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dye_v in_o egypt_n how_o often_o have_v we_o long_v for_o quail_n for_o our_o lust_n be_v discontent_v at_o god_n allowance_n and_o think_v all_o we_o have_v even_o precious_a manna_n gracious_a melt_n for_o sin_n a_o tender_a fear_n of_o offend_a god_n a_o holy_a importunity_n in_o follow_v after_o god_n etc._n etc._n nothing_o if_o we_o be_v not_o present_o assure_v of_o his_o love_n and_o kiss_v with_o the_o kiss_n of_o his_o mouth_n think_v how_o much_o of_o unbelief_n impatience_n pride_n peevishness_n unthankfulness_n despair_n hard_a thought_n against_o god_n weariness_n of_o his_o service_n unjust_a censure_n against_o yourselves_o blasphemous_a murderous_a thought_n etc._n etc._n have_v god_n pass_v by_o and_o in_o all_o these_o provocation_n keep_v you_o from_o fall_v off_o from_o your_o present_a conviction_n and_o the_o benefit_n of_o they_o and_o hold_v you_o in_o his_o hand_n and_o conduct_v you_o through_o the_o wild_a and_o roar_a wilderness_n till_o he_o have_v bring_v 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that_o have_v a_o kindly_a heat_n of_o affection_n in_o prayer_n will_v not_o be_v without_o some_o impression_n of_o it_o in_o other_o duty_n in_o the_o hear_n of_o the_o word_n a_o man_n heart_n will_v burn_v luke_n 24._o 32._o in_o his_o place_n and_o call_v there_o will_v be_v a_o zealous_a endeavour_n to_o do_v good_a a_o zealous_a anger_n against_o sin_n a_o zealous_a grief_n for_o sin_n this_o be_v see_v in_o david_n ps_n 119._o 32._o 139._o &_o 102_o ps_n throughout_o a_o zealous_a and_o fervent_a love_n to_o all_o the_o saint_n 1_o pet._n 1._o 22._o 4._o in_o the_o rise_n of_o it_o 1._o it_o be_v get_v in_o the_o saint_n by_o industry_n kindle_v by_o meditation_n and_o most_o common_o they_o know_v how_o they_o come_v by_o it_o how_o much_o ado_n it_o cost_v they_o
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