christ_n be_v utter_o lose_v in_o regard_n of_o himself_o luk._n 9.10_o and_o withal_o hearty_o to_o desire_v yea_o to_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o reconciliation_n with_o god_n in_o the_o merit_n of_o christ_n and_o that_o above_o all_o other_o thing_n in_o the_o world_n be_v not_o only_o a_o begin_n of_o grace_n but_o even_o grace_v itself_o by_o which_o we_o may_v be_v assure_v of_o our_o adoption_n and_o salvation_n this_o be_v in_o paul_n rom._n 7.24_o o_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o from_o the_o body_n of_o this_o death_n even_o as_o jacob_n when_o as_o he_o and_o his_o family_n be_v pinch_v with_o famine_n be_v glad_a to_o send_v and_o to_o go_v into_o egypt_n for_o food_n to_o relieve_v he_o and_o he_o so_o will_v those_o that_o be_v spiritual_o hungry_a and_o thirsty_a be_v at_o any_o pain_n and_o break_v through_o any_o difficulty_n for_o the_o satisfy_n and_o refresh_v of_o their_o faint_a soul_n this_o desire_n of_o grace_n i_o say_v 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mean_n and_o instrumental_a cause_n whereby_o the_o assurance_n of_o god_n mercy_n and_o christ_n merit_n be_v derive_v unto_o we_o namely_o true_a faith_n and_o after_o unfeigned_a repentance_n and_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n sanctify_a spirit_n this_o desire_n in_o the_o scripture_n be_v resemble_v to_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n psal_n 42.1_o isa_n 51.1_o psal_n 143.6_o psal_n 63.1_o note_v two_o thing_n unto_o we_o first_o a_o sense_n of_o our_o want_n and_o second_o a_o appetite_n or_o earnest_a desire_n to_o be_v satisfy_v and_o have_v our_o want_n supply_v and_o in_o these_o spiritual_a thing_n first_o we_o feel_v the_o want_n of_o god_n grace_n &_o christ_n righteousness_n and_o then_o we_o earnest_o desire_v that_o we_o may_v be_v fill_v and_o satisfy_v therewith_o so_o that_o to_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n and_o righteousness_n of_o christ_n and_o to_o be_v weary_a and_o heavy_a lade_v math._n 11.28_o be_v much_o alike_o and_o 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desire_n in_o himself_o join_v with_o a_o careful_a and_o continual_a use_n of_o the_o mean_n of_o salvation_n whereby_o his_o desire_n may_v be_v satisfy_v he_o may_v assure_v himself_o that_o the_o lord_n who_o have_v wrought_v in_o he_o the_o will_v to_o desire_v will_v also_o in_o his_o good_a time_n work_v in_o he_o the_o grace_n which_o he_o so_o earnest_o desire_v psal_n 145.19_o he_o will_v fulfil_v the_o desire_n of_o they_o that_o fear_v he_o etc._n etc._n and_o therefore_o if_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o our_o affliction_n and_o grievous_a temptation_n we_o can_v cry_v out_o with_o david_n psal_n 38.9_o lord_n i_o pour_v out_o my_o whole_a desire_n before_o thou_o we_o may_v be_v assure_v how_o miserable_a soever_o we_o be_v in_o out_o own_o sense_n and_o feeling_n that_o we_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o grace_n and_o shall_v have_v our_o desire_n satisfy_v phil._n 16._o yea_o whosoever_o hunger_v and_o thirst_v after_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n and_o righteousness_n of_o christ_n whosoever_o be_v weary_a and_o heavy_a lade_v that_o be_v whosoever_o have_v a_o true_a sense_n and_o feel_n of_o his_o sin_n and_o be_v vex_v and_o grieve_v with_o the_o burden_n thereof_o and_o with_o all_o his_o heart_n desire_v to_o be_v case_v of_o his_o load_n though_o he_o think_v himself_o in_o a_o most_o miserable_a estate_n yet_o if_o he_o come_v unto_o christ_n and_o with_o blind_a bartimeus_n cry_v out_o o_o son_n of_o david_n have_v mercy_n on_o i_o i_o may_v answer_v he_o as_o it_o be_v say_v unto_o this_o blind_a man_n be_v of_o good_a comfort_n for_o christ_n call_v thou_o mark_n 10.46_o 47._o and_o if_o christ_n call_v we_o he_o will_v give_v we_o to_o drink_v of_o the_o water_n of_o life_n whereof_o whosoever_o drink_v shall_v never_o be_v more_o a_o thirst_n joh._n 4.14_o but_o it_o shall_v be_v in_o he_o a_o well_o of_o water_n spring_v up_o unto_o everlasting_a life_n when_o david_n will_v persuade_v god_n to_o bring_v he_o again_o to_o the_o assembly_n of_o the_o saint_n where_o he_o may_v enjoy_v the_o mean_n of_o comfort_n and_o salvation_n he_o use_v this_o as_o a_o forcible_a argument_n psal_n 42.2_o my_o soul_n thirst_v for_o god_n even_o for_o the_o live_a god_n when_o shall_v i_o come_v and_o appear_v before_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n psal_n 48.2_o my_o soul_n long_v yea_o and_o faint_v for_o the_o court_n of_o the_o lord_n as_o none_o be_v bid_v guest_n to_o feast_v with_o christ_n but_o such_o as_o have_v thirsty_a soul_n isa_n 55.1_o so_o every_o one_o that_o thirst_v come_v you_o to_o the_o water_n apo._n 22.17_o let_v he_o that_o be_v a_o thirst_n come_v so_o none_o else_o have_v any_o promise_n of_o speed_v well_o if_o they_o shall_v come_v for_o thus_o go_v the_o promise_n isa_n 43.3_o i_o will_v pour_v water_n upon_o the_o thirsty_a and_o flood_n upon_o the_o dry_a ground_n joh._n 7.37.38_o if_o any_o man_n thirst_n let_v he_o come_v unto_o i_o and_o drink_n so_o than_o if_o we_o once_o come_v with_o a_o long_a heart_n that_o do_v as_o it_o be_v gape_v and_o enlarge_v itself_o to_o take_v in_o the_o rain_n of_o grace_n as_o the_o dry_a ground_n do_v to_o receive_v the_o shower_n that_o fall_v upon_o it_o through_o we_o be_v never_o so_o thirsty_a we_o shall_v be_v full_o satisfy_v 1._o pet._n 2.2_o as_o new_o bear_v babe_n desire_v the_o sincere_a milk_n of_o the_o word_n of_o god_n that_o you_o may_v grow_v thereby_o that_o be_v if_o you_o be_v as_o sharp_a set_v for_o the_o food_n of_o your_o soul_n as_o little_a child_n be_v for_o their_o mother_n milk_n you_o shall_v get_v inward_a growth_n of_o grace_n thereby_o and_o still_o increase_v in_o the_o inward_a man_n as_o child_n do_v in_o the_o outward_a and_o find_v a_o progress_n in_o grace_n as_o they_o do_v in_o nature_n now_o to_o the_o end_n we_o may_v have_v this_o spiritual_a appetite_n let_v we_o use_v all_o good_a mean_n for_o the_o obtain_n of_o it_o which_o be_v as_o follow_v first_o for_o as_o much_o as_o sin_n do_v annoy_v our_o stomach_n and_o kill_v our_o appetite_n we_o must_v put_v away_o the_o practice_n of_o it_o and_o the_o allowance_n of_o all_o infirmity_n both_o great_a and_o small_a this_o we_o be_v teach_v 1._o pet._n 2.12_o wherefore_o lay_v aside_o all_o maliciousness_n and_o all_o guile_n and_o dissimulation_n and_o envy_n and_o evil_a speak_n as_o new_o bear_v babe_n desire_v the_o sincere_a milk_n of_o the_o word_n of_o god_n etc._n etc._n whence_o observe_v how_o we_o be_v require_v to_o put_v a_o way_n a_o bitter_a and_o envious_a mind_n against_o our_o brethren_n a_o dissemble_a heart_n towards_o god_n and_o not_o to_o suffer_v our_o evil_a affection_n to_o break_v forth_o into_o evil_a
faith_n by_o the_o author_n and_o finisher_n of_o our_o faith_n heb._n 12.2_o to_o this_o effect_n make_v excellent_o that_o worthy_a speech_n of_o christ_n matth._n 11.12_o say_n that_o the_o violent_a take_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n by_o force_n that_o be_v the_o true_a israelite_n though_o they_o endure_v bitter_a conflict_n yet_o by_o faith_n hold_v fast_a god_n apprehend_v in_o his_o word_n and_o through_o the_o same_o faith_n and_o patience_n obtain_v the_o promise_n heb._n 6.12_o to_o conclude_v therefore_o we_o be_v not_o to_o build_v our_o assurance_n upon_o our_o own_o sense_n and_o feeling_n but_o upon_o god_n unchangeable_a and_o gracious_a promise_n make_v unto_o we_o in_o christ_n jesus_n and_o if_o at_o any_o time_n our_o sense_n and_o feeling_n tell_v one_o thing_n that_o be_v that_o god_n have_v withdraw_v his_o love_n from_o we_o ps_n 77.7.8.9_o and_o forsake_v we_o esa_n 54.7_o and_o the_o word_n of_o god_n assure_v we_o of_o a_o other_o thing_n that_o be_v that_o god_n will_v never_o forsake_v we_o heb._n 13.5_o but_o continue_v his_o love_n unto_o we_o unto_o the_o end_n esa_n 49.8_o we_o be_v not_o to_o trust_v our_o own_o feel_n but_o unto_o god_n promise_n for_o otherwise_o what_o do_v we_o else_o but_o prefer_v our_o deceive_a sense_n before_o god_n infallible_a truth_n and_o make_v god_n a_o liar_n because_o we_o believe_v not_o the_o truth_n of_o his_o write_a promise_n 1._o joh._n 5.10_o after_o that_o we_o have_v attain_v to_o faith_n and_o have_v feel_v some_o effectual_a work_n of_o god_n spirit_n in_o we_o common_o in_o many_o of_o god_n child_n succeed_v not_o long_o after_o some_o deadness_n and_o dulness_n and_o they_o think_v in_o themselves_o that_o they_o have_v lose_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n as_o we_o have_v before_o show_v here_o we_o be_v to_o search_v the_o cause_n whether_o it_o be_v for_o some_o sin_n commit_v or_o for_o some_o present_a duty_n not_o practise_v for_o leave_v and_o neglect_v the_o mean_n of_o our_o salvation_n or_o for_o for_o some_o sin_n not_o repent_v of_o or_o for_o not_o use_v the_o mean_n of_o salvation_n upright_o to_o which_o purpose_n the_o lord_n command_v we_o to_o take_v knowledge_n of_o our_o sin_n jer._n 3.13_o and_o to_o remember_v from_o whence_o we_o be_v fall_v apoc._n 2.5_o the_o mean_n to_o attain_v to_o a_o sight_n of_o sin_n be_v a_o diligent_a examination_n of_o a_o man_n own_o self_n lament_v 3.40_o and_o david_n give_v the_o same_o counsel_n to_o saul_n courtier_n psal_n 4.4_o examine_v your_o heart_n this_o examination_n must_v be_v make_v principal_o by_o the_o law_n of_o god_n and_o namely_o by_o the_o ten_o commandment_n which_o ransake_v the_o heart_n to_o the_o very_a quick_a rom._n 3.20_o for_o by_o the_o law_n come_v the_o knowledge_n of_o sin_n this_o be_v the_o mean_n of_o paul_n better_a knowledge_n of_o himself_o rom._n 7.7_o i_o know_v not_o sin_n but_o by_o the_o law_n and_o as_o this_o compare_v the_o life_n with_o the_o law_n of_o god_n make_v the_o unbeliever_n 1._o cor._n 14.24.25_o to_o fall_v down_o on_o his_o face_n and_o to_o worship_n god_n and_o the_o psalmist_n be_v a_o man_n after_o god_n own_o heart_n to_o say_v psal_n 130.3_o if_o thou_o o_o lord_n strait_o mark_v iniquity_n who_o shall_v stand_v and_o therefore_o to_o beg_v of_o god_n say_v psal_n 143.2_o o_o lord_n enter_v not_o into_o judgement_n with_o thy_o servant_n for_o in_o thy_o sight_n shall_v none_o that_o live_v be_v justify_v so_o will_v it_o be_v the_o mean_n to_o work_v in_o we_o a_o sight_n of_o our_o sin_n and_o to_o repent_v of_o the_o same_o as_o we_o have_v example_n acts._n 2.37_o who_o upon_o peter_n sermon_n be_v prick_v in_o their_o heart_n say_v man_n and_o brethren_n what_o shall_v we_o do_v to_o who_o peter_n prescribe_v the_o remedy_n ver_fw-la 38._o require_v they_o to_o amend_v their_o life_n thus_o by_o his_o repentance_n do_v david_n recover_v psal_n 52.5_o and_o thus_o peter_n recover_v weep_v bitter_o after_o the_o 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god_n child_n be_v at_o the_o same_o time_n in_o the_o estate_n of_o grace_n and_o be_v a_o part_n of_o that_o inbred_a corruption_n and_o fleshly_a old_a man_n which_o before_o our_o call_n whole_o possess_v and_o overrule_v we_o and_o after_o also_o bear_v some_o sway_n in_o we_o even_o when_o we_o be_v regenerate_v till_o with_o all_o other_o corruption_n we_o lay_v this_o aside_o also_o by_o death_n but_o worldly_a and_o carnal_a man_n do_v never_o discern_v how_o dull_a and_o drowsy_a they_o be_v in_o god_n service_n nor_o feel_v the_o huge_a mass_n of_o inbred_a corruption_n but_o fond_o flatter_v themselves_o imagine_v that_o they_o be_v in_o exceed_v good_a case_n and_o very_o devout_a in_o god_n service_n which_o indeed_o as_o they_o perform_v it_o
be_v nothing_o else_o but_o the_o horror_n of_o conscience_n &_o apprehension_n of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n for_o the_o same_o now_o godly_a sorrow_n indeed_o may_v be_v occasion_v by_o our_o sin_n but_o it_o spring_v proper_o of_o the_o apprehension_n of_o the_o grace_n and_o goodness_n of_o god_n in_o christ_n jesus_n 2._o worldly_n sorrow_n be_v a_o grief_n for_o sin_n only_o in_o respect_n of_o the_o punishment_n but_o godly_a sorrow_n be_v a_o lively_a touch_n and_o grief_n of_o heart_n for_o sin_n because_o it_o be_v sin_n though_o there_o be_v no_o punishment_n for_o it_o 3._o this_o be_v godly_a sorrow_n when_o we_o love_v the_o man_n that_o rebuke_v we_o act._n 2.37_o and_o reverence_v the_o word_n the_o more_o be_v by_o it_o reproove_v in_o our_o conscience_n but_o this_o be_v worldly_a sorrow_n when_o we_o hate_v he_o that_o reprove_v in_o the_o gate_n 4._o if_o our_o sorrow_n do_v drive_v we_o to_o prayer_n or_o to_o seek_v comfort_n in_o the_o word_n of_o god_n it_o be_v good_a but_o when_o man_n to_o put_v away_o sorrow_n will_v go_v sleep_n will_v go_v play_n will_v go_v sport_n themselves_o get_v to_o merry_a company_n and_o pass_v away_o the_o time_n and_o so_o as_o they_o term_v it_o will_v purge_v and_o drive_v away_o the_o rage_n of_o melancholy_n never_o go_v to_o preacher_n never_o respect_v prayer_n nor_o seek_v comfort_n in_o the_o word_n of_o god_n this_o sorrow_n be_v not_o good_a to_o conclude_v s._n paul_n have_v set_v down_o seven_o sign_n whereby_o this_o godly_a sorrow_n may_v be_v discern_v 2._o cor._n 7.10.11_o which_o when_o a_o man_n do_v find_v in_o himself_o he_o have_v no_o doubt_n godly_a sorrow_n in_o he_o sign_n of_o godly_a sorrow_n a_o care_n to_o avoid_v evil_a past_a and_o not_o to_o sin_v again_o joh._n 5.14_o sin_n no_o more_o lest_o a_o worse_a thing_n come_v unto_o thou_o and_o this_o care_n be_v signify_v by_o watch_v and_o wake_v apoc._n 2.2.3_o a_o confession_n of_o our_o sin_n to_o god_n and_o comdemn_v ourselves_o for_o they_o thus_o the_o prophet_n teach_v the_o people_n hos_fw-la 14.2_o to_o say_v take_v away_o all_o iniquity_n etc._n etc._n and_o holy_a daniel_n the_o man_n belove_v of_o god_n do_v practice_v this_o rule_n dan._n 9.18.19_o o_o god_n incline_v thy_o ear_n open_v thy_o eye_n and_o behold_v etc._n etc._n prou._n 28.13_o he_o that_o confess_v his_o sin_n and_o forsake_v they_o shall_v have_v mercy_n a_o holy_a and_o inward_a anger_n against_o ourselves_o for_o our_o carelessness_n in_o look_v to_o our_o own_o way_n job._n 42.6_o i_o abhor_v myself_o so_o when_o ephraim_n repent_v this_o be_v the_o effect_n of_o her_o repentance_n jer._n 31.19_o she_o smite_v upon_o her_o thigh_n a_o fear_n not_o so_o much_o of_o god_n judgement_n as_o lest_o we_o fall_v into_o the_o same_o sin_n again_o and_o so_o offend_v our_o merciful_a father_n psal_n 130.4_o with_o thou_o be_v mercy_n that_o thou_o may_v be_v fear_v pro._n 28.14_o bless_a be_v the_o man_n that_o fear_v always_o a_o desire_n ever_o after_o to_o please_v god_n with_o all_o our_o heart_n this_o be_v in_o david_n psal_n 119.11_o i_o have_v hide_v thy_o promise_n in_o my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v not_o sin_v against_o thou_o ver_fw-la 60._o i_o make_v haste_n and_o delay_v not_o to_o keep_v thy_o commandment_n ver_fw-la 106._o i_o have_v swear_v and_o will_v perform_v it_o that_o i_o will_v keep_v thy_o righteous_a judgement_n ver_fw-la 5._o o_o that_o my_o way_n be_v direct_v to_o keep_v thy_o statute_n a_o zeal_n for_o god_n glory_n and_o worship_n with_o sorrow_n for_o the_o defect_n in_o himself_o and_o other_o apoc._n 3.19_o zeal_n and_o repentance_n be_v couple_v as_o the_o cause_n and_o effect_n this_o zeal_n be_v in_o david_n psal_n 119.139_o my_o zeal_n have_v even_o consume_v i_o ver_fw-la 135._o i_o see_v the_o transgressor_n and_o be_v grieve_v because_o they_o keep_v nor_o thy_o word_n ver_fw-la 136._o my_o eye_n gush_v out_o with_o river_n of_o water_n because_o they_o keep_v not_o thy_o law_n a_o revenge_n or_o punish_v of_o ourselves_o for_o our_o offence_n commit_v against_o god_n which_o be_v when_o we_o deny_v some_o thing_n unto_o ourselves_o to_o free_v we_o thereby_o from_o sin_n which_o otherwise_o we_o may_v use_v lawful_o for_o our_o comfort_n thus_o david_n will_v not_o drink_v 1._o chro._n 11.18.19_o of_o the_o water_n of_o bethelem_n and_o thus_o have_v offend_v in_o gluttony_n and_o drunkenness_n let_v we_o revenge_v ourselves_o by_o fast_v and_o abstinence_n now_o have_v thou_o find_v these_o worthy_a fruit_n in_o thyself_o then_o certtain_o as_o they_o say_v unto_o peter_n math._n 26.73_o that_o his_o speech_n bewray_v he_o to_o be_v a_o galilean_a so_o these_o gracious_a sign_n will_v assure_v thou_o that_o thou_o have_v sorrow_v with_o a_o godly_a sorrow_n for_o thy_o sin_n unto_o these_o thing_n i_o may_v add_v the_o judgement_n of_o that_o reverend_a divine_a mr._n grenham_n who_o speech_n be_v that_o the_o often_o sin_n and_o the_o less_o grief_n be_v a_o note_n of_o the_o child_n of_o the_o devil_n but_o contrariwise_o the_o often_o sin_n and_o the_o more_o grief_n be_v a_o note_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n if_o a_o man_n be_v not_o trouble_v for_o sin_n here_o it_o be_v the_o way_n to_o hell_n if_o he_o trouble_v here_o it_o be_v the_o way_n to_o heaven_n and_o as_o they_o which_o have_v not_o be_v trouble_v have_v have_v a_o little_a joy_n shall_v have_v eternal_a pain_n so_o they_o which_o here_o have_v have_v a_o little_a pain_n shall_v afterward_o have_v everlasting_a joy_n luk._n 16.25_o they_o that_o be_v correct_v here_o and_o profit_v by_o it_o be_v afflict_v of_o the_o lord_n in_o mercy_n but_o they_o that_o be_v vex_v and_o amend_v not_o receive_v a_o token_n of_o god_n further_a wrath_n therefore_o we_o must_v not_o look_v to_o feel_v comfort_n in_o the_o remission_n of_o our_o sin_n unless_o we_o also_o have_v sorrow_n for_o commit_v of_o out_o sin_n for_o never_o be_v any_o of_o god_n child_n comfort_v thorough_o but_o they_o be_v first_o humble_v for_o their_o sin_n deut._n 32.39_o i_o kill_v and_o give_v life_n i_o wound_v and_o make_v whole_a say_v the_o lord_n for_o shall_v christ_n have_v his_o heart_n prick_v with_o a_o spear_n and_o shall_v not_o we_o have_v we_o prick_v with_o sorrow_n we_o can_v never_o without_o the_o knowledge_n and_o feel_n of_o sorrow_n for_o our_o sin_n hearty_o long_a for_o christ_n in_o all_o their_o sacrifice_n of_o the_o law_n wherein_o christ_n be_v perfigure_v be_v also_o manifest_v under_o dark_a sign_n the_o contrition_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o acknowledgement_n of_o their_o unworthines_n psal_n 4.5_o tremble_v and_o sin_v not_o say_v david_n where_o he_o show_v that_o this_o be_v a_o effectual_a thing_n to_o true_a repentance_n to_o quake_v and_o tremble_v for_o fear_n of_o god_n judgement_n therefore_o we_o must_v fear_v and_o humble_v ourselves_o because_o before_o terror_n and_o quake_n at_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n we_o will_v never_o be_v bring_v to_o offer_v ourselves_o to_o christ_n alone_o david_n psal_n 32._o entitle_v a_o psalm_n of_o instruction_n concern_v the_o free_a remission_n of_o sin_n teach_v how_o we_o shall_v find_v the_o same_o where_o he_o show_v until_o trouble_v of_o mind_n do_v drive_v he_o to_o god_n he_o find_v no_o comfort_n manasses_n 2._o chron._n 33.12.13_o which_o do_v eat_v the_o bread_n of_o sorrow_n and_o drink_v the_o water_n of_o grief_n until_o he_o have_v lament_v and_o sorrow_v feel_v no_o rest_n nor_o peace_n in_o his_o soul_n this_o godly_a sorrow_n be_v well_o please_v to_o god_n psal_n 51.18.19_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o god_n be_v a_o contrite_a spirit_n a_o break_a and_o contrite_a heart_n o_o god_n thou_o will_v not_o despise_v isa_n 66.2_o to_o he_o will_v i_o look_v even_o to_o he_o that_o be_v poor_a and_o of_o a_o contrite_a spirit_n matth._n 9.13_o i_o be_o not_o come_v to_o call_v the_o righteous_a but_o sinner_n to_o repentance_n not_o every_o sinner_n but_o that_o sinner_n which_o condemn_v sin_n in_o himself_o and_o be_v weary_a and_o lade_v with_o his_o sin_n mal._n 11.28_o christ_n prefer_v the_o harlott_n and_o publican_n before_o the_o pharise_n matth._n 21.32_o for_o they_o be_v prick_v for_o their_o sin_n and_o convict_v do_v sorrow_n so_o then_o christ_n give_v righteousness_n to_o they_o that_o feel_v themselves_o sinner_n ease_n to_o they_o which_o be_v burden_a light_a to_o they_o which_o be_v in_o darkness_n life_n to_o they_o which_o be_v dead_a and_o salvation_n to_o they_o that_o condemn_v themselves_o to_o conclude_v that_o we_o may_v the_o better_o get_v this_o holy_a affection_n of_o sorrow_n into_o our_o heart_n we_o must_v use_v all_o help_n needful_a for_o this_o purpose_n
spiritual_a fight_n consider_v therefore_o the_o contrary_a affection_n and_o action_n which_o plain_o show_v themselves_o in_o this_o battle_n for_o we_o find_v our_o faith_n assault_v with_o doubt_v and_o infidelity_n and_o these_o also_o again_o beat_v back_o after_o they_o have_v get_v some_o ground_n and_o subdue_v with_o the_o spirit_n of_o faith_n we_o discern_v also_o our_o affiance_n in_o god_n show_v by_o shake_v with_o diffidence_n and_o distrust_n and_o afterward_o this_o distrust_n vanquish_v again_o by_o affiance_n so_o as_o after_o we_o have_v utter_v through_o the_o violence_n of_o temptation_n diffident_a and_o impatient_a speech_n yet_o at_o length_n we_o grow_v to_o job_n resolution_n job._n 13.15_o loe_o though_o he_o slay_v i_o yet_o will_v i_o trust_v in_o he_o we_o may_v also_o discern_v our_o zeal_n sometime_o so_o hot_a in_o god_n service_n that_o it_o expel_v coldness_n and_o the_o fruit_n thereof_o dullnes_n and_o drowzine_n of_o spirit_n and_o sometime_o by_o they_o it_o be_v cool_v and_o in_o outward_a appearance_n quench_v the_o like_a may_v be_v say_v of_o all_o other_o fruit_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o the_o spirit_n this_o conflict_n christ_n note_v in_o peter_n joh._n 21.18_o when_o thou_o be_v young_a thou_o girde_v thyself_o and_o walk_v whether_o thou_o will_v but_o when_o thou_o shall_v be_v old_a thou_o shall_v stretch_v forth_o thy_o hand_n and_o another_o shall_v gird_v thou_o and_o lead_v thou_o whether_o thou_o will_v not_o out_o of_o doubt_n peter_n be_v lead_v to_o death_n willing_o in_o the_o spirit_n but_o in_o the_o flesh_n against_o he_o will_v he_o will_v and_o he_o will_v not_o die_v the_o spirit_n be_v willing_a but_o the_o flesh_n will_v not_o for_o death_n be_v never_o welcome_a to_o the_o flesh_n in_o one_o and_o the_o self_n same_o man_n convert_v to_o god_n so_o long_o as_o he_o live_v here_o there_o be_v the_o old_a and_o the_o new_a man_n the_o spirit_n be_v the_o new_a man_n he_o to_o be_v put_v on_o this_o to_o be_v put_v off_o eph._n 4.22.24_o between_o these_o two_o there_o can_v be_v no_o peace_n what_o peace_n say_v jehu_n 2._o king_n 9.22_o so_o here_o what_o peace_n because_o their_o will_n be_v diverse_a their_o desire_n and_o endeavour_n diverse_a and_o their_o purpose_n diverse_a here_o we_o may_v insert_v two_o great_a conflict_n 1._o between_o faith_n and_o reason_n 2._o between_o hope_n and_o despair_n first_o this_o combat_n between_o faith_n and_o reason_n be_v touch_v the_o doctrine_n of_o the_o church_n faith_n stay_v itself_o upon_o god_n word_n but_o reason_n upon_o the_o wisdom_n of_o the_o world_n faith_n believe_v god_n promise_n reason_n respect_v the_o order_n of_o nature_n faith_n depend_v upon_o god_n power_n reason_n regard_v the_o strength_n of_o nature_n exod._n 14.11_o have_v thou_o bring_v we_o to_o die_v in_o the_o wilderness_n say_v reason_n ver_fw-la 13._o fear_v you_o not_o stand_v still_o and_o behold_v the_o salvation_n of_o the_o lord_n say_v faith_n numb_a 11.21.22_o six_o hundred_o thousand_o man_n be_v there_o of_o the_o people_n among_o who_o i_o be_o and_o thou_o say_v i_o will_v give_v they_o flesh_n that_o they_o may_v eat_v a_o month_n long_o shall_v the_o sheep_n and_o the_o beef_n be_v slay_v for_o they_o to_o find_v they_o etc._n etc._n say_v reason_n ver_fw-la 23._o be_v the_o lord_n hand_n shorten_v say_v faith_n 2._o kin._n 7.3_o though_o the_o lord_n will_v make_v window_n in_o heaven_n can_v this_o thing_n come_v to_o pass_v say_v reason_n behold_v thou_o shall_v see_v it_o with_o thy_o eye_n say_v faith_n the_o like_a place_n to_o this_o effect_n be_v these_o hest_n 4.11.13.14_o dan._n 3.14.1_o cor._n 1.13.24_o second_o this_o combat_n between_o hope_n and_o despair_n be_v most_o gricuous_a in_o the_o which_o the_o strife_n be_v for_o the_o crown_n of_o happiness_n after_o this_o life_n for_o the_o obtain_n whereof_o hope_n wait_v but_o despair_n faint_v utter_o in_o this_o conflict_n faith_n and_o the_o 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130.3.4_o joh._n 2.4.7_o now_o whence_o do_v all_o this_o opposition_n and_o contrariety_n proceed_v shall_v i_o say_v from_o the_o flesh_n nay_o it_o be_v against_o all_o reason_n for_o as_o saint_n james_n dispute_v jam._n 3.11_o do_v a_o fountain_n send_v forth_o at_o one_o place_n sweet_a water_n and_o bitter_a or_o rather_o as_o christ_n jesus_n reason_v matth._n 7.16_o do_v man_n gather_v grape_n of_o thorn_n or_o fig_n of_o thistle_n so_o may_v i_o demand_v can_v the_o flesh_n in_o the_o which_o as_o saint_n paul_n affirm_v rom._n 7.8_o dwell_v no_o good_a thing_n bring_v forth_o the_o fruit_n of_o the_o spirit_n which_o be_v quite_o contrary_a to_o the_o nature_n thereof_o namely_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n hatred_n of_o itself_o and_o the_o corruption_n thereof_o and_o a_o earnest_a desire_n of_o sanctification_n it_o be_v impossible_a so_o long_o as_o we_o be_v destitute_a of_o the_o spirit_n and_o a_o lively_a faith_n we_o be_v whole_o oversway_v with_o the_o flesh_n and_o 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