a death in him we trust that he will yet deliver us 2. Cor. 1.10 4. It workes more closing with Christ the death of comfort occasions a greater life and strength towards Christ both in desire of him and dependance upon him and for this cause God shakes the soule with earthquakes that it may stand faster upon its true basis and foundation that which at first brings the soule to Christ is his worth and our need and the more wee see our selves necessitous the more our hearts gather in to Christ the soule must have some rest and if it finde none within nor without it is carried to Christ as Noahs Dove to the Arke That which is the first coard to draw to him hath also a strength to bind to him therefore God gives his people sad visions of sin and wrath that by being shaken they may roote themselves more in Christ this was Gods great â—ime to set up his Son as the hope and helpe of his people and as that glorious meanes by which hee may diffuse the beames of his mercy and love upon men and hee loves to see the Saints advancing him by flying to him and abiding in him And the more they goe forth to Christ and seeke the Father in the Son the more they are blessed Christ is the rock of the Saints and when they are knit to it they stand fast the nearer they are to Christ the nearer are they to all happinesse God will not looke friendly upon the soule but through Christ he will not poure out the spirit of comfort but through him and as comfort comes by comming so the oftner the soule comes and the more it converseth with Christ and resteth on him the more comfort it will finde at last Christ will tell you many secrets and open his fathers bosome to you when you stick close to him And this advantage comes by desertions that the soule is so frighted with those stormes which it met with that it is afraid to bee any more out of its harbour but seekes to dwell under the wing of Christ and to keepe closer to him than ever it did before and so this affliction brings forth the peaceable fruit of righteousnesse in them which are exercised thereby Heb. 12.11 Cause 4 4. Cause The correcting and healing of some evill in his people He doth it for their profit that they may be partakers of his holinesse Heb. 12.10 There are many things in the Saints which are very repugnant to that filiall state in which they are set by grace and it is no wonder if God take such courses wherein he seemes not to bee a father to them that are not as children to him I will instance in some particular evils which God will not beare with but doth visit in his people with this and other rods 1. Deadnesse and dulnesse of heart Sometimes living men are in a livelesse state their hearts are so benummed that they seeme to lye among the dead the former vigor and activity of their graces is gone and they are become barren and unfruitfull now as in a lethargie or apoplexie Physitians use strong and sharpe medicines so God casts the soule into a feaver to get off this stupidity and hangs their soules over the mouth of hell and makes them to drink of that cup of red Wine the dregs whereof the wicked of the earth shall wring out and drinke Ps 75.8 that by this strong potion he may quicken their dull and sleepie spirits Deadnesse is such a state in which a man is neither receptive nor active neither fit to receive good nor to do good and such a case is not tolerable for in this Gods ends are stopped for he calleth out his people to be vessels to receive mercy to hold forth his name but he can doe neither that is dead Nature it selfe loves not a dead thing it is both unusefull and uncomely for where life faileth there is corruption as in the body a mortified member doth putrifie and not onely it selfe but others therefore as a man useth all meanes to recover the life and spirits in his body so God doth with his people David lay in a slumbering drousinesse a long time but at last when he lay like Ionah sleeping by the sides of the ship hee sent a storme into his soule to awake him then he revives like another man 2. Fearelesnesse of God this is a temper to which the Saints are apt to grow as Children are wont to grow sawcy and presumptuously malepert and irreverent till the fathers frowne and majesticke austerenesse take down their spirit God will not be carelesly dealt with though he allow us confidence and holy boldnesse in approach to him and converse with him yet he expects a due sense of his Majestie and greatnesse Let us have grace whereby we may serve God with reverence and godly feare for our God is a consuming fire Heb. 12.28 29. Though he be a father yet he is a terrible an holy and an Almighty God And therefore to correct the sinfull boldnesse of his people and to cause them to stand in awe of him hee sometimes shuts in his favour and keeps state by concealing himselfe as the Persian Kings shunned familiaritie and were seldome seene that they might be more a Persona Regis sub specie majestatis occulitur Iust l. 1. honoured The feare of God is one of the maine pillars of his throne and so farre as he is not our feare he is not our God therefore he hath ever shewed himselfe in his power and greatnesse unto men when he came to give the Law hee came in great Majesty with fire blacknesse and darknesse and tempest and the sound of a Trumpet c. and so terrible was the sight that Moses said I exceedingly feare and quake Heb. 12.18 19 21. yea and in the Gospell it was foretold that God would shew wonders in Heaven above and signes in the earth beneath blood fire and vapour of smoake the Sun shall be turned into darknesse and the Moone into blood before the great and terrible day of the Lord come Ioel. 2.31 Rom. 10.13 Acts 2.19 20 21. When he came to publish peace to the Gentiles hee came with great terror in judgement upon the Jewes and struck off the branch naturall that the Gentiles might not be high minded but feare Rom. 11.20 And in particular persons he so workes by intermixtures of frownes and favours majesty and mercy that they may learne to walke as those Churches did In the feare of the Lord and the comfort of the Holy Ghost Acts 9.31 It is not a servile seare or a feare of discouragement which God expects but a feare of reverence a feare intermixed and tempered with love there is a great difference in feares a man feares a beast and runs from him a man feares an enemie but hates him but a child feares his Father and loves him yea therefore hee feares because hee loves they shall feare the
primus in tabula vocabatur Primicerius sic Aug. appellat Stephanum Primicerium martyrum 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Phavorin what he saith and we will goe no further to aske of others David was here a type of Christ and as himselfe was but the shadow of Christs person so was his sorrow but a shadow of Christs sorrow David did but taste of the cup which Christ afterward drank more deeply of when in the anguish of his souler upon the Crosse he cryed out My God my God why hast thou forsaken me Matth. 27.46 And this Cup hath gone round ever sinder so that few have ever tasted of the wateâ—s of life but they have drunke also of these waters of Marah d 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Hom. Plut. l. de consolat ad Ap. The experience of all the Saints almost contributes to the evidence of this truth where shall we finde a man that hath not met with these rocks and sands and hath not seen some gloomie dayes winter storms passing through many changes sometimes rejoycing as the plants in the Spring e 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Odyss 8. in the sight and sense of Gods gracious presence sometimes again mourning for his losse of God sometimes lift up to heaven in his soule and mounting as it were on Eagles wings sometimes again depressed to the deeps of hell held as with chains of brasse or iron now quickned but growing dull again f Aliquando infirmior fit regenitus regeneratione progrediente quam ineuate Camer amic Coll. p. 289. few can say they have once found God but may say they have often lost him Adde to the experience of the Saints the witnesse of God himselfe Divine testimony David and Heman and Iob and Zion might speak much out of distrust impatience passion c. but when God himselfe shall come in and confirme their evidence it is past doubt But God doth so for doth Sion bewaile herselfe as a widow forlorne without an husband God saith it was so The Lord hath called thee as a woman forsaken and grieved in spirit and a wife of youth when thou wast refused saith thy God Esay 54.6 God saith he had in a sort divorced her from him yea and whereas Sion complained that God forsooke her it s no more than God saith himselfe vers 7. For a small moment have I forsaken thee so that this is sometimes the sad portion of the Saints to be deserted And this I have the rather spoken that the mourners in Sion may see this uncomfortable state may consist with grace it is a comfort to know that thy deeps are passeable and thy case cureable others have walked in this heavy way and are now in heaven others have beene in these stormes yet have safely arrived at the land of promise None other affliction hath befallen you but that which is common to men therefore be not overwhelmed in griefe give not thy selfe for lost disquietnesse will hurt but it cannot helpe rather stir up thy selfe to take hold of God repent pray beleeve wait for God is faithfull and will not suffer you to be tempted above that you are able but will with the temptation also make a way to escape that ye may be able to beare it 1 Cor. 10.13 CHAP. II. How or in what sense the godly are said to be deserted THe second thing followes how or in what sense they are said to be deserted First Sometimes in appearance only sometimes onely in appearance g Quosdam deserit quosdam deserere videtur Ambr. in Psal 118. Aug. in Ps 44. Obscuris super nos dispositionibus Deus saepe unde nos astimatur deserere inde nos recipit unde nos recipere creditur inde derelinquit ut plerunque hoc fiat gratiâ quod ira dicitur hoc aliquando ira sit quod gratia putatur Greg. mor. l. 5. c. 5. not in truth men are in nothing so much deceived as in themselves mans heart and wayes yea his judgement and thoughts are subject to many variations and frequent mistakes are found in mens opinions about these great questions am I truly changed or am I an hypocrite doe I beleeve or not is God my God or not c And the errors of mens judgements arise from ignorance unbeliefe passion false rules of judgement c. of which principles of errour I shall speake hereafter but through such impediments men are often puzled and thinke they are evill when they are good and worst when best and furthest from God when nearest to him But as desertions are sometimes in appearance onely Sometimes really so sometimes they are reall God truly withdrawing himselfe and denying that fulnesse of communion which his people were wont to have with him But though he desert them really yet not totally The Lord will not forsake his people for his great Names sake 1 Sam. 12.22 his truth is engaged in it For he hath said I will never leave thee nor forsake thee Heb. 13.5 the words are emphaticall h Est negationis conduplicatio ut sit vehementior pollicitatio Estius in locum 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 here is to be observed a duplication of the subject of the Promise I will not leave I will not forsake and a multiplication of negatives there are five negatives in the promise by which he intimateth that he will not yea he will not surely he will not forsake his servants hee will never wholy reject them nor utterly leave them To clear this point a little Yet with limitation I will lay down three limitations or distinctions by which we may the better understand in what sense this is a truth that the godly are sometimes forsaken of God God leaves them for a season not for ever Not for ever If he goe from them it is but as one that goeth from home to returne againe I will not leave you comfortlesse or as Orphans But I will come againe Joh. 14.18 i 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 When Sion was in this uncomfortable case God said unto her For a moment have I forsaken thee but with great mercies will I gather thee in a little wrath have I hid my face from thee for a moment but with everlasting kindnesse will I have mercy on thee saith the Lord thy Redeemer Esay 54 7 8. He may frown but he will smile againe though his compassions may be restrained yet they cannot be extinguished his anger endureth but a moment in his favour is life weeping may endure for a night but In the morning joy comes Psal 30.5 in his favour is life k In benevo lentia ejus vita i. e. diu durat contrarium ejus quod praecessit momentum in ira ejus Drus quaest Ebraic l. 1. q. 49. weeping may endure or lodge as a passenger to be gone in the morning but joy comes in the morning as an inhabitant and enjoyeth his habitation to himselfe As the Sun sets
to rise againe and as the tender mother layeth down the childe to take it up againe so desertions are but short interruptions of a Christians comfort God will not stay long when his people cry unto him he will returne and exchange their dolefull Winter into a joyfull Spring Though the River hath her ebbings yet it hath her flowings the tide of comfort will come in again There shall be a day of their joyfull meeting with their beloved they shall see their God enjoy his presence and be embraced in the armes of his love and when this day shall come there will be more joy in meeting then there was griefe in parting God will powre in comforts upon them as they have powred out teares for him and will recompence their love with kindnesse their desires with fulnesse their mouring with gladnesse their short heavinesse with everlasting consolations Desertions are not the interruption of Gods love Not in respect of Gods love but the acts of love but of the acts of his love his affection is the same but the expression is varied nore that there is a twofold love of God or a twofold consideration of the same love There is the love of Benevolence and the love of Beneficence or as some call it the love of Intention and the love of Execution l Suarez de praedest l. 1. c. 11. §. 5. Baron de pâ—ccato mort ven part 1. §. 5. The former to the faithfull from eternity to eternity and is immutable and incapable of any intention remission augmentation diminution or any alteration it is like God himselfe unchangeable but the latter the love of Beneficence or of Execution Vid. Greg. de Valent. t. 2. disp 8. q. 3. punct 2. which is his love as it expresseth it selfe in doing good to us may be in a degree suspended and restrained for a season As in the Summer there is a Lux and Lumen light inherent in the Sunne and light fluent from it that is ever perfect and permanent but this may suffer changes it may be obscured and lessened yea extinguished and quite cut off as in the night it fals out A father may have a deare affection to his childe yet shew but little in his carriage David shut in his love from Absalom not ceasing to love him but forbearing the wonted acts expression of his love A fountain may have her streams cut off or dammed up though it self have the same fulnesse aptnes to powre itself out as before The root doth not alwayes give so much sap as to make branches bud and blossome at all times yet when she is most sparing in her beneficence her good will is the same she sticks as close to them as ever We often keep backe mercies from our selves and God would more abundantly powre in himselfe Seneâ— ep 50 Rogat paedagogum ut migret domum tenebrosam esse ait but that we open not unto him and so as that blind woman complained the house was darke when she her selfe was blinde so we often complaine as if God had restrained mercy when we our selves restraine it and it is as true that sometimes God is provoked by our sinnes and keeps in his mercy that he comes not with such gracious visits as before yet his love is not shortned though the fruits of it are Behold the Lords hand is not shortned that it cannot save nor his care heavy that it cannot heare but your iniquities have separated betweene you and your God and your sinnes have hid or made him hide his face from you that he will not heare Esay 59.1 2. Though God may vary in the operations of his love yet his love in it selfe is the same and shall be the same for ever Necuit hic dici quod Orontes de regum amicis esse ut digiti rationes supputaÌ„tium modo ↂ modo unitatem repraesentantes Plut. it is an everlasting love Jer. 31.3 The hils may be removed and the mountaines may depart but my kindnesse shall not depart from thee neither shall the covenant of my peace be removed saith the Lord that hath mercy on thee Esay 54.10 This was spoken to the Church in the day of her sorrow he tels them he loved them though he afflicted them and that speech of God to David is full for this purpose I will visit their transgressions with rods and their iniquities with stripes neverthelesse my loving kindnesse will I not utterly take from him nor suffer my faithfulnesse to faile my covenant will I not breake c. Psal 89.30 44. When God deserts his people Not acts which are for being but those onely which for wel being hee withholds those acts of love onely that are for our well being not those which are for our being Though a Christian may want that without which hee cannot have peace yet not that without which he cannot live Whatsoever is necessary to his constitution life compleatnesse and stability that is never denyed no such Good thing will God withhold from them that walk uprightly Psal 84.11 He will ever hold their soules in life not leaving them in weake beginnings but continually leading on unto perfection As he is the Author so he is the finisher of our faith Heb. 12.2 Qui operatur ut accedamus operatur ne discedamus August de bon persev c. 7. We are confident of this very thing that hee that hath begun the good worke in you will finish it untill the day of Iesus Christ Phil. 1.6 The Saints shall have of him whatsoever is so necessary as without it they cannot hold their state or attain their end but that which is rather for their ornament than supportment for the sweetnesse of their way than surenesse of their end for comfort rather than necessity may be and is often in great measure cut off and decayed This then is the thing when God leaves his people he doth not so leave them to the will of the flesh the tentations and snares of the world the power and tyrannie of the Price of darknesse as never or not at all to looke after them but his care is over them in these times and hee is with them by a secret and powerfull manutenency both guiding and upholding them and is often most in power when least in appearance The metals that lye deep under ground and see not the heavens in their light yet partake of their influence yea ordinarily the most precious operations of Gods gracious power are there where is least sense and feeling of them and they have most of God when they see him least As when God covered Moses his face in the cleft of the rock Exod. 33.22 then hee passed by and gave Moses to see his glory so the clouds and veiles that cover our eyes are often forerunners of the cleerest light and sweetest sight of God And when God seemes to be turning a man into a desolate and ruinous heap yet even then
of grace and know where the fountaine is and that all is of God that so we may depend upon him and not rest in our selves and ascribe all to him and nothing to our selves The second end of desertion is correction h Dilectione non odio non studio nocendi sed desiderio sanandi Aug. ep 48. Poenâ emendatoria non interfectoria t. 1. de lib. ar l. 3. c. 25. desertion is out of love and though it be grievous for the present yet the fruit is good like the lopping or winter season to the tree which makes for its strength and growth I will instance in such speciall sins which bring this heavy rodde upon the soul CHAP. XV. Desertions are for correction Desertions corrections and are caused by pride and carelesnesse c. 1. PRide Of pride Which is a swelling and tumor in the spirit or a lifting up in the heart 2 Cor. 12.7 through a supposed abundance of revelation in the minde or of other rich endowments of spirituall graces it brought upon the Apostle that goaring Thorne in the flesh the messenger of Sathan to buffet him lest hee should bee exalted above measure Pride is a dangerous evill it breedes contempt of others which God abhorreth it is a crossing of God in the end of all his grace and mercy which is to exalt his owne glory Ephes 1.6 12. Chap. 2.7 8 9. That no flesh should glory but that hee that gloryeth should glory in the Lord 1 Cor. 1.29 30 31. 2 Cor. 10.17 The more we esteeme of our selves the more we take from Gods account and put to our owne which is a robbing of God in that which he hath said He will give to none other Isa 42.8 therefore God resists the proud Iames 4.6 1 Pet. 5.5 and cuts him short and will not be friendly to him The proud he lookes at afarre off Psal 138.6 as with disdaine and displeasure Making him low that exalteth himselfe Prov. 29.23 the poore in heart are deare in his eyes And the hungry he fils with good things but the rich he sends empty away Luke 1.53 And no wonder that a proud heart is a dead heart and that upon an elevated spirit there be barrennesse as upon the mountaines for pride kills endeavour rich men take no paines but the poore is diligent and all encrease and livelinesse of soule is the reward of industrious seeking as pride abateth endeavours so it debaseth them prayer hearing all duties are spoiled by the savour of this noisome evill oh yee proud in heart your commodities are marred and are not vendible all your works lie upon your hands as breathed and worthlesse wares so as the merchant loseth when his goods are not current and marketable so you wax poore you have no trade with heaven that God that accepts the humble that comes to him with the lading of prayers teares groans cries and takes these and likes them and makes him rich returnes turnes backe the proud and all their works 2 Carelesnesse Of carelesnesse 1 In not accepting the seasons of grace when God draweth neare and and we regard not when he knocketh Not accepting seasons of grace we open not he often leaves us and goeth from us so he came to the Church And knocked open to me mysister my love my dove my undefiled for my head is filled with dew and my locks with the drops of the night but she was carelesse and regarded not the day of her visitation and what followeth I opened to my beloved but my beloved had withdrawne himselfe and was gone I sought him but I could not finde him I called him but he answered me not Cant. 5.2 6. Sometimes the spirit comes sweetly melting and tempering the heart to an holy softnesse and godly sorrow but is quenched by negligence therefore justly doth that soule groane under the misery of a stupid heart lamenting with the Church Why hast thou hardned our hearts from thy fear Esay 63.17 and taking up that cry with me so often here I cannot repent my heart is frozen I cannot mourne sometimes he cometh with strong convictions perswasions and contections to take the heart off from a way that is not good so that the heart begins to draw backe it selfe but because we lose this opportunity therefore out sins remain and tyrannize in us causing usto take up Davids complaint Iniquities prevaile against me Psal 65.32 Sometimes he commeth exciting and raising thoughts and resolutions of heart to a more heavenly walking but we hoise not up sails to these gales we blow not up this spark therfore justly are we left to a spirit of dulnesse neither have life nor peace in the use of ordinances and discharge of duties Secondly the neglect of the meanes of grace which is Neglect of meanes 1 When they are not so much used as the body when it is shortned in necessary food groweth weake When not so much used so the abating of the commons of the soule doth weaken grace The lesse plants are watered the worse they thrive we are fed by that whereof we are bred h 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Arist hist anim l. 8. c. 1. The word begets us 1 Pet. 1.23 and the word feeds us 1 Pet. 2.2 There is a nutritive vertue in every ordinance they are meanes appointed of God as pipes for the conveyance of living waters into these empty cisterns of our hearts if therefore either out of wretchlesnesse or pride any doe withdraw from them they withdraw from God and if so no wonder if God withdraw from them therfore consider this if you have not fallen from your abundant use of the ordinances and if you enjoy God lesse than you have done know it is because you seeke him lesse than you have done 2 When they are not so well used not the meere use When not so well used but the use of them in a spirituall manner doth profit a man may starve in plenty when you receive the Word and Sacraments it you thinke that the very act done is sufficient you are deceived for the food of the soule is not like the food of the body which being taken in onely though there be no more thought of it yet doth nourish nor like the poole of Bethesda which required but comming into it when the Angel moved it but we must bring hearts fitted and prepared seeking earnestly of God the effusion of his spirit yea we must work the Word upon our hearts knowing that where the Ministers part ends there ours begins when therefore we onely heare and labour not to worke our hearts to a conformity to the Word we deceive our selves Iam. 1.11 and God requites our carelesnesse with spirituall impoverishment shutting â—â— his mercies and locking up his treasures from us As the blessing and good providence of God makes him that is diligent to increase in riches whereas be becometh poore that dealeth with a slacke hand Prov. 10.4 so the same
which is not a full tendency of the heart to a thing but a weak mixed checked fluctuating inclinednesse to it the will not going fully one way but as it hath something to perswade and something to disswade so it is divided partly willing and partly nilling These things premised I say 1. That the greater sinfulnesse in any act is from the will for 1 some acts which are materially evill are not formally evill without the will as if a man working with an axe kill a man though killing be materially evill yet if the will had no influence into the fact it is not murther Deut. 19.5 6. so happily Lots drunkennesse 2 All acts which are formally evill are made more sinfull by how much the more the will is in them b Dionysius cum au diret duos dese male dicentes ebriosum et sobrium bunc utineptum illum vero ut malevolum demisit Plut. 2. That a determinate will to sin though without the act is more sinfull than an act of sin without a determinate will because he that is fully willing sins as much as in him lyeth c Qui hominem non occidit sed vulneravit ut occidat pro homicida est Element Jur. part 4. §. 9. and though the act be wanting yet it is not from any reason against it but from some other cause as it may be it is out of his power or appeares very hurtfull bringing shame paine dammage danger or the like as he sins worse that is purposed to deny Christ though yet he have not done it than Peter who did deny him in act but not with a full will where sin hath the full consent it is an absolute Soveraigne but where it hath the act but not the consent it is but a tyrant which prevailes not so much by its owne power as by the weaknesse of its adversary and the concurrence of externall help 3. A sin wilfull most sinfull That a sinfull act with the will is most sinfull because there is an actuall concurrence of the whole man to it yea and this argueth a great sinfulnesse in the subject for lustings to sin are lesse evitable than acts therefore not onely to conceive sin but to bring it forth argueth a greater power of sin there is more against acts of sin than against inclinations and desires many respects keep men from doing evill that cannot prevent motions to evill so that sin ruleth much in such an one as willingly commits it Now when the soule hankers after sin in frequent potent and allowed lustings unto it the spirit is resisted For the spirit is resisted in respect and so grieved the spirit is resisted in three respects 1. In respect of the rule the word Of the rule which is the law of the spirituall kingdome which is a pure and perfect law not onely ordering and judging the externall acts and issues of the heart Grace but the motions and lustings also requiring not onely abstinence from sinne but death unto it Eph. 4.22 Gal. 5.24 2. In respect of grace d Ineadem specie pecoati gravius peccatfidelis quam infidelis A qui. in Rom. 8. lect 1. which is a principle disposing against sin this is checked and the light and lustings of it are overswayed through the rebellious disobedience of the heart 3. Inward workings In respect of these inward operations and workings of the spirit by which he excites and quickens the new man to newnesse of life e Vniuscujusque Casus tanto major is est criminis quan opriusquam cadevet majoris erat virtutis Bern. de inter Dom. c. 50. his counsells are repelled his comforts rejected his rebukes contemned his offers disvalued all coards are broken and the soule like a prevailing streame beares downe all 2. Secondly men resist the spirit by doing evill this is a further degree when men not onely lust unto sin Spirit resisted by doing evill againstlight Especially when but fall into it here sin is perfected these things grieve the Spirit Ephes 4.30 especially 1. The acts are for kinde grievous When the acts are for kinde grie vous such as are the manifest deeds of the flesh Gal. 5.19 and those pollutions of the world 2 Pet. 2.20 these are worse 1 because the godly have morestrength against such then against sins more spirituall 2. They are most contrary to grace To the shame of religion for they are contrary to nature 2. When to the shame of religion open sins are provoking sins because they feed and quicken that malice that lyeth in the sons of Belial to reproaches against godlinesse and lay stumbling blocks in others wayes so crossing the Spirit in the great work of turning men from sin because men are hardened and set further off when they see such wickednesse in them that are godly This was their sin that caused Gods worship to be despised Mal. 1.9 This bath been by your means and will be regard your persons saith the Lord of hoasts 3. Relapses When the sins are such as he hath often fallen into and often confessed and bewayled iterated sins are double sins as it is in figures the addition of any one makes the number ten times more this strikes deep that having been often in fault and often freed yet a man should sin again this was that which made Solomons sin of a deeper dye that he had found mercy The Lord was angry with Solomon because his heart was turned from the Lord God of Israel which had appeared unto him twise 1 Kings 11.9 So Ezra confesseth the grievousnesse of sin being committed after pardon After all that is come upon us for our ev◠deeds and for our great trespasse seeing that our God hath punished us lesse they our iniquities and hast given us such deliverance as this should we again break thy Commandements and joyne in affinity with the people of these abominations wouldst thou not be angry with us till then hadst consumed us so that there should by no remnant nor escaping Ezra 9.13.14 Concerning the sin which the people of God committed before the Captivity God gives them especiall charge Thou shalt not commit this leudnesse of a thine abominations Ezech. 16.43 who then a man after mercy begged and graciously renewed he shall again transgresse this is high rebellion So Mal. 2.13 c. 4. When such as a man hath suffered much for When a man hath suffered mu◠for his sins many rebukes from heaven checks from conscience frownes from men stripes from God yet willing returnes to do this evill this was the great impiety in the wildernesse the though often reproved yet they sinne in like kinde again and again They have tempted me these ten times Numb 14.22 this was in Nebemiahs eye the great aggravation of their sin that after they had suffered so great miseries They did evill again before God Neh. 9.28 5. When the acts are frequent When often
service immediatly to himselfe hath also required a service mediatly to be performed that is to say hath consigned somewhat to man to be paid to him as a King so requires honour and service to himself that he will have some also to be conferred upon his attendants this is the fault of those that are unreasonable in religion affecting a Monastick and retyred life upon pretence of bestowing all upon God but religion consists of duties to be performed some to God and some to man and as the boat cannot move rightly when the Oares on one side onely are plyed or as the Foule if she use onely one wing cannot flye up so religion will not profit which hath one hand wrapped up that should be towards man in all offices of charity though the other be used towards God 〈◊〉 all offices of piety For this the Iewes were blamed who were liberall in their kinde towards God Wherewith shall I come before the Lord and bow my selfe before the high God Shall I come before him with burnt offerings with calves of a yeare old will the Lord be pleased with thousands of Rams or with ten thousands of rivers of oyle c. Micah 6.6 7. Here are large offers unto God but they neglected Iudgement and mercy to their brethren therefore how doth the Lord answer them He hath shewed thee oh wan what is good and what doth the Lord require of thee but to doe justly and to himble thy selfe to walke with thy God verse 8 and the Apostle hath the like 1 Cor. 13.3 2. Distinguish of actions Diversity some are â—asionall they are to continue onely during the occasion as feasting in some time of great rejoyeing fasting in some time of great mourning some are subserâ—ient and introductory to others as studying to preaching consideration to prayer examination to the Sacrament Now as a man must not alwaies abide in the porch so he is not to thrust out the maine duty by continuing in the subsirvient duty as many doe excuse themselves from preaching upon pretence of still fitting themselves for the work and so they are like men that gather timber and stones all their dayes but never build in these preparatory dutyes a man must have a care of his end i Quae sunt ad finem babent modum ex co quod sunt fini proportionata Aqu 2.2 q. 27. a. 6. and wisely order his way and take this rule when the heart is in some good measure quickned then you have the end of that duty and so in the fulnesse of your spirt must goe forth to meet the Lord in faith and confidence of acceptance 3. You must take heed of unfitting your selves by one duty for another especially by the lesse for the more principall as to draw out your spirits so farâ— in beginning of the day in prayer another dutyes of like alloy as to indispose and disable your selves for the worke of the day In all dutyes of godlinesse you mâ— be limitted by calling condition ability occasion opportunity It is veâ— had to divide betwixt these things â—d to give piety her due other things her due and it is impossible punctualâ—to direct every man in this how farre should goe But let these generall rules be considered And observe this that worldly respects indulgence to nature care of employments observance â—soccasions respect to our affaires most commonly gaine upon piety as the Seas gaine upon the land these things are present and sutable to nature therefore they draw to them with much strength and often get Benjamins portion and â—re better served than the rest they are â—yed to our flesh and kindred often â—ive better usage than better friends â—ake heed of this the childrens bread is â—tiobe given to dogges Nabal will be â—oah to give his bread and his wine to David nature will be apt to hold fast and to be niggardly to piety therefore â—on must as wise Umpires moderate on â—oth sides and take heed the leane Kine at not up the fat how many soules are â—ke Anatomies and Skellitons whose outward man in strength pleasure wealth are like the Kine of Bashan 2. Proposition There is a prudence directing as well in measure as matter and manner Proposition There is a prakâ— in Christians directing them as well measure as matter and maner of action and the same light usually sets bounds that sheweth the duty Prâ—de dwells with wisdome Prov. 8.12 〈◊〉 that God in whom these are united dâ— not part them in his dispensation grace to man He hath abounded town us in all wisedome and prudence Eph. 1. The renovation of our mindes make know what the good and acceptable will God is Rom. 12.2 a good understandâ— have all they that doe his Commandement Psal 111.10 and a good man guider affaires with Iudgement Psal 112. Prudence is of universall use in so mâ— that some Philosophers have thoâ— there is no other vertue but that 〈◊〉 is that which doth all and as the 〈◊〉 passing by severall Countries get 〈◊〉 rall names so this prudence in respect severall objects is called temperaâ— fortitude justice c. But I should other say that other vertues are exttive and this directive and so it is needfull to the soule as the eye in the body all the graces are as severall members but how shall they move right if the eye be wanting God hath not built any ship to lade it with such treasure as is in his Saints and sent it to Sea without this Pylot all creatures have their instincts to guide them to their ends and the beast knoweth not onely what but how much to eate drinke rest and he that hath given this to all other creatures would not make this new creature the godly as a world without the Sunne to give light unto it Wisedome is the glory of a man and puts the beauty and crowne upon every action except a man worke by this rule how crooked and unshapen will his actions be though Zeale conceive Yet men erre sometimes bec yet if prudence form not the conception the birth will prove a monster It may be said how is it then that men erre so much Prudence is imperfect some doing too little some too much and that men know not well how to guide themselves I answer 1. There is a false gnide Their prudence is imperfect 2. There is a selfe guide in every man 3. Satan perverting Satan perverts the soul by his counsels 4. The is a great fault in men Men faulty 1. Inconsiderâ— not hearkning to the counsels of viâ— dome or not consulting with 〈◊〉 2. Some spirits are too violent part by a naturall vigour and heate and 〈◊〉 deed all that is not grace that seeme grace when the temper of the spirit is not regular according to rule it is 〈◊〉 right partly out of excessive feare which are apt to hurry the soule as the windes do the Ship 3 Proposition Third
neither destroy thee c. Deut. 4.29 30 31. Take then the counsell of the Prophet which he gave to Israel when God was departed from them Oh Israel return unto the Lord thy God for thou hast fallen by thine iniquity take with you words and turn to the Lord say unto him Take away all iniquity and receive us graciously so will we render the calves of our lips Hos 14.1 2. That you may finde the like favour and God may do for you as hee promised to them I will heale their back slidings I will love them freely for mine anger is turned away from him I will be as the dew unto Israel he shall grow as the Lilly and cast forth his roots as Lebanon his branches shall spread and his beauty shall be as the Olive tree and his smell as Lebanon c. ver 5 6. When Ephraim repented and mourned God pittied him I have surely heard Ephraim bemoaning himself thou hast chastised me and I was chastised as a bullock unaccustomed to the yoke turne thou me and I shall be turned for thou art the Lord my God c. Is Ephraim my deare Son is he a pleasant childe for since I spake against him I doe earnestly remember him still therefore my bowels are troubled for him I will surely have mercy upon him saith the Lord. Jer. 31.18 19 20. You see then what encouragement you have to seek in this way for peace with God and for the quicknings of his Spirit which you have lost sin armes God against you but he cannot hold back mercy from the humble his promise hath given repentance a power to prevaile with him and he will not contend with the broken hearted hee hath a speciall eye upon mourners and will not hide himselfe from the cry of the afflicted a contrite heart is a sacrifice which he will accept Psal 51. He is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit Psal 34.18 The father z Quit ille nobis intelligen lus pater Deus scilicet Tam pater nemo tam pius nemo Is ergo te filium suum etsi acceptīe ab eo prodegeris etsi nudus redieris recipiet quia redisti Tertul de poenitent Patris cibus est salus nostra Beda Ambr. in Luc. 15. of the Prodigall made hast to receive and welcome his straying son and rejoyced that hee that was lost was found again and that he that was dead was alive againe Luke 15. this is the way walk in it if God should deny such he should deny himselfe because he hath said though he hath been Sorely displeased turne you unto me and I will turn to you Zach. 1.2 3. Till you repent your sin is continued and conse quently Gods displeasure Therefore consider seriously of your case for want of serious thoughts doth great hurt so that though the heart bee affected yet not enough it seeth often that all is not well and knoweth the cause yet because these things lye not upon the spirit by ponderous thoughts a man beares his misery happily complaining but not wisely and strongly endeavouring to remove it And the heart is not soone brought downe you must hold up the objects of spirituall griefe by consideration that they may be able to beare downe the heart therefore be much in pondering these two things 1 The sad effects of the losse of God see what blindnesse barrennesse weaknesse depravednesse vanity feares accusations of heart what cryes and clamours in your soules and now what if afflictions come how will you be able to live in such a time other then a dying and a feareful life what if death come either a black cloud of darknesse will over-spread you or a storme of affrightments and terrors will torment you and now remember your sinne hath brought all this upon you 2 The sinfulnesse of the cause why did you neglect and despise your God if you had not set him shamefully at a low rate you would not have turned your back upon him what Could not the infinite Majestie and mercy of the Father the incomprehensible love of the Son the unutterable comforts of the holy Ghost prevaile with you Do you see what you have done have you not said to the Father I neither fear thy Majesty nor desire thy mercy and to the Son I care not for all thy love nor yet for thee that dyedst for me and to the holy Ghost I regard not all thy saving counsels living influences and high refreshments doe you not heare these pleading with you each for himselfe and each for all they are one and what you have done in this you have done against each and against all weigh well then what your carelesnesse and disobedience amounts to that you may meet him with an humbled spirit drenched in teares and clothed with shame put case now that God should requite you in your kinde and that his heart should not be towards you then you might bid peace yea life yea hope adieu for ever Consider further how God did follow you and entreated you not to goe from him did he not tell you he could not beare contempts and that you would repent it at last and will see that what you have done against him you have done against your selves did he not kindly use you and were you not alwayes welcome to him Oh my people what have I done unto thee and wherein have I wearied thee testifie against me Mich. 6.3 and when you were going did he not cry after thee Returne thou back sliding Israel and I will not cause mine anger to fall upon you for I am mercifull and I will not keep anger for ever Jer. 3.12 Yet you would not Consider now how long you have lived without him and how often God hath called upon you to consider your waies if you will let your thoughts out you will finde abundant cause of griefe and when you seek him with repētance you will finde him in mercy drawing neare and he will forget your unkindnesse and you shall heare no more of them doubtlesse your sinnes this way are very great so that sometimes God hath been put as it were to a stand what course to take when God had promised mercy to his revolting people he addes But I said how shall I put thee among the children and give thee a pleasant land and I said thou shalt call me my father and shalt not turne away from me Jer. 3.19 When the Church had been disloyall she at last fell to this course of repentance and see the issue A voice was heard upon the high places weeping and supplications of the children of Israel for they have perverted their wayes and they have forgotten the Lord their God returne ye backsliding children and I will heale your backslidings ver 21. and oh that you also would tread in their steps and say We come unto thee for thou art the Lord our God ver 22. 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they come from Heaven yet like plants that are carried out of their native soyle and climat keepe not their sweetnesse in a constant height a man warmeth himselfe at the fire and is refreshed but this refreshment weares off againe 2. In times of great afflictions the greatest comforts are usually found in sufferings then God opens himselfe 2 Cor. 1.4 5. The Martyres did shine like starres in the night of persecution and abounded most in comfort when filled most with troubles 3. In the Ordinances lively administred here so much is found that a man saith as the Apostle it is good to be here yea as Iacob This is none other but the house of God this is the gate of Heaven Gen. 28.17 * Tertul. l. de fugat Putat Iacobum hic vidisse Christum apud Cornel a lap in loc 4 In times of abundant sorrow and melting of heart God often in such cases breaks in with sweet effusions of peace as to Ephraim Ier. 31.18 19 20. 5 At the time of Conversion God often comes with extraordinary comfort many as one observeth came to Christ in their sins and went away renewed afflicted and went away comforted coming with an hell in their soules and going away with Heaven having a fulnesse of joy instead of a fulnesse of feares I need not make farther instances the case is cleare that comfort may fule yet except a man lose that comfort which he ordinarily did enjoy hee is not deserted 3. It is an eminent losse 3. An eminent losse it is not every cloud that makes night but when the ayre is full of darknesse 4. Not a fit but a state of uncomfortablenesse when the Sun is set 4. It is not a fit of uncomfortablenesse but a state an eclipse of the Sun makes not night hee is not a poore man that hath a present want but hee that lives in want every cold blast makes not winter Secondly The Degrees the degrees of this uncomfortable state follow to be considered there are some nights darker than others and some winters colder than other and there are degrees of Gods withdrawing from the soule 1. Degree when his quieting presence is much abated When quickning is abated 1. Not so full as hath beene 1. Not so full God seemes not so friendly but lookes somewhat more strangely so that the soule complaines as Iacob I see your Father countenance that it is not towards me a before Gen. 31.5 When the soule come to God it findes not those enliveniâ— and refreshing visions and tasts the 〈◊〉 of consolation that was wont to bâ— filled is now but empty the heavens aâ—â— not so cleere his hopes are not so full his knowledge of his happinesse 〈◊〉 more obscured and feares begin to ovâ—â— flow the light of Gods face is darlened and the soule is troubled 2. Not so frequent 2. Not so frequent the visits of the comforting Spirit are more seldome God holds off as if hee were about to breake off from the soule it is a griefe when a friend goeth often by us and seldome owneth us so it is heavinesse when the soule complaines to use the words of Iob in another sense Lo hee goeth by me and I see him not he passeth on also but I perceive him not Iob. 9.11 Time was when the soule had good newes from Heaven every day but now she is like the wife who when her husband is gone far from her heares but seldome from him returnes are not so quick at a great distance God is so sparing in manifestations of kindnesse that the soule thinks it long How long wilt thou forget me oh Lord for ever how long wilt thou hide thy face from me Psal 13.1 Is his mercy cleane gone for ever doth his promise faile for evermore will the Lord cast off for ever and will hee be favourable no more Hath GOD forgotten to bee gracious hath hee in anger shut up his tender mercies Psal 77.7 8 9. My soule fainteth for thy salvation I hope in thy word mine eyes faile for thy word when wilt thou comfort me Ps 119.81 82. 3. Not so permanent 3. Not so permaneÌ„t God comes and goes the day of their peace is often overcast the comforts which did flow ebb againe the soule is grieved as much with Gods sudden departure as delighted in his gracious presence it hath not so constant health but is well onely by fits the soule that was as a dwelling-place to her friend is but as an Inne now Hee whom shee loves comes rather as a stranger and as a passenger than an inhabitant so that here you may heare the Prophets complaint Oh the hope of Israel the Saviour therof in the time of trouble why should 〈◊〉 thou be as a stranger in the land and 〈◊〉 way faring man that turneth aside to tarry for a night Jer. 14.8 Comfort come like thin clouds that yeeld sweet showers but are soone gone the gourd whose shade was sweet soone withers thâ— heart is become like a cracked vessel which though it receive much yet holds but little the waters of life run out as fast as they come in The second degree of desertion and uncomfortablenesse Degree Much quickness but no quietness is when there is much quicknesse but no quietnesse grace lives but peace dies the soule is so farre happie that it seekes what it hath lost but herein unhappie that it finds not what it seekes it thirsts but drinkes not it runnes but obtaines not holiness is in flourish but it is the winter of comfort David was full of holy affections even when he was empty of consolation when is the heart in better case then when it cals inquires runneth weepeth sigheth cryes after God yet in such a case a man may want all comfort the richest ships may wander in the darke and be tossed in the storme sometimes a father will frowne upon the best and dearest childe the most living Christian may lay himselfe out for dead Ps 88. Grace and peace are not linked in indissoluble society these lovers may shake hands and part And the more a man abounds in grace the more grievous it is to want the comfortable presence of God a fathers frowne and such a fathers frowne is bitter to so filiall a spirit strangenesse to strangers is not strange but to lovers it is grievous But it is a lesse evill in it selfe when God is with the soule quickning it though he doe not comfort it then when God leaveth it in uncomfortable deadnesse though it be more bitter to sense yet in reason it is worse when comfort ceaseth and grace sleepeth at once 3. Degree when both are gone Degree When neither comfort nor livelinesse but a night of darknesse and wofull deadnesse covers the soule when hope and love are both in a damp so that a man is as farre from a holy and living state of heart as from comfort neither joying nor desiring but being fallen from the
till God awake them with rods and raise them by kindling a fire about them rebellion brings many loads disobedience and impenitence are springs of bitternesse a fire comes out of this bramble to burne the Cedar of Lebanon Cause 5 5. Cause to shew that He is the God of all comfort 2 Cor. 1.4 He keepes the cisterne empty that wee may looke to the Clouds above that the pleasant fruit of peace hath her rootes in Heaven our owne hearts though they may bee planted with pleasant trees yet of themselves bring forth nothing but bryars And God loves to shew himselfe the Lord of these treasures of comfort that the heart may have no dependance but in him and that it may alwaies feare because hee can soone turne the clearesâ— day into the darkest night Comfort is not given us in absolute possession but wee are alwaies tenants at will If God will hee can in a moment lay our hopes and joyes in the dust and strip us of all our garments of joy and turne us into mourning And as light in the aire but as water not in the spring I but in the vessell so it may soone bee cut off God needs not goe farre to feeke a rod to whip us with if he doe but withdraw his comforting Spirit our spirit will soone proove an afflicting spirit The peace of the soule is by vertue of the power and presence of God but if hee depart all is in uproare our owne thoughts will bee as scourges the Roman Emperours kept Lions to destroy the Christians and our hearts are grates and dens of Lions if God let them loose on the rendings that are by them if God keepe not garrison the enemies will breake in so that all our peace is from him the brightest starre that shines most with light of comfort derives it from the Sun of righteousnesse And therefore that they may have a sight of that darke and dismall nature of their owne hearts he shuts in his light and then when the soule lieth in a mournefull and distressed case in deepes where it findes no nottome and whence none can deliver when a man seeth al creatures standing as dead pictures and reckons himselfe past all hope then I say God sheweth himselfe to bee the God of comfort by commanding light to shine out of darknesse and quieting the high and raging stormes which did beare downe all before them Cause 6 6. Cause To revive their esteeme of mercy When a man is first brought out of Babylon bee is as those that dreame the heart is full of gladnesse and the mouth of praise the birds sing sweetly in the spring When a man is newly brought out of the pit and delivered from the sorrowes of death which did compasse him about and from the paines of hell which gate hold of him while the prints of the chaine are on him and the scarres of his hurt remaine he saith as David I love the Lord because he hath heard my voice and my supplications Psal 116.1 I was brought low and he helped me Returne unto thy rest oh my soule for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee For thou hast delivered my soule from death mine eyes from teares and my feet from falling The soule is in a float at present but when the daies of mercy continue the remembrance of the daies of sorrow weares off and the fire of love begins to abate and Christ is not of so high account though at first hee was the chiefest of ten thousands the joy of their hearts yet now his love and kindnesse groweth stale therefore God sends back the soule into her old prison to feele the weight of her ancient irons and chaines and causeth her to put on her old cast garments of mourning that sackcloth and ashes which shee wore in the daies of old that by laying this rod upon her as the Prophet spread himselfe upon the dead child a new life comes into the dying love and now mercy is raised to its former price and Christ is advanced on high now the soule returnes with redoubled strength and with multiplied and increased thankfulnesse Cause 7 7. Cause That others may be instructed Sometimes God chuseth the most eminent to set them out as demonstrations of this That assurance is not essentiall to holinesse that their conjunction is not indissoluble weake ones might have thought their cause worse if they had seene much grace alwaies attended with abundant joy but now God sheweth that comfort and rejoycing is not alwaies the portion of the Saints that so in their darke nights when they see no light they may live in hope that the Sun will rise though their way be a darke way it may be a sure way 8. Cause Cause 8 To fit for speciall service They that goe downe into the deepes see many wonders which others know not Experience gives wisedome Many are kept in a low way and have neither strong feares nor strong joyes these are not as Davids Worthies but are Christians of the lower rank common souldiers many are carried much aloft in great hopes and flashes of joy but they much overlooke the things below many infirmities and failings lye undiscovered But when God fetches the soule downe and sets it to dig beneath this man is more enlarged in true wisedome and holinesse and carrieth a fuller knowledge of sinne and Christ and of hell and heaven than other doe and so is made a stronger and more compleat man As he that hath beene in all conditions and hath travelled through sea and land and seene many Countries gaines an excellency by his experience above others An bome-bred spirit is a low spirit God will not doe much with many but leaves them to this worke mainely to save their owne soules but he will use some as his agents and factors in his great designes and affaires of mercy therefore traines them up to the knowledge of heights and depths Some are ordinary passengers and it is enough for them to looke to themselves being able to doe but little for others but some must bee Pilots and therefore must bee acquainted with winds and seas and rocks and sands that they may not onely save themselves but others Afflictions come not empty handed but like a darke cloud bring much after them there are many things which a man cannot learne in bookes but hee must learne it in himselfe a Scholler may read and acquaint himselfe with the Art of navigation but that will not make him a good Marriner nor will the studie of warre make a souldier but experience makes both God doth all as in great freedome so in great wisedome and having appointed men to severall ends he leads them in severall ends and workes them in severall moulds out of the same lump hee makes some differing from others in forme quantity and excellency some metall which is for highest use he casts often into the fire It may bee God may call you out to suffer much for him and