the robe of righteousnesse therefore they may all rejoyce alike in the Lord Isa 61. 10. Oh here is strong consolation for a fainting soule to refresh it selfe withall Use This should teach all that desire righteousnesse to goe for it to Christ where it is O soule look no longer to finde it in thy selfe for it is not there it is in Christ in him his righteousnesse is enough and good enough for thee yea best for thee therefore seek no further but rest satisfied in Christ in his righteousnesse drinke here abundantly in this sweet fountain that is bottomlesse add therefore can never be drawne dry Song 5. 1. Thy pardon is now by Justice as well as mercy therefore drinke freely Use Comfort Behold here is comfort and consolation to all that beleeve in that you have righteousnesse in Christ at all times however it be with you within or without be thy defects few or many this is a comfort to thee thou hast righteousnesse in Christ which makes thee happy for ever Now all is paid by my sweet Jesus I may goe boldly to the throne of grace I am happy now and so shall be for ever But saith the discouraged soule I cannot beleeve the Lord Jesus was made sin for me Why not for thee Because my sins are greater then others for my sins have all the aggravations upon them that can be 1. Mine are many So were those in the second and third Chapter of Jeremiah yet notwithstanding God pardoned them all as appeares Jer. 3. 21. to 25. 2. But my sinnes are great and hainous So were theirs and so were Mâ—nasses as appeares 2 Kings 21. 4. 11. 16. and so was hers in Luk. 7. 47. and so was Pauls 1 Tim. 1. 15. yet God pardoned them all as he hath done many others if thou art a wonderfull sinner Christ is a wonderfull Saviour Isa 9. 6. 3. But my sinnes are against the Gospel So was Pauls he persecuted them that professed he made havocke of the Church entring into every house haling men and women and committing them to prison Acts 8. 3. Christ dyed for them that slew him Acts 2. 23. 38. 4. But mine are after many mercies So was Solomons he sinned against God after the Lord appeared unto him twice 1 Kings 11. 9. 5. But I have sinned against Gods intreaties to returne So did they I said after shee had done all these things Turne thou unto me but shee returned not Jer. 3. 7. 6. But I have sinned against Gods Reproofes So did they Thou hast a whores forehead that refusest to be ashamed Jer. 3. 3. 8. 7. But I have sinned against Gods corrections in not being reformed by them So did they In vaine have I smitten your children they have received no correction Jer. 2. 30. 8. But I have committed one sin often So did they Thou hast played the harlot with many lovers Jer. 3. 1 6. 9. But I have continued â—â—ning for a long continuance of time So did they We have not obeyed the voice of the Lord from our youth unto this day Jer. 3. 25. 2. 22. 10. But my sins are against knowledge and conscience So was Davids concerning Bathsheba and putting to death Uriah and so did Peter sin when he said and swore He know not the man and that he was not with him Mat. 26. 69. to 75. 11. But I am fallen backe from what I have been So did they Returne thou backsliding Israel Jer. 3. 6. 12. 12. But I have willingly and resolvedly forsaken God So did they saying We are Lords wee will come no more at him Jer. 3. 31 32. 13. But I have willingly chosen sin So did they saying I have loved strangers and after them will I goe Jer. 2. 25. 14. But I have seduced others and caused them to sin So did they Thou hast also taught the wicked ones thy wayes Jer. 2. 23. And Manasseh seduced them to doe more evill then did the Natâ—ous whom the Lord destroyed and made Judah also to sinne 2 King 21. 9. 11. 16. And Paul compelled men to blaspheme Acts 26. 11. 16. Manasseh a greater sinner obtained mercy â— Chron. 33. 18 19. and a lesser sinner perisheth in his sin that men may know that the Lord will have mercy on whom he will Rom. 9. 15. 15. But I have sinned as much as I could So did they Behold thou hast spoken and done as evill things as thou couldst Jer. 3. 5. 16. But my sins are after vowes and covenants So were theirs Thou saidst I will not transgresse when upon every high hill and under every greene tree thou wanderest playing the harlot Jer. 2. 25. 17. But I have justified my selfe in all my sinnes So did they Because thou saidst I have not sinned I will plead with thee Jer. 3. 35. 18. But I despaire and have no hope of mercy This is worst of all yet so did they Thou saidst there is no hope Jer. 2. 25. And when I cry he shutteth out my prayer and I said My strength and my hope is perished with the Lord saith Jeremiah Lam. 3. 8. 18. And Job said My hope hath he removed like a tree Job 19. 10. My dayes are spent without hope Job 7. 6. 13 14 15 16. David in his hast said I am cut off before thine eyes Psal 31. 22. Abraham beleeved against hope Rom. 4. 18. Yee were sometimes without hope Ephes 2. 12. Consider these were once like thee and the Lord hath had mercy on them and it may be he hath mercy for thee although thou dost not know it be not out of hope I was brought â—â—w and he helped me Psal 116. 6. And so God may helpe thee also Oh the riches of his grace is unsearchable All that know his Name will trust in him Psal 9. 10. consider Exod. 34. 5 6 7. I am perswaded I have sinned the sin against the holy Spirit and that is unpardonable Heb. 6. 4. 1. Those who have committed that sinne tread under-foote the Sonne of God and câ—unt the bloud of the Covenant an unholy thing and doe hare God and Christ Joh. 15. 24. 2. In that thou art afraid thou hast committed this sinne it is certaine thou hast not committed it because those that have so sinned are past feare and feeling being given up to a reprobate sense Eph. 4. 19. I am afraid he doth not love me and so nothing can doe me good 〈…〉 give way to such a thought 〈…〉 but the Lord may returne as 〈…〉 2. Is this the way thinkest thou to injoy assurance to nourish jealousies against his love shouldst thou not rather say as David How precious are thy thoughts to me O God great is the sum of them if I should count them they are more then the sands Psal 139. 17 18. The number of the sands are many yet yee see Gods thoughts of love exceeds them therefore be not afraid onely beleeve Mark 5. 36. Christ received sinners Luk. 15. 1 2. 3. If thou thinkest so because
to our sensiblenesse of fin but to Christ 6. Our greatest measure of sensiblenesse of sin is not free from sin it deserves nothing but death 7. If thou didst see thy selfe lost and fatherless so as not any thing could satisfie thee but Christ this is a great and sweet worke of the Gospel this none have but such as shall be saved by thy renouncing thy own sufficiency it doth appeare there is a better sufficiency come in place 2. Disâ— I feare my faith is not the faith of Gods Elect because I have so many doubtings 1. I grant feares and doubtings are the fruits of unbeliefe and as feares and doubts increase the stronger unbeliefe is yet by the Scriptures it appeares Gods people that have beleeved yet had many doubts and feares as appeares Joh. 13. 1. Mark 9. 24. Unbeliefe was so strong in Thomas that he said he would not beleeve Joh. 20. 24 25. It may be the case is so with thee therefore take heed least yee say you have no faith least yee deny the worke of God and call little faith no faith and light darknesse and one of the fruits of the Spirit sinne for to doe so is very evill Woe unto them that call evill good and good evill that put darknesse for light and light for darknesse that put bitter for sweet and sweet for bitter Isa 5. 20. Those that put faith for unbeliefe doe so 2. Use meanes to remove such things as strengthen unbeliefe and hinder the sight of thy faith ignorance is one cause of doubting also an over-sensiblenesse of infirmities slighting Gods meanes neglect of duty or formall performance or nourishing sin pâ—onenesse to sin hearkening to Satan to sense carnall reasonings nourishing feares and unbeliefe c. Know that means are means not causes of the increase of the fruits of the Spirit look to God 3. Indeavour to strengthen thy faith know the happinesse of a beleever in Christ seed thy faith with sutable promises live upon Christ above pray in faith Aske his Spirit and thou shalt have it see Luk. 11. 23. Which will revive and fill thy soule with joy and peace in beleeving in the same measure God reveales his love to a soule in the same measure doubts and feares are cast out Perfect love casts out feare 3. Dis I feare my faith is presumption Presumption may be understood in a twofold consideration first for a confidence without the Word or secondly against the Word for the first 1. He that presumes he hath no ground for his confidence he can neither give you any Scripture or good reason for his confidence the ground of his confidence is his own conceit and not from the Word and promise of God but he that beleeves in Christ his confidence is in the Word We through the Scriptures have hope Rom. 15. 4. No hope without a word In his word doe I hope Psal 130. 5. But I hope in thy Word Psal 119. 81. He that beleeves in Christ receives no promise of life but in and through Christ in the riches of his grace but 2. He that presumes if he receive a promise he receives it upon his own qualifications without respect to Christ he gathers conclusions of life from what he is and what he can doe his own righteousnesse was never drosse and dung to him as Phil. 3. 8. So they depend upon their faith and not upon Christ the cause of their confidence is because they are so good and not so bad like the proud Pharisee he never received the sentence of death in himselfe 2 Cor. 1. 9. And as they were ever confident so it was ever easie for them to beleeve He that beleeves his hope and trust is onely in God they hope in his mercy The eyes of the Lord are upon them that hope in his mercy Psal 33. 18. 21. 22. It is Gods worke to perswade the heart to rest upon the free mercy of God in Christ Psal 13. 5. I trust in the mercy of God for ever and ever Psal 52. 8. With the Lord there is mercy Psal 130. 7. God is rich in mercy Eph. 2. 4. Presumption cannot doe so Joh. 12. 37. 1 Pet. 19. 20. John 6. 28 29. Also his confidence is contrary to the word of God the word of God protests against them and their confidence as appeares Jer. 9. 9. 15. So their presumption hardens them and imboldens them to venture upon sinfull practices as lying stealing drunkennesse swearing uncleannesse c. He that truly beleeves abhorres that which is evill and cleaves to that which is good Rom. 12. 9. Every man that hath this hope in him purifieth himselfe as he is pure 1 Joh. 3. 3. see Titus 2. 11 12. They count all things but losse for Christ for him they will suffer the losse of all things Phil. 3. 8. Those who have tasted of Gods free love admire it are thankfull for it and doe loath with the greatest indignation what soever shall intrench upon the free love of God although it were but in the least degree 4 Dis If I had grace I should grow in grace but I doe not my life is not holy nor am I like unto the Lords 1. Art thou a childe a young man or a father there is a great difference betwixt a childe and a man in nature so great is the difference between a babe in Christ 1 Cor. 3. 1. and a man in Christ see 1 Joh. 2. 12 13. Also consider are you a babe in the wombe or borne he is a babe that is unskilfull in the word of Righteousnesse see Heb. 5. 13. As a childe is begotten and alive it s in the wombe before it be borne so a soule may be alive begotten from above before it be borne Christ must be formed in us before we can be new-borne babes Gal. 4. 18. 1 Pet. 2. 2. When thou art delivered out of bondage darknesse and feares concerning thy soule thou art borne and brought forth for as the wombe is a place of bondage so is a doubting condition and therefore such cannot do that which others doe Also in case thou art new borne there cannot be that expected from thee as from a man in Christ you know there is a difference to be put between a childe and a man 2. Learne to distinguish between the fruits of the Spirits and the exercise of them it s not the having of the fruits of the Spirit but the exercise of them that attaines to a holy conversation 3. Know that the time of doubting is a barren time men cannot fight and work at one and the same time when a soule is delivered from its enemies Satans terrors then the soule begins to serve Being delivered we serve Luk. 1. 47. Yee see deliverance is before working therefore the time of doubting of bondage is not the season of growing in holy services 4. Know it s one thing to be the Lords and another thing for God to convey his power into the soule by which it
hath everlasting life John 3. 36. 6. 40. 3. By beleeving we honour God He that receives his testimony hath set to his seale that God is true Joh. 3. 33 5. 10. Therefore none can beleeve too soone too confidently or too constantly 4. There is no quietnesse and settlement of soule without beleeving If yee beleeve not surely yee shall not be established Isa 7. 9. It s faith that rids the soule of all its distempers doubts and feares Rom. 5. 1 2. 5. Thou standest by faith and thou fallest into sinne by unbeliefe Rom. 11. 20. Heb. 9. 12. The Word is precious and powerfull yet it profited them not because it was not mixed with faith Heb. 4. 2. 6. By faith thou shalt be kept in perfect peace which will sweetly and transcendently refresh thy soule Isa 26. 2 4. Rom. 5. 1. By saith we apprehend Christ our justification the fruit of which is joy and peace 7. By unbeliefe wee adde sinne to sinne in the highest nature if we beleeve not what God saith our act of unbeliefe accuseth God to speake falsly He that beleeveth not hath made him a lier 1 Joh. 5. 10. 8. It can be no dishonour to God nor hurt unto thy selfe to beleeve and hope in his mercy therefore beleeve and when thou art tempted to unbeliefe set before thee the evill of this sinne 9. Unbeliefe hinders our thankfulnesse to God it straightens our hearts and stops our mouthes from praising God Thou shalt be dumbe because thou beleevest not Luk. 1. 20. Unlesse we beleeve we can never glorifie God nor honour him He was strong in faith giving glory to God Rom. 4. 20. 10. As bad as thou canst be have been received to mercy Jesus Christ came to save sinners This is a faithfull saying that is worthy of all acceptation 1 Tim. 1. 15 16. He justifieth the ungodly Rom. 4. 5. Therefore have hope Feare not but beleeve Luk. 8. 50. The Lord will command his loving kindnesse in the day time and in the night Psal 42. 8. Be not afraid onely beleeve Mark 5. 36. Hope thou in God Psal 42. 5. Moreover consider that 1. The multitude and greatnesse of sinne â—â—ght not to discourage thee in beleeving nor the fewnesse or smallnesse of sinnes is not to be any ground of thy confidence in God for pardon 2. The word of God doth no where say that great sinners shall not be saved therefore to thinke so is folly and a delusion of Satan 3. The word of God saith the contrary That Christ came to save the chiefe of sinners 1 Tim. 1. 15. Come let us reason together saith the Lord though your sinnes were as crimson they shall be made white as snow c. Isa 1. 18. 4. The word of God declares many great and sweet promises to great sinners as Jer. 3. Isa 55. 7 8 9. 43. 24 25. And there be many examples of great sinners received to mercy as Manasses 2 Chron. 33. 18 19. and many others yea the rebellious also Psal 68. 18. 5. Because Christ is mighty to save Isa 62. 1. He will abundantly pardon Isa 55. 7. His compassions faile not Lam 3. 23. There is a fountaine set open for sinne and for uncleannesse Zach. 13. 1. All that are weary and heavy laden are called to come to Christ Mat. 11. 28. If any man thirst let him come to me and drinke Joh. 7. 37. Every one that thirsteth come yee to the waters Isa 55. 1. Rev. 22. 17. 6. The Saints have made the greatnesse of sinne an incouragement to beleeve Lord pardon my sinnes for they are great Psal 25. 11. How great is his goodnesse much greater then thy sinnes Zach. 9. 17. Isa 43. The greater our sinnes are the greater our faith should be loe here is great consolation 7. God doth not selâ— Christ c. he was given freely Come buy without money c. Isa 55. 1. Whosoever will let him take of the water of life freely 8. Because such as Christ saves are unworthy without workes Rom. 4. 5 6. The most perfect Saint that ever was stood in need of mercy Behold he found no stedfastnesse in his servants and chargeth his Angels of folly how much more them that dwell in houses of clay Job 4. 18 19. Ezek. 16. 63. The love of God is the more glorious in that it is given to the unworthy 9. It makes most for the glory of God to give great things it were a disparagement for a King to doe otherwise the Lord is a great King Isa 9. 6. He doth great things past finding out and wonders without number Job 9. 10. Feare not the Lord will doe great things Joel 2. 21. Measure not the Lord by thy selfe My thoughts are not as your thoughts nor my wayes as your wayes saith the Lord Isa 55. 8 9. Such as are wise will not looke so much to their own basenesse is to his greatnesse Zach. 9. 17. 10. Nothing wee can doe can moove God to shew mercy Ezek. 16. 3. to 9. he shews mercy because he will Mica 7. 18 19. I will doe away thy sinnes for my Names sake Isa 43. 25. 11. The mercy of God is infinite it s without part or forme therefore not capable of any addition or defect therefore infinite shouldst thou need thousands of Seas of mercy to pardon thy sinne he could give it and not have the lesse if I had all the sinne in the world upon me or one sinfull thought this consideration makes it all one oh worlds of sinne in this Ocean vanish and come to nothing O the depth not of the beleevers faith but of the unsearchable riches of Christ Rom. 11. 33. Eph. 3. 8. 12. The name of God is infinite he is the father of mercies 2 Cor. 1. 3. its the nature of God The Lord is very pittifull and of tender mercies Jam. 5. 11. All the pitty and mercy that is or ever was is from him and all is but a drop to that Ocean of pitty love and mercy that is in him we are ready to sin but he is more ready to forgive Mercy pleaseth him it s his delight thou art a God ready to forgive he is plenteous in mercy Psal 86. 5. 13. Consider the price that was paid for the sinnes of his its infinite also count all thy sinnes still they are the acts of a finite creature Christ is God Rom. 9. therefore his satisfaction is above them 1 John 5. 20. His righteousnesse is greater then thy sinnes 14. Consider the covenant of grace is not made with us nor can it be broken by us Psal 89. 31. It s not founded upon such a fandy foundation as thy selfe and duties are and seeing the Covenant stands sure for ever it should satisfie us for ever and cause us to cast away all our doubts and feares and rest satisfied in his love That Circumcision in the nature of it was not the Seale of the Covenant of grace 1. Because Circumcision bindeth unto a Law
he may thinke he wants because he is possessed with all things God is his God It 's best to want that which we cannot injoy unlesse we sinne Weeping Excesse in weeping is against nature reason and Religion Many make a Christ of their teares World The whole world is a vanitie of vanities and vexations Will. To will is naturall but to will spirituall is above nature He cannot resist a sinfull will who hath no other then a sinfull will A man may perswade the will but it cannot be compelled To make Gods will to depend on mans will is to deprive God of his honour When we want a will to doe a thing wee pretend want of power and say I cannot Many prefer their wills before their lives for when they are crossed they wish for death The creature cannot doe more or lesse then God will Those vertues that adorne the will as love mercy justice are more glorious then those that adorne the understanding as wisdome power c. If the will gets into the understanding it puts all the powers of the soule upon action As the will is so answerable is the endeavour Wit A dull wit is fittest and best for him that wants discretion Winde Most men feed upon winde yet there is no satisfaction in it Words Many in stead of proofe will give big words but bare saying is no proofe Wonder For men not to prise their best workes is a wonder Naturall men wonder at worldly and sensuall things It 's no wonder if a naturall man seeke himselfe in all things Wisdome Wise men forecast how to doe most with least noise It 's wisdome sometimes to let passe and take no notice of a fault To feare to sin is wisdome and to depart from evill is understanding Wisdome goeth as farre beyond folly as light beyond darknesse It 's a speciall piece of wisdome to finde out and improve such places of Scripture as are sutable to our present condition The way to be wise in things naturall and spirituall is to observe and consider the reasons and causes of things It 's wisdome to doe that which is safest Wisdome is better then strength Worldly wisdome few have but what they paid too deare for The wisdome of man cometh from conference of things past and to come The more wise a man thinkes he is the more foole he is World This world is insufficient uncertain and perishing Every worldly thing is inconstant and a vaine vanitie Many are deceived by the false and vaine shews of the world The nourishing in our selves the love and care of worldly riches choakes the love of heavenly and kils many good things in us The things of this world are sutable to our spirits The world affords no stable comfort it perisheth in the using and when wee have most need of it The lesse the Saints desire the world the large their hearts are for God The more we love this world the lesse minde we have to leave it The more men are afflicted the more willing they are to leave this world The consideration of the end of the things of this world tends to weane from the world Such as are full of the world are empty enough of spirituall things He that is full of worldly businesse needs no other trouble The world is a great snare and deadly enemy to spirituallnesse they are the strangers that devoute our strength According as the world is sweet unto us so accordingly spirituall things are bitter The more men possesse of this world the lesse many use and injoy the more we love it the more we are crossed with it and the more we have of it the more we are in want Weaknesse Weaknesse with watchfulnesse stands when greater strength with selfe-confidence faileth The wisest and strongest Saints are most sensible of their own weaknesses Workes To be saved by Christ and to be saved by works are contrary the one excludes the other Christ will be all or nothing It 's possible for a person that beleeves through weaknesse to goe aside to the covenant of works Watchfulnesse Spirituall watchfulnesse is a speciall gift of God a chiefe part of godlinesse and a speciall helpe to holinesse and a Saints great priviledge Because the Saints watch no more they fall so much There is no good order in their lives who watch not Watching keeps the soule awake and fits us to exercise seasonably the fruits of the Spirits Of zeale The height of the affections is zeale Zeale is the height of love and the heat of the intention and affection Zeale is an affection wound up to the highest peg Zeale is the fire of the affections and it 's very hot Zeale is good when it 's for God it 's evill when it 's against him The command of God and Christs love to us and ours to him begets zeale for him it kindles it and makes it burne and flame Riches honour pleasure ease consumeth the Saints zeale and cooleth them The world and carnall friends powre much water to quench our zeale Zeale should eate us up and we eate it up Every man is zealous for God or himselfe To be zealous for a trifle is a great weaknesse Zeale cannot indure to see God dishonoured in no kinde A Saint loaths himselfe because he hath so little zeale for God c. AS it were with wings Mount thy selfe my spirit Vnto stable things Without alterings Which all comfort brings Them for to inherite Earthly things despise In them take no pleasure But thy selfe advise Higher for to rise Where true substance lies And the chiefest treasure Shadowing things are here Better things are higher In the Heavens cleare Let it then appeare That as things right deare Thou doest them desire Earthly things we know Soone away are sliding Here on Earth below They doe ebbe and flow And to dust they goe Without long abiding Yea they are by kinde So base and unstable That they should not binde To Earth a pure minde The which we may finde To be honourable Counsells Concerning Actions 1. SEe that what yee doe be lawfull see that your actions have a good foundation a word of God to warrant them else they are evill to doe things not required of God is the error of the wicked 2 Pet. 3. 17. that when God shall say Who required this at your hands Isa 1. 12. Deut. 12. 32. we may say thou O Lord. 2. Look what yee doe be expedient the circumstance of time place and person must be wisely conâ—idered to a good action is required that all the circumstances be good 3. Look to your end why yee doe what yee doe the end and scope of an action conduceth to the being of it if two duties come together doe the chiefest first unlesse works of mercy and necessity hinder 4. Look yee doe what is required because it is required and as it is required and when it is required to doe one dutie and neglect another is uncomely give each dutie it 's due
thy sins are great this will not prove it consider what God saith I have spread out my hand all the day to a rebellious people that provoke me to anger continually to my face Isa 65. 2 3. I doe not beleeve I am elected and so nothing can doe me good 1. This is a secret meddle not with it Secret things belong to God and revealed things to us Deut. 29. 29. 2. It is a common deceit of Satan to tell a soule God hath no mercy for him when the soule hath obtained mercy or when it is not farre from him 3. It is certaine these thoughts come from Satan because they are contrary to God in his Word as Gen. 3. 2 3 4. 4. It s the nature of unbeliefe to be inquisitive and curious to finde out any pretence that he may seeme to doe well in not hearkening to what God saith in his Word Heb. 10. 14. 5. We must not yeeld to Satan nor hearken unto him trouble not thy thoughts with Election but minde Jesus Christ doe you waite upon him in the use of means till he give thee faith and then thou shalt know thou art elected Acts 13. 48. But I have used the meanes and I am worse and worse therefore God will not doe me good 1. Doe you know Gods meanes and the number of them have your ends been good and right placed have you used them in a right manner measure time in sincerity have you not rested on the means have you used them in faith expecting his blessing The word they heard profited them not for want of faith Heb. 4. 2. 2. It s no good reason to say Because God hath not as yet given me my request therefore he never will consider Isa 64. 4. Isa 8. 17. They which had not obtained mercy did 1 Pet. 2. 10. They shall not be ashamed that waite for me Isa 49. 23. 3. It is just with God to blast the meanes yea it s a mercy that we might looke more to Christ in the use of meanes to blesse them and be all unto us 4. If thou hast a will that Christ should save thee and rule thee he that hath begun this good worke in thee will finish it Heb. 12. 2. One day thou shalt know thy sinnes to be pardoned and subdued 5. Consider God may have mercy for thee though thou knowest it not for mens sinnes are first forgiven before they can know it or beleeve it or be assured of it therefore thy sinnes may be pardoned though thou doest not know it faith beleeves sin is pardoned but our beleeving neither pardons any sinne nor procures the pardon of it I have waited a long time and many others have receeved mercy but I have not 1. Some of the Lords have waited a long time at least they thought the time long David said I am weary of my crying my throat is dryed my eyes faile while I waite for my God Psal 69. 3. 2. If God hath given thee a heart to waite upon him thou art blessed Blessed are all they that waite for him Isa 30. 18. Waiting implies perseverance patience long suffering in holding out notwithstanding the tediousness of the time deferred courage in breaking through all difficulties that stand between waiting and to continue waiting though all things seeme contrary till we injoy what we waite for I waite for my God Psal 69. 3. But I am now old in yeares and if God had intended mercy for me surely he would have revealed it before this time and now death is ready to take me away 1. Yet mercy may come at last the theefe was saved upon the Crosse Mat. 20. Luk. 23. Oh how neere was he unto his end before mercy came to him 2. You must not set a time to God its mercy though it come at last God useth to call some the last houre as well as the third see Mat. 20. 1. to 10. There is nothing too hard for God If I were fitted with qualifications as humblenesse brokennesse of heart and tooke delight to heare and pray as others I could have hope but it s not so with me 1. This is nothing but a delusion for these things cannot fit thy soule for mercy while yee look and rest on such things as these yee seeke the living among the deid Luk 24. 5. If you had these things yee desire in the greatest measure ever any had they could nor procure thy happinesse nor stand thee in any stead to save thy soule nothing but Jesus Christ can doe that nor any thing but him truly comfort thee 2. What qualifications had they in Ezek. 16. 3. to 9. except sinfull ones and what qualifications had they who were enemies yet Christ dyed for them Rom 5. 9 10. Isa 65. 1 2 3. It s a certaine truth that all that are saved are saved freely without any cause or condition in man see 2 Tim. 1. 9 10. 3. What need yee Christ if yee have what yee need without him 4. As in nature none can worke before they have life so none can worke a spirituall worke before he live spiritually Christ must be in the soule before it can beleeve so the soule must beleeve before it can finde any sanctification or any good worke at all in himselfe consider there is nothing to be done by man to be a preparation to sanctification see Rom. 4. 5. 5. 8. 10. 5. You goe a wrong way to worke you goe about to establish a righteousnesse of thy own therefore thou doest so much thirst after it but it must be renounced its hard to be taken off our own works selfe-concurrence strip a man of his own and yee take away his life he must and will have something some humblenesse teares good works something they must have they thinke it cannot be that one should be accepted pardoned and saved and to doe nothing at all for it yet it is so Many when they see they have not done well they goe about to breake their hearts to make God amends for all and thinke if they can but attaine to such a deep measure of humiliation and sorrow for sin then they thinke they have an evidence for heaven alas this is an evidence of great ignorance in that they doe not see death in their best duties the Lord may say to them who work so hard for life Thou hast found the life of thy hand therefore thou wast not grieved Isa 57. 10. And so Comfort themselves with their owne sparkes sorrow will follow such comfort Yee shall lie downe in sorrow Isa 50. 11. When we say our good workes are not the way to life men esteeme it a grievous error yet Christ saith I am the way Joh. 14. 6. Tell me are thy workes Christs or no if no then they are not the way if Christ say true as he doth also if Jesus Christ is to be unto us all in all Col. 3. 11. our best works are to be unto us nothing at all our workes
to say to us Gal. 3. 10. Deut. 27. 4. Gal. 5. 23. 4. 26. 31. Therefore we are freed from the punishment of sin The Law is holy just and good Rom. 3. 31. the righteousnesse of the Law remaines and every one ought to frame his life according to the same wee receive not the Law as given by Moses but as given by Christ he gives the same Law for his to obey though not upon the same termes though we have nothing to doe to be saved yet we have something to doe for his glory Joh. 15. 8. Wee are commanded to be carefull to maintaine good workes Titus 3. 8. For any to say we are not to observe the ten Commandements called the Morall Law ten words is abominable for if I am not tied to observe it I sin not if I doe contrary to it it s no marvell if such be abominable in their hearts and lives I grant we are freed from the curse and punishment of it but not from the things contained in it the Law concernes our conversation though not our salvation Be yee holy in all manner of conversation this is the Saints prize yee that love the Lord hate evill and abhorre to company with such as slight the commands of God see the Saints daily duty part the second Christ hath a yoke and we ought to put it on Mat. 11. 29. Mat. 14. 23. 31. It s easie and a sweet mercy to observe it The power of divine love will sweetly and violently draw the soule to obey Christ see Titus 2. 11. 3. 8. Christ saith If any man love me he will keepe my words Joh. 14. 23. 15. 16. Eph. 2. 10. Such as love Christ they desire and endeavour with all their soules to obey him For such as love sin and take liberty to sin such as turne the grace the love of God into wantonnesse and say they are saved c. they are liers they mocke themselves and others they have need to consider 1 Joh. 1. 6. Gal. 5. 13. to 23. 6. 5. 7 8. Rom. 2. 17. c. they are the basest among men it s a certain truth as a man beleeves so he obeys as his faith is so are his workes good or bad Observe and take heed of those that speake for liberty for the flesh say to such thou art one of them for thy speech bewrayeth thee When Christ comes into the soule all things are become new old things are done away 2 Cor. 5. 17. Fire shall as soone cease to burne as such shall cease to obey God 27 Argu. That which is for our profit that is a mercy to us and no punishment for sin but Gods chastisements and corrections sent to us are for our profit Heb. 12. 10. They are to correct our injustice but not to satisfie Justice they are to amend us not to pay God they are to exercise the fruits of the Spirit in us not payments without them we neither know God nor others nor our selves they imbitter sin unto us we need them to turne us from sin to God seeing wee are the better for them how are they punishments to us 28 Argu. That which comes from the love of God that is sweet that is not a punishment for sin which is from anger But whom the Lord loveth he chastiseth Heb. 12. 6 7. 8. Gods chastisements are love-tokens all Gods dispensations bitter or sweet are a portion of love to his crosses and afflictions I receive as love and my escape from them if God so ordereth it I receive as love hunger cold and nakednesse paine griefe and wearinesse though in themselves they are punishments yet they are not so to us if they be curses and wrath to the Elect how are we delivered from the curse Gal. 3. 13 14. and wrath 1 Thes 1. 10. Therefore to affiâ—me that wee are punished for sin is to deny we are delivered from the curse which is contrary to Gal. 3 13 14. 29 Argu. If they be blessed that God correcteth thou they are no punishments of sin but blessed is the man that thou chastisest Psal 94. 12. Our God turned the curse into a blessing Nehe. 13. 2. Therefore they are no punishments of sin 30 Argu. If God by corrections teacheth us then it s no punishment for its a mercy to be taught but God by corrections teacheth us Heb. 12. 9. Therefore they are no punishments to us 31 Argu If all things worke together for our good Rom. 8. Then all falls paines diseases crosses afflictions c. doe us no hurt but worke for our good all things worke for our good Rom. 8. 28. Death it selfe is a mercy to us we die not to satisfie Justice but to passe through it into eternall glory provided for us for me to dye is gaine Christ hath borne the whole punishment of my sinnes There shall no evill come unto thee Psal 91. 10. So that whether I live or die I am freed from the punishment of sin the sting of death is sin now that is gone we are saved from death though we die death is an entrance into life 1 Cor. 15. 55. 32 Argu. Those whose iniquities are pardoned they shall never be punished for them but our iniquity is pardoned Isa 42. 1 2. Therefore we are freed from the punishment of sin for that which is pardoned is not punishable how is it pardoned if we are punished for it or liable to be punished for it to forgive a man his sin and not the punishment is as if one should say I forgive thee the debt but not the payment of the debt our sinnes were debts 33 Argu. Those whose sinnes God hath forgiven he will not punish if he will how are they forgiven but God hath forgiven the sinnes of his people thou hast forgiven the iniquity of thy people thou hast covered all their sin Psal 85. 2. To forgive sinne and to cover it is one thing if all be covered there are none to cover my happinesse is not in having a few sins or many but in that they are all â—orgiven and not imputed to me Psal 32. 1 2. We are imperfect in our selves and action yet all our imperfectnesse is perfectly forgiven we are perfected for ever that is perfectly freed from the punishment of sin for eveâ— by the offering of himselfe Heb. 10. 10. 12. 14. The righteousnesse of Christ availeth for ever for all our sinnes if the bloud of Christ clenseth us from all sinne Joh. 1. 29. then from sin past present and to come for that is all lesse is not all as Christ by his death satisfied for all our sins so by one act of our faith we are to apprehend and beleeve the pardon of them Rom. 5. 11. to 24. This must needs be so for if we shall ever commit any sin that is not satisfied for by his sufferings Christ must come and suffer againe or eâ—â—e we must perish in the unpardonable sin for without his bloud there is no