thou_o do_v mild_o suffer_v the_o temptation_n and_o illusion_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o at_o last_o with_o thy_o holy_a word_n do_v put_v he_o to_o a_o shameful_a foil_n and_o force_v he_o like_o a_o coward_n to_o fly_v the_o field_n matth._n 4.10.11_o to_o make_v such_o bickerment_n more_o tolerable_a and_o easy_a unto_o we_o and_o to_o instruct_v we_o that_o whensoever_o christian_a warrior_n shall_v manage_v this_o double-edged_a sword_n aright_o that_o their_o common_a enemy_n will_v soon_o be_v daunt_v take_v himself_o to_o flight_n and_o they_o always_o obtain_v a_o glorious_a conquest_n section_n vii_o at_o length_n thou_o come_v to_o the_o lose_a sheep_n of_o the_o house_n of_o israel_n lift_v up_o the_o bright_a lamp_n of_o thy_o divine_a word_n open_o to_o give_v light_n to_o the_o world_n which_o be_v obscure_v with_o thick_a cloud_n of_o sinful_a darkness_n that_o man_n see_v their_o sin_n may_v then_o sigh_v for_o their_o forepast_a iniquity_n &_o seek_v by_o speedy_a and_o true_a repentance_n to_o save_v their_o soul_n matth._n 5.1.2.3.4.5.6.7_o etc._n etc._n and_o thou_o also_o proclaim_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n to_o all_o obey_v the_o word_n do_v confirm_v the_o verity_n of_o thy_o infallible_a word_n with_o many_o wondrous_a and_o miraculous_a deed_n thou_o do_v plain_o declare_v the_o virtue_n of_o thy_o divinity_n and_o manifest_v the_o incomprehensible_a essence_n of_o thy_o godhead_n in_o all_o thing_n to_o those_o which_o be_v disease_v and_o be_v affect_v and_o grievous_o afflict_v with_o many_o infirmity_n luke_n 5.12.18_o perform_v all_o thing_n of_o thy_o free_a mercy_n without_o any_o merit_n to_o all_o nation_n that_o by_o thy_o gracious_a word_n and_o merciful_a work_n thou_o may_v gain_v the_o salvation_n of_o all_o true_o repent_v for_o their_o sin_n &_o seek_v by_o thy_o only_a mercy_n to_o save_v their_o soul_n but_o their_o foolish_a heart_n oh_o lord_n be_v darken_v their_o reason_n infatuate_v &_o their_o understanding_n blind_v they_o malicious_o despise_v proud_o contemn_v and_o careless_o reject_v thy_o bless_a word_n behind_o they_o neither_o do_v they_o oh_o lord_n admire_v no_o not_o so_o much_o as_o regard_v thy_o wondrous_a work_n which_o by_o the_o finger_n of_o thy_o own_o hand_n thou_o have_v powerful_o wrought_v among_o they_o except_o a_o few_o noble_a champion_n which_o thou_o do_v choose_v among_o the_o weak_a and_o abject_a thing_n of_o the_o world_n that_o by_o they_o thou_o may_v batter_v down_o strong_a hold_n &_o throw_v down_o high_a tower_n that_o thy_o invincible_a power_n may_v appear_v in_o their_o weakness_n &_o so_o the_o glory_n of_o thy_o majesty_n may_v shine_v the_o bright_a neither_o be_v they_o only_o unthankful_a to_o thou_o for_o thy_o gracious_a benefit_n and_o great_a kindness_n but_o they_o do_v very_o spiteful_o reproach_v thou_o oh_o lord_n of_o lord_n and_o spit_v out_o the_o gall_n of_o their_o malice_n against_o thou_o plot_v in_o their_o devilish_a mind_n and_o perform_v with_o their_o desperate_a hand_n whatsoever_o their_o unbridled_a lust_n do_v command_v they_o for_o thou_o do_v the_o work_n of_o god_n which_o no_o other_o have_v do_v how_o malignant_a be_v their_o word_n how_o malicious_a be_v their_o speech_n for_o they_o say_v in_o their_o mad_a mood_n and_o furious_a folly_n this_o man_n be_v not_o of_o god_n he_o cast_v out_o devil_n by_o the_o prince_n of_o devil_n he_o have_v the_o devil_n he_o seduce_v the_o people_n he_o be_v a_o glutton_n and_o a_o drinker_n of_o wine_n a_o friend_n of_o publican_n and_o sinner_n matth._n 11.9_o why_o do_v thou_o weep_v oh_o man_n why_o be_v thy_o thought_n perplex_v and_o the_o peace_n of_o thy_o mind_n disturb_v when_o thou_o do_v feel_v the_o sting_n of_o venomous_a tongue_n or_o endure_v the_o stormy_a tempest_n of_o injurious_a word_n do_v thou_o not_o hear_v what_o monstrous_a slander_n bitter_a taunt_n and_o opprobrious_a speech_n be_v belch_v out_o against_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n only_o for_o thy_o cause_n and_o thy_o sin_n yet_o he_o do_v patient_o digest_v the_o extreme_a bitterness_n of_o their_o cruel_a malice_n and_o do_v always_o seek_v by_o gentle_a mildness_n and_o work_n of_o mercy_n to_o mollify_v their_o hard_a heart_n and_o to_o induce_v they_o to_o true_a repentance_n if_o they_o have_v call_v the_o master_n of_o the_o house_n belzebub_n how_o much_o more_o will_v they_o call_v they_o of_o his_o household_n mat._n 10.25_o luke_n 11.15_o but_o thou_o oh_o righteous_a and_o innocent_a jesus_n do_v patient_o hear_v and_o constant_o sustain_v their_o blasphemous_a word_n spiteful_a derision_n and_o taunt_a speech_n although_o oftentimes_o they_o be_v carry_v with_o such_o a_o violent_a stream_n of_o rage_a fury_n against_o thou_o that_o they_o assail_v thou_o with_o stone_n hate_v nothing_o so_o much_o as_o thy_o bless_a life_n and_o hasten_v nothing_o so_o much_o as_o thy_o curse_a death_n and_o thou_o become_v before_o they_o as_o a_o man_n which_o hear_v not_o all_o and_o as_o one_o that_o be_v dumb_a have_v no_o word_n of_o reproof_n in_o thy_o mouth_n section_n viii_o last_o they_o value_v thy_o righteous_a and_o precious_a blood_n but_o at_o thirty_o piece_n of_o silver_n betray_v unto_o they_o by_o thy_o unkind_a disciple_n the_o son_n of_o perdition_n greedy_o desire_v with_o extreme_a hate_n without_o any_o shadow_n of_o just_a cause_n to_o hasten_v thy_o cruel_a death_n it_o be_v not_o a_o strange_a thing_n or_o a_o conceal_a secret_n exclude_v from_o the_o search_n of_o thy_o knowledge_n because_o the_o most_o covert_a cogitation_n of_o every_o heart_n be_v open_a unto_o thou_o that_o one_o of_o thy_o own_o disciple_n shall_v prove_v disloyal_a treacherous_o conspire_v against_o thou_o and_o like_o a_o traitor_n sell_v thou_o his_o gracious_a lord_n &_o kind_a master_n for_o a_o small_a piece_n of_o money_n when_o as_o at_o the_o supper_n where_o thou_o do_v wash_v thy_o disciple_n foot_n thou_o do_v not_o disdain_v to_o handle_v wash_v and_o wipe_v with_o thy_o most_o holy_a hand_n the_o curse_a foot_n of_o that_o damn_a traitor_n swift_a to_o shed_v blood_n kneel_v down_o before_o he_o john_n 13.4.5_o oh_o wonderful_a example_n of_o humility_n oh_o patience_n most_o worthy_a of_o continual_a admiration_n but_o why_o do_v thou_o walk_v with_o thy_o outstretch_v neck_n oh_o earth_n and_o ash_n do_v pride_n still_o lift_v thou_o up_o do_v fret_a anger_n evermore_o molest_v thou_o behold_v and_o look_v upon_o the_o lord_n jesus_n the_o mirror_n of_o humility_n and_o meekness_n the_o creator_n of_o every_o creature_n the_o fearful_a judge_n of_o the_o quick_a and_o the_o dead_a bow_v his_o knee_n before_o the_o foot_n of_o a_o man_n that_o shall_v traitorous_o betray_v he_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o deadly_a foe_n who_o long_o thirst_v for_o his_o innocent_a blood_n loathe_v his_o godly_a life_n and_o can_v never_o quench_v the_o rage_a flame_n of_o their_o fury_n until_o they_o have_v act_v the_o lamentable_a tragedy_n of_o his_o most_o cruel_a death_n learn_v therefore_o of_o he_o because_o he_o be_v meek_a in_o mind_n and_o lowly_a in_o heart_n debase_v thy_o high_a and_o lofty_a look_n and_o let_v the_o feel_a sense_n of_o thy_o scornful_a pride_n confound_v and_o cast_v down_o thy_o haughty_a thought_n and_o blush_v at_o thy_o furious_a madness_n and_o sigh_v at_o the_o inward_a sight_n of_o thy_o impatient_a folly_n this_o also_o oh_o loving_a lord_n be_v a_o plain_a argument_n of_o thy_o marvellous_a kindness_n and_o extraordinary_a favour_n that_o thou_o will_v not_o public_o detect_v the_o mischievous_a malice_n and_o open_o disclose_v the_o horrible_a treason_n of_o thy_o graceless_a disciple_n and_o odious_a traitor_n but_o do_v only_a in_o the_o assembly_n of_o his_o brethren_n very_o slight_o admonish_v he_o to_o hasten_v his_o intent_a purpose_n john_n 13.27_o nevertheless_o neither_o the_o sweet_a stream_n of_o thy_o mercy_n can_v quench_v the_o burn_a fire_n of_o his_o fury_n nor_o the_o grace_n of_o thy_o humility_n stay_v the_o rage_n of_o his_o madness_n but_o he_o depart_v out_o of_o the_o house_n labour_v diligent_o to_o bring_v his_o wicked_a designment_n into_o act_n which_o as_o yet_o lay_v cover_v in_o his_o treacherous_a heart_n john_n 13.30_o section_n ix_o how_o do_v thou_o fall_v from_o heaven_n oh_o cleere-shining_a lucifer_n which_o do_v appear_v so_o bright_a at_o thy_o rise_n in_o the_o morning_n thou_o once_o be_v beautiful_a with_o exceed_a glory_n place_v in_o pleasant_a paradise_n where_o all_o thing_n be_v abound_v which_o may_v breed_v delight_n who_o happy_a state_n do_v stand_v still_o at_o a_o stay_n subject_a to_o no_o contrary_a change_n have_v the_o citizen_n of_o heaven_n for_o thy_o love_a companion_n &_o pure_a manna_n of_o the_o divine_a word_n for_o thy_o daily_a food_n how_o be_v thou_o now_o tumble_v
jesus_n be_v lead_v to_o annas_n and_o how_o he_o be_v there_o beat_v and_o buffet_v etc._n etc._n page_n 152_o med._n 9_o how_o the_o lord_n jesus_n be_v lead_v from_o annas_n to_o caiphas_n and_o of_o his_o scourge_v there_o etc._n etc._n page_n 172_o med._n 10._o how_o peter_n deny_v his_o master_n thrice_o &_o of_o his_o repentant_a weep_n etc._n etc._n page_n 184_o med._n 11._o how_o jesus_n be_v send_v unto_o pilate_n &_o of_o his_o usage_n there_o pag._n 205_o med._n 12._o how_o pilate_n cause_v jesus_n to_o be_v scourge_v and_o then_o pronounce_v sentence_n of_o death_n against_o he_o pag._n 213_o med._n 13._o how_o christ_n bear_v his_o cross_n on_o his_o shoulder_n be_v lead_v to_o mount_n caluarie_n to_o be_v crucify_v page_n 250_o med._n 14._o of_o the_o cruel_a and_o bitter_a crucify_a of_o our_o lord_n jesu_n perform_v on_o mount-caluary_a page_n 285_o med._n 15._o of_o the_o derision_n and_o scornful_a speech_n utter_v to_o the_o lord_n jesus_n when_o he_o be_v nail_v on_o the_o cross_n page_n 319_o med._n 16._o concern_v the_o lamentation_n of_o the_o virgin_n mary_n behold_v her_o son_n upon_o the_o cross_n page_n 331_o med._n 17._o of_o the_o eclipse_n and_o obscuration_n of_o the_o sun_n about_o the_o nine_o hour_n and_o of_o the_o four_o speech_n which_o christ_n use_v upon_o the_o cross_n page_n 343_o med._n 18._o of_o the_o five_o &_o sixth_o word_n which_o the_o lord_n jesus_n speak_v upon_o the_o cross_n to_o wit_n i_o thirst_v and_o it_o be_v finish_v page_n 355_o med._n 19_o how_o christ_n give_v up_o the_o ghost_n &_o of_o the_o wonder_n then_o wrought_v and_o his_o death_n page_n 369_o med._n 20._o of_o jesus_n christ_n his_o burial_n and_o of_o the_o lamentation_n of_o his_o mother_n and_o other_o woman_n for_o his_o death_n page_n 381_o med._n 21._o of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n his_o resurrection_n of_o his_o appearance_n to_o his_o disciple_n of_o his_o ascension_n into_o heaven_n and_o of_o his_o come_n to_o judgement_n page_n 397_o finis_fw-la o_o my_o father_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a let_v this_o cup_n pass_v from_o i_o he_o kneel_v down_o and_o pray_v but_o be_v in_o a_o agony_n he_o pray_v more_o earnest_o and_o his_o sweat_n be_v like_o drop_n of_o blood_n trikle_v down_o to_o the_o ground_n luke_n 22.44_o sit_v you_o here_o whil_n i_o go_v and_o pray_v yonder_o most_o devout_n meditation_n upon_o the_o most_o holy_a and_o bitter_a passion_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n med_n i._o a_o meditation_n of_o the_o come_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n into_o jerusalem_n ride_v upon_o a_o ass_n and_o the_o bring_n in_o of_o he_o into_o the_o city_n with_o song_n and_o praise_n and_o of_o his_o return_n into_o bethany_n the_o same_o day_n into_o 21.5_o into_o mat._n 21.5_o jerusalem_n our_o saviour_n ride_v upon_o a_o 21.7_o a_o mat._n 21.7_o ass_n a_o simple_a harmless_a beast_n the_o people_n spread_v their_o 21.8_o their_o mat._n 21.8_o clothes_n and_o bough_n beside_o cry_v 21.9_o cry_v mat._n 21.9_o hosanna_n thou_o in_o heaven_n high_a the_o time_n approach_v which_o the_o divine_a providence_n have_v from_o eternity_n prefix_v in_o which_o my_o most_o kind_a and_o love_a jesus_n shall_v come_v to_o his_o preordain_a passion_n &_o cruel_a death_n of_o the_o cross_n which_o he_o willing_o come_v to_o undergo_v be_v the_o only_o beget_v of_o god_n incarnate_v in_o the_o womb_n of_o the_o virgin_n as_o through_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o his_o life_n he_o show_v exceed_v great_a humility_n so_o towards_o the_o hour_n of_o his_o passion_n come_v to_o the_o place_n where_o he_o shall_v endure_v the_o torment_n of_o a_o most_o shameful_a &_o cruel_a death_n he_o take_v his_o entrance_n from_o humility_n when_o ride_v meek_o upon_o a_o ass_n he_o come_v to_o the_o city_n where_o he_o shall_v sustain_v the_o undeserued_a punishment_n of_o the_o cross_n therefore_o when_o the_o lord_n jesus_n six_o day_n before_o the_o passeover_n have_v make_v his_o supper_n with_o his_o disciple_n in_o bethanie_n the_o town_n of_o marie_n and_o martha_n in_o the_o house_n of_o simon_n the_o leper_n which_o be_v a_o friend_n to_o the_o say_v mary_n and_o martha_n where_o mary_n also_o have_v pour_v a_o alabaster_n box_n of_o precious_a ointment_n upon_o his_o head_n the_o morning_n follow_v very_o early_o most_o kind_a jesus_n call_v two_o of_o his_o disciple_n say_v go_v into_o the_o town_n which_o be_v over_o against_o you_o where_o you_o shall_v find_v a_o she-asse_n tie_v and_o her_o colt_n lose_v they_o and_o bring_v they_o unto_o i_o and_o if_o any_o man_n shall_v say_v any_o thing_n against_o you_o say_v that_o the_o lord_n have_v need_v of_o they_o and_o straightway_o they_o will_v let_v they_o go_v the_o lowly_a and_o love_a disciple_n obey_v the_o commandment_n of_o their_o master_n license_v be_v free_o grant_v to_o they_o by_o the_o lord_n of_o all_o creature_n they_o present_v the_o shee-asse_n and_o her_o colt_n to_o their_o belove_a redeemer_n then_o jesus_n ride_v upon_o the_o ass_n direct_v his_o journey_n towards_o jerusalem_n and_o when_o he_o come_v to_o the_o go_v down_o of_o the_o mount_n olive_n many_o people_n which_o be_v come_v thither_o have_v hear_v of_o the_o strange_a miracle_n of_o lazarus_n who_o jesus_n raise_v out_o of_o his_o grave_n go_v forth_o to_o meet_v he_o and_o that_o they_o may_v do_v he_o the_o great_a honour_n some_o spread_v their_o garment_n upon_o the_o ground_n other_o cut_v down_o bough_n from_o the_o tree_n and_o strew_v they_o upon_o the_o earth_n and_o all_o of_o they_o some_o go_v before_o and_o some_o come_n behind_o cry_v hosanna_n to_o the_o son_n of_o david_n bless_a be_v he_o which_o come_v in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o with_o these_o praise_n and_o jubily_n they_o bring_v love_v jesus_n even_o to_o the_o gate_n of_o jerusalem_n follow_v after_o he_o with_o his_o disciple_n and_o after_o jesus_n behold_v the_o city_n he_o now_o foreknowing_a the_o destruction_n of_o it_o to_o come_v move_v with_o compassion_n pour_v forth_o tear_n over_o it_o but_o the_o pharise_n and_o scribe_n inflame_v with_o the_o fire_n of_o envy_n see_v jesus_n to_o be_v extol_v with_o admiration_n and_o honour_n rebuke_v sole_a redemption_n to_o deliver_v we_o out_o of_o the_o bondage_n of_o eternal_a death_n and_o from_o the_o intolerable_a pain_n of_o everlasting_a damnation_n to_o be_v make_v coheire_n with_o he_o of_o a_o most_o bless_a life_n in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n learn_v therefore_o oh_o my_o soul_n to_o imitate_v thy_o bless_a saviour_n who_o abstain_v from_o meat_n to_o do_v the_o will_n of_o his_o heavenly_a father_n by_o seek_v by_o all_o mean_n to_o win_v their_o soul_n who_o be_v void_a of_o all_o humanity_n send_v he_o fast_v out_o of_o their_o city_n oh_o hard-hearted_a jew_n to_o give_v such_o unkind_a entertainment_n to_o my_o bountiful_a lord_n and_o love_a jesus_n but_o be_v thou_o kind_a oh_o my_o soul_n like_o lazarus_n and_o ready_a like_o mary_n and_o martha_n to_o receive_v thy_o saviour_n that_o he_o may_v give_v thou_o everlasting_a bread_n for_o thy_o food_n and_o water_n of_o eternal_a life_n for_o thy_o drink_n come_v and_o sup_v with_o i_o my_o sweet_a saviour_n vouchsafe_v to_o enter_v into_o my_o simple_a cottage_n i_o confess_v i_o be_o unworthy_a that_o thou_o shall_v come_v under_o my_o roof_n yet_o i_o know_v that_o thou_o be_v always_o willing_a to_o come_v where_o thou_o be_v kind_o and_o friendly_o invite_v open_v thou_o the_o door_n of_o my_o heart_n that_o thou_o may_v enter_v and_o dwell_v with_o i_o for_o ever_o then_o salvation_n shall_v come_v to_o my_o whole_a house_n than_o i_o shall_v lie_v down_o to_o sleep_v in_o peace_n and_o rise_v again_o without_o any_o dread_n of_o danger_n for_o i_o shall_v be_v safe_o cover_v under_o the_o shadow_n of_o thy_o wing_n and_o remain_v in_o peaceable_a security_n under_o thy_o mighty_a protection_n consider_v oh_o my_o soul_n and_o meditate_v often_o in_o thy_o inward_a thought_n of_o the_o strange_a ingratitude_n of_o the_o stony-hearted_a jew_n towards_o thy_o saviour_n jesus_n who_o will_v not_o afford_v he_o so_o much_o as_o a_o meal_n meat_n at_o night_n for_o his_o great_a pain_n he_o take_v with_o they_o all_o the_o day_n but_o he_o be_v constrain_v to_o return_v hungry_a with_o his_o disciple_n from_o so_o oppulent_a and_o populous_a a_o city_n to_o bethanie_n a_o poor_a and_o small_a village_n there_o to_o refresh_v his_o weary_a and_o weak_a body_n where_o he_o make_v so_o small_a a_o supper_n that_o he_o return_v hungry_a to_o jerusalem_n the_o next_o morning_n and_o spy_v a_o figtree_n which_o have_v only_o fair_a leaf_n hypocrisy_n beware_v of_o hypocrisy_n but_o no_o fruit_n to_o slake_v his_o hunger_n or_o to_o
disciple_n which_o follow_v he_o have_v their_o face_n pale_a with_o fear_n their_o mind_n perplex_v with_o doubt_n and_o their_o heart_n drown_v with_o flood_n of_o sorrow_n oh_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v so_o happy_a as_o to_o have_v a_o little_a taste_n of_o the_o sweetness_n of_o his_o word_n and_o to_o have_v some_o relish_n of_o his_o comfortable_a admonition_n which_o he_o make_v by_o the_o way_n to_o his_o sorrowful_a disciple_n to_o refresh_v their_o faint_a spirit_n and_o to_o establish_v their_o doubtful_a mind_n what_o plenty_n of_o bitter_a tear_n do_v the_o apostle_n pour_v down_o by_o their_o cheek_n when_o they_o see_v and_o hear_v their_o lord_n and_o master_n speak_v so_o gentle_o unto_o they_o he_o propound_v unto_o they_o as_o i_o suppose_v all_o thing_n which_o he_o have_v do_v with_o they_o at_o his_o last_o supper_n and_o the_o word_n he_o have_v speak_v unto_o they_o and_o also_o after_o what_o manner_n he_o shall_v be_v deliver_v to_o death_n that_o night_n behold_v his_o disciple_n amaze_v at_o his_o woeful_a word_n and_o hear_v with_o attentive_a ear_n the_o sweet_a admonition_n of_o their_o careful_a master_n they_o all_o give_v heedy_a attention_n to_o every_o word_n that_o come_v out_o of_o the_o mouth_n of_o their_o belove_a lord_n communicate_v so_o gentle_o with_o they_o oh_o woeful_a separation_n oh_o lamentable_a departure_n now_o a_o most_o kind_a and_o love_a master_n shall_v be_v separate_v from_o his_o belove_a disciple_n a_o wakeful_a shepherd_n from_o his_o harmless_a sheep_n yea_o a_o love_a father_n from_o his_o belove_a child_n what_o marvel_n be_v it_o then_o if_o their_o mirth_n be_v change_v into_o mourning_n their_o joy_n into_o sadness_n and_o their_o solace_n into_o sorrow_n they_o know_v well_o by_o experience_n how_o joyful_a how_o pleasant_a it_o be_v to_o remain_v with_o their_o belove_a jesus_n and_o to_o enjoy_v his_o bless_a society_n therefore_o they_o have_v good_a cause_n to_o be_v amaze_v with_o sadness_n and_o to_o be_v wound_v with_o sorrow_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o their_o love_a redeemer_n oh_o what_o pitiful_a word_n as_o i_o suppose_v what_o lamentable_a voice_n do_v they_o utter_v say_v will_v thou_o leave_v we_o our_o most_o gracious_a master_n like_o silly_a orphan_n deprive_v of_o comfort_n will_v thou_o leave_v we_o in_o a_o sea_n of_o sorrow_n without_o a_o pilot_n where_o shall_v we_o hope_v for_o consolation_n where_o shall_v we_o seek_v for_o help_v in_o thy_o absence_n and_o as_o they_o can_v not_o refrain_v themselves_o from_o sorrow_n so_o he_o their_o most_o love_a shepherd_n be_v ready_a to_o give_v they_o sweet_a comfort_n cheer_v up_o their_o droop_a mind_n with_o assure_a hope_n of_o his_o powerful_a help_n and_o comfort_v their_o sorrowful_a heart_n with_o his_o never-failing_a promise_n of_o his_o everlasting_a love_n tell_v they_o that_o although_o he_o be_v absent_a from_o they_o in_o body_n yet_o he_o will_v always_o be_v present_a with_o they_o by_o his_o holy_a spirit_n i_o think_v our_o most_o merciful_a lord_n can_v not_o contain_v his_o tear_n he_o have_v such_o tender_a compassion_n towards_o his_o sorrowful_a disciple_n so_o kind_n be_v his_o affection_n towards_o they_o so_o great_a be_v their_o reciprocal_a love_n towards_o he_o cleave_z thou_o also_o oh_o my_o soul_n to_o this_o most_o holy_a and_o heavenly_a company_n and_o follow_v thy_o lord_n weep_v and_o sigh_v sorrow_a and_o lament_v for_o he_o which_o go_v to_o die_v for_o thy_o transgression_n and_o to_o be_v sacrifice_v for_o thy_o sin_n say_v unto_o he_o faithful_o lord_n i_o will_v follow_v thou_o wheresoever_o thou_o go_v i_o be_o ready_a to_o go_v with_o thou_o into_o prison_n and_o to_o death_n now_o alas_o oh_o my_o love_a jesus_n thou_o do_v arm_v thy_o belove_a disciple_n with_o spiritual_a weapon_n and_o do_v labour_n by_o comfortable_a exhortation_n to_o expel_v cowardly_a fear_n out_o of_o their_o heart_n and_o to_o settle_v a_o constant_a courage_n in_o their_o doubtful_a mind_n that_o they_o may_v not_o be_v dismay_v in_o the_o day_n of_o peril_n nor_o falsify_v their_o faith_n for_o dread_n of_o any_o worldly_a affliction_n but_o most_o wicked_a judas_n be_v busy_v to_o furnish_v the_o jew_n with_o deadly_a weapon_n that_o they_o may_v wrongful_o apprehend_v thou_o and_o cruel_o condemn_v thou_o to_o a_o shameful_a death_n what_o damnable_a deed_n have_v thou_o do_v thou_o detestable_a traitor_n what_o infernal_a frenzy_n possess_v thy_o mind_n what_o hellish_a fury_n pervert_v thy_o understanding_n thou_o do_v leave_v a_o most_o gentle_a master_n sit_v at_o the_o table_n with_o his_o disciple_n friendly_a eat_n and_o familiar_o talk_v with_o they_o the_o king_n of_o heaven_n and_o sovereign_a lord_n of_o the_o whole_a earth_n who_o be_v able_a to_o have_v make_v thou_o partaker_n of_o his_o eternal_a kingdom_n where_o thou_o may_v have_v live_v in_o happiness_n without_o measure_n and_o joy_n without_o end_n and_o thou_o do_v follow_v the_o devil_n who_o lead_v thou_o to_o the_o jew_n to_o bargain_n with_o they_o to_o betray_v into_o their_o hand_n thy_o gracious_a lord_n and_o bounteous_a master_n and_o as_o thou_o have_v be_v obedient_a to_o his_o will_n so_o shall_v thou_o be_v partaker_n of_o his_o reward_n who_o abide_v in_o the_o prison_n of_o everlasting_a darkness_n torment_v in_o the_o fire_n who_o flame_n be_v never_o slake_v nor_o shall_v ever_o be_v extinguish_v but_o now_o oh_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o leave_v damn_v judas_n a_o fearful_a spectacle_n for_o all_o horrible_a traitor_n and_o let_v we_o return_v to_o innocent_a jesus_n enter_v into_o the_o garden_n with_o his_o disciple_n where_o he_o exhort_v they_o to_o watch_v careful_o and_o to_o pray_v earnest_o that_o they_o may_v not_o fall_v into_o temptation_n nor_o run_v into_o danger_n here_o my_o saviour_n begin_v to_o taste_v of_o the_o bitter_a cup_n of_o sorrow_n and_o to_o feel_v the_o pang_n of_o humane_a affliction_n his_o spirit_n weary_v with_o heaviness_n and_o his_o mind_n tire_v with_o sadness_n so_o that_o he_o crave_v comfort_n of_o his_o disciple_n say_v can_v you_o not_o watch_v with_o i_o one_o hour_n stay_v here_o oh_o my_o soul_n strain_v forth_o tear_n from_o thy_o eye_n and_o throng_v forth_o sigh_n from_o thy_o heart_n draw_v near_o and_o express_v thy_o compassion_n towards_o thy_o afflict_a jesus_n behold_v how_o his_o countenance_n be_v change_v &_o his_o face_n cover_v with_o paleness_n he_o be_v scant_o able_a to_o utter_v in_o word_n the_o sorrow_n of_o his_o heavy_a heart_n and_o what_o do_v he_o say_v my_o soul_n be_v heavy_a even_o unto_o death_n thy_o word_n oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a jesus_n do_v not_o a_o little_a amaze_n my_o mind_n and_o affright_v my_o perplex_a thought_n for_o what_o do_v thou_o fear_v why_o be_v thou_o touch_v with_o sorrow_n why_o be_v thou_o press_v with_o heaviness_n from_o whence_o oh_o my_o love_a lord_n do_v arise_v the_o cause_n of_o thy_o sadness_n do_v thou_o fear_v any_o imminent_a danger_n do_v thou_o dread_v the_o punishment_n which_o thou_o be_v about_o to_o suffer_v but_o for_o what_o other_o thing_n oh_o sweet_a lord_n do_v thou_o come_v into_o the_o world_n for_o what_o other_o end_n most_o bless_a saviour_n do_v thou_o assume_v flesh_n unto_o thou_o in_o the_o womb_n of_o the_o bless_a virgin_n but_o that_o by_o thy_o death_n thou_o shall_v destroy_v our_o death_n and_o save_v that_o which_o be_v lose_v what_o benefit_n have_v we_o reap_v by_o thy_o birth_n how_o can_v we_o have_v rejoice_v for_o the_o happy_a day_n of_o thy_o bless_a nativity_n if_o our_o condemn_a soul_n have_v not_o be_v redeem_v to_o life_n by_o thy_o most_o precious_a death_n if_o thou_o oh_o my_o love_a jesus_n have_v refuse_v to_o die_v for_o i_o who_o shall_v have_v satisfy_v for_o my_o sin_n what_o can_v have_v cure_v my_o loathsome_a leprosy_n but_o the_o drop_n of_o thy_o blood_n what_o can_v restore_v i_o to_o life_n but_o thy_o innocent_a death_n what_o do_v move_v thou_o to_o die_v for_o i_o but_o thy_o exceed_a mercy_n whereas_o my_o loving_a saviour_n thou_o be_v subject_a to_o fear_v and_o heavy_a with_o the_o terror_n of_o death_n there_o appear_v unto_o we_o the_o verity_n of_o thy_o humanity_n not_o exempt_v from_o the_o passion_n of_o our_o nature_n yet_o always_o free_a from_o the_o infection_n of_o sin_n and_o clear_a from_o the_o spot_n of_o iniquity_n wherefore_o we_o may_v the_o more_o bold_o be_v most_o earnest_a suitor_n unto_o thou_o to_o obtain_v thy_o succour_n in_o the_o time_n of_o our_o necessity_n and_o to_o call_v for_o thy_o sweet_a mercy_n in_o our_o bitter_a misery_n because_o we_o be_v assure_v that_o thou_o in_o thy_o humanity_n have_v have_v a_o sense_n of_o our_o suffering_n behold_v also_o now_o my_o soul_n his_o faithful_a
poison_v thy_o affection_n thou_o go_v about_o in_o thy_o monstrous_a madness_n and_o unbrideled_a fury_n to_o kill_v the_o immortal_a lord_n who_o be_v truth_n itself_o to_o direct_v we_o and_o life_n itself_o to_o quicken_v we_o and_o to_o bring_v he_o to_o the_o slaughter_n who_o only_o be_v able_a and_o none_o but_o he_o to_o bring_v all_o man_n to_o death_n &_o to_o restore_v all_o man_n to_o life_n tell_v i_o i_o pray_v thou_o thou_o wicked_a and_o foolish_a madman_n be_v not_o thou_o also_o as_o well_o as_o the_o other_o disciple_n with_o the_o lord_n jesus_n when_o he_o reviue_v the_o maiden_n which_o be_v dead_a when_o he_o cure_v the_o son_n of_o the_o ruler_n when_o he_o raise_v lazarus_n out_o of_o his_o grave_n when_o he_o cleanse_v the_o leper_n heal_v the_o man_n sick_a of_o the_o palsy_n deliver_v they_o which_o be_v possess_v with_o devil_n when_o he_o make_v he_o to_o see_v which_o be_v bear_v blind_a and_o restore_v many_o other_o to_o their_o sight_n tell_v i_o i_o pray_v thou_o have_v he_o be_v able_a to_o have_v do_v these_o miracle_n if_o god_n have_v not_o be_v with_o he_o what_o egyptian_a darkness_n have_v blind_v thy_o eye_n that_o thou_o can_v not_o see_v his_o divinity_n what_o ignorance_n have_v blinde-folded_n thy_o understanding_n that_o thou_o can_v not_o know_v he_o to_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n by_o his_o admirable_a work_n where_o be_v thou_o when_o at_o two_o sundry_a time_n he_o feed_v a_o great_a multitude_n of_o people_n with_o a_o little_a bread_n and_o a_o few_o fish_n but_o to_o let_v these_o merciful_a and_o miraculous_a work_n pass_v which_o he_o do_v for_o other_o why_o do_v not_o these_o gracious_a and_o charitable_a deed_n which_o he_o perform_v towards_o thou_o so_o move_v thy_o mind_n that_o although_o thou_o have_v imagine_v yet_o thou_o may_v not_o have_v practise_v thy_o horrible_a intend_a mischief_n against_o he_o remember_v thou_o most_o wretched_a creature_n and_o ungrateful_a disciple_n how_o thy_o humble_a master_n wash_v thy_o foot_n john_n 13.5_o how_o shall_v this_o wonderful_a humility_n of_o so_o great_a a_o master_n have_v humble_v thy_o mind_n be_v so_o base_a a_o servant_n remember_v how_o he_o always_o extend_v the_o token_n of_o his_o love_n to_o thou_o as_o he_o do_v to_o the_o other_o apostle_n yet_o no_o kindness_n can_v restrain_v thy_o wicked_a will_n nor_o change_v thy_o covetous_a mind_n consider_v thou_o most_o ungrateful_a and_o cruel_a traitor_n how_o often_o my_o love_a jesus_n do_v mild_o admonish_v thou_o that_o thou_o shall_v retire_v from_o thy_o wicked_a purpose_n who_o all-seeing_a eye_n be_v able_a to_o penetrate_v into_o the_o dark_a corner_n of_o thy_o heart_n and_o to_o search_v the_o secret_n of_o thy_o inward_a bowel_n it_o may_v have_v check_v thy_o guilty_a conscience_n when_o he_o say_v after_o he_o have_v wash_v his_o disciple_n foot_n you_o be_v clean_o but_o not_o all_o john_n 13.11_o and_o again_o i_o speak_v not_o of_o all_o of_o you_o i_o know_v who_o i_o have_v choose_v john_n 13.18_o but_o although_o these_o general_a reprehension_n be_v motive_n of_o small_a moment_n to_o mollify_v thy_o stony_a heart_n yet_o he_o speak_v unto_o thou_o particular_o say_v do_v that_o quick_o which_o thou_o be_v about_o to_o do_v john_n 13.27_o do_v thou_o not_o clear_o see_v that_o he_o know_v thy_o inward_a thought_n and_o the_o secret_a plot_n of_o thy_o wicked_a counsel_n and_o who_o but_o god_n be_v able_a to_o know_v the_o secret_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o to_o discover_v our_o hide_a cogitation_n but_o be_v not_o thy_o heart_n as_o flinty_a as_o a_o adamant_n that_o it_o do_v not_o relent_v with_o sorrow_n be_v not_o thy_o forehead_n as_o hard_o as_o brass_n that_o thou_o do_v not_o blush_v for_o shame_n be_v not_o thy_o eye_n more_o dry_a than_o a_o rock_n that_o they_o can_v shed_v no_o tear_n when_o thy_o love_a master_n and_o my_o belove_a lord_n say_v mild_o unto_o thou_o what_o judas_n do_v thou_o betray_v the_o son_n of_o man_n with_o a_o kiss_n luke_n 22.48_o oh_o great_a humility_n exceed_o meekness_n most_o admirable_a clemency_n of_o my_o saviour_n jesus_n yet_o neither_o the_o mildness_n of_o his_o word_n nor_o wonderfulnesse_n of_o his_o work_n can_v soften_v thy_o obdurate_a heart_n or_o reclaim_v thy_o obstinate_a mind_n oh_o thou_o pernicious_a traitor_n my_o saviour_n call_v he_o friend_n mat._n 26.10_o who_o he_o know_v to_o be_v a_o direful_a foe_n that_o the_o meekness_n of_o the_o name_n may_v have_v a_o little_a calm_v the_o fury_n of_o his_o nature_n but_o the_o devil_n have_v sow_v such_o naughty_a seed_n in_o the_o furrow_n of_o his_o covetous_a heart_n that_o he_o become_v a_o wicked_a guide_n to_o deliver_v his_o love_a master_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o bloody_a enemy_n who_o hate_v his_o innocent_a life_n have_v long_v for_o opportunity_n to_o put_v he_o to_o a_o cruel_a and_o shameful_a death_n tell_v i_o thou_o damn_a judas_n what_o bring_v thou_o into_o such_o a_o hellish_a frenzy_n that_o thou_o do_v complot_v with_o the_o bloody_a jew_n to_o betray_v thy_o gracious_a lord_n with_o a_o token_n of_o kindness_n have_v thirsty_a covetousness_n so_o inflame_v thy_o mind_n that_o thou_o do_v run_v headlong_o to_o sell_v thy_o soul_n for_o a_o little_a piece_n of_o money_n if_o thou_o have_v come_v like_o a_o foe_n thy_o crime_n have_v not_o be_v so_o heinous_a nor_o thy_o cruelty_n so_o odious_a but_o thou_o like_o a_o cozen_a hypocrite_n do_v cunning_o mask_v thy_o deadly_a hate_n with_o the_o vizard_n of_o counterfeit_a love_n thou_o do_v salute_v my_o love_a jesus_n with_o no_o friendly_a but_o a_o deadly_a kiss_n that_o with_o this_o token_n of_o peace_n and_o kindness_n thou_o may_v cast_v a_o mist_n before_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o faithful_a disciple_n that_o they_o may_v think_v thou_o have_v nothing_o to_o do_v with_o those_o wicked_a person_n who_o come_v to_o apprehend_v their_o lord_n &_o master_n thou_o think_v thou_o have_v complot_v so_o cunning_o and_o contrive_v thy_o matter_n so_o careful_o that_o all_o shall_v have_v be_v hide_v in_o darkness_n and_o no_o man_n have_v know_v thy_o damnable_a practice_n but_o only_o the_o curse_a crew_n of_o thy_o confederate_n but_o the_o devil_n who_o be_v the_o author_n to_o allure_v thou_o to_o this_o mischief_n do_v beguile_v thou_o with_o a_o deceitful_a imagination_n and_o so_o he_o will_v do_v all_o other_o that_o follow_v thy_o crooked_a step_n and_o walk_v in_o thy_o curse_a way_n such_o juggle_a hypocritical_a trick_n may_v often_o be_v hood_v from_o the_o dim_a sight_n of_o man_n but_o they_o can_v never_o be_v hide_v from_o the_o all-seeing_a eye_n of_o almighty_a god_n thou_o come_v with_o a_o word_n of_o peace_n in_o thy_o mouth_n when_o thou_o do_v pretend_v nothing_o but_o war_n in_o thy_o heart_n thy_o speech_n be_v as_o soft_a as_o butter_n but_o thy_o inward_a thought_n be_v more_o sharp_a than_o a_o raisor_n thou_o do_v presume_v to_o offer_v a_o traitor_n kiss_n mat._n 26.49_o to_o my_o bless_a saviour_n when_o thy_o lip_n be_v full_a of_o poison_n and_o thy_o throat_n a_o open_a sepulchre_n thou_o come_v like_o a_o subtle_a fox_n to_o salute_v he_o with_o a_o word_n of_o health_n when_o thou_o be_v a_o wicked_a guide_n to_o a_o hand_n of_o cruel_a soldier_n who_o mean_v he_o nothing_o but_o hurt_n so_o strong_a be_v the_o desire_n of_o filthy_a lucre_n to_o hale_v thou_o to_o mischief_n so_o eager_a be_v thy_o greedy_a appetite_n to_o bite_v at_o this_o pleasant_a bait_n that_o thou_o can_v not_o see_v the_o kill_a hook_n for_o when_o thou_o do_v sell_v the_o precious_a life_n of_o thy_o love_a master_n thou_o do_v give_v thy_o damn_a soul_n to_o the_o devil_n to_o be_v torment_v with_o he_o for_o ever_o in_o the_o fire_n which_o flame_v continual_o and_o burn_v so_o extreme_o that_o the_o pain_n of_o the_o least_o sparkle_n of_o it_o be_v more_o than_o intolerable_a wherefore_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n so_o mollify_v my_o heart_n and_o moderate_v my_o mind_n which_o be_o thy_o most_o unworthy_a servant_n that_o i_o may_v not_o give_v such_o direful_a and_o deadly_a kiss_n unto_o thou_o which_o be_v my_o most_o kind_a and_o love_a master_n and_o grant_v unto_o i_o by_o thy_o gracious_a clemency_n that_o i_o may_v offer_v unto_o thou_o the_o sweet_a kiss_n of_o loyal_a obedience_n and_o constant_a love_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v say_v unto_o thou_o kiss_v i_o with_o the_o kiss_n of_o thy_o mouth_n cant._n 1.1_o for_o thy_o love_n be_v better_a than_o wine_n run_v oh_o my_o soul_n and_o neither_o let_v the_o bait_n of_o terrene_a pleasure_n nor_o the_o brunt_n of_o worldly_a sorrow_n hinder_v thou_o in_o thy_o way_n when_o thou_o go_v to_o kiss_v thy_o
sweet_a and_o love_a jesus_n but_o first_o of_o all_o kiss_n his_o bless_a foot_n and_o bathe_v they_o as_o mary_n do_v with_o the_o tear_n of_o true_a repentance_n sigh_v and_o groan_v with_o sense_n of_o thy_o sin_n that_o the_o comfort_n of_o his_o mercy_n may_v be_v extend_v unto_o thou_o when_o such_o welcome_a token_n of_o thy_o love_n be_v bestow_v upon_o he_o prostrate_v thyself_o oh_o my_o soul_n on_o the_o earth_n that_o thou_o may_v cease_v to_o be_v wretched_a embrace_v the_o foot_n of_o thy_o jesv_n pacify_v they_o with_o thy_o tear_n who_o spare_v not_o to_o pour_v forth_o blood_n out_o of_o his_o foot_n hand_n heart_n and_o side_n to_o cleanse_v thy_o pollution_n and_o to_o wash_v away_o thy_o sin_n so_o that_o after_o thy_o sorrowful_a contrition_n thou_o may_v hear_v he_o pronounce_v unto_o thou_o the_o joyful_a word_n of_o salvation_n say_v thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v thou_o and_o now_o my_o soul_n after_o we_o have_v fall_v down_o before_o the_o lord_n in_o true_a humility_n and_o have_v pour_v out_o before_o he_o the_o tear_n of_o a_o unfeigned_a contrition_n let_v we_o arise_v with_o a_o comfortable_a heart_n to_o kiss_v his_o bless_a hand_n and_o then_o do_v we_o kiss_v his_o gracious_a hand_n with_o a_o reverend_a and_o lowly_a heart_n when_o our_o mouth_n be_v fill_v with_o his_o worthy_a praise_n for_o his_o bountiful_a benefit_n free_o bestow_v upon_o we_o proclaim_v his_o wonderful_a mercy_n and_o disclaim_v our_o unworthy_a merit_n who_o hand_n have_v raise_v we_o up_o out_o of_o the_o mire_n and_o have_v advance_v we_o to_o everlasting_a honour_n last_o after_o we_o have_v reverent_o kiss_v his_o hand_n we_o may_v more_o bold_o approach_v to_o kiss_v his_o bless_a mouth_n to_o behold_v the_o glory_n of_o our_o creator_n that_o the_o bright_a beam_n of_o his_o countenance_n may_v illuminate_v our_o obscure_a understanding_n and_o that_o his_o sweet_a breath_n may_v so_o inspire_v our_o soul_n that_o all_o our_o cogitation_n may_v be_v consonable_a and_o our_o action_n conformable_a to_o his_o most_o holy_a will_n show_v we_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o countenance_n oh_o my_o love_a jesus_n and_o then_o our_o heart_n shall_v be_v fill_v with_o gladness_n and_o we_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v with_o the_o abundance_n of_o thy_o everlasting_a goodness_n for_o to_o see_v the_o beauty_n of_o thy_o face_n be_v our_o chief_a felicity_n and_o to_o be_v banish_v from_o thy_o face_n be_v our_o endless_a misery_n therefore_o kiss_v the_o son_n lest_o he_o be_v angry_a for_o if_o his_o wrath_n be_v kindle_v yea_o but_o a_o little_a bless_v be_v all_o they_o that_o trust_v in_o he_o psal_n 2.12_o thou_o have_v hear_v oh_o my_o soul_n how_o traitorous_a judas_n betray_v my_o innocent_a jesus_n consider_v the_o cruelty_n of_o the_o one_o wonder_v at_o the_o mildness_n of_o the_o other_o oh_o that_o all_o treacherous_a person_n and_o bloody_a mind_a traitor_n may_v have_v a_o view_n of_o desperate_a judas_n strangle_v himself_o with_o a_o halter_n that_o the_o horror_n of_o his_o curse_a death_n upon_o earth_n and_o the_o terror_n of_o his_o continual_a pain_n in_o hell_n may_v stay_v the_o rage_n of_o their_o furious_a mind_n and_o manacle_v their_o bloody_a hand_n for_o although_o desperate_a judas_n be_v so_o torment_v with_o horror_n of_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n that_o he_o can_v have_v no_o peace_n in_o his_o fearful_a thought_n nor_o choose_v but_o cry_v in_o his_o torment_a misery_n deprive_v of_o all_o hope_n of_o comfortable_a mercy_n i_o have_v sin_v in_o betray_v the_o innocent_a blood_n matth._n 27.4_o and_o can_v find_v no_o other_o medicine_n to_o cure_v his_o desperate_a malady_n but_o the_o help_n of_o a_o halter_n be_v his_o own_o hangman_n to_o shorten_v his_o woeful_a day_n upon_o earth_n that_o he_o may_v make_v the_o more_o haste_n to_o abide_v everlasting_a torment_n in_o hell_n yet_o there_o be_v many_o who_o heart_n be_v so_o sore_o infect_v with_o his_o venomous_a humour_n and_o their_o thought_n so_o poison_v with_o greedy_a desire_n of_o unlawful_a gain_n that_o they_o make_v no_o conscience_n to_o betray_v their_o prince_n and_o country_n to_o prove_v disobedient_a and_o cruel_a to_o their_o natural_a parent_n and_o faithless_a to_o their_o dear_a friend_n yea_o to_o sell_v heaven_n their_o soul_n and_o themselves_o for_o a_o base_a piece_n of_o money_n but_o woeful_a be_v their_o inheritance_n which_o buy_v hell_n for_o their_o purchase_n yet_o let_v i_o not_o so_o bitter_o inveigh_v against_o the_o monstrous_a fact_n of_o curse_a judas_n that_o i_o forget_v the_o mildness_n of_o my_o merciful_a jesus_n who_o do_v not_o rate_n and_o revile_v he_o call_v he_o in_o name_n as_o he_o be_v indeed_o a_o damnable_a traitor_n salute_v his_o master_n with_o a_o kiss_n as_o a_o token_n of_o his_o love_n but_o alas_o it_o be_v only_o to_o betray_v he_o my_o patient_a saviour_n jesus_n call_v he_o by_o the_o name_n of_o a_o friend_n mat._n 26.50_o who_o he_o know_v to_o be_v a_o deadly_a foe_n that_o the_o mildness_n of_o the_o name_n may_v have_v breed_v remorse_n in_o his_o heart_n but_o that_o the_o devil_n have_v take_v full_a possession_n in_o his_o mind_n and_o rule_v powerful_o over_o his_o thought_n but_o why_o do_v my_o love_a saviour_n use_v such_o affable_a word_n to_o such_o a_o detestable_a traitor_n it_o be_v to_o teach_v i_o to_o repress_v my_o affection_n from_o rage_a fury_n when_o any_o of_o his_o wicked_a brood_n lie_v in_o wait_n to_o take_v away_o my_o life_n and_o secret_o seek_v to_o contrive_v my_o death_n teach_v i_o my_o jesu_n to_o imitate_v thy_o patience_n when_o my_o courtesy_n be_v reward_v with_o cruelty_n when_o suppose_a friend_n prove_v faithless_a and_o when_o my_o kindness_n be_v recompense_v with_o bad_a word_n and_o reward_v with_o worse_a deed_n thou_o have_v will_v we_o to_o bless_v they_o that_o curse_v we_o and_o to_o pray_v for_o our_o persecutor_n mat._n 5.44_o but_o our_o flesh_n be_v wayward_a and_o it_o can_v away_o with_o this_o doctrine_n wherefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o gracious_a lord_n to_o lend_v i_o thy_o help_a hand_n it_o be_v thy_o own_o work_n to_o conform_v my_o mind_n to_o thy_o bless_a will_n that_o i_o may_v be_v make_v obsequious_a and_o obedient_a to_o thy_o sacred_a law_n but_o now_o my_o soul_n turn_v aside_o thy_o eye_n from_o hateful_a judas_n to_o look_v upon_o love_a peter_n who_o begin_v to_o be_v touch_v with_o the_o heat_n of_o true_a love_n when_o he_o see_v his_o master_n attach_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o enemy_n and_o do_v bold_o object_v his_o own_o life_n unto_o danger_n that_o he_o may_v deliver_v his_o harmless_a master_n out_o of_o peril_n and_o that_o he_o may_v perform_v in_o deed_n that_o which_o a_o little_a before_o he_o have_v profess_v in_o word_n mat._n 26.35_o joh._n 18.10_o as_o his_o love_n be_v much_o so_o his_o courage_n be_v great_a in_o the_o defence_n of_o his_o dear_o belove_a master_n he_o regard_v not_o the_o multitude_n that_o come_v against_o he_o he_o respect_v not_o how_o well_o they_o be_v arm_v his_o true_a heart_n dread_v no_o danger_n but_o so_o soon_o as_o he_o see_v his_o dread_a master_n judasly_n betray_v and_o cruel_o apprehend_v by_o his_o malicious_a foe_n he_o draw_v out_o his_o sword_n and_o lay_v about_o he_o and_o cut_v off_o malchus_n his_o ear_n thy_o love_n be_v strong_a love_a peter_n although_o thy_o strength_n be_v feeble_a to_o resist_v so_o many_o so_o ill-minded_n and_o so_o well_o arm_v i_o can_v but_o commend_v thou_o for_o thy_o love_n although_o thy_o love_a master_n do_v not_o praise_v thou_o for_o thy_o deed_n thou_o do_v show_v a_o token_n of_o thy_o fervent_a love_n and_o affection_n although_o alas_o he_o stand_v not_o in_o need_n of_o thy_o weak_a protection_n my_o love_a saviour_n come_v to_o fulfil_v the_o will_n of_o his_o father_n to_o suffer_v death_n yea_o to_o suffer_v a_o cruel_a and_o shameful_a death_n on_o the_o cross_n that_o we_o may_v be_v restore_v to_o life_n be_v free_v and_o deliver_v from_o the_o curse_n it_o be_v the_o fervency_n of_o thy_o love_n that_o have_v inflame_v thy_o age_a heart_n with_o courage_n thou_o can_v not_o hold_v thy_o hand_n when_o thou_o do_v see_v thy_o belove_a master_n so_o violent_o apprehend_v so_o currish_o handle_v and_o hale_v to_o the_o slaughter_n for_o whosoever_o my_o loving_a saviour_n have_v his_o heart_n knit_v unto_o thou_o with_o band_n of_o true_a love_n he_o dread_v no_o danger_n for_o thy_o sake_n but_o will_v be_v more_o willing_a to_o forgo_v his_o life_n then_o to_o leave_v his_o true_a love_n but_o thou_o do_v not_o desire_v my_o loving_a jesus_n nay_o thou_o do_v not_o allow_v that_o peter_n shall_v show_v his_o manhood_n or_o
do_v not_o know_v his_o own_o imbecility_n his_o eye_n be_v blind_v that_o he_o can_v not_o see_v his_o own_o infirmity_n the_o spirit_n indeed_o be_v willing_a but_o the_o flesh_n be_v weak_a he_o begin_v to_o show_v some_o courage_n when_o he_o draw_v his_o sword_n and_o cut_v of_o malchus_n his_o ear_n but_o alas_o it_o be_v soon_o abate_v and_o he_o flee_v from_o his_o master_n when_o he_o see_v he_o in_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o enemy_n and_o surprise_v by_o his_o cruel_a foe_n and_o albeit_o he_o be_v so_o bold_a spirit_v then_o that_o he_o dare_v resist_v a_o multitude_n of_o man_n yet_o he_o be_v so_o timorous_a now_o that_o be_v terrify_v with_o the_o voice_n of_o a_o maid_n he_o do_v renounce_v his_o gracious_a lord_n and_o flat_o deny_v his_o love_a master_n so_o soon_o be_v his_o boast_a word_n turn_v into_o cowardly_a deed_n &_o the_o profess_a constancy_n of_o his_o love_n find_v most_o inconstant_a in_o the_o day_n of_o trial_n so_o we_o may_v note_v that_o peter_n presume_v he_o be_v able_a to_o have_v do_v great_a exploit_n while_o he_o be_v with_o jesus_n but_o we_o see_v the_o vigour_n of_o his_o courage_n be_v soon_o diminish_v and_o the_o heat_n of_o his_o love_n cool_v when_o he_o be_v separate_v from_o his_o lord_n jesus_n so_o long_o as_o he_o do_v enjoy_v peaceable_o his_o bless_a society_n so_o long_o he_o dread_v no_o danger_n he_o live_v in_o security_n in_o time_n of_o peace_n he_o think_v of_o no_o war_n in_o time_n of_o calm_a weather_n he_o fear_v no_o sudden_a storm_n but_o when_o he_o enter_v into_o the_o house_n of_o the_o high_a priest_n where_o he_o see_v his_o poor_a master_n spiteful_o deride_v mock_v and_o cruel_o scourge_v than_o his_o courage_n be_v cool_v his_o haughty_a word_n prove_v no_o deed_n and_o he_o become_v a_o stark_a coward_n learn_v thou_o also_o oh_o my_o soul_n by_o the_o example_n of_o peter_n to_o love_v thy_o lord_n jesus_n but_o so_o to_o love_v he_o that_o no_o affliction_n or_o calamity_n may_v compel_v thou_o to_o leave_v he_o but_o say_v with_o the_o apostle_n who_o shall_v separate_v i_o from_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n shall_v tribulation_n or_o anguish_n shall_v persecution_n or_o hunger_n i_o be_o ready_a not_o only_o to_o be_v bind_v but_o also_o to_o die_v in_o jerusalem_n for_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n learn_v likewise_o by_o the_o example_n of_o peter_n not_o fond_o to_o vaunt_v of_o thy_o own_o courage_n or_o to_o boast_v of_o thy_o strength_n let_v the_o remembrance_n of_o his_o fall_n be_v as_o a_o bridle_n to_o restrain_v thou_o from_o run_v headlong_o into_o the_o like_a fault_n say_v not_o in_o the_o prosperous_a time_n of_o thy_o abundance_n when_o all_o thing_n succeed_v happy_o according_a to_o thy_o wish_n and_o nothing_o fall_v out_o contrary_a to_o thy_o desire_n i_o shall_v never_o be_v move_v lest_o afterward_o thou_o be_v constrain_v to_o change_v thy_o note_n weep_v with_o bitter_a tear_n for_o thy_o folly_n and_o lament_v for_o thy_o presumption_n with_o sorrowful_a sigh_n say_v thou_o do_v turn_v away_o thy_o face_n from_o i_o and_o i_o be_v trouble_v teach_v i_o oh_o lord_n to_o know_v my_o own_o weakness_n open_v the_o eye_n of_o my_o understanding_n that_o i_o may_v see_v the_o frailty_n of_o my_o flesh_n and_o fickleness_n of_o my_o mind_n when_o any_o cloud_n of_o persecution_n do_v appear_v over_o my_o head_n or_o any_o dread_n of_o future_a affliction_n trouble_v my_o heart_n i_o often_o presume_v with_o peter_n that_o i_o can_v go_v to_o prison_n with_o thou_o abide_v any_o torment_n for_o thy_o sake_n yea_o lose_v my_o life_n for_o thy_o love_n my_o love_a saviour_n but_o alas_o i_o see_v by_o the_o frailty_n of_o thy_o belove_a disciple_n that_o i_o shall_v prove_v but_o a_o dastard_a when_o i_o come_v to_o fight_v thy_o battle_n and_o begin_v to_o seek_v some_o coverture_n to_o hide_v my_o head_n from_o danger_n for_o how_o can_v i_o boast_v of_o my_o valour_n or_o brag_v of_o my_o manhood_n when_o as_o one_o of_o thy_o stout_a soldier_n who_o have_v be_v so_o long_o train_v up_o under_o thou_o and_o have_v receive_v so_o many_o encouragement_n by_o thou_o begin_v to_o faint_v at_o the_o word_n of_o so_o weak_a a_o enemy_n that_o he_o do_v deny_v the_o service_n of_o so_o good_a a_o master_n only_o for_o fear_n before_o he_o feel_v the_o bitterness_n of_o affliction_n what_o be_v man_n that_o he_o may_v boast_v of_o his_o strength_n or_o be_v proud_a of_o his_o virtue_n when_o the_o best_a be_v so_o unable_a to_o perform_v a_o good_a action_n that_o he_o be_v altogether_o unable_a to_o conceive_v a_o good_a motion_n lighten_v thou_o oh_o my_o gracious_a lord_n my_o dark_a and_o obscure_a understanding_n that_o i_o may_v not_o fond_o run_v into_o the_o snare_n of_o temptation_n through_o a_o vain_a confidence_n of_o my_o own_o power_n or_o through_o a_o fond_a presumption_n of_o my_o own_o strength_n see_v i_o be_o so_o weak_a that_o i_o can_v conceive_v any_o good_a thought_n in_o my_o heart_n nor_o do_v any_o good_a deed_n with_o my_o hand_n unless_o thy_o divine_a grace_n do_v govern_v my_o affection_n and_o direct_v the_o course_n of_o my_o action_n but_o oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a saviour_n although_o the_o allurement_n of_o the_o flatter_a world_n shall_v so_o entice_v i_o the_o pleasure_n of_o the_o wanton_a flesh_n so_o overcome_v i_o and_o the_o fear_n of_o persecution_n so_o terrify_v i_o that_o i_o shall_v be_v ashamed_a of_o thy_o livery_n and_o deny_v so_o gracious_a a_o lord_n yet_o vouchsafe_v oh_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n to_o turn_v thy_o favourable_a eye_n towards_o i_o that_o my_o faith_n may_v not_o utter_o fail_v though_o it_o begin_v to_o quail_v and_o that_o thou_o will_v never_o leave_v i_o when_o i_o begin_v to_o shrink_v from_o thou_o oh_o let_v i_o not_o presume_v of_o thy_o love_n nor_o despair_n of_o thy_o mercy_n let_v remembrance_n of_o thy_o word_n wound_v my_o heart_n and_o awake_v my_o sleepy_a conscience_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v cast_v down_o with_o true_a sorrow_n and_o that_o i_o may_v weep_v yea_o weep_v bitter_o with_o sorrowful_a peter_n luk._n 22.62_o for_o my_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v be_v make_v partaker_n of_o the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o comfortable_a mercy_n and_o obtain_v remission_n of_o my_o grievous_a transgression_n by_o true_a repentance_n as_o he_o do_v thou_o have_v leave_v this_o example_n of_o the_o fall_n of_o thy_o love_a disciple_n record_v in_o thy_o holy_a word_n not_o to_o animate_v we_o to_o commit_v the_o sin_n of_o presumption_n but_o to_o comfort_v we_o that_o we_o run_v not_o into_o the_o pit_n of_o woeful_a desperation_n when_o we_o be_v overtake_v with_o the_o like_a fault_n and_o have_v commit_v the_o like_a folly_n therefore_o teach_v i_o oh_o lord_n so_o to_o presume_v of_o thy_o mercy_n that_o i_o may_v always_o stand_v in_o awe_n of_o thy_o justice_n i_o be_o not_o assure_v that_o thou_o will_v turn_v thy_o eye_n towards_o i_o as_o thou_o do_v towards_o he_o so_o that_o my_o heart_n may_v be_v smite_v with_o sorrow_n and_o my_o eye_n stream_n forth_o bitter_a tear_n of_o true_a repentance_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v receive_v i_o into_o thy_o bless_a service_n again_o as_o thou_o do_v he_o after_o i_o have_v deny_v thou_o to_o be_v my_o lord_n and_o master_n it_o be_v thy_o free_a mercy_n to_o afford_v unto_o he_o such_o a_o unspeakable_a grace_n of_o thy_o extraordinary_a love_n he_o can_v plead_v no_o worthiness_n of_o word_n nor_o merit_n of_o work_n to_o deserve_v thy_o favour_n but_o oh_o most_o gracious_a lord_n if_o my_o guilty_a conscience_n do_v at_o any_o time_n tell_v i_o that_o i_o have_v or_o do_v commit_v the_o same_o offence_n yet_o vouchsafe_v that_o i_o may_v resort_v to_o the_o everlasting_a fountain_n of_o thy_o plentiful_a mercy_n that_o there_o my_o thirsty_a soul_n may_v be_v refresh_v with_o the_o sweet_a water_n of_o comfort_n so_o that_o it_o may_v neither_o be_v drown_v in_o the_o sea_n of_o excessive_a sorrow_n nor_o wound_v with_o the_o dart_n of_o cureless_a despair_n now_o consider_v thou_o oh_o my_o soul_n the_o place_n where_o peter_n be_v and_o the_o condition_n of_o the_o people_n who_o be_v with_o he_o when_o he_o make_v such_o a_o fearful_a defection_n from_o his_o gracious_a lord_n and_o fail_v in_o his_o love_n towards_o his_o kind_n and_o love_a master_n he_o be_v in_o the_o palace_n of_o the_o high_a priest_n who_o sit_v in_o counsel_n with_o the_o scribe_n and_o pharise_n against_o the_o lord_n and_o his_o anointed_n among_o a_o wicked_a crew_n of_o these_o cruel_a minister_n who_o mind_n be_v incense_v with_o fury_n and_o hand_n arm_v with_o cruelty_n to_o
neither_o despair_v with_o the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o my_o sin_n nor_o presume_v without_o fear_n to_o transgress_v the_o bound_n of_o thy_o holy_a law_n that_o although_o i_o have_v run_v long_o the_o wild_a race_n of_o unbrideled_a iniquity_n yet_o at_o last_o i_o may_v return_v home_o unto_o thou_o out_o of_o the_o way_n of_o impiety_n with_o this_o faithful_a and_o true_a repent_v offender_n and_o be_v a_o companion_n with_o he_o in_o thy_o paradise_n of_o everlasting_a felicity_n a_o meditation_n concern_v the_o lamentation_n of_o the_o virgin_n mary_n behold_v her_o son_n lift_v up_o upon_o the_o cross_n stand_v by_o it_o accompany_v with_o john_n the_o evangelist_n and_o mary_n magdalene_n med_n xvi_o the_o bless_a virgin_n 9.25_o virgin_n john_n 9.25_o stand_v by_o the_o cross_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n behold_v thy_o 26._o thy_o ibid._n 26._o son_n say_v he_o unto_o his_o mother_n oh_o most_o grievous_a loss_n that_o he_o must_v die_v who_o from_o all_o 23.14_o all_o luke_n 23.14_o fault_n be_v free_a now_o turn_v thy_o thought_n oh_o my_o sorrowful_a soul_n from_o the_o blasphemous_a reproach_n scornful_a derision_n and_o malicious_a slander_n of_o the_o wicked_a jew_n insult_v against_o my_o innocent_a jesus_n and_o now_o thou_o have_v hear_v how_o bountiful_a thy_o saviour_n be_v unto_o the_o penitent_a thief_n that_o be_v sorrowful_a for_o his_o own_o iniquity_n and_o courageous_a to_o justify_v my_o merciful_a redeemer_n for_o his_o unspotted_a innocency_n meditate_v a_o while_n on_o the_o lamentation_n of_o his_o bless_a mother_n who_o heart_n be_v wound_v with_o sorrow_n to_o see_v her_o son_n so_o cruel_o torment_v when_o he_o have_v never_o offend_v in_o word_n nor_o imagine_v any_o evil_n in_o thought_n how_o sharp_a be_v the_o sting_n of_o dolour_n to_o wound_v her_o heart_n how_o intolerable_a be_v the_o grief_n that_o do_v trouble_v her_o mind_n when_o she_o see_v his_o body_n bleed_v with_o so_o many_o wound_n before_o her_o woeful_a eye_n and_o hear_v their_o bitter_a word_n and_o devilish_a reproach_n cast_v out_o against_o he_o in_o the_o audience_n of_o her_o doleful_a ear_n as_o she_o have_v cause_n to_o rejoice_v at_o his_o bless_a birth_n so_o now_o she_o have_v good_a occasion_n to_o mourn_v for_o his_o cruel_a death_n for_o though_o no_o doubt_n she_o be_v anoint_v with_o oil_n of_o grace_n above_o her_o fellow_n yet_o we_o may_v not_o think_v she_o be_v quite_o exempt_v from_o the_o passion_n of_o a_o woman_n or_o void_a of_o the_o tender_a affection_n of_o a_o mother_n when_o she_o see_v the_o harmless_a head_n of_o her_o love_a and_o belove_a son_n bleed_v with_o a_o crown_n of_o thorn_n &_o his_o innocent_a hand_n and_o bless_a foot_n fasten_v to_o the_o cross_n with_o iron_n nail_n certain_o she_o know_v that_o his_o conception_n be_v so_o sanctify_v by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n in_o her_o womb_n that_o his_o most_o bless_a body_n be_v always_o free_a from_o the_o infection_n of_o impiety_n and_o his_o flesh_n never_o taint_v with_o the_o corruption_n of_o iniquity_n but_o yet_o she_o know_v he_o do_v not_o suffer_v without_o sense_n of_o his_o pain_n and_o although_o he_o be_v endue_v with_o a_o supernatural_a patience_n yet_o she_o know_v that_o he_o feel_v the_o pang_n of_o his_o bitter_a passion_n subject_a by_o his_o humane_a nature_n to_o many_o infirmity_n as_o we_o be_v yet_o ever_o have_v a_o pure_a heart_n and_o clean_a hand_n from_o the_o spot_n of_o sin_n wherewith_o our_o soul_n be_v pollute_v &_o our_o body_n continual_o infect_v wherefore_o think_v oh_o my_o soul_n that_o as_o her_o affliction_n be_v grievous_a so_o her_o lamentation_n be_v great_a suppose_v that_o thou_o do_v see_v she_o with_o her_o face_n discolour_v with_o paleness_n discover_v her_o motherly_a sorrow_n to_o thy_o outward_a eye_n and_o that_o thou_o do_v hear_v her_o mournful_a tongue_n tell_v this_o doleful_a tale_n to_o thy_o attentive_a ear_n which_o shall_v cause_v thou_o to_o be_v a_o partner_n with_o she_o in_o her_o woe_n and_o sigh_v for_o thy_o sin_n which_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o her_o sorrow_n to_o see_v her_o belove_a son_n so_o cruel_o crucify_v by_o the_o gentile_n and_o so_o disdainful_o deride_v by_o the_o jew_n think_v i_o say_v that_o thou_o do_v see_v she_o water_v her_o eye_n with_o store_n of_o tear_n &_o utter_v these_o or_o the_o like_a word_n with_o her_o sorrowful_a lip_n to_o she_o dear_o belove_a son_n which_o word_n shall_v draw_v out_o tear_n from_o thy_o eye_n and_o drive_v out_o groan_n from_o thy_o hart_n which_o she_o pronounce_v with_o a_o doleful_a accent_n in_o this_o or_o the_o like_a manner_n oh_o what_o medicine_n be_v it_o never_o so_o sovereign_a can_v assuage_v the_o rigour_n of_o my_o malady_n what_o salve_n be_v it_o never_o so_o precious_a can_v heal_v the_o wound_n of_o my_o bleed_a heart_n what_o word_n be_v they_o never_o so_o comfortable_a can_v cheer_v up_o my_o doleful_a mind_n when_o i_o see_v thou_o my_o belove_a son_n so_o cruel_o torment_v and_o so_o ignominious_o taunt_v alas_o for_o i_o poor_a wretch_n thy_o sorrowful_a mother_n how_o intolerable_a be_v the_o pain_n how_o grievous_a be_v the_o punishment_n that_o be_v inflict_v upon_o thou_o thy_o death_n be_v not_o so_o bitter_a unto_o i_o and_o yet_o how_o loath_a i_o be_o to_o forgo_v thou_o as_o these_o cruel_a torment_n which_o i_o see_v do_v torture_n thy_o innocent_a body_n and_o do_v great_o augment_v the_o sorrow_n of_o my_o perplex_a mind_n as_o thy_o bless_a life_n be_v the_o cause_n of_o my_o chief_a felicity_n so_o will_v thy_o bitter_a death_n be_v the_o beginning_n of_o my_o misery_n who_o shall_v afford_v i_o comfort_n in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o calamity_n who_o shall_v give_v i_o counsel_v who_o shall_v be_v my_o succour_n in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o necessity_n when_o i_o be_o separate_v from_o thou_o how_o shall_v i_o spend_v the_o day_n with_o sorrow_v and_o pass_v through_o the_o tedious_a night_n with_o mourning_n but_o thou_o oh_o my_o god_n omnipotent_a which_o be_v his_o eternal_a father_n who_o can_v not_o shut_v thy_o eye_n of_o compassion_n from_o thy_o afflict_a son_n comfort_v i_o his_o sorrowful_a mother_n thou_o see_v the_o wound_n of_o his_o body_n thou_o know_v the_o sorrow_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o because_o thou_o be_v a_o father_n of_o mercy_n and_o a_o god_n of_o all_o consolation_n look_v down_o upon_o i_o out_o of_o thy_o holy_a sanctuary_n and_o as_o thou_o have_v prove_v i_o to_o be_v thy_o faithful_a handmaid_n so_o let_v the_o sweetness_n of_o thy_o fatherly_a love_n temper_v the_o bitterness_n of_o my_o grief_n that_o although_o i_o be_v deprive_v from_o the_o humane_a society_n of_o my_o son_n yet_o the_o wing_n of_o thy_o providence_n may_v still_o overshadow_v i_o and_o thy_o omnipotent_a arm_n safe_o protect_v i_o but_o as_o the_o virgin_n marie_n do_v bewail_v the_o cruel_a and_o bloody_a death_n of_o her_o innocent_a son_n so_o marry_o magdalene_n with_o many_o tear_n gush_v out_o of_o her_o eye_n begin_v to_o lament_v the_o woeful_a case_n of_o he_o her_o love_a master_n on_o this_o or_o such_o like_a manner_n oh_o my_o dear_a master_n oh_o my_o gracious_a lord_n oh_o my_o bless_a and_o bountiful_a benefactor_n i_o can_v live_v without_o thy_o love_a company_n i_o can_v abide_v without_o thy_o amiable_a society_n what_o tongue_n though_o it_o speak_v never_o so_o doleful_a can_v true_o relate_v my_o sorrow_n what_o word_n be_v they_o never_o so_o rhetorical_a can_v ease_v my_o inward_a grief_n when_o i_o see_v i_o shall_v be_v separate_v from_o so_o love_v and_o so_o kind_a a_o master_n oh_o how_o tyrannous_a be_v the_o torment_n wherewith_o the_o bloody_a tormentor_n do_v torment_v thy_o afflict_a body_n how_o sharp_a be_v the_o arrow_n of_o their_o malice_n wherewith_o they_o wound_n thy_o righteous_a soul_n how_o grievous_a be_v the_o sight_n of_o their_o cruel_a deed_n unto_o my_o eye_n how_o odious_a be_v their_o dogged_a word_n unto_o my_o ear_n yet_o my_o constant_a love_n unto_o thou_o will_v not_o give_v i_o leave_v to_o leave_v thou_o though_o it_o be_v a_o death_n unto_o i_o to_o see_v thy_o calamity_n so_o long_o as_o my_o eye_n may_v behold_v thou_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o bitter_a pang_n of_o thy_o passion_n do_v affright_v i_o with_o horror_n the_o sign_n of_o thy_o approach_a death_n do_v confound_v my_o sense_n with_o continual_a terror_n i_o see_v thy_o head_n which_o i_o anoint_v with_o precious_a ointment_n cruel_o pierce_v with_o thorn_n &_o pitiful_o bleedihg_v with_o many_o wound_n i_o see_v thy_o harmless_a hand_n pierce_v with_o iron_n nail_n and_o thy_o innocent_a foot_n stain_v with_o blood_n which_o i_o bathe_v with_o the_o tear_n of_o my_o eye_n and_o wipe_v with_o the_o
that_o the_o infiniteness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n may_v appear_v the_o clear_a in_o the_o cure_n of_o my_o grievous_a malady_n and_o the_o beam_n of_o thy_o glory_n shine_v the_o bright_a by_o my_o deliverance_n therefore_o i_o will_v come_v confident_o unto_o thou_o my_o most_o mild_a and_o merciful_a jesus_n because_o thy_o mercy_n be_v infinite_a that_o i_o may_v enjoy_v with_o thou_o the_o everlasting_a delight_n of_o the_o bless_a give_v i_o therefore_o thy_o heavenly_a bread_n oh_o my_o good_a jesus_n thou_o which_o be_v the_o life_n of_o the_o world_n and_o grant_v oh_o bountiful_a lord_n that_o i_o may_v be_v enable_v by_o thy_o grace_n to_o eat_v worthy_o that_o i_o may_v remain_v in_o thou_o eternal_o and_o thou_o in_o i_o everlasting_o for_o i_o desire_v this_o one_o thing_n it_o be_v the_o joy_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o the_o contentment_n of_o my_o long_a affection_n that_o i_o may_v dwell_v inseparablie_o with_o thou_o for_o ever_o and_o i_o will_v cleave_v unto_o none_o other_o but_o only_o unto_o thou_o oh_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n because_o with_o thou_o be_v the_o fountain_n of_o life_n and_o in_o thy_o light_n i_o shall_v see_v light_a a_o meditation_n how_o the_o lord_n jesus_n foretold_v his_o disciple_n that_o he_o shall_v be_v betray_v by_o one_o of_o they_o that_o same_o night_n med_n v._o among_o the_o 26.20.21_o the_o mat._n 26.20.21_o twelve_o as_o jesus_n sit_v at_o meat_n at_o his_o 14.14_o his_o mark_v 14.14_o last_o supper_n thus_o to_o they_o he_o say_v who_o 22.22_o who_o luke_n 22.22_o dip_v his_o hand_n in_o dish_n and_o with_o i_o eat_v by_o 18.5_o by_o john_n 18.5_o he_o the_o son_n of_o man_n shall_v be_v betray_v after_o our_o most_o love_a and_o most_o gracious_a jesus_n have_v feed_v his_o disciple_n with_o his_o precious_a body_n and_o refresh_v they_o with_o his_o blood_n he_o be_v trouble_v in_o spirit_n and_o say_v to_o his_o disciple_n very_o very_o i_o say_v unto_o you_o that_o one_o of_o you_o shall_v betray_v i_o which_o eat_v with_o i_o that_o the_o scripture_n may_v be_v fulfil_v he_o which_o eat_v my_o bread_n shall_v lift_v up_o his_o heel_n against_o i_o oh_o how_o hard_o be_v this_o say_n my_o bless_a and_o bountiful_a saviour_n oh_o how_o harsh_a and_o bitter_a meat_n have_v thou_o reserve_v for_o thy_o disciple_n at_o the_o end_n of_o thy_o supper_n thou_o do_v feed_v they_o with_o sweet_a milk_n in_o the_o beginning_n and_o thou_o give_v they_o delicious_a honey_n in_o the_o middle_n when_o thou_o do_v wash_v their_o foot_n and_o refresh_v they_o with_o thy_o precious_a body_n for_o their_o meat_n and_o with_o thy_o royal_a blood_n for_o their_o drink_n but_o now_o in_o the_o end_n thou_o have_v reserve_v gall_n and_o wormwood_n sour_a sauce_n for_o their_o sweet_a meat_n when_o these_o sorrowful_a word_n do_v pass_v out_o of_o thy_o bless_a lip_n and_o that_o dreadful_a speech_n be_v utter_v by_o thy_o honie-flowing_a mouth_n woe_n be_v i_o my_o sweet_a and_o love_a jesus_n i_o seem_v to_o see_v the_o cheerful_a countenance_n of_o thy_o dear_a disciple_n sudden_o change_v their_o heart_n overwhelmed_n with_o flood_n of_o sorrow_n their_o mind_n perplex_v with_o excessive_a grief_n the_o heat_n of_o their_o desire_n quite_o extinguish_v and_o all_o their_o hope_n whole_o dash_v so_o soon_o as_o those_o fearful_a word_n have_v pass_v through_o their_o ear_n and_o pierce_v their_o heart_n who_o of_o so_o sweet_a a_o beginning_n little_o expect_v so_o sour_a a_o conclusion_n have_v they_o not_o much_o matter_n of_o mourning_n and_o be_v it_o not_o a_o world_n of_o sorrow_n unto_o they_o that_o thou_o be_v their_o master_n captain_n governor_n guardian_n and_o ruler_n shall_v be_v betray_v to_o death_n and_o it_o do_v much_o more_o augment_v the_o matter_n of_o their_o woe_n and_o increase_v the_o heap_n of_o their_o grief_n that_o one_o of_o they_o shall_v contrive_v this_o horrible_a treason_n and_o be_v the_o author_n of_o this_o bloody_a attempt_n the_o first_o be_v a_o 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heart_n full_o fraught_v with_o sorrow_n and_o scarce_o can_v their_o tongue_n utter_v any_o part_n of_o their_o inward_a grief_n the_o flood_n of_o their_o woe_n do_v flow_v fast_o and_o rise_v to_o so_o high_a a_o tide_n in_o their_o heart_n and_o they_o say_v with_o a_o tremble_a voice_n what_o sorrowful_a word_n be_v these_o which_o our_o dear_a master_n do_v utter_v who_o among_o we_o shall_v prove_v such_o a_o curse_a wretch_n as_o once_o to_o imagine_v or_o such_o a_o horrible_a traitor_n as_o once_o to_o complot_v such_o a_o detestable_a deed_n and_o execrable_a fact_n such_o a_o heinous_a intention_n say_v every_o one_o of_o they_o be_v far_o from_o my_o thought_n such_o a_o hellish_a motion_n do_v never_o enter_v into_o my_o breast_n for_o how_o shall_v such_o a_o devilish_a cogitation_n enter_v into_o our_o mind_n or_o find_v any_o harbour_n in_o our_o heart_n but_o our_o lord_n can_v be_v deceive_v wherefore_o every_o one_o of_o they_o turn_v to_o the_o lord_n say_v be_v it_o i_o rabbi_n to_o who_o bless_a jesus_n answer_v one_o of_o the_o twelve_o which_o dip_v his_o hand_n with_o i_o in_o the_o dish_n shall_v betray_v i_o but_o peradventure_o many_o of_o they_o shove_v their_o hand_n in_o the_o dish_n at_o that_o time_n they_o be_v not_o able_a to_o discern_v who_o it_o shall_v be_v wherefore_o judas_n say_v what_o be_v it_o i_o rabbi_n but_o love_v jesus_n otherwise_o not_o discover_v he_o answer_v thou_o have_v say_v as_o though_o he_o shall_v say_v thou_o have_v say_v and_o not_o i_o for_o we_o may_v think_v true_o that_o if_o my_o love_a jesus_n have_v plain_o discover_v that_o curse_a man_n to_o the_o rest_n of_o his_o love_a and_o belove_a disciple_n they_o if_o we_o shall_v compare_v their_o affection_n with_o other_o man_n passion_n have_v not_o be_v able_a to_o have_v contain_v their_o hand_n but_o with_o one_o accord_n will_v have_v assail_v that_o most_o wicked_a traitor_n and_o have_v end_v his_o hateful_a day_n with_o a_o speedy_a 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more_o sweet_a than_o honey_n &_o the_o honiecombe_n which_o my_o most_o sweet_a jesus_n utter_v to_o his_o faithful_a disciple_n as_o he_o go_v to_o the_o place_n of_o his_o unjust_a apprehension_n which_o the_o evangelist_n john_n retain_v in_o his_o memory_n through_o the_o holy_a ghost_n have_v faithful_o record_v in_o his_o heavenly_a and_o most_o sacred_a gospel_n meditate_v there_o serious_o upon_o the_o wonderful_a love_n which_o he_o have_v towards_o his_o loyal_a disciple_n he_o be_v their_o lord_n and_o master_n yet_o he_o do_v not_o disdain_v to_o eat_v meat_n comfort_v with_o the_o mean_a of_o they_o he_o wash_v their_o foot_n he_o give_v his_o body_n and_o blood_n unto_o they_o and_o after_o all_o these_o thing_n do_v not_o cease_v to_o teach_v they_o the_o
i_o render_v unto_o thou_o for_o thy_o great_a bounty_n what_o shall_v i_o yield_v unto_o thou_o for_o thy_o gracious_a mercy_n i_o have_v nothing_o o_o lord_n thou_o know_v my_o poverty_n i_o acknowledge_v my_o needy_a necessity_n i_o have_v confess_v my_o most_o heinous_a sin_n and_o grievous_a offence_n before_o thy_o face_n i_o have_v not_o hide_v my_o unrighteousness_n out_o of_o thy_o sight_n wherefore_o oh_o my_o most_o bountiful_a lord_n supply_v that_o by_o thy_o infinite_a liberality_n which_o be_v want_v by_o reason_n of_o my_o vile_a ingratitude_n and_o thou_o which_o be_v only_a able_a create_v a_o thankful_a heart_n in_o i_o thy_o poor_a unworthy_a servant_n that_o it_o may_v evermore_o be_v delight_v with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o thy_o goodness_n and_o still_o be_v joyful_a with_o the_o sweet_a meditation_n of_o thy_o mercy_n but_o now_o oh_o my_o soul_n meditate_v a_o while_n how_o sudden_a fear_n have_v quail_v the_o love_n of_o the_o disciple_n of_o my_o distress_a saviour_n for_o be_v terrify_v with_o his_o unexpected_a and_o cruel_a apprehension_n and_o dread_v their_o own_o danger_n they_o flee_v away_o leave_v their_o lord_n and_o belove_a master_n mark_n 14.50_o then_o thou_o may_v true_o say_v oh_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n they_o which_o see_v i_o flee_v from_o i_o i_o be_o forget_v as_o a_o dead_a man_n out_o of_o mind_n and_o again_o thou_o have_v put_v my_o friend_n my_o neighbour_n and_o acquaintance_n far_o from_o i_o also_o that_o be_v verify_v which_o the_o prophet_n have_v foretell_v all_o my_o friend_n have_v forsake_v i_o and_o they_o that_o lie_v in_o wait_n have_v prevail_v against_o i_o he_o who_o i_o love_v have_v betray_v i_o for_o so_o be_v thou_o leave_v alone_o my_o love_a jesus_n and_o they_o which_o be_v near_o unto_o thou_o make_v haste_n to_o be_v go_v and_o will_v tarry_v no_o long_o with_o thou_o consider_v further_o oh_o my_o soul_n the_o disciple_n of_o my_o saviour_n fly_v for_o fear_n and_o lament_v with_o sorrow_n when_o they_o see_v their_o most_o belove_a master_n traitorous_o betray_v ignominious_o abuse_v and_o lead_v like_o a_o innocent_a lamb_n to_o the_o shambles_n attend_v to_o their_o sigh_v and_o groan_v to_o their_o weep_a and_o moan_v for_o loath_a they_o be_v to_o leave_v so_o love_v and_o so_o well_o belove_v a_o master_n but_o why_o shall_v fear_v of_o danger_n have_v be_v so_o violent_a or_o dread_a of_o death_n so_o strong_a as_o to_o pull_v they_o from_o so_o dear_a a_o friend_n they_o profess_v they_o will_v remain_v constant_a and_o that_o no_o affliction_n shall_v abate_v their_o courage_n but_o their_o word_n prove_v no_o deed_n and_o all_o be_v but_o vain_a presumption_n self-love_n of_o their_o own_o security_n make_v they_o forsake_v their_o distress_a master_n in_o his_o captivity_n but_o tell_v i_o bold-hearted_n peter_n why_o do_v thou_o like_o a_o coward_n forsake_v thy_o faithful_a master_n do_v thou_o profess_v so_o much_o and_o perform_v so_o little_a be_v thy_o manhood_n so_o soon_o quail_v when_o thou_o be_v put_v to_o thy_o trial_n i_o know_v thou_o do_v show_v some_o sign_n of_o courage_n and_o thou_o begin_v to_o play_v the_o man_n when_o thy_o master_n be_v first_o apprehend_v but_o it_o be_v but_o do_v in_o a_o fit_a of_o thy_o anger_n and_o thy_o heat_n be_v soon_o cool_v thy_o promise_n great_a and_o thy_o performance_n little_a when_o thou_o be_v in_o mount_n tabor_n and_o see_v but_o some_o beam_n yea_o rather_o some_o sparkle_n of_o the_o eternal_a glory_n of_o thy_o bless_a master_n than_o thy_o sense_n be_v so_o ravish_v and_o thy_o mind_n so_o amaze_v that_o thou_o do_v cry_v out_o bonum_fw-la est_fw-la esse_fw-la hic_fw-la mat._n 17.1_o mark_v 9.2_o luke_n 9.28_o it_o be_v good_a to_o be_v here_o let_v we_o build_v three_o tabernacle_n but_o now_o thou_o do_v not_o say_v bonum_fw-la est_fw-la esse_fw-la hic_fw-la it_o be_v good_a to_o tarry_v here_o with_o my_o poor_a disgrace_a master_n say_v thou_o do_v love_v thy_o master_n well_o yet_o it_o appear_v thou_o do_v love_v thyself_o better_o oh_o why_o do_v thou_o make_v such_o a_o vain_a ostentation_n of_o thy_o courage_n and_o yet_o afterward_o show_v thyself_o such_o a_o coward_n but_o take_v heed_n oh_o my_o soul_n that_o thou_o do_v not_o so_o vehement_o inveigh_v against_o fainthearted_a peter_n and_o the_o rest_n of_o his_o fearful_a fellow_n that_o thou_o forget_v thyself_o and_o pass_v by_o thy_o own_o infirmity_n we_o all_o love_n christ_n when_o our_o cup_n may_v overflow_v with_o wine_n and_o our_o belly_n be_v fill_v with_o the_o fine_a wheat_n but_o the_o heat_n of_o our_o love_n be_v quick_o cool_v if_o but_o a_o small_a blast_n of_o stormy_a persecution_n do_v bluster_n against_o us._n we_o all_o desire_n to_o dwell_v with_o he_o as_o do_v ravish_v peter_n when_o his_o eye_n be_v dazzle_v with_o the_o beam_n of_o his_o glory_n appear_v unto_o he_o on_o mount_n tabor_n but_o all_o of_o we_o fly_v from_o he_o or_o follow_v he_o a-loofe-off_a when_o we_o see_v he_o go_v to_o golgotha_n we_o dare_v presume_v to_o say_v with_o forward_a peter_n lord_n if_o all_o leave_v thou_o i_o will_v not_o forsake_v thou_o mat._n 26.33_o mark_n 14.29_o john_n 13.37_o but_o alas_o when_o we_o come_v to_o the_o trial_n we_o be_v ready_a to_o fly_v and_o leave_v the_o field_n at_o the_o first_o alarm_n we_o can_v all_o be_v content_a to_o eat_v pleasant_a honey_n and_o to_o feed_v ourselves_o with_o sweet_a milk_n but_o our_o mouth_n be_v fill_v with_o murmur_a and_o our_o heart_n with_o grudge_a the_o time_n be_v long_o and_o the_o journey_n tedious_a while_o we_o travel_v in_o the_o wilderness_n of_o this_o world_n towards_o heavenly_a canaan_n exod._n 17.2_o alas_o be_v the_o disciple_n of_o my_o saviour_n so_o fearful_a at_o the_o first_o encounter_n who_o have_v be_v so_o often_o foretell_v of_o that_o day_n and_o have_v be_v so_o well_o instruct_v by_o their_o love_a master_n to_o arm_v themselves_o against_o the_o assault_n of_o 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thy_o truth_n teach_v i_o to_o take_v up_o my_o cross_n and_o to_o follow_v thou_o and_o that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v ashamed_a of_o this_o noble_a badge_n of_o true_a christianity_n instruct_v i_o to_o know_v that_o affliction_n be_v the_o lot_n of_o thy_o child_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v have_v their_o faith_n try_v in_o the_o fiery_a furnace_n and_o grant_v i_o oh_o lord_n such_o a_o plentiful_a measure_n of_o thy_o quicken_a grace_n that_o although_o my_o frail_a flesh_n begin_v to_o tremble_v and_o my_o weak_a heart_n to_o faint_v at_o the_o first_o assault_n of_o danger_n and_o i_o seek_v a_o corner_n to_o hide_v my_o head_n in_o in_o the_o time_n of_o trouble_n yet_o that_o i_o may_v not_o fly_v so_o far_o from_o thou_o but_o that_o i_o may_v quick_o return_v to_o thou_o as_o peter_n and_o john_n do_v who_o love_v and_o be_v so_o dear_o belove_v of_o thou_o and_o as_o the_o rest_n of_o thy_o disciple_n do_v after_o thy_o glorious_a resurrection_n and_o in_o the_o sorrowful_a time_n of_o calamity_n trouble_n and_o persecution_n so_o mitigate_v the_o dolour_n of_o my_o passion_n that_o i_o may_v endure_v all_o extremity_n with_o christian_a patience_n know_v that_o all_o the_o affliction_n of_o this_o world_n be_v but_o momentary_a and_o that_o the_o joy_n prepare_v for_o the_o faithful_a after_o this_o life_n be_v innumerable_a and_o shall_v endure_v eternal_o now_o let_v we_o leave_v the_o sorrowful_a disciple_n and_o come_v to_o our_o love_a jesus_n who_o be_v bind_v be_v present_v to_o annas_n by_o the_o wicked_a jew_n who_o examine_v he_o concern_v his_o disciple_n and_o concern_v his_o doctrine_n joh._n 18.19_o and_o although_o the_o humility_n of_o my_o saviour_n be_v great_a and_o his_o modesty_n no_o
tongue_n do_v not_o cease_v to_o prattle_v when_o multitude_n do_v flock_n after_o thou_o through_o the_o city_n and_o when_o the_o base_a people_n do_v swarm_v after_o thou_o through_o the_o village_n and_o desert_n and_o be_v not_o thou_o he_o which_o preach_v to_o the_o rude_a multitude_n in_o the_o temple_n and_o please_v their_o giddy_a humour_n with_o thy_o long_a oration_n be_v so_o impudent_a to_o inveigh_v against_o we_o pharise_n doctor_n of_o law_n and_o ruler_n of_o the_o people_n call_v we_o hypocrite_n check_v we_o rude_o for_o our_o manner_n and_o reprove_v we_o rash_o for_o our_o doctrine_n neither_o respect_v the_o dignity_n of_o our_o person_n nor_o dread_v the_o force_n of_o our_o authority_n now_o behold_v we_o have_v thou_o sure_a enough_o thou_o can_v not_o escape_v our_o hand_n thou_o be_v bind_v for_o fear_n of_o start_v we_o be_v no_o babe_n to_o be_v win_v with_o fair_a word_n now_o we_o have_v thou_o thou_o wretch_n as_o thy_o wicked_a deed_n have_v deserve_v 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fountain_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o overflow_v my_o eye_n with_o your_o plentiful_a shower_n but_o be_v thou_o make_v of_o flint_n oh_o my_o hard_a heart_n that_o thou_o do_v not_o break_v into_o piece_n be_v thy_o substance_n of_o marble_n that_o thou_o do_v not_o cleave_v asunder_o when_o i_o meditate_v upon_o these_o curse_a invective_n reproach_n and_o wicked_a deed_n do_v to_o my_o innocent_a jesus_n by_o the_o stony-hearted_a jew_n alas_o for_o i_o a_o most_o wretched_a sinner_n that_o my_o lord_n shall_v suffer_v such_o great_a and_o grievous_a affliction_n for_o my_o sake_n and_o yet_o that_o i_o shall_v still_o remain_v senseless_a in_o my_o sin_n and_o have_v no_o remorse_n of_o conscience_n for_o my_o heinous_a offence_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o most_o merciful_a lord_n because_o i_o call_v all_o these_o thing_n to_o mind_n and_o have_v they_o in_o my_o meditation_n but_o for_o want_v of_o true_a love_n i_o be_o deprive_v of_o true_a devotion_n and_o my_o hard_a heart_n be_v 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disease_n with_o this_o excellent_a medicine_n and_o salve_v all_o my_o wound_n with_o this_o precious_a balm_n that_o all_o my_o affection_n may_v be_v so_o kindle_v with_o thy_o love_n that_o i_o may_v rejoice_v to_o suffer_v and_o suffer_v with_o rejoice_v for_o thy_o glorious_a name_n who_o be_v content_v to_o be_v scorn_v and_o scourge_v to_o be_v account_v as_o a_o abject_a among_o the_o vile_a and_o wicked_a that_o i_o may_v be_v raise_v out_o of_o the_o pit_n of_o endless_a misery_n to_o be_v exalt_v for_o ever_o with_o thou_o in_o the_o palace_n of_o eternal_a glory_n a_o meditation_n how_o peter_n deny_v his_o master_n three_o time_n in_o the_o house_n of_o cayphas_n and_o of_o his_o weep_v for_o the_o same_o med_n x._o tremble_v with_o fear_n cause_v by_o a_o silly_a 18.17_o silly_a john_n 18.17_o maid_n once_o twice_o yea_o 22.60.61_o yea_o luk._n 22.60.61_o thrice_o saint_n peter_n do_v deny_v his_o bless_a lord_n 14.72_o lord_n mar._n 14.72_o remember_v what_o christ_n say_v go_v forth_o repent_v and_o 26.75_o and_o mat._n 26.75_o weep_v most_o bitter_o now_o let_v we_o cease_v a_o while_n to_o meditate_v on_o my_o saviour_n and_o consider_v how_o peter_n carry_v himself_o in_o the_o affliction_n of_o his_o master_n he_o be_v loath_a to_o leave_v he_o because_o he_o do_v love_v he_o and_o therefore_o although_o at_o the_o first_o he_o flee_v yet_o he_o return_v again_o with_o the_o other_o disciple_n who_o by_o friendship_n bring_v he_o into_o the_o palace_n of_o the_o high_a priest_n and_o as_o peter_n stand_v there_o by_o the_o fire_n a_o maid_n look_v upon_o he_o and_o say_v to_o they_o that_o be_v by_o this_o man_n also_o be_v with_o jesus_n of_o nazareth_n but_o peter_n who_o not_o long_o before_o have_v make_v such_o great_a brag_n of_o his_o love_n be_v now_o so_o daunt_v with_o fear_n that_o he_o flat_o deny_v his_o service_n say_v i_o know_v not_o the_o man_n and_o a_o little_a after_o another_o say_v unto_o he_o be_v not_o thou_o also_o 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upon_o our_o own_o weakness_n lest_o we_o play_v the_o coward_n and_o start_v back_o as_o he_o do_v when_o we_o be_v put_v to_o our_o trial_n consider_v oh_o my_o soul_n the_o fervency_n of_o his_o love_n and_o greatness_n of_o his_o fear_n the_o willingness_n of_o his_o mind_n and_o weakness_n of_o his_o might_n i_o dare_v not_o say_v but_o that_o peter_n do_v love_v his_o lord_n and_o be_v sorry_a for_o the_o distress_a estate_n of_o his_o master_n although_o his_o heart_n faint_v and_o his_o stomach_n fail_v in_o the_o time_n of_o danger_n he_o think_v he_o shall_v have_v be_v able_a to_o have_v perform_v in_o deed_n that_o which_o he_o have_v so_o bold_o boast_v in_o word_n but_o alas_o he_o
exception_n oh_o how_o bitter_a be_v the_o malice_n how_o horrible_a be_v the_o envy_n how_o blind_a be_v the_o eye_n how_o bloody_a be_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o cruel_a jew_n to_o crucify_v my_o dear_a son_n my_o innocent_a jesus_n how_o doleful_a be_v it_o to_o my_o eye_n and_o dolorous_a to_o my_o heart_n to_o behold_v thy_o bright_a eye_n obscure_v with_o deadly_a darkness_n thy_o bless_a hand_n deprive_v of_o action_n and_o thy_o beautiful_a foot_n senseless_a without_o any_o motion_n to_o see_v thy_o cheerful_a countenance_n cover_v with_o a_o ashy_a paleness_n thy_o skin_n black_a and_o blue_a with_o blow_n and_o thy_o flesh_n mangle_v with_o wound_n this_o spectacle_n be_v so_o woeful_a that_o i_o can_v no_o long_o behold_v thou_o with_o my_o eye_n and_o the_o wave_n of_o sorrow_n do_v overflow_v my_o heart_n so_o fast_o that_o they_o stop_v my_o word_n and_o stay_v the_o current_n of_o my_o mournful_a speech_n now_o as_o marie_n magdalene_n do_v behold_v the_o bless_a body_n of_o my_o saviour_n with_o his_o mourn_a mother_n so_o she_o do_v not_o cease_v to_o lament_v his_o death_n who_o have_v be_v so_o kind_a a_o master_n unto_o she_o in_o his_o life_n what_o a_o plentiful_a stream_n of_o tear_n run_v down_o her_o cheek_n what_o a_o spring_n of_o sorrow_n arise_v in_o her_o heart_n how_o do_v her_o sorrowful_a sigh_n second_v her_o heavy_a sob_n how_o do_v her_o doleful_a sob_n prevent_v her_o lamentable_a sigh_n think_v thou_o do_v see_v she_o kiss_v his_o senseless_a hand_n think_v thou_o do_v see_v she_o kiss_v his_o breathless_a foot_n speak_v unto_o her_o love_a master_n with_o her_o tremble_a voice_n be_v dead_a as_o if_o he_o do_v hear_v she_o and_o be_v alive_a bathe_v they_o with_o her_o tear_n and_o give_v a_o little_a ease_n to_o she_o sore_o disease_a heart_n by_o utter_v these_o or_o the_o like_a word_n with_o her_o feeble_a lip_n master_n marry_o magdalen_n lamentation_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o her_o master_n alas_o my_o sweet_a master_n alas_o my_o most_o love_a lord_n the_o staff_n of_o my_o stay_n the_o only_a joy_n of_o my_o heart_n the_o sole_a comfort_n of_o my_o perplex_a spirit_n alas_o for_o i_o how_o comfortless_o do_v thou_o leave_v i_o how_o sorrowful_a shall_v i_o be_v by_o be_v without_o thou_o to_o who_o shall_v i_o have_v recourse_n for_o comfort_n in_o the_o straightness_n of_o my_o sorrow_n to_o who_o shall_v i_o go_v for_o succour_v in_o time_n of_o my_o trouble_n how_o lamentable_a be_v the_o view_n of_o thy_o wound_a head_n unto_o my_o eye_n how_o grievous_a be_v the_o view_n of_o thy_o sacred_a hand_n and_o foot_n unto_o my_o sight_n pierce_v with_o iron-naile_n and_o deprive_v of_o sense_n which_o i_o so_o careful_o anoint_v bathe_v they_o with_o the_o tear_n of_o my_o eye_n and_o dry_v they_o with_o the_o hair_n of_o my_o head_n joh._n 11.2_o and_o 12.3_o mat._n 26.7_o but_o now_o alas_o in_o stead_n of_o odoriferous_a ointment_n they_o be_v mangle_v with_o wound_n and_o spot_v with_o blood_n oh_o wretched_a woman_n oh_o miserable_a creature_n because_o i_o be_o deprive_v of_o such_o a_o love_a and_o well-beloved_a master_n where_o shall_v i_o find_v one_o who_o will_v love_v i_o so_o dear_o and_o regard_v i_o so_o entire_o thou_o be_v he_o which_o do_v often_o vouchsafe_v to_o come_v into_o my_o cottage_n and_o to_o sit_v down_o at_o my_o table_n and_o do_v vouchsafe_v to_o honour_v my_o poor_a house_n with_o thy_o gracious_a presence_n when_o alas_o i_o be_v not_o able_a to_o afford_v thou_o any_o such_o entertainment_n as_o might_n in_o any_o sort_n requite_v thy_o kindness_n or_o recompense_v thy_o love_n john_n 11.28_o oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n thou_o do_v defend_v i_o from_o the_o pharisie_n who_o disdain_v i_o for_o my_o trespass_n and_o loathe_v i_o for_o my_o sin_n thou_o do_v kind_o excuse_v i_o speak_v in_o my_o cause_n and_o plead_v my_o case_n when_o my_o sister_n begin_v to_o be_v angry_a with_o i_o and_o to_o conceive_v displeasure_n against_o i_o thou_o do_v commend_v i_o when_o i_o do_v anoint_v thou_o with_o a_o precious_a ointment_n wash_v thy_o foot_n with_o my_o tear_n and_o wipe_v they_o with_o my_o hair_n thou_o do_v mitigate_v my_o sorrow_n thou_o do_v remit_v my_o sin_n thou_o do_v kind_o ask_v for_o i_o when_o i_o be_v not_o present_a with_o thou_o and_o command_v my_o sister_n to_o call_v i_o unto_o thou_o oh_o what_o great_a and_o how_o many_o demonstration_n of_o thy_o love_n how_o many_o token_n of_o thy_o kindness_n how_o many_o sign_n of_o thy_o charity_n how_o many_o argument_n of_o thy_o mercy_n oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a lord_n have_v thou_o show_v unto_o i_o what_o a_o rich_a treasure_n of_o thy_o bounty_n have_v thou_o confer_v upon_o i_o when_o thou_o do_v see_v my_o mourning_n for_o the_o death_n of_o my_o brother_n thou_o do_v comfort_v i_o in_o my_o sorrow_n thou_o do_v assuage_v my_o grief_n thou_o do_v weep_v with_o i_o such_o be_v thy_o kind_a affection_n towards_o my_o love_a brother_n such_o be_v thy_o tender_a compassion_n towards_o i_o his_o sorrowful_a sister_n and_o thou_o do_v not_o only_o shed_v tear_n as_o sign_n of_o thy_o love_n but_o thou_o do_v raise_v my_o dead_a brother_n out_o of_o his_o grave_n for_o my_o consolation_n and_o restore_v he_o to_o life_n again_o for_o my_o comfort_n john_n 11.35_o ibidem_fw-la 43._o as_o nothing_o be_v more_o sweet_a and_o pleasant_a unto_o i_o then_o to_o enjoy_v thy_o bless_a company_n so_o nothing_o can_v be_v more_o sour_a and_o sharp_a unto_o i_o then_o want_v of_o thy_o comfortable_a society_n but_o alas_o sorrowful_a word_n be_v too_o weak_a a_o medicine_n to_o cure_v my_o malady_n and_o although_o i_o have_v cause_n to_o say_v much_o yet_o extremity_n of_o grief_n will_v suffer_v i_o to_o say_v no_o more_o now_o thou_o have_v hear_v oh_o my_o soul_n the_o lamentation_n of_o a_o tender_a mother_n deplore_a the_o death_n of_o her_o son_n and_o also_o the_o pitiful_a mourning_n of_o a_o faithful_a servant_n bewail_v the_o 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and_o weep_v in_o my_o meditation_n of_o the_o bitter_a passion_n of_o my_o saviour_n my_o gracious_a and_o bountiful_a benefactor_n who_o do_v abide_v so_o many_o painful_a torment_n and_o reproachful_a taunt_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o suffer_v a_o most_o shameful_a and_o cruel_a death_n on_o the_o cross_n for_o my_o transgression_n how_o can_v i_o excuse_v the_o coldness_n of_o my_o love_n how_o shall_v i_o clear_v my_o unthankful_a mind_n if_o death_n take_v away_o my_o father_n or_o deprive_v i_o of_o my_o mother_n i_o water_v my_o cheek_n with_o tear_n and_o weary_a my_o heart_n with_o groan_v i_o can_v weep_v for_o the_o death_n of_o a_o brother_n and_o wring_v my_o