sake for he shall be our helper that is our leder beholde our kynge goth before vs he shall feyghte for vs folow we hym strongely drede we no parels be we redy to dye with hym goostly iÌ„ the batayle of vyces hardnes ne let vs nat fle from suche exercyse that we confounde nat our selfe ¶ The .lxii. capter a man shuld nat be dyscomforted whan he falleth in any aduersyte or defaute SOne paciens humylyte in aduersytes doth please me more than moch consolacyon and deuocion in prosperyte had why art thou heuy at a lytell worde or dede done or sayd agyne the if more had be sayd or don to the thou oughtest nat to haue be moued at it But lette it nowe ouer passe This thynge that thou haste suffred is nat the fyrste nor shall be the laste trouble or euyll that thou shalte suffer if thou lyue Thou arte stronge and manfull Inoughe where none aduersyte is resystynge agayn the thou dost wele counceyll can well strengthe other with thy wordes But whan sodeyn trybulacy on cometh to thy dore thou faylest than both in couÌ„ceyll and streÌ„gth gyue hede to thy great fraylte the which thou hast experyence of in lytell thynges obiecte agaynste the And for thy helth whaÌ„ such thynges fall lyfte vp thy herte to our Lorde as thou best can and if it touche the yet let it nat throwe the downe ne longe vnbelappe the Suffer such thynges pacyently if thou can nat gladlye and if thon here nat gladly such but thou felest parauenture indygnacy on in the represse the within thy selfe suffer none inordinate worde passe from that wherby other shuld be sclaundered A passyon areysed in a man shall soone be apesyd and inwarde sorowe shal be made swete if grace returne to man ayen yet I lyue sayth our Lorde I am redye to helpe the and to comforte the more than I dyd before if thou wylt truste vnto me and deuoutly callvpoÌ„ me Be thou more quyete and pacyent thaÌ„ thou hast ben It is nat for nought thou art often tymes troubled and teÌ„pted greuousely thou arte a man and nat God thou arte a flasshely creature and none aungell howe mayst thou thaÌ„ thynke alway to abyde in one state of vertue whan that was nat graunted to Aungell in heuen ne vnto the fyrste man in paradyse the whiche bothe felle and stode nat longe in the state of theyr creacyon yâ— they were create and sette in I am he that arayses theym that sorowe for theyr Synnes or that otherwyse suffreth with pacyence aduersyte I auaunce them that knowe theyr infyrmyte into my dyuynyte Lorde God thy holy worde be blessyd it is swetter to me thaÌ„ the hony come what shuld I do in many and great trybulacyons and anguysshes were nat that thou coÌ„forted me with thy holy and swete wordes whyles I shall come to the porte of helthe euer lastynge by pacient suffraunce of aduersytes what nedeth me force what and howe great or many trybulacyons I suffer grauÌ„t me good lorde I beseche the good ende and an happye passynge frome this worlde haue mynde of me good Lorde and dyrecte my lyfe me in the waye of ryght wysenesse to come to thy kyngedome ¶ The .lxiii. chapiter how a man shulde nat serche hye thynges ne seke auentures the which God worketh here in his hyd Iugement SOne beware that thou dispute nat of hye maters or of the hyd iugemeÌ„tes of God as why this man is damned or forsake and he lyfte vp to so great and hye grace Also why this man is so great lye punysshed with Syckenesse pouerte and such other And this other man so greatlye auaunsyd to rychesse and dygnytees Theyse thynges with such other excodeth all mannes consyderacyon or knowlege for no mannys reason or dysputacy on may serche or compasse the Iugementys of God Therfore whan thyn ennemye suffreth temptacyon to the in any suche thyngê or if other curyous ê‘sones enquyreth suche knowelege of the answere agayne vnto them this sayinge of the prophete thou alway blessyd lorde arte euer rightwyse and thy domys are alwaye true rightwyse And also this sayinge of the same prophete the iugemeÌ„tis of our lorde are trewe and iustyfyed in them selfe My iugementes sayth our Lorde are to be dred and nat to be dyscussed by mannes reason for no mannes reason may coÌ„pryse them also thou shalt nat enquyre and despute of the merytes of sayntes whiche are hyer in merytes or blysse Suche vayne busynes gendreth debates stryfes they also norysshe pryde and vaynglory also enuy aryseth of the same whyles he his saynt and another his laboureth to pÌ„ferre to desyre to know or to serche such thynges is but vanyte without all frute and it dyspleaseth the sayntes suche opynyon For I am nat God of dyscencyon but of vnyte and peace the whiche peace is founde more in trewe hu mylyacyon of man than in his exaltacyon Some man hathe more deuocyon to this saynte and some to other Sayntes but that is more of deuocyon of mannes affeccyon than of godlye or gostelye zele or loue I am he that made all sayntes I gaue theym grace and I haue receyued theym to my glorye I euer knewe any mannys merytes preueÌ„tynge them with my swete blessynges I haue knowen before my louers chosen seruauÌ„tes from the begynnyng whom I haue electe callyd by my grace frome the reprobate and damnable coÌ„uersacyon of the worldly people I haue chosen them nat they me and I haue draweÌ„ them to me by my mercy I haue ledde them in temptacyons and safely brought them out therof I haue vysyted them with many and great consolacions I haue gyuen them perseuerauÌ„ce in goodnes and I haue crowned theyr pacyence I knowe the fyrst man and the last that shal be and so of euery other thynge I halse all my chosen seruauÌ„ rys with mestymable loue I am to be loued in all my sayntes to be honoured and blessyd ouer all in eche of them the which I haue so gloriously magny fyed and predestynde without any merytes goynge afore of theyr partye He therfore that despyseth one of my leest sayntis or electe ê‘sones he worshyppeth nat the moost for I made both smal and great and he that blasphemeth detracteth or desprayseth any saynt detracteth me and all my sayntes in heueÌ„ all they be one by the bande of charyte all they coÌ„syder and fele one thynge they woll one thynge and eche of them loueth other and that is more they loue me aboue them selfe and theyr owne merytes for they be rapte often aboue them selfe and drawen oute of theyr proper loue and gyueth theym hooly vnto my loue in the which loue they rest by entyer fruycyon gladnesse nothyng may chauÌ„ge or depresse them For they be full of eternall truth and they brenne in soule with the ardoure of inextynguyble charyte such folke as be carnall cesse to speke or tell of the state glorye of sayntes for they can nat but
sayde in the lawe be ye holy for I your lorde god am holy O god omnipotent thy grace be vn to vs helpynge so that we whiche haue taken the office of pÌ„st hode may reuerently deuoutly serue the with all puryte good ê¯scieÌ„ce if we may not lyue iÌ„ so great innocency of life as we ought to do giue vs grace at the leest that we may we pe sorowe the euylles that we haue commytted and don so that in spirituall mekenes purpose of good wyll we maye from hensforth strongly serue the with feruent corage ¶ With howe great diligence he ought to prepayre hym selfe that shulde receiue the sacrameÌ„t of iesu crist Ca .xii. OVre lorde sayth I the louer of puryte the liberal gyuer of all holynes I serche the pure clene herte there wyll I rest Make redy than for me thy herte I shal be with the than as I was with my discyples At Ester I shall come dwell with the if thou wylte but thanne it behouethe the to muÌ„difye clense the habitacoÌ„n of thy herte fro all synnes leue all brute noyse of the worlde with all thy vyces inclose and shet the in thy chambre as dooth a solytary byrde vnder the euesynges of an hous remembre all the excesses all thi defauttes commytted with all thy soule bitternes of herte For a good frende wyll make redy to his welbeloued frende a good and a plesauÌ„t place to dwell in in that doynge is well knowen with what good affeccion he receyuethe his sayde frende It is for trouthe that thou oughteste to vnderstande that thou mayste nat satyfye by any meryte or labour of thy selfe nat and thou dydest labour with the beste of thy power by a hole yere thought thou hadest none other thynge to do But thou shalt vnderstande that by my only power and grace is ê‘mytted grauÌ„ted vnto the to come vnto my table if a pore man were called vnto the table of a ryche lorde and the pore man had none other thynge to gyue ageyne for the benefytes of that ryche man but swetely mekely to thanke hym he wolde do it so oughtest thou to do diligently as moche as is in the nat by custome or necestite But wyth all drede reuerence affeccyon Thou oughtest to take the blessyd body of our lorde god sythe that it lyste the hym to come vnto the. Certeynly I am he that callethe the I haue commauÌ„ded it so to be done I shall supplye that faylethe in the wherfore come and receyue me whan in that doiÌ„ge I giue vnto the the grace of deuocoÌ„n yeld thou thankes vnto me thiÌ„god Nat thynkynge that thou art worthy therof of thyselfe but that I haue had mercy of the. and yf thou haue nat that grace whan thou woldest but fele thy selfe drye vnlusty yet contynue thy orysou with sorowfull wepynge and smyte at my dore wythoute ceasynge vnto the tyme thou maye receyue alytell crome or drope of helthefull grace know it of trouth thou hast moche nede of me and I haue none of the. Thou comest nat to sanctifye me but I am he that shall santyfye the make the better to the ende that thou mayste be vnight with me to receyue newe grace purpose ameÌ„demeÌ„t Be nat in wyll to deferre me grace but with all dilygence pÌ„prayre thy herte to receyue withiÌ„ the thy louynge lorde nat only thys prepayre the before thy coÌ„munyon but also maynteyne kepe the after the receyuynge of thy said holy sacrament iÌ„ that same deuocioÌ„ iÌ„ as moche as thou maist For thou oughtest to haue no lesse dylygeÌ„ce than thou haddest afore For the good dilygent kepynge of thy soule after the receiuynge of the blessed sacrameÌ„t is a good pÌ„paracoÌ„n to obteine the more great grace And they that so donat shewe theÌ„ selfe greatly euyll disposed whan they habandowne them selfe so soone so largely to outwarde solace in warde pleasures wherfore kepe the from great brute spekinge abyde in the secrete graces frutes of thy god for thou hast hym that all the worlde may nat take awey I am he to whome thou oughtest to gyue the by suche maner that from hensforth thou liue nomore in thy selfe but in me only ¶ Howe the deuout soule ought effectuously with al his herte to be vnight vnto Iesu crist Ca .xiii. O Lorde who shall yelde vnto me that I may fynde the sole that I may open to the all my hert ioy with yâ— as my pore soule desyreth that here be no creature to beholde me but thou alone to speke to me I to the goode lord as of custome one frende speketh to a nother secretly here of I desire praie yâ— lorde iesu to th ende that I may fully be vnyght vnto yâ— withdraw my hert fro all other creat thiÌ„ges that I may the soner lerne the etÌ„nall heueÌ„ly thiÌ„ges by yâ— meane of the receiuiÌ„ge of this holy sacrameÌ„t Alas my good lord whaÌ„ shal I be vnight gadred all hole iÌ„ yâ— vtterly forgete my selfe thou art iÌ„ me I with the. thus assembled make vs dwell togeder I prai the truly thou arte my chosen beloued lorde and it hath pleased thy benygne grace to be inhabited in my soule all the dayes of my lyfe Thou arte my peseable well in whome ys souereyne peas and true rest without the there ys no thinge but labour sorow infinyte mysery Thou my god art closed hyd in councel of thy famyliars whiche be nat comune to the euyll folkes ¶ But thy familiar speakynge is with the meke symple folkes O lorde howe goode benygne swete ys thy spirite whiche to the ende thou maiste she we vnto yâ— sonnes chyldren thy swetnes hast vouchedsaue to refressh theym agayne gyues to theym refeccion of thy ryght swete brede descended from heuen Certeynly there ys none other so great a nacion lackynge cristis feithe that hath their goddis so nere vnto them as thou arte our god lorde to all thy feithfull crysten people to whome thou gyuest thy blesed body to ete for theyr dayly coÌ„forte and to reyse theyr hertes to hyghe celestiall thynges O what other folkes be there so noble as be the cristen people or what creature is there so stroÌ„gly beloued vnder heuen as is the deuoute soule iÌ„ whom god entreth and gyueth fedynge with his owne glorious flesshe and blode O grace inestymable merueylous worthynesse O loue without mesure syngulerly shewede vnto man But what shall I yelde vnto god wherwith shall I recoÌ„pence thys so great grace charite Truely there is no thiÌ„ge I mai gyue more agreable to his mercy than to ioyne my hert perfytely vnto hym And whan my soule shal be perfitely vnight with hym Thanshall my inwarde parties ioy And thanne my lorde wyll say vnto me If thou wylt be with me I
with the prophete Samuel that thou vouchesaue to speke to me thy selfe I shall here the. Let nother Moises ne none other ê“phet but thou good lorde the inwarde inspirour of al ê“phetes speke to me in me For thou only without them maist ê‘fitly teche me They withoute thy goodnes can nat profyte me They may well ê“fer vtter thi wordes but they can nat gyue the spirite of vnderstandynge they ê“fer fayre wordes but if thou worke nat with them they make none ardour inwarde they shewe fayre letters writtiges but thou alone openest theyr sense they profer great misteries but thou alone openest the clere vnderstandige of them They shewe thy coÌ„maundementes to be fulfylled but thou alon helpest vs by thy grace to perfourme them They shewe vs the way that we shulde walke i but thou alone doest coÌ„fort vs to go theri They worke only without forth but thou only illumynest within forth They onlye water outwardely but thou gyuest vs the frute of grace good workes They crie speke to ys in outwarde wordes but thou giuest vnderstandinge of that we here wherfore I besech the that I may here the speke to me nat moyses lyst I die be voyde of the frute of good lyuynge if I be only outwarly monisshed nat iflamed iÌ„wardly that nat thy worde be only herde nat fulfylled in dede knowyn nat loued byleued nat kepte so be to me daÌ„pnacioÌ„ speke thou good lorde to me thy seruaunte shal be redy to here the for thou haste the wordes of eternall life shyt in the Speke to me I beseche the yâ— wordes of rsolacion coÌ„forte to my soule to the amendement of my lyfe to thy euerlastinge laude praysinge in heuen ¶ The .iii. chaptre howe the wordes of god shulde be wekely herde howe many ponder them nat in theyr conscience OUr lorde spketh to his deuoute seruaunt saiynge thous My sone gyue hede to my wordes they be full swete pcellige alwisdome cuÌ„nige of philosophers wise men of this worlde Mi wordes be spuÌ„al gostly lyfe nat paisible in mannes mynde they be nat to be applyed ne drawed as vaine complacens but to be herde stydfastly in sylence and peas of soule and to be taken with al humslyte desire of the soule The deuoute seruaunt of god answereth his lorde god thus sayinge to hym Blessed is that man that thou doest enfourme and teche good lorde to vnderstande thy lawes coÌ„maundementis that thou maist so spare hym in the day of thy wrathe fro thy indignacion that he be nat loste wythout coÌ„forte in the lande of dampnacion Oure lorde say the agayne I haue taught ê“phetes with other fro the begynnige of the worlde hytherto and yet I cesse nat to enforme men but many there be that be harde defete to here my wordes Many here more gladly the wordly spekynge than godly or gostly spekynge Many folow gladly theyr flesshely appetites of theyr body than the pleasure or coÌ„mauÌ„d ment of god The worlde ê“mitteth somtyme gyueth vs temporall thynges lytell of valure for the whyche we serue it with greate desire But god almyghty ê“mytteth gyueth vs hye thynges eternal yet men be dulle lowe to his seruice and to at tayne suche rewardes as he ê“mytteth Who so serueth obeyeth god almyghty in obseruynge his coÌ„maundmentis as it is obeyed to wordly princes maysters Almoste none for a lytell fee or prebende greate iourneys harde labours be take an hande for suche wordly lordes for yâ— etnallyfe skarsly we may any labour or any hardnes suffre So a vyle price is besily sought an excellent rewarde is put vnder For a peny to be gotten or won we wyl lightly put our body soule iÌ„ ieoâ—dy aueÌ„ture for a vaine thynge and a lytell ê“myse we gyue oft our selfe day and nyght to great fatygacyon but alas for god almyghty that is euerlastynge goodnes rewarde of ryght wyse people for the vnspectable iestymable Ioy in heueÌ„ or for the hye honour glory intermynable for to be had in rewarde in heueÌ„ we dysdeyne be slowe to suffer a lytell faty gacioÌ„ Be thou ashamed sayth our lorde god to slowe folke repreuyth them with theyr seruyce that worldly folke be fouÌ„de more dylygeÌ„t to theyr ê‘dycioÌ„ thaÌ„ be to euerlastyng lyfe they ioy more in vanyte than other in trothe or stedfast thynges yet they be ofte frustrate of that that they truste vpon but the promyse of our Lorde god deceyueth no man for he is true faythfull all his wordes behestys to suche folke specyallye that serue hym vnto theyr ende I am sayth he the rewarder of all good folke and the prouer helper of all deuoute men wryte my wordes sayth he in thy herte thynke vpon them they shall be to the right necessary in tyme of trybulacyon Thou shalt vnderstaÌ„de iÌ„ tyme of my vysytacyon these thynges that thou redyst before vnderstaÌ„de nat I am wonte to vysyt sayth our lorde my seruauntis in two maner wyse that is to saye by probacyon and coÌ„solacyon I proue them dayly by rebukynke theyr vyces defautes and I coÌ„forte them agayne by exortacyon to vertu and to the encrese of grace He that hereth my wordes and dispyseth them hath that shall iuge hym iÌ„ the last day ¶ The .iiii. chapter how by prayer we may opteyn to deuocyon THou good lorde arte all goodnes I am nat worthy to speke to the thy excellence is suche I am thy moost poore seruauÌ„t moost abiecte worme moost poore coÌ„temptyble of all other for I am very noughte nothynge hauynge ne nothynge of valoure thou alone good lorde arte god ryghtwyse and holy thou arte almyghty thou geuest all thyng thou fulfyllest all thynges leuynge all onely the synfull voyde of grace haue mynde good Lorde of thy merytes fulfyll my hert with thy grace for thy workynge is neuer voyde Howe may I lyue withoute great anguysshe perplyxyte in this wretchyd lyfe but if thy grace mercy coÌ„forte me wherefore I beseche the that thou turne nat thy gracious face of helpe from me tary nat thy vysytacioÌ„ from me with draw nat thy swete consolacioÌ„ fro me that nat my soule be aryfyed be made as drye erthe withoute the moystoure of grace good lorde teche me to knowe fulfyll thy wyll teche me to lyue humbly and worthely in thy pleasure for thou arte all wysdom iÌ„ the which thou knewe me before the worlde was and before I was brought into this lyfe by naturall byrthe ¶ The .v. chapter how we ought to beleue truthe huÌ„ilite before god here SOn sayth our lorde walke before me alway iÌ„ truth symplicite of herte all doublenes auoyde from the in suche wyse do alway seke me He that walketh before me and alwey in trouth shal be safe from all perellys Ieo berdyes trouth shall delyuer hym froÌ„ deceyuours
wyll be withe the. And I shall answere hym blessed lorde I beseche the dwelle with me for all the desyre of my herte ys to be with the inseê‘able without departynge ¶ Of the breÌ„nynge desire that some creatures haue in yâ— blessed body of our lorde iesu crist Ca .xiiii. O Lorde howe great is the multytude of thy swetnesse whiche thou hast hyd for them that drede the. whan I remeÌ„bre me of many deuoute ê‘sones that haue come to this thy holy sacrameÌ„t with so great ferueÌ„t affeccoÌ„n deuocyon I am than many tymes iÌ„ myselfe coÌ„fused a haue great shame that I go vnto the aulter table of that holy communyon so rudely with so colde deuocion am so drye without affeccion of hert I am abasshed that I am nat all hole iÌ„flamed iÌ„ thy pÌ„seÌ„ce so stroÌ„gly draweÌ„ establesshed as many good deuoute persones haue ben whyche by the greate desyre of thys holy sacrament sensible loue of hert myght nat coÌ„teyne ne witholde them from wepynge But effectuously wyth mouthe hert body came vnto that good lorde as to the lyuynge fountayne of all bountye may nat attayne to fulfyll theyr hungre but if they take thy holy body whiche they so de siorously affeccoÌ„nally spiritually may receyue O true benygne feythe of theym that pÌ„uably sheweth the ornament of thy holy pÌ„sence To them ys verely kno wen theyr god in brekynge of brede whiche brenneth and broileth so strongly the herter of them in the loue of Iesu Crist Certeynly suche affeccion deuocoÌ„n vehement brennynge loue is farâ— from me O good swete benygne Iesu be vnto me pyteous and redy to gyue and graunt to thy pore begger somtyme to fele a lytell of that hertely loue and affeccion in the receyuinge of thy holy body to the ende that my feythe may be more ferme my hope more ê‘fight in thy bountye and my charite somtyme so ê‘fightly inflamed that I maye experiently haue the heuenly mannat hat neuer may fayle I knowe certeinly the myght of thy mercy may leÌ„de me thy grace so moche desired and vysete me benygly with a brennynge spyryte whan the day of thy good pleasure shall come And â–ª though I be nat iÌ„flamed with so great desyre of thy specy all deuout thynges yet haue I desyre by thy grace to be iÌ„flamed with that brennynge loue Prayinge the good lorde that I may be made â— tyner with all suche thy feruent louers that I may be nouÌ„bred in theyr deuout company Amen ¶ Howe mekely thou oughtest to beseche the grace of deuocion and to renounce thy selfe Cap .xv. IT behoueth the instauntly to seche the grace of deuocyon to aske incessauÌ„tly to abyde it paciently feithfully ioyously to receiue it mekely to conserue with that studiously to remytt vnto god the tyme the maner of his so uerayne vysitacoÌ„n vnto the tyme his pleasure be to come vnto the. priÌ„cipally thou oughtest to meke the wheÌ„ thou felyst but litell deuocion within the. for all that thou oughtest nat to late thy selfe to fall or sorowe to moche iÌ„ordinatly For full often our blessed lorde in a short momeÌ„t gyueth the which be fore he hath longe tyme denyed Also somtyme he gyuethe at the ende of praiours that he dyd deferre at yâ— begynniÌ„ge of yâ— same If alwey grace were so sone gyuen yâ— a maÌ„ might haue it at his wyll or wysche it shulde nat be easely borne of a weyk inê‘fect soule And therfore in good hope meke pacience the grace of deuocion ought to be abyden thou oughteste to iÌ„pute it vnto thy selfe to thy sinnes when it is nat gyuen vnto the or when it is secretly take awey frome the somtyme a litell thynge it is that may let or hyde thy grace if that may be called litell that letteth so great a vaile But be it litel or great if thou take that same awey ê‘fectly ouercome it thou shalt obteyne that thou desyrest or incoÌ„tyneÌ„t that thou with all thy herte hast geuen thy selfe to god And therfore seche nat this nor yâ— at thy pleasure but put the hole in the handes of god Thou shalt certenly fynde thy selfe vnyght vnto hym and in great peas of thy soule For ther is no thynge yâ— ought to be so sauery pleasauÌ„t as is the pleasure deuyne wyll of god Than who someuer lyft vp his intent vnto god with a symple perfecte herte so voyde hym make hym naked from all disordinat loue or pleasure to any creat thynges of al yâ— worlde he is most mete to receyue the gyft of deuocion Forowre lorde gaue his blessynge there where he fouÌ„de the vessels clene voide And the more perfectly that any renouÌ„ce mortifie despise contempne theymselfe all the lowe thynges the soner grace shall entre copiously abouÌ„d so that he shall fele his hert lyfte vp as though it were set in a fredom and theÌ„ he shall se his hert largely habounde meruelously Ioy wyth in hym selfe for that the hand of god shal be ouer wym and he shall submytte hym perpetually into hys holy handes And so shall the man be blessed that secheth god with all his herte his soule shall be taken in vayne werkes But suche one certeynly in the receyuynge the holy body of Iesu Criste meryteth and deserueth the grace of deuyne vnyon vnto god ¶ For he beholdeth nat only hys propre deuocion coÌ„solacyon but the great honoure glory of god ¶ Howe we ought to she we our necessites vnto iesu crist and aske hym benygne grace Cap .xvi. O Ryght swete most beloued lorde whiche I nowe desire to receyue Thou good lorde knowest the sikenes of soule and necessyte that I suffre In what euylles and vices I slepynge am put Howe often greued temptyd troubled and dyssolute I come vnto the lorde to haue consolacyon and comfort I speke to the lorde thou knowest all my secrete and inwarde thoughtes whiche be â–ª manyfeste open vnto the. It is thou only that perfectly mayeste helpe me for thou knoweste what vnto me necessarye and of what goodes aboue all other I haue moostenede ¶ Albeit I am poore in vertue alas yet mercyfull lorde beholde me beynge here before the pore and naked demaundynge pyteously thy swete grace mercy And geue thy pore begger that dyeth for hunger some of thy heueÌ„ly refeccoÌ„n and chafe my colde herte wyth the brenninge flame of thy loue And illumyne me that amblyndede and maye nat see with that clerenes of thy presence ¶ Take awaye from my thought al the erthely and inwardelye thynges and turne theym vnto me and make me thynke theym foule and bytter and all greuous and contrarye thynges vnto me ¶ And they that maye please the I maye take also in pleasure And all erthely creat thynges to haue in oblyuyon and redresse my herte toward is the into heuen And late me nat wauer nor erre vpon erthe but thou only
to be my swetnesse consolacoÌ„n my mete drynke my loue and all my ioye so that my wyll be chaunged enflamed and brenne allvnto the So that I may be made a spirite inwardly vnight vnto yâ— by grace brennynge loue and suffre me nat blessed sauyour to deê‘te from the fastynge drye with hunger thurst but do with me mercyfully as often as thou hast done meruelously in thy holy seruauntes what meruele is it vnto me that am nat all enflamed in the seynge that thou arte the breÌ„nynge fyre alwey illumynynge and lyghtnynge the vnderstandynge of thy creatures ¶ Of the breÌ„nynge loue great affeccion that we shulde haue to receyue our sauyour crist iesu CapÌ„ .xvii. O Lorde god iÌ„ soueraine deuocoÌ„n brennynge loue and all feruent offeccion of herte I desyre as many other holy deuoute ê‘sones haue desyred to receyue which hath ben greatly pleasauÌ„t vnto the holynes of their lyfe by great deuocyon O my god and eternall loue my eternall felicyte I by ryght greate desire wysshe to receiue the as worthely and as reuerently as euer dyd any of thy holy seruauÌ„tes All be it that I am nat worthy to haue so greate felynges of deuocion yet offre I vnto the thaffeccions of my hert asverely as though I had all the brennynge flamynge desyres that they had Also I gyue and offre vnto the insoueraine reuerence veneracoÌ„n all that a good debonayer herte maye conteyne And wyll nat nor couete to reserue any thynge to myselfe but offre and make sacryfice vnto the with fre and ê‘fyght wyll myselfe with all my good is Lorde god my cre +ature redemer thys day I desire to receyue the with suche affeccion reuereÌ„ce praisynge honour worthynes and loue suche feith hope puryte as thy right holy moder glorious virgyn Marye conceyued the whanne she answerede mekely deuoutly vnto thauÌ„gell yâ— shewede vnto hir the holy mystery of the incarnacion of the the sonne of god ¶ Se here the hande mayde of god so be it done as thou hast said And the right excellent precursor saynt IohnÌ„ Baptyste that wyth great Ioy sprange in thy presence by inspiracion of yâ— holy goost thanne beynge wythin the wombe of his moder And afterwarde beholdynge the Iesu walkynge mekely amonge men he greatly mekinge hymselfe to the same wyth a deuout mynde sayde The freÌ„de of the spouse standeth and harkeneth wyth coÌ„forte Ioyes for to here the voyce of the spouce And so I wische to be enflamed with great holy desyre with all my herte present me vnto the for that I gyue offre vnto the for me for all theim that be recoÌ„mended vnto my prayers all the IubylacoÌ„ns of deuout hertis wyth brennynge affeccions that excessyue thoughtis the hye and spuÌ„all illumynacoÌ„ns the heuenly vicoÌ„ns wyth all the vertues praisynges as well celebrate as to be celebrate of all yâ— creatures of heuen erthe to th ende that thou lorde be worthely praysed ê‘petually gloryfyed of all creatures besecheynge the lorde to receyue my praiers desyres of thy infinite benediccions praysynges without ende which right wisly be due vnto the after the greate habuÌ„daunce multytude of thy inestymable magnyficence And so my desyre is to yelde vnto the at all houres all momentis of tyme so I desyre beseche all the heuenly spirites with all feithfull cristen creatures for to yelde vnto the praisynges with effectuous prayers all the vniuersall people prayse the. All generacyons kyndes magnyfie the holy and swete name in great Ioye brennynge deuocion that they that celebratys that ryght hye and holy sacrament receyueth it in playne feythe and great reuerence deuocyon may merite towardis the and fynde grace mercy And for me wretchede synner I mekely beseche the whan I shall haue a tast of that swete vnyon deuocoÌ„n so moch wysshed desired that I may be fulfylled fed so meruelously at that heuenly holy table that at my deê‘tinge from thens thou good lorde wyll haue me pore siner in thy pyteous remembraunce ¶ That a man shulde nat be to curious a iÌ„quisitor of yâ— holy sacrameÌ„t but a meke folower of crist iesu in submittynge his reason felynge to the holy feyth Ca .xviii. IT behoues the to kepe the from to curyous iÌ„quysicyon of the ryght profounde sacrameÌ„t if thou wilte nat be coÌ„fouÌ„ded in thy proprevyce and drowned in the deppeth of opinyons For he that wyll inquire of the hye maiestye of god he shall anone be oppressed thrust downe from the glory of the same God may open more than man maye vnderstande The deuoute meke inquisicyon of truthe ys alwey redy to be doctryned and taught And yf thou studye to god by the holy true and entyer seÌ„tences of holy faders it ys nat reprouable but well to be praysed And that symplenesse ys well to be praysed that leuethe the wayes of dyfficultyes question 's and goeth by the playne and ferme pathe of the coÌ„maundementes of god Many haue lost theyr deuocyon in sechynge so besily the hye inspekeable thynges ¶ It ys ynoughe to demaunde of the fast feythe pure and clene lyfe and nat the hye and subtyll profounde mysteryes of god for yf thou may nat comprehende and vnderstande that that is within the howe mayste thou thanne vnderstande thynges that be aboue the. Submytte the thanne mekely vnto god all thy vnderstandynge to the feythe of holy churche and the lyght of true science shall be gyuen vnto the as shal be to the moost necessarie and profytable Some be greatly tempted wyth the feythe of that holy sacrament but that is not to be reputede vnto theym but rather vnto that cursed ennemye the fende And for that lette not thy good wyll nor dyspute nat in thy thowghtes nor answere nat to the doubtes that the ennemye of helle bryngeth before the but fermely trust in the wordes of god and beleue in sayntes and holy prophettes and than shall that cursed ennemye soone â—â—e frome the. It is often ê“fytable that the seruauntes of god suffre susteyne suche assaultes For the ennemy tenpteth nat the mys creauntes vnfeythfull people nor also the greate synners that he surely holdeth possedeth but he tempteth trayuaileth and tormenteth in dyuers maners the good feythefull and crysten creatures And therfore kepe the alweyes wyth meke true feythe doubte the nought but come vnto thys holy sacrament with lowly reuerence And that thou mayst nat vnderstande coÌ„mytte it vnto almighty god for he shal nat disceyue the But he shall be dysceyued that to moche trusteth in hym selfe God walked wythe the symple people and shewed hym selfe openly vnto the meke He gaue vnderstandynge vnto theym that were pore in spyrite And he hyd his grace and secretes from theym that were proude high curious For the humayne reason may lyghtly erre be disceyued but the true feyth may neuer dysceyue nor fayle All reason and naturail inquysicion ought to folowe feythe wtout farther reasonynge ¶ Fast feyth and true loue surmoÌ„teth all curious inquysicion pryncypally in thys mater and meruelously openeth to vnderstandynge in secrete maner of thys holy and ryght excellent sacrament ¶ O eterdall god and withoute mesure of myght and bounte which hast made the infinite greate and wounderfull thinges in the heuen and erthe whiche none ys sufficyent to enquyre vnderstand or fynde the secretes of thy so meruelous werkes and therfore they be called in estymable for mannis reason no wther may nor can comprehende thy werkes To whome god lorde almyghty be gyuen laude and praysynge wytheouten ende Amen ¶ Thus endethe the forthe boke folowinge Iesu Cryst the coÌ„tempnynge of yâ— worlde ¶ This boke Inprinted at londoÌ„ in Fletestrete at the signe of the George by Richard Pynson Prynter vnto the Kynges noble grace Richard Pynson Deo gracias
the as an outlawe a pylgrym vpon erthe repute thy selfe vile for the loue of criste if thou wylt be his disciple folow hym who so euer sekith in this worlde any thynge but god the helthe of their soules they shal fynde nothiÌ„ge but tribulacion sorow that ê‘sone can nat longe stande iÌ„â—etnes that laboreth nat to meke hym selfe iÌ„ his ê“pre reputacion to be subiecte to other remeÌ„bre that thou camist to this worlde to serue nat to rule aft thy ê“pre plesure know thou that god of hys goodnes hath called the to the relygion of cristis feythe that by pacieÌ„ce vertuê° labour thou maist be made apte to reigne in ioy rest For as golde is ê“ued in the fournes so man by tribulacion iÌ„ the whiche no man may longe ê¯tinue without he meke hymselfe with all his herte by the example of our sauy our rote of all mekenes ¶ The .xviii. chaptre of the examples of holy seitis Thou dulle soule beholde the quike examples of the holy seyntes that haue beÌ„ afore vs in whome florysshed the perfeccyon of relygyon and fey the and consyder nowe lytell thou â—oeste in the respecte of theym and thou maye repute â–ª thy lyfe in vayne ¶ These sayntes and louers of our lorde haue serued god in great abstineÌ„ce huÌ„ger thyrst colde in pore aray in labour fatigacioÌ„ in watchinge restinge holy medytacion persecucion great oppression many repreues O how gret greuous tribulacions suffred the holy appostyls martyrs coÌ„fessours virgyns all other holy soules that haue folowed the stepis of our sauiour they haue hated the impedimentes of the lyfe of grace this worlde that they myght possesse the frute of euerlastynge lyfe for to come O how straite abiecte lyfe ledde the holy faders in wyldernes how loÌ„ge greuous temptacions suffred they And how fersly haue they be assayled with the gostly ennemye how many continued ferueÌ„t praier haue they offred to our lorde O to consider the great rigours abstynence that they haue takeÌ„ what zele feruour they had to spirituall ê“fite how great continuall batel they had to ouercome vice in all theyr lyfe and labour how pure rightwis was theyr entent euer to god On the day they laboured iÌ„ the night they rested in praier yf they in the day ladoured bodyly yet they praied in theyr mynde deuoutly so spent they al theyr tyme ê“fitably had so great pleasure in the seruice of god that they thought euery howre was shorte hade litell mynde or none oftymes of theyr bodily reffeccion ¶ The .xix. Chaptre of the good relygious exercyse of a religiou soule LIke as a ê‘sone of honour is more preciusly besene in bodely vesturs that apereth to maÌ„ outwardly so they shulde ideuour them selfe accordynge to excede other with vertue in theyr soules conscience wherin almighty god lokethe deliteth whan it is endued with faire vertues specially spyrituall men women whiche shulde studye to endeuoure theyr selse to appere in the sight of oure lorde pure as aungels And euery daye we shulde inforse our selfe to deuocion feruoure of feith as if we were newly conuerted to the law feithe of iesu crist for as moche as we of our selfe may nother do well ne yet begynne to do well than lete vs euerye daye with all oure inly strength and myght beseche oure lorde that we may so deuoutly begynne the seruice of hym that therby we may continue to hys plesure and our perpetuall saluacion we be many tymes in mynde to do well and by a lytell occasion we be letted The purpose of rightwismen dependeth more of the grace and dyreccyon of god than in they re â—â—ne prouydence For man entendeth but god disposethe Lette vs inforse owre selfe in that we may to the contynuaunce of our good purpose and yet we be lyghtly lettyde therof And though we maye nat contynually be in the feruent loue and medytacyon of god yet lette vs determe owre selfe to vse it at the leste ones or twyse in the daye and applie vs to vertue And annexe to this pourpose a feruent in â—ocacion praier to god for his natural pite fader ly compacion to gyue vs grace to coÌ„plenisshe fulfyll this purpose And at night goinge to rest than let vs discusse the dedis that we haue done that dai in wordes workes thought wherin we comonly offende god if we fynde that we haue made traÌ„sgression in any offence aske we mercy with all our herte As it is great ieoperdy an enemy or traitour to a prynce or to a kynge that knoweth the cryme for yf that man shulde slepe in the kynges palayes amonge the true seruauntes of the kynge he shulde rest in great ieopardye So that ê‘sone that in thys worlde resteth in siÌ„ne amonge the seruauÌ„tes of god of the which if some be charitably disposed as good auÌ„gels vertuous men yet there be many euyll as fédes euyll people that euer be redy to do veÌ„geauÌ„ce euyl therfore ageynst these we must coÌ„tynually be armed with vertue meke restreyninge ageynst glotony thou shalt ouercome all other vices and in any wyse beware of ouer moche ocyosyte but other be exercysed with rediÌ„ge wryttynge praiynge or amendynge some ê“fitable thynge for the comone well And spirituall labours be more surely done in secrete place than in comon be we nat slowe iÌ„ those thiÌ„ges that shulde redonde to the houour of god comon ê“fite of man redy to those thiÌ„ges that retorne to our siÌ„guler ê“pre auaÌ„tage And it is nat expedient to continue alwey in one labour but in one maner on the holy day another on the feriall day one the tyme of tribulacion and teÌ„ptacion another iÌ„ the tyme of pease And of the festyual day we ought to soleÌ„pnyse it accordynge to the soleÌ„pnite so that the more highe fest solempne the more inly deuocyon by ryght shulde we haue And whan one feeste ys â—â—ne we shulde order our selfe to another feeste as the fygure of the euerlastynge feest of heuen which as for a time is delaide till we be more redy anourned with charite other vertues our merites complenisshed for the whiche our lorde hath pÌ„fixed a tyme in the whiche we ought to be cyrcuÌ„specte watchynge iÌ„ vertuous labour of yâ— which speketh our sauyour iÌ„ the gospell of Luke Blessed be yâ— seruaunt that is fouÌ„de wakiÌ„ge in the comiÌ„ge of our lorde I say surely to you saith the euangelyst that our lorde shall promote hym to the place of eternalle felycite where he shall haue all pleasure goodnes that ani creature may of reason desire ¶ The .xxi. Chaptre is moche coÌ„uenieÌ„t for religious people how thei shulde kepe theyr solytary lyfe syleÌ„ce ANd thou wilt withdrawe thyselfe from curyous super fluous wordes from ociosite vnprofitable langage than thou shalt fynde tyme
redy to helpe the. That soule rydeth full pleasauntly whome the grace of oure lorde supportethe and bereth vp What meruayle is yf that soule be nat ouer charged with trybulacyon that is supported of hym that is omnypotente and ys conueyed by hys infynyte wysdome we be gladde to haue consolacion and supportacion in all our lyfe and labours and sory to be without them or to forsake our owne ê“pre appetyte and pleasure The holy martyr seynt Laurens was so feruent in the loue of our lorde that he gladly forsoke nat alonly the worlde his speciall beloued frende and preste Sixtus but also his mortall lyfe by passion moste terryble and ferefull he ouer came the loue of man by the loue of his maker he made coÌ„mutacion of transetory consolacion lyfe for euerlastiÌ„ge solacyous life Here we may lerne to coÌ„fourme our will to the wyl pleasure of god whan he of his grace taketh to his mercy any of our frendes be they neuer so dere specyal to vs. For lyke as we come to the worlde by hys will coÌ„mandement so we must deê‘te fro this mortall lyfe teÌ„porall cohabitacioÌ„ It is no lytell ne shorte batayle a man to ouercome him selfe and to ordre all his affeccions to the pleasure of god The veray true louer of god studyê° desire of vertue is nat besy to acquyre wordly consolacion or sensuall pleasurs ne bodely delectacions but rather glad for the loue of god to exercise theyr selfe in harde and payntfull labours whan the spirituall deuyne consolacioÌ„ is grauÌ„ted to yâ— for a tyme repute that of his goodnes nat of thy deseruynge be nat therof ioyfull to moche ne pÌ„sume therof vaynly but be therof meke and circuÌ„specte timerous iÌ„ all thy actis for that houre shall passe teÌ„ptacion tribulacion shal come And whan they come take nat iÌ„moderate thought or sorow ne in no wise dispeyre nat but mekely pacieÌ„tly abide the deuine coÌ„solacion for he ys of power to graunt to the more habuÌ„dauÌ„ce coÌ„tynuauÌ„ce of spirituall consolacion swetnes than thou hadest before And merueyle nat of suche altercacion in thy mide for thou art nat the first that hath had experiens of these for the holy seyntes ê“phetes prÌ„iarkes and appostels haue had like altercacions of minde somtyme mery by deuyne consolacions somtymes ê“ued by withdrawiÌ„ge of coÌ„solacion belapped with tribulacion vexacion The ê“phete Dauid hauig yâ— coÌ„solacious â—sence of the deuyne grace sayde he shulde neuer be remoued therfro without ende anone whan he had experieÌ„ce of yâ— abseÌ„ce of this grace he saide to our lorde thou hast withdrawen thy delectable chere of thy presence I am made disolate troabled betwene those .ii. extremites of ioy trybulacion take we no defeÌ„ce but rather prai we with Dauid sayiÌ„ge I shalnat cesse to crye to yâ— formÌ„ey I shall mekeli pray to yâ— my lord god so finally he ê“curid â— frute effecte of his prayer as he testifieth sayinge Our lorde hath harde me hath mercy of me ys made my helper after saith Good lorde thou hast tourned my sorowe iÌ„to ioy thou hast belapped me with ioye If almyghty god hath in this wise delt with the great excellent seyntes we that be of smale reputacion may take therof confidence in god thoughe we haue somtime feruour of spirite somtyme lacke of deuocion spirituall coÌ„solacion for his spirite of holy coÌ„solacion cometh deê‘teth at his pleasure as yâ— holy man Iob sayth Thou graciously visetest him in the morowtyde and shortlye afterwarde thou ê“uydest hym by mater of pacieÌ„ce And therfore wher in shall I truste or in whome shall I haue coÌ„fidence but in the great mercy of god hope of the heuenly helpe If I myghte haue the assistence of good deuoute men the helpe of holy bokes and the roiall noble processe of scrypture also incited to deuocion by the meane of swete melodyous soÌ„ge all those thiÌ„ges may lytell auayle whan I am lafte to my frailte and pouerte without grace than there is no betâ— remedye but by pacience to remoue owre owne wil conforme vs to the wyll of god IohnÌ„ Gerson the auctour of this treatese sayth he neuer had knoweâ—ege of religious persone but he had at somtime subtraccion demynucion of gostly swetnes feruoure deuocion There was neuer religious soule so ilumined orso rauisshed in yâ— visioÌ„ of our lorde but it was ê“ued by teÌ„ptacioÌ„ other afore or afterward For ther be none worthy to haue yâ— hye deuine ê¯teÌ„placioÌ„ but if be they be exercised firste with some tribulacion for the loue god it is ê“uyded by the greate wysdome of god to the electe soules to haue temptacioÌ„s as a signe or token of coÌ„solacion to come For to those that be prouyded pacyently by tribulacions be ê“mysed of our lorde heuenly rewarde coÌ„solacoÌ„n as it appereth by the seÌ„tence of the holy gost shewed bi the mouthe of the holy euangeliste IohnÌ„ seyiÌ„ge who souer ouercometh tribulacioÌ„ by pacieÌ„ce vice sinne by resisteÌ„ce shal be fed with the frute of yâ— tree of lyfe yâ— is with the clere deuine vision vnspekable fruicion of yâ— blessed godhed also the deuine ê¯solacion is grauÌ„ted vnto man for to make hym more stroÌ„ge to suffre aduersite And anone folo with teÌ„ptacioÌ„ list that maÌ„ take any elacion of yâ— gostly ê¯solacioÌ„ The deuil slepith nat ne yâ— flesshely appetitis be nat yet morfied therfore pÌ„pare thyselfe to batell for thou hast ennemies on euery side he that neuer sesith to assaile y◠¶ The .x. chaptre of yeldiÌ„ge thaÌ„kes to god for hys graces wHy secheste thou reste whan thou arte ordeined in thys lyfe to labour Applye thyselfe more to pacience than to consolacyon or pleasure to the crosse of penaunce rather than to temporall ioye pleasure There ys none so seculer or wordly but if they might haue coÌ„tinuaunce of spirituall coÌ„solacoÌ„n they wolde gladly accepte yt For the spyrytuall ioyes excede all other wordly coÌ„solacioos bodely pleasures All wordly bobely plesurs be transetori mixte with somdele of vnclenes But the spitritual plesurs desyres be pure honest ioyfull ê“cedynge of vertues grauÌ„ted of our lorde alonlye to pure and clene myndes But this tranquylyte of gostely coÌ„solacions is many tymes ouerflowen by the outragious teÌ„pestis of teÌ„ptacion The false lyberte of lyuynge greate coÌ„fidence in our owneselfe be two thinges moche coÌ„trary to heuenly visitacion consolacion Our lord shewith his goodnes to man grauntinge to hym yâ— grace of gostely consolacion But man sheweth his vnwise neclygence whan he withdraweth coÌ„digne thanke ne iÌ„puteth nat this grace only to oure lorde and therfore we be nat worthye to haue his mercyfull grace to abyde with vs. Grace is euer grauÌ„ted to the meke soules that euer be rede to yelde thaÌ„kes to god for his mercyfull benefaites and coÌ„trariwise grace is withdrawen fro the
whaÌ„ he proferith it howe prudently hast thou good lorde gyueÌ„ warnynge to vs to be ware of men and howe the moste famylyer freÌ„des of man be enemyes to hym also a man shulde nat beleue if man shuld say to hym lo cryste is here or there shewyng hym that is nat cryste but rather antecryst as hath be sayd and hereafter shal be sayde I am taught by harme that I haue suffred sene other suffer And praye God that I maye be taught to be more ware and nat to my foly a man sayth to me sone be ware and kepe this pryuey to thy selfe that I say whyles I kepe pryuey suche as he commytted to me he can nat kepe pryuey that thynge that he desyred me to kepe pryuey but anon he betrayeth and dyscloseth bothe hym and me and so goth his way good lorde defende me from such talys and vnware men that I fall nat into theyr handes nor take vpon me to do suche thynges good lorde graunt me to haue stablenes of worde neuer to haue dysceytfull toÌ„ge but remoue all suche dysceytes fer fro me I ought in all wyse eschewe that thyng that I wolde nat suffer my selfe o howe good and peasyble is it a man to kepe scylence of other meÌ„nys dedes nat lightly to beleue euery maÌ„nis tale ne lyghtly to tell out suche talys to shewe brefely iÌ„ fewe wordes the entent of his mynde nat to be led or moued with any bostyng or flaterynge wordes alway to seke god almyghty the beholder of mannes soule in his dedys euer desyryng that all the enteÌ„cion of his soule inwarde togeder with his outwarde dedes may be dyrecte ê‘fourmed after his gracyous pleasure how sure is it for the ê¯seruacion of heueÌ„ly grace a man to fle vtter apparauÌ„ce of goodnes nat to desyre outward flatery or vaynglory but rather to folowe those thiÌ„ges which gyue and procure the amendynge of lyfe with the feruour of good lyuynge knowen vertu openly coÌ„mendyd hath hurt many persones where grace pryuelye vsed hyd hath and doth profyte auayle many in this frayle lyfe the which after scripture is all teÌ„ptacyon malyce ¶ The .li. chapter howe a man shulde put his confydence in God whan sharpe wordes touche hym STonde sone fermely and truste iÌ„ me whan thou art vexed with troubles and malycyous wordes what be wordes but wynde that fleeth in the ayre without hurt of any stone if thou be gyltye of suche wordes or worthy of theym or suche repreues than thynke thou wylte gladlye amende the and if thou be nat glytye thynke yet thou wylte suffer gladlye such repÌ„ues for goddis sake It is but an easy thynge to suffer sharpe wordes sometyme where it is so that thou mayste nat suffre harde flagellacyons or betynges with cryst for hym and why is it that so small thynges be so bytter and odyous to the but for that thou art yet carnall nat spuÌ„all in thy affeccyons geuynge more hede to man than to god for that thou dredest to be despysed thou wolt nat be repreued for thy excessis but sekest for thy defence derke synyster excuses but beholde thy selfe better thou shalt se well that the worlde veyne glorye or mannes pleasure lyueth yet in the whan thou refusest to be huÌ„bled ê¯fouÌ„dyd for thy defautis it is certeyne that thou art nat very huÌ„ble ne truly dede or mortyfyed to the world nor hast nat the worlde crucifyed to the but here thou my wordes thou shalte nat drede a thousande mennys wordys lo if all the wordes that myght be feyned were maliciously sayde agayn the what shulde they noy the if thou wolde let them passe nat poÌ„der them greatly thou knowest they may nat mayme the ne hurt one here of thy hede but he that hath nat iÌ„ warde syght to his soule helth nor god afore his syght is soone moued trobled at a sharpe worde he that trusteth in me sayth our lorde and woll nat stande to his owne iugemeÌ„t shal be without maÌ„nes terrour I am the iuge and knower of all secretis I knowe how euery thynge is done I knowe both hym that doth the iÌ„iury hym that suffreth it for by my suffrauÌ„ce suche iÌ„iuryes be done that many meÌ„nys thought is may be knowen I shall iuge both the iÌ„noceÌ„t and hym that is gylty but I haue decreed to ê“ue them both by my hyd iugemeÌ„t the testymony iugement of man ofte tyme deceyueth but my iugemeÌ„t is true it shall staÌ„de stable it shal nat be subuerted though it be hyd nat apere yet it neuer dothe erre thoughe it apere nat ryght wys to some wherfore in euery iugemeÌ„t man shulde renne to me nat to lene to his owne reason A right wis man woll neuer be troubled what thiÌ„ge so euer hap to hym of god yet and if any wronge be layde vnto hym he woll nat moche recke ne he shall nat be exalted by vayne glory if he be reasonably excused by other for suche a persone ê¯sydereth well that I am the very sercher of maÌ„nys hert inwarde partyes nat iugynge after the face the outwarde aperauÌ„ce of man but after the inwarde demeanyng of maÌ„nys soule for ofte I iuge fynde culpable many thyngê that maÌ„nys iugemeÌ„t demeth to be laudable wherfore I beseke the my lorde God the true iugege stronge pacyent that knowest the fraylte of the malyce of man be thou my strength trust iÌ„ all nedys myne owne coÌ„cyeÌ„ce for thou good lorde knowest in me that I knowe nat my selfe therfore iÌ„ euery repÌ„ue I shuld huÌ„ble my selfe beniÌ„gely suffer but for asmoch as I haue nat pacieÌ„tly mekely suffred all such coÌ„dycyon relece forgyue me good lorde I beseke the gyue me more large grace of sufferauÌ„ce thy plenteuous mercy is better to me by the whiche I may opteyne ê‘done of my mysbehaueour than the ê“per opynyoÌ„ of my iustyce for the defence of my hyd coÌ„cience for though I suppose my coÌ„cyeÌ„ce to be clene and nat spotted with any synne yet I may nat iustifye me in that for if thy mercy be remeued fro vs no maÌ„ here lyuynge may be rightwyse iÌ„ thy syght ¶ The .lii. chapter how man shulde suffer all greuys aduersytes for the lyfe euerlastynge that we all hope and abyde here SOnse thou be nat broke by iÌ„pacieÌ„s of yâ— labours that thou hast take vpon the for my sake also se thou be nat cast downe by dyspayre or vnreasonable heuynes in any trouble that shall hap vnto the but be thou recoÌ„forted strengthed in euery suche chauÌ„ce by my ê“myses for I am suffycyeÌ„t to rewarde gyue to my seruauntis aboue all mesure thou shalt nat labour loÌ„ge here ne alwey be greued with heuynes abyde a shorte tyme in pacyens and thou shalt soone haue an ende of thy troubles one houre shall come whan all thy labours and troubles shal ceace all thynges is mesurid and passeth
was good and rightwys whan it was made of the good lorde is nowe for the vylyte infyrmyte therofso corrupt maÌ„ that the mouynge of it lefte to man draweth euer to yll lowe thynges hye heuenly thynges lefte For the lytell vertue strength of that nature the whiche remayneth there is as who sayth a lytell sparke of fyre wrapped and hyd in asshes This is the naturall reason of maÌ„ belapped with great darkenes yet hauynge discrecion of good yll of truthe falsenesse thoughe it be vnable to fulfyll all that he approueth nor may nat vse yet the full lyghte of truthe nor his affeccyoÌ„s helthfully wherfore it foloweth good lorde that I delyte iÌ„ thy lawe after myne inwarde maÌ„ knowynge thy commaundement to be good ryght wyse and holy arguynge also and fyndynge all yll and Synne to be exchued fledde and yet in myne outwarde man that is to saye my body I do serue to the lawe of synne whyles I obey more to sensualyte than to reason in his mocyons wherof cometh that I woll that which is good but I am of vnpower to ê‘fourme it I purpose iÌ„ my mynde oft tymes many good dedys or werkis but for that grace waÌ„teth that shuld helpe my infyrmyte febylnes therfore I go asyde cesse of good doynge for a lytell resystens Therof cometh that thoughe I knowe the wey of perfeccyon and howe I ought to do yet I aryse nat by deuocyoÌ„ of soule to suche ê‘fytenes I am so oppressyd and lettyd by my dull corrupte body thy grace good lorde is to me theragayne full necessary to begynne goodnes and to profyte therin to fynysshe the same iÌ„ ê‘fytenes for without that grace I can nothynge do and with the helpe of it I maye do all thynges necessary to me o thou heuenly grace without the which no man may be of any meryte or valour before God nor any naturall gyfte is profytable neyther craftes ne rychesse neyther beautye ne strength wytte or eloqueÌ„ce be any thynge worth before the good lorde and grace wante For gyftes of nature be gyuen Indyfferentlye to good folke euyll But the gyfte of electe and good persones is grace and loue of charite wherby they be noble and made worthye euerlastynge lyfe that Grace is of such worthynes that without it neyther the gyfte of prophesy ne the workynge of myracles and sygnes nor hye speculacion or cuÌ„nynge auayleth any thyng Also neyther feyth ne hope nor other vertues be accepte of God without grace and charyte o thou blessyd grace that makest hym that is poore in Soule ryche in vertues and hym that is meke abundaunt of goodes spyrytuall come and dyscende in me replenysshe me soone with thy consalacyon that my soule fayle nat for werynes and drynes of mynde I beseche the good lorde that I may fynde grace and mercy iÌ„ thy syght for thy grace is Inough to me if other thynges wante that nature asketh if I be vexed or troubled with many trybulacyons I shall drede none euyll whyle thy grace is with me that grace is my strength for it gyueth couceyll and helpe to hym that hath it It hath power vpon all iugementes wysedome vpon all wyse men It is the maistres of trouth and the techar of dyscyplyne the lyght of the soule the confort of pressures the chaser away of heuynes the auoyder of drede the norys of deuocyon the brynger forthe of terys what am I wtout grace but as a drye tree without moysture and an vnprofytable stocke to spyrytuall beleuynge wherefore I pray the good lorde that thy grace may euer pÌ„uent me and make me busyly gyuen to good workes by the helpe of Cryste Iesu ¶ The .lxi. chapiter we ought to forsake our selfe folowe Cryste with our crosse SOne as farre as thou mayste forsake loue thy selfe so moche more thou shalt passe into me for lyke as the inwarde peace of mannes soule is to desyre nothynge without forth so a man forsakynge hym selfe inwadly conioyneth hym to God I wyll that thou lerne to forsake or deny thy selfe perfytely in my wyll with all contradyccyon or complaynt folowe thou me for I am the way I am trouth and lyfe without way no man may go and wtout trouthe there is no knowlege And without lyfe no maÌ„ may lyue I am the waye that thou oughtest to folowe trouth to whom thou oughtest to gyue credeÌ„s and am lyfe that thou oughtest to hope in to haue I am the way vnmeuable moost right I am trouthe infallyble moost hye am lyfe withoute ende increat in the which stondeth the very lyfe blysse of spyrytes blessyd soules If thou abyde in my way thou shalt knowe the very trouth and trouthe shall delyuer the and thou shalt fynally come to euerlastyng lyfe If thou wylte come to that lyfe as it is wryten thou must obserue my commaundementes If thou haue knowlege of trouth trust to me and to my wordes If thou wylt be my dyscyple denye and forsake thy selfe and folow me if thou wylt be perfyte sell all that thou hast and gyue it to the poore folke if thou wylt possesse euerlastynge lyfe despyse this present lyfe If thou wylt be auauÌ„ced in heueÌ„ huÌ„ble the here in this worlde If thou wylt reygne with me in heueÌ„ bere thy crosse here with me in erthe For onely the seruauÌ„tes of the crosse fyndeth verely yâ— way of lyght eternall blysse lorde Ihesu for asmoch as thy way is the way of straytnes of hardenes the whiche is odious to worldly folke therfore I beseke the to gyue me with the contempte of the worlde that I may hate it verely as thou dyd It is nat acordyng that a seruaunt be preferred afore his lorde ne a discyple aboue his mayster Thy seruaunt therefore oughte to be exercysed in thy wayes for therin is helth very holynes what euer I rede or here besyde it I am nat refresshed ne I take nat full delectacy on therby sone for that thou haste red knowest these thynges happy art thou and thou shalt be blessyd if thou fulfyll them it is wryten he that hath my coÌ„mauÌ„demeÌ„tes in mynde and executeth theym in his conuersacion he is he that loueth me and I shall loue hym I shall shewe open my selfe to hym and I shall do hym to syt with me in the kyngedome of my father good lorde as thou hast sayd and promysed so be it done to me I haue take the crosse of thy haÌ„de I shal bere it by thy helpe grace as thou layde it vpon me whyles I lyue for trulye the lyfe of a good man is the crosse of penaunce the whiche is the verye wey to paradyse the whiche wey I with other haue begonÌ„e it is nat lefull to go backe to leue it haue do bretherne go we together the wey begon Iesus be with vs For his loue we take vpon vs this crosse of hardenesse and therfore let vs abyde therin for his
charyte and to deface and put awey all the condysyons of my synnes Clense my conscyence from all synne and restore it vnto thy grace that by synne I haue loste And perfectly pardone me of all myne offences that I may receyue perfightly the swete kyssynge of peas what may I do more for me synne but mekely confesse theym with sorowfull wepig and incessauntly prayinge the of thy pyte ous mercy ¶ I beseche the lorde exalte me and be vnto me redy whan I am before the. O my good lorde soueraynly all my synnes dyspleasith me and by thy grace I wyll neuer begiÌ„ne them agayne but euer shall haue sorowe for theym as longe as I shall lyue and shal be redy to do penaunce make satisfaccyon of the best of my lytell power ¶ Wherfore nowe good lorde pardon me of my great and abhomynable synnes and for honour of thy holy name saue my soule whiche thou hast derely bought with thy moost precyous blode And I commytte me good lorde vnto thy great mercy and resigne me hooly vnto thy handes Do with me Lorde after thy bouÌ„te and nat after my malyce and iniquite ¶ Also I offre vnto the all my dedes that I haue done albe it they be full fewe and vnperfight that thou maist sanctyfye amende theym as they be agreable acceptable vnto the. And alweyes good lorde drawe me from better to better and conduyte and lede me slouthfull and vnworthy synner vnto good and laufull ende ¶ In lyke wyse I offre vnto the the desyres of all deuowte persones the necessytes of all good dedes of my kynsefolke and frendes and of all theym that haue done me goode or be dere vnto me and all other for thy loue and they that haue desyred or requyred me to make sacryfyce for theyr frendes lyuynge or passed the worlde So as they may sele helpe Consolacyon Defence And Preseruacyon frome all parels by thy grace delyuerauÌ„ce of peynes so as they may yelde vnto the Ioy gladnes with magnyfyinge praisiÌ„ge of theyr delyueraunce ¶ I offre vnto the also prayers holy oblacions for al them specyally that hath caused vnto me heuyues hurte or any maner of damage ¶ And lyke wyse for theym that I haue troubled greued vexed or sclaundred in wordes or dedes knowyngly ignorauÌ„tly to the ende blessed lorde that we all may be pardoned of our offeÌ„sis don the one agaynst yâ— other And good lorde Iesu take from our hertis all suspecioÌ„ wrathe indignacion and all that may breke or let charyte or dimynysshe vs from thy eternall loue O lorde haue pyte blessed Iesu haue pyte gyue thy mercy vnto all theym that asketh it and thy grace vnto theym that haue nede And make vs so worthy to haue that grace that we may go vnto the lyfe eternall Amen ¶ That the holy sacrament ought nat lyghtely to be forborne CapÌ„ .x. IT behoueth the often to tetourne vnto the fountayne of grace mercy bountye pyte and puryte that thou mayst be clensed from thy vices passions so as thou maist be made more stronge and wakynge agaynst all temptacions and subtyll craftes of the fende For thy ennemye knowynge the greate frute and remedye of receuiÌ„ge of this holy sacrament enforcethe hym by allmaner of accasyons that he may to drawe the vnto hym agayne and letteth the feythfull and deuout people whan any dysposethe theym to the receyuynge of thys holy coÌ„munyon The ennemye Sathan putteth vnto theym the moost greuous temptacions that he may Also it ys wrytten in the hystorye of Iob. thys yuell spiryte cometh amoÌ„ge the chyldren of god to th ende that by his cursed custome he perturbeth ê‘plexeth and maketh theym dredfull dymynysshynge theyr affeccyon and inpugnynge theym of theyr feythe so that ê‘auenture they leue their good purpose of that holy body that they at that tyme come for to receyue but we shulde take no thought nor feare of the crafty cautiellesof that false enemye yâ— be so foule horryble but all suche fantesyes we saulde cast agayne at the hede of that wicked spirite it is a pore myschyuous spirite that so letteth mockety vs. And for any assaultes or coÌ„mocoÌ„ns that he excyteth thys holy sacrament ought nat to be lefte Also often tymes to great solicytude for deuocion to be had letteth and somtyme ceryousnes of confessyon to be made But do after the councell of the wyse and take away this anxietye stryple for it letteth the grace of god and destroyeth deuocyon And leue not the holy receyuynge of Iesu cryst for lytell tribulacoÌ„n or deieccion pusyllanymyte but wyth good wyll go vnto the coÌ„fessour and pardon all other that haue offended the and if thou yaue offended any other mekely aske for gyuenesse And thanne drede not but god wyll pardon the. what ê“fiteth it longe to tary frome confession or to deferre the receyuynge of thy blessed sauyour First pourge the and cast out the venym and than haste the to take the remedye And thou shalte fele the moche better thann yf tyou haddest deferred it For if thou thys day lyue the holy receyuiÌ„ge for coldnes of deuocion feblenes of mynde parauenture to morowe thou shalte fynde thy selfe more slacke and so loÌ„ge wythdrawe that thou shalt fynde thy selfe moche worse more vnable Than as soone as thou maist take awey this feblenesse of mynde and the spyce of slowth For alwey only to be in anguysshe and heuynesse of thy synne passynge the tyme in trybulacyon and for dayly obstacles iÌ„perfeccions to with drawe the from these dyuyne mysteryes wythout tourniÌ„ge vnto the pytyous meryte of our sauyour cryste Iesu it helpeth the nought But greatly the longe taryinge to receyue thy saueour anoeyth and taryethe the shall brynge dayly vnto the a more slouthfulnesse ¶ But alas for sorowe some colde and desolate persones gladely seke causes of taryinge from confession and from the receyuynge of this holy sacra ment and for that they couete many delayes leste they shall be bounde to gyue theym selfe to a straytter maner in the ordre of theyr lyfe Alas howe lytel charyte howe sklender deuocyon haue they that putteth aweye so easely the receyuinge of thys holy sacrament O howe happy be they and agreable vnto almyghty god that ledeth so holy a lyfe that they may kepe their conscience in clene and pure drede so as they may dayly dispose and make theym redy and wyth greate affeccion desyre to receyue that holy sacrament if it were lefull at all tymes Neuertheles somtyme by mekenes to absteyne or for other lefull causes that may lett with reuerence is to be praysed But if slouthe or neclygence holde hym he ought to endeuour hym as far as in hym ys our lorde shall be pÌ„sent at his desyre which wyll specially beholde his good wyll but whan he is lawfully let if ye haue a good wyll pyteous mynde to receyue his maker yet he shall not fayle to haue the frute of