the use of his meanes till he shall give thee faith that by it thou mayst know thy selfe to be elected Act. 13. 48. But I have used the meanes and yet I am no better but worser therefore God will never doe me good Are you sure you have used all Gods meanes doest thou know the number of them and have your ends been all good right placed and have you used them in a right manner measure time in sinceritie humilitie which I question and have you not rested in the use of means have you set God above his meanes and expected his blessing upon them without which they could doe no good If thou hast not used them all in faith say not thou hast used the meanes what are all meanes without faith they are as a shadow without the substance Heb. 11. 1. The word they heard profited them not for want of faith Heb. 4. 2. It is no good reason to say because God hath not answered me and supplied me therefore he never will consider Isa 64. 4. Isa 8. 17. They which had not obtained mercy did 1 Pet. 2. 10. They shall not be ashamed that wait for me Isa 49. 23. There be many that doe satisfie themselves with the meanes and their frequenting them and in what they doe that it is just with God yea a mercy to blast all to shew their emptinesse that we might look and long for Christ to blesse the meanes and be all in all unto us Men beleeve not that faith is the gift of God and the Spirits work Phil. 1. 29. so that they goe not to God in his promise for faith but endeavour to make a faith of their own to carry to God If thou hast a will that onely Christ should save thee God hath begun his work in thee and he will finish it Heb. 12. 2. and one day thou shalt know thy selfe to be pardoned and all thy sins shall be subdued Consider God may have mercy for thee though thou knowest it not for mens sinnes are first forgiven before they are to beleeve it or can be assured of it for if men should beleeve that their sins are forgiven before they be forgiven they should beleeve that which is false neither can any mans beleeving make that to be which had not a being before faith declares to us our pardon but our beleeving neither pardons nor procures the pardon of any sin if it could what need was there of the death of Christ I have waited a long time and many have received mercy since but not I. Even the Lords servants have waited a long time for God or at least they thought the time long David said I am weary of my crying my throat is dryed mine eyes faile while I waite for my God Psal 69. 3. If God have given thee a heart to wait upon him thou art blessed Blessed are all they that wait for him Isa 30. 18. Waiting implies perseverance patience long-suffering in holding out notwithstanding the tediousnesse of the time deferred courage in breaking through all difficulties that stand between waiting and to continue waiting though all things seem contrary till we enjoy what we waited for I wait for my God Psal 69. 3. I am now old in yeares and if God had intended to have done my soule good surely he would have done it before this time and now death is ready to take me away Yea though it be thus with thee yet mercy may be thy portion at last if mercy come at last it will be sweet and it may come at last The thiefe was saved upon the Crosse Mat. 20. Luk. 23. Oh how neere was he unto his end before mercy came unto him You may not set a time to God in which he shall shew mercy for he giveth what he will and when he will and will not be tyed to thy time it 's an exceeding great grace for God to shew mercy though it be at the last as he did to the thiefe upon the Crosse God hath all houres in the day to work the last houre God useth to call some as well as the third see Mat. 20. 1. to 10. for there is nothing too hard for God If I were filled with qualifications as humblenesse and brokennesse of heart and tooke delight to heare and pray as others I could have hope but now I cannot Alas poore soule thou art greatly deluded for these things can no way fit the soule for mercy Why doest thou seek the living among the dead Luk. 24. 5. Why doest thou look at and rest in such things as these for haddest thou these in the greatest measure they could not procure thy happinesse nor stand thee in any stead oh nothing but Christ can doe thy soule any good and truly comfort thee Consider what qualifications had they in Ezekiel 16. 3. to 9. of whom God was found Surely they had none except sinfull ones What saith God I was found of them that sought me not Isa 65. 1 2 3. Tell me what qualifications had they who were enemies yet Christ died for them Rom. 5. 9 10. All that are saved are saved by grace without any cause or condition in man 2 Tim. 1. 9. Under colour of devotion yee overthrow Christ can your duties c. procure Christ or what use is there of Christ if yee can have what yee need without him yee would have power abilitie and inlargements before yee dare believe in Christ Oh the greatnesse of thy pride and folly doth not Christ say true that without me yee can doe nothing Joh. 15. 5. As in nature none can worke before they have life so none can doe any thing that is spirituall before they live spiritually Christ must be in thee before thou canst beleeve the soule must beleeve before it can finde any sanctification or workes at all in it selfe yea without any regard to workes in any measure whatsoever for there is nothing to be done by man to be a preparation to his sanctification see Rom. 4. 5. 5. 8. 10. Thou hungerest and thirstest after a righteousnesse of thine own and wouldst establish it but it must be renounced I confesse this self-deniall is very hard oh how hard is it for the soule to be taken off its own bottom of workes and of self-concurrence strip them of all that is their own and yee take away their lives they must and will have something some humblenesse and brokennesse of heart some teares some good workes or abilities or a good heart something they must have for they think it cannot be that they should be accepted pardoned and saved and they to doe nothing at all themselves for it therefore as soone as they begin to espie a flaw in what they doe for who can say his heart is cleane Job 25. 4. they betake themselves to breake their hearts to make God amends for all and thinke if they can
We receive the Law from the hand of Jesus Christ to be a rule for us to walke by and herein is my Father glorified that yee bring forth much fruit Joh. 15. 8. And the Saints injoy sweet priviledges by walking close with God see 1 Pet. 4. 14. To him that orders his conversation aright will I shew the salvation of God Psal 50. 23. God sheddeth his love into the hearts of his in his time and measure which love so constraines them that they cannot choose but love God againe for his great love Rom. 5. 5. Ephes 4. 6. 2 Cor. 5. 14. Which love as it is apprehended by them so it constraines them to obey him and there is no faith true but that which workes by love Gal. 5. 6. and to all that love God his commandements are not grievous Joh. 14. 15. 1 Joh. 5. 1. 3. And God hath chosen us that wee should be holy and without blame before him in love Ephes 1. 4. 2. 10. 4. 1. But this doctrine hath ever been slandred and opposed by Papists Arminians and such as they are but let those that can see judge whose lives are most according to the Word they that hold with it or against it 3. The life of faith in Sanctification This consists in two branches The first is the soules cleaving to God in Christ our Sanctification which is for my pardon and peace and assurance of glory 1 Cor. 1. 30. Who is made unto us sanctification The second is the soules cleaving to Christ in his promises to change my nature clense and renew my heart and life and to worke all our workes for us and be a quickning Spirit in us 1 Cor. 15. 45. I will heale their backslidings Hos 14. 5. He will subdue our iniquities Micah 7. 19. Sinne shall not have dominion over you c. Isa 57. 18 19. I have seene his wayes and will heale him and heale all thy diseases Psal 103. 8. This was Christs prayer Sanctifie them with thy truth thy Word is truth for their sakes sanctifie I my selfe that they also might be sanctified through the truth Joh. 17. 17. 19. There is much unevennesse in us it should be a great griefe unto us that we cannot honour God no more in our conversation that our spirits are so much estranged from him as they are and unto holy and divine things which should be familiar and more delightfull unto us All that are the Lords have received great love from him which should greatly ingage their hearts to walke as becometh Saints in a holy course and conversation according to the Word of God every day and all the day long to injoy God and obey him according to his word Of infirmities An infirmitie is such a weaknesse as when the heart is upright yet by reason of some impediment it cannot doe the good it would and doth the evill it would not Infirmities are the imperfections of good actions There is an infirmitie which ariseth from some impediment which a man would faine remove but cannot There is an infirmitie that ariseth for want of growth in grace A sin of infirmitie is alwayes with griefe and sorrow and where there is no griefe for it it is no infirmitie It is a sin of infirmitie in him who desires to be informed of it and to be reproved for it and to know how to leave it when he is ashamed of it and will not plead for it but complaine to God against it and is grieved humbled for it and useth meanes against it There is no childe of God that is wholly free from infirmities therefore every beleever is to live by faith in all their infirmities 4. The life of faith in infirmities Which consists in two things First It is the soule cleaving to God in Christ that he will be to us according unto his promise a God of love and mercy unto us for ever notwithstanding all our omissions and commissions excesses and defects Secondly and that he will supply all our wants for soule or body as if we had never sinned according to his Covenant with Jesus Christ and us in him that it shall stand fast for ever with him Psal 89. 27 28 29. For the first If any man sin we have an advocate with the Father 1 Joh. 2. 1. Who forgiveth all thy iniquities Psal 103. 3. Whom he loves once he loves to the end Joh. 13. 1. I am the Lord I change not Mal. 3. 6. Jesus Christ the same yesterday and to day and for ever Heb. 13. 8. I will make an everlasting Covenant with you even the sure mercies of David Isai 53. 3. Which is confirmed by two immutable things Oath and Covenant c. That wee might have strong Consolation Heb. 6. 17 18. Through the bloud of the everlasting Covenant Heb. 13. 20. If his children forsake my Law and walke not in my Judgements if they breake my Statutes and keepe not my Commandements then will I visit their transgressions with a rod and their iniquitie with stripes Neverthelesse my loving kindnesse I will not take from him nor suffer my faithfulnesse to faile my Covenant will I not breake my mercy will I keep for him and my Covenant shall stand fast with him Psal 89. 30 31 32 33 34. They and our fathers dealt proudly and hardened their neckes and hearkened not to thy Commandements and refused to obey c. But thou art a God ready to pardon gracious and mercifull and slow to anger and of great kindnesse and forsakest them not Nehe. 9. 16 17 18 19 20. In our greatest falls when the soule is subject to doubt of pardon consider our God will abundantly pardon c. Isa 55. 7 8 9. I am he that blotteth out thy transgressions for my Names sake Isa 43. 25. And am mighty to save Isa 63. 1. With the Lord is plenteous redemption Psal 130. 7 8 9. I have blotted out thy sins returne unto mee for I have redeemed thee Isa 44. 22. He knoweth our frame and remembreth that we are but dust Psal 103. 14. If thou shouldst mark iniquities O Lord who shall stand But there is forgivenesse with thee that thou mayest be feared Psal 130. 3 4. But the mercy of the Lord is from everlasting to everlasting upon them that feare him As a father pitieth his children so the Lord pitieth them that feare him Psal 103. 13. 17 18. Thou art a God ready to forgive and plenteous in mercy unto all them that call upon thee Psal 86. 5. But thou art a God ready to pardon gracious and mercifull and slow to anger and of great kindnesse and forsakest them not though they dealt proudly and hardened their neckes and hearkened not to thy Commandements and refused to obey Neh. 9. 16 17. He hath not dealt with us after our sins nor rewarded us according to our iniquities Ps 103. 10. He was wounded for our transgressions he was bruised for our iniquities the chastisement of our peace was
eate or what yee shall drinke nor yet for your body what yee shall put on is not the life more then meate and the body then rayment Behold the fowles of the ayre they neither sow nor reape nor gather into barnes yet God feedeth them are yee not much better then they O yee of little faith Which of you by taking thought can adde one oubit unto his stature Take no thought for after these things seek the Gentiles you heavenly Father knoweth that yee have need of these things Mat. 6. 25. to the end see Rom. 8. 32. Luk. 12. 15. Cast all your care upon him for he careth for you be carefull for nothing but in every thing let your requests he made known to God with thankesgiving Phil. 4. 6. 1 Pet. 5. 7. Let your conversation be without covetousnesse and be content with such things as yee have for he hath said I will never leave thee nor forsake thee Heb. 13. 5. In thy ignorance consider Wee have such an high Priest as can have compassion on the ignorant Heb. 5. 2. If any want wisdome let him aske it of God who gives liberally and it shall be given him but let him aske in faith without wavering Jam. 1. 5. Having fallen into passion to keepe thee from sinking under it consider what the Apostles said Wee are also men of like passions with you Acts 14. 15. Elias was a man subject to the like passions as we are c. Jam. 5. 17. And so of all other infirmities He will heale all thy diseases c. Psal 103. 8. If wee did live in Christ by faith more our infirmities would be lesse For a supply of all wants My God shall supply all you need according to his riches by Christ Jesus Phil. 4. 6. 19. Christ is able and will supply all our wants 5. The life of faith for graces and in the exercise of them To beleeve They shall trust in the Name of the Lord Zeph. 3. 12. This is his Commandment that yee should beleeve on the Name of his Sonne Jesus Christ 1 Joh. 3. 23. To increase in faith They shall grow from faith to faith Rom. 1. 17. To live by faith The just shall live by faith Rom. 1. 17. To continue in the faith He that beleeves in me though he were dead yet shall be live c. Luk. 22. 32. 1 Pet. 1. 5. In exercise of faith Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on thee because he trusts in thee Isa 26. 3. Joh. 11. 25. 7. 38 39. He is a buckler to all them that trust in him Psal 18. 30. He that puts his trust in the Lord mercy shall compasse him about Psal 32. 10. To know God Thou shalt know the Lord Pro. 1. 23. They shall all know mee Jer. 31. 33 34. To love God Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart Mat. 22. 17. The Lord thy God will circumcise thy heart that thou maist love him with all thy heart and soule Deut. 30. 6. I have declared thy Name that thy love wherewith thou hast loved me may be in them Joh. 17. 26. In loving God He that loves me shall be loved of my Father and I will love him and manifest my selfe unto him and dwell with him Joh. 14. 21. 23. To seeke God That they should seeke the Lord Act. 17. 27. Seeke yee the Lord. In seeking God Blessed are all they that seeke him with their whole heart Psal 119. 2. The Lord hath not forsaken them that seeke him Psal 9. 10. Your hearts shall live that seeke him Psal 69. 32. They shall praise the Lord that seeke him Psal 22. 26. They that seeke the Lord shall not want any good thing To feare God I will put my feare in their hearts and they shall not depart from me Jer. 32. 39 40. They shall feare the Lord and his goodnesse in the latter dayes Hosea 3. 5. In fearing God The Lord takes pleasure in them that feare him Psal 147. 11. He that feares the Lord him shall he teach the way that he shall choose Psal 25. 12. There is no want to them that feare him viz. feare lest they sinne against him Psal 34. 9. He will blesse them that feare the Lord both small and great Psal 115. 13. To hope in God In hoping in God The Lord takes pleasure in those that hope in his mercy Ps 147. 11. Wee are saved by hope Rom. 8. 24. Happy is he whose hope is in the Lord Ps 146. 5. Be of good courage he shall strengthen your hearts all yee that hope in the Lord Ps 31. 24. To waite on God Waite I say on the Lord and he shall strengthen thy heart Psal 27. 14. In waiting on God They shall not be ashamed that waite for me Blessed are they that waite for him Since the beginning of the world men have not heard nor perceived by the eare neither hath the eye seene O God besides thee what he hath prepared for them that waite for him Isa 49. 23. Isa 30. 18. 1 Cor. 2. 9. To delight and rejoyce in God Thou shalt have thy delight in the Almightie thou shalt rejoyce in God in thy Name shall they rejoyce all the day our hearts shall rejoyce in him Isa 41. 16. Psal 89. 16. Psal 33. 21. To praise God The living he shall praise thee daily shall he be praised they shall praise the Lord who so offereth mee praise glorifieth me Isa 38. 19. Psal 72. 15. Psal 63. 3. Psal 22. 26. Psal 50. 23. To injoy peace with God Let him take hold on my strength that he may make peace with me and he shall make peace with me Isa 27. 5. To love the Saints This is his Commandement that we should love one another 1 Joh. 3. 23. Little children love one another see that yee love one another with a pure heart fervently 1 Joh. 4. 7. 1 Pet. 2. 22. By this shall all men know that yee be my Disciples if yee love one another Joh. 13. 35. 1 Joh. 3. 14. To love enemies Love your enemies doe good lend hoping for nothing againe and your reward shall be great c. Mat. 5. 43 44. Luk. 6. 35. To judge our selves They shall judge themselves worthy to be destroyed Judge your selves and yee shall not be judged Ezek. 36. 31. 2 Cor. 11. 31. To mourne for sinning against God I will powre upon them the Spirit of grace and they shall mourne Your sorrow shall be turned into joy Blessed are they that mourn in faith for they shall be comforted Zech. 12. 10. Joh. 16. 20. Mat. 5. 4. In poverty of spirit To him will I look saith God that is poore and of a contrite spirit c. Blessed are the poore in spirit for theirs is the kingdome of heaven Isa 66. 2. Mat. 5. 3. In desires after Christ c. Hoe every one that thirsteth come yee to the waters and drinke if any man thirst let him come to me and drinke
I will give to him that is athirst of the fountaine of water of life freely Blessed are they which doe hunger and thirst after righteousnesse for they shall be filled A bruised Reed shall be not breake and the smoaking flax shall be not quench And if there be a willing mind it is accepted according to that a man hath By faith Abraham offered Isaac Of a truth this poore widow hath cast in more then they all The desires of the righteous shall be granted Isa 55. 1. Joh. 7. 37. Rev. 21. 6. Joh. 7. 33. Mat. 5. 6. Isa 42. 3. 2 Cor. 8. 10 11 12. Gen. 16 17. with Heb. 11. 27. Luk. 21. 3. Prov. 10. 24. Psal 37. 4. To be meeke Seeke meeknesse The meeke will he teach his way and will save all the meeke of the earth he will beautifie the meeke with salvation Psal 25. 9. Psal 76. 9. Psal 149. 4. To be sincere Thou Lord requirest truth in the inward parts Blessed are the pure in heart for they shall see God Psal 51. 6. Mat. 5. 8. To confesse our sinnes Confesse thy sin If we confesse our sinnes he is faithfull and just to forgive us our sinnes and to cleanse us from all iniquitie If any man say I have sinned and perverted that which is right and it profiteth me not he will deliver his soule from going downe into the pit and his life shall see the light 1 Joh. 1. 9. Job 23. 27 28. To forgive others Forgive unto seventy seven times in a day thou shalt forgive Forgive and yee shall be forgiven If yee forgive men their trespasses your heavenly Father will forgive your trespasses against him Luk. 17. 4. Mark 11. 25 26. 6. 37. Mat. 6. 14. Ephes 4. 23. To be a peace-maker Blessed are the peace-makers for they shall be called the children of God Mat. 5. 9. To devise good Mercy and truth shall be to them that devise good the liberall deviseth liberall things Pro. 14. 22. Isa 32. 8. To selfe-deniall If any man will come after me let him deny himselfe Maâ— 16. 15. To watch But let us watch and be sober blessed are those servants whom the Lord when he cometh shall find watching blessed is he that watcheth Maâ— 13. 37. 1 Thes 5. 6. Rev. 16. 15. Luk. 22. 37. Mat. 24 47. To be patient Be yee also patient in your patience possesse your sâ—ules James 5. 8. Luk. 21. 9. After he had patiently indured he obtained the promises Heb. 6. 15. To be contented Be content with those things yee have Heb. 13. 5. To resist the Devill Resist the devill and he will fly from you Jam. 5. 4. To resist sin Sin shall not have dominion over you Rom. 6. 14. Not to be afraid of the world Yee are of God little children and have overcome them and greater is he that is in you then he that is in the world Joh. 16. 33. see 1 Joh. 4. 4. To subdue the flesh If yee mortifie the deeds of the flesh by the Spirit yee shall live Rom. 8. 13. Live to the glory of God and your own and the Saints comfort To be mercifull Be yee mercifull as your heavenly Father is mercifull Blessed are the mercifull for they shall obtaine mercy Mat. 5. 7. Jam. 2. 13. To give to the poore See that yee abound in this grace also Cast thy bread upon the waters and after many dayes thou shalt find it He that gives to the poore shall not lacke Blessed is he that considereth the poore the Lord will deliver him in the time of trouble the Lord will preserve and keepe him alive and he shall be blessed upon the earth thou wilt not deliver him unto the will of his enemies the Lord will strengthen him upon the bed of languishing thou wilt make all his bed in his sicknesse Eccl. 11. 1. Pro. 28. 17. Psal 41. 1 2 3. To give chearfully God loves a ohearfull giver 2 Cor. 9. 7. To give bountifully He that soweth bountifully shall reap bountifully The liberall soule shall be made fat and he that watereth shall be watered himselfe If thou draw out thy soule to the hungry and satisfie the afflicted soule then shall thy light rise c. 2 Cor. 9. 6. Prov. 11. 25. Isa 48. 10 11. Who so shall give a cup of cold water in the Name of a Disciple because he belongs to Christ verily I say unto you he shall not lose his reward in heaven Mat. 10. 42. Mark 9. 41. 6. The life of faith in the use of meanes It is the souls cleaving to God in Christ for a blessing upon his Ordinances or the meanes he hath appointed that we may receive strength from them and profit by them The way of the Lord is strength to the upright Pro. 9. 29. I am the Lord that teacheth thee to profit Isa 48. 17. Faith beleeves God will blesse his own meanes seeing he hath appointed them all to this end therefore all must needs be effectuall So it is the duty of a beleever to use all constantly closely wisely despise not them because they seem weak and silly to flesh and bloud know by their use under God a holy life is preserved and observe how thou thrivest by them use all if by any meanes thy wants may be supplied Phil. 3. 11. And honour not any of them as to exclude or sleight another Some there be that are guiltie herein men onely prise that themselves like But oh yee sonnes and daughters of God love yee and use yee all Gods meanes they are all for his glory and thy good let not any of them be a stranger to thee the neglect of one may hinder the fruit of another the command is to all the Lords to use all and if we be weake in the use of meanes what should we be if wee used them not let not the difficultie of any dismay thee consider seriously the soveraigntie of God in all his commands and what obedience to God meanes and what God requires for matter manner measure time and end To pray consider such places as these Pray continually I will powre upon them the Spirit of grace and supplication Aske and ye shall have If yee which are evill know how to give good gifts unto your children how much more shall your heavenly Father give the holy Spirit to those that aske him And all things whatsoever yee shall aske in prayer beleeving yee shall receive What things soever yee desire when yee pray beleeve that yee receive them and yee shall receive them Verily I say unto you whatsoever yee shall aske the Father in my Name he will give it you And it shall come to passe before they call I will answer and while they yet speake I will heare 1 Thes 5. Zech. 12. 10. Mat. 7. 7 8 9 11. Luk. 11. 13. Mat. 21. 22. Mark 11. 24. Mat. 16. 23. Isa 65. 24. To read the word Give attendance to reading Behold I will powre out my Spirit upon you and make knowne
23. For deliverance out of trouble c. Many are the troubles of the righteous but the Lord delivers them out of them all Joh. 5. 19. Psal 19. 17 Psal 50. 15. For speedy deliverance My salvation shall not tarry Isa 46. 13. 9. Every day to live the life of faith concerning the time past Which is to consider and call to remembrance and to see God in his dealings to us ours and others both for soule and body I have considered the dayes of old and the yeares of ancient time Psal 77. 5. This is to injoy time past as present David made this a part of his meditation oh how sweet is it to muse of Gods mercies unto us from our birth that I should be borne of such as feared God and so injoy better education then others or else that I should be borne of haters of God and instead of good education had bad and was brought up in ignorance and prophanenesse and how I have been tempted to desperate sinnes or healed those breaches how strangely God brought us to better places unexpected or undeserved and how neere and often we have been to be cut off by death by sicknesse casualties desperate practices by others and by our selves and how great bondage we have been in by sinne being filled with despaire terror and wrath without hope of ever being pardoned Ephes 2. 12 13. and yet for God to fill my soule with joy peace in beleeving Rom. 5. 1. and in how great bondage I was unto sinne not able to restraine my selfe and out of hope of ever having strength against such strong lusts and yet God hath subdued them Oh great change and also how we were convinced of our state of death we are in by nature and by what meanes But if we had been borne in India or Turkey or Rome we should either have never heard of a Jesus or seene no light or to no purpose Also how God hath preserved us in Babylon and brought us out of it if thou beest so and preserved us from the errors of the wicked rotten tenets as Pelagianisme his free will and power by nature Arminianisme with his free will so by grace as he may choose whether he will be saved or no and so under pretence of inlarging Gods grace robs him of all to grace himselfe in his indeavours and sets the crowne upon his own head So some deny the Morall Law and word of God to be a Rule to them to walk by and so are lawlesse and where there is no Law there can be no transgression and now are the last times in which iniquitie and abominable errors doe abound and shall more abound that which God hath said shall be must be no man nor men can hinder it some denies Election and originall sinne c. the Lord in mercy open their eyes I was once wrapped up and sunke in Arminianisme and had so continued but the Lord in mercy pulled me out Oh how sweet should that love be to us which keepes us from these errors or brings us out of them and the Lord will in his time be full Redemption to all his Also consider how we have been freed from many sorrows and sicknesses which others indure having little or no rest day or night and what meanes we injoy for our soules which others want and it may be never heard of and blesseth them unto us Also in what straits wee have been in how the Lord hath helped us in them and delivered us from them and how God hath provided and doth provide for us meanes of living friends and comforts strangely and unexpected and how strangely God hath given us good wives or husbands or so orders it that bad ones sends us to God or weanes us from the world c. These mercies with a thousand more to us and ours requires our meditation to strengthen our faith and to endeare our hearts to God exceedingly and to be more inlarged in thankfulnesse and to sucke sweetnesse in the remembrance of such experiences Mercies forgot are as nothing to us and wee cannot be thankfull to God for them though they were never so many or great Who so is wise and will observe these things shall understand the loving kindnesse of the Lord Psal 107. 43. 10. Every day to live the life of faith in Glorification Which is to behold the rest peace glory and happinesse c. in heaven which is provided for us and also to beleeve that God will give us after this life all these things with himselfe which he hath promised us in his word see Acts 20. 23. Acts 26. 18. 1 Pet. 1. 4. For the resurrection of my body He that beleeves in me I will raise him up at the last day Joh. 6. 40. To have a spirituall body It is sowen a naturall body it is raised a spirituall body 1 Cor. 15. 44. Our bodies shall be more glorious then the Sun in the firmament because that is but a naturall body To have a powerfull body It is raised in power 1 Cor. 15. 43. To have a glorified body and like Christs It is raised in glory 1 Cor. 15 43 44. Who shall change our vile body that it may be fashioned like unto his glorious body Phil. 3. 21. To have fulnesse of knowledge And to know the love of Christ which passeth knowledge and be filled with the fulnesse of God Ephes 3. 19. And know even as I am known 1 Cor. 13. 12. To have fulnesse of joy and pleasures In thy presence is fulnesse of joy and at thy right hand are pleasures for evermore Ps 16. 11. Joy inward pure spirituall full in heaven wee shall have no misery no hunger cold nakednesse paine griefe wearinesse but rest 2 Thes 1. 7. To have Rest I shall have rest 2 Thes 1. 7. without labour In this Rest tranquillity in this tranquillity contentment in this contentment joy in this joy varietie in this varietie securitie in this securitie eternitie To have life We shall also live with him 2 Tim. 2. 11. Your life is hid with Christ in God Col. 3. 3. When Christ who is our life shall appeare Col. 3. 4. To have everlasting life Who shall receive life everlasting in the world to come Luk. 18. 30. Mat. 19. 29. Joh. 4. 40. Then shall I never die nor end being for continuance eternall To injoy the presence of God with Saints and Angels When Christ our life shall appeare then shall we appeare with him in glory Col. 3. 4. Father I will that they which thou hast given me be with me where I am Joh. 17. 24. To see the Lord as he is Beloved now are we the sonnes of God and it doth not appeare what we shall be but we know when we shall appeare we shall be like him for we shall see him as he is 1 Joh. 3. 2. Then shall we see him face to face 1 Cor. 13. 12. To behold his glory That they may behold my glory Joh. 17.
every day I be well imployed especially in my retirednesse and solitary seasons to prevent needlesse feares thoughts of the pleasures of sinne past present or to come lest such thoughts cause sinne upon supposition Experience may teach some that Satans temptations have come more frequenter and stronger when alone and that they have then sinned more freely in their imaginations oh cursed contemplation that pollutes soule body with sensuall filth Gen. 38. 9 10. and renewed guilt nor is it good for a weake beleever to affect solitarinesse Satan is more bold when thou art most solitary and his temptations then take a deeper impression 27. Watch to speake for truth c. Every day as occasion is offered that I earnestly contend for the truth Jude ver 3. own it maintaine it and those that are unjustly accused and count it a glory to be reproached and disgraced for Christ and his truth 1 Pet. 4. 14. 28. Watch to doe duties Every day to catch at all opportunities of receiving and doing good shunning evill and with constancy nourish all good and holy desires and consider what times we live in and what they afford and how I may be most usefull and fruitfull that I may finish my course with joy My beloved spake and said unto me Rise up my love my faire one and come away Song 2. 10 11. Our sloth and our corrupt selfe love ease carelesnesse inconstancy unsetlednesse hindreth us more then we are aware of of going to our beloved 29. Watch against covetousnesse Every day to take heed and beware of covetousnesse and earthly mindednesse Consider Mat. 25. 14. Luk. 6. 2. Mat. 6. 25. to the end Phil. 4. 6. 1 Tim. 4. 8 9 10. Jam. 5. 1 2 3. Pro. 23. 5. 1 Pet. 5. 7. Luk. 2. 7. Mat. 8. 20. To avoyd covetousnesse meditate on such places as these Covetousnesse deceives and hurts all Jam. 5. 3. If we had riches wee cannot keep them they shall soone be taken from us or us from them Let such as thinke they cannot be happy without outward riches consider if earth be better then heaven where there is none of this thicke clay to load themselves withall Hab. 2. 6. 30. To looke for trouble Every day to expect trouble and crosses and looke upon all that befals me as appointed and ordered by God for my good in his wisdome love and mercy that so I may be thankfull for them and not fret knowing nothing can befall me without the will of God and that it is sent in love and is best for me and that God will supply with his all-sufficiency whatsoever I shall need and that I desire not freedome from trouble but a free spirit and an inlarged heart to God in it and to expresse in every trouble wisdome patience humilitie comfort willingnesse contentednesse thankfulnesse and faith in God and that I indeavour to comfort others in their trouble We should not looke to be exempted from troubles the whole course of a Saint in this life is a life of trouble and suffering yea more then other men Psal 73. 5. All our crosses c. are Christs servants they are under Christ they come and goe at his command and they are sent to doe them good and are called backe when they have done what they come for therefore be not impatient at them fret not Psal 39. 9. A Saint should be so fixed upon God that nothing below should move him so as to disquiet him for to say they cannot indure and beare such a crosse oâ— trouble is an expression as is unfit and unsutable for a Saint Phil. 4. 11. 13. Our spirit should be above and rule and over-rule things below and not be ruled by them a Saint should be under nothing beneath it selfe if we should rejoyce in trials c. inward outward temptations desertions conflicts outward troubles and death it selfe is to make us capable of a fuller injoyment and communion with God Jam. 1. 2. c. how much more should we be content and patient 1 Thes 4. 18. Lord I will beare any thing because my sinnes are forgiven me a conscience so set at libertie can with ease undergoe a great burden Bees gather honey of bitter flowers as well as sweet and cannot we doe so from bitter conditions outward bondage is not much to an inlarged and free spirit what can doe much hurt when all is well within all is light and easie to him that can deny himselfe What God takes away one way he can give it in another which will be better How ever it be yet God is good and good to me who will ever remaine so to be and be the same to me We have his promise that wee shall not want any thing that is good for us Psal 349 10. Therefore when I thinke I want I will not beleeve I want and that I have what I want when I doe not see it when I see not outward things I see God can give and I may have the comfort of them without them esteeme God above all and set him against all what God conveyd before by meanes he instilles immediately from himselfe the immediate comforts are the strongest see Joh. 16. 32. and when all forsooke Paul yet God stood by him and so it was with Christ Psal 69. 20. Saints that are poore and under abasement may be richer in faith Jam. 2. 5. and have more experience of Gods faithfulnesse care and love and see more of their own hearts be more humble more spirituall and live more upon God and more weaned from the world then those Saints who are richer the meanest are as happy and as free from cares as the richest and their sleepe is as sweet therefore take we heed of sin and then let come what can Sin not to avoyd trouble for that is the way to bring greater trouble upon thee for sin defiles distracts insnares and straitens a soule where the spirit is inlarged it is not much troubled at outward bondage if it be lightsome outward darknesse will not be burdensome if the Spirit be sound it can beare troubles sicknesse nothing can be very ill when all is well within what can be grievous to him whose eye is fixed in heaven and knowes it to be his owne Heb. 12. 2. We should not looke so much at trouble or freedome from it as to God for profit by it comfort in it strength to beare it oh let no trouble trouble thee for when God seemes to leave thee he is neere to helpe thee when he hides himselfe he seeth and will provide helpe for thee as Gen. 22. 14. He is all sufficient Gen. 17. 1. and he is faithfull that hath said all is ours 1 Cor. 3. 23. And that wee shall not want that which is for our good Psal 34. 9 10. The same faithfulnesse will make it good therefore I shall not want what ever can come should each Saint say 31. Watch to shew mercy Every day as occasion is
for in thy sight shall no man living be justified Psal 143. 2. Dan. 9. 18. Tit. 3. 5. 7. All our righteousnesses are as filthy rags c. Isai 64. 4. 6. God reveales to a soule Christs righteousnesse and the soules interest unto it Joh. 16. 14. To comfort the soule and cause the soule to love God againe he doth not comfort us in the sight of our own righteousnesse before he declares and comforts the soule in the righteousnesse of Christ Righteousnesse in him That righteousnesse which justifieth us before God as it is not ours so it is not in us but as it is Christs righteousnesse so it is in him In the Lord have I righteousnesse and strength in me you shall have righteousnesse and strength Isa 45. 23 24 25. The cause or forme of our justification is by a reciprocall translation of our sin unto Christ and his righteousnesse unto us both which is done by God for us That we might be made Whatsoever Jesus Christ hath done and suffered was for those whose sinnes were laid upon him who are stated in him Ephes 1. 4. and are fully pardoned by him Rev. 1. 5. By the obedience of one man viz. Christ many are made righteous Rom. 5. 19. By his stripes we are healed Isa 53. 5. The bloud of Jesus Christ cleanseth us from all sin 1 Joh. 1. 7. In him God considers his to be in Christ before they had a beeing in themselves Ephes 1. 4. and he never lookes upon his children out of him for they are never out of him They dwell in Christ Joh. 6. 56. and shall ever live Joh. 9. 25. and be found in him Phil. 3. 8. Christ and all true beleevers are so united together that they are but one one body one spirit bone of his bone oh what union is like to this that is so reall full and intire wonderfull glorious spirituall eternall and infinite 1 Cor. 6. 17. Gal. 5. 30. c. Joh. 15. 5. Joh. 17. 22 23. If our faith in Christ were as strong as our union with Christ wee should ingrosse and possesse all that is in heaven and nothing in the earth could trouble us The state of a beleever in Christ as considered in him is an estate of perfection We are complete in him Col. 2. 9 10. 13. As Christ is so am I as I am so is Christ Joh. 1. 17. What is Christs is mine what is mine is his Christs righteousnesse is mine I am all righteous I need no more nor no other righteousnesse as I am in Christ I am as righteous and as acceptable as Christ God seeth no sin in me because there is none for I am all faire there is no spot in me Song 4. 7. Song 2. 10. Ephes 5. 25 26 27. For as he is even so are we in this world 1 Joh. 4. 17. Thou hast cast all my sinnes behinde thy backe Isa 38. 17. As far as the East in from the West so far hath he removed our transgressions from us Psal 103. 12. Seventy weeks are determined upon the people and upon the holy Citie to finish the transgressions and to make an end of sinnes and to make reconviliation for iniquitie and to bring in an everlasting righteousnesse to seale up the vision and prophecy and to anoynt the most Holy Dan. 9. 24. I will greatly rejoyce in the Lord my soule shall be joyfull in my God for he hath clothed me with the garments of salvation he hath covered me with the robe of righteousnesse Isa 61. 10. All Saints are alike clothed with Christs righteousnesse the meanest the weakest as the best and is as acceptable by it as the best oh they are all alike perfect righteous and glorious as they are in Christ oh here is strong consolation for thy fainting heart to refresh it selfe withall Drinke O friends and make yee merry O welbeloved yea drink drink abundantly in this fountaine that is bottomlesse and therefore can never be drawne dry Song 5. 1. In the most perfect Saints as they are in themselves there is much sin 1 Joh. 1. 10. and God doth see it yet God cannot condemne them to wrath for it no more then God can condemne Christ for it who shall appeare without sin Heb. 9. 28. They being in him who hath suffered for it and Justice neither will nor can exact the payment of a debt twice now it 's justice in God to justifie Rom. 3. 25. yea God is as just in pardoning a sinner by the bloud of Christ as he is just in condemning any and now thou hast a full pardon by justice as well as mercy therefore drinke freely Song 5. 1. For us That which is spoken in generall to beleevers every beleever is to apply it to himselfe in particular so Paul he loved me and gave himselfe for me Gal. 2. 20. For us for me The word and promise of God that it is for me is that which my soule should fix its eye upon and by faith for ever relie upon and be a full satisfaction to my soule knowing that the word and promise of God is the onely ground of my faith and is securitie sufficient for my salvation As soone as the soule is convinced that Jesus Christ is made sin for me and that I am made the righteousnesse of God in him all the soules doubts feares objections vanish and Christ is beleeved in and lived upon with thankfulnesse and joy Jesus Christ being made sin for me is as good for me yea better for me then if I had never sinned as much better as a spirituall body is better then a naturall as much better as the image of the heavenly is better then the image of the earthly yea as much better as strength is better then weaknesse and as heaven is better then earth 1 Cor. 15. 43 44. to 55. But saith a discouraged soule I cannot beleeve the Lord Jesus was made sin for me Why not for thee Because my sins are greater then others be for my sins have all the aggravations upon them that can be For mine are many So were theirs in the second and third Chapter of Jeremiah yet notwithstanding God pardoned them all as appeares Jer. 3. 21. to 25. But my sins are great and hainous So were theirs and so were Manassehs as appeares 2 King 21. 4. 9. 11. 16. and so was the womans Luk. 7. 47. and so was Pauls 1 Tim. 1. 15. yet God pardoned them all as he hath done others But my sins are against the Gospel So was Pauls he persecuted them that professed the Gospel and made havock of the Church entring into every house haling men and women and committed them to prison Act. 8. 3. And Christ died for them that slew him Act. 2. 23. 38. But mine are afâ—er many mercies So was Solomons who sinned against God after the Lord appeared unto him twice 1 King 11. 9.
But I have sinned against Gods intreaties to returne So did they I said after shee had done all these things Turn thou unto me but shee returned not Jer. 3. 7. But I have sinned against Gods Reproofes So did they Thou hast a whores forehead that refusest to be ashamed Jer. 3. 3. 8. But I have sinned against Gods corrections in not being reformed by them So did they In vaine have I smitten your children they have received no correction Jer. 2. 30. But I have committed one sin often So did they Thou hast played the harlot with many lovers Jer. 3. 1. 6. But I have continued sinning for a long continuance of time So did they We have not obeyed the voyce of the Lord from our youth unto this day Jer. 3. 25. 2. 22. But my sinnes are against knowledge and Conscience So was Davids sin concerning Bathshebah and putting to death Vriah And so did Peter sin when he said and swore he knew not Christ and that he was not with him Mat. 26. 69. to 75. But I am fallen back from what I have been So did they Returne thou backsliding Israel Jer. 3. 6. 12. But I have willingly and resolvedly forsaken God So did they saying We are Lords wee will come no more at him Jer. 3. 31 32. But I have willingly chosen sin So did they saying I have loved strangers and after them will I goe Jer. 2. 25. But I have seduced others and caused them to sin So did they Thou hast also taught the wicked ones thy wayes Jer. 2. 33. And Manasseh seduced them to doe more evill then did the Nations whom the Lord destroyed and made Judah also to sin 2 King 21. 9. 11. 16. And Paul compeld men to blaspheme Act. 26. 11. 16. Manasseh a great sinner obtained mercy 2 Chron. 33. 18 19. And a lesser sinner perisheth in his sin that men may know the Lord will have mercy on whom he will Rom. 9. 15. But I have committed as much sin as I could So did they Behold thou hast spoken and done as evill things as thou couldst Jer. 3. 5. But my sins are after vowes and Covenants So were theirs Thou saidst I will not transgresse when upon every high hill and under every greene tree thou wanderest playing the harlot Jer. 2. 25. But I have justified my selfe in all my sinnes So did they Because thou saidst I have not sinned I will plead with thee Jer. 2. 35. But I despaire and have no hope of mercy This is worst of all yet so did they Thou saidst there is no hope Jer. 2. 25. And when I cry he shutteth out my prayer and I said My strength and my hope is perished with the Lord said Jeremiah Lam. 3. 8. 18. And Job said My hope hath he removed like a tree Job 19. 10. My dayes are spent without hope Job 7. 6. 13 14 15 16. David in his hast said I am out off before thine eyes Psal 31. 22. Abraham beleeved against hope Rom. 4. 18. Yee were sometimes afar off without God and without hope Ephes 2. 12. yet at last they were made nigh by the bloud of Christ Eph. 2. 13. Behold all these were once like unto thee and the Lord hath had mercy upon them and so he may have mercy upon thee also therefore poore soule be not out of hope mind what David said I was brought low and he helped me Psal 116. 6. God is able to save to the uttermost Heb. 7. 25. Consider what the name of the Lord is Exod. 34. 5 6 7. Oh the unsearchable riches of his grace all that know his Name will trust in him Psal 9. 10. And because the greatnesse of sin is one of the greatest discouragements to a soule under the sense of sin Consider these things which are incouragements of hope unto thee 1. Incouragement to hope The multitude or greatnesse of sinne ought not to be a discouragement unto thee because the fewnesse or smalnesse of thy sinnes are not to be any ground or cause of thy confidence in God for pardon but in the promise of God of pardon in which promise the truth and faithfulnesse is 2. Incouragement to hope Because the word of God doth no where say that great sinners shall not be saved therefore to conceive so is folly and no lesse then a delusion of Satan 3. Incouragement to hope Because the word of God saith the contrary that Jesus Christ came to save sinners yea and the chiefe sinners and this is a saying worthy of all acceptation 1 Tim. 1. 15 16. Come now let us reason together saith the Lord though your sinnes were as crimson they shall be made white as snow though they were red like scarlet they shall be made as wooll Isaiah 1. 18. The word of God declares many great and sweet promises to great sinners as Jer. 3. Isa. 55. 7 8 9. 43. 24 25. There be many examples of great sinners received to mercy as Manasseh 2 Chron. 33. 18 19. Paul and one who was a sinner with a witnes Luk. 7. 37. 47. And many others yea the rebellious also Psal 68. 18. 4. Incouragement to hope Because there is a fountaine set open for sin and for uncleannesse Zach. 13. 1. And Christ is mightie to save Isa 62. 1. He will abundantly pardon Isa 55. 7. And his compassions faile not Lam. 3. 22. 5. Incouragement to hope Because great sinners that are heavie laden with sinne are called to come to Christ Mat. 11. 28. If any man thirst let him came to me and drinke Joh. 7. 37. Every one that thirsteth come ye to the waters Isa 55. 1. Rev. 22. 17. 6. Incouragement to hope The Saints have made their greatnesse of sinne an incouragement to beleeve Lord pardon my sinnes for they are great Psal 25. 11. How great is his goodnesse much greater then thy sinnes Zach. 9. 17. Isa 43. The greater our sinnes are the greater our faith should be Loe here is great consolation 7. Incouragement to hope Because God doth not sell Christ or grace but he gives Christ and all that is his freely Yee that have no silver come buy and eate come buy without money Isa 55. 1. And the Spirit and the Bride say Come and let him that heareth say come and let him that is athirst come and let whosoever will take of the water of life freely Rev. 22. 17. Jesus stood crying saying If any man thirst let him come to me and drinke Joh. 7. 37. 8. Incouragement Because such as Jesus Christ saves are unworthy ungodly and without works Rom. 4. 5 6. The most perfect Saint that ever hath been did stand in need of mercy and was unworthy Behold he found no stedfastnesse in his servants and chargeth his Angels of folly how much more in them that dwell in
houses of clay Job 4. 18 19. And all those whom God hath revealed his Sonne unto they see an exceeding transcendent beautie in him and he is precious unto them 1 Pet. 2. 7. They loth and abhor themselves Job 42. 6. Because they see in themselves nothing else but vilenesse filthinesse and unworthinesse Ezek. 16. 63. and it sets out the mercy of God the more that it is freely given unto the unworthy Ezek. 16. 9. Incouragement It makes most for the glory of God to give great things and is it not a disparagement for a King to doe otherwise The Lord is a great King a mightie God Isa 9. 6. He doth great things past finding out and wonders without number Job 9. 10. Feare not the Lord will do great things Joel 2. 21. For with God nothing shall be impossible Luk. 1. 37. Measure not the Lord by thy selfe For my thoughts are not your thoughts neither are your wayes my wayes saith the Lord for as the heavens are higher then the earth so are my wayes higher then your wayes and my thoughts then your thoughts Isa 55. 8 9. And those who are made wise by God looke not so much to their basenesse as unto his greatnesse Zach. 9. 17. 10. Incouragement That which moves God to shew mercy is onely in himselfe nothing in the creature Ezek. 16. 3. to 9. Nor any thing the creature can doe cannot move God to shew mercy I will doe away thy sinnes for my Names sake Isa 43. 25. God shews mercy because he will Micah 7. 18 19. 11. Incouragement The greater our sinnes are and our sensiblenesse of unworthinesse the more we shall love God when we know that our sinnes are pardoned Luk. 7. 41 42 43 47. 12. Incouragement The mercy of God is infinite it hath no part or forme therefore it is not capable of any addition or defect therefore infinite shouldst thou need thousands of Seas of mercy to pardon thy sinnes God hath not the lesse notwithstanding he hath given so much If I had all the sins upon me that can be committed or but one sinfull thought this consideration makes it all one Oh I worlds of sin in this Ocean vanish and come to nothing Rom. 11. 33. Oh the depth of the unsearchable riches of Christ Ephes 3. 8. 13. Incouragement The Name of God it 's infinite also The Father of mercies 2 Cor. 1. 3. Yea it 's the nature of God The Lord is very pitifull and of tender mercies Jam. 5. 11. All mercy and pitie is from him and all that is or hath been is but a drop to that Ocean of that pitie and mercy that is in him We are ready to sin but God is much more ready to forgive mercy pleaseth him it 's his delight Micah 7. 18. He is plenteous in mercy Psal 86. 5. Thou art a God ready to forgive 14. Incouragement The price that is for the sinnes of such as beleeve is infinite also count all thy sins and still they are the acts of a finite creature and is not Christ satisfaction above them he is God 1 Joh. 5. 20. His righteousnesse is farre greater then thy sinnes therefore be they great or small he is able to disanull them all 15. Incouragement The Covenant of grace is not made with us nor can it be broken by us but with Christ If they break my statutes and keep not my Commandements neverthelesse my loving kindnesse will I not take from him nor suffer my faithfulnesse to faile my Covenant will I not breake nor alter the thing that is gone out of my lips Psal 89. 31. 33 34. My Covenant shall stand fast with him vers 28. So then the Covenant is made with Christ and that it was not made for our good workes nor can we disanull it by our sinnes for it 's sure perpetuall and everlasting Heb. 13. 20. It 's not founded upon a rotten and sandy foundation as thy selfe and duties are Oh wonder at Gods wisdome and love that it is not made with us nor is it in our keeping loe it 's founded upon the word promise of an eternall God and what ever is in God is God God is unchangeable Micah 3. 6. therefore the Covenant stands sure for ever Heb. 13. 20. But the discouraged soule still replieth I am perswaded I have committed the sin against the holy Spirit and that is unpardonable Heb. 6. 4. Those who have committed this sin tread under foot the Sonne of God and count the bloud of the Covenant an unholy thing and doe hate God and Christ Joh. 15. 24. In that thou art afraid thou hast committed this sin it is certain thou hast not committed it because such as have so sinned are past feare or feeling being given up to a reprobate sense Ephes 4. 19. I am afraid the day of grace is past to me and so nothing can doe me good You must not give way to such a thought who knows but the Lord may returne Jonah 3. 19. Is this the way thinkest thou to enjoy the assurance of his love to nourish jealousies against his love Surely this is not the way Shouldst thou not rather say as David did How precious are thy thoughts to me O God great is the summe of them if I should count them they are more then the sands Psal 139. 17 18. The number of the sands are many yet Gods thoughts of love exceeds them Be not afraid onely beleeve Mark 5. 36. Christ received sinners Luk. 15. 1 2. If thou thinkest the day of grace is past because thy sinnes are great c. this will not prove it minde what God saith I have spred out my hand all the day to a rebellious people that provoke me to anger continually to my face Isa 65. 2 3. If thou desirest to returne to God thy day of grace is not past Rev. 2. 20. If we confesse our sinnes he is faithfull and just to forgive us our sinnes c. 1 Joh. 4. 9. I doe not beleeve I am elected c. so nothing can doe me good This is a secret and you must not meddle with Gods secrets Secret things belong to God and revealed things to us Deut. 29. 29. It 's one of Satans deceits to tell a soule that God hath no mercy for him when the soule hath obtained mercy or when it is not farre from him It is certaine these thoughts come from Satan because they are contrary to God in his word as Gen. 3. 2 3 4. It 's the nature of unbeliefe to be inquisitive and curious to find out any pretence that it may seeme to doe well in not harkening to what God saith in his word Heb. 10. We must not hearken unto Satan nor yeeld to him but resist him meddle not with election fix thy eye upon Christ as a sutable good for thee who is able to save thee and wait upon him in
came into the world to save sinners 1 Tim. 1. 15. 2. Chron. 20. 12. Look unto me and be saved Isai 45. 22. and so trust in Christ for life from a hope of mercy but this hope is without a certainty these are blessed as appeares Mat. 16. 17. Turne ye to the strong hold ye prisoners of hope Zach. 9. 12. Secondly the reflect act of faith which is to beleeve Christ came to save them from their sinnes as Mat. 1. 23. to know I beleeve he that hath this measure or degree of faith trusts in Christ from a knowledge of an interest in him we beleeve and are sure Joh. 6. 69. He that hath this act of faith hath the former but there be some which have the first act of faith but have not attained the second yet their hearts are turned unto Christ and fixed upon him and they long for him hope in him and rest upon him alone for life and salvation these have faith which causeth them to depend on Christ which none can doe but such as are possessed with Christ though at present they may not know it yet are they blessed Mat. 5. 6. and in his Name they doe trust Mat. 12. 21. The Apostle saith These things have I written unto you that beleeve on the Name of the Sonne of God that yee may know that yee have eternall life and that yee may beleeve on the Name of the Sonne of God 1 Joh. 5. 13. So that these words declare they did but weakly beleeve and that they did not know that they were possessed with eternall life yet they were therefore they had not that particular knowledge or assurance of the love of God yet did beleeve in Christ Some conceive they have no grace because they never had so deep a measure of sorrow for sin as some others have c. The word of God declares that those that beleeved had not one and the same measure of sorrow the Scripture declares no sorrow in Lydia receiving the Word Act. 16. 14. but it is said that the Jaylor trembled being in feare Act. 16. 29. The word of God is to be our Rule Isa 8. 20. and not mens conceits The greatest measure of sorrow griefe feare terror for sinne that ever any had made them not to be loved of God nor to obtain mercy from God nor did sensiblenesse of sin ever drive the soule to Christ but ever from Christ as Peters sensiblenesse of his sin caused him to bid Christ to depart from him Lord depart from me for I am a sinfull man Luk. 5. 8. therefore a deep sensiblenesse of sin hinders the soule in beleeving of Christ and drives it further from Christ Thou hast no cause to complain if God deales more gently with thee then he doth with some others it's a great mistake to thinke that God delights in slavish feares or teares What is the greatest sensiblenesse of sin worth that proceeds not from faith and floweth not from the apprehension of pardon love in so evill requiting God look not to sensiblenesse of sinne but to Christ thy very sensiblenesse of sin is not free from sin and it deserves nothing but death but in Christ is life If thou wert ever fatherlesse which is for the soule to be stripped of all that none of thy workes nor means nor men nor Angels nor nothing besides Jesus Christ can stand thee in any stead nor satisfie thee being resolved to wait upon Christ untill he please to manifest his free love in pardoning thy sinnes this is the worke of God in thee yea this is a great and sweet work of the Gospel and such a work as never was in any but such as shall be saved If thou renouncest all thy own sufficiency so as thy best duties cannot satisfie thee certain it is there is a better sufficiency come in place I feare my faith is not the faith of Gods Elect because it is attended with so many doubtings Feares and doubtings are no fruits of faith but of unbeliefe and as feares and doubts increase the stronger is unbeliefe in the soule so the soule is ready to judge that where so great unbeliefe is there is no faith yet the Scriptures declare that in those who had true faith the faith of Gods Elect yet at the same time have had much unbeliefe also in them so as they have been filled with doubts and feares Joh. 13. 1. And from hence it was that he in Mark 9. 24. called his faith unbeliefe because he was sensible of his great unbeliefe and was not unbeliefe strong in Thomas when he said he would not beleeve Joh. 20. 24 25. And seeing that a child of God may have true faith notwithstanding they may also have many feares and doubtings thou knowest not but the cause may be so with thee therefore take heed that yee deny not your selves to have faith lest yee call weak faith no faith and light darknesse and grace sin for to doe so is very evill Woe unto them that call evill good and good evill that put darknesse for light and light for darknesse that put bitter for sweet and sweet for bitter Isa 5. 20. those that put faith for unbeliefe doe so pray to God to strengthen thy faith as he did Mark 9. 24. and use meanes to remove such things as strengthen unbeliefe and hinder the sight of thy faith as ignorance is one cause of doubting also an over-sensiblenesse of infirmities sleighting Gods meanes neglect of duty or a formall performance or nourishing sinne more or lesse pronenesse to sin harkening to Satan to sense to carnall reasonings nourishing feare and unbeliefe c. Also endeavour to doe that which is a means to strengthen thy faith know the perfection of the state of a beleever in Christ in which the weakest and most imperfect beleever is as perfect as much justified accepted and as happy as the best live upon Christ alone make choice of and mind the sutablest promises for thee to feed and strengthen thy faith walk with God pray in faith aske his Spirit and thou shalt have it Luk. 11. 23. this Spirit will revive and fill thy soule with joy and peace in beleeving and make thee so wise and strong in his time that thou shalt not cast away thy confidence any more Heb. 10. 34. And as Gods love which is perfect full free is discovered to thy soule in the same measure thy doubts and feares are cast out for perfect love casts out feare And although you are to use meanes yet meanes are but means not causes of increase of grace it 's the operation of the Spirit of God in the soule which is as God pleaseth therefore looke up to God for faith I feare my faith is but presumption I feare the ground of this is thy not knowing or not minding what faith is and what presumption is What faith is see objection 15. and concerning presumption this word may
be understood in a twofold consideration first for such a confidence as is without a ground or secondly against a ground For the first he that presumes he hath a confidence of pardon but it is without any ground he hath no word of God for his confidence and it may be he can give no reason at all for his confidence much lesse a good reason that this discouragement may be answered and removed consider wherein faith and presumption differs He that presumes he hath no ground no word of God for his confidence here confidence is fetched from their own conceits they seek no life in Christ his word and promise 1. But he that truly beleeves in Christ his confidence is from the Word Wee through the Scriptures have hope Rom. 15. 4. In his word doe I hope Psal 130. 5. But I hope in thy word Psal 119. 81. 2. He that truly beleeves in Christ doth not receive any promise of life but in and through Christ in the riches of his grace But he that presumes if he receives a promise he receives it upon his qualifications without respect to Christ and he gathers conclusions of life from what they are and can doe their own righteousnesse was never to them as drosse and dung as Phil. 3. 8. So they depend upon their faith and not upon Christ by faith the ground of their confidence is because they are so good or not so bad as others as the proud Pharisee but he was never fatherlesse Hos 14. 3. nor did they ever receive the sentence of death in themselves 2 Cor. 1. 9. So they were ever confident and it was ever very easie for them to beleeve 3. He that beleeves his hope and trust is onely in God and they hope in his mercy The eyes of the Lord are upon them that hope in his mercy Psal 33. 18. 21. 22. And this is the work of God to perswade the heart to rest upon the free mercy of God in Christ Psal 13. 5. Psal 33. 18. I trust in the mercy of God for ever and ever Psal 52. 8. With the Lord there is mercy Psal 130. 7. God is rich in mercy Eph. 2. 4. Presumption cannot doe so Joh. 12. 37. 1 Pet. 19. 20. Joh. 6. 28 29. For the second so the confidence of the presumer is contrary to the word of God the word approves of no such confidence but protests against them and their confidence as appeares Jer. 7. 9. 15. So their presumption hardens them and makes them bold to venture upon sinful practises as lying stealing drunkennesse uncleannesse cheating and the like as theirs was Jer. 7. 9. c. 4. He that truly beleeves abhorres that which is evill and cleaves to that which is good Rom. 12. 9. Every man that hath this hope in him purifieth himselfe as he is pure 1 â—oh 3. 3. Purifying their hearts by faith Acts 15. 9. The grace of God teacheth us to deny ungodlinesse and worldly lusts and to live soberly righteously and godly in this present world Tit. 2. 11 12. Christ is precious to them that beleeve 1 Pet. 2. 7. They count all things but losse for Christ and for him they will suffer the losse of all things as Phil. 3. 8. Yet many there be who say they are confident c. and yet they dare not speak for Jesus Christ his truth his servants c. these are far from suffering the losse of all things for him So others can hold Arminianisme and free-will setting themselves and their endeavours above God and his grace in affirming that notwithstanding all the grace God affords to any man yet unlesse man shall please to will and improve it well for as they say he may choose whether he will or no it shall never be effectuall to him if it be so they may thank God for his grace without which they can doe nothing but much more themselves for saving themselves for others had as much grace as they as they say Judas had shall be damned and they had been damned also if they had not willed well c. and it was in their power and choice whether they would will well or no which is so contrary to the Scriptures so then it is not of him that willeth nor of him that runneth but of God that sheweth mercy Rom. 9. 16. Not that we are sufficient of our selves to thinke any thing of our selves but our sufficiency is of God 2 Cor. 3. 5. Surely all those who have tasted of Gods free grace cannot but admire it and be thankfull for it and loath with the greatest indignation whatsoever shall intrench upon it although it were but in the least degree I have no grace because I grow not in grace my life is not holy nor am I like unto others who are the Lords Doest thou know thy age or degree in grace what art thou a child or a yong man or a father 1 Joh. 2. 12 13. there is a great difference between a childe and a man in nature so great is the difference between a babe in Christ 1 Cor. 3. 1. and a man in Christ 1 Joh. 2. 13. Also confider if thou canst whether if thou beest a babe in the wombe or borne Heb. 5. 13. He is a babe as a childe is begotten and alive while it is in the wombe before it be borne so thou maist be begotten from above and alive before thou canst be borne Christ must first be formed in us before we can be new borne babes Gal. 4. 18. 1 Pet. 2. 2. And when thou art delivered out of the state of bondage which is a place of darknesse of feares concerning thy soule thou art not borne and brought forth and as the wombe is a place of bondage so here and therefore canst not doe that service others doe if thou beest but new borne there cannot that be expected from thee as there is from a man in Christ as there is a difference between a childe and a man in nature so there is here learne to distinguish between the grace it selfe and the exercise of it it 's not the having of grace but the exercise of it which attaines to a holy conversation by the operation of the Spirit and when a soule is delivered from its enemies as Satan terrors wrath curse it 's borne being delivered we serve Luk. 1. 47. Deliverance is before working the time of doubting is a barren time men cannot fight and worke at the same time Regeneration consists in being begotten to the Lord to have union with him Joh. 17. 22. 23. 19. And for God to convey his power into the soule by which it is made conformable to the will of Christ and lives by faith in the Sonne of God Gal. 2. 20. is another thing in some of the Lords the first is where the latter is not at least in the degrees of it beleevers are of severall growths and states as first babes children secondly young men thirdly fathers 1 Joh. 2.
12 13. Can babes work and yet if they die in that estate they shall not misse of glory 1 Job 2. 12. It is one thing to be justified and another to be sanctified so it is one thing to live another to be borne and to worke is distinct from both there is as much difference between some of the Lords as there is betwixt willing and doing some are termed carnall 1 Cor. 3. 1. others spirituall Thou maist be begotten but not borne if in bondage and then it is not the season of growing as another season is If thou beest ignorant or in temptation thy understanding is clouded and thy heart being distempered with feare so as Job 23. 8 9. and thou art not fit to judge of thy growth is a new borne babe 1 Pet. 2. 2. fit to judge of its growth Also consider it may be thou art in Gods way and so thou doest not use his meanes or not rightly consider Psal 1. 3. with Song 4. 12. there thou shalt grow I am much tempted by Satan that I have no grace Satan tempts Christs babes to cast away their confidence which is forbidden Heb. 10. 35. therefore if Satan tell yee that yee have no faith thou maist reply if I have it not in the act to my knowledge I may have it in the grace it selfe if he say that he knows and you know you have no grace at all Reply the Devill knows not and if I should thinke so I may be deceived as fire raked up in ashes appeares not and gives neither light nor heat so corruption doth hide and obscure grace 1 Cor. 3. 1. And if I have no grace why let yee me not alone as yee doe others and as yee did me when I tooke my fill of sin then ye told me I had faith when I had none I have found yee a lyer therefore I will not hearken unto you and I am the more confident I have grace because ye tell me I have none He is a lyer and the father of it Joh. 8. 44. But suppose I have no grace there is no reason why I should despaire because every one of the Lords were once without grace in the estate of nature At that time yee were without Christ being aliens from the common-wealth of Israel strangers c. having no hope and withouâ— God in the world but now in Christ Jesus yee who sometimes were afar off are made nigh by the bloud of Christ Eph. 2. 12 13. which in time past were not a people but are now the people of God which had not obtained mercy but now have obtained mercy 1 Pet. 2. 10. Many are ordained unto eternall life which did not actually beleeve nor had any grace at all I nor any doe not know but I may be one of them also therefore I know no reason to despaire nor will despaire doe me any good it is better to use the means wait upon God trust him with my soule if mercy come I shall be happy and shall have cause to praise him There is nothing too hard for God Lord if thou wilt thou canst make me cleane Jer. 32. 17. Mat. 8. 2. I cannot pray nor doe any thing to purpose therefore I have no grace Unbeliefe deads the heart and hinders thy living upon Christs strength It is so with thee that thou mightst see a need of Christ Joh. 15. 5. and live upon him who hath promised to be a full supply to his If God hath given thee a desire to obey him say not it is nothing because God saith it's something 2 Cor. 8. to 11. he gives this and if this be all thou hast it is accepted vers 12. and he will grant thy desire He will fulfill the desire of them that feare him he also will heare their cry and will save them Psal 119. 19. Christ will not quench the smoaking flâ—x Isai 42. When we see no fire we know there is fire by the smoake holy desires cannot be in a soule that hath no grace Psal 145. 19. Desire after grace is an act of spirituall life an act is from a faculty a faculty is from life and being a dead man cannot desire none can desire that which they beleeve not to be nor that they doe not love desires if spirituall they flow from faith love and are a part of what it desires A will to obey may be all that a beleever can find in himselfe at some time To will is present with me but how to performe that which is good I find not for the good I would I doe not but the evill I would not that I doe Rom. 7. 18 19 20 21. Presse after obedience to God yet know our greatest holinesse cannot justifie us before God For by grace are yee saved through faith and that not of your selves c. Not of workes lest any man should boast Ephes 2. 8 9. Even the strongest of the Lords are but weake creatures and the highest perfection they can attaine unto in this life is a fight of our imperfections and a desire and endeavour to obey and to live upon Christ by faith see Phil. 2. 12 13. And was not Paul one of the most strongest beleevers see Rom. 8. 37 38 39. yet what saith he of himselfe and his words are the word of God That which I doe I allow not for what I would that I doe not but what I haâ—e that doe I To will is present with me c. Rom. 7. 14. to 25. He had no power to doe what he would yet he lived by faith in the Sonne of God Gal. 2. 20. I find no willingnesse to duties I find no relish in them so that I often omit them Unwillingnesse to duties argueth much corruption from whence omissions often flow God may have begun his work in thee although it be thus with thee it may arise from divers causes as from unbeliefe doubting of acceptance of person and dutie and it 's no wonder if such have little list to obey also eying infirmities and not Christ also with them and not exercising grace especially faith little love to Christ loving temporall things deads the heart and makes it carnall weaknesse of grace or from Gods not affording present strength sloath and ease that slayeth the soule undiscreet doing duties out of their season ignorance of the nature of duties and what God requires in some causes ignorance of the sweetnesse of spirituall duties So the soules sicknesse which hinders the soules relish of spirituall things also weaknesse of body is a great enemy to action My flesh and my heart fayles but God is the strength of my heart and my portion for ever Psal 73. 26. he never fayles Surely I am deceived I have no grace because I am not able to subdue my passions This declares rather weaknesse of grace then otherwise and it 's certain it is not from a want of truth of grace if
the contrary and to follow after faith and to lay hold on eternall life 1 Tim. 6. 11. 2. By beleeving we come to know our interest in Christ and of our salvation by him Whosoever beleeves in him shall not perish but have everlasting life Joh. 3. 15 16. He that beleeves in the Sonne hath everlasting life vers 36. see Joh. 6. 40. 3. By beleeving we honour God He that receives his testimony hath set to his seale that God is true Joh. 3. 33. Joh. 5. 10. therefore none can beleeve too soone or too confidently or too constantly 4. If yee beleeve not surely yee shall not be established Isa 7. 9. There is no true quietnesse and settlement of soule without beleeving also thou standst by faith thou fallest into sinne by unbeliefe Rom. 11. 20. Heb. 9. 12. The word preached is precious and powerfull yet it profited them not because it was not mixed with faith Heb. 4. 2. 5. It 's faith that rids the soule of all its distempers doubts feares discouragements Rom. 5. 1. we may not separate the Spirit from faith nor faith from the Spirit 6. By faith in Christ thou shalt be kept in perfect peace it will sweetly transcendently refresh thy soule Thou wilt keepe him in perfect peace because he trusts in thee Isa 26. 3 4. Being justified by faith we have peace with God Rom. 5. 1. By faith we apprehend Christ our justification the fruit of which is joy and peace 7. By unbeliefe we adde sin to sin in the highest nature if we beleeve not what God saith our act of unbeliefe accuseth God to speake falsly He that beleeveth not hath made God a lyer 1 Joh. 5. 10. It is impossible for God to lye The strength of Israel cannot lye 1 Sam. 15. 29. Nor can it be any dishonour to God nor hurt to thy selfe to hope in his mercy and to beleeve in him therefore when thou art tempted to unbeliefe set before thee the evill of unbeliefe 8. As bad as thou canst be have been received to mercy Jesus Christ came to save sinners This is a faithfull saying and worthy of all acceptation 1 Tim. 1. 15 16. When thou layst in thy bloud behold it was a time of love Ezek. 16. 8. He justifieth the ungodly Rom. 4. 5. While we were yet sinners Christ dyed for us Rom. 5. 8. 10. therefore have hope Feare not but beleeve Luk. 8. 50. The Lord will command his loving kindnesse in the day time and in the night Psal 42. 8. Hope thou in God vers 5. Be not afraid onely beleeve Mark 5. 36. 9. Unbeliefe straitens thy heart and stoppeth thy mouth hinders thy thankfulnesse and praising of God thou shalt be dumb because thou beleevest not Luk. 1. 20. 10. Unlesse we beleeve we can never glorifie God He staggered not at the promise of God through unbeliefe but was strong in faith giving God the glory Rom. 4. 20. Quest From whence is it that many of the Lords children have so many doubts and feares Answ It ariseth from many severall causes as 1. From ignorance of the fulnesse and freenesse of the promise Isa 55. 2. or mindlesnesse and heedlesnesse of the promise Heb. 2. 1. 3. And from corruption in the heart opposing grace Rom. 7. 4. And from the bodies distemper with melancholy 5. or from the conscience being inlightened which sides with the Law against it selfe Rom. 7. 24. 6. or from unskilfulnesse in the Word of righteousnesse Heb. 5. 13. 7. And from unbeliefe which takes the Law and applies it to it selfe which occasioneth feares and feares doubts 8. And from loose walking with God 9. Or from the Spirits not operating in the soule the Spirit when it acts speakes peace and causeth faith to act more strongly Rom. 8. 16. Meanes to quiet and settle a troubled soule in assurance of the love of God God gives peace to his by meanes as appeares 2 Thes 3. 16. Commune with thy heart and make diligent search to find out what it is that troubleth thee Psal 77. 6. Aske a reason of thy soule why it is disquieted why it is cast downe Psal 42. 11. Why art thou cast downe O my soule why art thou disquieted Psal 42. 5 6. Examine from whence all thy discouragements come they come not from God for his voyce is onely comfort unto his people he hath declared himselfe to be mercifull and gracious and slow to anger and plenteous in mercy He hath not dealt with us after our sinnes nor rewarded us according unto our iniquities Psa 103. 3 4. 8. 10. c. His voyce is comfort Comfort yee my people speak yee comfortably to Jerusalem cry unto her that her warfare is accomplished that her iniquitie is pardoned Isa 4. 1 2. I know the thoughts that I thinke towards you saith the Lord thoughts of peace and not of evill Jer. 29. 11. Nor come they from Christ he doth not trouble nor discourage any He binds up the broken-hearted he proclaimes peace liberty he comforts all that mourne he gives beautie for ashes the oyle of joy for mourning and garments of praise for the Spirit of heavinesse c. Isa 61. 1 2 3. Luk. 4. 18. He is gracious and pitiâ—ull He will not quench the smoaking flax nor breake the bruised reed Isai 42. 3. His voyce is full of love tendernesse all his words are sweet words as Let not your hearts be troubled Joh. 13. 1. Feare not it is your Fathers pleasure to give you a kingdome Luk. 12. 32. Cast youâ— care upon me I will care for you Phil. 4. 6. Christs voyce is open to me My sister my love my dove my undefiled Song 5. 2. On sweet words of Christ to his Nor come they from the holy Spirit of God he is the greatest and most sweetest comforter he causeth no discouragements but removes them all by revealing and applying to the soule the love of God and carrieth the soule by faith from all discouragements to God who is love peace where the soule is to rest Psal 116. 7. and to be filled with his sweet peace Therefore all our discouragements do proceed 1. From the Devill who is an enemy to faith He taketh the word out of mens hearts lest they should beleeve Luk. 8. 12. 1 Thes 3. 5. 2. Our own hearts Take heed brethren lest there be in any of you an evill heart in departing from the living God Heb. 3. 12. 3. Or the lying vanities we have chosen but they that harken unto lying vanities forsake their own mercy Jonah 2. 8. Give no way to any discouragement at all though it doe seeme never so just and reasonable c. This was Davids sin to admit of a parley with that which might tend to discourage him saying Will the Lord cast off for ever doth his promise fayle for evermore I said this is my infirmitie Psal 77. 7 8 9 10. As soone as he saw his infirmitie he had other thoughts of God saying Who is so
offered to shew mercy and pity to others in their misery to supply their necessities freely and willingly according to my ability and that I be more industrious and more moderate in expences to supply others wants especially the Saints if it be above my abilitie with an open heart hand house joyfully and compassionately to supply the Saints necessities Consider Mat. 5. 42. Mat. 7. 12. They that have no money must sell something to give Sell that yee have and give almes c. Luk. 12. 33. As we have opportunity let us doe good to all men especially to the houshold of faith Gal. 6. 10. Surely wee should desire and indeavour to ease as many mens burdens as we can it is our duty to be helpfull and helpfulnesse includes mercy and tender compassion love goodnesse and such like vertues In lending and suretiship men must not be rash nor hard-hearted it is a duty to lend to such who make conscience and are carefull and industrious to pay at the time I am sorry when I heare how many have suffered in this kinde it is a sinne to lend to such as have no care and conscience to pay men had need to have good experience of mens faithfulnesse and carefulnesse before they tâ—ust them with much the experience of many have taught them this notionall knowledge in this is best 32. That I grieve not the holy Spirit Every day to watch that I quench not nor grieve the holy Spirit Grieve not the holy Spirit Ephes 4. 30. Weequench and grieve the Spirit when we neglect the motions thereof sleight the comforts of the Spirit and seek comfort from the flesh and feed upon lusts when we spend our thoughts to content the outward man use spirituall thingâ— for carnall ends or father the worke oâ— the flesh upon the Spirit or sleight Gods way allow of any sinne in my selfe or others to plot or contrive sinne or cavill against any truth or doe duties in my own strength omit duty or sleightly performe it to neglect or sleight the graces of the Spirit in any or despise a Saint for his infirmities and the like 33. To take notice of Gods mercies Every day to take notice of Gods mercies to us and others and to acknowledge Gods goodnesse for them In all things give thanks 1 Thes 5. 14. 34. To be thankfull Every day will I blesse thee and praise thy Name Ps 145. 2. 35. To grow in grace Every day to grow in grace and knowledge 2 Pet. 3. 18. 36. Present condition is best Every day to beleeve my present state and condition of soule and body to be best for me We know that all things worke together for good to them that love God Rom. 8. 28. 37. To cast my care upon God Every day to cast all my care upon God in the use of meanes Phil. 4 6. 38. To look for death Every day to desire to dye and to look for death All the dayes of my appointed time will I waite till my change come Job 14. 14. 39. To know my selfe Every day to observe my profiting in Religion 2 Pet. 3. 18. 40. To take notice of our failings Every day to take notice of my sinnes omissions and commissions to be humbled by them and more watchfull for the future against them and to live the life of faith in all infirmities as if I had never sinned living all the day long in the sweet injoyment of the love of God and so to lie downe in the apprehension and sweet injoyment of it Finally brethren whatsoever things are true whatsoever things are honest whatsoever things are just whatsoever things are pure whatsoever things are lovely whatsoever things are of good report if there be any vertue if there be any praise thinke on these things those things which yee have both learned received and heard from the Lord Jesus Christ that doe and the God of peace shall be with you SOME CONSIDERATIONS against sinne which are necessary to prevent sinne 1. COnsider it 's Gods command that wee avoyd sinne and subdue it Rom. 6. The command of God ought to be wonderfull powerfull in us and over us and did wee know the majesty and authority of the command of an infinite and eternall God we neither could nor would doe that he forbids to be done 2. Know it 's the worke of God to subdue the least sinne we cannot do it of our selves therefore Christ saith Without me yee can doe nothing Joh. 15. 5. Yet we are to use the meanes he appoints against sinne and to strive against it in his strength and alwayes resist sinne and Satan 3. Consider sinne in the nature of it and in the root and fruit of it the want of a true sight of sinne is a cause why men love sinne and sleepe so securely in it 4. Consider sinne is the price of bloud Mat. 27. 6. 5. Consider there is nothing in sinne why we should desire it there is no true sweetnesse in sinne no true contentment and satisfaction there the fruit sinne beares is miserable destruction at the best is wounds sorrow bitternesse shame c. I appeale to your experience what fruit have yee ever found come of â—inning did it not fill you with horror or rob you of peace or disable you for the service of God c. What fruit had you of those things whereof you are now ashamed Rom. 6. 21. Pro. 23. 8. Sinne fights against your soules 1 Pet. 2. 11. it disgraces the truth grieves the Saints by it we doe what we can to destroy others harden their hearts and hinder them of receiving the truth incourage men in sinne and open their mouths against God and his truth and servants 6. Be sure you avoyd the occasions of sin as evill company Psal 119. 63. Pro. 13. 20. 6. 9. places and provocations of sin idlenesse carnall joy excesse in apparell shut your eyes stop your eares take heed to thy tongue take heed of excesse in eating and drinking and pampering the body Some have so pampered their bodies that they could not rule them their want herein hath caused them to want no sorrow and such as avoyd not the occasions of sinne let them not looke to be preserved from sinne Walke circumspectly not as fooles but as wise Ephes 5. 15. 7. Aske advice of fit persons and crave the prayers of such as are the Lords that thou maist withstand sinne and Satan and get others to watch over you that you order your steps by his Word Psal 119. 133. Receive reproofe willingly and profitably and thankfully 8. Indeavour to know Satans stratagems be not ignorant of his enterprises he useth to double his assaults when he is resisted that so he might perswade men the more he is resisted the more they shall fall into sinne as if it were in vaine to resist him but resist and give no place to the Devill Eph. 4. 27. Jam. 4. 7. If yee yeeld to Satan now it will be the
lust Wee oft doe least good to them to whom we owe most There be many good things will decay if let alone but evill things let alone will increase Parents thinke they doe their children great good when they can make them rich and great in the world they make them the greater sinners for then they shall have little else to doe but to waste the creatures and live in excesse idlenesse lust pride and oppression Glory When we thinke wee most seeke the glory of God we too often most seeke our owne What a man trusts in he glories in and what a man glories in he trusts in and is confident of Healing God sometimes healeth corruption by not healing it Hope The Saints hope is in heaven in God The naturall mans hope is to get honour fine cloaths good cheare ease and pleasures Hearts Many mens brains deceive their hearts What the heart likes best the minde studies most Habits In acquired habits the act goeth before the habit and prepares for it but in infused habits it is contrary for as we have first the facultie of seeing before we see so we have first the infused habit before we exercise the operation of it Humilitie One may be humbled but not humble When we are content to be admonished of our faults sharply by our inferiors we have some humilitie Honour The honour of men is a very shadow a vanitie The more men desire honour the lesse they deserve the lesse they often have Hatred That sin which a childe of God loved most before conversion he hates most when he is converted Joy While we live here we have joy and griefe mixed this life nor our bodies will not admit of perfect joy Outward joyes make a great noyse but never truly heate and comfort the heart There is no sound joy in earthly things they reach not the heart but the fancy In temporall things our joy is greater then the cause in spirituall things the cause is greater then the joy Every heart seekes joy such as it is Spirituall joy opposeth carnall and carnall opposeth spirituall the more we relish heavenly the lesse we relish earthly Now joy is in the Saints when they are in heaven they shall be in joy Ignorance Ignorance is the cause of prophanenesse and all evill Devotion with ignorance breeds superstition and Idolatry and persecution Hope with ignorance causeth presumption Feare with ignorance causeth desperation Impossible things It is impossible to be conformable to Christ and to the world to please God and the world Of idlenesse An idle person is fit for nothing but sinne and temptation An idle life is much loved and entertained of most men Knowledge That knowledge that is from God subjects the soule to God That knowledge that is onely in the braine is notionall and neither subdues sinne nor Satan If we know good things wee cannot but love and affect them Love That love which is not constant is false Love is most active when it is least knowne and cannot be requited Love and labour goe together as our longing is to injoy God so is our love to him if wee greatly love the Lord wee greatly long to injoy him for as our love is to any thing so accordingly is our indeavour to injoy it Such love the way of God who hate all things that are contrary unto it and practise it when it is most despised Such things as we love we keepe with care possesse with joy and lose with griefe Live We live in that we mind and love and are made like the things we love The most seeke life in the regions of death where it is not Many in this naturall life have comforts few crosses frequent pleasures short and paines lasting Light Light causeth them that see it to follow it Libertie We are more prone to desire libertie then to know how to use it Many of the Saints abuse their libertie they have in Christ It is the greatest libertie to injoy God and to have a free heart to serve him Such as plot and plead for libertie for the flesh are very carnall Of losses There is no losse in losing for God What we lose for God shall be made up unto us in God The benefit which follows the losse of outward things is that they are never troubled with them more Motions Forced motions cannot be perpetuall Minde When our minds are not fixed they rove every where and are no where to purpose Such as mind the things above savour them and have interest in them Mirth When men are most chearfull merry they are most free and bountifull Naturall mirth ends in sadnesse and sorrow In naturall mirth when wee are most merry we are neerest to danger The mirth of the wicked is vanitie and madnesse Mercies Many possesse many mercies and yet want the comfort of them Wee injoy more mercies then we are aware of Occasions The more secret and colourable any occasion of evill is the more men are indangered by it Obedience Our obedience to God is most direct when there is nothing else to sweeten the action Of peace Men cannot give peace untill the Lord speake peace to the soule there is no peace Where there is no peace there may be quietnesse or silence Gods people are a peaceable people Passion The causes of anger and passion are ignorance and pride Promises The wicked desire promises for peace and not for strength against sinne The promises make the people of God not carelesse but more fruitfull and serviceable There were never any ashamed that rested onely upon God in his promise One promise from a man will please some men more then ten from God Of prayer There is no dutie in Religion that is so much counterfeited as the duty of prayer is Verball prayer causeth great deadnesse Some pray when they should sleepe and sleepe in prayer and pray when they should work but wisdome divides to each its proper time and season Of povertie The heires of the earth are oft pinched with povertie and Saints who are Kings lie in prison It is better to be poore and weaned from the world then rich and covetous Men are much afraid of povertie yet it never did any hurt Pride The proudest men are the weakest and most troubled with discontent Principles When that which is taken for a principle of truth is a principle of error the more it is relied on the worse it is Pleasure Such as have their eyes open see outward pleasures to be very meane things Sin is desired for the pleasure of it but there is in sinne more griefe and misery then pleasure The more carnall a heart is the more it affects naturall pleasures Sinfull pleasure ends in sorrow Quietnesse When quietnesse is in the heart there is not much disquietnesse in the tongue He can easily be at peace with men who knows he is at peace with God Reports Such as cannot with patience beare ill reports cannot live a comfortable life Such as
referre thee GRAVE COUNSELS Concerning actions LEt all your actions have a good foundation a word of God to warrant them else they are evill to do things not required by God is the error of the wicked 2 Pet. 3. 17. God will say Who required this at your hands as Isa 1. 12. consider Deut. 12. 32. Ephes 4. 14. First looke that what yee doe be lawfull next consider that it be expedient the circumstances of time place persons must be wisely considered to a good action is required that all the circumstances be good also Next looke to your ends why yee doe what yee doe for the end and scope of an action conduceth to the being of it if two duties come together doe the chiefest first unlesse workes of mercy and necessitie hinder and looke to doe every dutie required of thee to doe one and neglect another is uncomely give each dutie its due respect and looke with what affections yee doe what yee doe serve the Lord with the best and serve him fully for measure and degree he that doth these things his conversation is beautifull and savoury Concerning the judgement and affections Ever suspect your judgement and affections when the cause concernes your selves Often call your affections to account When your affections exceed their bounds aske thy soule the reason of it Let not your judgement be taken captive by your affections Make not your affections knowne in company as little as may be unlesse the cause be extraordinary Concerning afflictions Sleight not affliction nor let it over-presse thee it 's appointed 1 Thes 3. 3. Rom. 8. 29. There is a fruit of the least crosse looke more at the fruit then deliverance from the crosse the longer it continues the more thou maist get by it Labour to know the cause of every affliction All that are the Lords are to stay themselves in the love of God and attend upon him for the time manner and measure of their deliverance Bondage Esteeme that bondage that causeth thee to sin or keeps thee from God Conscience Conscience is a very tender thing and must be tenderly used Prize and preserve a tender Conscience and hearken to the noyse of it Take heed yee wound not your Consciences to please your affections Creatures Use the creatures so as thou beest not unfitted by them to serve God and man God gave not the creatures to hurt us Companion In the choice of a companion consider what soundnesse of judgement there is what knowledge and sensiblenesse of their own inward corruption and whether they speak of others infirmities with compassion never trust him who will conceale any sinne he seeth in thee Crosses Be not offended at crosses they may doe thee much good and let out sinfull selfe Concupiscence To avoyd concupiscence be temperate in all things dyet sleepe apparell recreation c. And feare thy selfe watch thy senses and avoyd the occasion of it as persons times places be frequent in fasting and prayer and looke up to God for strength against it Desires We had need to use meanes to moderate our desires to things below We should rather endeavour to make our desires equall to our estates then to make our estates equall to our desires Excuses Be afraid to cover over any evill with an excuse Of errors If you would be kept from errors pray to God search the Scriptures and be well grounded in the principles of truth Of others falls Let the consideration of the many great falls the Saints have had cause thee to feare thy selfe A friend Esteeme him thy friend that would hinder thee in sinne Griefe Discover not thy griefes to many and choose such as are able and willing to helpe thee The Lord is loving and pitifull able and willing to help it 's best to complain to him Of good To doe good we live therefore thinke not much of doing a little good though it be with great trouble Esteeme not that to be the chiefest good that may be taken from thee Concerning thy estate Judge not thy estate by thy knowledge affections and actions but by the principle Men. Be sure yee try men well and have good experience of their faithfulnesse before yee trust them with much Reproofes Receive reproofes willingly and profitably Reproaches Sleight not reproaches he that is not guiltie may be guiltie in part or hath been or is in another kind c. so it 's but a mistake thou maist be guiltie in the same kind it may be sent to humble thee and give thee warning of the same sinne Of successe Judge not of the goodnesse of thy action by the successe but judge thy successe by the goodnesse of the action c. Of sinne Judge not sin alwayes by the matter or act of it but by the rule and greatnesse of the authoritie of the commander that forbids it and bring in all the circumstances and aggravations of it Of speech When thou speakest of thy selfe speak modestly without vanitie and boasting Time Redeeme the present time to do good depend not upon the time to come which is uncertain and not at thy disposing Counsell to the unmarried 1. THinke not of marrying untill yee have first sought God by earnest prayer for strength and contentednesse to live a single life 2. Use such meanes as may best enable and fit thee for a single life observe a wary and temperate dyet company fasting and prayer meditation on God c. diligence in thy calling it may please God by these and the like meanes thou maist attaine the gift of chastitie 3. Be informed of the conveniences and inconveniences of a married life consider whether you be able and willing to drinke of the bitter cup of discontents which the married oft drinke of what cares and burdens attend that state If upon the use of meanes for some space you finde God inclines your heart to marry feare nothing but cast thy care upon God and be as wise as thou canst and venture upon a wife or husband 1. Pray to God to give thee a wife or husband that may be a meet helpe for thee a vertuous wife is called a gift of God the crowne of her husband crownes are precious and honourable happie is he that hath such a crowne Her price is farre above Rubies Pro. 31. 10. No jewell is to be compared unto her shee is worth the asking 2. Doe nothing rashly snatch not up the first that comes to hand prove shee well or ill shee may please well for a moment and be a thorne in thy side for ever after 3. If thou beest the Lords marry in the Lord love such as the Lord loveth that which is desireable in a man is his goodnesse Pro. 19. 22. So in a woman men seeke wealth and beautie though they have no Religion but these things cannot supply the want of Religion great portions and great stomacks high spirits costly fashions and great expences oft goe together externall things will quickly blast and the most resolved