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thou_o watch_v by_o his_o couch_n listen_v for_o every_o of_o his_o breathe_n jealous_a of_o every_o whisper_n that_o may_v break_v off_o his_o slumber_n answer_v every_o of_o his_o groan_n with_o so_o many_o sigh_n and_o in_o short_a so_o make_v of_o he_o for_o the_o time_n that_o thy_o great_a darling_n seem_v the_o while_n neglect_v in_o comparison_n of_o this_o more_o needful_a charge_n how_o much_o more_o shall_v the_o father_n of_o mercy_n be_v compassionate_o intent_n upon_o the_o suffering_n of_o his_o dear_a child_n according_a to_o the_o proportion_n of_o their_o affliction_n §_o 11._o 10_o comfort_n the_o comfortable_a end_n of_o our_o suffering_n thou_o be_v whole_o take_v up_o with_o the_o extremity_n of_o thy_o pain_n alas_o poor_a soul_n thy_o purblind_a eye_n see_v nothing_o but_o what_o be_v lay_v close_o to_o thou_o it_o be_v thy_o sense_n which_o thou_o follow_v but_o where_o be_v thy_o faith_n can_v thou_o look_v to_o the_o end_n of_o thy_o suffering_n thou_o can_v not_o but_o rejoice_v in_o tribulation_n let_v patience_n have_v her_o perfect_a work_n and_o thou_o shall_v once_o say_v it_o be_v well_o for_o i_o that_o i_o be_v afflict_v thou_o might_v be_v jocund_a long_o enough_o ere_o thy_o jollity_n coulâ—_n make_v thou_o happy_a yea_o woâ—_n be_v to_o they_o that_o laugh_v here_o 25._o but_o on_o the_o contrary_a our_o light_a affliction_n 17._o which_o be_v but_o for_o a_o moment_n work_v for_o we_o a_o far_o more_o exceed_v and_o eternal_a weight_n of_o glory_n oh_o bless_a improvement_n of_o a_o few_o groanesâ—â—_n oh_o glorious_a issue_n of_o a_o short_a brunt_n of_o sorrow_n what_o do_v we_o go_v for_o christian_n if_o we_o be_v nothing_o but_o mere_a flesh_n and_o blood_n and_o if_o we_o be_v more_o we_o have_v more_o cause_n of_o joy_n then_o complaint_n for_o while_o our_o outward_a man_n perish_v 16._o our_o inward_a man_n be_v renew_v daily_o our_o outward_a man_n be_v but_o flesh_n our_o inward_a be_v spirit_n infinite_o more_o 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with_o the_o measure_n of_o that_o penitence_n which_o be_v accept_v of_o thy_o god_n rather_o turn_v thy_o eye_n from_o thy_o sin_n and_o look_v up_o to_o heaven_n and_o fasten_v they_o there_o upon_o thy_o all-sufficient_a mediator_n at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o majesty_n and_o see_v his_o face_n smile_v upon_o thy_o humble_a soul_n and_o perfect_o reconcile_a thou_o to_o his_o eternal_a father_n as_o be_v full_o assure_v 2._o that_o be_v justify_v by_o faith_n we_o have_v peace_n with_o god_n through_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n by_o who_o also_o we_o have_v access_n by_o faith_n into_o this_o grace_n wherein_o we_o stand_v and_o rejoice_v in_o the_o hope_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n §._o 7._o complaint_n of_o the_o want_n of_o faith_n satisfy_v yea_o there_o there_o thou_o say_v be_v the_o very_a core_n of_o all_o my_o complaint_n i_o want_v that_o faith_n that_o shall_v give_v i_o a_o interest_n in_o my_o saviour_n and_o afford_v true_a comfort_n to_o my_o soul_n 12._o 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a_o miserable_a object_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o mercy_n and_o when_o it_o be_v hold_v forth_o to_o thou_o can_v thou_o lay_v some_o though_o weak_a hold_v upon_o it_o labour_v what_o thou_o may_v for_o further_a degree_n of_o strength_n daily_o set_v not_o up_o thy_o rest_n in_o this_o pitch_n of_o grace_n but_o cheer_v up_o thyself_o my_o son_n even_o thus_o much_o faith_n shall_v save_v thy_o soul_n thou_o believe_v and_o he_o have_v say_v it_o 36._o that_o be_v truth_n itself_o he_o that_o believe_v on_o the_o son_n have_v everlasting_a life_n §_o 8._o complaint_n of_o the_o weakness_n of_o faith_n satisfy_v i_o know_v thou_o say_v that_o jesus_n christ_n come_v into_o the_o world_n to_o save_v sinner_n and_o that_o whosoever_o believe_v in_o he_o shall_v not_o perish_v but_o have_v eternal_a life_n 15._o neither_o can_v i_o deny_v but_o that_o in_o a_o sense_n of_o my_o own_o sinful_a condition_n i_o do_v cast_v myself_o in_o some_o measure_n upon_o my_o saviour_n and_o lay_v 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thyself_o affect_v with_o the_o sight_n of_o such_o a_o judge_n such_o a_o appearance_n such_o a_o process_n and_o if_o thou_o find_v thyself_o in_o a_o tremble_a condition_n cheer_v up_o thyself_o with_o this_o that_o thy_o judge_n be_v thy_o advocate_n that_o upon_o that_o throne_n there_o sit_v not_o great_a majesty_n than_o mercy_n it_o be_v thy_o saviour_n that_o shall_v sentence_v thou_o how_o safe_a be_v thou_o then_o under_o such_o hand_n can_v thou_o fear_v that_o he_o will_v doom_v thou_o to_o death_n who_o die_v to_o give_v thou_o life_n can_v thou_o fear_v he_o will_v condemn_v thou_o for_o those_o sin_n which_o he_o have_v give_v his_o blood_n to_o expiate_v can_v thou_o fear_v the_o rigour_n of_o that_o justice_n which_o he_o have_v so_o full_o satisfy_v can_v thou_o misdoubt_v the_o miscarriage_n of_o that_o soul_n which_o he_o have_v so_o dear_o buy_v no_o my_o son_n all_o this_o divine_a state_n and_o magnificence_n make_v for_o thou_o let_v those_o guilty_a and_o 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the_o day_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n â—_o and_o when_o all_o the_o tribe_n of_o the_o earth_n shall_v wail_v 7._o do_v thou_o sing_v and_o rejoice_v and_o call_v to_o the_o heaven_n and_o the_o earth_n to_o bear_v thou_o company_n 11._o let_v the_o heaven_n rejoice_v and_o let_v the_o earth_n be_v glad_a let_v the_o sea_n make_v a_o noise_n and_o all_o that_o be_v therein_o let_v the_o field_n be_v joyful_a 12_o and_o all_o that_o be_v in_o it_o then_o shall_v all_o the_o tree_n of_o the_o wood_n rejoice_v before_o the_o lord_n 13_o for_o he_o come_v for_o he_o come_v to_o judge_v the_o earth_n and_o with_o righteousness_n to_o judge_v the_o world_n and_o the_o people_n with_o his_o truth_n §._o 5._o frequent_a meditation_n and_o due_a preparation_n the_o remedy_n of_o our_o â—ear_n thou_o be_v affright_v with_o the_o thought_n of_o that_o great_a day_n think_v of_o it_o often_o and_o thou_o shall_v less_o fear_v it_o it_o will_v come_v both_o sure_o and_o sudden_o let_v thy_o 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