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A95609 A Scripture-map of the wildernesse of sin, and vvay to Canaan. Or The sinners way to the saints rest. Wherein the close bewildring sleights of sin, wiles of the Devill, and windings of the heart, as also the various bewildrings of lost sinners, yea, even of saints, before, in, and after conversion; the necessity of leaning upon Christ alone for salvation, with directions therein: as also, the evident and eminent danger of false guides, false wayes, false leaning-stocks, are plainly, and practically discovered. Being the summe of LXIV lecture sermons preached at Sudbury in Suffolk, on Cantic. 8.5. / By Faithful Teate, M.A. minister of the Gospel. Teate, Faithful, b. 1621. 1655 (1655) Wing T615; Thomason E839_1; ESTC R203761 372,945 489

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this_o can_v choose_v but_o lift_v it_o up_o beyond_o even_a admiration_n that_o god_n shall_v choose_v we_o when_o he_o foresee_v we_o under_o these_o spiritual_a and_o soul_n bewildring_n this_o be_v that_o which_o in_o israel_n case_n be_v note_v if_o i_o mistake_v not_o as_o i_o think_v i_o do_v not_o the_o whole_a israel_n of_o god_n election_n which_o be_v god_n portion_n and_o the_o lot_n of_o his_o inheritance_n as_o you_o shall_v find_v deut._n 32.9_o now_o this_o i_o say_v be_v that_o whereby_o he_o heightn_v the_o thought_n of_o that_o mercy_n in_o which_o he_o single_v out_o jacob_n for_o his_o portion_n ver_fw-la 10._o he_o find_v he_o in_o a_o desert_a land_n and_o in_o the_o waste_n howl_v wilderness_n sure_o this_o be_v spiritual_o to_o be_v lay_v to_o heart_n though_o it_o have_v its_o allusion_n to_o jacob_n history_n in_o the_o letter_n for_o neither_o be_v all_o that_o jacob_n spiritual_o the_o lord_n people_n portion_n or_o lot_n of_o inheritance_n neither_o be_v 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field_n etc._n etc._n second_o for_o ever_o wonder_v at_o the_o call_n mercy_n of_o the_o lord_n thou_o be_v in_o a_o wilderness_n that_o ever_o god_n shall_v send_v a_o christ_n to_o call_v thou_o thence_o be_v he_o lose_v sheep_n in_o that_o wilderness_n that_o ever_o christ_n shall_v bestow_v the_o pain_n to_o look_v thou_o out_o and_o to_o take_v thou_o up_o to_o lay_v thou_o upon_o his_o shoulder_n and_o to_o bring_v thou_o home_o again_o o_o what_o exceed_v great_a mercy_n be_v here_o god_n may_v have_v give_v thou_o for_o go_v and_o though_o he_o have_v find_v thou_o in_o the_o wilderness_n yet_o may_v he_o have_v leave_v thou_o alone_o and_o leave_v thou_o as_o he_o do_v so_o many_o of_o the_o israel_n of_o old_a to_o die_v in_o the_o wilderness_n or_o which_o be_v all_o one_o so_o many_o of_o israel_n afterward_o to_o die_v in_o their_o sin_n john_n 8.24_o but_o have_v find_v his_o jacob_n in_o the_o wilderness_n and_o have_v choose_v he_o thence_o for_o his_o own_o portion_n 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of_o blood_n yet_o at_o length_n sin_n shall_v sting_v like_o a_o adder_n and_o bite_v like_o a_o serpent_n of_o the_o wilderness_n prov._n 23.32_o use_v wilderness_n to_o young_a one_o now_o to_o come_v up_o from_o the_o the_o wilderness_n harken_v then_o you_o young_a one_o unto_o i_o and_o i_o will_v show_v you_o a_o excellent_a way_n youth_n i_o know_v be_v of_o all_o age_n and_o state_n most_o desirous_a and_o indeed_o most_o free_a for_o travel_v but_o it_o pity_v i_o to_o think_v that_o so_o much_o gallant_a youth_n and_o the_o strength_n thereof_o shall_v be_v spend_v in_o wander_v up_o and_o down_o in_o the_o worthless_a wilderness_n of_o sin_n travel_n encouragement_n 1._o the_o fitness_n of_o youthful_a time_n for_o that_o travel_n rather_o if_o you_o will_v be_v travel_v remember_v canaan_n oh_o what_o a_o time_n be_v the_o strength_n of_o your_o youth_n to_o make_v out_o your_o way_n from_o the_o wilderness_n of_o sin_n thou_o have_v some_o strength_n to_o rush_v through_o the_o thicket_n more_o than_o a_o old_a man_n have_v and_o if_o thou_o lose_v a_o little_a of_o thy_o flesh_n in_o break_v through_o the_o thorn_n thou_o be_v young_a and_o thy_o flesh_n will_v come_v again_o if_o thou_o lose_v by_o repentance_n as_o to_o carnal_a respect_n there_o be_v time_n enough_o before_o thou_o to_o have_v amends_o make_v thou_o i_o observe_v as_o the_o young_a one_o be_v those_o of_o the_o israelite_n that_o get_v through_o the_o wilderness_n unto_o canaan_n numb_a 26.64_o so_o at_o this_o day_n those_o that_o be_v convert_v be_v convert_v young_a ten_o to_o one_o of_o those_o that_o live_v to_o be_v old_a and_o yet_o come_v to_o be_v new_o bear_v if_o old_a man_n will_v have_v their_o old_a way_n still_o and_o scorn_v to_o learn_v a_o new_a lesson_n be_v old_a yea_o if_o their_o joint_n be_v stiff_a and_o their_o knee_n feeble_a that_o they_o can_v travel_v yet_o let_v we_o young_a man_n get_v up_o and_o be_v go_v and_o the_o lord_n be_v with_o we_o this_o 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transgression_n or_o bewildring_n to_o reckon_v for_o it_o will_v be_v work_n enough_o for_o thou_o though_o thou_o have_v thy_o youth_n strength_n to_o do_v the_o work_n in_o second_o as_o this_o be_v the_o fit_a time_n for_o thou_o god_n 2._o the_o acceptableness_n of_o youth_n herein_o unto_o god_n so_o be_v it_o the_o most_o welcome_a time_n to_o god_n young_a one_o if_o you_o do_v but_o know_v how_o kind_o the_o lord_n will_v take_v it_o to_o see_v you_o come_v up_o from_o the_o wilderness_n such_o youthful_a spouse_n lean_v upon_o the_o belove_a it_o will_v ravish_v your_o heart_n within_o you_o i_o will_v give_v you_o a_o taste_n for_o god_n have_v bid_v i_o go_v and_o cry_v in_o your_o ear_n say_v thus_o say_v the_o lord_n i_o remember_v the_o kindness_n of_o thy_o youth_n the_o love_n of_o thy_o espousal_n when_o thou_o wente_v after_o i_o in_o the_o wilderness_n in_o a_o land_n that_o be_v not_o sow_o jer._n 2.2_o oh_o christ_n the_o shepherd_n be_v come_v into_o the_o 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