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i_o o_o lord_n what_o be_o i_o what_o shall_v i_o be_v i_o be_v nothing_o i_o be_o now_o nothing_o worth_a &_o be_o in_o hazard_n to_o be_v woâ—se_o than_o nothing_o i_o be_v conceive_v in_o original_a sin_n i_o may_v hereafter_o feel_v the_o eternal_a smart_n of_o sin_n i_o be_v in_o my_o mother_n a_o loathsome_a substance_n i_o be_o in_o the_o world_n a_o sack_n of_o corruption_n i_o shall_v be_v in_o my_o grave_n a_o prey_n of_o vermin_n when_o i_o be_v nothing_o i_o be_v without_o hope_n to_o be_v save_v or_o fear_v to_o be_v damn_v i_o be_o now_o in_o a_o doubtful_a hope_n of_o the_o one_o and_o in_o manifest_a danger_n of_o the_o other_o i_o shall_v be_v either_o happy_a by_o the_o success_n of_o my_o hope_n or_o most_o miserable_a by_o the_o effect_n of_o my_o danger_n i_o be_v so_o that_o i_o can_v not_o then_o be_v damn_v i_o be_o now_o so_o that_o i_o can_v scarce_o be_v save_v what_o i_o have_v be_v i_o know_v to_o wit_n a_o wretched_a sinner_n what_o i_o be_o i_o can_v 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