this blessed Sacrament § 7. In the close observe the strange yet strong argument of faith and repentance Pardon mine iniquity for it is great what does the humble penitent pray and plead for pardon from the heinousness of the offence and the multitude of the sins yea and an inforcing plea it is too when uttered from a broken heart and contrite spirit for that then even then is God most affected with mercy when he sees man most afflicted with misery This cry then of the humble penitent unto God pardon my iniquity for it is great is like that of the languishing patient unto the Phisitian help me for I am dangerously sick this we are sure the greater the sense of sin the greater the sincerity of repentance where then there is true penitence it will be a good argument to pray as David here does For thy name sake O Lord pardon mine iniquity for it is great Vers 12 13 What man is he that feareth the Lord him shall he teach in the way that he shall chuse His soul shall dwell at ease and his seed shall inherit the earth § 1. OH the water-floods of ungodliness which over-flow the world as another deluge in a general apostacy from truth and righteousness yet who is it that fears drowning who is it that in sense of sin and remorse of soul fears humbly and contritely fears the just wrath and vengeance of God Many there are in deed who plead for Reformation and pretend the fear of the Lord but what do they but cast out Devils by Beelzebub cast out prodigality by covetousness superstition by prophaneness Popery by Atheism and the like Yea as the Psalmist speaks whilst the vilest of men are exalted exalted to Moses Chair and Aarons Altar needs must it follow that the wicked walk on every side Psal 12.8 ambulant in circuitu as the vulgar Translation reads it they walk about in a circle pursuing their worldly interest they tread a large circumference of sins of which Hell it self is the Center § 2. See their character from the pen of an Apostle Rom. 3.13 Their throat is an open sepulchre with their tongues they have used deceipt the poison of Asps is under their lips And what is the true orginal as well as the high aggravation of all this wickedness what but that vers 18. There is no fear of God before their eyes So that in wonder at the rarity of a person truely religious we may well say Quis ille vir What man is he that feareth the Lord But it is not onely the rarity but more especially the excellency of the truly religious that David here in devout meditations so much admires § 3. He had said vers 10. All the paths of the Lord are mercy and truth unto such as keep his covenant and his testimonies and now reflecting upon himself he seems to make this the meaning of his here registred meditation Oh how does my conscience accuse me and my sin testifie against me that mine iniquity is great so that though all the waies of God be mercy and truth Vers 10. yet seeing it is to them that keep his covenant and his testimonies I cannot find comfort in his promises whilst I continue in my sins I cannot joy in his mercy whilst I languish in my guilt but as for him who hath God always before his face to over-aw his soul from trangressing his commands Psal 4 4. thereby injoying him in his love and the light of his countenance thereby preserving intire his claim to the promises of grace and life his hope of glory and blessedness Oh the excellencie and greatness Oh the beauty and loveliness Oh the bliss and happiness of such a soul of such a Saint O quis ille vir what a man is he he who thus feareth the Lord § 4. Whilst others fear those who kill the body the truly religious fears him who can kill both body and soul Mat. 10.28 and kill not only as wicked oppressors per modum potentiae by way of power but as a righteous Judge per modum justitiae by way of justice Many there are obstinately wicked who yet fear when they have offended struck with the horror of their guilt but it is the devoutly religious who fear to offend struck with the hatred of the sin It is one thing to fear because we have sinned another thing not to sin because we fear The former is oftentimes from the earth earthly the latter is alwaies from heaven heavenly the former does arise oft-times from the love of our selves the latter only from the love of God Cant 5.5 § 5. Fear is the Spouses myrrh which when it is lest we offend like the myrrh flowing of its own inclination it is much the better but when it is because we have offended like the myrrh of the second flowing which comes not without incision some smart and anguish upon the soul the former is the preservative the latter is the plaister the former prevents the malady the latter helps to the cure Of both we may say by way of excellencie though of the former in the greater excellencie What man is he that thus feareth the Lord Feareth for what why not so much for his judgments as his mercies To fear him for his judgments that is servile to fear him for his mercies that is true filial fear When his Judgments of wrath are upon us Isa 26.9 Psal 90.11 who is it that will not fear It was of old Thereafter as a man feareth so is thy displeasure But now the tables are turn'd and it is the direct contrary Thereafter as is thy displeasure so is mans fear § 6. Gods judgments and mans fear unless it be with those desperately wicked who are even fearless of Gods judgments they keep pace If he severely inflict his wrath then a seemingly devout fear is upon us but if he take off his rod we presently cast off our fear whereas the devout and truly pious soul will say as the Psalmist does Psal 130.4 There is mercy wâ—th thee O Lord therefore shalt thou be feared Indeed to the Godly all the ways of God are mercy so that we cannot tread the path of holiness but we must set foot in the way of mercy especially when we come to Gods house and approach the Lords table there there the Lord receives us into Covenant confirming to us his grace both the grace of Justification in the remission of sins and the grace of Sanctification by the spirit of holiness yea here he communicates the fulness of his benefits the riches of his blessings the sweetness of his love here he strengthens us in spiritual life and gives us the pledge of eternal glory And who is it that will not fear lest by unworthiness he deprive himself of all this mercy or by unthankfulness sin against all this love § 7. What man is he then that feareth the Lord that feareth to be absent
the ministration of the Sacraments Now to spoil us of the treasure to rob us of the comfort of this salvation is Satans grand design in his temptations unto sin and his suggestions of distrust for by these he labors to withdraw us from our God and deprive us of communion with Christ who is our love and our life But when the bird is mounted on the wing it is safe from the Fowlers net and the soul raised in communion with Christ is preserved from Satans snare And if through infirmity the soul flag and fall to the earth and so become intangled in carnal and worldly affections yet keeping the eye fixt upon Christ looking to him in his Ordinances to rece ve the quickening power of his grace though corrupt affections may intangle Rom. 8 2. Rom. 6.14 yet shall they not inthral the soul which becomes restored by the power of Christs Spirit a Spirit of life and liberty a Spirit of Grace and holiness delivering from the power of Satan and from the dominion of sin § 2. And this this is Davids practise and experience registred here by the Holy Ghost for our pattern and comfort when to the meditation of Gods promise and the manifestations of his love he joyns this profession of faith saying Mine eyes are ever towards the Lord c. In which profession of Davids faith we have two particulars 1. It s firm affiance 2. It s comfortable assurance 1. It s firm affiance Mine eyes are ever towards the Lord. 2. It s comfortable assurance For he shall pluck my feet out of the net § 3. First The firm affiance of Davids faith Mine eyes are ever towards the Lord. Mine eyes so general and sovereign an influence hath faith into the actual exercise of the divine graces that it does supply the office of the choycest members in the spiritual man therefore is Faith the legs that support the hand that receives the arms that imbrace the pallate that tastes the eye that beholds yea it is the heart of the inward man the seat of spiritual life for so says the Apostle the just shall live by faith and again I live Rom. 1 17. Gal. 2.20 yet not I but Christ that liveth in me and the life that I now live I live by the faith of the Son of God And very apt is this metaphor of faith that it is the eye of the soul whereby it discerns those things which are invisible invisible to the eye of sence and the eye of reason 2 Cor 4.18 yet made evident and visible by an enlightning power of the Spirit to the eye of faith and therefore is faith called 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Heb. 11.1 a sacred evidence and divine demonstration of the truth of those things which neither sence nor reason can apprehend § 4. Many indeed there are eminent in Caldean learning and Mathematical science who in the height of their knowledge and with the eye of reason pierce the clouds discern the coelestâ—al motions of the heavenly bodies the inclining not necessitating influence of the Stars and Constellations yet how far short is all this of that Philo calls fides oculata an illuminated Faith the eye of the sanctified soul whereby it pierceth within the vail Heb. 6 19. looks into the holy of holies the most sacred and secret mysteries of grace and glory This is that Eagles eye which can receive the Rays of the Sun of righteousness being ever towards the Lord in the sweetness of his love and the riches of his fulness By this piercing eye of faith it is that Abraham through a bleeding sword and a sacrificed son does see a posterity numerous as the stars in heaven by this piercing eye of faith it is that Israel through a red Sea and a barren Wilderness does see a land of promise a Canaan of rest By this piercing eye of faith it is that David through a despised Crown and a broken Scepter does see a glorious Throne and famous Government yea by this peircing eye of faith it is that Jerusalem a type of the Church through a night of distress and a grave of capcaptivity does see a resurrection of peace and a full Noon of glory § 5. An enlightned faith is not discouraged with difficulties 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Nazian in Cyp. nor dampt with dangers knowing well that God oftentimes so orders the administrations of his Providence as that he works his own ends even by contrary means So that man is at a stand to determine whether is greater the wonder or the mercy of his Churches deliverance Now where lies the strength of faith why know not in the habit but in the object even in the Lord the creatures the Word the Sacraments they are good mediums but no full objects we must look thorow them as thorow a glass by which we behold God and Christ as the full and final object whereon to fix the the eye of faith and wherewith to terminate the sight of the soul § 6. Yea the blessings of providence and the graces of the spirit they are but the streams the Lord the Lord he is the fountain so that when all outward hopes fail and all inward comforts faint when there is a perfect vacuum in the creatures a seeming emptiness in the Ordinances even then the poor soul and afflicted Saint doth find rest and comfort in the Lord. Psal 116.7 In him faith sees an Almighty power and an omniscient wisdom an infinite grace and an all-sufficient merit yea an all-compassionating mercy So that were there indeed no life in the Ordinances no comfort in the Promises yet would faith by Christs assistance fetch both life and comfort from this fountain of the Lords fulness § 7. Who art thou then O thou afflicted soul who in thy spiritual desertions walkest in darkness clouded with sorrows Oh in thy greatest dejections lift up thine eyes unto the Lord Psal 123.1 that when the rising Sun appears thou mayst see his refreshing light and however now by reason of thy present anguish thou canst not serve God in alacrity of performance yet do it in sincerity of obedience and this this will be a cranny to convey some beams of light even in the lowest dungeon of thy spiritual distress Wait upon the Lord having thy eye of faith still towards him Psal 27.14 and so shall comforts be redoubled in a life recovered and thy difficulties of obtaining shall the more sweeten thy delights of injoying even of injoying God and Christ in the refreshing comforts of the Spirit conveyed and confirmed in his blessed Sacrament In which blessed Sacrament especially let thine eyes be still towards the Lord in his merits in his grace in his benefits in his love let him have thy fixed heart and thine intent eye yea let him have thy whole man for to this end it is that he here gives thee his whole self § 8. And Oh the sweet converses of the devout
God gracious and merciful accept me in thy Beloved even Jesus Christ in whom alone thou art well pleased and for his sake let me not go from before thee without a blessing a blessing of pardon and of peace a blessing of thy Spirit and of thy grace a blessing of thy favor and of thy love in the Lord Jesus Thus Lord say of me Thou hast blessed me and that I shall be blessed for ever Amen Amen Here rising up and making thine humble adoration before the Throne ot Glory say Halleluiah Salvation be unto our God and to the Lamb for ever Amen Halleluiah 4. After all this if thy foul thoughts shall yet continue or renew their assaults as it may be they will for a time let them pass like lightening and so though they suddenly startle yet let them not long discontent thy soul for this slighting is the best resisting and thou shalt sooner be quit of them by a pious neglect then by an eager opposition Like angry Bees such are foul and blasphemous thoughts Isa 30.15 Ps 118.12 they are better avoided in passing by then in beating off This Direction is well attested by the experience of a Minister of Christ with whom I have had intimate acquaintance who being devoutly employed in the ministration of the holy Eucharist Satan to disturb his devotion and thereby disquiet his soul assaults him with the sudden suggestion of foul thoughts He startled with their appearance in so sacred an action began a contest of holy indignation which contest heightened their rage and the more entangled his soul In this secret trouble he observes how busie the Flies were in that hot season about the Cup which he was administring and that he in prudence as well as piety was regardless of their buzzing and kept himself intent upon the holy service This became presently his instruction from thence raising this sudden Meditation Sure Satan envies the sweet comforts of my soul in communion with my Jesus and therefore sends these busie Thoughts to suck up their sweetness which if I strive to beat off they do but the more disturb my soul I will therefore do with Satans suggestions as with the Flies pass them by in a silent contempt not think to drive them away by a forcible opposition And he thus resolv'd they soon vanish'd keeping his heart fixt upon his God and his eye intent upon the present Solemnity 5. And lastly O thou afflicted soul do wth thy God when assaulted with frightful thoughts as children do with their parents when they behold any frightful thing even cling closer and hold faster to him And doubt not when Satan sees that what he intends to drive thee from thy God draws thee neerer to him he will soon cease the violence of his temptations And when the Devil hath left thee Mat. 4.11 Isa 63.9 Mal 3.1 Angels will come and minister unto thee especially the Angel of the Covenant Christ Jesus he shall revive and glad thy soul with the quickening graces and chearing comforts of his Spirit CHAP. III. The Souls Conflict from some late Relapses into Sin AS Physicians make a soveraign Antidote of the Vipers flesh to destroy its poison Heb. 2.17 18. Heb. 4.15 16. so doth Christ a saving Medicine of Satans temptations to defeat his malice Christ being tempted even to sanctifie our temptations and to be himself at once our refuge and our pattern that as we are guarded by his power so we may be instructed by his example Mat. 4.4.7.10 Eph. 6.17 Jam. 4.7 And what is the instruction but that of spiritual wisdom and holy resolution in opposing the Word of God to the wiles of Satan and so resisting till he flie from us And when Satan is beat back in his temptations oh how do the comforts of Christs Spirit return upon our souls to quicken strengthen and establish them Whensoever then we hear the mournful complaints of languishing souls upon Relapses into sin Job 13.24 Job 14.17 Ps 43 2. that God accounts them his enemies seals up their transgressions and casts them off They are the passionate Expressions of a distrustful impatience Satan by his suggestions so aggravating their guilt and heightening their provocation Luk. 5.31 1 Joh. 1.7 that thereby the soul becomes wholly fixt upon the disease eying neither the Physician not his remedy neither Christ nor his blood Yea the soul becomes so overburdened with its debt that it views neither the Surety Heb. 7.22 Joh. 1.16 Luk. 24.47 Joh 3.16.34 nor his sufficiencie neither Jesus nor his fulness both which are presented to the Penitent in the Promises In this distress of soul hear the Words of Complaint yea hear the deep and mournful lamentations of the relapsed Saint plung'd in the sink of sin and sunk in the mire of uncleanness The Words of Complaint Oh woe is me how is the Crown fallen from my head How is all my joy and comfort fled from my soul How are my sins and my sorrows together increased Oh my backslidings from my God! Oh my sinful departings from my Saviour Wretched man how have I forsaken my first love cast off my former zeal and by my sinful Apostacie quenched yea griev'd the Spirit of my God So that whereas before I did delight in his serviâ—e I now shame and fear to come into his presence whereas before his Spirit did enlarge my heart with comforts now my sin doth fill my soul with horrors Oh what shall I do I have abused the mercy of my God despised his love profan'd his holiness and offended his Majesty And what hope of pardon from an abused mercy What hope of favor from a despised love What hope of Communion with a profan'd Holiness What hope of acceptance with an offended Majesty These the Words of Complaint And now to set open a safe Harbor for the humble and penitent not to set up a vain shelter for the profane and presumptuous Observe The Grounds of Comfort 1. The immutability of Gods love The grace and love of God as the Agent is not founded upon any motives or reasons in man as the Object as if merit or worth in man did either beget or continue favor or love in God No He justifies us when ungodly Rom. 4.5 Rom. 5.10 Eph. 2.6 Rom. 3.24 He reconciles us when enemies He quickens us when dead And therefore needs must it be that we are freely justified and so eternally saved by his grace through the redemption that is in Jesus Christ Now if when enemies by wicked works we were reconciled by the death of Christ if when dead in trespasses and sins we were quickened by the Spirit of Grace how much more being reconciled being quickened shall our persons be accepted our sins pardon'd and our falls repair'd So that as by the operation of his Spirit we are regenerated so by the power of the same Spirit we shall be restored The love wherewith God loveth us in Christ it
Temple O let the faithful then still joy to dwell with God in his Sanctuary 2. See the length of Davids lease for term of life that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the dayes of my life So much is mans nature in love with liberty and change that not having variety of objects and freedom of enjoyments a Palace becomes a Prison and the sweetest dainties a loathed bitterness But O the perfect freedom of Gods service and ravishing sweetness of his Sanctuary which never begets loathing or dislike to the devout soul but the more enjoyed still the more desired So that Gods house is not Davids desire for change but for constancy not for a small spurt but for a long space he measures his own dwelling in Gods Sanctuary according to the time of his souls dwelling in the body even all the dayes of his life All the dayes The godly mans Kalender is from the Son of righteousness he numbers his times by his aspect and influence and and therefore he thinks it no day with his soul but when Christs face doth shine and accounts no happy houres but what are spent in his service So that should the Sun have run his round and David not have repaired to Gods house he would have cryed out as Titus the Emperor upon a less occasion after did O amici diem perdidi O my friends I have lost a day and as with David so with every good Christian that day is lost as to an happy account which makes not an account of Gods holy worship But further David renews his Lease and resolves to have it for perpetuity or rather makes Gods house his inheritance I will dwell saith he in the house of the Lord for ever Psal 23.6 David is not willing to live except in Gods house and when he departs the world he would not depart the Temple but by an happy change of earthly for heavenly enjoying the same holy presence in a more glorious beauty even that of the beatifical vision Thus we have done with the object of Davids petition 1. As emphatically asserted to be unum one thing 2. As that one thing is expresly described to be this a dwelling in the house of the Lord all the dayes of his life From the Object we proceed to the Acts which are two The former speaks Davids inward affection that of desire the latter speaks the eager prosecution of what he desired in seeking after it One thing have I desired of the Lord that will I seek after c. 1. The Act which speaks Davids inward affection that of desire One thing have I desired Desires are the Ecchoes of our loves what we most ardently affect we most eagerly covet If our love then be spiritual and fixt on God our desires will keep the tincture of our loves and become holy and spiritual too And there are no enjoyments so full nor contentments so great that desires are not excited for what is desire but the hearts flame which does not by emission spend the stock but by reflexion quicken the vigor of our loves So that Testimonium gustatae gratiae est esuries saith S. Bernard grace desired is a sure testimony of grace received and to hunger after Christ Ps 34.8 is a good argument of having tasted with David how good the Lord is Thus it is with Gods Saints on earth but see the same with the very Seraphims in heaven who clap their wings that is Isa 6.2 agitate their loves and actuate their joyes by their desires yea no heart is so earthy that breaths not forth the air of this region Ps 145.16 and God alone it is that can satisfie the desire of every living thing And therefore is David right in his Unum petii One thing have I desired of the Lord. For indeed seeing the fruition of God is the last end of the souls creation so infinite an object as God supposeth an infinite desire in man And though David confines his desires to one Object yet can he not contain them in one Act for like Number they are infinite none so great but is still capable of addition so that mans desire cannot be satisfied but by his fulness who is Naz. in Naâ—al as Nazianzen elegantly calls him 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 a Sea of Being which hath neither bottome nor shore a fulness as inexhaustible as it is unsearchable All that splendor which attracts the desires of the most lofty Heroes all those miseries which suspend the admiration of the most learned Sages all that beauty which inflames the hearâ—s of the most passionate Lovers yea take all the whole Wardrobe and Magazine of nature the whole stock of this worlds glory Theaters Thrones Empires and Arms Scepters and Triumphs Isa 40 15. what are they all but stilla situlae as a drop of the Bucket compared with the vast Ocean of Gods fulness What art thou then but ungrateful unto God and unfaithful unto thine own soul What art thou but a Rebel to his Soveraign Majesty and a traitor to thine own repose and glory whosoever thou art that seeks for any other felicity then that of God who hath h s paradise in his own bosome and offers to make thee blessed in his embraces O that thou wouldst now collect thy scattered thoughts vain man and reduce thy wandring desires into this period and center of Unity Communion with God in Christ fixing thy delights in the beauty of his holiness the worship of his Sanctuary and the joy of his presence Thus doth David in his Unum petii One thing have I desired Thus we have done with the former Act which speaks Davids inward affection that of desire 2. The latter which speaks his eager prosecution of what he desired in seeking after it One thing have I desired and that will I seek after In earthly pleasures desires faint upon enjoyment but in spiritual once enjoyed they are the more desired and as the more hotly desired so the more eagerly pursued In carnal delights we say Vilescit adeptum quod accendit desideratum That which we hotly pursue for the attaining when sped we as carelesly despise after enjoying and our own experience tells us That qui satietati occurrit satietatem incurrit A man is satiated with that which he took as a remedy against satiety Thus how many are eagerly mad upon their carnal pleasures till they feel their sting and then they hate them but it is far otherwise with our spiritual delights we have no such appetite to them as when we have tasted them and are never glutted with their sweetness but the more inflamed in our desires by their enjoyments True it is divine raptures and spiritual ravishments they are our heavenly refreshings given not for food but for cordials and therefore are not so frequent Bern. in Cant. ult nor so continued which begot S. Bernards complaint heu hora rara mora parva O how few sweet Jesus
that I trust in thee not in my self not in mine own righteousness who am not worthy thou shouldest come under my roof Luk 7.6 or that I should crawl-under thy table not worthy to gather the crums not to pick up the scraps much less to partake of the riches the fulness of thy bounty thy love § 4. It is not that I trust in mine own faith but in thy faithfulness not in mine own repentance but in thy pardon not in mine own preparation but in thine acceptance in thee and in thy merits in thy mercies do I trust Let me not then be ashamed let me not be disappointed of my hope deprived of thy blessing I trust in thee by this Sacrament to be filled with good things Oh let me not then be ashamed of my trust in being sent empty away I trust in thee as the rock of my salvation even a firm rock Oh let me not be ashamed of my trust as if I had leaned upon a deceitful reed or rested upon a broken staff as if I had followed mine own devices and not attended thine Ordinance § 5. Thou my God hast promised that whosoever trusteth in thee shall not be confounded 1 Pet. 2.6 Be it then unto me according to thy Word and seeing thou O God mayst as soon not be as be unfaithful make my trust as firm as thy promise is sure and so shall I not be confounded not confounded as if I had taken a wrong course to be saved when I run to thee for salvation or as if I had done foolishly in seeking thy grace by trusting to thy promise and attending thy Sacraments for the obtaining thy blessing Let me not thus be ashamed § 6. Neither let mine enemies triumph ' over me my homebred Enemies my lusts my passions when I return from thine Ordinance let them not thus triumph over me saying Vain man what hast thou gotten by all thy fastings and prayers what hast thou profited by all thy siftings and winnowings thy confessions and humiliations what hast thou benefitted by all thy vows thy resolutions and renewed resignations we are not yet abandoned we are not yet cast out we still live and are as mighty in power yea as many in number as ever we were and thou as feeble and as impotent to resist and quell us as ever thou wast O let not mine Enemies my lusts my passions thus triumph over me rather let thy cross be to me what thou hast made it to thy self a Triumphant Chariot by the efficacie of thy death 2 Cor 10.5 ◠mortifying all my corrupt affections and bringing into captivity every imagination that exalts it self against the power of thy grace § 7. Yea not onely I but many others also with me here wait on thee at thine Ordinance in obedience to thy command and confidence of thy blessing let not Oh let not me nor them who thus wait on thee have so ill success and fruitless labour as if we came to gather grapes of thorns or figs of thistles knock at the wrong door for mercy We come and at thy call we come Matth. 11.28 as heavy laden to obtain rest as spiritually sick to recover health as secretly mournful to receive comfort we come and at thine invitation we come as thirsty to be refreshed as hungring to be satisfied as poor to be enriched We come and at thy Command we come as weak to be strengthened as fainting to be revived as wavering to be established For this for this it is we come to thine ordinance we wait at thy table Oh let none that thus come unto thee that thus wait upon thee let none of them be ashamed let none frustrate of their hope return from thy Sacrament as empty and as dry as sorrowful and as fainting as poor and as weak as when they came § 8. Rather let them be ashamed which transgress without cause even they who not prizing thy love despise thine ordinance and causelesly absent themselves from thy table as if a morsel of bread and a sup of wine were all the bounty and blessing of thy Sacrament Yea let them be ashamed who carelesly presume or causelesly despair at thy table They who carelesly presume as if all Sinners were welcome though ne'r so unprepared or causelesly despair as if no Sinners were accepted though ne'r so penitent This the Explicatory Application of what David hath put up in prayer by way of Deprecation saying O my God I trust in thee let me not be ashamed let not mine enemies triumph over me yea let none that wait on thee be ashamed let them be ashamed which transgress without cause Vers 4 5. Shew me thy waies O Lord teach me thy paths lead me in thy truth and teach me for thou art the God of my salvation on thee do I wait all the day § 1. OBserve how the devout Communicant thus bespeaks his God his Saviour O my Lord what is my hope what is the blessing I long and pray for by this holy Sacrament what is it but the blessing and hope of a Pilgrim of a waifaring man I have left Egypt but am not yet in Canaan I am still in the wilderness and whilst my face is towards Jerusalem the heavenly habitation of thy Saints this is the object of my hope this is the subject of my prayer that thou wilt shew me thy waies teach me thy paths and lead me in thy truth § 2. There are the waies of men and the waies of God the paths of sin Psal 23 3. and the paths of righteousness There are thy waies and there are my waies thine the waies of truth mine the waies of error thine which are good in thine eies and mine which are good in mine eies thine which lead to heaven mine which lead to hell Wherefore shew me thy waies O Lord teach me thy paths lest I mistake mine own waies for thine yea lead me in thy truth and teach me lest I turn out of thy waies into mine own shew me thy waies by the ministry of thy word teach me thy paths in the guidance of thy Spirit lead me in thy truth by the assistance of thy grace § 3. Oh how have I been blinded in my Judgment not discerning the light of thy truth through the thick mist of mine own wilfulness and pride But now thou hast convinc'd me of my wanderings shew me thy waies now Lord especially shew me thy waies now so many and so diverse yea so cross and contrary are the waies of men and of the world though all pretending the paths of God and leading to the heavenly Jerusalem of peace and life Psal 139.1 2 23. Thou Lord who searchest the heart and tryest the reins who understandest our thoughts afar off thou even thou knowest the secret trouble of my Closet-thoughts the private anguish of my souls distractions in that viewing the waies of men and of the world I see thy holy Name made to mask the face
sweet is thy mercy let be the more eager my longings that so my whole life on earth may be a continued breathing after that eternal fellowship and communion with thee in Heaven thus thus let me wait even all my life all the day Vers 6 7. Remember O Lord thy tender mercies and thy loving kindnesses for they have been ever of old Remember not the sins of my youth nor my transgressions according to thy mercy remember thou me for thy goodness sake O Lord. § 1. O My God thy former mercies are pledges to me of thy future grace Wherefore remember O Lord thy tender mercies and thy loving kindnesses which have been ever of old Psal 90.2 exhibited by thy Spirit in this Sacrament Are not thy mercies O Lord like thy self from everlasting to everlasting thy mercies they have been ever of old and sure the streams cannot fail where the fountain is inexhaustible and such is thy good goodness § 2. But how is it then that my soul dwels in darkness if thou be light how is that I remain disconsolate and miserable if thou Lord art so gracious and merciful thou lovest to be importuned in prayer Isa 43.26 and thereby as it were minded of thy mercy not that that thou art forgetful of thy love but that thou wouldst have us sensible of our wants Wherefore least thou shouldst do as my sins have deserved cast me out of thy thoughts let my humble suit mind thee of thy mercies Thy tender mercies for it is no ordinarie medicine that will cure my soar no mean mercy that will save my soul the sadness of my affl ctions requires the tenderness of thy compassions wherefore Remember O Lord thy tender mercies Psal 42.7 § 3. Mercies O how does one deep call upon another the depth of my multipli'd miseries calls loudly calls upon the depth of thy manifold mercies even that mercy whereby thou dost pardon my sin and help mine infirmities that mercy whereby thou dost sanctifie me by thy Grace and comfort me by thy Spirit that mercy whereby thou dost quicken me with life and preserve me from death that mercy whereby thou dost deliver me from Hell and possess me of Heaven Remember O Lord all those thy mercies thy tender mercies which as they have been of old unto thy Saints so now seal them unto thy servant in this blessed Sacrament § 4. And as thou seals me thy tender mercies so convey unto me thy loving kindnesses even those enligthning gifts those beautifiing graces those refreshing comforts those divine manifestations of thy presence those secret aspirings of the soul those devout raptures of the Spirit those divine meltings of the heart that peace of conscience that joy in the holy Ghost all these thy loving kindnesses let me in some proportion of measure taste if not in some measure of fulness enjoy in a blessed communion with thee my Jesus in this sacred solemnity § 5. Thy Saints of old how have they come from this thy Table satisfied with good things and like Giants refreshed with wine Psal 65.4 furnished to every good work and strong to resist the temptations of Satan having been made partakers of thy precious blood which thou shedest for them how have they been animated in the profession of faith to shed their dearest blood for thee Yea remember those thy former mercies to mine own soul when I have come with sorrow and returned with joy come trembling in fear and returned exulting through faith come fainting and weak returned strengthened and confirmed And what Lord hath thy Table been so sweet a refreshing and shall it not be so still to my soul if I come the oftner shall I return the sadder and by how much I am the more eager in my desires wilt thou be the further off in thy fulness § 6. This indeed my sins have deserved but thy mercies they are tender and will not deal with me according to my deserts wherefore remember then thy old mercies not my old sins thy tender compassions not my present transgrssions call not to mind the sins of my youth to visit them upon the years of my riper age wean me from my youthful sins and give me not over by a just judgement upon their provocation to more manly more stubborn impieties Just it were that the sins of my greener years should deprive me of thy blessing in my riper age but whilst my sins move thee to wrath let thy compassions move thee to mercy that so my former unworthiness with-hold not from me the blessing and grace of thy present Ordinance remember thou me in this according to thy mercy for thy goodness sake O Lord. § 7. According to thy mercy not mine for I have forsaken those mercies thou madest mine own in being cruel to my self by my sin Jon. 2 8. Psal 59.10 17 through distrust of thy promise upon presumptions in thy mercy yea let it be for thy goodness sake not mine for in me Rom 7.18 that is in my flesh dwelleth no manner of thing that is good let thy goodness then be the motive thy mercy the rule of all that grace and of all those blessings thou vouchsafest unto my soul Vers 8 9 10. Good and upright is the Lord therefore will he teach sinners in the way The meek will he guide in judgement and the meek will he teach his way All the paths of the Lord are mercy and truth unto such as keep his Covenant and his Testimonies § 1. GOod and upright is the Lord therefore will he teach sinners in the way The true knowledge then O God of thy will is the gracious manifestation of thy goodness Good is the Lord in the graciousness of his promises upright is the Lord in the truâ—h of his performances and this grace and truth which is the habitation of his Throne is the refuge of the sinner the sanctuary of the penitent whom he teacheth in the way even the way of truth the way of holiness the way of life § 2. The Lord is good And where Oh my soul canst thou better tast the goodness of the Lord then in this blessed Eucharist Psal 34 8. the sacred feast of the Lords goodness and as his goodness doth invite thee so let his uprightness encourage thee for that faithful is he who hath p omised faithful to give according to his promise healing for thy wounds strengthning for thy weakness comfort for thy sorrow yea give that which is the compendium of all spiritual good things Rom 5.1 2 Peace of conscience and joy in the holy Ghost § 3. Why art thou so heavy O my soul and why art thou so cast down within me Psal 42.11 Is it because thou hast broken the Covenant of thy God even the Covenant of reconciliation sealed thee by the Sacrament and that thus by thy sin thou art become at enmitie with thy maker Be it so yet will not the Lord who is good be as gracious
disturbs not that which preserves the quiet of the house the peace of the soul that which does extinguish not that which does inflame our charity that which is a servile not that which is a filial fear To fear because we have sinned against God as an avenging Iudge this servile fear love quiet casts out of doors but not to sin because we fear offending God as a gracious Father this filial fear it is so far from being cast out that it is loves dearest inmate the one mutually sustaining the other so that we may well pray as the Church hath well taught us Collect second Sund af Trin. Lord make us to have a perpetual fear and love of thy holy name § 7. However then the external profession of the truly religious may be imitated by that artificial sanctity of the formal hypocrite yet who is' t that can draw out the lineaments of life sense and motion Who can counterfeit the internal forms and active principles of grace secrets not visible to the eye but sensible to the soul from whence we draw an infallible argument of Gods blessing to say with David The secret of the Lord is with them that fear him and he will shew them his Covenant § 8. The second Medium the manifestations of his love He will shew them his Covenant 1 Cor. 2.14 the natural man knoweth not the things of the Spirit of God and no wonder for he is blind at least 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 2 Pet. 1.9 as St. Peter speaks non procul videns one sand-blind that cannot see a far off the good things of Gods Covenant and grace they are deep and in their depth have too much of misterious darkness they are high and in their height have too much of glorious brightness for the purblind eye of the earthly soul and carnal man to search and apprehend And O the refreshings of divine love to the truely penitent when God by his word discovers their sin then by his spirit he withal manifests his grace he shews them his Covenant even life and salvation by Jesus Christ And by this we may know whether the discovery of sin be a temptation or an humiliation whether it be from Satan to tempt to despair or from God to humble in repentance § 9. The spirit of grace and truth laies open sin in the soul as a careful Chyrurgeon doth a wound in the body in a warm room among tender friends and with suppleing remedies his end not being to torture but to heal not to make soar but to make whole but now the spirit of error and wickedness laies open sin as the mischeivous murderer does the wound in the open air and the soul drawn away from Christ and his promises on purpose to torment and kill not to cure and save The promises priviledges and blessings then of Gods Covenant they are not known in their saving truth but by the humble soul even by those who fear the Lord for that 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 so the Sept. to them the Lord will declare and make known his Covenant even his Covenant of Crace in which are concentred all the promises of the Gospel and this Covenant he will shew to them that fear him especially in that which is the firm foundation of their comforts as to the immutability of his love and the stability of his promise § 10. First The immutability of his love the grace and love of God as the Agent is not founded upon any motives or reasons in man as the object as if merit or worth in man did either beget or continue favor and love in God Rom. 4.5 Rom. 5.10 Ephes 2.5 Rom. 3.24 no he justifies us when ungodly he reconciles us when enemies he quickens us when dead and therefore must it be that we are freely justified and so eternally saved by his grace through the redemption that is in Iesus Christ Now if when enemies by wicked works Col. 1.21 we were reconciled by the death of Christ if when dead in sins we were were quickened by the Spirit of grace how much more being quickened being reconciled shall our infirmities be pardoned our falls repaired our persons accepted and our services rewarded If when we were enemies Gods grace did prevent us to make us his children how much more being Gods children shall the same grace preserve us from becoming his enemies § 11. The love of God in his Covenant of grace Jer. 31.3 it is an everlasting love which everlasting love sure cannot end in an eternal hate So that though we are unworthy yet does he continue gracious though we deserve his wrath yet will he bestow his love his love unchangeable like himself for God is love and as Mal. 3.6 I am the Lord I change not therefore ye sons of Jacob are not consumed § 12. 2. The stability of his promise In Jer. 32.40 God tells us he will make an everlasting Covenant with his people And how is â—t everlasting why says God I will not turn away from them to do them good But though God be immutable in his grace unchangeable in his love and so constant in his promise yet what if his people through humane frailty fall from him and so make void the Covenant of the Almighty To this God himself gives answer v. 40. for the comfort of all the faithful I will put my fear into their hearts saith the Lord that they shall not depart from me Thus does God give the promise and strengthens man to the condition of his Covenant so that they who are begotten to a lively hope by Jesus Christ 1 Pet. 1.5 are kept by the power of God through faith to salvation And thus our holiness depends upon Gods promise not Gods promise upon our holiness Deus facit ut nos faciamus quae praecepit nos non facimus ut ille faciat quae promisit so S. Aug. God makes us to do what he hath commanded we do not make God to do what he hath promised But as remission of sins is from his grace even his gracious favor accepting so is the obedience of faith from his grace too even the grace of his Spirit sanctifying § 13. So that all our comfort of soul and peace of conscience is firmly fixt upon this sure Basis this firm foundation the immutability of Gods love and the stability of his promise For so Heb. 6.17 God willing more abundantly to shew unto the heirs of promise the immutability of his counsel and in that his love he confirm'd it by an oath And wherefore Was it to make his obligation more firm No but to make our consolation more full For so v. 18. it was that by two immutable things in which it was impossible for God to lye we might have strong consolation Gods covenant is not made the more firm or sure by oath then by promise for that his truth as his nature it is without variableness or shadow of turning
Jam. 1.17 And it is not any thing that can add to its immutability for as to infinity in respect of extension so to immutability in respect of firmness there can be no accession of parts nor addition of degrees § 14. Wherefore as mans oath adds not to the truth of his word so nor Gods oath to the certainty of his promise So that meerly to shew unto the faithful Heb. 6.17 the heirs of promise the immutability of his counsel he confirmed it by an oath which was for the greater testimony of his love in the stronger assurance of our faith being fixt upon the firm stability of his promise from which stability of pâ—omise we draw an infallible argument to prove the blessing of God upon them that fear him He will shew them his covenant Who is it now that feareth the Lord and in that fear approacheth a communion with Christ in his ordinance his holy Sacrament that God may now acquaint him with his Covenant in the manifestations of his love let him first see to this that he be acquainted with his secret in the operations of his grace § 15. And here that we rest not on moral principles or on a formal sanctity do we examine the operations of grace in a real holiness such as meer morality cannot reach nor formal hypocrisie counterfeit See we then what is the secret of the Lord with them that fear him in the operations of grace 1. In respect of their contritions and humiliations 2. In respect of their hungrings and thirstings after righteousness 3. In respect of their holy purposes and godly resolutions 4. In respect of their earnest prayers and fervent supplications 5. In respect of their humble assurance of Gods love and acceptance through Christ § 16. 1. Their contritions and humiliations in which their sight and sense of sin is not only in respect of the general corruption of their nature but also the particular and more enormous transgressions of their life yea they view sin not so much in its horror of guilt Psal 14.3 Col. 1 21. Eph. 2 12. Isa 59.2 as in its pollution of filth not so much as exposing to wrath and hell as setting at enmity with God and estranging the soul from Christ And thus doth Christs grace work upon their hearts with the Laws threatnings tempered with the Gospels promises thereby bruising and breaking them in contritions of soul mollifying and melting them in languishings of spirit Oh this the secret of the Lord these the operations of grace in Contritions and Humiliations § 17. 2. In hungrings and thirstings after righteousness which arise in the soul from faith in the promises of Christ those of Justification by his Blood and those of Sanctification by his Spirit yea that knowledg of God and of Christ which they had formerly being speculative now becomes practical and they find those Scriptures true in experience and trial which before they viewed only in fancy and notion Psal 27.4 So that nothing appears more beautiful to their souâ—s then the worship and service of their God nothing more joyous then communion with Christ and fellowship with his Saints And therefore do they breath forth their longings after righteousness with holy David Oh that our ways were made so direct Psal 119 5. that we might keep thy statutes And as they have no comfort in their souls till God speaks peace unto their consciences so nor have they quiet in their consciences till God give further grace unto their souls that grace of sanctification whereby they may perfect holiness in the fear of God 2 Cor. 7.1 § 18. 3. Holy purposes and godly resolutions which resolutions of their souls are conformable to the admonition of the Apostle Act. 11.23 even with purpose of heart to cleave unto the Lord. And whereas the purposes of the Hypocrite they are ab extra from without from Gods judgments or mans perswasions their holy purposes they are ab infra from within from the sense of Gods mercy and Christs love which does so powerfully affâ—ct their souls that they are with David at a Juravi I have sworne Ps 119.166 and I will perform it that I will keep thy righteous judgments They make it their solemn vow and sincere resolution to observe the Law of their God and the precepts of their Redeemer And according to the sincerity of their holy resolutions so do they order the integrity of their holy obedience even in an universal and impartial respect to all Gods commandments not allowing not approving yea Ps 119.6 not excusing or indulging themselves in the commission of the least evil of which their conscience is convinc'd that it is a sin against their just and holy God their good and gracious Father § 19. 4. Earnest prayers and fervent supplications How many oh how many are the deep sighs how many the mournful groans how many the secret wishes how many the pantings and longings which they feel in their souls as so many ebullitions of grace so many breathings of the Spirit And all these oft-times before they can in affiance of faith gain wing in prayer to present and enlarge themselves in supplications before the Throne of grace In which supplications they are not more earnest and importunate for justification then they are for sanctification for remission of sins then for newness of life yea they sue with as much fervency and importunity for holiness as for happiness for grace as for glory § 20. 5. Their humble assurance of Gods love and acceptance through Christ And for this know that the Spirit of supplication which gives them words to put up their prayer unto God through Christ the same Spirit doth often bring back word unto their souls that their prayer so put up is accepted whereby with David they taste and see that is Ps 34 8. experimentally find and feel that the Lord is God receiving even whilst they are praying an answer of their prayers returned into their bosom by a secret contentation of soul wrought by a sweet illapse of the Spirit And thus their souls become even transported with a divine joy and heavenly delight the spiritual communion they obtain with God through Christ in humble prayer being an earnest of that eternal communion they expect with God and with Christ in the heavenly presence Joh 17.24 Of which eternal communion and heavenly presence this blessed Eucharist is the Sacramental seals and pledge confirming unto us the truth and comfort of this doctrine and Text That the secret of the Lord is with them that fear him and he will shew them his Covenant Vers 15. Mine eyes are ever towards the Lord for he shall pluck my feet out of the net § 1. HIs guards are strong his fence is sure whose salvation is Christ which salvation is communicated to us in the promises of grace exhibited in the ministry of the Word and more plentifully conveyed yea more effectually confirmed in
soul when the divine presence of Christ shall fill its Tabernacle possess the heart and so the eye of faith become fixt upon the Lord in devout contemplations of his grace and love So fixt that with holy David When we awake we are still with him yea VVe set the Lord always before our face Psal 139 18. Psal 16.8 he the continual object of our eye as being the onely object of our love of our joy of our delight Indeed where should be our hearts but where is our joy where our eye but where our love and whilst our eyes are on the Lord the Lords eyes will be on us so that lifting up our eyes to him above we shall not fear the snares of our feet beneath but in all our affairs of life in all our conditions of being in all the publick calamities of the Church in all the various changes of the World our firm affiance may have its comfortable assurance that our eyes being ever towards the Lord he shall pluck our feet out of the net § 9. Secondly The comfortable assurance of Davids faith he shall pluck my feet out of the Net that is he shall deliver me from the sinful temptations of Satan the world and the flesh which are as a net to intangle and insnare the soul First such is Satans malice to the sanctified soul that not being able by his temptations to deprive of grace he will not cease his suggestions to rob of comfort so that as Hercules in his cradle so the faithful in his infancy of the new man he does incounter the winding serpent whom he overcomes by the blood of the Lamb through faith in the Lord Jesus § 10. And when Satan thus repulst and beat off departs from him it is but as he did from our Saviour for a while yea 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 for a season even till a fitter opportunity to return Luk. 4.13 so that again and again does Satan encounter the humble penitent renewing his terrors to destroy his comforts and if possible to overthrow his faith Oh how does he by subtle insinuations make the soul to argue against it self in many needless scruples and groundless doubtings intermixt with distrustful fears But such is the wisedom and mercy of his God that Satans Wiles they are repelled by Christs truth whose gracious promises do silence his doubtful cavellings and a renewed vigor of grace damp his suggestions of fear so that the soul rests in peace receiving some testimonies of divine love by the Spirit obtained in fervent prayer § 11. And as thus we have seen something of the combate the faithful have with Satan so see Secondly something of the encounter he has with the world in which there is a secret antipathy against the spiritual man as it is observed by our Saviour when he tells his Disciples that if they were of the world the world would love them Joh. 15.19 even as the Mother loves her own Children but because he had called them out of the world therefore did the world hate them Thus then the faithful man in the world and from the world he meets with hatred yea that hatred sharpened with contempt derision and slanders ay mens malice doth increase with his goodness their fury with his piety so that he meets with loss of liberty spoil of goods yea the threatnings if not execution of death and that made more dreadful and formidable through cruelty and tortures § 12. Sometimes again the world turns her violence into allurements her threathings and fury into fawnings and flattery she presents profit proffers pleasure tenders honor and all to allure and deceive and the faithful mans danger is greater from the plausible fairness of the worlds allurements then from the apparent fierceâ—ess of her threatnings But such is the power of divine grace that Christ plucks his feet out of the net 1 Joh. 5.4 making him by faith to overcome the world a sincere faith in the apprehension of Gods love and the assurance of Christs Kingdom will powerfully yea victoriously repulse the world in all her incounters of feat or of favour § 13. As we have seen something of the spiritual conflict which the faithful man has with Satan and the World So thirdly see now something of that he hath with the Flesh which though it be an enemy less violent yet is it more dangerous whose insinuations being secret they are the more hurtful because the less discernable in this conflict with the flesh the sanctified person he feels the bent of nature strugling against the dictates of the Spirit corrupt dispositions against gracious inclinations carnal lusts against spiritual desires earthly affections against heavenly motions thus he feels the spirit lusting against the flesh Gal. 5 17. and the flesh lusting against the spirit in which domestick War he receives many secret blows and some deeply wounding making him to cry out with St. Paul Oh wretched man that I am Rom. 7.24 who shall deliver me from this body of death This body of death in which the inward man is divided against the outward man the old man against the new man that is the same man against himself § 14. And yet O happy soul which is truly sensible of this spiritual war it shall assuredly rest in an eternal peace These several Combates then and conflicts which the faithful have against Satan the World and the Flesh though they often discourage yet do they not quite destroy their holy resolutions though they do for a while damp and discomfort yet do they afterwards much quicken and further their godly conversation Did not indeed the powerful assistance of Christs Spirit give strength to their fainting souls those many assaults of their spiritual enemies would assuredly beat them back from their holy course but being by the same spirit strengthned by which they are sanctified notwithstanding all the oppositions of the World or the Flesh they go forwards in holiness And noâ—withstanding all the suggestions of Satan they resolve and will endeavour to live godly in Christ Jesus being ready in firm affiance and a comfortable assurance to subscribe this profession of Davids faith Mine eyes are ever towards the Lord for he shall pluck my feet out of the net § 15. But now how may we best fortifie our souls against the sinful temptations of the World and Satan Answer By mortifying the corrupt affections of the flesh For that most certain it is Satan holds intelligence with our lusts and by their treachery does surprize the Cittadel of the heart Satan may tempt but he cannot force the will So that it is not his tempting but our consenting which brings guilt upon the soul Jam. 1.14 properly then indeed every man is tempted when he is drawn away with his own lust and enticed Satan he subtly proportions his sinful temptations to our corrupt dispositions and therefore where he sees the heart set upon covetousness he tempts Balaam with the
my distresses § 1. GOD being an Infinite Good as he hath his being from himself so hath he his contentment in himself He hath his Paradise in his own bosom his perfect bliss in the eternity of his own fulness And O the immensity of Gods love unto man in ordaining him no other felicity then himself enjoys giving himself to be mans end mans happiness This then is the comfortable rest of mans soul Communion with God in Christ which yet in this life is neither full nor fixt the godly mans comforts being always sweet yet often short his communion with God having its frequent interruption Psal 30.7 though not a total dissolution § 2. So that did we lay our ears to the devout mans closet how might we hear the Turtle-moans of his sobbing sorrows the deep sighs of his broken heart Oh how are his prayers bedewed with tears which drop from the bleeding wounds of his anguisht soul His sad complaint how is it often that of mournful Sion Isa 49.14 The Lord hath forsaken me my God hath forgotten me Every word hath its accent of woe and emphasis of sorrow The Lord rich in his goodness dear in his love the Lord infinite in his power glorious in his majesty faithful in his truth even the Lord my God my God by covenant and communion the stay and strength of my soul the desire and delight of my heart the life of my joy and the joy of my life He hath forsaken me § 3. Yea he hath not only cast me out of his arms but also out of his heart he hath not only taken away his hand but hath also hid his face I am no more his love I am no more his care He hath forgotten me Now this state of spiritual desertion though excluding comforts yet is it consisting with grace And therefore the devout Saint of God notwithstanding his languishments of sorrow does not lie down in distrust but raised by faith he powres forth his complaint unto God in prayer Thus holy David Turn thee unto me and have mercy upon me for I am desolate and afflicted the troubles of my heart are enlarged oh bring thou me out of my distresses § 4. Here we have the Case and the Cure of a deserted soul the Case rightly stated in a mournful complaint and the Cure fitly applied in a fervent prayer The Case rightly stated in a mournful complaint 1. In its spiritual dereliction I am desolate 2. It s secret anguish I am afflicted 3. It s high aggravation The troubles of my heart are enlarged In the Cure fitly applied in fervent prayer 1. To the Spiritual dereliction is applied the manifestation of Divine love Turn thee unto me 2. To the secret anguish is applied a soveraign balm Have mercy upon me 3. To the high aggravation is applied a full deliverance Oh bring thou me out of my distresses Thus turn thee unto me and have mercy upon me for I am desolate and afflicted c. § 5. 1. The case of a deserted soul rightly stated in its spiritual dereliction I am desolate The devout soul in its neer approaches unto God through Christ Psal 34.8 oftentimes tastes and sees much of heavenly sweetness and divine love yet those comforts though of heavenly stock like plants carried out of their native soil and proper climate they keep not their sweetness in a continued strength God oft-times withdrawing himself from his dearest Saints in the comforting influence of his grace and love The cheering vigor then of Grace in its triumphant power over sin and the satisfying peace of conscience in the cleer testimony of the Spirit they are not always the portion of the truly sanctified Grace and Peace indeed they are happy Mates Eph. 1.2 Phil. 1.2 but not inseparable companions Grace may be without Peace though Peace cannot be without Grace The soul then is often desolate and forsaken of God in the refreshing influence of peace and comfort when yet he is most intimately present with the soul in the quickening power of life and grace § 6. Now the spiritual dereliction we here speak of it is none other then a stop of that gracious effusion of Gods love a shutting up those streams of sweet refreshments which were wont to flow forth from the fountain of Christs fulness upon the soul A truth this so well known by sad experience to Gods Saints that who is he that hath drunk of the waters of life that hath not tasted those waters of Marah that hath not tasted at least some drops of that full cup of Christ when in bitter anguish of soul he cryed out upon the Cross Mat. 27.46 My God my God why hast thou forsaken me This then of Gods withdrawing himself in the comforts of his Spirit it is 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 in the language of the Apostle a temptation common to men 1 Cor. 10.13 the best of men even to men of the divinest tempers and devoutest souls § 7. Yet these spiritual derelictions of the godly though they are real they are not total not final for that God is faithful in his promise whose promise is full and emphatical Heb. 13.5 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 I will never leave thee nor forsake thee Est in loc Est negationis conduplicatio ut sit vehementior pollicitatio The promise is doubled in the expression that our faith might be confirmed in its assurance Yea here are five Negatives 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 which is as if God had said I will not no I will not no most assuredly I will not for ever leave thee for ever forsake thee his compassions may be restrained but cannot be extinguished § 8. Know then in the spiritual desertions of comfort Gods love is not interrupted in him but the acts of his love intermitted to us he withdraws himself indeed in his love but it is not amor benevolentiae but amor beneficentiae as the School speaks his love of benevolence wherewith he loveth us in Christ this love like himself it is unchangeable but now the actings of this love which is the love of beneficence that is often suspended in its measure and degrees according to Gods wisdom and will this love of benevolence and beneficence may aptly be illustrated by lux and lumen the inherent and the radiant light of the Sun Gods love of benevolence like the Suns inherent light it varies not but his love of beneficence like the Suns radiant light it is often clouded yet not totally eclipsed And when Gods love is clouded his face hid then is the soul desolate which dereliction brings not onely a sudden fit of heaviness but very often a continued estate of discomforts sharpened and imbittered with inward afflictions for so saith David in his desertion I am desolate and afflicted § 9. 2 The secret anguish I am afflicted Indeed what soul can be desolate and not be afflicted Psal 30.6 Thou Lord didst hide thy face and I was
troubled Certainly his absence cannot but be lamented with greatest greif whose presence the soul prizeâ—h above all earthly joy when the evidence of salvation is obscured the light of Gods countenance darkned the comforts of the Spirit detained then the heavens appear not so clear the promises taste not so sweet the Ordinances prove not so lively yea the clouds which hang over the soul they gather blackness doubts arise fears over-flow terrors increase troubles inlarge and the soul becomes languishingly afflicted even with all variety of disquietments § 10. Oh how does the experience of former happiness sharpen the sence of present misery Every evil after the experience of the opposite good becomes the greater evil 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Theoph. Epist 37. when the soul then calls to mind how it hath been inlarged in its devout accesses to the Throne of grace and found no solace like that of communion with God through Christ and withall now sees its communion cut off and the comforts vanished the spring stop'd and the streams ceast O how great must needs be the bitterness of her grief miserum est fuisse felicem we commonly say it is a miserable thing to have been happy it is the souls trouble that she is without Christ but it is the increase of her trouble the sharpning of her affliction that she hath lost him him whose presence was once so sweet that it makes his absence to be most bitter § 11. Many indeed there are well enough as to present sorrow without Christ because they never injoyed him but what soul ever injoyed Christ that can injoy it self and want him without Christ that soul may see her wounds but cannot see her cure she may see her danger but cannot see her refuge and when God shall conceal his love and reveal our guilt hide his face and discover our sin what can be more greivous and afflicting So that well might David joyn his spiritual dereliction and his secret anguish saying I am desolate and afflicted § 12. 3 The high aggravation the troubles of my heart are inlarged the heart of man is the greatest Tyrant the cruellest persecutor to himself he needs none other fury who hath that of an accusing spirit this this alone will be Accuser and Witness Law and Judge Executioner and Punishment the very rack and gibbet of the soul Oh the piercing sting Oh the loud clamors of an accusing conscience this this alone doth make a hell upon earth distracting direful and accusing thoughts are worse then chains then stripes then death needs must that mans troubles be inlarged his anguish increased when his soul left to its own darkness and unbelief with Saul it falls upon its own sword becomes its own executioner Witness those dreadful complaints of a deserted soul and wounded conscience in that 88. Prov. 18.14 Psalm For a wounded spirit saith Solomon Who can bear And a wounded spirit who can declare its troubles its distresses they are as unexpressible as they are insupportable especially when the soul is in desertion § 13. When the humble Penitent apprehending the vastness of eternity both as to heavens joys and hells misery hath labored under the pressing weight of sins guilt and the laws curse And when in this Agony the soul hath thrown it self upon God in Christ and felt a sweet peace in the assurance of pardon and love after all this for him to be in so great darkness as to doubt whether Christ will own him whether God will regard him what can this darkness be but the very valley and shadow of death Psal 13 4. O how does a man in desertion through distrust fight against himself if we go about to bind up his wounds he rends them wider give supplying oyle and healing balm and he will make it a very corrosive to his bleeding soul he will fetch misery out of mercy and hell out of heaven for if to comfort his afflicted soul we tell him of Gods fatherly compassion and mercy his riches of grace and love O how does he thus reason against himself this this the accent of my misery to die in the midst of life to perish in the midst of salvation § 14. Surely God is a Father and were I his child his bowels would not be restrained he is infinitely gracious and were I at all in his heart in his love he that receives millions would not reject me he is so mercifull Rom. 10.20 that he is found of them that seek him not and sure if his displeasure were not irreconcileable I that so carefully seek him should at last find him God is goodness it self and sure my evil must needs be great that goodness cast me off nothing then can heal me but that which has wounded me I have lost the presence of my God I have lost the embraces of my Jesus and nothing but that presence and those embraces can bring comfort to my soul but whilst I am desolate I shall be afflicted and the troubles of mine heart will be enlarged This the Case rightly stated in a mournful complaint I am desolate and aflicted the troubles of my heart are enlarged § 15. 2. The Cure fitly applied and 1. To the spiritual dereliction the manifestation of Divine love Turn thou unto me In desertions of comfort God does not cease to be present but to be manifest He withdraws himself not by departing from the soul but by not manifesting himself to the soul By hiding his face Venit cum manifestatur cum â—ccultatur abscedit S. Aug. ep 3. God departs and by manifesting his favor he returns And therefore saith David Turn thee unto me The freest fountain yields the fullest stream and the best good the greatest comfort And the best good is God who being the Object as well as the Author of our comfort the measure of our joy must needs be according to the degree of our enjoyment In heaven we enjoy him fully and therefore have a fulness of joy but on earth having an imperfect possession Psal 16.11 we have but an imperfect consolation So that it is when God turns his face to us that we can say with David Return unto thy rest O my soul He alone who gives life can give comfort Psal 116.7 He alone who gives grace can give peace The Spirit of sanctification is the Spirit of consolation § 16. Indeed that which can satisfie the soul must be the bounty of a soveraign goodness such as is pardon of sin deliverance from hell conquest over Satan hope of glory and the like Yea who or what can quiet the terrors of Conscience but he who is the Prince of peace and greater then the Conscience When the soul like Hagar languisheth Gen. 21.19 it 's the Spirit of grace and truth that can open the eye enlighten the understanding and discover the â—rue well of life and waters of comfort Darkness of mind is the womb of doubts and the shop
cross when he hears his mournful sighs his painful groans the earnest messengers of his afflicted soul it is then as possible for Christ to forget the passions of sorrow which he suffered as not to compassionate this poor penitent sinner for whom he suffered he who stopped not his ears at the Jews blasphemies will certainly not stop his ear at the penitents complaints he that turned not away his face from his enemies buffettings will not turn away his eyes from the suppliants tears though the Devil hath bereaved the sinner of his purity yet can he not deprive his Saviour of his pitty Christ doth not Christ cannot so remember the sins that man hath committed that he forget the soul which himself hath purchast his eye and nothing indeed else can do it but his eye of mercy that looks through the guilt of sin to behold the sorrow of the sinner and that affliction moves his compassion so that the penitents prayer is rightly formed when it takes in Davids petition Look upon mine affliction and my pain c. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Chrys de poen hom 5. § 7. Thus then sin brings forth sorrow and the Daughter devours the Mother sorrow doth destroy sin as the worm hath its original from the wood and the wood its decay from the worm but this sorrow here of affliction and pain in the penitent sinner that it does become destructive of sin is not from any proper vertue in its self but from that power it receives from the love of God and faith in the blood of Christ 1. From the love of God A servile fear and a mercenary hope a servile fear in the dread of hell and a mercenary hope in the desire of Heaven are the common motives to repentance which yet are then onely to be approved as good and holy when they exclude not the love of God and of Christ For as St. Paul in 1 Cor. 13.3 Though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor and though I give my body to be burned and have not charity 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 I am nothing So again though we dissolve our eyes into tears and break our hearts with mourning and have not charity all will be as nothing nothing available to eternal life § 8. The will we say simply embracing good is good yet if it so embrace the less as to reject the greater good the will becomes inordinate not that the less is accepted but that the better is repulst to repent then with pain of soul that we may avoid the pains of Hell and obtain the bliss of Heaven is certainly good in it self yet if excluding and repulsing the sincere love of God and of Christ it becomes an inordinate act and its self so far from true repentance that it is a sin to be repented of Observe the love of God and of Christ is the perfection of all the graces Col. 3.14 and is therefore called 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 The bond of perfectness § 9. Now observe then further the beginning the progress and the end of practical vertues have all their due measure though not their equal degrees of goodness fear that is servile and hope that is mercinary are good in the beginning of Christian discipline and evangelical holiness But then they must have their progress to that end which gives perfection even the grace and exercise of love wherefore know we that repentance and affliction of mind which does exclude the love of God is infernal that of the damned in Hell That repentance and affliction of mind which does not express Though it does not exclude the love of God that is legal from the spirit of bondage but that repentance and affliction of mind Rom. 8.15 which does not onely express but also arise from the love of God that is truly Evangelical from the Spirit of adoption which alone can give salvation by vertue of the promise he that repenteth and beleeveth shall be saved § 10. This the second particular that the sorrow of affliction and pain in the penitent becomes destructive of sin through the power of faith in the blood of Christ for that Levit. 10.3 God he will be sanctified in all them that come nigh unto him And therefore he being a consuming fire in the fury of his vengeance Heb. 12.29 when we humble our selves before him though with the deepest of afflictions unless it be by faith in Jesus Christ as the Mediator God will be a just Judge to condemn rather then a merciful Father to forgive for it is not our tears without Christs blood not our sorrows without his sufferings not our affliction without his passion that can quench the fire of Gods wrath satisfie the severity of Gods Justice and move the tenderness of his mercy When therefore acted by love and strengthened by faith we pour out our complaints unto our God in a sincere repentance our affliction and pain shall become the proper object of his divine mercy and grace so that we may pray with confidence as holy David Look upon mine affliction and my pain and forgive all my sins § 11. 2 The affliction and pain which is that of the devout Saint especially either in the meditations of Christs sufferings or in the exercise of fervent prayer or in the sence of their own infirmities 1 In the meditation of Christs sufferings here I shall shew you a mystery a mystery of godliness known onely to the devout Saint that the meditation of Christs sufferings it afflicts by compassion and delights by complacence and so is a 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 a bitter sweet to see the sorrows of death seize the soul of life yea the soul of him whom the devout Saint loves better then life how Oh how must this needs be bitter But now to see the fire of love drink up this sea of sorrows and all in tenderness of endeared affection to his beloved Spouse the penitent soul Oh how how must this needs be sweet How can the devout Saint meditate upon his crucified Saviour but with unspeakable anguish and yet with incomparable delight Beholding amidst the excess of his love the pangs of his sorrows § 12. Whilst the devout soul then meditates upon Christs passion this or the like Soliloquy is a part of her devotion O my crucified Jesus how grievous is his sorrow how gracious is his love he loves his torments and takes pleasure in his sufferings he dies with joy that he may dye with grief for me O love ecstatical Wherefore as I cannot but grieve in his grief so I cannot but joy in his love that 's mine anguish this my ravishment so that as I sorrow with him as my beloved so I glory in him as my Saviour Thus is the devotion of the godly in the meditation of Christs sufferings a mystical Benjamin a child of grief and love in an amorous compassion and a dolorous complacence of the soul with Christ which amidst
its joy and delights says as David Look upon my affliction and my pain § 13. 2 In the exercise of fervent prayer whose voyce is louder from the heart then from the mouth louder from the eye then from the tongue sighs and tears are the best Rhetorick of the devout mans prayers The right gift of prayer and true grace of supplication not being as many fondly fancy it in the ready or large expression of words Rom. 8.26 but in sighs and groans which cannot be exprest O then then are we most fervent in prayer when our troubled souls become big with desires which cannot be uttered and therefore the tongue being unable to declare them in words they force their passage at the eyes in a flood of tears Thus thus pray we for the Church of Christ for the chosen of God that in a sympathy of their sufferings we may say with David Behold mine affliction and my pain § 14. 3 In the sense of their many infirmities The Saints of God exercised with ecstatical devotions in the holy excess of divine love Gal. 2.20 as St. Paul They live yet not they but Christ that liveth in them Col. 3.3 and their life is hid with Christ in God even as the stars without losing their light they shine not in the presence of the Sun but the Sun shines in them and their light is hid in the light of the Sun thus the Soul without losing its life it lives not being ecstatically swallowed up in Christ but Christ he lives in the soul and the souls life is hid in the life of Christ But now after the soul is descended from the Mount Tabor of her divine ecstasies how does she find herself in the Valley of Tears by reason of her humane infirmities And when the heart is wounded with the dart of love and the desire is not accomplisht in the enjoyment of its beloved what can be more afflicting As hope deferred makes the heart faint Prov. 13 12. so desires not satisfied make the soul languish Thus the Psalmist Psal 42.1 As the hart panteth after the water-brooks so longeth my soul after thee O God my soul is athirst for God for thee the living God c. § 15. Oh when the devout soul would fain take wing and flie away to her sweet repose in the bosom of her beloved oh the secret trouble and anguish of spirit to find it self clogg'd and chain'd to the servile miseries of this mortal life yea the impure motions of corrupt affections So that the devout Saint cries out with the blessed Apostle Wretched man that I am Rom. 7.24 who shall deliver me from this body of sin and of death There is certainly no pleasure like that of pleasing God no joy like that of enjoying Christ And now for such a person as hath placed his liberty in Gods service his life in Gods love his comfort in Gods favor for such a person to be so infested with carnal earthly and corrupt affections that he calls in question his faith as false his hope as vain his service as fruitless who can conceive the Convulsion-fits of his spiritual anguish the laboring throes of his souls perplexities in which he cries out Vide afflictionem Behold my affliction and my pain § 16. 2. The firm ground of the souls peace Sins forgiven us Forgive all my sins Rom. 5.1 there says the Apostle Being justified by faith we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ Here we see plainly that Peace of conscience it is the fruit of Justification So that the root from whence springs this blessed fruit it is this an humble assurance of Gods love in Christ in the free and full pardon of our sins We may observe that till Christ had reconcil'd the Faâ—her by his sufferings and death and had given an assurance thereof unto his Church by his Resurrection the Holy Ghost the Comforter did not come down upon the Apostles so now Joh. 7.39 till we be reconciled unto God by Christ in the remission of our sins and have some assurance hereof wrought in our hearts through faith the Comforter the Holy Ghost does not fill our souls with his divine consolations He does not refresh our spirits with his heavenly dew and sacred influence Peace of Conscience § 17. Therefore Isa 57.21 There is no peace saith my God to the wicked their worm of conscience is still gnawing in the midst of outward jollities fretting their souls with inward tortures So that the wicked flee when no man pursueth Pro. 28.1 no man pursueth without yet there is that pursueth within even the stinging guilt of an evil conscience So that seeing he every where carries with him his tormentor no wonder this if he can no way flie to escape his torment impossible it is he should flie from his misery since he cannot flie from himself his guilty conscience that makes his wound incurable his plague unavoidable But now when God speaks comfort unto his people Hos 2.14 it is ad Cor Comfort to the heart making the good Conscience to be a continual feast a feast furnished with those dainties of Christs banquetting-house Cant. 2.4 laid up in store for his Spouse the humble and penitent soul Let not then the heart that is drowned in worldly pleasure think to partake of those heavenly delights Let not the soul which is in the gall of bitterness think to participate of this divine sweetness this hidden Manna as our Saviour calls it Rev. 2.17 hidden to the world and the men of the world for that the blessedness of comfort which is in this sweet peace of conscience no man knows but he that tastes § 18. The better to represent by some measure of proportion what the comforts of the soul are in the peace of Conscience after its languishing under the terror of sin let those men give a shadow of it who from the safe and quiet port do behold the waves and billows of that raging sea in which they themselves were even now overwhelmed and by a miracle of providence are happily escaped or let those women in some sort declare it who after their bitter throes and laboring pangs have enjoyed the quiet ease of a bed of rest for such is the Peace of Conscience to the mournful Penitent after the terrors of sin and his horrors of soul as is the safe Port to the shipwrackt Mariner after the raging tempest or as the easeful bed to the laboring woman after her painful travel § 19. These may give us the shadow but as for the substance such is the excellencie of that as S. Paul tells us it passeth all understanding Phil. 4.7 so that we can never rightly conceive it by description from others till we truly know it by experience in our selves Which of us can conceive that has not felt what is the blessed comfort of that mans soul who in the peace of his conscience can see
faith and a keeping firm a good conscience is that Integrity and uprightness which shall preserve us preserve us by fixing us upon God in Christ as the Rock of our salvation § 8. A Rock this is so deep that no floods can undermine it so high that no waves can overtop so strong that no storms can shatter it when the Soul is set upon this Rock it views the swelling waves how they some and break themselves but neither hurt nor hazard it and therefore does the Soul raised by faith triumphantly conclude that neither height nor depth neither the height of wicked violence nor the depth of worldly troubles shall separate it from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Rom. 8.29 Whereas then amidst the worlds changes and worldlings violences the upright man seems likeliest to be lost yet shall his Integrity preserve him For that this Maxim of sure truth Piety is the best Policy shall confound all Machiavels Principles in the end Ps 94 14.15 So fâ—â—m is that sacred word of promise The Lord will not cast off his people neither will he forsake his inheritance but Judgment shall return into Righteousness and all the upright in heart shall follow it § 9. 2 The Argument of faith wherewith David backs his Petition For I wait on thee As preservation is a continued creation so is waiting a continued trusting for what Trust believes by faith it waits for by hope and thus is Trust a Compound of both When we trust in God we look to the Word of promise and in that 1 Joh. 2.25 to the authority of him that speaks the word and this is the act of faith Again we look to the object of the promise and in that to the goodness of the object and this is the act of hope Yea further when we trust in God we rely upon his promise as from him who is the first Truth and this is faith And we wait for the promise Heb. 6 12 15. as from him who is the chief Good and this is hope Now that God oftentimes suspends the blessings we desire it is to try the trust we profess and if our trust be upright it will be constant the reliance of faith and the expectance of hope make our trust perfect so that the same grace which casts our souls upon God to trust in him will sustain our souls to wait till we enjoy him Ps 27.13 14. § 10. The truth of faith the sincerity of our trust and the integrity of our hope is never more evident then when help is deferred for if any unruliness of passion if any corruption of self love if any base interest of a temporal end if any such thing have tainted our trust our faith our hope it will then appear and our shame will accompany our sin the deserting a good cause by reason of great calamities will manifest to the world our hearts were not upright 1 Ioh. 2 19. however our professions seemed zealous Hereby shall it appear then that we truly trust God when we firmly rest in him Disquiet of mind discovers weakness of trust and a distracting fear argues a disturbed faith § 11. If with integrity we trust God we shall in piety and prudence commit our way to him Ps 37 5. we shall wait patiently the success of our faith and the effects of his providence Thus when the three Children had committed themselves to God Dan. 3 16. they are not careful to answer Nebuchadnezar they know their duty and let God work his will Indeed it is grace in act more then in habit in function more then in affection in use more then in stock that does quicken strengthen support and save And therefore the waiting Saint hath a waking soul his graces are not dormant slugg'd with security presumption or sloth no but still exercised in the duties of holy devotion and a sincere obedience in an active vigor of life and strength § 12. As in nature so in grace motion is the preservatâ—ve of purity and the incentive of heat even life it self is the more lively by action God say the Schools is a pure act and every creature hath the greater excellency of being by how much it hath the greater perfection of working Rev. 7.15 Rev. 4.8 the heavenly bodies have their rest in motion and the heavenly Saints their blessedness in operation the more holy the soul is the more heavenly aâ—d the more heavenly the more active It is then in the exercise of grace and duties of obedience that we wait for the accomplishment of Gods promise his promise of deliverance in time of trouble upon which promise David founds his prayer Psal 50.15 and fixeth his faith when he thus bespeaks God saying Let integrity and uprightness preserve me for I wait on thee § 13. Oh what is the best temper of soul then what the best exercise of grace what the best duties of devotion wâ—en in publick calamities or private distresses we wait for the salv tion of God 1. What the best temper of soul Answ When compos'd to a holy frame of divine patience this resolution we have from our Saviour when he gives the admonition to his chosen amidst the afflictions of his Church that in their patience they possess their souls Luke 21.19 which words compared with the contâ—xâ— admit this Paraphrase As if our Saviour had said though such shall be the persecution of my Church that men rob you of your goods by oppression rob you of your liberty by imprisonment rob you of your lives by cruelty yet let them not rob you of what is more dear and precious then ten thousand worlds your souls and that by sin through impatience of spirit apostatizing from God But in your patience possess your souls 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 possess them so as to preserve them preserve them as your best of treasure even in the profession of faith and a good conscience which is still accompanied with peace and rest in the inward man So that the heart of the upright like the center of the earth amidst all the storms tempests and commot ons of the world Psal 112.7 it remains unmoveable from its stedfastness it is still fixed trusting in the Lord. § 14. 2. What the best exercise of grace Answ The exercise of humility of faith and of hope First humility tâ—is that dispels all secret murmurings at the publick order of Gods providence prompting the soul to an acknowledgment of his Justice and an advancement of his Mercy an acknowledgment of his Justice thus Daniel Dan. 9.7 8. O Lord righteousness belongeth unto thee but unto us confusion of face as at this day to the men of Judah and to the inhabitants of Jerusalem and unto all Israel that are near and that are far off through all the Countries whither thou hast driven them because of their trespass that they have trespassed against thee O Lord to
the publick Ministry of his Word and Sacraments so in the private duties of thy Closet devotions And if thy duties of devotion in prayer and praises be not perfunctory and formal thou shalt find by sweet and gracious experience that they are the food and nourishment of thy soul And therefore as the body when it wants its meals so the soul Psal 36 8. Psal 63.5 when it omits its prayers shall feel an hungring and griping in it self and a good argument it is those devotions afford some solid sustenance when the soul upon the want of them does feel a sensible emptiness Wherefore whatsoever are thy affairs or engagements in the World cherish thy desires and longings after God and Christ in thy soul and when thou hast not the opportunity of retirement and privacie for thy devotions retreat thy thoughts into the secret Closet of thy Heart and let thy Mind so swift of wing as moves further in a moment then the Sun in a day let thy Mind send forth its winged Messengers some heavenly Desires which taking a sudden flight to the Throne of grace Gen. 8.11 shall like Noahs Dove return thee an Olive-branch of peace and comfort into thy bosom Do thou by some secret ejaculatiâ—ns as by some coals from the Altar keep alive thy fervor of holy devotion and zeal of ardent love unto thy God and unto thy Jesus 2. The Grounds of Comfort as to a distrust of the sincerity of Faith in particular 1. Thy not being assured thou dost believe is from the pressing weight of temptation not the total want of faith As it was with S. Peter Mat. 14.31 so is it with the faithful whilst the waters are smooth Peter walks with confidence but when the winds begin to be boisterous and the sea rough he then sinks with fear and in this his fear he cries out Lord save me upon which Christ stretcheth forth his hand holds him up saying Why didst thou doubt O thou of little faith Thus is it with the Godly whilst they have a Calm within the cheerful light of Gods countenance shining forth upon their souls then they go on willingly and freely in the ways of holiness rejoycing in his love Ps 30.7 But when God hides his face then they are troubled when a tempest of temptation ariseth in their souls then they fear and doubt sink and cry And oh the tender mercies of their compassionating Jesus He is nigh unto them when they call upon him Ps â—45 18 He rebukes Satan stills the tempest revives the soul and returns in the sweet embraces of his love This know then O thou afflicted soul thou mayst have true faith in a firmness of adherence even when thou hast it not in a cleerness of evidence and so mayst truly believe when through the violence of temptation thou canst not for the present evidence to thy self that thou hast faith 2. However thy doubts and fears may dull and damp yet shall they not dead and destroy thy faith It was a large testimony of the Apostles faith when S. Peter as the mouth of the rest did to confidently answer our Saviour with a Lord Mat. 6.68 69. whither shall we go thou hast the words of eternal life and we believe and are sure that thou art that Christ the Son of the living God Yet in the houre of trouble and of trial see how fear damps their faith in that when Christ was apprehended Mar. 14.50 they all forsook him and fled yet behold their faith recovers its strength and they who fled from the face of a small Band in the Garden Act. 5.27.41 Act. 2 36. dare afterwards stand in the face of an whole â—ouncil in Jerusalem yea and preach him Lord and Christ whom they denied their Lord and Master And now if the strong Pillars of the Church be shaken what shall the weak Reeds do If the glorious Lights of the World suffer an Eclipse Mat. 5.14 what shall the smoaking Flax do Why here 's our comfort our Lord and Saviour doth assure us that a bruised reed he will not break Mat. 12.20 and smoaking flax he will not quench Wherefore O distressed soul though thou art as weak in faith as a reed yea as a bruised reed yet thou shalt not be broken though there be no more fire of grace in thee then that of smoaking flax yet shalt thou not be quenched Be thy measure of grace ne'r so small the least good desire holy purpose or sincere endeavour though hid under a multitude of infirmities yet will Christ in his tenderness of love so cherish it with the breathings of his Spirit till he send forth judgment unto victory that is till by a continued growth in grace and renewed strength in the inward man thou mortifie sin and subdue thy corruptions Rom. 8.37 yea become more then conqueror through him that loved thee How many then are like Mary of whom we read that whilst she wept and sought for Jesus though he stood by her and talked with her yet is it said Joh. 20 14. she knew not that it was Jesus Thus many poor souls and sincere believers in a trial of temptation they are weeping and mourning after Christ yea refuse to be comfo ted because they cannot find him lodging in their hearts by faith whereas he is indeed neer them and in them by his Spirit and in their mournings speaks to them to be comforted and yet they know not that it is Jesus him whom their soul seeketh But after some languishings of sorrow and distractions of fear Christ discovers hlmself to the soul as he did unto Mary and then oh how is their joy redoubled in their faith reviv'd 3. There can be no true sense of the want of faith without some measure of true faith as no man can be sensible of sickness who hath not some life Now that is a true sense of the want of faith which is like the sense we have of the want of meat accompanied with an eager desire and hungring after it Mat. 5.6 which hungring desire cannot be in the soul from Satan or the flesh but is most assuredly a work of the Spirit and grace Wherefore when that poor man in the Gospel a weakling in faith cries out Lord I believe help mine unbelief Maâ— 9.24 from a principle and seed of faith opening and dilating it self for increase he desires and cries out for more faith so that he could not have said Lord help mine unbelief if he had not already believ'd And further because a willing mind in desires after godliness 2 Cor. 8.12 is a real conversion unto God therefore is it rightly said that an Heart truly desirous to repent and believe is indeed a repenting and believing heart As a woman then that feels the stirrings of the child though but weakly yet hath good hope she is conceiv'd so O thou afflicted soul when thou feel'st the secret pantings
of faith in sincere desires after Christ which are the breathings of the Spirit have a good hope thou art regenerated and as the mother waits for an assurance of her quickening in the childs stronger motions so do thou wait for an assurance of thy regenerating in Faiths stronger enlargements The strongest Believer 2 Pet. 1.1 and the weakest of the Faithful have all obtain'd like precious faith like precious in quality of nature though not in degree of perfection Wherefore in thy doubts and fears let thy fears diminish thy doubts For know Satan doth not winnow where there is no corn he doth not perplex with doubtings but where he knows there is some faith And let this be thy comfort Phil. 1.6 He who hath begun a good work in thee will perfect the same unto the day of the Lord Jesus He who recovered the Apostles from their fall shall restore thee from thy dejections healing thy broken heart Ps 147.3 and binding up thy wounds dispelling thy cloud of temptations with the light of his countenance yea sealing thee with his holy Spirit of promise Eph. 1.13 14 and giving thee the sure earnest of the heavenly inheritance even peace of conscience and joy in the Holy Ghost The Rules of Direction 1. Cleer thy judgment from that too common error which asserts Faith of assurance that our sins are pardoned to be the only justifying and saving faith For this error consented to in the judgment hath this ill effect upon the soul that thereby it still languisheth in fears and is affrighted with terrors labouring under the horror of this apprehension that there is no remission of sins because no faith in Christ and no faith iâ— Christ because no assurance of being in him accepted of God to justification To clear this error O thou afflicted soul know Faith hath a threefold act of Assent of Reliance and of Assurance of Assent which is before Justification of Reliance which is in Justification and of Assurance which is after Justification As thus Joh. 3.16 Rom. 3.25 Luk. 24.47 Thou readest in Scripture God promiseth to all remission of sins through faith in the blood of Christ Now thou first assentest to this as a certain and sacred truth acknowledging it the free promise and wise dispensation of the all gracious and holy God Jam. 2.19 This thou mayst do and yet not be justified But when further to this assent of Faith thou dost add the act of Reliance even a casting thy self and resting thy soul upon the love and mercy of thy God for the remission of sins according to the truth of his promise by the blood of Jesus Christ Act. 5.31 this accompanied with repentance can never be without justification But now after this upon some gracious experiences it is of Gods love in Christ in the sweet communions and comforts of his Spirit that thou comest to find a third act of holy Faith even this humble assurance that God according to his word of promise Eph. 1 13. 1 Thess 1.5 hath graciously pardoned thy sin and accepted thee in thy Jesus Observe then many millions of Gods Saints there may be yea doubtless are justified through faith who yet have not an assurance that their sins are pardon'd I say yet have not for that an assurance of Gods love accepting them in Christ is not the real essence but rather the sweet effect not the proper being Rom. 5.1 but rather the happy consequent of a justifying faith which is seldom vouchsafed of God even to his dearest children but upon frequent experiences of spiritual communions So that in times of temptation to deny our faith because we feel not our assurance is an error much like his who in time of winter cuts down his tree because he finds not its fruit whereas the root being firm the tree is safe So our reliance being fixt our faith is sound and as a firm root as a sound faith Col. â— 7 Gal. 5.22 it shall in due time bring forth its sweet fruits of righteousness peace joy c. 2. Understand aright how to discern that thou hast faith which is done by an experimental act of adherence unto Christ when thou canst cordially say with S. Peter that there is none other name under heaven given among men whereby they may be saved Act. 4.12 but the name of the Lord Jesus And therefore relying upon him in his mercy and in his merits in his passion and in his intercession thou seeks and sues for life and salvation in and by him alone Thus Faith is like the Light which discovers not only other things but it self too wherefore as by the light thou dost discern the object and by the eye withal discover the light so by faith thou dost apprehend Christ to be thy Saviour and withal 2 Cor. 13.5 1 Joh. 4.12 by the understanding mayst apprehend that faith whereby thou art saved But here thou wilt object Obj. That sure we cannot by any reflect act or inward experience certainly discern we have faith For that how many do we know daily deceived and what more common amongst men then to think yea to be confident they have faith when they have it not and amongst the most profanely wicked who will not say I believe To this I answer Shall we therefore conclude the Godly man is deceiv'd because the Hypocrite is Answ shall we say the faithful man cannot truly discern because the carnal man does not The sleeping man indeed oftentimes dreams he is awake and what shall we therefore have the waking man distrust himself and fear he is asleep who would not condemn this conceit of folly Wherefore as the waking man does discern he is awake so may the Believer discern he does believe and this by an experimental act of secret desire after Christ and a sincere reliance upon him of which no man can be Judge but his own Conscience So that as when we are awake our senses being perfect we discern we are awake and do not dream so when we believe our understanding being clear we discern we do believe and do not presume But now if any man awake shall strongly conceit he is in a dream we may not conclude it is because he hath no sense but because he hath an over-mastering passion of Melancholy And thus if any Believer shall strongly perswade himself he doth not believe we may not say it is because he hath no faith but because he hath an overpowering Temptation of Satan As therefore in the former we use Physical remedies to cure the passion so in the latter we must use Spiritual helps to overcome the temptation 3. Endeavour to prove the sincerity and strengthen the weakness of thy faith by devoutly meditating upon the mysteries of Godliness and humbly applying the promises of life 1. Devoutly meditating upon the mysteries of Godliness the large series of which mysteries linkt together in the long chain of mans redemption
with Gods displeasure Thus how often is it that God prepares man to become some excellent structure even when he seems to be turning him into a ruinous heap As men intending to repair seem to demolish the building they take away some beams but it is to put in stronger they stop up some lights but it is to make larger Thus is it with the faithful who are Gods building 1 Cor. 3 9. He removes their props of sense to fix the pillars of faith He darkens the light of their spiritual joys but it is to enlarge their fuller comforts The Rules of Direction 1. Search what root of bitterness it is that hath taken away the taste of all heavenly sweetness what guilt of sin that hath depriv'd thee of the comforts of the Spirit Enter the Court of thy Conscience where God hath set up his tribunal and hear what charge is there laid against thee Is it not some stubbornness of spirit some unrepented disobedience which God chastiseth with those rebukes of conscience and terrors of soul For commonly God deals with his backsliding Saints as a King with his rebellious Subjects when neither the proffers of grace nor the promises of pardon when neither the edicts of command nor the threatenings of wrath when neither gracious counsel nor a bearing patience can prevail then does God arm himself to the battel letting flie the arrows of his indignation into their soul Job 6.4 as Job complains The arrows of the Almighty are within me the poison whereof drinketh up my spirit the terrors of God do set themselvs in array against me This is certain upon all known experience that disobedience and impenitence they are the bitter springs of much spiritual distress And truly God need not go far for a rod to chastise our disobedience if he withdraw his comforting Spirit we shall soon find and feel our own will become an afflicting Spirit our own dreadful thoughts will be our sorest scourges 2. Is it not some spiritual lethargy of remisness and sloth that hath seised thine inward man If so no wonder if the Physitian of thy soul prescribe thee so sharp a medicine administer thee so strong a potion all being little enough to rouse thy drowsie spirits and quicken thy dead heart Holy performances whether in the Closet or in the Church they are not only debts we pay to Gods justice but also oblations we owe to Gods mercy Ps â—1 18 19. and therefore either wholly to omit them or slightly to slubber them over is not only unfaithfulness but also unthankfulness both the majesty and the mercy of God being despised and where his majesty and mercy is despised no wonder if his favor and presence be withheld 3. Is it not the want of reverence and godly fear And therefore by the rebukes of his Spirit God severely tutors thee to what he requires of thee to serve him acceptably with reverence and godly fear Heb 12.23 Heb. â— 16 God likes well that we come with boldness to the throne of grace yet a boldness of humble confidence not of a careless irreverence The awe of Majesty is much preserv'd by avoiding too much familiarity and therefore some Monarchs have withdrawn themselves from vulgar eyes to keep up the more sacred esteem and awe of their Soveraignty Thus God he deals with his Saints when much indulg'd they become wanton proud and irreverent God intermixeth Majesty with Mercy and tempers their favours with frowns he withholds his comfortable presence and awes their souls with secret rebukes that they may learn to put in practice what the Church gives in pattern even to walk in the fear of the Lord Act. 9 31. Phil. 2.12 and comfort of the Holy Ghost yea work out their salvation with fear and trembling This is indeed a sure Maxim that he who bears his spiritual afflictions with a distrustful impatience it is more then probable that he stains his devout enlargements with spiritual pride and pride and irreverence go together 4. Is it not thy heart playing false with thy God leaning in its affections too much to the world For that then God usually comes with bitterness to wean the soul when we are upon making the world our Home which should be our Inne when we are upon taking our rest in these earthly things then God brings on an evil day of temptation and trial upon us to discover how vain Earth is when Heaven is clouded how insufficient to sanctifie which cannot comfort When the soul will prove disloyal Jâ—m 4.4 and enter an adulterous league with the World then comes God with his Bill of Divorce that she may know what is the vanity and folly the guilt and curse of her falling off to such wretched beggerly and worthless lovers for that in a day of terrors the soul will know that there is none but Christ none but he that can bring comfort peace and safety Thus then search whether it be not some stubbornness and disobedience some lethargie of sloth some wantonness irreverence or spiritual pride some love of the world Search whether they are not these or some other enormous iniquities which have separated betwixt thee and thy God Isa 59.2 whether they are not these or some such hainous sins which have hid his face from thee and if so no wonder if he who does the works of the Devil find an Hell in his Conscience And to still the clamor and quench the flashes of this Hell observe the second Rule of Direction which follows 2. Confess and bewail thy sin in the deepest of humiliations The reason indeed oftentimes why God puts the soul to the rack it is because it will not confess it is so loth to leave that it is unwilling to acknowledg its sin But as there is no full discovery of sin without examination Prov. 28.13 so nor is there any full pardon of sin without confession Wherefore set thy sins in order before thee and if thy Conscience pleads guilty to none other impiety yet thine ignorance diffidence passion and impatience in thy trial of spiritual afflictions do bring guilt enough for the deepest of humiliations Job 40.4 Thus it was with Job he confesseth unto God saying I am vile what shall I answer I will lay my hand upon my mouth And humbly submitting to the justice of Gods plea Job 42.36 and the reproof of his conviction in the sense of his impatience and pride he abhors himself and repents in dust and ashes And after God gives testimony of his love in accepting a sacrifice from his hands Thus then having set thy sins in order before thee let their guilt affect thine heart with sorrow that sorrow affect thine eyes with tears and then in the anguish of thy soul do thou crouch and crawl to the Throne of Grace solliciting earnestly with strong cries the mercies of thy God through the merits of thy Saviour for the pardon of thy sin the peace
of thy soul and the comforts of his Spirit which pardon obtain'd peace restor'd comforts recover'd are all strengthened confirm'd and seal'd by servent prayer devout meditation and a worthy receiving the blessed Eucharist These these holy duties are the oil which keeps the lamp burning the sacred means ordain'd of God and Christ for the quickening of our graces and the enlarging of our comforts The Objections answered Obj. 1 Obj. 1. These Rules I have according to my best endevours observ'd and yet notwithstanding all Gospel-ministrations my wound ah my deep wound is not healed mine anguish my secret anguish is not abated Oh! sure my hope is perished from the Lord He hath cut me off Oh that I had never been born or that I had never liv'd to behold my wretchedness Answ Wo is me what shall I do Answ Do what thou sayest thou hast already done still endeavour that thy spiritual comforts may take their rise from thy penitential sorrows enquire still after God in Christ in the means of grace press near to him in his ordinances let no discouragements beat thee back Joh 6. â—7 Hear the promise of thy Jesus He that cometh unto me I will in no wise cast out O the stay of faith and staff of the soul O divine word of grace O gracious promise of love He receives us into his bosom when we cast our selves into his arms He will sustain and hold fast He will in no wise cast off and forsake Heb. 13.5 Wherefore O thou afflicted soul though thou art forsaken of comfort yet do not lie down in despair nor sleep in sloth but let faith hold up thy hope and hope keep up thine obedience and do not rest quiet till finding thy God in Christ thou obtain a quiet rest And how shalt thou find God in Christ but in the application of the Gospels promises and in the exercise of holy duties Obj. 2. What tell you me of holy duties As Absalom said of Obj. 2 David so I say of Christ What are all these to me if I cannot see the Kings face What are the Ordinances and the Promises 2 Sam. 14.32 what are holy duties and religious performances These have no sweetness but when I can taste Christ in them they have no beauty but when I can behold Christ in them by his presence all my troubles would soon be dispersed and by his absence all comforts they are embitter'd Answ Christ is present with thee in all his ordinances Answ though thou seest him not He purposely hides his face to try thy love and permits thee to be tempted that thou mayst be approved approved as one of those who truly fear God obeying his voice Isa 50.10 though they walk in darkness and have no light It is no great matter to see the Child express much love when pleas'd with the Fathers smiles and chear'd with his embraces but if when the Father seems with frowns to put the Child from him and it then cling close to him it is a sure argument of dutiful affection Thus when the mind is raised the heart enlarg'd the soul ravish'd with the sweet delights of holiness and the divine manifestations of Gods love what great matter is it to be pious and faithful in his service But here 's the trial of grace here 's the proof of our faith our love our obedience if when God withdraws the light of his countenance we then seek him if when Christ seems to depart from us we then lay hold on him and not let him go but resolve though he kill us to trust in him though he chide us Joh 13.15 to call upon him and though he seem to reject us yet faithfully to serve and obey him But besides O thou afflicted soul in the holy Sacrament thou canst not miss of what thy soul longs after Christ and Christ in all his fulness Mat. 26.27 28. For hear how our Saviour in the ministration of this sacred ordinance he saith of the bread broken Eat this is my body and of the wine poured out Drink this is my blood whereby we are to believe in a firm assent of faith that our blessed Lord and Saviour hath appointed and ordain'd this holy Sacrament to be a most effectual means to convey and most sure seal to confirm the actual efficacie and merit of his body crucified and his blood shed So that the bread and wine do not only sacramentally represent but also really exhibit to each faithful though languishing soul whole Christ with all his benefits then which what can be more effectual to the repairing thy peace of conscience and the renewing thy comforts of the Spirit Obj. Obj. 3. I know not how nor what to do For besides my trouble of conscience and terror of soul I find such a stupifying dulness and amazed deadness upon my spirits that I cannot apply my self to any holy duties with a fixed Answ much less an enlarged heart Answ Apply thy self to some faithful Minister or some other experienc'd Saint of God For seeing the Mind under spiritual afflictions is as a bone out of joint Gal. 6 1. who is it that shall 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 joint it again but 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the spiritual man he who is acquainted with the motions methods and actings of the Spirit Yea seeing the afflicting of the soul is a breaking of the bones so with David Make me to hear of joy and goodness Ps 51.8 that the bones which thou hast broken may rejoice We stand in need to be careful to make use of some skilful in Soul-chyrurgerie who may so help so heal the wound set right the bones that no splinters be left to fret the Patient no scruple to vex the Conscience Yea sure I am there is not so much danger to the body in the ill setting of a bone as there is to the soul in the unsound resolving of Conscience But further Let the faithful Minister or other experienc'd Saint that shall have to do with his clouded and dull as well as afflicted and troubled soul let him see well to it whether Melancholy hath not penn'd up the soul in its darksom cell whose adust humors are aptly call'd Balneum Diaboli the Devils Bath Melancholy distempers beget afflicting thoughts and afflicting thoughts beget melancholy distempers and thus is the poor soul whirl'd about in a circle and maze of disquiets and distractions which disquiets and distractions are the more increased by Satans malice and subtlety in that as some men do deceive others in a dark shop with false colours so does Satan deceive the soul in a dark body with false imaginations Act 4.36 Now here an Hippocrates is as proper as a Barnabas a Physitian as a Minister for that say what we can it will be with the soul in a melancholy body as with a candle in a dark lantern its light still dim and dismal and oh what terrors of strange imaginations and strong
Catastrophe How being set in slippery places v. 18 19. God casts them down to destruction and they are brought to desolation as in a moment Tolluntur in altum c. they are lifted up to the greater height that they may be crusht in their greater fall and by how much their precipice is the more steep by so much is their ruine the more desperate Yea which is most dreadful be the wicked ne'r so lofty and high yet is there but a trap-door betwixt them and hell which when death throws open they drop into the infernal lake where nothing remains of their glorious pomp their vast wealth their large dominion their high dignity nothing remains but the worm and the fire Mar. 9.44 the guilt and the punishment It may be for the present presumption and pride have made them secure in their sin and they see no danger they feel no misery but when they come to be awakened from their security oh the weight of that milstone that mountain that lies upon their backs oh the piercings of that sharp sword that poison'd arrow which sticks in their hearts oh what are the stings the flames the furies of a guilty Conscience how do their knees tremble their lips quiver their tongues falter their throats roar their hearts languish and their whole man become fill'd with horror and amazement Who art thou then that find'st thy self gtiev'd at the prosperity of the wicked Let this still thy murmurings and quell thine impatience that entring the Sanctuary of the Lord thou understandest their latter end 2. Mortifie sin by a sincere repentance This this shall weaken the force quell the pride and blast the prosperity of the Churches enemies for that as S. Hierom of old Nostris vitiis Barbari facti sunt fortes c. The sins of the Christians did strengthen the Barbarians And even now without all doubt the sins of the Orthodox do give strength and success to the present Heresies and Schisms The best purging then of the waters is with the Prophet Elisha 2 King 2 21. at the spring-head the best curing a wound is with the skilful Chyrurgion at its festered root The best healiâ—g of a Nations miseries is by removing the cause in mortifying the sin and so seeking reconciliation with God by repentance Thus Moses when he stands in the gap to divert Gods wrath and recover his love Num. 14.19 he does it by confessing the sin and bewailing its guâ—lt And so when David seeks to stay the violence of the plague 2 Sam. 24. he does it by an attonement on the Altar God indeed still directs his arrows of wrath against the mark of sin and therefore if sin be in us no wonder if wrath be upon us For where indeed should the arrow stick but where the mark is fastened If then we will divert the arrow we must remove the mark if we will turn away wrath we must take away sin Sin it is which corrupts our best of duties and taints our best of blessings Corrupts our best of duties like leaven it turns a solemn Passover into a very pollution it makes our very prayers unprofitable God covering himself as with a thick cloud Lam. 3. â—4 through which they cannot pass to the Throne of grace Yea our sin it is that taints our best of blessings blessings temporal turning our sweetness of earthly comforts into the bitterest of earthly curses even honor wealth wit learning plenty peace which should make us more serviceable unto God how does sin make them even tributary unto Satan in the advancement of his kingdom Wherefore in the calamities of our Church and Nation be we no longer like the silly Hart to mourn and bleed and faint and yet take no care for what would happily be our cure the plucking out the fatal dart that sticks in our side the removing the sinful guilt that cleaves unto our souls which gu lt is none other way to be removed but by a sincere repentance Which repentance is sincere when free and full 1. When free not so much extorted by the rack or compell'd by horror as being the willing purpose of a relenting heart Oh how is it with some They are won with the Gospels sweetness and Mercy 's allurements Others they are driven with the Laws curse and Judgments terrors The former is like water from a Spring it flows with freeness the latter like water from a Still which is forc'd with fire And when men repent as Pharaoh in Egypt Exod 9.27 34 35. Ps 78.34 35 36 c or as Israel in the Wilderness only on the rack of judgment and wrath it is much to be suspected when once the scourge is taken off the judgment respited they then will return to their former pride and impenitence What metal is it that will not melt in the furnace and what heart so hard which in the furnace of divine wrath will not melt in mournful penitence But hereby is their insincerity and hypocrisie discovered that when taken out of the fire they return to their former obduracie Thus formal and hypocritical persons they melt in the heat and harden in the cold Clem. Alex. Strom. l 2. they thaw in the sun and freeze in the shade These repentings Clemens of Alexandria aptly calls 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 when men ring Changes as it were they sin and are punish'd being punish'd they repent And as upon the duty of repentance their punishment is removed so upon the removal of their punishment their sin is renewed If our Repentance then be sincere it is free the willing and resolved purpose of a relenting heart 2. Full as extended to all sin whatsoever Even the smallest sin in its degree is deadly in its nature Of Vipers the least is poisonous and to coin pence is a treasonable act as well as to coin pounds Every degree of sin as every degree of treason is a violation of the Soveraign Majesty and therefore Capital Yea as one leak in the Keel one breach in the bank unrepair'd is enough to sink the ship and drown the Country so one sin allowed of is enough to destroy the man and one sin generally unrepented of is enough to ruine a Kingdom Indeed who can think to obtain his Princes favour whilst he harbours a Rebel against him in his house Who can think to partake of the merit of Christs blood whilst he hugs the murderer of him in his bosom Who can think to avoid Gods wrath whilst he cherisheth the sin that provokes him Had Christ been our Saviour as most men are his servants had he dyed for sin as most men die to sin that is to the halfs or in part our whole salvation had only been a less damnation But if we expect Christ should save us to the utmost of a gracious deliverance we must serve him to the utmost of a faithful repentance crucifying sin as he was crucified for sin not in some members
quam temeraria scientia Better is a modest and faithful ignorance then a rash and confident knowledge 4. Strict watchfulness Knowing this that Hereticks by their subtle pretences and hypocritical shews do inescare animas Jer. 5.26 Ezek. 13 13. catch souls as the fowler does Birds the fowler he straws some good Corn to entice but withal sets a snare to entangle Thus the Heretick he will teach some truth to allure but withal much error to deceive Wherefore when St. Paul forewarns the Church of Ephesus Act 20.29 That grievous wolves not sparing the flock should enter in among them He gives this Premonition with his prediction Attendite vobis ipsis toti gregi Take heed to your selves and to all the flock vobis ipsis to your selves in the first place for there lies the cheif spight and malice of Heresie and Schism it is against the Pastors of the Church the Shepherds of the flock the flock they aim at for the fleece and those they strive to seduce by flattery but the Shepherds they aim at in malice and those they strive to fright with fear or throw out with violence Wherefore seeing the Heart of man is deceitful above all things Jer. 17 9. So that we can never be confident enough of our sincerity never assured enough of our constancy do we therefore keep a strict watch over our hearts least Heresie by pretences deceive us by flattery allure us by fears affright us by distresses discourage us from owning ptofessing and maintaining the Faith and truth of Jesus Christ and that we may be thus watchful over our selves keep we a waking eye fixt upon our reward with God knowing this that if our reward were from men we might then fear their frown and seek their favor But seeing God is our reward Gen. 15.1 his promises must be our comfort his grace our strength his love our joy and his heavenly presence our eternal happiness 5. And lastly Holy Zeal Zeal in profession of the Faith declaring our high value and esteems of the truth Thus Margaret de Valois Queen of Navarre was wont to say That she received it as a greater act of favor from God that she was Orthodox and Reformed in the Truth then that she was Wife Sister and Aunt to Kings and Scultetus he tells us of Henry Duke of Saxony Scultet Exercit Evangel l. 2. c. 5. that when he received this message from Duke George his elder Brother That either he must renounce his Interest in the Protestant Faith or loose his right of succession to the inheritance of Misnia he returned this answer Pluris se aestimare Jesum quam omnem Misniam That he esteemed more of Jesus then of all Misnia Thus in Zeal to the Faith of Christ resolve we yea profess we rather to be with Truth in a dungeon then with Heresie in a Palace with Truth in bonds then with Heresie in robes with Truth on the Gibbet then with Heresie on the Throne Yea not onely Zeal in professing but also Zeal in pleading for the Truth Observe we St. Judes 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Jude 3. Earnestly to contend for the Faith which was once delivered unto the Saints yet contend not in Passion but with Prudence to justifie not to disgrace the Truth and in our Zeal to the Faith as Athanasius and the Antients refused to receive 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Letters pacificatory from the Arians so do we refuse all Church-fellowship and communion with those who by their doctrines of Heresie overthrow the Foundation of Christianity Thus we have resolved how we are approved and how made manifest There must be also Heresies among you that they which are approved may be made manifest among you Applic. Let us recount with gratitude and extol with praise the Divine wisdom grace and goodness of our God who brings to his chosen light out of darkness good out of evil ordering the poyson of the Serpent to be an Antidote unto his Church The mist of Error for a clearing of the Truth the malice of the Heretick for the honor of the Orthodox Thus as we of the same Letters differently transposed do make far different words So God of the same causes differently ordered he makes as far different effects The Blasphemy of Ebion and Cerinthus kindles an holy flame in St. John's Brest occasioning by their Heretical doctrine his Seraphical Gospel which hath worthily stiled him 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 St. John the Divine Had it not been for the irritating impudence and importunity of Heresie and Schism how many eminent lights had either hid their Candle under a Bushel Mark 4.21 or under a Bed either covered their gifts with a vail of modesty or of sloth Thus by the manifold grace of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ Quod inimicus Machinatur in perniciem Aug. ep 105. ad Sixt. Presb. Deus convertit in adjutorium so St. Augustine What the enemy deviseth and designeth for ruine and destruction God orders and turns to succor and salvation According to that his promise Rom. 8.28 All things work together for good to them that love God to them who are called according to his purpose From whence was it that such an holy vigor of divine learning and devout Holiness did inflame the Brests and instruct the Pens of Athanasius Basil and Augustine was it not raised from an holy Zeal against those blasphemous Heresies and Heretical blasphemies of Arius Eunomius and Pelagius And now as long as Piety and Learning do live the memory of those holy and learned Fathers shall not die though this prophane and illiterate age would seem to give them their deaths wound And now comfort your selves Beloved in the midst of Heresies rage it cannot pluck up the Root though it break off some Branches of the Church it cannot throw down the solid Stock though shake off some rotten fruit Though the number of true Professors be the less yet the worth is greater And let them have more of our esteems of love who have more of the stamp of truth approved and manifested as firm and setled in the Faith Tert de P aescript ◠3. Avolent quantum volant paleae levis fidei Let the flitting chaff of a light Faith flie whither it will with every breath of Satans or the Worlds temptation Eo purior massa frumenti in horreo domini reponetur so Tertullian The more pure heap of Corn is laid up in the Lords Barn Goshen's light was the more illustrious for Egypts darkness and the Worlds Apostacy sets a lustre upon the Churches Constancy Wherefore Beloved that ye be not carried about with every wind of doctrine yea that you be not removed from your stedfastness but may be preserved sound in the unity of the Faith take the Apostles prescription To hold fast to the Apostles Prophets Eph 4. and Evangelists yea the Pastors and Teachers wh ch Christ hath ordained in his Church hold
all our Doctrine and Worship And oh if hereby we profess our selves Christians that thus we baptize thus we believe thus we worship thus we bless how great is that Apostacie even from Christianity it self which will deny our Baptism destroy our Creed abolish our Worship and if possible deprive us of our Blessing To close this Beloved Let us as by the profession of a true faith so by the exercise of an holy life O let us so regain and keep firm the love of God the Father that by the grace of Jesus Christ our Lord we may so hold fast the communion of the Holy Ghost Act. 2.3 that our fiery trial shall be but as the Apostles fiery tongues not to consume and destroy but to fortifie and prepare us even to a more firm founding and more glorious building up the Church in the unity of divine Faith and the uniformity of holy Worship Further in the manner and form of Baptisms administration we observe that the Holy Ghost is the third Person in the sacred Trinity and very God upon which it will be very seasonable to enlarge our selves For that which brought Satan like lightening down from Heaven carrying Hell with him it was his rebellious pride of Ero similis Altissimo I will be like to the most High and failing in that proud attempt of advancing the creature to equal the Creator he hath ever since made it his malicious design to depress the honor of the Creator to the condition of a creature witness the horrid Idolatries among the Heathens and the blasphemous Heresies amongst Christians The horrid Idolatries among the Heathens Rom. 1.23 Changing the glory of the incorruptible God into an image made like unto corruptible man and to birds and to four-footed beasts and to creeping things The blasphemous Heresies amongst Christians Heresies denying the thrice blessed and glorious Trinity especially the eternal Godhead and the incommunicable subsistence of the Son and of the Holy Ghost And amongst the many 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 fighters against the Holy Ghost since the Pentecost tongues silenc'd the Heathen Oracles and the preaching of the Gospel banished their idolatrous worship amongst the many fighters I say against the Holy Ghost the militant Church of Christ hath been chiefly assaulted and infested by the Arians Macedonians and Photinians of old time and by the Socinians and Anabaptists of later years Yea even at this day there are too too many amongst our selves who pretend most to the Spirit yet are most blasphemous against the Spirit heretically denying the Divine nature and eternal Godhead of the Holy Ghost Wherefore in a secret zeal to this sacred truth of the Holy Ghosts Divinity a zeal enkindled by that Spirit which descended in fiery tongues upon the Apostles give me leave to explain and confirm to you these two particulars First That the Holy Ghost is the third Person in the sacred Trinity proceeding from the Father and the Son Secondly That this third Person thus proceeding is very God 1. The Holy Ghost is the third Person of the sacred Trinity proceeding from the Father and the Son And what we here speak in so ineffable a mystery let it be salvâ reverentiâ with due reverence to the Divine Majesty The Holy Ghost is the third Person of the Trinity Mat. 10.20 Joh. 15.26 and we prove it thus The Holy Ghost is called in Scripture the Spirit of the Father not as sent by the Father but proceeding from the Father his mission is temporary and his procession is eternal And it is worth our observation that the Holy Ghost here is said to proceed as the Son is said to be begotten even 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Joh. 1.14 by an immanent act so proceeding from him as being of the same essence with him And as the Holy Ghost is called the Spirit of the Father Gal. 4.6 Joh. 16.15 so also of the Son And seeing Christ saith All that the Father hath are mine what the Holy Ghost receives by procession from the Father the same he receives also from the Son and that by one immanent act of eternal spiration from them both which act of spiration was signified by our Saviour when he breath'd upon the Apostles Joh. 20.22 thereby giving them the Holy Ghost Now that the Holy Ghost thus proceeding from the Father and the Son is a distinct person from the Son and the Father is most firmly proved from that of S. John where we have expresly the Comforter Joh. 15.26 the Spirit of truth sent by the Son from the Father And lest any should think the Spirit the same in person as he is in essence with the Father our Saviour answers the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 in the Neuter with an 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 in the Masculine to denote say the Antients the distinct person of the Holy Ghost An Heterosis like unto this we have in the Text In textu legitur 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 ipsum in margine 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 ipsa verbum 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 conteret est masculinun Disciple all nations 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 in the Neuter yet is it 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 in the Masculine The like very aptly observe in the Septuagint upon Gen. 3.15 A dispute it is whether to read ipse ipsa or ipsum he she or it shall bruise thy head The Septuagint resolves the doubt that it is not meant of mankind in general as the Rabbins would have it and so read ipsum it nor yet of the blessed Virgin in particular as the Romanist contends for it and so read ipsa she but of Christ himself and that is ipse he For so the Septuagint reads it with an Haeterosis I will put enmity 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 between thy seed and between her seed where the Antecedent is in the Neuter but the Relative they give us in the Masculine 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 not she nor it but he pointing unto Christ He shall bruise thy head Many very many the like observations I might give you very frequent in sacred Writ but I instance in these as to second the Father's Note upon that of S. John so to hint unto you how necessary to the interpreting and so to the understanding of sacred Scripture humane literature is however cryed down and declaim'd against by the Illiterate and the Enthusiasts 2. The Holy Ghost the third Person in the sacred Trinity is very God Of this we have several proofs in sacred Scripture giving him the Names the Attributes the Works and the Worship of God To give you a cursory view only of these First The Names of God Whereas it is said the Lord Deut. 32. â—2 Isa 63.14 even Jehovah led Israel in the wilderness the Prophet he tells us this Jehovah was the Spirit of the Lord even the Holy Ghost Again that in the Acts is plain and full Why hath Satan filled thine heart saith S. Peter to
in us and inflames it that raiseth Hope in us and confirms it Such the influence of life and grace from Christ as by a secret and ineffable operation of the Spirit enlightens the understanding convinceth the judgment perswades the affections inclines the heart attracts the will quiets the conscience and so sanctifies and sways the whole man to a ready and constant obedience of Faith a chearful and patient expectation of Hope together with the devout and fervent aspirings of Love in all which O the wonder of Gods wisdom and grace in all the will suffers no compulsion from Christ but He draws and we run He inclines Cant. 1.4 Phil. 2.12 13. and we imbrace He perswades and we desire He strengthens and we work He encourages and we labour And yet not we 1 Cor. 15.10 but the grace of God that is with us Grace sways so powerfully as if the Will had no freedom in the action And yet the Will acts so freely as if Grace had not sway in the election We see daily how humane wisdom orders the use of natural motions to the producing artificial effects Thus the Artists skill doth order the Plummets weight by its natural motion of descending to distribute and distinguish the houres and minutes of the clock And what shall Art thus imploy and improve Nature in what is of humane production and yet must God be thought to subvert and destroy it in what is of Divine operation No sure God so works upon the will by his Spirit and grace as not at all to weaken it in the liberty of its election and choice but rather delivering it from the chains of sin and bonds of lust it acts most freely in what God inclines it to most powerfully and is radically indifferent when naturally determined whereby it is that we become which is the honor of our service willing Subjects of Christs Kâ—ngdom Members conformable to him their Head Ps 110 3. quickened and actuated by his Spirit and grace This our third Particular that Christ is the Head of the Church as for the fulness of his perfection for the excellency of his glory so likewise for the lively operations of his Spirit 4. The real Communication of his Benefits Col. 3.11 Christ is said to be 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 all and in all As in all the faithful by the lively operations of his Spirit so all to the faithful in the real communications of his benefits He is all to the faithful all Truth to their Illumination all Righteousness to their Justification all Holiness to their Sanctification all Comfort to their Consolation all Glory to their Exaltation and all Fulness to their Perfection The actions of the Head they are all for the good and profit of the body The eye sees not for it self but for the body the ear hears not for it self but for the body Thus our Lord Jesus Christ he communicates his benefits to the Church the redemption which he hath wrought the heavenly inheritance which he hath purchased he bestows upon his Church His incarnation passion resurrection and ascension were and are all for the benefit and use of the faithful as members of his body the Church 2 Cor. 8.9 He was humbled that they might be exalted He was made the son of man that they might be made the sons of God He suffered death that they might obtain life John 14.2 He rose from the grave that death might have no power over them He ascended into the heavens to provide mansions for them in the heavens He is sate down at the right hand of his Father that at the last he might make them to sit with him on his throne Rev. 3.21 Thus is our Lord Jesus Christ the everlasting Fountain of life the overflowing Spring of grace all whose streams do run into the bosom of his body his Church by vertue of that communion the faithful have with him in the fulness of his benefits as their head This the explication then of our first Part How Christ is said to be the Head of the Church and it is chiefly in these four respects For the fulness of his Perfection the excellency of his Glory the lively operations of his Spirit and the real communication of his benefits Quest 1 We proceed to resolve unto you these two necessary Questions or Cases of Conscience the one What is the surest testimony of a communion with Christ in his fulness as our Head the other How may we best confirm this our communion with him 1. What is the surest testimony of a communion with Christ in his fulness as our Head Answ Answ A conformity unto Christ in his holiness as his members Christ as he is the original of spiritual life so is he the pattern of Evangelical holiness He the Original from which the being of the new man is form'd and the pattern to which the image of the new man is proportioned From Christ it is that we are baptized with the Holy Ghost as with fire Matth. 3.11 Now 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 so says the Philosopher and in this Grace imitates Nature in that from the Altar of the Heart where the fire of the Spirit is first kindled a vital heat diffuseth it self to a quickening the whole spiritual man in each faculty and power of the soul and in each part and member of the body Thus is Christ the Original of Life Observe further how he is also the Pattern of Holiness in that our actual sanctification consists in a conformity to his holy life not as to the works of his merit and mediation nor as to the works of his glory and transfiguration nor yet as to the works of his power and miracles but as to the works of his ordinary and imitable obedience that visible Commentary of Gods Law and that exemplary Discipline of his Gospel in works of love of humility meekness patience c. Therefore S. Paul gives the exhortation Phil. 2.5 Let the same mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus The same mind that is the same sincerity and truth of judgment and profession the same integrity and sweetness of heart and affections the same innocence and tenderness of love and compassions And thus S. Peter exhorts As he who hath called you is holy 2 Pet. 1.15 so be ye holy in all manner of conversation In all manner of conversatiâ—â— both as to an active and a passive obedience An active obedience in doing his will and a passive obedience in suffering for his name doing his will with all integrity and faithfulness and suffering for his name with all constancie and meekness And when the Apostle says Be ye holy as he who hath called you is holy the Apostle's as does not require our obedience mathematically equal but evangelically like For that the holy unction of the Spirit poured forth upon Christ Luke 4.18 Psal 133.2 runs down from
thing have I desired of the Lord that will I seek after that I may dwell in the house of the Lord c. See David here right according to his own Emblem Ps 42.1 even as the Hart panting after the water-brooks As the Hart so he wounded and pursued wounded with distress and pursued with danger he pants after the water-brooks eagerly longs after the refreshing comforts of Gods Sanctuary Division In the Division of the words observe two general parts Davids Petition with its Divine Reason 1. Davids Petition One thing have I desired of the Lord that I will seek after that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life 2. The divine reason of Davids Petition To behold the beauty of the Lord and to enquire c. In the first General observe two Particulars the Object and the Acts. The Object 1. Emphatically asserted to be unum one thing 2. That one thing expresly described to be this That I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life This the Object Secondly the Acts they are two The one speaks the inward affection that of desire the other speaks his eager prosecution of what he desired in seeking after it One thing have I desired of the Lord that will I seek after that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life This is Davids Petition to which he is moved by a twofold reason of Delight and of Devotion 1. Of Delight relating to the types and the antitypes the shadowing figures and glorious mysteries even a beholding the beauty of the Lord. 2. That of Devotion relating to the Oracle and the Altar the Incense and the Sacrifice to which answers our Preaching and Prayer with the Administration of the Sacraments And this David calls a visiting or an enquiring into Gods temple Thus the wounded Hart pants thus Davids troubled soul longs and longing breaths forth his distress concentred in this Petition One thing have I desired of the Lord c. Explic. First General Davids Petition and therein the Object emphatically asserted to be unum one thing In the beginning of the Psalm David keeps an Audit of his Souls accounts reckoning up the large incomes and lasting treasures of Gods bounty grace and mercy the sum whereof is this The Lord is my light and my life my strength and my salvation And now where shall David design his presence but where is his light where shall he desire his person but where is his strength where shall he wish his soul but where is his life and where shall he fix his habitation but where is his salvation even in communion with his God and this especially in the holy Worship of his Sanctuary No wonder then if above all things he desires and seeks after this one thing to dwell in the house of the Lord c. There are quos interpellat ad desiderandum finis ipse desiderandi says Tertullian well Tert. de paen Isa 57.20 There are those whom the end of one desire provoketh to another fluctuating souls whose motion is that of a troubled Sea in continual waves and no wonder if the Needle flit up and down the Compass whilst it is not fixt upon his Pole So no wonder if the mind of man wanders in multiplicity of desires whilst 't is not fixt upon Davids unum his one thing the enjoyment of his God 1 Pet. 2.11 We are here strangers and pilgrims The soul then pursuing sensual delights may haply find some Inne for a nights lodging but no house to make its home no object to make its center Our right habitation can there only be where is our true contentation our repose where is our rest and that is God and this by communion with him in Christ which communion with him in Christ we have in his ordinances and Christs ordinances are in Gods house Gods house then is that one thing above all things which most conduceth to the good of souls yea and welfare of States For no Nation ever prospered in which Gods house was prophaned and when judgment reacheth the Sanctuary who shall secure the City Ezec◠9 ◠6. Ps 75.3 Gen 32.26 The Prayers of the Church are the prosperity of a People whose united force is beyond that of men and Angels it prevails with God Eph. 2.3 it overcomes the Almighty not letting him go without a blessing But from whence is the Churches unity why from Loves union From which union of love it is that the faithful become 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 fellow-members of the same mystical body fellow heirs of the same eternal Kingdom fellow-citizens of the same heavenly Jerusalem Yea such is the communion of love as not only makes many one but also one many hereby 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 so S. Chrysostom love not only combines ten thousand into one but also multiplies one into ten thousand For look how many lovers a man hath so manifold he is he hath so many eyes to see for him so many ears to hear for him so many feet to go for him so many hands to work for him so many tongues to speak for him and so many hearts to pray for him Thus the prayers of the Church by a communion of love become each mans in particular which are all theirs in the general And this is the incomparable benefit of the Churches Liturgy generally received that each one hath ten times ten thousand together imploring at the Throne of grace for that blessing he singly sues for Oh the sweet delight of those Closet contemplations when we could take a view of all the Congregations in England at one time of the Lords day in one place of the Lords house in one posture of bended knees and of lift up hands and eyes and hearts breathing one Prayer and closing one Amen! Oh how lovely were this in the sight of Angels how acceptable in the presence of God thus at once in an united force to wrestle with him for a blessing Gen. 32.14 as did Jacob And as such the Prayers such also the Praises of the Church the Militant being Eccho to the Triumphant Holy holy Isa 6.3 so in the Te Deum to Holy Lord God of Hosts that Song of the Cherubims in heaven and of Saints on earth Oh! had we this sacred Unity how soon would vanish our hateful Divisions O that all mens Ambitions and Covetousness were concentred in the Unity of David's desire to enjoy God in his Sanctuary to dwell in his house and devote themselves to his holy worship This the first particular of Davids Petition as to the Object emphatically asserted to be unum one thing 2. We proceed to this one thing as it is expresly described A dwelling in the house of the Lord. Of all the creatures God still hath some whom he calleth his as separate by a particular dedication and sanctification to himself Thus
have deaded your affections so that either you do not see what is visible to the Spiritual eye or do not desire what is delightful to the devout Heart Such a heart as that of Davids who makes it his unum petii One thing have I desired of the Lord c. But further yet well does David make this the end and reason of his dwelling in the Lords House That he may behold his Beauty for how many are there who never behold the Lords beauty whilst they are in his House They are happily as forward to come to Gods Temple as David they desire it ay and seek it too but what is it to see God or rather to be seen themselves is it to behold the Beauty of the Lord or is not rather O the bewitching folly and cursed Atheism of some mens hearts is it I say to behold the Beauty of the Lord or not rather to behold the Beauty of some Lady Tell me O thou prophane wanton Is it not some Mistress that masters thy Devotion Tell me thou gaudy Minion is it not more to shew thy self then serve thy God is it not more that others may see thy beauty then that thou maist see the Beauty of the Lord Are not these the Motives and Reasons of too too many who resort to Gods House I appeal to your own bosoms and if so no wonder if they who are blinded with the filth and folly of their own lusts cannot see the Beauty and Loveliness of Gods house The Beauty of the Lord as it is not the prospect of every place so nor is it the object of every eye 1 Cor. 2.14 The natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God for they are foolishness unto him neither can he know them because they are spiritually discerned No wonder then if they taste not the sweetness of Davids delight who see not the beauty which ravisheth him which beauty is not seen by the Eye of Sense but the Eye of Faith And this Eye is set in the heart not in the head for so David taken and ravished with this Beauty of the Lord Psal 57.7 he cries out My heart is fixed O God my heart is fixed Oh Beloved Know that when an humble penitent and enlarged suppliant feels a secret ardor of Divine love and then comes to bear a part in that holy Worship which is presented before the Throne of Grace holds Communion with the Saints and Angels and is accepted by the God of Heaven as perfumed by the Incense of Christs Merits Oh this this is more beautiful and lovely more pleasing and joyous to the devout Soul then to sway the Scepter of the Universe and command a confluence of all this Worlds delights Confident I am Rev. 4.10 those four and twenty Elders in the Revelations had more joy and delight in casting down their Crowns and Worshiping the Lamb then ever Monarch had in wearing his Crown though Domitian-like he were adored by men And here to restrain mens irreverence in the Church Let me use alike argument to that of Lycurgus to restrain a desired parity in the State It is said of Lycurgus That when the Lacedemonians required an equality in their Government he wished them first to begin it in their Houses and this did presently instruct them to know That par in parem non habet imperium where there is parity there can be no good rule As thus Lycurgus to restrain the Lacedemonian parity in the State so to restrain mens irreverence in the Church I say Beloved do ye when ye serve God here as ye require them to do who serve you at home that is as you expect they should give you a civil respect in your houses so do you give God a Religious reverence in his Temple otherwise it will be apparent you are more sensible of your own honor then of Gods and esteem more of your own houses then his Or else it will appear you prophanely think the Church not to be Gods House nor the Service there his Worship A prophaneness diametrically opposite to Davids Devotion in his Unum petii One thing have I desired c. 2. Be we exhorted acrording to Davids example Aperto vivere vâ—to openly to profess our devotion and zeal to Gods House declare our judgment and affection for Gods Worship even then when we cannot give our presence and attendance in his Sanctuary There is none but thinks the Churches present pressure to be the Clergies tryal and true indeed it is so yet to be driven from Pulpit and Altar from Sanctuary and Service is no new thing to us that hath been our tryal again and again in all which we have to the eye and ear of the whole world witnessed by our sufferings our hearty good will and zeal to Gods House Wherefore know Beloved this tryal is also and more especially the peoples to prove their sincerity whether they have had a respect to the presence of God or of men in attending the service of his Sanctuary for Fashion or for Conscience If for Conscience they will then follow the Lamb whither soever he goes Rev. 4.14 they will follow Christ wheresoever he presents himself in his Ordinances even in private Communion with a desire and longing after the Publick Congregation We say the presence of the King makes the Court and as it was told Commodus ibi Roma ubi Augustus There is Rome Herodian l. 1. where is the Emperor so there is the Church where is Christ Christ in hâ—s Ordinances there is his Sanctuary where is his service And it is no new thing to have the Ark brought into the house of Abinadab 1 Sam. 7.1 changing its publick seat for a private habitation Now I bless God for this opportunity of vindicating the honor of his House that as the Jews when driven from Jerusalem yet prayed with their faces towards the Temple so ye if God shall suffer you to be deprived of his service may still pray with your desires fixt upon his Sanctuary longing to visit his Temple and behold the beauty of his Holiness And here seeing we are come into Gods house and that to feed at Christ Table do we so behold his beauty as to adore his presence adore it with the humblest reverence of a devout heart so worshipping God in his Sanctuary as Christ hath taught us to petition him in our Prayers even Thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven See then what is our pattern in the Mount Rev. 4.10 11. 5.8 c. what is the precedent Angels and Saints give us in Heaven Why we have it in St. Johns Vision where the heavenly Spirits the Angels and Saints they worship they fall down and sing praise and this with consent of will and of worship keeping order and unity one posture of adoration one form of praise as one heart of devotion and one fire of love Now what better way in our aspirings after perfection then to imitate those who are perfect and so whilst Sojourners on Earth to have our conversation in Heaven whereas a multitude met together in the Church without Order and Discipline Non populus sed turba est It is not a Congregation but a tumult not an assembly but a rout Babilonem exhibet Bern. in dedicat Eccle. Ser. 5. de Hierusalem nihil habet as Bernard well Such a meeting speaks men of Babylon not of Jerusalem not Jerusalem which is above whose order and unity we have seen in St. Johns Vision and ought to imitate in Gods House To close As you behold the Beauty of the Lord in the form of the Churches ministration so above all behold it in the excellency and glory of the things ministred Behold we that 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 that good pleasure of the Lord wherewith he loveth us in Christ bringing life and salvation to our Souls in the death and passion of his Son See here that 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 as the Greek Church calls it that portentum amoris that stupendous wonder and astonishing mystery of Divine love that God should give his Son and the Son give himself to be the Sacrifice for our sin on his Cross and the Food of our Souls at his Table And here O thou humble penitent and devout suppliant When thou hast tasted the sweetness and delights behold the beauty and glory of the Lord in this Contemplation of his Love with St. Austin I say unto thee Aliud desidera si majus si melius si suavius inveneris Go consider and desire contemplate and enjoy something else if any thing thou canst finde greater or better or sweeter greater in glory better in worth or sweeter in delights But if here thou beholdest a beauty to which all other excellency is a foil a glory to which all other lustre is a stain a delight to which all other pleasure is a bitterness If so then here center thy desires and take up Davids Unum petii One thing have I desired of the Lord that will I seek after that I may dwell in the House of the Lord all the days of my life to behold the beauty of the Lord and to inquire in his Temple Halleluiah FINIS
God my Jesus be gone from me yet will I mourn after him if happily I may find him whom my soul loveth O return return my joy my Jesus For till thou dost return I shall lie down in sorrow without thee my soul refuseth to be comforted The Grounds of Comfort 1. As thy distress is not without a promise thy misery without a Redeemer so nor is thy state and condition without many presidents even a cloud of witnesses whose sad experience will give full testimony to this certain truth Ps 55.5 That God oftentimes not only withholds the comforts of his good Spirit but also afflicts with the terror of our own hearts That oftentimes he hides the grace of the Gospel and discovers the rigor of the Law Ps 88.14 15.16 revealing guilt and concealing mercy yea oftentimes he rebukes the heart with secret checks of conscience and convictions of Spirit so that in the sad apprehension of sin and guilt death and hell the soul languisheth with frights and fears with horror and amazements Yet further he oftentimes renews the charge of former sins in the Court of Conscience making a man to possess the iniquities of his youth Job 13.26 and by his Spirit writing such bitter things against him that the soul is struck with the deep impressions of dread and horror in the apprehension of Gods shutting the gate of mercy and peace Ps 77.7 8 9. his refusing to be intreated or to hearken to any terms of reconciliation so that no holy duties or sacred ordinances for a time either administer comfort or discover love That this is the sad experience of the most eminent Saints the Book of Job and Psalms of David will sufficiently testifie And yet withall this testimony too they give of God and of Christ that he lifteth up those that are cast down Ps 37 24 42.11 147.7 8. 148.3 he healeth the broken in heart and bindeth up their wounds yea he gives liberty to the Captive health to the sick life to the dead and the divinest comforts to the most dejected souls so that they rejoice in his salvation and exult in his praises 2. This the condition of our present estate to be freed from the discomforts of afflictions as from the power of sin but in part Our graces are imperfect and therefore needs must our peace Our life 's a pilgrimage 1 Pet. 2.11 2 Cor. 10.4 a warfare and so hardship travel danger distress yea conflicts and wounds they are proper to our condition and therefore we may not think them strange but expect them with resolution bear them with patience and pass them through with constancie The day that hath no night no cloud the joy that hath no mourning no grief the crown that hath no cross no care is reserv'd for heaven not found on earth peculiar it is to the state of blessedness and eternity So that I cannot but question the uprightness of that mans heart who never question'd the goodness of his estate I cannot but doubt that mans assurance who never doubted and fear those comforts which were never discomforted There is certainly a woe to that peace which Satan does not sometimes disquiet True it is God could send forth his Saints as the Sun in its course to attract the eyes of all Beholders and make them in their splendor of graces ouâ—vie Solomon in his lustre of glory But this God hath not thought so agreeable to his wisdom in his dispensations to his Church and chosen 1 Cor. 1. â—3 14 c. he will rather have the Saints excellencie cloth'd with humane frailty and their inward worth vail'd with outward contempt Yea their life is so hid with Christ in God Col. 3.3 that themselves oftentimes feel not the quickenings discover not the actings of their own graces for that a cloud of secret trouble darkens the light of all their comforts Doubtless had Adam continued in his primitive integrity God would have communicated himself to man not only by faith and reason but also by sense and external manifestation But now he conveys spiritual things in a spiritual manner We walk by faith and not by sight As is the manifestation of the Divine presence 2 Cor. 5 7 1 Cor. 13 9. such is our participation of Divine comforts all in part and imperfect 3. Though thy comforts are fled from thee yet the God of thy comforts abides with thee though thou wantest Christ in that blest Communion of joy and peace yet thou hast not lost him in that best communion of grace and life Spiritual joy though a sweet flower of Paradise yet a fading flower though a spiritual yet a temporal blessing a separable adjunct of grace and so not of the necessary being but of the happy well-being of a Christian a partial reward rather then a particular vertue Let this then be a firm ground of solid comfort That though thy light of Joy be extinguisht yet thy seeds of Grace are preserv'd thy heart hath its holy affections though emptied of its divine consolations For tell me who is' t that supports thy soul but the same God who conceals his love Does he not incline thine heart to fear and faithful obedience Ps 23 3 4. Isa 2â— 8 even when now he withdraws himself from thy soul in the light and comforts of his countenance And if so what thou dost possess is far more precious then what thou hast lost Communion w th Christ in the sanctifying influence is more excellent then communion with him in the comforting light of his Spirit Besides having the fountain thou wilt not be long without the streams having Christ the fulness of comforts thy soul shall not long remain discomforted God will lighten thy candle uncloud thy sun restore thy comforts Ps 7 120 21. This is Davids confidence Thou Lord which hast shewed me great and sore troubles shalt quicken me again and shalt bring me up again from the depths of the earth thou shalt increase my g eatness and comfort â—e on every side Hear Gods profession and promise Isa 57.15 Thus saith the high and lofty One that inhabiteth eternity whose name is Holy I dwell in the high and holy place with him also that is of a contrite and humble spirit to revive the spirit of the humble and to revive the heart of the contrite ones And how revive them why by healing them with his grace leading them with his councels and restoring comforts to them See then the mercy is thine the promise is thine only thou must know and acknowledge the time of dispensing the season of performing is Gods who orders all things in number weight and measure 4. Those rebukes of the Spirit which so much torture thy conscience and that hiding his face which so much sads thy heart is all from a fatherly tenderness of care and love not from an avenging severity of justice and wrath God deals with the soul as David
with Absalom 2 Sam. 14.24 Notwithstanding Absalom hath Davids heart yet must he not see his face Thus when God rebukes the soul for sin though his love be great yet his face shall not appear gracious And this for wise and holy ends most advancing his own glory and the souls good Some of which ends may be these 1. To chastise some stubbornness of spirit and to correct some wilful disobedience Be the Saints of God never so dear to him yet if they put out the light of councel he will put out the light of comfort if they break his bonds of rule he will bind them in chains of distress Wilful disobedience is that cursed bramble Judg. 9.15 from whence as in Jotham's parable there does come forth the fire of divine displeasure to parch and wither the tallest Cedars of Lebanon the devoutest Saints of Christs Church Or 2. It may be we grow wanton with Gods ordinances and he therefore uncloaths them of their quickening vertue and refreshing vigor because we approach them without awful reverence and an holy fear Or 3. It may be the Heart begins to harden and exalt it self and therefore God withdraws his favor and secretly rebukes the soul with terrors to bring the offender upon his knees and lay him low in humiliations melting him like wax thereby fitted as more pliable to receive the impressions of his grace and the seal of his love O the streams of spiritual comforts Jam. 4.6 which water the fruitful vallies of humble souls whilst the lofty mountains of spiritual pride are parch'd with thirst Or 4. It maybe God withdraws himself in his gracious presence from the soul to sweeten enlarge and establish its fuller comforts The toil and troubles of a barren Wilderness make more sweet the milk and honey of a fruitful Canaan As Nature hath its times and seasons so hath Grace the Winter-frosts prepare for Summer-fruits and the pruning furthers a better growth Thus Spiritual afflictions make for the Spirits further consolations Heb. 12 11. and to be exercised with inward distresses helps to the increase of grace and a further strengthening of the inward man It is indeed the method of Gods dealing with a soul first to humble it by a spirit of bondage Rom. 8 15. then to raise it by a spirit of adoption Again he withdraws himself in his spiritual comforts wherewith he cherisht our faith and love that he may try their strength and prove their sincerity further rooting the soul in humility and godly fear and after this Grace having taken deep root in the heart it brings forth the more abundant fruit of peace and comfort to the soul Yea hereby God not only tries our love to him but the more endears his love to us in that when we seem'd in our selves to be wholly lost and quite cast off he then appeared in the Mount in our greatest extremity for succor and salvation turning the signs of his wrath into testimonies of his love and changing our dismal estate of doubts and fears and mournings into a glad condition of holy confidence enlarg'd hope and refreshing comforts Oh how must this needs win the heart to a greater enlargement of love when it feels it self restor'd to so great an enlargement of delight yea so cleer an evidence of Gods favor in having brought us through the fire Mal. 3.2.3 2 Tim 2 21. 1 Pet. 2.9 and purified us to himself a peculiar treasure even vessels of honor Lastly To this end also God hides his face and withholds the light of his countenance even to quicken our longing desires after Christ and to convince the soul of its immediate dependance upon him For by how much we are the more dejected distressed and restless in our selves by so much shall we be the more eager in our longings after and the more zealous in our enjoyments of the Lord Jesus who alone can bring peace and comfort and rest to the inward man The brightest stars in the firmament of heaven the holiest Saints in the Church of Christ derive their light as of grace so of peace as of life so of comfort from Christ the Sun of righteousness Mal. 4 2. and therefore that they may know and own their dependance upon him he oftentimes shuts in his light and then the soul presently finds it self in a dismal and darksom deep of mournful distress And oh what a shop of fears is this gulf of darkness what sad apprehensions amaze the soul But now when Christ breaks forth in his light of comfort and peace oh the transporting joy that attends this return of love The devout Saint as they redeem'd from Babylons Captivity becomes as one that dreams Ps 126 1. he is strangely enwrapt with spiritual rejoycings so that he makes his boast of the Lord and his praise is continually in his mouth his thankfulness is redoubled with his joys Ps 34.1 2. and his duties enlarged with his delights 5. Though God is least in appearance yet is he most in power though he is not chearing and refreshing with his favor yet is he guiding and supporting with his hand making spiritual temptations his chief preparations when he designs any of his Saints to eminent actings or glorious sufferings David's Worthies are best acquainted with the experiences of War the skilful Pilate knows well what it is to be in winds and storms the choise Vessel is the oftner cast into the fire for its refining and certain it is the eminentest Saints in Christ Church have been well tutor'd in his School of temptations Hear Elihu Job 33.22 speaking of a man whose soul draweth near to the grave and his life to the destroyers v. 23. He tels us that Messenger that Interpreter who can shew unto him his uprightness raising him in his dejections 2 Cor. 12.7 he is as rare as excellent one of a thousand That S. Paul was so strongly tempted so fiercely buffeted it was not so much to his personal as to his ministerial advantage that he might the better have the tongue of the learned learn'd by experience in himself how to speak a word in season to him that is weary Isa 50.4 And see what Cordials the Apostle doth administer such as himself had tasted and tryed That he comforts others 2 Cor. 1.4 it is by the same comfort wherewith he himself was comforted of God And as thus spiritual temptations are Gods chief preparations when he designs any of his Saints to eminent actings so secondly when he designs them to glorious sufferings For he who hath been exercised in spiritual afflictions knows well how insufficient and vain the best things of the world are to administer true solace to the soul and therefore he will not be so loth to part with and despise that which he knows by best experience to be empty and vain yea the soul will not fear to grapple with the Worlds fury which hath once wrestled