repentance_n and_o not_o be_v make_v the_o cause_n of_o despair_n or_o more_o sin_v if_o thy_o sinning_n have_v not_o be_v so_o high_a it_o have_v be_v better_a but_o be_v so_o thy_o remedy_n be_v not_o a_o addition_n of_o a_o worse_a sin_n or_o a_o continuance_n in_o the_o same_o sin_n but_o to_o pray_v unto_o the_o lord_n to_o turn_v thou_o and_o to_o forgive_v thou_o object_n why_o i_o have_v pray_v and_o yet_o i_o can_v get_v no_o mercy_n not_o mercy_n i_o have_v pray_v and_o yet_o can_v get_v no_o mercy_n see_v any_o hope_n or_o appearance_n of_o mercy_n therefore_o sure_o god_n will_v not_o be_v so_o ready_a to_o show_v i_o mercy_n sol._n this_o be_v a_o sore_a objection_n and_o usual_o trouble_a conscience_n be_v enthrall_v with_o it_o answer_v answer_v and_o many_o time_n receive_v great_a discouragement_n because_o of_o the_o silence_n of_o mercy_n to_o their_o tear_n and_o prayer_n but_o let_v we_o see_v how_o we_o may_v instruct_v and_o support_v person_n in_o this_o case_n 1._o god_n be_v ready_a prayer_n god_n be_v ready_a to_o hear_v prayer_n to_o hear_v prayer_n psal_n 65._o 2._o o_o thou_o that_o hear_v prayer_n before_o they_o call_v i_o will_v answer_v and_o while_o they_o be_v speak_v i_o will_v hear_v isa_n 65._o 2._o of_o all_o man_n prayer_n he_o be_v most_o ready_a to_o hear_v the_o prayer_n of_o afflict_a afflicted_a most_o ready_a to_o hear_v the_o prayer_n of_o the_o afflicted_a person_n psal_n 18._o 27._o thou_o will_v save_v the_o afflict_a psal_n 22._o 24._o he_o have_v not_o despise_v nor_o abhor_v the_o affliction_n of_o the_o afflict_a neither_o have_v he_o hide_v his_o face_n from_o they_o but_o when_o he_o cry_v unto_o he_o he_o hear_v he_o of_o all_o the_o prayer_n which_o he_o be_v ready_a to_o hear_v there_o be_v none_o which_o he_o do_v more_o feel_o and_o compassionate_o tender_a than_o the_o prayer_n of_o afflict_a people_n especial_o such_o as_o be_v inward_o afflict_v in_o their_o soul_n and_o conscience_n for_o their_o sin_n no_o people_n be_v more_o apt_a to_o fear_v that_o the_o lord_n do_v not_o hear_v their_o prayer_n and_o yet_o no_o prayer_n do_v god_n soon_o hear_v than_o they_o for_o as_o much_o as_o the_o lord_n do_v exceed_o delight_v in_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o a_o break_a spirit_n and_o he_o be_v full_a of_o pitifulness_n and_o bowel_n towards_o they_o i_o have_v sure_o hear_v ephraim_n bemoan_v himself_o jer._n 31._o 18._o when_o ephraim_n smite_v upon_o the_o thigh_n and_o be_v confound_v and_o ashamed_a why_o you_o know_v the_o lord_n can_v not_o contain_v his_o affection_n be_v ephraim_n my_o dear_a son_n be_v he_o a_o pleasant_a child_n for_o since_o i_o speak_v against_o he_o i_o do_v earnest_o remember_v he_o still_o therefore_o my_o bowel_n be_v trouble_v for_o he_o i_o will_v sure_o have_v mercy_n upon_o he_o say_v the_o lord_n david_n you_o find_v he_o much_o afflict_a and_o distress_a in_o his_o soul_n psal_n 32._o 3_o 4._o he_o do_v no_o soon_o acknowledge_v his_o sin_n but_o god_n do_v express_v his_o mercy_n v._o 5._o the_o like_v you_o may_v see_v of_o he_o in_o psal_n 6._o 1_o 2._o compare_v with_o v._o 8_o 9_o the_o lord_n have_v hear_v the_o voice_n of_o my_o weep_n the_o lord_n have_v hear_v my_o supplication_n the_o lord_n have_v receive_v my_o prayer_n so_o true_a be_v that_o of_o the_o prophet_n isa_n 30._o 19_o he_o will_v be_v very_o gracious_a unto_o thou_o at_o the_o voice_n of_o thy_o cry_n when_o he_o shall_v hear_v it_o he_o will_v answer_v thou_o but_o then_o know_v we_o that_o there_o may_v be_v sometime_o part_n god_n do_v not_o present_o make_v know_v his_o mercy_n reason_n of_o it_o on_o our_o part_n some_o special_a reason_n why_o the_o lord_n do_v not_o present_o make_v know_v his_o mercy_n to_o the_o trouble_a and_o seek_v soul_n the_o reason_n may_v be_v either_o on_o their_o part_n or_o on_o god_n part_n 1._o quick_a mercy_n must_v first_o see_v quicken_v fervency_n though_o god_n be_v ready_a to_o hear_v their_o prayer_n yet_o there_o may_v be_v some_o reason_n want_v quicken_v fervency_n may_v be_v want_v why_o he_o do_v not_o present_o give_v they_o sensible_a token_n that_o they_o be_v hear_v if_o you_o pray_v for_o pardon_v mercy_n as_o austin_n do_v for_o repentance_n if_o you_o pray_v with_o a_o careless_a dull_a flat_a formal_a neglect_v spirit_n not_o esteem_v of_o god_n mercy_n and_o favour_n as_o your_o life_n nay_o above_o your_o life_n if_o you_o seek_v not_o the_o lord_n in_o this_o with_o all_o your_o heart_n pardon_v mercy_n be_v the_o great_a mercy_n for_o the_o soul_n and_o must_v be_v desire_v with_o the_o great_a affection_n of_o the_o soul_n with_o cry_n with_o importunity_n if_o you_o do_v not_o mighty_o wrestle_v with_o he_o as_o david_n in_o psal_n 6._o and_o as_o daniel_n in_o c._n 9_o no_o marvel_n that_o cold_a suit_n have_v slow_a answer_n though_o you_o be_v afflict_v in_o your_o conscience_n yet_o if_o those_o inward_a affliction_n can_v raise_v the_o price_n of_o mercy_n and_o set_v a_o strong_a edge_n upon_o your_o affection_n if_o the_o burn_n of_o your_o conscience_n do_v not_o kindle_v flame_n of_o affection_n for_o mercy_n you_o may_v wait_v for_o your_o answer_n 2._o as_o it_o must_v be_v a_o quicken_v affection_n which_o must_v find_v quick_a mercy_n so_o it_o must_v be_v a_o pure_a affection_n i_o will_v that_o man_n pray_v every_o affecction_n or_o a_o pure_a affecction_n where_o lift_v up_o pure_a hand_n 1_o tim._n 2._o 8._o be_v thou_o sure_a that_o no_o iniquity_n cleave_v unto_o thou_o and_o be_v a_o impedit_fw-la to_o thy_o suit_n for_o mercy_n thou_o be_v trouble_v with_o the_o grossness_n of_o some_o one_o of_o thy_o sin_n but_o do_v not_o thou_o connive_v at_o the_o shred_n of_o the_o same_o sin_n the_o limb_n of_o it_o afflict_v thou_o but_o do_v not_o the_o leaf_n and_o the_o twig_n hang_v on_o still_o if_o we_o do_v not_o pure_o and_o entire_o put_v off_o our_o sin_n why_o shall_v we_o complain_v that_o god_n do_v not_o let_v down_o his_o mercy_n if_o i_o regard_v iniquity_n in_o my_o heart_n the_o lord_n will_v not_o hear_v i_o psal_n 66._o 18._o if_o you_o favour_v your_o know_a sin_n in_o any_o part_n or_o the_o least_o degree_n of_o it_o where_o now_o have_v god_n promise_v to_o show_v thou_o favour_n or_o mercy_n or_o suppose_v thou_o shake_v off_o one_o cry_v sin_n and_o yet_o retain_v some_o other_o sin_n put_v off_o one_o servant_n and_o take_v another_o be_v trouble_v for_o one_o transgression_n and_o yet_o live_v in_o another_o be_v this_o repentance_n thou_o do_v not_o change_v thy_o course_n but_o thy_o sin_n and_o how_o then_o can_v thou_o expect_v mercy_n but_o if_o thou_o prepare_v thy_o heart_n and_o stretch_v out_o thy_o hand_n towards_o god_n and_o cutte_v iniquity_n far_o from_o thou_o then_o shall_v thou_o lift_v up_o thy_o face_n without_o spot_n say_v zophar_n job_n 11._o 13_o 14._o if_o thou_o thus_o return_v to_o the_o almighty_a and_o put_v away_o iniquity_n job_n 22._o 23._o thou_o shall_v make_v thy_o prayer_n unto_o he_o and_o he_o shall_v hear_v thou_o v._o 27._o as_o your_o prayer_n must_v be_v servant_n so_o they_o must_v be_v the_o fervent_a prayer_n of_o a_o righteous_a man_n which_o do_v prevail_v much_o not_o that_o he_o who_o pray_v must_v have_v no_o sin_n but_o that_o he_o must_v love_v and_o connive_v at_o none_o 3._o thy_o heart_n be_v trouble_v with_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n but_o do_v it_o morn_n sin_n do_v thou_o mourn_v for_o the_o vileness_n and_o fithiness_n of_o thy_o sin_n for_o the_o viteness_n and_o filth_n of_o thy_o sin_n thou_o seek_v for_o a_o cordial_n but_o do_v thou_o pray_v for_o salve_n too_o vehement_a thou_o be_v for_o mercy_n but_o what_o for_o grace_n where_o guilt_n only_o trouble_v it_o may_v make_v i_o earnest_a for_o mercy_n to_o ease_v i_o that_o be_v involuntary_a will_v not_o be_v trouble_v but_o be_v trouble_v because_o he_o be_v trouble_v but_o where_o the_o filthiness_n of_o sin_n trouble_v i_o now_o i_o do_v not_o only_o importune_v in_o prayer_n but_o mourn_v also_o and_o amas_fw-la desirous_a of_o heal_v as_o i_o be_o of_o pardon_v this_o be_v voluntary_a he_o will_v mourn_v and_o mourn_v because_o he_o can_v mourn_v no_o more_o if_o thou_o seek_v the_o lord_n with_o a_o mourn_a heart_n as_o well_o as_o with_o a_o trouble_a heart_n the_o fountain_n be_v set_v upon_o for_o transgression_n and_o sin_n zach._n 13._o 1._o and_o if_o the_o fountain_n be_v open_v for_o thou_o it_o can_v be_v long_o ere_o mercy_n will_v swim_v unto_o thou_o 4._o and_o with_o what_o faith_n have_v thou_o pray_v thy_o trouble_a conscience_n pray_v with_o what_o faith_n
but_o when_o he_o say_v be_v grieve_v for_o what_o thou_o have_v do_v do_v so_o no_o more_o only_o acknowledge_v thy_o iniquity_n that_o thou_o have_v transgress_v against_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n jer._n 3._o 13._o 4._o it_o shall_v sure_o find_v mercy_n o_o pardon_v mercy_n how_o necessary_a how_o sweet_a for_o a_o sinner_n but_o who_o shall_v have_v it_o he_o that_o mercy_n it_o shall_v sure_o find_v mercy_n confess_v and_o forsake_v his_o sin_n shall_v find_v mercy_n prov._n 28._o i_o say_v i_o will_v confess_v my_o sin_n unto_o the_o lord_n and_o thou_o forgave_v the_o iniquity_n of_o my_o sin_n selah_n psal_n 32._o 5._o nondum_fw-la pronuntiat_fw-la sed_fw-la promittit_fw-la se_fw-la pronuntiaturum_fw-la &_o ille_fw-la dimittit_fw-la say_v saint_n austin_n ibid._n and_o again_o vox_fw-la nondum_fw-la in_o ore_fw-la erat_fw-la sed_fw-la auris_fw-la dei_fw-la in_o cord_n erat_fw-la so_o be_v it_o with_o the_o prodigal_n he_o purpose_v to_o confess_v and_o his_o father_n see_v he_o a_o far_o off_o luke_n 15._o 19_o and_o be_o no_o more_o worthy_a to_o be_v call_v thy_o son_n make_v i_o as_o one_o of_o thy_o hire_a servant_n these_o word_n contain_v in_o they_o a_o continuation_n of_o the_o prodigal_n humble_a confession_n he_o have_v in_o the_o former_a verse_n acknowledge_v his_o sinfulness_n and_o in_o this_o he_o confess_v his_o unworthiness_n and_o be_o unworthiness_n he_o confess_v his_o unworthiness_n no_o more_o worthy_a to_o be_v call_v thy_o son_n 2._o a_o modest_a supplication_n make_v i_o as_o one_o of_o thy_o hire_a servant_n there_o be_v three_o proposition_n which_o these_o two_o part_n do_v afford_v we_o viz._n 1._o that_o penitent_a person_n be_v humble_a and_o lowly_a person_n i_o be_o no_o more_o worthy_a 2._o that_o unworthiness_n be_v no_o just_a prejudice_n to_o supplication_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a yet_o make_v i_o etc._n etc._n 3_o that_o penitent_a person_n earnest_o desire_v some_o relation_n to_o god_n make_v i_o as_o one_o of_o thy_o hire_a servant_n that_o penitent_a person_n be_v humble_a and_o lowly_a person_n i_o be_o no_o person_n doct._n 1._o penitent_n person_n be_v humble_a person_n more_o worthy_a look_v on_o every_o word_n almost_o in_o the_o text_n and_o you_o shall_v see_v in_o it_o the_o blush_n of_o humility_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a the_o language_n of_o pride_n be_v i_o be_o not_o as_o other_o man_n the_o voice_n of_o humility_n be_v i_o be_o not_o worthy_a what_o i_o have_v be_v of_o mere_a mercy_n what_o i_o crave_v be_v not_o of_o my_o merit_n god_n may_v give_v what_o he_o please_v and_o i_o may_v receive_v what_o he_o give_v but_o i_o be_o unworthy_a of_o both_o i_o dare_v not_o expostulate_v nor_o challenge_v i_o have_v sin_v and_o what_o mercy_n can_v i_o then_o deserve_v no_o more_o worthy_a be_v he_o ever_o worthy_a no._n why_o then_o no_o more_o worthy_a q._n d._n o_o lord_n i_o deserve_v nothing_o no_o nothing_o at_o all_o so_o vile_a a_o wretch_n have_v i_o be_v that_o it_o be_v singular_a mercy_n if_o thou_o look_v at_o all_o upon_o i_o to_o be_v thy_o son_n a_o son_n thy_o son_n o_o it_o be_v a_o high_a relation_n a_o high_a digniâ—y_n for_o a_o vassal_n of_o wrath_n to_o be_v make_v a_o vessel_n of_o glory_n for_o a_o slave_n to_o sin_n to_o be_v translate_v to_o a_o son_n of_o god_n who_o be_o i_o it_o be_v that_o which_o i_o want_v it_o be_v that_o though_o which_o be_v too_o great_a for_o i_o to_o ask_v i_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o be_v thy_o son_n nay_o not_o worthy_a to_o be_v call_v thy_o son_n the_o very_a title_n and_o name_n be_v too_o good_a for_o i_o that_o so_o debauch_a and_o luxurious_a a_o sinner_n as_o i_o shall_v have_v that_o honour_n from_o thou_o to_o be_v mention_v or_o speak_v of_o to_o be_v in_o any_o sort_n repute_v among_o those_o of_o so_o singular_a relation_n unto_o thou_o i_o who_o have_v sin_v so_o much_o against_o thou_o that_o i_o shall_v in_o any_o kind_n be_v own_v as_o a_o son_n by_o thou_o this_o be_v a_o eminency_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o be_v call_v thy_o son_n thus_o you_o see_v his_o humbleness_n in_o confession_n not_o worthy_a utter_o unworthy_a to_o be_v a_o son_n nay_o to_o be_v call_v thy_o son_n see_v some_o step_n of_o it_o in_o his_o petition_n make_v i_o as_o one_o of_o thy_o hire_a servant_n a_o low_a request_n but_o it_o be_v the_o modest_a breath_n of_o a_o lowly_a spirit_n if_o i_o may_v be_v thy_o servant_n i_o shall_v be_v glad_a of_o that_o not_o thy_o only_a servant_n but_o one_o of_o thy_o servant_n not_o the_o chief_a of_o thy_o servant_n but_o any_o one_o of_o thy_o servant_n thy_o hire_a servant_n and_o perhaps_o even_o that_o be_v too_o good_a for_o i_o to_o be_v a_o servant_n to_o be_v a_o hire_a servant_n to_o be_v one_o of_o they_o i_o shall_v count_v myself_o happy_a if_o i_o may_v be_v as_o one_o of_o the_o mean_a servant_n if_o i_o may_v be_v but_o a_o servant_n to_o the_o mean_a of_o thy_o servant_n that_o serve_v thou_o and_o father_n i_o beg_v for_o this_o too_o make_v i_o as_o one_o of_o thy_o hire_a servant_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a of_o the_o least_o place_n nor_o of_o the_o mean_a relation_n i_o challenge_v it_o not_o only_o be_v thou_o please_v to_o bestow_v it_o upon_o i_o he_o be_v not_o worthy_a to_o desire_v the_o great_a and_o he_o do_v modest_o entreat_v for_o the_o low_a relation_n both_o which_o show_v the_o humbleness_n of_o his_o penitential_a spirit_n thus_o be_v it_o with_o paul_n after_o his_o conversion_n how_o he_o sink_v his_o thought_n and_o estimation_n paul_n paul_n of_o himself_o when_o he_o be_v to_o speak_v of_o his_o sin_n 1_o tim._n 1._o 15._o then_o primus_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la i_o be_o the_o chief_a of_o sinner_n nemo_fw-la prio_fw-la none_o exceed_v i_o nemo_fw-la pejor_fw-la i_o be_v worse_a than_o any_o and_o when_o he_o speak_v of_o god_n mercy_n to_o he_o then_o minimus_fw-la apostolorum_fw-la i_o be_o the_o least_o of_o the_o apostle_n 1_o cor._n 15._o 8._o &_o indignissimus_fw-la not_o worthy_a to_o be_v call_v a_o apostle_n nay_o he_o fall_v low_a than_o this_o ephes_n 3._o 8._o minimus_fw-la sanctorum_fw-la minor_fw-la minimus_fw-la less_o than_o the_o least_o of_o all_o saint_n be_v this_o grace_n give_v &c_n &c_n do_v you_o not_o see_v this_o also_o in_o the_o penitential_a publican_n he_o stand_v afar_o off_o and_o will_v not_o so_o much_o as_o lift_v up_o his_o eye_n to_o heaven_n but_o smite_v upon_o his_o publican_n publican_n breast_n say_v god_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n he_o judge_v those_o foot_n unworthy_a to_o carry_v he_o unto_o god_n which_o so_o often_o carry_v he_o from_o god_n and_o those_o eye_n unworthy_a to_o look_v on_o his_o holiness_n which_o have_v be_v so_o frequent_o cast_v upon_o sinfulness_n and_o whereas_o the_o pharisee_n spread_v his_o hand_n abroad_o he_o turn_v they_o upon_o his_o breast_n his_o contrite_a breast_n and_o do_v not_o boast_v of_o his_o righteousness_n but_o cry_v out_o of_o his_o sin_n and_o justify_v not_o himself_o but_o 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now_o please_v with_o he_o the_o more_o be_v he_o displease_v with_o himself_o for_o sin_v against_o he_o when_o god_n remember_v his_o covenant_n ezek._n 16._o 60._o then_o do_v the_o penitential_a israelite_n remember_v their_o way_n with_o shame_n v._o 61._o and_o when_o he_o make_v it_o know_v to_o they_o that_o he_o be_v pacify_v towards_o they_o than_o be_v they_o confound_v and_o never_o open_v their_o mouth_n more_o v._o 63._o 3._o it_o be_v a_o acknowledge_v of_o sin_n with_o more_o aggravation_n with_o more_o aggravation_n aggravation_n servile_a confession_n be_v usual_o more_o deceitful_a and_o partial_a as_o adam_n do_v acknowledge_v his_o sin_n but_o put_v it_o on_o eve_n no_o coâ—fessions_n be_v so_o free_a and_o full_a as_o such_o which_o arise_v from_o the_o apprehension_n of_o mercy_n david_n get_v his_o pardon_n for_o a_o great_a transgression_n but_o then_o hoâ—_n exact_a be_v he_o in_o the_o distinct_a accusation_n of_o himself_o and_o humble_a acknowledgement_n 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of_o reformation_n be_v annex_v to_o confession_n prov._n 28._o 13._o saul_n confess_v his_o sinful_a injury_n to_o david_n his_o son_n in_o law_n 2_o sam._n 24._o 16._o ch._n 26._o 2._o and_o weep_v but_o then_o he_o pursue_v he_o again_o so_o do_v pharaoh_n exod._n 9_o 27_o 34._o but_o then_o he_o harden_v his_o heart_n and_o sin_v yet_o more_o they_o love_v ease_v but_o not_o cure_v but_o david_n desire_v medicine_n as_o much_o as_o quiet_a grace_n to_o heal_v as_o well_o as_o mercy_n to_o quiet_a he_o do_v not_o open_v his_o wound_n and_o then_o make_v more_o but_o desire_v those_o which_o be_v make_v that_o they_o may_v be_v bind_v up_o and_o heal_v so_o do_v shecaniah_n not_o only_o confess_v their_o trespass_n in_o take_v of_o strange_a wife_n ezra_n 10._o 2_o 3._o but_o intend_v reformation_n now_o therefore_o let_v we_o make_v a_o covenant_n with_o god_n to_o put_v they_o all_o away_o these_o ingredient_n i_o do_v conjecture_n that_o they_o make_v up_o the_o very_a form_n 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