hath crucified sinne and vanquished death he I say who only remained free amongst those that were deade hauinge power to giue his life for vs and for vs to take it againe He therefore is both a conquerour and an oblation offered for obtayning the coÌ„quest and for this cause a conquerour because an oblation for vs he hath beene a Priest and a sacrifice In him therfore and not without iust cause haue I settled my whole hope hoping that by him thou wilt cure all my maladies who sitteth at thy right hande maketh intercession for vs. My maladies and miseries o Lord are greate and many many and greate for that I knowe and confesse that the Prince of this worlde hath many thinges to lay to my charge but for his sake that sitieth at thy right hande our Redeemer in whoÌ„ the Diuell coulde neuer finde any iniquitie deliuer me I beseeche thee Iustifie me by him who neuer committed any sinne neither was there deceipt at any time founde in his mouth By him beinge our heade in whom was neuer seene the least spott of wickednes deliuer me that am a small and infirme member of his Free me I beseeche thee from my finnes vices faultes and negligences replenishe me with thy sacred virtues and perfections and make me complete in good manners and conditions Make me for thy blessed names sake to perseuer all the daies of my life in good workes acceptable to thee accordinge as thy holy will shall teache and direct me Of the confidence which a Christian soule ought to haue in Iesus Christ and in his passion CHAPT XIV WEre it not that thy diuine Worde o God had beene made flesh and dwelt in vs I should verily despaire by reason of my manifolde sinnes and infinite negligences But now I dare not despaire because if when we were thine enimies we haue beene reconciled by the death of thy sonne how much more being thus brought in fauour againe are we by him made assured of saluation For my whole hope and vndoubted confidence is in his pretious bloud which he hath powred forth for vs and for our good In him I breath and take comforte and trusting in his bounty I desire to come to thee not hauing any iustice or deserte of mine owne but only that which proceedeth from our Lord Iesus Christ thy onely sonne Wherfore I giue thee thankes o God the most milde and mercifull louer of mankinde who by thy sonne Iesus Christ our Lord hast powerfully made vs when as yet we had noe being and hast by him wonderfully deliuered and recouered vs when we were past recouerie through sinne I thanke thy pitty and rendre thee many prayses from the very bottome of my hart who through the vnspeakable loue wherwith of thy mere goodnes thou hast loued vs beinge wretched creatures and vnworthy of any good thinge hast sent for our common good the same onely begotten sonne of thine from thy bosome to saue vs sinners beinge then the children of perdition I giue thee thankes for his sacred incarnation and natiuitie and for his glorious mother the blessed virgin Marie of whom he vouchsafed to take fleshe for vs and for our saluation that as he was true God of God soe likewise he might be true man of man I giue thee thankes for his crosse and passion for his deathe and resurrection for his ascension into heauen and for the rhrone of his maiestie at thy right hande For he hauinge for fortie daies togither appeared vnto his disciples after his resurrection ascendinge in theire sight aboue all the heauens and sittinge at thy right hande powred forth the holy Ghost accordinge to his promise vppon the children of adoption I giue thee thankes for that most sacred effusion of his most pretious bloude by which we haue beene redâ—emed as likewise for that most holy and liuelâ— mysterie of his bodie and bloude wherewith we are daylie in thy Churche sedd and inebriated walhed and sanctified and made pertakers of his soue aigne Good I giue thee thankes for thy admirable and vnspeakeable charitie through which by thine onely and beloued sonne thou hast in this manner loued and releiued vs being altogeather vnworthy Soe greately hast thou loued the worlde as that thou hast giuen thine onely begotten sonne to the end that euerie one which beleiueth in him might not perishe but haue life euerlasting which life euerlasting consisteth in this that by a pure and perfect faith and workes answerable to the same we knowe thee the onely true God and Iesus Christ whom thou hast sent Of the surpassing great charity of the eternall Father towards mankind CHAPT XV. O Infinite mercy o inestimable charity thou hast giuen thy sonne to deliuer thy seruant God hath beene made man that man might be freed from the power of the Diuell when he was vtterly vndonne How kinde a louer of men hath thy sonne our Lord God shewed himselfe to be who thought it not enough to haue debased himselfe so lowe as to haue taken humaine fleshe for vs of the immaculate virgin Marie vnlesse he had likewise sustained the torments of his passion pouring forth his bloud for vs and for our saluation Our good God hath come being moued thereunto through his goodnes and mercy he hath come he hath come to seeks and saue that which was lost cast away He hath sought the sheepe that was lost he hath sought and found it and as a merciful Lord and vnspeakeable louing shepheard he hath on his owne shoulders brought it backe to the foldes of his flocke O charity o pitty Who euer heard the like who is not astonied at this soe feeling an affection of his mercy who is not through admiration almost striken into an extasie who is not moued with gladnes through this thy excessiue charitie wherewith thou hast loued vs Thou hast sent thy son in the likenesse of flesh subiect to sinne that he might conuince sinno of sinne that we might become iust in him For he is the true immaculate lambe who hath taken away the sinnes of the worlde who by dyinge hath destroyed our death and by risinge againe hath raised vs to life But what recompence can we giue thee o good God for these soe greate benefits of thy mercie What praises or thankes giuinge Albeit we had the knowledge and power of the blessed Angels yet could we not make any requitall answerable to thy soe greate loue and goodnes yea if all our members were turned into tonges yet woulde our poore abilitie be no way sufficient to render thee those prayses which thou hast deserued Soe that thine inestimable charitie which thou hast shewed towardes vs being altogether vnworthy proceeding froÌ„ thy meere goodnes and mercy doth surpasse all the knowledg and learning that either is or may be For that thy sonne our God hath not takeÌ„ the nature and essence of Angells but the â—eede of Abraham becomming like vnto vs in euerie thinge setting aside onely sinne Taking therfore
that seeing there thy glorious admirable and most fâ—ire face replenished with all sweetnes I may together with that elected companie fall prostrate and adore thy Maiestie and being at length filled with the celestiall and vnspeakeable ioy of that eternall delectation I may with those that loue thee cry out saying Beholde I nowe see what I coueted I nowe enioy that for which I hoped I nowe haue that which I desired because I am nowe ioyned to him in heauen whom whilst I liued on earth with my whole strength I loued with my whole loue I affected and to whom with my whole affection I was vnited him doe I praise blesse and adore who liueth and raigneth God both nowe and euer more Amen A Prayer to be saied in time of tribulation CHAPT XXXVIII TAke pittieâ—o Lord take pittie o mercifull Sauiour of me a most miserable sinner doing thinges worthie of blame and worthilie suffering for the same being by thee dailie afflicted for that continuallie I am founde to haue offended If I ponder the euill which I daylie commit that which I endure is nothing in comparison of it that which I haue donne being much more greiuous then mine affliction Thou art iust o Lord and right is thy iudgmentâ— all thy iudgementâ— are iuste and true Thou o Lord our God arâ— iust and full of goodnes neither is there in thee anie wickednesâ— because when we offende thou dost not vniustlie and cruellie afflict vs who when we were not hast powerfullie made vs and when for our sinne we were guiltie of damnation thou hast by thy wonderfull mercie and goodnesse set vs in state of saluation I knowe o Lord God and am assured that our life is not gouerned by the vnaduised influence and concurrence of secondarie causes but is wholie disposed and ordered by thy almightie prouidence Thou therfore takest care of all thinges but especiallie of such as serue thee who putt theire whole confidence in thy onelie mercie Wherefore I humblie pray and beseeche thee that thou wilt not deale with me according to mine iniquities by which I haue deserued thine anger but according to thy manifold mercies which surmounte the sinnes of the whole world together Thou o Lord who dost punishe me outwardlie giue me alwaies an inuincible patience inwardlie to the end I may neuer cease to praise thee Take pittie of me o Lord take pittie of me and helpe me like as thou knowest to be expedient for me both in soulâ— and bodie thou I say who knowest all thinges and art able to doe all thinges whatsoeuer who liueth and raigneth for euer and euer Amen A verie deuoute Prayer to God the Sonne CHAPT XXXIX O Lord Iesu Christ the sonne of the living God who with thy handes stretched forth on the Crosse hast drunke the cupp of thy passion for the redemption of all mankinde succouâ—e me this day I beseeche thee Beholde o Lord I that am needie doe come to thee that art wealthie I that am full of miserie doe approache to thee replenished with mercie suffer mâ— not therfore to departe voide or as one worthie to be despised I beginne hungrie let me not end emptie I approache as one hunger-starued let me not departe vnfed And if I sighe before I eate graunt that I may eate at least after I haue sighed First therforâ— most sweete Iesu before the magnificence of thy sweetnes I confesse against me myne iniustice Beholde o Lord for that I was conceiued and borne in sinne and thou hast washed and sanctified me from the same and 〈◊〉 this haue defiled my selfe with greater offences because those sinnes wherin I was borne were of necessitie but those in which I afterwardes lay wallowing were voluntarie This notwithstanding thou being not vnmindfull of thy mercie and goodnes hast drawne me from my fathers house and from the tabernacles of sinner inspiring me with thy grace to followe thee in the companie of those that seeke thy face who walk the direct way that leadeth to felicâ—tie liuinge amiddst the 〈◊〉 of chaâ—itie and sitting at table with thee in the parloure of most profounde pouertie But I ingratefull and forgetfull of soe many benefits receiued haue after my entrance into Religion committed many sinnes and abominations and where I ought to haue corrected my faultes by doing satisfaction there haue I added sinne vpon sinne These therfore o Lord are the faultes by which I haue dishonoured thee and defiled my selfe who thou hast created according to thine owne image similitude to wit pride vaine glorie and many other sinnes almost infinite by which my vnhappy soule is troubled and afflicted rent and destroyed Beholde o Lord mine iniquities haue ouerwhelmed mine heade being vnto me as a greiuous burden vnsupportable to be endured in soe much that if thou whose propertie is to pardonne and to shewe mercie doe not lift me vp with the right hande of thy maiestie I shall woefullie sinke downe into the gulfe of eternall miserie Beholde o Lord God see because thou art holy beholde I say how my ghostlie ennimie doth insulte ouer me saying God hath forsaken him I will pursue and take him because there is none that can deliuer him Howe longe o Lord wilt thou thus leaue me Tuâ—ne backe and deliuer my soule o sauâ— me for thy mercies sake Take pittie of me thy sonne whom thou hast begotten in the greate greife of thy passion and doe not soe attende to my wickednes that thou forgett thy goodnes What Father is there who seeing his sonne in danger doth not endeuoure to sett him free or what sonne is there whom his Father doth refuse to correct with the staffe of his pittie Wherefore o Lord and Father albeit I am a sinner yet I doe not cease to be thy sonne because thou hast made me and newe made me againe like as I haue sinned soe correct and amend me and being by the staffe of thy fatherlie pittie corrected and amended commit me to the care and custodie of thy onely begotten sonne Iesus Christ our Lord. Is it possible for a woman to forget the childe of her owne wombe And albeit shee shoulde forget it yet thou o most louinge Father hast promised not to forget the same Beholde I cry and thou dost not heare me I am afflicted with greife and thou dost not comfort me What shall I say or doe being in this extreame miserie Alas I am altogether comfortles and which is worse am chased forth of thy presence Wretche that I am from howe greate good into howe greate euill am I fallen Whither did I attempt to goe and whither am I come Where am I and where am I not howe is it that I that did sighe after heauen doe nowe sighe through soe great tribulation I haue sought comforte and haue founde affliction And truly it is better for me not to be then to be without thee o sweete Iesu It is better not to liue then to liue without thee the onely true life Where are
me teares proceeding from my whole affection which may be able to dissolue the bandes of my sinnes Heare me o my Lord and my God Heare me o light of mine eies Heare what I demaunde and graunt that thou mayest heare what I demaunde If thou despise me I shall perishe and be consumed if thou respect me I shal be receiued If thou examine my righteousnes I shal be founde to be as a deade man stinking throughe rottennes but if thou beholde me with the eie of thy mercie thou wilt therby raise me being through sinne like a corrupt carkase from the sepulcher of mine iniquitie Whatsoeuer o Lord thou hatest in me expell and â—oote out of me and plante in me the spirit of chastitie and continencie to the end that whatsoeuer I shall demaunde of thee in my demaunde I may not offende thee Take from me that which is hurtfull and giue me that which is profitable Giue me a medicine o Lord by which the soares of my soule may be healed Bellowe vppon me o Lord thy feare compunction of hart humilitie of minde and a conscience free from all sinne Graunt me grace o Lord that I may alwares be able to liue in charitie with my brethren not forgetting mine owne sinnes not prying into those of other men Pardon my soule Pardon my sinnes Pardon mine offences Pardon mine abominations Visit me being weakened cure me being diseased refresh me being weaâ—ied raise me being deade Giue me o Lord a harte that may feare thee a minde that may loue thee a sense that may conceiue thee eares that may heare thee eies that may see thee Take pittie o God take pittie of me and beholde me from the sacred seatâ— of thy sacred maiestie and illuminate the darkenes of my harre with the bright beames of thy light Giue me o Lord discretion to be able to discerne betweene good and cuill and endue me with an vnderstanding that is alwaies watchfull I humbly craue pardon of all my sinnes I humbly craue it o Lord of thee from whom and by whom I hope to findefauoure in time of necessitie O Marie mother of God mother of Iesus Christ our Lord thou sacred and vnspotted virgin vouchsafe to make intercession for me vnto him who made thee a worthy temple for himselfe to dwell in O S. Michael S. Gabriel S. Raphael o holy quires of Angells and Archangells of Patriarches and prophetes of Apostles and Euangelists of Martyrs and Confessors of Priests and Leuites of Monkes and Virgins and of all such as haue liued righteously I presume to beleeche you euen for his sake by whome you haue been elected and by whose contemplation you are she much delighted that you will be pleased to pray for me a poore sinner vnto him our God that I may be deliuered from the furious â—awes of the infernall feinde and from that death which shall neuer haue end Vouchsafe o Lord according to thy meekenes and vnspeakeable mercie to make me partaker of eternall felicitie Graunt o Lord Iesu that Priestes may liue in concorde and amitie and that Kinges and Princes ruling as they ought to doe may be vnited in peace and tranquillitie I humbly craue grace o Lord for the whole Catholique Church for men women for Religious persons and for secular people for all Christian magistrates and for all that beleiue in thee and laboure for thy holy loue that they may perseuer in doing well all the dayes of their liues Graunt o Lord and king eternall to Virgins chastitie to Religious persons that haue dedicated themselues vnto thee the guift of continencie to maried folkes holinesse to suche as are truly sorrowfull for theire sinnes forgiuenesse to widowes and orphans succour protection to those that are poore to pilgrims a safe returne comforte to such as mourne to the faithfull departed the repose of heauen to marriners and such as sayle on the sea theire desired porte or hauen to those that haue attained to perfection grace to perseuere to beginners and proficients in vertue grace to doe better to sinners and to suche as offende as to me poore wretche that they may speedily amende O most milde and mercifull Lord and Sauiour the sonne of the liuinge God the worldes redeemer amongst all men and in all thinges I confesse my selfe to be a miserable sinner neuerthelesse I beseeche thee most sweete and soueraigne father that thou wilt not cast me as an abiect out of thy fauour Yea rather o Lord thou King of Kinges who hast determined and decreede the length of each mans life graunt me a deuoute desire to amend mine Stirre vp my sluggishe soule to the end that att all times and in all thinges it may seeke desire loue and feare thee who in al places art three and one and putt in practice that which is pleasing vnto thee Especiallie I beseech thee o holy father who art blessed and glorious â—or euer that thou wilt mercifullie preserue all those that in theire prayers are mindfull of me haue commended themselues to mine albeit little worthe and of noe valewe those likewise that haue shewed towards me any deede of charitie or pittie or are ioyned to me in blood and affinitie aswell those that are deade as those that yet liue in this mortall bodie to the end that thou guiding and assisting them they may not perishe euerlastingly In generall I beseeche thee o Lord to aide and succoure all Christians that are yet liuinge and on those that are deade to bestowe absolution and life euerlasting Finallie o Lord I most humbly and hartely beseeche thee who art 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the beginning and the ending that when the time is come that I must die thou wilt be a milde and mercifull iudge and a perpetuall protector to me against the accusations and snares of the diuell my ancient aduersary admitting me for euer into the societâ—e of the holy Angells and of all thy Saints in thy heauenly cittie where thou art blessed and praysed during all eternitie Amen A deuoute Prayer in memorie of Christs passion CHAPT XLI O Lord Iesu Christ my redemption mercie and saluation I praise thee and giue thee thankes albeit farre inferiour to thy benefits albeit wholy voide of deuotion and feruour albeit leane and without the desired fatnes of that most sweete affection which thou dost require neuerthelesse my soule doth render thee thankes such as they are which althoughe they are not suche as I knowe I am bouÌ„de to offer yet they are according to my best endeuour O hope of my harte o strength of my soule may it please thy omnipotent worthines to accomplishe what my woÌ„derfull greate weakenes doth attempt to performe because thou art my life and the scope of mine intention And albeit I haue not hitherto deserued to loue thee soe muche as I knowe is due yet at least I desire to loue thee soe muche as I ought to doe Thou seest my conscience o my light for that my
of this prison to confesse vnto thy name that we may glory and be delighted in thy light Open thine eares to the dolefull clamours of thy dristressed children who cry to thee saying O our Father giue vs this day our daily breade in the strength of which we may walke day and night vntill we attaine vnto thy holy mountaine Oreb O God my Father and force when shall I that am the least of all thy family come and appeare before thy face to the end that as I doe now praise thee during the time of this mortalitie I may from thence for the praise thee euerlastinglie O how greate shall I esteeme my happines if I shall at length be admitted to beholde thy brightnes Who will obtaine this fauoure for me that I may be admitted to beholde thee I knowe o Lord I knowe and confesse that I am vnworthy to enter into thy house neuerthelesse I beseech thee afforde me this fauour for thy glorie and confounde not thy seruant that trusteth in thee But who is able to enter into thy sanctuarie to consider thy power if thou o Lord doe not open vnto him the dore Or who can opeÌ„ it if thou shutt it Verily noe man is able to erect that which thou dost throwe downe neither is any one able to free him whom thou dost putt in prison If thou withholde the waters all thinges become dry and withered againe if thou lett them loose they will ouerwhelme the worlde If thou shouldest cause all thinges which thou hast created to returne to nothing who durst condradict thee Finallie there is noe end of the goodnes of thy mercy by which thou hast created all thinges that it hath pleased thee Thou o maker of the worlde hast made vs vouchsafe likewise to gouerne vs. Thou hast created vs despise vs not because we are thy workmanship Certainely o Lord our God we that are little wormes composed of durte and clay cannot enter into thy eternitie vnlesse thou leade vs in who hast created all thinges of nothing That our Saluation is from God CHAPT XXIV I therfore that am the worke of thy handes will confesse vnto thee in thy feare for that I will not put my confidence in my bowe neither is my sworde the thing that shall saue me but thy right hande and thy arme and the light of thy countenance Certainely I shoulde despaire were it not that thou art my hope that hast created me whose propertie is neuer to forsake those that hope in thee Because thou art our Lord God full of sweetnes and patience mercifullie disposing all thinges For whether we sinne or sinne not we are still thy creatures and thou dost still esteemeâ— and make accounte of vs Verily al of vs are as the leafe of a tree and euery man liuing is meerely vanitie soe that our life whilst we liue in this worlde is as a puffe of winde If we therefore thy poðre pupills chaÌ„ce to fall be not offened because thou o Lord our God knowest the brickle substance wherof we were made Wilt thou therfore o God of inestimable fortitude shewe thy power against a lease that with euerie pusse of winde is caried hither and thither or wilt thou persecute a little stuble or strawe Wilt thou o eternall king of Israel damne a dogge Wilt thou damne a flea Wee hauâ— heard o Lord of thy mercie that thou art neither the author of deathe neither dost thou reioyce at the damnation of those that die Wherfore I beseeâ—n thee o Lord that thou wilt not permit that which thou hast not made to haue the vpper hande of me thy creature whom thou hast made For if thou dost grieue at our damnation what doth hinder thee o Lord that canst doe any thinge from reioycing alwaies at our saluation Thou o Lord canst saue me if thou wilt but I of my self although I desire it cannot doe it The multitude of my miseries is â—oe greate that albeit I haue a will to doe well yet I want power to performe I cannot desire what is good vâ—lesse it be thy will likewise neither haue I power to performe what I doe desire vnlesse thy power strengthen me sometimes I am vnwilling to doe that good which I haue power to performe were it not that thy will must be donne in earthe as it is in heauen Moreouer I knowe not what I am willing or able to performe vnlesse thou illuminate me with thy wisedome Yea although I knowe what to doe and am willing and able to doe the same yet my wisedome for that it is imperfect and vaine doth leaue it vndonne if I be not ayded by thy true wisedome All thinges therfore doe depende of thy will neither is any man able to withstande the same who art Lord of all thinges and hast power ouer euery particular creature effecting both in heauen and earthe in the sea and in bottomelesse depthes whatsoeuer seemeth good to thy diuine pleasure Let thy sacred will therfore be fulfilled in vs who doe call vppon thy holy name to the end that this noble worke of thine which thou hast created for thy glorie doe not perishe euerlastinglie For what man is there borne of a woman that is able to liue and escape deathe and damnation if thou alone who art the liuing way of all life by whom all thinges liue and haue their being doe not deliuer him How without the assistance of Gods grace mans will is vnable to doe well CHAPT XXV I haue alreadie acknowledged vnto thee o Lord my God who art the prayse of my life and the force of my saluation that I did heeretofore trust in my owne vertue and strength which indeede was not strength but rather presumption For as long as I did runne on after that fashioÌ„ I alwaies founde my selfe there most fraile and subiect to fall where I thought my selfe most firme soe that by running thus I founde my selfe rather behinde then before for that the thinge was still further from me which I thought to ouertake by mine owne endeuoure And in this manner thou hast in diuers thinges made triall of my force Now I know o Lord because thou hast enlightned mine vnderstanding that whatsoeuer I thought my selfe best able to doe I haue alwaies been least able to performe I oftentimes saied I will doe this or that and yet in fine I did neither of them When I was willing to doe any thing I founde my selfe vnable and when I was able I founde my selfe vnwilling because I did presume of mine owne forces But nowe o Lord my God father of heauen and earthe I confesse vnto thee that noe man ought to vaunt in thy presence as if he weare strong through his owne puissance because the presumption of all fleshe is vaine and foolishe Verilie it lieth not in mans power to desire what he is able to doe or to be able to doe what he doth desire or to knowe what he ought to desire or is able to doe but rather the
faith not by seeing thee face to face Because that hope which is seene is not hope Those immortall troupes of holie Angells o Lord doe incessantlie praise thee and the celestiall vertues doe glorifie thy name who haue noe neede to reade this which I haue written of thee thereby to knowe thee the sacred and vndeuided Trinitie Because they alwaies do behold thy face in which without the sillables of times they doe reade what thy eternall will woulde haue to be doÌ„ne they doe reade choose and loue thee yea they doe reade euerlastingly and that which they reade neuâ—r passeth away By choosinge and louinge thee they doe reade the immutabilitie of thy counsell neither shall theire booke at any time be shutt or folded together for that thou thy selfe art this booke of theirs and shalt be for euer O how â—urpassinge happie are those heauenlieve â—tues who are able to praise thee soe holilie and purelie with such excessiue sweetnes and vnspeakeable ioy from thence they take occasion of praise from whence they reioyce that is by beholdinge thee euerlastinglie by which they are made able to reioyce and to praise thee But we that are ouercharged with the burden of our fraile fleshe who are likewise placed a farr of in the pilgrimage of this life from the light of thy countenance and lastly are distracted and disquieted through diuersitie of worldly businesses cannot praise thee worthily as we ought how be it we praise thee by faith not by seeing thee face to face contrariwise those Angelical spirits by seeing thee face to face not by faith Our fleshe is the cause of this by meanes whereof we praise thee in a farr meaner degree then they But albeit we praise thee after a diuers manner yet thou art one and the same God creator of all thinges to whom sacrifice of praise is offered in heauen and on earth and by helpe of thy mercy we hope heereafter to be made pertaker of theire companie Graunt o Lord in the interim during the time of my abode in this fraile flesh that my hart and tongue may praise thee and lett all my bones say O Lord who is like vnto the Thou art God almightie whom we worship and adore three in personnes and one in substance of deitie the Father vnbegotten the Sonne the onely begotteÌ„ of the Father the holy Ghost proeedinge from them both remaining in them both the â—acred and vndeuided Trinitie one onely God almightie Who when we were not hast powerfully made by our offences hast lost and vndonne vs and when we were wonderfullie recouered vs by thy pittie and goodnes Suffer vâ— not I beseech thee to be vngreatefull for soe greate benenefitts and vnworthy of soe maniâ—olde mercies I humbly craue pray and beseeche thee increase our faith inlarge our hope augment our charitie Make vs by this thy grace to be alwaie firme in faith and fruitfull in good workes that by an vpright and perfect faith and workes worthy of the same we may by thy mercie attaine to life euerlastinge that there contemplating thy glorie as it is we may adore thy maiestie and may all of vs say together whom thou hast made worthy to beholde this thy blisse Glorie be to the Father who hath created vs glorie be to the Sonne who hath redeemed vs glorie be to the holie Ghost who hath sanctified vs glorie to the most highe vndeuided Trinitie whose workes are inseperable whose Empire is euerlastinge and perpetual All glory and songes of praise are befittinge thee all worshipp benediction loue and thankes giuing is due to thee To thee our God be ascribed all honour strenght and fortitude for euer and euer Amen Heere man doth lament for that when he thinketh of God he is not moued to compunction seeinge the verye Angells tremble and quake when they beholde him CHAPT XXXIV FOrgiue me o Lord forgiue me o good God forgiue me and be mercifull vnto me pardon mine ignorance and my manifolde imperfections Reiect me not for my ouermuche boldenes in that I beinge but a seruant and woulde to God a good one and not all together bad and vnprofitable as I am yea in this respect very badd for that I presume to praise blesse and adore thee our God almightie terrible and exceedinglie to be feared without contrition of hart a fountaine of teares without that reuerence and feare which is fittinge For if the Angells praising and adoring thee albeit replenished with vnspeakable ioy doe tremble and quake how much more ought I soe to doe when I stande before thee singing praises or offering sacrifice vnto thee whence is it that my hart doth not pante and my contenance growe pale and why doe I not tremble in my whole bodie that by that meanes I might weepe and waile in thy presence incessantlie I would doe soe if it laie in my power but I cannot doe as I desire And for this cause I cannot but haue thee in highe regarde as often as I beholde thee with the eies of my faith soe terrible and woÌ„derfullie to be feared But who can doe this or any good thinge els without the assistance of thy grace because our whole succoure and safetie doth wholy proceede from thy greate mercle Miserable wretche that I am how is it that my soule is become soe sottishe and voide of sense that it is not exceedinglie affraide when it standeth before God and singeth praises in his presence Miserable wretche that I am how is my harte soe hardned that my eyes do not without ceasinge flowe forth floudes of teares whiles the seruant talketh with his Lord man with God a creature with his creator one that is made of stime with him that hath made all thinges of nothinge Beholde o Lord I doe make manifest vnto thee what I am and what I thinke of my selfe in the secrett of my harte I doe openly make knowen in the eares of my brethren Thou art riche in mercie and libâ—rall in bestowinge rewardes giue me of thy goodes that by them I may be able to serue thee because we can neither serue nor please thee except it be by helpe of those guifts which we receiue from thee Pierce I beseeche thee my fleshe with thy feare lett my harte reioyce that it may feare thy name O woulde to God my sinfull soule did feare thee in that manner as that holy man did who saied I haue allwaies feared God as it were floudes of water flowing ouer my heade O God thou giuer of all good thinges giue me I beseech thee a fountaine of teares duringe the time of my prayers and prayses which I singe to thee accompanied with puritie of harte and mirthe of minde that louing thee perfectlie and praysing thee worthily I may with the palate of my harte pereciue taste feele how pleasant and sweete thou our Lord art as it is written Taste and see because our Lord is sweete Blessed is that man that trusteth in him blessed is that people that knoweth
o Father of mercies Thou knowest my desire and my groaning is not hidden from thee Hide not then thy face from me any longer neither doe thou forsake me in thine anger O Father of mercies heare the lamentable complainte of me thy poore orphāt and stretche forth thy helping hande that it may drawe me out of the deepe waters out of the lake of misery and out of the duste and dreggs of iniquitie that I perish not before the eies of thy mercy and in presence of thy infinite patience but let me escape vnto thee o Lord my God that I may beholde the riches of thy kingedome and alwaies see thy face and singe praises vnto thy holy name Thou o Lord who dost thinges worthy of admiration who through the remembrance of thee makest my harte merry who hast enlightned my youthe despise not nowe my old age I beseech thee but cause my bones and gray haires to become ioyfull and youthfull like vnto the bones and hoary feathers of an Eagle The end of S. Augustins Soliloquies that is of the secret discourses and conferences of his soule with God OF THE SOLILOQVIES OF S. AVGVSTIN BISHOP OF HIPPON OF the vnspeakeable sweetnes of God Chapt. I. Of the misery frailtie of man Chapt. II. Of the admirable light of God Chapt. III. Of the mortalitie of mans nature Chapt. IV. What it is to become nothing Chapt. V. Of the miserable estate of the soule being in sinne Chapt. VI. Of the manifolde benefits of almightie God Chapt. VII Of the future dignity of man Chapt. VIII Of Gods omnipotent power Chapt. IX Of the incomprehensible prayse of God Chapt. X. Of the hope which we ought to haue in God Chapt. XI Of the snares of concupiscences Chapt. XII Of the miseries of man and the manifolde benefits of almightie God Chapt. XIII How God doth continuallie looke into the actions and intentions of men Chapt. XIV That man without the assistance of Gods grace is able to doe nothing of himselfe Chapt. XV. Of the diuell and his manifolde temptatations Chapt XVI That God is the light of the iust Chapt. XVII A further acknowledging of the benefits of God Chapt. XVIII Of the vehemencie of loue or charity Chapt. XIX How God hath made all thinges subiect to the seruice of man Chapt. XX. How by the consideration of benefits temporall we may gather the greatnes of those that are celestiall Chapt. XXI That the sweetnes of God doth take away the present bitternes of the world Chapt. XXII That our whole hope and the desire of our harte ought to be in God Chapt. XXIII That our saluation is from God Chapt. XXIV How without the assistance of Gods grace mans will is vnable to doe well Chapt. XXV Of the ancient benefits of almighty God Chapt. XXVI Of the Angells appointed to be the guardians of men Chapt. XXVII Of the profounde predestination and foreknowledg of almighty God Chapt. XXVIII Of those that at first are good and afterwardes become bad and contrariwise of those that at first are bad and afterwardes become good Chapt. XXIX That a faithfull soule is the sanctuarie of God Chapt. XXX That God cannot be founde either by the exteriour or interiour senses Chapt. XXXI A profession of the true faithe Chapt. XXXII The acknowledging of our owne basenes Chapt. XXXIII A consideration of Gods diuine Maiestie Chapt XXXIV Of the desire and thirst of the soule after God Chap. XXXV A further discouse of the country kingdome of heauen Chapt. XXXVI A Prayer to the holy Trinitie Chapt. XXXVII THE MANVEL OF S. AVGVSTIN BISHOPP OF HYPPON OTHERWISE TEARMED A litle booke treating of the comtemplation of Christ or the worde of God Stirring vpp our weake and drousi◠memorie to the desire of heauenlie felicitie AT S. OMERS For IOHN HEIGHAM Anno 1624. THE MANVEL OF S. AVGVSTIN BISHOPP OF HYPPON OTHERWISE TEARMED A litle booke treating of the contemplation of Christ or the worde of God Stirring vpp our weake and drousie memorie to the desire of heauenlie felicitie THE PREFACE SEing we liue amidst a multitude of snares and ginnes we easily growe colde in the loue of heauenly thinges Wherfore we stande in neede of continuall succoure and ayde that as often as we fall and faile in our dutie towardes God we may as men awakened haue recourse to him the soueraigne and supreame good For this cause I haue compiled and composed this little worke not throughe any presumptious opinion I haue of my selfe but through the great loue of my God and the desire I haue to aduance his praise to the end I might alwaies haue about me some small Manuel of shorte sentences concerning my God drawen out of the worthiest wordes and writinges of holy Fathers by the fire of reading whereof I might as often as I growe cold be inflamed with affection towardes him Now therfore assist me o my God whom I seeke and loue whom likewise with my harte and mouthe and with all my force I prayse and adore My soule which is wholy deuoted to thee and inflamed with thy loue sighing and searching earnestly after thee desiring to see thee onely taketh delight in nothing els but to speake heare write and conferre of thee and frequentlye to meditate of thy glorie to the end that the sweete remembrance of thee may be some mitigation amidst soe many stormes of affliction To thee therfore I call o most desired Lord to thee I crie with a loude voyce euen with my whole harte And when I call vpon thee I call vpon thee remaining within me for that I were meere nothing if thou were not in me neither were thou in me vnlesse I were in thee Doubtles thou art in me because thou remainest in my memorie by which I haue knowen thee and in which I doe finde thee as often as I ame mindfull of thee and ame delighted in thee or frō thee from whom by whom and in whom all thinges haue their beginning conseruation and being Of the wonderfull essence of God CHAPT I THou O Lord dost fill heauen and earthe carying all thinges without burden filling all thinges without inclusion Alwayes doing alwaies resting Gathering thinges together and yet not needie Seeking albeit nothing is wanting vnto thee louing without being afflicted iealous yet resting assured It repenteth thee and yet thou art not grieued thou art angrie and yet art appeased Thou dost alter what thou hast donne without altering thy determination Thou takest what thou dost finde hauinge neuer lost any thinge Thou reioycest in gaine althoughe thou wert neuer needie and albeit thou wert neuer couetous yet thou exactest vsurie Thou giuest more then is demaunded to him that thou act not indebted and yet to make thee indebted more continuallie is giuen thee then by thee is required And yet who is there that hath any thinge not thine Thou payest debtes being indebted to noe man and forgiuest debtes thereby loosing nothing Who art euerie where and wholie euerie where Who maiest be felt