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voice_n behind_o we_o say_v this_o be_v the_o way_n walk_v you_o in_o it_o when_o we_o turn_v to_o the_o right_a hand_n or_o to_o the_o left_a and_o make_v jerusalem_n a_o praise_n love_v we_o free_o pardon_v we_o and_o heal_v we_o subdue_v our_o iniquity_n and_o cast_v our_o sin_n into_o the_o bottom_n of_o the_o sea_n that_o they_o may_v never_o rise_v up_o against_o we_o give_v we_o new_a heart_n put_v thy_o law_n into_o our_o heart_n and_o write_v they_o in_o our_o inward_a part_n be_v thou_o our_o god_n and_o make_v we_o thy_o people_n put_v thy_o spirit_n into_o we_o and_o cause_v we_o to_o walk_v in_o thy_o statute_n and_o to_o know_v thy_o judgement_n and_o do_v they_o cause_v we_o to_o love_v thou_o with_o
a_o noise_n in_o the_o ear_n without_o any_o profit_n will_v god_n require_v such_o love_n from_o we_o but_o that_o he_o be_v love_n gracious_a merciful_a and_o full_a of_o compassion_n slow_a to_o anger_n hate_v nothing_o that_o he_o have_v make_v what_o can_v he_o say_v more_o free_a to_o thou_o though_o thou_o be_v as_o a_o adulterous_a spouse_n to_o he_o yet_o thou_o may_v return_v and_o he_o will_v receive_v thou_o again_o though_o thou_o bring_v no_o merit_n but_o demerit_v to_o provoke_v he_o have_v exclude_v none_o from_o his_o mercy_n unless_o they_o be_v such_o as_o will_v show_v no_o mercy_n or_o else_o those_o that_o sin_n of_o malicious_a wickedness_n and_o sin_n in_o despite_n of_o the_o spirit_n wilful_o against_o light_n the_o entail_n of_o his_o mercy_n be_v to_o thousand_o of_o they_o that_o love_v he_o 2_o meditation_n on_o god_n mercy_n lord_n if_o thou_o shall_v be_v extreme_a to_o mark_v what_o be_v do_v amiss_o who_o may_v abide_v it_o but_o there_o be_v mercy_n with_o thou_o etc._n etc._n lord_z be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n we_o have_v all_o sin_v and_o hope_v in_o thy_o mercy_n only_o through_o the_o merit_n of_o our_o saviour_n if_o we_o be_v not_o sinner_n thy_o mercy_n will_v be_v of_o no_o use_n towards_o we_o and_o our_o bless_a lord_n and_o saviour_n will_v be_v of_o no_o use_n to_o we_o nor_o faith_n nor_o hope_n will_v be_v of_o any_o use_n nor_o prayer_n nor_o praise_n but_o because_o i_o be_o a_o sinner_n i_o pray_v for_o thy_o mercy_n i_o praise_v thou_o for_o thy_o mercy_n i_o hope_v for_o thy_o mercy_n i_o trust_v in_o thy_o mercy_n reveal_v to_o sinner_n i_o believe_v in_o the_o merit_n of_o my_o saviour_n and_o renounce_v all_o merit_n in_o myself_o therefore_o lord_n cast_v i_o not_o off_o because_o i_o be_o a_o sinner_n shut_v not_o out_o my_o prayer_n for_o this_o i_o will_v not_o sin_n that_o grace_n may_v abound_v but_o though_o i_o have_v sin_v i_o be_o a_o object_n of_o mercy_n and_o thy_o grace_n that_o abound_v to_o mary_n magdalen_n to_o paul_n to_o publican_n and_o sinner_n may_v also_o extend_v to_o i_o thou_o have_v send_v thy_o son_n to_o call_v not_o the_o righteous_a but_o sinner_n to_o the_o lose_a sheep_n of_o the_o house_n of_o israel_n to_o seek_v and_o also_o to_o save_v that_o which_o be_v lose_v to_o quicken_v they_o who_o be_v dead_a in_o trespass_n and_o sin_n to_o preach_v the_o glad_a tiding_n of_o the_o gospel_n of_o our_o salvation_n though_o thy_o mercy_n in_o give_v up_o thy_o son_n to_o die_v for_o we_o that_o by_o his_o death_n we_o may_v escape_v death_n and_o live_v because_o he_o bear_v the_o iniquity_n of_o we_o all_o and_o by_o his_o stripe_n we_o be_v heal_v that_o precious_a blood_n that_o he_o shed_v upon_o the_o ground_n when_o the_o spear_n be_v thrust_v into_o his_o body_n be_v a_o sufficient_a ransom_n for_o the_o life_n of_o all_o mankind_n and_o as_o my_o sin_n have_v a_o concurrent_a demer_n it_o procure_v his_o death_n so_o i_o hope_v they_o be_v join_v in_o the_o effect_n the_o atonement_n and_o expiation_n that_o his_o righteousness_n may_v be_v impute_v to_o i_o also_o as_o my_o sin_n be_v to_o he_o 2_o cor._n 5._o that_o i_o may_v be_v make_v the_o righteousness_n of_o god_n in_o he_o therefore_o we_o have_v need_v that_o he_o shall_v be_v make_v unto_o we_o wisdom_n righteousness_n sanctification_n and_o redemption_n because_o we_o be_v foolish_a disobedient_a and_o deceive_v serve_v divers_a lust_n and_o therefore_o have_v thou_o proclaim_v thyself_o abundant_o pardon_v because_o our_o sin_n abound_v isa_n 55._o as_o our_o bless_a saviour_n be_v the_o chief_a and_o great_a of_o all_o mercy_n because_o he_o be_v of_o more_o value_n than_o all_o so_o be_v he_o also_o to_o be_v esteem_v because_o in_o he_o as_o in_o the_o fountain_n be_v all_o other_o contain_v for_o by_o he_o and_o faith_n in_o his_o merit_n only_o we_o pray_v for_o all_o other_o which_o we_o need_v therefore_o above_o all_o we_o praise_v thou_o for_o he_o and_o in_o he_o and_o by_o he_o we_o praise_v thou_o for_o all_o 3._o meditation_n all_o our_o spiritual_a mercy_n as_o well_o grace_n here_o as_o glory_n and_o eternal_a happiness_n hereafter_o be_v free_a without_o any_o merit_n of_o we_o of_o mere_a gift_n and_o mercy_n tit._n 3.3_o 5._o we_o ourselves_o be_v sometime_o disobedent_a etc._n etc._n but_o after_o the_o kindness_n and_o love_n of_o god_n our_o saviour_n towards_o man_n appear_v not_o by_o work_n of_o righteousness_n which_o we_o have_v do_v but_o according_a to_o his_o mercy_n he_o save_v we_o by_o the_o wash_n of_o regeneration_n and_o renew_v of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n which_o he_o shed_v on_o we_o abundant_o through_o jesus_n christ_n etc._n etc._n he_o be_v the_o medium_n by_o who_o they_o be_v derive_v to_o we_o and_o not_o our_o own_o merit_n of_o his_o fullness_n we_o have_v receive_v grace_n for_o grace_n as_o the_o member_n derive_v their_o vital_a spirit_n from_o the_o head_n the_o convert_v grace_n and_o the_o confirm_a grace_n be_v both_o free_a ephe._n 1.13_o in_o who_o after_o you_o believe_v you_o be_v seal_v with_o the_o holy_a spirit_n of_o promise_n which_o be_v the_o earnest_n of_o our_o inheritance_n he_o work_v in_o we_o both_o the_o will_n and_o deed_n that_o be_v good_a when_o of_o ourselves_o we_o can_v think_v a_o good_a thought_n therefore_o above_o all_o we_o pray_v that_o thou_o will_v give_v we_o thy_o son_n who_o thou_o have_v give_v for_o we_o all_o free_o and_o then_o with_o he_o thou_o give_v we_o all_o thing_n and_o as_o a_o father_n pity_v his_o own_o child_n so_o do_v the_o lord_n pity_v they_o that_o fear_v he_o thy_o bowel_n can_v see_v they_o want_v any_o thing_n let_v he_o live_v in_o we_o by_o his_o word_n by_o his_o spirit_n by_o his_o image_n in_o we_o by_o his_o grace_n which_o we_o receive_v from_o his_o fullness_n let_v he_o be_v form_v in_o we_o and_o by_o he_o dwell_v in_o our_o heart_n let_v we_o be_v crucify_v to_o the_o world_n and_o die_v daily_a and_o be_v bury_v with_o he_o and_o yet_o live_v but_o so_o that_o we_o may_v be_v say_v not_o to_o live_v ourselves_o but_o christ_n in_o we_o thus_o let_v the_o word_n and_o the_o sacrament_n convey_v he_o to_o we_o since_o thou_o hate_v nothing_o that_o thou_o have_v make_v and_o thy_o delight_n be_v among_o the_o son_n of_o man_n pro._n 1._o certain_o thou_o do_v not_o afflict_v nor_o grieve_v willing_o the_o son_n of_o man_n therefore_o when_o we_o cry_v unto_o the_o lord_n in_o our_o trouble_n he_o deliver_v we_o out_o of_o distress_n psal_n 104._o he_o can_v forbear_v to_o kiss_v and_o embrace_v his_o prodigal_a son_n o_o let_v thy_o revelation_n of_o thy_o love_n to_o man_n recall_v man_n stray_a affection_n to_o god_n if_o we_o believe_v this_o our_o faith_n will_v work_v love_n to_o he_o again_o and_o we_o shall_v be_v as_o willing_a to_o be_v reconcile_v to_o he_o as_o he_o to_o be_v reconcile_v to_o we_o 2_o cor._n 5.20_o if_o while_o we_o be_v enemy_n christ_n die_v for_o we_o who_o have_v he_o not_o die_v for_o who_o be_v exclude_v from_o his_o mercy_n much_o more_o be_v justify_v by_o his_o blood_n will_v he_o save_v we_o see_v he_o have_v do_v so_o much_o for_o we_o when_o we_o be_v worse_o now_o that_o we_o be_v put_v in_o a_o better_a relation_n by_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n and_o be_v reconcile_v to_o he_o and_o make_v just_a person_n much_o more_o now_o will_v he_o do_v the_o rest_n which_o be_v but_o the_o consequence_n of_o the_o justification_n to_o save_v we_o all_o this_o be_v free_a mercy_n not_o of_o work_n which_o we_o have_v do_v but_o of_o his_o own_o good_a will_v he_o beget_v we_o and_o according_o we_o be_v justify_v free_o by_o his_o grace_n 4._o meditation_n i_o find_v no_o condition_n annex_v to_o be_v precedent_n to_o make_v a_o subject_a capable_a of_o mercy_n but_o only_o want_v and_o desire_v of_o mercy_n want_v i_o have_v without_o my_o own_o act_n or_o endeavour_v desire_v of_o relief_n too_o arise_v spontaneous_o without_o my_o endeavour_n and_o largeness_n of_o desire_n proceed_v from_o a_o covetous_a mind_n a_o eye_n unsatisfied_a yet_o such_o be_v the_o ocean_n of_o mercy_n that_o it_o require_v but_o only_o that_o we_o open_v our_o mouth_n wide_a and_o he_o will_v fill_v it_o as_o he_o promise_v as_o long_o as_o the_o widow_n bring_v empty_a vessel_n the_o oil_n run_v he_o give_v liberal_o and_o upbraid_v not_o he_o give_v more_o than_o we_o be_v able_a to_o ask_v or_o think_v the_o debtor_n do_v but_o desire_n forbearance_n but_o the_o lord_n forgive_v he_o the_o debt_n jacob_n only_o desire_a food_n and_o
will_n of_o he_o that_o send_v i_o he_o will_v not_o suffer_v they_o to_o divulge_v his_o miracle_n nor_o be_v make_v a_o king_n 12._o in_o his_o zeal_n it_o be_v say_v of_o he_o the_o zeal_n of_o thy_o house_n have_v even_o eat_v i_o up_o 13._o in_o his_o truth_n he_o say_v to_o this_o end_n be_v i_o bear_v that_o i_o shall_v bear_v witness_n to_o the_o truth_n 14._o in_o his_o obedience_n to_o his_o parent_n 15._o in_o his_o public_a spirit_n he_o be_v bear_v and_o die_v and_o rise_v again_o upon_o a_o public_a account_n sic_fw-la oculus_fw-la sic_fw-la ille_fw-la manus_fw-la sic_fw-la ora_fw-la movebat_fw-la those_o that_o be_v otherwise_o be_v not_o holy_a as_o they_o ought_v to_o be_v therefore_o let_v we_o press_v forward_o and_o pray_v that_o we_o may_v receive_v of_o his_o fullness_n grace_n for_o grace_n the_o last_o mean_n but_o not_o the_o least_o be_v repentance_n the_o same_o which_o be_v the_o first_o not_o a_o slight_a confession_n of_o our_o sin_n only_o with_o sorrow_n 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do_v i_o will_v therefore_o make_v this_o reflection_n serious_o particular_o and_o constant_o in_o this_o examination_n i_o will_v consider_v the_o bate_n that_o catch_v i_o and_o deceive_v i_o that_o i_o may_v abhor_v it_o as_o a_o mean_a base_a and_o vile_a thing_n to_o be_v put_v in_o the_o scale_n against_o that_o communion_n with_o god_n his_o favour_n and_o hope_n which_o the_o soul_n have_v in_o god_n which_o it_o lose_v by_o that_o sin_n as_o to_o its_o present_a feeling_n and_o if_o it_o shall_v at_o any_o time_n reinforce_v its_o allurement_n i_o will_v reject_v they_o utter_o and_o not_o have_v to_o do_v with_o they_o any_o more_o i_o consider_v also_o the_o present_a and_o future_a evil_n bring_v upon_o my_o soul_n by_o this_o sin_n for_o though_o i_o must_v not_o despair_v of_o pardon_n through_o the_o alsufficient_a merit_n of_o my_o saviour_n suffering_n yet_o i_o find_v myself_o fearful_a and_o ashamed_a to_o approach_v the_o throne_n of_o grace_n lest_o i_o shall_v 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raiment_n and_o god_n increase_v he_o to_o two_o band_n abraham_n desire_v but_o a_o son_n and_o god_n increase_v his_o seed_n as_o the_o sand_n of_o the_o sea_n the_o prodigal_a desire_n to_o be_v but_o as_o a_o servant_n and_o the_o father_n entertain_v he_o with_o embrace_n and_o feast_n but_o as_o for_o his_o people_n that_o trust_n in_o he_o mercy_n imbrase_v they_o on_o every_o side_n god_n satisfi_v their_o mouth_n with_o good_a thing_n they_o shall_v want_v no_o manner_n of_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a he_o will_v fulfil_v the_o desire_n of_o they_o that_o fear_v he_o if_o he_o do_v not_o give_v the_o thing_n desire_v he_o will_v take_v away_o the_o desire_n of_o it_o psal_n 32.4_o delight_n thyself_o in_o the_o lord_n and_o he_o will_v give_v the_o thy_o heart_n desire_v we_o starve_v our_o soul_n for_o want_n of_o ask_v joash_n strike_v three_o time_n on_o the_o ground_n and_o the_o prophet_n be_v angry_a and_o say_v to_o he_o thou_o shall_v have_v strike_v six_o or_o seven_o 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