they may not follow me into my native countrey for they are strong and lusty still in thy Anger therefore can do it better then I that am feeble fainting already in the will of vanity this thou knowest fulwell O thou righteous God I beseech thee therefore O righteous God since thou usest them as servants to me to doe so good an office for me though my earthly reason knoweth it not that thou wouldest make them also to know my way and send them also such servants but yet before hand bring them to the light that they may know thee and give thee thanks O mercifull God in Christ Jesus in my knowledge I beseech thee out of thy deepe love towards us poore men which thou hast manifested in me in the hidden man call us all in thee to thee O stirre thy selfe in us yet once in this last trouble thy Anger being kindled in us doe thou resist thy Anger in us least it swallow us up both soule and body O thou dawning of the Day-spring of God breake forth to the full art thou not already risen manifest thy holy City Zion thy holy Jerusalem in us O great God! I see thee in the depth of thy Power and Strength awaken me wholly in thee that I may be quickned in thee breake off the tree of thy Anger in us and let thy love spring forth and bud in us O Lord I lie downe in thy sight and beseech thee not to rebuke us in thine Anger are we not thy possession which thou hast purchased Forgive all of us our sinnes and deliver us from the enmity of thy wrath and from the reproach and envy of the devill and bring us under thy Crosse in patience into Paradise againe Amen Here followeth a Prayer or Dialogue betweene the poore soule and the noble virgine Sophia in the inward ground of man viz. betweene the Spirit of Christ in the new Birth out of his Humanity in us and the soule shewing how great a joy there is in the Heaven of the new regenerate man and how lovingly and graciously the noble Sophia presenteth her selfe to her Bridegrome the Soule when it entreth into Repentance and how the Soule behaveth it selfe towards her when Virgine Sophia appeareth to it The gates of the Paradisicall Garden of Roses This is understood by none but the children of Christ who have knowne it by experience WHen Christ the corner-stone stirreth himselfe in the extinguished Image of man in his hearty conversion and repentance then Virgine Sophia appeareth in the stirring of the Spirit of Christ in the extinguished Image in her Virgines-attire before the soule at which the soule is so amazed and astonished in its uncleanesse that all its sinnes immediately awake in it and tremble and shake before her For then the judgement passeth upon the sinnes of the soule so that it even goeth backe in its unworth inesse and is ashamed in the presence of its faire love and entreth into it selfe denying it selfe as utterly unworthy to receive such a jewell This is understood by them who are of our Tribe who have tasted this jewell and to none else But the noble Sophia draweth neare in the essence of the soule and kisseth it friendly and tinctureth the darke fire of the soule with her Rayes of love and shineth through the soule with her Kisse of love then the soule skippeth in its body for great joy in the strength of this Virgine-love triumphing and praysing the great God in the strength of the noble Sophia I will set downe here a short description how it is when the Bride embraceth the Bridegroome for the consideration of the Reader who perhaps hath not yet beene in this place where the Bride embraceth her Bridegroome it may be he will be desirous to follow us and to enter into the place where men dance with Sophia When that which is before mentioned cometh to passe the soule rejoyceth in its body and saith I. PRayse thanksgiving strength honour and glory be to thee O great God in thy power and sweetenesse for that thou hast redeemed me from the driver of anguish O thou faire Love my heart embraceth thee where hast thou beene so long me thought I was in hell in the Anger of God O gracious Love abide with me I beseech thee and be my joy and comfort leade me in the right way I give my selfe up into thy love I am darke before thee doe thou enlighten me O noble Love give me thy sweet pearle put it I pray thee into me O great God in Christ Jesus I praise and magnifie thee now in thy truth in thy great power and glory for that thou hast forgiven me my sinnes and filled me with thy strength I shout for joy before thee in my life and extoll thee in thy Firmament of Heaven which none can open but thy Spirit in thy mercy my bones rejoyce in thy strength and my heart delighteth in thy love Thanks be to thee for ever for that thou hast delivered me out of hell and turned death into life in me O sweet Love let me not depart from thee againe grant me thy Garland of Pearle and abide in me O be my peculiar possession that I may rejoyce in thee for ever Upon this Virgine Sophia sayth to the Soule MY Noble Bridegroome my strength and power you are a thousand times welcome why hast thou forgotten me so long that I have beene constrained in great griefe to stand without the doore and knocke have I not alwayes called thee and entreated thee but thou hast turned away thy countenance from me and thy eares declined my Territories thou couldest not see my light for thou didst walke in the valley of darknesse I was very neare thee and intreated thee continually but thy sinne held thee captive in death so that thou knowest me not I came to thee in great humility and called thee but thou wert rich in the power of the anger of God and didst not regard my humility and lowlynesse thou hadst taken the Devill to be thy Paramour he hath desiled thee thus and built up his fort of prey in thee and turned thee quite away from my love and faith into his hypocriticall Kingdome of falshood wherein thou hast committed much sinne and wickednesse and broken thy will off from my love and so broken the bond of wedlock and set thy love and affection upon a stranger and suffered me thy Bride which God did give thee to stand alone in the extinguished substance without the power of thy fiery strength I could not be joyfull without thy fiery strength for thou art my husband my shining brightnesse is made manifest by thee thou canst manifest my hidden wonders in thy fiery life and bring them into Majesty And yet without me thou art but a darke house wherein is nothing but anguish and torment an odious horrible paine O Noble Bridegroome stand still with thy countenance towards me and
that I may die from my vanity and sinne in the death of my Redeemer Jesus Christ. O thou breath of the great love of God quicken I beseech thee my weake breath in me that it may begin to hunger and thirst after thee O Lord Jesus thou sweete strength I beseech thee give my soule to drinke of thy fountaine of Grace thy sweete water of eternall life that it may awake from death and thrist after thee O how extreame fainting I am for want of thy strength O mercifull God doe thou turne me I beseech thee I can not turn my selfe O thou vanquisher of death helpe me I pray thee to wrestle How fast doth the Enemy hold me with his three chaines and will not suffer the desire of my soule to come before thee I beseech thee come and take the desire of my soule into thy selfe be thou my drawing to the Father and deliver me from the devills Bonds looke not upon my deformity in standing naked before thee having lost thy garment I pray thee doe but thou cloath my breath which yet liveth in me and desireth thy grace and let me yet once see thy salvation O thou deepe love I pray thee take the desire of my soule into thee bring it forth out of the bonds of Death through thy Death in thy Resurrection in thee O quicken me in thy strength that my desire and will may begin to spring up and flourish anew O thou vanquisher of death and of the wrath of God doe thou overcome in me selfe breake its will and bruise my soule that it may feare before thee and be ashamed of its owne will before thy judgement that it may be obedient to thee as an instrument of thine subdue it in the bonds of death take away its power that it may Will nothing without thee O God the Holy Ghost in Christ my Saviour teach me I pray thee what I shall doe that I may turne to thee O draw me in Christ to the Father and helpe me that now and from hence forward I may goe forth from sinne and vanity and never any more enter into it againe Stirre up in me a true sorrow for the sinnes I have committed O keepe me in thy Bonds and let me not loose from thee lest the Devill sift me in my wicked flesh and bloud bring me again into the death of dea h O enlighten thou my spirit that I may see the divine path and walke in it continually O take that away from me which alwayes turneth me away from thee O give me that which alwayes turneth me to thee take me wholy from my selfe and give me wholy to thy owne selfe O let me beginne nothing let me will thinke and doe nothing without thee O Lord how long Indeed I am not worthy of that which I desire of thee I pray thee let the desire of my soule dwell but in the gates of thy Courts make it but a servant of thy servauts O deliver it out of that horrible pit wherein there is no comfort nor refreshment O God in Christ Jesus I am blinde in my selfe and know not my selfe for vanity thou art hidden from me in my blindenesse and yet thou art neere unto me but thy wrath which my desire hath awakened in me hath made me darke O take but the desire of my soule to thee prove it O Lord and bruise it that my soule may attaine a Ray of thy sweete Grace I lie before thee as a dying man whose life is passing from his lipps as a smale sparke going out kindle it O Lord and raise up the breath of my soule before thee Lord I waite for thy Promise which thou hast made saying As I live I will not the death of a sinner but that he should turne and live I sincke downe my selfe into the Death of my Redeemer Jesus Christ and waite for thee thy Word is Truth and Life Amen In this or the like manner every one may confesse his sinnes as he himselfe findeth in his conscience what finnes he hath brought his soule into Yet if his purpose be truely earnest to use a forme is needlesse for the Spirit of God which at that instant is in the will of the minde will it selfe make the prayer for him in his conscience for it is it the Spirit of God which in a true earnest desire worketh repentance and intercedeth for the soule before God through the death of Christ. But I will not hide from the beloved Reader who hath a Christian purpose but shew how it commonly useth to goe with those who are in such a firme purpose and resolution though it goeth otherwise with one then with another according as his purpose is more or lesse earnest and great for the Spirit of God is not bound but useth diverse wayes as he knoweth fittest for every one Yet he that hath beene in the warres can tell how to fight and informe another that may happen to be in the like case Now if it so come to passe that such a heart with a strong resolution and purpose doth thus come before God and enter into repentance it hapneth to it as with the Canaanitish woman as if God would not heare the heart remaineth without comfort its sins and unworthynesse do also present themselves as if it were unworthy of comfort the mind is as it were speechlesse the soule groaneth in the deepe the heart receiveth nothing nor can it so much as poure forth its confession before God as if the heart and soule were shut up the Soule would faine but the flesh keepeth it captive the Devill shutteth it up strongly and representeth to it the way of vanity againe and tickleth it with the lust of the flesh and saith in the minde stay a while doe this or that first gather money or goods aforehand that thou maist not stand in neede of the world and then afterwards enter into an honest life into repentance it will be time enough then O how many hundreds doe perish in such a beginning if they goe backe againe into vanity and are as a young graft broken off with the winde or weithered by the heate Beloved soule marke if thou wilt be a champion in thy Saviour Christ against death and hell and would'st have thy yong graft grow become a tree in the Kingdome of Christ thou must go on and stand fast in thy first earnest purpose it costeth thy first paternall inheritance and thy body and soule too to become either an Angell in God or a Devill in Hell If thou wilt be crowned thou must fight thou must overcome in Christ and not yeeld to the Devill thy purpose must stand firme thou must not preferre temporall honour and goods before it when the spirit of the flesh saith stay a while it is not convenient yet then the soule must say now is my time for me to goe backe againe into my fathers my native Countrey out of which my father
weake to give me what thou hast promised me and freely bestow upon mee in my Saviour Jesus Christ viz. his flesh for food and his bloud for drinke to refresh my poore hungry soule that it may be quickened and strengthened in the Word which became man by which it may long and hunger after thee aright O thou deepest love in the most sweete Name JESUS give thy selfe into the desire of my soule for therefore thou hast moved thy selfe and according to thy great sweetnesse manifested thy selfe in the humane nature and called us to thee us that hunger and thirst after thee and hast promised us that thou wilt refâ—esh us I now open the lips of my soul to thee O thou sweet Truth and though I am not worthy to desire it of thy holines yet I come to thee through thy bitter passion death thou having sprinkled my uncleanesse with thy bloud and sanctified me in thy Humanity and made an open gatefor me through thy death to thy sweete love in thy bloud through thy five holy wounds from which thou did'st shed thy bloud I bring the desire of my soule into thy love O Jesus Christ thou Sonne of God and man I pray thee receive into thy selfe thy purchased inheritance which thy Father hath given thee I crie within me that I may enter thorough thy holy bloud and death into thee Open thy selfe in mee that the Spirit of my soule may reach thee and receive thee into it Lay hold on my thirst in me with thy thirst bring thy thirst after us men which thou haddest upon the Crosse into my thirst and give mee thy bloud to drinke in my thirst that my death in me which holdeth me captive may be drowned in the bloud of thy love and that my extinguished Image which as to the Kingdome of Heaven dis appeared in my father Adam through sinne may b made alive through thy powerfull bloud and cloath my soule with it âgaine as with the new body which dwelleth in heaven in which Image thy holy power and word which became man dwelleth which is the Temple of thy holy Spirit which dwelleth in us as thou hast promised us saying we will come to you and dwell in you O thou great Love of Jesus Christ I can doe no more but sinke my desire into thee thy word which became man is truth since thou hast bidden me come now I come Be it unto me according to thy Word and Will Amen A Warning to the Reader BEloved Reader of love to thee I will not conceale from thee what is here earnestly signified to me If thou lovest the vanity of the flesh still and arâ— not in an earnest purpose on the way to the new birth intending to become a new man then leave the above written words in these Prayers unnamed or else they will turne to a judgement of God in thee Thou must not take the holy names in vaine thou art faithfully warned they belong to the thristy soule if the soule be in earnest it shall finde by experience what words they are A Direction How the soule must meete its beloved when it s beloved knocketh in the Centre in the shut chamber of the soule BEloved soule thou must be earnest without intermission thou shalt certainely obtaine the love of a Kisse from the noble Sophia in the holy Name JESUS for shee standeth however before the doore of the soule knocking warning the sinner of his wicked way Now if he once thus desireth her love she is ready for him and kisseth him with the beames of her sweete love from whence the heart receiveth joy but she doth not presently lay her selfe into the Marriage bed with the soule that is shee doth not presently awaken the extinguished heavenly image in her selfe which disappeared in Adam there is danger to man in it for if Adam and Lucifer fell it may then easily so come to passe with man he being yet so strongly bound in vanity The bond of thy Promise must be faithfull before she will crowne thee thou must be tempted first and tried she taketh the beames of her love from thee againe to see whether thou wilt prove faithfull also she letteth thee stand and answereth thee not so much as with one looke of her love for before she will crowne thee thou must be judged that thou mightest tast the bitter potion which thou hast filled for thy selfe in thine abominations thou must come before the gates of hell first and there shew forth thy victory for her in her love in that strength wherewith she beheld thee in opposition to the devills aspect Christ was tempted in the wildernesse and if thou wilt put on him thou must go through his whole progresse from his Incarnation to his Assention and though thou art not able nor needest to doe that which he hath done yet thou must enter wholly into his processe and therein die continually from the vanity of the soule for the virgin Sophîa espouseth not her selfe to the soule except in this property which springeth up in the soule through the death of Christ as a new plant standing in heaven the earthly body cannot comprehend her in this life for it must first die from vanity but the heavenly Image which disappear'd in Adam viz. the true seede of the woman wherein God became man and into which he brought his living seede the heavenly substantiality is capable of the Pearle after the manner it came to passe in Mary in the limit of the Covenant Therefore take heede what thou dost when thou hast made thy promâ—se keepe it and then shee will crowne thee rather then thou wouldst be crowned but thou must be sure when the Tempter commeth to thee with the pleasure beauty and glory of the world that then thy minde reject it and say I must be a servant and not a master in the Vineyard of Christ I am but a servant of God in and over all that I have and I must doe with it as his Word teacheth me my heart must sit downe with the simple and lowly in the dust and be humble alwayes What state and condition soever thou art in humility must be in the front or else thou wilt not obtain her marriage the free will of thy soule must stand as a champion for it the devill cannot prevaile against the soule with vanity and if the soule will not bite at the baite then hee commeth with the soules nworthinesse and catalogue of sinnes and then thou must fight hard and here the merits of Christ must be set in the front or else the creature cannot prevaile against the devill for in this it goeth so terribly with many that the outward reason thinketh that person to be distracted and poâ—ened with the devill the devill defendeth himselfe so horribly in many especially if he have had a great Fort of prey in him that he must be stoutly assaulted before
soule to come into thee my soule crieth to come into that Spirit from whence the soule was breathed into the body and which hath formed it in the likenesse of God my soule desireth in its thirst to get the sweete fountaine which springeth from IEHOVAH into it selfe to refresh Gods breath of Fire which it selfe is so that the sweete Love of IESVS may rise in its breath of Fire through the Fountaine IESVS springing out of IEHOVAH and that CHRIST the holy one may be manifested and become Man in my disappeared Image of heavenly spirituall corporality and that the poore soule may receive its beloved Bride againe in its Armes with whom it may rejoyce for ever O IMMANVEL thou Wedding Chamber God and Man I yeeld up my selfe into the Armes of thy Desire towards us in us it is thy selfe whom I desire O blot out the Anger of thy Father with thy love in me and strengthen my weake Image in mee that I may overcome and tame the vanity in flesh and bloud and serve thee in holinesse and righteousnesse O thou great and most holy Name and power of God IEHOVAH which hast stirred thy selfe with thy most sweete power IESVS in the limit of the Covenanted promise to our Father Adam in the womans seede in the Virgine Mary in our disappeared heavenly Humanity and brought the living essentiality of thy holy power in the Virgin-wisedome of God into our humanity which was extinguished as to thee and hast given it to us to be our life victory and new Regeneration I entreate thee with all my strength beget a new holy life in me by thy sweete power IESVS that I may be in thee and thou in me and that thy Kingdome may be made manifest in me and that the will and conversation of my soule may be in heaven O great and incomprehensible God thou who fillest all things be thou my Heaven in which my new Birth in CHRIST IESVS may dwell let my spirit be the stringed Instrument harmony sound and joy of thy holy Spirit strike the strings in me in thy Regenerate Image and carry through my Harmony into thy Divine Kingdome of Joy in the great Love of God in the wonders of thy Glory and Majesty in the Communion of the holy Angelicall Harmony build up the holy City Zion in me in which as children of Christ we all live together in one City which is Christ in us into thee I wholly plunge my self do with me what thou pleasest Amen A Prayer In temptation under the Crosse of Christ at that time when all our enemies assault us and when we are persecuted and hated in the Spirit of Christ and slandered and reproached as evill doers POore man that I am I walke full of anguish and trouble in my Pilgrimage into my native Country again from whence I came in Adam and goe through the thistles and thornes of this world to thee againe O God my Father The thornes teare me on every side and I am afflicted and despised by my enemies they scorne my soule and despise it as an evill doer who hath broken the faith with them they despise my walking towards thee account it foolish they thinke I am senselesse because I walke in this thorny way and goe not along with them in their hypocriticall way O Lord Jesus Christ I flie to thee under the Crosse O deare Immanuel receive me and carry me into thy selfe through the Path of thy Pilgrimage in which thy selfe didst walke in this world viz. Through thy Incarnation Poverty Reproach and Scorne also through thy anguish Passion and Death Make me like unto thy Image send thy good Angel along with me to shew me the way through the horrible thorny wildernesse of this world assist me in my misery comfort me with that comfort wherewith the Angel comforted thee in the Garden when thou didst pray to thy Father and didst sweat drops of bloud sustaine me in my Anguish and Perfecution under the reproach of the devills and all wicked men that know not thee but refuse to walke in thy way O great love of God they know not thy way and doe this in blindnesse through the deceit of the devill have pitty on them and bring them out of blindnesse into the light that they may learne to know themselves and how they lie captive in the filth and mire of the devill in a darke dungeon fast bound with three chaines O great God have mercy upon Adam and his children redeeme them in Christ the new Adam I flie to thee O Christ God and Man in this Pilgrimage which I must passe in this darke valley every where dispised and troubled and accounted an ungodly wicked man O Lord it is thy judgement upon me that my sinnes and inbred vanity may be judged in this pilgrimage before thee and I as a curse be made an open spectacle on which thy Anger may satiate it selfe and thereby may take the eternall reproach away from mee It is the token of thy love and thereby thou bringest me into the reproach anguish suffering and death of my Saviour Jesus Christ that so I may die from vanity in my Saviour and spring up in his Spirit with my new life through his reproach and ignominie through his Death I beseech thee O Christ thou patient Lamb of God grant me patience in my way of the Crosse through all thy anguish reproach thy death and passion thy scorne and contempt upon the Crosse where thou wert despised in my stead and bring me therein as a patient Lamb to thee into thy victory Let me live with thee and in thee and convert my persecutors which unknowne to themselves by their reproaching sacrifice my vanity and inbred sinnes before thy Anger they know not what they doe they thinke they doe me harme but they doe me good they doe that for me which I should doe my selfe before thee I should daily lay open and acknowledge my shame before thee and thereby sinke my selfe downe into the death of thy beloved Sonne that my shame might die in his death but I being too too negligent weary faint and feeble therefore thou usest them in thy Anger to open and discover my vilenesse before thy Anger which thy wrath taketh hold of and sinketh it downe into the death of my Saviour O mercifull God my vaine flesh cannot know how well thou intendest towards me when thou sufferest my Enemies to take my vilenesse from me and sacrifice it before thee my earthly minde supposeth that thou afflictest me for my sinnes and I am extreamely perplexed at it but thy Spirit in my inward new man telleth me that it is of thy love towards me that thou intendest good to me by it when thou sufferest my enemies to persecute me it is best for me that they performe the worke in my stead and unfold my sins before thee in thy anger that it may swallow them up that
Christ calleth poore sinners so kindly and graciously to himselfe and will refresh them and that God hath sent his Sonne into the world to seeke and save that which is lost viz. the poore repentant and returning sinner and that for the poore sinners sake he hath given his Life into Death and died for him in our Humanity which he tooke upon him Furthermore he must firmely imagine to himselfe that God in Christ Jesus will much rather heare him and receive him to grace then he come and that God in the love of Christ in the most deare and precious Name JESUS cannot Will any evill that there is no angry countenance at all in this Name but that it is the highest and deepest love faithfulnesse the greatest sweetnesse of the Diety in the great Name JEHOVAH which he hath manifested in our Humanity corrupted and disappeared as to the heavenly part which in Paradise disappeared through sinne and therefore moved himselfe in his heart to flow into us with his sweet love that the anger of his Father which was kindled in us might be quenched and turned into love by it all which was done for the poor sinners sake that he might get an open gate of grace againe In this consideration he must firmely imagine to himselfe that this very houre and instant he standeth before the face of the holy Trinity and that God is really present within and without him as the holy Scripture witnesseth saying Am not I he that filleth all things and in another place it saith The word is neere thee in thy mouth and in thy heart also it saith We will come unto you and make our dwelling in you also Behold I am with you always even to the end of the world also The Kingdome of God is within you Thus he must firmely know and beleeve that with his soule he standeth really before the face of Jesus Christ even before the holy Deity and that his soule hath turned its backe to the face of God and must resolve that he will this very houre turne the eyes and desire of his soule towards God againe and with the poore lost and returning sonne come to the Father He must with the eyes of his soule and minde cast downe in feare and deepest humility beginne to confesse his sinnes and unworthinesse before the face of God as followeth A short forme of Confession before the eyes of God Every one as his case and necessitie requireth may order and enlarge this confession as the holy Ghost shall teach him I will but set downe a short direction O Thou great unsearchable God Lord of all things Thou who in Christ Jesus of great love towards us hast manifested thy selfe with thy holy substance in our Humanity I poore unworthy sinfull man come before thy Presence which thou hast manifested in the Humanity of Jesus Christ though I am not worthy to lift up mine eyes to thee acknowledging and confessing before thee that I am guilty of unfaithfulnesse and breaking off from thy great love and grace which thou hast freely bestowed upon us I have left the Covenant which of meere grace thou hast made with me in Baptisme in which thou hast received me to be a child and heire of eternall life and have brought my desire into the vanity of this world and defiled my soule therewith and made it altogether beastiall and earthly so that my soule knoweth not it selfe because of the mire of sinne but accounteth it selfe a strange child before thy face not worthy to desire thy grace I lie in the filth of sinne and the vanity of my corrupt flesh up to the very lipps of my soule and have but a small sparke of the living breath left in me which desireth thy grace I am so dead in vanity that in this vanity I dare not lift up mine eyes to thee O God in Christ Jesus Thou who for poore sinners sakes didst become Man to helpe them to thee I complaine to thee I have yet a sparke of refuge in my soule I have not regarded thy purchased inheritance which thou hast purchased for us poore men by thy bitter Death but made my self partaker of the heritage of vanity in the anger of thy Father in the curse of the earth and am ensnared in sinne and halfe dead as to thy Kingdome I lie in feeblenesse as to thy strength and the wrathfull death waiteth for mee the devill hath poisoned me so that I know not my Saviour I am become a wilde branch in thy tree and have consumed mine inheritance which is in thee with the devills Swine what shall I say before thee who am not worthy of thy grace I lie in the sleepe of death which hath captivated me and am fast bound with three strong chaines O thou breaker-through-death assist thou me I beseech thee I can not I am able to doe nothing I am dead in my selfe and have no strength before thee neither dare I for great shame lift up my eyes before thee for I am the defiled keeper of Swine and have spent my inheritance with the false adulterous whore of vanity in the lusts of the flesh I have sought my selfe in my owne lust and not thee Now in my selfe I am become a foole I am naked and bare my shame standeth before thy eyes I cannot hide it thy judgement waiteth for mee what shall I say before thee who art the Judge of all the world I have nothing else to bring before thee here I stand naked and bare before thee and I fall downe before thy face bewailing my misery and flie to thy great mercy though I am not worthy of it yet receive me but in thy Death and let me but die from my death in thy Death cast me down I pray thee to the groūd in my received self and kill this self of mine through thy death that I may live no more to my selfe seeing I in my self worke nothing but sin therefore I pray thee cast downe to the ground this wicked beast which is full of false deceit and selfe-desire and deliver this poore soule from itsheavie bonds O mercifull God it is thy love and longsuffering that I lie not already in hell I yeeld my selfe with my whole will sences and minde up into thy grace and flie to thy mercy I call upon thee through thy death from that small sparke of life in me encompassed with death and hell which open their throate against me and would wholly swallow me up in death upon thee I call who hast promised thou wilt not quench the smoaking flaxe I have no other way to thee but thy Death and Passion because thou hast made our death Life by thy Humanity and broken the chaines of Death and therefore I sinke the desire of my soule downe into thy Death into the gate of thy Death which thou hast broake open O thou great fountaine of the love of God I beseech thee helpe mee
he will depart and leave his fort of prey here heaven and hell are fighting one against the other Now if the soule continue constant and getteth the victory over the devill in all his aâ—â—aults disesteeming all temporall things for the love of its noble Sophia then the precious garland will be set upon it for a token of victory Here the virgine which manifesteth her selfe from the deare name JESUS with Christ the treader upon the Serpent Gods anointed commeth to the soule and kisseth it with her sweetest love in the essence most inwardly and impresseth her love into its desire for a token of victory and here Adam in his heavenly part riseth againe from death in Christ of which I cannot write for there is no pen in this world that can expresse it it is the wedding of the Lambe where the noble Pearle is sowne with very great triumph though in the beginning it be small like a graine of mustard-seed as Christ saith Now when the wedding is over the soule must take heed that this Tree oft spring and grow as it hath promised its Virgine For then the Devill will presently come with his tempestuous storme ungodly people who will scoffe at contemne and crie down this for madnesse and then a man must enter into the Processe of Christ under his crosse Here it will appeare indeed and in truth what Christians we are here he must suffe himselfe to be proclaimed a fooâ—e and ungodly wretch nay his greatest friends who favoured him or flattered him in the lusts of the flesh will now be his enemies and though they know not why yet they will hate him thus Christ hideth his Bride wholy under the crosse that she may not be knowne in this world The Devill also striveth that these children may be hidden from the world lest perhaps many such branches should grow in that Garden which he supposeth to be his This I have set downe for the Information of the Christian-minded Reader that he might know what to doe if the same should befall him A very earnest Prayer in Temptation Against Gods Anger in the Conscience and also against flesh and bloud when the Tempter cometh to the soule and wrestleth with it MOst deep Love of God in Christ Jesus leave me not in this distresse I confesse I am guilty of the sinnes which now rise up in my minde or conscience if thou forsake me I must sinke hast thou not promised me in thy word saying If a mother could forget her child which yet can hardly be yet thou wilt not forget me thou hast set me as a signe in thine hands which were pierced through with sharpe nailes and in thy open side whence bloud and water gushed out Poore man that I am I am caught in thy Anger and can in my ability doe nothing before thee I sink my selfe downe into thy wounds and death O Great Mercy of God I beseech thee deliver me from the Bonds of Satan I have no refuge in any thing but onely in thy holy wounds and death into thee I sinke downe in the anguish of my conscience doe with me what thou wilt In thee I will now live or die as pleaseth thee let me but die and perish in thy death do but bury me into thy death that the anguish of hell may not touch me How can I excuse my selfe before thee that knowest my heart and reines and settest my finnes before mine eyeâ— I am guilty of them and yeeld my self into thy Judgement accomplish thy Judgment upon me through the Death of my Redeemer Jesus Christ. I fly unto thee thou righteous Iudge through the Anguish of my Redeemer Iesus Christ when he did sweate the bloudy sweat on the Mount of olives for my sake and was scourged of Pontius Pilate for me and suffered a crown of thornes to be pressed on upon his head that his bloud came forth O Righteous God hast thou not set him in my stead he was innocent but I guilty for whom he suffered wherefore should I despaire under thy wrath O blot out thy anger in me through his anguish passion death I give my selfe wholly into his anguish passion death I will stand still in his anguish passion before thee do with me what thou pleasest onely let me not depart from his anguish thou hast freely given me his anguish and drowned thy Wrath in him and though I have not accepted it but am departed from him and am become faithlesse yet thou hast given me this precious pledge in my flesh and bloud for he hath taken my flesh and soule upon his heavenly flesh and bloud and hath satisfied the Anger in my flesh and soule in him with his heavenly bloud Therfore receive me now in his satisfaction and put his anguish passion and death in thy wrath which is kindled in me and breake thy Iudgement in me in the bloud of his love O Great Love in the Bloud and and Death of Iesus Christ I beseech thee breake the Fort of prey which the Devill hath made and built up in me where he resisteth me in the way of thy grace drive him out of me that he may not overcome me for no one living can stand in thy fight if thou withdraw thy hand from him O come thou breaker through the Anger of God destroy its power helpe my poore soule to fight and overcome it O bring me into thy victory and uphold me in thee breake in peeces its seate in my vanity that is kindled in my soule and flesh O mortifie the desire of my vanity in flesh and bloud which the Devill hath now kindled by his false desire by hellish anguish desperation O quench it with thy water of eternall life bring my anguish forth through thy death I wholy sink my selfe down into thee and though both soul and body should this houre faint and perish in thy wrath yet I will not let thee goe Though my heart saith utterly no no yet the desire of my soule shall hold fast on thy truth which neither death nor the devill shall take away from me For the Bloud of Iesus Christ the Sonne of God cleanseth us from all our sinnes this I lay hold on and let the Anger of God doe what it will with my sinne and let the Devill roare over my soule in his Fort of prey which he hath made as much as he will Neither the Devill Death nor Hell shall pull me out of my Saviours wounds Thou must at length be confounded in me thou noysome devill and thy fort of prey must be forsaken for I will drowne it in the love of Iesus Christ and then dwell in it if thou canst Amen An Information in Temptation BEloved Reader this is no jesting matter he that accounteth it so hath not tried it neither is he judged as yet and though it should be deferred till his last end which is dangerous yet he must passe through this Iudgement Happy
is he that passeth through it be times in his young years before the Devill buildeth his fort of prey strong he may afterwards prove a Labourer in the Vineyard of Christ and sow his seede in the Garden of Christ he shall reape the fruit in due time This judgement continueth a long while upon many for severall yeares if he doe not earnestly put on the Armour of Christ but stay till the judgement of temptations first exhort him to Repentance But he that commeth of himselfe of his owne earnest purpose and endeavoureth to depart from his evill wayes the temptation will not be so hard for him neither will it continue so long yet hee must stand out valiantly till victory be gotten over the devill for he shall be mightily assisted all shall turne to the best for him so that afterwards when the day breaketh in the soule he turneth it to the great praise and glory of God that the driver is overcome Short Prayers When the noble Sophia kisseth the soule with her love and offereth her love to it O Most gracious and deepest love of God in Christ Jesus I beseech thee grant me thy Pearle impresse it into my soule and take my soule into thy Armes O thou sweete love I confesse I am uncleane before thee take away my uncleanenesie through thy death and carry through the hunger and thrist of my soule through thy Death in thy Resurrection in thy Triumph cast my whole selfe downe to the ground in thy death take it captive and carry my hunger through in thy hunger O highest love hast thou not appeared in me stay in me and inclose me in thee keepe me in thee so that I may not be able to depart from thee fill my hunger with thy love seede my soule with thy heavenly substance give it thy bloud to drinke and water it with thy Fountaine O great love awaken my disappeared Image in me which as to the Kingdome of heaven disappeared in my father Adam by that word which awakened it in the seede of the woman in Mary quicken it I beseech thee O thou Life and Power of the Deity which hast promised us saying wee will come to you and dwell in you O sweete love I bring my desire into this word of thy Promise thou hast promised that thy Father will give the holy Spirit to those that aske him for it therefore I now bring the desire of my soule into thy Promise and I receive thy Word into my hunger increase thou in me my hunger after thee strengthen me O sweete love in thy strength quicken me in thee that my spirit may taste thy sweetnesse O doe thou beleeve by thy power in me for without thee I can doe nothing O sweete Love I beseech thee through that Love wherewith thou didst overcome the Anger of God and didst change it into Love and divine Joy I pray thee also change the anger in my soule by the same great love that I may become obedient unthee and that my soule may love thee therein for ever O change my will into thy Will bring thy Obedience into my disobedience that I may become obedient to thee O great Love of Jesus Christ I humbly flie to thee bring the hunger of my soule into thy wounds from whence thou didst shed thy holy bloud and didst quench the Anger with Love I bring my hunger into open side from whence came forth both water and bloud and throw my selfe wholy into it he thou mine and quicken me in thy life and let me not depart from thee O my Noble Vine I beseech thee give sappe to me thy branch that I may budde and grow in thy strength and sappe in thy Essence beget in me true strength by thy strength O Sweete Love art not thou my Light enlighten thou my poore soule in its close prison in flesh and bloud bring it into the right way destroy the will of the Devill and bring my body through the whole course of this world through the chamber of death into thy death and rest that at the last day it may arise in thee from thy death and live in thee for ever O teach me what I must doe in thee I beseech thee be thou my willing knowing doing and let me goe no whether without thee I yeeld my selfe wholy up to thee Amen A Prayer For the obtaining the Divine Protection and Government shewing how he minde should worke with in God in Christ the Tree of Life O Thou living Fountaine in thee I lift up the desire of my soule and crie with my desire to enter through the life of my Saviour Jesus Christ into thee O thou Life and Power of God awaken thy selfe in the hunger of my soule with thy desire of love through the thirst which Jesus Christ had upon the crosse after us men and carry my weake strength through by thy mighty hand in thy Spirit be thou the working and will in me with thine own strength blossome in the strength of Iesus Christ in me that I may bring forth praise unto thee the true fruite in thy Kingdome O let my heart and desire never depart from thee But i swimme in vanity in this valley of misery in this outward earthly flesh and bloud and my soule and noble Image which is according to thy Similitude is encompassed with enemies on every side viz. with the desire of the Devill against me with the desire of vanity in flesh and bloud also with all the opposition of wicked men who know not thy Name and I swimme with my outward life in the properties of the starres and elements having my enemies lying in waite for me every where inwardly and outwardly together with death the destroyer of this vaine life and therefore I flie to thee O holy strength of God being thou hast manifested thy selfe with thy love in mercy in our humanity through thy holy Name Jesus and hast also given it to be a companion in us therefore I beseech thee let his Angels that minister to him attend upon our soules and encamp themselves about us and defend us from the fiery darts of the desire of that wicked one which shooteth into us dayly by the curse of the Anger of God which is awakened in our earthly flesh keepe backe by thy strength the infectious rayes of the influence of the stars in their opposition into which raves the wicked one mingleth himselfe with his desire to poison us in soule and flesh and to bring us into false desires and also into infirmity and misery Turne away these Rayes of Anger with the holy Name Jesus in our soule and spirit that they may not touch us and let thy good and holy Angel stand by us to turne away these Rayes of Poyson from our bodies O great Love and sweete strength IHSVH thou fountaine of divine sweetnesse flowing out of the great Eternall Name IEHOVAH I crie with the desire of my
give me thy Rayes of fier bring thy desire into me and kindle me and then I will bring the Rayes of my love from my meekenesse into thy fiery Essence and kisse thee for ever O my Bridegroome how well am I now I am in wedlock with thee O kisse me with thy desire in thy strength power then I will shew thee all my beauty and will rejoyce and delight my selfe with thy sweet love and shining brightnesse in thy fiery life All the holy Angels doe rejoyce with us to see us now married together againe My deare Love I now intreate thee to abide in my faith and doe not turne thy face away from me any more worke thou thy wonders in my love for which God hath raised thee up II. The Soule sayth againe to its Noble Sophia its Love that is borne againe in the Soule O My Noble Pearle and opened flame of my light in my anxious fiery life O how thou changest me into thy joy O beautifull Love I have broken my faith with thee in my father Adam and with my fiery strength have turned my selfe to the pleasure and vanity of the outward world and have fallen in love with a stranger and had been constrained to walke in the valley of darkenesse in this strange love if thou hadst not come to me into the house of my misery in thy great faithfullnesse by thy piercing through and destroying Gods Anger Hell and darke Death and restored thy meekenesse and love to my fiery life O Sweete Love thou hast brought the water of eternall life out of the fountaine of God with thee to me and refreshed me in my great thirst I behold in thee the mercy of God which was hidden from me before by the strange Love in thee I can rejoyce thou changest my anguish of fire to be great joy to me O amiable Love give me thy Pearle that I may continue in this joy for ever Upon this the Noble Sophia answereth the Soule againe and sayth MY Deare Love and faithfull treasure thou highly rejoycest me in thy beginning I have indeed broken into thee through the deepe gates of God through Gods anger through hell and death into the house of thy misery and have graciously bestowed my love upon thee and delivered thee from the chaines and bondes wherein thou wert fast bound I have kept my faith with thee But thou desirest now an exceeding great thing of me which I will not willingly venture with thee Thou wouldest have my pearle as thy proper owne remember I pray O my beloved Bridegroome that thou didst carelesly loose it before in Adam and besides thou standest yet in great danger and walkest in two dangerous Kingdomes viz. in the originall fire thou walkest in that Countrey wherein God calleth himselfe a strong Zealous God and a consuming fire The other Kingdome thou walkest in is the Outward world the Aire wherein thou dwellest in the vaine corrupt flesh and bloud where the pleasure of the world and the assaults of the devill passe over thee every houre thou mayest perhaps in thy great joy bring earthlynesse againe into my beauty and darken my Pearl thou mayest also perhaps grow proud as Lucifer did when he had the pearle in his possession and so mayest turne thy selfe away from the Harmony of God and then I must afterwards be deprived of my Love for ever I will keepe my Pearle in my selfe and dwell in the Heaven in thee in thy extinguished but now in me revived Humanity and reserve my Pearle for Paradise untill thou puttest away this earthlynesse from thee and then I will give it thee to possesse But I will readily afford and present my countenance to thee and the sweete Rayes of the Pearle during the time of this earthly life I will dwell with the Pearle in the inner Quire and be thy faithfull loving Bride I will not espouse my selfe with thy earthly flesh for I am a heavenly Queene my Kingdome is not of this world yet I will not cast thy outward life away but visite it often with my Rayes of love for thy outward humanity shall returne againe but I will not have the beast of vanity neither did God create it in Adam with a purpose to have it so grosse and earthly but in Adam thy desire through lust formed this beastiall grossenesse from and with all the Essences of the awakened vanity of the earthly property wherein heate and cold paine enmity and dissolution consisteth Now my Deare Love Bridegroome yeeld but thy selfe up into my will I will not forsake thee in this earthly life in thy danger though the Anger of God should passe upon thee so that thou shouldest grow affrighted and disheartened or shouldest thinke that I had forsaken thee yet I will be with thee and preserve thee for thou thy selfe knowest not what thine office is Thou must in this time worke and beare fruite thou art the Roote of this Tree branches must be produced out of thee which must all be brought forth in anguish but I come forth together with thy branches in their sappe and bring forth fruite upon thy boughes and thou knowest it not for the Most High hath so ordered that I should dwell with and in thee Involve thy selfe therefore into patience and take heede of the pleasure of the flesh breake the will and desire thereof bridle it as an unruly horse then I will often visit thee in thy fiery Essence give thee my Kisse of love and bring a Garland for thee out of Paradise with me for a token of my love and put it upon thee in which thou shalt rejoyce But I give thee not my Pearle for a possession during this time thou must continue in Resignation and hearken what the Lord playeth in thy Harmony in thee Moreover thou must give sound and essence to thy tune out of my strength and vertue for thou art now a messenger of his mouth and must set forth his praise and glory For this cause I have now contracted my selfe a-new with thee and set my Triumphant Garland upon thee which I have gotten in the battell against the Devill and Death but the Crowne of Pearle wherewith I crowned thee I have layd that aside for thee thou must weare it no more till thou art become pure in my fight III The Soule sayth further to the Noble Sophia O Thou faire and sweet Consort what shall I say before thee let me be onely commended unto thee I cannot preserve my selfe If thou wilt not now give me thy Pearle I leave it to thy will give me but thy Rayes of love and carry me through this Pilgrimage Awake thou and bring forth what thou wilt in me I will from henceforth be thy owne I will or desire nothing for my selfe but what thou thy selfe wilt through me I had fooled away thy sweete love and not keept my faith with thee whereby I was fallen into eternall punishment but seeing of Love thou art
can also enter into that whereinto Man bringeth the desire of his soul which is also from the eternall in wickednesse 11. For the originall of the soule and of Angels out of the eternall is the same But the Divell hath no power more over the time or temporary condition of this world but in the great Turba wheresoever that kind leth it selfe in the eternall and naturall wrath there he is busie as in warres fighting and strife as also in great tempests without water in the fire he proceedeth as farre as the Turba goeth in great showres and tempests of thunder lightning and haile but he cannot direct them for he is not Lord or Master in them but servant 12. Thus the creature stirreth up with the desire good and evill life and death The Humane Angelicall desire standeth in the center of the eternall Nature which is without beginning and wherein it kindleth it selfe whether in good or evill it accomplisheth its work in that 13. Now God created every thing for and in that wherein it should be the Angels for and in heaven and Man for and in Paradise if therefore the desire of the creature goe forth from its own mother then it entreth into the contrary will and into enmity and it is tormented with the contrariety therein and so a false will ariseth in a good and thence the good will entreth into its nothing again viz. into the end of Nature and Creature and so leaveth the creature in its own evill or wickednesse as appeareth by Lucifer and also by Adam and had not the will of the love of God met with him and of meere mercy entred into the humanity again there could be no good will in man 14. Therefore all speculation and searching about Gods will is a vain thing without the mind be converted For when the mind stādeth captivated in the selfe-desire of the earthly life it cannot o comprehend what the will of God is it runneth on but in Selfe from one way into another and yet findeth no rest for selfe-desire evermore bringeth disquietnesse but when it sinketh it selfe wholly into the mercy of God desiring to die from it selfe and to have Gods will for a guide to the understanding so that it acknowledgeth and esteemeth it selfe as nothing and willeth nothing but what God will and then if the desire of anger in the earthly flesh goe along or joyneth with the Devils imagination and assaulteth the will of the soule then the resigned desire crieth to God and saith Abba Ioving father deliver me from the evill And then though the earthly wil should grow too strong in the wrath of God by the infection of the Devill the desire of anger would work but in or upon it selfe as St. Paul saith Now if I sin I doe it not but sin that dwelleth in my flesh also now I serve the Law of God in my mind but in my flesh the law of sinne Paul meaneth not that the will should consent in the will of the flesh but sin is so strong in the flesh viz. the awakened anger of God in Selfe that oftentimes it is brought into lust by force through the evill provocations of wicked men or else by beholding worldly pomp and glory so that it wholly bedeafeth the resigned will and ruleth by force 15. Now when sin is wrought in the flesh then the wrath sporteth it selfe therewith and catcheth at the resigned will and then the resigned will crieth to God for deliverance from the evill and prayeth that God would remove the sinne away from it aud bring sin into the center viz. into death that it might die 16. And S. Paul saith further Now there is no condemnation to those that are in Christ Jesus that are called according to the purpose of God that is those that in that purpose of God in which God called man are again called in the same calling to stand again in that purpose of God wherein he created man to be his likenesse and image of him 17. So long as a mans own will standeth in Selfe so long it is not in the purpose and calling of God it is not called for it is gone forth from its own place but when the mind turneth it selfe back again into the calling viz. into Resignation then the will is in the calling of God viz in the place for and in which God created it and then it hath power to become the child of God as it is written He hath given us power to become the children of God 18. The power which he hath given us is his purpose for and in which he created Man in his Image this God hath brought again into the humanity and he hath given power unto that power to break the head of sinne in the flesh viz. the will and desire of the Serpent that is the resigned will in Christ treadeth upon the head of the desire of the sinful wil of the Serpent and killeth again the sins which were committed This power that is given becommeth a death to death and the power of life to life 19. Therefore no man can make any excuse as if he could not will Indeed while he sticketh fast in himselfe in his own desire and serveth onely the law of sinne in the flesh he cannot For he is kept back as being a servant of sinne but when he turneth the center of his mind away and turneth it into the will and obedience of God then he can 20. Now the center of the mind is come out of eternity out of Gods Omnipotence it can bring it selfe into what it will and whither it will for that which 〈◊〉 out of the eternall hath no Law but the will hath a law to obey God and is born out of the mind and it must not rent it selfe away from that out of which God created it 21. Now God created the will of the mind for and in Paradise to be a companion with him in the Kingdom of divine joy it ought not to have removed it selfe from thence but since it hath removed it self from thence God hath brought his will again into the flesh in his new-brought-in will hath given us power to bring our will into it and to kindle a new light in it and so to become his children again 22. God hardeneth no man but his own will which goeth on in the flesh of sin that hardeneth the mind viz. the will of Self bringeth the vanity of this world into the mind and so the mind is shut up and continueth so 23. God so far as he is called God is God cannot will any eivll for there is but one onely wil◠in God and that is eternall love a desire of thatwhich is his like viz. Power Beauty and Vertue 24. God desireth nothing but what is like his desire his desire receiveth nothing but what it selfe is 25. God receiveth no finner into his power and vertue unlesse the sinner goe forth from his sinnes
thereby but it is thus When Christ ariseth then Adam dyeth in the the essence of the Serpent when the Sunne riseth the night is swallowed up in the day and the night is no more so sins are forgiven 147. The Spirit of Christ eateth of his holy substance the inward man is the receiver of the holy substance he receiveth what the Spirit of Christ bringeth into him viz. the Temple of God Christs flesh and blood But what doth this concern a Beast Or what doth it concern the Devils Or the soul that is in the anger of God these eat of the heavenly body that is in the heaven they dwell in which is the Abysse or bottomlesse pit 148. And thus it is in the Office of Preaching the ungodly heareth what the outward soul of the outward world preacheth that he receiveth viz. the History and if there be straw or stubble in that which is taught he sucketh the vanity out of that and the soule sucketh the venemous poyson and the murthering cruelty of the Devill from it wherewith that soule tickleth it selfe in hearing how to judge and condemne others 149. And if the Preacher be one that is dead and hath no true life in him but soweth venome and reproach proceeding out of his affections then it is the Devill that teacheth and the Devill that heareth such teaching is received into a wicked heart and bringeth forth wicked fruits by which the world is become a Murthering Den of Devils so that if you look among the Teachers and Hearers there is nothing to be found but revilings slanderings and reproachings also contention about words and wrangling about the Hâ—sk 150. But the holy Ghost teacheth in the holy Teacher and the Spirit of Christ heareth through the soule and the Divine house of the Divine sound in the holy Hearer the holy man hath his Church in himselfe wherein he heareth and teacheth 151. But Babel hath a heap of stone into that she goeth with her seeming holinesse and hypocrisie there she loveth to be seen in fine cloathes and there maketh a very devout and godly shew the church of stone is her God in which she putteth her confidence 152. But the holy man hath his church about him every where and in himselfe for he alwayes standeth and walketh and sitteth and lyeth down in his church he is in the true Christian church in the Temple of Christ the Holy Ghost preacheth to him out of every creature whatsoever he looketh upon hee seeth a Preacher of God therein 153. Here now the scoffer will say I despise the Church of stone where the congregation meeteth but I say I doe not for I doe but discover the hypocriticall Whore of Babylon which committeth whore ome with the church of stone and termeth herselfe a Christian but is indeed a Strumpet 154. A true Christian brings his Holy Church within him into the congregation His Heart is the true Church where a man must practice the service of God If I did goe a thousand times to Church and to the Sacrament every week and heard absolution declared to me every day and have not Christ in me then all is false an unprofitable fiction and graven Image in Babell and no forgiving of sinnes 155. A Holy Man doth Holy works from the Holy strength of his mind the work is not the expiation or reconciliation but it is the building which the true Spirit buildeth in his substance it is his habitation but the fiction and fancie is the habitation of the false Christian into which his soule entreth with dissimulation The outward hearing reacheth but to the outward and worketh in the outward onely but the inward hearing goeth into the inward and worketh in the inward 156. Dissemble roare cry sing preach and teach as much as thou wilt if thy inward Teacher and Hearer be not open then all is nothing but Babel a fiction and a graven Image whereby the Spirit of the outward world doth modell and make a graven Image in resemblance to the inward 157. And maketh a Holy shew therewîth as if hee did performe some Divine or Holy service to GOD whereas many times in such service and worship the Devil worketh mightily in the imagination and very much tickleth the heart with those things which the flesh delighteth in which indeed not seldome happeneth to the children of GOD as to their outward man if they doe not take great heed to themselves the Devill doth so â—ift them CHAP. VII Of unprofitable opinions and strife about the Letter 158. A True Christian who is born anew in the Spirit of Christ is in the simplicity of Christ and hath no strife or contention with any man about Religion he hath strife enough in himselfe with his own beastiall evill flesh and blood he continually thinketh that he is a great sinner he is afraid of God but the love of Christ pierceth through and expelleth that feare as the day swalloweth up the night 159. But the sinnes of the ungodly man rest in the sleep of death and bud forth in the pit and bring forth fruit in hell 160. The Christendome that is in Babel striveth about knowledge how men ought to serve God and glorifie him also how to know God and what he is in his essence and will and they preach peremptorily that whosoever is not one and the same in every particular with them for knowledge and Opinions is no Christian but a Heretick 161. Now I would faine see how any can bring all their Sects so to agree in that one which might be called a true Christian Church when all of them are scorners every party of them reviling the other and proclaiming it to be false 162. But a Christian is of no Sect he can dwel in the midst of Sects and also appeare in their services and yet adhere and be addicted to no Sect He hath but one knowledge only that is Christ is him He seeketh but one way which is the Desire alwayes willingly to doe and teach that which is right and he putteth all his knowing and willing into the life of Christ. 163. He sigheth and wisheth continually that the will of God might be done in him and that his Kingdome might be manifested in him He daily and hourely killeth sinne in the flesh For the seede of the woman viz. the inward man in Christ continually breaketh the Head of the Serpent viz. of the Devill which is in vanity 164. His Faith is a Desire to God and goodnesse which he wrappeth up into a sure hope and therefore ventureth it upon the words of the promise and liveth and dyeth therein though as to the true man hee never dyeth 165. For Christ telleth us saying whosoever believeth in me shall never dye but hath pierced through from death to life and Rivers of living waters shall flow from him viz. good Doctrine and works 166. Therefore I say that whatsoever fighteth and contendeth about the Letter is all Babell The
Letters of the word proceed from and stand all in one Root which is the spirit of God as the many flowers stand all in the earth and grow by one another None of them fight with the other about their colours smell and taste they suffer the Earth the Sun the Raine the Wind the heate cold to doe with them as they please and yet every one of them grow in their own Essence and property 167. And so it is with the children of God they have various gifts and knowledge yet all from one Spirit They all rejoyce at the great wonders of God and give thankes to the most High in his wisdome why should they long contend about him in whom they live and have their being and of whose substance they themselves are 168. It is the greatest folly that is in Babel for people to strive about Religion as the Devill hath made the World to doe so that they contend about Opinions of their owne forging viz. about the Letter though the Kingdome of God consisteth in no Opinion but in Power and Love 169. As Christ said to his Disciples and left it to them at the last saying Love one another as I have loved you For thereby men shall know that you are my Disciples If men would as fervently seeke after Love and righteousnesse as after Opinions there would be no strife on Earth and wee should live as children in our Father and should need no Law or Ordinance 170. For God is not served by any Law but only by Obedience Lawes are for the wicked which will not embrace Love and Righteousnesse they are compelled and forced by Laws 171. We all have but one only order which is to stand stil to the Lord of all Beings resign our wil up to him and suffer his Spirit to play what musick he will and work and make in us what he will and wee give to him againe as his own fruits that which he worketh and manifesteth in us 172. Now if we did not contend about the various fruits gifts and knowledge but did acknowledg them in one another like children of the Spirit of God what could judge us For the Kingdome of God consisteth not in our knowing and supposing but in power 173. If wee did not know halfe so much and were more like children and had but a Brotherly minde or good will towards one another and did live like children of one and the same mother and as branches of one tree taking our sap all from one root we should be far more holy then we are 174. Knowledge serves only to this end to learne to know wee having lost the Divine power in Adam and so now are inclined to evill that wee have evill properties in us and that doing of evill pleaseth not God so that with our knowledge wee might learne to do right Now if we have the power of God in us and desire with all our powers to doe and to live aright then our knowledge is but our sport wherein we rejoyce 175. For true knowledge is the Manifestation of the Spirit of God through the eternall wisedome Hee knoweth what he will in his children He powreth forth his wisedome and wonders by his children as the Earth produceth its various flowers 176. Now if we dwell one with another like humble children in the spirit of Christ one rejoycing at the Gifts and knowledge of another who would judge or condemne us who judgeth or condemneth the birds in the woods that praise the Lord of all Beings with various voyces every one in its owne Essence Doth the Spirit of God reprove them for not bringing their voyces into one harmonie doth not the sound of them all proceed from his power and they sport before him 177. Those men therefore that strive and wrangle about knowledge and the will of God and despise one another for that are more foolish then the birds in the woods and the wild beasts that have no true understanding they are more unprofitable in the sight of the Holy God then the flowers of the field which stand still quietly submitting to the Spirit of God and suffering him to manifest the Divine Wisedome and power through them yes those men are worse then Thistles and Thornes that grow among faire flowers for they stand still indeed those men are like the ravenous Beasts and Birds of prey which fright the other birds from singing and praising God 178. In summe they are the growth of the Devill in the anger of God which must by their paine yet serve the Lord for by their plaguing and persecuting they presse out the sappe through the Essence of the children of God so that they move and stir themselves in the Spirit of God with praying and continuall sighing in which the Spirit of God moveth himselfe in them 179. For thereby the Desire is exercised and so the Children of God grow greene flourish and bring forth fruit for the children of God are manifested in Tribulation as the Scripture saith when thou chastiâ—est them they cry fervently to Thee CHAP. VIII Wherein Christian Religion consisteth and how men should serve God and their Brethren 180. ALL Christian Religion wholly consisteth in this To learn to know our selves First what we are and whence we are come how we are gone forth from the Unity into dissention wickednesse and unrighteousnesse how we have awakened and stirred up these things in us 181. Secondly how we were in the Unity when we were the children of God in Adam before he fell Thirdly how we are now in dissention and disunion in strife contrariety Fourthly whither we goe when we passe out of this corruptible Being whither we goe with the immortall and whither with the mortall part 182. In these foure poynts our whole Religion consisteth viz. to learn to come forth from disunion vanity and to enter again into that one Tree Christ in us out of which we are all sprung in Adam 183. We need not strive about any thing we have no contention Let every one exercise himselfe in learning how he may enter again into the love of God and his Brother 184. The Testaments of Christ are nothing else but a loving Boâ—d or brotherly covenant wherewith God in Christ bindeth himselfe to us and * us to him All teaching willing living and doing must aim at that All teaching and doing otherwise whatsoever is Babel and a fiction also a meer graven Image of pride in unprofitable judgings a disturbing of the world and an hypocrifie of the Devil wherewith he blindeth simplicity 185. Every one whatsoever that teacheth without the Spirit of God and hath no divine knowledge and yet setteth himselfe up for a Teacher in the Kingdome of God and will serve God with teaching that teaching is false and doth but serve the belly his Idoll and his own proud and insolent mind in desiring to be honored and accounted holy he beareth an office to which he
soule departed from it The distressed soules course This distressed soul began its course now under the patient suffering of Christ and entred into hope in Divine confidence and from day to day grew stronger and stronger and its evill inclinations dyed moâ—e and more in it so that it came to be set in a great dominion or kingdome of grace and the gates of the divine revelation and the kingdome of heaven were opened and manifested in it viz. in the soule And thus the soule in faith returned to its true rest and became a child of God again to which God help us all Amen The end THis foregoing Discourse concerning Illumination is called by the Authour A Dialogue between the enlightned and the unenlightned Soule as it is set down in the Catalogue of his works AN APPENDIX to a large treatise of ELECTION Which Treatise is dated February 9. 1623. This Appendix is A Compendium of Repentance OR A short Description of the Key which openeth the Divine Mysteries and leadeth to the knowledge of them Dated also February 9. 1623. Written in the German Language Anno 1624 By JACOB BEHMEN LONDON Printed by M. S. for H. Blunden at the Castle in Corne-hill 1648. To the Reader IN The Authors Treatise of Election the ground of all doubts in any Soule about Election is laid down which wil resolve them all that they may see their condition and find the way to attain the election if they have not yet atained it And in this short Treatise is the practise of every soule in repentance set down which will lead to the understanding of Divine mysteries in such a way as that the soule may get so much of the heavâ—ly divine treasure hidden in them as it shall perceive it standeth in need of To that end this labour is taken for thee by J. S. A Compendium of Repentance Whosoever will attain to divine vision in himself and speak with God in Christ let him follow this course and he shall attain in 1. LET him gather all his thoughts and reason together and all his mind into this one imagination take a strong purpose and resolution in himselfe to consider what he is being the Scripture calleth him the the Image of God the Temple of the holy Ghost who dwelleth in him and a member of Christ and offereth the flesh and bloud of Christ to him to be his meat and drink 2. He must consider himselfe in his life whether he be capable of so great grace and worthy of so high a Title as that of a Christian and begin to examine his whole life and think with himself what he hath done and how he hath spent all his time and examine whether he findeth himselfe to be in Christ whether he hath a godly will or holy desires in him or no or to what he is inclined or whether he find at any time in himselfe a will or desire heartily panting after God and goodnesse and so would fain bee saved 3 And if he find in himselfe a will never so weak deeply hidden which would fain turn to the grace of God if it could let him know that that will is the ingrafted incorporated and in-spoken word of God in Paradise after sinne was committed and that the God JEHOVAH viz. the Father doth draw him thereby still to Christ for in selfe we have no will at all to obedience 4. But that drawing of the Father viz. the ingrafted incorporated inspoken word draweth all eveu the most ungodly if he be not altogether a Thistle if hee will but stand stil froÌ„ his evil working for a moment 5 So that none have cause to doubt of the grace of God if at any time he once find in himselfe a desire or inclination to turn 6. And let that party not defer his turning one moment but as it is written To day when you shall heare the voyce of the Lord harden not your eares and hearts 7 For that desire or inclination once to turn is the voyce of God in man which the Devill covereth and shutteth up by the Species representations or Images which he bringeth into the mind whereby turning is delayed and put off from one day to another and from one yeare to another till at length the soule commeth to be a very Thistle and can reach grace no more 8 But let him that findeth a desire to turn take it into his heâ—rty confideration to examine his whole course of life and lay it to the ten commandements and to the love which is required by the Gospel which commandeth him to love his neighbour as himselfe and consider that he is a child of grace onely in Christs love and see how farre he is departed from it and what his daily practIce desire and inclination is and then that drawing of the Father will bring him into the righteousnesse of God and shew him the Images that are imprinted in his heart which he hath loved in stead of God and still accounteth them to be his best treasure 9 Which Images he shall find to be 1. Pride in liking and loving himselfe and desiring to be honored by all others also an image inclining him to get power and dominion in his pride that he might be honoured above all others 2. An Image of a Swine Covetousnesse which would have all to it selfe onely and if it had the whole world and heaven too yet it would have the dominion in hell also desiring more then this temporall life hath need of and hath no faith towards God in it but is a defiled Swine that desireth to swallow all things into it selfe 3. An Image of Envie stinging the hearts of all others envying and grudging that any other should have more temporall goods and honour then it selfe hath 4. An Image of anger which when envy as a poyson dwelleth in it will upon any very little or frivolous occasion storm fight wrangle and be furious and will revenge it selfe Also there will be found a multitude yea thousands of earthly beasts to be in him which he loveth and fostereth sor he loveth every thing that is in the world and hath set it in the stead of Christ and honoureth it more then he doth God Let him but observe the words of his mouth and see how his lips slander upbraid and speak evill of others secrerly and setteth them forth in the worst sense and giving others the worst character to their fellows associats and familiar friends and often back bite without any sure ground or cause rejoycing at his neighbours mishap or the evill that commeth upon him and wishing it to him All which are the pawes and ginnes slights or tricks of the Devill and the Image of the Serpent which man beareth in him 10. And let him compare all this with the word in the Law and in the Gospel and he shall find that hee is more a beast and a Devill then a man and shall clearly see how these here ditary imprinted ingraved or
very fooles and laughing stockes to the world and must must be forced to starve 18 If a man should not give his children liberty to learn the fashions and dealings of the world they would be nothing but derided and despised also if a man should not be somwhat like in his carriage and take some state and bravery upon him he should not be regarded and except he use some device to get by he cannot maintaine that for with truth and love and righteousnesse saith hee I am sure to get nothing but shall dye a Beggar I must do as others do and then I may be able to live amongst them Why should I onely bee the foole of all the world If I do commit sin God is gracious and mercifull hath not Christ slain finne and death upon the crosse and taken away the power of the Devill I shall once repent well enough and be saved 19 This is the Rule that the world goeth by this is the course both of superiour and inferiour of the shepheard and of the sheep Christs passion and suffering must be the cloak for their knavery every one would bee accounted a Christian and weare the Mantle of Christ when the poore soule playeth the whore with the Devill if with the mouth they can but confesse themselves to be Christians and cover their knavery with the purple mantle of Christ then all is well and so we are brave Christians with our lips under the mantle of Christ and yet we lodge the whore of Antichrist in our hearts 20 O yee false Shepheards of Christ you that climb up into the sheep-fold by the doore of Robbers why doe you tickle or comfort the knave of wickednesse with the sufferings and death of Christ Doe you think that Christ was such a one For none should weare his mantle but such as are like him Search the center or ground of Nature and shew the people the Abysse that is in their hearts shew them the snares of the Devill which we lye intangled in that they may no more look after the cursed course of the world but that they may learn to fight against flesh and bloud and also against the Devill and an hypocriticall life that they may goe forth from the pride of the Devill and enter into righteousnesse love and humility 21 The passion of Christ will benefit none unlesse they turn from their evil false and wicked purposes and repent and enter into the Covenant of God to such a one the sufferings of Christ are very powerfull and profitable The hypocrites they seemingly carry themselves so that they may have the Name of Christ put upon them but they thereby abuse the Name of God and must give a strict account of that 22 O yee Antichristian Shepheards of the new Order you that with with false hypocrisie for the favour of men or for your own Idols sake the belly cast the garment of Christs sufferings over the hypocrites and deceivers who are but seeming Christians how will you answer it when Christ shall require an account of his sheep from you you having wittingly and wilfully for favour money riches honour and reputation covered Wolves in whom the Devill dwelleth with the purple mantle of Christ why doe you not breake the Nut shell and looke upon the kernell and heart that lieth within it and tell the superior as well as the inferior of his abominations and wickednesse If you be the Shepheards of Christ why doe you not as Christ did who told every one the truth to his face he did both bruise and heale not for favour or respect to the person of any but according to the will of his Father the shepheards of Christ ought to doe so too 23 O beloved Reason thou walkest very wisely in the way of this world as farre as concerneth the outward body but what becometh of the poore soule this outward body is not its home it is not its eternall native countrey What will it avail thee to take thy pleasure here a very little while and suffer eternall losse Or what profit will it be to suffer they children to follow their own will in bravery luxury and insolence or what ill they please for a little while in this world and for thee to take delight in their despising of the poore and needy when after this life thou shalt lose them for ever Thou supposest thou lovest them and doest them good when thou hast so brought them up that the word commendeth their cunning fetches deceit and gallantry and it likes thee well but the Devill taketh that to himselfe and thou art the murtherer of thy own children and art their greatest enemy for children look upon their parents at every turn and when they see their idle unhappy waggery and roguish trickes doe please them then the children play their trickes the more and grow stouter hardened bold and brazen-faced in their villany These will cry out at the last judgement day against their parents for not with-holding and restraining them from vanity and their wicked course by nurturing them correcting them and bringing them up in vertue and in the feare of God 24 If thou lovest thy life and thy children then lose thy life and thy children as to the iniquity of this world that they neither walk nor be therein and then thou shalt find them and thy life again in heaven as Christ saith Whosoever loveth his life shall lose it but whosoever loseth his life his goods his credit for my sake he shall find them again in the kingdome of heaven Also when the world despiseth persecuteth and hateth you for my sake then rejoyce your reward is great in the kingdom of heaven Also what wil it profit a man to enjoy temporall pleasure and honor here in this life that endureth but for a moment and lose his soule that endureth to eternity 25 Loving children in Christ let every one consider in what soyle he groweth here we must not stay a fitter season for the bettering of our life but to day to day when the voyce of God soundeth let every one enter into himself and search and try himself let none regard the broad way of the world if he doe he will goe into the Abysse to the Devils for the way to the kingdome of heaven is a very strait and narrow way whosoever will walk therein must not carry till the Devil quite grateth or stoppeth up the doore he must not regard the course of this world he must onely enter into himselfe and seek or search himselfe the time will come that he shal think that himselfe onely is left alone but God hath alwayes his seven thousand with Elias besides himselfe whom he knoweth not of 26 For a sincere earnest Christian doth not altogether know himselfe he seeth nothing but his vices and faults in which the Devill fighteth against him they are alwayes in his sight but he knoweth not his own holinesse in this world for Christ hideth it under