a word they may know grosser sins but not lesser as we may see by Christs interpretation of the Law compared with that of the Pharisees yea Paul sayes I knew not concupiscence to be sin but by the Law the naturall mans light or sight of sin is like an ordinarie light which discernes grosse palpable filthines but will not discover moats But the spirituall mans light is like the light of the Sun which discovers very moats which an ordinarie light will not discover 2. The Spirit gives to a man a sight of his gracelesnesse and wants they see their faith love repentance fear to be weak I beleeve Lord help my unbelief I love Lord help my love Lord increase our faith Thus they be poore in spirit The wicked and naturall men are not so but as it is to be seen in the Church of Laodicea they think they have need of nothing so look to the ordinarie course of men O why fear I not love I not God c. 3. The Spirit when he works he gives to a man a sight of his unrighteousnesse even of the imperfections of his best actions Our righteousnesse is like a menstruous cloth saies the Prophet When ye have done all that ye can do say that ye are unprofitable servants they know that the Lord pondereth the heart and they see so manifold imperfections defects corruptions in their best actions â—o that instead of meriting by them they think it a mercie not to be punished for them their heart rests not till they flie to the righteousnesse which is by faith to him who hath taken upon him the iniquitie of our holy things who perfumes the very prayers of his Saints with the incense of his merits and intercession The ungodly not so the hypocrite pleases himself with the work done the form of godlinesse cares not for the manner according to that The wayes of a man seem good in his own eyes but the Lord ponders the heart As the Pharisee not onely pleased but puft up with good service I fast twice in the week c. The Papists think to merit no lesse then heaven by them and that to others Now the Application is easie 1. for comfort First of all hast thou gotten indeed a sight of thy sinfulnesse corruptions of the flesh and spirit corruptions of the several faculties of thy sinfull nature so that from the heart condiscending upon particulars thou can say that thou aâ—â— sinfull O then thou art in case for the Phisitian The whole needs not the Phisitian but these that are sick And â—ee their spirituall sicknesses thou art one whom Christ calleth I came not to call the righteous in their own eyes but sinners to repentance that is that see themselves to be sinners Be of good comfort behoâ—d he calleth thee 2. Hast thou gotten a sight of thy owne gracelesnesse and wants O then thou art poor in spirit and so blessed thou art in a better case then those of Laodicea 3. Seest thou the imperfection of thy best services thou art not like the naturall man or Hypocrite who contents himself with the work done who 1. Ponders not the heart and therefore his waies seeme good in his own eyes 2. A token thou resâ—s not upon the forme of godlinesse but dost labour after the power 3. Thou worshipest in spirit and truth Now for câ—nviction O but thou who 1. seest not thy sinfulnesse and corruptions mayest well for the fashion confesse thy selfe to be a sinner but canst not condiscend to particulars or if to any it is but to outward grosse ones which the naturall mind may see but seest not the whoreing of the heart unthankfulnesse impenitency c. 2. Thou who thinkest that thou beleevest lovest fearest sufficienly and didst never finde the weaknesse of these thou hast not so much as attained to the very first degree of blessednesse thou art not poore in spirit c. Thou hast not the very first work of the spirit thou hast not gotten the eye-salve And thirdly thou who findest no fault with thy services for the manner of them when thou hast done them no great difficulty to get them rightly performed when thou art about them 1. Thou I say ponderest not the heart and therfore thy waies seeme good in thy owne eyes 2. Thou hast but the forme of godlinesse but wantest the power thereof 3. Thou worshipest not in spirit and truth but in shew and in hypocrisie and drawest â—eer with the lipps c. II. The second Mark of true humiliation and of that preparatory work of the spirit going before faith is from the sence of sin and of ones own guiltinesse and the feare of Gods justice anger threatnings judgments against him for them feare goes before faith the spirit of bondage before the spirit of adoption The Lord he first puts his feare in the hearts of these in whom he works effectuaâ—ly by his Spirit even the fear of his justice for otherwaies they would never prise his mercy and the merits of his Son they would never be humbled for by-past sinnes to fly to the mercy of God and merits of Christ for forgivenesse and so could not be saved according to that Come unto me all that are wearie and heavie laden As also that No man can come unto me unlesse the Father draw him And also they would not stand in aw for time to come which is the other maine end why the Lord works this work of humiliation and feare in the hearts of men according to that I will put my feare in their hearts that they shall not depart from me See then if ye have this feare which is a point of the Covenant and so a token that one is in the Covenant Blessed is the man that feareth alwaies but take heed that it be the true and constant feare of God spoken of and promised in the Covenant for even a wicked man may have some feare of committing sin and yet not the right feare Now try it by the two marks in the words of the Covenant 1. If it be Gods fear I will put my fear 2. If it be the constant fear of God and they shall not depart from me the wicked man I say he may have some feare of committing sin but this his feare 1. Is not the feare of God but the fear of man and therefore he stands not to committ small sins that men count smal I mean as to ban swear be prophane in discourse miscall his neighbour and he stands not also to commit secret sins entertaines sin in his thoughts omit secret duties though both these be offensive to the Lord who sees not then that this his feare is a feare of men and not of God doest thou commiâ— little sins doest thou entertaine any secret siâ— though but in thy thoughts thou hast never had this feare which is aâ—mâ—ke going before faith Then shâ—ll I not be ashamed wheâ— I have respect to all thy Commandements Againe a wicked man
thy minde but especially the sense of that great deliverance that great salvation so dearly purchased that these may stir up thy love and love may be the motive of thy obedience And by reason that love flows from faith above all labour to hold thy faith stirring and in action Thus did David Psal 26. Thy loving kindnesse is ever before mine eyes and I have walked in thy truth Thus doth Paul The love of Christ constraineth me to this end be earnest with the Lord that according to his promise he would circumcise thy heart and cause thee to love him with the whole heart that by the holy Ghost his love may be shed abroad in thy soul Rom. 5. that he would give unto thee to be rooted and grounded in love Ephes 3. Obj. I find not my self right in this point for I find not this love and cheerfulnesse but rather do because I dare not do otherwise A. This Mark indeed should be wisely considered by weak Christians who are in their beginning especially or under tentation desertion affliction Nor is it a sensible Mark for all Christians at all times but a mark of Faith somewhat strengthened when the heart is beset with tentations desertion or affliction This working by love wil not be sensible although it be secret further especially in the beginnings of Christianitie it is not sensible for the understanding wherof consider that there is three sorts of motives of obedience 1. One altogether wrong having no eye to God So to eschew the ill opinion of man many do sundrie good duties and become neighbour like in outward duties of outward obedience Others to win the praise of man will go beyond their neighbours yea possibly beyond good Christians There be sundry other by-respects and many by-roads in the hearts of naturall men and hypocrites The second sort of Motives is that which is in the hearts of beginning Christians which is not altogether right and yet some way right as introductorie to right as having an eye to God and as joyned with some weak faith and some insensible love this is the Motive of fear flowing from the spirit of bondage which having taken a deep impression in them and their faith being but weak and staggering as yet prevails with them and is the most sensible motive that puts them on they do because they dare not do otherwise because they fear Gods justice and have a wakening in their own conscience And yet this is not altogether wrong for the respects aforesaid For why doth the Lord denounce so many threatnings and judgements but for this and that all these should have their own place with us yea why is our obedience so often wakened up by rods crosses and afflictions if this sort of fear were altogether wrong But as faith and love grows strong by little and little they cast out fear And so comes the third Motive even that acceptable motive of love This is that which St. John 1.4 v. 18. hath Pâ—â—fect love casteth out fear and again He that feareth is not made perfect in love So that to work out of fear doth not argue no love and so no faith but onely that thou art not made perfect in love because of the weaknesse of thy faith Labour then to strengthen thy faith that it may have more love for it flows from faith and is according to the measure of thy faith grows as faith grows and do not give place to that main policie of Satan and ordinarie and incident weaknesse of many Christians to darken thy faith because thou findest thy love weak But as for thee that either workest not at all or if thou doest any thing it arises from wrong motives and ends from custome and not from conscience to please men and not to please God neither fearest him nor lovest him thou hast no faith and so art in a miserable condition A fifth Mark and effect of Faith is spirituall peace and joy for peace being justified by faith We have peace with God through Jesus Christ our Lord. For joy In whom beleeving we rejoyce with joy unspeakable and glorious And both together Rom. 15.13 Now the God of hope fill you with jâ—y and peace in beleeving Q. But hath not the wicked and the naturall man peace A. True but it is far unlike the peace of the beleever and of the godly and may be discerned by sundry Marks but clearly and plainly by these two 1. The peace of the beleever is after great unquietnesse and trouble and much hard war as we say ere he get unto it as we see in Paul the Jaylor the Converts in the Acts and these sayings Come unto me all ye that are weary and laden The whole need not the Physitian but they that are sick Thus fares it with many yea in all there must be something of this kind else this peace and Christ the Prince of peace and purchaser of this peace could never be either sufficiently sought to or prized But the naturall mans peace hath been a continuall peace a token that the strong man is not yet cast out for he will not be cast out without some sensible unquietnesse a token that the New birth hath not been for it will not be without some pain Q. But may not even a naturall man have a touch of conscience and afterwards fall into securitie instead of a true peace A. He may and therfore a man should look how his peace hath been purchased how he carried himself in the time of his unquietnesse if he betook him to wrong means and by them did strive to smother and drive away his unquietnesse and not to the right means of the Word and Prayer to cure his unquietnesse and wounded conscience then certainly his peace is not a right peace he hath but smothered the fire which will afterwards break out more violently he hath but skinned over the wound which will afterwards break forth more fearfully But on the other side if a man in the time of his wounding and wakening hath not striven to drive away his humiliation but rather to entertain and increase it in so much as he did conceive it to be a wholsome work of Gods Spirit and did not tend to infidelitie and desperation and did labour to cure it by the right means and did come by it by the Lords means this is a safe and a well grounded peace But moreover for the further clearing of this point take in the other difference between the naturall mans peace and the beleevers peace The naturall man as he hath alwayes peace so he hath altogether and in all respects peace But the beleever is not so he hath peace with God but not with the devill peace in regard of the guiltinesse of sin I mean in regard of the main battell but wants not skirmishes which the wicked have not for he hath a tender and so a combating conscience but hath not peace in regard of the corruption of sin for the
THE TOUCH-STONE OF CONVERSION OR Marks of true FAITH WHEREIN The Impenitent sinner is rowsed True Beleever discovered And Doubting Saint resolved BY That excellent Man of God now in Heaven Mr. ARTHVR MORTON Scotch man LONDON Printed by Fr. Neile for Tho Vnderhill at the Signe of the Bible in Woodstreet 1647. To the Reader NOw are the dayes wherein Atheisme and profanenesse abound many giving themselves up to commit all manner of sins with greedinesse as lying swearing uncleannesse drunkennesse injustice neglect of Gods worship as if there were no God no Saviour no Day of Judgement no Heaven no Hell Also now are the times wherein thousands place all Religion and happinesse pharisaically upon their injoyment of the publick Ordinances or their externall performance of such duties civil and religious as the Lord requires they are spiritually blinde knowing nothing experimentally of Gods gracious presence in his Ordinances as the soul and life of them nor of any gracious work the Spirit hath wrought in their own hearts by the use of them as the spring fountain within a man from whence all his actions should flow these know not experimentally what to live by faith the life of a Christian to repent to be born again to injoy communion with Jesus Christ to have the Spirit Means These are they that having but a form of godlinesse deny the power thereof and are in a deplorable and damnable condition There are in the last place many that having their eyes opened are convinced of their sins and deeply perplexed with fears and terrors whose very life is a burthen to them because of the frowns of the Almighty who hereupon if they split not themselves upon the rock of desperation are in danger either of betaking themselves to the fore-mentioned by-path of their own fancied righteousnesse duties and performances the very way to hell or of being in such a sad uncomfortable condition though the sons daughters of God through beleeving as that they have as little comfort and joy within them as God and the Church service from them by reason they have not the assurance of Gods love and are alwayes doubting that the promise belongs not to them so that the joy of the Lord is not their strength As an excellent help to all these three sorts of men read this small and excellent Book compiled by the late Reverend Evangelicall Preacher of Gods Word in our Sister Nation Mr. Arthur Morton my great desire of thy good prevailed with me to Print it and so to make that jewell common which was before communicated but to a few in Manuscripts Here are such excellent things concerning the mysteries of sin and the Gospel concerning the wofull estate of the wicked and the happinesse of the godly counterfeit graces and true Mortification and Vivification the freenesse and fulnesse of the love of God of the righâ—eousnesse of Christ wherein the impenitent sinner is rowsed the true beleiver is discovered and the doubting Saint resolved as I am confident will be acceptable to those that have the spirit of discerning to know the things that differ and prise the things that are more excellent especially if they confider that in such times of fears and danger as these are it behooves every man to use all deligence to make his calling and election sure to get clear evidence of his interest in and union with the Lord Jesus Christ Which spirituall condition is above the world both it's smiles and frowns and is reall happinesse It 's priviledges are for greatnesse and lastingnesse unspeakable of many this is not the least namely the assurance of Gods love and fatherly care over beleevers that in every estaâ—e he will save and uphold them even when his wrath doth burn against his enemies he will teach them the good way which they ought to walk in give his Angels charge over them carry them in his bosome cause all things to work together for their good this very one Priviledge hath these prerogatives attending it viz. peace with God or stable tranquillity and sweet calmnesse of minde which passes all understanding free accesse unto the throne of grace with boldnesse and confidence Christ as it were leading us by the hand into the presence of God and joy in the holy Ghost unspeakable and glorious which doth so lift the faithful above the heavens being cheared with the presence of Gods favours and contented with Christ alone that they despise the world and the base things therein and can be content in poverty suffer with joy the spoyling of their goods and be willing to dye for the Name of the Lord Jesus Certainly if the men of the world did but know what peace what joy yea what a heaven there is in a godly mans breast he would either have no rest within himself untill he could attain unto the same happy condition or else like a devill that is without any hopes of ever attaining to it would out of envy and hatred exceedingly persecute them as Apostates usually do to whom hath been discovered some things of Christ and grace in the soul Thus earnestly desiring that this little excellent Book may be somewhat helpfull for the advancement of Christs kingdom I rest Tho Vnderhill The Contents THe dreadfull case of those that want Faith p. 2. The fewnesse of those that have or shall have it p. 2. 1. The Marks of Faith Are such as go before that accompany and follow after Faith p. 7 1. The Marks that goeth before Faith is Humiliation p. 9. The parts and Markes of it p. 9. to the 15. The Meanes of it p. 92. to 148. 2. The Marks that accompany Faith p. 152. to 156. 3. The Marks that follow Faith p. 157. to 185. 2. The Means of Faith Generall Means p. 188. Speciall Means p. 211. Doubts resolved Whether a Reprobate may not have all the parts of Humiliation in him p. 29. A Doubt is resolved about the measure manner degree and kinde of Humiliation p. 38. O then I cannot have Faith for I finde my heart swarving with wicked and impure thoughts many great and grosse corruptions and some of them very strong and indeed very predominant p. 165. I do not finde the hatred and loathing of sin and this doth pusle me in this point I find that I do not entertaine it but I think it to be more out of fear of punishment then out of hatred p. 167. I find not my self right in this point of obedience but rather do because I dare not do otherwise p. 173. If this be a token of true faith I have need to fear for I find not these rejoycings especially that joy unspeakable and glorious I am far from it p. 181. I find much diffidence and impatience in time of adversity much haste p. 187 O happy most happy is the case of that soul whose conscience bears it testimony that it hath these Marks of Faith it hath certainly great matter of rejoycing yea were it in
drive us from infidelitie so do they clearly testifie the Lords great willingnesse to have poore sinners saved which is also a great encouragement to beleeve for not onely saith the Lord I will not the death of a sinner but here is our fault about this point of the Lords willingnesse to save us we will not rest upon the Lords revealed will as we ought to do but run to his secret will so weakning our confidence for which his revealed will affords us such plentiful grounds and so needlesly perplexing our selves for secret it is and secret it must be We should hold our selves then to the Lords revealed will and not pry into his secret this seems to be enjoyned by these two places especially to wit Deut. 29. v. last Secret things belong to the Lord but things revealed to us and to our children even all the words of his Law that we should do them As also Rom. 10. cited out of Deut. 30. Say not in thine heaâ—t Who shall go up to heaven c. But what saith it The word is nigh unto thee even in thy mouth and in thy heart even the word of faith which we preach So that in the point of our beleeving or perswasion concerning our election and salvation or of the Lords willingnesse to save us we should not look to the secret will of God thus perplexing our selves but we should betake us to Gods revealed will and Word and that two wayes to wit 1. to the word of faith Rom. 10. or of promise cleaving unto it for it is the ground and warrant of our faith 2. To the word of the Law Deut. 29. thus making our calling and election sure by well doing and evidencing to our own conscience the truth of our faith it working by love 2 Pet. 2. For if ye do these things entrance shall be ministred unto you abundantly c. Would you then be wise to salvation this is the way of it the way to be saved is to beleeve the word of promise Whosoever beleeveth in him shall not be ashamed the way to know if thou beleeve is by some effects of faith Whosoever calleth upon the Name of the Lord shall be saved Look if thou be such a one Both these two be set down in the former place Rom. 10. This is also clear that such a course as this is to be taken to leave the Lords secret will and to hold us to his revealed will 2 Tim. 2. where the Apostle saith The Lords foundation standeth sure the Lord knoweth who are his Q. But you will say the Lord knoweth it is true who are his but how shall I know this also my self if I be one of his A. This is his seal Let him that loveth Christ depart from iniquity try thy self by this his seal so then perplex not thy self with the Lords secret will But 1. beleevest thou the word of faith which is neer unto thee then thy faith hath saved thee be of good comfort Wouldst thou again know whether thy faith be true see if thou callest upon the Name of the Lord. 2. If thou depart from iniquity for then thou art a sealed soul but if thou castest off fear and restrainest prayer Job 15. then thou art not right A fourth notable Mean and prop and seed of Faith to obtain it and to strengthen it are the plentifull promises of mercy and forgivenesse of sins set down unto us in the Word even as the Apostle cals them Exceeding great and precious promises these well considered should mightily strengthen our faith Have we but the promise of an honest man for any businesse will we not rest and repose upon it and will it not breed in us and beget a great measure of assurance about the thing promised and shall we not then be made sure of this point of the remission of our sins by so many promises so often renewed of the faithfull and true God who is truth it self and not onely will not but cannot lye as the Apostle speaks will we rest upon the Word of a faithfull man and will not we rest upon the written Word of the true God So that we have both his Word and his writ for it he is a God of truth so called by Moses Deut. 32.4 and 7. v. 9. saith emphatically Know that the Lord thy God is a faithfull God who keeps Covenant and mercie he styles himself abundant in truth Exod. 34. Great is his faithfulnesse and love who keepeth truth for ever Psal 46. He is a God of truth Christ is called Truth it self The Way the Truth and the Life the faithfull Witnesse the holy Ghost the Spirit of Truth the Word of Truth And shall we doubt of the performance of these promises No let us with Sarah judge him faithfull who hath promised that so we may by faith also with her obtain the thing promised his truth shall be thy shield and buckler This might be sufficient for this Mean but for the further stirring up of our backward hearts of unbelief to beleeve let us consider these two things about the promises of forgivenesse 1. Their pregnancie and pithinesse 2. Their largenesse and extent 1. Then the promises of mercie and forgivenesse of sin be very pregnant and pithie the more to perswade and win upon our untoward hearts of unbelief for not onely doth the Lord simply promise to pardon our iniquities but he promises to blot them out Isa 43. and Col. 3. The same phrase is used to blot out the hand-writing of ordinances which was contrary unto us that he is not onely content to give us a discharge of the debt of our sins but because that may seem not sure for that may haply be lost therefore he will destroy the bond it self that it be not brought forth against us even blot it out Moreover lest blotting out should not seem sufficiently sure for some letters may remain and the whole purpose may be taken up by these few he hath promised to wash away our sins Ezek. 36. I will cleanse you from your filthinesse c. Isa 1. I will make you as the wooll Further lest even after washing some stain should remain in the third roome he is said to cover our transgressions Psal 32. as also 85. O but will ye say he hath a piercing eye and will see through any covering therefore the Scripture speaks of his casting our sins behinde his back that is out of his sight Obj. But you will say what cannot be seen may yet be remembred what cannot be seen by the eye of the body may be seen by the eye of the minde A. This he promises and it is a part of the Covenant that he will not remember our iniquities the words are very emphaticall lest we should think that faults once forgotten may be again called to memory therefore he saith expresly I will remember their sins No more Once forgot and ever forgot In that day the iniquitie of Jacob shall be sought for
humiliation is wrought in thy soul and therefore thank God for this and go forward to perfection get faith and love which casteth out fear the Spirit of adoption instead of the spirit of bondage Goon then to beleeve for thou both mayst shouldst having the fear of God thus in thy heart and being in a constant course of obedience according to thy abilitie that faith was never boldnesse nor presumption that is joyned with fear and obedience and that keeps to the precepts as well as to the promises It is an ordinarie policie of Satan and we should not be ignorant of his wiles but observe his stratagems that those who have no interest in the Promises as being void both of fear and obedience these I say he puffes up with Presumption and makes them boldly to claim and lean to that wherein they have no right As long as a man makes no conscience of his wayes he lets him beleeve his fill such a belief as it is when indeed he should not lay hold nor claim to the Promises as is clear by that Psal 50.16 17. But unto the wicked God saith What hast thou to do to take my Covenant in thy mouth seeing thou hatest instruction and castest my words behinde thee When a man again hath forsaken his wicked wayes and thoughts makes conscience of his courses and begins to fear the Lord at which time he may should lay hold on the Promises as is clear by that remarkable and comfortable place Isa 50.10 Who is among you that feareth the Lord that obeyeth the voice of his servant that walketh in darknesse and hath no light let him trust in the name of the Lord and stay upon his God Here is a clear warrant and a sweet invitation for a person in such a case to beleeve and lay hold and yet I say no sooner fares it thus with a man but Satan and his own corruption incontinently bear him back from beleeving Observe this then and resist the devill and the corruption of infidelity that is in thine own heart bear back no longer If bearing back and withdrawing were an allowable cause for thee in such a course thy heart would not be so much given unto it we are ever to suspect the way of our own heart and to judge it wrong that we are most given unto namely the point in hand infidelity being so sibbe to us and which hangs so fast on thee as thou wast given in the time of thy securitie through the way of thine own heart to presume and lay hold when thou shouldest not now this way of thy own heart was clearly wrong So now the way of thy own heart being to misdoubt and draw back why shouldst thou not suspect it and resist it Hold to thy comfortable warrant thou fearest the Lord at least thou desirest to fear his Name for even to such the Scripture allows comfort thou obeyest the voice of his servants or art willing to obey so far as thou art able then obey this also Trust in the Lord and go on in a constant course of fear and obedience and fear not to beleeve this is the Lords seal to depart from iniquity Make your calling and election sure by well doing If ye do these things an entrance shall be ministred unto yâ—u a undantly into the everlasting kingdom of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. 2 Pet. 1.11 If thou fear yea desire to fear if thou obey yea be willing and obedient even willing to be obedient Finally for thy further comfort and for the comfort of all those who are troubled because they are not satisfied in this point about the sense of their own guiltinesse let this be considered and examined as towards the promiâ—es there is a true faith and beleeving of them without sense which gives rest to the soul and produces good effects So may there also be a tâ—â—â— faith of the threatnings producing a true fear and câ—re and consequently a true humiliation although it be not joyned with sense All this is spoken not that you ought to rest upon this degree of humiliation for as you ought to go on from faith to faith and from grace to grace so from humiliation to humiliation Moreover the work of humiliation namely in regard of the sight and sense of our own guiltinesse and deservings is the very ground-work of the work of our salvation and sanctification and therefore should be well layed greatly laboured for and we should strive to have it deeply seated and stamped in our hearts and memories For as any may feel by experience according to the lively sense of this point goes on the livelinesse of all other points of Religion this point being lively unto us to wit the sight and sense of our own deservings it makes us accordingly hearty to confesse our sins and humbly to walk with our God it chases us earnestly to lay hold on the means of our deliverie to lay hold on the mercie of God the promises the Covenant c. It makes us flie in to the very bosome of Christ for shelter as to our City of refuge our horn of salvation And lastly faith being on foot and lively withall it is a whetstone and serves to quicken and set an edge upon our love and consequently upon our godly sorrow our zeal our obedience c. for then do we love most when we are most sensible how much is forgiven us so great are the consequents of this point So then I say what I have spoken for your comfort in this point is not that I would have you rest altogether upon the degree of humiliation alreadie acknowledged by you Onely this I would not have it hid from your eyes what you have received but that you should see it and acknowledge it that the Lord may not want his thankfulnesse nor you your comfort And that Satan may not prevail against you by that great and admirable policie of his as he hath done with many to bear you back from faith and laying hold on the Promises without the which there can be no comfort in a Christian soul yea no cheerfull no acceptable service to the Lord Without faith it is impossible to please him yea the heart wants courage to do it either to pâ—eâ—se him to praise him or to honour him Now his policie is this which is the doubt and hold-back to many Obj. I am not sufficiently humbled and therefore should not beleeve nor lay hold on the Promises for humiliation going before faith and beleeving Ans To this I say thou art not indeed sufficiently humbled in regard of and in reference to the work of thy sanctification nor ever shalt be so long as thou art here but I say the case standing so with thee as we were speaking that is thou fearing and obeying c. thou art sufficiently humbled to lay hold upon the Promises and to be bold to believe them and claim thy interest in them thou fearest the Lord
seeing that thou our God hast punished us lesse then our iniquities deserve and hast given us such a deliverance as this Should we again break thy Commandments wouldest thou not be angrie with us untill thou hadst consumed us As if he should say Shall we not regard both thy judgements and thy favours And because some had done thus therefore he saith O my God I am ashamed to lift up my face to thee O my God Consider moreover how thou hast sinned against the means of Gods Word so often calling upon thee standing at the doore and knocking stretching out his hands all the day long and that thou hast sent him away with a refusall This neglecting the Lords call and refusing to hear his Word and obey it is a most fearfull sin and fearfully threatned in Gods Word Prov. 1.24 Because I have called and ye have not heard and have stretched forth mine hand and no man regarded But ye have set at nought my counsell and would have none of my reproof I also will laugh at your calamitie and mock when your fear cometh Then shall they call upon me but I will not answer they shall seek me early but shall not find me There cannot be a more fearfull threatning then this and yet ye see it is but just and proportionable which shews the offence to be exceeding great And indeed how great a sin must it be that the great God should vouchsafe to speak to us base creatures and that thou in the mean time shouldst not daigne to hear him or hearing him refuse to obey him Now this thou hast done so often as ever thou hadst the occasion of the Word and either slighted to hear or didst not do the thing thou heardst Thou must not think that it was a man onely that thou didst misregard to hear or to obey but even God himself whose Ambassadour he is O that we would consider this rightly that when we hear the Word it is the great God whom we hear or whom we misregard according to that of the Apostle that they received the Word not as the word of 〈…〉 as it is indeed the Word of the living God This would make us truly to acknowledge the greatnesse of our by-past offences in this point and for time to come to hear with greater attention to better purpose but because this is not sensible enough considered by us therefore is it that we cannot see the greatnesse of this sin to wit to heare the word of God negligently This sinne is also fearfully threatned Isa 6. v. 12.66.4 Ier. 7.13 all which shewes that the contempt yea neglect of Gods word is not so small a sin as we apprehend it to be how then shouldest thou be humbled who hast been so often guilty of this sin See we not when Malefactors are broght to the place of the execution even for crying sins that yet this sin cries louder in their consciences then all the rest as is to be seen by their confessions further consider how thou hast sinned not onely in generall against the light of Gods word but even in particular against the Gospel against the offer of mercy and hast neglected so great a salvation Now this makes thy sins to be exceeding sinfull it is fearfull to sin against the very light of nature as is clear by the testimonies of the Lords wrath upon Belshazzar Dan. 5. and upon these Rom. 1. They had but the very light of nature and yet because they abused even but that light because when they knew God they glorified him not as God neither were thankfull therefore he gave them over to a reprobate minde and far more fearfull is it to sin against the light of the written Law for that was a clearer light and so we see the transgressors of the Law were precisely and peremptorily punished every transgression received a just recompence of reward But most fearfull and sinfull of all is it to sin against the most clear light of the Gospel and the offer of salvation in it as is clear out of these two places Heb. 2.1 Heb. 10.28 29. And our Saviour saith plainly that it shall be easier in the day of judgement even for Sodome and Gomorrah then it shall be for the neglecters of the Gospel Consider then how thou hast sinned in this last kind and so how great thy sins must be Were the breakers of the Law severely punished yea even those who had nothing but the light of nature O what deservest thou what need hast thou to be humbled that hast sinned against the highest light if by humiliation thou do not prevent it it shall be more tolerable for Sodom then for thee Now the thing that makes sins against the Gospel to be so sinfull is this because they are against not onely the Lords Commandment but his most loving entreaties and that by his tender mercies and the precious merits of his Son and therefore notwithstanding these to disobey and so to despise the offer of grace is and must be exceedingly sinfull for it is no lesse then as the Apostle cals it to neglect so great a salvation to tread under feet the blood of Christ and to count the blood of the Covenant an unholy thing for by the Law the Lord commands us indeed so to do but the tenor of the Gospel is by intreating to win obedience out of love I beseech you by the mercies of God Rom. 12.1 If a just King should out of Authority command his Subject any reasonable lawfull thing and he should disobey certainly his disobedience were great and greatly to be punished But if the Prince laying aside his Authoritie or with his Authority should request and allure with benefits and yet be neglected what punishment thinkest thou were that person worthy of Now the case is thy own the Lord thy God hath more interest in thee then all the kings in the world and is more worthy to be obeyed then they all also he hath been commanding thee and not onely so but requesting beseeching thee and that not by any common favours but by his tender mercies and the precious merits of his Son and renewing the offer of salvation and remission of thy sins to leave such and such sins and to do such and such duties but thou wouldest not O then how great and how just shall be thy damnation is not this to tread under feet the blood of Christ O that this were considered if a Subject should rebell against his Prince his punishment should be both just and great But if the Prince notwithstanding all that had past would of his free grace offer him a free remission and pardon and intreat him to accept of it and no more to continue in his rebellion and yet neverthelesse he should despise the pardon and continue in his former rebellion what punishment can be devised sufficient for such a one Just such is the case of such who sin against the Gospel the Lord offers freely
against it judge thy self for it thou hast reason indeed to sorrow for it but not to dispair or be discouraged yea rather get more faith that thou maiest get a further victorie and purification And thirdly For that predominant corruption that thou canst not get ridd of but in all thy doings it cleaves unto thee pollutes thy best services this should not discourage thee for 1. This is the case of Gods children they have sin that hangeth fast on them yea even Paul saies When I would do good evill is present with me and cries out against the body of death And 2. But if thou fall out with and loath thy sin if thou regard it not if thou judge thy self for it fear not thou shalt not be judged for it if thou cry to God against it thou shalt not be found guilty no more then the woman under the Law it is not thou but sin that dwelleth in thee If thou think it strange that the Lord should exercise thee with such strong corruptions so displeasing to himself he doth it for good ends 1. To cure a more dangerous corruption to bring thee out of conceit of thy own righteousnesse to chase thee to his Christ for expiation and to the holy Ghost for mortification of corruption to exercise thee in praier and in thy Christian warfare were it not for this we would not so often and so fully feele the necessity and sweetnesse of Christs sufferings intercession and righteousnesse we would not make so much of the sanctifying subduing power of the holy Ghost nor have so oft recourse unto it where would be the exercise of our faith and patience about the performance of the promise of sanctification what would stir us up to fervent and sincere prayer where should be the matter of our Christian warfare Obj. I do not finde the hatred and loathing of sin and this doth puzzle me in this point I find indeed that I do not entertain it but I think it to be more out of fear of punishment then out of hatred of sin A. Doth not thy heart rise against sin even in others to whose sin thou art not accessarie which cannot flow from fear but from hatred yea doest thou not hate those who are profain and wicked although they have other recommending and insinuating parts as on the contrary thou lovest those who are good and holy say not then that thou art altogether voyd of this point of the hatred of sin further though we finde not all that we would have yet should not we faile to be both thankfull and incouraged in regard of the things that we finde the Lord gives us to find many things that we may be exercised in thankfulnesse and to misse some things that we may be exercised in prayer pray then that the Lord more and more would make thee partaker of his divine nature and of his holinesse that so the hatred of sin may grow more and more sensible in you for he is of purer eyes then that he can behold iniquity Hab. 1.13 He loveth righteousnesse and hateth wickednesse Psa 55.7 A fourth Mark faith worketh by love Wherefore observe two things of faith 1. That it worketh it is operative and not idle it brings with it a spirituall life unto the soul of man and this spirituall life brings out spiritual operations when faith is put in the heart of a man there is a stirring disposition put in his heart also he is not his own man in his own element finds not quietnesse in his mind unlesse he be sometimes working and well employed Faith ever worketh towards God I mean immediately for all our works are to him as to our last end in being about the points of his worship in obeying his acceptable will in glorifying his Name advancing his kingdom seeing to the doing of his will by others so far as opportunitie and our callings permit Sometimes towards our selves in that great work of our salvation Sometimes towards our Neighbours in the works of charitie yea of spirituall charitie so necessary and so often recommended Exhort instruct edifie comfort admonish one another and yet neglected much want of compassion to the poore soul So their faith is ever working which clearly cuts off those who please themselves that they abstain from ill yea from some few grosse ills that they are no theeves murtherers adulterers c. although they never do a good deed not remembring the doome of the unfruitfull tree and unprofitable servants But secondly as it worketh so it worketh by love there is much working upon wrong motives which is all lost labour like building without a foundation there is nothing we should look more unto then this what is the motive of our obedience for it is the thing the Lord looks most unto He pondereth the heart yea doth not man so also if he can know it Now the motive most acceptable to God the disposition and affection of the heart which he requires which is here a Mark of Faith is the motive of love the Lord cares not a whit for our obedience if it come not from love yea he reckons it not for obedience therefore Love is the summe of the Law it fulfils the Law it is the end of the Law Even love out of a puâ—â— heart c. He shews mercy unto thousands of them that love him and keep his Commandments If I give my body to be burnt and bestow all my goods upon the poore without love it profiteth nothing Love is the soul the salt of all obedience and without it it is but a dead unsavoury carkasse Hence is it that the Lord doth begin his Law the summe of all our obedience with the remembrance and the rehearsall of a main temporall favour and deliverance typifying a far greater even that great salvation which shews that he would have the obedience rendered unto his Commandments to flow from love This is also the way of the Gospel even the way of love and the commands thereof are rather requests then commands I beseech you by the mercies of God Rom. 12.1 We beseech you exhort you by the Lord Jesus c. and in sundrie other places So that the Gospel doth require a lovely obedience and would draw us by the cords of love And this certainly makes our obligation of obedience the greater and our guiltines the greater if we obey not If one who may command will yet intreat the disobedience is so much the fouler and more odious And this is indeed to sin against the Gospel and to neglect that great salvation to wit when we are intreated and besought by him who hath all power and right to command us and that not by common favours but by the mercies of God and sufferings of Christ and yet refuse to obey But to the point Wouldst thou then render an acceptable obedience let the sense of the Lords great and many temporall and spirituall favours and deliverances be ever fresh and firm in
to me A. For this I give no other Answer but what I gave to that doubt concerning the Promises for what is the Covenant but a bundle of Promises As ye heard of the Promises they are to you and to your seed Even so the Covenant I am your God and the God of your seed Consider the other Answer Q. O but I am so unworthy guiltie sinfull gracelesse I cannot think that it belongs to me A. For this consider the second property the freenesse of this Covenant it is altogether free from the Lords free favour without any respect to any thing in thee it looks at nothing in thee no worth in thee can procure it no unworthinesse in thee can hinder it so that whatsoever thy condition be thou needst not fear to lay hold on it Now this freenesse of this new Covenant is clear and may be specified by these particulars 1. It is free because it doth not require any prevenient grace or worthinesse in us Isa 55. where this Covenant is set down Ho every one that thirsteth come and buy without money c. So Rev. last Drink of the water of life freely Rev. 3 the poore the miserable naked spiritually are invited and counselled to come Hâ—s 14. I will love them freely Rom. 3. All have sinned and come short c. being justified freely by his grace Nothing the Lord stands more upon then the freedom of his grace that all the glory and the thanks may be to him 2. It is free not onely because it doth not prerequire or presuppose any worthinesse in us but it doth also take off former guilt we should remember that it is made for the behoof of sinners I came not to call the righteous but sinners to repentance We are saved by beleeving in him who justifies the ungodly But I say this Covenant takes off even exceeding great by-past guiltinesse as is clear from Isa 55. where the Covenant is mentioned I will abundantly pardon Isa 1. although they were never so great though as red as scarlet Isa 43. although they were never so many Ye have wearied me with your transgressions c. Yet I am he c. This is a worthy saying and by all means to be received by thee that Jesus Christ came to save sinners yea and the chief of sinners and not onely Paul but him to be a pattern to others who afterwards should beleeve in him Now all these tends to the further manifestation of the riches of his grace and mercy Hence it is said Isa 43. For his Names sake be pardons iniquitie now the greater and the more thy sins have been the greater shall be the name of his mercy and the freenesse of his grace 3. This Covenant stands not onely with by-past guiltinesse but which shews the freenesse thereof with much present sinfulnesse and wretchednesse if felt and mourned for This is clear from Ezek. 16.4 5 6 7 8 9. When I passed by thee and saw thee polluted in thy blood c. Yet even then I spread my skirt over thee and covered thy nakednesse I sware unto thee and entred into Covenant with thee saith the Lord God and thou becamest mine Then I washed thee with water yea I throughly washed away the blood from thee c. So we see how that sinfulnesse of disposition doth not let the Lord to enter into this Covenant with us and should not discourage us to lay hold on the Covenant See Ezek. 36. where there is mention of the Covenant more then once Not for your sakes O house of Israel be it known unto you Be ashamed and confounded for your own wayes but for my Names sake And he tels them that they were a stiffe-necked and a rebellious people rather worse then better then other people And surely there are not more rough pieces of work and greater sinners then many on whom the Lord bestows grace that so the glory of his mercie and power of his grace even divine power may be better known So then neither thy works nor thy by-past guiltinesse nor thy present sinfulnesse of disposition ought to hinder thee from laying hold on this Covenant seeing it is in all these respects a free Covenant but as ye shall hear it is the onely way to get all these redressed Obj. O but this Covenant promises that I shall have a new heart be cleansed from my filthinesse c. these things I find not hence is it that justly I doubt that the Promises of remission of sins belongs not to me seeing the other Promises of sanctification be not accomplished A. Thou wilt not beleeve that they may be accomplished think you that all the conditions of the Covenant shall be performed to you or can become yours untill by faith you lay hold on the Covenant untill by faith you subscribe the Covenant and set to thy seale that God is true thou hast not entred into the Covenant nor cannot be said to have done it untill thou subscribe it by beleeving and so no wonder thou hast not reaped the benefits of the Covenant go to then and enter thy self in the Covenant subscribe it seale it by beleeving and then shalt thou find the vertue and benefit of these promises of Sanctification and go not to suspend thy beleeving because thou findest not the accomplishment of the promises for ye heard it is faith that brings forth holinesse and Sanctification But the next and last property of this Covenant is able to give you satisfaction and it is the absolutenesse and compleatnesse of this Covenant I call it a compleat Covenant because the Lord hath undertaken in it to fullfill both his own part and our part what could be wished for more so that whatsoever it requireth of thee it promises to give the same unto thee as faith repentance the grace of prayer the fear of God victory over corruptions and finally strength to walke outwardly in the waies of the Lords obedience Hence I call it an absolute Covenant because it not onely hath conditionall on all promises promising eternall life remission of sins such and such things to those who beleeve repent love fear God c. But it hath in it absolute promises which properly be the new Covenant promising even these very conditions to wit faith repentance c. What can be more sweet and comfortable certainly there is not any point in Christian Religion more comfortable or more considerable by us then is this of the absolute promises and of the compleatnesse of the new Covenant and how that the Lord hath undertaken both for his own part and our part herein for want of considering of this many poore Christian soules are holden back mightily and are discouraged for they thinke with themselves many things and amongst the rest remission of sins to be promised to those that fear and love God that beleive and repent that seek by prayer c. But alas I want these conditions and so have no interest in the promises
Now would such persons consider that these very conditions be promised to be wrought in them and that so the Lord hath undertaken to do them for us both his part and ours and hath undertaken and promised that we shall beleeve repent fear love seek by prayer so that we have no more to do but by faith and patience to cleave unto it and to wait for the inheriting of those precious promises when it shall please the Lord to accomplish them unto us and in us what can be more comfortable then this it gives rest to the soul and indeed were it not thus what should be the excellency and comfort of the doctrine and tenour of the Gospel for it is as hard and impossible as far without the compasse of our power as is the tenour of the Law it is as hard and impossible for us to beleeve and repent this being the condition and tenour of the Gospel as it is to fullfill the whole Law But herein stands the comfort of the Gospel above the Law of the new Covenant above the old that the Law promises upon condition but does not promise nor give strength to perform the condition Whereas the Gospel and new Covenant not onely promises upon condition but also promises and gives strength to perform the condition it self to wit faith repentance the grace and gift of prayer the fear the love of God and these be the absolute promises Hence it is that it is said Heb. 8. to be established upon better promises to wit because here in this new Covenant the Lord gives vnto us absolute promises not onely upon condition but even the very condition it self promises not onely to do his own part but our part also these be indeed better promises And hence is it that in the same place he saith they abode not in that Covenant to wit in the old Covenant and why Because they undertook fairly for themselves We will do all that the Lord commands us But what saith the Lord knowing their weaknesse and the rather of their undertaking O that there were such a heart within them but for this Covenant it shall not be so with them for I will do their part also they shall abide in it They shall not depart from me I will write my Law in their hearts And hence is it that Christ is the Mediator of a better Covenant this so main a point should be more taught and more considered for it is the very upholding of a Christian soul a notable encouragement in the course of Sanctification for now thou hast no more to do but to look carefully what grace thou wantest and then to look for the promise of such a grace and having found the promise thou shouldest labour with all humility to beleive it and then with that measure of faith that God bestows thou shouldest present thy daily Petitions to God in the name of Jesus Christ for that grace to be given unto thee out of the fulnesse of Jesus by the operation of the holy Spirit patiently confidently fervently and constantly prosecuting thy Suite from day to day untill the Lord satisfie thee which he will not fail to do if thou thus continue onely thou shouldest be carefull to do these two things to wit to beleive and fervently to seeke for these two the Lord requires Open thy mouth wide and I will fill it Psal 18.10 to wit in an enlarged desire And 2. by faith to receive it as I conceive it Ezek. 36.37 I will yet for this be enquired of by the house of Israel to do it for them this is subjoyned to all these precious promises of the new Covenant in that Chapter So that it is not enough for us to have the Promises but we must use the Means of earnest Prayer and seeking Ye receive not because ye ask not at least not so fervently and uprightly as ye should The prayer of the faithfull availeth much if it be fervent If thou beleeve all things are possible Obj. O but I fail in these two I cannot beleeve nor pray as I should and therefore I fear to come short of these precious promises A. Indeed we fail all too much in the fervencie of our seeking and it is hard to beleeve miracles and wonders for so indeed is the performance of these Promises whether it be the subduing of our strong fast hanging on corruptions or the supplying of our wants especially to those who are sensible either of the one or of the other and have continued long under such a sense O when shall I get such a corruption subdued when such a grace wrought not considering that God is able to do execeding abundantly above all that we are able to ask or think Able to make all grace to abound towards us for his power And then for his willingnesse more willing to bestow then we are readie to seek gives liberally to all and upbraids none counsels thee to come to him and get fine gold c. These be the two notable props of thy Faith in this point But for the point in hand thou canst not come to beleeve nor to seek as thou shouldest and therefore thou fearest thou shalt come short of the Promises Even these two amongst the rest are promised to wit the grace of faith and the grace of prayer Prayer is clearly promised Zach. 12.10 Jer. 29.12 A sweet place also Psal 10.17 So Rom. 8.26 Faith is promised Joh. 12.32 I will draw all men unto me this drawing is causing them to beleeve for he is the Author and finisher of our faith No man can come unto me unlesse the Father draw him So Psal 89.26 He shall cry unto me Thou art my Father my God and the rock of my salvation So Jer. 3.19 Thou shalt call me My Father and shalt not depart from me Repentance is promised the godly sorrow Zach. 12.43 turning with the whole heart Jer. 24.7 the fear of God Jer. 32.39 Further in this Covenant is promised what thy heart could wish for sanctification or for strengthening of thy Faith and making thy calling and election sure Thou findest and feelest an hard and unsound heart the sinfulnesse of thy nature and this holds thee back from beleeving here a new heart is promised Feelest thou strong corruptions I will cleanse you from all your filthinesse c. Thou feelest and fearest thy want of outward obedience it is promised also I will put my Spirit within you c. And so we see it to be an absolute and compleat Covenant the Lord in it undertaking both for his own part and ours and in it promising not onely upon condition but even the very condition it self which is very comfortable To conclude then this point of the Covenant Go to then O thou of little faith what hinders thee to beleeve the remission of thy sins seeing the Lord God hath not onely promised it to thee but even solemnly covenanted with thee and then hath made with thee for it
nor so violent upon it but only reflects upon the conscience to wit when a man is troubled not so much with the sence of guiltinesse as with the sence of want which also comes back upon the conscience for finding the sence of his manifold wants and seeing himselfe thereby in misery and not sure of the remedy as he supposed he feares exceedingly and is put to that What shall I do to be saved so that the main thing indeed that troubles him is the same with the first to wit feare of guiltinesse and punishment though the thing most sensible to him is sence of want for his wants would not trouble him but for this nor would he take them to heart but for this to wit because finding by his wants that he is not in the estate of grace as he supposed he finds himself at least fears himself to be under the estate of guiltinesse and misery and this is it that troubles him To bring the point then neerer unto you this your case is a very ordinary dealing of the Lords with many of his own Children to wit to begin the work of them wakening and humiliation with the sence of want more then with the sence of guiltinesse I say more directly with the one then with the other for the one as the two is included in the other the reason of this his dealing seems to be this the Lord is wise and sees what is the main ground of mens security and sleeping in sin without humiliation and whence it ariâ—es even from this to wit their presumption they think they are in Christ and so leap oâ—er all that the Law can say to them or threaten them with which otherwaies should be the meane of their wakening and then the Lord wisely fits the remedy to this malady discovers their wants unto them and by them their presumption lets them see that they are not what they thought they were puts them out of this their starting hole and sends them back again to the Schoole of the Law even to the curses of the same and so works the work of humiliation in them Now observe that although the direct and immediate work be the sence of their wants yet this sence of want is not without the sence of guiltinesse for otherwaies why would the sence of thy wants trouble thee but onely because of this thou seest that by reason of thy sins thou art guilty and under the curse of the Law thou knowest that there is no remedy but by Christ thou didest sometimes think thou hadst interest in him but now by thy wants thou dost think thy selfe deceived and hence iâ— thy trouble and humiliation So if thou wilt marke well the ground of all thy trouble and humiliation and that whereupon it reflects is from the sight and feare of thy own guiltinesse so that the sence of thy want is not without the sence of guiltinesse for were it otherwayes that thou wert not troubled with the fear of thy guiltinesse the sight of thy wants would not trouble thee nor wouldst thou take them to heart as the case of the most part is who are deeply fleeping in security they are never affected with this sort of doctrine touching the Marks and Evidences of grace they regard not whether they finde or misse have or want this indeed is a token of deep securitie of utter want of humiliation and that there is no sense of guiltines at all But when thou not onely seest but doest take to heart thy wants art greatly affected with this sort of doctrine concerning the marks and evidences of grace nothing fears and grieves thee more then to misse nothing in the world rejoyces thee more then to finde Here is certainly some freedom from securitie some sight and sense of guiltinesse and in a word an happie wakening at least the case stands thus What shall I do to be saved So to thee Now to such who acknowledge their sight of corruption and wants and their being affected in some measure therewith which is called the sense of want but cannot finde in themselves the sense of guiltinesse and so cannot think that they are truly humbled I would say three things to them laying aside the comforts whereof I spake in the beginning to wit that in regard of the sight and taking to heart their corruptions they have interest in that The whole need not the Physitian but they that are sick In regard of their seeing their wants their interest in that Biessed are the poore in spirit they are in some better case and further advanced then these of Laâ—dicea for they acknowledge that they are pâ—ore miserable wretched But laying aside these which thou oughtest to prise and be thankfull for I say I have these three things to say unto thee for thy comfort in this point 1. Thou hast the sense of thy wants and under it of thy guiltinesse although thou cannot see it as I have been shewing unto thee so that as thy being aâ—â—cted with thy wants cieerly evidences then art wakened out of thy securitie thou art solicitous for thy salvation working it out with fear and trembling and art come to this What shall I do to be saved and consequently art in that same case of humiliation as was the Jaylor and those that were converted at Peters preaching Act. 2.2 Hast thou not that tender conscience before spoken of warning thee before sin checking thee after the commission of sin of the very least sin least omission or failing in the manner of doing Then a tender conscience is awakened and at some time and in some measure a wounded conscience thou hast one of the main ends wherefore the Lord works humiliation in his own and consequently hast had humiliation it self thou hast thy interest in that Blessed is the man that feareth alwayes Behold what fear what care c. 3. Tell me what it is that makes thee that thou dare not commit the most secret and smallest sins nor omit the most secret duties what is it that puts thee on and holds thee in such a constant course of obedience if it be not at least the spirit of bondage and fear Now the spirit of bondage is the very spirit of humiliation when thou dare not entertain a sinfull thought dare not omit thy times or dyatts of devotion makest conscience of every known sin of every known dutie possibly more then many others who have gone far on in the course of Christianitie yea and perhaps then sometimes thy self afterwards will what is it that holds thee so waking but even thy wakened conscience the spirit of bondage at least the spirit of fear the fear of God put in thy heart a point and part of the Covenant which is the very work of humiliation wrought in thy soul If it be any other thing that stirs thee up as the love of God it is well thou art further advanced in grace but at least thou cannot deny that the work of