come_v when_o all_o this_o wretched_a worldliness_n remove_v i_o shall_v solace_v myself_o in_o my_o god_n behold_v as_o the_o hart_n bray_v for_o the_o river_n of_o water_n so_o pant_v my_o soul_n after_o thou_o o_o god_n my_o soul_n thirst_v for_o god_n even_o for_o the_o live_a god_n oh_o when_o shall_v i_o come_v and_o appear_v before_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n chap._n 31._o after_o this_o wish_v wish_v shall_v follow_v humble_a confession_n by_o just_a order_n of_o nature_n for_o have_v bemoan_v our_o want_n and_o wish_v supply_v not_o find_v this_o hope_n in_o ourselves_o we_o must_v needs_o acknowledge_v it_o to_o he_o of_o who_o only_o we_o may_v both_o seek_v &_o find_v wherein_o it_o be_v to_o be_v due_o observe_v how_o the_o mind_n be_v by_o turn_n depress_v and_o lift_v up_o be_v lift_v up_o with_o our_o taste_n of_o joy_n it_o be_v cast_v down_o with_o complaint_n lift_v up_o with_o wish_n it_o be_v cast_v down_o with_o confession_n which_o order_n do_v best_a hold_v it_o in_o ure_n and_o just_a temper_n and_o make_v it_o more_o feel_v of_o the_o comfort_n which_o follow_v in_o the_o conclusion_n this_o confession_n must_v derogate_v all_o from_o ourselves_o and_o ascribe_v all_o to_o god_n thus_o i_o desire_v o_o lord_n to_o be_v right_o affect_v towards_o thou_o and_o thy_o glory_n i_o desire_v to_o come_v to_o thou_o but_o alas_o how_o weak_o how_o heartles_o thou_o know_v that_o i_o can_v neither_o come_v to_o thou_o nor_o desire_v to_o come_v but_o from_o thou_o it_o be_v nature_n that_o hold_v i_o from_o thou_o this_o treacherous_a nature_n favour_v itself_o love_v the_o world_n hate_v to_o think_v of_o a_o dissolution_n and_o choose_v rather_o to_o dwell_v in_o this_o dungeon_n with_o continual_a sorrow_n and_o complaint_n than_o to_o endure_v a_o part_n although_o to_o liberty_n and_o joy_n alas_o lord_n it_o be_v my_o misery_n that_o i_o love_v my_o pain_n how_o long_o shall_v these_o vanity_n thus_o besot_v i_o it_o be_v thou_o only_o that_o can_v turn_v away_o my_o eye_n from_o regard_v these_o folly_n and_o my_o heart_n from_o affect_v they_o thou_o only_o who_o as_o thou_o shall_v one_o day_n receive_v my_o soul_n into_o heaven_n so_o now_o beforehande_n can_v fix_v my_o soul_n upon_o heaven_n and_o thou_o chap._n 32._o after_o confession_n want_v natural_o follow_v petition_n earnest_o request_v that_o at_o his_o hand_n which_o we_o acknowledge_v ourselves_o unable_a and_o none_o but_o god_n able_a to_o perform_v oh_o carry_v it_o up_o therefore_o thou_o that_o have_v create_v and_o redeem_v it_o carry_v it_o up_o to_o thy_o glory_n oh_o let_v i_o not_o always_o be_v thus_o dull_a and_o brutish_a let_v not_o these_o scale_n of_o earthly_a affection_n always_o dim_a and_o blind_a my_o eye_n oh_o thou_o that_o lay_v clay_n upon_o the_o blind_a man_n eye_n take_v away_o this_o clay_n from_o my_o eye_n wherewith_o alas_o they_o be_v so_o daub_v up_o that_o they_o can_v see_v heaven_n illuminate_v they_o from_o above_o and_o in_o thy_o light_n let_v i_o see_v light_n oh_o thou_o that_o have_v prepare_v a_o place_n for_o my_o soul_n prepare_v my_o soul_n for_o that_o place_n prepare_v it_o with_o holiness_n prepare_v it_o with_o desire_n and_o even_o while_o it_o soiourn_v on_o earth_n let_v it_o dwell_v in_o heaven_n with_o thou_o behold_v ever_o the_o beauty_n of_o thy_o face_n the_o glory_n of_o thy_o saint_n and_o of_o itself_o chap._n 33._o after_o petition_n shall_v follow_v petivon_n the_o enforcement_n of_o our_o request_n from_o argument_n and_o importunate_a obsecration_n wherein_o we_o must_v take_v heed_n of_o complement_n in_o term_n with_o god_n as_o know_v that_o he_o will_v not_o be_v mock_v by_o any_o fashionable_a form_n of_o suit_n but_o require_v holy_a and_o feel_a entreaty_n how_o gracious_o have_v thou_o proclaim_v to_o the_o world_n that_o whoev_a want_n wisdom_n shall_v ask_v it_o of_o thou_o which_o neither_o deny_v nor_o upbraid_v o_o lord_n i_o want_v heavenly_a wisdom_n to_o conceive_v aright_o of_o heaven_n i_o want_v it_o and_o ask_v it_o of_o thou_o give_v i_o to_o ask_v it_o instant_o and_o give_v i_o according_a to_o thy_o promise_n abundant_o thou_o see_v it_o be_v no_o strange_a favour_n that_o i_o beg_v of_o thou_o no_o other_o than_o that_o which_o thou_o have_v rich_o bestow_v upon_o all_o thy_o valiant_a martyr_n confessor_n servant_n from_o the_o beginning_n who_o never_o can_v have_v so_o cheerful_o embrace_v death_n and_o torment_n if_o through_o the_o midst_n of_o their_o flame_n and_o pain_n they_o have_v not_o see_v their_o crown_n of_o glory_n the_o poor_a thief_n of_o the_o cross_n have_v no_o soon_o crave_v thy_o remembrance_n when_o thou_o come_v to_o thy_o kingdom_n than_o thou_o promise_v to_o to_o take_v he_o with_o thou_o into_o heaven_n presence_n be_v better_a to_o he_o than_o remembrance_n behold_v now_o thou_o be_v in_o thy_o kingdom_n i_o be_o on_o earth_n remember_v thy_o unworthy_a servant_n and_o let_v my_o soul_n in_o conceit_n in_o affection_n in_o conversation_n be_v this_o day_n &_o for_o ever_o with_o thou_o in_o paradise_n i_o see_v man_n walk_v in_o a_o vain_a shadow_n and_o disquiet_v himself_o in_o vain_a they_o be_v pitiful_a pleasure_n he_o enjoy_v while_o he_o forget_v thou_o i_o be_o as_o vain_a make_v i_o more_o wise_a oh_o let_v i_o see_v heaven_n and_o i_o know_v i_o shall_v never_o ennie_n nor_o follow_v they_o my_o time_n be_v in_o thy_o hand_n i_o be_o no_o better_a than_o my_o father_n a_o stranger_n on_o earth_n as_o i_o speak_v of_o they_o so_o the_o next_o yea_o this_o generation_n shall_v speak_v of_o i_o as_o one_o that_o be_v my_o life_n be_v a_o bubble_n a_o smoke_n a_o shadow_n a_o thought_n i_o know_v it_o be_v no_o abide_n in_o this_o thoroughfare_n oh_o suffer_v i_o not_o so_o mad_a as_o while_o i_o pass_v on_o the_o way_n i_o shall_v forget_v the_o end_n it_o be_v that_o other_o life_n that_o i_o must_v trust_v to_o with_o thou_o it_o be_v that_o i_o shall_v continue_v oh_o let_v i_o not_o be_v so_o foolish_a as_o to_o settle_v myself_o on_o what_o i_o must_v leave_v and_o to_o neglect_v eternity_n i_o have_v see_v enough_o of_o this_o earth_n and_o yet_o i_o love_v it_o too_o much_o oh_o let_v i_o see_v heaven_n another_o while_n and_o love_v it_o so_o much_o more_o than_o the_o earth_n by_o how_o much_o the_o thing_n there_o be_v more_o worthy_a to_o be_v love_v oh_o god_n look_v down_o on_o thy_o wretched_a pilgrim_n and_o teach_v i_o to_o look_v up_o to_o thou_o and_o to_o see_v thy_o goodness_n in_o the_o land_n of_o the_o live_n thou_o that_o buy_v heaven_n for_o i_o guide_v i_o thither_o and_o for_o the_o price_n that_o it_o cost_v thou_o for_o thy_o love_n and_o mercy_n sake_n in_o spite_n of_o all_o tentation_n enlighten_v thou_o my_o soul_n direct_v it_o crown_v it_o chap._n 34._o after_o this_o enforcement_n enforce_v do_v follow_v confidence_n wherein_o the_o soul_n after_o many_o doubtful_a and_o unquiet_a bicker_n gather_v up_o her_o force_n and_o cheerful_o rouze_v up_o itself_o and_o like_o one_o of_o david_n worthy_n break_v through_o a_o whole_a army_n of_o doubt_n and_o fetch_v comfort_n from_o the_o well_o of_o life_n which_o though_o in_o some_o late_a yet_o in_o all_o be_v a_o sure_a reward_n from_o god_n of_o sincere_a meditation_n yea_o be_v thou_o bold_a o_o my_o soul_n and_o do_v not_o mere_o crave_v but_o challenge_v this_o favour_n of_o god_n as_o that_o which_o he_o owe_v thou_o he_o owe_v it_o thou_o because_o he_o have_v promise_v it_o and_o by_o his_o mercy_n have_v make_v his_o gift_n his_o debt_n faithful_a be_v he_o that_o have_v promise_v which_o will_v also_o do_v it_o have_v he_o not_o give_v thou_o not_o only_o his_o hand_n in_o the_o sweet_a hope_n of_o the_o gospel_n but_o his_o seal_n also_o in_o the_o sacrament_n yea_o beside_o promise_n hand_n seal_n have_v he_o not_o give_v thou_o a_o sure_a earnest_n of_o thy_o salvation_n in_o some_o weak_a but_o true_a grace_n yet_o more_o have_v he_o not_o give_v thou_o beside_o earnest_a possession_n while_o he_o that_o be_v the_o truth_n and_o life_n say_v he_o that_o believe_v have_v everlasting_a life_n and_o have_v pass_v from_o death_n to_o life_n can_v thou_o not_o then_o be_v content_a to_o cast_v thyself_o upon_o this_o bless_a issue_n if_o god_n be_v faithful_a i_o be_o glorious_a i_o have_v thou_o already_o o_o my_o life_n god_n be_v faithful_a and_o i_o do_v believe_v who_o shall_v separate_v i_o from_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n from_o my_o glory_n with_o christ_n who_o shall_v pull_v i_o out_o of_o my_o heaven_n go_v to_o then_o and_o return_v to_o thy_o rest_n o_o my_o
in_o cottage_n of_o clay_n but_o in_o royal_a court_n sit_v for_o their_o estate_n how_o much_o more_o shall_v the_o king_n of_o heaven_n who_o have_v prepare_v for_o man_n so_o fair_a mansion_n on_o earth_n make_v himself_o a_o habitation_n suitable_a to_o his_o majesty_n even_o earthly_a prince_n have_v dwell_v in_o cedar_n and_o ivory_n but_o the_o great_a city_n holy_a jerusalem_n the_o palace_n of_o the_o high_a have_v her_o wall_n of_o jasper_n her_o building_n of_o gold_n her_o foundation_n of_o precious_a stone_n her_o gate_n of_o pearl_n how_o glorious_a thing_n be_v speak_v of_o thou_o o_o thou_o city_n of_o god_n we_o see_v but_o the_o pavement_n and_o yet_o how_o goodly_a it_o be_v the_o believe_a centurion_n think_v himself_o unworthy_a that_o christ_n shall_v come_v under_o his_o roof_n yet_o then_o be_v thou_o o_o saviour_n in_o thy_o humble_a estate_n in_o the_o form_n of_o a_o servant_n how_o then_o stall_n i_o think_v myself_o worthy_a to_o come_v under_o this_o roof_n of_o thou_o so_o shine_v and_o glorious_a o_o if_o this_o clay_n of_o i_o may_v come_v to_o this_o honour_n above_o let_v it_o be_v trample_v upon_o and_o despise_v on_o earth_n chap._n 23._o sixth_o shall_v it_o follow_v the_o appendance_n and_o quality_n which_o cleave_v unto_o the_o subject_n whereof_o we_o meditate_v as_o but_o be_v the_o place_n less_o noble_a and_o majestical_a yet_o the_o company_n which_o it_o afford_v have_v enough_o to_o make_v the_o soul_n bless_v for_o not_o the_o place_n give_v ornament_n to_o the_o guest_n so_o much_o as_o the_o guest_n to_o the_o place_n how_o loath_a be_v we_o to_o leave_v this_o earth_n only_o for_o the_o society_n of_o some_o few_o friend_n in_o who_o we_o delight_v which_o yet_o be_v subject_a every_o day_n to_o mutual_a dislike_n what_o pleasure_n shall_v we_o then_o take_v in_o the_o enjoy_n of_o the_o saint_n when_o there_o be_v nothing_o in_o they_o not_o amiable_a nothing_o in_o we_o that_o may_v cool_v the_o fervour_n of_o our_o love_n there_o shall_v thou_o my_o soul_n thyself_o glorify_v meet_v with_o thy_o dear_a parent_n and_o friend_n alike_o glorious_a never_o to_o be_v sever_v there_o shall_v thou_o see_v and_o converse_v with_o those_o ancient_a worthy_n of_o the_o former_a world_n the_o bless_a patriarch_n and_o prophet_n with_o the_o crown_a martyr_n and_o confessor_n with_o the_o holy_a apostle_n and_o the_o father_n of_o that_o primitive_a and_o this_o present_a church_n shine_v each_o one_o according_a to_o the_o measure_n of_o his_o bless_a labour_n there_o shall_v thou_o live_v familiar_o in_o sight_n of_o those_o angel_n who_o now_o thou_o receive_v good_a from_o but_o see_v not_o there_o which_o be_v the_o head_n of_o all_o thy_o felicity_n thy_o eye_n shall_v see_v he_o who_o now_o thy_o heart_n long_v for_o that_o saviour_n of_o thou_o in_o the_o only_a hope_n of_o who_o now_o thou_o live_v alas_o how_o dimme_o and_o a_o far_o off_o do_v thou_o now_o behold_v he_o how_o imperfect_o do_v thou_o enjoy_v he_o while_o every_o temptation_n bereave_v thou_o for_o the_o time_n of_o his_o presence_n i_o seek_v he_o who_o my_o soul_n love_v i_o seek_v he_o but_o i_o find_v he_o not_o his_o back_n be_v now_o towards_o thou_o many_o time_n through_o thy_o sin_n and_o therefore_o thou_o hardly_o discerne_v he_o otherwhile_o and_o oft_o thy_o back_n be_v turn_v to_o he_o through_o negligence_n that_o when_o thou_o may_v obscure_o see_v he_o thou_o do_v not_o now_o thou_o shall_v see_v he_o and_o thy_o eye_n thus_o fix_v shall_v not_o be_v remove_v yet_o neither_o can_v this_o glory_n make_v we_o happy_a if_o be_v thus_o absolute_a it_o be_v not_o perpetual_a to_o be_v happy_a be_v not_o so_o sweet_a a_o state_n as_o it_o be_v miserable_a to_o have_v be_v happy_a lest_o aught_o therefore_o shall_v be_v want_v behold_v this_o felicity_n know_v no_o end_n fear_v no_o intermission_n and_o be_v as_o eternal_a for_o the_o continuance_n as_o he_o that_o have_v no_o beginning_n o_o blessedness_n true_o infinite_a our_o earthly_a joy_n do_v scarce_o ever_o begin_v but_o when_o they_o begin_v their_o end_n border_n upon_o their_o beginning_n one_o hour_n see_v we_o ofttimes_o joyful_a and_o miserable_a here_o alone_o be_v nothing_o but_o eternity_n if_o then_o the_o divine_a prophet_n think_v one_o day_n in_o god_n earthly_a house_n better_a than_o a_o thousand_o otherwhere_a what_o shall_v i_o compare_v to_o thousand_o of_o million_o of_o year_n in_o god_n heavenly_a temple_n yea_o million_o of_o year_n be_v not_o so_o much_o as_o a_o minute_n to_o eternity_n and_o that_o other_o house_n not_o a_o cottage_n to_o this_o chap._n 24._o seuenth_o our_o it_o thought_n leave_v a_o while_n the_o consideration_n of_o the_o thing_n as_o it_o be_v in_o itself_o shall_v descend_v unto_o it_o as_o respective_o with_o other_o and_o therefore_o first_o shall_v meditate_v of_o that_o which_o be_v diverse_a from_o it_o or_o contrary_a unto_o it_o what_o do_v thou_o here_o then_o o_o my_o soul_n what_o do_v thou_o here_o grovel_v upon_o earth_n where_o the_o best_a thing_n be_v vanity_n the_o rest_n no_o better_a than_o vexation_n look_v round_o about_o thou_o and_o see_v whether_o thy_o eye_n can_v meet_v with_o any_o thing_n but_o either_o sin_n or_o misery_n those_o few_o and_o short_a pleasure_n thou_o sce_v end_v ever_o sorrowful_o and_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n be_v intermingle_v with_o many_o grievance_n here_o thou_o hear_v one_o cry_v out_o of_o a_o sick_a body_n whereof_o there_o be_v no_o part_n which_o afford_v not_o choice_n of_o disease_n this_o man_n lay_v his_o hand_n upon_o his_o consume_a lung_n and_o complain_v of_o short_a wind_n that_o other_o upon_o his_o rise_a spleen_n a_o three_o shake_v his_o painful_a head_n another_o roar_v out_o for_o the_o torment_n of_o his_o reins_n or_o bladder_n another_o for_o the_o rack_a of_o his_o gouty_a jointe_n one_o be_v distemper_v with_o a_o watery_a dropsy_n another_o with_o a_o windy_a colic_n a_o three_o with_o a_o fiery_a ague_n a_o four_o with_o a_o earthen_a melancholy_n one_o grovel_n and_o foam_v with_o the_o fall_a sickness_n another_o lie_v bed_n rid_v half_o senseless_a with_o a_o dead_a palsy_n there_o be_v but_o few_o body_n that_o complain_v not_o of_o some_o disease_n and_o that_o thou_o may_v not_o look_v far_o it_o be_v a_o wonder_n if_o thyself_o feel_v not_o always_o one_o of_o these_o evil_n within_o thou_o there_o thou_o hear_v another_o lament_n his_o loss_n either_o his_o estate_n be_v impair_v by_o suretyship_n or_o stealth_n or_o shipwreck_n or_o oppression_n or_o his_o child_n be_v unruly_a or_o miscarry_v or_o his_o wife_n dead_a or_o disloyal_a another_o torment_v with_o passion_n each_o one_o be_v some_o way_n miserable_a but_o that_o which_o be_v yet_o more_o irksome_a thy_o one_o ear_n be_v beat_v with_o curse_n and_o blasphemy_n thy_o other_o with_o scornful_a or_o wanton_a or_o murder_a speech_n thy_o eye_n see_v nothing_o but_o pride_n filthiness_n profaneness_n blood_n excess_n and_o whatsoever_o else_o may_v vex_v a_o righteous_a soul_n and_o if_o all_o the_o world_n beside_o be_v innocent_a thou_o find_v enough_o within_o thyself_o to_o make_v thyself_o weary_a and_o thy_o life_n loathsome_a thou_o need_v not_o fetch_v cause_n of_o complaint_n from_o other_o thy_o corruption_n yield_v thou_o too_o much_o at_o home_n ever_o sin_v ever_o presume_v sin_v even_o when_o thou_o have_v repent_v yea_o even_o while_o thou_o repente_v sin_v go_v to_o now_o my_o soul_n and_o solace_v thyself_o here_o below_o and_o suffer_v thyself_o besot_v with_o these_o goodly_a contentment_n worthy_a of_o no_o better_a while_o thou_o fixe_v thyself_o on_o these_o see_v if_o thou_o can_v find_v any_o of_o these_o above_o and_o if_o thou_o can_v meet_v with_o any_o distemper_n any_o loss_n any_o sin_n any_o complaint_n from_o thyself_o or_o any_o other_o above_o despise_v thy_o heaven_n as_o much_o as_o now_o thou_o love_v the_o earth_n or_o if_o all_o this_o can_v enough_o commend_v unto_o thou_o the_o state_n of_o heavenly_a glory_n cast_v down_o thy_o eye_n yet_o low_o into_o that_o deep_a &_o bottomless_a pit_n full_a of_o horror_n full_a of_o torment_n where_o there_o be_v nothing_o but_o flame_n and_o tear_n and_o shriek_n and_o gnash_v of_o tooth_n nothing_o but_o fiend_n and_o torture_n where_o there_o be_v palpable_a darkness_n and_o yet_o perpetual_a fire_n where_o the_o damn_a be_v ever_o boil_v never_o consume_v ever_o die_v never_o dead_a ever_o complain_v never_o pity_v where_o the_o glutton_n that_o once_o will_v not_o give_v a_o crust_n of_o bread_n now_o beg_v for_o one_o drop_n of_o water_n and_o yet_o alas_o if_o whole_a river_n of_o water_n shall_v fall_v into_o his_o mouth_n how_o shall_v they_o
all_o deform_a with_o the_o desolation_n of_o war_n and_o turn_v into_o rude_a heap_n or_o while_o it_o be_v even_o now_o flame_v with_o the_o fire_n of_o civil_a broil_n they_o covet_v yet_o still_o to_o live_v in_o it_o prefer_v it_o to_o all_o other_o place_n of_o more_o peace_n and_o pleasure_n and_o shall_v thou_o see_v nothing_o but_o peace_n and_o blessedness_n at_o home_n nothing_o but_o trouble_v abroad_o content_v thyself_o with_o a_o faint_a wish_n of_o thy_o dissolution_n if_o heaven_n be_v thy_o jail_n thou_o can_v but_o think_v of_o it_o uncomfortable_o oh_o what_o affection_n can_v be_v worthy_a of_o such_o a_o home_n chap._n 27._o last_o if_o we_o theme_n can_v recall_v any_o pregnant_a testimony_n of_o scripture_n concern_v our_o theme_n those_o shall_v fit_o conclude_v this_o part_n of_o our_o meditation_n of_o scripture_n for_o that_o in_o these_o matter_n of_o god_n none_o but_o divine_a authority_n can_v command_v assent_n and_o settle_v the_o conscience_n witness_n of_o holy_a man_n may_v serve_v for_o colour_n but_o the_o ground_n must_v be_v only_o from_o god_n there_o it_o be_v say_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n which_o can_v deceive_v thou_o that_o all_o tear_n shall_v be_v wipe_v from_o our_o eye_n there_o shall_v be_v no_o more_o death_n nor_o sorrow_n nor_o cry_v neither_o shall_v there_o be_v any_o more_o pain_n yea_o there_o shall_v not_o only_o be_v a_o end_n of_o sorrow_n but_o a_o abundant_a recompense_n for_o the_o sorrow_n of_o our_o life_n as_o he_o that_o be_v rapt_v up_o into_o the_o three_o heaven_n and_o there_o see_v what_o can_v he_o speak_v speak_v yet_o thus_o of_o what_o he_o see_v i_o count_v that_o the_o affliction_n of_o this_o present_a time_n be_v not_o worthy_a of_o the_o glory_n which_o shall_v be_v show_v to_o we_o it_o be_v show_v to_o he_o what_o shall_v hereafter_o be_v show_v to_o we_o and_o he_o see_v that_o if_o all_o the_o world_n full_a of_o misery_n be_v lay_v in_o one_o balance_n and_o the_o least_o glory_n of_o heaven_n in_o another_o those_o will_v be_v incomparable_o light_a yea_o as_o that_o divine_a father_n that_o one_o day_n felicity_n above_o be_v worth_a a_o thousand_o year_n torment_v below_o what_o then_o can_v be_v match_v with_o the_o eternity_n of_o such_o joy_n oh_o how_o great_a therefore_o be_v thy_o goodness_n o_o lord_n which_o thou_o have_v lay_v up_o for_o they_o that_o fear_v thou_o and_o do_v to_o they_o that_o trust_v in_o thou_o before_o the_o son_n of_o man_n chap._n 28._o the_o most_o affection_n difficult_a and_o knotty_a part_n of_o meditation_n thus_o finish_v there_o remain_v that_o which_o be_v both_o more_o lively_a and_o more_o easy_a to_o a_o good_a heart_n to_o be_v wrought_v altogether_o by_o the_o affection_n which_o if_o our_o discourse_n reach_v not_o unto_o they_o prove_v vain_a and_o to_o no_o purpose_n that_o which_o follow_v therefore_o be_v the_o very_a soul_n of_o meditation_n whereto_o all_o that_o be_v pass_v serve_v but_o as_o a_o instrument_n a_o man_n be_v a_o man_n by_o his_o understanding_n part_n but_o he_o be_v a_o christian_n by_o his_o will_n and_o affection_n see_v therefore_o that_o all_o our_o former_a labour_n of_o the_o brain_n be_v only_o to_o affect_v the_o heart_n after_o that_o the_o mind_n have_v thus_o traverse_v the_o upon_o point_n propose_v through_o all_o the_o head_n of_o reason_n it_o shall_v endeavour_v to_o find_v in_o the_o first_o place_n some_o feel_a touch_n &_o sweet_a relish_n in_o that_o which_o it_o have_v thus_o chew_v which_o fruit_n through_o the_o blessing_n of_o god_n will_v voluntary_o follow_v upon_o a_o serious_a meditation_n david_n say_v oh_o taste_n and_o see_v how_o sweet_a the_o lord_n be_v in_o meditation_n we_o do_v both_o see_v and_o taste_v but_o we_o see_v before_o we_o taste_v sight_n be_v of_o the_o understanding_n taste_v of_o the_o affection_n neither_o can_v we_o see_v but_o we_o must_v â—aste_v we_o can_v not_o know_v â—right_a but_o we_o must_v needs_o be_v affect_v let_v the_o heart_n therefore_o first_o conceive_v and_o feel_v in_o itself_o the_o sweetness_n or_o bitterness_n of_o the_o matter_n meditate_a which_o be_v never_o do_v without_o some_o passion_n nor_o express_v without_o some_o hearty_a exclamation_n oh_o bless_a estate_n of_o the_o saint_n o_o glory_n not_o to_o be_v express_v even_o by_o those_o which_o be_v glorify_v o_o incomprchensible_a salvation_n what_o savour_n have_v this_o earth_n to_o thou_o who_o can_v regard_v the_o world_n that_o believe_v thou_o who_o can_v think_v of_o thou_o and_o not_o be_v ravish_v with_o wonder_n and_o desire_v who_o can_v hope_v for_o thou_o and_o not_o rejoice_v who_o can_v know_v thou_o and_o not_o be_v swallow_v up_o with_o admiration_n at_o the_o mercy_n of_o he_o that_o bestow_v thou_o o_o blessedness_n worthy_a of_o christ_n blood_n to_o purchase_v thou_o worthy_a of_o the_o continual_a song_n of_o saint_n and_o angel_n to_o celebrate_v thou_o how_o shall_v i_o magnify_v thou_o how_o shall_v i_o long_o for_o thou_o how_o shall_v i_o hate_v all_o this_o world_n for_o thou_o chap._n 29._o after_o this_o untowardnes_n taste_n shall_v follow_v a_o complaint_n wherein_o the_o heart_n bewail_v to_o itself_o his_o own_o poverty_n dulness_n and_o imperfection_n chide_v and_o abase_v itself_o in_o respect_n of_o his_o want_n and_o indisposition_n wherein_o humiliation_n true_o go_v before_o glory_n for_o the_o more_o we_o be_v cast_v down_o in_o our_o conceit_n the_o high_a shall_v god_n lift_v we_o up_o at_o the_o end_n of_o this_o exercise_n in_o spiritual_a rejoice_v but_o alas_o where_o be_v my_o love_n where_o be_v my_o longing_n where_o be_v thou_o o_o my_o soul_n what_o heaviness_n have_v overtake_v thou_o how_o have_v the_o world_n bewitch_v and_o possess_v thou_o that_o thou_o be_v become_v so_o careless_a of_o thy_o home_n so_o senseless_a of_o spiritual_a delight_n so_o fond_a upon_o these_o vanity_n do_v thou_o doubt_v whether_o there_o be_v a_o heaven_n or_o whether_o thou_o have_v a_o god_n and_o a_o saviour_n there_o o_o far_o be_v from_o thou_o this_o atheism_n far_o be_v from_o thou_o the_o least_o thought_n of_o such_o desperate_a impiety_n woe_n be_v thou_o if_o thou_o beleeve_v not_o but_o o_o thou_o of_o little_a faith_n do_v thou_o believe_v there_o be_v happiness_n and_o happiness_n for_o thou_o and_o desire_v it_o not_o and_o delight_v not_o in_o it_o alas_o how_o weak_a and_o unbelieve_a be_v thy_o belief_n how_o cold_a and_o faint_a be_v thy_o desire_n tell_v i_o what_o such_o goodly_a entertainment_n have_v thou_o meet_v withal_o here_o on_o earth_n that_o be_v worthy_a to_o withdraw_v thou_o from_o these_o heavenly_a joy_n what_o pleasure_n in_o it_o ever_o give_v thou_o contentment_n or_o what_o cause_n of_o dislike_n find_v thou_o above_o oh_o no_o my_o soul_n it_o be_v only_o thy_o miserable_a drowzinesse_n only_o thy_o security_n the_o world_n the_o world_n have_v besot_v thou_o have_v undo_v thou_o with_o carelessness_n alas_o if_o thy_o delight_n be_v so_o cold_a what_o difference_n be_v there_o in_o thou_o from_o a_o ignorant_a heathen_a that_o doubt_n of_o another_o life_n yea_o from_o a_o epicure_n that_o deny_v it_o artthou_fw-mi a_o christian_n or_o be_v thou_o none_o if_o thou_o be_v what_o thou_o profess_v away_o with_o this_o dull_a and_o senseless_a worldliness_n away_o with_o this_o earthly_a unchearfulnesse_n shake_v off_o at_o last_o this_o profane_a and_o godless_a security_n that_o have_v thus_o long_o weigh_v thou_o down_o from_o mount_v up_o to_o thy_o joy_n look_v up_o to_o thy_o god_n and_o to_o thy_o crown_n and_o say_v with_o confidence_n o_o lord_n i_o have_v wait_v for_o thy_o salvation_n chap._n 30._o after_o this_o complaint_n want_v must_v succeed_v a_o hearty_a &_o passionate_a wish_n of_o the_o soul_n which_o arise_v clear_o from_o the_o two_o former_a degree_n for_o that_o which_o a_o man_n have_v find_v sweet_a and_o comfortable_a &_o complain_v that_o he_o still_o want_v he_o can_v but_o wish_v to_o enjoy_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o can_v wait_v and_o long_o for_o thy_o salvation_n oh_o that_o i_o can_v mind_v the_o thing_n above_o that_o as_o i_o be_o a_o stranger_n in_o deed_n so_o i_o can_v be_v also_o in_o affection_n oh_o that_o my_o eye_n like_o the_o eye_n of_o thy_o first_o martyr_n can_v by_o the_o light_n of_o faith_n see_v but_o a_o glimpse_n of_o heaven_n oh_o that_o my_o heart_n can_v be_v rapt_v up_o thither_o in_o desire_n how_o shall_v i_o trample_v upon_o these_o poor_a vanity_n of_o the_o earth_n how_o willing_o shall_v i_o endure_v all_o sorrow_n all_o torment_n how_o scornful_o shall_v i_o pass_v by_o all_o pleasure_n how_o shall_v i_o be_v in_o travail_n of_o my_o dissolution_n oh_o when_o shall_v that_o bless_a day_n
soul_n make_v use_n of_o that_o heaven_n wherein_o thou_o be_v and_o be_v happy_a thus_o we_o have_v find_v that_o our_o meditation_n like_o the_o wind_n gather_v strengthin_a proceed_n and_o as_o natural_a body_n the_o near_o they_o come_v to_o their_o place_n move_v with_o more_o celerity_n so_o do_v the_o soul_n in_o this_o course_n of_o meditation_n to_o the_o unspeakable_a benefit_n of_o itself_o chap._n 35._o the_o conclusion_n be_v remain_v wherein_o we_o must_v advise_v like_a as_o physician_n do_v in_o their_o sweat_n and_o exercise_n that_o we_o cease_v not_o over-sudden_o but_o leave_v off_o by_o little_a and_o little_a the_o mind_n may_v not_o be_v suffer_v to_o fall_v headlong_o from_o this_o height_n but_o must_v also_o descend_v by_o degree_n the_o first_o whereof_o after_o our_o confidence_n shall_v be_v a_o hearty_a gratulation_n thanksgiving_n and_o thanksgiving_n for_o as_o man_n natural_o can_v be_v miserable_a but_o he_o must_v complain_v and_o crave_v remedy_n so_o the_o good_a heart_n can_v find_v itself_o happy_a and_o not_o be_v thankful_a and_o this_o thankfulness_n which_o it_o feel_v and_o express_v make_v it_o yet_o more_o good_a and_o affect_v it_o more_o what_o shall_v i_o then_o do_v to_o thou_o for_o this_o mercy_n othou_a saviour_n of_o man_n what_o shall_v i_o render_v to_o my_o lord_n for_o all_o his_o benefit_n alas_o what_o can_v i_o give_v thou_o which_o be_v not_o thy_o own_o before_o oh_o that_o i_o can_v give_v thou_o but_o all_o thou_o thou_o give_v i_o to_o drink_v of_o this_o cup_n of_o salvation_n i_o will_v therefore_o take_v the_o cup_n of_o salvation_n and_o call_v upon_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n praise_v thou_o the_o lord_n o_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o praise_v his_o holy_a name_n and_o since_o here_o thou_o begin_v thy_o heaven_n begin_v here_o also_o that_o joyful_a song_n of_o thanksgiving_n which_o there_o thou_o shall_v sing_v more_o sweet_o and_o never_o end_v chap._n 36._o after_o this_o god_n thanksgiving_n shall_v follow_v a_o faithful_a recommendation_n of_o ourselves_o to_o god_n wherein_o the_o soul_n do_v cheerful_o give_v up_o itself_o and_o repose_v itself_o whole_o upon_o her_o maker_n and_o redeemer_n commit_v herself_o to_o he_o in_o all_o her_o way_n submit_v herself_o to_o he_o in_o all_o his_o way_n resolve_v in_o all_o thing_n to_o glorify_v he_o and_o to_o walk_v worthy_a of_o her_o high_a &_o glorious_a call_n both_o which_o late_a shall_v be_v do_v as_o i_o have_v ever_o find_v with_o much_o life_n and_o comfort_n if_o for_o the_o full_a conclusion_n we_o shall_v lift_v up_o our_o heart_n and_o voice_n to_o god_n in_o sing_v some_o versicle_n of_o david_n divine_a psalm_n answerable_a to_o our_o disposition_n and_o matter_n whereby_o the_o heart_n close_v up_o itself_o with_o much_o sweetness_n and_o contentment_n this_o course_n of_o meditation_n thus_o hearty_o observe_v let_v he_o that_o practise_v it_o tell_v we_o whether_o he_o find_v not_o that_o his_o soul_n which_o at_o the_o begin_n of_o this_o exercise_n do_v but_o creep_v and_o grovel_v upon_o earth_n do_v not_o now_o in_o the_o conclusion_n soar_v aloft_o in_o heaven_n &_o be_v before_o aloof_o off_o do_v not_o now_o find_v itself_o near_o to_o god_n yea_o with_o he_o and_o in_o he_o chap._n 37._o thus_o have_v i_o endeavour_v epilogue_n right_a worshipful_a sir_n according_a to_o my_o slender_a faculty_n to_o prescribe_v a_o method_n of_o meditation_n not_o upon_o so_o strict_a term_n of_o necessity_n that_o whosoever_o go_v not_o my_o way_n err_v diverse_a path_n lead_v ofttimes_o to_o the_o same_o end_n and_o every_o man_n abound_v in_o his_o own_o sense_n if_o experience_n and_o custom_n have_v make_v another_o form_n familiar_a to_o any_o man_n i_o forbid_v it_o not_o as_o that_o learned_a father_n say_v of_o his_o tralation_n let_v he_o use_v his_o own_o not_o contemn_v i_o if_o any_o man_n be_v to_o choose_v and_o begin_v let_v he_o practice_v i_o till_o he_o meet_v with_o a_o better_a master_n if_o a_o other_o course_n may_v be_v better_o i_o be_o sure_a this_o be_v good_a neither_o be_v it_o to_o neglect_n be_v suffer_v that_o like_o as_o fantastical_a man_n while_o they_o doubt_v what_o fashion_v suit_n they_o shall_v we_o be_v put_v on_o nothing_o so_o that_o we_o christian_n shall_v neglect_v the_o matter_n of_o this_o worthy_a business_n while_o we_o nice_o stand_v upon_o the_o form_n thereof_o wherein_o give_v i_o leave_v to_o complain_v with_o just_a sorrow_n and_o shame_n that_o if_o there_o be_v any_o christian_a duty_n who_o omission_n be_v notorious_o shameful_a and_o prejudicial_a to_o the_o soul_n of_o professor_n it_o be_v this_o of_o meditation_n this_o be_v the_o very_a end_n god_n have_v give_v we_o our_o soul_n we_o misse-spend_a they_o if_o we_o use_v they_o not_o thus_o how_o lamentable_a be_v it_o that_o we_o so_o employ_v they_o as_o if_o our_o faculty_n of_o discourse_n serve_v for_o nothing_o but_o our_o earthly_a provision_n as_o if_o our_o reasonable_a and_o christian_a mind_n be_v appoint_v for_o the_o slave_n and_o drudge_n of_o this_o body_n only_o to_o be_v the_o cator_n and_o cook_n of_o our_o appetite_n the_o world_n fill_v we_o yea_o cloy_v we_o we_o find_v ourselves_o work_v enough_o to_o think_v what_o have_v i_o yet_o how_o may_v i_o get_v more_o what_o must_v i_o lay_v out_o what_o shall_v i_o leave_v for_o posterity_n how_o may_v i_o prevent_v the_o wrong_n of_o my_o adversary_n how_o may_v i_o return_v it_o what_o answer_n shall_v i_o make_v to_o such_o allegation_n what_o entertainment_n shall_v i_o give_v to_o such_o friend_n what_o course_n shall_v i_o take_v in_o such_o suit_n in_o what_o pastime_n shall_v i_o spend_v this_o day_n in_o what_o the_o next_o what_o advantage_n shall_v i_o reap_v by_o this_o practice_n what_o loss_n what_o be_v say_v answer_v reply_v do_v follow_v goodly_a thought_n and_o fit_v for_o spiritual_a mind_n say_v there_o be_v no_o other_o world_n how_o can_v we_o spend_v our_o care_n otherwise_o unto_o this_o only_a neglect_n let_v i_o ascribe_v the_o commonness_n of_o that_o laodicean_n temper_n of_o man_n or_o if_o that_o be_v worse_a of_o the_o dead_a coldness_n which_o have_v strike_v the_o heart_n of_o many_o have_v leave_v they_o nothing_o but_o the_o body_n of_o man_n and_o visor_n of_o christian_n to_o this_o only_a they_o have_v not_o meditate_a it_o be_v not_o more_o impossible_a to_o live_v meditation_n without_o a_o heart_n than_o to_o be_v devout_a without_o meditation_n will_v god_n therefore_o my_o word_n can_v be_v in_o this_o as_o the_o wise_a man_n say_v the_o word_n of_o the_o wise_a be_v like_v unto_o goad_n in_o the_o side_n of_o every_o reader_n to_o quicken_v he_o up_o out_o of_o this_o dull_a and_o lazy_a security_n to_o a_o cheerful_a practice_n of_o this_o divine_a meditation_n let_v he_o curse_v i_o upon_o his_o deathbed_n if_o look_v back_o from_o thence_o to_o the_o bestow_n of_o his_o former_a time_n he_o acknowledge_v not_o these_o hour_n place_v the_o most_o happy_o in_o his_o whole_a life_n if_o he_o than_o wish_v not_o he_o have_v wear_v out_o more_o day_n in_o so_o profitable_a and_o heavenly_a a_o work_n deo_fw-la soli_fw-la gloria_fw-la the_o benefit_n &_o use_n of_o meditation_n which_o be_v universal_a to_o all_o christian_n and_o not_o to_o be_v appropriate_v to_o some_o profession_n the_o description_n and_o kind_n of_o meditation_n concern_v meditation_n extemporal_a caution_n of_o extemporal_a meditation_n of_o meditation_n deliberate_a wherein_o first_o the_o quality_n of_o the_o person_n of_o who_o be_v require_v first_o that_o he_o be_v pure_a from_o his_o sin_n second_o that_o he_o be_v free_a from_o worldly_a thought_n three_o that_o he_o be_v constant_a and_o that_o first_o in_o his_o set_a time_n second_o that_o he_o be_v constant_a in_o the_o continuance_n continuance_n save_v our_o just_a quarrel_n against_o he_o for_o the_o council_n 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