forth_o with_o meek_o anâ—_n love_o discover_v himself_o unto_o hâ—_n disciple_n call_v she_o as_o he_o accustomed_a mary_n and_o the_o present_o acknowâ—ledging_v his_o voice_n answer_v maâ—â—ster_n &_o see_v her_o lord_n and_o her_o goâ—_n glorious_a and_o rise_v to_o life_n she_o adorâ—_n he_o ponder_v how_o far_o the_o joy_n aâ—_n miration_n devotion_n and_o astonishmeâ—_n she_o conceive_v of_o so_o great_a a_o wonder_n may_v extend_v itself_o find_v so_o muâ—_n more_o than_o she_o desire_v for_o seek_v dead_a body_n she_o find_v her_o lord_n aliâ—_n and_o victorious_a over_o death_n and_o 〈◊〉_d sting_v herself_o at_o his_o foot_n she_o wouâ—_n have_v adore_v &_o kiss_v the_o most_o cred_a sign_n of_o his_o wound_n that_o wâ—_a beautiful_a and_o resplendent_a but_o oâ—_n lord_n will_v not_o permit_v she_o as_o the_o say_n do_v not_o touch_v i_o for_o i_o haâ—_n not_o yet_o ascend_v to_o my_o father_n thou_o think_v i_o be_o not_o to_o leave_v thou_o so_o soon_o neither_o shall_v this_o be_v the_o last_o time_n that_o thou_o shall_v see_v i_o for_o he_o fulfil_v her_o desire_n when_o he_o appear_v to_o the_o woman_n with_o who_o she_o also_o be_v from_o hence_o thou_o may_v gather_v servant_n desire_n to_o seek_v god_n for_o if_o thou_o exercise_v thyself_o in_o the_o virtue_n of_o love_n and_o devotion_n patience_n â—nd_v perseverance_n in_o which_o this_o holy_a sinner_n exercise_v herself_o seek_n our_o lord_n be_v assure_v that_o albeit_o thou_o have_v be_v as_o great_a a_o sinner_n as_o this_o his_o disable_v as_o he_o will_v show_v thou_o his_o mercy_n grant_v thou_o that_o which_o he_o give_v â—nto_fw-mi she_o to_o wit_n to_o see_v her_o lord_n and_o master_n rise_v &_o glorious_a the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o infinite_a charity_n of_o thy_o redeemer_n in_o honour_v sinner_n true_o penitent_a since_o that_o he_o choose_v â—ran_fw-mi eye_n witness_n of_o his_o resurrection_n woman_n a_o notorious_a sinner_n &_o that_o he_o shall_v deserve_v this_o â—sapnâ—_n the_o apostle_n yea_o biafore_o the_o 〈◊〉_d of_o the_o apostle_n &_o before_o the_o â—sciple_n singular_o belouâ—d_v thove_v the_o rest_n of_o the_o apostle_n because_o with_o so_o many_o tear_n &_o such_o perseverance_n shâ—_n have_v seek_v the_o bless_a body_n of_o her_o lord_n ponder_n how_o that_o the_o multitude_n of_o sin_n past_a do_v not_o prejudice_n wheâ—_n they_o be_v recompense_v with_o greateâ—_n fervor_n present_a wherefore_o in_o regard_n that_o magdalen_n be_v eminent_a in_o perforâ—ming_v many_o thing_n that_o other_o diâ—_n not_o for_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n as_o we_o haâ—â—_n say_v in_o she_o 25._o meditation_n of_o the_o seconâ—_o book_n &_o be_v present_a &_o accompaâ—_n nie_v he_o at_o mount_n caluaty_n &_o assâ—_n stead_n at_o his_o burial_n even_o so_o she_o 〈◊〉_d most_o favour_v &_o cherish_v of_o all_o gather_v hence_o courage_n &_o conâ—_n dence_z that_o thou_o be_v not_o dismay_v at_o thâ—_n multitude_n of_o thy_o sin_n for_o if_o thoâ—_n some_o in_o time_n &_o be_v diligent_a in_o the_o seâ—_n nice_a of_o god_n excel_v therein_o through_o particular_a service_n he_o will_v bestow_v 〈◊〉_d thou_o special_a grace_n &_o favour_n thâ—_n thou_o may_v deserve_v to_o see_v and_o eâ—â—_n he_o for_o ever_o in_o his_o glory_n the_o four_o meditation_n of_o christ_n his_o apparition_n to_o the_o apostle_n saint_n peter_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o saint_n peter_n &_o s._n john_n go_v to_o the_o monument_n &_o enter_v in_o see_v only_o the_o linen_n clothes_n wherein_o his_o holy_a body_n have_v be_v wrap_v and_o the_o napkin_n lie_v at_o one_o side_n which_o they_o take_v for_o a_o certain_a sign_n of_o his_o resurrection_n as_o the_o woman_n have_v tell_v they_o ponder_n how_o that_o among_o the_o disciple_n of_o christ_n peter_n and_o john_n be_v the_o most_o servant_n and_o who_o excel_v most_o in_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n â—_o lord_n for_o although_o these_o apoâ—les_n know_v right_v well_o of_o the_o persecuâ—on_n that_o the_o lewes_z raise_v against_o the_o â—ciples_n of_o christ_n keep_v watchâ—n_v at_o the_o monument_n they_o resolve_v â—uertheles_o to_o go_v &_o see_v how_o matter_n â—ssed_v gather_v hence_o how_o the_o love_n of_o â—d_a make_v all_o thing_n easy_a overmaister_v &_o prevail_v against_o difficulty_n be_v they_o never_o so_o great_a beseech_v he_o to_o grant_v thou_o that_o love_n &_o charity_n which_o he_o give_v to_o his_o apostl_n that_o lay_v aside_o humane_a fear_n thou_o may_v seek_v he_o and_o enter_v whereso_o ever_o he_o shall_v be_v the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o these_o apostle_n return_v to_o their_o lodging_n saint_n peter_n retire_v himself_o to_o pray_v all_o alonâ—_n and_o to_o ruminate_v upon_o this_o mystery_n and_o meruayl_v with_o himself_o at_o thaâ—_n which_o he_o have_v see_v and_o do_v ouâ—_n lord_n appear_v unto_o he_o rise_v anâ—_n glorious_a ponder_v first_o the_o singular_a content_n and_o joy_n that_o bathe_v the_o hart_n 〈◊〉_d the_o holy_a apostle_n when_o he_o perceiveâ—_n he_o present_a who_o his_o soul_n loveâ—_n and_o desire_a with_o how_o lively_a a_o faâ—â—_n of_o the_o resurrection_n will_v he_o say_v i_o very_o believe_v o_o lord_n that_o thou_o aâ—â—_n christ_n the_o son_n of_o the_o live_a goâ—_n with_o what_o devotion_n and_o tear_n woulâ—_v he_o cast_v himself_o at_o the_o foot_n of_o his_o loâ—â—_n and_o master_n who_o have_v do_v the_o samâ—_n unto_o he_o the_o night_n of_o his_o passion_n deem_v himself_o un_o worthy_a of_o such_o a_o sight_n and_o presence_n will_v repeat_v those_o word_n which_o he_o have_v speak_v upon_o another_o occasion_n to_o wit_n go_v forth_o from_o i_o o_o lord_n because_o i_o be_o asinnefull_a man_n but_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o he_o humble_v and_o debase_v himself_o the_o great_a be_v the_o prerogative_n &_o favour_n he_o bestow_v upon_o he_o ponder_v second_o what_o it_o be_v whereby_o saint_n peter_n make_v himself_o worthy_a of_o this_o apparition_n and_o thou_o â—halt_v find_v that_o it_o be_v the_o prayer_n and_o meditation_n of_o the_o thing_n he_o have_v see_v in_o the_o monument_n gather_v hence_o desire_v to_o be_v a_o loâ—er_n of_o prayer_n because_o that_o &_o a_o good_a â—ife_n repentance_n of_o our_o sin_n and_o purpose_n of_o amendment_n be_v the_o mean_n â—redemy_n to_o find_v see_v &_o enjoy_v christ_n â—sen_v &_o glorious_a the_o 3._o point_n â—o_o consider_v how_o that_o the_o holy_a apostle_n enjoy_v that_o sovereign_a â—ght_n and_o presence_n of_o christ_n rise_v 〈◊〉_d lord_n will_v say_v unto_o he_o peace_n to_o thou_o it_o be_v i_o fear_v not_o thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v thou_o ponder_v how_o much_o s._n peter_n will_v be_v abash_v and_o blush_v to_o see_v himself_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o his_o master_n call_v to_o mind_n how_o he_o have_v deny_v and_o offend_v he_o and_o it_o be_v credible_a that_o he_o will_v abundant_o renew_v his_o tear_n weep_v bitter_o and_o lament_v his_o sin_n &_o crave_v again_o pardon_n thereof_o from_o hence_o thou_o may_v gather_v how_o marvellous_a great_a the_o divine_a mercy_n be_v towards_o all_o those_o who_o hearty_o bewail_v their_o sin_n &_o do_v penance_n for_o they_o wherefore_o if_o thou_o lament_v thy_o sin_n although_o thou_o be_v a_o great_a sinner_n they_o this_o apostle_n be_v and_o so_o un_o worthy_a to_o receive_v favour_n &_o benefit_n yet_o come_v in_o time_n thou_o shall_v make_v thyself_o worthy_a oâ—_n his_o soveraygne_a apparition_n in_o the_o king_n doom_n of_o his_o glory_n the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o christ_n our_o lorâ—_n have_v visit_v saint_n peter_n say_v untâ—_n he_o go_v &_o confirm_v thy_o brethe_o in_o the_o faith_n of_o this_o mystery_n &_o so_o hâ—_n our_o lord_n vanish_v out_o of_o his_o sighâ—_n betake_v himself_o present_o with_o great_a joy_n &_o content_v to_o the_o place_n where_o his_o companion_n be_v to_o confirm_v they_o in_o faith_n as_o his_o master_n have_v give_v he_o in_o charge_n and_o the_o testimony_n he_o give_v of_o the_o resurrection_n of_o our_o lord_n be_v so_o effectual_a &_o strong_a that_o many_o believe_v in_o he_o ponder_v the_o great_a desire_n god_n have_v of_o thy_o salvation_n and_o that_o thou_o shall_v know_v the_o mystery_n of_o his_o resurrection_n give_v thou_o master_n to_o instruct_v &_o declare_v it_o unto_o thou_o &_o that_o thou_o shall_v believe_v in_o he_o thereby_o to_o obtain_v eternal_a life_n and_o gather_v hence_o desire_v to_o be_v grateful_a unto_o our_o lord_n endeavour_v to_o make_v benefit_n of_o the_o favour_n thou_o shall_v receive_v at_o his_o divine_a hand_n â—o_o confirm_v thy_o brethren_n in_o virtue_n with_o thy_o example_n &_o word_n that_o they_o may_v glorify_v &_o praise_v he_o the_o v._o meditation_n of_o christ_n his_o apparition_n unto_o the_o two_o disciple_n that_o go_v to_o emmaus_n the_o
to_o the_o happy_a port_n of_o everlasting_a bliss_n the_o xxv_o meditation_n of_o the_o conversion_n of_o saint_n mary_n magdalen_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o course_n of_o the_o life_n of_o s._n mary_n magdalen_n before_o her_o conversion_n she_o be_v of_o light_a behaviour_n give_v to_o company-keeping_a and_o to_o worldly_a meering_n esteem_v only_o that_o which_o be_v agreeable_a to_o her_o own_o gust_n and_o pleasure_n she_o have_v neither_o shame_n nor_o fear_v of_o god_n nor_o of_o man_n she_o regard_v not_o her_o fame_n &_o reputation_n nor_o what_o people_n do_v say_v of_o she_o but_o be_v hold_v for_o a_o public_a sinner_n ponder_n that_o although_o this_o woman_n be_v so_o bad_a as_o have_v be_v say_v yet_o her_o hart_n be_v once_o touch_v with_o the_o inspiration_n of_o almighty_a god_n she_o present_o withdraw_v herself_o from_o all_o occasion_n and_o retire_v herself_o from_o company_n betake_v herself_o to_o repentance_n and_o shed_v tear_n of_o sorrow_n from_o her_o eye_n begin_v to_o tearâ—s_n &_o cast_v away_o her_o gay_a attâ—re_n and_o she_o je_fw-fr well_n which_o be_v the_o snare_n where_o with_o the_o devil_n hold_v she_o entangle_v purpose_v not_o to_o 〈◊〉_d thy_o coâ—uersion_n when_o god_n shall_v call_v thou_o learn_v of_o this_o holy_a penitent_a to_o reject_v &_o abhor_v those_o thing_n which_o be_v instrument_n of_o offend_v he_o and_o labour_n for_o two_o thing_n first_o 〈◊〉_d to_o have_v a_o â—oly_a fear_n and_o distu_v of_o thy_o own_o frailty_n learn_v to_o beware_v by_o the_o example_n of_o this_o magdalen_n who_o from_o little_a evil_n come_v to_o fall_v into_o many_o &_o grievous_a sin_n second_o to_o hauâ—_n great_a conâ—idence_n in_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n at_o who_o hand_n this_o sinner_n find_v remedy_n and_o thou_o also_o may_v find_v the_o like_a if_o as_o thou_o have_v follow_v she_o in_o sin_v thou_o imitate_v she_o in_o repent_v the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o s._n mary_n magdalen_n understand_v that_o her_o lord_n and_o master_n dine_v in_o the_o house_n of_o simon_n the_o pharisy_n take_v a_o alabaster_n boâ—e_n of_o ointment_n &_o put_v on_o mean_a apparel_n repair_v thither_o to_o seek_v the_o health_n of_o her_o soul_n ponder_n how_o she_o that_o be_v a_o sinner_n come_v to_o the_o just_a and_o holy_a she_o that_o be_v sick_a and_o infirm_a come_v to_o the_o physician_n the_o defile_v to_o the_o sanctifier_n the_o last_o sleep_n to_o the_o good_a shepherd_n and_o approach_v unto_o he_o cast_v herself_o at_o his_o foot_n and_o begin_v to_o water_v they_o with_o tear_n and_o wipe_v they_o with_o the_o hair_n of_o her_o head_n and_o kiss_v they_o &_o anoint_v they_o with_o a_o precious_a ointment_n with_o sigh_n &_o fervent_a desire_n of_o her_o hart_n crave_v that_o she_o may_v be_v reconcile_v unto_o he_o &_o 〈◊〉_d the_o kiss_n of_o peace_n gather_v out_o of_o all_o this_o how_o necesiary_a it_o be_v for_o remedy_n of_o thy_o sin_n to_o have_v speedy_a recourse_n to_o christ_n our_o lord_n and_o prostrate_v thyself_o at_o his_o foot_n and_o cleave_v fast_o unto_o they_o by_o humble_a &_o fervent_a affection_n to_o pour_v out_o tear_n of_o compunction_n proceed_v from_o the_o very_a bortome_n of_o a_o contrite_a hart_n and_o as_o s._n mary_n magdalen_n convert_v those_o thing_n which_o have_v be_v the_o occasion_n of_o her_o perdition_n to_o be_v instrument_n of_o her_o satisfaction_n employ_v her_o eye_n hair_n lip_n and_o precious_a ointment_n and_o odour_n and_o herself_o whole_o in_o the_o service_n of_o god_n so_o thou_o ought_v to_o turn_v to_o his_o service_n whatsoever_o heretofore_o thou_o have_v employ_v in_o offend_v he_o cast_v all_o thy_o honour_n &_o reputation_n at_o the_o foot_n of_o christ_n for_o there_o it_o nothing_o great_a nor_o better_v they_o to_o cleave_v fast_o to_o the_o foot_n of_o thy_o lord_n god_n and_o master_n the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v what_o opinion_n the_o pharisy_n have_v concern_v b._n mary_n magdalen_v esteem_v she_o a_o sinner_n &_o christ_n himself_o less_o pure_a because_o he_o permit_v himself_o to_o be_v touch_v â—y_a she_o ponder_n how_o that_o those_o who_o convert_v themselves_o to_o god_n have_v present_o some_o that_o murmur_n against_o they_o and_o censure_v their_o action_n but_o god_n himself_o have_v care_n to_o defend_v the_o as_o he_o do_v saint_n mary_n magdalen_n whâ—e_v he_o demand_v of_o the_o pharisy_n if_o he_o do_v see_v the_o woman_n and_o her_o tear_n sigh_n and_o humiliation_n and_o confusion_n that_o consider_v they_o well_o he_o mighty_a blush_n and_o be_v ashamed_a of_o the_o little_a he_o do_v towards_o our_o saniour_n and_o thereby_o obtain_v pardon_n of_o god_n thou_o may_v gather_v hence_o a_o desire_n to_o serve_v &_o louâ—_n god_n very_o much_o because_o these_o thing_n move_v his_o divine_a majesty_n to_o pity_n and_o clemency_n and_o to_o pardon_v thy_o sin_n be_v they_o never_o so_o great_a and_o enormous_a as_o he_o do_v pardon_v this_o holy_a penitent_a and_o of_o captive_a of_o the_o devil_n set_v she_o free_a and_o deliver_v she_o out_o of_o his_o chain_n and_o exalt_v she_o to_o the_o happy_a and_o bless_a 〈◊〉_d of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o that_o albeit_o saiâ—â—_n mary_n magdalen_n have_v hear_v from_o the_o mouth_n of_o christ_n jesus_n that_o all_o her_o â—nnes_n be_v forgive_v she_o and_o that_o she_o be_v absolve_v from_o all_o botâ—_n guik_a 〈◊〉_d pain_n through_o the_o abundant_a grace_n which_o be_v communicate_v unto_o she_o she_o notwithstanding_o remain_v still_o fix_v at_o her_o redeemer_n foot_n &_o will_v not_o depart_v from_o thence_o until_o her_o master_n say_v to_o she_o go_v in_o peace_n and_o she_o begin_v present_o to_o punish_v her_o body_n &_o do_v great_a &_o rigorous_a pennanee_n all_o her_o life_n time_n which_o endure_v the_o space_n of_o two_o and_o thirty_o year_n after_o ponder_n what_o a_o one_o she_o be_v when_o she_o come_v to_o the_o foot_n of_o christ_n &_o what_o a_o one_o she_o depart_v thence_o she_o come_v dead_a but_o depart_v alone_a she_o come_v a_o sinner_n but_o depart_v holy_a she_o come_v the_o slave_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o enemy_n of_o god_n but_o depart_v the_o daughter_n &_o espouse_v of_o christ._n gather_v hence_o a_o desire_n to_o do_v penance_n for_o thy_o sin_n for_o these_o be_v the_o fruit_n which_o this_o virtue_n bring_v do_v not_o present_o forget_v they_o again_o make_v account_n that_o they_o be_v already_o forgive_v thou_o because_o this_o happy_a woman_n and_o bless_a saint_n do_v not_o so_o imitate_v she_o and_o although_o thy_o sin_n shall_v have_v be_v many_o more_o and_o much_o 〈◊〉_d then_o here_o be_v though_o thou_o have_v lose_v the_o grace_n of_o god_n â—at_a often_o thou_o may_v recover_v it_o and_o attain_v unto_o a_o great_a degree_n of_o sanctity_n above_o many_o just_a which_o never_o lose_v it_o the_o xxvi_o meditation_n of_o the_o miracle_n of_o the_o sieve_n loaf_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o different_a the_o piety_n &_o mercy_n of_o the_o apostle_n be_v from_o that_o of_o our_o b._n saviour_n for_o they_o beseech_v he_o see_v there_o be_v not_o where_o with_o to_o feed_v so_o great_a a_o multitude_n to_o dismiss_v they_o that_o go_v into_o the_o town_n they_o may_v buy_v themselves_o victual_n but_o our_o saviour_n perceave_v the_o stendernes_n of_o their_o mercy_n and_o charity_n show_v the_o greatness_n of_o his_o own_o most_o bountiful_a mercy_n and_o seek_v by_o himself_o affectual_o to_o remedy_v that_o necessity_n 〈◊〉_d he_o do_v ponder_v the_o care_n which_o christ_n â—ath_v to_o supply_v the_o want_n of_o those_o which_o serve_v he_o and_o how_o that_o his_o will_n desire_n and_o pleasure_n be_v such_o and_o it_o please_v he_o great_o that_o thy_o mercy_n be_v not_o scant_a or_o spare_a but_o great_a &_o free_a teach_v thou_o to_o lift_v up_o thy_o eye_n to_o heaven_n and_o acknowledge_v that_o from_o thence_o all_o good_a be_v to_o be_v expect_v gather_v hence_o desire_v to_o place_v thy_o confidence_n not_o in_o money_n albeit_o all_o thing_n obey_v it_o neither_o in_o the_o world_n or_o humane_a force_n but_o in_o the_o bounâ—y_n and_o infinite_a goodness_n of_o thy_o creator_n who_o hand_n as_o the_o apostle_n say_v be_v always_o open_a to_o relieve_v and_o give_v his_o blessing_n to_o the_o hungry_a and_o needy_a not_o only_o of_o corporal_a but_o also_o much_o more_o of_o spiritual_a food_n the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o the_o apostle_n be_v demand_v by_o our_o bless_a saviour_n of_o the_o five_o loaf_n which_o they_o have_v forth_o with_o and_o without_o repugnance_n and_o with_o a_o very_a good_a will_v they_o present_v they_o unto_o he_o together_o with_o the_o two_o fish_n they_o have_v in_o
the_o like_a comfort_n and_o benefiâ—_n by_o thy_o pain_n &_o affliction_n if_o in_o they_o thou_o have_v recourse_n to_o prayer_n as_o our_o b._n saviour_n have_v in_o he_o the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o the_o son_n of_o god_n pray_v with_o more_o force_n &_o earnestness_n the_o anguish_n sorrow_n &_o fear_v of_o death_n and_o the_o manifold_a torment_n which_o he_o be_v to_o suffer_v do_v so_o wonderful_o increase_v that_o his_o sweat_n become_v as_o drop_n of_o blood_n stickle_v down_o upon_o the_o earth_n ponder_v first_o the_o greatness_n of_o the_o torment_n which_o our_o saviour_n suffer_v for_o if_o the_o only_a representation_n of_o they_o wrought_v so_o strange_a a_o effect_n in_o he_o who_o be_v the_o virtue_n and_o fortitude_n of_o god_n what_o may_v we_o think_v it_o be_v to_o endure_v they_o ponder_v second_o the_o example_n which_o our_o lord_n give_v thou_o to_o strive_v strong_o with_o thy_o passion_n and_o bad_a inclination_n withstand_v they_o all_o valiant_o even_o to_o the_o shed_n of_o thy_o blood_n if_o it_o be_v needful_a for_o the_o overcome_v of_o they_o gather_v hence_o desire_v to_o fight_v against_o they_o propose_v to_o thyself_o all_o those_o thing_n which_o may_v terrify_v thou_o or_o cause_v thou_o any_o way_n to_o shrink_v in_o the_o way_n of_o virtue_n or_o in_o the_o accomplishment_n of_o the_o divine_a will_n whether_o â—t_a be_v fear_n of_o poverty_n dishonour_n sickness_n grief_n torment_n or_o whatsoever_o other_o difficulty_n that_o thus_o prepare_v thyself_o thou_o may_v prevail_v and_o get_v victory_n over_o they_o the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o immensity_n of_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n and_o the_o great_a liberality_n which_o he_o show_v thou_o in_o shed_v voluntary_o his_o precious_a blood_n for_o thy_o sake_n not_o stay_v till_o the_o tormentor_n shall_v do_v it_o with_o their_o stripe_n thorn_n &_o nail_n ponder_v how_o great_a the_o agony_n &_o sorrow_v of_o our_o lord_n be_v though_o the_o apprehension_n of_o all_o the_o torment_n which_o he_o be_v to_o suffer_v in_o every_o part_n of_o his_o body_n since_o it_o be_v of_o force_n to_o make_v a_o bloody_a sweat_n to_o fall_v down_o from_o his_o face_n neck_n breast_n &_o shoulder_n leave_v he_o whole_o bathe_v and_o imbrue_v in_o his_o own_o blood_n gather_v from_o hence_o desire_v that_o all_o the_o part_n of_o thy_o body_n may_v become_v as_o so_o many_o tongue_n to_o praise_n &_o magnify_v the_o love_n and_o mercy_n of_o thy_o lord_n or_o so_o many_o eye_n to_o weep_v tear_n of_o blood_n for_o thy_o sin_n or_o so_o many_o hand_n to_o chastise_v &_o revenge_v thou_o on_o thy_o flesh_n by_o rigorous_a and_o sharp_a penance_n it_o have_v be_v the_o cause_n why_o thy_o saviour_n suffer_v so_o much_o especial_o at_o that_o time_n all_o at_o once_o and_o upon_o a_o heap_n all_o that_o he_o be_v to_o sustain_v after_o at_o several_a time_n the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o vigour_n and_o force_n which_o 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like_o faithful_a soldier_n their_o valiant_a captain_n who_o go_v before_o and_o give_v they_o a_o lively_a example_n of_o suffer_v patient_o &_o constant_o gather_v hence_o a_o desire_n to_o arm_v thyself_o like_o a_o true_a soldier_n of_o christ_n with_o the_o armour_n of_o prayer_n which_o be_v the_o armour_n of_o light_n that_o in_o all_o thy_o labour_n and_o affliction_n thou_o may_v fight_v and_o get_v the_o victory_n over_o thy_o enime_n the_o world_n the_o flesh_n and_o the_o devil_n the_o xxxv_o meditation_n of_o the_o come_n of_o judas_n &_o of_o the_o intury_n do_v unto_o our_o saviour_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o that_o our_o saulour_n have_v end_v his_o prayer_n that_o self_n traitor_n &_o â—ained_a friend_n judas_n approach_v with_o a_o great_a multitude_n of_o arm_a man_n make_v himself_o the_o leader_n and_o captain_n of_o they_o to_o apprehend_v christ_n our_o lord_n ponder_v the_o extremity_n of_o evil_n wherinto_o this_o wretch_n be_v fall_v because_o he_o do_v not_o resist_v his_o covetousness_n at_o the_o beginning_n and_o what_o may_v be_v expect_v from_o thou_o if_o thou_o resist_v not_o that_o which_o thou_o feel_v in_o thyself_o especial_o have_v get_v so_o good_a mean_n of_o virtue_n as_o he_o have_v for_o thou_o do_v not_o learn_v in_o such_o a_o school_n thou_o see_v not_o such_o miracle_n neither_o converse_a with_o such_o a_o master_n nor_o with_o such_o school-fellowe_n yet_o all_o this_o be_v not_o â—hough_o to_o restrain_v this_o accurse_a conpâ—nion_n and_o keep_v he_o from_o fall_v like_o another_o lucifer_n from_o the_o high_a degree_n in_o the_o church_n to_o the_o deep_a bottom_n of_o all_o wickedness_n to_o wit_n to_o become_v the_o head_n conspirer_n of_o the_o death_n of_o christ._n gather_v out_o of_o all_o this_o a_o great_a fear_n of_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n beseech_v he_o not_o to_o leave_v thou_o lest_o thy_o impiety_n proceed_v so_o far_o as_o to_o work_v thy_o own_o ruin_n by_o the_o benefit_n which_o he_o bestow_v upon_o thou_o the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v that_o the_o sign_n which_o this_o traitor_n have_v give_v to_o the_o minister_n of_o satan_n to_o betray_v his_o master_n be_v this_o whomesoever_o i_o shall_v kiss_v that_o be_v he_o hold_v he_o fast_o ponder_n that_o the_o enemy_n of_o the_o author_n of_o life_n can_v entrap_v he_o by_o no_o other_o wile_n then_o by_o show_n of_o love_n and_o â—e_v accept_v this_o cruel_a kiss_n that_o with_o the_o sweat_v thereof_o and_o of_o his_o meekness_n he_o may_v soften_v the_o rebellious_a and_o obstinate_a hart_n of_o judas_n from_o thence_o thou_o may_v gather_v a_o great_a confidence_n in_o the_o mercy_n of_o this_o our_o lord_n that_o he_o will_v not_o refuse_v nor_o disdain_v thy_o kiss_n nor_o of_o those_o sinner_n which_o desire_v to_o reconcile_v thâ—selues_n to_o he_o &_o renew_v their_o friendship_n with_o he_o which_o they_o have_v lose_v see_v he_o do_v not_o reject_v the_o kiâ—â—e_n of_o he_o who_o so_o cruel_o betray_v he_o &_o sell_v he_o as_o judas_n do_v the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o christ_n our_o lord_n encounter_v those_o impious_a officer_n of_o injustice_n and_o demand_v of_o they_o who_o seek_v you_o they_o answer_v he_o jesus_n of_o 〈◊〉_d and_o â—ur_n lord_n say_v unto_o they_o i_o be_o 〈◊〉_d ponder_v first_o that_o word_n of_o christ_n who_o seek_v you_o as_o if_o he_o shall_v say_v â—ake_z heed_n you_o seek_v a_o just_a &_o innocetâ—â—an_n who_o do_v good_a to_o all_o &_o 〈◊〉_d no_o man_n you_o seek_v he_o who_o descend_v from_o heaven_n to_o earth_n for_o your_o eternal_a weal_n and_o salvation_n and_o you_o seek_v he_o to_o deprive_v he_o of_o his_o life_n gather_v from_o hence_o desire_v to_o seek_v this_o thy_o lord_n but_o after_o a_o far_o different_a manner_n to_o wit_n for_o thy_o salvation_n and_o remedy_n &_o for_o his_o honour_n and_o glory_n &_o thou_o may_v be_v assure_v that_o seek_v he_o after_o this_o manner_n thoâ—_n shall_v find_v he_o ponder_v second_o that_o word_n i_o be_o he_o a_o word_n which_o unto_o his_o good_a disciple_n be_v always_o a_o great_a comfort_n in_o their_o travail_n and_o affliction_n but_o uâ—to_o the_o bad_a it_o be_v of_o so_o great_a fervour_n and_o dread_a that_o it_o alone_o do_v fell_v they_o flat_a to_o the_o ground_n neither_o can_v they_o have_v rise_v again_o if_o the_o same_o our_o lord_n who_o overthrow_v they_o with_o one_o only_a word_n have_v not_o give_v they_o leave_v to_o rise_v gather_v hence_o desire_v to_o seek_v god_n and_o note_v by_o the_o way_n that_o unto_o the_o good_a who_o seek_v he_o in_o prayer_n he_o be_v a_o father_n and_o protector_n he_o be_v their_o repose_n and_o joy_n but_o unto_o the_o evil_n who_o seek_v he_o to_o offend_v he_o and_o
ghost_n which_o thou_o want_v and_o have_v need_n of_o the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v that_o whereas_o our_o lord_n god_n be_v rich_a he_o make_v himself_o poor_a as_o saint_n paul_n say_v that_o by_o his_o poverty_n we_o may_v be_v rich_a ponder_v how_o much_o god_n love_v poverty_n be_v himself_o the_o chief_a riches_n since_o he_o call_v bless_v the_o poor_a in_o spirit_n promise_v unto_o such_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n gather_v hence_o desire_v to_o be_v poor_a in_o spirit_n in_o this_o world_n that_o thou_o may_v be_v rich_a in_o heaven_n say_v with_o the_o prophet_n look_v upon_o i_o o_o lord_n and_o have_v mercy_n on_o i_o because_o i_o be_o needy_a and_o poor_a for_o what_o king_n or_o prince_n be_v there_o in_o the_o world_n that_o lodging_n in_o the_o house_n of_o a_o poor_a man_n bring_v not_o with_o he_o his_o royal_a furniture_n for_o his_o own_o chamber_n and_o at_o his_o departure_n bestow_v not_o on_o he_o great_a grace_n and_o fanor_n wherefore_o o_o lord_n see_v thou_o be_v the_o chief_a riches_n have_v vouchsafe_v to_o lodge_v in_o my_o poor_a cottage_n adorn_v it_o with_o the_o hang_n of_o grace_n and_o virtue_n which_o be_v the_o furniture_n of_o thy_o royal_a house_n and_o palace_n do_v some_o favour_n to_o the_o maiâ—â—er_n of_o the_o place_n where_o thou_o be_v entertain_v the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o grace_n &_o benefit_n which_o our_o lord_n god_n do_v bestow_v on_o obededom_n and_o all_o his_o for_o have_v recaave_v into_o his_o house_n the_o ark_n of_o the_o testament_n which_o be_v only_o a_o shadow_n &_o figure_n of_o this_o most_o holy_a sacramenet_n but_o more_o &_o great_a benefit_n be_v receive_v wheresoever_o this_o divine_a ark_n &_o coffer_n of_o the_o treasur_n of_o god_n enter_v which_o be_v his_o most_o sacred_a body_n pierce_v &_o open_v in_o so_o many_o place_n discover_v his_o riches_n ponder_v how_o this_o our_o lord_n enter_v corporal_o into_o the_o house_n of_o s._n peter_n wife_n mother_n 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as_o well_o of_o his_o father_n as_o of_o his_o mother_n side_n discretion_n most_o perfect_a for_o he_o be_v wisdom_n itself_o infinite_a riches_n for_o he_o be_v heir_n of_o all_o that_o god_n have_v in_o heauâ—_n and_o in_o earth_n final_o he_o be_v very_o love_a and_o of_o a_o sweet_a and_o peaceable_a condition_n ponder_n that_o this_o spouse_n know_v right_a well_o how_o to_o honour_v adorn_v and_o beautify_v with_o his_o grace_n and_o virtue_n the_o soul_n that_o be_v to_o be_v his_o espouse_v observe_v towards_o her_o the_o ceremony_n of_o true_a love_n and_o take_v pleasure_n to_o see_v and_o discourse_v with_o her_o daily_a and_o to_o cherish_v she_o with_o the_o precious_a and_o
this_o holy_a exercise_n of_o prepare_v thâ—_n self_n for_o death_n it_o be_v a_o bridle_n foâ—_n many_o evil_n and_o a_o spur_n to_o all_o kinâ—_n of_o virtue_n the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v that_o it_o be_v a_o law_n appoint_v by_o almighty_a god_n as_o saiâ—â—_n paul_n do_v testify_v to_o all_o man_n once_o 〈◊〉_d die_v &_o not_o twice_o or_o often_o whereupon_o ensue_v that_o the_o hurt_n and_o damage_n of_o a_o evil_a death_n be_v irremediable_a for_o all_o eternity_n as_o likewise_o the_o profit_n of_o a_o good_a death_n be_v everlasting_a ponder_n that_o if_o it_o be_v but_o only_o once_o that_o thou_o be_v to_o die_v and_o thereon_o depend_v thy_o eternal_a salvation_n or_o damnation_n how_o live_v thou_o then_o so_o careless_o not_o exercise_v thyself_o during_o life_n in_o such_o manner_n that_o thou_o may_v die_v a_o happy_a death_n gather_v hence_o a_o great_a desire_n to_o mortify_v thyself_o in_o whatsoever_o thou_o disordinate_o love_v be_v they_o thy_o parent_n 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be_v in_o your_o champany_n you_o be_v secure_a &_o in_o safeguard_n gather_v hence_o security_n &_o confâ—â—dence_n for_o thy_o soul_n timorous_a &_o feaâ—_n full_a through_o the_o manifold_a sin_n thâ—_n have_v commit_v say_v to_o she_o o_o mâ—_n soul_n fear_v not_o for_o although_o thy_o 〈◊〉_d be_v many_o this_o lord_n promise_v &_o sure_v thou_o of_o the_o pardon_n of_o they_o this_o lamb_n be_v he_o that_o take_v awâ—_v the_o sin_n of_o the_o world_n and_o he_o 〈◊〉_d will_v take_v away_o thou_o &_o if_o he_o be_v protector_n of_o thy_o life_n of_o who_o shall_v thou_o be_v afraid_a â—he_n vii_o meditation_n â—f_a christ_n his_o apparition_n to_o the_o apostle_n saint_n thomas_n be_v present_a thâ—_n 1._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o our_o lord_n the_o disciple_n be_v gather_v together_o enter_v and_o say_v to_o his_o disciple_n who_o have_v not_o believe_v the_o miâ—â—â—ery_n of_o his_o resurrection_n put_v in_o thy_o â—nger_n hither_o &_o see_v my_o hand_n &_o be_v hither_o thy_o hand_n &_o put_v it_o into_o â—y_a side_n &_o be_v not_o incredulous_a but_o â—ithfull_a ponder_v the_o infinite_a charity_n oâ—â—od_a in_o be_v solicitous_a for_o the_o wellâ—re_n of_o his_o sheep_n for_o have_v expect_v 〈◊〉_d day_n to_o see_v if_o thomas_n will_v call_v himself_o and_o acknowledge_v the_o â—rdnes_n of_o his_o â—art_n he_o will_v not_o yferre_v the_o remedy_n any_o long_o but_o i_o in_o pâ—rson_n to_o cure_v this_o his_o 〈◊〉_d and_o lose_a sheep_n and_o take_v he_o by_o â—hand_n desire_v to_o put_v &_o place_v he_o his_o hart_n gâ—ther_o hence_o how_o great_a the_o mercy_n of_o god_n be_v grant_v thou_o 〈◊〉_d infallible_a promise_n and_o assurance_n 〈◊〉_d he_o will_v not_o conceal_v himself_o froâ—_n thou_o if_o thou_o seek_v he_o yea_o albeit_o thâ—_n have_v be_v as_o incredulous_a as_o s._n thâ—â—_n mass_n &_o confess_v he_o for_o thy_o 〈◊〉_d &_o thy_o god_n as_o he_o do_v he_o will_v grauâ—â—_n thou_o that_o which_o he_o afford_v he_o thâ—â—_n be_v his_o body_n not_o only_o to_o touch_v hiâ—_n but_o also_o to_o receive_v and_o enjoy_v he_o thy_o breast_n the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v how_o that_o our_o lorâ—_n who_o permit_v not_o himself_o to_o 〈◊〉_d touch_v by_o mary_n magdalen_n loviâ—â—â—_v he_o so_o dear_o and_o seek_v he_o earnest_o take_v thomas_n as_o we_o 〈◊〉_d be_v incredulous_a by_o the_o cold_a 〈◊〉_d frozen_a hand_n make_v it_o warm_a 〈◊〉_d cherish_v it_o and_o put_v it_o into_o bosom_n heap_v upon_o he_o so_o maâ—â—_n benefit_n ponder_n how_o that_o whatsoeâ—â—â—_n s._n thomas_n desire_v and_o ask_v 〈◊〉_d lord_n grant_v he_o as_o if_o by_o his_o liâ—uing_n some_o profit_n be_v to_o ensuâ—â—â—_n christ_n who_o love_n make_v to_o 〈◊〉_d for_o gain_n as_o his_o own_o yea_o 〈◊〉_d procure_v they_o even_o with_o his_o loss_n gather_v hence_o a_o exceed_a deâ—â—re_n to_o bear_v with_o the_o defect_n of_o thy_o brother_n &_o not_o to_o be_v slack_a nor_o weary_v with_o seek_v his_o redress_n but_o even_o leave_v thy_o own_o right_n to_o go_v unto_o he_o if_o he_o will_v not_o come_v to_o thou_o â—nd_v with_o breach_n of_o thy_o own_o will_n â—o_o condescend_v unto_o he_o perfect_o imitate_v jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n who_o alâ—eyt_n he_o be_v triumphant_a and_o glorious_a â—et_o do_v he_o not_o omit_v to_o come_v and_o do_v â—aint_a thomas_n so_o great_a and_o special_a â—avours_n and_o privilege_n and_o as_o he_o â—id_v with_o he_o so_o do_v he_o also_o daily_o â—ith_v thou_o when_o thou_o come_v to_o releave_v he_o corporal_o and_o spiritual_o â—arne_v to_o be_v grateful_a and_o serviceable_a werfore_o the_o 3._o point_n to_o consider_v s._n thomas_n his_o worthy_a 〈◊〉_d confession_n for_o as_o soon_o as_o he_o touch_v as_o pious_o we_o may_v believe_v â—e_v precious_a wound_n of_o his_o saviour_n have_v his_o eye_n enlighten_v with_o that_o equine_a sun_n he_o become_v so_o illumiâ—â—â—ed_v with_o the_o ray_n &_o beam_n of_o his_o equine_a light_n and_o splendour_n that_o he_o confess_v plain_o &_o clear_o the_o article_n of_o his_o resurrection_n which_o he_o have_v noâ—_n believe_v before_o ponder_v the_o love_n which_o chrisâ—â—_n our_o lord_n have_v to_o sinner_n and_o whicâ—_n himself_o show_v to_o have_v to_o this_o hiâ—_n incredulous_a and_o sinful_a apostleâ—â—_n sâ—th_v the_o sin_n of_o his_o small_a say_v waâ—_n not_o enough_o to_o make_v he_o leave_v to_o bâ—â—stow_v such_o favour_n and_o benefit_n upoâ—_n he_o as_o be_v impâ—ssible_a &_o glorious_a to_o vouchsafe_v he_o his_o divine_a hand_n 〈◊〉_d foot_n bowel_n and_o hart_n to_o touch_v anâ—_n handle_v ponder_v second_o how_o the_o apostle_n see_v himself_o so_o honour_a anâ—_n favour_v of_o our_o lord_n break_v out_o iâ—_n to_o these_o tender_a and_o devoâ—t_a word_n say_v my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n 〈◊〉_d with_o good_a reason_n he_o call_v he_o hiâ—_n and_o not_o our_o lord_n because_o he_o louâ—_n he_o so_o tender_o that_o for_o his_o good_a love_n â—e_v appear_v to_o all_o the_o apostle_n and_o forget_v as_o it_o be_v all_o the_o 〈◊〉_d upon_o he_o alone_o bestow_v the_o 〈◊〉_d and_o benefit_n to_o inflame_v he_o in_o his_o equine_a love_n from_o hence_o thou_o may_v 〈◊〉_d desire_n to_o confess_v with_o s._n thomas_n that_o jesus_n be_v thy_o lord_n and_o thy_o god_n for_o his_o love_n be_v so_o exceed_v great_a that_o â—he_n be_v ready_a to_o do_v for_o thou_o alone_o that_o which_o he_o do_v for_o saint_n thomas_n since_o that_o as_o well_o for_o thou_o as_o for_o he_o he_o deliver_v himself_o up_o to_o death_n to_o purchase_v for_o thou_o eternal_a life_n the_o 4._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o worder_n which_o our_o lord_n say_v to_o his_o disciple_n becausâ—â—hou_fw-mi have_v see_v i_o thomas_n thou_o haâ—â—_n believe_v bless_a be_v they_o that_o have_v not_o see_v &_o have_v
unto_o our_o lord_n after_o they_o have_v receive_v it_o for_o the_o excellency_n and_o soveraingty_n of_o this_o divine_a sacrament_n in_o which_o be_v contain_v god_n himself_o require_v that_o the_o disposition_n and_o preparation_n thereto_o be_v make_v with_o all_o care_n possible_a and_o therefore_o one_o of_o the_o best_a preparation_n wherewith_o all_o may_v come_v to_o receive_v abundant_a grace_n will_v be_v retire_n themselves_o first_o to_o consider_v well_o some_o one_o point_n of_o the_o six_o which_o be_v set_v down_o in_o the_o two_o ensue_a meditation_n which_o be_v of_o the_o fear_n and_o love_n of_o god_n because_o these_o two_o virtue_n unite_v the_o soul_n with_o god_n &_o be_v the_o two_o arm_n wherewith_o she_o be_v to_o embrace_v her_o spouse_n and_o which_o do_v instruct_v and_o teach_v she_o what_o god_n be_v and_o what_o she_o be_v for_o fear_n cause_v in_o the_o soul_n humility_n and_o reverence_n love_n confidence_n &_o devotion_n fear_n discover_v the_o greatness_n of_o god_n and_o thy_o baseness_n love_n his_o goodness_n and_o clemency_n fear_v his_o justice_n and_o our_o sin_n love_n the_o mercy_n and_o confidence_n we_o ought_v to_o have_v of_o the_o pardon_n of_o they_o if_o therefore_o love_n and_o fear_n work_v so_o great_a good_a in_o the_o soul_n thou_o must_v endeavour_v by_o all_o mean_n that_o these_o say_v consideration_n may_v engender_v and_o produce_v in_o thy_o these_o two_o pearl_n but_o because_o our_o corrupt_a nature_n so_o much_o affect_v variety_n that_o though_o the_o consideration_n be_v most_o excâ—llent_a yet_o be_v it_o present_o most_o weary_a of_o it_o i_o will_v put_v in_o these_o two_o meditation_n six_o point_n as_o i_o have_v say_v which_o may_v serve_v for_o preparation_n to_o six_o communion_n for_o new_a meat_n sharpen_v &_o stir_v up_o the_o appetite_n of_o man_n &_o excit_v in_o he_o a_o new_a hunger_n &_o desire_n to_o unite_v himself_o with_o god_n for_o all_o these_o sauce_n and_o seasoning_n of_o consideration_n be_v necessary_a to_o make_v he_o eat_v the_o bread_n of_o angel_n who_o have_v set_v his_o affection_n on_o the_o delight_n &_o food_n of_o beast_n after_o these_o shall_v follow_v six_o meditation_n which_o contain_v eighteen_o point_n or_o consideration_n wherein_o the_o servant_n of_o god_n may_v find_v sufficient_a matter_n for_o so_o many_o communion_n to_o render_v due_a thanks_o after_o he_o have_v receive_v out_o of_o which_o he_o may_v reap_v the_o fruit_n and_o profit_n he_o desire_v the_o i._o meditation_n of_o fear_n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v the_o immensity_n and_o majesty_n of_o that_o lord_n which_o real_o &_o true_o be_v contain_v in_o the_o most_o b._n sacrament_n for_o he_o be_v the_o very_a same_o who_o with_o his_o only_a will_n have_v create_v conserve_v &_o govern_v heaven_n &_o earth_n &_o with_o it_o alone_o can_v annihilate_v &_o destroy_v it_o all_o ponder_v the_o admiration_n and_o astonishment_n which_o it_o cause_v to_o king_n solomon_n to_o see_v that_o the_o greatness_n of_o god_n come_v to_o live_v in_o that_o holy_a temple_n which_o he_o have_v build_v for_o he_o be_v notwithstanding_o the_o most_o solemn_a the_o most_o sumptuous_a and_o most_o magnificent_a that_o be_v in_o the_o world_n with_o how_o much_o more_o reason_n ought_v thou_o to_o marvel_n fear_v and_o tremble_v be_v but_o a_o poor_a emment_n and_o silly_a worm_n to_o go_v to_o receive_v into_o thy_o house_n of_o base_a clay_n that_o immense_a and_o divine_a majesty_n creator_n conserver_n and_o governor_n of_o the_o world_n who_o the_o apostle_n s_o saul_n call_v the_o brightness_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n be_v so_o ill_o prepare_v as_o thou_o be_v thy_o breast_n also_o have_v be_v not_o the_o temple_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n as_o in_o reason_n it_o ought_v to_o be_v but_o rather_o a_o den_n of_o dragon_n &_o receptacle_n of_o serpent_n &_o basilisk_n gather_v hence_o a_o great_a fear_n of_o the_o justice_n of_o god_n with_o a_o detestation_n of_o thy_o manifold_a sin_n for_o thou_o be_v so_o vile_a a_o creature_n and_o unworthy_a to_o have_v in_o thou_o so_o great_a a_o good_a thou_o fear_v not_o to_o enclose_v retain_v &_o harbour_v in_o thy_o strait_n and_o narrow_a breast_n this_o omnipotent_a lord_n &_o god_n who_o the_o heaven_n can_v comprehend_v the_o 2._o point_n to_o consider_v who_o thou_o be_v &_o who_o he_o be_v who_o thou_o go_v to_o receive_v and_o thou_o shall_v find_v that_o a_o abominable_a sinner_n go_v to_o receive_v his_o sanctifier_n a_o vile_a creature_n his_o ceatour_n a_o wretched_a slave_n his_o lord_n final_o a_o miserable_a caitiff_n the_o supreme_a &_o omnipotent_a god_n at_o who_o beauty_n the_o sun_n &_o moon_n do_v marvel_n who_o majesty_n heaven_n and_o earth_n do_v reverence_n by_o who_o bounty_n the_o society_n of_o all_o the_o bless_a be_v maintain_v ponder_n how_o be_v so_o vile_a &_o base_a as_o thou_o be_v thou_o be_v notwithstanding_o admit_v to_o receive_v a_o god_n so_o high_a how_o be_v so_o little_a can_v thou_o entertain_v so_o sovereign_a a_o majesty_n the_o creator_n of_o the_o heaven_n the_o king_n of_o angel_n &_o man_n before_o who_o greatness_n the_o strong_a pillar_n of_o heaven_n do_v tremble_v and_o the_o most_o high_a seraphim_n shrink_v in_o their_o wing_n for_o very_a fear_n and_o reverence_n and_o if_o all_o thing_n create_v be_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o this_o great_a god_n as_o if_o they_o be_v not_o what_o i_o pray_v thou_o will_v thou_o be_v in_o his_o divine_a presence_n to_o receive_v he_o the_o church_n sing_v and_o much_o admire_v that_o this_o great_a lord_n unto_o who_o heaven_n and_o earth_n be_v a_o straight_a place_n disdain_v not_o to_o enter_v into_o the_o womb_n of_o a_o virgin_n measure_v her_o purity_n with_o thy_o impurity_n her_o grace_n with_o thy_o deformity_n her_o innocency_n with_o thy_o malice_n and_o thou_o shall_v find_v far_o great_a reason_n to_o wonder_v at_o thy_o boldness_n in_o harbour_v the_o son_n of_o god_n &_o of_o the_o most_o b._n virgin_n who_o she_o conceive_v and_o conserve_v in_o her_o breast_n with_o so_o great_a humility_n gather_v hence_o great_a fear_n lest_o this_o sovereign_a king_n and_o lord_n command_v his_o servant_n to_o bind_v thou_o hand_n and_o foot_n for_o that_o thou_o come_v not_o with_o the_o garment_n of_o due_a innocency_n and_o purity_n to_o this_o holy_a table_n and_o celestial_a banquet_n &_o cast_v thou_o into_o the_o utter_a darkness_n of_o hell_n there_o to_o receive_v thy_o deserve_a punishment_n the_o â—_o point_n to_o consider_v the_o great_a justice_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o how_o much_o he_o abhor_v sin_n &_o those_o which_o full_o often_o thou_o have_v commit_v against_o his_o divine_a majesty_n for_o which_o thou_o deserue_v many_o year_n ago_o to_o have_v be_v burn_v in_o hell_n fire_n and_o as_o if_o thou_o be_v very_o just_a and_o holy_a with_o so_o little_a fear_n thou_o presume_v to_o entertain_v into_o thy_o house_n the_o terrible_a judge_n &_o searcher_n of_o thy_o life_n &_o manner_n not_o remember_v the_o menace_n &_o threat_n of_o the_o apostle_n against_o sinner_n who_o unworthy_o as_o thou_o dare_v eat_v &_o drink_v the_o sacred_a body_n and_o blood_n of_o our_o lord_n ponder_n that_o if_o s._n john_n baptist_n so_o pure_a a_o creature_n &_o sanctify_v in_o his_o mother_n womb_n say_v that_o he_o be_v not_o worthy_a to_o loose_v the_o lachet_n of_o the_o shoe_n of_o our_o lord_n how_o shall_v thou_o be_v worthy_a to_o receâ—â—e_v he_o in_o like_a manner_n iâ—_n s_o peter_n prince_n of_o the_o apostle_n and_o heâ—d_n of_o the_o church_n be_v astonish_v at_o the_o power_n &_o majesty_n of_o christ_n â—el_a down_o at_o his_o knee_n say_v go_v forth_o from_o i_o because_o i_o be_o a_o sinful_a man_n how_o dare_v thou_o come_v to_o put_v thy_o mouth_n to_o his_o divine_a side_n &_o sustain_v thyself_o with_o that_o precious_a wine_n that_o spring_v virgin_n from_o hence_o thou_o may_v gather_v a_o great_a fear_n &_o reverence_n before_o thou_o come_v &_o presume_v to_o receive_v the_o majesty_n of_o this_o sovereign_a god_n and_o a_o humble_a acknowledgement_n of_o thy_o baseness_n &_o a_o deep_a sorrow_n for_o thy_o sin_n perfect_o imitate_v that_o sinner_n the_o publican_n to_o obtain_v pardon_n thereof_o who_o knock_v his_o breast_n say_v god_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n the_o ii_o meditation_n of_o love._n the_o 1._o point_n to_o consider_v that_o as_o great_a as_o god_n be_v in_o majesty_n in_o justice_n and_o in_o detestation_n of_o sin_n as_o have_v be_v say_v in_o the_o precedent_a meditation_n so_o great_a he_o be_v in_o goodness_n in_o mercy_n &_o in_o love_n towards_o sinner_n which_o cause_v he_o to_o present_v himself_o in_o human_a flesh_n in_o the_o most_o b._n sacrament_n &_o