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but_o sinner_n to_o repentance_n nor_o do_v these_o promise_n belong_v only_o to_o those_o who_o have_v not_o yet_o be_v effectual_o call_v but_o to_o those_o who_o after_o their_o effectual_a call_n have_v through_o humane_a infirmity_n fall_v into_o some_o sin_n as_o child_n 2.1_o 1_o joh._n 2.1_o i_o write_v unto_o you_o that_o you_o sin_v not_o and_o if_o any_o man_n sin_n we_o have_v a_o advocate_n with_o the_o father_n jesus_n christ_n the_o righteous_a and_o he_o be_v the_o propitiation_n for_o our_o sin_n these_o and_o the_o like_a promise_n of_o god_n faith_n lay_v hold_n upon_o be_v like_o the_o hand_n of_o christ_n reach_v out_o to_o sink_a peter_n stay_v the_o soul_n from_o perish_v in_o the_o flood_n of_o spiritual_a perturbation_n 49.50_o ps._n 119.92_o and_o ve_fw-la 49.50_o except_o thy_o law_n say_v afflict_v david_n have_v be_v my_o delight_n i_o shall_v then_o have_v perish_v in_o my_o affliction_n by_o law_n there_o he_o mean_v the_o gospel_n with_o the_o promise_n 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look_v upon_o his_o mercy_n and_o promise_n be_v like_a to_o proceed_v unjust_o against_o himself_o though_o thereby_o he_o pull_v upon_o his_o soul_n a_o just_a condemnation_n but_o to_o prevent_v this_o it_o stand_v not_o with_o the_o condition_n of_o the_o child_n of_o the_o promise_n the_o bless_a seed_n 23._o rom._n 9.8_o 23._o those_o vessel_n of_o mercy_n which_o god_n have_v afore_o ordain_v unto_o glory_n that_o in_o they_o he_o may_v make_v know_v the_o riches_n of_o his_o glory_n 22._o verse_n 22._o it_o stand_v not_o i_o say_v with_o their_o condition_n to_o be_v as_o the_o vessel_n of_o wrath_n swallow_v up_o of_o wrath_n be_v selfe-fitted_n to_o destruction_n but_o in_o the_o child_n of_o the_o promise_n mercy_n shall_v triumph_v against_o judgement_n when_o faith_n in_o god_n promise_n of_o life_n shall_v overcome_v all_o difficulty_n the_o second_o pillar_n and_o prop_n of_o faith_n in_o the_o soul_n faint_v be_v experience_n of_o former_a fruition_n of_o mercy_n this_o be_v david_n practice_n 77._o ps._n 77._o i_o have_v consider_v the_o day_n of_o old_a etc._n etc._n i_o call_v to_o remembrance_n my_o song_n in_o the_o night_n thus_o in_o his_o distress_n he_o call_v to_o mind_v what_o sweetness_n and_o comfort_n he_o find_v former_o in_o god_n by_o those_o familiar_a soliloquy_n which_o his_o soul_n do_v sing_v unto_o god_n by_o night_n in_o the_o grateful_a remembrance_n of_o his_o benefit_n and_o psalm_n 143_o complain_v my_o spirit_n be_v overwhelm_v within_o i_o my_o heart_n within_o i_o be_v desolate_a yet_o he_o comfort_v himself_o with_o the_o meditation_n and_o memory_n of_o god_n former_a gracious_a deal_n towards_o he_o verse_n 4_o 5._o and_o psalm_n 27_o he_o even_o challenge_v god_n upon_o forme_a mercy_n 9_o verse_n 9_o say_v hide_v not_o thy_o face_n from_o i_o put_v not_o thy_o servant_n away_o in_o anger_n thou_o have_v be_v my_o help_n leave_v i_o not_o neither_o forsake_v i_o oh_o god_n of_o my_o salvation_n thus_o upon_o this_o experience_n david_n gather_v such_o assurance_n that_o though_o his_o father_n and_o mother_n forsake_v he_o and_o can_v a_o mother_n forget_v forsake_v her_o son_n yet_o though_o she_o shall_v be_v so_o unnatural_a yet_o say_v god_n i_o will_v not_o forsake_v thou_o yet_o say_v dovid_v even_o then_o the_o lord_n take_v i_o up_o so_o that_o for_o the_o conscience_n afflict_v to_o recollect_v the_o experiment_n of_o former_a mercy_n which_o the_o soul_n once_o sweet_o enjoy_v be_v a_o solid_a ground_n of_o comfort_n whereon_o to_o cast_v the_o anchor_n of_o hope_n in_o a_o present_a storm_n yea_o and_o the_o secure_a harbour_n also_o wherein_o to_o repose_v herself_o in_o a_o settle_a assurance_n of_o god_n love_n for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v and_o for_o ever_o and_o the_o reason_n be_v who_o god_n love_v once_o in_o christ_n he_o ever_o love_v the_o gift_n and_o call_n of_o god_n be_v without_o repentance_n his_o blessing_n upon_o his_o child_n be_v like_o that_o of_o isaac_n upon_o jacob_n i_o have_v bless_v he_o and_o he_o shall_v be_v bless_v balaam_n tell_v balack_n that_o there_o be_v no_o reverse_v of_o god_n blessing_n on_o his_o people_n god_n be_v not_o as_o man_n 23.1920_o num._n 23.1920_o that_o he_o shall_v lie_v or_o repent_v have_v he_o say_v it_o and_o shall_v he_o not_o do_v it_o behold_v i_o have_v receive_v commandment_n to_o bless_v and_o he_o have_v bless_v and_o i_o can_v reverse_v it_o object_n but_o the_o memory_n of_o former_a mercy_n enjoy_v may_v serve_v to_o minister_v to_o the_o afflict_a soul_n for_o sin_n rather_o matter_n of_o more_o grief_n then_o of_o any_o joy_n and_o rather_o to_o aggravate_v our_o sin_n and_o so_o our_o sorrow_n then_o to_o redintegrate_a or_o renovate_v our_o comfort_n what_o a_o corrosive_n be_v it_o to_o dauid_n
subminister_v to_o the_o soul_n when_o plunge_v in_o the_o deepth_n of_o perplex_a dolour_n as_o david_n in_o that_o short_a but_o pithy_a penitential_a out_o of_o the_o deep_n have_v i_o cry_v unto_o thou_o 130.1_o ps._n 130.1_o o_o lord_n jonas_n pray_v unto_o the_o lord_n his_o god_n out_o of_o the_o fish_n belly_n yea_o out_o of_o the_o belly_n of_o hell_n cry_v i_o and_o thou_o hear_v my_o voice_n and_o when_o david_n say_v in_o his_o haste_n i_o be_o cut_v off_o from_o before_o thy_o eye_n nevertheless_o say_v he_o thou_o hear_v the_o voice_n of_o my_o supplycation_n when_o i_o cry_v unto_o thou_o prayer_n be_v of_o force_n to_o bring_v again_o the_o dead_a child_n to_o raise_v dead_a lazarus_n even_o the_o stink_a soul_n out_o of_o the_o grave_n no_o place_n no_o case_n of_o calamity_n spiritual_a or_o corporal_a whence_o prayer_n may_v not_o procure_v deliverance_n only_o out_o of_o hell_n be_v no_o deliverance_n why_o they_o pray_v not_o there_o to_o god_n in_o the_o parable_n dives_fw-la pray_v but_o to_o abraham_n to_o a_o saint_n not_o to_o god_n enough_o to_o cause_v his_o prayer_n to_o be_v reject_v as_o not_o worth_a a_o drop_n of_o cold_a water_n a_o good_a example_n for_o all_o such_o client_n as_o invocate_v saint_n for_o their_o advocate_n a_o practice_n learn_v from_o dives_fw-la in_o hell_n but_o which_o find_v neither_o precept_n nor_o promise_n in_o the_o scripture_n and_o so_o can_v hope_v for_o no_o better_a success_n now_o among_o the_o many_o admirable_a use_n and_o effect_n of_o prayer_n two_o be_v of_o singular_a note_n the_o first_o that_o prayer_n be_v a_o most_o effectual_a antidote_n to_o prevent_v the_o commit_n of_o sin_n what_o need_v i_o speak_v of_o the_o infinite_a experiment_n myself_o have_v find_v in_o this_o kind_n let_v every_o child_n of_o god_n but_o take_v notice_n of_o his_o own_o proof_n herein_o for_o my_o part_n how_o many_o forcible_a temptation_n provocation_n invitation_n occasion_n to_o sin_n have_v make_v 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by-occasion_n or_o cogiâ—ations_n either_o about_o our_o profit_n or_o pleasure_n thereby_o to_o divert_v the_o soul_n from_o prayer_n persuade_v a_o man_n he_o may_v do_v that_o as_o well_o another_o time_n as_o now_o and_o it_o be_v more_o than_o proaable_a that_o david_n be_v thus_o carry_v away_o when_o for_o almost_o a_o year_n space_n that_o sin_n of_o he_o in_o the_o matter_n of_o vriah_n and_o bathshabe_n lay_v as_o a_o charm_a serpent_n sleep_v in_o his_o bosom_n unrepented_a of_o till_o nathan_n come_v and_o by_o his_o riddle_n uncharm_v it_o and_o so_o rouse_v he_o from_o his_o lethargy_n object_n but_o do_v not_o david_n all_o that_o while_o exercise_v the_o duty_n of_o prayer_n have_v he_o not_o at_o least_o the_o ark_n in_o his_o court_n and_o there_o his_o morning_n and_o evening_n sacrifice_n of_o prayer_n answ._n no_o doubt_n but_o it_o be_v likely_a he_o content_v himself_o with_o the_o public_a solemn_a service_n and_o sacrifice_n of_o prayer_n neglect_v in_o the_o mean_a time_n his_o more_o intimous_a and_o private_a devotion_n wherein_o he_o shall_v have_v more_o punctual_o humble_v his_o soul_n cast_v himself_o down_o naked_a in_o god_n presence_n and_o make_v special_a supplication_n for_o the_o pardon_n of_o his_o sin_n and_o so_o have_v demean_v himself_o in_o his_o holy_a wrestle_v with_o god_n in_o secret_a as_o he_o can_v not_o do_v in_o public_a with_o any_o decorum_n or_o without_o be_v censure_v by_o man_n of_o indiscretion_n or_o folly_n as_o hannah_n for_o her_o zeallous_a prayer_n be_v think_v of_o eli_n to_o have_v be_v drink_v or_o mad_a or_o at_o leastwise_o not_o intermit_a his_o time_n of_o private_a prayer_n yet_o he_o remit_v of_o that_o fervour_n and_o zeal_n of_o that_o extraordinary_a sorrow_n and_o tear_n requisite_a for_o obtain_v the_o pardon_n of_o such_o a_o sin_n or_o if_o among_o other_o his_o sin_n he_o bewail_v this_o sin_n yet_o he_o go_v not_o to_o the_o quick_a he_o search_v not_o the_o wound_n to_o the_o bottom_n his_o repentance_n as_o yet_o be_v but_o a_o ordinary_a and_o everie-day-repentance_n whereas_o his_o extraordinary_a sin_n require_v a_o extraordinary_a sorrow_n he_o may_v also_o the_o while_n pray_v for_o mercy_n and_o pardon_n but_o not_o so_o effectual_o and_o hearty_o for_o such_o a_o measure_n of_o mercy_n as_o his_o sin_n require_v and_o the_o reason_n that_o his_o repentance_n and_o consequent_o his_o prayer_n for_o pardon_n at_o the_o best_a be_v not_o yet_o so_o sound_a as_o it_o ought_v which_o be_v the_o cause_n that_o as_o yet_o he_o find_v not_o that_o comfortable_a fruition_n of_o god_n favour_n and_o mercy_n as_o afterward_o upon_o his_o more_o serious_a repentance_n be_v his_o want_n of_o due_a consideration_n in_o weigh_v the_o horriblenesse_n and_o hugeness_n of_o his_o sin_n for_o
his_o sin_n be_v less_o than_o they_o be_v that_o so_o he_o may_v never_o come_v sound_o to_o repent_v of_o they_o or_o else_o when_o the_o sinner_n begin_v to_o be_v humble_v and_o to_o be_v over-shooe_n in_o sorrow_n the_o devil_n be_v ready_a to_o push_v he_o over_o boot_n yea_o to_o plunge_v he_o over_o head_n and_o car_n he_o present_v he_o with_o a_o false_a glass_n wherein_o he_o behold_v his_o sin_n beyond_o all_o measure_n monstrous_a and_o above_o all_o example_n but_o herein_o he_o lie_v there_o be_v no_o sin_n incident_a to_o the_o condition_n of_o god_n child_n wherein_o some_o of_o god_n dear_a saint_n have_v not_o go_v before_o whereof_o you_o have_v example_n of_o high_a nature_n of_o sundry_a kind_n for_o we_o speak_v not_o here_o of_o diabolical_a sin_n commit_v with_o a_o high_a hand_n and_o such_o for_o which_o a_o man_n find_v no_o place_n for_o repentance_n as_o profane_a esau_n or_o judas_n or_o those_o pharisee_n and_o high_a priest_n which_o sin_v against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n 12.9_o heb._n 12.9_o but_o we_o speak_v of_o the_o sin_n incident_a to_o god_n saint_n which_o for_o the_o outward_a act_n be_v not_o inferior_a to_o the_o great_a sin_n of_o reprobate_n but_o they_o differ_v main_o in_o the_o inward_a affection_n judas_n for_o love_n of_o money_n betray_v his_o master_n peter_n for_o fear_n of_o his_o life_n deny_v he_o both_o repent_v but_o the_o halter_n send_v judas_n to_o his_o place_n mercy_n receive_v peter_n to_o his_o apostleship_n ahab_n commit_v murder_n for_o a_o field_n david_n for_o a_o wife_n both_o repent_v but_o as_o their_o heart_n main_o differ_v in_o the_o commit_n of_o sin_n so_o in_o their_o repentance_n so_o that_o david_n upon_o his_o hearty_a repentance_n obtain_v remission_n of_o his_o sin_n but_o with_o temporal_a judgement_n to_o his_o further_a humiliation_n &_o salvation_n ahab_n upon_o his_o hypocritical_a repentance_n obtain_v a_o intermission_n or_o adiournment_n of_o temporal_a punishment_n to_o his_o utter_a condemnation_n and_o perdition_n for_o ahab_n as_o all_o such_o reprobate_n commit_v sin_n with_o his_o whole_a heart_n but_o repent_v by_o half_n david_n as_o the_o regenerate_v on_o the_o contrary_a they_o sin_n by_o half_n but_o repent_v with_o their_o whole_a heart_n for_o the_o reprobate_n be_v all_o flesh_n all_o the_o old_a man_n but_o the_o regenerate_a be_v divide_v between_o the_o old_a man_n and_o the_o new_a it_o be_v no_o more_o i_o that_o sin_n say_v paul_n in_o the_o person_n of_o the_o regenerate_a but_o sin_n that_o dwell_v in_o i_o in_o the_o reprobate_n in_o the_o service_n of_o sin_n the_o flesh_n be_v whole_o take_v up_o but_o in_o spiritual_a duty_n it_o be_v altogether_o lame_a and_o untoward_a as_o the_o fish_n out_o of_o his_o element_n but_o in_o the_o regenerate_a it_o be_v the_o flesh_n only_o that_o sin_v but_o the_o spirit_n only_o that_o repent_v and_o though_o we_o can_v so_o sensible_o discern_v this_o difference_n of_o sin_n by_o the_o outward_a act_n suffice_v it_o that_o god_n who_o see_v not_o as_o man_n see_v clear_o behold_v to_o put_v a_o main_a difference_n between_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o one_o and_o of_o the_o other_o to_o give_v repentance_n or_o to_o deny_v pardon_n now_o to_o bring_v this_o down_o to_o every_o man_n heart_n in_o what_o degree_n of_o man_n shall_v we_o find_v a_o weighty_a instance_n then_o among_o the_o minister_n of_o the_o gospel_n who_o be_v person_n of_o high_a note_n of_o holy_a calling_n and_o such_o as_o if_o they_o sin_n against_o the_o lord_n as_o eli_n say_v to_o his_o son_n the_o priest_n who_o shall_v entreat_v for_o they_o 2.25_o 1_o sam._n 2.25_o yet_o god_n forbid_v that_o such_o have_v sin_v shall_v despair_v non_fw-la itaque_fw-la etc._n etc._n as_o one_o in_o saint_n augustine_n say_v although_o the_o priest_n have_v sin_v he_o ought_v not_o therefore_o to_o despair_v morkâ—s_o de_fw-fr vera_fw-la &_o falsa_fw-la paenit_fw-la lib._n cap._n 5._o iâ—_n the_o 4._o tom_n of_o s_o aug._n morkâ—s_o notwithstanding_o it_o be_v write_v who_o shall_v entreat_v for_o he_o tota_n namque_fw-la ecclesia_fw-la etc._n etc._n for_o the_o whole_a church_n and_o some_o other_o priest_n and_o the_o whole_a order_n of_o the_o saint_n shall_v pray_v for_o he_o and_o christ_n himself_o who_o offer_v himself_o to_o god_n for_o we_o sed_fw-la ideo_fw-la considerandum_fw-la etc._n etc._n but_o therefore_o a_o priest_n must_v be_v heedful_a lest_o he_o easy_o fall_v who_o sin_n be_v note_v to_o be_v the_o more_o grievous_a dicat_fw-la apud_fw-la se_fw-la etc._n etc._n let_v he_o say_v with_o himself_o if_o the_o people_n empty_a of_o the_o word_n of_o god_n shall_v offend_v i_o must_v bear_v part_n of_o the_o burden_n i_o dare_v not_o lay_v heavy_a load_n upon_o they_o and_o not_o move_v they_o with_o my_o own_o finger_n but_o if_o i_o sin_v what_o shall_v i_o do_v i_o shall_v not_o so_o easy_o escape_v i_o must_v bewail_v my_o misery_n for_o i_o be_o of_o a_o high_a condition_n than_o the_o people_n under_o i_o sic_fw-la sacerdos_n &_o timeat_fw-la peccare_fw-la sed_fw-la magis_fw-la timeat_fw-la desperare_fw-la so_o the_o priest_n let_v he_o both_o fear_n to_o sin_n but_o much_o more_o fear_n to_o despair_v so_o that_o of_o all_o example_n the_o minister_n sin_n be_v most_o dangerous_a and_o difficult_a to_o be_v pardon_v either_o of_o god_n or_o man_n now_o because_o i_o can_v be_v so_o bold_a with_o any_o to_o make_v instance_n of_o as_o with_o myself_o be_v a_o minister_n of_o the_o gospel_n what_o though_o my_o hart_n can_v check_v i_o of_o commit_v the_o like_a actual_a sin_n of_o adultery_n as_o david_n or_o of_o fornication_n as_o solomon_n and_o bless_a be_v god_n who_o only_a grace_n and_o not_o any_o goodness_n or_o power_n in_o myself_o have_v preserve_v i_o from_o commit_v any_o such_o sin_n actual_o so_o much_o as_o once_o in_o all_o my_o life_n or_o much_o less_o of_o murder_n or_o of_o abjuration_n of_o the_o lord_n â—esus_fw-la christ_n my_o merciful_a redeemer_n or_o least_o of_o all_o of_o any_o habttuall_a reign_v affection_n as_o covetousness_n ambition_n and_o the_o like_a yet_o be_v sensible_a of_o â—y_a many_o corruption_n sundry_a â—â—berations_n in_o life_n absurd_a and_o wicked_a folly_n which_o may_v be_v venial_a in_o other_o but_o become_v mortal_a in_o i_o as_o be_v such_o which_o have_v bring_v a_o wound_n not_o only_o to_o my_o soul_n before_o god_n but_o to_o my_o good_a name_n in_o the_o world_n insomuch_o as_o neither_o the_o world_n can_v be_v otherwise_o persuade_v of_o i_o but_o that_o i_o be_o a_o son_n of_o belial_n some_o profane_a hypocrite_n loose_a person_n or_o the_o like_a nor_o yet_o my_o own_o conscience_n can_v be_v otherwise_o satisfy_v but_o that_o the_o least_o degree_n of_o sin_n in_o i_o may_v stand_v in_o comparison_n with_o the_o great_a enormity_n that_o ever_o any_o of_o god_n child_n have_v of_o frailty_n fall_v into_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v in_o this_o case_n whether_o shall_v i_o turn_v i_o when_o i_o may_v sit_v i_o down_o in_o sad_a solitariness_n and_o thus_o debate_n deplore_v my_o forlorn_a estate_n what_o such_o a_o one_o as_o i_o commit_v the_o least_o folly_n a_o minister_n of_o christ_n be_v â—uer_o any_o so_o absurd_a ever_o any_o of_o god_n prophet_n or_o priest_n or_o apostle_n or_o minister_n i_o mean_v not_o traitorous_a judasses_n or_o covetous_a demasses_n or_o ambitious_a dioâ—repheses_n or_o adulterous_a hophny_n and_o phineass_n or_o such_o like_a which_o continue_v in_o their_o sin_n unrepented_a unreformed_a have_v nothing_o of_o the_o sacred_a call_n but_o the_o bare_a name_n what_o comfort_n can_v these_o example_n minister_v to_o a_o faithful_a minister_n overtake_v with_o any_o fault_n whereas_o themselves_o perish_v in_o their_o sin_n but_o i_o mean_v the_o better_a the_o best_a sort_n yes_o i_o find_v david_n commit_v adultery_n murder_n yet_o a_o holy_a prophet_n and_o repent_v and_o be_v receive_v to_o mercy_n 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