bones do quake for fear yea my sins have taken such hold upon me that I cannot look q Psal 40. up If Mary Magdalen was possessed with seven Devills Lord thou knowest that many Devils do continually walk about not onely to seek to possess but to devour my p 1 Pet. 5.11 soul And though Mary and Martha had cause of grief for the death of their brother whom thou didst restore yet my grief is more John 11. being dead in sin my self desiring to be revived by the spirit of thy Grace Lord as thou didst commit thy Mother the blessed Virgin to the tuition of q Joh. 19. John So dear Father command thy holy a Psal 34.7 Angells to guide and guard me from all evill Grant also sweet Jesus that with the three Maries I may seek thee early in the morning and seeking thee finde thee and finding thee believe in thee and lodge thee in my heart for ever Amen Sect. XXIX To performe Promise needfull IT is an old saying An honest promise is due debt That an honest Promise is due debt I have often promised to serve thee my good God and yet never perform'd the same as I ought and therefore the more I promise except thy grace help me to performe the more I am indebted unto thee Sparke 29. O Lord grant that I may promise unto thee that which thou hast commanded me and after b Deut. 23.21 performe that which I have c Psal 66. promis'd that I may obtain thy promise through Jesus Christ our Lord Amen Sect. XXX Of Christ's vertues in healing and Satan's policie in hurting IT is no wonder that the Devill did so much prevail against the Jewes to have Christ tormented in every member A box of precious ointments as his Head with Thornes his Hands and Feet with Nailes his Sides with the Spear his Eyes with Spittings his Face with buffettings and his Taste and Mouth with Gall for the Devill well perceived that there issued out great vertue from every member of Christ For he healed the Leper by touching him with his hand he healed Peter by looking back upon him with his eye he healed Matthew with his mouth by saying come and follow me he healed the deaf and dumb with his fingers by putting them into his ears he healed Mary Magdalen with the vertue that went from his feet when she washed them wiâ—h her tears he healed the woman diseased with the twelve years issue with the hem of his garment he healed raised up Lazarus out of his grave with his voice sayinâ— Lazarus come forth he heâ—lâ—d all the souls of his children with the blood and water that ran out of his blessed side Spark 30. Heal us O Lord for our bones are b Psal 6. vexed send out thy curing Word and heal our wounded soules that refuse all manner of comforts c Psal 107.19 20. say unto my soul I am thy salvation d Psal 35. O thou pittifull Saviour and sweet Samaritan e Luke 10. leave me not thus wounded and half dead in the high-way of perdition but bind up my wounds and poure therein the oyle of thy everlasting grace through Jesus Christ our Lord Amen Sect. XXXI Of Avarice and Oppression The Worldliings Woe ALbeit every sin calls for eternall vengeance yet we read in Scripture but of four crying sins The First is Murther and Bloodshed f Gen. 4.10 The Second is Gluttony and Idleness or the sin of Sodom g Gen. 18.21 The Third is the sin of Wrong and Oppression h Exod. 3.9 The Fourth is the detaining of the Labourers hire i Jam. 5.4 Now three of these cry with open mouth against the Covetous wretch as against an open Oppressor a secret Defrauder both an open and secret Murtherer Therefore the clamours of many poore Debters in the Dungeon of many poor Labourers in the Field and of many poore Neighbours crying and dying in the street enters into the ears of the Lord of hosts Nay the cry of his owne soul and body will come against him for though he keepeth his pelf with many locks from others yet from none doth he keep them so fast as from himself For though he possesseth them yet hath he no power to use them as holy Records doe shew Eccles 6.1 where the Spirit of God sayeth That there is an evill under the Sun which is much used among men A man to whom God hath given Riches and Treasure and Honour wanteth nothing for his soul of all that it desireth but God giveth him not power to eat thereof but a strange man shall eat it up This is an evill sickness Consider this then thou Worldling that sayest in thy heart I shall never have enough Spark 31. O blessed Trinity that fillest every living thing with thy l Psal 104. blessing Lord blesse us and thy blessings that in using them we abuse not thee O Sacred All sufficient Trinity fill thou our hearts so full that we may desire r Ezech. 36. nothing but thee thy glory our hearts good Lord are made Triangle-wise a fit seat for the blessed Trinity They are made narrow below and shut close to keep out worldly desires and wide and open above to receive all heavenly blessings O Lord as they are thy vessels so let them be of thy filling yea fitted with nothing but with thy self and thy love Psal 10.17 through Jesus Christ our Saviour Amen Sect. XXXII Nothing can satisfie God for our sins but his Son VVHat is that which man can off r unto his Maker The Acceptable Sacrifice to pacifie his wrath ' gainst sins If he cold give the whole world unto God what doth he offer but what he hath received of God and lost by his disobedience If man could offer himself what offereth he but unâ—hankfulness dust and ashes blasphemy and wickednes which provokes Gods wrath more more If the Angells would offer themselves and their service to satisfie the wrath of the everlasting God what were that but a thing finite in goodness to seek to cover an infiâ—it evill Therefore God himself was fain to step between his Justice and Mercy to reconcile us again unto him by his own merits Spark 32. O Lord from whence then cometh our help Surely our help cometh of thee f Psal 121. which hast made heaven and earth There was no other water to waâ—h away Naaman's leprosie but Jordan's p 2 Kings 5 No ladder that reached up to Heaven but Jacob's q Gen. 28.12 No serpent that healed the Israelites but the brasen k Numb 21 9. So there is no other Name under heaven whereby we may be saved f Acts 4. but only by thy name and merits sweet Jesus O Lord it was not our own arm that helped us b Psal 44.3 4. but thy right hand and thy arm and the light of thy countenance because thou
The mean is best Vertue 's Chayre O Lord thou hast often by thine own example encouraged us to follow the meane and to avoid vices and extreams For first in the blessed Trinity thy place is in the middle room In our Redemption thy place is a middle room for thou art the mean between us and thy Father In thy Fathers congregation thou hast the middle room for for thou art that middle Arch in Gods Church that doest couple together Jew and Gentile The place of thy birth was a middle roome the heart of the world The time of thy birth about midnight Thy passion not farre from mid-day The place where thou suffâ—redst a middle roome between two Theeves one upon the right hand and the other upon the left Thy peaceable abode after thy rising from death in the middest of thy Disciples Therefore Lord there is no fitter place for thee to dwel in me than in my middle which is my heart made to be thy seat and thy holy Temple Sparke 20. O Lord I beseech thee to dwell in my q Eph. 3.17 heart by thy holy Spirit Let every vertue be a middle room in my heart for thy gracious self to lodge in and grant that I never decline from thy Commandments either to the right hand or to the left x Prov. 4. Let my faith Lord be a meanes to apprehend thee and thy merits and be thou still a mean to reconcile me unto thy Father y 2 Cor. 5. Rom. 5. Eph. 2. that being justified through thee we may have peace wi h God the Father To whom with thee and the holy Spirit in unity of Godhead be all praise and glory for ever and ever Amen Sect. XXI Crosses Christians coats IT is partly suspition The Christians Coat that they that at no time have crosses have at all time no Christ For indeed we find but few of God's children void of all trouble For either they are troubled in their reputation as Susannah was or crossed in their children as Ely was or persecuted by their enemy as David was or wronged by their friends as Joseph was or tormented in their bodies as Job was or restrained in their liberty as John was For indeed the good man is but as it were the but of the wicked whereat they shoot their sharpest headed Arrowes Sparke 21. O dear Father lay upon us any misery so it be in thy mercy any punishment in thy pitty r Jer. 10.24 Psal 6.1 correct us O Lord yet in thy Judgement not in thy fury least we should be consumed and brought to nothing t Job 2.8 O Lord if it be thy will to let us ly sick in the ashes with Job or imprisoned in iron with Joseph Å¿ Gen. 29.20 or persecuted with Enemies with David l 1 Sam. 22.1 or pinched with hunger like o Luk. 15. the prâ—digall son yet Lord be not angry with us for ever If heavinesse endure for a night let joy appear in the morning Grant good Father that we may with patience expect and see the blessed Jubilee of thy free mercy through Jesus Christ our dear Saviour Amen Sect. XXII A Christian the best Artist AN upright Christian is a Musitian A Salve for every sore a Physitian a Lawyer and a Divine to himself For What is sweeter musick than the witnesse of a good conscience What is better Physick than abstinence and patience What deeper counsell in Law than in having nothing to possesse all things And what sounder Divinity than to know God whom he hath sent Jesus Christ Sparke 22. O blessed Jesus let my musick be peace o Rom. 14.19 of conscience and joy d 14.17 in the holy Ghost My Physick the blessed potions and restoratives of thy precious blood My Policy to keep thy statutes And my Divinity to know Christ and him crucified and in the end with joy to behold him glorified for the merits of his bitter death and passion Amen Sect. XXIII Of spirituall blindness IT is most certain good Lord that spirtuall blindnesse is farre worse than corporall The borne-blinde For to want the eyes of angels is worse than to want the eyes of beasts for whereas the bodily blind is led by his Servant his Wife or his Dogg the spiratually blind is misled by the World the Flesh and the Devill Yea the bodily blinde will be sure to get a seeing guid but the spiritually blind followeth his own lust which is a blinde guid so falleth into the ditch The bodily blinde feeleth and acknowledgeth his want of sight and imperfection but the spiritually blind thinks no blame nor blemish in his sight The bodily blind supplieth his want of sight oft by feeling as Iasac a Gen. 27.11 did but the spiritually blinde though he feels the flashing yet never avoids the flame of hell fire To conclude the bodily blind accounts them happy which see but the spiritually blind despiseth the seers Sparke 23. O Lord open our blind eyes that we may see our wickedness and by our wickedness our weaknesse and by them both our accursedness For good Lord thou knowest that of our selves we are stark blinde For The naturall b 1 Cor. 2.14 man perceiveth not the things that be of God and knowes them not because they are spiritually discerned Lighten our eyes O Lord that we sleep not in Death Awake thou us b Ephes 5.14 from sleep raise us up froÌ„ the dead then give thou us light grant Lord that we may c John 12 35 36. walk while we have the light least the darkness come upon us Therefore Lord open thou the eyes of our understanding that we may believe in the light O good Lord seeing that we trust in thee that art the tru light d Eph. 4.17 18. let us not walk as other Gentiles blâ—nded in vanity of minde having their cogitation darkened and being strangers from the life of God through the ignorance that is in them But we being once darkness and now are made light in thee x Lord Psal 5.8 let us henceforth walk as the children of light that we may see perfectly and attain that eternall light in the Kingdome of glory through Jesus Christ Amen Sect. XXIIII The Drunkard the greatest Self-Enemy The danger of Drunkennesse OF all men the Drunkard is the greatest Enemy to himself A malicious man is a murtherer of himself The Prodigall man a Thief to himself The Voluptuous man a Witch to himself The Covetous man is a Devill to himself But a Drunkard is all these to himself Namely a Murtherer to his body a Thief to his purse a Witch to his witt and a Devill to his Soul Sparke 24 O Lord give me the spirit of Sobriety and grant that I be not drunken with wine wherein is a Eph. 5.18 excess Lord let me never make a god of my belly b Phil. 3.19 but ever be moderate
earth and all contained therein to whom gave he all this to his children or them of his house or to his friends nay not onely to them but to all to his enemies to Idolaters to such as make a God of the gift and despise the giver Deut. 4. And shall we shut our compassion from men because they are strangers or wicked or offensive to us seeing our Lord and Master gave all these to all and to his friends and children gave heaven's treasure and his own dearest Jewell which is his Son Christ blessed for ever more offering him also to all though all receive him not Sparke 36. O blessed Lord abundant in thy mercies and most liberall and bountifull in thy gifts Psal 36. Psal 136. Psal 137. Prov. 2. Psal 26. 2 Cor. 2. Ephes 5. 1 Thes 5. Mat. 6. 1 Kings 3. yea more rich in mercy than we can be poor in misery continue thy blessings towards us so far forth as it is for our good make us thankfull for them and forgive us the abuse of them Let us not want those things without the which we cannot serve thee and having them give us grace to use them unto thy glory Give us with thy blessings a liberall heart that by the disposing of those blessings committed to our trust we may be known to be thy thildren Grant this O Blessed Saviour for thy mercy sake Amen Sect. XXXVII Of our Naturall Blindness GReat is our weakness to be lamented The healing of the blind and the corruption of our Judgement to be condemned by which we prefer the shadow of that which seems before the truth of that which is and for a momentary taste of earthly vanities depart from the hope of everlasting joys as being the naturall sons of Adam who lost Paradise for an Apple and the brethren of Esau who sold his birth-right for a mess of pottage whereas we cannot but know that which we dayly hear of thee O Lord and seem to believe that there is no nobility to a new birth in Christ no beauty to the beauty of the daughter of Sion whose beauty is all within no honour to the service of God which is perfect freedome no glory to the Cross of Christ no riches to godliness no treasure to that which is laid up in Heaven no clothing to the righteousnesse of Christ no building to that which is not made with hands no Crowne to that of Immortality no Kingdome to the conquest of our selves no learning to the knowledge of Christ no wisedome to that of the Spirit no joy to a good conscience and no life to a conversation in heaven Sparke 37. O sweet Jesus which art the true light that lighteneth every man that cometh into the world John 1.5 Psal 43. lighten our darknesse we beseech thee Gen. 3.7 And as the eyes of our first Parent 's conscience were opened to see their miseries Psal 36.9 so open the eyes of our understanding that we may behold thy mercies and thee the Lamb of God that takest away the sins of the world John 1.29 give fight O Lord unto our blinde eyes that we may see our weakness Esa 35.5 by our weakness our wickedness and by them both our accursedness Psal 115.5 Let us not be like dumb Idolls thâ—t have mouths and speak not eys and see not or like those accursed ones that in seeing perceive not and in hearing understand not Isa 5. Let us not call light darkness or good evill but put off the scales of our understanding that we may know a difference between good and evill and to ensue the one and esch w the other through him that is able and willing to help us Jesus Christ our Lord Amen Sect. XXXVIII Against Pride O Man The proud's looking-glasse I much wonder why thou shouldest be so proud considering thy beginning which is but dust the unprofitablest earth that is For clay is good for something Sand is good for something Marle Lime Coal Dung and Ashes good for something yea Earth Gravel Stones or Metals good for somthing but dust is profitable for nothing but hurtfull many wayes Yet such is thy Almighty power O Lord that thou hast created light out of darknesse the world out of nothing and man from the dust of the ground which was nothing making him Lord of all creatures and more excellent than all the works of thy hands Sparke 38. Judg. 9 Good Lord there was never proud person that pleased thee Let me that am but dust have no proud thought or high look but with Mary humble my self before thee Luk 1.48 Gen. 18 27. Mat. 15. with Abraham acknowledge my base beginning with the Canaanite woman my unworthiness with David my vileness with Job my misery and with Paul my Infirmity through Jesus Christ our Lord Amen Sect. XXXIX The condition of the godly of in this world is not of the best LOrd The Godli's Lot we finde it true that the state of thy children is not alwayes of the best neither in outward account with the world nor yet in their own feeling For sometimes the spirit of wisdom calls them the afflicted ones Prov. 15.15 Math. 5. Esay 41. Luke 12. Psal 41. sometimes the hungry and thirty sometims little worms as the little worm Jacob sometimes a little flock sometimes the poore and needy And yet they are in account with the Lord for the afflicted shall have a continuall feast the hungry shall be filled with good things the little worm Jacob shall be written upon the palm of thine hand the poor shall be relieved and helped and the needy raised up out of the dust Sparke 39. O Lord let my estate be what thou wilt So I may be thine Rom. 8.35 Luk. 15.29 make me as one of thy hired servants and feed me if not with thy dainties Math. 15.27 yet with the crums that fall from thy table If I must taste of thy vineger and gall for a while in this world yet if in the end I shall be fed at thy table with Manna I shall digest it with a good stomack and look after it with a cheerfull countenance as Daniel did Ròm 8.31 for if thou Lord be with me what can hurt me Sect. XL. Christ's Passion the soul 's best salve GOod Lord Sin 's remedy we have often seen those men that have been delivered from some dangerous and desperate sickness to be ever delighted with the very name of that medicine that helped and healed them prescribing it unto their friends for a chief and present remedy in all such desperate cases and now we have found by the pacification of our own conscience that thy merits are the best medicine for our Sickness Sparke 40. Esay 53.5 O Lord it is by thy stripes that we are healed of all our sins Thy bloud is the onely plaister whereby our wounds may be cured Iohn 1.7 Therefore
let us ever be delighted with this salve let us by thy grace prescribe it unto others O Lord poure the oyl of thy mercy into our festred wounds thy blood hath helped many of thy Saints Luk. 10.34 and it is not yet dry but fresh and powerfull to heal mee Sect. XLI God is Mercy it self O Lord The wofull mans joy 2 Tim. 2.13 thou hast caugh us by thy Apostle Paul that thou art most faithfull and canst not deny thy self If we desire wealth thou mayest deny us for it is not thy self If we desire revenge thou mayest deny us for it is not thy self If we desire worldly pompe and preferments thou mayest deny us for it is not thy self If we desire gold and silver thou mayest deny us for it is not thy self But if we desire mercy thou canst not deny us for it is thy selfe for thou canst not deny thy self Thou art not onely mercifull but mercy it self For thou did'st pray for thine enemies give thy life for thy friends and never did'st deny their just petitions unto thy Servants Sparke 41. O Lord I want nothing but thy mercy Rom. 8. â—2 1 Cor. 15. Psal 67. 109. 51. which is thy self For having thee I have all because thou art all in all shew us therefore the light of thy Countenance and be mercifull unto us O Lord I am poor and needy but thy mercy may lift me up Therefore in the multitude of thy mercies do away my Offences O Lord thy mercy being thy self is above all thy works much more above the workes of Satan which are my sins mercy therefore good Lord mercy I crave it is the total Sum for mercy Lord is all my suite Lord let thy mercy come through Jesus Christ our Lord Amen Sect XLII Of Prayer O Eternall and Infinite Power The Saints post-messenger seeing thou art the King of Glory the Lord strong and mighty even the Lord might in battell whose Palace is in the highest heaven and we thy poor creatures being thy foes by our own follies therefore in thy sight more base than the vilest worm on earth seeing I say there is such distance of place betwen us as is between heaven earth such difference in qualities thou so glorious in Majesty and we so grievous in misery such odds in quantity we as it were nothing thou all things and all in all When thou art offended with us or when need compells us what messenger shall we presume to send unto thee either for peace pardon or to informe thee of our necessities or rather to entreat thee for to supply our wants for thou needest no informer If we send our merits unto thee they are in too base a habit being like a menstruous and stained clout The starres in heaven will disdain it that we which dwell at the foot-stool of God should presume so farre when the purest creatures in heaven are impure in his sight If we send up our fear distrustfulnesse the length of the way will tire and weary them out for being as heavy as lead they will sink to the ground before they come half the way to the seat of Salvation and the throne of Grace If we send up Blasphemies and Curses all the creatures betwixt heaven and earth will band themselves against us The Sun and Moon will rain down burning Coals upon us The Ayre will throw thunderbolts upon our heads If we send up pride then we and our messenger shall be thrown down to the Dungeon of the deepest Hell For thou resistest the proud what messenger then shall we presume to send up unto thee thou King of Glory Even that which thou hast commanded us to send which thou acceptest being sent servent prayer from a faithfull and unfained heart which neither the tediousness of the way nor the difficulty of the passage can hinder from passing unto thee Who being quick of speed faithfull for trustiness happy for success is able to peirce the Clouds and to mount above the Eagles of the Skie into the heaven of heavens and there to enter boldly into the Chamber of Presence and to â—he Throne of Grace before thee the great King of Glory Sparke 42. O Lord give us grace to send up our prayers unto thee and to call upon thee in the dayes of our necessities and trouble Hear the voice of our prayers betimes in the morning Let us cry out of the deep of our miseries unto the bottomless depth of thy mercies And because our nature is such as we know not how to aske as we should Rom. 8.26 Eph. 3.20 and thou alone both wisely doest know and effectually canst grant not onely what we desire but a great deale more than we can think upon Pour upon us the spirit of grace prayer which may with unspeakeable groanings make intercession for us Give us grace good Father Math. 11.24 Math. 6. to perswade our selves that whatsoever we shall aske at thy hand through faith we shall obtaine the same And grant that in all places we may pray lifting up pure hands without wrath or doubting making with deep fighs and zealous minds continuall supplications prayers intercessions and giving of thanks for all men through Jesus Christ our Lord 1 Tim. 2.1 Amen Sect. XLIII Of the Authority of Gods Word c. THough faith be the eye of the soule and the hand that apphehends the soul's Saviour yet if faith should tell me that God is three and one together or if faith should say believe that the son of God is the son of a Virgin that Christ is risen again the third day from the dead to die no more that I should believe all this to be true because Peter Paul John Isay Ieremy and Ezekiel have said so I would doubt and not believe such matters difficult fo far above reason and beyond the reach of man's apprehension and seing they were spoken but of men as I am I durst not believe them because it is written every man 's a lyars which makes us require so many oathes Psal 11.5 and so many witnesses before we can credite the report of men in many things But when faith tells me that God hath revealed these things and that neither Peter Paul nor John nor the rest of the Apostles and Prophets have taught these things of themselves but were first taught of God and that they have preached not their own word but the word of God then my heart yieldeth is ready to believe it especially seeing the same God that spake by the Prophets and Apostles confirmed his sayings with so many fignes and wonders Therefore as Paul says How shall we escape if we neglect so great salvation which at the first began to be preached of the Lord and was confirmed unto us by them that heard it Mark 16.20 God bearing witness thereto both with signes and wonders also and with divers powers and gifts of the
He that will be a Courtier here must often forsake his own Countrey where he lived at ease the place where he was known and beloved the neighbors of whom he was visited the goods wherewith he was maintained his wife and children of whom he was comforted yea often be â—ain to remove when the Court removeth trusse up his baggage and load his horses seek him a newlodging But he that will mind to be of the great King's Court shall not go out of his Country but come into his Country not go from his neighbors that loved him but to such neighbours as wil ever love him he shall not there forsake his parents but meet them not lose his goods but find them not misse his comfort but receive it not often remove but for ever be at rest and most sure of a pleasant lodging Secondly In following earthly Courts a man shall hear many discontented persons about the Court that if he be good shall offend him much such as are rejected and favourlesse Courtiers meeting together murmuring at their Prince backbyting his councelors and Officâ—rs câ—ntemning his Laws envyng his liberality grudging at others favours some perhaps blaspheming thâ— dâ—vine providence for ei h r placing or suff ring such to be in credit and themselves to be discarded But in the supream Court of heaven every one shall hear his King glorified and his maker praised not envying but all rejoycing at the preferment and glory of their fellowes as at their own Thirdly when perchance in these earthly Courts a mâ—n may be crept into his Prince's favour to day as Haman was he may be out to morrow and while he continueth in favour he feareth every hour to fall and if ever he be once out of favour and in disgrace he commonly despaireth of regaining his former credit But it is not so with such as wait upon the Lord For whom the Lord loveth he loveth him unto the end he writes him in his Book called Vade mecum and from thence he shall never be blotted out though the earth be moved and though the hills thereof be cast into the midst of the sea Psal 46.2 Fourthly In the Court of earthly Princes men must be fearfull to move their Prince and to speak unto him and most commonly use their means that be most in favour to speak for them But in the high Court of heaven every Saint and Subject of the great King may boldly approach to the throne of grace and speak to his Soveraigne as to his kind and loving Father Fifthly Men commonly to win the favour of earthly Princes must spend much time and indure much toyle and the least dislike will oftentimes put them out of favour again and if they forgive the fault yet he should want their favour But God upon our willingness to do him service presently accepts of us as he did of the prodigall child and if we do offend him he is the slowest to conceive displeasure and the readiest to forgive This made the good King of Israel to say that he had rather be a door-keeper in the house of the Lord than to dwell in the Palaces of Princes Sparke 86. O most Mighty Magnificent and most Glorious King though we be unworthy to take the name of so high a Monarch in our mouthes or to lift up our sinful eyes unto the heavenly throne of thy glorious Majesty trusting in our own worth worthiness Yet having thy Word for our warrant thy Spirit for our guide and thy Son for our advocate we are imboldend to approach thy palace and through thâ— blood of thy Son and by his merits and obedience we see by the eye of Faith thy golden Scepter of favour and free access stretched out unto us Therefore we will come into thy house in the multitude of thy mercies Psal 84 2.84.10 65. for most amiable are thy dwâ—llings O Lord God of hosts my soul hath a desire and a longing to enter into thy Courts For one day in thy Court is better than a thousand O Lord blessâ—d is the man whom thou choosest and receivest unto thee he shall dwell in thy Court and shâ—ll be satâ—sfiâ—d with the plâ—asures of thy House Good Lord give me grace to love thee above all things and the place where thinâ— honour dwelleth O Lord gra t that I may dwel in thy house for â—ver and during the time of my pilgrimage here in thy House of Grace grant I may lead an uncorrupt life doe the thing that is right speak the truth from my heart neither doing evill to my neighbour nor slandering him nor setting by my self but to be lowly in mine owne eyes making alwayes much of them that fear thee having alwayes a regard to keep both my oath and my promise with God man hating all oppression bribery and usury that when the time of my removing shall come I may be sure to be transl ted from thy Court of Grace into the Kingdom of Glory through Jesus Christ our Lord Amen Sect. LXXXVII The Sea-mans Card. DAvid said not without great reason that those that go downe to the Sea in Ships and occupy their business in great waters see the works of the Lord and his wonders in the deep For indeed those that be often at Sea behold so many wonders and such diverse godly observations that they never want there either a Sermon or a Preacher for every thing about them preacheth unto them First those Creatures that are in the Sea are great in quantity and innumerable exceeding farre the number of land-Creatures and yâ—t they all multiply without any lustfull copulation whereby we see that there is no encreâ—se like unto that which is void of sin and carnall lust such as the fruit of Zachariah and Elizabeth was or of Abraham and Sarah Again â—he condition of the Sea doth bâ—st describe unto us the condition of the world For as the Sea is in continuaâ—l motion and never quiet but somâ—times tossâ—d up to the heavens and suddenly falling down again to the terrour of the behoâ—ders So in this world some are one while like proud surging waves hoysed up unto the highest sphear of honour and in a moment again thrust down into the lowest Down Den of disgrace Secondly as the Sea is alwayes unquiet untill it cast up his dead So the world is ever roaring and uneasie untill it cast out of it such as are dead unto the world and live unto God such the world is ready to vomit up to surfeit upon Thirdly as in the Sea the greater fish do devour the lesser and small ones So do the potent in this world eat and swallow up the poor Fourthly as the Sea is full of dangers as Rocks Sands and Syrens c. So is the world full of triâ—lls and travells deceit and trouble perills without terrours within as the Apostle says casting Job into the Dunghill Daniell to the Den and Joseph to the Dungeon Fifthly as often
5. to the end that being justified by his grace we should be made heirs according to the hope of eternall life which hope maketh us not ashamed I humbly beseech thy Fatherly goodness to illuminate the eyes of my soul that I may clerely see what the hope of those is Whom thou hast called to the incorruptible inheritance of thy glory And as thou hast in many of thy workes printed the true character of our resurrection so fix fasten the same for ever in the heart and soul of thy servant that I be not as a man without hope either of my own glorification or of theirs that sleep in thee 1 Cor. 15. that in the end this body of mine being renewed and to my soul in farre more glorious manner reunited I may in the society of Angells being co-heir with the glorified Spirits shine as the Sun in glory and be fully united unto Christ the true Son of righteousness and the first fruits of the resurrection And let this holy meditation and the hope to enjoy that full and perfect contentation so possesse my soule and senses that it may be my thought my pleasure delight labour and care to attain to that perfection through Jesus Christ Amen Sect. CIV God's wayes are not our wayes THere is a Speech of Socrates greatly commended by St. Augustine De consens Evang. l. 1. c. 18. Vnumquemque sic câ—li oportere quomodo ipsum colendum praeceperat that is Every god was to be honoured as he himself had given in Commandement which sheweth by the judgement of a Heathen that no man must serve his God after his own lust but after Gods Law not after our owne reason but after God's direction Least otherwise the Lord cry out upon us saying Who hath required this service at your hands For is it reason that we should serve an earthly Master after his own will and not serve God after his owne Law Therefore certain it is that our good meanings in Gods service makes not alwayes our doings good neither is our Zeal a rule whereby we may measure out either our faith or good workes but only the known will and pleasure of God There wanted not a good intent or meaning either in the Isralites when they made a golden Calfe Exod. 3.24 or in Nadab or Abihu whâ—n they offered strange fire or in Saul when he spared King Agag or in Vzza when he put his hand to hold the Arke or in Jehu Levit. 10. when he would needs joyn the worshipping of Jeroboam's goldens calves with the worship of the true God of Israel Sparke 104. O gracious Father as in our godly endeavours we intend thy service and not our own so grant good Lord that in the doing thereof we may alwayes have thy will for our warrant thy law for our levell and thy commandments for our direction Give us grace dear Father to shun and avoid all those things be they never so good in mans sight which thou either hatest or hast no pleasure in And that we be not blinde servers of thee running after our own inventions grant us true understanding and knowledge of thy word which is the glass of thy will that seeing therein both thy will and our own weakness we desire thy grace to perform that which thou hast commanded us through Jesus Christ our Lord Amen Sect. CV A Caveat for the Demas's of our dayes THat Caveat of our Saviour to his Disciples should be his Saints care namely to endure to the end that we may be saved Mat. 10.22 and so to run that we may obtain and not to look back with Lots Wife or to faint in our journey or be weary of well doing For to what purpose is it that the Marriner sayls prosperously and obtaines a rich prize if he sink or suffer Shipwrack before he arrives at the haven of his own home That a Christian be laden with many Craces and obtain the rich pearle of the Gospel and be fairly imbarked for heaven if afterwards he suffer Shipwrack of his faith What availeth it a Captain to march hotly with Jehu to fight manfully with Jonathan if he turn his back with Ephraim before the end of the battaile For us to encounter Satan if we suffer him to sâ—yle and conquer us If the Souldier shall fly forth of the field revolt from his Captain forsake his colours run from his company and turn to the enemy he disgraceth his profession disableth himself for the Trophies of honour and meriteth condigne punishment O Lord we are thy souldiers the Church is our field Christ Jesus our Captain thy word and Sacraments are our colours the communion of Saints our company he that shâ—ll fly forth of this field revolt from this Captain forsake these colours run from this company and be found fighting under Satan's conduct dishonoureth his christian profession depriveth himself of the Crowne of glory and incurreth the danger of God's heavy Judgement For if we have given our names to Christ served in his camp 2 Tim. 4 9. 2.17 taken pay in his wars and yet play the carnall Apostates with Demas the Hereticall with Hymeneus and Philetus the scornfull with Julian the Emperour the spightfull with Alexander the Copper-smith their remaines small hope of receiving any comfort by the bloud of the Lambe and Christ's eternall Sacrificâ— but rather extream terrour in the expectation of his fearfull sentence small probability of being cleansed in his precious bloud but rather a sore possibility of being devoured by a violent fire For he onely that fights the good fight finishes his course 2 Tim. 4.7 and keeps the faith can expect the Crown of righteousness Sparke 105. O most mighty and mercifull God which art able to give more than we can deserve or desire for thy tender mercies sake keep me poor weakling and unconstant waverer from the shame of backsliding and defend me from the dreadfull sinne of Apostasie Keep me by thy power that I fall not restore me by thy mercy when I am fallen preserve me by thy grace that I never finally fall away take not thy holy spirit from mee but establish me with thy free spirit that I may be settled and confirmed in thy truth that being effectually sanctified in thy Kingdome of Grace I may be eternally blessed in the Kingdome of Glory Through the merits and mercy of thy sweet Son and my sole Saviour Jesus Christ our Lord Amen Sect. CVI. The Christian Weather-Cock Psal 65.7 THe wavering Professor is not unfitly compared unto the waves of the sea Esay 17.12 It is the Lord that stilleth the raging of the sea and the madness of the people So delighted with novel ies so full of alterations is the fickle faith and the temporizing profession of the palsie shaking members of the Church that there be no waves so restless no winde so mutable Acts 28. no creature so changable while the Viper hung upon Paul's hand he
d Psal 90. and that it may be dearer unto us than thousands of gold silver Give us that firme resolution to believe thy Word with out any further reasoning and arguing Work so in us good Lord that despising e Luk. 10.16 thy Word delivered unto us we never seek after strange revelations And for as much good Lord as there is nothing so near and so dear unto thee as thy Word which proceeded f Mat. 5. from thy mouth Grant that we may be in love with nothing so much as with thee and thy Word Grant therefore O Lord that we may keep thy sayings g Luk. 2. and ponder them with blessed Mary in our hearts Lastly Lord whatsoever thy word doth sound in our ears let not our hearts be like the thorny ground the stony nor the beaten high way but like the good ground that bringeth forth some forty some fifty some sixty and some an hundred fold To the glory of thy name and our salvation through Jesus Christ Amen Sect. II. Of the Honour of God The School of Honour SEing that every creature is made created for the honour of the Creator and doth in his nature respect his honour and glory in somuch that the greatest honour that the creature can have is to be made for Gods honour that the honour of God doth respect the honour of all other creatureâ— and the injury and dishonor of God the injury of all other creatures so that when the creatures are well used to God's honour then God is glorified and when they are abused then is he dishonoured For God being honoured God being dishonoured the Creatures are dishonoured And hence it is that in the honour of God are included infinite honours and in the dishonour of God infinite dishonours Therefore that man which honoureth God cannot chuse but honour aâ—l his creatures and especially himself being the chief of his creatures But he which dishonoureth God dishonoureth all Gods creatures with him and especially himself which is Lord of the creatures So that to honour God is for a man to honour himself and he that dishonoureth God doth the greatest wrong and dishonour to himself that may be Hence I conclude Lord that for me to preferr any creatures honour or praise before thine is a great dishonour to thee to my self and to all the rest of my fellow-creatures For seeing all things ought to be for thy glory and that thy glory is the glory of all cre tures then whensoever we aime at our own honor we become directly thine enemies For whensoever we seek not thy glory directly then of necessity we seek our own glory for there is no mean between them insomuch that we are alwayes directly either subjects or traytors friends or foes to our God O good Lord is it fit that thou shouldest make a creature of nothing after thine own image he to be contrary to thine owne glory being the omnipotent Artificer what greater foolishness what greater dishonesty what greater disorder what greater blindness and more against reason than that the work made of nothing should seek his owne proper praise Sparke 2. O Lord whether we sleep or wake sit or lie stand or goe we are thine Therefore grant that whether we eat or drink or whatsoever we do else h 1 Cor. 10. let all be done to the honour glory and praise of thy name For seeing thou art our Maker k Gen. 1. grant we may obey thee Seeing thou art our Master l Mat. 1.6 grant we may fear thee Seeing thou art our Father grant we may reverence thee and seeing thou art one God grant we may glorifie thee O Lord grant us grace to honour thee with all wherewith thou hast honoured and blessed us So shall our m Prov. 3.9 barns be filled with abundance and our presses shall burst with new wine Grant us ever to glorify thee in thy self in thy membâ—rs for thou hast taught us that he which oppresseth the poor reproveth him that made him but he n Prov. 14.31 that hath mercy upon the poor honoureth â—hee O loving Father seeing that thine is glory victory and praise for thou art the King o Psal 24. of Glory Let all my p Psal 62. health and glory be in thee let us not honour thee with our lips but with our lives and souls also For thou wilt not give thy glory to none other q Isa 42. let us not be desirous of r Gal. 5. vain-glory Therefore not unto us not unto us Lord but to thy name give the glory To whom be Glory for ever Amen Sect. III. All in us must be to Gods glory The Saints Service FOrasmuch as man is made for Gods glory and because whatsoever is given to man is given him only for the service of God therefore we are to think that because we can love we are to love God and because we have power to know we are to know God and because we can understand we are to understand what God is because we can fear we are to fear God because we can honour we are to honour God because we can worship we are to worship God because we can pray we are to pray to God because we can obey we are to obey God because we can trust we are to trust in God because we can hope we are to hope in God And whatsoever good thing else we can do we have power to do it that we might serve our Ceator in doing it Sparke 3. O eternall God and most mercifull Father Hallowed be thy name t Mat. 6. for ever As thy intent in creating me was to frame me for thy glory so grant it may be my mind and purpose study and whole endeavour to seek thy glory and to publish thy praise For Lord thy glory and praise wilt thou give to none x Esay 42 other but to thy self Lord give us such measure of thy grace That our lights may so shine before men that they seeing our good works z Mat. 5.16 may glorifie thee our Father which art in heaven O Lord because we can love let us love a Mat. 10.37 nothing in comparison of thee let us desire to know nothing but thee and Christ Jesus thy Son crucified Let us never fear them that can hurt the body but rather fear thee that canst destroy both body b Mat. 10.28 and soul together Let our honour be to reverence thee our prayers to invocate thee our obedience unto thee our belief faith hope and trust in thee through Jesus Christ for evermore Amen Sect. IV. How God must be served ALthough we owe all good duties generally unto God The Paths of Piety because he is our Creator we his creatures he our Lord and we his servants yet are we to perform every duty to him for particular respects For we ought to yield him some service in one respect and
in my diet c Prov. 23.1 2. vigilant in my calling d 1 Pet. 4.7 and evermore wary that by surfetting and drunkenness I lose not my time e Eph. 5.16 spend my wealth f Eccl. 13. impair my health bring infamy to my name and calling and offend thy heavenly Majesty Oh spare me and save me from this Enormity through Jesus Christ our Lord Amen Sect. XXV A true Motion A Violent motion is quick in the beginning but slow in the end For a stone cast upward is then most weak when it is most high But a naturall motion is slow in the beginning and quick in the end Therefore when a man in his first conversion is exceeding quick but afterward waxeth every day slower slower in the waye of the Lord his motion is not nâ—turall and kinde but forged and forced Otherwise the longer he liveth and the neerer he runneth to the mark the more swiftly would he run to gain the Crown of Glory Sparke 25 O dear Father most gracious and wise God which hast ordained all thy creatures to avoid idleness Gen. 1. and to be alwaies in continuall motion giving and infusing into me such a soule as is alwayes in motion Grant I g may ever endeavour towards that which is before and forget that which is behinde and follow hard towards the marke for the high calling of our Lord Jesus Christ And seeing thou hast promised h 2 Tim. 4.8 us a crown of life if we continue to the end grant that we faint not i Gal. 6.9 nor be weary of well-doing but that we may so run that we may obtain k 1 Cor. 9.24 through Jesus Christ our dear and onely Saviour Amen Sect. XXVI Of Covetousness THere be foure kinds of Creatures that live each one upon that element in which he had his breeding First The miser's hunger The Want on the Earth Secondly The Herring on the water Thirdly The Chamelion on the Aire And Fourthly The Salamander on the fire But man being but dust of the earth is not contented to live on the earth the water the aire and the fire For his desire and unsatiableness is such that all these elements cannot give him content nor all the creatures that live thereon but if it were possible he would either go above the fire or under the earth to see if he could finde another element more than God made And therefore the Lord did wisely consider of our greediness when he hid so many treasures in the bottome of the sea and the heart of the earth least had they been within our view and easy reach we should make our goods our God fixing our hearts unto our treasures Sparke 26. O deare God and mercifull Father seeing only with thee is all plenty and no want q Jam. 1.17 all fullness and no scarcity all wealth and no poverty all solace and no sorrow all pleasure and no discontent I beseech thee Lord to establish my heart with thy r Psal 51.12 free Spirit to accomplish my desire with thy t Psal 145.16 bountifull hand and to replenish my soul with goodness of thy grace that I count u 1 Tim. 6 7 godliness to be the onely gaine and so to be content with what thou hast given me through Jesus Christ our Lord Amen Sect. XXVII Of Gods especiall Grace The growth of Grace AS the children of the bodily barren have been excellent pillars in Gods Church as Isaac of Sarah Joseph of Rachel Samuel of Anna John Baptist of Elizabeth So also they which have been begotten from spiritual barrennesse that is converted from a sinfull life have proved most famous instruments of grace as Zacheus from the world St. Mathew from the receipt of custome St. Paul from a persecutor to become an Apostle and many heathen Infidells to become glorious Martyrs for the crosse of Christ Sparke 27. O heavenly Father I confess unfainedly that I have been hitherto barren bearing but green leaves of outward profession onely and no efectuall fruits of a true faith Therefore Lord I beseech thee to dig and dung about me with thy grace and to water me with the dew of thy blessing that I may be like a tree planted by the water side which in due season shall bring forth fruits of land and praise to thy name Amen Sect. XXVIII Comforts for Women Women's wellfare LOrd what though I be a weak vessell and subject to many Infirmities yet have no cause to distrust thy help or despair of thy mercy and especially considering how compassionate and pitifull thou hast been to the weak sex of silly women John 8.11 as first to the unclean woman that wâ—s taken in adultery Math. 15. Secondly to the poore afflicted Cananite granting her request and commending her faith Thirdly Math. 9. to the sick diseased with an issue of bloud for the space of twelve years healing her with the hem of thy garment Fourthly Luk. 4.39 to Peters wife's mother whom thou didst presently heal of a languishing feaver Fifthly to Mary Magdalen whom thou hast freed from seven devills And to the two sisters Marye and Martha at whose pitteous moane John 11 thou hast raised up their brother Lazarus that had been four days in the grave Sixthly to thine own distressed mother by committing her being succourlesse to the guard and tuition of John thy beloved disciple Seventhly John 19. to all the women that wept when thou wentest to be crucified saying John 19. weep not for me Eighthly to the sorrowfull women that came to anoint thy body to the grave saying be not afraid you seek Jesus of Nazareth he is risen he is not here Lastly to a poor widow weeping for the death of her onely son to whom thou didst speake comfortably saying weep not and withall did'st restore her son to life Spark 28. O dear Saviour I am by nature in a more miserable case than all these were being but the unclean seed of my old seduced Grandmother Eve o Eph. 2.3 My condition is worse than hers having not onely d Psal 106. the seed of all sin staining the womb of my soul but also dayly polluting my whole body with all uncleanness and p 2 Chro. 6. actuall transgression Had the Adulteress Lord need of thy mercy so have I. For who f Prov. 20. can say my heart is clean Was the Cananite but as a Dogg before thee Alas good Lord without thy mercy I shall be more vile than a Toad in thine eyes Was her disease which the hem of thy garment did cure an unclean issue of twelve years continuance Alas sweet Saviour the issue of my sin did run upon me since I came from my Mothers k Psal 51. womb Ah! good Lord thou didst pitty the state of Peter's mother in Law having but a feaver and behold I consume away for fear of thy displeasure e Psal 6. my very
hast a favour unto us it is thou that savest us from our enemies and puttest them to confusion that hate us Sect. XXXIII Christ onely a fit Mediator because God and man The Onely Man NOne but Christ could be a fit Mediator between us and the Majesty of God For whosoever would be a Mediator t' is requisit that he be God man Man to be born under the Law God to performe the Law Man to serve God to set free Man to humble himself under all God to exalt himself above all Man to suffer God to overcome Man to dye God to triumph over death Man to be born of a woman God to overcom the Devill So that now we may see Jesus in the Stable there behold the man Jesus In the Temple disputing with the Doctors there behold the Lord Jesus in Simon 's house washing the Disciples feet there behold the man Jesus walking on the Sea there behold the Lord Jesus calling for meat when he was hungry there behold the man Jesus feeding five thousand with five loines and two fishes there behold the Lord Jesus weeping over Lazarus behold the man Jesus but calling Lazarus out of his grave behold the Lord Jesus riding on an Ass behold the man Jesus but riding on the clouds behold the Lord Jesus If therefore sweet Jesus we may not with Moses behold thy face yet we may behold with him thy hinder parts If thy Godhead be too terrible to behold yet we see the terrour thereof mitigated with thy manhood If thy humanity seem too humble we see it again exalted by thy Godhead So that now sweet Jesus we find no cause we should too much fear thee because of thy glory nor at all despise thee because of thy humility but both and for both to love and reverence thee to believe and trust in thee as in a most wonderfull Saviour whose name is wonderfull for ever Spark 33. O blessed Jesus let thy Majesty teach us true fear and thy manhood true humility In thy manhood thou hast made thy self lower than thy Father saying my Father is b John 20. greater than I lower than the Angells r Psal 8. For which of the Angells did wash the feet of sinners Lower than men for thou wast counted a l Ps 22.6 worm and no man yea the very scorne of men Lower than all thy creatures by dying and descending intâ— hell And therefore thou art exalted to be equal with the Father above Angells above men above all creatures For thou hast a name above all names for at the name of Jesus all knees shall bow of things in heaven of things in earth and of things under the earth d Phil. 2.10 Good Lord grant we may follow the steps of thy humiliation that we may be exalted through thy mercy and merits Amen Sect. XXXIV O Humility The Lesson of Lowliness GOod Lord thou hast commanded us to learne of thee that thou art meek and humble Sweet Jesus thou hast not said learne of me to make the world to raise the dead to cast out Devills to turne water into wine but to be lowely of heart and this lesson thou hast often commanded unto us by thine own examples For thou hast chosen a lowly woman to be thy mother and a poor Carpenter to be thy reputed father a lowly place to be thy bed of rest which was the manger a lowly house which was but a stable in an In a lowly brast to carry thy blessed body which was but an Ass lowly men to be thy disciples and followers being for the most part but poor fishers a lowly exercise which was to wâ—sh thy disciples feet and a lowly and base dâ—ath which was the detah of the cross Sparke 34. Good Lord seeing thy precept is that I should imitate thy pattern o Mat. 11.29 so far as I can in my fraile nature grant me grace to endeavour and desire to become like unto thee not in thy power knowledge or miracles but in thy moralls especially in true humility which is the first lesson to be learned in thy schoole Lord when I think upon the poor Carpenter grant I brag not of my birth When I think of the stable and mâ—nger wherein thou didst lye grant I vaunt not of my buildings or be too desirous of beds of downe for my ease When I think that thy disciples were poor fishers l Mat. 4. Luke 5. grant I may learn not to despise any poor brethren a Mat. 18. O Saviour of soules Let Mount Calvary be my Schoole thy Crosse my Pulpit thy Passion my Meditation thy Wounds my Letters thy Lashes my Comma's thy Nailes my Ful points thy open Side my Book and to know thee Crucified my whole lesson Let me learn by thy nakednesse how to adorne me by thy vineger and gall how to diet me by thy prayer for thy Murtherers how to revenge me by thy cry on the Crosse how to bewaile my sins and by thy bloody sweâ—t to weepe for my wickednesse Sect. XXXV Of the fall of Adam The Sinners Preferment VVHen the Serpent had deceived our parents God said cursed art thou above all beasts upon thy belly shalt thou goe and dust shalt thou eat And presently unto man that sinned God said dust thou art and into dust thou shalt returne If by the Serpent the devil be meant and if dust must be the Serpent's meat and if a sinfull man be but dust and must returne to dust then a wicked sinner is but that old Serpent the devill 's meat Sparke 35. O Lord that hast made us for thine own glory r Ephes 1.6 redeemed us with thine own bloud Å¿ 1 Pet. 1. Apoc. 5. sanctified us with thine own spirit f 2 Thes 2. save us by thy own mercy challenge what is thine in us If our sins displease thee wash them away g Psal 51. and let satan feed upon sin which is his own and not upon us miserable sinners being the works of thy hand let it be meat and drink unto us to do thy will c Joh. 4.34 and to feed our souls with that blessed Manna b John 6. that came down from Heaven Amen Sect. XXXVI We must imitate God in his goodness c. SEeing the Lord hath created heaven and earth and brought such a glorious world out of his secret and hidden treasure The godly Ape and bestowed it upon the sons of men desiring to make others partakers of his goodness he doth teach us that if we have either riches knowledge or counsell in store we should most freely let it out for the good and profit of our neighbours But why are we so covetous that we can part with nothing Is it not a wonder to see so bountifull a master as God is to have so miserable a servant as man is What hath God bestowed on us gold or silver or precious stones yea and a greater matter heaven and