy_o own_o time_n make_v my_o death_n my_o passage_n to_o a_o bless_a and_o eternal_a life_n through_o jesus_n christ_n my_o lord_n amen_o out_o of_o the_o office_n for_o burial_n and_o o_o lord_n most_o holy_a o_o god_n most_o mighty_a o_o holy_a and_o merciful_a saviour_n thou_o most_o worthy_a judge_n eternal_a suffer_v i_o not_o at_o my_o last_o hour_n for_o any_o pain_n of_o death_n to_o fall_v from_o thou_o amen_n and_o these_o prayer_n may_v be_v say_v for_o the_o die_a person_n as_o occasion_n require_v by_o his_o friend_n who_o be_v about_o he_o only_o alter_v the_o person_n we_o for_o i_o he_o for_o i_o our_o for_o my_o etc._n etc._n as_o be_v requisite_a upon_o the_o change_n of_o person_n likewise_o they_o may_v use_v for_o he_o the_o recommendatory_a prayer_n for_o one_o at_o the_o point_n of_o departure_n in_o the_o church_n office_n for_o visitation_n of_o the_o sick_n o_o almighty_a god_n with_o who_o do_v live_v the_o spirit_n of_o just_a man_n make_v perfect_a after_o they_o be_v deliver_v from_o their_o earthly_a prison_n we_o humble_o commend_v the_o soul_n of_o this_o thy_o servant_n our_o dear_a brother_n into_o thy_o
at_o the_o fit_a time_n and_o send_v trouble_n when_o they_o have_v most_o need_n of_o they_o and_o take_v they_o off_o again_o when_o it_o be_v fit_a to_o remove_v they_o if_o it_o cause_v present_a sorrow_n and_o smart_n it_o be_v to_o do_v they_o good_a and_o if_o they_o do_v not_o see_v how_o it_o shall_v turn_v to_o their_o good_a yet_o thou_o do_v and_o will_v make_v they_o see_v it_o too_o in_o the_o end_n our_o will_n o_o father_n be_v too_o often_o guide_v by_o folly_n but_o thou_o be_v always_o and_o altogether_o wise_a and_o have_v ever_o be_v most_o gracious_a and_o full_a of_o mercy_n towards_o i_o thou_o know_v best_o o_o lord_n when_o it_o be_v fit_a for_o i_o to_o come_v into_o this_o world_n and_o when_o it_o be_v fit_a for_o i_o to_o leave_v it_o and_o what_o part_n be_v fit_a for_o i_o to_o bear_v whilst_o i_o stay_v therein_o o_o do_v thou_o appoint_v i_o how_o or_o in_o what_o condition_n i_o shall_v live_v and_o how_o long_a but_o withal_o help_v i_o to_o do_v thy_o work_n whilst_o i_o live_v choose_v thou_o my_o condition_n and_o let_v my_o lot_n be_v what_o may_v please_v thou_o but_o then_o give_v i_o grace_n faithful_o and_o wise_o to_o discharge_v the_o duty_n of_o that_o condition_n and_o let_v my_o carriage_n under_o it_o be_v such_o as_o may_v please_v thou_o too_o amen_n lord_n i_o be_o not_o only_o content_v but_o glad_a to_o be_v at_o thy_o choice_n i_o pray_v thou_o that_o i_o may_v always_o be_v what_o thou_o please_v and_o that_o i_o myself_o may_v always_o be_v please_v with_o it_o i_o desire_v also_o o_o father_n what_o seem_v good_a and_o please_a unto_o i_o yea_o when_o my_o pain_n and_o distress_n be_v extreme_a i_o desire_v it_o earnest_o but_o when_o i_o desire_v it_o i_o do_v not_o prescribe_v unto_o thou_o but_o beg_v that_o thou_o will_v order_v therein_o not_o what_o my_o weakness_n wish_n unless_o thy_o wisdom_n also_o see_v it_o fit_v and_o i_o know_v o_o lord_n that_o thou_o be_v ready_a to_o grant_v my_o desire_n if_o they_o be_v real_o for_o my_o good_a and_o thy_o glory_n and_o agree_v with_o the_o wise_a end_n of_o thy_o providence_n and_o i_o press_v they_o no_o long_o if_o thou_o see_v they_o be_v otherwise_o amen_n it_o be_v the_o lord_n let_v he_o do_v what_o seem_v he_o good_a 1_o sam._n 3._o 18._o if_o it_o be_v possible_a let_v this_o cup_n pass_v from_o i_o nevertheless_o not_o as_o i_o will_v but_o as_o thou_o will_v and_o if_o it_o may_v not_o pass_v from_o i_o except_o i_o drink_v it_o thy_o will_n be_v do_v mat._n 26._o 39_o 42._o even_o in_o inflict_v evil_a upon_o i_o thou_o be_v kind_a still_o and_o be_v do_v i_o good_a against_o my_o will_n amen_n three_o he_o must_v set_v himself_o to_o bear_v his_o sick_a bed_n sorrow_n with_o thankfulness_n we_o must_v not_o think_v it_o strange_a or_o that_o thing_n be_v strain_v too_o high_a when_o we_o be_v call_v upon_o to_o be_v thankful_a under_o sickness_n or_o other_o affliction_n for_o the_o difference_n between_o thankful_a and_o unthankful_a or_o complain_v nature_n lie_v more_o in_o their_o spirit_n than_o in_o their_o outward_a circumstance_n a_o thanful_a spirit_n will_v find_v enough_o to_o give_v god_n thanks_o for_o on_o a_o sickbed_n or_o in_o any_o affliction_n and_o a_o unthankful_a spirit_n will_v never_o want_v matter_n enough_o to_o complain_v of_o in_o a_o better_a condition_n and_o if_o any_o afflict_a or_o sick_a person_n be_v unthankful_a it_o be_v not_o because_o they_o want_v mercy_n be_v good_a store_n which_o deserve_v their_o thanks_o but_o because_o they_o overlook_v they_o this_o virtue_n of_o thankfulness_n to_o god_n as_o it_o be_v one_o of_o the_o most_o necessary_a duty_n be_v so_o be_v it_o one_o of_o the_o lively_a beauty_n and_o bright_a ornament_n of_o a_o sickbed_n for_o it_o speak_v true_a humility_n when_o we_o show_v as_o we_o do_v thereby_o that_o the_o least_o mercy_n be_v deserve_v our_o thanks_o and_o that_o the_o worst_a state_n which_o god_n put_v we_o into_o be_v too_o 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when_o i_o have_v go_v astray_o i_o bless_v thou_o for_o all_o the_o lowly_a thought_n they_o give_v i_o of_o myself_o and_o for_o all_o the_o discovery_n which_o i_o make_v of_o my_o own_o error_n thereby_o amen_n and_o for_o all_o the_o prostration_n both_o of_o mind_n and_o body_n which_o they_o put_v i_o upon_o show_v towards_o thou_o and_o for_o all_o the_o dependence_n which_o i_o learn_v thence_o to_o place_n on_o thy_o mercy_n amen_n and_o for_o their_o take_n off_o my_o fondness_n from_o all_o earthly_a delight_n and_o make_v i_o cease_v to_o be_v in_o love_n with_o vanity_n amen_n and_o for_o their_o
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