death is of no continuance it is buried in its own birth it vanisheth in its own thought and the paine is no sooner begunne but is presently ended Though the flesh bee weake and fraile yet the spirit is strong to encounter the crueltie of Death and to make it rather a kinde kisse 1. Cor. 4.16 then a cruell crosse We faint not saith the Apostle for though the outward man perish yet the inward man is renued day by day Our Sauiour Christ said at his death and last farewell Iohn 17.1 Father the houre is come glorifie thy Sonne that thy Sonne also may glorifie thee Is there glory in death and is death but an houre It is of no long abode that abideth but an houre and little doe I doubt but that in that houre the soule is more rauished with the sight of God then the bodie is tormented with the sence of death Nay I am further perswaded that in the houre of my death the passion of mortalitie is so beaten backe with impression of eternitie that the flesh feeleth nothing but what the soule offereth and that is God from whom it came and whither it would as Saint Augustine saith with as great hast as happinesse And therefore whether you please to define or diuine of death what it is if it bee rightly broken into parts and passages the elect of God shall finde it a very easie passage euen as it were but a going out of prison a shaking off of our giues an end of banishment a breaking off our bands a destruction of toile an arriuing at the hauen a iourney finished the casting off an heauie burthen the alighting from a madde and furious horse the going out of a tottering and ruinous house the end of all griefes the escape of all dangers the destroyer of all euels Natures due Countries ioy and heauens blisse And from hence doe flow those sweete appellations by which the holy Ghost which is the Spirit of truth doth describe the death of the godly in saying that they are gathered or congregated to their people that is to the company of the blessed and triumphing Church in heauen to come to those which haue deceased before them in the true faith or rather haue gone thither before them So that the holy Ghost vseth a most sweete Periphrasis of death as speaking of the death of Abraham Gen. 25.8 Then Abraham gaue vp the ghost and died in a good old age Gen. 35.29 Gen. 49 33. Numb 20.24 Num. 27.13 an old man and full of yeeres and was gathered to his people And of the death of Isaac And Isaac gaue vp the ghost and died and was gathered vnto his people and so likewise of Iacob of Moyses of Aaron c. It is but the taking of a iourney which we thinke to bee death it is not an end but a passage it is not so much an emigration as a transmigration from worse things to better a taking away of the soule and a most blessed conueying of it from one place to another not an abolishing for the soule is taken from hence and transposed into a place of eternall rest it is a passage and ascension to the true life it is an out-going because by it the godly passe out of the slauerie of sinne to true libertie euen as heretofore the Israelites out of the bondage of Egypt into the promised land And as S. Peter termes it it is a laying downe of the tabernacle 2. Pet. 1.14 2. Cor. 5.4 for so he stiles our bodies And as S. Paul termes it it is an vnclothing or putting off of it and a remouing out of the bodie from a most filthie lodging to a most glorious dwelling They are said to be loosed from a port or from a prison and to come to Christ Phil. 1.23 seeing they are led out of the Inne of this present life to the heauenly Countrey and out of the dregs of wicked men to the most blessed societie of Christ and his Saints in heauen They are loosed by death out of the bonds of the bodie for euen as cattell when they haue discharged the labour of the whole day at last about the euening are set free and as they which are bound in prison are loosed from their fetters so the godly are led foorth by death from the yoke of their labours and sorrowes of this life and out of the filthie prison of sinne and by a wonderfull and most sweet translation are caried to a better life Out of all which it clearely appeareth Phil. 1.21 how truely the Apostle hath called the death of the godly aduantage seeing it is aduantage to haue escaped the increase of sinne aduantage by auoyding worse things to passe to better from labour and daunger to perfect rest and security and which is all in all to eternall blessednesse All which appellations of death doe teach vs to be so farre from beeing afraid of it that we ought willingly to welcome it as the easie and ioyfull messenger of our happy deliuerance and not sing loth to depart as all worldlings doe who tremble at the very name of it And thus I passe from the facility of dying to the felicitie of dying of which I may say as Sampson did of his riddle Out of the eater came meate Iudges 14.14 and out of the strong came sweetnesse Now the meat that commeth out of this eater and sweetnesse that proceedeth forth of this strong one is a cessation of all euill and an indowment of all good and by this doore we haue an easie and readie passage to all blessednesse and happinesse where God and with him all good is Man that is borne of a woman saith Iob hath but a short time to liue Iob 14.1 and is full of misery O sweet death that turneth time into eternity and misery into mercie so graciously hath our Sauiour done for vs making medicines of maladies cures of wounds and salues of sores and to his children producing health out of sicknesse light out of darknesse and life out of death Psal 27.13 This made Dauid to daunce in the midst of all his affliction and calamitie when he said I should verily haue fainted vnlesse I had beleeued to see the goodnesse of the Lord in the land of the liuing This hath supported the soules of Gods Saints in the seas of their sorrowes when they thought vpon the day of their dissolution wherein they should be made glorious by their deliuerance For as our Sauiour Christ tooke his flight from the heauen to the Virgins wombe from her wombe to the world from the world to the crosse from the crosse to the graue from the graue vnto heauen againe Euen so from the womb wee must follow his steppes and tread the same path that he hath traced out for vs. Iohn 14.6 I am the way saith our Sauiour the truth and the life He is the way without wandring the truth without shadowing the life without
haue at large obserued in the first diuision Matth. 25.6 The foolish Virgins supposed the Bridegroome would not come like a bat in the night there is time enough said they to repent what needs all this hast But poore fooles they were excluded Many thousands are now no doubt in hell who purposed in time to haue repented but being preuented by death are fallen into the burning lake there to be tormented for euer Therefore let vs esteem it as an imminent danger to liue in that estate wherein we would be loath that death might finde vs. Secondly bad customes are dangerous and greatly to be feared Hee that from his youth hath wickedlie in his old age shall haue sinne in his bones Iob 20.11 his bones saith Iob are full of the sinnes of his youth which shall ly downe with him in the dust Sinnes are not like diseases in the body the older the sorer but saith Saint Augustine the older the sweeter and yet the more toothsome the more troublesome The Disciples of Christ could not cast out a foule spirit that had remained in one from his childehood Mark 9.18.21 hee that hath had long possession will plead prescription a custome long retained is not quickly changed and therefore it is very dangerous not to repent before we can sin no more Thirdly we must remember that the longer we continue in sin without repentance the further wee runne from God And there is no great likelyhood that hee that hath beene running from God forty fiftie or perhaps three or foure score yeares together and with the Prodigall runneth into a farre Countrey can returne againe in the space of six dayes six howers six minutes for it may bee his sicknes vnto which time he deferreth his repentance will not be so long as the shortest of these times how then is it possible to turne in time to our God by repentance Neither is this a worke of one day or two as it is said in the book of Ezra in another case Salomon giueth a young man counsell to remember his Creator in the daies of his youth Ezra 10.13 earely to begin repentance that is in the prime and bud of his life Eccle. 12.1 while hee is fresh and gallant and not to tarry till the dead winter of age cause his buds to fade and leafe to fall or till the brawne of his strong armes fall away or till the keepers of the house the hands which defend the body tremble or til euery thing bee a burthen feeing euen then the grasse-hopper shall bee a burthen or till they wax darke the eyes that looke out at the windowes or till the grinders cease that is his teeth fall out of his head or till the doores of his lippes bee shut and iawes fallen or till the daughters of singing the eares be abased being not able any longer to heare the voice or sound of Instruments or till it bee too late to knocke Eccle. 12.3.4 when the Lords doore is made fast Mat. 25.10.12 and there shall bee no more opening And lest this young man should thinke the terme of his age which Salomon cals the euill day or time to be the most conuenient time and terme of beginning repentance in the verses following he brings the old man deafe blinde lame short-winded full of aches and diseases in his body trembling vpon his staffe his lippes and hands shaking without memorie and almost robbed of his sences as if hee should say looke my sonne is this man fit to learne or repent who cannot heare speake see goe nor remember Thus Salomon schooleth his young man Exod. 2.22.29 Further God requiring the first borne for his offering and the first fruites for his seruice doth no doubt require the prime and maiden-head of euery mans worke Leuit. 23.10 and that we should repent betimes and serue him with our first and best meanes It is for yong men to beleeve And therefore the ordinary Creede which is both for yong old saith I doe beleeue In the Leuiticall temple there was a morning offering as well as an euening sacrifice And when the Angell of the couenant stirreth the poole that is offereth saluation not he that is oldest Iohn 5.2 but he that steppes in first yong or old is healed Eph. 5.16 Colos 4.5 Some say that youth must haue a time but Christians must redeeme the whole both of youth and yeares For here God will not be satisfied with the first fruits as in the legall Priest-hood but must haue the whole crop of time offered to him in his seruice and performance of his commandements Elisha could say to his seruant is this a time to take rewards And amidst the pangs of death is that a time to thinke of amendement of life Againe let vs remember that in time of sicknesse wee thinke most vpon that which wee most feele Death doth besiege vs sinne affrighteth vs our wiues grieue vs our children with-draw vs being many waies distracted how shall we then repent and amend Being then at the weakest how can we resist Sathan who is then at the strongest Our repentance then will be late repentance and late repentance is neuer or very seldome true repentance according to this saying sera poenitentia rarò est vera sed vera poenitentia nunquam est sera late repentance is seldome true but true repentance is neuer too late Also those repentance◠that men frame to themselues at the last houre are but false conceptions that come not to bearing for in such repentance men forsake not their sinnes but their sinnes forsake them It will be too late to come to the kay when the ship is launched too late to transplant trees when they be many yeares growne too late to season flesh when it crawleth with wormes too late to mend a house when it is on fire so stands the case with him that hath liued long in sinne without repentance Such as by their prophannesse doe wilfully refuse the offer of Gods mercy and do prefere their pleasures and profits before it may runne so farre that all the meanes they can vse shall neuer obtaine mercy at the hands of God I say as there is a time in the which the Lord will wooe vs yea he sends his Ministers to intreat vs hee will chide and expostulate the matter with vs why we will not accept of his mercy O Ephraim saith the Lord what shall I doe vnto thee Hos 6.4 O Iuda what shall I doe vnto thee So there is and will be a time that after the refusing of grace and contemning of mercy offered the Lord will shut vp and bolt the gate of mercie so as he will not be entreated at our hands any more This is proued vnto vs by the Prophet Dauid in one of his Psalmes Psal 95.7.8 where he exhorts the people that they will take and accept the time the Lord offers them lest it come to passe by their
shalt not be purged till I haue caused my wrath to light vpon thee Marke this Place well which may terrifie our hearts if we carry not the hearts of Tygers in which the Lord testifies not onely to them but to vs then when by all kinde meanes and louing allurements hee offereth his fauour and we obstinately refuse it let vs be sure then when wee would haue mercy and fauour from him though wee begge it crying and howling he will deny vs. For there is a time set in which we may repent but being despised and outrun there is after no houre to obtaine mercy The reasons whereof are speciallly three viz. The first taken from God who because it proceedes from his loue to offer mercy it must needs stand with his iustice to punish the wilfull contempt of it with a perpetuall deniall of mercy The second from Sathan who by contemning and neglecting the Lords gratious offer of mercy gets great aduantage of vs and hereby makes a way for such sinnes as hardly in time we can repent vs of The third is from the nature of this sinne which hatcheth three horrible sinnes for delay breeds custome custome breeds securitie and security breedes impenitencie A drunkard wee see is more easily reclaymed from that sinne at the first then when hee hath gotten the custome of it and so it is of all other sinnes And hence it is that the Lord by his Prophet doth note it a thing impossible in respect of humane power to leaue those sinnes which are customably committed saying Can the black-more change his skin Ierem. 13.23 or the Leopard his spots then may yee also doe good that are accustomed to doe euill Oh beloued let vs take heede of despising the Lords kind offer of mercy lest hee bee angry Psal 2.13 and so wee perish in his wrath For which cause let vs call to remembrāce these foure motiues to mooue vs to accept of the time of grace 2. Cor. 6.2 this acceptable day of saluation viz. First how mercifull the Lord hath beene to vs who might haue cut off our time in our youth in which it may be wee were vnthriftie or in the midst of some grieuous sinne that we commited heretofore or of late daies and so haue sent vs to hell Secondly consider how many good motions of his holy spirit wee haue let slip and made light accompt of and sent him away from vs with griefe which it may be we shall neuer enioy againe Thirdly call to thy minde how hee hath this day offered thee his Maiesties gratious pardon vpon thy willing accepting of it which for ought that either I or thou know he will neuer offer againe vnto thee Fourthly consider that at the Lord hath giuen thee a time so he hath giuen thee thy sences thy wittes thy memory which hee hath depriued others of and may thee also for ought thou knowest because thou hast made no better vse of them for his glory and thy owne saluation Therefore say Lord turne mee vnto thee and deliuer my soule enlighten my vnderstanding from this grosse darkenesse free my desires from these iron chaines from these massie fetters of sin that I may turne vnto thee in the seasonable time of health and strength and not deferre the great and waightie worke of my repentance vntill either by long custome of sin or by debility of body or minde or both I shall not be able to think vpon thee But some will obiect what is there no hope of saluation for him that repenteth at the last houre Answer I will not say saith Saint Augustine he shall be saued I will not say he shall be dāned You wil say the theefe was saued at the very last cast of life Luke 23.43 or some short time before he departed from the crosse to paradise Answer I confesse that the scripture speaketh of such a one crucified at the right hand of the son of God who crauing with faith mercy to saluation receiued this answer to day shalt thou be with me in paradise Hee was called at the eleuenth houre at the poynt of the twelfe when hee was now dying and drawing on and therefore his conuersion was altogether miraculous and extraordinary And there was a speciall reason why our Sauiour Christ would haue him to be then called that while he was in suffering he might shew forth the vertue of his passion that all which saw the one might also acknowledge the other Now it is not good for any man to make an ordinary rule of an extraordinary example and besides the scripture speakes but of one that was so saued and it speakes of another in that very place and at that very instant that was damned And herevpon a father saith we reade of one that no man should despaire and but of one that no man should presume And vpon this also Origen writeth thus there is no man hath cause to despaire of pardon seeing Christ said vnto the theefe verily this day thou shalt be with me in paradise and yet may not too much presume of pardon because Christ said not verely this day shall yee be with me in paradize This example therefore is a medicine onely against desperation and no cloake for sinne And therefore let vs remember before we sinne that Christ pardoned not the multitude and thereby feare his iustice and after wee haue sinned let vs remember that Christ pardoned the theefe and so hope for mercy Etsi poenitentia est sera tamen indulgentia non est fera Saith Lombard Gods mercy is aboue our misery and an euening sacrifice is accepted by him yet on the other side we neuer reade that Christ cured one blind man often that hee healed the same leapers diuers times that he raised Lazarus twice Marke well saith one what I say that a man which repenteth not but at his latter end shall be damned I doe not say so what then doe I say He shall be saued No. What then doe I say I say I know not I say I presume not I promise not will thou then deliuer thy selfe out of this doubt Wilt thou escape this dangerous poynt Repent thou then whilst thou art whole for if thou repent whilst thou art in health whensoeuer the last day of all commeth vpon thee thou art safe for that thou didst repent in that time when thou mightest yet haue sinned but if thou wilt repent when thou canst sinne no longer thou leauest not sinne but sinne leaueth thee One being demaunded when it was time to repent answered one day before our Death but when it was replyed that no man knew that day he said begin then to day for feare of fayling and boast not of to morrow for thou knowest not what a day may bring forth many pretend to mend all in time and this time is so deferred from day to day vntill God in whose hands onely all times consist doth shut them out of all time and send them to paines
infinite number of acquaintance expect vs there our parents brethren sisters friends children kindred that are alreadie secure of their owne immortalitie but yet sollicitous for our safetie what ioy will it bee to see to embrace them Conclude then with your heart that you will bee strong against such losses and pray to the giuer of strength that you may be strong and leaue your losses to the Lord your God that hath gained them blessed for them blessed for you with many thankes for euer and euer The end of the sixt Diuision THE SEVENTH DIVISION OF THE CASES WHEREIN IT IS Vnlawfull and wherein Lawfull to desire DEATH TOuching the cases wherein it is vnlawful to desire death they may be reduced principally into three The first is if God can bee more honoured by our life then by our death then in such a case it is altogether vnlawfull to desie death but rather on the contrary we are to desire and pray for life For which purpose wee haue diuers examples in the holy Scriptures to warrant the same as of King Dauid and king Ezechiah Dauid bewayled himselfe in many of his Psalmes that If God tooke him away he should lacke occasion to honour prayse him as he was wont to doe whilest he was amongst men and therefore hee desired longer life that he might set forth the honour of God amongst the people Returne O Lord sayth he Psal 6.4.5 deliuer my Soule O saue mee for thy mercies sake for in death there is no remembrance of thee in the graue who shall giue thee thank Againe Psa 30.8.9.10 I cryed vnto thee O Lord c. When I go down into the pitte shall the dust praise thee c Againe Psal 88 9 10 11 12. Mine eye mourneth by reason of affliction c. shall the dead rise and praise thee And againe Psal 118.17 I shall not dye but liue and declare the workes of the Lord. Ezechiah bewayled himselfe Esa 38.18.19.20 when hee heard the message of death and praied for longer life knowing therby that God should bee more honoured by his life then by his death And therefore sayth hee The graue cannot prayse thee c. And thus may euery godly Christian desire life and not death to this end onely that God thereby may be glorified But yet in this case although it be vnlawfull to desire death so long as God may bee glorified by our Life yet in praying for life to this end we must referre all to Gods good wil and pleasure Therfore if any wil obiect say I might in my place by mine endeauour such as it is for the time to come further profite the Church of God and greatly honour him for this end therefore I could wish that the space of a longer life might be graunted vnto me Answer As the Lord sayd vnto Dauid 1 King 8.18.19 Whereas it was in thine heart to build an house to my name thou didst well that it was in thine heart Neuerthelesse thou shalt not build the house but thy sonne which shall come forth of thy loynes he shall build the house vnto my name Euen so it may bee sayde to thee that whereas it is in thine heart to glorifie God and to profite his Church and therefore thou couldest wish that the space of a longer life might be granted vnto thee to that end thou doest well that it is in thine heart to doe so Neuerthelesse all this must bee commended to Gods disposing that is how long God wil haue thee to remaine in health and life for his glorie and for the good of his Church For hee that hath furnished thee with the giftes of teaching or exhortation or any other good gift for the glory of God and good of his Church he doth know how to furnish others also with the same when thou art gone and as God would not let Dauid build his Temple but did reserue it to be performed afterward by Salomon so God for some secret cause will not haue that good worke furnished by thee but reserueth it for some other time and some other person Therefore if thou art straightned with the Apostle Philip. 1.23 that thou doest not know which of these thou shouldest chuse hauing a desire to be dissolued and to be with Christ which is better for thee or to abide in the flesh which is more profitable for the church Know that to dye is aduantage vnto thee but to liue is aduantage to the Church No man of vs sayeth the Apostle Rom. 14.7.8 liueth to himselsf and no man dyeth to himselfe for whether we liue wee liue to the Lord to the end that wee may glorifie him and gaine more soules to him in the Church or whether we dye we dye to the Lord that we may obey his Fatherly will calling vs out of our Station Whether therefore we liue or dye we are the Lords that most mighty gentle and mercifull Lord From whose loue neyther life nor death can separate vs. Rom. 8.38.39 Thou hast hitherto obeyed the will of the Lord most faithfully spending thy seruices on the Church militant obey him further most readily embracing his will that calles thee to the society of the Church triumphant Thou art rightly carefull out of charity for the encrease of the church notwithstanding thou oughtest out of faith to commit the care of gouerning teaching and conseruing the same vnto God There is nothing heere more wholesome nothing better nor more conformable to pietie then for a man to resigne himselfe wholy to the will of God and to commend the full power of disposing our life and death to him with godlie prayers And one of these two thinges we may vndoubtedly hope for that eyther hee will giue vs that which wee aske or that which hee knoweth to be more profitable Delight thy selfe in the Lord sayeth the Psalmist Psal 37.4.5 and he shall giue thee the desires of thine heart commit thy way vnto the Lord trust also in him and he shall bring it to passe Secondly it is altogether vnlawfull to desire death through impatience in that wee cannot haue our owne willes wishes and desires Gen. 31.1 In which case Rachell offended for seeing that shee bare Iacob no children shee enuied her sister Exo. 16.23 and sayde vnto Iacob Giue me children or â—lse I dye In like case also the children of Israel offended who murmured against Moses and Aaron in the wildernesse and said Would to God wee had dyed by the hand of the Lord in the Land of Egypt when we sate by the flesh pots did eate bread to the ful Numb 11.10 In this case Moses offeÌ„ded who said vnto the Lord Wherefore hast thou afflicted thy seruant and wherfore haue not I found fauor in thy sight that thou layest all the burden of this people vpon me Whence should I haue flesh to â—iue vnto all this people For they weepe vnto me saying giue vs flesh that
ready and prepared for it O what an excellent thing it is for a man to end his life before his death that at the houre of death he hath nothing to doe but only to be willing to die that he haue no need of time nor of himselfe but sweetly and obediently to depart this life shewing therby his obedience to the ordinance of God for wee must make as much conscience in performing our obedience vnto God in suffering death as wee doe in the whole course of our liues Our Sauiour Christ is a notable example and paterne for vs to follow in this case And therefore the Apostle saith Let this minde be in you Phil. 2.5.6.7.8 which was also in Christ Iesus who being in the forme of God thought it no robbery to be equall with God but made himselfe of no reputation and tooke vpon him the forme of a seruant and was made in the likenesse of men and being found in fashion as a man hee humbled himselfe and became obedient vnto death euen vnto the death of the crosse And although the wicked bee ill affected vnto death as we haue alreadie heard and would if it lay in their power most villanously intreate and handle death 2. Sam. 10.4 as Hamon the sonne of Naash King of the Ammonites did the messengers of King Dauid yet let euery good man when Death shall come for him as it may seeme to him vntimely before the threed of his life be halfe spunne out be heere informed to entertaine it kindly Gen. 19.1 as Lot did the Angels who came to fetch him out of Sodom For though he bee pulled from his seate which was to him as the plaine of Sodom seemed to Lot as a pleasant Paradise yet shall hee finde with Lot that hee is taken away from the iudgement to come howsoeuer he be taken away either by the malice of wicked men or by the mercie of God and that he is separated from the sinnes of this world which grieued his soule yea from sinning himselfe and from his owne sinnes which grieued the Lord his so gratious and kinde Father How can it be but that Death should be a welcome guest this a choice blessing which as a gentle guide leades vs to Christ carrieth the soule to her beloued Husband The resolution of Saint Ambrose was neither to loath life nor feare to die but obediently yeeld vnto Death because saith he we haue a good Lord to goe vnto The third duetie is to die in repentance which must bee performed by vs at all times and especially at this time Tertullian saith of himselfe that he is a notorious sinner and borne for nothing but repentance and hee which is borne for repentance must practise repentance as long as he liues in this sinfull world into which hee is borne vpon this condition that hee must leaue it againe and repent at his end also Repentance is a very sore displeasure which a man hath in his heart for his sinnes euen because they are the breach of Gods holy Lawes and Commandements an offence to God his most mercifull and louing Father which ingendreth in him a true hatred against sinne and a setled purpose and holy desire to liue better in time to come ordering his life and death by the will of God reuealed in his holy word Repentance consisteth of foure parts the first of confession by which the Prophet Daniel saith Dan. 9.4 We acknowledge our owne wickednesse and the wickednesse of our fathers for we haue sinned against thee righteousnesse therefore belongeth vnto thee but vnto vs shame and vtter confusion Father saith the prodigall childe I haue sinned against heauen and in thy sight Luke 15.21 and am no more worthy to be called thy sonne He that couereth his sinnes saith the Wise-man shall not prosper Prou. 28.13 but who so confesseth and forsaketh them shall haue mercy 1. Iohn 1 9. If we confesse our sinnes saith the Apostle he is faithfull and iust to forgiue vs our sinnes and to clense vs from all vnrighteousnesse Secondly Contrition Psal 51.17 The sacrifices of God saith the Prophet are a broken spirit and a contrite heart O God thou wilt not dispise Isa 57.15 For thus saith the high and loftie one that inhabiteth eternitie whose name is holy I dwell in the high and holy place with him also that is of an humble and contrite spirit to reuiue the spirit of the humble and to reuiue the heart of the contrite ones For all these things hath my hand made Isa 66.2 and all these things haue beene saith the Lord but to this man will I looke euen to him that is poore and of a contrite spirit and trembleth at my words So that this contrition is the bruising of a sinners heart as it were to dust and powder through vnfained and deepe griefe conceiued of Gods displeasure for sinne and this is Euangelicall contrition and is a worke of grace the beginning of renewed repentance Therefore the Apostle saith 2. Cor. 7.10 Godly sorrow worketh repentance vnto saluation not to be repented of The third is faith For without faith neither by repentance nor by any other meanes are we able to please God neither indeede can there bee any true repentance without faith The fourth and last point is amendment To amend is to redresse and reforme faults repentance is as the roote amendment the fruit Matth. 3.8 Bring forth therefore fruit saith Saint Iohn meete for repentance or answerable to amendment of life Repent saith the Apostle Paul and turne to God Acts 26.20 and doe works meet for repentance so that first there must be a change of the heart from euill to good by the gift of repentance put into it of God and then will follow amendment of our liues and manners There is no part of Christian religion of that maine importance wherein men doe more voluntarily deceiue themselues then commonly they doe in this dutie of repentance In respect whereof it will not be amisse but very materiall to deliuer certaine infallible signes and vnseparable fruits whereby we may assure our selues that wee haue repented The Apostle Saint Paul nameth seuen fruits which in some measure alwayes follow where true amendment goeth before 2. Cor. 7.11 Behold saith he your godly sorrowes what care 1 it hath wrought in you yea what clearing 2 of your selues yea what indignation 3 yea what feare 4 yea how great desire 5 yea what zeale 6 yea what punishment Those then who are true conuerts who do vnfainedly amend their liues they are not sluggish or secure in sinne but carefull to redresse what is amisse not hiders or excusers of euill but confessors and by humble supplication clearing their offences they are not contented to dwell in wickednesse but vexed in soule and full of indignation against themselues for their sinnes committed they stand in awe and are afraid of Gods iudgments they desire his fauour as
the Hart desireth the water-brookes Psal 42.1 they labour by religious zeale to approue their liues to God and good men and they are so farre from fauoring their faults as that they seuerely punish them vpon themselues Must then amendement of life yeeld such worthy works and fruits Is care clearing indignation feare desire zeale and punishment required thereunto O then to repent can bee no light matter nor trifling labour which a man may haue at commandement or performe when he listeth no no for much toile and trauell belongeth vnto it Sinne cannot bee cast off as an vpper garment the hearts of sinners must suffer an earth-quake within them and tremble and rend like the vaile of the Temple Mat. 27.51 which was rent in twaine from the top to the bottom and like the earth which did quake and like the rocks which rent at the yeelding vp of the host of our Sauiour Christ for our sinnes so that must torment vs at the heart which delighteh vs in our bodies that must bee soure to our soules which was sweete in our liues wee must chaunge our vices into so many vertues and so turne to our gracious God as if neuer more wee would returne vnto sinne For mourning is in vaine saith Saint Augustin if we sinne againe Great sinnes saith Saint Ambrose craue great weeping lamentation the Angels in heauen sing at this lamentation neither doth the earth afford any so sweete musick in the eares of God And if wee will purge our selues from the filthines of our sinnes wee must often rince our selues with teares wee must vndergoe the agonie of repentance mingle our drinke with weeping water our couches with teares Psal 6.6 yea the very bloud as it were of our soules must gush out of our eyes O that our head saith the Prophet were waters Ierem. 9.1 and our eyes a fountaine of teares that we might weepe day and night for our sinnes Psal 119.136 O that riuers of waters saith the Psalmist would run downe our eyes because we keepe not the law of God Wee must be greeued because wee cannot alwaies be greeued Repentance is a baptisime of teares the greater that our fall hath bin the greater must bee the terrent of our teares It is naturall to men that their lamentation bee in some sort answerable to their losse Naamans bodie must bee seuen times washed in water and our soules seuentie times seuen times purified by repentance Will examples moue vs to the performance of this dutie Looke vpon repenting Dauid and behold there are ashes vpon his head and sack-cloth vpon his backe hee did not braue it in attire nor lye streaking vpon his bed with a bare Lord helpe me in his mouth Looke vpon the repenting Nineuites Luk. 7.37 and behold King and people are strangely humbled men and beasts fast and drinke water they sat not belching at their bordes saying pardon Sir and so post it ouer Looke vpon repenting Magdalen and behold saith Gregory so many pleasures as she found in her selfe she had abused so many sacrifices shee made of her selfe shee had abused her eyes to wanton lookes and therefore now she caused them to ouer-flow with teares she had made her lips the weapons of lasciuiousnesse and gates of vanitie and therefore now shee caused them to kisse her Sauiours feete her haire once set out and frizled after the newest fashion doth shee now make serue in stead of a napkin her pretious oyntment that was her wonted perfume shee now powred vpon Christs feete which her eyes had watred her haire wiped her mouth had kissed so many sinnes so many sacrifices such sinnes such sacrifices notable examples to teach all their duties Haue you delighted in pride of attire Put on sackc-loth haue you offended in surfeting and drunkennes Fast and drinke water Hath your mirth bin immoderate Weepe and strangle that sinne with the streame of teares Haue you robbed oppressed and wronged your brethren Make restitution with Zacheus No restitution no attonement Nay further Luke 19.8 reuenge that sinne vpon your selues by giuing somewhat of your owne Haue you beene vncleane and fleshly liuers Chastise your bodies with Paul and keepe it vnder and br◅g it in subiection by all meanes possible 1. Cor. 9.27 auoid vncleannesse which commonly driueth two at once to the Diuell together Psal 38.8 Roare with Dauid for very griefe of heart and not for one sinne alone but for all Christ cast not six diuils only Luk. 8.2.30 out of the woman but the seuenth also he left not one of a whole legion We are not freed till we be freed from all We must not slay Amaleck onely which is a master-sin 1. Sam. 15.3 but likewise all his cattell euen all our beloued sinnes and say vnto the diuell as Moses said vnto Pharaoh 2. King 5.18 Exo. 10.26 wee will not leaue a hoofe behind which may cause desire of returning into Egipt It is not sufficient to pluck out the arrow but we must apply a plaister to the wound We must leaue off the rotten ragges of Adam and be wholy renued turne vnto our God with a setled purpose euer whilst we liue more and more to amend our liues Hast thou failed in thy faith and repented Luke 22.61 Behold Gods mercy to repenting Peter Hast thou robbed thy neighbour and repented Luk. 23.40 Behold Gods mercy to the repenting theefe Hast thou couetously gained and repented Luke 19.8 Behold Gods mercy to repenting Zacheus Hast thou burned in vncleane lust and repented Luke 7.37 Behold Gods mercy to repenting Magdalen Hast thou committed adulterie and repented 2. Sam. 12.13 Psal 136.2 Behold Gods mercy to repenting Dauid Vnto the repenting person hee giueth a soft heart for his mercy endureth for euer He sendeth the comfort of his holy spirit for his mercie endureth for euer He gi◅h peace of conscience for his mercy endureth And bestoweth on them the ioyes of Heauen for his mercy endureth for euer We must repēt instantly continually without any delay God wil not permit vs to giue the prime daies to the diuell the dog-dayes to him to poure out our wine to the world and to serue him with the dregges Wee may not repent by quauers and starts but goe through stitch We must follow repentance as the widdow in the Gospell did her suite Luke 18.40 and keepe our hold as Iacob did in wrestling Gen. 32.26 Amend to day amend to morrow runne on not for a time but euen our whole time with a continued act immoderately at the first time constantly in the midst and cheerefully to the end All the trees in Gods orchard must bee Palmes and Cedars Palmes which bring forth fruit betimes and Cedars whose fruit lasteth very long And let vs consider well the manifold dangers which follow the want either of speede or continuance in repentance First our liues of all things are most vncertaine as we
eternall with out time for that they abuse the speciall benefit of time in this world Againe concerning those which post off their repentance til age sicknes or death of these there are specially two sorts viz. The first sort are such as plead the sweete promises of the Gospell Ezech. 18.21 Mat. 11.28 as namely these At what time soeuer a sinner doth repent c. Come vnto me all yee that labour and are heauie loaden and I will refresh you Answer True it is and most true but to whom are these promises made and to what sinners They are made to all repentant sinners that turne to the Lord with all their hearts but thou art an vnrepentant wretch and continuest in thy sinnes therefore those comfortable promises belong not vnto thee And what sinners doth he bid come vnto him Those that be weary and heauie laden that is whose sins pinch and wound them at the very heart and withall desire to be eased of the burthen of them Therefore take not occasion to presume of the promises of the Gospell for vnlesse thou turne from thy euill wayes and repent of thy sinnes they belong nothing at all vnto thee I know the Gospell is a booke of mercy I know that in the Prophets there are many aspersions of mercy I know that out of the eater comes meat and out of the strong comes sweetenesse and that in the ten commandements which be the administratiōs of death there is made expresse mention of mercy I will haue mercy vpon thousands yea the very first words of them are the couenant of grace I am the Lord thy God yet if euery leafe and euery line and euery word in the bible were nothing but mercy mercy yet nothing auailes the presumptuous sinner that lies rotting in his iniquities O but he is mercifull gratious slow to anger aboundant in goodnesse and truth reseruing mercy for thousands forgiuing iniquitie transgression and sinne is not here mercy mentioned nine or ten times together It is but read on the very next words and not making the wicked innocent visiting the iniquitie of the fathers vpon the children and vpon childrens children vnto the third and fourth generation is not this the terrible voice of iustice But stay in the 136 Psal there is nothing but his mercy endureth for euer which is the foote of the Psal and is found six and twentie times in 26 verses yet harke what a ratling thunder-clappe is heere and ouerthrew Pharaoh and his host in the red sea and smote great Kinges and slew mighty Kings c. The second sort are such that by reading and hearing of the story of Lots drunkennes of Dauids adultery of Peters deniall doe thereby blesse themselues and strengthen and comfort their hearts yea they haue learned to alledge them as examples to extenuate their sinnes and to presume that they shall finde the like mercy Am I a Drunkard saith one so was that good man Lot Am I an Adulterer saith another so was Dauid a man after Gods owne heart Am I a swearer a forswearer a curser a denyer of Christ So was the holy Apostle Saint Peter Shall I despaire of saluatiō saith the wicked persister in sinne and I read that the theefe repented on the crosse and found mercy at the last houre O vile wretches who hath bewitched you to peruert Gods word to your destruction It is as much as to poyson the soule Look on their repentance Lot fell of infirmitie and no doubt repented with much griefe yet looke vpon Gods iudgment vpon that incestuous seede Looke vpon Dauid Psal 38. Read the 38 Psalme it made him grow crooked his sinnes were as fire in his bones he had not a good day to his death but the griefe of his sinnes made him to roare out thou wouldst be loath to buy thy sinne so deere as he did Looke vpon Peter who wept for his sinnes most bitterly Mat. 26.75 And as for the example of the theefe as wee haue heard already and cannot heare too often seeing it is so often obiected and vrged the Lord knocketh but once by one sermon and he repented but thou hast heard many sermons crying and calling vnto thee and yet thou hast not repented and this is as wee haue heard an extraordinary example and thereof not the like in all the scripture againe and the Lord hath set out but one and yet one that noe man should despaire and yet that noe man should presume by this one example for what man will spurre his Asse till he speake Num. 22.28 because Balaam did so and yet one that no man should despaire but to know that God is able to call home at the last houre And by this he did declare the riches of his mercy to all such as haue grace to turne vnto him where contrary we see many thousands of those who hauing deferred their repentance haue beene taken away in their sinnes and dyed impenitent But this example is for all penitent sinners who vpon their hearty repentance may assure themselues that the Lord will receiue them to mercy Now if thou canst promise to thy selfe the same repentance and faith in Christ that he had then maist thou promise thy selfe the same felicitie which he now enioyes S. Ambrose cals the history of this man pulcherrimum affectandae conuersionis exemplum a most goodly example to moue men to turne to God But looke thou on his fellow who had no grace to repent and who hangs as an example to all impenitent wretches to looke vpon that they despise not the mercie of God nor reiect his call by his messengers and Ministers lest it come to passe that when they would repent they cannot To thee then that art priuie thou hast had many calles many offers of grace yea that hast seene the painfull and faithfull Preachers of Gods holy Word Sacraments spend their wits their strength yea ouerspend themselues for thy good what diuell hath bewitched thee to post off all and willingly to cast away thy selfe To thee therefore that dost strengthen thy selfe in thy sinnes vpon presumption of mercie to others I referre thee to the words that the Lord himselfe speakes in Deuteronomie Deut. 29.19.20 He that when he heareth the words of this curse blesseth himselfe in his heart saying I shall haue peace though I walke according to the stubbornenesse of my owne heart thus adding drunkennesse to thirst the Lord will not spare him nor be mercifull vnto him but the wrath of the Lord and his iealousie shall smoake against that man and all the curses that are written in this booke shall light vpon him and the Lord shall blot out his name from vnder heauen Besides this place there are many others in the Scriptures against those that strengthen their hearts in their sinnes If you presume that a Lord Lord will serue the turne at the close of your life it is nothing else but Infidelis fiducia a faithlesse confidence as
of Canaan not through the Land of the Philistims Exod. 13.17.18 although that were neere For God siad lest peraduenture the people repent when they see warre and returne to Egypt but God led the people about thorow the way of the wildernesse of the red sea So God for many causes best knowne to himselfe doth bring his children out of this Egyptian world vnto the spiriutall Canaan which is the kingdome of heauen not the neerest way but by many windings and turnings and the furthest way about euen as it were thorow the red sea of miseries and afflictions that all Gods waues and billowes may goe ouer them Psal 42.7 The Lord can if he please bring them as he doth many other of his children the neerest way to heauen but this further way about is for Gods owne glorie and for his childrens owne good And God as a most wise Father is not euer kissing his childe but many times correcting him and the same God that doth mercifully exalt vs by giuing vs a sweete taste and liuely feeling of his grace and the efficacie of it in vs doth in much loue many times for our health humble vs when hee leaues vs without that sence and feeling in our selues and then doth he cure vs of the most dangerous disease of pride and confidence in our selues settle in vs a true foundation of humilitie cause vs to deny our selues and depend wholly vpon him to cast our selues into the armes of his mercie to hunger for his grace to pray more zealously and with greater feeling of our wants and to set an high price vpon the sence of Gods fauour to make more esteeme of it when we haue it againe and to kill and mortifie some special sinne for which before we had not seriously and heartily repented For when it is his good will and pleasure to make men depend on his fauour and prouidence hee maketh them first to feele his anger and displeasure and to be nothing in themselues to the end they might value and prize their vocation and calling at an higher rate and estimate and wholly and altogether rely and depend vpon him and be whatsoeuer they are in him only This point being then well weighed and considered it is more then manifest that the child of God may passe to heauen euen thorow the very depth and gulfe of hell For the loue fauour and mercie of God is like to a sea into which when a man is cast he neither feeles bottom nor sees banke For thy mercy saith the Psalmist is great aboue the heauens Psal 108.4 and thy truth reacheth vnto the clouds So that touching despaire whether it ariseth of the weaknesse of nature or of the conscience of sinne though it fall out about the time of death it can be but the voice and opinion of their sicknesse and a sicke-mans iudgement of himselfe at such time is not to be regarded and besides it cannot preiudize the saluation of their soules that are effectually called For the gifts and calling of God saith the Apostle are without repentance Rom. 11.29 and those whom God loueth hee loueth to the end and world without end And as for other strange euents which fall out in death they are the effects of diseases Rauings blasphemies and idle speeches arise of the disease of melancholy and phrensies which often happen at the end of hot burning feauers the choler shooting vp to the braine the writhing of the lips turning of the necke and buckling of the ioynts and the whole body proceed of crampes and convulsions which follow after much euacuation and whereas some in sicknesse are of that strength that three or foure can hardly hold them without bonds it comes not alwayes of witchcraft as people commonly thinke but of choler in the veines and whereas some when they are dead become as blacke as pitch it may rise by a bruise or impostume or by the blacke Iaundise or the putrefaction of the liuer and doth not alwayes argue some extraordinary iudgement of God in the wicked it doth but in the godly not Now these and the like diseases with their symptomes and strange effects though they doe depriue man of his health and of the right vse of the parts of his bodie and the vse of reason and vnderstanding yet they cannot depriue his soule of eternal life and happinesse which with the soule of Dauid is bound vp in the bundle of life 1. Sam. 25.29 with the Lord his God in eternall peace and blessednesse And all sins procured by these violent and sharpe diseases proceeding from repentant sinners are sins only of infirmity and weaknesse for which if they knew them and came againe to the vse of reason and vnderstanding they will further repent if not yet they are pardoned and buried in the bloud of Christ and in his death who is their Sauiour and great Bishoppe of their soules 1. Pet. 2.24.25 for he that forgiueth the greater sinnes will also in his children forgiue the lesse And againe wee ought not to stand so much vpon the strangenesse of any mans end when we knew before the goodnesse of his conuersation and life For wee must iudge a man in this case not by his vnquiet death but by his former quiet godly life And if this bee true that strange diseases and thereupon very strange behauiour in death may befall the best childe of God we must then learne to reforme our iudgements of such as lye thus at the point of death The common opinion is if a man lye quietly in his sicknesse and goe away like a lambe which in some diseases as in consumptions and such like lingring diseases any man may doe that then he goes straight-way to heauen though he haue liued neuer so wickedly But if the violence of the disease stirre vp impatiencie and cause in the partie frantick and vnseemely behauiour then men vse to say though hee be neuer so godly that there is a iudgement of God seruing either to discouer an Hypocrite or to plague a wicked man But the truth is farre otherwise for in truth one may die like a lambe and yet goe to hell For the Psalmist saith Psal 7 3.4.5 There are no bonds in their death but their strength is firme they are not in trouble as other men neither are they plagued as other men And againe another dying in exceeding torments and strange behauiour of the body may goe to heauen examples whereof we haue in that holy and iust man Iob as may appeare throughout his whole booke and in diuers others Gods deare Saints and children Therefore by these strange and violent kinds of sicknesse and death which doe many times happen to the deare Saints of God wee must take great heed that wee iudge not rashly of them in condemning them to be wicked and notorious Hypocrites and offenders for it may be our owne cafe for ought wee know This rash censuring and iudging was the sinne
what can come in the whole earth or in hell so that I may enioy Iesus Christ in the end One seeing a martyr so merry and iocund in going to his death Luk. 22.44 did aske him why he was so merry at his death seeing Christ himselfe swet water and bloud before his Passion Christ said the martyr sustained in his bodie all the sorrowes and conflicts with hell and death due vnto vs for our sinnes by whose sorrowes and sufferings saith he we are deliuered from all the sorrowes and feares of hell death and damnation For so plenteous was the passion and redemption of Christ as that faint and cold sweat that is vpon vs in the agonie of our death the same he hath sanctified by the warme and bloudy sweat of his agony and making the graue a quiet withdrawing chamber for our bodies and death which before was so terrible to body soule is now by his meanes become the very doore and entrance into the kingdome of glory And hereof Blessed Hillary who from the fourteenth yeere of his age serued the Lord in singlenes of heart and in sinceritie of life to his liues end spake these words vpon his death-bed Goe forth my soule goe forth why art thou afraid Thou hast serued Christ these seuenty yeeres and art thou now afraid to depart Bishop Ridley the night before he did suffer at his last supper inuited his hostesse the rest at the table with him to his mariage for said he tomorrow I must be married shewing thereby how ioyfull he was to die and how little he feared seeing that hee well knew hee was to goe to Christ his Sauiour So by these examples wee see what great troubles the Saints and seruants and martyrs of God endured and how ioyfull they were as at a royal feast in all those troubles and sufferings of Christ that they might enter vpon that comfortable death of the righteous They were so farre from fearing death as worldlings feare it that they ran gladly vnto it in hope of the Resurrection and reioyced in the welcome day of death as in a day of the greatest good that could befall them Why then should we feare death at all to whom many things happen far more bitter and heauie then death it selfe and yet nothing so bitter and heauie as happened to these Martyrs and Saints of God Therefore when thou commest to die set before thine eyes Christ thy Sauiour in the middest of all his torments vpon the Crosse his body whipped head thorned face spitted vpon his cheekes buffeted his sides goared his bloud spilt his heart pierced and his soule tormented replenished on the crosse with a threefold plenitude as true God true man God and man gloria gratia poena full of glorie and all magnificence because true God full of grace and mercy because God and man and full of paine and miserie because perfect man a paine continuing long various in afflicting and bitter in suffering One saith hee continued in his torments twentie houres at the least others say he was so long in paine on the crosse as Adam was in Paradise with pleasure for it was conuenient that at what time the doore of life was shut against the sinner in the same moment the gate of Paradise should be open to the penitent and at what houre the first Adam brought death into the world by sinne in the same the second Adam should destroy death in the world by the Crosse Others report that Christ slept not for fifteene nights before his Passion in remembrance of the paine yea from the first houre of his birth to the last minute of his death hee did cary the crosse of our redemption In the beholding of which spectacle to thy endlesse ioy and comfort thou shalt see Paradise in the middest of hell God the Father reconciled vnto thee God the Sonne and thy Sauiour reaching forth his hand toward thee for to succour thee and to receiue thy soule vnto himselfe and God the holy Ghost ready to embrace thee and thou shalt see the Crosse of Christ Gen. 28.12 as Iacobs Ladder set vpon the earth and the toppe of it reaching heauen and the Angels of God ascending and descending on it to cary and aduance thy soule to eternall life and glory Then seeing wee are thus graced by God both in our life and at our death be not thou afraid to die And sure it is the will of God Matth. 20.22 that you should drinke of the cup that he hath filled for you and therefore pray that you may suppe it vp with patience and receiue great comfort thereby Againe there be three things that make death tollerable to euery godly Christian The first is the necessitie of dying the second the facilitie of dying the third the felicitie of dying For the first that which cannot be auoided by any power must be endured with all patience Eccles 8.8 There is no man saith the Preacher hath power ouer the spirit to retaine it neither hath he power in the day of death The first age had it and therein may pleade antiquitie the second age felt it and may pleade continuance the last age hath it and may plead propertie in all flesh till sinne and time shall be no more Call it then no new thing that is so ancient nor a strange thing that is so vsuall neither call it an euill properly thine which is so cōmon to all the world Wilt thou feare that to be done which is alwayes in doing I meane thy dying and dost thou feare to die in thy last day when by little and little thou dyest euery day Oh well said the Apostle Saint Paul 1. Cor. 15.31 I protest by our reioycing which I haue in Christ Iesus our Lord I dye daily Then I may well say yee are alwayes dying and death is still in doing Remember my iudgement saith Iesus the sonne of Syrach for thine also shall be so yesterday for me Eccles 38.22 and to day for thee Salomon saith All things haue heere their time you to day and I to morrow and so the end of Adams line is soone runne out Death is the Empresse and Lady of all the world it seaseth vpon all flesh without surrender of any till the day of restauration no place no presence no time can backe it there is no priuiledge against the graue Eccles 41.4 there is no inquisition in the graue there is no pitie to bee shewed by the graue there is no pleading with the graue For there is no worke saith the Preacher nor deuise nor knowledge Eccles 9.10 nor wisdome in the graue whither thou goest And therefore antiquitie neuer made altar to Death or deuotion to the graue because it was implacable euer found to be cruell and neuer felt to be kinde And heere from the necessitie of dying wee come to the facilitie of dying which maketh it lesse fearefull and more tollerable for that the sence of
mee and rise with mee and lyeth all day in my bosome these things considered what comfort can I haue in death dying in such a case Answ Still be patient I pray you and drinke often of the Lords Fountaine some sweete water to refresh you in this case I know this you speake of is a very great griefe and biteth the heart and that euen this maketh many a man and woman more loath to die then otherwise they would bee and because diuers men haue diuers means to rid their debts by some by leases liuings in reuertions some by discharging euery yeere a portion by such helpes as alreadie they enioy euery man wisheth as his case is some to liue till those leases and reuertions come to them and theirs till they may by such yeerely parcels acquit the whole and so forth euery one wisheth life trembling and shaking to thinke on death till these things be so To all which mindes thus grieued and pinched I say this you cannot commit your wife and children into the hands of a more faithfull guardian and ouerseer then God is for he will take them into his charge and protection And therefore hearken and giue eare what the Spirit of comfort speaketh with great comfort in the first Epistle of Saint Peter 1. Pet. 5.6.7 Humble your selues therefore vnder the mightie hand of God that hee may exalt you in due time cast all your care vpon him for he careth for you As if he should say I know your woe and carefull thoughts bee not discouraged nor faint in feare vnder the Crosse you haue care in your heart cast it vpon mee and I will discharge it what you cannot I can and of my will be assured I doe care for you O my God what sayeth thou Dost thou care for me and shall I remoue it from my selfe to thy Maiestie and lay it all vpon thee So indeed thou speakest mine eyes see and mine eares heare Why then will I indeed both beleeue and doe most deare Father heere grouelling in the dust before thee humble my soule and blesse and praise thee for easing me of so grieuous a burden my care be hereafter my sweet God cast wholly vpon thee and as thou hast spoken so do for mee and mine I hunbly beseech thee for Iesus Christ his sake Consider the Rauens saith our Sauiour Christ Luk. 12.24.27.28.29 how they neither sow nor reape which haue neither store-house nor barne and yet God feedeth them Psal 147.9 Hee giues to the beast his food saith the Psalmist and to the yong Rauens which crie Psal 104.27 These waite all vpon thee that thou mayest giue them their meat in due season How much more saith our Sauiour are yee better then beasts or fowles Math. 6.26 Consider also saith our Sauiour of the lyllies of the field how they grow they neither labour nor spinne and yet Salomon himselfe in all his royalty was not cloathed like one of these c. What concludeth then our Sauiour there Surely euen this your heauenly Father knoweth that you haue need of all these things As if he should say let this stay and strengthen you and satisfie and content you euermore that God yea God your heauenly Father knoweth your case what you and yours from time to time and euer are in need of O strange and strong comfort drawne from Gods mercie loue and knowledge how ouerwhelmeth it all that euer fearefull and distrustfull man can obiect Gen. 32.10 I am vnworthy it is true for so wee must acknowledge with the Patriarch Iacob that wee are not worthy of the least of all Gods mercies My debts be great be it so that they are ten thousand talents the Creditors are very cruell and mercilesse yea so cruell as that mercilesse Creditor which our Sauiour Christ speaketh of in the Gospell Mat. 18.28,29,30 Psal 88.18 my selfe void of friends and the like Be it so that all thy louers friends and acquaintance are put farre from thee as the Prophet Dauid complaineth in the Psalme yea let al thy brethren hate thee as Ioseph was of his brethren Prou. 19.7 let all thy friends goe farre from thee and be wanting vnto thee as it is in the Prouerbs or whatsoeuer else it bee put it all off with this saith our blessed Sauiour that your heauenly Father knoweth the same and despaire you of helpe when hee faileth to know and not before I charge you but take it at my hands as a sequele sure he knoweth and therefore he will prouide in fit time for all things and his care shall doe what yours neuer can Psal 10.14 Psal 68.5 both for you and yours if you commit it vnto him It is God which calles himselfe the Father of Orphans and defender of the Widowes commmend them therefore to his patronage and defence Euer in such griefes as these are we should remember the promise of the Lord which hee made to Abraham and to his seed Gen. 17.7 And I will establish my couenant betweene thee and me and thy seed after thee in their generations for an euerlasting couenant to be a God vnto thee and to thy seed after thee All soules are mine saith the Lord both the soule of the father and of the sonne are mine God which is thy God Ezech. 18.4 will also be the God of thy seed thy children are not only thine but also Gods yea more Gods then thine therefore doubt not of the fatherly care of God towards them The Prophet of the Lord doth testifie that hee hath beene yong and also old yet neuer did he see the righteous forsaken Psal 37.25 or his seede to beg their bread not meaning that it was impossible that the childe of a righteous man should go a begging but that it is a thing very rare and that he was now fourescore years old yet did he in all his life neuer see it and so haue many men liued till they haue beene of great yeares and yet seldome or not at all haue they seene any such thing come to passe And againe he saith Psal 112.2 The seed of the righteous shall bee mightie vpon earth the generation of the vpright shall be blessed God hath promised to thy children the heauenly treasures he will not suffer them to perish for hunger hee hath giuen them life and will not deny them maintenance for life he hath giuen them a body which he hath wonderfully framed he will also kindly sustaine hee will neuer forsake his owne nor giue ouer to nourish them whom hee hath created and hitherto by our selues through his blessing prouided for Therefore feare not at Death for if he take you away he will giue some other good meanes to performe his promise by He is your God and their God after you and will not faile them for he hath said it I will neuer leaue thee Heb. 13.5 nor forsake thee In the very matter we speake of see the
the world vnited together if it were possible into one and that which the Apostle calleth the glory which shall bee shewed hereafter Better it is with a kinde of silent astonishment to admire it then to take on vs eyther to discribe it or to comprehend it in particular Yet giue me leaue to set before you for the furtherance of your priuate meditations a little shadow or glympse thereof euen as it were but the backe-parts thereof which Moses was permitted to see betwixt which and it notwithstanding there is as much difference Exod. 33.23 as betweene one droppe of water and the maine Ocean sea A word fitly spoken sayth the Wiseman is like apples of gold and pictures of siluer Prou. 25.11 Wee reade in the booke of Deutronomy that when Moses went vp from the playnes of Moab vnto the mountaine of Nebo Deut. 34.1.2.3.4 to the toppe of Pisgah that is ouer against Iericho that there the Lord shewed him all the land of Gilead vnto Dan and all Nepthacy and all the land of Ephraim and Manasses and all the land of Iudah vnto the vtmost sea and the South and the playne of the land of Iericho the Citie of Palme trees vnto Zoar. And this is the land which I sware sayth the Lord vnto Abraham and vnto Isaacke and vnto Iacob saying I will giue vnto thy seed and I haue caused thee to see it with thine eyes And this was that earthly Canaan euen that promised land which is so much commended in the holy Scriptures Euen so if we will take a little paines to goe vp to the mountaine of the Lorde which the Prophet Esay speaketh of Esa 2.2 then there in in some small measure may we take a sight and view not of the glory of the earthly Canaan but of the glory of the heauenly Canaan and where the Deuill as it is sayd in the Gospell tooke Iesus vp into an exceeding high mountaine Mat. 4.8 and shewed him all the Kingdomes of the world and the glory of them Here vpon this mountaine of the Lord there is shewed vnto vs the Kingdome of God and the glory of the same All which the Lord will giue vs being the right owner thereof if we feare serue and worship him and wee neede not with Moses to clime vp to any earthly mountaine to see and behold the Kingdom of God and the glory therof Deut. 30.12.13.14 It is not in heauen sayth Moses in another case that thou shouldest say Who shall goe vp to heauen for vs and bring it vnto vs that wee may heare it and doe it neyther is it beyond the sea that thou shouldest say Who shall goe ouer the Sea for vs and bring it vnto vs that we may heare it and doe it But the word is verie nigh vnto thee in thy mouth and in thine heart and there we may behold this glory Search the Scriptures sayth our Sauiour Christ in the Gospell of Saint Iohn for in them yee thinke to haue eternall life and they are they which testifie of mee Iohn 5.39 And we may adde further also that they are they which testifie of this glorious estate of the children of God after death Ioseph gaue his brethren prouision for the way but the full sackes were kept in store vntill they came to their Fathers house God giues vs here a taste and assay of his goodnesse but the maine sea of his bounty and store is hoorded vp in the kingdom of heauen It is an vsuall thing in the Scripture to represent spirituall and heauenly things by bodily and earthly things that therein as in glasses we may behold heauenly thinges although obscurely which notwithstanding we cannot otherwise perceiue and see immediatly being too glorious and vehement obiects for our eyes Therefore as we can not behold the light of the Sunne in the Sunne but by reflection thereof in the Moone in the Starres in the water or other bright body or else by refraction thereof in the mistie ayre so the soule while it is in the body heareth seeth vnderstandeth imagineth with the body and in a bodily manner and therefore is not capable of such hearing seeing vnderstanding imagining as it shall bee when it is separate from the body hence it is that the Apostle sayth 1. Cor. 13.12 Wee now see through a glasse darkely Wee conceyue of heauen by a Citty whose walles pauements and mansions are of gold pearle Christall Emeralds as it is described in the booke of the Reuelation Reuel 21.10 which wee shall afterwards heare more at large And to beginne first of all with the comfortes and benefites of this life euen they although miserable doe argue that a far better estate is reserued for vs in heauen We see that God euen here vpon earth notwithstanding our manifold sinnes wherby we dayly offend him and which may iustly cause him as the Prophet speaketh Ier. 5.25 to withhold good things from vs yet he in great mercy vouchsafeth vs many pleasures and furnisheth vs not onely with matters of necessity who dayly sayeth the Psalmist Psal 68.19 loadeth vs with benefites but also of delights There is a whole Psalme spent onely in this matter which is the 104. Psalme Psal 104. a Psalme worthy to bee written in letters of gold and as Moses speaketh in Deuteronomy Deut. 11.20 vpon the dore postes of thine house and vpon the gates yea vpon the Table of thine heart as the Wise-man speaketh Pro. 7.3 for the admirable excellency thereof God causeth sayth Saint Ciprian the Sunne to rise and set in order the seasons to obey vs the elements to serue vs the windes to blow the spring to flow the corn to grow Ps 147.18 the fruites to shew the gardens and orchardes to fructifie the woods to rastle with leaues the meadowes to shine with varietie of grasse and flowers And Chrysostowe very excellently handling the same point with Cyprian further shewes that God hath in a sorte made the night more beautifull then the day by infinite varietie of bright and glittering starres and that hee hath beene more mindfull and mercifull then man would haue bin of himselfe who through the greedinesse of the World would haue ouertoyled himselfe but that God made the night of purpose for his repose and rest In a word hee sayes and that truly euen of these earthly benefites and commodities that although we were neuer so vertuous nay if wee should dye a thousand deathes wee should not be worthie of them And the very heathen Poet considering this could not choose but breake out into an admiration saying O how many things hath God created for mans delight heaped ioyes vpon him with a bountifull hand Nay the Prophet Dauid considering this could not chuse but breake out into this wonderful admiration Psal 144.3 Lord what is man that thou takest knowledge of him or the son of man that thou makest accoūt of him And al this hath