swell never so much by unlawful means yet t is but like the swelling of the dropsie a presage of death O my soul what will it avail thee to be rich here and to be a beggar hereafter and that for ever Thou pretendest to purity but thy God tells thee that holiness and righteousness are like Husband and Wife joyned by him together and none may part them asunder Thou art unsound in all thy sacred duties if thou art unrighteous in thy civil dealings When the unjust dealer is cast into the unquenchable fire what will become of the great Professour What is the hope of the Hypocrite though he hath gained when God shall take away his soul Iob 27. 8. When the Thief is taken and carried to the Goal all the money he hath stollen is taken from him When Death seiseth thee and sendeth thee to the Prison of Hell all thy ill gotten goods must be left behind When thou art lost eternally what will become of thy unjust gains Thy Children may be ranting with it on Earth and thou art roaring for it in Hell Ah! what dear contracts dost thou make to sell thy present peace and thy future endless joy for a little perishing pelfe The comfort of thy life now consisteth in communion with thy God but he that saith He hath fellowship with God and walketh in darkness is a lyar 1 Ioh. 1. 6. Thy God hates to taste of those Waters which run out of such musâ—y Vessels Muchless will he suffer any of such rotten hearts and stinking breaths to draw neer to him in Heaven Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the Kingdom of God 1 Cor. 6. 9. No such Cattel shall ever come into the Celestial Court Unrighteous Heathens shall be shut out of Heaven and surely then unrighteous Christians shall be cast into the lowest Hell O let the fear of thy God ever possess thee that the love of this World may never pollute thee Manifest thy love to thy Saviour by loving thy Neighbour as thy self Blessed God who lovest righteousness and hatest iniquity the Scepter of whose Kingdom is a righteous Scepter who wilt render unto every man his righteousness and who hast appeared to me by that grace which teacheth me to deny all ungodliness and worldly lusts and to live righteously in this present evil world Let thy good Spirit fill me with all the fruits of righteousness Do thou so lead me in the paths of equity for thy names sake that I may follow after righteousness and inherit a â—ure reward I Wish that I may be righteous in every relation wherein I stand and towards all persons with whom I deal that I may give to Superiours the things that are theirs to Inferiours the things that are theirs lest by denying either I rob all My God is no respecter of persons but just in all his ways and righteous in all his works When shall I imitate his blessed Majesty He tells me Blessed are they that keep judgment and he that doth righteousness at all times If I expect the blessing propounded I must mind the righteousness enjoyned and that is to be righteous at all seasons O my soul what encouragement hast thou to do justly upon all occasions thy righteousness shall have a large recompence Thy Children may fare the better The just man walketh in his integrity and his Children are blessed after him Nay thy whole Family The voice of joy and Salvation is in the Tabernacle of the righteous Whereas thou mayst fear that thy plain dealing may bring thee and thine to poverty thou bast his promise that he will make the habitation of thy righteousness prosperous Above all thou thy self wilt have the greatest solace Thy righteousness shall answer for thee in time to come and whereas the dishonest wealth of others is a corroding worm to gnaw their consciences thy justice will afford thee present comfort In the transgression of an evil man there is a snare but the righteous doth sing and rejoyce Prov. 29. 6. Ah! who would not sow righteousness when he shall certainly reap so much mercy Though others as if they had pitchy hands take to themselves whatsoever they touch to the defiling of their own souls and like whirlpools suck in all that comes neer them to their own destruction do thou mete out all thy dealings by that royal measure Whatsoever thou wouldst that men should do to thee do the same to them for this is the Law and the Prophets When thou art buying or selling or about any bargain with thy Neighbour reflect upon thy self Would I be glad to be thus dealt with Were I in this mans case would I be willing that he should serve me as I serve him Am I as plain-hearted as true as just in my carriage towards him as I would desire him to be in his trading with me Would I be contented to be defrauded should I take it well to be defamed Is this action of mine such as I could be contented to receive the like Do I in this business love my Neighbour as my self Lord who hast promised that the righteous shall be had in everlasting remembrance in this world and shall shine as the Sun in the other world and who hast put the unrighteous and lovers of themselves in the front of that black list which is for the unquenchable fire do thou deliver me out of the hands of mine enemies that I may serve thee in holiness and righteousness all the days of my life I Wish that I may mind righteousness in my words as well as in my works and not dare to hide deceitful and foul intentions under fair and fawning expressions To say what is true and to be true to what I say is the property of a true Christian My God is a God that cannot lye his people are a people that will not lye If I therefore be found a lyar how unlike am I both to God and his people Lying lips are an abomination to the Lord but they that deal truly are his delight Though lying lips may be perfumed with sweet words to men yet God smells the stench and loatheth the ill savour of those rotten inwards whence they proceed And though truth may beget hatred from men such sweet breath is his love and delight He is the God of truth His Law is the truth His Gospel is the word of truth His Son is the true and faithful Witness O that truth of heart truth of words and truth in deeds may be all in me which are so agreeable to the true God and so acceptable to the God of truth Can that tongue lye so loud to men which even now called so loud on God Shall those hands be filching in my Neighbours pocket which were so lately lifted up to Heaven in prayer Is my speech given me for my glory and shall it be the driveling of a Divel that father of lyes Lord let
name and repay him for the loss of his credit Here was uncharitableness and want of love towards the poor Ninivites whose condition called for the deepest compassion What answer can be judged tart enough to such a passionate prayer What language can be too harsh what carriage can be too heavy towards such a cross-grain'd child It s abominable for any man to contend with his Maker It s bad for servants to strive with their Master or children to resist their Father though both these are their fellow-creatures But for any to contend with God whose dominion over us is unquestionable and their dependance on him indispensable between whom and them there is an infinite distance is infinitely worse But for Ionah not onely a man but a new man a child of God a Prophet of the Lord that should have taught others by his precepts and by his pattern to submit to the severest Divine pleasure one that had been signalized above others with eminent and distinguishing favours both for this and the other world to flie thus in Gods face is worst of all Surely no punishment can exceed the desert of such peevishness such passion Some dreadful thunder cannot but be expected as the consequent of such hot weather But hear O heavens give ear O earth and be astonished at the calm milde voyce of the Great God And the Lord said unto Ionah Ionah dost thou well to be angry Mark what love sounds in this language Such an affectionate voyce after such gross disobedience might make even marble to weep and as that voyce from heaven turn a Saul into a Paul Could the fondest and most indulgent Father in the world be more meek more milde in his expression He appeals to Ionah's conscience whether such behaviour was answerable to his Oath of Allegiance Dost thou well to be angry Is this passion sutable to that submission which thou owest to me and my Providences Eli said as much to his wicked sons It is not a good report which I hear of you my sons c. when God was so incensâ—d against him for his mildness that he sends him an ear-tickling and an heart trembling message And yet God himself is so favourable and compassionate to one whose sin admitted of greater aggravations in some respects then those of Eli's sons Ionah sinned after such a miraculous salvation and that against chusing calling pardoning saving love which Eli's sons did not nay and when the Malefactor upon the reading of this gentle Indictment to him instead of pleading guilty and begging a Psalm of mercy had stubbornly and obstinately justified himself God who might have awarded judgement against him according to law still forbeareth him and when his pathetical words would not reclaim him he trieth if a miraculous work will reduce him to his allegiance O the tenderness of God towards his froward Children I have sometimes wondred at his infinite patience towards so disobedient a Prophet but alas I experience it daily in his superabundant grace and goodness towards my own soul notwithstanding my greater provocations Reader by all this thou mayst see what cause thou hast to bear with thy fellow-Christians when God beareth with his creatures notwithstanding those multiplied affronts and dis-respects which they offer to his glorious holy and infinite Majesty Secondly We may observe in the foregoing Text the prevailing Argument to this Precept And so fulfil the Law of Christ. This was the great Law which Christ commanded so frequenty so affectionately and the Apostle mentioneth it here as if it were the onely Law or all the Law because this love is the fulfilling of the whole Law As if he had said O my Galathians if ye have any love to Christ and would evidence it to your selves and others let there be no bitterness nor envyings nor heart burnings amongst you but love your Neigbours as your selves suffer with them in their sufferings let their sore eyes and tears for sin set your eyes a watering pardon them though they may offend and provoke you bear with them notwithstanding their passion and peevishness for hereby ye will obey that great Law which is indeed the whole Law containing your duty toward your brother or that Law which the heart of Christ was so infinitely set upon that he will have it called his Law the Law of Christ â—his is my commandment that ye love one another Though he was the Churches onely Law-giver and so all the commandments enjoyned her were his yet as amongst all the Disciples there was one that had most of his heart and was called the Disciple whom Iesus loved so possibly amongst all the commendments that of love had most of his heart and may fitly be called the commandment which Iesus loved My commandment the Law of Christ. O how sweet is the musick when Saints joyn thus in consort and how harsh is the sound of jarring strings a mutual yeilding and forbearance is no small help to our peace and safety There is a story of two Goats which may excellently illustrate the benefit of this duty They both met on a narrow bridge under which a very deep and fierce stream did glide there was no going blindly back neither could they pass forward for the narrowness of the Bridge Now had they fought for their passage they had been certain both to perish this therefore they did they agreed that the one should lye down and the other go over him and by this means both their lives were preserved Whilst Christians are fighting like some small chickens they are a prey to Kites and other ravenous creatures In quietness shall be their strength Isa. 30. 15. is true in this as well as other senses SECT VI. THirdly Christians ought in good Company not onely to do what good they can to each other but also to receive what good they may from each other God sets up such candles not for us to play but to work by The strongest Christian may gain by the weakest A small brimstone match may help to light a great Torch A servant may sometimes think of a way to inlarge his imprisoned Master when his Master dreams not of it Every loop or pin was helpful to the Tabernacle An homely digger that is poor doth sometimes discover rich Mines which wealthy Merchants took no notice of Apollo one mighty in the Scriptures is content to learn of an Handy-craft man Cordials are not to be refused because brought to us in a wooden spoon Who ever sent away silver or gold because brought to him in a bag of Leather The Moon though she be but small and seated in a lower Orb then the stars of the first magnitude and though she hath her spots and imperfections yet she lends an useful light to men prevents their stumbling and wandring out of their way and produceth here and there a motion subordinate and obedient to an heavenly influence when those luminaries that are above her in place are below her in use
obtain them what ever it cost or to dye in the undertaking T is by the sap which from the root is derived through the bark to the branches that makes them fruitful T is from â—he strength which faith derives from Christ that the Christian becomes so abundant in holiness cut off the bark and the tree withereth Take away faith and no more good works The extension of the branches ariseth from the intension of the sap and how shall that be conveyed but by the bark Christ like Ioseph keeps the granaries wherein is abundance of soul-food and faith unlocks those Store-houses and takes out supplies As Pharoah when the Egyptians cryed to him for bread said Go ye to Joseph and what he saith to you do So God saith to Christians that call on him for Grace Go ye to Christ by Faith and he will relieve you It pleased the Father that in him should all fulness dwell Here is 1. Fulness abundance not a drop or a small degree of living water 2. All fulness a redundance the fulness of a spring a fountain not of a vessel 3. All fulness dwelling abiding there to eternity running over and running ever But you will say What is a Christian the better sor it I Answer Of his fulness by faith We all receive grace for grace As a Pipe from the River supplieth the house upon all occasions and the several offices therein with water so doth faith supply the Christian with grace from Christ answerable to his several exigencies and necessities Indeed all the graces act valiantly in their several places under the command of this General Hence though fear and love and heavenly mindedness were specially operative in many of the Patriarchs actions and passions for God yet still the crown is set upon the head of faith under whose banner and conduct they fought Heb. 11. per tot When this Champion like Goliah is vanquished the other graces as the Philistines are put to the rout As dark clouds obscure the glorious stars so doth unbeleif blemish the lustre of a Christians graces If this shepherd Faith be smitten other Graces like â—heep are scattered If this grace keep the field the rest always keep their ground The length of the days depends upon the shining of the sun as this shines more or less so the days are longer or shorter The degrees and measures of other graces depend exceedingly upon this grace The branches blossom answerable to the sap which they receive from the root Other graces bud and blow according to the sap which they receive from faith For example sake Repentance is more or less according to the degrees of faith T is the fiducial apprehension of divine love that mollifieth the stony hearâ— None mourn so much as they who apprehend God a father The hot beams of divine grace and favour by faith united in the soul thaw the most iâ—y heart They shall see him whom they have pierced i.e. with an eye of faith and mourn for him as one that mourneth for his onely childe Peter saw Christs love in his look and then went out and wept bitterly 2. Humility We are never lower in our own eyes then when faith assures us that we are high in Gods favour The Centurions humility seems to keep equal pace with his faith though Christ saith of his faith I have not found so great no not in Israel Lord I am not worthy that thou shouldst come under my roof neither thought I my self worthy to come unto thee When Nathan brought David word that God had a great respect for him and would build him a sure house for ever He presently crieth out What am I and what is my fathers house that thou hast brought me hitherto c. 2 Sam. 7.18 3. Love The fire of love flames more or less according to the fuel which faith provides To whom much is forgiven the same loveth much The knowledge of a pardon granted by such a Lord who hath all the reason in the world to loath the soul turns it into a lump of love 4. Ioy Faith broacheth the pipe of the promises and presenteth that wine which rejoyceth the heart of the new man In whom beleiving we rejoyce with joy unspeakable and full of glory 1 Pet. 1.7 5. Patience He that beleiveth his bonds are good that his estate is in safe hands and that his forbearance doth abundantly encrease it will wait quietly for the day of payment He that beleiveth maketh not haste None quarrel or fret but from want of faith Run with patience the race set before you Looking at Iesus If the Christian be weak faith will give him the staff of the Word to lean on if he be weary faith will shew him his journeys end Lo yonder is heaven saith faith hold out a little longer your work is almost done As the Eagle by stretching her self towards the Sun through its heat hath her old feathers fallen off new ones growing in their places and her strength renewed so the Christian cleaving to Jesus Christ the Sun of righteousness by faith reneweth his strength as the Eagle runneth and is not weary walketh and is not faint It s reported of the Chrystal that there is a vertue in it to quicken all other precious stones when it toucheth them it puts a lustre and brightness on them It s true of faith it hath a vertue in it to enliven and quicken all other graces These stars have the greatest influence when in conjunction with this Sun As the Philosopher saith of water 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 It is of all things the best most soveraign and precious because it s of universal influence in the life of man so I may say of faith it is of all graces most excellent in regard of the universality of its influence upon all duties graces providences ordinances T is by Faith that prayer becomes so prevalent Whatsoever ye ask of the Father beleiving ye shall receive Joh. 16. 22. An unbeleiving prayer is a Messenger without a tongue no wonder if he dispatch not his errand Heb. 11. 6 7. T is by Faith that Scripture is so powerful This sword of the Spirit doth no Execution save in the hand of Faith The word did not profit them not being mingled with Faith in them that heard it Heb. 4. 2. T is by Faith that the Lords Supper becomes so nourishing and strengthning This is the hand that receiveth that flesh which is meat indeed this is the mouth that eats it this is the stomach that digests it without this thou mayst receive the Elements but not the sacrament 1 Cor. 11. 25 26. Unbeleivers like Waspes may sit upon the tops of these flowers and seem to gather honey but alas they are far from any such thing T is by Faith that Crosses are turned into comforts and afflictions into mercies This like Mithridates can digest poison and get strength from the wrath and rage of Men and Devils 1 Phil. 19. Heb. 11. 38. T
of his sincerity I have not sat with vain persons neither will I go in with dissemblers I have hated the Congregation of evil doers and will not sit with 〈◊〉 wicked O gather not my soul with sinners Psa. 26. 4 5 9. i. e. Lord I have not loved the wicked so well as to sit with them for a little time and shall I live with them for ever I have not layn amongst them rotting on the earth and wilt thou gather my soul with those sticks for the unquenchable fire of Hell Lord I have been so far from liking that thou knowest I have loathed the Congregation of evil doers Do not I hate them that hate thee Yea I hate them with perfect hatred and shall thy friend fare as thy foes I appeal to thy Majesty that my great comfort is in thy chosen I rejoyce onely to be amongst thy Children here and shall I be excluded their company hereafter O do not gather my soul with sinners for the Wine-press of thine eternal anger Marcion the Heretick seeing Polycarp wondred that he would not own him Do you not know me Polycarp yea saith Polycarp Scio te esse primogenitum Diaboli I know thee to be the first-born of the Devil and so despised him SECT II. THirdly Consider that there can be no true friendship betwixt a Godly and a Wicked person therefore it concerneth thee to be the more wary in thy choice He that in factions hath an eye to power in friendship will have an eye to vertue Friendship according to the Philosopher is own soul in two bodies but how can they ever be of one soul that are as different as Air and Earth and as contrary as Fire and Water All true love is motus animi ad fruendum Deo propter ipsum se proximo propter Deum A motion of the saâ—â—â— towards the enjoyment of God for himself himself and his neighbours for Gods sake so that he can never truly love man who doth not love his Maker God is the onely foundation upon which we can build friendship therefore such as live without him cannot love us in him That building which is loose without this foundation can never stand long A wicked man may call that profession he maketh to to his Brother by the name of love but Heathens can tell us that vertue alone is the hand which can twist the cords of love that other combinations are but a confederacy and all other conjunctions in Hypocrisie T is impossible that vitiated nature should move any other way then the principle of self carrieth it which is directly opposite to true friendship Unfaigned love saith Aristotle is a benevolent affection willing good to another for his own sake How then canst thou expect the comfort of a friend from him who steereth wholly by the compass of self He saith he loves thee I am sure his lust hath more of his heart then thou hast either then thou must love the Dog his brutish lust or he will tell thee shortly thou dost not love the Master If ever thou happenest to touch on his sore place to tell him of his fault which thou art bound to do if thou wilt be faithful to God to him and to thy own soul he will soon kick up thy friendship and publish to the World that thou art an uncivil sawcy and unintolerable person Such are like unwholsom meat which can neither be detained in the stomach without danger of diseases nor cast up without pain By patching up a friendship with a carnal man thou bringest thy self to this miserable plunge either thou must turn Caterer for his flesh purvey for his sensual appetite and provide the air of flattery a more hellish wind then any the Laplanders sell to feed the Camelion of his pride or else snap the bones and ligaments of friendship in sunder which will not be done without some pain and regret on each part Cardan tells us that he would never rend a false friendship in peices but fairly pick the threads by which it was sown together but this is hard to do O what folly is it to make choice of him whom thou canst not keep for thy friend without Gods disfavoru Reader If thine end be good in desiring Companions thou wilt be wholly frustrated in it unless thou art wise in thy choice Canst thou think that he can love thee sincerely who is Hypocritical in his love to his own soul Ionathan was a true friend and loved David as his own soul. So t is said of Basil and Nazianzen Anima una inclusa in duobus corporibus A wicked man quickly love thee as his own soul but not in Ionathans sense He loved David as his own soul according to a renewed and spiritual light as one that saw the worth of his soul and his eye affected his heart but a wicked man hath no love to his own soul in this sense he loveth or rather seemeth to love it by carking and caring to please and pamper it for indeed he hateth his dying flesh but he careth not at all for his everliving spirit mindeth not whether it sink or swim for ever Now is it likely that he should be a faithfull friend to thee to direct thee in thy doubts reprove thee for thy faults who is such a cruel enemy to himself Such a one may scare Birds but he will never secure a Christian As the Dolphin in a calm Sea he is never from the sides of the Ship but if a tempest arise he is gone He may indeed shroud his private aims under the cloak of friendship but this the very Moralist will tell thee non est amicitia sed mercatura is onely to make a trade and merchandise of one another There may be fire in the Pan when there is none in the Barrel of the piece there may be a profession of love in his words but there is no love in his heart I cannot more fitly compare such a mans friendship then to some plants in Rivers which have broad leaves at the top of the water but scarce any root at all He may make a great shew of love and tell thee you shall never know what I will do for you and then he speaks true but his high building hath no bases his great profession hath no root and therefore is rotten To be brief Reader thou wilt easily grant that there can be no true friendship betwixt a man and a beast their natures being so differing I must tell thee t is more impossible for true friendship to be betwixt a true Christian and a carnal person for their natures are more differing The beast and a prophane man differ indeed yet are not contrary nay they are so much alike that the sensual appetite is the predominant quality and commander in cheif in both onely beasts are innocent Subjects to it as breaking no Law thereby but man by being a Slave to that Usurper
towards thee nor see thee saith the Prophet to the King of Israel 2 King 3. 14. That unerring pattern our blessed Saviour did not judge wicked Herod worthy of one word Then Herod questioned with him in many words but he answered him nothing Luk. 23. 9. But the true Christian honoureth them that fear the Lord though he disesteemeth the wicked Saints are Gods jewels and therefore must needs be of great price with them that have any judgement Ingo an antient King of the Draves at a Feast sets his Pagan Nobles in his Hall below and entertained a company of poor Christians at his own Table in his Presence Chamber in the most Royal manner and with the costliest chear that might be and when this different dealing was wondered at by his Peers he gave them this Reason I do this act not as King of the Draves but as King of another World where these poor men shall be my Companions and fellow-Princes David was a great Soveraign yet the Saints onely were his Associates Let them that fear thee turn unto me and such as keep thy righteous judgements They who but touched the carcasses of men and wicked men are but moving carcasses were unclean seven days Numb 19. 11. The flesh that toucheth any unclean thing shall not be eaten Levit. 7. 19. God commanded the Jews Thou shalt not let thy Cattel gender with a diverse kind Thou shalt not sow thy field with mingled Seed neither shall a Garment mingled of linnen and wollen come upon thee Lev. 19. 19. This indeed taken literally was ceremonial to them and is vanished with their Commonwealth but taken mystically there is something in it which is moral and binding to us namely that God abhors mixtures of good and bad persons more then of different things and the Apostle applieth it to the same purpose Reader if God hath opened thine eyes thou seest that Saints are lovely though low and precious though poor I am black but comely O ye Daughters of Jerusalem as the Tents of Kedar Cant. 1. 5. Kedar signifieth black and the Tents of Kedar were of hair-cloth made of Goats hair wherein they dwelt Here the Church which elsewhere is called the Tents of Iacob Jer. 30. 18. is for her persecutions and pilgrimage and poverty compared to the Tents of Kedar saith Aynsworth but I suppose there is one thing more in it and that is as the Church did resemble the Tents of Kedar in her outward condition so also in her inside The Tents of Kedar were stored with gold pleasant odours and jewels within O how glorious is the Kings daughter within her inward ornaments are infinitely more worth then wrought then choice gold Dost thou not behold the Saints vertues under their vail their beauty under their black Cypress How they are a Crown of Glory a Royal Diadem Princes in all his Lands higher then the Kings of the earth more excellent then their richest wisest and most honourable Neighbours the Lords portion his peculiar people his Privy-Councellors his Children his Love and Delight and doth not thine understanding prise them thy will choose them and thy affections cling and close with them Surely such persons are worthy to be thy Companions Christians must resemble the Loadstone to attract that only to them which is of some worth and not like the Iett draw stubble and hay and straw to which wicked men are compared To the Saints that are in the Earth and to the excellent in whom is all my delight saith that man after God◠own heart Further It s thy interest to choose them only for thy friends Others will one time or other prove false Those men will stick closer then a brother Greet them that love us in the faith such love will be firm Tit. 3. 15. Ungodly men may be about us as Mice in a Barn whilst something is to be had but when all the Corn is gone they are gone too If thou ceasest to give they will cease to love When the weather is foul as Swallows though they chatterd about our Chimneys and chatterd in our Chambers they will take their flight and leave nothing behind but dirt and dung as the pledge of their friendship Hamans friends who when he was in favour were ready to kiss his feet no sooner saw the King incensed against him but they are as ready to cover his face and help him to an Halter There is no faith in that Man who hath no fear of the great God SECT IV. SEcondly If thou wouldst manifest godliness in the choice of thy Companions thy care must be not onely to choose such as are godly but also to choose them because they are godly As Godliness must be a ruling quality in them that are chosen so it must be the ground of thy choice A man may keep company with godly men because they live near him or because they are related to him or because they are wise learned or ingenuous persons or because they may do or have done him a courtesie and yet not put forth the least grain of godliness in it When Gods grace in them is the onely ground of our choice and Gods Image on them the cheif Loadstone of our love then we exercise our selves to godliness in the choice of our Companions If I love my Neighbour and like his company because he resembleth me in his feature or in his nature or because he is a mild meek peaceable man or because I expect some kindness from him herein I shew my love to my self but none to my God and therefore nothing of godliness Laban delighted to have Iacob with him and would by no means hear of his departure he sets him to be chief over his flock he bendeth and boweth to him he flattereth and fawneth on him though his servant and underling and who so much as Iacob in his books but mark the ground of all And Laban said unto him I pray thee if I have found favour in thy sight tarry for I have learned by experience that the Lord hath blessed me for thy sake Gen. 30. 27 He loved Iacob fo◠himself or rather loved himself in Iacob he courted him not because he was a good man but because he was a good servant herein was nothing of Religion As the Jews followed Christ not for the miracle but for the meat Joh. 6. Such men love others for the outward goods they bring to them not for the grace or godliness they see in them for if they were not holy they would desire their Company This is faigned and not the love the Apostle speaks of 1 Pet. 1. 22. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the unfaigned love of the brethren or love without dissimulation The voice of a worldling in the choice of a friend is much like that of Ioram to Iehu Is it peace Iehu Is it wealth Is it honour Is it power then be thou my friend But the voice a Christian is like that of Iehu to Ionadab Is
to use this key for the bringing in of theivish lusts and murderers upon him There is no nearer union then of intimate friends they are one soul he then that loves himself and knoweth grace to be his own greatest perfection must needs endeavour that his friend may have a large portion of it Persons of quality have a great delight to adorn and beautifie the places where they inhabit and loath to live in dirty fâ—ies or nasty dungeons True Friends dwell in each other the soul is saith one not so much where it liveth as where it loveth how delectable then must it needs be for them to seek the embellishing and embroydering those hearts with holiness in which they have taken up their abode Love is apt to transport us so far as to imitate the errors of those whom we affect like unskilful painters who express onely the wrinkles and blemishes of a face not being able to reach its beauty Without Question this love if rightly improved would be more prevalent to make thy friend ambitious to resemble thee in vertue in regard of the amiableness of vertue in it self and its great advantage above error T is clear that grace hath a much more ravishing and delectable appearance then vice in all her paint and dawbery even when she is lookt upon through the Divels Opticks A good friend in this respect is of much worth therefore Alexander when one desired to see his treasure shewed him not 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 but 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 not his Talents of Silver but his Friends And Menander counted him a happy man that had but the shadow of one Though fortune hath shewed me many favours saith Plutarch that deserve I should be thankful to her for them yet there is none that maketh me so much bound to her as the love and good will my brother Timon doth bear to me in all things God hath caused many wants and weaknesses in us that we may be needful to one another and purposely given diversity of gifts and graces that we may be helpful to each other No Nations have all the commodities they use of their own growth but need trading with others for their supply Beleivers cannot keep house well without borrowing from their Neighbours There is that which every joynt supplyeth according to the effectual working in the measure of every part Ephes. 4. 10. If our Christian communion be not imployed for this end we are slothful servants hiding our Talents in a Napkin if to a contrary end we are miserable Alchymists and extract Poison out of a Cordial Countries that are joyned together in a strict league often grow rich by mutual traffique Christians have found by experience that mutual commerce well imployed hath brought them in very great gains Paul himself that was of a great spiritual estate and much given to Hospitality and feeding hungry Christians yet expected sometimes to be entertained at his poor Neighbours Tables He writes to the â—omans that he hopes to be filled with their Company Rom. 15. 24. Filled or feasted with some heavenly repast by their Company O t is lovely and happy when two friends are like Moses and Aaron He shall be to thee instead of a mouth and thou to him instead of God Exod. 4. 16. Where their love is shewn by edifying and building up one another in holiness This were some prelibation of Heaven where those lines of love which stretch themselves to every port of the Circumference do all meet in God as their Centure But I shall speak more to this in the fourth Chapter I shall conclude this particular with an answer to two Objections Object 1. Christ commandeth us to love our enemies and what love do we shew if we turn our backs always upon them and banish them our Company Besides we are commanded to do good to all I am bound to seek my wicked Neighbours salvation and to love my Neighbours as my self Lev. 19. 18. which how can I do if I always shun him Again If I should avoid all that are carnal I must untie the bonds of my relations which God and nature forbid and cast up my calling which I am commanded to mind Answ. In Answer to these things I shall first lay down one or two Distinctions and then some Positions 1. Distinct. There are sinners of several formes in Satans School Some that learn too much the lesson he sets them but quarrel not with the Scholars of a contrary Master though they are ungracious yet they are not out-ragious these are wild Beasts in a Cage or in Chains that a man may sometimes take notice of without any hurt Others do not onely study the lectures he sets them be they never so full of blasphemie and debaucherie but seek to make Proselites and cast scorn and contempt upon all piety and rail at those that will not learn their black art these are in his upper form and have proceeded from standing in the way of sinners to sitting in the seat of the scornful and will be ready in a short time to be sent to Hell the onely Academy to which he prefers his Scholars these are worse then the Dogs of Egypt they when the Israelites marched towards Canaan not stir their tongues but these bark at all that sets out for Heaven Many who had risings and spots in the skin of the flesh were not to be judged unclean and shut out of the Camp but those that had the scab spreading much in the skin typifying those whose sinful courses were gaining and growing upon themselves or others Levit. 3. 3 4 8. they were to be thrust out of the Camp 2. Distinct. It is one thing to come into wicked mens company as a mans occasions or relations require and it is another thing to choose such company David was frequently amongst the bad but his delight and joy was onely amongst the good An Acquaintance is one thing and a Companion is another thing Acquaintance is the Herd A companion is the particular one culled out of it for a special friend It s one thing to have intimate familiarity and another thing to have common and civil commerce with such men 1. Position To love my Neighbour as my self doth not infer an equality but the quality of my love A Christian must love all men truly but is not bound to love all men equally The greatest degree of our love is limited by God himself next to his blessed Majesty and our selves to these two objects the houshold of faith and our own houshold not excluding others but preferring these foâ— even within our selves there is a difference in our love we love our head and heart and other vital parts with a closer affection then those outward integral parts that are not of so great concernment to us I may therefore love every man as my self and yet love some above others and my own soul above all Exemplar potius est exemplato The example
thrust my self into danger yet never betray my cause or break through any Command to avoid the cruelest death It s common with the Hypocrite as the Snail to look what weather is abroad and if that be stormy to pull in his horns and hide his head The Hedghog alters his hole according to the wind The swallow changeth his nest according to the season The Bird Piralis takes the colour of any cloth on which she sits There is a Tree say some Naturalists which opens and spreads its leaves when any come to it and shuts them at their departure from it The flies will abound in a sunshiny day but if once it be cloudy they vanish When Christ rides to Jerusalem in triumph many cry Hosanna who when he is taken and tryed for his life cry Crucifie Crucifie The Jacinct is changed with the Air in a clear season its bright but if the air be overcast its darksom The unsound Christian is often sutable to his Company if they own godliness it shall have his good word if they disrelish it he can spit in the face of it But pure Coral keeps its native lustre and will receive no colouring The upright soul is constant in his profession and changeth not his behaviour according to his Companions Oh that I might never through shame or fear disown him who hath already acknowledged me Alas I have that in me which he might well count a disgrace to him I am his creature and so infinitely his Inferiour The vilest beggar is not near so much below the most potent Emperour as I am in this respect to the Great God and my Saviour The whole Creation is to him as nothing yea less then nothing and vanity what then am I poor silly worm that lie groveling in this earth I am a sinner and thereby his disparagement and dishonour If a sober Master be ashamed of a deboice drunken servant much more may the holy Jesus be ashamed of me an unholy wretch and trayterous rebel against his Crown and Dignity yet for all this distance for all his difference he is graciously pleased to acknowledge me and shall not I own him If I be ashamed of him I am a shame to him But why should I be ashamed of Christ The object of shame is some evil which hath guilt or filth in it but he knew no sin though he was made sin for me that I might become the righteousness of God in him He was a Lamb without spot and blemish None of his malicious enemies could convince him of sin He is so far from being the object of shame that he is infinitely worthy to be my boast and glory He is the Prince of life the Lord of glory the King of Kings the Fountain of all excellency and perfection The highest Emperors have gloried in being his Vassals Angels count it their honour to serve the meanest of his Servants and shall I think it a disgrace to be one of his Attendants O that I might be ashamed of my sins loath my self for all my abominations be often confounded because I bear the reproach of my youth but in no company be it never so great or prophane be ashamed of him who is the blessed and onely Potentate and the glory of his people Israel Again Why should I out of fear disown my Saviour Is there any safety but in sanctity Whilst I travail in the Kings High-way I have a promise of protection but if I leave that upon any pretence I run my self into peril and perdition Those that when called to fight flie from their colours die without mercy What can I expect if I leave the Captain of my Salvation but Marshal Law even eternal death I may possibly by my cowardise keep my skin whole but I wound my conscience I sink my soul to save my body as Lot prostitute my Daughter my dearest off-spring that will abide with me for ever to save my guests which lodge with me for a night and will be gone from me in the morning What is it I fear that I should be guilty of so hainous a fault Is it the worlds frowns and fury Why Its kindness is killing and therefore its cruelty is healing If my God see it good he can and will defend me from the worlds cruelty without my denying Christ and in direct courses and if it be his will that I suffer for well-doing I may commit the keeping of my soul to him as to a faithful Creator Certainly there is nothing to be gotten by the Worlds love and nothing worth ought to be lost by its hatred Why then should I seek that love which cannot help me or fear that hate which cannot hurt me If I should be so foolish as to love it for loving me my God would hate me for loving it Do not I know that the friendship of the World is enmity against God If I loath it for hating me it cannot injure me for loathing it Let it then hate me I will forgive it but if it love me I will not requite it for since its love is hurtful and its hate harmless I may well contemn its fury and hate its favour Lord thou hast commanded me neither to love the worlds smiles nor to fear its frowns I acknowledge that its allurements have been too prevalent in gaining my love and its affrightments too powerful in causing my fear O that thy exceeding rich and precious promises might make me despise all its glorious proffers and faith in thy threatnings stablish my heart against all its childish bug-beares The fear of man bringeth a snare but he that trusteth in thee is sure Let the dread of thy Majesty swallow up as Moses rod the Egyptians all fear of men And since thy truth hath no need of my lye thy power hath no need of my sin to preserve me safe let me never break over the hedge of any of thy precepts to avoid an afflicting providence but in a way of well-doing commit my ways unto the Lord and my thoughts shall be established Suffer me never to say a confederacy to them to whom thine enemies say a confederacy neither to fear their fear but to sanctifie thee the Lord of Hosts and to make thee my fear continually I Wish that since my God intends in all his providences my spiritual and eternal good I may gain something by those that are most graceless and though Satan purposeth my defilement in my converses with them yet they may prove my profit and advantage That blowing which seems to disperse the flames and trouble the fire doth make it burn the more clear The waters of others opposition may increase my spiritual heat A dull Whet-stone may set an edge upon a Knife A mean vile Porter may bring me a considerable present Black coals may scour and make Iron Vessels bright Ashes cast upon fire put it not out but are helpful to preserve it all night against the morning which would otherwise
over and commodities be sold. The Adulterer makes use of the dark night for his deeds of darkness Satan watcheth every opportunity to insnare and destroy me if I give him the least advantage by idleness or carnal security or running into occasions of sin he doth presently lay hold on it to pollute me All men indeed may shameâ—me The Mariner doth spread his Sails when the Winds blow The Merchant observes his Exchange hours when he may meet with many friends and dispatch much business in a little time The Lawyer minds his Terms There is a time when Kings go out to Battel 2 Sam. 11. 1. which Souldiers will not neglect The Husbandman makes Hay whilst the Sun shines Yet Ah how foolish am I to let slip those golden seasons which my God giveth me for working out my own salvation Lord thou hast made every thing beautiful in its season But poor silly man knoweth not his time Grant me so much prudence that is the men of Issacar I may have understanding of the times and so much piety as to serve the times not as Worldlings in altering my course according to the fashions and customes of men but in embracing what is tendered in due time for my own and others good always adhering to the Commands of thee my God I Wish that the uncertainty of my sick Neighbours outward recovery may make me the more careful and solicitous about his spiritual health If he die he is stated and fixed for ever and ever and I am for ever deprived of all opportunities of profiting or advantaging his soul. Now he is sick he is nigh death but one step from it The sick stand upon the borders of the grave upon the brink of the pit nay of eternity Those that are in most perfect health are inclining towards death but they that are sick are approaching the Chambers of darkness Such a man may speak in the language of Haman My life draweth nigh unto the grave Psa. 88. 3. Should he depart this life in a natural estate he falleth into the jaws of eternal death All prayers for him will then be fruitless and there is no giving counsel to him after death I must now advise exhort perswade beseech him to mind faith and repentance or never do it I must now put up hearty cries and groans to God on his behalf or never do it The loving kindness of God cannot be declared in the grave nor his faithfulness in destruction When he is wailing in Hell for the ungodliness of his heart and life I may be weeping on earth for my neglect of him or unfaithfulness to him but both our tears will be ineffectual and our cries comfortless O that the love of my Saviour the command of my God the worth of a soul the weight of an eternal estate the fear of losing such a season and the impossibility of recalling or recovering it may all provoke me to be instant with the sick to turn to God and abhor and bewail their sins and to be fervent with God that he would crown my endeavours with success Lord I may speak thy Mind and Will to Men but thou alone who didst make the ear canst enable them to hear let it please thy Majesty so to affect my heart with a due sense of others misery so to direct my tongue what to speak in order to their recovery and so to prosper the undertakings of thy servant that as often as I visit any unconverted person in his sickness I may turn a sinner from the error of his ways save a soul alive and hide a multitude of sins I Wish that I may be solicitous to understand the spiritual conditions of the sick that my prescriptions may be profitable being sutable to their several sores The knowledge of the disease must necessarily precede directions for its cure It s folly to undertake their recovery whose estates I am ignorant of He works at the labour-in-vain who goeth about to heal a wounded Patient when he knoweth not the place or nature of his pain The mistake of the Physitian may be as mortal and dangerous as the disease it self It will be no wonder if a blind man shoot awry and miss the mark This was the cause that Jobs friends though holy men and designing a good end wandred exceedingly and instead of administring comfort by their visitation wounded him to the quick and proved his greatest cross The Sabeans and Chaldeans robbed him of his Cattel Satan wronged him in his body but his three friends vexed his soul and did break him in peices with words Their ignorance was the ground of the hurt they offered instead of the help they intended Job 19. 2. A Friend may do that mischief upon a false supposition which an Enemy doth out of malice Though the Doctrine be true and right if the Application of it be wrong I may kill sooner then cure the person to whom I apply it The Husbandman must know the nature of his ground before he casteth in his seed or otherwise he will miss of his expected crop Lord thou knowest the conditions and dispositions of all men by immediate intuition and needest not that any should testifie of man thou knowest how needful it is for me to understand by rational discourse who and what those sick persons are how things stand betwixt thy Majesty and their souls whose recovery I go about O help me to find out their sickness and to give such advice out of thy word that thou mayst work their cure I Wish that when the condition of the sick person is found out neither fear nor flattery may make me unfaithful to his soul. Those prescriptions cannot be profitable that are not answerable to his estate I am unfaithful to God my Neighbour and my self if my Application be not sutable to his condition My God commandeth me to proclaim War against the presumptuous to preach Peace to the penitent and if I act otherwise out of fear or affection I act contrary to my commission I am false to my trust if I keep not close to the will of my Lord. He that takes not his Masters Precepts for his rule will at last be counted and punished as an unfaithful servant I hinder also my Neighbours good whilst I give him counsel unsutable to his case I may pretend love and respect but its real hatred to flatter him who is hastening to the unquenchable fire How dreadful will his fall be from the high Turret of presumption into the infernal pit of perdition and how little thanks will he give me in the other world for cozening his soul by telling him all was well till he came to see his own and my mistake in hell Again the guilt of such a crime would make a deep gash in my own conscience It s ill slighting or tampering with inestimable souls His blood will be required at my hands and if the blood of a slain body cry so loud
thou know how powerful an enemy how intolerable his anger is what a Lion gâ—eedy of his prey what a consuming fire he is to them that do his work by halfes and negligently didst thou know him as the saved in heaven know him to be an hive of sweetness a river of pleasure or as the damned in hell know him to be a sea of wormwood meeting thee as a Bear robbed of her whelps O what wouldst thou then think of making religion thy business speak Friend in thy conscience wouldst thou then live without him in the world and leave him out as one unconcerned in the several passages of thy conversation Wouldst thou then put him off with the skin and shell and carkasse of religion as if he were an Idol and had eyes and saw not and ears and heard not instead of an hearty dedication of thy self and all thou hast to his service Wouldst thou then eat or drink or buy or sell or do any thing without asking his leave and begging his blessing and observing the rules and commands which he hath prescribed thee Or wouldst thou not rather do all things as in his presence according to his precepts and as may be most for his praise believing that he is not a God to be dallied with 3. Is not that worthy to be made thy business which is the end of thy being and preservation and of all the mercies that thou enjoyest and of all the cost and charge which the Great God is night and day at with thee For what end dost thou think the Great and Glorious God formed thy body so couriously in the womb and animated it with an heaven-born soul but that thou mightst be made capable of admiring his excellencies adoring his perfections and obeying his precepts Canst thou be so foolish as to think that he created thee to despise his dominion and break his laws and dishonour his name and walk contrary to him in thy conversation Wherefore dost thou imagine God doth preserve thee in thy being afford thee health and strength and sleep and food and raiment and friends and respect and protect thee in thy outgoings and incomings and defend thee from invisible enemies who are continually waiting to destroy thee and have power enough to drag thee into hell every moment bâ—t are onely restrained by his almighty arm but that thou mightest by these streams be led upward to the fountain imploy these talents as a faithfull Steward for the honour of thy Master and by these gifts tokens of his love be perswaded to own and acknowledge the giver Canst thou bâ— so sottish as to think that he bestoweth these favours upon thee that thou shouldst walk after the flesh and embrace the present world or to strengthen thee in thy treasons and rebellions against him To what purpose dost thou imagine he bestoweth on thee his Gospel his Ministers his Sabbaths his Ordinances many golden seasons of grace but to help and enable thee to draw nigh to him to seek out after him to desire him and delight in him as thy onely happiness and heaven Surely thou canst not be so brutish as to conceive that he giveth thee all this as women give babies to children to play and toy with or as the Dutch are reported to have sent powder and shot for money to the Spaniards to fight against him with Doth not the Husbandman who takes care by dunging and ploughing and sowing and harrowing to manuâ—e his ground expect that it will bring forth the greater crop and so recompence his cost that the profit which he shall receive by it at harvest will answer all his pains When a Father is at a great charge in the nurture and education of his child providing him Tutors or sending him first to some considerable Schools for a good while next to the University then to the Inns of Court is it not his â—rdâ— that his Son may be an honour to him continâ—â— his name with credit and be a prop and suppoâ—â— to his family And canst thou think that the only wise God to whom all Men are absolute and Angels comparative fools is at such infinite cost and charge with thee upon any other account then that thou mayst be serviceable to his interest advance his kingdom and make his praise glorious by a pious gracious and exemplary conversation and by making his service thy business 4. Is not that worthy to be made thy business which is the elevation and advancement and perfection of thine heaven-born immortal soul The advancement and restauration of a Prince and one nobly born to his kingdom and birth-right is much more deserving our care and pains and treasure and blood then the exaltation of a beggar from the dunghil The soul of man is royally descended begotten of God holiness is its restauration to its original glory and primitive perfection which it lost by the fall and therefore is worthy of all our cost and care and study and labour Thy soul Reader is of unconceivable value and excellency 1. As it is immediately created by God without any pre-existing matter 2. As it is of an immaterial and spiritual nature 3. As it is capable of the image and life and love and fruition of God himself 4. As it is immortal and of eternal duration though years and ages and generations and time have an end the soul hath no end 5. As it is the bottom in which the body and its everlasting good is embarqued 6. As it is the standard and measure of all our outward excellencies as friends and health and food and life and riches and honour and ministers and ordinances are more or less worth as they are more or less serviceable to the soul. Now grace and godliness is the honour and elevation and excellency of the soul it is soul-beauty Cant. 4. 1. it is soul-wisdom Prov. 4. 7. it is soul-riches Luk. 12. 21. it is soul-glory soul-comfort soul-food soul-raiment soul rest O how worthy is that form which animates and elevates the soul of man as its subject and matter He that addeth honour to a puissant King must be high and honouraâ—le indeed That which is the form of our form and the soul of our soul that exalteth and honoureth so noble a piece must needs deserve to be our only business 5. Is not that worthy to be made thy business which was the great design and end of the blessed Redeemers birth life death burial ascension and intercession No man unless worse then distracted can possibly conceive that the glorious God whose wisdom is unsearchable and love to his Son unquestionable would send his onely begotten Son out of his bosome or that Christ in whom were all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge would give himself to be born so meanly to live so poorly to die so painfully to be disgraced reviled buffetted scourged crucified for any thing that was not superlatively eminent and deserved to be the main work and business of every
which is so great a friend to me Can I be so unworthy as to cause others to trample this great favourite at heavens Court under their feet Hath not the polluting thy name been the argument which I have sometimes used for the perdition of thine enemies I have cried to thee Remember this that the enemy hath reproached O Lord and that the foolish people have blasphemed thy name and shall I be guilty of that which I plead as a reason for others ruine Again My dayly prayer is Hallowed be thy name and shall my practices give my prayer the lye and prophane it Should I cheat and cozen as the men of the world my great profession would cause my sin like a Cart heavy laden to make deep furrows into which many might trip and fall How ordinary is it for Egyptians to follow the dark side of the Israelites Pillar to their perdition Foolish man that I am is not the burthen of my own sins already intolerable and shall I add to them by being partaker of other mens sins Is the River of wrath due to me so low so little that I must invite streams from every place to swell it into an Ocean O that for my own sake for the sake of other men and especially for thy sake I may order all my ways by thy word Lord preserve me by thy Spirit that I may never lay a stumbling block before the wicked nor as the unbeleiving spies by my distrust of thy providence and using indirect courses to releive my family bring an ill report upon the good Land Assist me that I may look not onely to the power of Religion but also the honour of Religion Let thy grace ever accompany me and enable me to keep a conscience void of guile before thee and a conversation so void of guilt before men that whereas they speak against me as an evil doer they may be ashamed at this day and may by my good works which they shall behold glorifie God in the day of visitation I Wish that I may look to the righteousness of my actions as well as to the righteousness of my person and never think that my house can be firm if it be built upon the rotten foundation of injustice My God hath said Wo be to him that buildeth his house by unrighteousness and his Chambers by wrong As high as my house is raised and as sure as it is seated the breath of this curse will blow it down Though my estate seem never so fair yet how easily and how speedily may this scorching curse cause it to fade and to wither in my hand as a flower Have not mine eyes beheld the ruines of some stately dwellings which have been built upon rapine Unrighteousness like Rabbits in some Countrys hath undermined the foundations and overturned the buildings and shall mine escape Whether I will believe it or no â— My God hath spoken that unjust gain will prove my own loss and he will see it accomplished Whatsoever fine terms I may call my cheating by as an Art in my Trade or the Mystery of my Calling yet my God counts it Theft and me for it but a Thief Though I may put a fair colour upon my false dealing yet he forbids it under the plain censure of stealing Thou shalt not steal And O how great a Theif am I if I be guilty of this in my ordinary dealings I wrong my Neighbours that trade with me and that most Hypocritically under the pretence of doing them right To kill a man in the field by force is wicked but to poison him at my Table by fraud is worse because in this latter I pretend friendship To rob on the High-way by open power is greivous but to rob in my Shop by this hellish policy is more odious for I wrong one that is my friend and in such a way that he hath no means to help himself The Righteous God saith My hands are full of blood not onely when I murther a mans person and take away his life but also when I injure a mans portion and take away his lively-hood Such unjust persons must expect sore punishments The Law of man punisheth Cheats in some measure but the Law of the jealous God is more severe to such Iuglers as endeavour to unglue the whole worlds frame knit together onely by commerce and contracts I rob my own family as well as my Neighbours He that is greedy of gain troubleth his own house False dealing like Fire consumes what comes near it My Children were better be left beggars then heirs of those riches which I have got by robbery What is well gotten will faâ—e the worse for the Neighbourhood of my ill gotten wealth This as a rotten sheep will infect the sound flock Whilst I am digging deep to lay the foundation of my house sure I do but lay in barrels of powder to blow it up I rob my own soul most of all by my unrighteousness How ill is that gain which causeth the loss of my God! How cheap do I sell those wares with which I buy endless and intollerable wo How dear do I buy that silver for which I sell my inestimable soul and salvation Ah what an ill Market doth he make that puts off his soul at any price If it be unprofitable to gain the whole world and lose my own soul what a fool what a mad man am I to set my soul to sale for a very small part of the world Into what a miserable Dilemma doth my deceitful dealing bring me Either I must repent and vomit it up which will tear and wrack my very heart or else I must burn for ever in hell O that I might never â—e so bereaved of my wits as to touch or meddle with such distracting wealth Lord thou hast informed me that A little which the righteous man hath is better then the possessions of many wicked that better is a little with righteousness then great revenues without right I know that the comfort of my life doth not depend upon a confluence of outward good things but upon thy love and good-will towards me Let me rather choose the greatest want then riches from Satans hands and in Hells way Be thou pleased to sparkle my little with the precious diamond of thy love and then t will be better indeed then the riches of many wicked yea more worth then all the World I Wish that in my buying and selling I might ever have an eye to the ballance of the Sanctuary My person must be tried by Scripture at the last day for my everlasting life and death and shall not my actions be squared by it at this day How sad a bargain should I make if I should buy my own bane What a dreadful trade should I drive to sell like that Son of Perdition the incomparable Saviour for a little corruptible silver Is that wealth worth getting which will make way for eternal want Though my heapes
with incest Revenge is a Thief that steals away a mans estate for the Lawyers It is of the nature of the Viper and eats out the bowels of that wealth which gave it birth What a fool am I to defame my self That rancour and spleen which I spit at others is like his that spits against the wind driven back into my own face to the besmearing of my credit amongst all that are judicious What a fool am I to destroy my own grace my own peace What flowers of holiness will grow where such locusts abound What fruits of righteousness can thrive in such a scorching Climate What good work can be done within doors if the house be in a flame How unfit is a man in a passion to go to God in prayer surely no more then a person that comes reaking and sooted from a kell is for the presence of his Prince I must not expect to meet God in a duty if my spirit be in a fury A righteous man falling down before the wicked is like a troubled Fountain Prov. 25. 26. I seldom fall down more fouly before wicked men then when I render reviling for reviling and revenge for revenge but then how unfit am I to fall down in holy duties before my God! for I am as a troubled fountain and if men will not drink of the water of a fountain though in it self pure and wholsom when it is troubled and muddy can I think that my God will drink of that vessel that runs thick O that I might never because others are my enemies in defaming me become my own enemy in defiling my own soul and hindering it of that comfort which it might have in divine communion Lord who art the God of peace let me be known to be one of thine by being a Son of peace Enable me to pass on like a wise Travailer in the way of thy Commandements and not to be stirred at the barking of those Dogs that pursue me with open mouth My confident neglect will soonest make them quiet let me never break the peace but in the quarrel of truth Give me for peace sake sometimes to part with my right but never with my righteousness Let the same mind be in me which was in Christ Jesus Teach me from him to be meek and lowly in heart and yet to be eaten up with the zeal of thy house Make me willing to suffer but not to have thy name suffer Grant me to follow peace with all men and holiness O bestow on me that wisdom from above which is first Pure then Peaceable Gentle and though hardly provoked yet easie to be intreated I Wish that those beautiful children of righteousness courtesie and meekness in my carriage may have the Spirit of God for their Parent I mean that the fear of my God may be the principle from which they flow I shall lose the race how well soever I run if I do not set out at the right place Men look onely to my practices and accordingly judge of my principle if my life be without fault their charity tells them that my heart is without fraud but Gods eye is on my principle and accordingly he judgeth of my practices if my affections be not gracious he knoweth that my actions cannot be righteous My God knoweth me thorough and thorough He spieth the rottenness and crawling vermine that are in the bowels of a painted Sepulchre If I be like a Peach with a craggy stone in my heart under the cover of a velvet Coat he understandeth it altogether I may cozen the dark eyes of men who when they behold the inoffensiveness of my life and the height of my profession are ready to cry out of me as Samuel of Eliab when he saw the comeliness of his countenance and the height of his stature Surely the Lords annointed is before him but I cannot deceive God he seeth not as man seeth for man looketh on the outward appearance but the Lord looketh on the heart Alas if I have no more to shew for my title to Heaven then a fair outside what have I more then an Hypocrite nay then some Heathen A few flourishes in a Paper or Parchment is but a poor evidence for an inheritance How many be there in the World who as some revelling Gallants by their gay cloaths and gaudy attire speak that they are worth thousands when they have not a penny in their pockets who by their outward conversations seem to be rich in grace when indeed like Laodicea they are poor and miserable and blind and naked O that all my fruits of righteousness might grow upon the root of holiness and spring from a renewed nature then and not till then they will be acceptable to my Saviour then my beloved will come into his Garden and eat his pleasant fruits I would be mindful of these moral duties because my God commandeth them and as knowing that I caâ—not be religious if I be not righteous Though the sensitive soul may be without the rational as in Beasts yet the rational soul is never without the sensitive Though righteousness towards men may be without holiness yet holiness before God is never without righteousness before men Lord thou expectest and commandest that I should act both for thee and from thee Thou valuest the Vessel not by the ballast of a few good actions which an Heathen may gather up at any Port but by the fraught of a sanctified heart which is peculiar to thy chosen Let my obedience to the second Table arise from my Conscience of the first table that whilst the righteous friendly and meek carriage of others that runneth along amongst those with whom they converse is little better then puddle water in thine esteem because it proceedeth from the sinks of their natural and defiled hearts justice may not onely in my actions run down like water and meekness in my conversation like a mighty stream but be so fed with and flow from the Spring of thy holy Spirit dwelling in my heart that it may be delightful and of worth in thy sight I Wish that I may design somewhat for my God in all my dealings with men and carry my self the more sweetly and circumspectly that I may gain their affections and thereby win them to the greater love and liking of Religion Christianity is my calling and where-ever I go my duty bindeth me to be always furthering it It was one Article which I sealed to when I first entred my self Christs servant to endeavour the making others Proselytes to his service and if I neglect it I am unfaithful to my Master and forfeit my Indenture My Pattern may with some be very prevalent If I shine with a vertuous life I am as a light-house set by the Sea-side whereby Mariners sail aright and avoid dangers but if I pretend high and walk loosely as a false Lanthorn I shipwrack those that trust me My holy life is a good Lecture of holiness to
it by thy providence water it with the showres of thy grace and so quicken it with the beams of thy favour that it may bring forth much fruit to thy glory I Wish that I may like Enoch walk so with my God in all my actions whilst I walk amongst men that in thy good time my soul may be translated and I may not see death either as the wicked in this World do with terrour or as the damned in the other World do in torment to their everlasting woe Lord thou art Jehovah Tsidkenu the Lord my righteousness be pleased to cloath my person with the robe of thy Sons imputed righteousness that my nakedness may not appear before Men and Angels to my eternal shame let all my actions be covered with the garment of thy Spirits imparted righteousness that they may be acceptable and amiable in thine eye Let thy grace so fill my heart that godliness may be visible in my hands and I may thereby draw others towards Heaven Thou hast said Behold I make all things new what wilt thou then do with this old corrupt nature of mine O Renew that or nothing will be new to my comfort O God create a clean heart and renew a right Spirit within me I know the time will come that thou wilt create new Heavens and new Earth wherein shall dwell righteousness My body is the Earth and my soul is the Heaven which thou hast already made but might thy servant prevail with thy Majesty to create my soul thy new Heavens and my body thy new Earth wherein may dwell righteousness how infinitely should I be bound tâ— thy distinguishing mercy Thy hands have made me and fashioned me O give me understanding that I may keep thy Commandements Were my soul bespangled with the glorious stars of thy graces and my body embroydered and curiously wrought so as to be the Temple of thy Spirit then indeed thou mightest reâ—lect upon what thou hadst made with complacency for behold it would be very good Hast thou not made the great World for man and the little World Man for thy self When shall I be so pure as to invite thy presence and so sanctified as to be set apart from all others and to be only for thy service O make it appear that I am thy workmanship created in Christ Jesus unto good works which thoâ— hast before ordained that I should walk in them If thou pleasest to set forth this Heaven and Earth this little Epitome of the creation in a new edition I know it would be done in so fair a Character as to delight thine eyes and to raviâ—h the hearts of all that behold it T is confest the Copy was perfect when it came out of thy hands there was no unrighteousness or impatience not the least blot or blemish in it but my Parents who transmitted the book to the world through their unfaithfulness filled it from the beginning to the end with errors Adam begat a Son in his own likeness after his Image The first sheet went off the press through his cursed falseness and negligence imperfect and full of faults and the many millions that followed have still retained the same defects Yet Lord since thy Son was at the cost of a new impression Let it please thee for his sake to be at the pains of correctâ—ing this volume so effectually that those who look into it may read righteousness courtesie meekness faith humility patience heavenly-mindedness printed in so large a Letter free from the former errors that they may so like it as to embrace and imitate it O then I shall be assured that at the general Resurrection when thy last hand shall pass on me and I shall be published in the newest and last edition none of those blots and blurs wherewith I have defiled it shall be found in it but thy Image shall be printed on me in such a lovely Character and in so perfect a manner that thou wilt delight in me and I in thee for ever and ever Amen CHAP. II. How Christians may exercise themselves to Godliness in the Choice of their Companions SEcondly Thy duty is to make Religion thy business and to exercise thy self to Godliness in relation to thy Company Man saith the Great Philosoper is 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 natures good-fellow as one Englisheth it a creature in love with Company Cosmographers observe that the farthest Islands of the World are so seated that there is none so remote but that from some shore of it another Island or Continent may be discovered as if nature hereby invited Countries to mutual commerce God never intended that the World should be a wilderness nor the chief inhabitants thereof as barbarous Beasts to live alone lurking in their Monksâ— and Nuns and Hermits who under pretence of Sanctity sequester themselves from all society are so far from more holiness and being better Christians then others that they seem to have put off the very humane nature and not to be so much as Men. Vnclean nasty persons love to be always private and by their good will would neither seeâ— nor be seen of others Birds of Prey flye always alone and Ravenous Brutes come not abroad till others are retired Psa. 104. 23. Our very senses speak that God would have us sociable nay it s the natural voice of our tongues for our speech and hearing and sight would be in a great degree lost and our Makers end in giving us those Organs and Instruments for converse much frustrated if every man should immure himself in his own Cell The graces and spiritual riches of Saints would in some measure be useless if they did not deal with some to whom they might distribute them The Law of man condemneth ingrossers of external goods and the Law of God condemneth ingrossers of spiritual good things They who study to Monopolize all to themselves undo others As the World shall never want poor men that the wealthy may always have objects of Charity and opportunities of laying out and improving those talents which are committed to their trust so the world shall never be without needy Christians that those who are rich in grace may have fit objects and occasions of imploying their gifts The Moralists axiom is right Omne bonum quo communius eo melius Every good thing is so much the better as it hath many sharers in it In this sense there is a truth in that It is not good for man to be alone Not that it was a formal evil but inconvenient Infinite wisdom hath so dispenced his gifts and graces that no man is so sterile but he hath something wherewith to profit others nor any man so furnished and fruitful but he standeth in need of others help The Head cannot say to the Foot much-less the Foot to the Head I have no need of thee The King himself who seemeth to have least want cannot subsist without the meanest workmen even them that grind
thy heart right as mine is Is there the fear of God truth of grace in thy heart then give me thy hand come up into the Chariot be thou my friend The Choice of a Christian must flow from another fountain then worldly profit namely the amiableness of the Image of Christ in the person The heat and light of a wicked mans love as a lamp is fed with and floweth from some earthly substance and is extinguished when that is denyed but the heat and light of a Saints friendship as the solary rays springeth from an heavenly cause and therefore will continue The Apostle speaketh of love out of a pure heart 1 Tim. 1. 5. That iâ— pure love a pure stream which ariseth from a pure heart a pure spring that is not onely the grace of God secret in a Christian but the grace of God seen in his Companion whom he loveth It is clearly visible that many associate with Christians not for their vertues but at a venture they were possibly the first they fell in league with or upon some other respect for they know others as high in holiness whom they slight nay possibly hate whereas he that loveth grace in one loveth grace in all It s an infallible sign of a crooked nature saith Cicero to be affected with none but Praetors and great men It s little sign I am sure of grace to joyn onely wiâ—h those Saints that are rich or high in the World If thou admirest holiness in scarlet and robes and contemnest it in sackcloth and russet I must tell thee thou art grosly deceived for thou admirest the Scarlet and honour not the holiness at all I do not deny but amongst Christians a man that hath the opportunity may choose out some rather then others to be his most intimate companions Christ though he loved all his Disciples yet had one especially the beloved Disciple who leaned on Iesus bosome Amongst all the Apostles he vouchsafed to three onely the favour of his extraordinary friendship When he raised up the Rulers daughter he suffered none to go in save Peter Iames and Iohâ— When he was transfigured he took up with him onely Peter Iames and Iohn In his bitter and bloody Agony these three were taken out from the rest Luk. 8. 51. Mat. 17. 5. and 26. 37. But if I might advise thee Reader in such a Choice I would give thee these two Cautions First That thou prefer those whom God prefers I mean such as have most grace It s a sign of a Coward to choose a weak enemy and its a sign of little grace to choose the weakest Christian friends He that hath most of Gods heart deserveth most of thine I am ready to think that Peter Iames and Iohn that had more of Christs love then the rest had more of his Likeness and Image then the rest I confess some respect in the choice of a bosome friend ought to be had to his prudence Some men though holy are indiscreet and in point of secrets are like Sives can keep nothing committed to them but let all run thorough A blab of secrets is a Traytour to society as one that causeth much dissention It s good to try him whom we intend for a bosome friend before we trust him As men prove their Vessels with Water before they fill them with Wine If we finde them leaking they will be useless as to that purpose Too many are like the Dead Sea in which nothing saith Aristotle sinks to the bottom but every thing thrown into it swims at the top and is in sight Nakedness in mind is as well a blemish as nakedness in body It s wonderful folly which some persons manifest in stripping themselves naked before every one and unbosoming themselves whoever stands by Pictures that have no Curtains before them gather much dust and so do those minds that are ever open and exposed to every mans view Others are like the Sea full of wealth and worth of great abilities in spiritual things but there is no coming at it they are so concealed that none is ever like to be the better for it Those golden Mines that are never known enrich none There are a middle sort of Christians between these that like a secret box in a Cabinet is not seen without some difflculty but as occasion is it is opened and then many jewels of rare value appear The Bow that is hardest to bend doth the most service for it sendeth forth the Arrow with the greatest force The Nut that is hard to crack hath the best kernel These Christians may as likely as any be thy bosome friends Though some respect I confess may be had to sutableness of disposition in him whom thou choosest for an intimate friend As in marriage so in friendship its best when there is some equality and likeness in pairs as of Tongs or Gloves there must be a parity Such friendship founded both in grace and nature is like to be lasting 2. That in prefering some thou castest no contempt upon others The smallest piece of peaâ—l is worthy of esteem the little violet is pleasant The poorest Christian he that hath the least grace deserveth our love and observance Christ takes notice of two mites of a little strength of some good thing and shall not we Math. 12. 43. Rev. 3. 8. 1 King 13. 14. Babes in Christ being unable to help themselves have most need of good Nurses Weak Saints who can hardly go alone do most want an helping hand A Saint that is mean as well as a mean Saint must be countenanced It s good to countenance godliness in the rich but its evil not to encourage it in the poor Our love must like the oyntment powred on Aarons head which ran down not onely to his beard but to the very skirts of his garment be drawn out to the highest and fall down on the lowest Saints David by this shewed the life and truth of his love I am a Companion of all that fear thee and keep thy Statutes Psa. 119. 63. Of all None that hath thy fear but shall find me their friend Though I am their King and above the highest yet for thy sake I can chearfully be Companion to the lowest SECT V. THirdly In thy Choice have respect to spiritual ends and accordingly improve it Attend and intend thy own and thy Companions soul-good in it Fâ—iendship hath a key to the heart which it may use nâ—t only to let it self into its secrets but also to introduce its own conceptions He hath a great advantage of perswading another to and encouraging him in holiness who is already entertained as his friend into his heart Where the person is so acceptable the instruction will be the more welcome We carry others sometimes along with us to our friends houses and they are kindly entertained for our sakes Now to improve this interest any other way then on Gods behalf is sacriledge How abominable were it then
endeavour to revive me When I fall he will do his utmost to recover me He will rejoyce with me in my joys and sympathize with me in my sufferings in every condition to his power be a futable consolation O that the value and vertue of this Pearl may make me esteem it at an high price and the more wary that I be not cheated in my Choice Lord thou hast ordained the communion of Saints to be for mutual comfort and counsel let me choose those for my friends that will be faithful to their own and to my soul. I Wish that I may manifest to my own conscience the truth of my conversion by my Companions and that I am passed from death to life because I joyn with and love the brethren Beasts flock together Sinners joyn hand in hand and Saints are of the same heart and walk together towards the same Heaven My Associates will discover my nature whether Vertue or Vice be my Master My Comrades will speak to what Captain I belong If I joyn with the black Regiment of the Prince of Darkness it s a sign I am an enemy to the Lord of Hosts The members of Christs Mystical Body go in company It s presumed they are unchast Women who company with known Harlots and it s supposed they are dishonest men who are familiar with Theives If Christ and grace be predominant in me I cannot like and love their enemies An holy soul cannot delight in prophane sinners goldâ— will unite it self with the substance of gold but not incorporate with dross An heart truly good cannot brook those that are evil All creatures desire to joyn with such as are of the same nature Fish Fowls Birds Beasts all every one strive to be with them that are of the same species Confederacy in sin is the livery by which the black guard of Hell is distinguished from the rest of the rational creatures True friendship is the Cognisance of true Christians By this shall all men know that ye are my Disciples if ye love one another Love is the badge of the houshold of faith which witnesseth to what Lord they appertain Where love is in truth to their persons there will be a delight in their presence For what is love but a motion of the soul towards and its complacency in the object beloved In vain do I pretend my self a Disciple without sincere love which is the life of a Disciple Love to my God is the soul of Religion which keeps it in being in motion without this the whole body of it decayeth and dyeth All my performances if this be lacking are but as an unsavoury Corpse without either loveliness or life Love to my brethren is the sign of Religion which ever sheweth it self at the door where the substance is within He that loveth him that begetteth must needs love him also that is begotten The Child is acceptable for the Fathers sake The Picture is amiable because of the Person it representeth O how grossely do they delude their souls that think they love the Head when they hate and despise the Members that say they affect and prize Christ above their lives when they reject and persecute Christians to the very death Lordâ— thou hast told me He that loveth not his Brother abideth in death All thy Children are my Brethren they have the same Father the same Mother O suffer me not to give conscience cause to witness against me that I am in a state of death of damnation for want of this brotherly affection but grant that the hot beams of thy love may so warm my heart that I may be always reflecting back love to thy self and thy Saints as an evidence of my eternal salvation I Wish that I may consider whom I choose for my Companions least I be disappointed in the ends of Company My God intendeth society to be helpful to his people in the best things But they are never likely to further me in holiness who walk in the broad way that leadeth to Hell Satans Servants will not teach me to do the Lords work That friendship is ill made which is soon broken no band can hold him who is a stranger to Religion Where there is no fear of God in the heart there can be no true friendship They who are two in disposition will scarce be one in affection Where there is no true likeness there can be no true love Can two walk together unless they be agreed Grace is the onely Cement which conglutinates hearts and maketh true friends A brutish Sinner and a Beleiver are contrary each to other An unjust man is abominable to the just and he that is upright in his way is abominable to the wicked the Eagle hath perpetual emnity with Serpents and Dragons and their seed So hath the Eagle-eyed Christian with the seed of the Serpent Beasts hate fire and so do those whom God calleth Foxes and Lions and Bulls the fire of grace that burneth in a Saints heart and flameth out in his life Lambs and Wolves Doves and Ravens cannot unite Jerusalem and Babylon Sion and Sodom can never be compact and at unity togeâ—her Can I expect love from that person that hath none for his own soul nor for the blessed God Can contraries meet and not fight Is there any hope of an amicable conjunction betwixt them that are not onely differing but opposite I am born of God he is of his Father the Devil My work is to do the will of my Father in Heaven his work is to do the lusts of the wicked one Self is the Byass by which he moveth Scripture iâ— the Compass by which I sail I am travailing towards heaven he is hastening to hell and is it possible for us to have one heart O that no worldly advantage might make me ever strive to strike a Covenant with them to whom I am thus contrary They must needs be false to me that are made up of unfaithfulness A true friend is another self a vicious man cannot be a true friend because he is never himself Sometimes he is drunk with passion and so loseth his guide and leaveth the dictates of reason those servants are often in rebellion and thâ—n like the troubled Sea he casteth up mire and dirt In his fury he will strike at friends or foes and discover what he knows and more many times Passion is an high Feaver wherein men talk idly therefore the wise man gives a special Caution against such Companions Make no friendship with an angry man and with a furious man thou shalt not go Sometimes he is overcome with wine and then the Beast in him puts the curb into the mouth of reason and hath the command of it A Drunken man hath Nebuchadnezzars brutish heart and is fit onely to graze with Cattel Clitus is killed by his drunken Master and such a one speaketh and doth he knows not what He speaks what he should forget and forgets what he hath
spoke The Drunkards mind and stomach are alike neither can retain what they receive Solomon likewise sets a brand at this mans door to discourage every sober man from coming there Be not amongst Winebibbers amongst riotous eaters of flesh Always he hath some lust or other lording it over him and according as their interests lead him so he acteth that his friend must expect no more of him then they can spare and is such a person like to prove a Cordial friend He may abound in frothy words but I must expect no faithful deeds from him if ever I come to sufferings like a Drum in a Battel he may make a great sound but will act nothing for my succour like a Cipher though now in my prosperity he stands for thousands in my adversity he will stand for nothing Such a friend will be like a familiar Devil which forsakes the Witch when she is in Fetters How much shall I miss of my expected help from him when I am brought into hardships As a Lemon he may be hot without but is altogether cold and cooling within O that I might never manifest so much folly as to choose him for my friend whose principles will teach him to be false He so often changeth his dwelling for his own end and interest that I shall not know where to find him when I stand in most need As a Flie he will tarry no longer in the Kitchen then there is grease to feed him I am but his Pond which he will use whilst there is any water but when dry I shall hear no more of him Lord how far would thine end of society be frustrated and my hopes of comfort in companions be disappointed should I choose him who is ruled neither by Religion nor Reason I beseech thee let my lot fall amongst those persons that are filled with the fruits of thy Spirit for they onely will be faithful to the true and holy ends for which thou hast ordained friendship Preserve me from walking in the counsel of the ungodly and standing in the way of sinners lest being found in their Company I come to inherit their curses I Wish that I may like Paul joyn my self to the Disciples and be in League onely with them who are joyned to the Lord in an everlasting Covenant never to be forgotten I profess my self to be a follower of God My God hath set apart him that is godly for himself Psa. 4. 3. If the godly man be the object of my Gods choice he may well be of mine If he be separated for his service he is without question worthy of my society Surely there is some value in those vessels which are meet for the Masters use Common and ordinary things are not fit for a Princes Table Neither is every person meet for a Kings presence They are specially qualified with parts and abilities that stand before Great men Pharoah would have none but men of activity to serve him in tending his Cattel Nebuchadnezzar would have Children in whom was no blemish but well-favoured and skilful in all wisdom and cunning in knowledge and understanding sciences and such as had ability in them Dan. 1.4 to stand in the Kings Palace What manner of men are those then whom the glorious God hath chosen to wait upon him There cannot but be rare perfections in them that are set a part to shew forth all his praise He is infinitely wise and would not honour them so much that are not of eminent worth O my soul what a Loadstone is here to draw forth thy love towards the Saints Thy constant thy loving thy best friend sets an high price upon them All the world bâ—sides is a wild Wilderness to him they onely are his Garden wherein he delights and wilt not thou walk there with him amongst such fragrant Flowers and pleasant Fruits He esteems others but as dust they are his jewels Observe what he tells thee The heart of a wicked man is little worth but the tongue of the righteous is as choice silver The heart of man includes the understanding will and affections the soul and all its faculties and is the noblest part of man it is the fountain of life the spring of motion the seat of his Empire and Regiment nay the Commander in chief that ordereth and disposeth of all at pleasure yet this heart which is the most excellent part in a wicked man is of small price it is little worth nay is worse then naught but the tongue a far inferiour member of the righteous is no mean mettal as choise silver and makes a most delightful sound Wilt not thou joyn thy self to these excellent ones If their tongues be as choice silver surely their hearts do infinitely excel fine gold Nay are more precious then rubies The Topaz of Ethiopia cannot equal them neither shall they be exchanged for jewels of fine Gold Who would not be greedy of acquaintance with men of such surpassing eminence It would bewray extream want of wisdom not to be ambitious of communion with persons of such worth Besides Should I joyn with others I choose them that are my Gods enemies It is not onely ingratitude but treason to countenance them that are traytours against the Crown and Dignity of Iesus Christ. T was a sharp and cutting reproof which Jehu gave to King Jehosaphat I Wish I may never give cause for the like to me Shouldst thou help â—he ungodly and love them that hate the Lord My God counts my enemies his enemies and hates them that hate me and shall I esteem his enemies my friends and love those that hate him Wicked men are a generation of Vipers they hiss at godliness and spit their poison at God himself They stretch out their hands against God and strengthen themselves against the Almighty Iob 15. I shew but small kindness to the God of all my comforts if I take his foes to be my friends Once more I disgrace my birth my breeding I dishonour my profession my Prince if I accompany with wicked persons It s below a great Heir to company with beggars It s a discredit to a King to be taken up with Porters A Companion of riotous men shameth his Father on Earth Prov. 28. 7. A companion of vicious men shameth his Father in Heaven It speaketh his education to be very mean and his expectation to be low both which reflect upon his Father O that I might never disgrace my Gods goodness in the cost and charge he hath been at with me by choosing the scullions and filth of the World to be my companions nor disparage my own judgment in refusing the excellent of the earth and them that are Princes in all Lands Lord thy people are thy portion Jacob is the lot of thine inheritance they are precious in thy sight and honourable for thou hast loved them they are fair in thine eyes and altogether lovely Help thy poor servant to resemble thy Majesty Give me spiritual eyes
in tâ—e other world I was as bad as the worst of them or at least I had slept as deep into that mire of prophaness and equalled or exceeded them in all manner of impiety if free grace had not with-held and prevented me I have the same root of bitterness and had doubtless brought forth the same cursed fruits if the hand of mercy had not new grafted me What thanks do I owe to my Redeemer who makes me to differ and what cause have I to love and laud to please and praise him world without end O friend if the Israelites blessed God for their preservation from those waters in which the Egyptians were drowned hast not thou cause to give thanks for preservation from that wickedness in which others are damned 3. Thy care and watchfulness should be the more increased The falls and failings of others should be Sea-marks and give thee warning to avoid those rocks and shallows if thou wouldst avoid shipwrack Thou hast the same poisonous seed therefore take heed lest thou committest the same sin These things saith the Apostle were written for our example to the intent we should not lust after evil things as they did 1 Cor. 10. 6 16. All these things happened unto them for examples and they were written for our admonition As the sins and sufferings of others are recorded for our instruction so God lets them be acted before our eyes for our admonition If he that walketh before me falleth and breaketh his neck I have the more reason to ponder the paths of my feet If a fire break out in one house every wise man will look the more to his own If enemies be near the walls the Garrison will be the more diligent to keep watch and ward Ah how foolish is that Mariner who beholdeth a Ship before him cast away upon some Rock and doth not steer his course with the greater care Thus the Sword of Goliah may be serviceable to a David and those weapons of unrighteousness which are designed for our destruction may be helpful to our preservation Those Kites that destroy Chickens do also eat up offals of Beasts and many noisom things which otherwise would infect the Air whence say some it s a Law in England that near a Market Town they should not be kill'd Unclean Beasts are serviceable to men and unclean men may be helpful to Christians SECT V. FIfthly Endeavour their reformation Thy duty is as a good Physitian to loath the noisom disease but to pity and strive to recover the Patient What difference is there betwixt thee and a carnal person if thou sufferest him to die and offerest not thy help for his cure Thy Father doth good to all he causeth his Sun to shine on the just and on the unjust O Remember that thou art his Son and that his pattern is worthy of imitation That piece of Iron which is rub'd with the Loadstone will draw another peice of Iron We read of Magnetical Rocks in some Islands that draw all Ships to them which have Iron Pins and hold them so fast that they are not able to stir Shew that thou hast been toucht with the Spirit that the Spirit of God dwelleth in thee by thy endeavours to draw others to God Christ never sat at Table with any sinners but he made better chear then he found If he sat with the prophane he did convert them if with the pious he did confirm them Luk. 7. Be not discouraged at the weakness of thy gifts or the small degree of thy graces but consider that the event of the enterprize depends upon him who sets thee a work and that its all one to him whether he have great means or small means or no means A poor contemptible Flie may hinder an Elephant from sleeping a poor upright Christian may awaken great sinners out of their spiritual sleep and lethargy A little Boat may land a man at a large continent A weak believer may help a soul to Heaven Endeavour to reform them these three ways 1. By wholsom Counsel Every place thou comest into should be like Libnah in which the Israelites pitcht a place of Frankincense perfumed by thy presence The breath of a man serves him both to cool his broth when hot and warm his fingers when cold The breath of a Christian should serve to put some warmth into them that are cold Heaven-ward and to cool and slack them that are hot Hell ward An wholsom tongue is a Tree of life Prov. 15. 12. Thy tongue should be like the Tree of life in Eden of which he that did eat was to live for ever Gen. 3. 22. or like that Tree of life in the midst of the street which bare twelve manner of Fruit and the Leaves of the Tree were for the healing of the Nations Rev. 22. 2. I have read of a person who led a dissolute life and was so wrought upon by the Counsel of a good man that he turned over a new Leaf and when his Companions asked the ground of that change which they soon observed in him and why he would not walk along with them in his old wicked ways he answered them I am busie meditating and reading in a little book which hath but three leaves in it so that I have no leasure so much as to think of any other business In the first leaf which is red I meditate on the passion of my Lord Iesus Christ and of that precious blood which he shed for the remission of my sins In the second leaf which is white I meditate on the unspeakable joys of Heaven purchased for me by the death of my Redeemer In the third leaf which is black I meditate on the intolerable torments of Hell provided and kept in store for the wicked and ungodly Prudent and pious advice may bring wandring sinners home to Christs fold There is a special art in baiting the hook aright so as thou mayst take sinners ere they are aware I being crafty caught you with guile 2 Cor. 12. 16. It s possible â—hou art amongst men that are moral and civil yet unsanctified by commending civility yet discovering its insufficiency thou mayst beat them out of their rotten holds and cause them to run to Christ for help Mat. 5. 20. It may be thou meetest with those that are openly prophane by bringing in wisely an example of Gods judgements on such persons thou mayst fright them from such lewd practices Sometimes thou mayst turn earthly discourse by degrees into heavenly and spread a Table and set a running banquet before them which they never thought of Do they ask for â—ant of other discourse what news After some prudent preface answer them that thou canst tell them good news from a far Country which is worthy of all acceptation namely That Iesus Christ came into the world to save sinners Do they ask how such and such do acquaint them concerning their bodily welfare and if it may be done conveniently
for it is cruel O my soul enter not thou into their secrets mine honour be not thou united unto them for in their anger they seek to destroy souls and in their self-will they dig pits to cause others to fall Because they cannot defile the brethren they defame the brother-hood and disgrace them whom they cannot deceive Let the heat of their lust increase my longing after that place where there is no Judas among thine Apostles no Demas among thy Disciples where all the Society will be of one mouth and mind of one heart and way where all the Companyâ— will joyn in consort and the whole Celestial Qâ—ire tune their strings and raise their voices to the highest pitch in sounding thine excellencies and singing thy praises without sin or ceasing There will be no Tobias to indict thy children of Treason against men for their faithfulness to thee There will be no Ahab to accuse thy best servants as troublers of the state for reproving the Idolatries and enormities of the Church There will be no Balaam trying his hellish tricks to make thy people a prey to their bodily foes and a provocation by their sins to thy Majesty There will be no Tares in that Field no Straw in that Barn no Vessels of dishonour in that House Into it can in no wise enter any thing that defileth or is unclean The Company there will be not tempting me to wickedness or taxing me with preciseness but part of my felicity O what an happy day will it be when all prophane Esaus and scoffing Ishmaels shall be cast out of the House and I shall sit down with Abraham Isaac and Iacob and with none but the holy of the Lord in the Kingdom of Heaven Holy Father let the skirt of thy mercy cover all my iniquities and failings in evil company and grant that my carriage amongst such persons whilst I am through thy providence forced to be amongst them may be so pious and gracious that at that great Harvest-day when thou wilt separate the chaff from the good corn and burn it up with unquenchable fire I may be wholly free from their vicious infections and vexatious presence and associate with the Spirits of just men made perfect an innumerable company of Angels the General Assembly and Church of the first born and enjoy them all in and with thy blessed self for ever and ever Amen CHAP. IV. How Christians may exercise themselves to Godliness in good Company With a Good Wish about that Particular HAving dispatched the Christians carriage in evil I proceed to his behaviour in good Company The Communion of Saints is the most desirable and delectable society that the whole creation affordeth God himself is pleased to delight in the Assembles of his people He loveth the gates of Zion where they met together above all the dwellings of Jacob Psa. 87. 2. The evil spirit is for solitariness he walketh in solitary places seeking rest Mat. 12. But God is for society he dwelleth among his children and bestoweth his choicest comforts upon the Congregations of his poor The Father provideth the greatest cheer and maketh the best feast when many of his Children come together to wait upon him though each coming singly is welcome to his Table The Spirit of God fell down in an extraordinary measure upon the Primitive Christians when they were gathered together in one place and with one consent Act. 2. 1 2. Naturalists tell us that strife and quarrelling among the Bees is a sign that the Queen-Bee is about to leave the Hive and be gone It s plain that when the Disciples were scattered every man to his ow◠〈◊〉 the Lord â—â—suâ— wâ—s leaving themâ— but when they were met together with one accord then he came unto them and said Peace be unto you receive ye the Holy Ghost Joh. 20. God cannot affect contentious spirits he would not appear in a blustring wind or in an earth-quak but in a still low voice when the difference between Abraham and Lot was over then God appeared to Abraham Gen. 13. 14. As God delights in the company of his Children Isa 62. 4. Thou shalt be called Hephzibah i.e. my delight is in her so the Saints delight in communion with one another things of like Nature desire to be joyned together Love the consequent of likeness hath an attractive power and covets the presence of the party beloved Balm put into the Bee hives causeth the Bees to come together and others to come to them Grace like fire soders together those that before differed Hence Saints are like Doves they flie in troops to their windows Isa. 60. 8. Though the Pellicane be a melancholly Bird and naturally inclineth to desarts yet when they remove their places they go in companies and the first stay for the last as they flie over the Mountains Isa. 34. 11â— Eph. 2. 14. Though Saints love sometimes to be solitary as having secret business with their God yet they do not forsake the assembling themselves together That verse Psa. 84. 7. which we read they go from strength to strength every one of them in Sion appearing before God Iunius reads it and so it is in the Hebrew They go from Company to Company as they went up to Jerusalem they went in troopes and companies Possibly we translate it strength because much of our safety consisteth in good society He that travails alone is eaâ—ily made a prey 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 One man is no man Even Counties that have been large have drawn themselves into Associations for mutual and common defence Hebron which was a type of the Church takes its name from Cabar to accompany and thence Chebron or Hebron a pleasant or delectable society The Saints are all One Family One Houshold One Body One Sheep-fold One Brother-hood One Building one Vine-yard one Army one Spouse to shew that oneness which ought to be in affection among them Christ tells us of his Spouse Cant. 6.9 My Dove is one the onely one of her Mother Hence the Primitive Christians though some thousands are said to be of one heart and of one soul of one heart in unity of affection and of one soul in unity of judgement Act. 4. 32. In Tertullians time the Heathen admired the Christians for their love saying Look how the Christians love one another Jerusalem is a City compact together at unity within it self Psa. 122. 3. Babel was confounded by diversity of tongues and the Citizens of Zion are confirmed by being of the same mind and mouth by speaking all the same thing O how many arguments doth the Spirit of God use to perswade them to oneness and unity He tels them they have one Father Rom. 8. 14. One Mother Gal. 4. 26. that they are begotten by the same immortal seed 1 Pet. 1. 23. and nourished by the same milk 1 Pet. 2. 2. He calls them co-workers in the same labours co-heirs of the same life Rom. 16. 3. and 8.
a necessary cause is a sin and bringeth great disadvantage both upon our selves and others 1. Upon our selves we lose those helps which God hath afforded for the edification of our souls Fire laid abroad qâ—ickly abateth nay goeth out when if it be raked up together it continueth and increaseth I suppose the Spirit of God is so exact in registring the absence of Thomas from the Apostles company when Christ vouchsafed them his personal and gracious presence and the sad fit of unbelief which he fell into upon it partly as a warning to all Christians that they lose not such seasons as they love their immortal souls Ioh. 20. 24 25. But Thomas one of the twelve was not there when Iesus came The other Disciples therefore said unto him We have seen the Lord. But he said unto them Except I shall see in his hands the print of the Nails and put my fingers into the print of the Nails and thrust my hand into his side I will not believe Had Thomas been present when the Lord appeared how strongly might he have withstood Satans assaults against his faith His senses had been sufficient to have confuted the father of lies and helpful to have quencht his fiery darts but by his absence how dangerously was he shaken in that fundamental truth Satan hath a wonderful advantage of that person whom he meets without any warrant from God alone If I travail alone between Sun and Sun I have the Law for my protection that if I be robbed I may recover my loss of the Country but if at other times it is at my own peril If I be alone at the call of my God either when secret duties or my particular calling require it and my grand enemy set upon me I may expect help from him whose work I am about but if when he commandeth me to associate with his people I needlesly wander from them and any hurt befal me I must thank my self and look for no reparation at his hands It is observable that the house of Iobs Eldest Son which was the grave wherein all his children were buried stood alone otherwise the wind from the Wilderness could not have smote the four corners thereof O t is dangerous to be solitary when God requires thy company amongst his chosen There is a wo to him that is alone such a man shall be sure to have Satan for his companion He is ever ready to assault when none is neer to assist Eve was tempted with too much success when she was alone without her Husband Dinah gadding from her fathers house was defiled Ioseph was then assaulted when the whole Family was gone save the instrument of the assault How soon are straglers snapt up when those that march with the body of the Army are safe Pyrates lye skulking to find a Vessel sailing alone when those that sail in company are a convoy to each other They who separate are soon seduced The Cormorant or Sea-Eagle hath this property that she will not seise upon the fish in the water when they are in sholes but when single she makes them her prey Solitude is not more hurtful to the body then to the soul and to nature then to grace When David was an exile from the society of the Israelites and wandred abroad he fell into diffidence and distrust nay into hard and blasphemous thoughts of God as if he had forgotten to be gracious as if he himself had cleansed his heart in vain He then said in his haste that all men even Samuel who had anointed him to the Kingdom and promised him from God that he should be King were lyars It is a disadvantage to others When Saints do not meet together their love cooleth nay contentions frequently follow to the hardening of the wicked and the discouraging of the weak The Temple or body of Christ is not built up with blows and Schismes The parts of the Temple were framed and squared in Lebanon at the rearing of it up in Zion there was no noise either of Axe or Hammer Babel it self could not be built by divided tongues muchless Sion by divided hearts When Christians divide and separate weak beginners know not what to do whom to follow but are ready to say with Cicero when Caesar and Pompey were at odds Quem fugiam scio quem sequar nescio I know whom to flie but I know not whom to follow O how dreadful are the consequents of such civil wars Discord is not without cause described by the great Italian to be cloathed with a garment of divers colours made up of patches and they rent cut and torn her lap fâ—ll of writs citations processes and arrests attended onely wiâ—h Clarks Scriveners Atturneys and Lawyers but she was followed with bitter clamours and diswal howlings Melancthon perswading the Protestants in his time to peace tells them a parabolical story of the Dogs and Wolves who were meeting to fight one against another The Wolves sent out their Scout to know the strength of their adversaries The Scout returns and tells the Wolves that indeed the Dogs exceeded them in number but they need not fear them for he had observed they were not like one another Besides they marched as if they were offended rather with themselves then their enemies grinning and snarling yea biting and tearing one another therefore let us not be discouraged but march on resolutely Dissention amongst men brings destruction on men A Kingdom divided against it self cannot stand They who imbodied toâ—â—â—her may be able to overcome thousands divided and taken singly may be overthrown by a very few The hardest Adamant if once broken flieth into such small dust that its scarce discernable and so cometh to nothing The people of God have not seldom made themselves a prey to Persecutours by their heart burnings and divisions When the Town is once set on fire by the Granadoes shot in from them that besiege it the enemies hope to take it with the more ease Naturalists tell us that a Punice stone cast into the waters though it be never so big whilst it remains entire and the parts hold together t will swim above the water but break it once in peices and every part sinks to the bottom Truly such often times is the state of the faithful They who holding together are safe and as a bundle of stâ—ves not to be bowed when parted and taken singly are easily broken It is the Shepherds observation that when Sheep Butt one against another it s a sign of foul weather and of an approaching storm We have too much cause to fear that the Schismes and Contenâ—ions in the Church of God at this day do portend some heavy judgement to hang over our heads SECT III. I Shall now direct thee Reader how 〈◊〉 â—xercise thy self to godliness in Christian Company First I must give thee a Word of Caution Take heed of those sins which Christians when they accompany together are most prone to Saints are apt to
3. Think he did it ignorantly that had he known the consequence he would not have been guilty of such a crime Surely the man thought no hurt he spake on a sudden such words came out of his mouth before he was aware or he would never have spoken them I my self in an heat might have been as harsh When high winds blow storms will follow 4. If thou canst not be perswaded but the injury was wittingly offered then think He was overcome with some great temptation There were extraordinary fumes at that instant flying up into his head which made him talk idly and of which now he may be repenting before the Lord. The strong man was too hard for the weak Christian. Flesh and blood was easily conquered by Principalities Powers I may well forgive him his sin will cost him sorrow enough before his Father smile on him III. The Natural burthen as I may call it though it hath a relation to spiritual but not fully in the former sense of their infirmities Some by reason of bad instruments are but bunglars at their work They have naturally understandings very dull to receive and memories very slow to retain spiritual things They have ill constitutions of body and thereby the worse frames of soul and the more apt to be peevish and fretful Now we exhort you brethren that ye support the weak and be patient towards all men 1 Thes. 5. 14. All the persons in Gods family are not of the same height and strength though some are Old Men and Fathers and others are Young and strong yet some are little Children Babes in Christ some can go alone or with a little help if you hold them but by their leading-strings but others must be carried in arms and will require much love and patience to overcome their childish frowardness Christ winks at their weaknesses who hath most reason to be moved with them though his disciples were raw and dull and slow to believe and understand yet he bears with them Nay though when he was watching for them and in his bloody sweat his whole body being in a goar blood under the weight of their and others sins on his back and they lay sleeping and snoring and could not watch with him one hour he doth not fall fiercely upon them but calmly asketh them Could ye not watch with me one hour and afterwards excuseth it for them First From the natural cause There heads were full at that time ofâ— fumes Their eyes were heavy with sorrow They were full of grief for their dear Master and their sorrow hindring the digestion of their food filled them with vapours which ascending to their brains inclined them to sleep Secondly From the Moral cause they would but they could not The Spirit indeed is willing but the flesh is weak there better part would move more swiftly and do any thing at my call and command but their flesh draweth back and makes them drive heavily It s no wonder that their pace is so slow when like the snail they have such an house such an hinderance upon their backs The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak Who can think of this infinite grace of the blessed Redeemer in making such an Apologie for them whom he had such cause to be full of fury against and not be incited to imitate so admirable a pattern There is another famous instance in the Old Testament and that is Gods patience towards peevish Ionah by which all may see how much he bears with his froward children First Ionah runs from his business God sends him to Niniveh he will go to Tarshish here was plain rebellion against his Soveraign One would have expected that the jealous God should have given him a Traytors wages and when he was at Sea have suffered the Ocean of waters to have swallowed up his body and the Ocean of fire and wrath his soul but loe he cannot permit his Ionah to perish he will rather whip him to his work then let him wander to his ruine But how gentle is the rod God cannot forget the love of a Father though Ionah forget the duty of a childe but will rather work a miracle and make the devourer his Saviour then Ionah shall miscarry T is true he was tossed with a violent tempest and thrown over-board but God provided him a shelter before the storm and prepared a Whale to swallow him down not for his destruction but his deliverance And the Lord spake to the fish and it vomited up Jonah upon the dry land Well now the childe is brought home you will look that he should make some recompence for his former disobedience by his faithfulness and diligence for the future that the danger he had been in the death he had so narrowly escaped the miracle which had been wrought for him and the extraordinary mercy he had so lately received should have melted him wholly into Gods mould and have made him like Abraham to have come up wholly to Gods foot But alas he addeth sin to sin and neither mercy nor misery prevail with him to know himself Indeed he undertakes the journey and message he was called to upon a second command but as unwillingly as the Bear goeth to the stake After he had pronounced a sentence of death upon the Ninivites and shewed them a warrant under the high Gods hand and seal for their speedy execution how ill doth he take it that upon their humble petition a Reprieve should be granted them he frets inwardly against God and through the exceeding heat of his heart his tongue blisters with casting Gods mercy in his teeth He was wrath for that in which he had cause to rejoyce His love to his brethren might have made him glad of their escape and his love to his God should have quieted him in all his wise and holy proceedings But it displeased Jonah exceedingly and he was very angry and he prayed unto the Lord O Lord was not this my saying in my Country for I knew that thou art a gracions God c. Therefore O Lord take away my life He quarrels with Gods providence and he doth as it were twit God with that which is the glory of all his Attributes and actions and the best friend the poor children of men have his Grace and Pity desiring rather the destruction of above sixscore thousand persons then that himself by the blind ignorant world should be reckoned a false Prophet Behold impatience in its largest dimensions Ionah will dye because so many thousands are allowed out of infinite kindness to live O what a nest of vermine was in the womb of this disobedience Here is pride both in preferring his own will before Gods and in his unwillingness to suffer a little in his repute in the eye of the people Here was passion to the height and that against God himself Here was murmuring against sparing mercy and the Divine pleasure Here was unbelief as if God could not repair his
Itenerar Sacr. But reprove a wise man and he will love thee Austin notes it as a sign of grace in his friend Alipius that he received his reproof so well Paul rebuked Peter sharply and that before a considerable Company of Peters friends yet he loved not Paul the less for it for in his Epistle which was written some time after that contest and after the Epistle to the Galathians which records it he makes honourable mention of Pauls writings and of that very Epistle among the rest 2 Pet. 3. 15 16. and calleth him his beloved brother As they who love their sins hate the reprover so they that hate their sins love him When Isaiah had declared from God a dreadful threatning against Hezekiah for his pride he doth not flie out into a passion against the Prophet but submits with Good is the word of the Lord which thou hast spoken T is said of Gerson the great Chancellour of France that he rejoyced in nothing more then a friendly reprehension And it is storied of our Richard the first that he would be admonished by a poor Hermit Alphonsus King of Arragon being asked what company he liked best answered Books for they saith he without fear and flattery will tell me my faults faithfully Faithful are the wounds of a friend but the kisses of an enemy are deceitful A loving reproof is a wound in love the wound of a friend and therefore we must bestow our anger upon our faults that deserve the reproof not upon our friends that give the reproof How foolish is he that breaks his own head then rageth at his friend for endeavouring to cure it Ahab quarrels with Elijah as the Incendiary of Israel for reproving their Idolatries when alas like AEtna that flame arose out of their own bowels which threatned to reduce them to ashes Some of the Heathen were so sensible of their proness to erre and to be partial in their own cases when they had erred that they both kindly accepted reproofs and earnestly desired a Reprover It is reported of Alexander that having had a Philosopher a long time with him he should say to him Recede a me prorsus consortium tuum nolo quod cum tanto tempore mecum degeris nunquam me de vitio aliquo increpasti Be gone from me I will have none of thy company for thou hast lived long with me and couldst not but observe some failings in me yet thou hast not reproved me of any And Augustus Cesar for this cause did much lament the death of Varro because thereby he was deprived of one that would deal faithfully with him when he offended Yet as they say some roses are too tender to endure the strength of the smell of Wormwood so some Christians that its hoped are sound cannot without wry mouths and angry faces drink down this bitter liquor Asa was a good man yet time was when he imprisoned a Prophet for bringing him an admonition from God One would have thought that the King would have bid the servant welcome for his Masters sake but truly a prison was all the reward he had for his pains It was the speech of a wise and experienced Christian That he never was acquainted throughly with any one but first he displeased him by admonishing him of his faults But as light stuff and rubbish kindleth sooner then solid and more substantial wood so they are the weaker and less wise Christians that are so soon fired into a pet and passion if but told of their errors T is childishness to be unwilling to take bitter medicines A prudent person will rather permit cupping-glasses and corrosives to be applied to his body then suffer his distemper to reign and kill him The sharpest fruit is most profitable and wholsom The Lemon is more tart yet is more excellent then the Orange which delighteth the taste Reader is it not better to be awakened by a rousing reproof then to sleep the sleep of death and wilt thou be angry with thy friend for doing thee that courtesie Is it not better for thy familiar companion to tell thee meekly of thy miscarriages and call thee to repentance then for God to reprove thee and set thy sins in order before thine eyes When God uttered his voyce the Heavens thundered the mountains smoaked and Moses himself trembled The voice of the Lord is powerful the voyce of the Lord is full of majesty the voyce of the Lord breaketh the Cedars yea the Cedars of Lebanon the voyce of the Lord shaketh the wilderness yea it shaketh the wilderness of Kadesh How wilt thou then endure the thundring of such a Cannon a reproof for thy sins from the Almighty God at whose rebuke the earth quakes the rocks are rent in pieces and the foundations of the world are moved The Israelites said unto Moses Speak thou to us and we will hear but let not God speak lest we dye Exod. 20. 19. Truly so mayst thou say to thy companion Speak thou to me of my offences deal plainly with me about any thing that thou seest amiss in me and I will hear thee but let not God speak to me lest I dye lest his voyce strike me down strike me dead There is an absolute necessity of thy sense of and sorrow for thy sins This ordinarily must be wrought in thee either by admonition from man or by some severe rebuke from God Consider seriously therefore whether it be not easier to take a faithful check from thy fellow creature then to be called to repentance by some dreadful judgement from the jealous God O t is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God for our God is a consuming fire One thing more Reader is considerable It is not enough to take a reproof with patience but also to be awakened by reproof to repentance It s a dreadful aggravation of sin to continue in it after thou art convinced of it Such impudence is followed with fearful vengeance He that being often reproved heardeneth his heart shall suddenly be destroyed and that without remedy Pro. 29. 1. Fourthly Christians if they would exercise themselves to Godliness in good company must rejoyce in each others grace and good True love will rejoyce in the welfare of another as its own Peter beholding those eminent Graces in Paul did not repine that a brighter star was risen which would eclipse his splendour but glorified God in Paul and gave him the right-hand of fellowship It s a prophane Esau that hates a Iacob for having obtained his Fathers blessing beyond himself Envy is from the evil one Saul who was without God eyed and hated David for slaying more of Gods enemies and obtaining thereby greater renown then himself could Yet alas the spirit which dwelleth in the best lusteth to envy Corrupt nature will shew it self if it be possible at this window There are some Countries as Candie that have Naturalists tell us no poison but there is not any
good Companions will advise and direct my feet in the ways of peace If I fit in darkness and see no light by their counsel and comfort I may learn the way out of the mist. If I am perplexed in any labyrinths they may help me to unty that knot of which I have been labouring long in vâ—in to find an end If I be falling they will be props to support me if I wander they will be guides to reduce me if I be dull they will be whet-stones to quicken me if I do well they will be fathers to encourage me whatever my want be they will endeavour to supply me and whatever my condition be they will be like-minded both weeping with me in my sorrows and rejoycing with me in my joys Besides if I expect the presence of my God who is rich in mercy and the God of all consolations where can I find him sooner then in his Temple they are the Temple of God and I will dwell in them His Saints on Earth are his lesser Heaven wherein he takes up his abode O my soul what an Argument is here to perswade thee to fellowship with the Saints Theirs is the onely good fellowship Their Communion is a Conjunction in the service of thy God and tendeth abundantly to thy spiritual advantage and edification Thy Redeemer calls them the light of the world and they will guide thee in the way which he hath cast up The salt of the earth and they will preserve thee from corruption Their conversations are living Commentaries upon that word which is thy rule and so will both plainly teach thee thy duty and powerfully provoke thee to do it Their expressions will by savoury and help thee to learn the language of Canaan The tongue of the just is a tree of life and beareth excellent fruit The lips of the righteous feed many Besides amongst these Children thou mayst be sure to meet with the everlasting Father Where two or three are gathered together in my name I will be in the midst of them Though but two or three that the wicked despise them for their paucity though two or three never so low and mean that the world scorns them for their poverty yet if gathered together in his name they shall not fail of his presence Surely nothing will prevail more with a faithful Spouse to joyn with any company then this She shall meet with her beloved Husband amongst them O of what great price is this one promise I will be in the midst of them His presence like the nearer approaches of the Sun in the Spring will refresh their hearts with the warm beams of his love when they are chill and almost dead with the cold of frights and fears and cause in their souls a new shooting of grace that notwithstanding any foregoing winter of barrenness they shall now abound in the fruits of righteousness What can they or thou O my soul want which his presence will not supply Art thou laden with sin he can give thee rest art thou full of sorrows he is the conâ—olation of Israel art thou poor in grace with him is durable riches and righteousness art thou dull and dead in spirituals he is the Lord of life and can quicken thee He hath power enough to subdue all thy lusts he hath wisdom enough to resolve all thy doubts he hath grace enough to pity all thy weaknesses and mercy enough to pardon all thy unworthiness He is able to save to the uttermost Nay thou hast not only his Promise to meet thee in his Garden amongst his people but thou hast also his Performance of it for thine encouragement Then the same day at evening being the first day of the week when the doors were shut where the Disciples were assembled for fear of the Jews came Jesus and stood in the midst and saith unto them Peace be unto you And when he had so said he shewd unto them his hands and his side then were the Disciples glad when they had seen the Lord Then said Iesus unto them again Peace be unto you As my Father hath sent me so send I you And he breathed on them and said Receive ye the Holy Ghost O the value of those Jewels which are lockt up in this Cabinet All the Crowns and Scepters of the world had they been thrown in amongst the Disciples could not have caused the thousandth part of that comfort nor have brought any degree of that profit which the Disciples had by the presence of the holy Jesus Consider his words Peace be unto you peace be unto you Never did sweeter words or more melodious musick ever sound in humane ears What tidings could be more welcom to them that had known the terrors of an angry God and felt the curses of his righteous Law Didst thou never see a poor debtor arrested by severe Serjeants and hailed to the Goal in which nasty miserable place he was like to continue whilst he lived with wringing of hands and watering of cheeks and doleful screeches and afterwards upon the payment of his debts by some loving Surety with what clapping of hands and gladness of heart he was enlarged If so thou hadst some poor resemblâ—nce of that exuberancy of joy which the Disciples felt when they saw the Lord and heard those blessed words Peace be unto you They were all liable every moment to the arrest of divine justice for those vast sums which they owed to the Holy and Jealous God and in continual danger to be hurried by Divels his Officers to the Prison of Hell whence they could never have come out Now his appearance to them did evidence that the Law was satisfied that all their debts were discharged in that the Surety who took upon him the payment of them was by order of the Iudge released What news could find more acceptance with those that dreaded the fury of the Lord more then death and esteemed his favour far before life then that which did speak him reconciled to them And farther observe the work of the blessed Redeemer And he breathed on them Receive ye the Holy Ghost As if he had said I know your unbeleiving hearts will think the news of a reconciled God and of peace with him too good to be true behold therefore his love-token Receive the earnest of his favour his holy Spirit who knoweth his mind fully and was at the Council-Table of Heaven when all your names were engrost in the book of life and all the methods of grace and good-will towards poor sinners were debated and concluded and is sent to you on purpose to reveal them to you and assure you of them and therefore is an unquestionable evidence that he is at one with you This O my soul was the blessed Heavenly Banquet which the Redeemer entertained his Disciples with when they met together and wouldst thou miss such a feast for all the World Lord thou lovest the Assemblies of thy Saints they are the habitations
of thy glorious Majesty and the place where thine honour dwelleth There thou makest the largest discoveries of thy self and grantest the fullest communications of thy grace O let me take sweet counsel with thy people and go to serve and honour thee in their company I Wish that the Confederacy of the wicked in sin may provoke me to a league with the Israel of God for a free trade and commerce in holiness Shall they whose lusts are often contrary and set them at variance unite against God and his holy ways and shall not we whose graces are ever alike and of a cementing nature not joyn together for God and his Worship Do they conspire to defile and destroy each others souls as if vitiated nature did not lead them fast enough to sin or as if they could not run singly quick enough to Hell and shall not we encourage one another in the Worship of the living God and provoke one another to love and to good works O how much do the servants of Satan by their conjunctions in evil shame the Children of God for their backwardness in good Their Master is the Prince of darkness a cruel Tyrant a roaring Lyon that goeth about seeking whom he may devour Their work is far worse then any Turkish slavery its bondage to corruptionâ— the service of unrighteousness the diversity and contrariety of their Lords their lusts tearing them as it were in peâ—â—es for the promoting of their particular interests Their wages is the vengeance of the eternal fire the worm that never dieth and the fire that never goeth out after all their vassallage to their barbarous Masters and hardships which they have been put to in making provision for and gratifying such opposite furies they are recompenced with extremity and eternity of torments yet they can unite their hearts and hands and heads for the advancement of so hellish a Lord about the prosecution of so base and divelish a work and to earn so miserable a reward when the Souldiers of Christ whose Captain is the Lord of Hosts the most courteous and compassionate General whose combats and contests which they are called to are Noble and Heroick and whose Crown and Garland will be beyond all comparison and apprehension blessed and glorious do rather fight against themselves then against their enemies or for their endless happineâ— Ah foolish Christians who hath bewitched us May we not well blush that Satan should even out-boast the living God in the unity of his Subjects that the children of this world should be wiser in their generation then the children of light Alas is it a time for Mariners to be quarreling when their enemies are joyned in discharging their Cannons against them and the Bullets flie thick amongst them Is it a time for Christians to be wrangling when their Adversaries are united in a confederacy to destroy them all Lord thou hast promised that thy people in the days of the Gospel shall no more envy one another that the Wolf and the Laâ—b shall feed together and the Lion shall eat straw like the Bullock and dust shall be the Serpents meat that they shall not hurt nor destroy in all thy holy mountain Thy dear Son when leaving an ungrateful World left Peace as one legacy to his Children not onely peace with thee but also among themselves thou knowest how much his heart was set upon it when he begd so hard so earnestly so affectionately of thee this blessing a little before he went to lay down the price of it Let it please thee for thy Promise sake to make all thine of one heart and one way for because thou hast spoken it therefore hath thy servant found in his heart to pray this prayer before thee this day Let it please thee for thy Sons sake whom thou hearest always to take away all envyings and wrath and emulation and strife out of the hearts of thy people and heal thy Sion in its breaches for thou seest it shaketh I Wish that the injury I do my self by unnecessary solitariness may make me the more in love with good society My God hath told me Wo to him that is alone David was alone when Satan drew him to defile his Neighbours Wife Whilst the Sheep flock together they are safe as being under the Shepherds eye but if one stragle from the rest it s quickly a prey to the ravenous Wolf It s no hard matter to rob that house that stands far from Neighbours The cruel Pyrate Satan watcheth for those Vessels that sail without a convoy The order is observable in the narration of Demas his Apostacy Demas hath left us and hath embraced this present World He first left the Company of the faithful and then openly denyed the faith Christian conference is a good help to perseverance but they that forsake the communion of Saints will quickly disown the profession of sanctity If Rabbits keep within the Pales amongst their fellows there is Law to secure them against the violence of strangers but if any wander from the Warren they are a lawful prize for any man and prey to any Dog What an ill case is he in that travelling in a dark night falls and hath none to help him up that wanders and hath none to shew him the right way that is set upon by Theives and Murderers and hath none near him to defend and secure him Such is the condition of those that neglect the communion of Saints Hence it is that our great and sworn enemy raiseth the dust of dissention and strife amongst Christians to make them keep aloof from each other knowing that much of their welfare and safety doth depend upon their keeping together He knoweth its best fishing in troubled waters O my soul Now thou beholdest in these wicked days the high winds of divisions and passions amongst the Children of God how ready they are to Martyr one anothers names and it s to be feared to Murther one anothers bodies if infinite power did not over-rule and prevent it thou mayst gather assuredly that Satan was the Conjurer to raise them I have read of a Tree that if some of the boughs of it be cast into a Ship they cause a mutiny betwixt the Passengers and Mariners to the ruine of both Dost thou not think that Satan hath cast some such branches into the Vessel of the Church at this day that instead of uniting their strength against him and his Kingdom and instead of joyning their power to improve every gale for their furtherance towards their blissful Haven they might fall together by the ears destroy one another and save their enemies a labour O that for the divisions of Sion I could have great searchings great sorrows of heart Lord thy Saints in the Primitive times were famous for their love to each other Their very enemies would with admiration cry out See how the Christians love one another Thy Jerusalem heretofore was a City compact together at unity within
it self Why is it now divided and the walls broken down and the inhabitants all in all in an uprore that all that go by waste it and laugh at it saying Is this the beautiful City Is this the Church of Christ Aha! so would we have it O look down from Heaven and pity mount Sion where thou wast wont to dwell Should thy children fall out by the way to the gratifying thine enemies dishonouring thy name and wounding their own souls Should the members of the same body cut and lance and tear each other Though Dogs and Wolves the wicked of the world tear out one anothers bowels yet the Sheep of Christ should live together in love How long shall it be before thou biddest with a word of power thy people return from pursuing their brethren Shall the Sword devour for ever Thou knowest it will be bitterness in the end For thy names sake unite the hearts of all thy chosen not onely by faith to thy dear Son but also by unfaigned and forbearing love each to other I Wish that my great coldness and backwardness to what is good may invite me to associate with them who will warm and quicken me How averse is my flesh to every work of Christianity how weak is my spirit in their performance how untowardly doth it enter upon them how formally doth it go through with them my carriage in them is wholly unsutable to their weight and worth and what need then do I stand in of help from others As in a material house the walls need support from the strong timber and the timber needs even the nails and spikes to fasten it together So in the Spiritual Temple the weak Christians need the strong to support and uphold them and the strong need the weak if for nothing else yet to call forth those gifts of counselling and that grace of pity and compassion which they owe to them If the strongest want each other that the eye the most knowing Christian cannot say to the hand the most active I have no need of thee much more do those that are weak want supply and support from others Nature teacheth me this lesson The weakest creatures amongst Fish or Fowls or Beasts go usually in flocks and Companies The Ivy and Vine and Hop not being able to bear up themselves will by a natural instinct â—ling about the Tree or Pole or Hedge or Wall that is near them Were I but as sensible of my own weakness as I ought to be I should both earnestly desire and heartily accept the assistance of others It is the Wisdom of my God to let none of his Children have all things about them or a sufficiency to live of themselves without being beholden to their Neighbours to invite and necessitate them to mutual commerce Those that are very able to advise others do yet in their own cases take advice from others The Lawyer will not trust himself in a case of his own estate nor the Physitian in a distemper in his own body but will both desire counsel and direction from their friends A stander by doth many times see more then an actor and is more fit to judge the action then the Agent We are too near our selves to see our own doings and to be right in our judgements of our selves Those that stand at a due distance from us see more clearly and judge more truly Self-love so blinds us that we judge those diseases not unpleasing in our selves which we loath in others O that I might be so affected both with my ignorance of the right way and my proneness to allow my self in my wandrings that I may make use of those Guides which free grace affordeth me Lord give me such sense of my unskilfulness in the wiles and devices of Satan of the deceitfulness and desperate wickedness of my own heart and of my inability to steer the vessel of my soul aright amongst those shelves and sands and storms which I am sure to encounter that I may take up those Pilots which thou providest for me at every Port and so at last arrive in safety at thy glorious City I Wish that I may watch my self amongst the godly as well as amongst the wicked lest Satan do me that injury by a friend which he could not by an enemy Davids familiar friâ—nd conspired his ruine the Son of David was betrayed with a kiss from his friend and though my charity to my friends forâ—ids me to think them as bad as either yet my charity to my self commands me to stand upon my guard Anglers for Fish do frequently catch one fish with another as the greater with the smaller Sure I am Satan is subtile enough to bait his hook with that which is most likely to take and hath too often caught one Christian with another The best friends are but men and have flesh in them as well as Spirit and what know I but the wicked one may tempt them to tempt me as not ignorant of their prevalency over me None was so likely to deceive the Prophet of the Lord as the Old Prophet that pretended a commission from the same power and himself a Servant of the same Master Who can so probably perswade me to a work of darkness as he that is or at least transformes himself into an Angel of light Besides I am apt to be the more careless when I am amongst them that I judge true Christians In a crowd where Cheats usually resort and execute their hellish Trade I look to my money but when I am amongst them whom I suppose to be honest I think that care needless and so may the easier be deceived Lord thou hast commanded me to keep my heart with all diligence I acknowledge I have been too secure when amongst thy Saints as beleiving their work to be onely to advance thine not Satans interest in the World O give me to Consider that when the Sons of God gather together Satan is also amongst them and he is both policick and active to defile me that he may destroy me that I may even amongst them watch and pray and so not enter into temptation I Wish that I may never spend my precious time amongst Christians as the Athenians who never understood the worth of that commodity used to waste it onely in telling and hearing of nâ—ws but as Christ amongst his Disciples in discoursing of things pertaining to the Kingdom of God O what pity is it that a thing of such infinite value should be spoiled and laid out to little purpose I sâ—ould befool him that should throw down pails of Bezerwater to wash common sinks or gutturs which would serve for such excellent use as to comfort our vitals and to refresh and revive drooping and fainting Spirits Who would not abhor that vanity of Nero in shooing his Horses with precious gold and causing that costly mettal to be trampled under foot in the dirt which was worthy to be the materials
my self when any reprove me for the evil in me let me accept it with thanks Make me able to say with that sweet singer of Israel Let the righteous smite me it shall be a kindness and let him reprove me and it shall be an excellent oyl it shall not break my head I Wish that I may by no means repine but always rejoyce at the gifts and graces of others If the other members of the body thrive the heart doth not grieve but is glad at it It s ordinary for younger brothers to boast and glory in the large estate and great possessions which their elder brothers have left them by their Fathers Why should not my soul be joyful at the great share of spiritual riches which the onely wise God hath given some of my brethren If a man love sweet smels the greater degree of them he observeth in any place the moâ—e he is refreshed with them He that delights in Pictures if he see one in a room exactly and exquisitely drawn above all the rest that shall have more of his eye and his heart Is not grace compared to sweet Oynments and shall not I be comforted the more for the greatness of its savour Is not the Image of my God amiable in mine eye and ought I not to delight most in that Copy which is nearest the Original Surely if I envy any their spiritual excellencies I shew my self too like a Child of the Devil There is hardly any worm that gnaweth that unclean spirit more painfully then the grace which God gives his Children Their sins are his utmost joy their graces are his extream greif Would I be found in Satans livery at the last O that I might be so far from murmuring at that double portion of the Spirit which my God bestoweth upon some of his people that I might bless God heartily for it and beg of God to add to it an hundred fold how great soever it is The pretty Birds sing the more merrily the higher the Sun mounteth in the Heavens I have cause to be the more chearful the nearer any ascend to Heaven and the higher they mount in holiness My love to my God to my Brother nay to my self all command me to it My love to my God He that loves his Soverain will rejoyce that he hath any Subjects eminent above others for duty and loyalty They that have much spiritual strength will do my God much spiritual service The more grace they have the more glory they bring to God It s an honour to the Father of Spirits when his Children keep open house according to their estates cloathing the naked feeding the hungry soul and relieving liberally such as are in want I am no Christian if I be not tender of my Gods honour and joyful when that is exalted in the World Besides Love to my brother should quicken me to this duty If I love him as my self I shall both grieve at his soul-losses and rejoyce at his spiritual gains Love delighteth in the welfare of the party loved The hotter the beames of grace are in the party beloved the more they rejoyce the heart of the lover Why should any mans eye be evil towards his Brother because Gods is good to him Have others the less because some have so much Or is it not my own fault that I am not as holy and gracious as he God is a Fountain of grace always running over but he derives it to us according to our capacities If I go to the Well of Salvation and receive but little of the water of life I may know the cause my Vessel was no bigger Nay Love to my self may make me glad at others gifts and graces The greater the Saints estate is the more he will relievâ— others As the Earth though it sucketh in so much water as will give her self a competent refreshment conveyeth many springs through her veins for the cherishing and refreshment of others So the Saints do not onely advantage their own but also others souls Lord though in Hell there be little else but murmuring and repining at the good of thy chosen yet in Heaven there is no emptiness in themselves no envying at others every Saint there hath his joy doubled for anothers joy and is glorified in anothers glory Suffer not thy Servant to make his heart a little Hell by filling it with grief at the good of thy chosen But O make it thy lesser Heaven be thou pleased to dwell in it and then I shall begin the work of eternity in time magnifie and bless thee for thy love to them and praise and bless them for their likeness to thee Finally I Wish that I may so carry my self in all my converses with the Children of God here that I may meet them in the Fathers house and sit down with them at the Supper of the Lamb. Lord if Communion with thy Saints be so pleasant and delightful on earth how pleasant and delightful will it be in Heaven Here my communion with them is imperfect my flesh will not suffer me to receive the good I might from them nor their flesh allow them to do the good they might to me But there shall be no evil no occasion of evil no appearance of evil no sin shall clog the chariots of our souls no flesh shall fetter us from running to embrace and delight in each other but all shall be free to rejoyce and refresh one another Every Saint shall be as it were a fountain of Communion in the sweetest mannerâ— and fullest measure from every one shall flow Riâ—ers of water of life and every one enlarged to rellish and receive If Jonathan beholding a little grace in David on earth loved him as his own soul how doth he love him in Heaven Here our Communion is much lamed by the defects in our bodily organs we cannot impart our minds without our members which being defective make our Communion so but there we shall be as Angels seeing each other without eyes hearing each other without ears and embracing each other without hands Here our Communion is interrupted our particular callings our eating our drinking our sleeping our many occasions call us from it But there is no calling but our general calling of worshipping and enjoying our God no feeding but on the tree of life that groweth in the midst of Paradise no drinking but of the Rivers of Gods own pleasures and no night no sleeping but that rest which remaineth for the people of God O what darkness what night can be there where all the righteous shall shine infinitely brighter then the Sun in his noon day lustâ—e Here our Communion is hindered by the differences that frequently arise â— like Children of the same Father we quarrel and wrangle but there they will all be like-minded having the same love being of one accord and one judgement There indeed Jerusalem is a City compact together and at unity within it self There Pauls desire is granted
that they all speak the same thing they are one in affection one in opinion aud one in expression There Christs prayer is granted Father that they may be one as we are one as thou Father art in me and I in thee that they may be one in us If it be so good and pleasant a thing for brethren here to dwell together in unity and it be as a precious Oyntment and as the Dew which descended upon the Mountains of Sion where the Lord commanded his blessing even life for ever How good and pleasant will it be for those to dwell together in perfect unity there where the consolation of Christ is perfect the fellowship of the Spirit entire the comfort of love compleat no crying no complaining no angry word no frowning look no suspicious thought But as old Gryneus said There Zwinglius and Luther are well agreed Our Communion here is but with a few we are acquainted but with few and our communion is not so large as our acquaintance we have seen but few we have heard but of few and we have discoursed with fewer There are but few in the Counties in the Kingdom where we live and many of them are wholly unknown to us But There is a glorious Company of Patriarchs Prophets Apostles a noble Army of Martyrs a numberless number of Saints of all Countries Callings Conditions Relations a thousand thousand are before him and ten thousand times ten thousand minister to him If Peter when he saw but two of the Children of God in glory with Christ on Earth cryed out Master It is good to be here How good will it be to be There where there shall be a great multitude which no man can number of all Nations and Kindreds and People and Tongues standing before the Throne and before the Lamb cloathed with white robes and Palmes in their hands and crying with a loud voice Salvation unto our God that sitteth upon the throne and to the Lamb for ever O what a blessed time or rather eternity will that be when I shall fully understand what the Communion of Saints meaneth If Solomon could say of militant Saints As Oyntment and perfume rejoyce the heart so doth the sweetness of a mans friend by hearty counsel How much better might he speak it of Saints triumphant What is the sweetness and joy of that societyâ— where every soul is a bed of spices an Orchyard of Pomgranats a Cabinet of perfumes for their mutual delight and refreshment If David was so taken with the beauty of the Church in this World notwithstanding her blackness by reason of corruption and affliction that he saith If I forget thee O Ierusalem let my right hand forget her cunning If I do not remember thee let my tongue cleave to the roof of my mouth if I prefer not Ierusalem before my chief joy How much is he taken with the Spouse of Christ There where it is granted unto her to be arrayed in fine linnen pure and white which is the righteousness of the Saints not onely imputed but also inherent to be cloathed with the embroydered graces of the holy spirit perfect knowledge perfect love perfect joy and all the beauties of holiness without the least spot or wrinkle or any such thing there indeed he prefers Jerusalem before his chief joy whâ—lst he beholds her all fair compleatly conformed to Christ with such a peculiar resemblance of his glory as if the name of Christ was written on her fore-head and her spiritual affinity and kindred manifested thereby Surely it is a lovely communion when Saints sit down together at the Lords Table in this world and partake of his last Supper when they see and hear and taste the true pledges of their Fathers infinite grace and read their Redeemers boundless love written by himself in his own blood Their hearts have many a time been so ravished therewith that they have wished the ordinance might have lasted longer and that Christ would have lain so all night between their breasts But O how infinitely short is this Communion of that which â—hey shall have in glory when they shall be called to the Marriage supper of the Lamb when they shall eat of the hidden Manna and drink of the new wine in their Fathers Kingdom then then indeed every one may say I sit under his shadow with great delight and his fruit is sweet unto my taste without question that Communion which Adam had with Eve that short time which they continued in innocency was exceeding sweet She was to him as a Crown of glory a meet help and the delight of his eyes What a â—air Bride was she whom God himself drest and deckt with all the ornaments of grace What joy must there needs be at that Wedding which was celebrated in Paradise covered with the curious Tapestry of thâ—se pleasant trees which the very hanâ— of the most High had planted and delighted with the raâ—ishing noats of those pretty Quitisters which Infinite Wisdom had taught to sing at the Marriage feastâ— where there was a perfect likeness and love between the Maried Persons where there was not the least evil or shew of evil to allay their joy and especiaâ—â—y where the God of all consolation was fully and fâ—â—ourably present as Master of the Feast Adam could not but esteem her his loving Hind and pleasant Râ—e his sweet yoke-fellow and pleasant play-fellow the partner and sweetner of all his comforts he could not but he satisfied with her breasts and ravished with her love But even this is far inferiour to the communion of the Saints above There in heaven are more glorious bands and sweeter knots of loving fellowship then that of Marriage the attire of the Bride is far richer the beauty of the Bride far greater the wedding chamber is the heavenly Paradise the melody made there will be by celestial Courtiers Angels themselves and there the Fountain whence all joy floweth will run more freely and he will turn that water which Adam had below into the richest wine Lord I acknowledge to thy glory that I have sometimes been refreshed with the company of thy chosen in this world I have seen thee in them and heard thee by them yet how little good have I got by them in comparison of what I might and ought Pardon all my weaknesses and do thou so supply my spiritual wants that I may both love more and improve better the society of thy Saints here that so when thou callest me from this imperfect communion with some few I may be carried to Abrahams bosome and enjoy perfect fellowship with those thousands that are before thee where thou art visible in all every one being thy temple and every heart being the altar upon which the fire of thy love is ever burning O let me praise thee in that great congregation and my glory sing of thee before much people for there shall those that mourned for Sion be filled with comfort and rejoyce for
Psa. 16. 7. The sensual worldling is a stranger to such secrecy It hath in some respects an advantage of society it hath not those clamours nor distractions with it which hinder us in our heavenly trade As it hath fewer allurements to good so it hath fewer impediments of good and fewer suggestions to evil and truly the grand Argument to good which is instar omnium is not wanting to it It hath the presence of God Every godly man may say in a sense as Christ did when his Disciples were to leave him alone I am not alone because the Father is with me Joh. 16. 32. It is reported of Numa that after the death of his Wife Tatia he left the City and gave himself wholly to walk in Fields and Woods consecrated to the gods and thence was said to enjoy the goddess Egeria and that she made him her Husband Plut. in vit Num. Though such stories are fabulous yet its true of the Christian that he enjoyeth much of his God when he is out of the worlds crowd Lovers give and return the sweetest kisses and embraces when they are together in secret Isaac and Rebeckah thought themselves in secret when they sported together David had his Sweet-meats and Heavenly Iunkets in the night when the eyes of others were closed and saw not the Charger which was sent from above for his spiritual refreshment His solitary meditations brought him more solace and comfort then the whole creation could afford him When I meditate on thee in my bed and think of thee in the night watches My soul is filled with marrow and fatness Psa. 63. 6. Communion with God in secret is an Heaven upon Earth What food can compare with the hidden Manna Some persons have excellent banquets in their Closets That bread which the Saints eat in secret how pleasant is it Ah what stranger can imagine the joy the melody which even the secret tears of the Saints cause Believers find rich mines of silver and gold in solitary places they fetch up precious jewels out of secret holes out of the bottom of the Ocean where are no inhabitants Naturalists observe that those fish are sweetest which lye hid Saints have often sweet joy and refreshment in secret they have meat to eat which the world knoweth not of The Fig-tree Olive and Vine would not leave their sweetness fatness and chearfulness to be Kings over other trees They that know what it is to enjoy God in secret would not leave it or lose it to be Kings or Commanders over the whole World Iudg. 9. 11,12,13 One place where the Israelites pitched in their passage to Canaan was called Iothatha from Iatab and Batha a pleasant Wilderness or delectable Desart A Christian hath many such stations in his travails to the Heavenly Canaan When he is in a Wilderness alone out of the noise of Pharoahs Court and free from the clamours and complainings of Gods Israel by reason of Epyptian Task-masters he hath the Pillar the extraordinary presence of his God which abundantly satisfieth and rejoyceth his soul. The highest Princes sometimes give their largest gifts to their favourites in private to prevent that envy which publique notice or knowledge of them might occasion Some Saints give their largest almes in secret that their left hand scarce knoweth what their right hand doth The great and holy God sendeth many a rich present giveth many a large almes to his indigent friends when there is none by to witness his bounty and charity In the dead time of the night when deep sleep seiseth on men the earth receiveth many pleasant refreshing showres The Children of God have many costly Collations and much curious Musick when no eye but their own seeth or tasteth the former and no ear save theirs heareth the latter The Prophet Hosea represents God thus speaking of his people Behold I will allure her and bring her into the Wilderness and speak comfortably unto her Hos. 2. 14. Gods method is marvellous he brings his Church into a Wilderness and then turns it into a Canaan causing it to flow with Milk and Honey By Wilderness some understand a sorrowful and others a solitary condition but then God appears to her the God of all consolation for he speaks comfortably to her He that chid her when she was in the crowd of the world saying as they said and doing as they did when he hath her alone reflecting upon her sins and recollecting her self will speak friendly and comfortably to her In the Hebrew it is I will speak to her heart and surely his powerful satable speech will banish all her heaviness This invisible trade brings in visible profit and comfort Secret correspondence with allies is most difficult but exceeding gainful and delightful Some curious mysteries are like Mines sprung under ground the less they are known the more efficacious and effectual they are The open air or breath of men would soil the beauty and lustre of exact pictures Christ calls his Spouse out of the worlds view and light when he intends her the fullest seals of his love Come my beloved let us go forth into the fields let us lodge in the Villages let us get up early to the Vineyards there will I give thee my loves Cant. 7. 11 12. Mark There in the Fields where no eye beholdeth the sweet meeting of our lipsâ—â— the close embraces of our armes the intimate conjunction of our hearts there I will give thee my loves Kings do not unbosome and open their hearts before a multitude The favourite is acquainted with the richest secrets of state in wereâ— saith Iob as in the days of my youth when the secret of God was with my Tabernacle Job 29. 4. As if he had said according to some O that I were as in my former days when God was secretly in my family and gave me familiar visits which the World took no notice of when I had many reviving soliloquies about God and refreshing colloquies with him The Egyptian Laws placed the Image of silence in all those Temples where the Image of Seâ—apis their god stood as if they might expect most of her favour when they approached her privately with as little noise as might be Addresses to the true God in secret have been accompanied with great successe 2. Consider If thou dost not exercise thy self to godliness in solitude thou wilt be in great danger of running into sin and contracting guilt on thy soul The benefit of solitude rightly improved may afford us comfort but the danger of it commandeth our caution A man in solitariness may be secure because he seeth no visible enemies but he is not therefore safe We are no sooner alone but armies of evil thoughts present themselves to us and they will by force quarter with us if the lodging rooms of our hearts be not taken up beforehand When the Virgin is alone then she is in most danger of being ravisht In our solitude we should not
be without fear of spiritual rapes Our danger will appear if we consider three particulars 1. Our minds are restless and will be employed either upon what is goodâ— or upon what is evil The mind of man is as a Mill-wheel continually turning about and drenching in the waters Our hearts are as a stirring child that cannot endure to sit still No Virgin hath so many Suitors for her love as our minds for their thoughts The Sun may as soon be stopped from his race as the heart from its thinking We are all in this respect like the Sea which cannot rest ever in motion Is not he a foolish miller that turnes the water which should grind his Corn into the High-way where it doth no good And is not he a foolish Christian that imployeth those thoughts about needless â—oy's which should help to provide him spiritual food As the natural heat will be ever working if it have not food to digest it will prey upon the spirits and destroy it self so the mind of man will be always busie if not in thinking of the excellencies of God or the love of Christ or the beauty and necessity of holiness then in speculative wantonness or contemplative wickedness in ambitious fancies or revengeful desires We are like a Boat swimming against tide there is no standing still if the Oar be left that we go not forward the Tide will carry us strongly backward If the ground be not sown with good seed it will of it self bring forth evil weeds 2. Satan is subtle and will not be wanting to fight us when he finds us alone and without any seconds to assist us The Raven which is called the Devils Bird is observed to haunt Deserts and solitary places When the Spirit of God would speak a Ciâ—ty desolate and without Inhabitants he tells us The Raven shall dwell in it When Satan was to enter the List against Christ and would try his utmost power and policy to overcome him he takes him to a Mountain alone Mat. 4. 8. The Scripture to shew the valour and strength of Christ sets out his conquest and victory over the Devil on his own Dunghil in the Wilderness When Christs Lambs are in the Desert alone they may soon be a prey to this roaring Lion Satan is a cunning suitor and will be sure to watch the time when the Parents are from home to wooe the Daughter and steal away her affections He that takes his leave of men to withdraw himself may be confident the Divel will come though more bold then welcome and sit with him When we know of the coming of so bad a gnest is it not good policy to forestal him by fâ—â—ling the house before-hand with loving and beloved friends 3. Our own â—arnal hearts will strive to improve our solitude to draw us to sin The Wife that lyeth in the bosome takes the opportunity of the night when she is alone with her Husband to draw him to her mind and to bend him to her will though she were afraid or ashamed to mention or motion her evil desires before others yet in secrecy she hath courage enough to do it and often with success Our flesh is nearer to us then our wives more intimate with us more powerful over us how frequently doth it draw us to those sins in secret which it dares not be so bold as to whisper to us in publique They devise mischeif on their beds Psa. 36. 4. When the good man is from home and gone a journey then the whorish woman commits adultery with strangers Reader thou canst no sooner be alone but thy corrupt heart will send thee many in wanton and theevish thoughts to bear thee company they will come as Lotâ— daugters to him to the dead time of the night and defile thy soul and thou shalt like Lot not know when they came in nor when they went away Thou little thinkest how subtle thy wicked thoughts are how easily they will wind themselves into and out of thy mind without giving warning or being taken notice of As the Serpent crept into Paradise secretly so do sinful thoughts into our hearts They conspire together against us as the adversaries of Iudah and do as good as say They shall neither know nor see till we come in the midst of them and cause the work of exercising themselves to godliness to cease Neh. 4. 11. As Gods Spirit hath filled his Prophets with excellent Revelations and visions in the night or day when they have been alone so our flesh filleth us with loathsome atheistical blasphemous thoughts oftentimes when we are by our selves Children never dirty their hands and faces or defile their cloaths more then when they get alone from Parents and Servants When thou art in solitude thou hast no humane friend to watch over thee and therefore haste the more need to watch narrowly over thy self No Town hath such need of a Warder no Peers gate of a Porter to keep out nasty beggers as thy heart hath of watch and ward to keep out wicked thoughts SECT II. THirdly Consider The exercising thy self to godliness in solitude will be a probable evidence of thy uprightness Men are wiâ—h-held in company from doing evil by the iron curb of fear or shame and provoked to do good by the golden spurs of praise or profit but in solitariness there are not such rubâ— in the way of lust to hinder our passage nor such baits in the way of holiness to encourage our progress The naked lineaments and natural thoughts of the soul are best discerned in secret The darkest night may afford us light enough to see our selves by when outward objects and occasions do not interpose to hinder our sight or discompose our souls No mans temper can be discovered by his carriage in a crowd of affairs no more then his countenance in a troubled water When the mind is stated in a due repose it bewrayeth her truest affections which in the midst of business she either doth not shew or not observe If many servants and several masters be together busie and active we can hardly tell to what Masters the particular servants belong but when the Masters be alone and walk singly their servants attend on them and are known Our Affections are the servants of our souls both rational and sensual whilst both these Masters are employed as in company it sometimes falls out and they wait it s not easie to judge which they serve in solitude one takes upon it self the government and then its visible what attendants it hath As it s said of grief Ille dolet vere qui sine teste doleâ— He grieves truly that weeps without a witness so it may be said of godliness he is sincere in his godliness who is godly in secret The best characters and truest pictures which can be drawn of the minds of men are to be taken from the bent of their thougâ—ts rather then from their works Wicked men cannot do the
mischief they conceive for lack of the Midwifery of fit instruments and opportunities to bring it forth Good men are unable to act all the good they would because they want power and ability for Execution As Paul acknowledgeth that he was better at willing then performing but every man hath liberty to devise and meditate to study and contrive what he willâ— Though a mans hand or actions may be over awed and over-ruled against his own will yet his heart and thoughts cannot As he thinks in his heart saith the wise man so is he Pov. 13. 7. Practiceâ— may be swayed by outward ends but the thoughts are always genuine and natural Violence may cause the former but love carrieth the latter in its own way Hence good men have been signalized for Saints from the holiness of their thoughts They thought upon his name they meditate in his law day and night and they have even appealed to God with comfort upon their confidence of their uprightness from the goodness of their thoughts Try me O God and know my thoughts as being the purest and most unfeigned issues of the soul Mal. 3. 17. Psalm 1. and such as have least danger of infection from forreign aimes It s observable also that wicked men are set forth by this secret mark They devise mischief they imagine wickedness the thoughts and imaginations of his â—eart are evil God is not in all his thoughts because as Adam begat a son after his own likeness so doth the heart of every man beget thoughts according to its own likeness whether it be spiritual or carnal The Bowl runs as the Bias inclines it The Ship moves as the Râ—dder steereth it and the mind thinketh according to the predominancy of vice or vertue in it The more the fire of grace burns clear in the soul the more of these sparks will ascend towards Heaven The more earthly a soul is the more his thoughts will tend downward the more he will mind earthly things Philip. 3. 17 18. Naturalists tell us of the Gnomon commonly called the Mariners needle that it always will turn to the Northâ—star though it be closed and shut up in a Coffer of Wood or Gold yet it loseth not its nature So the true Christian is always looking to the star of Iacob whether he be shut up in a Prison or shut himself up in his Closet he is ever longing after Jesus Christ. A true lover delights most to visit his friend alone when he can enjoy privacy with him Our blessed Saviour doth not without cause call the Pharisees Hypocrites though they faâ—ted and prayed and gave much almes because they performed those duties chiefly if not onely in company and to be seen of men The applause of others was the weight that set their clocks a going when that was taken off as when they were alone they stood still Therefore Christ adviseth his Apostles to take another course if they would evidence the truth of their Christianity Enter into thy closet shut thy door and pray to thy father in secret One fervent prayer in secret will speak more for our sincerity then many in publique Mat. 6. â—â—it When a Prince passeth by in the streets then all even strangers will flock about him and look upon him but his Wife and Children think not this enough but follow him home and are not satisfied unless they can enjoy him there A false Christian and one that is a stranger to God if he have but a superficial view of him in his Courts is pleased but the true believer and one that is nigh to him in Christ must have retired converses with him in his Closet or he is not contented SECT III. I Come now to shew how a Christian should exercise himself to godliness in Solitude 1. If thou wouldst exercise thy self to godliness when thou art alone guard thy heart against vain thoughts This is the first work to be done without which all that I have to commend to thee will be in vain It s to no purpose to expect that a glass should be filled with costly wine when it s filled already with puddle water When the house before-hand was taken up by strangers there was not room for Christ himself in the Inne If such flies be suffered and allowed in our hearts they will spoil our best pots of Oyntment Some persons though poor when they are solitary delight in the fancies and imaginations of great preferments and pleasures and riches as if they were real whereas they are the meer Chimera's and Fictions of their own brains and have no existence but in their thoughts No wonder our Saviour saith 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Out of the heart of man proceedeth madness Mark 7.21,22 Such thoughts are distracted thoughts and sutable to those that are out of their wits who please themselves in thinking that their filthy holes in Bedlam are stately Palaces that their nasty rags are royal robes that their iron fetters are chaines of gold and the feathers stuck in their caps are imperial Crowns As the Spanish Page in an high distemper of fancy imagined himself to be some great Emperour and was maintained in that humour by his Lord so some foolish men build these Castles in the air and then allow themselves a lodging in them Others please themselves in the thoughts of sinful sports or cheats or unclean acts and sit brooding on such Cockatrice eggs with great delight It is their meat and drink to roul those sugard-plums under their tongues Though they cannot act sin outwardly for want of strength of body or a fit opportunity yet they act sin inwardly with great love and complacency As Players in a Comedy they act their parts in private in order to a more exact performance of them in publique Others entertain themselves with needless and useless thoughts such as tend neither to the informing the mind nor reforming the heart or life Like vagrants a man meets with these in every place but can neither tell whence they come nor whither they go they have neither a good cause nor do they produce any good effect Such thoughts might be in a Davids heart but they were the object of his hate Psa. 119. 103. I hate vain thoughts The best Christians heart here is like Solomons ships which brought home not onely Gold and Silver but also Apes and Peacoks it hath not onely spiritual and heavenly but also vain and foolish thoughts But these latter are there as a disease or poison in the body the object of his grief and abhorrency not of his love and complacency Though we cannot keep vain thoughts from knocking at the door of our hearts nor from entering in sometimes yet we may forbear bidding them welcome or giving them entertainment How long shall vain thoughts lodge within thee Jerem. 4. 14. It s bad to let them sit down with us though but for an hour but its worse to let them lye or lodge with us It s
they die and all else are weary of them may well cry out by way of admiration O Lord the earth is full of thy goodness The earth is full of thy glory What rich mines may I dig out of the bowels of the earth when my God is angry the earth shakes and trembleth and the foundations thereof are moved and shall not my flesh tremble for fear of the God of the whole earth and my soul be afraid of his righteous judgements His hand hath laid the foundation of the earth and his right hand hath spanned the Heavens â— when he calls they stand up together and shall not I hear his call and obey his command Lord if the earth be thine and the fulness thereof the world and all that dwell therein Whos 's then am I Surely thine O help me to disown all title to my self to quit all my interest in my self and to live as one that is not his own but the Lords the earth is full of thy riches let my heart be full of thy righteousness and that will turn earth to me into heaven whilst I am full of thy likeness and thy love If we consider the Ocean that amazeth a beholder with its fierce countenance and seems to have neither banks nor bottom how it threatens the earth with its boysterous billows as if it intended to swallow it up in a moment and yet when it hath swoln it self to the height of its pride and its insulting waves have shewed their teeth how soon it retreats like a coward as if it were afraid of the smallest worm and had already outgone its bounds and commission what innumerable Fish both small and great take up their chambers in the waters and finde their food in the jaws of that devourer what multitudes of massy Vessels she fetcheth off from one Island and carrieth upon her back as a Porter his burthen and sets them down safe at another how she playeth with them what frights she puts them in by the way as men do little children tossing them up to heaven and then throwing them down again as if her belly should be the certain place of their burial and after all her frowns and fury refresheth them with her smiles and favour and doth but prepare them thereby to salute their harbour with the greater joy and gladness how she sendeth out of her store-house provision for the several families of the world furnishing the several pipes and aquaeducts of the earth with fresh springs and streams for the comfort of Man and Beasts If we but confider these things what cause shall we have to say with the Psalmist They that go down into Ships see his wonders in the deep and with those Mariners What manner of man is this whom the Winds and the Seas obey What manner of God is this who gathereth the waters of the Sea together and layeth up the Floods in store-houses who shutteth in the Ocean with bars and doors and saith Hitherto shalt thou come and no further and here shall thy proud waves be stayed who puts a bridle in the jaws of such a monster and when she threatens nothing but death and destruction puls her in and makes her retreat to her own den without doing the least hurt O what a God is this whom the rugged blustring winds and raging boistrous seas obey What excellent conclusions may a Christian gather from such premises Do the Winds and Seas obey God as stubborn and surly as they are and shall not I obey him Are they kept within their banks and shall not I be kept within my bounds Lord thou stillest the noise of the Seas the noise of the Waters and the tumults of the people O why dost thou not quiet the headstrong passions in my breast Thou observest how they roar and make a noise continually what frightful stormes they raise within me If thou wouldst but say to them in their height and heat Peace be still there would presently ensue a calm O suffer not these high winds to overturn me nor these swelling waters to overwhelm me I am even ready to sink save me Master or I perish Thus a Christian may consider the works of God either collectively or severally both in their insides and outsides to his marvellous advantage As the Rabbies say of the Word I may say of the Works of God Turn it over and over and over again for all is in it Turn them over and over and over again for all is in them There is wisdom in them in their variety diversity of natures subordination and serviceableness each to other O Lord how marvellous are thy works in wisdom hast thou made them all There is Power in bringing with a breath the whole Creation out of the barren womb of nothing He spake and it was done he commanded and it stood fast There is Mercy in providing so bountifully for every of his creatures The whole earth is full of thy goodness There is Faithfulness in upholding all things in their being Thy faithfulness is unto all generations thou hast established the earth and it abideth yea mercy and truth meet together Thy mercy O Lord is in the heavens and thy truth reacheth unto the clouds Every of Gods works is so profitable that as the Aromatick fruit not onely the kernel is a Nutmg but the skin of it is Mace As in a fair suit of Arras though the hangings never appear to their full advantage but when they are opened in all their dimensions and seen together yet a small shread may assure you of the excellency of the colours and richness of the stuff So though the Divine Perfections would appear most in their beauty and glory if we were able at one view to behold the whole world in its several eminencies and beauties yet a little part of it may speak the worth and richness of the whole It was an honest speech of a Monk who being asked how he could endure that life without the pleasure of books answered The nature of the creatures is my library wherein when I please I can muse upon Gods deep Oracles The Egyptians were instructed by Characters and Hieroglyphicks by something presented to the eye notions were represented to the understanding Reader it is thy priviledge that thou mayst perform this duty in any place No sight no sound but may afford matter for meditation If thou walkest in thy garden thou mayst turn it into an Eden by delightful meditations Dost thou behold the flowers standing in their ranks what a goodly shew they make thou mayst think what a lovely â—ight it is to see Christians contînuing in those several places and stations in which God hath set them Some flowers open and shut with the sun so doth the Christian observe the shining and withdrawing of the Sun of righteousness Some flowers dye having a worm gnawing their root so will all hypocrites wither and come to nothing notwithstanding their gaudy shew Flowers are tender things and must
this hour hence God appeals to the consciences of the Jews whether though the Prophets died his threatnings which were denounced by those Prophets did not live and take hold of them Zach. 1.5 5 It s true in the Predictions and Prophesies The predictions of the Israelties distress in Egypt four hundred years and deliverance thence of their possessing Canaan of Cyrus birth of the Jews redemption out of the Babylonish captivity of the four Monarchies and of Christs coming in the flesh his mean birth afflicted life death buriall ascention are all already accomplished Those Prophesies in Daniel and Revelation concerning the future estate of the Church the ruine of Pope and Turk the vocation of the Jews and the glorious and pure condition of the people of God in the latter days shall all to a tittle be fulfilled It s observable therefore that some predictions that were or are future are set down in the present tense To us a son is born Babylon the great is fallen is fallen to assure us that they shall be as certainly fulfilled as if they were fulfilled already Isa. 9. 6. Rev. 18. 6. It is the rule of all truth Other Books are true no farther then they are agreeable and commensurable to this All other sayings and writings are to be tried by this touchstone It is not what sense saith or what reason saith or what Fathers say or what General Councils say or what Traditions say or what Customs say but what Scripture saith that is to be the rule of faith and life Whatsoever is contrary to Scripture or beside Scripture or not rationally deducible from Scripture is to be rejected as spurious and adulterate To the Law and to the Testimonies if they speak not according to this it is because there is no light no truth inâ— them Isa. 8.20 3. Consider it O my soul in its names and they will speak much to the excellency of its nature What is this Word which thy thoughts are now upon It is called Scripture or Scriptures by an Antonomasie or excellency of phrase as the most worthy writings that ever saw the light It is called the Word of God both in regard of its efficient cause which is the Spirit of God the material cause which is the mind of God the final cause which is the glory of God It is called the Law of the Lord the law of liberty the law of saith a lawâ— a royal law the book of the law the book of the Lord the book of life the Gospel of peace the Gospel of God the Gospel of Gods grace the counsel of God the charge of God the breath of God the mouth of God the oath of God the Oracles of God the paths of God the wisdom of God It is called a thingâ— the good part the key of knowledge the key of Heaven tidings of salvation glad tidings of peace a good way a perfect way a narrow way Many other titâ—es it hath which shew the excellency of this Word of truth 4. Consider it O my soul in its comparisons which will shew thee somewhat of its perfections Whereunto is this Word resembled it is resembled to light to a lamp Solomon tells us The commandment is a lamp and the law is light T is likely he learned it of his father Thy word is a light to my feet and a lanthorn to my paths saith David Prov. 6 23. Psal. 119. 105. 1. It is light for its clarity and beauty Light is the ornament of the world which is most incorporeal of all corporeal beings therefore termed spiritual Though it discovers all the pollutions of the earth yet it is not polluted therewith The word is the glory of this lower world The law is spiritual and its beauty is not faided nor its purity stained by all the filth of false doctrines and heresies which have been cast into the face of it from the beginning of the world to this day The word of the Lord abideth for ever 2. Light is pleasant and delightful darkness is affrighting and dreadful but light is refreshing and reviving Light is sweet and it is a pleasant thing for the eyes to behold the sun Eccles. 11.7 The word of God is sweet and its a pleasant thing with the eyes of faith to behold the glorious sun of divine truths The eye is not more affected with curious sights nor the ear with ravishing musick nor the pallate with rare meats then a spiritualized understanding with spiritual truths David found not onely delight in the singular but delights in the plural number all sorts and degrees of delights in the word of God Trouble and anguish have taken hold of me but thy commandments are my delights His delights in the Law of God were so rare and ravishing that they quite extinguished all sensual delights as the light of the day the light of a candle and drowned the noise of all his crosses and troubles by their loud and amazing melody Chrysostom compares the Scripture to a pleasant Garden wherein every flower yeilds a fragrant savour Ambrose to a feast wherein every book is a dainty dish affording food both pleasant and wholsom 3. Light discovereth and maketh things manifest The night conceals things and the day reveals them That which maketh manifest is light Ephes. 5. 13. Light discovers things in their proper shapes and colours whether beauties or deformities When the Sun appeareth we see the dust in corners and dirt in Ditches which before lay hid The word of God maketh a discovery of an unknown world of sin in the heart of man and the great mystery of iniquity which lay hid there I was alive without the Law but when the commandment came sin revived and I dyed Rom. 7. 9. The faults and spots and defects of his duties were visible by the light of the word All things are naked and open before it It is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart Heb. 4. 12. The word sheweth the beauty of holiness the love and loveliness of the Redeemer 4. Light directs us how and where to walk In the night we wander and go out of the way we stumble and fall but the day helpeth us both to see our way and to walk in it without stumbling If any man walk in the day he stumbleth not because he seeth the light of this world Iohn 11. 9. The word of God doth preserve us from sin and guide our feet in the way of peace Luk. 1. 73. It is our Poleâ—stâ—r as we are Mariners our Pillar of fire as we are travellers The Law of God is in his heart none of his steps shall slide Psa. 37. 31. Our feet by the light of the word are preserved from falling and our steps from sliding Psalm 119. 105. 5. Light scattereth darkness As the Sun
esteems himself in good company He had rather Gods deputy conscience should admonish him to contrition then that God himself should do it to his confusion According to the Apostles Doctrine Every one of us must give account of himself to God therefore every one of us must take account of himself befare-hand It will be but a sad account which some will give at the great Audit-day when conscience shall confess against them They made me keeper of others vineyards but my own vineyard have I not kept And it is but a poor trade that they drive at present who make little use of their Shop-books The greatest Merchants and the most thriving are much in their Counting-house 5. In solitude accustom thy self to secret ejaculations and converses with God Lovers cast many a glance at each other when they are at a distance and are deprived of set meetings A little Boat may do us some considerable service when we have not time to make ready a great Vessel The casting of our eyes and hearts up to Heaven will bring Heaven down to us My meditations of him shall be sweet Psa. 104. 34. Secret ejaculations have meat in their mouths and will abundantly requite such as entertain them If they be much in our bosomes as Abishag in Davids they will cherish us and put warmth into us They are sweet in the day like the Black-bird cheering us with their pleasant noats and do also afford us wiâ—h the Nightingale songs in the night A true Israelite may enjoy more of his God in a Wilderness then in an earthly Canaan Christians are nearest their heaven when farthest from the Earth What care I how much I am in solitude so I may but enjoy his desirable society Ah how foolish are those persons that neglect the improvement of this glorious priviledge They that like swine can look every way but upward may well lie rooting in the earth desiring no more then fleshly pleasures because they know no better Surely the company of my God is of such weighty consequence and universal influence that I need no other I can have none to equal it The society of my best friends for all their love to me and tenderness of me is but as the company of Snakes and Serpents to the company of my God They have not pity enough for the thousandth part of my misery nor power enough to answer in any degree my necessities Their hearts are infinitely short of my Gods his love to me like his being is boundless but their hands come far short of their hearts though they are not unwilling they are unable to relieve me How often have I told them of my doleful case and distressed condition in vain when thereby I have rather added to their afflictions then lessened my own But my God is all-sufficient both for pity and power he hath bowels and mercy enough for my greatest sufferings and sorrows and strength and might enough for my support and succour My best friends are waspish and upon a small cause are ready to snap asunder their friendship when my Gods good will everlasting and thongh he scourge me he will is never remove his loving kindness from me What need I those puddle streams whilst I have this Well of living water O let me enjoy him more though I never enjoy frâ—end more Because I shall have opportunity to speak more to soul conferences and also to converse with God in secret duties in other parts of this Treatise I shall speak no more in this place A Good Wish about the exercising our selves to Godliness in Solitude wherein the former particulars are applied THe blessed and infinite wise God who made my soul for himself and knoweth it will never be satisfied without himself commanding me in all company to converse with his sacred Majesty and calling me sometimes to solitude that being freed from worldly distractions I might have more of his society I Wish that my nature may be so sutable to his holy being and my love so great to his gracious presence that though his providence should cast me alone into a Prison yet enjoying his favour there I may esteem it sweeter and pleasanter then the stateliest Palace It is both his precept and my priviledge that in the greatest company I should be alone to him and in my greatest solitude in company with him There is not the most solitary place I can come into nor the least moment of my life but I have still business with my God and such as is neither easie nor of mean concernment All my transactions with men about House or Land or Food or Cloaths or the most necesâ—ary things of this present life are nothing to my businesse with God about my unchangeable being in the other world If they were all laid in the ballance with this they would be found infinitely lighter then vanity and nothing My understanding is ready to be overwhelmed with the apprehension of an endless eternal state All my business with meat or drink or sleep or family or friends or mercies or afflictions nay or the means of grace or ordinances themselves is no more worth or desireable then they tend to the furthering my everlasting good All other things are but as passengers to which I may afford a short salute but it is my home where I must abide for ever that my heart must be always set upon and it is my God upon whom this blissful endless life depends that I have most cause to be ever with O my soul by this thou mayst gather with whom to deal and about what to trade when thou art alone tell me not henceforward in the words of the lazy worldling I am idle for I have nothing to do Hast thou pardon of sin the Image of thy God an interest in thy Redeemer freedom from sin the Law the wrath to come a title to life and salvation to get and secure without which thou shalt be a firebrand of hell for ever and hast thou any while any time to be idle Hast thou that high that holy that weighty work of worshipping and glorifying the great God of Heaven and Earth and of working out thy own salvation and yet hast thou nothing to do O that I might never hear such language in thy thoughts much less read it in thy life when thou hast so much business of absolute necessity to be done lying upon thy hands that if all the Angels in Heaven should offer thee their help unless the Son of God himself do assist thou canst not dispatch it in many millions of ages Lord I am thine absolutely thine universally thine all I am is thine all I have is thine O when shall I live as thine I have no business but with thee and for thee O that I could live wholly to thee I confess it is thine infinite graâ—e to suffer such a worm as I am to converse with thy glorious Majesty that Heaven should thus stoop to earth
but as Zacheus when gotten out of the crowd climb up into the Sycamore of meditation and obtain a sight of thy Saviour If he want no company who is with the King surely thou mayst deny all the company on earth for the King of Kings Look how lovingly he invites thee to take a turn or two with him alone in the fields Come my beloved let us go forth into the fields there I will give thee my loves Hast thou not many a time sighed out to him O kiss me with the kisses of thy lips for thy love is better then wine Lo he tells thee the place where he will answer thy petition There will I give thee my loves Thy bridegroom is bashful and desirous to satisfie thy longings in secret Isaac met his bride in the fields and thou mayst meet thy beloved when thou turnest aside from the world to entertain thy self in solitude O how pleasant should solitude be to thee for his sake What matters it whether thou art driven or who be the whips that drive thee when thou art driven farther from men to be nearer the Lord Iesus Christ A loving Husband is instead of all company to a faithful Spouse Is not Christ dearer to thee then all the world be not thou dejected though thou shouldst be turned as he was into a Wilderness but expect an Angel even the Angel of the Covenant to be sent from Heaven for thy comfort Lord it is my support that wherever I am thou art continually with me O that I were able to say I am continually with thee I would willingly with Jacob leave all my company to meet thee aloneâ— so I might but as he did weep in secret and make supplication so as to prevail with thee for thy blessing Though I should sind cause to say with David Lovers and friends stand aloof from me and with Job My friends scorn me yet if thou pleasest by parting me from them to draw me nearer to thy self and to afford me more of thy quickening cheering presence I shall account their absence a desireable advantage The best society without thee is as a barren desart and an howling wilderness the greatest solitariness with thee is as a fruitful Country and delectable Canaan How precious are thy thoughts my thoughts of thee to me O God Let me rather dwel alone in a Prison with thy company then in a Pallace without thee I Wish that I may be the more careful of my carriage in secret lest what I intend as an opportunity for my Gods service should prove a season and advantage for Satan The body must be lookt to narrowly when it comes out of an hot Bath lest the Poors being open it should take cold The soul must be carefully tended when it comes from Christian communion lest in solitude it lose what it hath gained in good company When the Countryman hath been at Market and filled his Purse he is in most danger of robbing as he goeth home alone The Tempter will be sure to be present with me whoever be absent He walks to and fro in the earth and whilst I am in his Circuit I must expect his company Though he be more bold then welcome and though I deny his desires defie his works and resist him and sometimes foil him yet he will still attend to sollicite me to folly wherever I go he will find me out and whatever I do I must expect him at my elbow he hath a double advantage of me in solitude partly in that I have no visible second to assist me he hopes when I am alone t is a good time to set upon me and that he is strong enough by force to ravish and defile me Partly in that shame which restrains from sin in publique hath no place no prevalency in private He will tell me that secresie may be a curtain to hide my sins from the worlds eye of which I am so much afraid As Josephs Mistress he will cry Come lie with me be bold to sin to take thy pleasure for here is no man present to know it or to reveal it to thy disgrace And for God he hath forgotten he hideth his face he will never see it How shall God know can he judge through the dark Cloud Thick Clouds are a covering to him that he doth not see and he walketh in the circuit os Heaven But O my soul thy double danger calleth upon thee to be the more vigilant and diligent in minding thy duty When thou hast no humane friend to watch over thee thou art the more concerned to watch over thy self They that live far from Neighbours are the more liable to Thieves and therefore if wise will make up that want by extraordinary watchfulness and a greater provision of armour and weapons If one Devil be too hard a match for many secure Christians how unable will one single Christian be to encounter with many with a Legion of Devils Shouldst thou be idle in solitude or suffer thy thoughts to wander expect more then good Company and such as will employ thee about works of darkness Besides Consider Though thy thoughts are mantled from the view of men yet thy God knoweth thy thoughts a far off long before thou thinkest them and will judge the secrets of mens hearts according to his Gospel He that numbereth the stars of Heaven numbereth all the thoughts of thy heart I know the things that come into your mind O house of Israel every one of them Ezek. 11. 5. And he that punisheth men for wicked deeds doth not let them escape for their evil thoughts Hear O earth behold I will bring upon this people the fruit of their thoughts Ier. 6. 19. Nay thy God will scourge men both for and by their thoughts accusing thoughts are stinging vipers That worm of conscience which will ever ever gnaw the sinners heart to his unconceiveable misery is bred in his thoughts O therefore wash thy heart from wickedness let not vain thoughts lodge within thee Remember also O my soul if thy most retired thoughts are legible to thy God then thy secret actions are all open and visible to his eye Never presume upon sin in hope of secrecy for though thou mayst cover the candle of creatures with a bushel yet thou canst not the glorious sun of righteousness nothing is hid from his sight There is no darkness nor shadow of death where the workers of iniquity can hide themselves Lord thou hast told me There is nothing hid which shall not be revealed nor secret which shall not be made known I confess my wicked heart is apt to argue impunity from secrecy and to think I am invisible to thee because thou art invisible to the eye of my sense O affect my heart so throughly with thine Omniscience and Omnipresence that â— may keep thy precepts because all my ways whether inward or outward are before thee I Wish that I may have this comfortable evidence of my sincerity by the
creatures and spell the name of my creatour out of them It is my priviledge that I may with Sampson get honey and sweetness by occasional meditation out of the carcass of every creature The whole world is a great vast library and every creature in it a several Book wherein he that runs may read the power and goodness and infinite perfections of its Maker Every object is as a Bell which if but turned makes a report of the great Gods honour and renown Some have compared the Creation to a musical instrument sure I am every individual in it is a string which if toucht by serious consideration will loudly and sweetly proclaim its Authors praise He that hath much stock may well trade high They who by every sight by every sound by every thing felt or tasted are minded of their Father and Fountain may well be taken up with frequent apprehensions and admirations of him For the invisible things of him from the Creation of the world are clearly seen being understood by the things that are made even his eternal power and God head Rom. 1. 20. The Highest and Lowest the Kings and Worms the Sun and Stone the Cedar and Hysop the smallest inanimate irrational creatures read to me dumb lectures of my Gods might and love they are so many Masters to instruct me though silently in his greatness and wisdom The world below is a glass in which I may see the world above The works of God are the Shepherds Calender the Plow-mans Alphabet the King of Heavens Divinity Professors and why not my Catholique Preachers Certainly those several varieties choice rarities and excellent contrivances which appear in them were made as well for my inward soul as outward senses and chiefly for my soul through my senses The word of God is food for faith and so may the works of God nourish faith by sense Faith seeth God in himself sense seeth God in his creatures and thereby may be helpful to faith Take a view O my soul of thy beloved in those pictures which are always before thee representing his glorious and eminent perfections Ah how strange is it that he who is so near to thy senses should be so far from thy thoughts Try a little what wholsom cordial water thou canst distil out of these hearbs and flowers that grow in this earthly Eden by the fire of meditation Ask now the Beasts and they shall teach thee and the Fowls of the air and they shall tell thee or speak to the earth and it shall teach thee or the Fishes of the sea shall declare unto thee Who knoweth not in all these that the hand of the Lord hath wrought this Iob 12.7,8,9 Thou needst not judge the attributes and excellencis of God or the work he requireth of thee so mysteriousâ— that none but men of extraordinary parts can reach or teach them Though the longest line of created understanding cannot fathom his bottomless perfections though his commandments be exceeding broad yet the meanest creatures do after a sort teach thee his wisdom and power and thy duty and carriage Ask now the Beasts and they shall teach thee As brutish as they are they may instruct thee in many rare lessons They will teach thee 1. Gratitude and thankfulness to thy Maker and preserver The Ox knoweth his owner and the Ass his masters crib but Israel doth not know Isa. 1.2 If the dullest of Beasts the Ox and Ass acknowledge their Master how shouldst thou thy benefactour 2. Dependance on the Fountain of thy being If they depend on him for provision wilt not thou Jezreel cryeth to the Corn Wine and Oyl to nourish her these cry to the earth the earth cryeth to the heavens the heavens cry to God upon whom they depend Hos. 2. 19. The eyes of all wait upon thee and thou satisfiest the desire of every living thing He giveth to the beasts their food and to the young ravens that cry Psalm 145. 15. and 147. 9. If the great House keeper of the world be so careful to fodder his Cattle surely thou mayst believe that he will not starve his children 3. The dread and awe of thy God When the Lyon roareth all the Beasts of the Forrest tremble What fear should possess thee when thy God is incensed and uttereth his terrible voice in his threatnings Thy flesh may well tremble for fear of him and thou hast good cause to be afraid of his righteous judgements 4. Providence and Diligence in thy place and calling Go to the Pismire thou sluggard consider her ways and be wise she provideth her meat in the summer and gathereth her food in the harvest Pro. 6.6,8 If she be so wise as to know her season and to improve it how inexcusable wilt thou be if thou shouldst neglect it 5. Innocency The Sheep will suffer many injuries and offer none He went as a sheep to the slaughter dumb before the shearer and opened not his mouth 6. Wisdom and Prudence The Serpent will if possible secure her head what ever part of her be wounded Now the Serpent was more subtil then any Beast of the field The Christian must be careful to secure his faith be wise as Serpents Ask the Fowles of the air and they will tell thee how many truths O my soul will the very Birds chatter out to thee They will tell thee 1. Concerning thy God his goodness and mercy Are not two Sparrows sold for a farthing and yet not one of them falleth to the ground without thy Fathers providence Mat. 6. His providence reacheth the meanest creatures 2. Concerning the wicked one his cunning and policy As the Eagle when she seiseth on the carcass will first peck out the eyes and then feed on its flesh So Satan first blindeth the mind and then leads them hood-winkt to hell As the Eagle carrieth the shelfish into the Air onely that he might break them by their fall and devour them so the Devil by his costly courtesie advanceth many to their destruction Pro. 1. 32. As Birds are caught with several baits by the Fowler some with chaff some with corn some with day-nets some with a lowbel so the Arch-Fowler hath various ways to seduce and catch poor souls ye are not ignorant of his devices 3. Concerning thy self they will tell thee 1. That heavenly-mindedness is the onely way to chearfulness Birds sing most when they are got above the earth The pretty Bed-brest doth chant it as merrily in September the beginning of Winter as in March the approach of Summer Thou mayst give as chearful entertainment to hoary frosts as to warming beams to the declining Sun of adversity as to the rising Sun of Prosperity if thy conversation be in heaven 2. That simple souls are soon seduced and slain when the Larkers day-net is spread in a fair morning and himself is whirling his artificial motion by the reflecting lustre of the Sun on the wheeling instrument not onely the merry Lark and fearful
contrary to his being law and honour though he be so perfect a God that no sin can be hurtful to him yet he is so pure a God that every sin is hateful to him Therefore the Scripture speaking of God after the manner of men represents it as offensive to every of his senses It grates his ears and thence he complains of the cry of Sodom It provoketh his eyes and hence it is said Evil cannot stand in thy sight neither canst thou behold the workers of iniquity It oppresseth his feeling wherefore he â—s said to be pressed with â—in as a Cart is pressed with sheaves It displeaseth his smell and so he calleth sinners rotten carâ—â—sses open sepulchres that send forth noisom savours He proclaimes to the world the offensiveness of sin to his sacred Majesty by the names he gives it in his royal Law wherein â—e forbids it He calls it dung mire vomit filth superfluity of naughtiness filthiness a menstruous cloth a plague an issue an ulcer And yet though sin be thus infinitely loathsom and odious to him he bears with men that are all over infected with it in the highest degree 2. The condition of sinners His patience is much heightned by considering who they are that distaste and provoke him with their sins they are his creatures the work of his hands They rebel against him who were made and are every day maintained by him They forget him that formed them and fight against the fountain of their beings They are his obliged creatures such on whom he hath laid millions of engagements They cannot speak a word or think a thought or fetch their breath without him they live every moment wholly upon his mercy Hear O Heaven give ear O earth he hath nourished and brought up children and they have rebelled against him He is daily multiplying mercies on them and yet they are daily multiplying iniquities against him they are creatures full of enmity against him they sin against him out of hatred of him The carnal mind is enmity against God If it could lay a plot to take away the life of God it hath malice enough to put it in execution Hence there appears little reason why he should pity or spare them If a man find his enemy will he let him go yet God is patient towards them 3. The multitude and greatness of sins and sinners He cannot look down from heaven but every moment he beholds millions of transgressors proclaiming war against him walking contrary to him and provoking him before his face The whole world is a field wherein the inhabitants are continually with drums beating and colours flying with brazen foreheads and stubborn hearts letting flie whole volleys of sins and impieties against heaven Their whole work is to stretch out their hands against God and strengthen themselves against the Almighty From the highest to the lowest they disown his authority deny his dominion deface his image dishonour his name despise his laws scorn his love and moâ—k at his threatnings All sin and come short of the glory of God The whole earth is a kind of hell in regard of blasphemy and pollutions and all manner of provoâ—ations His pure eyes behold the Devil-worship amongst Heathen the Imposter-worship amongst Turks the Idol-worship amongst Papists and the belly and flesh-worship amongst Protestants He seeth in the Rich oppression atheism swearing cursing pride persecution of others in the Poor envying murmuring carnal-mindedness drunkenness and ignorance in the Young head strong passions uncleaness youthful lusts in the Ancient impatience covetousness prophaness He understandeth the several hearts of men so many sinks of sin and the several lives of men so many treasons and conspiracies against his Being and Law and so many men in the world so many monsters of wickedness Though he enjoyn them his Precepts they cast them behind their backs though he would allure them by his Promises they scorn them as Babies to fool children withal though he would affright them with his comminations and threatnings they laugh at the shaking of those spears and look on all his words no better then wind Though he endeavours by his works to reclaim them from their wickedness sometimes loading them with his benefits that his goodness might lead them to repentance sometimes scourging them in measure that they might not be condemned with the world yet they slight his favour are not afraid of his fury and by their impenitency and continuance in sin dare him to his very face He sendeth his Ministers to tell them of their danger he sets up Conscience within them to mind them of their duty he hangs up others before them as spectacles of his wrath that they might take warning and escape destruction and yet they laugh at Ministers for their weeping over them check Conscience for its boldness to check them and think themselves wiser then to be frighted with the scarecrows of Gods judgements on others They sin against â—is Wisdom his Power his Goodness his Faithfulness his Patience his Providence his Ordinances his Son his Spirit his Law his Gospel their own Promises and engagements the voyce and cry of his Vicegerent within them and that day after day and this throughout the whole earth and yet notwithstanding all these high affronts and notorious indignities repeated and continued every moment he beareth with them The meekest man in the world no not all the men in the world have patience enough for one sinner what patience then hath God that beareth so much with a world of sinners It is the saying of one If but any tender-hearted man should sit one hour in the Throne of God Almighty and look down upon the earth as God doth continually and see what abominations are done in that hour he would undoubtedly the next set all the world on fire O how patient is that God that beareth with it so many years The meekest man upon earth could not endure the â—rowardness of one people and they the best people in the world the peevishness of the Jews drove him into that passion for which he was excluded the earthly Canaan How meek and patient then is God who beareth the evil manners of all the nations of the world the greatest part of which make it their work to spit their venome and malice and blasphemy in his face every day The whole world is a volume in every leaf and in every line of which Patience Meekness Gentleness Long-suffering Forbearance are written in broad letters 4. How he knoweth all their sins He doth not forbear sinners from ignorance of their sins he seeth and knoweth all things All the ways of man are before the eyes of the Lord and he pondreth all his goings His eyes behold and his eye-lids try the children of men Men bear with others because they know not their secret treasons and heart-rebellions but God knoweth all the wickedness that is committed in the world He telleth man his thoughts All secret sins are publick to
him All men are naked and open to him He knoweth every thought word and action of every man as exactly as if he had none but him to mind His knowledge is infinite he knoweth all the sins of all men clearly they are as visible to his eye as if they were written with the brightest sun-beam on the clearest chrystal He knoweth all the sins of men distinctly not in a confused heap or lump but one by one knoweth all the sins of all men every moment All the sins that are that ever were or that ever shall be are continually in his eye and view 5. How he is able to revenge himself every moment David did bear with Joab because the sons of Zerviah were too hard for him He was a tender plant that was scarce rooted and feared to be overturned by their fury but God beareth with sinners though he be Almighty and can do all things He can as easily turn the sinner into hell as tell him of hell he can blow the sinner with his breath into the bottomless pit By the blast of God they perish by the breath of his nostrils they are consumed The most secret sin is within the sight of his countenance and the strongest sinner within the reach of his vengeance This is wonderful indeed he is infinite in patience who is infinite in power The Lord is slow to anger and great in power saith the Prophet Nahum 1. He that can in a moment speak the whole Creation into nothing beareth many years with his rebellious provoking Creatures The Lord looked upon the Egyptians and troubled them It s an easie matter to look especially for him that made the eye A glance of his eye will overthrow the proudest stoutest sinner Men are great in anger who are little in power their hearts are good I should say bad enough speedily to ruine such as offend them but their hands are weak and straitned that we may thank their want of power not their patience for our preservation But God who is all power is all patience he that can spurn the whole world into endless wo more easily then all the men of the world can spurn a foot-ball into the water forbeareth them year after year 6. He doth not onely forbear but also do men good His goodness towards them is positive as well as privative he upholds them in their beings protects them in their goings supports them by his power supplieth them by his providence as well as forbear them by his patience His enemies are hungry he feeds them they are thirsty he gives them drink He gives them that corn and wine and oyl which they bestow on Baal he bestows on them those mercies with which they fight against him he blesseth them with life health strength food raiment sleep reason friends peace liberty riches honours the Gospel Sermons Sabbaths offers of pardon and life whilst they persist in their provocations against him He is at infinite cost and charge night and day in sending provision into the camp of his enemies 7. He woeth us to be reconciled He doth not onely command and enjoyn rebellious man to throw down his weapons of unrighteousness but even prayeth and entreateth him with much importunity to accept of peace and pardon As though God did beseech you by us we pray you in Christs stead be ye reconciled to God He is earnest and instant by his Ministers by the motions of his spirit by the calls and convictions of conscience that he might perswade miserable men to be happy 2 Cor. 5. 15 20. 2 Chron. 36. 15 Isaiah 65. 2. and 42. 14. I have stretched out my hand all the day long to a rebellious house that have walked in a way that is not good 8. He doth all this without any expectation of advantage to himself He gains not by our holiness neither is he a loser by our wickedness The arrows of sin are always too short to reach him and he is so high that he is far above our highest service our blessings and praises infinite perfection admits of no addition Can a man be profitable to God as he that is wise may be profitable to himself Is it any pleasure to the Almighty that thou art righteous or is it gain to him that thou makest thy ways perfect He begs as hard as if it were for his own life but it is wholly for ours He loseth not the least if we be lost he saves nothing by our salvation It s all one to the Sun whether men open their eyes and are refreshed with its light or shut their eyes and behold nothing of its glorious splendour 9. He forbeareth us who is infinitely our Superior It were much for a King to bear with a affronts from a vile Beggar but it s infinitely more for the King of Kings to bear with indignities and treasons and malice and hatred from his vile creatures O the patience of a God! man cannot suffer a disrespect from his fellow but God doth from them that are infinitely his inferiours The Apostles were good men yet upon a little disrespect from some of the same make and mold with themselves they presently call for fire from heaven what patience and goodness is then in God who beareth with such innumerable and notorious affronts from his Slaves and Vassals from them that in comparison of him are much lesse then nothing 10. He warneth before he striketh He threatens that he might not punish and thundereth with his voice that he might not overthrow us with his hand He shoots off his warning peices that he might spare his murthering peices Men that are set upon revenge are silent When Absolon resolved on the destruction of Ammon he spake not a word to him either good or bad but God tells men fully what is intended against them by his justice that it might be prevented by their fitness for mercy That bitterest cup of threatnings hath the sweet of love at the bottom 11. He punisheth temporally that he might spare eternally When he is forced to strike he â—seth the rod that he might not use the ax We are chastened of the Lord that we might not be condemned with the world He forceth tears in this world to prevent eternal weeping how many a mans way doth he hedge up with thorns that he might not find the path to eternal death 12. He is thus patient towards men who did not wait at all on Angels The Angels were more noble creatures and able to have done him more and better service then man yet when they sinned he did not wait a moment for their repentance but he stretcheth out his hand all the day long to man He that would not wait upon disloyal Courtiers waits upon rebellious Beggers Consider the causes of it The moving cause is his own gracious nature Men forbear punishing Malefectours sometimes because they are related to them sometimes from hope of advantage by them sometimes because they are afraid of them
creatures that nature produceth are some way serviceable to their fellow creatures O that I might never by filling up my life with laziness be a Wen in the face of nature serving no way to profit onely to disfigure it Yet I desire that my diligence in my particular may be regulated by my duty towards my General calling Oyl moderately poured in feeds the Lamp excessively drowns it Alexanders Souldier run so lightly upon the sand that he made no impression with his feet My duty is to give earthly things my hands but my heart onely to the things of heaven Lord It s as well thy pleasure that I should work here as thy promise that I shall rest hereafter Let tâ—y grace be so operative in me that I may never give Satan advantage against me by being negligent or over-diligent in my particular calling Suffer not the interposition of the earth ever to cause an eclipse of holiness in my soul But let thy word so limit me and thy spirit guide me that as one diligent in his business I may come at last to stand before the King of Kings to my eternal comfort I Wish that I may no part of the day be so overcharged with the cares of this life by my particular calling as to expose my self to wickedness by neglecting my spiritual watch If my heart be full of earthly vapours they will fume up into my head and make me drowsie A drunken man is no sooner set in his chair but he is fast asleep Sober and Vigilant are sisters in Scripture 1 Thes. 5. Let us watch and be sober 1 Pet. 5. 8. Be sober and vigilant The immoderate love of the world will incline me as effectually to spiritual slumbers as immoderate drinking of Wine to bodily If Satan can get me to take this Opium he doubts not but to lock me fast to my bed and to have me at what advantage be pleaseth O how easie is it to destroy a sleeping body to defile a sleepy soul Noah Lot David Solomon walked in their sleep and dreams in strange and sensual paths When the eye of the souls watchfulness is â—hut the soul is open to all dangers and assaults Whilst the Husbandmen sleep the enemy soweth Tares Sisera's head was nailed to the earth whilst he lâ—y snoring on the ground Epaminondas was not more severe then exemplary when he ran the Souldier through with his sword whom he found sleeping upon the Guard as if he intended to bring the two Brothers Sleep and Death to a meeting The Hare therefore say someâ— being liable to many enemies sleepeth with her eyes open to see danger before it surprise her I walk continually in the midst of powerful and politick adversaries The Canaanite is yet in the Land though not Master of the Field yet skulking in Holes and Ambushments watching an opportunity to set upon and destroy me There is not onely an Army of Temptations besieging me without but also many Traytours conspiring within to open the gate of my heart to them that they may enter and undo me My own heart is like Jacob a Supplanter and conspireth to rob me both of the birth-right and the blessing Let me go where I will I tread upon Lime-twigs which the Arch-fowler layeth to intangle and insnare me Saul sent messengers to Davids house to watch him and to slay him Satan sendeth messengers after me in all places where I â—ome to watch me and to sâ—ay me The whole world is as the valâ— of Siddimâ— full of slime-pits and without watchfulness the anointed of the Lord are taken in those pits Gen. 14. 10. Lam. 4. 10. Sin is a slie theif that steals upon the soul to rob it when t is asleep O what need have I of the greatest watchfulness and circumspection imaginable As the eye-lids guard the tender eyes from harm so doth watchfulness preserve the soul from wickedness O my soul canst thou not watch with thy Redeemer one hour when he ever liveth to make intercession for thee T is but the short night of this life that thou art commanded to stand â—entinel ere long thou shalt be called off the guard and freed from that trouble Lord thou art ever watchful over me for good thou never slumberest nor sleepest but thy seven eyes are ever upon me Thou mayst say to me as to thy Vineyard I the Lord do keep it I water it every moment lest any hurt it I keep it night and day O since thou watchest to preserve me let me watch to serve thee Set a watch O Lord before my lips Be thou the Governour of my heart Lighten mine eyes lest I sleep the sleep of death Let mine enemies never find me nodding lest they leave me dying Thou hast told me Behold I come as a Theif Blesâ—ed is he that watcheth and keepeth his garments lest he walk naked and they see his shame Give me so to wake and watch now that death may bring me a Writ of ease and call me to my endless rest I Wish that I may all the day long be even covetous of my time as knowing it is allowed me not for the service of the flesh but for the service of my God and to dress my soul for Heaven If I be lavish of my time I am the greatest Prodigal in the World If he be a spendthrift that throweth away an hundred pound every day he is a far greater that wasteth half an hour in one day Time is more worth then the revenues of the whole world He that can command millions of treasure cannot command one moment of time The Father of eternity hath the sole disposition of time The value of this commodity is not known to this beggarly world in a day of life Now men study sports and pleasures and company and plays to waste time It lieth as a drug upon their hands and they think themselves beholden to any that will help them to put it off But when the King of terrors with his gastly countenance approacheth them and summons them to a speedy appearance bâ—fore the King of nations to receive their eternal dooms O then their judgements will be quite altered and time will be precious indeed Then they who play away their time and give all to the world or flesh will tell me that time was good for something else then to eat and drink and sleep and trade that it was good to feed an immortal soul in and provide for an eternal estate Then the Rich and Covetous as well as they loved their wealth though it be now dearer to them then their God and Christ and Souls and Heaven will part with all they have for a little time Then the Swaggerers and Gallants of the world who spend twenty hourâ— in Taverns to one hour in the Temple and if it were not for Play-houses and Ale-houses and Whore-houses and Hawks and Hounds and Cards and Dice could not tell what to do with their time who mark all the
discern and discover the secret lusts which are hugd in their hearts Besides their consciences being defiled as well as other faculties are not so true to them as to convince them powerfully of that pride hypocrisie unbelief impenitency atheism and ungodliness which they are guilty of And Satan hath a strict watch over them to keep them asleep in sin not caring so men go to hell whether they go thither in the dirty road of scandalous and crying crimes or in the cleanly path and through the fair Meadows of Civility Whether the person be scandalous or civil it will be needful to let in light at some crevice and not to leave the sinner wholly in the darkness of despair The good Samaritan poured Oyl as well as Wine into the wounds of him that fell among Theives A little hope may melt that heart which despair would harden Sturdy Theives have wept at the news of a Reprieve that have stormed and raged at the sentence of Condemnation But this is wisely to be done lest the sinner be encouraged to presume Lenity is to be joyned with Severity Let there be love but not emboldening them to sloth let there be terror but not driving them into a fury saith Gregory If the sick person be one that is judged a true member of Christ then speak to the excellency of Grace and Christ and Heaven to the certainty and worth of those promises that are entailed on beleivers to make his passage into the other world as comfortable as thou canst It will be fit also to speak to those graces of Faith Patience Love Heavenly-mindedness and Ioy in God which should be minded and exercised in a time of sickness how the time of affliction is the spring the special time wherein those graces should shoot up and shew themselves that God expecteth some service from him under his fickness and that his last works should be better then his first If he be under doubts and fears for Satan will take the advantage of his sickness to assault him with his fiery darts and Saints are too apt to Question Gods love when they feel his hand the weakness of the body discomposing the mind and denying it the free exercise of spiritual judgement then advise him to review his former experiences of divine goodness and trials of divine grace within him to hold fast on Jesus Christ and to consider that sickness is common to men good as well as bad that though they differ vastly in the other world yet not at all in their passage thither Singular Saints have been afflicted with the sorest sickness Iob was a none-such for sanctity yet full of sores It s a question whether he were more eminent for corporal distempers or spiritual health Hezekiah David Asah Paul Epaphroditus were all thus chastened of the Lord but not condemned with the world Whatsoever the sick person be whether gracious or graceless it will not be amiss to mention the three great lessons which God would teach every one by affliction 1. The emptiness of the world appearing in its inability to afford the least ease to the body or comfort to the soul of the sick how little worth is that which fails a man in his greatest need 2. The preciousness of Christ and Grace and the Promises of the Gospel which can enliven and encourage a dying person that can cause light in darkness joy in sorrow and life in death that can enable a Christian to rejoyce in tribulation and to welcome pain and sickness nay and the very King of terrors and to look into the other world with comfort and confidence 3. The sinfulness of sin which is the original of all diseases and aches and greif and separation of friends and losses and miseries whatsoever The Rabbies say that when Adam tasted the forbidden fruit his head aked T is clear sin is the original of sickness The body is the instrument of unrighteousness therefore the subject of diseases For this cause many are weak and sick 1 Cor. 11. 30. All the evil in this and the other world are the issue and off-spring of sin Ah! what a root of bitterness is that which brings forth such bitter fruit Be sure to take the thoughts of the sick off from resting in Physitians or any means used for their cure Thâ—s was the fault of good Asah 2 Chron. 16. 12. Let them know that it is God that wounds and he onely that can heal and therefore he must not be tempted either by despiâ—ing those helps which his providence giveth or by relying on them Hippocrates gave this counsel to all Physitians that when they went upon any occâ—sion to visit their Patients they should consider first of all whether there was not divinum aliquod in morbo something of God in the disease if so he held the Patient to be desperate and his recovery impossible Cujus contrarium verum est If it were the hand of God that smote them the same hand can help them for with him nothing is impossible Let them understand that sickness hath a supernatural as well as a natural cause That all diseases are like the Centurions Servants at the command of God He saith to one Go and it goeth to another Come and it cometh to a third Do this and it doeth it God would have the Israelites know that not onely Sword and Famine and Captivity but also Pestilence Consumptions Feavers and Burning Agues are sent from Heaven Deut. 28. 21 22. He causeth those stormes and tempests and quarrels and contentions that are between the humours in our bodies to their disturbance and destruction therefore Moses beholding the whole body of the Jews except two renowned members corrupted for he lived to see all that came out of Egypt besides to die cryed out Thou turnest man to destruction and â—ayst Return ye children of men SECT V. 3. DEal closely and faithfully with him Let not fear of giving distaste or hope of some advantage to thy self make thee false to the soul of the sick Do not play the part of a Mountebank in using palliating medicines to allay the distemper or Anodynes to stupifie the patient and neglect the root of the malady Alas carnal wretches are prone enough of themselves to deceive and flatter their own souls till it be too late for second thoughts and the wicked one will be at their beds side to hinder if it be possible all means from awakening and undeceiving them be careful therefore lest thou shouldst be any way accessary to Satans design Sin is like the little Serpent Aspis which stings men whereby they fall into a pleasant sleep and in that sleep die sinners need all the rouzing and affrighting considerations that may be He that gives a potion which instead of furthering health procureth death is a Murderer The Flatterer is like the worm Terendo mentioned by Pliny in Nat. Hist. as soft as Silk in the feeling of the hand but it biteth so hard with the
the soul By these Hand-maids he wooeth the Mistress But the sick bed is a Book in which I may read their deceitfulness and treachery their perfidiousness and fallacies and thereby learn to avoid them Further I may read the sinfulness of sin in others sickness That Parent must needs be a deformed monster that begets such uncomely and ill-favoured children In the dreadful effects I may behold the poisonous cause Man had never known sickness in his body if he had not known sin experimentally in his soul T is the plague and stone of the heart that causeth those in the flesh When I behold the sick man labouring under his distemper how he is chastened with pain upon his bed and the multitude of his bones with strong pain so that his life abhorreth bread and his soul dainty meat How his flesh is consumed away that it cannot be seen and his bones stick out he is filled with tossings too and fro unto the dawning of the day When I behold his eyes sinking his heart panting hiâ— Wife and Children wailing and wringing their hands his friends weeping his tongue faltering his throat ratling his breath failing his strength languishing his whole body in a cold clammy sweat wrestling with his pain and disease may I not well cry out O what an evil is sin which bringeth all this upon the poor Children of men My Redeemer is therefore said to bear our sicknesses because he bare our sins in his body on the tree 1 Pet. 2. 24. Mat. 8. 17. And in all his applications for the cure of the diseased he had an eye to the root of the malady To one that was diseased he said Be of good cheer thy sins are forgiven thee To another Sin no more lest a worse thing come unto thee When the Angel was smiting Israel with a Pestilence holy Davids thoughts ran upon the procuring cause I have sinned I have done very wickedly My God teacheth Israel the grievous nature of their defilement in the greatness of those judgements which they brought upon them Speaking of his severity towards them he tells them Thy way and thy doings have procured those things unto thee this is thy wickedness because it is bitter because it reacheth unto thine heart Ier. 4. 18. Our bodies are full of natural corruption because our souls are full of moral corruption O how fitly may I therefore when I behold the evil of affliction on others abhor and bewail the evil of sin in my self Once more I may be instructed in the necessity of a timely preparation for such an hour of affliction Can I think a â—ick bed a fit place an hour of pain and grief a meet season to begin that great business of turning from sin of loathing my self for all my abominations and working out my own salvation Is it rationally to be imagined that trembling joynts dazelled eyes a fainting heart failing limbs a body full of aches and diseases a soul sympathizing with it and full of vexation and grief should be fit instruments about such a work which an angelical strength and agility and freedom is little enough for Ah What wise man would build his eternal making and welfare upon such a tottering and sandy foundation The greatest strength and longest time and most vigorous health is not in the least degree too much for this needful and weighty business and shall I put it off till my strength fails my health is gone and my time near its last sand Lord Beside all these I may learn the excellency of thine Image and thy favour Sickness cannot waste them nor death it self destroy them Where the Curtains are drawn and the windows close in the darkest chamber of the dying man the comeliness of thy likeness and the sweetness of thy love are most sparkling and glorious The want of outward comforts doth convince the unbeleiving world of the worth of eternal blessings When the flesh and world that made shew of such love to their deluded favourites turn them off in their extremity as the Jews did Judas complaining to them of his-folly and wickedness What is that to us see thou to that Thou standest by and ownest thy servants thou knowest their souls in their days of adversity and how-ever thou dealest with them in their health wilt be sure to tend and look to to be both Nurse and Physitian to thy sick children Thy grace is a reviving Cordial and thy love will make even death it self a sweet and desireable dish O help thy poor servant to gain much spiritual good by those natural evils which others suffer As others sickness speaketh these things to mine ears and their conditions make them visible to mine eyes do thou write them in my heart that all such providences of thine towards others may make sin more ugly the world more empty thy graces and favour more comely and desireable and that furthering my purity at present they may further my eternal peace hereafter Finally I Wish that the sickness of others may cause me to be the more industrious in a faithful improvement of my health and take me wholly off from priding and pampering and making provision for that flesh which is so apt to breed diseases and in its greatest beauty and strength is so near to death The goodliest structure of body is but earth a little better wrought or more curiously then usually moulded up and with an ordinary disease is mard and defaced and so calleth on me to be humble rather then lifted up The Flesh that I provide for my flesh is not more subject to corruption or more perishing then the flesh for which it is provided Within a few days I shall have an end both of food and feeding O that I might waste that body in Gods service which will ere long waste with sickness spend and he spent in his work who gives me my health and strength and hath promised a bountiful reward Sure I am I can never bring them to a better Market nor put them off at an higher price Is it not better to consume my flesh in doing good in glorifying my God then with idleness and ease or with distempers and diseases Satans servants do not grudge to give their prime and cheif their healâ—h and strength to their lusts and shall not I give mine to my Lord Ah Lord an unthankeful selfish unbeleiving heart hath too much â—indered me from and disturbed me in those excellent duties which thou callest me to O deliver me from it for thy mercies sake Strengthen me by thy good spirit both to do good to and receive good by such as thou chastenest with sickness so to consider the poor and afflicted and to visit others in my heath that thou mayst visit me with thy saving health strengthen me upon my bed of languishing and make all my bed in my sickness that my most mortal sickness may not be unto death eternal but for thy glory and my passage into endless bliss yea
Sons to peace lest they should lose the Kingdom he left his heir The Saint must conjure his Children to purity in the first place lest they lose their souls and the Kingdom of Heaven Mr. Robert Bolton on his Death-bed called his Children together Wisht them to remember the counsel he had formerly given them and he verily beleived none of them durst meet him at the great Tribunal in an unregenerate estate Mr. Sanders a little before his death in a Letter to his Wife writeth thus Dear Wife riches I have none to leave behind me wherewith to endow thee after this worlds manner but the treasure of tasting how sweet Christ is unto hungry consciences ' whereof I thank my Christ I feel part and would feel more I bequeath to thee and to the rest of my beloved in Christ to retain the same in sense of heart always O how pathetically how earnestly should dying Christians who know somewhat of the worth of grace and holiness and of the evil and end of sin and sinners perswade their Children and Relations to love and fear and serve the Lord when it s the last time that ever they shall advise or counsel them How hard should they woo that the souls of their Kindred may be married to Christ Secondly In commending thy self and others to God by prayer When the body breaths shortest it breaths quickest Though the Christian on his death-bed may want strength for long solemn devotion his short ejaculations should be both fervent and frequent The first thing a Child of God doth when new born is to breath to pray Act. 9. 27. And its one of the last things he doth Act. 7. ult He entereth praying into the place of praise Paul the Hermit was found dead saithe Ierom with his hands and eyes lifted up to Heaven that the dead corps seemed to pray Demus operam ut moriamur in precatione Let us endeavour to dye at prayer saith Austin 1. The sick man should pray especially for himself Lord Iesus receive my Spirit saith Stephen Father into thy hands I commend my Spirit saith Christ Lord saith dying Beza Perfect that which thou hast begun that I suffer not Ship-wrack in the Haven Children desire to dye in their Fathers bosome or on their Mothers lap Mr. Perkins died begging remission of sin and intreating mercy at Gods hands Bishop Vsher was often heard to desire the like end that Mr. Perkins had which he obtained for the last words which he was heard to utter were But Lord in special forgive my sins of omission not long after which he expired Luthers prayer a little before his death or rather thanksgiving was Pater mi caelestis Deus Pater domini nostri Iesu Christi ago tibi gratias quod filium tuum Iesum Christum mihi revelasti cui credidi quem sum professus quem amare c. My Heavenly Father the God and Father of my Lord Iesus Christ I thank thee for revealing thy Son Iesus Christ to me whom I have beleived whom I have professed whom I have loved Others must not be forgotten by us but our own souls must in a special manner be remembred Bellarmin tells us of a desperate Advocate in the Court of Rome who being exhorted on his death-bed to pray to God for mercy made this speech Lord I have a word to say to thee not for my self Ego enim propero ad inferos neque enim est ut aliquid pro me agas For I am hastening to Hell neither is there any thing that I would beg on my own behalf but for my Wife and Children This he spake saith Bellarmin who was then present as boldly as if he had been taking his journey onely to some neighbouring Village 2. For his Relations The more hot our affection is to any the more fervent our petitions should be for them Praying Parents are the most loving Parents When dying chiefly they should bless their Children in the Name of the Lord. So Isaac did Gen. 28. 1. Thus Iacob Gen. 48. 15 16. Godly Parents may plead the Covenant made to them and theirs unto God on their Dying Beds with comfort They are best acquainted with their Childrens conditions conversations wants weaknesses and so fittest to open their cases to God and to beseech grace on their behalves that they may be an holy seed a generation arising to shew forth his praise Christ when nigh death committed his spiritual Children to his Father and earnestly begged his care of them and favour for them Holy Father I come to thee I am no more in the World but these are in the world Keep them thrâ—ugh thy name keep them from the evil sanctifie them through thy truth So should a godly Father or Mother when dying Lord I am leaving my poor Children in the midst of snares and temptations and miseries I am coming out of the world to thy Majesty where I shall be above all frights and fears and beyond all malice and mischief but my children are in the world and will dayly be environd with allurements and affrightments with assaults and batteries from their spiritual enemies thou knowest the power and policy of the world and the wicked one the treachery and deceitfulness of the flesh within them and their weakness and inability to wrestle with and overcome the flatteries of the World and the suggestions of the Devil O keep them through thy name that they may look beyond the World live above the World and expect and eye their portion and happiness in a better World Though they live in the World let them not live as the World but walk all their days as heirs of another World Keep them from the evil of â—in however it please thy Majesty to deal with them about the evil of Suffering Give them the Shield of Faith whereby they may quench the fiery Darts of the Devil Let thy Covenant of grace be their portion thy love their cordial and thy Mansion-house their eternal possession Be thou their Father to direct protect govern and provide for them and give them a name in thy house better then of Sons and Daughters O sanctifie them through thy truth that they may be saved and may meet me with joy at the great day Luther when dying made this Will for his Wife great with Child and his little Sons O Lord God I thank thee that thou wouldst have me to be poor in this world I have no House Land or money that I should leave them Thou hast given me Wife and Children I restore them to thee Do thou O Father of Orphans and judge of Widows nourish teach keep them as thou hast hitherto me 3. For the whole Church of God It s good to pray by our selves but its ill to pray onely for our selves When we are dying and going to the Church triumphant we should be sure to put up some requests for the poor members of Christ and the Church
of the rich Glutton can prevail to avoid it No time no place no company no houses no lands no relations no youth no strength no power no preferments can priviledge me against the arrest of death God hath decreed it Sin hath deserved it and I must expect it It is so searching that it will discover all the Children of men both to themselves and Angels Though ships are usually distinguished by their Flags yet that is no sure sign for Mariners when in sight and fear of their enemies will ordinarily hang out the colours of other Nations and say they belong to them but when they come to their Haven to unload their vessels it appears to what Country they belong Though men are usually distinguished by their outward behaviours yet many for their own ends put on Christs livery who are of Satans family but when they come to be searched and unladen at the end of their lives t will be known to whom they belong When I come to dye then the great controversie between Christ and Satan concerning my soul will be determined whose it shall be for ever O my soul that thou couldst but conceive what it will be to be sent by death into an unchangeable estate either of bliss or misery If thou diest in thy sins thou art killed with death Shouldst thou now live without conscience thou wilt dye without comfort and remain comfortless for ever Ponder a little with thy self the fearful death of a sinner that thou mayst flie his wicked acts as thou wouldst his woful end In the midst of his jollity and mirth when he is in an eager pursuit of carnal pleasures and posting in the way of worldly delights and running to all excess of riot he is on a sudden by deaths harbinger sickness commanded to stand and proceed no further This cuts him to the very heart His former prosperity like Oyl hath suppled his body and makes him more sensible of his present pain And his immoderate love to those fleshly delights doth abundantly greaten his grief and increase his loss Now the man is thrown whether he will or no upon his sick bed that must be his death bed In this his extremity his Companions and Friends and Wife and Children and Honour and Places and Preferments and Silver and Gold and Houses and Lands and costly attire and dainty fare are all dry things and unsavoury to him no creature can afford him the least comfort If he look into his Chamber his Wife is weeping and wringing her hands his Children are sighing his friends are lamenting and wailing but all this doth increase not mitigate his vexation and misery If he look into his Conscience he finds that taking courage and telling him to his face that though formerly he would not suffer it to speak yet now it must tell him the truth that death and hell and wrath are the wages of his ungodly works It will bring to his mind the time he hath mis-spent the talents that he hath mis-improved the day of grace that he hath despised the great salvation that he hath neglected his secret and private and publick sins the sins of his Childhood of his youth of his riper age those sins which he had forgotten and thought should never have been remembred are all set in order before his eyes His heart which was before harder then the neather Milstone is now pierced though not with an evangelical contrition yet with legal terrors and torments His sickness will allow no rest to his body and his sins will afford no ease to his soul. In the evening he cryeth Would God it were morning in the morning Would God it were evening because of the anguish of his spirit His bones are filled with a painful disease and his body with unquietness The Arrows of the Almighty are within him the poison thereof drinks up his spirit and the terrors of God do set themselves in array against him His review of his past actions his remembring of his slighting Christ for a brutish pleasure or a little fading treasure or a base lust and provoking God and continuance in sin against mercies judgements warnings the light of conscience the motions of the spirit are as so many envenomed Arrows sticking in his side and piercing him through with many sorrows but the thoughts of his necessity of dying and his fore-thoughts of the consequent of death how hell rides upon its back and eternal torments attend it how he must fry in unquenchable flames and take up his everlasting lodging amongst roaring Lyons frightful Dragons and the hellish crew sink him quite down To add some more Gall and Wormwood to his cup of bitterness the Devil now steps in and sheweth him his sins in their black hew in their bloody colour and countenance to make him hopeless and desperate The poor creature in this miserable plight and plunge knoweth not what to do whether to go for releif Dye he would not but must live he would but cannoâ— Now he wisheth that he had prayed and served God and minded his soul and salvation more and gratified his flesh and embraced the pleasures and honours of the World less Now he desireth that he might live a little longer and thinks O how would I redeem time and follow after holiness and walk with God what would I not do and suffer to lay up some comfort some cordial against such an hour But whilst he is thus in the midst of his vain wishes Death tells him by the violence of his distemper that the time of his departure is at hand His eyes now begin to sink his speech to faulter his breath to shorten and his heart to fail him and a cold sweat to seise on his whole body He strives and struggleth with all his might to continue here but Death like a Cruel Serjeant drags him to the bar of God whence he is immediately with frowns and fury dismist and haled to the dreadful and eternal Dungeon of Hell O the howlings the screeching the groans the grief which possesseth this poor soul when he is attached by Devils those merciless Officers and carried by them to the lake that burns with fire and brimstone for ever The Spirit being now gone the Body remains a cold lump of Clay forsaken of its dearest friends loathsom to its nearest relations sit for no company but the wormeaten congregation amongst which it must abide till the last day when it shall be joyned to the soul and partake with it in unconceiveable and endless torments Ah who can read such a souls estate with dry eyes or think of such a condition without sorrow O my soul what are thy thoughts of such a death Wouldst thou for the most prosperous Worldlings life dye such a death Doth not thine heart ake whilst thou art musing on it If thou wouldst not meet with the end of such men avoid their ways Lord I confess my self a great sinner and thou mightest justly leave me to walk
in the counsel of the ungodly and to go in the paths of the destroyer that my feet should tend to death and my steps take hold of hell yet for thy sons sake teach me thy way and lead me in thy righteousness that my soul may never be gathered with sinners nor my life with bloody men that I may die the death of the righteous and my latter end may be like his I wish that I may look upon a dying Bed as a Fit Pulpit in which I may preach my Makers and Redeemers praise The speeches of dying persons are often highly prized as savouring of most sincerity and least suspected of selfish ends They who scorned my counsel and rejected my advice in my health and strength as fearing it proceeded rather from interest then simplicity of heart will if they have the least grain of charity believe me in earnest and my words to be the language of my soul when I am dying and entering into my eternal estate The worst of men have some reverence and respect for dying Christians What thrusting and crowding even to the prejudice of their bodies hath there often been to hear the speeches and last words of dying men The vilest Malefactour who is cut off by the Sword of justice is permitted with patience to speak and attended to with diligence at the Gallows If enemies have some respect for dying Felons and will hearken to them with meekness what hopes may a dying Saint have of advantaging the souls of his friends O that I might greedily embrace such an opportunity of advantaging the interest and honour of my God the service and good of my neighbours and by my pious language and gracious carriage at my latter end make others in love with holiness holy men and the holy one of Israel Sinners catch hold of every season to propagate their ungodly seed and commend Satans rotten wares to the men of the world Why should not Saints be as vigilant as diligent for their God and Saviour Lord I know not in what manner by what distemper it will please thee to call me to thy self I beg if it may seem good in thy sight that nothing may befal me on my dying bed which may render me uncapable of commending thee and thy ways and worship to others My chearfulness in bearing thy will and activeness to extol thy work and reward may through thy blessing perswade Satans drudges to forsake his slavery and admit themselves thy servants O that I might allure others to prepare for such a day by lifting up my head with joy when that day of redemption draweth nigh The Apprentice makes merry when his time is expired and he enjoyeth his freedom The Bride hath a feast and musick when her Marriage-day is come This life is my time of service death sets me at liberty In this World I am contracted to my dearest Saviour my solemn marriage is in the other world into which I pass through death Why should I fear that Messenger which brings such good news and be troubled at that friend who will do me so great a courtesie O enable me to live every day according to thy Gospel that keeping my conscience clean and my evidences clear I may in the day of my death rejoyce and be exceeding glad Give me to savour the sweetness of thy love the pleasantness of thy paths to feel the powerful influences of thy spirit the vertue and efficacy of thy word so to rellish communion with thy self and thy dear Son all the days of my life that when I am going out of the world and comming to thee O Father I may from my own experience quicken and encourage others to forsake earthly vanities before earthly vanities forsake them and to take thee for their chiefest good and choicest happiness who will never leave them nor forsake them I Wish that the nearer I draw to my reward the more zealous and industrious I may be about my work and that when my body droppeth and faileth most my soul may be most vigorous and active in the exercise of grace I am infinitely indebted to the blessed God for his unspeakable grace to my precious soul my engagements to the dearest Redeemer for loving me and washing me in his own blood are far beyond my apprehension This is the last opportunity that I shall ever enjoy to testifie my thankefulness and to do my God my Saviour my soul any service O how diligent should I be to promote their interest and improve this season Nature in its last conflict with a disease puts forth it self to the utmost it draweth in those spirits which before were scattered in the outward parts to guard and arm the heart it rallieth all those forces which are left if possible to win the day O why should not grace in its last encounter muster up all its strength and put forth it self to the utmost Lust is strong to the last when nature is weak and spent and the sinner disabled from his unclean or intemperate acts even then he can hug them in his heart and roul them under his tongue as a sweet morsel and commit them over and over again in his thoughts and fancy and affections The dying Theif on the Cross when his hands and feet were nailed and by force kept in order could yet find his tongue at liberty before his death to rail at and revile the Lord of life Ah is it not a thousand pities that grace should be outvied by lust and that those that are paid with such lamentable wages as everlasting burnings should dye serving their cruel Master and enter into Hell belching out their blasphemies and spitting their poison in the face of Heaven and that the Children of God should do their father so little service when they are going to their blissful mansions and can do him no more love to my self as well as to my God may quicken me to labour with all my might when I draw near my last hour As I fall now I lie for ever My eternal estate dependeth more upon my death then my life It s possible though rare that a prophane life may be corrected by a penitent death but a wicked death can never be amended He that shoots off a piece if he be not steady just at its going off loseth his Charge and misseth his Mark He that dieth ill dieth ever he is killed with death He that goeth awry when he goeth out of the world shall never come back to recal or amend his steps If I am a conqueror now I am a conqueror for ever if I am foiled now I am foiled for ever Cowards will sight desperately when they are in extremity and must either kill or be killed The Historian saith of Cn. Piso a confederate of Catalines that though he had an heart like an Hare yet he could sight like a Lyon when he apprehended a necessity of fighting for his life O that my pains my diligence may be
answerable to my peril and my danger Lord when that day and hour draweth near that I must go hence and be no more seen do thou draw near in boundless mercy to my poor soul When I must enter into the Chambers of death and make my bed in the grave save me from the paws of Satan and the power of Hell that the bottomless pit may not shut her mouth upon me and give me to triumph in that hour of tribulation as knowing that neither tribulation nor persecution nor principalities nor powers nor things present nor things to come nor life nor death can seperate me from thy love which is in Christ Jesus my Lord. I Wish that when I am going to the place of silence I may speak the excellencies of my God and make his praise glorious It is the unhappiness of worldlings and wicked men that they cannot when they dye commend the principles whence they have acted nor the vain pleasures which they have minded and pursued How many of them whose lives have been nothing but a bundle of false-hood and lies when God hath called them to leave the world have spoken truth and told their Friends and Relations that sin is an evil and bitter thing that carnal pleasures are guilded poisons that the greatest and choicest of worldly comforts though they may have honey in their mouths have a sting in their tailes and what a vain empty nothing the whole creation is How often have they complained how the world hath deceived them the flesh deluded them and Devil beguiled and destroyed them It is my priviledge as well as my duty to extol my Master whom I have served to commend the sweetness of his ways the pleasantness of his worship the reasonableness of his precepts the richness of his promises and the vastness of that portion which he hath laid up for his Children when they come to age I have sometimes tasted his work and ways to be sweeter then the honey and the honey comb I have viewed by faith his reward to be vastly glorious and beyond all apprehensions excellent O why should I not diswade others from their eager pursuit of foolish fading shadows and perswade and encourage them to earnest endeavours after real substance and durable riches The sinner who hath wallowed all his life time in the mire of filth and wickedness will when he comes to dye and begins to return to his wits from his own experience of the emptiness and unprofitableness of his ungodly courses and from the convictions of his natural conscience acknowledge a sober sanctified conversation to be safest and the ways of God to be most gainful and upon these accounts advise his friends and relations to forsake and abandon the lusts of the world and flesh and to follow after holiness as they would be happy eternally And have not I much more cause to shew my abhorrency of sin and love to my Saviour and his image when I am entering into my Fathers house The sinner hath onely found at last a fleshly life to be vain and fruitless and is like to pay dear for his learning but I have known the paths of piety to be paths of pleasantness and rejoyced more in them then in all riches The sinner hath onely the dim light of nature to shew him the loathsomness of vice and the loveliness of grace but I have the holy Spirit of my God to enlighten my mind in the knowledge of both The sinner hath only a carnal love to his Neighbours and Kindred he knoweth not what it is to love them in Christ and for Christ I have some knowledge of the love and Law of Christ of the worth of their souls of the price paid for them by the Lord Iesus and their unchangeable conditions in the other world O that my language to them might be somewhat answerable to the love of Christ to me Lord It is unrighteousness to die in debt to man and not to endeavour to make them satisfaction according to my power I am sure to dye in thy debt for I am less then the least of all thy mercies and unable to requite thee for the smallest of thy favours It is my comfort that all the recompence thou expectest is a thankful acknowledgement and hearty acceptance of thy grace and good will O what injustice and ingratitude were I guilty of should I deny thee so small a request Be pleased to help thy servant in his last hours both to accept unfeignedly of thy grace for his own good and to acknowledge thy good will and bounty and faithfulness to thy glory for the good of others I Wish that my lost breath may be drawn Heaven-ward I mean that I may enter praying into the house of blessing and praise I am no Christian if I do not give my self to prayer whilst I live It is one choice piece of my spiritual Armour whereby I have often assaulted and conquered my soul-enemies It is the Ambassadour which I have many a time sent to the heavenly Court that always received a favourable Audience and obtained his errand It is the Vessel which hath brought me food from far and ever returned richly laden if it were not my own fault It is the element in which I live the aliment by which I subsist the pulse the breath of my soul without which it must needs dye On my death-bed I have as much need of its succour as at any season My adversaries will then imploy their greatest power and policy to rout and ruine me I am but weak flesh and blood altogether unable to combat with Principalities and Powers and how can I expect supplies from the Lord of Hosts unless I send this Messenger to intreat it My wants and weaknesses at such a time will be more then ordinary Faith must then be acted in spight of all the frights and fears which a malicious Devil and an unbeleiving heart from the number and nature of my sins the strictness of the law and the justice of God may put me to Repentance must then be exercised and my sins lye nearer my heart then my sharpest diseases In patience I must possess my soul under all the pains and pressures which the wise God shall lay upon me I must then chearfully submit to the divine pleasure and by my willingness to leave all the world to go to Christ shew that I hate Father Mother Wife Child House Lands Life and all for Christ. Those graces and many other must be put forth at suâ—h a time none of which I can do by my own power and therefore have abundant cause to fetch help from Heaven by prayer Besides the distempers of my body will discompose my soul and unfit it in a great measure for all holy service Again my Benefactors my near Friends and Relations the poor afflicted Church of God do all call aloud to me to pray for them as the last kindness I shall ever do for them I profess
by the roots All that these can do is to make a man like a grave green and flourishing on the surface and superficies when within there is nothing but noisomness and corruption It hath often appeared that those means which the great Moralists have used to bridle their lusts and passions have rather like strong sents to Epileptick bodies raised them then recovered them Indeed if the cheif fault were not in the vital parts then outward applications might be effectual but when the heart and lungs and inwards are all corrupted Plaisters applied to the face or hands or thighs or sides will do little good When the fault is in the foundation of an house it cannot be mended by Plaistering or rough-cast A Leopard may be flea'd but he is spotted still because the spots are not onely in the skin but in the flesh and bones and sinews and most inward parts When the disease is accidental as to lose the sight by the Small-Pox or the like there the Physick of morality may be advantagious but where the disease is natural as in the man that was born blind there Physick will do no good a miracle alone must restore such a one to his sight Unsanctified persons at best act from themselves and therefore for themselves As the Kite they may spread their wings and soar aloft as if they touched Heaven when at the highest their eyes are upon their prey upon earth Lucullus told his guests when he had feasted them liberally and they had admired his bounty in their costly entertainment Something my Friends is for your sakes but the greatest part is for Lucullus his own sake An unconverted person may do something some small matter for the sake of Religion from common gifts of illumination c. but the most that he doth is for his own sake for that credit or profit which he expecteth thereby If any thing be enjoyned which thwarteth his interest he will reply with Ajax when commanded to spare Vlysses In other things I will obey the Gods but not in this Reader Make sure of this inward change otherwise though thy conversation may be specious it can never be gracious nor thy profession durable If the house be built on loose earth it will never stand long When the principles are variable and uncertain so will the practices be If the arguments upon which thou takest upon thee the livery of Christ and the grounds of thy engagement in his service be not firm and constant the love of God and hope of eternal life c. such as the world and flesh cannot over-top thou wilt throw up thy profession and leave thy Master when thou art offered in thy blind judgment a better service though it be but the pleasures of sin for a season with eternal pains at the end of them for thy soul and Saviour and eternal salvation How well may he prove a Bankrupt who is worse then naught when he first sets up I wonder not that many pofessors disown the Lord Jesus when they were ignorant why they at any time owned him He that takes up Religion on trust will lay it down when it brings him into trouble As the Celendine springeth and floweth at the comming of the Summer birds but withereth at their departure And the Corn that promiseth a good Harvest in the Blade is blasted in the Ear because its root is withered and naught So the person that hath no sound foundation though he seem to look high will never hold out The Turnsel makes a shew for a time with white velvet leaves and yellow flowers but fadeth away without bringing forth any fruit Christ tells us some which heard the word though for a season they rejoyced in it when tribulation came because of the word were offended at it because they had no root To prevent that sad Apostacy which many are guilty of to their eternal undoing Friend consider serionsly beforehand what it will cost thee to be a Christian indeed A foolish builder that undertakes to raise a structure as high as Heaven and pondereth not the charge thereof gives over before he hath half finished it and so loseth all his expence and labour As in marriage one that is wise and considereth the person his portion and his precepts with the cares and burdens that are incident to that condition for such must have trouble in the flesh and after this upon mature deliberation accepteth him for an Husband will stick and cleave to him loyally and faithfully whatever befalls him whereas a foolish Maid that hudleth up a match in haste hand over head promising her self nothing but delight and pleasure when she comes to suffer poverty or imprisonment or disgrace with her Husband repenteth of her bargain and forsakes the guide of her youth So the Christian that hath duly pondered the excellencies in Christ his misery without Christ absolute necessity of Christ what love and joy and peace and endless bliss God offereth with his Son what Christ expecteth from all that will be married to him even the denyal of themselves the taking up of their Cross the contempt of Father Mother Wife Children Estate Life and all for him and after he hath duly considered all this gives himself up to Christ will be faithful unto death and own the Lord Jesus Christ whatever it may cost him when the man that followeth Christ for the loaves or for fashion or on a sudden strikes a league with him expecting nothing but comforts and joy in his contract will quickly leave him if called to suffer with him He that followeth Christ he knoweth not why will forsake him he knoweth not how If thou art Reader to begin this work of entering thy self into Christs Army I would advise thee to bethink thy self upon what grounds thou engagest in his quarrel For Christians are not called to their spiritual war for love of fighting as Cocks that fall to it upon sight of each other Consider the enemies thou art to fight against how potent and crafty and cruel they are continually seeking thy destruction the Captain thou art to fight under how wise he is to direct and command thee how able to protect and defend thee how faithful and bountiful to crown and reward thee the excellency of the cause it is for thy soul thy God thy Saviour thy salvation the dangers thou must encounter and hardships thou willt be called to endure the certainty of thy conquest how impossible it is to miscarry in so just a quarrel under suchâ— an Almighty Captain and then list thy self to fight the good fight of faith and fear not but thou shalt be more then a conqueror through him that loves thee Secondly If thou wouldst exercise thy self to godliness Live by Faith The life of Faith it s the onely life of holiness and unbelief is the mother of all Apostacy When God would perswade Abraham to sincere and singular godliness he doth it by offering him sure footing for his faith I am
God Alsufficient or the Almighty God Walk before me and be thou perfect Gen. 17. 1. knowing that unless his faith were firm his steps could never be even If he had not beleived Gods power he could not be evangelically perfect And hence that father of the faithful became so eminent in obedience from the strength of his faith It s said of him Isa. 41. 2. that he came to the foot of God That Child was dutiful indeed that when his Father did but stamp with his foot left what ever he was about though it were never so delightful or gainful to him and ran to his Father to know and obey his commands Thus truly did Abraham when God called him to turn his back upon his relations and the place of his nativity nay to sacrifice his Isaac the child of the promise as well as of his love he did not question Gods pleasure nor quarrel with his precepts but obeyed them presently and all from his faith His strong faith caused strong obedience Heb. 11. It s observable that all the noble and heroick acts of obedience of the Lords Worthies mentioned in that little book of Martyrs were performed under the conduct and command of faith Faith is one of the best Antidotes against the poison of prophaness and one of the greatest helpes to holiness None are more faithful to God then they who have most faith in God They who beleive will be careful to maintain good works Tit. 3. 8. As the natural heat is the life of the body and as that increaseth with the radical moysture strength and health abound So Faith is the life of the soul as that is strong or weak his godliness is more or less He that is highest in affiance is highest in obedience This is the strength of the soul According to a Mans strength such is his walk either straight or stumbling According to a mans Faith such is his life either even or crooked 1. Faith destroyeth sin 2. It enableth to live to God 1. It killeth sin If the Pulse of a Christianâ— hand or life beat uneven it is because his Faith which is his heart doth faulter This is the shield of the soul which secures it against all assaults and dangers Other peices of the Christians Armour are serviceable to defend particular parts of the new man as the Girdle of truth the loyns rightâ—ousness the brest the Gospel of peace the feet but Faith is a Shield moveable at pleasure and surroundeth and guardeth the whole man With favour wilt thou compass him as with a Shield Psa. 5. ult Faith secureth the head from evilâ—principles What sense denieth and reason understandeth not Faith beleiveth Aristotle reading Moses concerning the Creation is reported to say Egregie dicis domine Moses sed quomodo probas Thou speakest nobly but how dost thou prove it The answer to him is easie By Faith we believe that the world were made of God Heb. 11. 2. Faith clears up the understanding and scattereth the mists of error The pesence of this Sun disperseth those Clouds Faith secureth the heart from evil purposes It s the besome that sweepeth out such dust and keeps the heart clean Having their hearts purified by Faith Act. 15. 9. Faith entertaineth the King of Saints into the heart it sets him on the throne and these traytours flye before him His presence makes these Rebels to hide their heads Who ever could find in his heart to hug sin whilst he was viewing by faith his bleeding Saviour Faith secureth the hand from evil practices The Martyrs chose the flames rather then the denial of their Master and all because of their Faith Those Worthies of the Lord of whom the World was not worthy through Faith stopped the mouths of Lyon-like lusts quenched the violence of hellish fires were tortured not accepting deliverance that they might obtain a better resurrection Heb. 11. 33 34 35. By Faith we stand 2 Cor. 1. 24. As a Souldier under the protection of his Shield stands his ground and doth his duty notwithstanding the shot that are made against him So a Christian under the protection of Faith keeps his place and mindeth his work whatsoever opposition he meets with Faith like Ioab stabbeth this Abner under the fifth rib it wounds fin mortally Hope like Saul hath slain its thousands but Faith like David it s ten thousands Whole Armies of Lusts have turned their backs at the sight of this Warriour By Faith the walls of Ierico fall down Whilst unbeleif liveth no sin will dye All iniquity sheltereth it self under the Banner of infidelity If once the banks of Faith be broken down a flood of wickedness will rush and flow in What made Abraham deny his Wife and expose her to such temptations and wickedness but unbeleif What made Isaac tread in his Fathers steps and leave Rebecah to the Heathens luste but unbeleif What made David dishonour his God by his uncomely carriage before Achish and injure his soul by his unholy language that he should one day perish by the hand of Saul but unbeleif What made Peter deny and forswear his Master but unbeleif These tares were sown by the enemy when the husbandman Faith was asleep had they believed the power and faithfulness of God to defend them in their dangers and distresses without their lyes and his grace and bounty to reward them largely for all their sufferings for his sake had they believed that God when he called them to straights would without any sinful means have brought them off safe on earth or safe to Heaven they would never have used such sinful shifts for their own safety Faith would secure the soul against all those temptations and prevent such sinister and sinful doings He that beleiveth maketh not haste He will patiently wait Gods leasure and submit to his pleasure and not venture upon forbidden courses and unlawful ways to deliver himself out of distress Vnbeleif is the dung which makes the soyl of corrupt nature so fruitful in the unfruitful works of darkness Whence cometh such immoderate love of a perishing world but from want of Faith and Beleif of that transcendent glory that is to be revealed Whence cometh such dulness and deadness in holy duties but from unbelief either of the holiness and jealousie of that God with whom we have to do or of his goodness and mercy that his reward will pay the charge of diligence in his work Whence comes such cozening and cheating and over-reaching in dealings with men that from distrust of Gods power and providence as if he could not or would not spread a Table for his Children in the most barren Wilderness Whence comes that impatience and murmuring in adversity but from want of Faith which would encourage the heart in the Lord his God in the saddest estate and when the Fig-tree doth not blossom nor the Vine yeild its fruit enable the soul to rejoyce in the Lord and be glad in the Rock of his salvation Whence
soul 1 Pet. 1. 17. Who would make his Belly his Gut his God who confidereth that every meal may be his last or that thinketh his dainty diet his fine fare doth but provide a greater feast for wormes Who would give way to sinful wantons who beleiveth that whilst he is unloading his lust God may put a period to his life He that is high in conceit of himself little dreameth how low he must shortly be laid Who would be proud of that body which shall ere long see corruption become such a noysom loathsom carcass that the nearest and dearest relations will not endure the sight or sent of it He who loveth the world inordinately forgetteth that he may leave it suddenly and must leave it certainly Would Haman have bragged so much of Hesters banquet if he had known that his own corps should be served in for the last course Would the Israelites have tempted God for meat if they had thought that death should have been their sauce Would Achan have coveted the golden wedge if he had mused of his so sudden departure into the other world Without question he would have forborn the Babylonish garment if he had seen death at his back so ready to strip him naked Had the rich fool thought that his bed should that night have proved his grave he would never in the day have prided himself in his goods Who would not at Gods call vilifie that flesh which will be ere long a lump of filth and be choice of that soul which lives for a more high and heavenly flight It is reported of the Brachmans that they use no cloaths but Bear-skins no houses but Caves no food but such as nature dresseth When Alexander came to them in his travails he asked them the reason of this severe kind of living They answered him We know we shall dye whether to day or to morrow we know not and therefore why should we take care either for power to govern others or for riches to live in pleasures or for honour to be esteemed of None are so loose to the world that great hinderance of holiness as they who ponder they must leave it Travellers who look on themselves near their journeys end care not to burden themselves with much baggage Their moderation will be known to all men who believe The Lord is at hand Those who are most mindful of their deaths are most faithful in their lives Iob was eminent in grace because Iob was daily conversing with his grave All the days of his appointed time he waited till his change came Job 14. 14. That servant will follow his work most and best who expecteth his Masters coming every moment It is said of the Kite that by the turning of his tail he directs and winds about his whole body The same is reported of the Glede or Puttock Fish also say Naturalists turn and wind about by the fins in their Tails Reader could I but prevail with thee to mind the end of thy life it would help thee very much to order thy conversation aright O said God that my people were wise then would they consider their latter end Deut. 32. 29. The Thebans made a Law that no man should build an house for himself to dwell in before he had made his grave Several of the Philosophers had their graves made before their doors that when ever they went abroad they might remember their deaths If thou wouldst but in thy out-goings and in-comings behold the place of thy burial I doubt not but thou wilt be watchful over all thy ways When thou art in the midst of thy delights as Ioseph of Aritmathea have thy tomb in thy garden and it may prevent thy surfeiting by those dainties When thou sittest at Table let the first dish set before thee be according to Prester Iohns custom a deaths-head and then with what fear wilt thou feed how thankfully wilt thou receive the creatures even as through the beloved Son how soberly wilt thou use them even as in Gods sight If God raise thee to the height of prosperity and some friend do but as Moses and Elias to Christ when his Face did shine as the Sun and his Raiment was as white as Snow Luk. 9. 30 31. talk to thee of thy decease which thou must shortly accomplish it will abate thy love to the worlds withering vanities and quicken thine endeavours after the eternal weight of glory If God cast thee into great adversity and thou dost but consider thy time here is but short and therefore thy troubles cannot be long this will make thee contented in the saddest condition When thou beholdest thy relations and fore-thinkest that thine eternal separation from them is at hand and that within a few days thou shalt never have another opportunity to help them heaven-ward how will it stir thee up to do them all the good thou canst now both by thy Precepts Pattern and Prayers If when thou attendest on publique Ordinances thou wilt but cast thine eye on the Graves in the Church-yard as thou passest along and meditate thus Within a little time I must be laid in the dust when I shall hear no more pray no more enjoy a Sabbath no more when I shall never never more have a tender of a Saviour never more have a season to beg mercy in for my poor soul. After such awakening thoughts with what attention wouldst thou hear with what affections wouldst thou pray with what intention and devotion with what seriousness and uprightness wouldst thou perform every duty Some say that nothing in this world is so strong as death because it subdueth the mighty it conquereth the greatest conquerours it overcometh all Sure I am that death hath great force and power over mens souls as well as over their bodies The thought of it hath raised some to a spiritual life The consideration of death hath also caused others to live much in a little space when they have sâ—en the â—un of their lives near setting and the night of their deaths approaching they have in the day followed their work with the greater diligence None will work so hard as they who think themselves near their everlasting homes There were two Emperors Adrian and Charles the fifth that in their life time caused their Coffins to be carried before them and their exequies to be solemnly celebrated to this end possibly that considering they were but men dying men they might thence be righteous in their government and virtuous in their actions It is reported of Turannius that after he was ninety years old he got leave of Caesar to retire himself from Court and the old man would needs be laid in his bed as one that had breathed out his last and all his Family must bewail his death Friend do thou in earnest what he did in jest Suppose thou wert this day to bid adiew to thy Friends Relations Honours and Possessions and to travail into the unknown other world to
reversed but stand for ever In this world God judgeth men sometimes mediately sometimes immediately which is the first judgement from which men may appeal by repentance to his mercy-seat but this the last judgement once for all once for ever in which men receive their final their eternal doom Ioh. 11. 24. Here Iacob appeals from Laban to an higher tribunal Gen. 31. 53. And David from Saul to the King of Kings The Lord judge between me and tâ—ee 1 Sam. 24. 12. Psa. 17. 2. And Paul appeals from Festus to Caesar I stand at Caesars judgement seat Act. 25. 10. But then there can be no appeal to an higher Court no writ of error can be brought no arrest of judgement no second hearing obtained The sinner condemned to eternal death then is gone for ever no pardon no not so much as a Reprieve can be procured for one hour The Saint absolved and declared an heir of eternal life is blessed for ever he shall be beyond all fear all doubts in himself above all shot all opposition from others In this life Niniveh was threatned Niniveh repented and Niniveh was â—pared the sentence pronounced was not executed at least it was respited but then every sinner will repent weep and wail but repentance will be hid from the eyes of the Judge all their tears will be in vain when they are cast then they are gone for ever To provoke thee to holiness 4. Consider The felicity of the godly at that day O with what joy will they lift up their heads when that day of their redemption is come This life is the day of their oppression and persecution but that day will be the day of their redemption At this day they are troubled and vexed with a tempting Devil and deceitful hearts and false proud unbeleiving flesh but that will be the day of their redemption from them all No wonder they love the appearing of Christ and look and long for his appearing when it will be the day of their redemption and time of their refreshing â—rom the presence of the Lord. When thousands and millions shall howl and lament When the Oratour will be silenced and have his mouth stopped When the Souldier that durst venture into the mouth of the Cannon and dare death it self shall play the Coward and seek for any hole to hide himself in when the Captains and Kings and Nobles shall call to the Rocks to fall on them and the Mountains to cover them from the presence of the Lord and the wrath of the Lamb even then the godly shall sing and rejoyce 1. Their godliness will then be mentioned to their eternal honour As God hath a bag for mens sins Thou sealest up mine iniquities in a bag so he hath a book for their services A book of remembrance was written before him for them that feared the Lord and thought upon his name Then all their prayers and tears their watchings fastings faith love zeal patience almes imprisonment loss of goods name liberty life for Christ and the Gospel will be manifested to their honour and praise and glory at the coming of Christ 1 Pet. 1. 7. Mat. 25. 34 53. 2. Their names will be then vindicated With the resurrection of bodies there shall also be a resurrection of names Now indeed the throats of wicked men are open Sepulchres wherein the credit of the godly is buried Ioseph is an Adulterer Nehemiah a Traytour Ieremiah a Rebel against the King Paul a mover of sedition a pestilent fellow and one that turned Christian for spite because the High Priest would not give him his Daughter in Marriage but when the Sea and Death and Hell shall give up their dead then shall the throats the open Sepulchres of wicked men give up the names of the godly Then their righteousness shall be cleared as the Sun and their uprightness as the noon day 3. Their persons shall be then publiquely acquitted They shall be cleared by publique proclamation before God Angels and Men. Hence it 's said Their sins shall be blotted out when the time of refreshment shall come from the presence of the Lord. The sentence of Absolution passed in their conscience by the Spirit at this day is sweet and puts more joy into their hearts then if all the Crowns and Scepters of this world had befallen them but O how comfortable will it be to be declared just by the Judge himself before the whole world at that solemn and imperial day They may then ring that challenge Who shall lay any thing to the charge of Gods Elect Rom. 8. 33. And none will accept it or take up the Gantlet Who Shall God whose Children and Chosen they are No It is God that justifieth Shall the Iudge No It is his undertaken-work to present them to the Father without spot or wrinckle or any such thing He hath washed them in his own blood and made them as white as innocent Adam or Angels He was judged for them and will not passe judgement against them He cannot condemne them but he must condemne himself for they are his members his body his brethren bone of his bone and flesh of his flesh Shall the Law No They have fully answered all its demands superabundantly satisfied it through their surety both in perfect obedience to all its precepts and undergoing its punishment What the Law saith either in regard of commanding compleat subjection or cursing for the omission of it it saith to them that are under the Law but they are not under the Law but under Grace Shall Conscience No Next to God and Christ its their best friend as Christ pleads for them to his father so Conscience pleads for them to themselves This is their rejoycing the testimony of good Consciences that in simplicity and godly sincerity they had their conversations in this world 2 Cor. 1. 12. Shall Satan No The accuser of the brethren will be then cast down and his place will be found no more in Heaven then then those blessed promises will be performed The seed of the Woman shall break the Serpents head and the God of peace shall tread Satan under your feet 4. The Saints happiness will be then perfected and he shall never know more what sin or sorrow meaneth or what want of Gods favour or doubt of Christs love or defect of joy and comfort meaneth The Christian hath so much laid out upon him in this world Vocation Adoption Pardon Peace Joy in the Holy Ghost hopes of Glory that in the worst condition that Men and Devils can plunge him into he finds cause to say Yet God is good to Israel to them that are of a clean heart but then when he shall enjoy all that is laid up for him and know the full extent of Gods promises to him the all of Christs purchase for him and the utmost reward of his piety then surely he will cry out with the Psalmist O how great is that goodness which thou hast laid up for them
banished his Country fick with melancholy The whole body of Rome after their disaster at Canna where their Consul was slain and the flower of their Gentry and Souldiery cut off by Hannibal when the whole world did ring their Passing-bell and judged their Fortune dying and desperate were even then Heroick in their carraiage and acted nothing unworthy their former greatness In their Asian enterprise they proposed before the battel conditions to Antiochus as if they had conquered him and after the â—ight and victory offered him the same terms as if they had not conquered Abdolomius a poor Gardineâ— though of the Kings stock when advanced by Alexander to be King of Zidon and asked by him how it was possible for him to endure his poverty with contentedness answered I pray the gods I may continue the government of this Kingdom with the like mind for those hands were sufficient for me to live by and as I had nothing so I wanted nothing 9. The Lord is righteous in all his ways and holy in all his works He doth thee no wrong he cannot do thee any wrong now why shouldst thou complain when not injured It s unreasonable to murmur when a man hath right done him 10. God is gracious and good in all his dealings with thee If thine estate be but little yet that little with the fear of the Lord is better then the possessions of many wicked men Psal. 37. A penny which is the earnest of some great bargain is another manner of thing then an ordinary penny and more worth then many pounds being given and received under another notion Thy little is an earnest of infiâ—itely more then thou canst imagine and therefore more precious then others thousands A dinner of hearbs with the love of thy God in infinitely more elegible then the stalled Oxen of the wicked and his wrath therewith Who would desire Eglons present with the dagger Siserahs milk with the nail and hammer and Hamans banquet with the gallows that trod upon the heels of it Truely such is the riches of every wicked man The smallness of thy temporal may increase thy spiritual estate If God recompence thy want of earthly with a supply of heavenly riches thou art no loser Nicepsorus tells us of one Cyrus a Courtier in the time of Theodosius the younger who through the envious occupation of some favourites being spoiled of his goods of a Pagan became a Christian and of a Christian a Minister of Christ. Endoxia the daughter of a Philosopher in Athens being cast out of her Fathers house by unkind brethren and coming to Constantinople to beseech Theodosius to right a poor Orphan found such favour in his eyes that he made her his Queen Affliction is the way to honour with men to more holiness from God when Prosperity causeth our fall both into sin and misery He holds the garments of his godliness fast in a boysterous wind who would lay it off in a Sunny day Lastly If thou woudst exercise thy self to godliness take heed of those things that will hinder thee therein As if a man would have his trees to thrive he must not onely open the earth sometimes and mind its watering but also lop off superfluous branches and as a Gardiner if he would have his hearbs and flowers to flourish must be sure to keep his Banks and Beds well weeded as well as dunged or watered so if thou wouldst thrive and flourish in godliness â—â—ere is a necessity of avoiding what is hurâ—ful to it as well as of using what is helpful There be several things which will keep a Christian from the exercise of his holy calling some of which I shall but briefly name having had occasion to speak of others and also to these in other Chapters 1. Avoid evil company Wicked persons delight to have or to make fellows Hence we find in Scripture that they go as the unclean beasts into the Arke in pairs Adam and Eve Simeon and Levi Ammon and Ionadab Hymeneus and Alexander Phygellus and Hermogenes Ananias and Saphira Can a man take fire in his bosome and not be burned Expect not that the flowers of thy graces should flourish unless these weeds be removed from them He that walketh in the rain must expect to be wet he that walketh in the Sun must expect to be tanned and he that walks among polluting persons must expect to be polluted 2. Take heed of idleness An idle man is like an heap of dry straw quickly fired by the sparkes of Satans temptations Prov. 28. 19. 1 Tim. 5. 13. 2 Thess. 3. 10 11. Whist the Oyster lieth gaping against the Sun he is devoured by the Crabfish Whilst the Christian lieth lazing on the bed of idleness he is a prey to Satan The purest river water if it stand still in a vessel will become unsavoury The best corn if not stird will be musty As the Caterpillar consumeth the leaf and the Canker the rose so will idleness thy godliness Ezek. â—6 49. Aâ— men in war lying in the field if they be slothful and lie lazing on the ground must expect to be a prey to their enemies The Amalekites found this by experience the sluggard will rather be kild then take the pains to defend himself A slothful man who will not imploy his stock cannot expect to improve his stock The diligent hand maketh rich in goods and in grace 3. Love not the World The thornes of the world hinder the growth of the good seed of grace This worlds best are the other worlds worst husbands It s hard for the Periwinckle in the Sea to swim because of the house on her back It s impossible for them to swim Heaven-ward who have the world not on their backs but in their hearts The more thou delightest in this world the more thou wilt neglect the other world He who is taken with and fond of an Harlot will quickly abate in his love to nay cast off his-honest wife The Palm tree is least at the bottom and the higher it groweth the thicker and greater it is contrary to all other trees The higher a Christian mounts in his affections and the more heavenly he is the more he wilâ— thrive in Christianity The Child cannot thrive that feedeth on Dirt the more a man loveâ—h the earth the lesse he will do or suffer for heaven Such Esaus will sell the birthrighâ— for a mess of pottage such Gehezies will dishonour and beâ—ie their Master for a talent of silver Such Achans will destroy themselves and families and trouble a whole Israel for a wedge of gold Such Iudasses will sell their Lord and Saviour for a goodly price Thirty pieces For a piece of a Bread such a one will transgresse The fire which breaks out of this bramble devours the Cedars of Lebanon The Athenians did set up a pillar wherein they published him to be an enemy to their City who should bring gold out of Media as an instrument to corrupt them Inordinate
love of creatures is a canker which in time will eat up the very life of godliness Reader If thou art risen with Christ seek those things that are above where Christ is It is recorded by divers Historians both of the East and West Indians and some Blackamoors in Guinea between both that many subjects willingly dye with their Princes and Women with their Husbands that some Men give their Wives others their Children others their Servants to be buried alive in the Grave with their Kings to serve him as they conceit in the other world that some Women cast themâ—elves into the fire in which the dead bodies of their Husbands are consumed If those can cast away and contemn the world and all things in it for the love of a poor wretched creature what a shame is it to Christians if the love of Jesus Christ their Head their Prince their Husband do not mortifie them to the world and make them dispise all in it to injoy him whilst they live and to be with him where he is when they dye 4. Allow thy self in â—o known sin This like a thief used to the shop which will steal away all thy gains and keep thee assuredly from thriving in thy heavenly calling There is no possibility of making Religion thy business without the gracious concurrence of the holy Spirit he it is that must lay the foundation rear up the building and perfect what he beginneth but thou canst not expect his company or assistance if thou harbourest any corruption in thy heart though this Dove may flye to thee desirous to make its abode with thee as the Dove went of out the Ark yet if it behold the earth under water thy heart in any way of wickedness it will return again whence it came Doves will lye clean or be gone Bees will not continue in a stinking or impure Hive therefore those that would not loose them prepare the stools where they set them with perfumes and sweet-smelling boughs lest ill savours force them to forsake their stations Thus saith Chrysostom deals the holy spirit Our souls are the hives which if perfumed with grace invite his presence but if polluted with any known sin provoke him to depart O let there not be any way of wickedness in thee if thou wouldst run the way of Gods commandments CHAP. XIV Motives inciting Christians to exercise themselves to Godliness The Vanity of other exercises The brevity of mans life The Patterns of others THirdly I shall annex some Motives to quicken thee to exercise thy self to godliness and then conclude the Treatise First Consider The vanity of all other exercises and labours The wise man begins his Ecclesiastes with Vanity of Vanities all is Vanity and after a large and exact demonstration thereof makes this use and ends his book with Hear the conclusion of the whole matter fear God and keep his commandements for this is the whole duty of man It may be Reader thou takest much pains and spendest much time thou risest early and sittest up late and wastest thy body and wearest out thy strength and toylest and moylest about the things of this life but alass to what purpose to what profit The foot of all thy accompts when at the end of thy life the total comes to be summed up will be onely Ciphers and signifie nothing Thou workest all this while at the labour in vain like the Disciples thou fishest all night and catchest nothing thou spendest thy strength for what is not bread and thy labour for what will not satisfie If the word of truth and the God for whom it is impossible to lye may be beleived all the things of this life separated from godliness are lying vanities broken cisternes ashes lyes wind vanity of vanities and things of naught Joh. 2. 8. Ier. 2. 13. 1. Sam. 12. 21. Hos. 10. 13. and 12. 1. Eccles. 1. 2. Hab. 2. 13. It is Chrysostoms saying that if he had been to Preach to all the world and could so have spoken that all should have heard him he would have chosen that Text O mortal men how long will ye love vanity and follow after leasing Democritus gave that for the reason of his continual laughter which occasioned his Country-men to look on him as distracted That when he beheld the labour and diligence the running and riding the sweating and painting nay the fighting and killing of men to get one above another and to heap up a fading treasure he could not but deride their folly Indeed though the Heathen laughed at the ridiculousness of such persons the sensible Christian seeth great cause to weep at the emptiness and unprofitablenss of such actions and the madness of the Agents Cyprian advised his friend Donatus to suppose himself at the top of the highest mountain and thence to behold the tumults and chances of this wavering world and told him that then he could not but either laugh at it or pity it It s no such wonder that brutish horses should leave good provender to feed on litter as some Jades do but that men who are indued with reasonable souls that seeming Christians who have a Table spread before them with hidden Manna with Angels food with meat indeed and drink indeed withal tâ—e dainties of Heaven should neglect these and feed on ashes may well be matter both of admiration and lamentation The holy Ghost tells such that they follow after vain things which cannot profit them 1 Sam. 12. 21. All outward things are like an olive or date stone hard to crack or cleave but when with much labour they are opened they are nothing worth The Wise Moralist speaking of such laborious loyterers as work hard for nothing compares them to such as spend many months to learn to write with their feet and when they have learned it are never the Better for it Caesar compares them to such as fish for gudgeons with a golden hook hazard more then the fish when taken are worth Life is precious health and strength and time are precious because all these have a relation to an eternal estate now how foolish is he that wasteth them upon toys and trifles and neglecteth provision for the other world Surely every man walketh in a vain shew surely they are disquieted in vain Psal. 39. 6. Observe Rearder how dearly men pay for their guilded nothings for their earthen potsherds coverd with silver dross they walk up and down run hither and thither disquiet themselves with cares and fears and heart piercing frights and vexations for a vain shew The people labour in the fire and weary themselves for very vanity Habbak 2. 13. Their work is hot and hard they labour in the fire even to lassitude and weariness But is it about the noble concerments of their immortal souls Is it that their sins may be pardoned the vitiosity of their natures healed and that their souls may be fitted for the heavenly mansions No it is for very vanity For that which will
Conclusion of the Treatise FOurthly Consider the excellency of this Calling As it is said of God in respect of beings Who is like thee O God! Among all the Gods none is to be compared to thee So I may say of godliness in respect of Callings What is like thee O Godliness amongst all callings none is comparable to thee 1. It is the most honourable Calling The Master that thou are bound to is King of Kings and Lord of Lords the Fountain of honour and Lord of glory One of whom the greatest Princes and Potentates of the world hold their Crowns and Scepters to whom they must kneel and do their homage One to whom the whole creation is lesse then nothing The work that thou art imployed in is not servile and mean but high and noble the worship of the great God walking and conversing with his blessed Majesty subduing brutish lusts living above this beggarly earth a conversation in heaven a conflict with and conquest over this dreggy flesh and drossy world and powers of hell to which the greatest battels and victories of the most valiant warriours that ever drew the sword are worse then childrens play To conquer our passions is more then to conquer kingdomes Thâ—mistocles is renowned by Cicero for telling some who disparaged him for his ignorance in playing on the Lute That he knew not how to play on the Lute yet he knew how to take a City To subdue one lust is more then to subdue a thousand Cities Thy fellow servants are the elect of God glorious Angels and Saints who are higher then the Kings of the earth Princes in all lands a crown of glory a royal diadem a chosen generation the excellent of the earth vessels of Gold the Children of the most high of whom the world is not worthy The Priviledges of this calling and company are eminent Adoption remission growth in grace divine love perseverance â—n holiness an eternal kingdom are all contained in the Charter granted to thiâ— Corporation The covenant of grace that hive of sweetness that mine of gold that cabinet of jewels to which all the world is but an heap of dust is their part and portion and contains more in iâ— for their comfort then heaven and earth is able to contain To serve God is one of the fairest flowers in the Saints garland of honour hence the Lords kinsman glorieth in being the Lords servant and the Lords Mother calleth her self his handmaid Iude ver 1. Luk. 1. 38. If the meanest offices about earthly Princes are esteemed honourable what an honour is it to wait on the King of heaven The Saints duty is their preferment and that service which is commanded them a priviledge The great Apostle boasteth of his Chain for God as his glory and credit and holdeth it up as a mark and badge of honour For the hope of Israel I am bound with this chain Act. 28. 20. and begins one of his Epistles with this honourary Title Paul a prisoner of Iesus Christ Philem. 1. It is not earthly riches that make a man honourable we mistake in calling and counting rich men the best men in the Parish Riches without godliness are but a gold ring in a swines snout for which the brute is nothing the better It is not aiery applause or worldly preferments that will make a man honourable Titles are but like feathers in the hat or glistering scarfes under the armes which adde not the least worth to the man that wears them A great letter makes no more to the sense of the word then a small one Worship Honourâ— Grace Highness Majesty make nothing to the real intrinsick value of any person The ungodly Monarchs of the world are but beasts in Gods account Antiâ—chus Epiphanes whose name signifieth Illustrious whom the Samaritans stiled the Mighty God is called by the Holy Ghost because of his ungodliness a vile person Dan. 11. 21. In his days shall stand up a vile person All honour without holiness is fading as well as fancied rather then real External nobility though it glister in the face of the world is but as Seneca saith vitrea brittle as glass and compounded of earth The Potentates of the world are often like Tennis-balls tossed up on high to fall down low Hence some of the wiser Heathen have called them Ludibria fortunae the scorn of fortune Haman honoured one day the next day hanged Gelimer the Puissant Prince of the Vandals Bellisarius Charles the fifth and Henry the fourth Emperours and many others experienced the brittleness of worldly glory But that honour which is from above is true and eternal Plutarch tells us the Roman nobles as a badge of their nobility wore the picture of the Moon upon their shoes signifying as their nobility did increase so it would decrease All priviledges all prerogatives all titles all dignities without godliness are vanishing shadows T is the new creation that rendreth the children of Abraham like the glorious stars in heaven The world looks on the Saint possibly he is poor and mean in the world as the Jews lookt on Christ As a root out of a dry ground and so saw no form nor comliness in him but they who could pierce into the inside of Christ could see that in him dwelt thee fullness of the godhead bodily and they who can see into the inside of Christians behold the Kings daughter all glorious within As the precious stone Sandastra hath nothing in outward appearance but that which seemeth black bâ—t being broken poureth forth beams like the Sun So the Church of Christ is outwardly black with affliction but inwardly more bright and glorious then the Sun with thriving vertues and celestial graces The power of godliness in a mean Christian is a rich treasure in a mean Cabinet but vice in robes in scarlet is poison in wine the more deadly and dangerous Tamberlain tomb was rifled by the Turks and his bones worn by them for Iewels though their enemy and one that had conquered them in divers combates and captivated their Emperour and carried him up and down in an Iron Cage for his foot-stool God makes his people honourable in the eyes of the wicked Since thou wast precious in my sight thou art honourable and I have loved thee therefore will I give men for thee and people for thy life The sons of them that afflicted thee shall bow before thee and thine enemies shall lick the dust Isa. 43. 4. A wicked King Iohoram honoreth and waiteth on a Servant of God Elisha Herod reverenceth the Baptist. Grace is a powerful though silent Oratour to perswade all that see it to love and honour it What Diogenes spake of learning is truly applicable to grace or the knowledge of God in Christ It makes young men sober old men happy poor men rich and rich men honourable When Agesilaus was ready to dye he charged his friends that they should not make any picture or statue of him for saith he If I