thou fully signified thy mind already to me I had never gone so far as I have Well the Lord whose we are and whom we serve do with us as it shall seem good unto him We are always as mindful as is possible of thee here both together and apart Captain Luke desired me to intreat thee to meet him one two Hours in a Day for the 〈◊〉 of Mercies upon the twenty third Day of every Month. Send word to me of their Resolution at Taunton in two Letters least possibly one should miscarry though never a one did yet I dare not think of settling under sixty Pound at Taunton and surely it cannot be less I have Written as well as I could on a suddeu my Mind to thee I have been so large in delivering my Judgement that I must thrust up my Affections into a Corner Well though they have but a corner in my Letter I am sure they have room enough in my heart But I must conclude The Lord keep thee my Dear and cherish thee for ever in his Bosom Farewell mine own Soul I am as ever Thine own Heart JOSEPH ALLEINE Oxon May 27. 〈◊〉 LETTER II. Prepare for Suffering To my dearly beloved the Flock of Christ in Taunton Grace and Peace Most dear Christians MY 〈◊〉 straights of time will now force me to bind my long loves in a few short lines yet I could not tell how to leave you unsaluted nor chuse but write to you in a few words that you should not be dismayed neither at our present sufferings or at the evil tidings that by this time I doubt not are come unto you Now Brethren is the time when the Lord is like to put you upon the trial now is the hour of temptation come Oh! be faithful to Christ to the death and he shall give you a Crown of life Faithful is he that hath called you and he will not suffer you upon his faithfulness to be tempted above what you are able Give up your selves and your All to the Lord with resolution to follow him fully and two things be sure of and lay up as sure grounds of everlasting consolation 1. If you seek by prayer and study to know the mind of God and do resolve to follow it in uprightness you shall not fail either of direction or pardon Either God will shew you what his pleasure is or will certainly forgive you if you miss your way Brethren fix upon your Souls the deep and lively affecting apprehensions of the most gracious loving merciful sweet 〈◊〉 tender nature of your Heavenly Father which is so great that you may be sure he will with all readiness and love accept of his poor Children when they endeavour to approve themselves in sincerity to him and would fain know his mind and do it if they could but clearly see it though they should unwillingly mistake 2. That as sure as God is faithful if he do see that such or such a temptation with the forethought of which you may be apt to disquiet your selves lest you should fall away when thus or thus tried will be too hard for your Graces he will never suffer it to come upon you Let not my dear Brethren let not the present tribulations or those impending move you This is the way of the Kingdom persecution is one of your 〈◊〉 self-denial and taking 〈◊〉 the Cross is your ABC of Religion you have learnt nothing that have not begun at Christs-Cross Brethren the Cross of Christ is your Crown the reproach of Christ is your riches the shame of Christ is your glory the damage attending strict and holy diligence your greatest advantage sensible you should be of what is coming but not discouraged humbled but not dismayed having your hearts broken and yet your spirits unbroken humble your selves mightily under the mighty 〈◊〉 of God but fear not the face of man may you even be 〈◊〉 in humility but high in courage little in your own apprehensions of your selves but great in holy fortitude 〈◊〉 and holy magnanimity lying in the dust before your God yet triumphing in faith and hope and boldness and confidence over all the power of the enemies Approve your selver 〈◊〉 good Souldiers of Jesus Christ with No Armour but that of righteousness No Weapons but strong crying and tears looking for no Victory but that of Faith nor hope to overcome but by patience now for the faith and patience of the Saints now for the harness of your suffering Graces O gird up the loyns of your mind and be sober and hope to the end Fight not but the good fight of Faith here you must contend and that earnestly Strive not but against sin and here you may resist even unto blood now see that you chuse life and embrace affliction rather than sin Strive together mightily and frequently by prayer I know you do but I would you should abound more and more Share my loves among you and continue your earnest prayers for me and be you assured that I am and shall be through Grace a willing thankful Servant of your Souls concernments From the common Gaole May 28. 1663. Joseph Aleine LETTER III. Warning to Professors To my most dearly beloved my Christian Friends in Taunton Salvation Most loving 〈◊〉 I Shall nover forget your old kindnesses and the entire affections that you have shed upon me not by drops but by floods would I never so fain forget them yet I could not they are so continually renowned for there is never a day but I hear of them may more than hear of them I feel and taste them The God that hath promised to them that give to a Prophet though but a cup of cold Water shall receive a Prophets reward he will recompence your labour of love your servent prayers and constant cryes your care for my wellfare your bountiful supplies who have given me not a cup of cold water but the Wine of your loves with the sense and tidings whereof I am coutinually refreshed I must I do and will bless the Lord as long as I live that he hath-cast my lot in so fair a place to dwell in your communion and especially to go in and out before you and to be the Messenger of the Lord of Host to you to proclaim his Law and to Preach his Excellencies to be his Spokesman to you and to wooe for him and to espouse you to one Husband and to present you as a chaste Virgin unto Christ. Lord how unworthy am I everlastingly unworthy of this glorious Dignity which I do verily believe the most brightest Angels in Heaven would be glad of if the Lord saw it fit to imploy them in this work Well I do not I cannot repent notwithstanding all the difficulties and inconveniences that do attend his despised Servants and hated ways and that are like to attend them for we have but sipped yet of the Cup but I have set my hand to his plow my Ministry I took up with
of Jesus Christ methinks I hear you answer yea rather what will we not do he shall never want while we have it he shall need no office of Love but we will run and Ride to do it Yea but this is not that I beg of you will you gratifie me indeed then come in kiss the Son bow to the Name of Jesus not in a Complement with Cap and Knee but let your Souls bow let all your Powers bend Sail and do him homage Let that Sacred Name be Graven into the substance of your hearts and lie as a bundle of Mirrh between your Breasts Let me freely speak for him for he is worthy for whom you shall do this thing worthy to be beloved of you worthy to have your very hearts worthy to be admired adored praised served glorified to the uttermost by you and every Creature worthy for whom you should lay down all leave all Can any thing be too much for him can any thing be too good for him Or too great for him come give up all Resign all lay it at the Feet of Chrlst Jesus offer all as a Sacrifice to him see that you be universally the Lords keep nothing from him I know through the goodness of God that with many of you this work is not yet to do but this set solemn resignation to the Lord is to be done more than once and to be followed with an answerable practice when it is done See that you walk worthy of the Lord but how in the fear of the Lord and in the comfort of the Holy Ghost let these two go together So shall you adorn the Doctrine of God our Saviour and experience the Heavenly felicity of a Christians life while Holiness is made the Butt of others Persecution do you make it the white the mark of your prosecution that you live it up as much as others cry it down O watch and keep your Garments about you the plain but comely clothing of humility the seamless Coat of Christian unity the strait and close Garment of strictness mortification and Self-denial the warm Winter-garment of love and charity this Garment will keep you warm in the Winter love will not be quenched by the Waters nor cooled by the nipping Frosts of persecution and opposition Cleave fast to Christ never let go your hold cling the faster because so many are labouring to knock off your fingers and loosen your hold Hold fast your Profession hold fast your Integrity hold fast the beginning of your confidence stedfast to the end If you do but keep your hold and make good your ground and keep your way all that the World can do and all that the powers of darkness can do can never do you harm Keep your own Vinyard with constant care and watchfulness and be sure that there be no Inroad made upon your consciences that the Eremy do not get between you and home between your souls and God and then let who or what will assail you without you need not fear let this be your daily exercise to keep your consciences void of offence keep fair weather at home however it be abroad But I would not only that you should walk holily but that you should walk comfortably But I need say the less to this because the fear of the Lord and the comfort of the Holy Ghost do lie together Oh the provision God hath made for your continual joy and comfort dear Brethren do but understand your own blessedness happy men that you are if you did but know and consider it who would count himself poor and miserable that hath All the fulness of the Godhead for his sound in this deep can you find any bottom take the heighth of the Divine Perfections if you can till then you cannot tell your own felicity Take a servey of Immensity tell me the longitude or latitude of infinite goodness and mercy of the Eternal Diety if you can do this you may guess at your own happiness Oh Christians live like your selves live worthy of your Portion of your Priviledge and your glorious prerogatives I am in haste and it is time for me to end however that you may walk worthy of your glorious hopes and may live answerably to the mercies you have received from above is the great desire of Your Souls fervent well wisher in the bonds of affliction and tribvlation JOS. ALLEINE From the Prison at Juelchester September 18. 1663. LETTERS IX Easie Sufferings To the most Loving and Beloved my Christian Friends at Taunton Salvation DEarly Beloved and longed for my Joy and Crown for whom I am an Embassadour in Bonds what thanks to render to God in your behalf I know not for your servent charity towards me and all the servants of my Lord for all your labours of love for all your diligence and boldness and resolution in owning the despised ways and hated servants of the Lord Jesus in an evil day The Lord is not unrighteous to forget this Is not this upon record with him and sealed up among his Treasures surely the Lord will have mercy upon Taunton I have no doubt but that the God of your Mercies hath yet a choice blessing in store for you be not weakned by my Bonds Glory be to God in the Highest that he hath accounted me worthy not only to Preach the Gospel to you but also to confirm it by the parting with my much valued liberty so dear a People so sweet Relations comforts conveniencies which I enjoyed in all abundance when I was with you When I look back upon all the circumstances of the late Providence I must say as they of Christ upon his Miracles He hath done all things well it is all as I would have it I am fully satisfied in my Fathers good pleasure Verily there is no little honour and happiness no little Peace and Privilidge in these Bonds Verily all is true that I have told you of the All-sufficiency of God of the fulness of Christ of the satisfactoriness of the promises of the peace tranquility content and security that is to be had in a life of Faith Surely methinks I should be content to seal to these things at a much dearer rate than this but my gratious Father will not put me to the hardest Lesson at first oh what reason have I to speak good of his name what else should I do all my days but love and fear and preach and praise so good a God when I look back upon the gentle dealings of God with me I often think he hath brought me up as indulgently as David did Adonijah of whom it is said His Father had not displeased him I have received nothing but good at the hands of the Lord all my days and now he doth begin to afflict I see so much Mercy in this very Gaol that I must be more thankful for this than for my prosperity Surely the name of the place is The Lord is here Surely it may be called Peniel
Justices and Judges That they should be sent beyond Sea or carried to some Island where they should be kept close Prisoners yet the Lord preserved them by his Power and thus ordered it that their Imprisonment was a great furtherance to the Gospel and brought much Glory to him both by their Preaching and Conversing with Souls In which they had great Success through his Blessing on their Labours My Husband having here more freedom made a little Book Entituled A Call to Archippus to stir up his Non-conforming Brethren to be diligent at their Work whatsoever Dangers and Sufferings they might meet withal And because he could not go to his Flock he had prepared for them The Synopsis of the Covenant which was after placed into one of my Fathers Books And for the help of the Governours of Families in their Weekly Catechizing those under their charge he explained all the Assemblies shorter Chatechism to which he annexed an affectionate Letter with Rules for their daily Examination which were Printed and Dispersed into all their Houses by his Orde while he was a Prisoner He also writ many Holy and Gracious and affectionate Letters to all his Relations and many other Friends to many Churches of Christ in other parts and places both far and near His Sufferings that he underwent for the sake of the Gospel could neither remit his Zeal not abate his Activity for God but he would gladly imbrace all Opportunities of doing him Service The Minister who was appointed to Preach at certain times to the Fellons in the Prison being by sickness disabled for that Work he freely performed that Office among them as long as he was permitted earnestly exhorting them by Repentance towards God and Faith toward our Lord Jesus Christ to secure the eternal welfare of their Souls freely bestowing upon them according to his Ability for their Relief that by doing good to their Bodies he might win upon them to receive good for their Souls He was very forward to promote the Education of Youth in the Town of Ilchester and Country adjacent freely bestowing Catechisms on those that were of poor Families to instruct them in the Principles of Religion stirring up the Elder to Teach and incouraging the Younger to Learn He was a serious and faithful Monitor to his fellow Sufferers if he espyed any thing in any of them that did not become the Gospel for which they suffered Here as else-where he was a careful redeemer of his time his constant practice was early to begin the day with God rising about four of the Clock and spending a considerable part of the Morning in Meditation and Prayer and then falling close to his Study in some corner or other of the Prison where he could be private At times he would spend near the whole Night in these Exercises not putting off his Clothes at all onely taking the repose of an hour or two in his Night-Gown upon the Bed and so up again When any came to visit him he did not entertain them with needless impertinent Discourse but that which was serious profitable and edifying in which he was careful to apply himself to them according to their several capacities whether Elder or Younger exhorting them to those gracious Practices which by reason of their Age or Temper Calling or Condition he apprehended they might be most defective in and dehorting them from those Evils they might be most prone and lyable unto He rejoyced that he was accounted worthy to suffer for the Work of Christ and he would labour to incourage the timerous and faint-hearted by his own and others experience of the Mercy and Goodness of God in Prison which was far beyond what they could have thought or expected He was a careful observer of that Rule of the Lord Jesus Mat. 5. 44. Love your enemies bless them that curse you do good to them that hate you and pray for them that despitefully use you and persecute you It was none of his practice to exclaim against those that were the greatest Instruments of his Sufferings In all his Imprisonment at present I could not discern his Health to be the least impaired notwithstanding his abundant Labours but cannot but suspect as the Physitians judged that he had laid the foundation for that Weakness which suddenly after surprised him and was his death At his return from the Prison he was far more earnest in his Work than before yet willing to preserve his liberty among his People who had no Minister that had the oversight of them though some came and preached while he was absent And the People flocked so greatly after him that he judged it best to divide the Company into four and resolved to Preach four times each Sabbath to them But finding sensibly that would be too hard for him his strength much decaying he did forbear that course and preacht only twice a Sabbath as formerly and often on Week-days at Home and in the Countrey and spent what time he had else from his studying in private converse with God as formerly he had done Pressing all that feared the Lord especially those that were of a more weak and timerous Spirit to a life of Courage and Activity for God and to be much in helping one another by their Converses now Ministers were withdrawn and to be much in the Work of Praises and Thanksgiving to God rejoycing and delighting themselves in him and with chearfulness and readiness denying themselves for him and resigning themselves and all they did enjoy to him Letting the World know they could live comfortably on a God alone on his Attributes and Promises though they should have nothing else left But it pleased the All-wise God to take him off from the eager pursuit of his Work and designs for him by visiting him in the later end of August with much Weakness so that he had not above three months time after he came out of Prison For he going about sixteen miles at the request of a Society whose Pastor was not able to come among them to Preach and to Administer a more solemn Ordinance he was so disabled that he was able not to perform the great and chief Work though he did adventure to Preach but with much injury to himself because he would not wholly disappoint the People who came so far as many of them did With much difficulty after three or four dayes I made way to get him home to Taunton where we then sojourned and presently had the best Advice the most Able Physitians both in and round the Town could give who advised together and all judged it to be from his abundant Labours and the Preaching too soon after his Meals as he did when he Preacht four times a Sabbath whereby he had so abated the natural heat of his Stomach that no Food would digest nor oftentimes keep within him He would assure us he was in no pain but a constant discomposure in his Stomach and a failing of his Appetite that
in Profession It is not Profession but Converson that turns a man from a Swine to a Sheep Let none of you be deceived nor flatter your selves that because you beat the Name of Christians and do many things and have escaped the open gross pollutions of the World therefore you are surely among the number of Christs true Sheep All this you may attain to and yet be but washed Swine here must be an inward deep and thorow and universal Change upon your Natures Dispositions Inclinations or else you are not Christs Sheep In a word If you will be put out of doubt whether you are his Sheep or not you must trie it by this certain Mark that Christ sets upon all his Sheep even your Sanctification you that will stand to the trial answer me truly and deliberately to these Questions Do you hate every sin as the Sheep doth the Mire Do you regard no Iniquity in your Hearts Do you strive against and oppose all Sin though it may seem never so necessary never so natural to you or have you not you secret Haunts of evil For every Swine will have his swill Do you abstain from sin out of fear or out of dislike Are You at peace with no sin or do you not hide some Iniquity as a sweet morsel under your Tongue Is there not some practice that You are not willing to know is a sin for fear you should be forced to leave it Do you love the Commandment that forbids your sin or do you not wish it out of the Bible as that evil man wished God had never made the Seventh Commandment Again how do You stand affected towards Holiness Do you love it Do you choose it Do You hunger and thirst after it and desire it more than any Temporal good Have You chosen the way of Gods Precepts and had rather live Holily than be allowed to live in your sins Do You in your very Hearts prefer a Godly strict Life in communion with and conformity to God before the greatest prosperity of the World Do You chose Holiness not out of bare necessity because You cannot go to Heaven without it but out of love to it and from a deep sense that You have of the surpassing Excellency and Loveliness and Beauty of it If it be thus with You You are the Persons that the Lord Jesus hath marked for his Sheep And now Come ye Blessed all that have this Mark upon You come and understand your happiness You are marked out for preservation and let it go how it will with the rest this I know it shall go well with you that fear the Lord that fear before him You are the separated Ones the sealed Ones Upon whom the Angel hath set the Seal of the Living God and so you are redeemed unto God from among men being the First-fruits unto God and unto the Lamb and have your Fathers Name written in your Fore-heads Hear O beloved Flock I may give you the Salutation of the Angels Hail You are highly favoured of the Lord Blessed are you among men though you are but poor and despised and like little Benjamin among the thousands of Judah You carry away the the Blessing and the Priviledge from all the rest God hath done more for the least of you than for the whole World of Mankind besides put all their mercies together Fear not little Flock it is your Fathers good pleasure to give you the Kingdom Blessed are you of the Lord for yours is the Kingdome of Heaven All that the Scripture speaks of that Kingdome of Glory that Kingdome of Peace of Righteousness that Everlasting Kingdome It speaks it all to you Behold your Inheritance See that you believe What know you not your own selves You are the Sons of God Inheritours of the Kingdom of Heaven Joint Heirs with Christ the Lord of Glory Do you believe this Take heed you make not God a Lyar His Word is nigh you Have you not the Writings in your hands Do I speak any thing but what God hath spoken Shall I tell you of the thing which shall be hereafter Why thus it shall be The Son of man shall come in his Glory and all his holy Angels with him Then shall he sit upon the Throne of his Glory and he shall separate you as a Shepherd divideth the Sheep from the Goats and he shall set you at his own right hand Then shall the King say Come ye Blessed of my Father inherit the Kingdome prepared for you Do you believe yet Do you throughly believe If so then my work is done then I need not bid you Rejoyce nor bid you be Thankful onely believe Do this and do all Believe and you will rejoyce with Joy unspeakeable and full of Glory Believe and you will be Fruitfull and shew your Faith by your works Believe and you will Love for Faith worketh by love In a word keep these things upon your Hearts by daily and lively Consideration and this will bring Heaven into your Souls and ingage you to all manner of holy Conversation and Godliness This will mortifie you to the World the grand Enemy which I advise nay I charge you to beware of When Saul had gotten his Kingdome he left off taking Care for the Asses O Remember yours is the Kingdom What are You the better that You have all this in your Bibles if you do not weigh it by frequent and serious Consideration and ponder these sayings in your Hearts Beloved I have written these things to you that your joy may be full And now Peace I leave with you I am Christs Embassador to you an Embassador of Peace his Peace I pronounce unto you In his Name I bless you Farewell in the Lord I am The fervent Well-willer of your Souls JOS. ALLEINE Devises June 29. 1666. LETTER XXVII Of the Second coming of Christ. To the Faithful and Beloved the Servants of God in Taunton Grace and Peace Loving and most dearly Beloved THough I trust my Bonds do preach to You yet methinks that doth not suffice me but the Conscience of my Duty and the workings of my Heart towards You are still calling upon me to stir You up by way of Remembrance notwithstanding You know and be established in the present Truth And if Paul do call upon so great an Evangelist as Timothy to Remember that Jesus was raised from the dead according to the Gospel why should not I be often calling upon my self and upon you my dearly Beloved to remember and meditate upon and closely apply the great and weighty Truths of the Gospel which You have already received And in truth I perceive in my self and you another manner of heat and warmth in the insisting upon the plainest Principles of Christianity and the setting them home upon mine own heart and yours than in dwelling upon any more abstruse Speculations in the clearest handling of which the Preacher may seem to be too much like the Winter nights very bright but very
Yea she made a bath of tears in which she washed the feet of Christ Luke 7. 37. It is observed of the people of the Jews that when they had surveyed their monstious sins they drew forth water out of the Fountains of their guilty eyes and poured it before the Lord 1 Sam. 7. 6. When once their hard and rockie hearts were smitten with remorse they melted into tears They wept by Buckets not by Drops It is a woful frame of heart when men can sin but cannot sorrow 2. As sinning times are weeping times so suffering times are weeping times And that whether they be suffering times with others or our selves 1. Suffering times with others must be sorrowing times with us We must weep with them that weep The Holy Ghost himself takes notice of it as remarkable in Nehemiah Chap. 1. 4. that when he heard of the distresses of his Brethren he sat down as one astonied and wept and mourned certain dates And Jeremiah crieth out in such a ease Oh that my head were waters nothing else and mine eyes a fountain of tears both eyes one fountain that I might weep day and night without cessation for the slain of the Daughters of my People It is our duty to remember them that are in Bonds as bound with them and them that are Distressed and broken and undone as if we our selves were broken and undone with them Oh let not it be said of any of us that we swim in pleasures while our Brethren swim in tears That we have lain upon our costly Beds and stretched our selves upon our Couches that we have 〈◊〉 the Lambs out of the Flock and the Calves out of the Stall that we have chanted to the Viol and invented Instruments of Musick to our selves that we drink Wine in bowls but are not grieved for the afflictions of Joseph Amos 6. 4 5 6. 2. And as when others are afflicted so when we our selves are so it is a proper time to weep The poor distressed Church draws up a Catalogue of all her troubles Lamentations 1. 12 c. And then concludeth at the 16. Verse for these things I weep mine eye mine eye runneth down with water Yea she complains that she had wept so much that her eyes did fail with tears Lam. 2. 11. I might give other Scriptures where you shall find them flowing abundantly on such occasions But this may satisfie to shew you that it is not unlawful nor unfit sometimes to express our grief in tears And what those weeping times are Times of sinning and times of suffering either with others or with our selves Use 1. They are mistaken then who think it an unworthy and unmanly thing to weep to drop a rear at any time as if it argued feebleness of mind and imbecillity of spirit How many daring Gallants are there in the world who despise Gods mourners and look on such as weep for the abominatious or the desolations of the times as a company of poor weak low Souls And yet Hezekiah wept and David wept even till he 〈◊〉 himself in tears who notwithstanding was as gallant and as brave a man as ever lived The wise man tells us that there is a time to weep Ecles 3. 4. And where saith he of mourning thou art mad and of sorrow What is it that thou doest As he doth of joy and laughter Where do you find a blessing poured out on laughter as you do on tears and mourning There are but nine Beatitudes and this is one Blessed are they that mourn for they shall be comforted Mar. 5. 4. And therefore they deceive themselves who scorn mourners and labour to put on that Apathie and Idolence which is so much commended by the Stoicks Who think it is their Patience and insuperable Fortitude of mind to be disquiered with nothing neither sins 〈◊〉 sufferings so far at least as to shed tears Their Patience is it No 't is their senslesness I have smitten them and they have not grieved saith God of hardned Israel Jer. 5. 3. It is not Patience but Stupidity that he bewaileth there in that people Use 2. What shall we think of those who have no time for tears or sorrows They spend their days in mirth and pleasure and chase away all thoughts from their hearts be the occasion what it will or what it can These are merry men indeed I wish they would but sadly lay to heart these few Considerations and I shall pass on to the third Use. 1. It is a foolish thing to melt away in mirth and laughter especially at such a time when there is nothing upon every side but cause of sorrow No question they conceive it is their wisdome to be lively still however matters go and to drive away sorrow from their hearts But what saith Solomon the wisest man that ever lived Ecc'es 7. 4. The wise mans heart is in the house of 〈◊〉 If his body be not there yet his heart at least is there But on the other side the heart of Fools is in the house of mirth You know they use to paint Fools laughing and wise men with a serious grave composed look And surely there is something in it but the Fool hath not the wit to pick it out 2. As it is a foolish thing so it is a sinful thing to give our selves to mitch and laughter when God calleth us to sorrow It is a sin which God doth hardly if at all forgive we find that he hath sealed the Committers of it up to wrath and bound the guilt of this Iniquity upon their souls never to be removed again That is a damning sentence which we find Isa. 22. 12. They were formidable Judgments which the Lord had threatned and actually inflicted on the Jews And thereupon he looked they should have carried and demeaned themselves like Mourners like men that were extreamly sensible of his displeasure and much affected with his hand upon them But they despised and slighted all and gave themselves to mirth and pleasure and 〈◊〉 in a braving way And what was the event and issue of it Surely this iniquity shall not be purged from you till you die 3. And as it is a foolish and a sinful thing so it is a dangerous thing There is a fearful woe denounced to such as laugh for they shall mourn The Lord will one day turn their vain and foolish mirth to weeping and lamentation It will be Gall and Wormwood in the latter end They that are alwaies making mercy and never grieve at the distress of the church they shall go captive with the first as God denounceth Amos 6. 7. Whoever escape they shall be sure to have their portion The Lord will set them in the Front to undergo the sharpest brunt and the most fierce encounter of his Vengeance And though they bear it out a while the Lord will surely meet with them another day when they shall have their portion there where there is nothing else but Weeping and wailing and
goodness which he had in himself Whoever they were that came to visit or to be 〈◊〉 with him it was their own fault if they got not by him so much good as to be for ever the better for him It was hardly possible to be in his company and not to hear such things from him as if well weighed might have been enough to make one out of conceit with Sin and in love with Vertue as long as one lived Though he did not say as Titus once yet by his actions we may judge he thought that he had even quite lost a day when none had gained somewhat by him He lived as if he had been quickned with that saying which I have somewhere met with in Tertullian Quid prodest esse quod esse non prodest To what purpose is it to live and not to live to some good purpose But this was that this ardent love to the Souls of men that quickly depriv'd us of his company it carried him down into the Countrey where how he demeaned and carried himself let others speak CHAP. III. A brief Character of him by that Reverend Person Mr. R. A. who was nearly related to him shewing how eminently he wus qualified for the Ministerial Service and Warfare unto which he was called OF his Extract I shall say little He was the Son of a godly Father Mr. Tobie Allein sometime of the Devizes an understanding affectionate prudent and signally humble and experienced Christian who died suddenly but sweetly his Son surviving him not above a year or two He having been languishing for some time at length he seemed to be upon eecovery and went about his House on the morning before he died he arose about four about 10 or 11 he came down out of his Closet and called for something to eat which being prepared he gave Thanks but could not eat any thing His Wife perceiving a sudden change in him perswaded him to go to his Bed He answered No but I will die in my Chair and I am not afraid to die He sat down and only said My Life is hid with Christ in God and then he closed his Eyes with his own hands and died immediately No more of the Father Concerning his Son I shall speak What he was and what his temper and behaviour was As a Man As a Christian. As a Minister 1. As a Man He was 1. Of quick natural parts and great acquired Abilities concerning which I shall need say no more there being a fuller Account given by another Hand 2. Of a composed grave and serious temper and behaviour not at all morose but full of candour free affable chearful and courteous 2. As a Christian. He was for exemplary Holiness and Heavenliness of mind and life much elevated above the ordinary Rank He lived much in delightful Communion with God his Soul was greatly exercised in Divine Contemplation and he would sometimes speak to provoke others whom he wished the same delights to the same exercise what ineffable pleasure sweetness and satisfaction his Soul had found in his stated Meditations on the Divine Attributes distinctly one by one In his Discourses he would speak much and passionately to the commending and exalting of the Divine Goodness and of the inexpressible dearness and tenderness of the Divine Love In Prayer he was not ordinarily so much in confession or complaining of Corruption and Infirmities though he expressed a due sense of these as in the admiring and praising of God in his Infinite Glorious Perfections in the mention of his wonderful Works particularly of those Wonders of his Love revealed in Jesus Christ. In some of his Letters to me when he had been speaking of the Grace and Goodness of God to him of the sense whereof he would seem to be even quite swallowed up he would break off with some such Expressions as these I am full of the Mercies of the Lord O Love the Lord for me O praise the Lord for my sake O help me help me to praise the Lord. His whole Life was adorned and beautified with the admirable lustre of his particular personal Graces 1. He was a Man of Love His sweet amicable and courteous converse was such as made him the deliciae of his Acquaintance and made way for the entertainment both of his serious Counsels and severer Reproofs He grew dear unto the Saints that knew him because they saw in his very face and all his Carriages how very dear they were to him His compassion to those in distress his bounty to those in want wherein he abounded beyond his ability his forbearance in case of offences his affectionate Language and Carriage his readiness to all obliging Offices of Love to his Relations to his Friends to Strangers to Enemies did evidently declare how he loved them Especially his Love was let forth in fuller streams upon the Congregation where he exercised his Ministry The People of his Care were the People of his Delight His ardent longing for their Souls his rejoycing in their Souls prosperity his bleedings and breakings of Soul under any of their falls or infirmities his uncessant labours among them both publickly and from House to House his frequent and affectionate Letters to them when he was absent his earnest desire to live and die and be buried amongst them declaring to them That if he died within fifty miles of Taunton his will was to be brought and buried there that his Bones might be laid with their Bones his Dust mingled with their Dust these all declare how greatly they were in his Heart 2. He was a Man of Courage 1. He feared no dangers in the way of his Duty knowing that He that walks uprightly walks surely In cases less clear he was very inquisitive to understand his way and then he fixed without fear 2. He feared not the faces of Men but where occasion was he was bold in admonishing and faithful in reproving which ungrateful Duty he yet managed with such prudence and such expressions of Love and compassion to Souls as made his way into hearts more easie and his work more succesful 3. He was a Son of Peace Both a zealous Peace-maker among differing Brethren in case of personal Quarrels and Contentions and he was also of sober and peaceful Principles and an healing Spirit as to Parties or Factions upon the account of Religion He had an awful and reverend regard to Magistrates abhorring all provoking and insolent expressions or mutinous and tumultous Actions against them 4. He was a Man of Truth and Righteousness Both as to his own personal practice and also was much in pressing it upon others especially professors of Religion to be examplarily just in their dealings and true in their words to be wary in promising and punctual in performing O how often and passionately have I heard him bewailing the Sins of Promise-breaking and deceitful dealing whereof such as he hath known to be guilty have understood both by Word and Writing how
he was not onely contented but joyful to suffer for the Name of Jesus and his Gospel which was so dear to him Intimating that God had given him much more time than he expected or askt of him and that he accounted it cause of rejoycing and his honour that he was one of the first called forth to suffer for his name Although he was very suddenly surprised yet none could discern him to be in the least moved He pitied the condition of his Enemies requesting for them as the Martyr Stephen did for those that stoned him That God would not lay this sin of theirs to their charge The greatest harm that he did wish to any of them was That they might throughly be Converted and Sanctified and that their Souls might be saved in the day of the Lord Jesus He was very urgent with those that were Unconverted to look with more care after their Salvation now they were removed from them that longed for it and had watched for their Souls using this as an Argument often That now they were fallen into the hands of such many of which if not most of them had neither Skill nor Will to save Souls And setting home upon them with most tender Affections what miserable Creatures they were while Unregenerate telling them how his Heart did yearn for them and his Bowels turned within him for them how he did pray and weep for them while they were asleep and how willingly he had suffered a years Imprisonment Nay how readily he could shed his Blood to procure their Salvation His Counsels and Directions were many and suited to the several states of those he thus Conversed with both as to their degree and place and their sins and wants and would be too long to recite though I can remember many of them To his fellow Prisoners he said The Eyes of GOD and Angels are upon you and the eyes of Men are upon you now you will be critically observed Every one will be looking that you should be more Holy than others that are called forth to this his glorious Dignity to be the Witnesses of Christ Jesus with the loss of your Liberties He was eminently free from harsh censuring and judging of others and was ready to embrace all in Heart Arms and 〈◊〉 Civil and Religious any that prosessed saving 〈◊〉 Jesus Christ and did not overthrow that Profession by some Fundamental Error in Doctrine or Wickedness of Life and Conversation And yet they accused him of being at a Riotous Assembly though there were no Threats nor dangerous Words no Staves nor Weapons no Fear so much as pretended to be struck into any man nor any other Business met about then Preaching and Prayer Here he was much abused receiving many scorns and scoffs from the Justices and their Associa es who were met to hear his Examination also from the Ladies and other Gentlemen who called him often Rogue and told him he deserved to be Hang'd and if he were not they would be Hang'd for him With many such like scurrilous Passages which my Husband received with much patience and seeming as they apprehended by his Countenance to slight their Threatnings they were more inraged at him They urged him much to accuse himself which they seeing they could not bring him to and having no evidence as appeared after yet did make his Mittimus for to go to the Goal on Monday Morning after they had detained him till twelve at Night abusing him beyond what I do now distinctly remember or were fit to express As soon as he returned it being so late about two a Clock he lay down on the Bed in his Clothes where he had not slept above two or three hours at the most but he was up spending his time in Converse with God till about eight a Clock by which hour several of his Friends were come to Visit him But he was so watched and the Officer had such a charge that he was not suffered to Preach all that Sabbath but spent the day in discoursing with the various Companies that came flocking in from the Town and Villages to visit him Praying often with them as he could be permitted He was exceeding chearful in his Spirit full of admirations of the Mercies of God and incouraging all that came to be bold and venture for the Gospel and their Souls notwithstanding what was come upon him for their sakes For as he told them he was not at all moved at at nor did not in the least repent of any thing he had done but accounted himself happy and under that Promise Christ makes to his in the 5th of Matthew That he should be doubly and trebly blessed now he was to suffer for his sake And was very earnest with his Brethren in the Ministry that came to see him That they would not in the least desist when he was gone that there might not be one Sermon the less in Taunton and with the People to attend the Ministry with greater Ardency Diligency and courage than before assuring them how sweet and comfortable it was to him to consider what he had done for God in the months past And that he was going to Prison full of Joy being confident that all these things would turn to the furtherance of the Gospel and the Glory of God But he not being satisfied to go away and not leave some exhortations with his People he appointed them to meet him about one or two a Clock in the Night to which they shewed their readiness though at so unseasonable a time There was of Young and Old many hundreds he Preached and Prayed with them about three hours And so with many yearnings of his Bowels towards them and theirs toward him they took their farewel of each other a more affectionate Parting could not well be About nine a Clock he with two or three Friends that were willing to accompany him set out for Ilchester The Streets were lined on both sides with People and many followed him a foot some miles out of the Town with such lamentations that he told me after did so affect him that he could scarce bear them but the Lord so strengthned him that he passed through them all with great Courage and Joy labouring both by his chearful Countenance and Expressions to encourage them He carried his Mittimus himself and had no Officer with him but when he came there he found the Goaler absent and took that opportunity to Preach before he went into the Prison which was accounted by his Adversaries a great addition to his former Crime As soon as the Goaler came he delivered his Mittimus and was clapped up in the Bridewel Chamber which was over the common Goal When he came to the Prison he found there Mr. John Norman late Minister of Bridgwater who for the like cause was Apprehended and Committed a few dayes before him a Man who for his singular Abilities in Preaching his fervent Zeal and Holy Boldness in the Cause of
he could not for many Weeks bear the scent of any Flesh-meat nor retain any Liquors or Broths so that he consumed so fast that his Life seemed to draw to an end But the Lord did so bless the means that he recovered out of this Distemper after two months time but so lost the use of his Arms from October till April that he could not put off nor on his Clothes nor often write either his Notes or any Letters but as I wrote for him as he dictated to me He was by all Physitians and by my earnest beseechings often diswaded from Preaching but would not be prevailed with but did go on once and sometimes twice a Sabbath and in his private Visiting all that Winter in the Spring the use of his Arms returned for which he was exceeding thankful to the Lord and we had great hopes of his Recovering and making use of further Remedies he was able to go on with more freedom in his Work And the Summer following by the use of Mineral-Waters in Wiltshire near the Devises where he was born his strength was much increased he finding great and sensible good by them But he venturing too much on what he had obtained his weakness returned frequently upon him the next Winter and more in the Spring following being seised as he was at the first But it continued not long at a time so that he did Preach often to his utmost strength nay I may say much beyond the strength he had both at Home and Abroad going into some remote parts of the Countrey where had been no Meetings kept all that time the Ministers had been out which was two Years And there he ingaged several of his Brethren to go and take their turns which they did with great success He had also agreed with two of his Brethren to go into Wales with them to spread the Gospel there but was prevented in that by his weakness increasing upon him It was much that he did but much more that he desired to do He was in this time much Threatned and Warrants often out for him and he was so far from being disturbed at it that he rejoyced that when he could do but little for God because of his Distempers God would so far honour him that he should go and suffer for him in a Prison He would often with chearfulness say They could not do him a greater kindness But the Lord was yet pleased to preserve him from their rage seeing him not then fit for the inconveniencies of a Prison The five Mile Act coming in force he removed to a place called Wellington which is reckoned five miles from Taunton to a Dyers House in a very obscure place where he preached on the Lord's-Dayes as he was able But the vigilant Eyes of his old Adversaries were so watchful over him that they soon found him out and resolved to take him thence and had put a Warrant into the Constables hand to apprehend him and sent for our Friend and threatned to send him to Goal for entertaining such persons in his House So my Husband returned to the House of Mr. John Mallack a Merchant who lived about a mile from Taunton who had long solicited him to take his House for his Home We being in such an unsetled state my Husband thought it best to accept of his courteous offer But many of his Friends were willing to enjoy him in the Town and so earnest that he did to satisfie them go from one to another staying a fortnight or three weeks or a month at each House but still took Mr. Mallacks for his Home This motion of his Friends he told me though it was troublesome for us to be so unsetled he was willing to embrace because he knew not how soon he might be carried again from them to Prison and he should have opportunity to be more intimately acquainted with them and the state of their Souls and of their Children and Servants and how they perform their Duties each to other in their Families He went from no House without serious Counsels Comforts or Reproofs as their Conditions called for dealing with all that were capable both Governours and others particularly acquainting them faithfully and most affectionately what he had seen amiss in any of them He went from no House that was willing to part with him nor had he opportunity to answer the requests of half that invited us to their Houses So that he would often bless God and say with holy Mr. Dod That he had a hundred Houses for one that he had parted with and though he had no Goods he wanted nothing his Father cared for him in every thing that he lived a far more pleasant life than his Enemies who had turned him out of all He was exceedingly taken with God's Mercy to him in Mr. Mallacks entertaining him and me so bountifully the House and Gardens and Walks being a very great delight to him being so Pleasant and Curious and all Accommodations within suitable so that he would often say That he did as Dives fare deliciously every day But he hoped he should improve it better than he did and that God had inclined him to take care for many Poor and for several of his Brethren in the Ministry and now God did reward him by not suffering him to be at the least expence for himself or me He was a very strict observer of all Providences of every day and did usually reckon them up to me before we went to sleep each night after he came into his Chamber and Bed to raise his own Heart and Mind to praise the Lord and to trust him whom we had such experience of from time to time The time of the Year being come for his going to the Waters he was desirous to set one day apart for thanksgiving to God for all his Mercies to him and them and so to take his leave of them Accordingly on the 10th of July 1665. divers of his Brethren in the Ministry and many of his Friends of Taunton met together to take their leave of him before his departure at the House of Mr. Mallack then living about a mile out of the Town Where after they had been a while together came two Justices and several other Persons attending them brake open the Doors by force though they might have unlatched them if they had pleased and with Swords came in among them After much deriding and menacing Language which I shall not here relate having taken their Names committed them to the custody of some Constables whom they charged to bring them forth the next day at the Castle Tavern in Taunton before the Justices of the Peace there The next day the Prisoners appeared and answered to their Names and after two dayes tedious attendance were all Convicted of a Conventicle and Sentenced to pay three Pounds a piece or to be committed to Prison threescore dayes Of the Persons thus Convicted but few either paid their Fines or suffered their
Friends to do it for them My Husband with seven Ministers more and forty private Persons were committed to the Prison of Ilchester When he together with the rest of his Brethrtn and Christian Friends came to the Prison his Carriage and Conversation there was every way as Exemplary as in his former Confinement Notwithstanding his weakness of Body yet he would constantly take his turn with the rest of the Ministers in preaching the Gospel in the Prison which turns came about the oftner though there were eight of them there together because they had Preaching and Praying twice a day almost every day they were in Prison besides other Exercises of Religion in which he would take his part And although he had many of his Flock confined to the Prison with him by which means he had the fairer opportunity of Instructing and watching over them for their Spitual good yet he was not forgetful of the rest that were left behind but would frequently visit them also by his Letters full of serious profitable Matter from which they might reap no small benefit while they were debarred of his bodily presence And how greatly solicitous he was for those that were with him that they might be the better for their Bonds walking worthy of the many and great Mercies they had enjoyed during their Imprisonment that when they came home to their Houses they might speak forth and live forth the Praises of GOD carrying themselves in every respect as becomes the Gospel for which they had been Sufferers you may clearly see by those parting Counsels that he gave them that Morning that they were delivered which I shall recite in his own Words as they were taken from his Mouth in Short-hand by an intimate Friend and fellow Prisoner which you may take as followeth c. Mr. Joseph Allein his Exhortation to his Fellow-Sufferers when they were to be Discharged from their Imprisonment DEarly Beloved Brethren my Time is little and my Strength but small yet I could not consent that you should pass without receiving some parting Counsel and what I have to say at Parting shall be chiefly to you that are Prisoners and partly also to you our Friends that are here met together To you that are Prisoners I shall speak something by way of Exhortation and something by way of Dehortation By way of Exhortation First Rejoyce with trembling in your Prison-Comforts and see that you keep them in a Thankful-Remembrance Who can tell the Mercies that you have received here My time nor strength will not suffice me to recapitulate them See that you rejoyce in GOD but rejoyce with trembling Do not think the account will be little for Mercies so many and so great Receive these choice Mercies with a trembling hand for fear lest you should be found guilty of misimproving such precious benefits and so wrath should be upon you from the Lord. Remember Hezekiah's case great Mercies did he receive some Praises he did return but not according to the benefit done unto him therefore was wrath upon him from the Lord and upon all Judah for his sake 2 Chron. 32. 25. Therefore go away with a holy Fear upon your hearts lest you should forget the loving kindness of the Lord and should not render to him according to what you have received Oh my Brethren stir up your selves to render praises to the Lord You are the People that GOD hath formed for his Praise and sent hither for his Praise and you should now go Home as so many Trumpets to sound forth the Praises of GOD when you come among your Friends There is an Expression Psal. 68. 11. The Lord gave the Word great was the company of them that published it So let it be said of the Praises of God now Great was the company of them that published them GOD hath sent a whole Troop of you here together let all these go home and sound the praises of GOD where-ever you come and this is the way to make his Praise glorious indeed Shall I tell you a Story that I have read There was a certain King that had a pleasant Grove and that he might make it every way delightful to him he caused some Birds to be caught and to be kept up in Cages till they had learned sundry sweet and artificial Tunes and when they were perfect in their Lessons he let them Abroad out of their Cages into his Grove that while he was walking in this Grove he might hear them singing those pleasant Tunes and teaching them to other Birds that were of a wilder Note Brethren this King is GOD this Grove is his Church these Birds are your selves this Cage is the Prison GOD hath sent you hither that you should learn the sweet and pleasant Notes of his Praise And I trust that you have learned something all this while GOD forbid else Now GOD opens the Cage and lets you forth into the Grove of his Church that you may sing forth his Praises and that others may learn of you too Forget not therefore the Songs of the House of your Pilgrimage do not return to your wild Notes again keep the Mercy of GOD for ever in a thankful Remembrance and make mention of them humbly as long as you live then shall you answer the end for which he sent you hither I trust you will not forget this place When Queen Mary died she said That if they did rip her up they should find Callis on her Heart I hope that men shall find by you hereafter that the Prison is upon your heart Lichester is upon your heart Secondly Feed and feast your Faith upon Prison-Experiences Do not think that GOD hath done this onely for your present supply Brethren GOD hath provided for you not only for your present supply in Prison but to lay up for all your Lives that experience that your Faith must live upon till Faith be turned into Vision Learn dependance upon GOD and confidence in GOD by all the Experiences that you have had here Because thou hast been my help saith the Psalmist therefore under the shadow of thy Wing will I rejoyce Are you at a loss at any time then remember your Bonds We read in Scripture of a time when there was no Smith in all Israel and the Israelites were fain to carry their Goads and other Instruments to be sharpened down to the Philistines So when your Spirits are low and when your Faith is dull carry them to the Prison to be sharpened and quickned Oh how hath the Lord confuted all our fears Cared for all our necessities The Faith of some of you was sorely put to it for Corporal Necessities You came hither not having any thing considerable to pay for your Charges here but GOD took care for that And you left poor miserable Families at home and no doubt but many troublesome thoughts were in your minds what your Families should do for Bread but GOD hath provided for them We that are Ministers
left poor starvling Flocks and we thought that the Countrey had been now stript and yet GOD hath provided for them Thus hath the Lord been pleased to furnish us with Arguments for our Faith against we come to the next distress Though you should be called forth to leave your Flocks destitute you that are my Brethren in the Ministry and others their Families destitute yet doubt not but GOD will provide remember your Bonds upon all occasions Whensoever you are in distress remember your old Friend remember your tryed Friend Thirdly Let Divine Mercy be as Oyl to the flame of your Love O love the Lord all ye his Saints Brethren this is the Language of all GOD's dealings with you they all call upon you to love the Lord your God with all your hearts with all your Souls with all your strength What hath GOD been doing ever since you came to this Prison All that he hath been doing since you came hither hath been to pour Oyl into the flames of your Love thereby to encrease and heighten them GOD hath lost all these Mercies upon you if you do not love him better then you did before You have had supplies to what purpose is it unless you love GOD the more If they that be in want love him better than you it were better you had been in their case You have had health here but if they that be in sickness love GOD better than you it were better you had been in sickness too See that you love your Father that hath been so tender of you What hath GOD been doing but pouring out his Love upon you How were we mistaken For my part I thought that GOD took us upon his Knee to Whip us but he took us upon his Knee to Dandle us We thought to have felt the strokes of his Anger but he hath stroked us as a Father his Children with most dear Affection Who can utter his loving Kindness What my Brethren shall we be 〈◊〉 than Publicans the Publicans will love those that love them Will not you return Love for so much Love Far be this from you Brethren you must not only exceed the 〈◊〉 but the Pharisees too therefore surely you must love him that loveth you This is my Business now to bespeak your love to GOD to unite your hearts to him Blessed be God for this Occasion for my part I am unworthy of it Now if I can get your Hearts nearer to GOD than they were then happy am I and blessed are you Fain I would that all these Experiences should knit our Hearts to GOD more and endear us for ever to him What So much bounty and kindness and no returns of Love At least no further returns I may plead in the behalf of the Lord with you as they did for the Centurion He loveth our Nation say they and hath built us a Synagogue So I may say here He hath loved you and poured out his Bounty upon you How many friendly Visits from those that you could but little expect of Whence do you think this came It is GOD that hath the Key of all these Hearts He secretly turned the Cock and caused them to pour forth kindness upon you There is not a motion of love in the Heart of a Friend towards you but it was GOD that put it in Fourthly Keep your Manna in a Golden Pot and forget not him that hath said so often Remember me You have had Manna rained plentifully about you be sure that something of it be kept Do not forget all the Sermons that you have heard here O that you would labour to repeat them over to live them over You have had such a Stock that you may live upon and your Friends too if you be communicative a great while together If any thing have been wanting time for the Digesting hath been wanting See that you well Chew the Cud and see that you especially remember the Feasts of Love Do not you know who hath said to you so often Remember me How often have you heard that sweet Word since you came hither What Do you think it is enough to remember him for an hour No but let it be a living and lasting remembrance Do not you write that Name of his in the Dust that hath written your Names upon his Heart Your High Priest hath your Names upon his Heart and therewith is entered into the Holy Place and keeps them there for a Memorial before the Lord continually O that his Remembrance might be ever written upon your Hearts written as with a Pen of a Diamond upon Tables of Marble that might never be worn out That as Aristotle saith of the cutious Fabrick of Minerva that he had so ordered the Fabrick that his Name was written in the midst that if any went to take that out the whole Fabrick was dissolved So the Name of Jesus should be written upon the substance of your Souls that they should pull all 〈◊〉 before they should be able to pull it out Fifthly Let the Bonds of your Affliction strengthen the Bonds of your Affection Brethren GOD hath sent us hither to teach us among other things the better to Love one another Love is lovely both in the sight of GOD and Men and if by your Imprisonment you have profited in Love then you have made an acceptable proficiency O Brethren look within Are you not more indeared one to another I bless the Lord for that Union and Peace that hath been ever among you but you must be sensible that we come very far short of that Love that we owe one to another we have not that love that indearedness that tenderness that complacency that compassion towards each other that we ought to have Ministers should be more indeared one to another and Christians should be more dear to each other then they were before We have eaten and drunk together and lived on our Fathers Love in one Family together we have been joyned together in one common Cause and all put into one Bottom O let the Remembrance of a Prison and of what hath passed here especially those Uniting Feasts ingage you to love one another Sixthly Let present Indulgence fit you for future hardships and do not look that your Father should be alwayes dandling you on his Knee Beloved GOD hath used you like Fondlings now rather than like Sufferers What shall I say I am at a loss when I think of the tender indulgence and the yearnings of the Bowels of our Heavenly Father upon us But my Brethren do not look for such Prisons again Affliction doth but now play and sport with you rather than Bite you but do you look that Affliction should hereafter fasten its Teeth on you to purpose And do you look that the Hand that hath now gently stroked you may possibly buffet you and put your Faith hard to it when you come to the next Tryal This fondness of your Heavenly Father is to be expected only while
you are young and tender but afterward you must look to follow your Business and to keep your distance and to have rebukes and frowns too when you need them Bless GOD for what you have found here but prepare you this is but the beginning shall I say the beginning of Sorrow I cannot say so for the Lord hath made it a place of Rejoycing this is but the entrance of our Affliction but you must look that when you are trained up to a better perfection GOD will put your Faith to harder Exercise Seventhly Cast up your accounts at your Return and see whether you have gone as much forward in your Souls as you have gone backward in your Estates I cannot be insensible but some of you are here to very great disadvantage as to your Affairs in the World having left your business so rawly at home in your Shops Trades and Callings that it is like to be no little detriment to you upon this Account But happy are ye if you find at your return that as much as your Affairs are gone backward and behind-hand so much your Souls have gone forward If your Souls go forward in Grace by your Sufferings blessed be GOD that hath brought you to such a place as a Prison is Eightly Let the Snuffers of this Prison make your Light burn the brighter and see that your Course and Discourse be the more savoury serious and Spiritual for this present Tryal O Brethren Now the Voice of the Lord is to you as it is in the Prophet Isaiah 60. 1. Arise and shine now let your Light shine before men that others may see your good Works and glorifie your Father which is in Heaven It is said of those Preachers beyond Sea that have been sent into England and here reaped the benefit of our English practical Divinity At their Return they have Preached so much better than they had wont to do that it hath been said of them Apparuit hunc fuisse in Angliâ So do you my Brethren Live so much better than you had wont that when men shall see the change in your Lives they may say of you Apparuit hunc fuisse in Custodiâ See that your whole Course and Discourse be more Spiritual and Heavenly than ever See that you shine in your Families when you come Home be you better Husbands better Masters better Fathers study to do more than you have done this way and to approve your selves better in your Family-Relations than you did before that the savour of a Prison may be upon you in all Companies then will you praise and please the Lord. Ninthly And lastly See that you walk Accurately as those that have the Eyes of GOD Angels and Men upon you my Brethren you will be looked upon now with very curious Eyes GOD doth expect more of you than ever for he hath done more for you and he looketh what Fruit there will be of all this Oh! may there be a sensible change upon your Souls by the Showres that have fallen in Prison as there is in the greenness of the Earth by the showres that have fallen lately abroad By way of Dehortation also I have these four things to Leave with you First Revile not your Persecutors but bless them and pray for them as the Instruments of conveying great Mercies to you Do not you so far forget the Rule of Christ as when you come home to be setting your Mouths to talk against those that have injured you Remember the Command of your Lord Bless them that curse you pray for them that despitefully use you and persecute you Whatsoever they intended yet they have been Instruments of a great deal of Mercy to us and so we should pray for them and bless GOD for the good we have received by them Secondly Let not the humble acknowledgment of GOD's Mercy degenerate into proud Vain-glorious boasting or Carnal-tryumph I beseech you see that you go home with a great deal of fear upon your Spirits in this respect left pride should get advantage of you left instead of humble acknowledging GOD's Mercy there should be Carnal boasting Beware of this I earnestly beg of you for this will very much spoyl your Sufferings and be very displeasing in the sight of GOD. But let your acknowledging of his Mercy be ever with humble Self-abasing Thankfulness and be careful that you do not make his Mercies to be the Fuel of your Pride which were to lose all at once Thirdly Be not Prodigal of your Liberty upon a conceit that the Prisons will be easie nor fearful of adventuring your selves in the way of your Duty Alas I am afraid of both these extreams on the one hand lest some among us having found a great deal of Mercy here will now think there is no need of any Christian prudence which is alwayes necessary and is a great duty It is not cowardice to make use of the best means to preserve our Liberty not decling our Duty On the other-side there is fear lest some may be fearful and ready to decline their Duty because they have newly tasted of a Prison for it Far be it from you to distrust GOD of whom you have had so great experience but be sure you hold on in your duty whatsoever it cost you Fourthly Do not load others with censures whose Judgment or Practice differs from yours but humbly bless GOD that hath so happily directed you You know all are not of the same mind as to the Circumstances of Suffering and all have not gone the same way Far be it from any of you my Brethren that you should so far forget your selves as to be unmerciful to your Brethren but bless GOD that hath directed you into a better way Your charity must grow higher than ever GOD forbid that you should increase in Censures instead of increasing in Charity Having spoken to my Fellow-Prisoners I have two Words to speak to you our Friends and Brethren with us First Let our experience be your incouragement O love the Lord ye our Friends love the Lord fear him for ever believe in him trust in him for ever for our sakes we have tasted of the kindness of GOD. You know how good GOD hath been to us in Spirituals in Temporals Encourage your hearts in the Lord your God serve him the more freely and gladly for our sakes You see we have tryed we have tasted how good the Lord is Do you trust him the more because we have tryed him so much and found him a Friend so Faithful so Gracious that we are uttterly unable to speak his Praise Go on and fear not in the way of your Duty Verily there is a reward for the Righteous GOD hath given us a great reward already but this is but the least we look for a Kingdom Secondly and lastly My desire is to our Friends that they will all help us in our Praises Our Tongues are too little to speak forth the Goodness and the Grace
of GOD do you help us in our Praises Love the Lord the better Praise him the more and what is wanting in us let it be made good by you O that the Praises of GOD may sound abroad in the Country by our means and for our sakes HE was prevented of going to the Waters by his last Imprisonment for want of which his Distempers increased much upon him all the Winter after and the next Spring more 〈◊〉 yet not so as to take him fully off from his Work but he Preached and kept many Dayes and Administred the Sacrament among them frequently But going up to the Waters in July 1667 they had a contrary effect upon him from what they had at first For after three dayes taking them he fell into a Feaver which seised on his Spirits and decayed his strength exceedingly so that he seemed very near Death But the Lord then again revoked the Sentence passed upon him and enabled him in six Weeks to return again to his People where he much desired to be But finding at his return great decay of his strength and a weakness in all his Limbs he was willing to go to Dorchester to advise further with Doctor Lose a very Worthy and Reverend Physitian from whom he had received many Medicines but never conversed with him nor had seen him which he conceived might conduce more to his full Cure The Doctor soon perceiving my Husbands weakness perswaded him to continue for a fortnight or three weeks there that he might the better advise him and alter his Remedies as he should see occasion which motion was readily yeelded unto by us But we had not been there above five dayes before the use of all his Limbs was taken away on a sudden one day his Arms wholly failing the next his Legs so that he could not go nor stand nor move a Finger nor turn in his Bed but as my self and another did turn him night and day in a Sheet All means failing he was given over by Physitiand and Friends that saw him lie some weeks in cold Sweats night and day and many times for some hours together half his Body cold in our apprehensions dying receiving nothing but the best Cordials that Art could invent and Almond Milk or a little thin Broth once in three or four days Thus he lay from September 28 to November 16. before he began to Revive or it could be discerned that Remedies did at all prevail against his Diseases In all this time he was still chearful and when he did speak it was not at all complaining but alwayes praising and admiring God for his Mercies but his Spirits were so low that he spake seldom and very softly He still told us he had no pain at all and when his Friends admired his Patience he would say God had not yet tryed him in any thing but laying him aside out of his Work and keeping him out of Heaven but through Grace he could submit to his pleasure waiting for him It was Pain he ever feared and that he had not yet felt so tender was his Father of him and he wanted strength as he often told us to speak more of his Love and to speak for God who had been and was still so gracious to him Being often askt by my self and others how it was with his Spirit in all this weakness he would answer He had not those ravishing joys that he expected and that some Believers did partake of but he had a sweet serenity of Heart and confidence in God grounded on the Promises of the Gospel and did believe it would be well with him to all eternity In all this time I never heard one impatient word from him nor could upon my strictest observation discern the least discontent with this state though he was a pitiful Object to all others that beheld him being so consumed besides the loss of the use of his Limbs Yet the Lord did support and quiet his Spirit that he lay as if he had endured nothing breaking out often most affectionately in commending the kindness of the Lord to him saying Goodness and Mercy had followed him all his dayes And indeed the loving kindness and care of God was singular to us in that place which I cannot but mention to his praise We came Strangers thither and being in our Inn we found it very uncomfortable yet were fearful to impose our selves on any private House But necessity inforcing we did enquire for a Chamber but could not procure one the Small Pox being very hot in most Families and those that had them not daily expecting them and so could not spare Rooms as else they might But the Lord who saw our affliction inclined the heart of a very good Woman a Ministers Widdow one Mrs. Bartlet to come and invite us to a Lodging in her House which we readily and thankfully accepted off where we were so accommodated as we could not have been any where else in the Town especially in regard of the assistance I had from four young Women who lived under the same roof and so were ready night and day to help 〈◊〉 I having no Servant nor Friend near me we being so unsetled I kept none but had alwayes tended him my self to that time And the Ministers and Christians of that place were very compassionate towards us visiting and Praying with and for us often And Dr. Lose visited him twice a day for twelve or fourteen Weeks except when he was called out of Town refusing any Fees tendered to him The Gentry in and about the Town and others sending to us what-ever they imagined might be pleasing to him furnishing him with all delicates that might be grateful to one so weak So that he wanted neither Food nor Physick having not only for necessity but for delight and he did much delight himself in the consideration of the Lord's kindness to him in the love he received and would often say I was a Stranger and Mercy took me in in Prison and it came to me sick and weak and it visited me There was also ten young Women besides the four in the House that took their turns to watch with him constantly for twelve weeks space I never wanted one to help me And the Lord was pleased to shew his power so in strengthening me that I was every night all these Weeks in the depth of Winter one that helped to turn him never lying out of the Bed one night from him but every time he called or wanted any thing was waking to assist her in the Chamber though as some of them have said they did tell that we did turn him more than 40 times a Night he seldom sleeping at all in the Night in all those Weeks Though his tender Affections were such as to have had me sometimes lain in another Room yet mine were such to him that I could not bear it the thoughts of it being worse to me than the trouble or disturbance he accounted I had
consider how much he did out of a little Estate and therefore may seem strange to others Moreover when he had received any more than ordinary Mercy at the Hand of GOD his manner was to set apart some considerable Portion out of his Estate and dedicate it to the Lord as a Thank-offering to be laid out for his Glory in pious and charitable Uses When I have begged him to consider himself and me he would answer me He was laying up and GOD would repay him That by liberal things he should stand when others might fall that censured him that if he sowed sparingly he should reap so if bountifully he should reap bountifully And I must confess I did often see so much of GOD in his dealings with us according to his Promises that I have been convinc'd and silenc'd God having often so strangely and unexpectedly provided for us And notwithstanding all he had done he had at last somewhat to dispose of to his Relations and to his Brethren besides comfortable provision for me Thus his whole Life was a continual Sermon holding forth evidently the Doctrines he Preached Humility Self-denyal Patience Meekness Contentation Faith and holy Confidence 〈◊〉 in him with most dear Love to God and his Church and People and where he longed and panted to be he is now shiniug in Heaven singing Praises to God and to the 〈◊〉 which Work he much delighted in whilst here on Earth CHAP. VII Some Notes from another whose House he Lodged in Mr. F. The Narrative of his most Constant Tender Compassionate dealing with ignorant and bad People in the places when he came frequently giving them Money with his Exhortations is mentioned before AS for such as feared God already he was still seeking their Edification and stirring them up to a Holy Life Very much pressing them to intend God as their end and to do whatever they did for God When the Week began he would say Another Week is now before us let us spend this Week for God And in the Morning he would say Come now let this day be spent for God Now let us live this one day well Could we resolve to be more than ordinary circumspect but for one day at a time and so on we might live at extraordinary 〈◊〉 In the day time he would seasonably ask People How did you set out to day Did you set out for God to day What were your Morning Thoughts In the Week time he would often ask the Servants for the Heads of the Sermon which they had heard on the Lord's-Day before As he walked about the House he would make some Spiritual use of what-ever did occur and still his Lips did drop like the Hony-Comb to all that were about him to do any Offices for him in his Weakness were all well requited To give a few Instances of his savoury words To one that had done well There are two things said he that we must specially look to after well doing and the special tast of the Love of God 1. That we grow not proud of it and so lose all 2. That we grow not secure and so give the Tempter new Advantages Speaking of the Vanity of the World he said It is as good be without the World and to bear that state as beseemeth a Christian as to enjoy the World though it were never so well imployed If a Man hath Riches and layeth them out for God and for his Servants yet is it as happy a state to receive Alms of another so we bear our Poverty aright and are chearful and thankful in our low Estate Though yet it is true that Riches may be used to the good of others and it is more honourable to give than to receive Another time he was saying How necessary a Duty it is for a Child of God placidly to suit with all God's Dispensations and that a Christian must not onely quietly submit to God in all his dealings but ever to be best pleased with what God doth as knowing that he is infinitely Wise and Good And O how unbecoming a Christian is it to do otherwise To which one answering How short we ordinarily fall as to that temper He replyed We have much ground to go yet but so it must be but we shall never be well indeed till we come to Heaven Another time said he O what an alteration will be shortly made upon us Now we are the Sons of God but yet it doth not appear to sight what we shall be Did we imagine onely that we shall shine as the Sun in the Firmament it were too low a Conception of our 〈◊〉 hereafter Another Morning as he was Dressing he said O what a shout will there be when Christ shall come in his Glory I contribute to that shout Another time I bless the Lord I delight in nothing in this World further than I see God in it Another time in his weakness saith he There are three things which must be unlearned as being mistakes among men 1. Men think that their happiness lyeth in having the World when it is much more in contemning the World 2. Men think that the greatest contentment lyeth in having their Wills when indeed it lyeth in crossing mortifying and subduing their wills to the Will of God 3. Men think it their business and benefit to seek themselves when indeed it is the denying of themselves Another time this was his advice 1. Value precious time while time doth last and not when it is irrevocably lost 2. Know the worth of things to come before they come or are present and the worth of things present before they are past 3. Value no Mercy as it serveth to content the flesh but as it is serviceable for God and to things eternal Such was his talk at the Table where he would be still raised in gratitude for God's Bounty and used to eat his meat with much chearfulness and comfort as savouring of a sweeter good He took one that was watching with him by the hand and said I hope to pass an Eternity with thee in the praises of our God In the mean time Let us live a life of praise while we are here for it is sweet to us and delightful to God It is harmony in his Ears our failings being pardoned and we and our praise accepted through Christ. Such discourse is I hope no great rarity with good men in the chearfulness of prosperity in health but for a man on the Bed of tedious languishing it is more rare The night before he went to Bath where he died he said to the same Person O how much more hath God done for you than for all the World of unconverted Persons in that he hath wrought his Image on your heart and will bring you at last to his Coelestial Glory See now that you acknowledge the Grace of God and give him the praise of it For my part I bless the Lord I am full of his Mercy Goodness and Mercy have followed
and laid up among my Treasures that God is pleased so to unite your hearts to me and to make use of me for your edification is matter of highest joy unto me as also to see your 〈◊〉 in Christ your unshaken resolutions notwithstanding all the Tempters wiles Go on my dearly Beloved and the Lord strengthen your hands and your hearts and lift you up above the fears of men My most dear Brother Norman salutes you with manifold Loves and Respects earnestly wishing that you may wear the Crown of perseverance as also Brother Turner The Lord strengthen establish settle you and after you have suffered a while make you perfect I leave my Brethen in the everlasting Arms and rest From the common 〈◊〉 at Juelchester June 13th 1663. Your Embassador in bonds Joseph Alleine LETTERS IV. A Call to the Unconverted To the Beloved People the Inhabitants of the Town of Taunton Grace Mercy and Peace from God our Father and from the Lord Jesus Christ. Most endeared and beloved Friends I Do most readily acknowledge my self a Debtor to you all and a Servant of all and therefore I have sent these few Lines to salute you all My Lines did fall in a fair place when the Lord did cast my Lot among you for which I desire to be thankful God hath been pleased to work a mutual affection between me and you I remember the Tears and Prayers that you have sent me hither with and how I saw your hearts in your eyes How can I forget how you poured out your Souls upon me And truly you are a People much upon my heart whose welfare is the matter of my continual prayers care and study And oh that I knew how to do you good Ah? how certainly should never a son of you miscarry if I knew how to save you Ah! how it pities me to think how that so many of you should remain in your sins after so many and so long endeavours to convert and bring them in Once more Oh! my Beloved once more hear the call of the most high God unto yon The Prison Preaches to you the same Doctrine that the Pulpit did Hear O People hear he that hath an ear let him hear The Lord of Life and of Glory offers you all Mercy and Peace and Blessedness Oh why should you die whosoever will let him take of the Waters of Life freely what miss of life when it is to be had for the taking God forbid O my Brethren my Soul yerns for you and my bowels towards you Ah! that I did but know what Arguments to use with you who shall chuse my words for me that I may prevail with sinners not to reject their own Mercy how shall I get within them How shall I reach them Oh! that I did but know the words that would pierce them That I could but get between their sins and them Beloved Brethren the Lord Jesus hath made me most unworthy his Spokesman to bespeak your hearts for him And oh that I knew but how to 〈◊〉 for him that I might prevail these eight years have I been calling and yet how great a part do remain visibly in their sins and how few alas how few souls have I gained to Christ by sound conversion Once more I desire with all possible earnestness to apply my self to you I have thought it may be a Sermon out of a Prison might do that which I could not do after my long striving with you but have left undone 〈◊〉 then O Friends and let us reason together Many among you remain under the power of Ignorance Ah! how often have I told you the dangerous yea damnable estate that such are in Never make excuses nor flatter your selves that you shall be saved though you go on in this I have told you often and now tell you again God must be false of his Word if ever you be saved without being brought out of the state of Ignorance If ever you enter in at the door of Heaven it must be by the Key of Knowledge you cannot be saved except you be brought to the knowledge of the Truth A people that remain in gross ignorance that are without understanding the Lord that made them will not have mercy on them O why will you flatter your selves and wilfully deceive your own selves when the God of Truth hath said you shall surely die if you go on in this estate Oh for the love of God and of your Souls I beseech you awake and bestir your selves to get the saving knowledge of God you that are capable of learning a Trade to live by are you not capable of learning the way to be saved yea I doubt not but you are capable if you would but beat your heads about it and take pains to get it And is it not pity that you should perish for ever for want of a little pains and study and care to get the knowledge of God Study the Catechism if possible get it by heart if not read it often or get it read to you cry unto God for knowledge improve the little you have by living answerable Search the Scripture daily get them read to you if you cannot read them Improve your Sabbaths diligently and I doubt not but in the use of these means you will sooner arrive to the knowledge of Christ than of a Trade But for thee O hardned sinner that wilt make thy excuses that thou hast not time nor abilities to get knowledge and to sit still without it I pronounce unto thee that thou shalt surely perish And I challenge thee to tell me if thou canst how thou wilt answer it before the most High God when he shall fit in judgement upon thee that thou wouldest be contented to undergo a seven years Apprentiship to learn how to get thy living and that thou mightest have got the knowledge of the principles of Religion in half the time but thou wouldest not beat thy head about it Many are swallowed up in meer profaneness Alas that there should be any such in a place of such means and mercies but it cannot be concealed Many of them proclaim their sin like Sodom and carry their deadly Leprosie in their foreheads I am ashamed to think that in Taunton there should be so many Alehouse-haunters and Tiplers so many lewd Gamesters and Rioters and debauched livers so many black mouthed Swearers who have Oaths and Curses for their common language so many Raylers at Godliness and Prosane Scoffers so many Lyars and deceitful Dealers and unclean and wanton Wretches O what a long list will these and such like make up if put together it saddens me to mention such as these O how crimsen is their guilt how often have you been warned and yet are still unreformed yea loose and profane Yet one warning more have I sent after you from the Lord to repent Return O finners what will you run into everlasting burnings with your eyes open Repent O Drunkards or else you
shall be shut out of the Kingdom of Heaven 〈◊〉 Cor. 6. 9 10. Repent O Swearers else you shall fall into condemnation 〈◊〉 12. Repent O Lyars put away lying and speak every one truth to his neighbour else you shall have your part in the Lake that burneth with Fire and Brimstone Rev. 20. 8. Repent O Company-keepers forsake the foolish and live but a Companion of the wicked shall be destroyed Prov. 13. 20. Repent you Deceivers of your unrighteous dealings or else you shall have no Inheriance in the Kingdom of God 1 Cor. 6. 9 10. The Lord that made us knows my earnest desire for your conversion and Salvation and that I speak not this to you out of any evil will toward you for I would 〈◊〉 at your feet to do you good but out of a sense of your deplorable estate while you remain in your sins I know there is mercy for you if you do soundly repent and reform and bow to the Righteousness and Government of the Lord Christ but if you go on and say you shall yet have peace I pronounce unto you that there is no escape but the Lord will make his wrath to smoak against you he will wound the head of his enemies and the hairy scalp of such an one as goeth on still in his Trespasses Others have escaped the gross pollutions of the World but stick in the form of Godliness and content themselves with a negative Righreousness that they are no Drunkards nor Swearers c. or at best with an outward conformity to the duties of Religion or some common workings instead of a saving O I am jealous for you that you should not lose the things that you have wrought and miss your reware for want of sincerity for the Lords sake put on and beware of perishing in the Suburbs of the City of Refuge beg of God to make through-work with you and be jealous for your selves get a right understanding of the difference between a Hypocripe and a sincere Christian and try you estates much but only with those marks that you are sure from the Scripture will abide Gods trial But for you that fear the Lord in sincerity I have nothing but good and comfortable words I have proclaimed your happiness in the last Token I sent to the Town I mean the abstract of the Covenant of Grace upon the Priviledges comforts mercies there summed up and set before you May your souls ever live what condition can you devise wherein there will not be abundance of comfort and matter of joy unspeakable to you O Beloved know your own happiness and live in that holy admiring commending adoring praisins of your gracious God that becomes the people of his praise I have been long yet methinks I have not emptied half my heart unto you I trespass much I fear upon the Bearer therefore in haste I commend you to God The good will of him that dwelt in the Bush be with you all The Lord Create a defence upon you and Deliverance for you the Lord cover you all the day and make you to dwell between his shoulders I desire your constant instant earnest Prayers for me and rest A willing Labourer and thankful Sufferer for you JOS. ALLEINE From the common Goale in Juelchester July 4th 1663. LETTER V. Trust God and be sincere To my most endeared Friends the Servants of Christ in Taunton Grace and Peace Most dearly Beloved and longed for my Joy and Crown MY hearts desire and prayer to God for you is that you may be saved I know that you are the But of mens rage and malice but you may satisfie your selves as David in his patient sustaining of 〈◊〉 fury and curses It may be the Lord will look upon our affliction and require good for their cursing this day But however it be for that be sure to hold on your way your name indeed is cast forth as evil and you are hated of all men for Christs-sake for your profession of his Gospel and clearing to his Ways and Servants but let not this discourage you for you are now more than ever blessed onely hold fast that no man take your Crown Let not any that have begun in the Spirit end in the flesh Do not forsake God till he forsake you he that endureth to the end shall be saved The Promise is to him that overcometh therefore think not of looking back Now you have set your hands to Christ's 〈◊〉 though you labour hard and suffer long the Crop will pay for all now the Lord is trying what credit he hath in the World and who they be that will trust him The unbelieving World are all for present Pay they must have ready Money something in hand and will not follow the Lord when there is like to be any great hazard and hardship in his Service But now is the time for you my Beloved to prove your selves Believers when there is nothing visible but present hazard and expence and difficulty in your Makers service Now it will be seen who can trust the Lord and who thrusts him not Now my Brethren bear you up stand fast in the Faith quit you like men be strong now give glory to God by believing If you can trust in his Promises for your reward now when nothing appears but the dispseasure of Rulers and Bonds and Losies and Tribulations on every side this will be somewhat like Believer Brethren I beseech you to reckon upon no other but crosses here Let none of you dream of an Earthly Paradise or flatter your selves with Dreams of sleeping in your ease and temporal Prosperity and carrying Heaven too Think not to keep your Estates and liberties and consciences too Count not upon rest till you come to the Land of Promise Not that I would have any of you to run upon hazards uncalled No we shall meet them soon enough in the way of our duty without we will balke it and shamefully 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 but I would have you east over-board you worldly hopes and count not upon an Earthly felicity but be content 〈◊〉 till you come on the other side the Grave Is it not enough to have a whole eternity of Happiness yet behind If God do throw in the comforts of this life too into the bargain I would not have you throw them back again 〈◊〉 despite the goodness of the Lord But I would my 〈◊〉 that you should use this World as not 〈◊〉 it 〈◊〉 you should be 〈◊〉 to the world and the World 〈◊〉 that you should declare plainly that you seek a Countrey 〈◊〉 Countrey which is an Heavenly Ah! my dear 〈◊〉 I beseech you carry it like Pilgrims and strangers I 〈◊〉 you abstain from fleshly lusts which war against 〈◊〉 Souls for what have we to do with the customes and 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 of this World who are strangers in 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 contented with Travellers Lots know you not that you are in a strange Land all is well as long as it is well
partaking of external Priviledges that will save you No no you must be converted or condemned It is not enough that you have some love and liking to Gods ways and people and are willing to venture something for them All this will not prove you sound Christians Have your hearts been changed Have you been soundly convinced of your sins of your damnable and undone condition in your selves and your utter inability to lick your selves whole again by your own duties have you been brought at least to such a sight and sense of sin as that there is no sin though agreeable to your constitution though a support to your gain but you do heartily abhor it and utterly disallow of it are you brought to such a sense of the beauty of holiness and of the Laws and ways of God as that you do desire to know the whole mind of God and would not excuse your selves by ignorance from any duty and that you do not allow your selves in the ordinary neglect of any thing that conscience charges upon you as a duty are your very hearts set upon the glorifying and enjoying of God as your greatest happiness which you desire more than Corn and Wine and Oyl had you rather be the holiest than the richest and greatest in the World and is your greatest delight ordinarily and when you are your selves in the thoughts of God and in your conversings with God in Holy Exercises Is Christ more precious than all the World to you and are you willing upon the through consideration of the strictness and holiness and self-denying Nature of his Laws yet to take them all for the rule of your thoughts words and actions and though Religoin may cost you dear do you resolve if God will assist you by his Grace to go through with it let the cost be what it will happy the man that is in such a case This is a Christian indeed and whatever you be and do short of this all is unsound But you that bear in your souls the marks of the Lord Jesus above mentioned upon you I should lay no other burden but to hold fast and make good your ground and to press forward towards the mark Thankfully acknowledge the distinguishing grace God to your souls and live rejoycingly in the hopes of the glory of God the hopes that shall never make you ashamed live daily in the praises of your Redeemer be much in admiring God and study the worthiness excellency and glory of his Attributes let your souls be much taken up in contemplating and commending his glorious perfection and blessing your selves in the goodly Portion you have in him live like those that have a God and then be disconsolate if you can If there be not more in an infinite God to comfort you than in a Prison or Poverty or other affliction to deject you our Preaching is vain and your Faith is vain Let the thoughts of God be your daily repast and never be satisfied till your hearts run out as freely naturally constantly unweariedly after God as others do after the World a little force upon your hearts for a while to turn them into this holy Channel may quickly come so to habituate your minds to holiness that they may naturally run that way But it is time to shut up Farewel my dear Brethren the Lord God Almighty be a protection to you and your exceeding great reward Farewel in the Lord. I am Just now I received your meking Letter to which I am not able now to return an answer but shall with speed your very great affections for me cannot but move me and make me ready to repeat again the first words of my Letter above The Lord inable me to return something to you for your great loves I am sensible I have come very short of my duty to you but I must needs tell you my Bowels are moved with your loves which I hope I shall greatly prize once more Farewel My dear Brother Norman remembers you with much love desiring that you may be blameless and harmless the Sons of God without rebuke in the midst of a crooked and perverse Nation among whom ye should shine as lights in the World Yours in the Bowels of the Lord Jesus JOS. ALLEINE From the Prison at Juelchester Septemb. 11. 1663. LETTER VIII How to shew love to Ministers and live joyfully To the most Loving and dearly Beloved my Christian Friends in Taunton Grace Mercy and Peace from God our Father and from the Lord Jesus Christ. Most endeared Brethren I Have received your moving melting Letter and could not look over such tender expressions of your working affections without some commotions in my own I may confidently say I spent more Tears upon those Lines than ever you did Ink Your deep sense of my labours in the Ministry I cannot but thankfully acknowledge and take notice of yet withal heartily and unseingedly confessing that all was but the duty which I did owe to your precious and immortal Souls which God knows are very much short of my duty The omissions imperfections defects deadness that accompanied my duties I do own I must and will own and the Lord humble me for them But all that was of God and that was all that was good be sure that you give to God alone To him I humbly ascribe both the Will and the Deed to whom alone be Glory for ever My dear Brethren my business as I have often told you is not to gain your hearts or turn your eyes towards me but to Jesus Christ his Spokesman I am will you give your hearts to him will you give your hands your names to him will you subscribe to his Laws and consent to his Offices and be at through defiance with all his Enemies This do and I have my Errant Who will follow Christs Colours who will come under his Banner this shall be the man that shall be my Friend this is he that will oblige me for ever Do these Letters come to none that are yet unsanctified to do loose sinner to no ignorant sinner to no unfound professor Oh that there were none such indeed oh that I had left no such behind me but would they do me a kindness as I believe they would oh then let them come away to Jesus Christ at this call lie no longer O sinner in thy swill be no more in love with darkness stick no longer in the skirts and outside of Religion demure no longer dispute not and waver no more halt no further but strike in throughly with Jesus Christ except nothing reserve nothing but come off throughly to the Lord and follow him fully And then happy man that thou shalt be for thou wilt be made for ever and joyful man that I shall be for I shall save a Soul from death The earnest and pittiful beggings of a poor Prisoner do use to move some Bowels hear O Friends will you do nothing for a Minister of Christ Nothing for a Prisoner
serviceable unto you and to enjoy you but I hope the Lord will make my bonds for you to be useful to your edification that is the White I aim at if I may glorifie God and serve your Souls best by being here I shall never wish to come out though I confess liberty of its self is very precious Finally Brethren Farewel be perfect be of good comfort be of one mind live in peace and the God of Love and Peace shall be with you I am My dear Brother Norman salutes you tenderly desiring you to be patient to stablish your hearts for the coming of the Lord draweth nigh The ready Servant of your Faith and Joy JOS. ALLEINE From the Prison at Juelchester Octob. 14. 1663. LETTER XII For daily Self-Examination To the most Beloved People the Flock of Christ in Taunton Salvation Most dear Brethren I Would my time were as long as my heart that I might open my self to you but I was not without some discontent diverted when I was setting my self to have Written at large to you Now I am pinched however I could not leave my dear charge altogether unvisited but must needs salute you in a few Lines Brethren how stands it with you doth the main work go on do your souls prosper This is my care beware that you Flag not that you faint not now in the evil day I understand that your dangers grow upon you may your Faith and courage and resolution grow accordingly and much more abundantly to overtop them Some of your enemies I hear are in great hopes to satisfie their Lusts upon you well be not discouraged my dear Brethren but bless the Lord who of his abundant Mercy hat so remarkably preserved you so long beyond all expectation Let it not be a strange thing to you if the Lord do now call you to some difficulty forsake not the Assembling of your selves together as the manner of some is I plainly see the Coal of Religion will soon go out unless it have some better helps to cherish it then a Carnal Ministrie and lifeless Administration Dear Brethren now is the time for you that fear the Lord to speak often one to another manage your duties with what prudence you can but away with that Carnal prudence that will decline duty to avoid danger Is the Communion of Saints worth the venturing for Shut not up your doors against Godly Meetings I am told that it is become a hard matter when a Minister is willing to take pains with you to get place Far be this from you my Brethren What shut out the World suppose there be somewhat more danger to him that gives the Minister entertainment Is there not much more advantage accordingly did not Obed Edom and his House get the blessing by entertaining the Ark there or do you think God hath never a Blessing for those that shall with much Self-denial entertain his Messengers his Saints his Worship are you believers and yet are affraid you shall be loosers by Christ do you indeed not know that he that runs most hazard for Christ doth express most love to Christ and shall receive the greatest reward away with that unbelief that prefers the present safety before the future glory I left you some helps for daily Ezamination I am jealous least you should grow slack and slight and careless in that duty Let me ask you in the name of the Lord doth never a day pass you but you do solemnly and seriously call your selves to an account what your carriage hath been to God and Men speak conscience Is there never an one within the hearing of this Letter that is a neglecter of this duty doth every one of your Consciences acquit you Oh that they did oh that they could tell me would not some of you be put shrewdly to it if I should ask you when you read or thought over the Questions that were given you for your help and would you not be put to a blush to give me an answer And will you not be much more ashamed that God and Conscience should find you tardy not that I would necessarily bind you up to that very Method only till you have found a way more profitable I would desire you yea methinks I cannot but deeply charge you to make daily use of that Awake conscience and do thou fall upon that Soul that thou findest careless in this work and never let him be at rest till thou canst witness for him that he is a daily and strict observer of himself and doth live in the constant practice of this duty What shall neither Gods charge nor your promise nor profit hold you to your work yet I may not doubt but some of you do daily perform this duty The Lord incourage you in it yet give me leave to ask you what you have gained are you grown more universally consciences more strict more humble and more sensible of your many and great defects then you were before If so blessed are you of the Lord if otherwise this duty hath been performe but slightly by you What can you say to this question doth your care of your ways abate or doth it increase by the constant use of this duty If it abate remember from whence you are fallen and repent as good not do it at all as not to the purpose My Pen is apt to run when I am writing unto you I beseech you that my Letters may not be as so much waste Paper to you may they be provocations to your duty and Medicines to any corruptions that they meet with Oh that they might find out mens sins and excite their graces I have run much farther than I thought I should have done but now I am called upon and must shut up The Lord God be a Sun and a Shield to you My most dear Love to you all fare you well in the Lord I am Your Embassador in Bonds JOS. ALLEINE From the common Gaol at Juelchester October 20. 1663. LETTER XIII Motives and Marks of Growth To the most Loving and best Beloved the Servants of Christ in Taunton Grace and Peace Most dear and tender Friends WHose I am and whom under God I desire to serve to build you up in Holiness and comfort hath been through grace my great ambition This is that which I laboured for this is that which I suffer for and in short the end of all my applications to you and to God for you How do your Souls prosper are they in a thriving case what progress do you make in Sanctification doth the house of Saul grow weaker and weaker and the house of David stronger and stronger beloved I desire to be jealous of you with a Godly jealousie lest any of you should lose your ground in these declining times and therefore cannot but be often calling upon you to look to your standing and to watch and hold fast that no man take your Crown Ah! how surely shall you reap in the end if
you prize the Promises more and hug and imbrace them with greater dearness and live more upon them Tenthly If you grow of a more publick Spirit A selfish Spirit is unworthy of a Christian are the common concernments of Gods Glory and the prosperity of the Church much upon your hearts will it no way content you to dwell in plenty peace and safety your selves except you may see peace upon Israel do the wounds in Gods Name and Glory go deep into you are the sins of others your sorrows Time and room and strength fails to add means too as I intended I have trespassed in length already may these be helps to you to put you forward and to help you in discerning your growth I must conclude abruply and commend you to God with my dear loves to you all I take leave and can only tell you that I am Yours in the Lord Jesus JOS. ALLEINE From the Prison at Juelchester Octob. 31. 1663. LETTER XV. Perswasion to Sinners and comfort to Saints To my dearly Beloved the Inhabitants of the Town of Taunton Grace Mercy and Peace from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ. Most dearly Beloved I Have been through mercy many years with you and should be willingly so many years a Prisoner for you so I might eminently and effectually further your Salvation I must again yea again and again thank you for your abundant and intire affections to me which value as a great mercy not in order to myself if I know my own heart but in order to your benefit as I may thereby be a more likely Instrument to further your good Surely so much as I do value your love which is not a little yet had I rather if I am not unacquainted with my self be forgotten and forsaken of you all and buried in oblivion So that your eyes and hearts might be hereby fixed on Christ and sincerely engaged to him Brethren I have not bespoken your affections for my self O that I might win your hearts universally to Jesus Christ though I had lost them for ever O that I might be instrumental to convert you to him though you were diverted from me I am perswaded that I should much rather choose to be hated of all so this might be the means to have Christ honoured and set up savingly in the hearts of you all And indeed there is nothing great but in order to God nothing is much material or considerable as it is terminated in us It matters not whether we are in Riches or poverty in sickness or Health in honour or disgrace so Christ may be by us magnified in the condition we are in Welcome Prison and Poverty welcome Scorn and Envy welcome pains or contempt if by these Gods glory may be most promoted What are we for but for God what doth the Creature signifie separated from his God why just so much as the Cypher separated from the Figure or the letter from the Syllable we are nothing or nothing worth but in reference to God and his ends Better were it that we had never been than that we should not be to him Better that we were dead than we should live and not to him Better that we had no understandings than that we should not know him Better that we were Blocks and Bruits than that we should not use our Reason for him What are our Interests unless as they may be subservient to his Interest or our esteem or reputation unless we may hereby glorifie him do you love me I know you do but who is there that will leave his sins for me I mean at my requests with whom shall I prevail to give up himself in strictness and self denial to the Lord who will be intreated by me to set upon neglected duties or reform accustomed sins O wherein may you rejoyce me in this in this my Brethren in this you shall befriend me if you obey the voice of God by me if you be prevailed with to give your selves up throughly to the Lord would you lighten my burden would you loosen my bonds would you make glad my heart let me hear of your owning the ways and servants of the Lord in adversity of your coming in of your abiding and patient continuing in the ways of holiness O that I could but hear that the prayerless Souls the prayerless Families among you were now given to prayer that the prosane sinner would be awakened and be induced by the preaching of these Bonds which heretofore would not be prevailed with to leave their drunkenness their loose company their lying and deceit and Wantonness by all the threatnings of God that cou'd be pronounced against them nor all the beseechings wooings and entreaties that I was able to use with them will you not be made clean when shall it once be how long shall the patience of God wait for you how long shall the Lord Jesus stretch our his hands toward you O sinners cast your selves into his Arms Why should you die Why will you forsake your own Mercy will you perish when mercy wooes you confess and forsake your sins and you shall find mercy will you part with Christ and sell your Souls to perdition for a little ease and delight to your flesh or a little of the gain of unrighteousness or a little Ale or vain mirth or loose company why these are the things that part between Sinners and Christ. I know many are spun with a finer thred and are not so far from the Kingdom of God as the prayerless ignorant Sabbath-breaking intemperate sort are But I must once again warn you of staying in the Suburbs of the City of Refuge O what pity is it that any should perish at the Gates that any should escape the pollutions of the world and do many things yea and suffer it may be too and yet should fall short of the glory of God for want of a through work of grace Oh you halting Christians that halt between Christ and the World that are as Ephraim like a Cake not turned dow-baked Professors that have Lamps without Oyl that cry Lord Lord but do not the will of our Father which is in Heaven how long will you stay in the place of the breaking forth of Children and stick between the Womb and the World your Religion will carry you among the profane despisers of Godliness but do own the people of the Lord and do love the Ministers and Ordinances therefore all is well I tell you Godliness is a heart-work it goes deep and spreads far unless the frame of your hearts and the drists of your course be changed unless you be universally conscientious and unreservedly delivered up to the Lord for all times and conditions whatever be the cost you are none of Christs how far soever you go in common workings and external performances Hear then O people and let nor profaneness swallow you up let not an almost Christianity deceive you orignorance carry you blindfold to perdition
stay for me and so I must here shut up my Letter as Jude 〈◊〉 his Ye Beloved building up your selves in your most holy Faith Praying in the Holy Ghost keep your selves in the love of God looking for the Mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ unto Eternal life Unto his Grace I commend you all and shall add nothing but to share my loves among you and so rest Your Embassador is Bonds JOS. ALLEINE Juelchester November 22. 1663. LETTER XVIII The Worth of Holiness To the Beloved People the Flock of God in Taunton Grace and Peace Most dear Friends and Brethren I Am now a Prisoner of the Lord for you Gentiles and therefore have sent these few Lines to beseech you by these Bonds which I gladly endure for your sakes to hold forth and hold fast the Profession of your Faith without wavering The Lord make you stedfast in the Holy Doctrine wherein you have been taught I have not shunned to declare unto you the whole Counsel of God O remember that by the space of eight years I ceased not to warn you every one and kept back nothing that was profitable unto you but have taught you publickly and from House to House warning every man and teaching every man that I might present every man perfect in Christ Jesus Oh that Impenitent sinners would yet remember the Invitations and the obsecrations and the obtestations that they have had have they not been sought unto have they not been intreated have they not been followed from the Publick to their own Houses hath not the Word been brought to their Doors Hath not Mercy wooed them have they not been called under the Wings of Mercy And yet they would not Oh that they would consider it now in the latter days Jer. 23. 20. Oh that they would remember and repent that there might be yet an after Harvest That they would yet come in and live Are you yet willing to turn hear how Wisdom calls after you Prov. 11. How long ye simple ones will you love simplicity and fools bate knowledge turn you at my reproof But if they will not hear good were it for them that they had never been born It shall be more and better for Sodom and Gomorah then for them But for you that have taken upon you the Profession of strict Godliness I shall only press you to follow on and press towards the Mark You have much work yet to do and God hath given you no time to Loyter in I beseech you to put on That Person that sits down when he hath gotten to that pitch that he thinks will bring him to Heaven is never like to come thither Grace is one of those things that saith It never hath enough Let me urge upon you the Apostles Counsel Heb. 12. 14. Follow after Holiness First Holiness is the choicest Ornament it is and adorning in the sight of God of great prize It is the Glory of God and will you count it your shame Exod. 15 God is glorious in Holiness and Grace is called Glory 2 Cor. 3. 18. But we may now cry out as the Psalmist in his complaint O ye sons of men how long will ye turn my glory into shame Ps. 4. 2. But be of good comfort the shame of Holiness is real Glory how confidently doth Paul shake his Chain Acts 28. 20. We read of some that did glory in their shame in a sad sense that is in that which was real ground of shame to wit their sin Phil. 3. 19. But we meet with others that in a happy sense did glory in their shame that is in the shame of Religion which is indeed a Crown of glory So did Peter and John Acts 5. 41. Secondly Holiness is the safest Muniment Grace is not onely for Ornament but for Use. Righteousness is a Brest-plate that keeps the Vitals and is sure defence from any mortal wounds Ephes. 6. 14. When the Politicians have done their best with all their politick fetches it is he that walketh uprightly that walketh surely Prov. 10. 19. Let integrity and uprightness preserve me saith David Psa. 25. last I desire no other Protection than Innocency I desire to be no longer safe than these can preserve me when I must let go my Integrety or my sasety I will chose the danger rather than the fin and yet will never doubt but my Integrity will save me harmless and prevent me for ever coming off a Loser Never perswade me that that man doth choose wisely or will consult his own safety that runs upon the displeasure of the infinite God who is a devouring fire to flie the danger of mans displeasure Did you ever read or hear of a man so mad as to run upon the swords point to avoid the scratch of a Pin or to run upon a roaring Canon rather than indanger his being wetshod why this is the best wisdom of the distracted World who will sin rather than suffer and to save themselves harmless in the World will run upon God even upon his neck and the thick Bosses of his Buckler Job 15. 25 26. Thirdly Holiness will be found to be your real happiness Eat of this Tree and you shall be indeed as God Godliness is Gods likewise The beauty of Holiness is this very Image Sin is the disease of which holiness is the Cure Pride is the Timpany passion the Feavour of the mind how restlesly raging is the mind where they reign holiness humility meekness are a present ease a present Cure if the Patient can take but enough O what peace and tranquility doth Holiness work in the Mind Great peace have they that love thy Commandments and nothing shall offend them Psalm 119. 165. Read Isa. 48. 18 22. and 26. 3. and 32. 17. Holiness will be a Treasure of Riches Jam. 2. 5. and a Crown of honour Acts 17. 11. a Paradise of Pleasure to you Prov. 3. 17. In a word holiness is the perfection of mans nature Heb. 12. 21. the Communication of the Divine Nature 2 Pet. 1. 4. the earnest of Glory Matt. 5. 8. and the very entrance of Heaven Phil. 3. 20. Let me say now to every one of you as our Saviour to Martha John 11. 26. Believed thou this If you do live like Believers and do you follow after Holiness as others follow their Trades or Studies Let Religion be your business and not a thing by the by with you follow as hard upon the pursuit of Grace as if you did indeed believe riches and honour were in it Count your selves well as long as you keep within the line of your duty Let holiness sit in your Lips and season all your Speech with grace Profess it own it plead stoutly and resolve for it be you Advocates for Holiness in an Adulterous and wicked Generation wear it as a Robe of honour when the spightful World cast the dung of their Reproaches at you for it let it dwell in your Hearts Let it adorn your Houses Let it be your
Companion in your Closets Let it Travel with You in your Journies Let it Lie down and Rise up with You Let it close your Eyes in the Evening and call You out of your Beds in the Morning Be You the Votaries of Holiness Keep Her and She shall Keep You. I shall close with my Loves to You all onely because I know You love to hear of my Well-fare I must tell You that Goodness and Mercy do follow me perpetually every Day and every Night Glory to God in the highest Dear Brethren Fare you well in the Lord I am Your Devoted Servant in the Gospel whether a Bond-Man or a Free JOS. ALLEINE From the Prison at Juelshester Decemb. 3. 1663. Most Dearly Beloved This was intended for you a Week sooner then it comes to be Communicated I purposely Write in the middle of the Week that if any Opportunity be suddenly offered I may have somewhat ready for You But last Week I failed of a Conveyance I shall not add any thing further now but that I shall follow my Counsels with my Prayers and shall be an humble Intercessor night and day before God for You To him I commend You and to the Word of his Grace Remaining Yours while I am J. A. LETTER XIX 1. Try 2. Rejoyce To the most Loving and best Beloved the Flock of Christ in Taunton Grace and Peace Most endeared Friends MY heart is solicitous for You Your Spiritual and Eternal welfare is the matter of my desires and designes Let not my Beloved think they were forgotten by me because you heard not from me the last Week sleep departed from my eyes to write to you at large but in the morning I concluded it best to defer the imparting of it to You for a season that you might have it a better way Can a woman forget her Child that she should not have compassion on the Son of her Womb Yea they may forget but Christ will earnestly remember You still Natural Parents may be so far unnatural spiritual Parents may be so far carnal as to forget their own Children I would have you count nothing as certain but Christs love and care This you may build upon You need not fear lest time and distance should wear out the remembrance of you with him Your names are inrolled in the everlasting Decrees of Heaven and a whole Eternity hath not been able to wear them out Do any of you Question whether you are so happy as to have your Names recorded above I shall bring it to a speedy issue Do you Question whether Christ hath taken your Names Whether you are upon his heart Let me ask you Is Heaven upon your Hearts Is the Name of Jesus deeply engraven upon your Souls Is his Image and Superscription there If you can find that Heaven is the main of your cares that your hearts are set upon it as your home and your Countrey and that it is your great business to seek it and to secure it then never doubt if your hearts be chiefly upon Heaven your Names are unquestionably written in Heaven Again hath Christ recorded his Name in your hearts Is the Name of Jesus the Beloved name with you precious above all next to your Hearts Is there no other Name under Heaven so dear and sweet to you What room hath Christ in you If any thing be deeper in your hearts than he is you are unsound As the Father hath given him so do your hearts give him a Name above every Name Is Christ uppermost with you in your estimations and affections Then rejoyce and leap for joy for your Names are most pretious with Christ if his Name be above all dear to You. Once more hath Christ drawn out his own similitude upon You Is Christ within You doth he dwell in your Hearts Then be sure You have a room in his heart The Image of Christ is in holiness Is this that which your very hearts are set upon Do You thirst for Holiness Do You follow after Holiness Do you prize it above all Prosperity and worldly Greatness Do You hate every sin and long to be rid of it as your most irksome burden and use all Gods means against it as far as you know them If it be thus with you Christ hath set his stamp upon your hearts and so you may be sure he hath set You as a Seal upon his heart Rejoyce then O Christians and bless your selves in the happy priviledge that you have in being under Christs care Fear not little Flock Stronger is he that is with you than he that is against you What though Satan should raise all his Militia against you adhere to Christ in a patient doing and suffering his pleasure and he shall secure you The Lord will not forsake you because it hath pleased the Lord to make you his people God hath entrusted you with his Son You are his Care and his Charge Many will be listing at you many will be plucking at you but fear not you shall not be moved none shall pluck you out of Christs hand he hath all power Mat. 28. 8. Can Omnipotence secure you He is all Treasures Col. 2. 3. Can unsearchable Riches suffice you In a word he is all Fulness Col. 1. 21. Can all Content you Can Fulness fill you if so you are blessed and shall be blessed Beloved We lose unutterably for want of considering for want of viewing our own Priviledges and Blessedness O Man is Christ thine and yet dost thou live at a low rate and Comfort Is thy name written in Heaven and yet dost thou not rejoyce Shall the Children of the Kingdom the Candidates of Glory the chosen Generation the Royal Priesthood be like other men O Christians Remember who and whence you are consider your Obligations put on a better pace Bestir your selves run and wrestle and be strong for the Lord of Hosts and earnestly yet peaceably contend for the Faith once delivered to his Saints What shall we make nothing of all that God hath said and done for us Christians shall he that hath gotten an inriching Office boast of his Booty or he that hath obtained the Kings Patent for an Earldome glory in his Riches and Honour And shall the Grant of Heaven signifie little with thee Or Christs Patent for thy Sonship and Partnership with himself be like a Cypher Shall Haman come home from the Banquet with a glad heart and glorying in the greatness of his Riches the multitude of his Children and all the things wherein the King had promoted him above the Princes And shall we turn over our Bibles and read the Promises and find it under Gods own hand that he intends the Kingdome for us that he will be a Father to us that he gives and grants all his infinite perfections to us and yet not be moved Beloved Christians live like your selves let the World see that the Promises of God and Priviledges of the Gospel are not empty sounds or a meer
stand Look to your sincerity You must every one of you stand shortly before the Judgment Seat of Christ and be tried for your lives Oh try your selves throughly first 'T is easie to mistake Education for Regeneration and common Conviction and Illumination for Conversion and a partial Reformation and external Obedience for true Sanctification Therefore I beseech you every one to examine whether you are in the Faith Prove your own selves Tell not me you hope you are sincere you hope you shall go to Heaven Never put it off with Hopes but pray and try and search till you are able to say yea and know you are passed from Death to Life and that you know you have a Building not made with hands eternal in the Heavens Suppose I should ask you one by one Where are your Evidences for Heaven Could you make out your Claim Can you bring me Scripture-proof Can you shew me the Marks of the Lord Jesus What mean you to live at Uncertainties Brethren it is an intollerable Ignorance for any of you in these dayes of glorious Light not to be able to tell the distinguishing Marks of a sound Believer And it is intollerable carelesness of your everlasting Welfare if you do not bring your selves to the Trial by these Marks What are your hands filled with Books and your ears filled with Sermons that tell you so plainly from the word of God how you shall know whether you are in Christ and are you still to seek Oh stir up your own selves Take heed lest a Promise being left of entring into his Rest any of you fall short of it at last by Vnbelief You are a Professing People you pray and you hear and you run upon some Adventures for Jesus Christ But O look to your sincerity Look to your Principles look to your Ends else you may lose all at last Examine not onely what is done but whence 't is done look to the Root as well as to the Fruit. Eye not onely your Actions but your Aims Remember what a strict and severe Eye you are under The Lord Jesus makes strict observation upon all your works and wayes He observes who of you be fruitful and who be barren and unprofitable He knows who of you be thriving and who be declining He observes who be warm and who lukewarm who be sound Christians and who of you have onely a name to live Return O backsliding Christians You have lost your former Convictions and lost your former Affections You are grown remiss in your watch and your Zeal is turned into a kind of indifferencie and your diligence into negligence Your Care is turned into Security and your tenderness into senslessness Oh your case is dangerous The Lord Jesus hath a great Controversie with you Oh remember whence you are fallen and repent and do your first works Strengthen the things that remain and are ready to die Oh rub and chafe your swooning Souls and ply them with warm applications and rousing considerations till they recover their former heat And know ye from the Lord that the backsliders in heart shall be filled with his own wayes O ye barren and fruitless trees Behold the Axe is lifted up to fell you to the ground except you bring forth fruits and those worthy of Repentance May not Christ say to some among you Behold these three years have I come seeking fruit and finding none How is it then that you read not the Sentence passed on the fruitless Tree O sleepy Professors how long will you drive on in this heavy course How long will you continue in an unprofitable and customary Profession Would you be the joy of our Lord why know ye that the thriving Plant is the Masters praise and his hearts delight Christians put on press towards the Mark be adding to your Faith Virtue and to Virtue Knowledge c. See that you grow extensively in being abundant in all forts of good works Be pitiful be courteous gentle easily to be entreated Be slow to anger soon reconciled Be patient be ye temperate be ye chearful Study not every one onely his own things but the good of his Neighbor Think it not enough to look to your own Souls but watch for others Souls Pray for them warn them be kind to them study to oblige them that by any means you may win them and gain their Souls Labour to grow intensively to do better the things that you did before to be more fervent in Prayer more free and willing in all the ways of the Lord to hear with more profit to examine your selves more thorowly to mind Heaven more frequently than heretofore And you O carnal and unsound Professors that reckon your selves to be in Christ but are not new Creatures that because you have the good opinion of the Godly and are outwardly conformable to the wayes of God perswade your selves you are in a good condition although your hearts have not yet to this day been renewed O Repent speedily Repent and be converted What though we cannot distinguish the Tares from the Wheat Yet the Lord of the Harvest can Christ will find you out and condemn you for rotten and unsound unless you be soundly renewed by repentance and effectually changed by converting Grace Brethren I fervently wish your Salvation and to this while I am able I shall bend my ardent endeavours I am now taking advice for my health and hope in some few Weeks to be restored to you In the mean time I commend me to Your Prayers and you to the Grace of God remaining Yours in the Lord Jesus JOS. ALLEINE Dorchester July 7th 1666. LETTER XXVI The Character and Priviledges of true Believers To the Loving and Beloved People the Servants of God in Taunton Salvation Most dearly Beloved I Longed to hear of your Welfare but by reason of the Carryers intermitting his Journeys could not till now obtain my desires neither had I Opportunity till the last Week of writing to you I rejoyce to hear by Mr. Ford of Gods continual goodness towards you he is your Shepherd and therefore it is that you do not want Me you have not alwayes but he is ever with you his Rod and his Staff shall comfort you Nay more then all this you may hence conclude comfortably for all times yea for the whole Eternity to come Surely Goodness and Mercy shall follow you all the days of your Lives and you shall dwell in the House of the Lord for ever In this my dear Brethren in this rejoyce and again I say rejoyce that God is ingaged in so near and so sweet relation to you Doubtless your Souls shall Lodge in goodness and be provided for carefully and lie down in everlasting safety that have the Almighty for our Shepherd Blessed are the Flock of his Hands and the Sheep of his Pasture happy is the People that is in such a Case But who are Christs Sheep Not all Professers I beseech you take heed how you rest
feelingly doth he cry out at the hurt of his poor Members on Earth Saul Saul why persecutest thou me Oh of what quick Sense is the Sense of our dear Lord unto us when we are touched on Earth he feels it in Heaven Brethren Christ is real in all that he speaks unto you He is not like a flourishing Lover who fills up his Letters with Rhetorick and hath more care of the dress of his Speech than of the Truth Who ever gave Demonstration of the reallity of his Love at so dear a rate as Christ hath done Men do not use to die in jest Who will impoverish himself to enrich his Friend and divest himself of his honour to advance him and debase himself to admiration below his own degree to contract affinity with him and all this but to make him believe that he loves him Brethren possess your very hearts with this that Christs love doth go out with infinite dearness towards you Even now while he is in all his Glory he earnestly remembers you still This is the High Priest that now is entred into the Holy of Holies doth bear your names particularly remembring every poor believer by name He bears your names but where upon his Brest-plate upon his Heart saith the Text Exod. 28. 29. Ah Christians I may salute you as the Angel did Mary Hail you that are highly favoured Blessed are you among men Sure your Lot is fallen in an happy place What in the Bosom of Christ yea and verily you may believe and doubt not I may apply that of Gabriel O Daniel thou art greatly beloved unto you you are beloved indeed to have your Names written upon the very heart of Christ now he is in Glory Oh let his Name be written then on your hearts Do not write his Name in the Sand when he hath written yours upon his own Brest Do not forget him who hath taken such care that while he is he may never forget you having recorded your Names not onely on his Book but on his Flesh and set you as a Seal upon his Heart He hath you upon his heart but why For a memorial before the Lord continually so saith the Text. Beloved your Lord is so far from forgetting you in all his Greatness and Glory that he is gone into heaven on purpose there to present you before the Lord that you may be alwaies in remembrance before him O Beloved Glory yea and Triumph in his Love Doubtless it must go well with us Who shall condemn It is Christ that died and rose again and is now making Intercession His Interest is potent He is alwaies present Our Advocate is never out of Court Never did Cause miscarry in his hand Trust you safely in him Happy is that man for whom he shall undertake to speak Oh the Riches of Christs Love He did not think it enough to die for You. His Love and care doth not end with his natural Life on Earth but he ever liveth to make Intercession for us His Love is like his Life ever ever Knowing no remission in degree nor intermission of time no cessation of working but is ever ever in motion towards us But when shall I end if I suffer my Soul to run out its length and my running Pen to enlarge according to the demensions of this boundless Field of Divine Love If the Pens of all the World were imployed to write Volumes of Love if the Tongues of all the living were exercised in nothing else but talking of this love If all the Hearts that be were made up of Love and all the Powers and affections of the mind were turned into one to wit the power of Love yet this were no less than infinitely too little either to conceive or to express the greatness of Christs Love O my dearly Beloved may your Souls be swallowed up in this Love Think and think while you will you can never think how much You are beloved See that ye love again by way of Gratitude though not of Requital What though your Souls be but narrow and your powers but little yet love him with all you have Love him with all your hearts and all your strength To the Meditations and to the Embraces of Divine Love I leave you thinking it now not worth while to tell You of my Love Remaining Yours in the Bonds of your most dear Lord Jesus JOS. ALLEINE August 11. 1665. LETTER XXIX Warning to Professors of their Danger To the most Beloved People the Servants of God in Taunton Salvation Most dear Friends MY top Joy is that my Beloved is mine and I am his but next to that I have no Joy so great as that You are mine and I am yours and You are Christs My Relation to Christ is above all He is my Life and my Peace my Riches and my Righteousness He is my Hope and my Strength and mine Inheritance and my Rejoycing In him will I please my self for ever and in him will I glory I esteem my self most Happy and Rich and safe in him though of my self I am nothing In him I may boast without Pride and glory without Vanity Here is no danger of being overmuch pleased neither can the Christian exceed his Bounds in overvaluing his own Riches and Happiness in Christ. I am greatly pleased with the Lot that is fallen to me The Lord hath dealt bountifully with me and none shall stop this my confidence of boasting in Christ. But as my Lot in him is above all so I will assure You it is no small content to me that my Lot is fallen with You. And though many difficulties have fallen to my Lot among You for I have broken my health and lost my Liberty once and again for Your sakes yet none of these things move me I wish nothing more then to spend and to be spent upon the service of your Faith I bless the Lord for it as an invaluable Mercy that ever he called me to be an Embassadour of the Lord Jesus Christ to You-wards In this station I desire to approve my self to him and that I am withdrawn from my Work for a season it is but that I may return to you refreshed and inabled for my Work among You. You may not think that I have forgotten You and consulted my own ease and pleasure but if God prosper my Intentions I shall be found to have been daily serving You in this Retirement I will assure You I am very tender of preserving all that little strength that God doth add to me entirely for Your sakes being resolved not so much as once to broach the Vessel till I draw forth to You. I bless the Lord I am in great tranquility here in this Town and walk up and down the Corporation without any Questioning me Onely it hath pleased the Lord to add to my Affliction since my coming by taking away my dear Father the day of whose glorious Translation was the day after my arriving here But I bless the
Lord I do believe and expect the return of the Redeemer with all his Saints and the most glorious Resurrection of my own dead Body with all Believers and this makes me to rest in Hope and fills me with unspeakable more Joy than the death of my self or any other Saint can with grief And now I make it my business to be rendred serviceable to you and do by this return You my hearty thanks for your earnest Prayers and Intercessiors to God in my behalf for it is he that must do the Cure I seem to my self to be ritired to this place as a Vessel rent and shatter'd and torn in the Service that is come to recruit in the Harbour And here I am as it were rigging and repairing and Victualling to put forth again in the Service which I shall do with the first Wind as soon as I am ready What is my life unless I am serviceable And though I must for the present forbear my wonted Labour yet I shall not cease to exhort You and call upon you while I am absent from You to stand fast and to grow up in your holy Faith Be warned my dearly Beloved that You fall not upon these dangerous Rocks upon which so many Professors have been split There are three Things which I beseech you carefully to beware of First Lest while Christ is in your mouths the world run away with your hearts There is many a seeming Professor that will be found a meer Idolater Many a Soul goes down to Hell in this sin in the midst of his Profession and never 〈◊〉 it till it be too late Remember I beseech You that the Oxen the Farm Wife Merchandize all of them lawful Comforts did as effectually keep men from a sound and saving closing with Christ as the vilest lufts of the worst of men Whatever You find your hearts very much pleased in and in love with among these earthly Comforts set a mark upon that thing and remember that there lies your greatest danger What you love most you must fear most and think often with your selves This if any thing is like to be my ruine Oh the multitudes of Professors that perish for ever by the secret hand of this mortal Enemy I mean the over-valuing of Earthly things The hearers compared to the thorny Ground did not openly fall away and cast off their Profession as the stony ground did but while others withered away the blade of Profession was as green and fresh as ever and yet their inordinate affection to the things of this life did secretly undo all at last Little do most Professors think of this while they please themselves in their estates while they delight themselves so freely in their Children in their Wives in their habitations and possessions that these be the things that are like to undo them for ever How little is that Scripture thought of which speaks so dreadfully to worldly Professors Love not the world for if any man love the world the love of the Father is not in him Are there not many among us who though they do keep up Prayer and other holy Duties yet the strength and vigour of their hearts goeth out after earthly things And those are their chief Care and their chief Joy Such must know and they are none of Christs and they were better to understand it now and seek to be renewed by Repentance then hereafter when there shall be no place for Repentance Secondly Lest while iniquity doth abound your love to Christ doth wax cold Remember what an Abomination Laodicoa was to Christ because she grow so luke-warm and what a controversie he had with Ephesus a sound Church because she did but slacken and grow more remiss in her love A Friend is born for Adversity and now is the time if you will prove the sincerity of your love and friendship to Jesus Christ by following him zealously resolvedly fully now he is most rejected and opposed Thirdly Lest you keep up a 〈◊〉 and fruitless Profession without Progression See to it my Brethren that You be not onely Professors but proficients Many Professors think all is well because they keep on in the Exercises of Religion but alas You may keep on Praying and hearing all the Week long and yet be not one jot the further Many there are that keep going but it is like the Horse in the Mill that is going all day but yet is no further than when he first began Nay it oft times happens in the Trade of Religion as it doth in Trading in the World where many keep on in Trading still till for want of care and caution and examining their accounts whether they go forward or backward they Trade themselves out of all Oh look to it my Brethren that none of You rest in the doing of Duties but examine what comes of them Otherwise as You may Trade your selves into Poverty so you may hear and pray your selves into hardness of heart and desperate security and formality This was the very Case of wretched Laodicea who kept up the Trade of Religious Duties and verily thought that all was well because the Trade still went on and that she was increased in spiritual Goods and in a gaining way but when her accounts were cast up at last all comes to nothing and ends in wretchedness poverty and nakedness Most dear Brethren I wish and pray for the prosperity of you all but above all I wish your Souls prosperity with which after my most dear Loves to You all having already exceeded the bounds of an Epistle I commend You to the living God Remaining Your fervent well wisher and Embassador in Christ. JOS. ALLEINE Devises June 22. 1666. LETTER XXX An Admiration of the Love of God To the loving and most Dearly Beloved the Servants of God in Taunton Salvation My most dear Friends I Love you and long for you in the Lord and I am weary with forbearing that good and blessed Work that the Lord hath committed to me for the furtherance of your Salvation How long Lord how long shall I dwell in silence How long shall my Tongue cleave to the Roof of my Mouth When will God open my Lips that I may stand up and praise him But it is my Fathers good pleasure yet to keep me in a total disability of publishing his Name among you unto him my soul shall patiently subscribe I may not I cannot complain that he is hard to me or useth me with Rigour I am full of the Mercies of the Lord yea Brimful and running over And shall I complain Far be it from me But though I may not murmur methinks I may mourn a little and sit down and wish O if I may not have a Tongue to speak would I had but Hands to Write that I might from my Pen drop some heavenly Councels to my Beloved People Methinks my feeble Fingers do even Itch to Write unto you but it cannot be alas my Right-hand seems to have
forgot her cunning and hath much ado with trembling to lift the Bread unto my Mouth Do you think you should have had so little to shew under my Hand to bear witness of my Care for you and Love to you if God had not shook my Pen as it were out of my Hand But all that he doth is done well and wisely and therefore I submit I have purposed to borrow Hands wherewith to Write unto my Beloved rather then to be silent any longer But where shall I begin or when should I end If I think to speak of the Mercies of God towards me or mine enlarged affections towards you methinks I feel already how strait this Paper is like to be and how insignificant my Expressions will be found and how insufficient all that I can say will prove at last to utter what I have to tell you but shall I say nothing because I cannot utter all this must not be neither Come then all ye that fear the Lord come and I will tell you what he hath done for my Soul O help me to love that precious Name of his which is above all my Praises O love the Lord all ye his Saints and fear before him magnifie the Lord with me and let us exalt his Name together he hath remembred my low estate because his Mercy endureth for ever O blessed be you of the Lord my dearly Beloved O thrice blessed may you be for all your Remembrances of me before the Lord you have wrestled with the Lord for me you have wrestled me out of the very Jaws of Death it self O the strength of Prayer Surely it is stronger than Death See that You even honour the power and prevalency of Prayer Oh be in Love with Prayer and have high and venerable thoughts of it What Distresses Diseases Deaths can stand before it Surely I live by Prayer Prayer hath given a Resurrection to this Body of mine when Physicians and Friends had given up their hopes Ah my dearly Beloved methinks it delights me to tell the Story of your Love how much more of the Love of God towards me I have not forgotten O my dearly Beloved I have not forgotten your tender Love in all my Distresses I remember your kindness to me in my Bonds when once and again I was delivered up to a Prison for your sakes I remember with much delight how You refreshed and comforted me in my Tribulations how open your hearts were and your hands were not straightned neither for I was in want of nothing I may not I must not forget what painful Journies you took to visit me when in places Remote the hand of the Lord had touched me and though my long Sickness was almost incredible Expensive to me yet your supplies did not a little lighten my Burthen And though I put it last yet I do not mind it least that You have been so ready in returning Praises to God in my behalf your Thanksgiving to God my dear Brethren do administer abundant cause to me of my giving thanks unto You. And now my Heart methinks is big to tell You a little of my Loue to You surely You are dear unto me but though it be sweet to tell the Story of Love yet in this I will restrain my self For I fear least as the Wise man saith of the beginning of strife so I should find of the beginning of Love that it is like the letting forth of the Water and the rather I do forbear because I hope you have better Testimonies than Words to bear Witness herein unto You. But if I sing the Song of Love O let Divine Love overcarry the Praise I found my self in straights when I began to speak of the natural Love between my dear People and an unworthy Minister of Christ to them and it seemed that all that I have said was much too little but now I have to speak of the Love God it seems to be by far too much O infinite Love never to be Comprehended but ever to be Admired Magnified and Adored by every Creature O let my Heart be filled let my Mouth be filled let my Papers be filled ever ever filled with the thankful Commemoration of this matchless Love O turn your Eyes from other Objects O Bury me in Forgetfulness and let my Love be no more mentioned nor had in remembrance among You so that You may be throughly possessed and inflamed with the Love of God This my Beloved this is that Love which is ever to be Commended and Extolled by You. See that You studie this Love fill your Souls with wonder and feast your Souls with joy and be ravished with rich contentment in this Divine Love Take your daily walk and lose your selves in the Field of Love Drink O Friends yea drink abundantly O Beloyed fear no excess O that your Souls may be drencht and drowned in the Love of Christ till You can every one say with the ravisht Spouse I am sick of Love Marvel not that I wander here and seem to forget the bounds of a Letter this Love obligeth me Yea rather constraineth me Who in all the Earth should admire and commend this Love if I should not I feel it I taste it the sweet Savour thereof Reviveth my Soul it is Light to mine Eyes and Life co mine Heart the warm Beams of this blessed Sun O how have they Comforted me Ravished and Refreshed me both in Body and Soul My benumbed Limbs my withered Hands my feeble Knees my Bones quite naked of Flesh do yet again Revive through the Quickning Healing and Raising influence of Divine Grace and Love Now my own Hands can feed me and my own feet can bear me my Appetlte is quick my Sleep comfortable and God is pleased to give some increase continually though by insensible Degrees And shall not I praise that Love and Grace that hath done all this for me Yea what is this to all I have to tell You My Heart is enlarged but I told You Paper could not hold what I have to speak of the Goodness of the All-Gracious God in which I live I am forced to end least you should not bear my length My dearly Beloved I send my Heart unto You divide my Love amongst you all and particularly tender it to your Reverend and Faithfull Pastour whose Presence with you and Painfulness and Watchfulness over you and Zeal and Courage for you in so dangerous a time is matter of my great Joy and Thanksgivings unto God The Grace of our Lord Jesus be with you all Fare you well in the Lord I remain Your unworthy Minister and servent Well wisher in the Lord JOS. ALLEINE LETTER XXXI To the most endeared People the Inhabitants of Taunton Salvation Most dearly Beloved and longed for my Joy and Crown MY Hearts desire and Prayer for you is that you may be saved This is that which I have been Praying and Studying and Preaching for these many Years and this is the end of my Venturing
would set up and maintain this duty in your families Have you done it all accordingly Cannot your consciences witness cannot your families 〈◊〉 you have not Well I thought my parting words would have done something with you I hoped the fervent request of a dying Minister would have prevailed for such a small matter with you What to this day without solemn catechizing in your houses 〈◊〉 what a discouragement to your teacher is this Brethren shall I yet prevail with you Will you reject me now also O let me perswade you before you take off your eyes from 〈◊〉 lines to resolve to set upon the constant exerise of this duty Surely I have done and suffered more for you then this comes to will you deny me I 〈◊〉 you let me find if ever God do bring me again to visit your houses that the words of a suffering Minister have some power with you I have sent you an help on purpose what shall all my perswasions be but speaking in the wind and all my pains but labouring in the fire Beloved you have no dread of the Almighties charge That you should teach these things diligently to your children and talk of them as you sit in your houses c. Deut. 6. 6 7 8. 9. and 4. 9 10. and 11. 18 19 20. and train them up in the way they should go Prov. 22. 6. the Margin Hath God so commended Abraham that he would teach his children and houshold Gen. 18. 19. and that he had so many instructed servants Gen. 14. 14. the Margin and given such a promise to him thereupon and will not you put in for a share neither in the praise nor the promise Hath Christ honoured catechizing with his presence Luke 2. 46. and will not you own it with your practise Say not they are careless and will not learn What have you your Authority for if not to use it for God and the good of their souls You will call them up and force them to do your work and should you not at least be as zealous in putting them upon Gods work Say not they are dull and are not capable If they be dull God requires of you the more pains and patience but so dull as they are you will make them learn how to work and can they not learn as well how to live Are they capable of the mysteries of your trade and are they not capable of the plain principles of Religion well as ever you would see the growth of Religion the cure of ignorance the remedy of prophaness the downfal of error fulfil you my joy in going through with this duty I have been too long already and yet I am afraid my letter will be ended before my work be done how loath am I to leave you before I have prevailed with you to set to the work to which you are here directed will you pass your promise will you give me your hands Oh that you would you cannot do me a greater pleasure Ask what you will of me See if I will not do as much for you Oh that your Families might be a joy to me as that twice noble Ladies to John who professes he had no greater joy then to find her children walking in the truth Beloved why should you hot give the hand one to another and mutually engage each to other for more vigorous and diligent endeavours in promoting family godliness I must tell you God looks for more than ordinary from you in such a day as this He expects that you should do both in your hearts and in your houses somewhat more than ever under these his Extraordinary dispensations My most dearly beloved mine own howels in the Lord will you satisfie the longings of a travelling Minister Will you answer the Calls of Divine Providence Would you remove the Incumbent or prevent the impending Calamities Would you plant Nurseries for the Church of God Would you that God should build your Houses and bless your Substance would you that your Children should bless you that Your Father should bless You Oh then set up Piety in your Families as ever you would be blessed or be a blessing let your Hearts and your Houses be the Temples of the living God in which his worship according to all the forementioned directions may be with constancy reverently performed Pardon my prolixity and importunity in so earnest pursuing of You I am yet afraid I have done too soon and shall end without my Erranil The Lord God perswade you To him I turn me for I am well assured he can prevail with you O Father of Spirits that hath set me over thy Flock to watch for their Souls as one that must give an account I have long studied thy Will and taught in thy Name and do unfeiguedly bless thee that any have believed my Report I have given unto them the Words which thou gavest me and they have received them I have manifested thy Name unto them and they have kept thy Word And now I am no more with them but I come unto thee Holy Father keep them through thine own Name for they are thine As they have kept the Word of thy Patience so keep thou them in the hour of Temptation They are but a flock a little and a helpless flock but thou art their Shepheard suffer them not to want Do thou feed them and fold them Let thy Rod and thy Staff comfort them and let not the Beasts of prey fall upon them to the spoiling of their Souls But what shall I do for them that will not be gathered I have called after them but they would not answer I have charged them in thy Name but they would not hear I have studied to speak perswasively to them but I cannot prevail Then I said I have laboured in vain I have spent my strength for nought and in vain yet I cannot give them over much less may I give thee over Lord perswade Japhet to dwell in the Tents of Shem. Lord compel them to come in and lay the hands of mercy upon them as thou didst on lingring Lot and bring them forth that they may escape for their lives and not be consumed Lord I pray thee open their eyes that they may see and lay hold upon their hearts by thy Omnipotent Grace Do thou turn them and they shall be turned O bring back the miserable 〈◊〉 and suffer not the Enemy of Mankind to drive away the most of the flock before mine eyes and to 〈◊〉 the fruitless endeavours of thy Laborers and boast over them that he can do more with them though he seek to ruine them than all the beseechings counsels 〈◊〉 charges of thy Servants that seek to save them Lord if I could find out any thing that would pierce them that would make its way into their hearts thou 〈◊〉 if would 〈◊〉 it But I have been many years pleading thy Cause in vain O let not these endeavors also be lost O God find out every ignorant
away your confidence which hath great recompence of reward The Prisoners of the Lord your Brethren in the Patience of Jesus can tell you it is good suffering for such a Master We must tell you as they said to our Lord in another case He is worthy for whom you should do this God is beyond measure gracious to us here He shines bright into our prison blessed be his Name He waters us from heaven and earth As we trust you forgot not the poor Prisoners when you pray so we would that many thanksgivings should abound in our behalf And Prayer being the onely Key that can open our Prisons we trust that you will not slack nor let your hands be heavy but pray and not faint and doubtless Prayer will do it But I am apt to pass the bounds of a Letter yet I promise my self now 〈◊〉 pardon for lo loving a trespass With my dear Loves to you all I commend you to God and the word of his Grace Though I have done writing yet not praying I will promise where my Letter ends my Prayers shall begin Farewell dear Brethren Fare you well in the Lord I am An unworthy Embassador of Jesus in Bonds JOS. ALLEINE From the Prison at Juelchester Octob. 〈◊〉 1663. LETTER XXXIII For Perseverance To my dear Friends the Servants of Christ in Luppit Salvation Beloved Christians HAving taken up a Resolution to Write to and to endeavour to confirm all the Places where I have gone up and down Preaching the Kingdom of God You were by no means to be omitted You were the People that were last upon my Heart before my taking up and had I not been made a Prisoner I think I had in a few hours after the time of my Apprehension been with you Now I can no way but by Prayers Letters and Councels visit you and so have sent these to let you know that you are upon my Heart and that your Welfare is dear unto me I bless the Lord to hear that his Work doth not cease among you It is the Joy of our Bonds Beloved to hear that the Word is not bound and that Satan hath not his design upon the People of God who doubtless intended by these Sufferings to have struck Terrour into them and to have made their Hands weak Know dear Christians that the Bonds of the Gospel are not tedious through Grace unto us that Christ is a Master worth a suffering for that there is really enough in Religion to desray all our Charges and to quit all the Cost and Expence You can be at in or upon it That you may Build upon it that you can never be losers by Jesus Christ that Christs Prison is better than the Worlds Paradise that the Divine Attributes are alone an All-sufficient Livelihood that the Influences of Heaven and Shines of Gods Countenance are sufficient to lighten the 〈◊〉 Dungeon and to Perfume and Sweeten the noisomest Prison to a poor Believer that if You can bring Faith and Patience and the Assurance of the Divine Favour with You to a Prison you will live comfortable in spight of Earth and Hell These are Truths that the Prisoners of Christ can in a measure Seal unto and I would have you to be more soundly assured of and established in Brethren we are of the same mind in a Prison that we were of in the Pulpit that there is no Life to a Life of Holiness that Christ and his Yoak and his Cross are worthy of all acceptation that it is the best and wisest and safest and gainfullest course in the World to stick close to Christ and his Ways and to adhere to them in all hazards Come on Beloved Christians come on slack not your pace but give dilligence to the full assurance of Hope unto the end and be ye followers of them who through Faith and Patience inherit the Promises Strengthen the Hands that hang down and the feeble Knees If you faint in the day of Adversity your strength is small Chear up my Brethren look what a Crown what a Kingdom here is What say you Is not here a worthy Portion a goodly Heritage Were it not pity to lose all this for want of Diligence and Patience Come dear Christians and fellow Travellers I pray You let us put on Pluck up the weary Limbs our Home is within sight Lift up your Eyes from the Pisga of the Promises You may see the Land of Rest. Will any of you think of returning into Egypt God forbid A little patience and Christ will come Behold the Husbandman 〈◊〉 for 〈◊〉 precious fruits of the Earth and hath long patience till he receive the early and later Rain Be ye allo patient stablish your Hearts for the Coming of the Lord draweth nigh He is not a Christian indeed that cannot be content to tarry for his Preferment in another World Cast upon it my Brethren that your Kingdom is not of this World that here you must have Tribulations and that all is well as long as we are secured for Eternity Exhort one another daily 〈◊〉 together in Prayer unite your strength therein and pull a main Mercy will come sooner or later however we will be content to wait till the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. Ah how surely will he come He will render Tribulation to them that trouble us and to us that are troubled rest with him Onely believe and wait What not watch with him one hour Why the Judg is even at the door And how blessed will you be if you do but continue and hold fast till he come Watch therefore and stand fast quit you like men be Zealous and let your hearts be strong God is your Friend and you may trust him He is able to bear you out and bear you up Faint not therefore but be stedfast unmoveable abounding in the works of the Lord Speak often one to another provoke to Love and to good Works Let the Bay of Opposition against Godliness make the Torrent of your Zeal break over with the more violence But it 's time to end I have been bold to call upon you you see and to stir you up by way of Remembrance May the Spirit of the most high God excite you encourage you enflame you May these poor Lines be some quickning to you may the Good-will of him that dwelt in the Bush dwell with you My dear Loves to you all Pray for the Prisoners Farewel dear Brethren farewell in the Lord I am Yours in the Bonds of the Lord Jesus JOS. ALLEINE Octob. 11. 1665. LETTER XXXIV To a Back-stiding Fellow-Student Sir WHom this will find you or when or where I know not but I have shot this arrow at a venture Once you were an Associate with me in Corpus Christi where I remember your blameless Conversation and your zealous affection for and adhesion to the ways and people of God May you be still found in the same paths of Holiness without which no man shall see
Converse O my Pylades what shall I say unto thee now I begin to write where shall I begin when shall I end methinks I am as a full Bottle quite inverted where the forward pressing of the overhasty Liquor makes the evacuation more flow and my thoughts are like a thronging croud sticking in the door Long is the Song of Love that I have to tell thee I rejoice in the constancie of thy Love that the waters of so long a silence and so great a distance have not yet quenched it but thy desires are towards me and thy heart is with me though Providence hath hindred me from thy much desired Company I will assure thee it hath been a pleasure to my heart a good part of this summer to hope that I should come one half of the way to give thee a meeting but such is my weakness hitherto that I am forced to put off those hopes till the Spring when if God give me strength to ride I intend to see thee before mine own Home I thank thee for all the dear expressions of thy servent love Methinks I see it and feel how it runs through all the Veins of every Letter nay every Line I needed not so chargeable a Testimony as thy golden Token with which I was something displeased because I thought thou needest more than my self but the love there-by expressed is most dearly welcome to me What thou talkest of Retribution and of Justice doth not so well relish with me because the Phrases seem improper to the love profest between us I never looked for any return from thee but love which is the paying of all thy Debts my expences have indeed been vast and almost incredible but surely goodness and mercy hath followed me and do follow me in every place and in every change of my condition so that as to temporals I have lack of nothing and as for spirituals I abound and superabound and the streams of my comforts have been full and ruuning over the joy of the Lord hath been my strength at weakest and in the multitude of my thoughts within me his comforts have refresh'd my Soul I have found God a satisfying portion to me and have sat down under his shadow with full delights and his fruit is most sweet to my taste he is my strength and my Song for I will take of him and write of him with perpetual pleasure Through grace I can say methinks I am now in my Element fince I have begun to make mention of him I am rich in him and happy in him and my soul saith unto him with David Thou hast made me most blessed for evermore and happy is the hour that ever I was born to be made partaker of so blissful a Treasure so endless a felicity so Angelical Prerogatives as I have in him O sweet are his converses how delightful it is to triumph in his Love Suffer me to be free with thee where should I pour out my Soul if not into thy bosom did the poor woman call upon her friends and neighbours to rejoyce together with her at the finding of a lost Groat and shall not I tell to thee the keeper of the sacrets of my Soul and the friend of my inmost bosom what a friend is the Lord to me though an unworthy sinner shall not I run and tell thee what a treasure I have found And here methinks the story of the Lepers comes not unaptly to my mind who said one to another when they had eat and drunk and carried away silver and gold and rayment and went and hid it we do not well this day is a day of good tidings and we hold our peace It is fit that I should be cloathed with shame I acknowledge before God who trieth the hearts I am unworthy everlastingly unworthy but it is not fit that he should lose his praise nay rather let him be the more ador'd and magnifi'd and admir'd for ever and ever and let my Secrets say Amen Bless the Lord O my soul bless the Lord O my Friend let us exalt his Name together he is my solace in my solitude he is my standing comforter my tried friend my sure refuge my safe retreat he is my Paradise he is my Heaven and my heart is at rest in him and I will sit and sing under his shadow as a Bird among the Branches and whither should I go but unto him Shall I leave the fatness of the Olive and sweetness of the Fig-tree and of the Vine and go and put my trust under the shadow of the Bramble No I have made my everlasting choice this is my rest for ever he is my Well-beloved in whom I am well pleased Suffer me to boast a little here I may Glory without vanity and I can praise him without end or measure but I have nothing to say of my self I find thou dost overvalue me and magnifie me above my measure set the Crown upon the head of Christ let nothing be great with thee but him give him the glory but thy love pleaseth me only I have this exception that thou art in love with thine own Idol as Austin somewhere speaks to a friend of his that did too much magnifie him and magnifiest a Creature of thine own sancie and not thy poor Orestes God that knoweth all things knoweth my poverty how little how low and how mean I am and how short I come of the attainments of the Saints who yet do themselves come so exceedingly short of the Rule that God hath set before us I often think of the Complaint of the devout Monsier I feel my self very poor this week and very defective in the love of God if you would know wherein you may pleasure me love God more that what is wanting in me may be made up in the abundance of your love in this my Pylades in this thou mayest most highly pleasure me love God a little the better praise him a little the more for my sake let me have this to please my self in that God is a little the better loved for me and that I have blowed up if it be but one flash nay but one spark of Divine Love in the bosom of my dearest friend towards him But why my Pylades why is thy stile towards me changed why hast thou lost the old and wonted strain of our former pleasing familiarity this I could not but observe with some disgust is it because thy heart is changed but this is a question in which I cannot ask any resolution I am satisfied and at rest in thy love but what this alterations means I know not art thou willing by degrees to grow strange it cannot be thou seest however that I cannot change my voice Busides I find some jealous passages in thy last lines unto us but cast thou think that 〈◊〉 can be put into the ballance against my old Friend my own my Covenant Pylades or can a friend of words come into any competition or
doubt not but you will grow up speedily to a settled assurance and know and feel that peace of God that passeth all understanding and this will be somewhat worth your carrying out of Prison But I return to your self But what shall I say I have more need to receive from you than abilitie to give only I will tell you my wishes for you I wish that your body may prosper as your soul also prospereth I wish That you may see the travel of your Soul that you may find your People thriving under your hands in all manner of holy conversation and godliness that whosoever converses with them may see and hear by them that God is in them of a Truth I wish your enlargement from your bonds and your enlargement in them That your Prison may be but the Lanthorn through which your Graces Experiences Communion and Prison-attainments may shine most brightly to all beholders I wish your Prison may be a Paradice of Peace and a Patmos of Divine discoveries Lord Jesus set to thy Amen I am SIR Your unworthy Brother and Companion in the Kingdom and Patience of JESUS JOS. ALLEINE Jan. 10. 1664. LETTER XL. Directions to the Ministers of Somersetshire and Wistshire for the instructing of Families by way of Catechising SIR THIS Letter cometh to you like the men of Macedonia to Paul crying to you Come and help us O how insufficient do we find our selves for the Praises of GOD What Reason have we to call upon our selves and to call upon all our Friends and yet we foresee that all will be too little a Sacrifice at last and too slender a return to the most High God who hath made us such wonders of Mercy and such signal instances of his Divine Power and Rich Grace You are not ignorant of our Estate how the Sentence of Death had passed upon us how our Flesh and our Hearts failed and Friends and Physicians gave up their Hopes But God that raised the Dead was pleased to make us the Monuments of his wondrous Mercy O that the same God would make us the special instruments of his Praise and Glory Of a Truth Sir we perceive our Hearts are too little our Tongues are too shore our Expressions are too low either to conceive or utter what we owe to the Great God O help help Bless the Lord O our Souls Bless the Lord O our Friends O that all that have Wrestled with God for us might joyn Hand in Hand to make some suitable returns to the God of our lives and may bring in every one his Sacrifice and all contribute to make one common stock of Praises that many Thanksgivings may abound to God on our behalfs O what hath Prayer done for us while we live we must Honour Prayer and admire the Power of Prayer we owe our limbs and our lives to Prayer O that a goodly crop of praise may grow up unto God as a return for his Mercies that the seed of Prayers and showers of tears may procure sheaves of joy and Songs of deliverauce But O what shall we render wherewithall shall we come before the Lord or bow our selves to the Most High God O where shall we find a sitting sacrifice Verily we will give our selves and our All to him But alas what are we and what is this little that we call our All Therefore have we found in our hearts to write to you and others that we might excite you to the Divine Praises with us And O that the Lord might be loved the better and glorified the more for our sakes Will you tell us wherein we may shew our love to Him wherein we may best please and serve Him O that you would Herein assuredly you would most highly gratifie us O that we might do some singular thing for God for certainly they are not common things that he hath done for us We pray you call upon those that fear the Lord to help us in celebrating his loving kindness O how it pleaseth our very Hearts to think that God should be Loved and Honoured the better for us That we may be instruments if it be but for the blowing up of one flash nay the kindling of one spark of Divine Love in the Hearts of his Children towards him Sir You cannot pleasure us in any thing so much as in this To love and admire God and spread his Praise more and more that what is wanting through our weakness may be made up in your abundance But we have need to crave your 〈◊〉 for our length but the love of Christ constraineth us 〈◊〉 we hope you will pass by an error of Love While we have been deyifing what to do for our God we thought we could no way better serve him than by provoking such as you are to set up his great Name with us We love and Honour you not onely as you are a Member but a Minister of Christ Jesus our LORD and therefore deserve to be doubly dear unto us And because we could think of no more pleasing a Sacrifice of Thanksgiving we have stirred up our selves and Friends with us to send to you a Prophet in the Name of a Prophet this poor Token of Love which though but small yet we trust will be a sweet savour unto God and will be accepted with you being our two Mites cast into God's Treasury But look not upon your self as obliged to us hereby but put it upon the Account of Christ to whose precious Name we dedicate it and from whom although he be so much already before hand with us yet we expect a recompence at the Resurrection of the just And being further desirous to promote the work of God in our low and slender Capacities we have been bold to provoke your self with other our Fathers and Brethren in the Ministry to set about that necessary and much neglected work of Catechising not a little pleasing our selves in the sweet hope that by your means we may be instrumental to spread the sweet savour of the knowledg of our God in every place and being well perswaded of your readiness to forward so blessed a work we have stirred up our selves and our Friends to expend a considerable Sum of Money to furnish Ministers with Catechisms a hundred whereof we have sent unto you beseeching you to use your best prudence and utmost diligence for the spreading of them and for others improvement by them that our labour and charge in so good a work prove not at last of no effect Sir we shall humbly propose unto you but not impose upon you But let us be bold with you in Ghrist to lay our requests before you as touching this concernment they being indeed what judicious friends and brethren have thought fit to propound 1. That the People be publikely and privately instructed about the high necessity and great usefulness of this Dutie 2. That these Catechisms be freely given to all that will promise to use them 3. That you would be pleased
to weep Daughters of Jerusalem weep not for me And in the second place we have his permission in which he alloweth them to weep but weep for your selves and for your Children And yet you see he doth not here command and forbid the same things in the same respect but in relation to a diverse object In relation to himself he forbiddeth them to weep Weep not for me In relation to themselves he alloweth them to weep but weep for your selves and for your Children The total final and irreparable 〈◊〉 of Jerusalem was near at hand our Saviour had it in his eye when he spake these words He wept apace for this himself but a little while before as you may see Luke 19. 41. He behold the city and wept over it First he beholds it with his eye and then his eye affects his heart Wo and alas saith he while in a pang of holy pity and compassion the tears come flowing down his cheeks If thou hadst known even thou at least in this thy day the things which belong unto thy peace but now they are hid from thine eyes And therefore he alloweth them to weep for this who are to have a share and portion in that dreadful desolation But for himself who willingly submitted to the death which he was leading to and all the other circumstances of his passion who was beloved of him who had appointed and designed him to it who was God as well as Man and therefore able to endure it and to overcome it too and who was shortly to be rescued from the jaws of death and so triumphantly to enter into Glory He forbiddeth them to weep weep not so me but weep for your selves and for c. So that the purpose of our Saviour is not wholly to suppress but to rectifie their sorrow They wept for him out of a childish kind of pity but they wept not for their sins nor the unseen calamities that were about to come upon them And therefore Christ endeavours to withdraw their sorrow from the wrong and fix it on the right object And to this end he shews them why they should not weep and why they should Weep not for me but for your selves and for your Children Two Observations lie before us in the Text. The first That it is not unlawful nor unfit sometimes to express our grief in tears The second That we are very oubject to misplace our grief and to mistake the ground and object of our sorrow I shall speak to these in order beginning with the first Doct. That it is not unlawful nor unfit sometimes to express our grief in tears We have our Saviours warrant for it in the Text weep for your selves and for your children There weep and weep on How often are we called upon to weep in Scripture Oh what a cloud of weepers shall we find there who are all witnesses to this great truth And some of them the wisest and the holiest mentioned in the Book of God without exception Our Saviour Christ himself the holy One and the Wisdom of God was a very great Weeper He was a man of sorrows not of a few but many sorrows Isa. 53. 3. You never read he laughed in all his Story but you find he wept often In the days of his flesh he offered up strong cries and tears to God Heb. 5. 7. He wept for his beloved Lazarus John 11. 35. And if we do the like on this occasion we have a great Example in our eye He melted over poor undone Jerusalem with many tears who had over-pass'd the day of her gracious Visitation Look up and down among the poor afflicted and distressed People of the Lord and you shall find that tears have been as ordinary with them as their daily food Thou feedest them saith Asaph Psal. 80. 5. With the bread of tears and givest them tears to drink Tears were both their Meat and Drink and it seems they had their fill of this Diet This was the Legacy our Saviour lest to his Diseiples ye shall 〈◊〉 John 16. 22. It is observed of the Saints they sow in tears they go forth weeping bearing precious Seed Psal. 126. 5. 〈◊〉 time of sowing is a time of weeping They sow in showry weather in a rainy time the Seed they sow most commonly is steep'd in tears Mine eye saith holy David is consumed with grief Psal. 6. 7. He wept so much that he was shriveled up to nothing like a bottle in a smoak as his own expression is Plal. 119 83. You see then it is not unlawful nor unfit sometimes to express our grief in tears But you will ask me what these times are I will tell you in a word Sinning times and Suffring times are weeping times A word or two of these in order 1. Sinning times are weeping times And that whether they be sinning times with others or our selves 1. Sinning times with others must be sorrowing times with us Our Saviours Bowels rowl'd within him when he look'd about and saw the hardness of the Peoples hearts Mark 3. 5. Rivers of waters run down mine eyes saith holy David to the Lord Psal. 119. 136. because men keep not thy Law If they will not hear saith Jeremiah Chap. 13. 17. My soul shall weep in secret places for their pride and mine eyes shall weep sore and run down with tears My Soul and Eye shall weep together You shall observe that those whom God appointed to be marked and singled out for preservation in a common desolation were such as sighed and cried for the abominations of Jerusalem Ezek. 9. 4. They did not only keep themselves from the abominations of the time and place on which the Providence of God had cast them but they mourned for them in others They were not meer abstainers but they were mourners weepers too and so were snatched as fire-brands out of the burnings and set as monuments of the Mercy of God Brethren if you define to be preserved in times of common desolation when the judgments of the Lord are abroad upon the earth and on the places of your habitation and to be safe in the day of his anger work your hearts to this temper while other men are sinning be you mourning While others are committing horrible abominations be you lamenting and bewailing them sighing and crying for those abominations That when God comes to visit he may find the sighs breathing from your hearts the drops running down your cheeks and all about you wet with tears 2. And as sinning times with others so our own sinning times especially must be our weeping times Though David were a good man yet he was a great sinner and so he was a great weeper In Psal. 6. 6. We find him even drowned in tears All the night long faith he I make my Bed to swim and water my Couch with my tears An Hyperbolical expression of unmeasurable weping So Mary Magdalon had much forgiven her and thereupon she loved much and wept much
soon What doth he wish that he were back again with you Hath he his everlasting Rest too soon His glorious Recompence too soon Brethren he wrought a pace you know while he had strength and finished the work that God had given him to do betime So that it is no wonder though he hath his wages early sooner then such dull heavy Slugs as we are His life was short indeed though filled up with Grace and Duty and God hath made but an exchange of an Eternal one for it He was a burning and a shining light burning with enflamed Affections till the Oyl was spent and shining in an exemplary Conversation But this Lamp is not extinguished but only lighted up to flame and shine in a more glorious place And there he shall shine forth as the Sun for ever and ever So that I may say still weep not for him 2. But you will ask me For whom shall we weep then I answer for your selves and for your Children 1. Weep for your selves The Lord you see hath made a woful breach upon you as it is said of 〈◊〉 1 Sam 6. 8. And that your hearts remain unbroken they are unsutable to this heavy dispensation God hath remov'd his holy faithful servant not into a blind corner but into a dark pit The Grave hath newly shut her mouth upon him he is gone hence to be no more in this world You shall behold him now no more in the Land of the Living Your eyes shall see your Teacher here no more for ever You shall now be no more enlightened with his clear instructions No more enliven'd with his zealous Exhortations No more quickned with his fervent Prayers No more warm'd with his heavenly Discourses No more chear'd with his sweet Consolations No more guided by his holy Example The Lord hath made him up among his Jewels because indeed we were not worthy of such a precious Gemme as he was He hath in anger and displeasure pluckt away one of our Pillars as if he meant the House should fall And shall we be insensible of such a stroke Shall we have tears enough to waste upon our petty Losses and not to have a tear to spend on this Inestimable and Irreparable one Brethren you are allow'd to weep here though not for him yet for your selves And that especially in two respects 1. For the sins that you have done for they have made this sad work They are the true and real cause of all your Losses They are your sins that binder good things that they come not to you or take them quite away when they are come If God carry you a side into a Wilderness and strip you naked there of any mercy as if he meant to 〈◊〉 you to the purpose Your waies and your doing I have procured you these things such is your wickedness Believe it you have sinned some way or other against the Mercy which the Lord takes from you They are our sins against the Ordinances of the Lord that cause the Lord to take away our Ordinances from us They are our sins against the Ministers of Christ in that capacity as Ministers that provoke him to remove our Ministers from us yea many times to take away the Candlestick and Light together You may take up the Lamentation of the Church this day The Crown is faln from our heads wo to us for we have sinned They are our sins that 〈◊〉 and Impair and Kill our Ministers who are indeed the Churches Crown and the glory of Christ. Sometimes we overvalue them and then we kill them with kindness Sometimes we undervalue them and then we kill them with neglect and 〈◊〉 them do their work with grief Sometimes we are 〈◊〉 and unthankful and unfruitful and God calls away his Workmen out of the Vineyard that will yield no better Fruit. Nay sometimes we decline and grow remiss and cold and slat we lose our love to God and Christ and then he takes away our Beloved comforts from us And let me tell you some of you have backslidden grievously and sensibly abated of your former Zeal and Holiness and strictness in the Waies of God Yea sinned scandalously to the dishonour of Religion and the Gospel This grieved our dear Brother who will grieve no more now I had it from his Mouth and Pen how tenderly he took some late miscarriages and how near they went to him These things brought him low among you who was low enough before and made him to bewail many who have manifestly sinned and have not repented as the Apostle speaks 2 Cor. 12. 21. Oh how it wounded him after so many Labours and so many Sufferings for your establishment and confirmation to see such declinations and backslidings He might have said with the Apostle 1 Thes. 3. 8. Now I live if you stand fast in the Lord if not I die and dead he is Oh my dear Friends What have your sins done What hath your barrenness and your unfruitfulness and your backsliding done I know you lov'd him with a very high affection and have made it to appear in many outward declarations to your great praise But the best way to shew your love to the true Ministers of Christ Who seek not yours but you who seek not profit and applause but Fruit is to bear their just reproofs and to be amended by them to hear and obey them in their regular directions to follow all their good Examples For the Ministers of Christ are Samplers to the flock and Samplers must be wrought after And in a word to bring them in the return of all their Labours in Holiness and holy Walking that they may see the travel of their souls and be satisfied Nothing but this will satisfie them and make them do their work with Joy I know you lov'd him as there was cause enough you should but say in truth have you Improv'd him I am assur'd that many of you a considerable number have Improv'd him to the utmost of your power That you have made the most you could of his Indefatigable and Incessant pains among you That you have gather'd up the very Fragments of the Bread of Life and pick'd up the very Crums that nothing might be lost That you have eyed his exemplary Conversation and walked according to your pattern And this I make no question is no small comfort to you in this doleful day But have you all done this Are there no secret Stitches at the Hearts of any of you upon this consideration He spent his strength indeed among you he wasted and consumed himself that you might flourish But tell mee have there been answerable Fruits among you of Holiness and Obedience When he Fed you have you prosper'd He got a poor lean wither'd Body that you might have fat Souls And are you all fat and well liking Oh what lean Souls have some of you who have attended on his Ministry even to his dying day How hath your rich and fat Pasture been