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this_o be_v thou_o such_o as_o thou_o accuse_v thyself_o defective_a in_o thy_o repentance_n do_v thou_o rest_v content_v in_o this_o condition_n and_o not_o complain_v of_o it_o as_o the_o great_a misery_n be_v thou_o not_o hearty_o sorry_a that_o thou_o can_v be_v no_o more_o grieve_v for_o thy_o sin_n comfort_v thyself_o even_o this_o be_v a_o acceptable_a repentance_n and_o god_n accept_v it_o what_o be_v repentance_n but_o a_o change_n from_o evil_a to_o good_a and_o how_o sensible_a be_v this_o change_n that_o thou_o who_o former_o delight_v in_o thy_o sin_n now_o detest_v it_o and_o thyself_o for_o it_o and_o be_v yet_o ambitious_a of_o more_o grief_n for_o be_v transport_v into_o it_o let_v not_o thy_o soul_n enemy_n who_o desire_v nothing_o more_o than_o to_o make_v thou_o perfect_o miserable_a so_o allure_v thou_o as_o to_o render_v thou_o unsatisfied_a with_o the_o measure_n of_o that_o penitency_n which_o be_v accept_v of_o god_n rather_o turn_v thy_o eye_n from_o thy_o sin_n and_o look_v to_o heaven_n and_o fix_v they_o upon_o thy_o all-sufficient_a mediator_n and_o behold_v his_o face_n smile_v upon_o thy_o humble_a soul_n and_o perfect_o reconcile_a thou_o to_o his_o eternal_a father_n as_o be_v full_o assure_v that_o be_v justify_v by_o faith_n we_o have_v peace_n with_o god_n through_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n by_o who_o also_o we_o have_v access_n by_o faith_n into_o this_o grace_n wherein_o we_o stand_v and_o rejoice_v in_o the_o hope_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n rom._n 5.1_o 2._o 10._o there_o thou_o say_v be_v the_o very_a root_n of_o my_o complaint_n i_o want_v that_o faith_n that_o shall_v give_v i_o a_o interest_n in_o my_o saviour_n and_o afford_v true_a comfort_n to_o my_o soul_n and_o boldness_n and_o access_n with_o confidence_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n ephes._n 3.12_o i_o can_v be_v sorry_a but_o can_v believe_v my_o grief_n be_v not_o so_o great_a as_o my_o infidelity_n i_o see_v other_o full_a of_o joy_n and_o 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that_o be_v verity_n itself_o he_o that_o believe_v on_o the_o son_n have_v everlasting_a life_n joh._n 3.36_o 12._o i_o know_v thou_o averre_v that_o jesus_n christ_n come_v into_o the_o world_n to_o save_v sinner_n and_o that_o whoever_o believe_v on_o he_o shall_v not_o perish_v but_o have_v eternal_a life_n joh._n 3.15_o neither_o can_v i_o deny_v but_o in_o a_o sense_n of_o my_o sinful_a condition_n i_o cast_v myself_o in_o some_o measure_n upon_o my_o saviour_n and_o lie_v hold_v upon_o his_o all-sufficient_a redemption_n but_o alas_o my_o apprehension_n of_o he_o be_v so_o weak_a that_o they_o can_v afford_v no_o comfort_n to_o my_o soul_n be_v it_o not_o that_o thou_o expect_v to_o be_v justify_v and_o save_v by_o the_o power_n and_o act_n of_o thy_o faith_n thou_o have_v reason_n to_o be_v dishearten_v with_o the_o imbecility_n of_o it_o but_o now_o that_o the_o virtue_n and_o efficacy_n of_o this_o happy_a operation_n be_v in_o the_o object_n apprehend_v by_o thou_o which_o 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a_o great_a work_n be_v expedient_a strength_n of_o hand_n be_v necessary_a but_o now_o only_o receive_v of_o a_o precious_a gift_n be_v require_v why_o may_v not_o a_o weak_a hand_n perform_v that_o as_o well_o as_o a_o strong_a though_o not_o so_o forcible_o be_v not_o deject_v with_o impotency_n but_o comfort_v thyself_o in_o the_o mercy_n of_o thy_o redeemer_n 13._o thou_o expresse_v sometime_o i_o find_v my_o heart_n at_o ease_n in_o a_o comfortable_a reliance_n on_o my_o saviour_n and_o be_v well_o resolve_v of_o the_o safety_n of_o my_o state_n promise_v good_a day_n to_o myself_o and_o after_o the_o banishment_n of_o my_o former_a fear_n dare_v bid_v defiance_n to_o temptation_n but_o alas_o how_o soon_o be_v this_o serenity_n over_o how_o sudden_o be_v this_o clear_a sky_n cloud_v spread_v over_o with_o obscurity_n and_o i_o return_v to_o my_o former_a despondency_n do_v thou_o conceive_v that_o grace_n will_v put_v thou_o into_o a_o constant_a and_o perpetual_a invariable_a condition_n of_o soul_n while_o thou_o be_v on_o this_o side_n heaven_n do_v thou_o ever_o hear_v or_o read_v of_o any_o of_o god_n saint_n upon_o earth_n that_o be_v unchangeable_a in_o their_o holy_a disposition_n while_o they_o continue_v in_o this_o region_n of_o mutability_n behold_v the_o man_n after_o god_n own_o heart_n thou_o shall_v find_v he_o sometime_o so_o courageous_a as_o if_o the_o spirit_n of_o all_o his_o worthy_n be_v meet_v in_o his_o own_o bosom_n how_o resolute_o do_v he_o blow_v off_o all_o danger_n trample_v on_o his_o enemy_n and_o triumph_v over_o all_o cross_a event_n another_o while_n thou_o shall_v find_v he_o so_o deject_v and_o transform_v from_o what_o he_o be_v when_o cheerful_a the_o lord_n be_v my_o shepherd_n i_o shall_v lack_v nothing_o psal_n 23.1_o in_o affliction_n why_o be_v thou_o so_o sad_a my_o soul_n and_o why_o be_v thou_o so_o disquiet_v within_o i_o psal._n 42.14_o in_o fortitude_n i_o will_v not_o be_v afraid_a of_o ten_o thousand_o 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contrary_a thou_o shall_v find_v he_o lament_v his_o own_o sinful_a condition_n oh_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o from_o the_o body_n of_o this_o death_n rom._n 7.24_o in_o a_o holy_a rapture_n thou_o shall_v find_v he_o catch_v up_o into_o the_o three_o heaven_n and_o by_o permission_n of_o the_o almighty_a buffet_v by_o the_o messenger_n of_o satan_n and_o utter_v complaint_n to_o god_n of_o the_o violence_n of_o that_o assault_n here_o the_o spouse_n of_o christ_n bemoan_v herself_o i_o open_v to_o my_o belove_a but_o my_o beloved_n have_v withdraw_v himself_o and_o be_v go_v my_o soul_n fail_v when_o he_o speak_v i_o seek_v he_o but_o i_o can_v not_o find_v he_o i_o call_v he_o but_o he_o make_v i_o no_o answer_n cant._n 5.6_o thus_o be_v it_o with_o thou_o while_o thou_o be_v in_o this_o carnality_n the_o temper_n of_o thy_o soul_n will_v be_v subject_n to_o vicissitude_n shall_v thou_o continue_v always_o in_o the_o same_o state_n i_o shall_v suspect_v thou_o this_o difference_n betwixt_o nature_n and_o gâ—ace_n the_o one_o be_v still_o uniform_a the_o other_o vary_v â—â—cording_v to_o the_o pleasure_n of_o the_o giver_n the_o spirit_n death_n when_z and_o where_o it_o list_v joh._n 3.8_o when_o therefore_o thou_o find_v the_o gracious_a inspiration_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n within_o thou_o be_v thankful_a to_o the_o infinite_a munificence_n of_o that_o bless_a spirit_n and_o still_o pray_v arise_v o_o north_n and_o come_v thou_o south_n wind_n that_o the_o spice_n thereof_o may_v flow_v out_o cant._n 4.16_o but_o when_o thou_o find_v thy_o soul_n becalm_v and_o not_o a_o leaf_n stir_v in_o its_o garden_n be_v not_o too_o much_o deject_v with_o a_o ungrounded_a opinion_n of_o be_v destitute_v of_o thy_o god_n neither_o repine_v at_o
of_o pleasure_n i_o have_v glad_o withdraw_v myself_o from_o that_o imperious_a mistress_n 13._o what_o a_o unreasonable_a vassalage_n our_o youthful_a lust_n subject_n we_o to_o we_o need_v no_o other_o instance_n than_o in_o samson_n who_o be_v effeminate_a by_o his_o impotent_a passion_n and_o weaken_v to_o betray_v his_o life_n to_o a_o mercenary_a harlot_n and_o to_o endure_v to_o hear_v she_o say_v tell_v i_o wherewith_o thou_o may_v be_v bind_v to_o do_v thou_o hurt_v judg._n 16.6_o how_o easy_o may_v he_o have_v answer_v she_o o_o delilah_n even_o with_o these_o cord_n of_o brutish_a sensuality_n how_o be_v solomon_n beseek_v with_o his_o strange_a wife_n and_o draw_v away_o to_o worship_n strange_a god_n 1_o king_n 11.5_o 14._o and_o how_o may_v fir-tree_n howl_v when_o cedar_n fall_v who_o can_v hope_v to_o be_v free_a from_o be_v transport_v with_o irregular_a affection_n when_o we_o see_v such_o great_a precedent_n of_o frailty_n from_o the_o danger_n of_o these_o sad_a 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neither_o do_v every_o nature_n 20._o old_z oil_n be_v clear_a and_o hot_a in_o medicinal_a uses_n than_o new_a some_o be_v pettish_a and_o morose_n in_o youth_n and_o other_o be_v mild_a gentle_a and_o sociable_a in_o their_o decay_a year_n some_o be_v crazy_a in_o their_o prime_n and_o other_o in_o their_o wain_n be_v vigorous_a and_o many_o before_o the_o fullness_n of_o their_o age_n have_v lose_v their_o memory_n as_o hermogenes_n corvinus_n antonius_n carracalla_n georgius_n trapezuntius_fw-la and_o nizolius_n 21._o some_z who_o intellectual_n have_v so_o happy_o hold_v out_o that_o they_o have_v be_v best_a at_o the_o last_o plato_n at_o fourscore_o and_o one_o die_v with_o his_o pen_n in_o his_o hand_n and_o demosthenes_n when_o death_n summon_v he_o at_o a_o 100_o year_n he_o bemoan_v himself_o that_o he_o must_v now_o die_v when_o he_o begin_v to_o gain_v knowledge_n and_o as_o for_o spiritual_a grace_n and_o improvement_n the_o psalmist_n satisfy_v we_o psal._n 92.12_o 13._o 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patience_z â—_o h._n â—an_v hove_n sculp_v the_o art_n of_o patience_z and_o balm_n of_o gilead_n under_o all_o affliction_n a_o appendix_n to_o the_o art_n of_o contentment_n by_o the_o author_n of_o the_o whole_a duty_n of_o man._n it_o be_v good_a that_o a_o man_n shall_v both_o hope_n and_o quiet_o wait_v for_o the_o salvation_n of_o the_o lord_n lam._n 3.26_o the_o second_o impression_n with_o additional_a prayer_n suitable_a to_o the_o several_a occasion_n london_n print_v by_o r._n smith_n for_o e._n mory_z at_o the_o three_o bibles_n in_o st._n paul_n churchyard_n mdcxciv_o license_v octob._n 14._o 1693._o the_o preface_n this_o tract_n meet_v with_o so_o candid_a a_o reception_n at_o its_o first_o appearance_n have_v encourage_v it_o to_o make_v a_o far_a essay_n and_o what_o be_v omit_v in_o the_o former_a impression_n be_v insert_v in_o this_o viz._n the_o prayer_n annex_v to_o the_o several_a section_n which_o doubtless_o will_v prove_v very_o acceptable_a and_o practical_a 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and_o state_n that_o peace_n may_v dwell_v in_o our_o land_n we_o be_v all_o sheep_n of_o that_o fold_n whereof_o christ_n be_v the_o shepherd_n stone_n of_o that_o building_n whereof_o he_o be_v the_o chief_a corner_n stone_n branch_n of_o that_o vine_n whereof_o he_o be_v the_o stock_n we_o have_v but_o one_o god_n for_o our_o father_n that_o create_v we_o one_o saviour_n that_o redeem_v we_o and_o one_o holy-ghost_n our_o sanctifier_n that_o adorn_v we_o we_o be_v here_o but_o pilgrim_n and_o stranger_n and_o we_o shall_v one_o day_n find_v that_o a_o peaceable_n christian_n life_n with_o a_o good_a departure_n hence_o shall_v bear_v a_o great_a value_n than_o all_o temporal_a enjoyment_n can_v afford_v we_o in_o pursuance_n of_o which_o let_v we_o all_o endeavour_n to_o learn_v these_o follow_a instruction_n by_o which_o mean_n we_o shall_v not_o only_o attain_v to_o be_v scholar_n but_o proficient_n in_o this_o school_n of_o patience_n and_o acquire_v that_o conquest_n over_o our_o unruly_a passion_n and_o inordinate_a affection_n but_o shall_v be_v enable_v cheerful_o to_o run_v with_o patience_n the_o race_n which_o be_v set_v before_o we_o look_v unto_o jesus_n the_o author_n and_o finisher_n of_o our_o faith_n who_o for_o the_o joy_n that_o be_v set_v before_o he_o endure_v the_o cross_n despise_v the_o shame_n and_o be_v set_v down_o at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o the_o throne_n of_o god_n heb._n 12.1_o 2._o and_o therefore_o beseech_v we_o god_n that_o mercy_n and_o truth_n may_v meet_v together_o that_o righteousness_n and_o peace_n may_v kiss_v each_o other_o and_o that_o his_o glory_n may_v dwell_v in_o our_o land_n until_o we_o come_v to_o inhabit_v in_o the_o land_n of_o glory_n the_o content_n with_o a_o prayer_n to_o every_o section_n sect._n 1_o of_o the_o connexion_n between_o humility_n meekness_n and_o patience_n pag._n 1_o sect._n 2._o in_o time_n of_o sickness_n pag._n 12_o sect._n 3_o affliction_n of_o conscience_n pag._n 26_o sect._n 4._o remedy_n against_o temptation_n pag._n 47_o sect._n 5._o imbecility_n of_o grace_n pag._n 56_o sect._n 6._o loss_n of_o reputation_n pag._n 62_o sect._n 7._o of_o public_a calamity_n pag._n 68_o sect._n 8._o loss_n of_o friend_n pag._n 80_o sect._n 9_o of_o poverty_n pag._n 85_o sect._n 10._o of_o confinement_n pag._n 91_o sect._n 11._o in_o exile_n pag._n 97_o sect._n 12._o of_o blindness_n and_o deafness_n pag._n 102_o sect._n 13._o of_o sterility_n pag._n 111_o sect._n 14._o want_v of_o repose_n pag._n 116_o sect._n 15._o of_o grace_n hair_n pag._n 121_o sect._n 16._o of_o mortality_n pag._n 130_o sect._n 17._o of_o judgement_n pag._n 143_o sect._n 18._o spiritual_a conflict_n pag._n 149_o sect._n 19_o character_n of_o patience_n pag._n 157_o the_o close_a pag._n 162_o the_o art_n of_o patience_z and_o balm_n of_o gilead_n under_o all_o affliction_n sect_n i._o of_o the_o connexion_n between_o humility_n meekness_n and_o patience_n 1._o god_n the_o fountain_n of_o goodness_n from_o who_o come_v every_o good_a and_o perfect_a gift_n jam._n 1.17_o have_v lay_v down_o such_o rule_n and_o precept_n in_o holy_a scripture_n that_o whoever_o be_v diligent_a in_o the_o search_n shall_v find_v in_o they_o eternal_a life_n john_n 5.39_o we_o be_v command_v to_o follow_v peace_n with_o all_o man_n and_o holiness_n without_o which_o no_o man_n shall_v see_v the_o lord_n heb._n 12.14_o and_o to_o practise_v those_o celestial_a duty_n of_o humilty_n meekness_n and_o patience_n 2._o humility_n be_v first_o a_o duty_n we_o owe_v to_o god_n which_o be_v to_o have_v such_o a_o sense_n of_o our_o unworthiness_n and_o his_o excellency_n as_o may_v operate_v in_o we_o a_o lowly_a and_o unfeigned_a submission_n to_o he_o now_o this_o submission_n be_v twofold_a first_o to_o his_o will_n second_o to_o his_o wisdom_n the_o submission_n to_o his_o will_n be_v of_o two_o sort_n obedience_n and_o patience_n obedience_n be_v our_o yield_n up_o ourselves_o with_o alacrity_n to_o do_v what_o his_o divine_a will_n and_o pleasure_n command_v we_o and_o to_o enable_v we_o to_o perform_v this_o humility_n be_v exceed_o necessary_a and_o to_o acquire_v this_o obedience_n we_o must_v endeavour_v to_o possess_v our_o heart_n with_o the_o sense_n of_o that_o great_a unspeakable_a distance_n between_o god_n and_o we_o to_o consider_v he_o a_o god_n of_o infinite_a majesty_n power_n and_o glory_n and_o we_o poor_a worm_n of_o the_o earth_n he_o of_o infinite_a purity_n and_o holiness_n and_o we_o pollute_v and_o dead_a in_o trespass_n and_o sin_n he_o of_o power_n able_a to_o do_v all_o thing_n and_o we_o nothing_o but_o by_o his_o divine_a assistance_n 3._o a_o second_o sort_n of_o submission_n to_o his_o will_n be_v patience_n the_o subject-matter_n of_o our_o discourse_n this_o consist_v in_o suffer_v his_o will_n as_o that_o of_o obedience_n do_v in_o act_v it_o and_o be_v compose_v of_o a_o voluntary_a yield_n
alive_a thou_o bring_v to_o the_o grave_a and_o bring_v back_o again_o and_o forasmuch_o as_o it_o have_v please_v thou_o to_o take_v from_o we_o out_o of_o this_o sinful_a world_n the_o soul_n of_o this_o thy_o servant_n person_n grant_v that_o our_o grief_n for_o this_o affliction_n may_v not_o be_v immoderate_a whereby_o we_o may_v displease_v thou_o or_o so_o overwhelm_v we_o that_o we_o make_v ourselves_o unfit_a for_o thy_o service_n but_o sanctify_v we_o beseech_v thou_o unto_o we_o this_o thy_o fatherly_a correction_n that_o we_o may_v endeavour_v to_o live_v every_o day_n as_o if_o it_o be_v to_o be_v our_o last_o that_o when_o we_o be_v summon_v and_o arrest_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o death_n we_o may_v not_o be_v affright_v by_o that_o king_n of_o terror_n 2._o lord_n we_o be_v here_o in_o a_o state_n of_o banishment_n and_o absent_a from_o thou_o o_o take_v we_o where_o we_o shall_v for_o ever_o behold_v thy_o face_n and_o follow_v the_o lamb_n whether_o soever_o he_o go_v and_o that_o at_o the_o last_o hour_n we_o may_v pronounce_v with_o a_o good_a conscsence_n we_o have_v fight_v a_o good_a fight_n we_o have_v finish_v our_o ceurse_n we_o have_v keep_v the_o faith_n henceforth_o there_o be_v lay_v up_o for_o we_o a_o crown_n of_o righteousness_n which_o god_n the_o righteous_a judge_n will_v free_o give_v to_o those_o that_o love_n and_o fear_v he_o and_o trust_v in_o his_o mercy_n amen_n sect_n ix_o of_o poverty_n 1._o thou_o be_v drive_v to_o indigency_n and_o which_o be_v worse_o out_o of_o abundance_n those_o evil_n we_o have_v be_v inure_v to_o from_o our_o cradle_n be_v grow_v so_o familiar_a that_o we_o be_v little_o move_v with_o their_o presence_n but_o those_o into_o which_o we_o fall_v sudden_o out_o of_o a_o external_a felicity_n of_o estate_n overwhelm_v we_o let_v thy_o care_n be_v not_o to_o want_v those_o riches_n which_o shall_v make_v thy_o soul_n happy_a and_o thou_o shall_v not_o be_v trouble_v with_o the_o loss_n of_o these_o 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what_o have_v thou_o but_o their_o use_n neither_o can_v they_o be_v otherwise_o thy_o heir_n who_o thou_o leave_v behind_o thou_o i_o be_o ashamed_a to_o hear_v the_o philosopher_n say_v all_z i_o possess_v i_o carry_v about_o i_o when_o many_o christian_n hug_v those_o thing_n which_o be_v so_o transitory_a 3._o it_o be_v a_o unanswerable_a question_n god_n move_v to_o the_o rich_a man_n in_o the_o parable_n upon_o part_v with_o his_o soul_n then_o who_o shall_v those_o thing_n be_v which_o thou_o have_v provide_v luke_n 12.20_o perhaps_o a_o stranger_n or_o as_o â—n_o the_o case_n of_o undisposed_a land_n the_o occupant_n false_a executor_n or_o a_o enemy_n call_v that_o thou_o own_o thou_o be_v sure_a to_o carry_v with_o thou_o that_o may_v accompany_v thy_o soul_n or_o follow_v it_o such_o as_o thy_o holy_a grace_n charitable_a work_n virtuous_a action_n and_o heavenly_a disposition_n these_o be_v treasure_n which_o thou_o shall_v lay_v up_o for_o thyself_o in_o heaven_n where_o neither_o moth_n nor_o rust_n do_v corrupt_a and_o where_o thief_n do_v not_o break_v through_o nor_o steal_v mat._n 6.20_o 4._o thou_o have_v lose_v thy_o good_n may_v i_o not_o rather_o say_v thou_o have_v restore_v '_o they_o he_o part_v with_o more_o that_o say_v the_o lord_n have_v give_v and_o the_o lord_n have_v take_v job_n 1.21_o whether_o by_o patrimony_n or_o providence_n or_o industry_n the_o lord_n give_v it_o and_o whether_o by_o the_o chaldean_n or_o sabean_o the_o lord_n have_v take_v it_o and_o he_o do_v but_o give_v and_o take_v his_o own_o what_o reason_n have_v thou_o then_o to_o complain_v it_o be_v not_o give_v but_o lend_v thou_o for_o a_o while_n till_o it_o be_v call_v for_o and_o do_v thou_o grudge_v to_o restore_v what_o thou_o borrow_v nay_o that_o thou_o may_v have_v less_o claim_n to_o this_o talon_n be_v it_o not_o leave_v in_o thy_o hand_n by_o the_o owner_n to_o employ_v it_o for_o his_o use_n till_o he_o shall_v redemand_v it_o with_o the_o increase_n 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