one and the same man at several times And therefore I am willing to behold it again and say somewhat more of it according to my capacity under the afore-mentioned heads of Love Lust Charity and of Friendship only orderly and in course When there is no motion in the Soul further than for the pleasing it self or the Body it inhabits or it has no other chief respect than to their worldly ease and pleasure only and looks no farther therein than the obtaining Riches Honour Children or the like I call it Lust or self-love When it beholds God alone as the only perfect good and the Author and giver of all goodness and places a trust and repose in him without taking any anxious thoughts or care for worldly things and delights the Soul in the Contemplation of his absolute and complete goodness I call it pure Love or Love in the abstract When from it or with it the Soul beholds all men as Gods special work and pays a just and due respect to every member as his Image howsoever deformed or which way soever defaced without any great respect to persons I call it Charity When it primarily respects and imbraces particular persons for some visible inherent goodness in them and God only secondarily as the Author of all good in man I call it Friendly Love or the inition of that mutual aspect or League we term or name Friendship The first of these is directed and guided by Sense only or Reason captivated the second by Grace the third and fourth by Reason at liberty with some assistance or help of Grace The first of these we may not improperly term Natural the second Supernatural and the third and fourth may be said to participate of or proceed from both viz. Nature and Grace The first works or burns inwardly only the second flames outwardly and directly ascendant the third and fourth flame laterally outward after several ways for the one is more intense upon particulars than the other but both point upward Love in man of it self good I have called and do call here when it greedily catches at or lays hold on any thing before it Lust or Concupiscence Cupiditas effraenata that is Love unbridled for so I take the meaning of the word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 to be and withal a greediness in it unbridled to be presently satisfied as 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 aviditas cibi signifies Reason I have said before is the proper rein of human Affection though there be a hand above which sometimes guides or directs it and when that rein is laid aside as truly it is when we look no further than our present ease and pleasure and Love moves by Sense only or chiefly We may well call it Lust or an unbridled Desire and not Love The word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 is by some often referred to a peculiar fleshly desire but I take it more generally to signify a greedy desire of any Worldly thing whatsoever and so does Saint Iohn seem to make use of it according to my apprehension of his meaning where he opposes the Love of the World and the Love of God to each other Love not the World neither the things that are in the World if any man love the World the love of the Father is not in him says he and then immediately after makes use of the word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 For all that is in this World the lust of the flesh the lust of the eyes and the pride of life is not of the Father but is of the World and the World passeth away and the lust thereof but he that doth the will of God abideth for ever And St. Iames immediately after his speaking of a Crown of Life which the Lord hath promised to them that love him useth the word Lust as a degenerate Love by which we are drawn aside Which raised in the Soul and coupled to the flesh conceiveth and brings forth sin Now I have called this Lust natural because since our fall Reason being much clouded by the Flesh it is for want of Grace most prone to be led by Sense in every human Soul as well as bestial And because it chiefly respects our selves I have defined it to be an inward burning And truly human love thus pent in and a thing very vigorous of it self although it cannot be satisfied within shall never want any fuel to feed it which Sense is able to bring in with the Devil's assistance But this inward burning generally creates a smoak and a smother in the Soul sometimes visibly to a spectator and often feelingly to the owner and how ere it may sometimes warm or comfort for the present is never delightful or pleasant in the end When this Love in man is pure or purified as we cannot describe the manner so we cannot describe how joyful and delightful a thing it is Neither is any man able so much as to imagine it unless he have in some measure felt it and then perhaps he may cry out with David One day in thy courts is better than a thousand c. I know there is no man but would take it in great scorn to be told he loves not God every one pretends to that however he deal with his Neighbour but sure this kind of Love the most excellent will never be made visible in any to the wiser sort of the World but by some outward clear and manifest demonstration of the two following kinds of Love to our Neighbour and to our Friend And 't were heartily to be wished above all things that self-love did not often colourably set it up and march under its seeming Banner It may and has done so certainly which is so base and treacherous a self-love that the name of Lust or Concupiscence is too good for it neither can any man invent a name for it which may properly refer to man 'T is inhuman and worse than sensual it is Devilish neither can I call it other than Devilish when men once indeavour to open a way to their self ends with a scriptum est Towards our present ease and quiet in the World I have already declared my opinon that the observance or performance of that second great Commandment that is an Universal good aspect or the bearing about one a love and kindness for every individual Image of our Creatour let that Image never so much vary in opinion or fancy from our own we will again set it down in one word as before Charity is that unum necessarium And this is a thing which in my opinion every man might God assisting blow up and enliven in himself by his Reason so as his Love might flame out on every side as I have described But that is not the thing I am now upon neither was the consideration of it or of pure love or of self-love either my chief aim or design herein but Friendship or Friendly Love A thing which though it seem not so
it to produce more than an harsh unpleasant and not lasting fruit The fruits of the Spirit of which Love and Joy are by the Apostle reckoned as the principal come to us by gift and addition not by culture or alteration Nay if we have learn'd that Lesson of content and by consequence have sometime joy and peace with St. Paul it is so much the infusive document of a gracious Master and so far from being acquired by our native understanding that we daily want his reiterated Grace to call on us to learn and when we are heavy laden to come unto him for ease If we have learn'd to tred the waters and to walk upon a tempestuous Sea for some steps we shall notwithstanding find cause with St. Peter to cry out Lord save me or I perish which cry is yet my cry For I do declare unto the World that I have not at any time found the recovery from a disease to be a sufficient charm against its return It will come again sometimes and if it come there will lie a necessity upon us and we shall be forced for the cure to use over again the same sanative ingredients and the most approved Recipe in sorrow is and ever will be that of St. Iames If any man be afflicted let him pray call on him who works in us to think to will and to do according to his good will and pleasure and has said he is near to all them that call upon him yea that call upon him faithfully 'T is he from whom comfort springs as light out of darkness and 't is he from whom we must expect as it were a new creation and beg he may say Let there be light in us and there will be light And in his light as the Psalmist says there is life that is a vigorous active state able to dispell all the black clouds raised by Sin and Satan He is the comforter who must put true joy and gladness into our hearts by the merits of his Son and the secret inspiration of his Holy Spirit and they are his comforts alone which must refresh our Souls in the multitude of the sorrows we have in our hearts St. Paul is pleased to stile him the God of all comfort who comforteth us in all our tribulations that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble by the comfort wherewith we our selves are comforted of God And in one place he calls him the God of patience and consolation with a kind of inference that God ever crowns his Grace of patience with his Blessing of consolation And he does declare God to be the sole proper and peculiar Fountain of comfort in an instance of his gracious working upon himself Nevertheless says he God that comforteth those that are cast down comforted us by the coming of Titus For the coming of Titus out of Achaia into Macedonia at that time cannot seem to have in it any natural energy to work so much upon St. Paul for that coming appears to us a matter of no great consequence only St. Paul seems to shew us that God so disposed his heart at that time that that should work as a Cordial to him which of it self barely had no such natural operation Nay in one place God does as it were appropriate the issues of comfort to himself by a reiteration I even I am he that comforteth you From the diversity of humours in our natural temper has arose that Adage of fortuitum est placere and from the same diversity we may inferr and change the word à Domino est placere Because we daily see men affected and delighted not from any inherent quality in the subject because to effect that the thing per se must have somewhat of good in it but properly and peculiarly nothing is good save God only and therefore to make a thing seem good and delightful to us it must first have his stamp and impress upon it visible to us And if the Psalmist s demand should be applied to outward goods and one in that very notion should cry out who will shew us any good he will find no perfect solution without the effect in the sequent verse Lord lift thou up the light of thy countenance and then will Rod and Staff and Fire and Faggot comfort us The light of whose countenance that we may all have in some measure let us more especially pray to him and give praise with the best member we have David's own words and imitate somewhat that Divine Psalmist I must acknowledge I ever found some comfort in my sorrows by reading those Divine spiritual Soloquies of his and do not think but that every other man may and that however they may upon the reading in prosperity glide over his heart in adversity they will fix and settle there There is no pattern in them for stupidity nor no sullen expression of My punishment is greater then I am able to bear but this or the like Then cried I unto the Lord and he delivered me out of my distress And to cry unto him in the very words of that compendious excellent Prayer being the Collect appointed in our Church-Liturgy for the fourth Sunday after Easter for I cannot find a better may be no unfit conclusion Almighty God who alone canst order the unruly wills and affections of sinful men grant unto us thy people that we may love the thing which thou commandest and desire that which thou dost promise that so amongst the sundry and manifold changes of the World our hearts may surely there be fixed where true joys are to be found through Iesus Christ our Lord. Amen To which may not improperly be added that for the sixth Sunday after Trinity O God! who hast prepared for them that love thee such good things as pass mans understanding pour into our hearts such love towards thee that we loving thee above all things may obtain thy promises which exceed all that we can desire through Iesus Christ our Lord. Amen Amen These following Ejaculations were used in the state of the disease O Lord thy hands have made me and fashioned me thou art he that broughtest me out of my mothers womb and hast shewed thy strength in my weakness Many and grievous have been my infirmities since my youth up and yet walk I in the Land of the living I have been more infirm than my Brethren which are gone before me yet hast thou granted me length of days I have provoked thee more than they yet hast thou spared me out of the abundance of thy mercy Thou hast to the wonder of others spared me whose thoughts have been when shall he die and his name perish Thou hast taken away more righteous than my self and placed me in their rooms to take my pastime like Leviathan in this World But I have not rightly considered thy doings nor to what end thou hast done these things For thou hast enlightned
are hidden but wilt thou refuse a present desire of return Shall I think of being forgot when I can say Lord remember me and all my troubles O let me not be forgot in the Land of the living If I have loved too much divert the current of that affection and let it return like a River to the Ocean of Love thy self Turn O Lord my affections as the Rivers in the South then shall I have hopes though I sow in tears to reap in joy Let me only desire thee rejoyce in thee fear thee and sorrow only for thy absence if but a moment Thou who assumedst flesh knowest how frail and weak our nature is thou hast said the spirit indeed is willing but the flesh is weak Thy Servant Paul by thee hath said There is a Law of the flesh warring against the Law of the mind and that in him that is in his flesh there dwelt no good thing Thou art the only Physician of the Soul and Body thou canst enliven my Spirit towards thee thou canst mortifie my lust thou canst allay all the unruly passions of the mind inflamed from the humours of the body and actuated by Satan O make me a clean heart and renew a right Spirit within me a Spirit of meekness working by true love and charity and in all things a contented Spirit Let all my inherent passions move only towards the good of community and thy glory Thou hast made all things chiefly for thy glory and praise and cannot I look upon the praising and magnifying thee a sufficient and satisfactory end of my peculiar being without either Children Riches or Honour Thou hast given me understanding which is the greater gift shall that be for nought or that my condemnation should be the greater can he that goes down to the pit praise thee But I will praise thy name O let me live and declare thy merciful loving kindness to my Brethren Let me after death praise thee with thy glorious Saints and Angels for to that end didst thou make man of nought Though thou slay me yet will I trust in thee Let me lay so fast hold on thy mercy that no terrours whatsoever loose me therefrom Rather in this World wound and afflict me but be thou merciful unto me and deliver me at the hour of death and in the day of Judgment Prepare me O Lord for greater Judgments and if thou hast decreed to bereave me of all Worldly comforts yet be thou my comforter And if thou seest it good to punish me let me only be as it were a Sacrifice for my Family and let them praise thee in the Land of the living But if herein I know not what I ask grant only what thou knowest good for me whose care and love never forsook them who did not first forsake thee Thy will O Lord be done thy will be done yet thou canst draw me to thee by the cords of Love and spare the remnant which is left Out of the remnant which is left raise up a branch unto thy self that may be an example of piety and virtue unto others One who may fear thy Name and think it a Kingdom to govern himself and rule his passions One that may look on all Graces and Moral Virtues as the greatest Riches and Treasure so as he may flourish likewise here on Earth O accept of the perfect obedience of thine own Son who suffered for me and mine in the room of my disobedience It was not for my Childrens sins I know O Lord thou so soon reassumedst those Spirits of thy giving to leave the filth and rottenness of the flesh proceeding from me They were indeed conceived and born in sin but received a new generation by thy gracious washing in Baptism Thou wilt raise them up again at the last glorious Bodies and shall that Body from which thou causedst them to proceed go into the bottomless pit I have declared thy wisdom and mercy and providence to my Brethren O grant that while I preach to others I my self may not become a cast-away Grant me true wisdom being a pure influence from thee and a brightness of thy everlasting Light The fear of thee is the beginning of wisdom and that fear is to depart from evil O grant that I may depart from every evil way It is wisdom to know what is pleasing to thee it is wisdom to depend on thee and in Christ are hidden all the treasures of wisdom Grant O Lord that I may be wise unto salvation then shall I see the vanity of being troubled at all other things Plant O Lord and water this root and I will not fear but that all other necessary goods will spring forth as the natural branches Grant me such sincere repentance and perfect hatred of all Vice that thou mayst be at peace with me then shall I not fear what man or Devil can do unto me Let my ways so please thee that mine Enemies may be at peace with me let me so live henceforth as that if any speak evil of me they may not be believed but at last be ashamed Let me provoke thee no more so that I and mine may be safe under the shadow of thy wings Thou art my shield and my buckler and the lifter up of my head Thou art that chiefest good which the wisest have so much puzzled themselves to find and the beams thereof here are rest and trust in thee The light of thy countenance here will bring more true joy and gladness to the heart than a multitude of Children or the abundant flowing of Riches and Honour Thou art the center of felicity and the nearer any one draws to thee he shall find the gleams of happiness I will flee unto thee with praises Praise the Lord O my Soul and all that is within me praise his holy Name while I have a being will I praise the Lord. Praise thou the Lord O my Soul praise the Lord. Amen A Treatise De ANIMA Containing several DISCOURSES OF THE Nature the Powers and Operations of the SOUL of MAN The Preface HAving received my Being Creation and Form like other men a lump of corruptible putrid Clay yet curiously and wonderfully framed and more wonderfully actuated by a reasonable Soul from whence I become enabled in some measure to consider and behold my self from that intuition there has often arose within me some limited desire that is so far as it should please my God and Creator to illuminate me therein in listening after the direction of the ancient Oracle to learn that Lesson of his and above all things else to Know my self The knowledge of the Soul if it might be known and its strange manner of operation has been that kind of worldly knowledge which by fits as it were I have most of all aspired after and my Soul seemed to will now and then to behold it self but being in conjunction with a Body it has in me as in others run wandring abroad to fulfil
first and great Commandment Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart and with all thy Soul and with all thy mind The whole Soul beside seems naturally subservient if not subsequent to the affections motion and the motion of the Soul would be strange without them and not imaginable they being as necessary as they are useful And therefore I think we may as well cease to be by our own power as cease to affect and they who have gone furthest or most covertly herein have in going about to hide some particular affections shewed others more visibly and for the covering of their joy or sorrow fear or anger or the like have set up for predominant in their Soul a seeming contempt of all things which is an affection it self and for ought I know as subject to be faulty as any For surely the Soul may seem no less glorious in its march with all its parts and retinue than some of them provided it marches the right way and each faculty help and assist and not go about to destroy each other SECT VI. How the Affections move from the Imagination or otherwise IT does seem to me as I have said that the affections or some or one of them we properly so call are or is the chief inhabitant in this our Body from which or from whence there is or proceeds motion and operation voluntary Now if the Imagination be granted to be that glass in the Soul from whose reflexion they only move which for the present let us grant then do I conceive that glass may receive its light which it casts on them three manner of ways 1. By Sense 2. By Reason 3. By Divine Revelation immediately by God or mediately by his Word From the two first the imagination shews unto the affections this present visible World only but yet after divers manners From the third it shews them another World which sight from this last as it is more glorious so it is here more rare and men that once obtain it have their affections so fixed by it that they seldom quite turn away or utterly lose it 'T is that which I humbly conceive the Author to the Hebrews speaks of with a kind of impossibility of retrieving or renewing it if once men wilfully turn away from it Being says he once enlightned and having tasted of the heavenly gift and made partakers of the Holy Ghost and have tasted the good word of God and the powers of the World to come if these fall away c. Then immediately after he uses this expression But beloved we are perswaded better things of you and things that accompany salvation though we thus speak for God is not unrighteous to forget your work and labour of love which you have shewed towards his name in that you have ministred to the Saints and do minister As if whatsoever light we had or whencesoever it came Love were the worker and labourer in our Harvest but of this I intended not to speak 't is a subject very unfit for me to handle God is gracious and merciful and as I am not able to depaint that light so it behoves me not to limit his power no not in my thoughts But how our affections move from that first or second light is my intended enquiry at present From this second kind of light viz. that of Reason by reflex from the imagination the present World is shewed to the affections with all its vanities whatsoever the certain period of man and all things else in it the falsity and mutability of it the futility of the love of it or care for it And from the reflex of this light though the affections are sometimes cooled towards the World and bent and inclined somewhat towards some greater and more perfect good yet finding it not they often suddenly fall away again and know not where to fix By reflex from the first light that of sense only the World is seen as Beasts see it for fleshly delights and for support and maintenance of the Body but with this difference between us and them that their Souls being of a bodily extract and terrestrial their affections move no further than in reference to some present utility of the things of the World for the Body Ours are coelestial and of continuance for ever yet necessitated in respect of the Body and for its sustentation to make use of this light from sense The concupiscible part of the Soul being first and most often moved from this light before Reason appears and shews her self aud yet never fully satisfied with any present thing it enjoys although it often receives its checks from reflex of that second light if it be not graciously restrained by the third and led to take some hold on that good wherewith it may be somewhat satiate in hope it grasps at innumerable things neither useful to Soul or Body shews only it is not terrestrial and yet withall that it is capable to lose in future its title and signature of coelestial SECT VII What light the Imagination receives from Reason and the weakness of Reason THe second way by which light is communicated to the Imagination and from thence reflected on the Affections is as I have said Reason which is the proper light and guide of an Humane Soul and by which it doth discover the vanity of this World But it is not the least wonder in Nature that after this light begins with any brightness to shine forth in Man never so little withdrawn from the noise and business of the World and in conjunction with sense for its assistance doth give him such a clear prospect of its vanity that a contempt of all its superfluous unnecessaries is raised in the heart and his affections are so far diverted for the present from it that a full and somewhat settled resolution is begot there not to let them possess that place any more That that man shall yet forthwith from a little pageantry here presented by the Eye or Ear have his imagination wheel about again and by consequence his affections as fast rivetted to the World as ever Surely there needs must be some Spirit or powerful Prince of the Air that does bewitch every rational man how else were it possible almost that such an one discerning his folly and madness by a far clearer and more excellent light than that which caused them shall again often return in despite of it to act over his folly and madness which he himself had condemned and his affections rejected If there were not the very light of Reason would prove sufficient so far to extinguish and dazle any weaker light that the affections might be held and kept within some ordinary bounds and limits But then withall we have ground to believe and as sure it is that when we find our sight from Reason thus strangely baffled and made as it were subject to a weaker light there yet remains and must be some
the spirit of God worketh or should work in us As if we were as familiarly acquainted with that spirit as our own which few of us little regard much less understand that eternal that omnipotent that incomprehensible that dreadful spirit I may say for certainly no man can seriously exercise his thoughts thereabout without fear and trembling by whose breath we are as easily consumed as made therefore let us fear to be too bold with it Well! can it be any offence against that good spirit for a man to behold his own unworthiness to doubt or fear its absence or to question whether we mistake not some pleasing motion of our own spirit for it 'T is not the present comfort we receive from our cogitations nor yet our actions that is any infallible sign that we have thought or acted from that good spirit merely 'T is an infallible sign rather that we have not wilfully acted against the present superintendent of our own spirit our reason and that is the utmost we can be assured from thence I may mean well and please my self with the sincerity of my present cogitations in relation to this very subject of the spirit think I have spoken the words of truth and soberness yet it would be a strange presumption in me though I acknowledge the favourable assistance of a divine power in every good thought to affirm that good spirit more especially working in me unless I could be able to convince the world and rest assured too my self of the indubitable truth of that which I have said But that I do not I rather fear I have in many particulars thought amiss and surely he who has not that fear always moving in him is very arrogant and who has it must necessarily discard such high thoughts in himself at least he must keep them from reigning in him Have not many men thought they have done God good service in some action and yet repented them of the action Have not every of us now and then pleased our selves with beholding as we thought the light of some divine truth which upon second cogitations and second weighing we have rejected as our own false conceipt and seemed to be angry and vexed with our selves which is the chief ingredient of repentance for receiving or allowing such an opinion Now as it is impossible to err from the immediate light of that good spirit so I am confident God was never so unkind to any as to suffer any inward vexation of mind in relation to the embracing of that he immediately inclined the mind to by his Holy spirit And therefore let not some honest well-meaning men as doubtless there are many from the present comfort they receive of the integrity or innocency of their own heart be induced through that song of requiem as I have mentioned chanted to them from others to think that all that which they for the present verily believe is the demonstration of that spirit of truth dwelling in them There is a vast and wide difference between God's working in and through our spirit by his providence as I have mentioned and by his Holy spirit We may err by the first and those errors foreseen by him are ordered to his glory but never by the second nay give me leave to say as well as think we may wilfully sin by God's providence Not that he is the author of sin but by leaving us sometimes unto our selves he so after a manner as it were leads us into temptation which we are taught to pray against by one that well knew our infirmities in the flesh though he sinned not And therefore 't were well we mistake not the one for the other There is no man that I know so uncharitable to think any good meaning Christian man wholly devoid of that good spirit But wishes that from thence he may in due time have a clear sight of the truth A thing at present very remote from the prospect of the best or wisest of us Let him be but so charitable to himself as to wish the same We have our desire He lays aside his present confidence and boasting There are many well-meaning men and of a seeming humble spirit to themselves who are ready perhaps therefore to impute all their good thoughts to the work of that good spirit in them but I wish their own spirit deceive them not For I take this delusion to arise not always or so commonly from humility and the love of truth as it does from secret pride and the love of liberty Saint Paul has told us Where the spirit of the Lord is there is liberty and if we are led thereby we are not under the law This pleases us so in a literal sense that we are ready to let go our reason to believe we have the spirit to guide us in all things But we might rationally suspect that those who harp to us so much upon that string would rather enslave us to themselves As for liberty we have enough already in any sence and 't is well if we use it not either for an occasion to the flesh or for a cloke of maliciousness And for the Law we need not fear or desire to be exempt from it 't is fulfilled in one word the same Apostle tells us and that one word is Charity a thing chiefly to be recommended to all which I have insisted upon elsewhere and which I pray God send us through that spirit and then we shall not bite and devour one another under colour of I know not what spirit perhaps through the very spirit of delusion In all sins or offences we say the understanding the will and the affections are all more or less faulty but where the will is most too blame there is the offence ever the greater Now if it be an offence to vouch the Holy spirit upon every small occasion and to play with it as we may say in too familiar a discourse of it Men had need take great care and heed that their will be not most to blame in that case I think you will not and I dare not go about to define what that sin is which totally excludes us from mercy But if any man upon examination of that deceitful thing his heart shall chance to find he has at any time upon any wordly design whatsoever pretended some light from that Holy spirit Or so much as indeavoured to obscure the light of reason in others which is able to shew unto subjects their duty of obedience that there is no power but of God and the powers that be are ordained of God by amuzing them therewith and this for the advancement of himself in place power or dignity whether that we call temporal or that we call spiritual I will be bold to tell him he has been very presumptuous and has committed a great offence Well these two sorts of persons I first mentioned the mere Spiritualist and the mere Naturalist are