are ready to reele to one side or other When the clouds of heaven have well watered the Earth then doe weeds as well as good hearbes spring apace so when Christ by his Spirit sweetly waters the soul w th consolation then levity and vanity as well as Christian mirth and cheerfulnesse spring amaine If a Christian bee not very watchfull over his soule to pluck up such weedes by the rootes as soone as they begin to shew themselves I conclude this thus thou that art comforted by the Spirit let not the manifestations of thy comfort grieve the Spirit This remember that Satan hath an art to bring evill out of the greatest good as God hath an art to bring good out of the greatest evill and therefore beg that thou mayest not be ignorant of any of his devices nor unable to resist them if thou would'st not loose thy Comforter Secondly if thou would'st have thy Comforter to abide still with thee as thou must not grieve him so thou must doe all that thou canst to delight him Let it be thy meat and drink to follow all the motions of the Spirit of Christ whithersoever Christ would have thee go or whatsoever Christ would have thee do cheerefully obey him this will delight thy Comforter exceedingly and make him to rejoyce to continue with thee If Christ say unto thee as to the Fishermen Follow me Mat. 4 19. do thou readily reply as the Scribe Master I will follow thee whithersoever thou goest Mat. 8 19. This is to declare the genuine disposition of Christs people which Christ is exceedingly taken withall Christs people are a willing people in their obedience Thy people shall be willing in the day of thy power c. Psal 110 3 2 Humbly and compassionately tell disconsolate soules what Christ hath done for thy soule this will delight thy Comforter much and make him rejoyce to continue with thee Christ delights to see his children communicative of the sweet meates which hee gives them And therefore as Iael said to Barak so do thou O comforted soule to such as yet go mourning all the day long Come said she and I will shew thee the man whom thou seekest Iudg. 4.22 Come O sad soule that canst not finde him whom thy soule loveth I will shew thee the man whom thou seekest the manner of his comming to my poore soule and how long hee made me waite upon him ere he would come to me and how well hee hath now made mee amends for all his staying And therfore Although thou sayest thou shalt not see him yet judgement is before him therefore trust thou in him Iob 35.14 For the vision is yet for an appointed time but at the end it shall speak and not lye though it tarry wait for it because it will surely come it will not tarry Hab. 2.3 The more imparting of experiments of love wee are to the glory of Christ the more still will Christ graciously give us to our further comfort And this indeed is Gods end in comforting some of his children that they may bee able to comfort them which are in any trouble by the comfort wherewith they themselves are comforted of God 2 Cor. 1.4 as the Apostle sweetly affirmes 3 Thank Christ humbly and heartily for his comming to thee if thou wouldâ—st have him abide still with thee The Israelites when they came into the promised Land which flowed with milk and honey they were to take the first of all the fruits of the Earth and put them in a basket and so present them to the Priest saying viz. And now behold I have brought the first fruits of the Land which thou the Lord hast given me thus were they to set their first fruits before the Lord and to worship before him as you may see at large Deut. 26. Why you that enjoy Christ as a Comforter you have received the first fruits of that good land which Canaan typified which flowes with Milke and Honey Bring therefore these first fruits and set them before God and worship bring the sweet comforts of the Holy Ghost in your hearts before the Lord and say Behold ô Christ these and these are the sweet consolations of thy spirit and loe for them all I humbly render praise to thy name Such mighty enemies of my peace hast thou conquered such doubts which so long troubled me hast thou answered such wants which so long time kept mee exceeding low hast thou supplyed to thee O God be the glory of thine own goodnesse You have great cause thus to magnifie the Lord for his mercy which finde Christ as a Comforter come to you You enjoy that blessing which exceedeth all outward blessings The light of Gods countenance lifted up upon a poore mourning soule 't is of farre greater value then Corne Wine Oyle then Corrall Rubies or any choice thing that this world can afford The naked revelation of Christ in the soule of man is of more worth then all these saith Solomon the most glorious revelation of Christ then to the soule which the soule of man is capable of in this life must needs be of much more transcendant worth You enjoy that blessing which exceedeth many inward blessings It exceedeth knowledge for what is knowledge in the head to the joy of the Holy Ghost in the heart One beame of light in the understanding is of more worth then all the Silver and Gold Gemmes and Jewels in the world and yet one beame of the light of Gods countenance shining upon the heart though but by reflexion from the face of Jesus Christ is of more worth then all knowledge which humane study can attaine unto I cannot say that this blessing exceedeth the least saving grace in the soule but this I can safely say that consolation 't is the glosse and glory of every grace every grace shines in its full lustre where the Comforter dwels This I can further say that you enjoy that blessing which makes Heaven a Heaven and which makes Earth a Heaven to you and therefore you have great reason to magnifie the Lord for his mercy The more of Heaven we enjoy upon Earth the more should we set our selves to doe the worke of them which are in Heaven whilest on Earth 4 Finally let Christs mediate comming to thee by his Spirit make thee long earnestly for his immediate comming to thee in his owne person this delights Christ that his Spouse should say Come as the Spirit doth Rev. 22.17 That shee should long for the wedding day as he doth When good old Simeon had imbraced the consolation of Israel for which hee so long waited hee then desired presently to be dissolved so thou that hast imbraced the consolation of Israel should'st in a holy manner with Simeon Iob and Paul desire to bee dissolved and to bee with Christ which is best of all You whom Christ hath kissed with the kisses of his lips should long earnestly to lye betweene
condition Christ by his Spirit comes to him and shews him the fountaine of his blood how deep it is how free it is 1 Ioh. 1.7 How deepe it is that it will drowne all sin 1 Iohn 1.7 Sins after conversion as well as before sinnes often repeated as well as sins once only committed And then he shewes the wounded soule how free this fountaine is for any that hunger and thirst for it for any that are weary and heavie laden and desire to be eased by it and so by degrees drawes the wounded soule to wash his wounds in it by faith and so Christ heales and comforts him As the brethren of Ephraim comforted him when he mourned because the men of Gath had slaine his sons I Chro. 7.22 So Christ comes to us and comforts us when the Devill by his temptations hath almost slaine our soules hee like the good Samaritan powres in oyle and wine into our wounds and cures us Though Satan passe by and his limmes passe by and leave us comfortlesse in the day of our wounds and bleeding yet Christ cannot so full of bowels is he nor will not I will not leave you comfortlesse c. If a Christian lye languishing because of often and frequent relapses after promises and purposes to do better If this Christian in the anguish of his spirit speak to every godly friend as the Prophet did to his Therefore said I look away from me I will weepe bitterly labour not to comfort me because of the spoiling of the Daughter of my people Isay 12.4 Looke away from me O ye my Christian friends yea and you my faithfull Minister for I will weepe bitterly labour not to comfort mee because of the spoiling of my soule by so often sinning against vowes and promises favours and blessings Christ comes to this soule and will not leave him comfortlesse in this condition though it be indeed a very desperate condition The Comforter usually takes this course with this comfortlesse soule to powre in some oyle into his deepe wounds he reasoneth with him from the mercy of man to the mercy of God from a drop to the Ocean and it may be fastens upon his own language once delivered to Peter Peter came to our Saviour and said Lord how oft shall my brother sin against me and I forgive him till seven times Iesus saith unto him I say not unto thee untill seven times but untill seventy times seven Matth. 18.21,22 From this speech the Comforter thus reasoneth with this said and sore wounded soule viz If Christ would have Peter a sinfull man shew so much mercy to one so often offending him surely Christ a holy God and infinite in love is ready to shew much more compassion himselfe to those that are penitent though they have sinned times without number against him Thus the Comforter leades this desperate Christian as a weak wounded man by the hand from the mercy of man to the mercy of God and enables him this way after some space of time to take in comfort for Christ is resolved he will not leave this Christian comfortlesse Christ will never leave comming to this comfort lesse soule with this speech of his to Peter and others of like nature as Christ is well furnisht for a Comforter untill he hath brought him to drink willingly for Christ forceth no Physick upon any Patient of the cup of consolation more or lesse and the longer sick soules turn away their heads from this cup the more many times he perswades them to drink at last If Christ tentandi gratiâ for trials sake hide himselfe from a Christian so set him a mourning I shall shew you by and by how he comes to him This is a condition though of all deserted conditions the best which will make a Christian heart comfortlesse indeed Thou didst hide thy face and I was troubled Psal 30.7 Gods hiding his face though but for trials sake will so trouble a Christian that hee will quickly be a burthen to himself and feare round about as 't is said of Pashur 'T will make him weary of the night and weary of the day weary of his owne house weary of Gods house weary of mirth and account it madnesse weary of riches honours yea life it selfe and wish for death O that I might have my request and that God would grant me the thing that I long for even that it would please God to destroy me that he would let his hand loose and cut mee off then should I â—et have comfort then should I see the face of God which I long like Moses to see then would he lift up the light of his loving countenance and cause his face to shine gloriously upon me whereas now I walke in the vally and shadow of death dark dayes are all that goe over my head the glorious Sunne of righteousnesse shines not upon my soul from morning to night To this sad soule thus bemoaning himselfe for want of his beloved Christ his well beloved thus comfortably comes There hath no temptation taken hold on thee yet O mourning soule but that which is common to man and be assured of this that God is faithfull by whom thou art tempted and will not try thee above that which thou art able but with the temptation also make a way to escape that ye may be able to beare it 1 Cor. 10.19 For a moment O fairest of Women I say just cause to hide my face from thee to try the truth of thy love to me but know that with everlasting kindnesse will I have mercy on thee Thy dulnesse also in my serice and thy low-prising my company did something trouble me but know that the mountaines shall depart and the hils bee removed but my kindnesse shall never depart from thee for this is as the waters of Noah unto me as I have sworne that the waters of Noah should no more go over the Earth so have I sworne that I will not be wroth with thee nor rebuke thee O thou afflicted and tossed with tempest and not comforted behold I will lay thy stones with faire colours and lay thy foundations with Saphirs and I will make thy windowes of Agats and thy gates of Carbuncles and all thy borders of pleasant Saphirs Isay 45.8,9 Out of this sweet language of the Prophet to the naturall branch the Comforter will fetch such precious water of life to revive this deserted soule with these kisses of his lips will he so comfort him that he shall be constrained to say with David Thou which hast shewed me great troubles hast quickned me againe and hast brought me up againe from the depths of the Earth thou hast increased my joy and comforted me on every side Psal 71.6 I could hitherto O my God see thy back-parts some sad attributes of power and justice which did terrifie my soul to look on but loe now I see thy glory thou hast caused it gloriously
at last cry Lord Lord and so prevaile quickly for pardon with him who is infinite in mercy Why but thinke on this O ignorant soule No man can call Iesus Lord but by the Holy-Ghost Thou wilt not in thy greatest need bee able to cry Lord Lord unlesse the Lord bee with thy spirit Death will sting thee conscience will gnaw thee Christ will condemne thee Divels will teare thee and yet wilt not thou bee able to cry Lord Lord have mercy on me unlesse the Lord bee with thy spirit but instead of crying Lord Lord for mercy thou wilt burne in malice against the Lord and curse and blaspheme as Divels and damned wretches doe Hast thou never seene condemned wretches not onely dumme but withall desperate too and leape off the ladder themselves without either asking God or man forgivenesse thus in a spirituall sense and much worse wilt thou doe in the great day of judgement for as much as Christ is not with thy spirit Fourthly a mans spirit without Christ is not onely blind and dumme but deafe too And if a man bee blind and dumme yet if hee can heare hee may make some shift to help himselfe wee follow a thing you know sometimes by the sound when wee cannot see it nor speake what it is but when a man is naked blind dumme and deafe too hee is in a helplesse condition indeed and just such is the state of a mans spirit without Christ For Christ as hee is Eyes and Tongue so hee is eares also to the soule of man Hence it is that Iohn speakes so frequently of spirituall hearing after a Hypotheticall manner Hee that hath an eare c. That is if any man have spirituall discerning let him heare what the spirit saith to the Churches Intimating that a spirituall eare is a very rare thing to bee found that which no man hath but hee which hath Christ with his Spirit that hath had his eares boared by the Spirit of Christ as the Scripture speakes all others are as deafe as Adders and cannot heare the voyce of the charmer charme hee never so wisely I would have all that live in their sinnes seriously consider this too as a further degree of unhappinesse You tell us that you will turne from your sinnes hereafter and obey the call of God in the Ministry of his Word but let mee aske you this have you not hither unto turned the deafe eare upon God yes I and so you will doe for the time to come and the reason of both the same because Christ is not with your spirits Let mercies call corrections call let friends call father call mother call husband call wife call let Ministers call conscience call nay let Christ himselfe call in what voyce hee will still voyce or lowd voyce in words never so pleasing or never so piercing yet wilt not thou heare because Christ is not with thy spirit but with Salomons foole wilt on in thy sins and bee eternally punished Fifthly a mans spirit without Christ is without feeling in a dead Palsie all over which how dolorous such a state is in a corporall sense you know much more dolorous in a spirituall sense I am sure As the spirit of man can neither see speake nor heare so neither can it feele without the spirit of Christ The spirit of man without the spirit of God is dead Christ is to our spirits as our spirits are unto our bodies their life and life is the principle of feeling for the dead feele nothing When Christ which is our life shall appeare c. Where there is no Christ there is no life and where there is no life there is no feeling You know the Apostle speakes of some that were past feeling having given themselves over to lasciviousnesse to worke all uncleannesse with greedinesse Ephes 4.9 There the Apostle speakes of such a senselessenesse as lyes upon the soule by a second act of divine justice All humane spirits by the first act of divine justice upon Adam are naturally past feeling and would give up themselves unto all wickednesse with greedinesse did not God restraine To bee past feeling in this latter sense notes principally a want of divine affection when sinne doth not kindly affect the soule with sorrow as in the former sense when sinne doth not at all affect the soule with sorrow when holy wayes and works do not kindly affect the soule with joy as in the other sense when they do not affect the soul with joy at all but rather disturbe and provoke to passion and malice I would have all that live in their sins seriously think on this also as a further degree of unhappinesse You have heard many powerfull Sermons which you have seene work admirably upon others yet they have made no impressions upō your spirits many hundred more may you heare and no divine impression at last be made and the reason of both one and the same because Christ is not with your spirits and by reason of this your hearts are as Adamants which every stroke hardens but not breaks it Let the master smite and the man smite let God smite and his Ministers smite and conscience smite nay let every member of the body bee smitten with punishment to affect the soule with sin yet will it not stir and complaine unlesse Christ be with it Finally a mans spirit without Christ is without tasting or smelling to these senses also you know the Scripture doth allude and therefore fitly here may I to set forth fully the unhappy condition of every spirit without Christ You know the Apostle speaks of some that savoured not the things of God which is a terme applyed in Scripture to the sense of smelling as well as to the sense of tasting and therefore for brevity sake do I here joyne both senses together in a spiritull way of allusion Why all that have not Christ with their spirits are such as cannot rightly savour spirituall things such put bitter for sweet and sweet for bitter I would have all you that live in your sins seriously thinke on this too as a further degree of unhappinesse You come oft times to Wisdomes house and though shee prepare you all spirituall dainties yet you can relish nothing but some by things that lye about the dish rather for ornament thē for food And would you know the reason of this 't is because Christ is not with your spirits If Christ were with you you wold feed on every dish at wisdomes table on promises yea on threatnings too To the hungry soule every bitter thing is sweet saith Solomon All that is good and wholesome goes downe well where Christ is with the Spirit You come frequently to Wisdomes house who keeps a Table here and 't were for a King and yet you have leane shrivel'd soules like men in a Consumption every one tels you that you look as if you were starved speak and live as if you never heard a good Sermon from
dull spirits to magnifie the free goodnesse of the Lord for 't is a worke of all workes that God loves I was a man of a very proud passionate malicious uncleane spirit and yet I obtained mercy God hath given Christ to be with this depraved spirit and in a little time he hath done very much and made a manifest change in my spirit of very proud he hath made it in some measure humble of very passionate in some measure patient of very malicious in some measure loving of very uncleane in some measure continent O! the riches of his love how unsearchable is his mercy and his love past finding out Secondly as I would have you thankfully acknowledge this great favour so I would have you carefully labour to preserve it You find that you have Christ with your spirits take heed you do not lose him Thou wert better lose thy life then lose the speciall presence of Christ with thy spirit 'T is a prime and prinpall blessing as thou hast heard a blessing of more worth then this world nay of more worth then thy soule which Christ values above the world Now choice things we are usually very carefull of and keepe them choicely Christ totally I know can no man lose which hath him after a speciall manner present with his spirit but according to some prime principall operations he may according to others very far though not totally A man may lose the presence of Christ with his spirit totally as a Comforter The Comforter which should relieve my soule is far frō me saith Ieremiah in the person of the afflicted Church Lam. 1.16 'T is probable enough that Davids spirit was thus stript of Christ by his dolorous complaints which frequently wee reade of Is his mercy cleane gone for ever doth his promise faile for evermore Hath God forgotten to be gracious hath he in anger shut up his tender mercies Will the Lord cast off for ever and will he be favourable no more Psal 77.7,8,9 Some carriages in Christians towards Christ make Christ totally alter his carriage towards thē though for his promise sake he will never totally remove himselfe from them As when Christians doe not keep their watch strictly against sinne in all the occasions of it then Christ instead of being a Comforter becomes a convincer and instead of speaking sweet things hee speakes very bitter unto the soule This was the case of David and Peter Or when Christians are carelesse and sluggish to maintaine and encrease their sweet Communion with Christ unyeelding to the sweet motions of the spirit of Christ and turning oft times the deafe eare against the still voice behind them which saith this is the way walke in it Then Christ drawes a curtaine betweene the spirit of man and himselfe and leaves the spirit of man in the darke and full of feares This is notably illustrated by that language of the Spouse It is the voyce of my beloved that knocketh saying open to me my Sister my Love my Dove my underfiled for my head is filled with dew and my locks with the drops of the night The Church was convinced of this that it was her beloved seeking neerer communion with her and yet observe how she replyes I have put off my coat how shall I put it on I have washed my feet how shall I defile them I opened to my beloved but my beloved had withdrawne himselfe and was gone my soule failed when he spake I sought him but I could not finde him I called him but he gave me no answer Cant. 5. You that finde the presence of Christ with your spirits as a Comforter make Christian use of what I have said that you may still enjoy so great a mercy And if you lose the Lord Jesus Christ as a Comforter to your spirits miserable comforters will all other things prove unto you You will mourne and none will bee able to comfort you if Christ as a Comforter forsake your spirits Secondly as a leader a man may very far lose the communion of Christ with his spirit As if a Christian take liberty to sinne against that light which Christ hath set up in his spirit this will make Christ first or last if not timely lookt unto leave a man to his owne understanding to steare his course and then will such a man declare himselfe quickly to be a foole and a beast in many points as David saith Have you not seene Christians of great light erre injudgement and erre in practise Whence comes this weaknesse but from hence that Christ as a leader stands aloofe from their spirits which is a plaine demonstration that a man may lose the presence of Christ with his spirit as a leader David I beleeve found the truth of this as well as of the former by wofull experience A man may collect so much cleerely from his owne words Cast mee not away from thy presence and take not thy holy spirit from me Psal 51.11 The Spirit of God is therefore called by David a holy Spirit because holy in himselfe the Spirit of the holy God as hee said to Daniel but principally here as I conceive Abofficio because the worker of holinesse in us David doubtlesse by his fall found an exceeding weaknesse in his Spirit unto all good over what formerly hee did and a strong propensity againe to erre as every act of sin leaves seed and spawn upon the spirit to bring forth more to cover the first or to commit the like againe But more then all this he found Christ to stand aloofe from his spirit not exercising that speciall dominion in his spirit as before for the subduing of lust and suggesting of holy motions and desires but leaving him as it were to himselfe as one with whom hee would have no more to do And therefore doth David so dolefully complaine Cast me not away from thy presence and take not thy holy Spirit from me you therefore which finde Christ with your spirits as a tender leader take heed of sinning against any part of that light which he sets up in your understandings or against any motions of his spirit which he suggests unto you lest he leave you to your own light and to your own strength and then will you run from lesse sins to greater from one sin to another like David and Peter to the scandalizing of the Gospell and the desperate wounding of your own soules The third and last thing that I would commend unto you by way of counsell is this labour to augment this great favour You finde Christ with your spirits labour industriously to have Christ more and more with your spirits 'T is a prime and principall blessing as you have heard to have Christ with your spirits therefore labour to get as much of this favour happinesse as possibly you can Thou hast Christ with thy spirit as a teacher why thou maist have him yet more intimate with thee and open unto thee in
a mans spirit bee never so cold yet if Christ be with it hee is in the ready way to burne with love to Christ as strong as death which many waters cannot quench They that have Christ with their spirits are in the ready way to the very heigth of joy consolation they are in the ready way to joy unspeakable and full of glory These things have I spoken unto you that your joy may be full said Christ to his Disciples Christ speaks such things to the spirits of those with whom hee is present as fils their spirits with joy to the very brim and this oft times in the very depth of all outward extremity The Church doth darkly hint this The Comforter which should relieve my soule is far from me Lam. 1.16 As if the Church had said though my outward misery bee exceeding great yet if the Comforter did but keepe close to my spirit I should have as much consolation as my heart could hold in the midst of all my misery but this is my misery of miseries that the Comforter which should relieve my soule is far from me out of the hearing of sighes and groanes nay out of the hearing of strong cryes he is angry against my prayers In a word a Christian which hath Christ with his spirit is in the ready way to excell in vertue as David sayes to excell in all vertue to be wiser then his teachers more excellent in all grace then his neighbours And therefore to have Christ present with our spirits must needs be counted and called A prime and principall blessing Lastly to have Christ with our spirits is the ready way unto eternall good and therefore a prime and principall blessing As a stone carries with it whatsoever light thing be fastned to it unto its own center so Christ whose proper place of residence is Heaven carries with him thither all such spirits as to whom he is united on earth If we have a speciall friend at Court wee count that wee are in a ready way to see all the pompe of the Prince Christ hath the Keyes of Heaven and Hell hee opens and no man shuts shuts and no man can open all with whose spirits he hath dwelt and beene kindly used upon earth hee knowes and when they shall knock at those everlasting gates hee will open and let them in to every roome in his royall dwelling and shew them all the glory which he had with his Father before the world was 'T is betweene Christ and that spirit with whom he lives as between Naomi and Ruth where the one lives the other will Whilest such spirits live in the body Christ will live with them there when they remove out of the body Christ will not leave them death cannot separate but commands his Angels to bring them to eternall mansions with himself Christ which is lifted up to glory himselfe will draw all such unto him as in whose spirits he dwels and no strength shall bee able to withstand him none shall pluck such out of his hand Vnio cum Christo est unio inunibilis If to have Christ with our spirits bee a grand favour not to have him with our spirits must needs be a grand evill A spirit without Christ is naked as a body without cloathes Many things may make cloathing and defence for the body but only Christ that best garment as the Father of the Prodigall cals him can make cloathing and munition for the soule A mans spirit without Christ is as a naked body amongst thorns every thorne pierceth and every bryer scratcheth and fetcheth blood from such a body so worldly cares and worldly fears when strong will pierce such a naked spirit thorow and thorow and make him runne mad if God unsought do not seasonably step in and bridle the Bedlam A mans spirit without Christ is as a naked body amongst Serpents every Serpent stings and venomes such a naked body to death so every seed of the Serpent stings and poysons to death such naked soules by their threatnings flatteries examples and the like A mans spirit without Christ is as a naked body in great blasts of lightning such bodies are suddenly scorcht and consumed so such naked soules are suddenly blasted by the fiery darts of the Devill and so suddenly oft times goe from burning to burning from burning in sin to burning in hell A mans spirit without Christ is not only naked but blind too A naked man having his sight may make some shift but a man naked and blind too is in a miserable helpelesse state indeed and just such is the state and condition of every mans spirit that hath not Christ with it for as the Sunne in the Heavens is the eye and light of the greater World so the Sunne of righteousnesse Christ is the eye light of the lesser world man Now doe but imagine what a darke dolorous condition wee should all bee in if the Sunne were darkned or had utterly forsaken our Horizon or doe but thinke of that darknesse which was upon the Aegyptians for a little time when no man could stirre out of his place and such and much worse is the darke dolorous condition of a spirit without Christ not able to see the least beame of saving light not able to stir a steppe out of his place in the way that leads to life A mans spirit without Christ is not onely blind but dumme too A man that is blind yet if he can speake can begge for that which hee cannot see to worke But when a man is blind and dumme too that hee can neither helpe himselfe nor beg others hee is in a dolefull condition indeed and just such is the condition of every mans spirit that hath not Christ with it For as Christ is Eyes to the soule so hee is a Mouth and Tongue enabling it to cry Abba Father Unlesse the spirit of Christ be with our spirits helping our infirmities who are godly we are dumme and not able to speake to our owne Father as adopted children for daily Bread much more unable to begge for life to the dreadfull Judge of all the World must all ungodly persons needes bee whose spirits are altogether without Christ as an helper I would have all men that live in their sinnes thinke seriously of this when Christ as the dreadfull Judge of all the World at the great day shall aske you what you have to say for your selves that you should not eternally die for your sinnes in which you have lived you will bee like that man which was without his wedding garment dumme and not able to say a word for your selves because Christ is not with your spirits 'T is impossible that a mans own guilty spirit should bee able to looke the terrible judge of men and divells in the face much lesse speake a word for mercy unlesse the Al-mighty spirit of Christ be with it to aid it Many ignorant wretches sooth themselves with this that they will
then labour to get this grant speedily supplyed First labour to bewaile your great want as persons deeply affected with it 'T is the greatest want in the World to want Christ to bee with a mans spirit Other wants may bee afflicting wants but this is a damning want Other wants may make thee despised of men but this want will make thee for ever to be abhorr'd of God Thou were better want riches thou were better want honours nay thou were better want bread to put in thy head then want Christ to bee in thy heart Thou were better want thy deere Husband thy sweete Wife to lye in thy besome then want Christ to lye there Nay thy soule were better to bee without thy body them without Christ If there bee any want under Heaven that makes a hell to a man upon Earth it is this to want Christ to bee with his spirit For what is it that makes hell 〈…〉 place full of sin and full of misery but this that Christ is not with those spirits they are spirits everlastingly excluded from all communion with Christ Now whereas great wanes make you complaine heavily and mourne bitterly begge the Lord to make these things sinke into your spirits that you may bee sensible of this great want of wants that your spirits are without Christ and so without God in this world that so all sorrow for other wants may meete and run in one channell to bewaâ—…e this great want Sauls speech to his servant I may here â—…ly allude to Come let us returne said he least my Father leaâ—… caring for the Asses and take thought for us 1 Sam. 1 5 If you that mourne for this want and that want did but feele the want of Christ with your spirits you would with Kish quickely leave mourning for trifles and begin to mourne for things of waight Come O my soule cease mourning for Father and Mother cease mourning for Husband and Wife for Children and substance and begin to mourne for this that thou yet livest Christlesse and art in the ready way to die and perish remedilesse When you have got your hearts to bleed inwardly under your great want theÌ„ cry mightily to the Lord to supply it And to make your prayers prevalent urge the promise of God wherin hee hath engaged himselfe to do good in Christ to them that are afar off Thy soule thou findest far off from Christ why the promise saith the Apostle of Christ and salvation by him is to such For the promise is to you and to your children and to all that are afar off Acts 2.39 This Peter spake by way of comfort as now I do to such as felt their spirits without Christ without grace and hope of glory Christ you see is under promise under a generall promise and therefore no soule should despaire of obtaining him Hee is promised to the Jewes and not only to them but to us Gentiles who sometimes were afar off not to this Gentile or that but to all that are prickt in heart for the want of him For the promise is to you and to your children and to all that are afar off Let every one therefore upon this ground that feels his spirit prickt and wounded for want of Christ take words to himselfe and go unto God and say O God my soule is a poore Christlesse soule I sinde by wofull experience that the Lord Jesus is not with my spirit by reason of which I live wickedly to thy dishonour and shall I know not how soone die miserably to mine own eternall undoing if thou do not shew mercy upon me according to thy promise Thou hast said that thou wilt bestow Christ grace and salvation upon them that are afar off make good thy gracious promise to mee whose spirit is far from Christ grace and all good so shalt thou oblige me for ever unto thee and I shall tell of thy goodnesse as long as I live Having thus spoken what I thought fit to such as finde by what was formerly delivered that Christ is not with their spirits I shall in the next place speak unto you that by what was formerly delivered finde that Christ is indeed with your spirits Something by way of counsell and some thing by way of consolation I have to deliver unto you Three things by way of counsell I would commend unto you thankefully acknowledge this great favour carefully preserve it and industriously labour to augment it First thankfully acknowledge this great favour 'T is a pearle of great price that God hath cast into thy bosome to give Christ to bee with thy spirit and for great favours every one will acknowledge it very fit and just that they should bee thankfull 'T is a Jewell that Christ scarce gives to one of ten-thousand and for rare gifts every one will readily confesse it to bee great ingratitude not thankefully to acknowledge them Doest thou not heare some sweare some curse some lye like their father the Devill Why thou wouldst have beene such an one had not God given Christ to be with thy spirit Doest thou not see some drunkards some whoremasters some murderers some persecutors of the Saints Why thou would'st have beene such in one if God had not given Christ to be with thy spirit Doest thou not see some make a God of their belly some make a God of their wealth some proud some mad some putting far from them the evill day living as if they should never dye Why thou wouldest have been such an one had not God given Christ to be with thy spirit Doest thou not see some Nabals some Iezabels some Caines some Demases some Iudases Why amongst the number of these wouldest thou have beene had not God given Christ to be with thy spirit Wherefore magnifie the Lord with all thy might and let all that is within thee praise his holy Name Think but how it was with thee when thy spirit was without Christ How foolish thou wast serving divers lusts how the God of this world which rules mightily in the children of disobedience did rule mightily in thee How weak thy spirit was and easily overcome and carried captive of every lust How drunken thy spirit was and reeld from one opinion to another one day thou thoughtst thus and thus and another day thou thoughtst quite contrary I say do but think of these things and how the Lord might justly have left thee still to have gone on thus untill thou hadst perished as he hath done many thousands and then be unthankfull for the communion of Christ with thy spirit if thou canst It was this consideration that set Paul a wondring at the goodness of the Lord. I was a blasphemer a persecutor c. yet I obtained mercy He circumflexes this term I yet I obtained mercy c. It was wonderfull in his eye that God should give Christ to dwell with such a bloody blaspheming spirit as he had In this way let us go to work to raise our