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to_o come_v into_o it_o for_o where_o thou_o once_o enterest_n all_o magnificence_n abound_v and_o there_o be_v always_o honour_v sufficient_a where_o thou_o be_v and_o beside_o o_o lord_n thou_o receyve_v no_o honour_n by_o come_v to_o visit_v i_o but_o i_o thy_o poor_a servant_n be_o honour_v by_o thy_o presence_n why_o shall_v thou_o leave_v the_o glorious_a bright_a heaven_n and_o bright_a shine_a star_n and_o to_o come_v down_o here_o below_o to_o seek_v for_o nothing_o that_o can_v be_v say_v to_o be_v honourable_a but_o it_o be_v as_o i_o think_v because_o thou_o will_v have_v thy_o angel_n know_v and_o understand_v that_o they_o ought_v not_o to_o pride_n up_o themselves_o in_o their_o magnificence_n see_v they_o be_v thy_o creature_n and_o that_o thou_o can_v make_v the_o most_o vile_a enhabitant_n on_o the_o earth_n as_o honourable_a as_o any_o one_o of_o they_o this_o be_v it_o why_o thou_o come_v down_o from_o the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n to_o have_v mercy_n upon_o we_o and_o have_v the_o like_a feel_n of_o our_o misery_n thou_o come_v to_o reestablish_v we_o in_o our_o ancient_a perfection_n and_o because_o that_o we_o as_o much_o as_o in_o we_o lie_v have_v deface_v the_o image_n of_o the_o deity_n which_o thou_o have_v imprint_v in_o we_o thou_o come_v to_o recharge_v and_o recover_v the_o liniament_n of_o our_o first_o nature_n half_o deface_v it_o be_v thou_o then_o who_o as_o thou_o be_v our_o creator_n so_o also_o will_v be_v our_o redeemer_n and_o as_o thou_o have_v be_v our_o father_n so_o also_o will_v be_v our_o protector_n and_o defender_n and_o it_o be_v thou_o o_o lord_n who_o although_o the_o whole_a world_n have_v reject_v we_o yet_o have_v stretch_v out_o thy_o arm_n and_o gather_v we_o together_o under_o the_o wing_n of_o thy_o love_a kindness_n 16_o and_o so_o be_v it_o most_o meet_a for_o i_o know_v not_o whither_o else_o to_o go_v my_o father_n and_o my_o mother_n have_v forsake_v i_o i_o mean_v the_o father_n that_o beget_v i_o and_o my_o mother_n that_o tender_o nurse_v i_o and_o bring_v i_o up_o do_v abhor_v i_o when_o as_o they_o see_v i_o set_v my_o whole_a hart_n upon_o thou_o and_o leave_v the_o vanity_n of_o this_o world_n they_o never_o look_v on_o i_o but_o with_o grief_n and_o hold_v i_o but_o for_o a_o castaway_n my_o brethren_n make_n much_o of_o i_o turn_v into_o disdain_n the_o kind_n and_o sweet_a amity_n of_o my_o sister_n change_v into_o contempt_n and_o the_o gracious_a meeting_n of_o my_o dear_a friend_n be_v turn_v into_o mockery_n whither_o then_o must_v i_o fly_v if_o my_o dear_a friend_n entreat_v i_o after_o this_o sort_n what_o will_v my_o enemy_n do_v unto_o i_o who_o mouth_n be_v full_a of_o gall_n and_o their_o tong_n full_a of_o deadly_a poison_n who_o ordinary_a action_n and_o exercise_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o do_v of_o wrong_n and_o speak_v contumelious_o but_o even_o then_o when_o i_o be_o most_o give_v over_o than_o be_v thou_o near_o unto_o i_o embrase_v i_o most_o favourable_o and_o pour_v upon_o my_o head_n the_o treasure_n of_o thy_o mercy_n most_o large_o 17_o now_o see_v it_o have_v please_v thou_o thus_o to_o enlarge_v thy_o grace_n towards_o i_o that_o i_o may_v be_v conserve_v teach_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o how_o i_o may_v serve_v thou_o learn_v i_o what_o thy_o law_n be_v and_o how_o i_o must_v direct_v my_o step_n that_o i_o may_v continual_o walk_v a_o right_n in_o that_o narrow_a and_o thorny_a path_n which_o must_v conduct_v i_o unto_o the_o port_n of_o salvation_n for_o it_o be_v long_o sit_v hence_o o_o lord_n that_o i_o leave_v that_o broad_a and_o easy_a way_n sow_v with_o the_o pleasure_n of_o this_o world_n and_o which_o bring_v all_o those_o that_o follow_v the_o same_o unto_o destruction_n &_o damnation_n show_v i_o therefore_o my_o god_n thy_o way_n for_o under_o such_o a_o guide_n i_o can_v never_o stray_v show_v it_o i_o o_o lord_n i_o say_v for_o if_o i_o go_v never_o so_o little_a out_o of_o it_o i_o be_o utter_o undo_v my_o enemy_n lie_v in_o wait_n to_o surprise_v i_o and_o to_o make_v i_o subject_a to_o dishonour_v i_o and_o so_o consequent_o thyself_o o_o lord_n because_o they_o know_v that_o i_o serve_v thou_o faithful_o 18_o deliver_v i_o not_o therefore_o into_o their_o hand_n that_o they_o may_v deal_v with_o i_o according_a to_o their_o heart_n desire_v for_o than_o be_v my_o honour_n at_o a_o end_n they_o have_v already_o make_v strong_a their_o part_n suggest_v a_o thousand_o accusation_n and_o frame_v a_o world_n of_o witness_n but_o their_o leasing_n have_v return_v upon_o their_o own_o head_n and_o bear_v witness_n
bait_n of_o sin_n give_v it_o a_o entrance_n into_o we_o bring_v it_o deaf_o in_o &_o set_v by_o that_o mean_v our_o soul_n on_o fire_n waste_v and_o consume_v whatsoever_o good_a thing_n be_v within_o us._n let_v we_o then_o command_v our_o lip_n to_o receive_v nothing_o but_o the_o bare_a and_o simple_a truth_n and_o banish_v lie_v &_o deceit_n for_o ever_o from_o they_o for_o if_o we_o keep_v in_o fast_o shut_v the_o wicked_a thought_n which_o may_v arise_v in_o our_o heart_n without_o give_v they_o vent_v they_o will_v in_o the_o end_n choke_v themselves_o even_o as_o fire_n that_o have_v no_o air_n 13_o and_o therefore_o let_v we_o first_o of_o all_o put_v all_o lie_a &_o deceit_n far_o away_o from_o we_o for_o the_o true_a praise_n which_o god_n look_v for_o at_o our_o hand_n be_v that_o we_o shall_v imitate_v he_o as_o much_o as_o our_o nature_n will_v permit_v now_o he_o be_v the_o god_n of_o truth_n and_o of_o justice_n who_o can_v neither_o love_v nor_o make_v much_o of_o we_o so_o long_o as_o lie_v which_o be_v contrary_a to_o he_o shall_v dwell_v in_o us._n secondary_o we_o must_v estrange_v ourselves_o from_o all_o sin_n whatsoever_o for_o to_o eschew_v ill_a be_v the_o beginning_n to_o do_v well_o and_o always_o provide_v that_o if_o god_n find_v we_o void_a of_o wicked_a intent_n he_o will_v fill_v we_o with_o good_a one_o and_o teach_v we_o that_o which_o we_o ought_v to_o wish_v and_o procure_v and_o the_o thing_n which_o we_o ought_v principall_a to_o desire_v he_o teach_v us._n and_o that_o be_v peace_n which_o he_o will_v have_v we_o desire_v with_o all_o our_o heart_n first_o peace_n with_o he_o which_o be_v the_o store-house_n of_o all_o goodness_n which_o we_o can_v never_o have_v except_o we_o yield_v he_o that_o obedience_n which_o we_o owe_v he_o and_o then_o peace_n among_o ourselves_o without_o the_o which_o we_o can_v never_o have_v he_o for_o he_o have_v command_v we_o to_o love_v our_o neighbour_n as_o ourselves_o so_o as_o if_o in_o stead_n of_o this_o we_o breathe_v out_o nothing_o but_o blood_n &_o spoil_n what_o peace_n will_v we_o have_v with_o he_o who_o law_n and_o commandment_n we_o infringe_v and_o break_v and_o withal_o that_o war_n be_v no_o better_a than_o the_o blossom_n of_o injustice_n which_o be_v abominable_a before_o god_n 14_o his_o eye_n which_o be_v this_o well_o frame_v and_o love_a eye_n behold_v none_o but_o the_o inst_z and_o righteous_a his_o light_n enlighten_v none_o but_o they_o neither_o be_v his_o miracle_n show_v but_o in_o favour_n of_o they_o and_o his_o ear_n be_v not_o open_o but_o unto_o their_o prayer_n and_o we_o may_v proper_o say_v that_o his_o justice_n be_v on_o his_o side_n that_o examine_v the_o life_n of_o those_o which_o offer_v themselves_o unto_o he_o and_o to_o he_o recommend_v their_o prayer_n which_o be_v of_o a_o upright_a heart_n 15_o and_o as_o for_o those_o that_o take_v pleasure_n in_o ill_a do_n he_o look_v upon_o they_o indeed_o but_o it_o be_v with_o a_o furious_a burn_a eye_n who_o beam_n be_v like_o the_o arrow_n of_o pain_n and_o misery_n wherewith_o he_o wound_v their_o soul_n fill_v they_o with_o fear_n and_o astonishment_n beside_o a_o thousand_o other_o misery_n which_o he_o lay_v on_o they_o as_o earnest_n of_o torment_n which_o attend_v they_o he_o dream_v not_o of_o they_o otherwise_o then_o of_o the_o root_n out_o of_o their_o memory_n from_o the_o face_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o by_o justice_n to_o wash_v the_o arrow_n of_o their_o pollution_n which_o be_v leave_v for_o he_o sufficient_o know_v their_o impenitent_a heart_n which_o have_v insolent_o neglect_v his_o holy_a mercy_n 16_o now_o the_o righteous_a have_v not_o so_o do_v for_o they_o have_v in_o good_a time_n return_v unto_o god_n and_o call_v upon_o his_o clemency_n have_v in_o the_o end_n obtain_v it_o they_o rejoice_v therein_o and_o it_o remain_v with_o they_o as_o it_o be_v their_o portion_n he_o have_v deliver_v they_o our_o of_o all_o their_o trouble_n wherein_o they_o be_v plunge_v and_o receive_v they_o under_o his_o grace_n as_o under_o a_o brazen_a wall_n so_o as_o no_o violent_a mischief_n what_o soever_o can_v be_v able_a to_o make_v they_o false_a heart_a 17_o undoubted_o god_n be_v marvellous_a good_a &_o favourable_a thou_o may_v say_v that_o he_o be_v always_o favourable_a unto_o the_o afflict_a which_o call_v upon_o he_o and_o forsake_v he_o not_o day_n nor_o night_n for_o no_o soon_o have_v our_o grief_n &_o sorrow_n humble_v we_o and_o make_v we_o know_v what_o need_n we_o have_v of_o he_o but_o that_o he_o be_v by_o and_o by_o ready_a at_o hand_n to_o save_v us._n 18_o in_o very_a deed_n the_o righteous_a be_v afflict_v with_o strange_a calamity_n and_o a_o man_n may_v proper_o say_v that_o they_o be_v the_o very_a subject_n and_o matter_n of_o misery_n to_o work_v on_o there_o be_v so_o many_o mischief_n come_v tumble_v in_o one_o in_o another_o neck_n to_o oppress_v they_o but_o this_o be_v not_o to_o any_o other_o end_n save_v to_o make_v the_o mercy_n of_o god_n shine_v more_o glorious_o in_o they_o for_o the_o great_a that_o the_o tribulation_n be_v the_o more_o do_v the_o pity_n and_o compassion_n shine_v in_o the_o preserve_n of_o they_o 19_o for_o he_o keep_v even_o the_o very_a lest_o bone_n they_o have_v nay_o there_o shall_v not_o one_o hair_n of_o their_o head_n fall_v nor_o be_v pluck_v in_o sunder_o but_o by_o his_o express_a will_n neither_o shall_v that_o ever_o once_o come_v to_o pass_v but_o for_o their_o only_a good_a and_o benefit_n and_o yet_o more_o than_o that_o for_o he_o have_v all_o their_o good_n and_o all_o their_o trade_n &_o traffic_v in_o his_o protection_n and_o when_o it_o please_v he_o he_o will_v multiply_v their_o store_n cause_v his_o blessing_n flourish_v in_o their_o house_n and_o make_v their_o riches_n and_o possession_n increase_v according_a to_o their_o own_o heart_n desire_v 20_o but_o contrariwise_o the_o life_n of_o the_o wicked_a shall_v be_v most_o miserable_a and_o although_o for_o the_o prove_v and_o invite_v of_o they_o to_o turn_v unto_o he_o he_o lend_v unto_o they_o the_o good_n and_o commodity_n of_o this_o life_n yet_o shall_v their_o death_n be_v most_o lamentable_a yea_o such_o a_o death_n as_o shall_v deliver_v they_o unto_o eternal_a torment_n and_o plunge_v they_o in_o the_o bottomless_a depth_n of_o inextinguishable_a fire_n there_o to_o be_v devour_v and_o never_o consume_v and_o there_o continualy_a languish_v without_o ever_o die_a this_o shall_v be_v the_o end_n of_o the_o wicked_a and_o of_o those_o that_o make_v war_n against_o the_o just_a 21_o and_o in_o the_o mean_a while_n thy_o poor_a servant_n who_o thou_o have_v so_o dear_o redeem_v from_o the_o hand_n of_o death_n and_o of_o sin_n shall_v enjoy_v the_o bless_a salvation_n which_o thou_o have_v purchase_v for_o they_o and_o hold_v death_n and_o sin_n enchain_v under_o their_o foot_n within_o the_o chain_n of_o thy_o mercy_n will_v trust_v in_o thou_o so_o long_o as_o they_o shall_v be_v in_o this_o exile_n of_o the_o world_n and_o after_o they_o shall_v have_v depart_v hence_o shall_v enjoy_v that_o everlasting_a blessedness_n which_o thou_o have_v promise_v they_o behold_v in_o thy_o face_n this_o fountain_n of_o brightness_n bounty_n and_o beauty_n wherewith_o thou_o frame_v heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o all_o in_o they_o contain_v grudge_v not_o to_o see_v etc._n etc._n psalm_n 37._o 1_o see_v that_o the_o providence_n of_o god_n precedent_n of_o the_o government_n of_o the_o world_n be_v to_o reward_v every_o man_n according_a to_o his_o desert_n i_o be_o sometime_o astonish_v to_o see_v how_o those_o man_n who_o bend_v their_o whole_a study_n to_o do_v ill_a receive_v so_o many_o favour_n in_o this_o life_n &_o exceed_v and_o abound_v in_o so_o many_o sort_n of_o benefit_n but_o as_o my_o heart_n begin_v to_o breathe_v our_o despightful_a word_n and_o to_o be_v angry_a within_o itself_o i_o think_v i_o feel_v the_o spirit_n 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malice_n for_o their_o sake_n for_o who_o aid_n â—…d_v succour_v thou_o cause_v we_o to_o be_v â—…rne_v geve_v we_o gentle_a and_o meek_a spiâ—…_n which_o may_v keep_v we_o in_o unity_n and_o â—…berly_a love_n by_o patient_o &_o meek_o â—…aring_v the_o infirmity_n one_o of_o anâ—â—…r_n for_o we_o right_o well_o know_v my_o god_n 〈◊〉_d easy_o we_o slip_v yea_o how_o easy_o 〈◊〉_d stumble_v and_o fall_v in_o the_o way_n of_o this_o slippery_a and_o irksome_a life_n wâ—_n have_v too_o too_o little_a force_n and_o strength_n continual_o to_o keep_v our_o foot_n and_o iâ—_n resist_v the_o wind_n which_o drive_v we_o forward_o into_o the_o steep_a break_n neck_n 〈◊〉_d all_o wickedness_n and_o iniquity_n and_o therefore_o we_o pray_v most_o earnest_o unto_o thou_o not_o to_o lead_v we_o into_o tentation_n and_o 〈◊〉_d keep_v far_o from_o we_o all_o occasion_n which_o may_v any_o way_n cause_v we_o to_o offend_v thou_o and_o to_o arm_v we_o with_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n against_o all_o those_o object_n which_o of_o themselves_o offer_v they_o unto_o we_o without_o thâ—_n which_o we_o shall_v be_v always_o overcome_v and_o by_o the_o which_o we_o shall_v continual_o be_v vanquisher_n in_o this_o wrestle_a againâ—…_n sin_n for_o this_o prize_n and_o garland_n 〈◊〉_d victory_n be_v for_o none_o but_o for_o such_o a_o 〈◊〉_d as_o thou_o do_v second_v in_o this_o fight_n grant_v we_o therefore_o such_o grace_n 〈◊〉_d that_o when_o any_o extraordinary_a desire_n 〈◊〉_d get_v worldly_a riches_n assail_v we_o thaâ—_n thou_o will_v strengthen_v we_o with_o a_o mind_n obtain_v heavenly_a riches_n and_o valiant_o contemn_v and_o despise_v the_o good_n 〈◊〉_d this_o world_n and_o the_o uncertain_a as_o frail_a knowledge_n of_o they_o and_o let_v 〈◊〉_d remember_v that_o they_o pass_v away_o as_o thâ—_n cloud_n in_o the_o air_n from_o one_o countreâ—_n â—…to_o another_o and_o in_o the_o end_n melt_v and_o â—…sume_v away_o to_o nothing_o and_o that_o for_o 〈◊〉_d most_o part_n the_o gold_n and_o 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we_o also_o this_o grace_n that_o the_o â—…riousnes_n of_o the_o honour_n of_o this_o world_n â—…nd_v not_o we_o and_o draw_v we_o on_o to_o desire_v â—…e_o than_o be_v expedient_a for_o out_o saluaâ—…on_n and_o let_v it_o always_o be_v imprint_v 〈◊〉_d our_o thought_n that_o there_o be_v no_o true_a honour_n in_o this_o world_n but_o to_o serve_v theâ—_n worthy_o and_o that_o for_o the_o serve_a 〈◊〉_d thou_o the_o place_n of_o honour_n be_v too_o toâ—_n baâ—…_n &_o that_o the_o greatness_n thereof_o consist_v 〈◊〉_d humility_n as_o for_o the_o rest_n which_o we_o sâ—…_n wonder_n at_o &_o admire_v it_o be_v but_o a_o deceitful_a light_n after_o which_o we_o hunt_v with_o to_o mouth_n &_o be_v like_a unto_o those_o little_a fiâ—…_n which_o appear_v in_o the_o night_n about_o the_o river_n
they_o shine_v and_o cast_v light_a but_o 〈◊〉_d the_o dark_a and_o carry_v they_o which_o follâ—…_n they_o even_o to_o their_o drown_n if_o they_o take_v not_o very_o great_a heed_n of_o they_o fâ—…_n our_o worldly_a pomp_n &_o secular_a dignity_n never_o appear_v beâ—…_n this_o dark_a world_n &_o when_o we_o have_v wink_o cast_v our_o 〈◊〉_d upon_o the_o heavenly_a light_n they_o seem_v 〈◊〉_d we_o to_o shine_v as_o bright_a as_o the_o fire_n thâ—…_n clearness_n be_v like_a unto_o a_o basin_n of_o goâ—…_n fine_o polishedâ—_n but_o in_o follow_v 〈◊〉_d they_o we_o fall_v into_o the_o run_a brookâ—_n where_o we_o be_v incontinent_o lose_v aâ—…_n undo_v we_o uncertaine_o flore_fw-la amidst_o the_o will_n of_o prince_n and_o the_o opinion_n of_o the_o common_a people_n so_o long_o as_o that_o we_o stumble_v at_o last_o at_o some_o scandal_n or_o offence_n which_o mighteâ—…_n shake_v and_o shiver_v us._n and_o therefore_o my_o god_n geve_v i_o constancy_n thaâ—_n â—e_v not_o shake_v with_o behold_v the_o 〈◊〉_d â—…ties_n but_o make_v i_o only_o ambitious_a thy_o glory_n and_o cause_n that_o my_o spirit_n 〈◊〉_d lift_v up_o itself_o towards_o immortaâ—…ie_n feed_v not_o itself_o with_o the_o smoke_v 〈◊〉_d this_o world_n neither_o let_v i_o envy_v â—ose_o which_o possess_v all_o these_o frail_a â—…d_n transitory_a good_n and_o honour_n â—…t_o let_v my_o desire_n be_v to_o approach_v as_o â—…ere_o as_o i_o possible_o can_v the_o example_n 〈◊〉_d good_a life_n which_o thou_o have_v picâ—…ed_v out_o unto_o we_o with_o most_o lively_a â—…lors_n in_o the_o table_n of_o thy_o own_o 〈◊〉_d and_o this_o be_v do_v let_v all_o the_o viâ—…ent_a passion_n of_o ire_n wrath_n and_o ranâ—…_n be_v banish_v from_o my_o soul_n and_o 〈◊〉_d my_o desire_n be_v to_o do_v good_a unto_o 〈◊〉_d the_o world_n and_o hurt_v to_o none_o and_o 〈◊〉_d my_o body_n and_o soul_n be_v ever_o waâ—…ng_a and_o employ_v about_o good_a and_o commendable_a work_n without_o ever_o â—o_o be_v englut_v with_o pale_a and_o 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thing_n be_v not_o bring_v to_o pass_v nor_o make_v perfect_a but_o with_o patience_n and_o long_o suffer_v and_o let_v we_o not_o despair_n if_o so_o be_v thing_n fall_v not_o out_o as_o we_o will_v wish_v at_o the_o first_o chop_n for_o he_o do_v nothing_o but_o for_o our_o good_a for_o as_o he_o be_v almighty_a so_o be_v he_o also_o only_o good_a and_o as_o he_o be_v only_o good_a so_o iâ—_n he_o also_o only_o wise_a and_o that_o which_o we_o think_v many_o time_n to_o be_v most_o against_o we_o be_v most_o profitable_a for_o we_o and_o the_o wholesome_a medecine_n be_v common_o most_o bitter_a believe_v i_o it_o be_v a_o good_a thing_n for_o a_o man_n a_o little_a to_o be_v be_v the_o yoke_n in_o his_o youth_n that_o be_v to_o say_v to_o have_v affliction_n which_o may_v somewhat_o bow_v and_o bend_v his_o neck_n and_o abate_v his_o pride_n jod._n let_v a_o wise_a man_n therefore_o which_o see_v himself_o fall_v into_o any_o great_a calamine_n be_v quiet_a and_o say_v nothing_o 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