by the most What is the 〈◊〉 God is as Merciful as ever his VVord and 〈◊〉 as 〈◊〉 as ever they were I need 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 as he Where is the Lord God of Elias 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 I must rather ask Where is the Spirit 〈◊〉 Tower of Elias We want Power and Spirit and then no wonder we do not nay upon these 〈◊〉 in reason we shall never prepare a people for the Lord. The Word of God which is the Sword of the Spirit is as sharp as ever it was but our hands 〈◊〉 weak our hearts are feeble we have no courage 〈◊〉 power 〈◊〉 follow the blow against the sturdy 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 of men We keep these 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 much about us condemned by the 〈◊〉 2 〈◊〉 4. 2. in the course of our Ministery 〈◊〉 we are to offend our friends to displease great ones to provoke the wicked and malicious fear we do lest their love should be lost their bounty and kindness taken away and removed or else hazard our own earthly comforts and contents Its pitty but the tongue of that Minister should cleave to the roof of his mouth who speaks any thing less than God requires of him for these base and by respects somtimes Ministers are afraid to speak to the hearts of men and ashamed to reprove them for those sins which they are not afraid or ashamed to do in the face of the world Neither do Ministers many times Convince so soundly as they ought nor gather in those Arguments which may make those 〈◊〉 undeniable and mens Consciences at a stand Again they want that holy spiritual affection which they should deliver Gods Word withal unto his people And this is the Sum of all Ministers do not deliver the Word with a heavenly hearty violent affection they do not speak out of the abundance of their hearts If they would speak against sin with a holy indignation it would make men stand in aw of sin they talk of it hourly and say It is not good to prophane Gods Name and his Sabboths and to live an ungodly life but they do not speak from 〈◊〉 hearts in this kind A sturdy Messenger if he come to a mans house to speak with him he will not be put off he will take no denial but he will speak with him if it be possible before he goes away But send a Child of a Message to a man if a Servant do but tell him His Master is not at leisure or that he may speak with him another time he will 〈◊〉 be put off and go away before he 〈◊〉 delivered his Message So it is with a Minister that 〈◊〉 his Office with a hearty affection For when a man speaks from his heart in this Case he will have no answer he will not be 〈◊〉 withal he will take no denial but will have that he came 〈◊〉 If a man should say he is not at leisure to 〈◊〉 with him or to hear him now he will speak with him another time he will not go away with 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 he will tell him I came to speak with your 〈◊〉 and I will speak with your hearts He will 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the people Tell your hearts ye that love the world 〈◊〉 the 〈◊〉 and pleasures 〈◊〉 and my heart 〈◊〉 you did you know the good things that are in Christ 〈◊〉 did you but know what a happy thing it is to have assurance of Gods love you would never love 〈◊〉 nor delight in wick dness as you have done before 〈◊〉 no more 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 things of the world but for your 〈◊〉 The day is coming when the Heavens shall 〈◊〉 with 〈◊〉 and you shal 〈◊〉 the voyce o the 〈◊〉 saying A I se ye dead and come to judgement Where you shall hear that dreadful Sentence 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 all ye workers of 〈◊〉 I know 〈◊〉 not Matt. 7. 23. Oh this may be your case one day And we that are Ministers of God do mourn for you and tell your souls We must have Sorrow 〈◊〉 you we came for Hearts and must have Hearts before we go And this is the First Use shewing the Reason why the Ministers or God do so 〈◊〉 good It is 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 plain and powerful Preaching 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 The 〈◊〉 Use 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 us the fearful estate and miserable Condition 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 that lived a long time under a plain and powerful Ministery and yet their hearts have not been 〈◊〉 and prepared for the Lord 〈◊〉 It is a 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 that the Lord will never bestow any 〈◊〉 Good upon that Soul He that hath lived under a powerful Ministery many yeers and yet is not wrought upon thereby it cannot certainly be concluded but it is greatly to be suspected That the means of Gracewil never profit that man Look as it is with the Master Carpenter when he hath turned every piece of Timber and taken what he will for his turn he tels them that be under him Let this be hewed and that 〈◊〉 framed and made fit for the building Afterward 〈◊〉 finds one piece broken and another crackt and another knotty Why what saies he There is no squaring of these they are sit for nothing but for burning they are not fit for any place in the building Oh! take heed when Gods Ministers have been cutting and hewing now exhorting now perswading now cutting the heart with Reproof and yet finds here a crackt Heart and there a stubborn Soul that will not be squared by the Word 〈◊〉 than the Lord should say These will never be fitted and prepared for me they are fit for 〈◊〉 but the fire Oh! take heed of it for he that will not be fitted for Grace shall be made a 〈◊〉 in Hell for ever Therefore all you that have lived under a powerful Ministery and yet are not prepared go home and reason with your souls and plead with your own hearts and say Lord Why 〈◊〉 not I yet humbled and prepared Shall I thus be alwayes under the hacking and hewing of the Word and never be framed Such a man and such a man was stubborn and wicked and prophane and yet the Lord hath brought him home and he is become a broken hearted Christian What shall I think that am not 〈◊〉 and prepared for Christ by all the means that I have had Alas thou maiest justly suspect God never intends good to thy soul It is no absolute conclusion but it is a great suspition that those that have lived under a plain and powerful Ministery half a dozen yeers or longer and have got no good nor profited under the same I say It 's a shrewd suspicion that God will send 〈◊〉 down to Hell Therefore suspect thy own soul and say Lord will Exhortations never prevail Will Instructions never do me good Will 〈◊〉 and Reproofs 〈◊〉 strik my heart Why I have heard Sermons that would have 〈◊〉 the very stones I 〈◊〉 on that would have moved the eat I sate upon the very fire of Hell hath flashed in my face I have seen
nothing more Rom. 10. 3. The Jews that 〈◊〉 establish their own Righteousness they would not submit to the Righteousness of Christ. Therefore if the wayes of 〈◊〉 be pressed and 〈◊〉 with zeal as matters absolutly necessary 〈◊〉 that their commodities seem to be cryed down and their comforts dashed and their persons 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 under 〈◊〉 as that they are 〈◊〉 men even your most civil naturallist a man 〈◊〉 is most 〈◊〉 in his carriage will count it a matter of 〈◊〉 to proceed to 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 against such and you shal 〈◊〉 these men most 〈◊〉 and restless in persecution because they do it upon a misconceit as a duty of 〈◊〉 They conclude they are as good as men should be and do as much as any ought Acts 26. 9. So 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 I 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 with my self 〈◊〉 to do many things contrary to the Name of Jesus and 〈◊〉 Savior Christ 〈◊〉 it 〈◊〉 16. 2. That they 〈◊〉 think they do God good service in 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 opposing the waies and Servants of Christ and 〈◊〉 in the highest degree So that if the Lord let in any light to such a one to reveal either more or better to him he stands amazed as a man new come out of a dream he knows not where he is or what he hath done all his life long If this be true I never knew either my sin or my self I am of all men most miserable As Paul when the Lord met him and stopt him in his way and broke in upon him with his Converting Grace he falls down trembling and astonished Lord 〈◊〉 thou And What wilt thou have me to do Acts 9. 5 6 7. He neither 〈◊〉 Christ nor himself nor his own estate he was as far to seek as if he had never heard of these things therefore the Apostle Peter expresses it thus 1 Pet. 2. 9. Who hath called you 〈◊〉 darkness to his marvelous light That a man begins to wonder and marvel to see themselves so wonderfully cozened and deluded all their days they have often heard of sin but never saw it before now they have heard of humiliation and faith and sanctisication but never understood what they were but now they begin to see an absolute need of them and there never was any man whom God called effectually to himself but he stands wondering at his sins that they should be so loathsom and yet that he should love them so much at the beauty and excellency of Christ that he hath neglected so much marveling at his own pride and security in that miserable estate that now he finds himself in Gather up the Point then If he neither see 〈◊〉 feel any evil in his Condition and therefore fears no danger in it and therefore blesseth himself in his present estate accounting whatsoever is more required to be foolishness and persecutes whatsoever seems to blemish it then he is and can be no other than abundantly satisfied and settled immovably in the security of his carnal estate The Reasons of it are chiefly Three From the Deceitfulness and Subtilty of sin which pretends nothing promiseth nothing but that which is full of content to the sinner and therefore he pleaseth himself in it for the present As the 〈◊〉 hides his sting that may poyson and shews only his speckled skin that may please the eye so it is with 〈◊〉 it presents nothing to the view but that which may please the flesh either profits to enrich or honors to advance or pleasures to delight either 〈◊〉 of the flesh or the 〈◊〉 of the eyes or the pride of life 1 Joh. 2. 16. As the wise man speaks of the yong man led aside with the harlot that with her oyled words she 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and he followes her as an Ox 〈◊〉 to the slaughter and a fool to the stocks and knows nothing till a dart strikes through his liver Prov. 7. 22. As the Fisher that shews 〈◊〉 to the Fish but the Bait to allure but hides the Hook that will catch So the Fowl sees nothing but the Grain to feed her not the Net that takes her So it is with the Deceitfulness of sin it promiseth nothing but all the Content that we have and would have but the Hook that should catch us and the 〈◊〉 that should 〈◊〉 us that is kept back for the present If taken from the sensuallity of the Soul of every man naturally which is so suitable to the nature of 〈◊〉 that it tasts nothing but that which 〈◊〉 their 〈◊〉 and therefore they will not beleeve there is any thing there to distaste A sinful heart meets with temptations they do fit and suit one with 〈◊〉 and because the soul takes content in sin it cannot beleeve that there is any thing else there but what it now finds nay somtimes though the judgment is informed and Conscience convinced these 〈◊〉 your sins and these will be your ruine the 〈◊〉 heart saies It is false I taste no such matter As it is in a distempered body when the stomach is 〈◊〉 with noysom humors because the bitterest 〈◊〉 seem sweet to the raste so distempered the Physitian cannot perswade they cannot beleeve that 〈◊〉 are bitter So it is with a distempered heart which tasts nothing but its own lusts and humors which are so incorporated into it and 〈◊〉 with it that let all Ministers and Reasons say what 〈◊〉 can to the contrary say they I beleeve it not 〈◊〉 taste it not It s the best life in the world to follow 〈◊〉 own mind to have my own will and to satisfie 〈◊〉 own lusts Prov. 10. 23. It is a sport to a fool 〈◊〉 do 〈◊〉 No pastime is so pleasing to him as to suit the carnal disposition of his heart in his sinful wayes but he 's a fool for it that is A 〈◊〉 man self-Self-love and Self-ease will not suffer the 〈◊〉 to hear of any thing that may disquiet or distemper and therefore 〈◊〉 the mind and heart with the daily fears and suspitions of terrors and discouragements that attend a good Course that it dare not listen in the least measure to any thing that tends 〈◊〉 way Hence it is there is such a noyse and 〈◊〉 raised against the good ways of Gods Grace and Gods 〈◊〉 that if ever he gives way to the power of them to have his sins revealed and 〈◊〉 by them he thinks he shall never have quiet more 〈◊〉 and therefore in a carnal Family if one man 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and careful in his course and have got 〈◊〉 knocks from the Word they cry out Their Children are undone and they fear to come under 〈◊〉 stroak of the truth lest they should be troubled 〈◊〉 the meaning of that Psal. 36. 2. The wicked 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 himself in his own eyes As who should say This is the only way you are in you may 〈◊〉 quietly and comfortably and go to heaven 〈◊〉 all this ado Ay do so and be so saies the heart And as 2 Pet. 3. 2. They are willingly
ignorant A man that is loth to rise shuts his eyes from 〈◊〉 light and stops his ears that he may not hear 〈◊〉 knocks at the door so a man that would sleep 〈◊〉 in the security of his natural state he would 〈◊〉 suffer the certainty of Gods Judgments and the terribleness of them to come home to his soul to awaken him out of his dead sleep Thus the Deceitfulness of Sin promiseth nothing but Good the 〈◊〉 of a mans heart is such 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 nothing but Good mens self-Self-love and 〈◊〉 is such it will not suffer any thing but Good to be presented to the view of the soul. These are the Grounds why a sinful Heart settles it self in security and blesseth it self though nothing belongs to him but misery Hence we may see the Reason why sharp and soul-saving Preaching seems so greivous and tedious to the carnal hearts of wicked and natural men they hardly vouchsafe audience but not acceptance What 's the cause It would awaken them out of their sleepy security in which they lye To bring a Candle to a sleepy man is unpleasing but to pluck off the Clothes he will hardly bear it but will let flie at you Why will you not suffer a man to be quiet in his bed c. All men are naturally in a dead sleep of sin therefore to bring the Candle of the Law to them to shew them their condition to pluck away all their coverings and hidings that they may see their sins and themselves as they are it is death to a man in this case Plain dealing and rough dealing evermore finds harsh entertainment here still Musick is pliasing and rocks men asleep but sound blows will awaken men and not suffer them to sleep in their sins and therefore they cannot bear them they have itching ears saith the Apostle heaping up Teachers to themselves after their own lusts and therefore they cannot endure sound doctrine 2 Tim. 4. 3. Such Ministers and such Preaching as answer their desires and please their pallats that they and their sins and all may go to Heaven together this they like very well of Itching ears must be scratched not buffeted You know what he said to Elias Art thou he that troubles Israel And hast thou found me O my Enemy 1 King 18. 17. 〈◊〉 had 400 false Prophets he could endure them well enough because they never disquieted him in his sins but Elias was a troubler of Israel because he troubled his sin therefore he was not able to bear with him Hence again We should be perswaded and informed its the heaviest plague that can befal a man That God should suffer him to sleep in his sins and prosper in a wicked Course Because it argues for ought any man knows that God intends no good to him nor will work no good for him but as if the Lord hath left such a one to be a prey to sin and Satan he is in the hands of his lusts and become a spoil unto them Jesus Christ passeth by him as it 〈◊〉 pitties him not meddles not with him to rescue him out of that Condition as if the Lord should say I have nothing to do with him he is none of mine Therefore know this to your terror all you that never knew what it was to be in distress of Conscience for sin nay when the Word hath come home to you to convince you of your miserable estate for you have not been able to bear it bate of your sleep nor rest you cannot lose any thing of your 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 you will not nay you bless your selves in this condition thinking your case is good enough Mark now The Lord Jesus sees sin and Satan have thee in their power hurrying thee down to Hell with them and he passeth by and saith Let them alone they belong not to me I will not rescue them nor save them my Word and Spirit shall not convince 〈◊〉 nor work upon them this is the heaviest 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 can befal thee in this world Acts 17. 30. The 〈◊〉 of this ignorance God regarded not they lived in their sins without God and Christ and 〈◊〉 and the Lord never regarded them so as to look after them to recover them out of this estate Acts 14. 16. He suffered the Nations to walk in their own wayes It was the heavie displeasure of God towards them he saw they followed their own wayes and he suffered them so to do to go on still in the broad and the road way that leads to eternal Death All sinners are sick persons and we know 〈◊〉 a sad thing for those that are sick unto death not to be seen not to be helped and succoured when the Physitian will not so much as look in upon them Luke 19. 44. Jerusalem had her day of 〈◊〉 she was sick at the heart and God came to 〈◊〉 her but she would not take his advice therefore the Lord left her and let her alone this is a woful case when the Lord leaves a sinner to himself and doth not visit him with his saving health it s a sign that he hath no love unto nor care to do good to such a soul. Of Tryal Hence we way get undoubted Evidence to our selves whether we are yet in our natural condition or brought out of it I shall press it only negatively now Is the day yet to dawn the hour yet to come that ever thou didst endeavor to come out of thy natural condition nay happily thou never sawest cause why thou shouldest But thou 〈◊〉 and conceivest that all things remain alike with thee from the first beginning unto this day as thou wast thou art thou hast lived quietly and walked comfortably all thy life long Truly know it if thou art not another man than when thou camest into the world thou art but a natural man thou art but a damned man Thou camest flesh and blood into the world thou camest a Child of wrath and thou art so still and if so be thou doest live so and die so thou art sure to be damned for ever for flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God 1 Cor. 15. 50. We know saies the Apostle that we are born of God and the world lies in wickedness 1 Joh. 5. 19. Brought to bed in 〈◊〉 as the Original saies thou art one that livest in some base wicked courses and liest in the bed of security and thou shalt perish with the world It s observable in the Parable when all things were at peace the strong man kept the house that 's certain As it s said of the City of Laish Judg. 18. 7. They were quiet and secure and had no business with any man Is it so with thee Thou art quiet and secure and hast no business with the Word of God thou dost come and sit and return again as if thou hadst no business with the Lord thy Conscience not convinced thy affections not stirred thy heart not affected with saving
get it if he can by doubling he is not willing to yield therefore is resolved to quarrel and wind away from under the force of the Argument and to make an escape Acts 17. 18. They encountred Paul they came into the field with Cavils against his Doctrine observe how careful an unwilling heart is to invent a shift and how content to take it and if yet he fail of his hopes and is not able to make his party good with the 〈◊〉 he unlocks all the Devils Chests and 〈◊〉 his Skul for devices and though the Reasons be of no weight nor worth nor strength yet he is well 〈◊〉 to be cozened with them though there be scant any appearance of a pretence when the yong man had professed all readiness to follow the Command of the Lord and saw nothing would serve turn unless he sold all overpowered with the Authority of the Truth he left it in the plain field and went away sorrowful If yet the 〈◊〉 that 's rivetted in his resolution to hold his own cannot 〈◊〉 the Truth then he falls to flat opposing of it Jer. 44. 16. As for the word which 〈◊〉 hast spoken to us in the Name of the Lord we will not hearken to it that is the short and the long they then begun to be plain and peremptory Jer. 18. 12. They said there is no 〈◊〉 but we will do after our devices and we will walk every man after the imagination of his own heart If they cannot undo the Bonds they will break the Bonds of Gods Commands Come say they 〈◊〉 2. 2. let us break 〈◊〉 Bonds and 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 their cords from us Thus the Jews when they saw the Word of the Lord to prosper in the 〈◊〉 of Paul and 〈◊〉 they were filled 〈◊〉 envy and 〈◊〉 against those things that were spoken by Paul contradicting and 〈◊〉 in so much that Paul professed they put away the 〈◊〉 that would have plucked away their sins 〈◊〉 them Acts 13. 46. John must 〈◊〉 his 〈◊〉 rather than Herod will part with his Harlot When 〈◊〉 cannot get leave of God to do what he desired he goes without leave Numb 24. 1. he 〈◊〉 his 〈◊〉 to the 〈◊〉 as if he would prevent Gods 〈◊〉 and curse 〈◊〉 before God 〈◊〉 be aware of it To have their 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 tormented and kept upon the 〈◊〉 and themselves crossed in their corrupt courses so that either they dare not keep their lusts or else have no quiet if they do they fly in the face of the Truth it 's a hard saying who can hear it who can 〈◊〉 it Acts 19. 28. see what an uproar and what a dust Demetrius raiseth against Pauls Doctrine Masters you know that by this craft we get our living therefore what they wanted in Argument they would carry it in clamors There was an 〈◊〉 for the space of two hours Great is Diana of the Ephesians So they dealt with the two 〈◊〉 Revel 11. 10. they were never content before they were removed they could not have their 〈◊〉 in quiet as long as they had their lives for they tormented them with their witness the Truth is dreadful and torments carnal men that cannot bear the light and power of it If yet the Conscience be not seared with a hot Iron but there remain any sence of common Principles in it they will be dayly quickened and awakened by the Power of the Word and that will be daily vexing provoking and pressing the heart you know saies Conscience this is the Command your Duty and will be your Comfort to yield obedience thereunto you may oppose but you will perish for it you may do what you please but it will be your destruction God wil require it at your hands when you will not be able to answer for what you have done nor bear what God will inflict The 〈◊〉 then endeavors to still the clamors and to stop the mouth of Conscience and to weary it out 〈◊〉 impudency in wickedness and stifling the 〈◊〉 of it and not suffer it to take place and so by custom in sinning he takes away the sence of sin and so it befals them as those the Apostle speaks of they become past feeling Eph. 4. 19. This is to hold 〈◊〉 the Truth in unrighteousness Rom. 1. 18. Truth is pressing this ought this should this must be done or else you die for it you see the Word pregnant the way plain the Duty undeniable say nothing saies unrighteousness in the heart I do love it I must follow it therefore speak not a word more I cannot hear it nor bear it as they said Judg. 18. 25. when 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 after them for his gods Let not thy voyce be heard amongst us left angry fellows fall upon thee Thus you see how this unwillingness to be subject to the Truth shews it self They seek it not receive it not stop the passage of it defeat the Power and Evidence of it they professedly oppose it and privily stifle the 〈◊〉 of the Truth which may trouble them in sinning until their 〈◊〉 be without sence and they without care or purpose to reform their evil waies But are not the wicked many times willing to part with their corruptions see how far they speak how freely they profess Deut. 5. 27. All that thou hast spoken we will do Jer. 42. 5. The Lord be Judg 〈◊〉 thee and us enquire at the mouth of the Lord for us and whatever it be whether good or evil we will do it what more can be desired what more could be expressed I Answer in Three Things The Text denies not nor doth the Doctrine that Natural men are willing to profess subjection to the Law of God but that they neither do nor can nor will do what they say therefore it is added in Deut. 5. 28 29. This People have said well but O that there were such a heart in them there was good words but they wanted good hearts they said wel but their wils and endeavors were not answerable they professed fair with their lips but dissembled with their hearts so the Prophet Jeremiah told them to their faces Ye dissembled in your hearts when ye said enquire of the Lord for us Jer. 42. 20. It 's possible nay ordinary for a corrupt heart when it doth most reform sin outwardly then most of all to love and to give himself to the practice of some sin secretly because then all the streams are turned into one Channel he neglects all other that he may wholly bestow and lay out his heart upon that one and when he professeth against sin he conceives he may sin without suspition and distraction without suspition from others and without distraction in himself when by confessions and reformations he will put in Bail upon his Conscience and agree with it as Bankrupts use to do with their Creditors When it co nes to a streight and a justle that the Word meets him as the Angel met Balaam he cannot pass unless
it not as a part of weakness but a madness in truth if a Malefactor wil lie in the Dungeon when means of deliverances is afforded for a man to chuse his fetters and to keep on his chains and bolts when he may be freed yet this is the case and condition yea the disposition of men who are not willing to be severed from their sins nor to be set free from those chains of darkness wherewith they are fettered and go up and down imprisoned in the world Sin is compared to a deadly poyson the poyson of Asps is under their tongue Rom. 3. 13. that is Such 〈◊〉 which is deadly and venomous which admits no remedy no cure no recovery Now shouldest 〈◊〉 see a Patient that should be offended with the Medicine that would Cure him or with the Physitian that would counsel him and recover him out of 〈◊〉 Disease Or take it heinously and grievously that any should keep him from drinking the Poyson that would destroy him Each man would conclude that his brain were more distempered than 〈◊〉 body as doing that which is directly cross even to nature which desires the preservation of it self even in unreasonable Creatures Turn but the tables as we say consider aright thine own carriage 〈◊〉 thou wilt confess it is thy case thou art the man Thou art poysoned with the loathsom and 〈◊〉 lusts of thine own Heart which threaten thy everlasting ruine and that beyond recovery in 〈◊〉 course of ordinary means Thou art not able 〈◊〉 hear the Counsel that would direct thee for 〈◊〉 Cure nor bear a savory and seasonable 〈◊〉 which would take away the poyson of those 〈◊〉 distempers Thou canst not endure to be severe from that which wil sever thy soul from God 〈◊〉 canst not abide the Word or the Messengers 〈◊〉 would take away that from thee which wil take 〈◊〉 way thy peace thy comfort thy happiness and a Thus Herodias waited for the Baptists life 〈◊〉 he endeavored to cross her in her Incestuous 〈◊〉 and loathsom abominations Mark 6. 19. Therefore Herodias had a quarrel a secret grudg again him and would have killed him She lay at 〈◊〉 she was watchful and covetous to observe and 〈◊〉 any hint of opportunity offered to do him harm because he desired and endeavored to do her the greatest good that he could A type of this we may 〈◊〉 in the Israelites when their own hearts could tel them and their own experience could testifie and that unto their own sense it was the greatest pressure that ever they found the 〈◊〉 of the wrath of Pharoah and that they sighed under it and their groans went up to heaven And yet they would return to their own ruine and to the house of bondage And Would God said they we had died in Aegypt Aegipt typifyed the kingdom of darkness the state of sin and death and Pharoah was a type of Satan who exerciseth the fierceness of his fury upon the souls of those that are under his power somtimes men wil cry unto the Lord by reason of the hard usage they find from Sin and Satan yet when God comes by his Word and the Counsels of his Servants to pluck them out of their sins and out of their bondage they cannot endure that they wil rather return again unto and lie down under the bondage of sin and Satan than be delivered from it John 5. 40. Our Savior Christ tels the Jews there You will not come to me that you might have life Christ hath Purchased it and Promised it and Offred it yet saies he You wil not come to me you wil not though you may have life and happiness for the coming for Here 's also a ground of Tryal We may hence discern and that undeniably and easily what our condition is Whether we be yet in our Natural estate so far from the interest and possession of Christ or any saving work of his Spirit as that indeed we have not attained any through preparation hereunto We need not send up to Heaven to look into the Cabinet Counsels of Gods everlasting Decrees what is 〈◊〉 concerning us Descend thou into thy own soul thou hast that in thy bosom wil be the best discovery of thy condition Ask but honestly plainly and in earnest thy own heart and that wil cast the ballance and that beyond al question Such as thy will is such is thy condition look what thou wouldest be that thou art in truth and in the account of the Almighty The Lord cares 〈◊〉 for al the Court Complements thou canst express in the wayes of Christianity he 〈◊〉 not for 〈◊〉 thy fair 〈◊〉 and the quaint appearances of 〈◊〉 was thy carriage gilt over with the most glorious shews of Godliness and thy tongue tipped with the language of heaven this wil not do the deed This would not answer the Lords expectation nor thine own hopes and comforts in the issue It was said concerning Eliab Davids elder brother when it was conceived that he should be the man appointed for the Kingdom and indeed holy Samuel was deceived in his goodly stature Surely this is the Lords Annointed The Lord himself checks his judgment Man looketh on the outward appearance but the Lord looketh upon the heart 1 Sam. 16. 7. Look we then as God looks and judge we as he judgeth if we would have comfort and truth in our judgment that we may not fail in that and so our hopes and happiness and al fail in the issue Thou saiest Thy 〈◊〉 is savory and free thy understanding large thou art able to search the Mysteries of Grace thou knowest in a great 〈◊〉 the things of Grace and art able fully to express what thou knowest and thou pretendest readmess and zeal for the service of the Lord. Thou 〈◊〉 al these are thus And I say What is thy heart thou lookest to these I say Look to thy heart and then to these that is Gods way The people in Deut. 5. 28. made as full and free a profession as all the world could desire but the Lord desired somwhat more 〈◊〉 went further They have well said but Oh that 〈◊〉 were such a heart in them v. 29. It is the heart then that gives the casting Evidence of a mans condition and wil not deceive The Woman that hath two Suiters that make love and express their 〈◊〉 to her if she ask her own Spirit that will easily speak which is the man that must be her Husband the Answer which will 〈◊〉 it is this Such a one hath her heart he hath got her good will and therefore hath gained the woman 〈◊〉 is his to give one all good language and 〈◊〉 entertainment that is nothing if another hath the heart So if the Question be which is indeed a Question of the greatest consequence in the world Whether art thou to be matched to thy Sin or to thy Savior to thy Lusts or to the Lord Jesus This will put it beyond peradventure hath some bosom
lust got the will of thy soul and holds it to this day thou art certainly a corrupt and carnal wretched Creature All thy 〈◊〉 carriage and 〈◊〉 entertainment or good language 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the Lord Jesus it 's nothing thy lusts have thy heart and Satan hath thy heart by means of them and this is thy condition to this very day It 's 〈◊〉 as experience proves it that he that is the Owner of a Country may be forced by the power of an Enemy 〈◊〉 in upon him to forsake the Skirts and Borders of it but if yet the strong Places 〈◊〉 and Citadels be in his possession which command the Country each man concludes he is Lord and 〈◊〉 of the Country still hecause he hath these 〈◊〉 and strong Forts whereby he can command it at his pleasure As in the Country so in the Rule of a mans Carriage and Conscience possible it is nay ordinary that there may come some 〈◊〉 Power and Evidence of Truth and the Lord may so mightily assault the soul with the Battery of his Word and levy such Forces of Arguments against the prevailing power of sin in our practice as that 〈◊〉 may cause our corruptions to retire and forsake the Frontiers and out-works the tongue and hand and behavior but if yet the will which is the main Castle and hath command of all if that I say be still at league with our Lusts and the power of corruption is there entertained and acknowledged thou art yet under the power of Satan and possession of thy sin The unclean Spirit may now and then go on walking and be cast out from exercising that Sovereignty and extent of Jurisdiction as to act the hand and eye and tongue to the practice of evil but as long as his house is swept and garnished the soul willing to give way and welcom to any bosom distemper he returns again and prevails as much nay more than ever Matth. 12. 43 44 45. Whatever thou hast received if thou hast not a heart against thy sin thou hast nothing will do thee good Whatever thou givest to God or doest for him unless thou givest thy heart unto him and bestow that upon his Service thou doest nothing that will stand thee in any stead The want of this was that which Moses so heavily complained of Deut. 29. 3 4. You have seen all that the Lord hath done for you the signs and wonders that he hath wrought for you yet the Lord hath not given you an heart unto this day As who should say all these will but aggravate your sins and encrease your plagues your naughty hearts will abuse all and bring a Curse upon all the Blessings you enjoy All thy Services without a heart severed from thy sins is but as a dead Sacrisice which the Lord loaths As she to Sampson though he pretended all love yet this she looked at as an evidence of want of love because his heart was not with her How canst thou say thou lovest me when thy heart is not with me So the Lord to all the fair pretences of fals-hearted Professors How can you say you love me when your hearts are not with me you wil not part with your Lusts. But you will reply This is a hard saying who can hear it who can bear it this is all we have to bear up and support our hearts and hopes with True it is our Natures are naught and corrupt our distempers strong infirmities many and failings great we cannot deny that which our actions discover we are too frequently and shamefully snatched aside and surprized by our corruptions and our distempers overbear us yet the Lord knows and we would have you to know we would be other we want power against our distempers yet we want not will to be severed from them So said and so done well and good You profess so prove what you profess and it 〈◊〉 I wish it were so and that 's the worst I wish you but try it then and be sure you do not fail for you are brought to the lowest and the last cast it 's as the Book to the Malefactor This is the very Door of Grace and the Gate of Heaven to be willing to be severed from sin God never wrought upon you for good unless this be wrought in you The Evidences are Four He that is willing to part with his sin is speedy and unweariable in seeking and improving of those means whereby he may get rid of it and which may remove it from him The Will is the great Wheel which sets all and keeps all a going and will cause a man to break through all discouragements and 〈◊〉 that can be cast in the way neither difficulties nor oppositions be they what they will be can either daunt it wholly or put it upon delaies the hands may be bound the feet fetter'd either want of liberties or opportunities may prejudice a 〈◊〉 practice or the opposition may be so 〈◊〉 and fell that may force a man for the while to cease the performance of his work but if the will be setled and resolved that cannot be removed So the Apostle Rom. 7. 18. To will is present with me though he cannot do what he is enjoyned God requires and Duty 〈◊〉 yet he can will what he cannot do so the Prophet David Psal. 119. 4 5. Thou hast commanded us to keep thy Precepts Oh that my heart were so upright and my waies so directed that I might keep them I do not I cannot do as my Duty is but Oh that I could do so I cannot do as I should yet I cannot but wish it This you shal find when the faithful are at the greatest under when some spiritual damps and qualms come over their hearts yet these privy yernings of their hearts towards God and the waies of his Grace will appear As in a swound when al the acts of the Sences are bound up and the Pulse is not to be perceived yet hold a glass to the mouth of a fainting man and you shal perceive some 〈◊〉 breathing ever So it is when al abilities enlargements seem to fail when temptations desertions and violent surprizal of some venemous distempers take away sence and feeling power and performance yet you shall perceive his breathing if you bring the soul to a Command or a Promise Oh that my heart were so upright Psal. 119. 20. My soul breaketh for the longing it hath to thy Commandements at all times 〈◊〉 David and 〈◊〉 Paul Rom. 7. 19. The good I would I do not the evil I would not that I do I do evil but I would not do it I do not the good but I would do 〈◊〉 And therefore as blind Bartimaeus when his heart was set to seek the recovery of his sight as soon as he heard that Christ passed by he cryed out Jesus thou son of David have mercy upon me they rebuked him and he cried yet more earnestly thou son of David have mercy
but is acted by another As it was in the raising of Lazarus when he stank in the Grave not only those noysom distempers were removed and the unnatural 〈◊〉 which attended his body chased away but the 〈◊〉 also was returned and brought again to Union 〈◊〉 his Body So here The Nature of this Drawing and special 〈◊〉 of it It s the motion and powerful Impression of the Spirit of God upon the Soul not any habit of Grace in it nor any act of the Soul which concurs with the work of God in this first stroak of Preparation For The soul that is wholly possessed by the Habits of Sin is not yet capable of the Habit of Grace 〈◊〉 my flesh dwels no good thing Rom. 7. 18. The Vessel cannot be ful of filthy and puddle water and at the same time receive that which is pure It is the aim of this work to make way and room for the Habit of Grace to be received and therefore it is not a habit nor any act of a habit in the soul as yet Therefore it s said God first turns from darkness and then to light Acts 26. 18. Takes away the heart of stone before he gives a new heart Ezek. 11. 19. This is the influence of Light and Vertue into the Mind and Will by the receiving whereof they may be elevated and lifted up above their own ability to supernatural Works in future times and therfore this cannot be the act of the Will and 〈◊〉 since they cannot of themselves let in any 〈◊〉 into themselves Therefore the Lord takes 〈◊〉 to himself as his own Work Hither belongs 〈◊〉 Question Whether Nature or Grace be the first subject of 〈◊〉 Nature cannot For 1 Cor. 2. 14. The 〈◊〉 man receives not the things of God nor can 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 yet Grace cannot do it for 〈◊〉 there should be Grace before the FIRST 〈◊〉 Grace is attended in a double Respect 1 As it 〈◊〉 a habit or gracious quality received into the Soul As it is a gracious impression upon the soul The 〈◊〉 must be prepared before any habit of Grace 〈◊〉 be received but there needs no disposition in 〈◊〉 soul to receive the work of the Spirit that must 〈◊〉 there needs no preparation to make way 〈◊〉 the work of Preparation but there needs 〈◊〉 to make way for the habit That which 〈◊〉 the first disposition needs no former not yet 〈◊〉 any former It s not Nature but the Soul prepared that is the 〈◊〉 of the First Habit. The Soul unprepared 〈◊〉 the Subject of the Spirit that prepares it The Means how God works the Cords by which 〈◊〉 Draws The Spirit of the Lord lets in some powerful light 〈◊〉 the Truth into the Soul when he is passing on in 〈◊〉 wayes of destruction and tels him This is not 〈◊〉 right way to Life and Salvation you must go 〈◊〉 way if ever you go to heaven The poor deluded blinded Creature never dreaming of 〈◊〉 such matter so that he drives the sóul to 〈◊〉 thoughts If this be the streight way to happiness 〈◊〉 have been out of the way al my life time If this 〈◊〉 true my Condition is miserable Isa. 65. 1. I 〈◊〉 sought of them that asked not for me I am found 〈◊〉 those that sought me not Thus the shepheard pursues the wildring sheep If he had not found it it 〈◊〉 never found home How many give in Evidence 〈◊〉 of their own Experience in this kind I never doubted of my estate nor ever 〈◊〉 of any necessity to be other or do other I went as others did it may be for fashion sake either company carried me or custome prevailed with me or may be the novelty of the thing inticed me to go I as little thought of my death as ever to have my sin and shame discovered Job 36. 9. When the Lord gets man into fetters then he shews them their transgressions and how they have exceeded Thus the Lord is said To stand and knock at the door of the soul when the sinner is fast asleep Rev. 3. 20. He dazles the apprehension by some mighty flash of truth like lightning darted in which makes the soul at a maze by reason of the suddenness and unexpectedness and strangness of it This knock makes the sinner so far to hear and to take notice of it that some body is at the door and causes him happily to make enquiry Who is there So Acts 9. 4 5 6. There shines a suddain Light about Paul and a voyce heard from heaven Saul Saul Why persecutest thou me As who should say Thou art utterly mistaken thou knowest not where thou art what thou doest thou mistakest a Friend in stead of an Enemy And therefore he amazed and astonished Answers and 〈◊〉 Who art thou Lord Thus the sinner is made to look about him where am I this is not the way to Heaven And though the soul would shut its eyes against the Evidence and Power of the Truth which carries a kind of amazing vertue with it and therefore invents shifts to defeat the work of it yet the Lord wil follow it and fasten it upon the soul so as that it shal not avoid it he that stands knocking at the door wil lift up the latch and make the Truth break in as the Sun rising wil break through the least crevis This is the first means whereby the Lord comes to lay hold upon the mind and soul of a sinner he hath the sinner in chase as it were that he cannot get out of his sight or make an escape Thus by the hook of Instruction he laies hold upon him He encloseth him with the Cords of Mercy whereby he 〈◊〉 the soul and compasseth the heart on every side with the tender of his compassions Hosea 11. 4. I drew them with the Cords of a man the bonds of love this the Lord doth to take off those desperat discouragements which otherwise would dead the heart and split the hopes of a forlorn sinner and so pluck up his endeavors by the roots under the appearance of impossibilities It can never be attained why therefore should it be expected or endeavored after To abate therefore of these overbearing 〈◊〉 which otherwise would sink the heart and swallow it up the Lord casts in some discovery of the largeness of his compassions and intimates there is no danger to be feared in coming to the Lord because there is none intended When Christ stands at the door and knocks men are afraid to let in Enemies that intended our ruine so it 's 〈◊〉 the sinner he is afraid of Gods Justice because of his 〈◊〉 deservings What is Christ at the door Is it not that Christ whose Grace I have refused whose Spirit I have grieved whose Words I have cast 〈◊〉 my back he certainly comes to destroy me who have destroyed his Truth and trampled his honor 〈◊〉 my feet And therefore the Lord lets in that Evidence to the
heart is the alone work of God It is not in him that Wills nor in him that Runs 〈◊〉 in God that shews Mercy You know many of you hundreds for ought I know that you never knew what Christ and his Grace meant and you know your hearts close with your sins though you dare not give way to them Now mark when you come and hear the mind of God and the Ministers speak unto you and the Will of God is published Oh! Go your wayes home and say As the Lord lives I will not leave thee until the Lord hath spoken to my soul till I find the effectual work of the Word and Spirit of God drawing my soul from my sins to Jesus Christ. Therefore call for that same shewing Mercy which the Apostle speaks of Rom. 9. 16. So then it is not of him that wills nor of him that runs but of God that sheweth mercy When you have run what you can and willed what you are able then look up to the Lord to shew you Mercy the Minister hath spoken what he can and I have heard what I can but Lord shew Mercy and never leave until you have found that the Lord hath shewed you Mercy in this work of drawing your Soul from Sin to Christ. FINIS THE Application OF Redemption By the Effectual Work of the Word and Spirt of Christ for the bringing home of lost Sinners to God The Ninth and Tenth Books Beside many other seasonable and Soul-searching Truths there is also largely shewed â—â—The heart must be humble and contrite before the Lord will dwell in it â—â—Stubborn and bloody Sinners may be made broken-hearted â—â—There must be true sight of sin before the heart can be broken for it â—â—Application of special sins by the Ministry is a means to bring men to sight of and sorrow for them â—â—Meditation of sin a special means to break the heart â—â—The same word is profitable to some not to others â—â—The Lord somtimes makes the word prevail most when its most opposed â—â—Sins unrepented of makes way for piercing Terrors â—â—The Truth terrible to a guilty conscience â—â—â—Gross and scandalous sinners God usually exerciseth with heavy breakings of heart before they be brought to Christ. 11. Sorrow for sin rightly set on pierceth the heart of the sinner throughly 12. They whose hearts are pierced by the word are carried with love and respect to the Ministers of it And are busie to enquire and ready to submit to the mind of God 13. Sinners in distress of conscience are ignorant what they should do 14. A contrite sinner sees a necessity of coming out of his sinful condition 15. There is a secret hope wherewith the Lord supports the hearts of contrite sinners 16. They who are truly pierced for their sins do prize and covet deliverance from their sins 17. True contrition is accompanied with confession of sin when God calls thereunto 18. The Soul that is pierced for sin is carried with a restless dislike against it By that Faithful and known Servant of Christ Mr. THOMAS HOOKER late Pastor of the Church at Hartford in New-England somtimes Preacher of the Word at Chelmsford in Essex and Fellow of Emmanuel Colledg in Cambridg Printed from the Authors Papers written with his own Hand And attested to be such in an Epistle By Thomas Goodwin And Philip Nye London Printed by Peter Cole at the sign of the Printing-Press in Cornhil neer the Royal Exchange 1657. READER IT hath been one of the Glories of the Protestant Religion that it revived the Doctrine of Saving Conversion And of the new creature brought forth thereby Concerning which and the necessity thereof we find so much indigitated by Christ and the Apostles in their Epistles in those times But in a more eminent manner God hath cast the honor hereof upon the Ministers and Preachers of this Nation who are renowned abroad for their more accurate search into and discoveries hereof First For the Popish Religion that much pretend to Piety and Devotion and doth dress forth a Religion to a great outward Gaudiness and shew of 〈◊〉 and wil-worship which we confess is entermingled with many spiritual strains of self-denial Submission to Gods wil Love to God and Christ especially in the writings of those that are called Mistical 〈◊〉 But that first great and saving Work of Conversion which is the foundation of al true piety the great and numerous volumns of their most devout writers are usually silent therein Yea they eminently appropriate the word Conversion and thing it self unto 〈◊〉 man that renounceth a Secular life and entereth into Religious orders as they cal them and that Doctrine they have in their discourses of Grace and free wil about it is of no higher elevation than what as worthy Mr. Perkins long since may be common to a Reprobate though we judg not al amongst them God having continued in the midst of Popish Darkness many to this day and at this day with more Contention than ever that plead for the Prerogative of Gods Grace in mans Conversion And for the Arminian Doctrine how low doth that run in this great Article this we may without breach of Charity say of it That if they or their followers have no further or deeper work upon their hearts than what their Doctrine in that point calls for they would fal short of Heaven though those other great truths they together therewith teach God may and doth savingly bless unto true Conversion he breaking through those Errors into some of their hearts And how much our reformed Writers abroad living in continual wranglings and Disputes with the Adversaries of Grace have omitted in a Practical and Experimental way to lay open and anatomize the inwards of this great work for the Comfort and settlement of poor souls many of themselves do greatly bewayl And to find them work and divert them from this it hath been the Devils great Policy who is at the head of all those Controversies as also ever since Pelagius time to this very day to make that dry and barren plot of Ground namely the naked dispute of the freedom of mans wil to be the great seat of this War as the Pope did the Conquest of the Holy Land in the darker times to find al Christian Princes work and thither to draw al the forces and intentions of mens minds jejunely in a great part Phylosophically to debate what power mans wil for-sooth hath in the Summity and Apex of Conversion to resist or to accept the Grace of God and so whether Moral perswasions only be not Sufficient or that Physical Pre-determinations be not also requisite to Conversion whilest in the mean time al those intimate actings of a soul in turning to God The secret particular passages both on Gods part and on the souls part which are many and various by which the soul is won over unto God and Christ those treaties the souls of men hold with God and Christ for justifying and
it was said to him in the story when the Prophet in his own person would discover the Kings carelesness to him he disguised himself as the King passed by and so passed by him and said 1 Kings 20. 39. Thy 〈◊〉 went out into the midst of the 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 a man brought a man to me saying Keep this man if by any means he be missing then shal thy life be for his life and as thy servant was 〈◊〉 here and there he was gone and the 〈◊〉 of Israel said so shal thy judgment thy self hath decided it Let me speak to thee in a like manner The Lord hath given thee his holy commands in charge the Grace of God the Gospel of Grace which hath appeared and which bringeth Salvation teacheth men to deny ungodly unworldly lusts to live Godly soberly in this present evil world to be Zealous of good works 2 Titus 13. 14. that we 〈◊〉 mortisy the deeds of the flesh that we might live Rom. 8. 13. but if we walk after the flesh we shal dy these Evangelical commands thou art bound to observe if by any means they be awanting thou loosest thy lise if thou loosest them forget these and God wil forget thee Now thou returnest thy excuse that while thou wert busie here and there busie in planting and building busie in plotting and contriving thine own carnal contents thy heart busie and eager in the pursuit of earthly occasions and imployments thy thoughts busie in devising and acting meanes in observing and improving opportunities thy hand busie in endeavouring to the utmost of thy power and skil to accomplish these either sinful or at the best earthly conveniences thou mindest these so much the other was wholly out of thy mind out of thy own mouth shalt thou be condemned so shal thy judgment be thou heedless sinful creature thou hast decided the matter they that forget God shal be turned to Hell Psal. 9. 17 They who mind earthly things their end is damnation Phil. 3. 21. God in mercy wil not mind thee he wil not mind the prayers thou makest he wil not mind thy complaints thy necessities thou presentest before him Thus generally For a particular answer I shal do two things 1. Shew who those be that make this shift 2. How this aggravates their sin Who those be that make this excuse that each man may take his portion that those may not be burdened by mistakes who desire to burden themselves that we may not bruise the broken in spirit There be two sorts of forgetful persons First such who in the sence of their own feebleness and brickleness of memory are not able to keep the wholsom truths those heavenly treasures which many times are commended to their care observance but those precious promises precious comforts directions they slip away out of their weak memories like pure liquor out of a leaking vessel which makes them sit down in silence and their hearts sink in discouragement loaded with the loathsomness and greatness of the evil that they cannot tel how to bear it nor yet to bear up their hearts under the weight of it they conceive it so hainous so dangerous a sin that which we cannot retain say they how shal we have the use of it how shal we answer the loss of such glorious truths and the very weight of the evil shakes their very hopes many times And you shal ever observe the favour the Lord shews to such weak ones and the work of his grace in them that though through the scantness and narrowness of their memories they are not able to keep things in their order to make report of them yet so much as they have present use for they wil have that at hand and such truths which they shal have need of for after times they are never generally call'd to the practice of them but they are call'd to their minds Gods spirit brings them to remembrance their hearts by faith received them and hold them Mat. 13. 23. but the narrowness of their memory was like a house that had but scant roomes kept them in a lumber together but there they were and therefore the 〈◊〉 brings them forth John 14. 26. The comforter 〈◊〉 bring all things to your remembrance These are not the persons we now speak unto for they lighten a d lessen their evil by this means these find it heavie and load 〈◊〉 heurts with Godly sorrow for it 2. There is therefore another sort whose wound of 〈◊〉 lyes not in the weakness of their memories or scantness of 〈◊〉 that they cannot retain the truths commended to them and come within their charge but such who stuff their minds and memories so ful of earthly occasions or attendance to some distemper that either they keep out or croud out the rememberance of their duty and think because it was not in their minds therefore they have plea sufficient if it be not in their practice and thus their disposition and spirit is worse than their carriage and behavior and this their excuse it encreaseth their sin in three things or ads a three fold aggravation to it They give in undeniable evidence that they do not only neglect the service but that they have no love to it not only their endeavours are wanting but their hearts and faithfulness are wanting also to the Lord and his work love and faithfulness wil cause attendance and remembrance where ever it is The man whose heart is endeared to the woman he loves he dreams of her in the night hath her in his eye apprehension when he awakes museth on her as he sits at table walks with her when he travels and 〈◊〉 with her in each place where he comes So it would be with thee If thou 〈◊〉 little and makest that thy excuse its certain thou lovest little if thou mindest not thou 〈◊〉 not the Lord and his waies Psal. 119. 97. Oh 〈◊〉 I do love thy law it is my meditation day and night so the Saints Isa. 26. 8. The 〈◊〉 of our hearts are towards thee and the remembrance of thy name And therefore the Psalmist again 〈◊〉 thy Commandements are ever with me The heart of the lover keeps company with the thing beloved If thou mindest not to practice the duty its certain thou may est conclude thou 〈◊〉 yet hadst love to the Lord Jesus and his service This forgetfulness not minding that which is thy charge shewes thou never hadst a high esteem never yet sett'st a price upon the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 of the ways and wil of God thou undervaluest thy duties and lookest at them as things of little worth and therefore are out of sight and out of mind refuse things that are of mean account with us we lay them by cast them into any blind corner we judg them not worth the remembrance and therefore we bestow not our memories upon them but if there be a pearl of price some special and rare jewel each
with a little prosit or pleasure nay with a beggerly lust that thy heart takes delight in The Apostle cals it The labor of Love 1 Thes. 1. 3. Love is laborious laies out it self to give content to that which is beloved Ye are my friends if ye do whatsoever I command you John 15. Thou dost nothing for the Lord and thy love is very little or else that which is is nothing worth in Gods account Look at the practice of Judas so helluh and detestable as not to be named nor remembred amongst men and the loathsomness that lay in the bottom was this That he sold the Lord Jesus for thirty pieces of silver a goodly price saies the Prophet Zach. 11. 12. Turn but the Tables judg thy practice by this pattern thou sets the Gospel of Christ and the Government of the Spirit of Christ at a far lower rate even the thirtieth part of the price that he set yea sel him to satisfie a base lust or humor of thine own heart It was a just reproach whereby Absalon checked the falsness of Hushas who forsook David as he conceived in his distress and followed his Enemy into the Camp Is this thy love to thy friend to leave him thus in the lurch and do nothing for him in the day of distress The reproof was sharp and just so far as reason could reach but it fals far more justly far more heavily upon thee Is this thy love to the Name of the Lord Jesus that thou should'st slight it to his Law that thou shouldst despise it 〈◊〉 it is this thy love to his Spirit that thou shouldst grieve it and that for a trifle for a twopence for a booty for a bargain which wil make thee a beggar when thou hast got al thou canst gain by it and that when there is no allurement worth the looking after that might entice thee no danger or difficulty that might hinder thee in thy duty and receiving a blessing and comfort therefrom The less the thing is the less care and conscience thou expressest for the good of thine own soul. When thou wilt run the hazard of 〈◊〉 happiness for the gaining of a little profit so many pence in the shilling so many shillings in the pound nay but the giving satisfaction to a lazy sinful sensual humor Alas poor Creature hadst thou no more for thy soul but pence and shillings a little laziness for thy life and happiness and Salvation dost thou value thy soul of no greater worth Our Savior in the Gospel sets a higher price upon it Matth. 16. 25. 26. What will it profit a man if he should win the whol world and lose his own soul 〈◊〉 what shall he give in exchange for his soul q. d. A. man should be a loser by the gain and a begger by the bargain if he had all And yet deluded Creature thou wilt sel thy comfort the peace of thy conscience the salvation of thy soul for a thing of naught The whol world is vanity nothing and less than nothing and thou wilt part with thy happiness for that which is far less than that which is less than nothing When Naaman came to the Prophet to be cured of the Leprosie of his body and so to save his Natural life and he was directed and enjoyned by the Prophet to wash seven times in Jordan he began to take it in distast as a course that was too mean and base for his comfort and Cure Are not saies he the Waters of Pharpar and Damascus better than the Waters of Jordan His Servants seasonably and wisely check the carelessness of his own safety and recovery Had the Prophet commanded thee some great thing would'st thou not have done it How much more when he saith wash and be clean 2 Kings 5. 12 13. The greatest labor should have been undertaken to preserve thy life what carelessness is this to neglect the least that may procure thy safety It 's so here our sick sinful leprous and polluted souls lies now at hazard ready to perish had the Lord enjoyned us to the heaviest task things of greatest danger and difficulty to be done and suffered for the safeguard of 〈◊〉 souls would we not should we not have done them parted with a limb for our lives our lives for our souls and shal we not be willing to part with the paring of our nails these poor empty lying vanities for our everlasting happiness what Athiestical carelessness is this that men should live as if they had no souls to be saved nor sins to be pardoned not care to do the least thing that might procure their everlasting good and greatest welfare The less the things 〈◊〉 in which thou givest thy self liberty to transgress without any touch or trouble the greater the wickedness of thy heart For such a kind of course argues undeniably that thy soul is fully possessed with the sourse of corruption when it runs out at every chink runs over upon every occasion and is 〈◊〉 to the commission of evil And a man is put beyond al color of reason that may excuse or any pretence that might lessen it before God or men It argues the Veins are full of blood when the body bleeds in several parts without provocation It 's certain the channel is full and the stream strong when it fils each creek and goes speedily and swiftly when there is no gale stirring So it 's certain it argues strength of distemper and sourse of sinful corruption in the soul when the heart is carried to the commission of evil upon each trifling occasion that is 〈◊〉 The less the thing is that might draw thee the greater the corruption of thy heart that like a mighty stream transports thee to the practice so that there is no reason to be rendred but only the wretchedness of thy own Spirit why thou fallest into such an evil When the Lord charged the Israelites with the consideration of his kindnesses and their departings from him Judg. 2. 2. he thus presseth them Why have ye done this So when this question shal be put to thee Why art thou lazy in thy place careless of a command so easie to be done so dayly before thine eye that thou canst not but attend it Why dost thou outreach in thy dealings cheat in thy sellings Why there is nothing to be alleadged but the poysonous impostumes of corruption that break out of thy heart when there is no temptation without to provoke a man no bait to entice him no fear of evil on the one side to force him to sin to avoid danger there is no weight of worth in any profit or pleasure by thine own confession that might justly stir thee or take thee aside to go against Justice Command Conscience thy own Comforts and 〈◊〉 There is nothing but the power of thine own lusts the perversness of thine own will the strength and distemper of thine own affections that 〈◊〉 and hurries thee to the Commission of such
we take up mens minds and exercise their Ears and thoughts with some hovering Discourses and common words of course We are all sinners In many things we offend all All flesh is frail but I hope better things of you I hope there is none such amongst you Those daubing discourses and roving reproofes toothless powerless dispensations like arrowes shot a cock-height they touch not trouble not and in the issue profit no man at all They come proud and stubborn and perverse and careless they sit so and returne so day 〈◊〉 day and year aster year But you should shake up a sinner go down under the hatches to Jonah set upon the hearts of men in particular Awake thou 〈◊〉 Thou a master of a family and 〈◊〉 not 〈◊〉 not those that are under thee Thou a servant yet stubborn and 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 not to those that are set over thee in the Lord 〈◊〉 thou a Wife and dost not reverence and obey with 〈◊〉 him whom God hath made thy head and guide Art thou a member of a Christian Congregation and hast the name of Christ called upon thee and art thou treacherous to the Covenant of Christ opposest the government and spirit of Christ and despisest the 〈◊〉 of the Lord Jesus Awake you 〈◊〉 masters and rebellious servants perverse wives treacherous and 〈◊〉 embers Know that your Religion is vain and your selves also while these distempers rest in your bosom cal upon your own hearts for 〈◊〉 and repentance and unto God for mercy that you perish not Thus when Peter was recovered out of his fal and had the blood of Christ running warm in his veynes and the power of the spirit of the Lord now setting on the right hand of the Father filling his heart with love to his Saviour and zeal for his glory see how sharply 〈◊〉 applies the keenest 〈◊〉 to cut the Consciences of al to whom he speaketh without fear or partiality Acts. 4. 10. 11. Be it known to you Oh ye rulers and all yee people of Israel that by the name of Jesus of Nazareth whom yee have crucified you have slayn the just and inocent one and desired a murderer to be given to you c. and see the success God added daily to the Church such as should be saved It 's Cartwrights expression when our saviour sent out the sons of thunder then Satan fel like lightening from Heaven the right levelling the ordinances of Christ wil 〈◊〉 make battery in the kingdom of Satan sharp reproofs make sound Christians It 's a course which God commends in scripture and hath not fayled to bless Judges 2. 4. When the Angel pleaded the inditement so punctually so plainly against the people their hearts brake al in pieces under such blowes they lift up their voyces and wept they left cavilling and replying and fell to weeping 〈◊〉 Here see the reason why the best preaching finds the least and worst acceptance at the hands of rebellious sinners that which works and troubles most that they most distast that which gives the least quiet to them to that they give the least respect and liking like children they love raw fruit which wil breed worms and sickness rather then worme-seed though that would prevent both So men love raw and windy discourses to please sinful humors and corrupt hearts rather than some bitter and particular reproofs which would make them sound in the Faith Ahab wil nourish four hundred false Prophets at his Table feed them with Dainties and make choyce provision for them that they may feed his humor and speak good things to him when he is not able to abide the sight scarce to hear the name of ' Micaiah the Prophet of the Lord who would speak the Counsel of the Lord without fear and partiality 1 Kings 22. So they in Isai. 30. 10. They say to the Seers see not and to the Prophets 〈◊〉 not unto us right things 〈◊〉 smooth things such as might suit their sensual Appetites and would down without chewing And it 's strange to see when such men have told a grave tale and vented a heartless toothless discourse neither pith 〈◊〉 power in it I say it 's strange to see what admiration and esteem such carnal hearts wil set upon such persons and expressions great their parts prudence and discretion Oh how sweet and seasonable their discourse how glad to hear and how unweariable to attend such And al the while they may sit and sleep in their sinful condition and neither have their Consciences awakened nor their corruption discovered Squeamish Stomachs had rather take 〈◊〉 a whol week together than a bitter Potion one day This is the Disease which Paul complains of as incident to the last Age of the World and therefore adviseth his Scholler Timothy 2 Tim. 4. 2 3. To be instant in season out of season convince rebuke exhort for the time will come that men will not endure sound Doctrine but according to their proper lusts having itching Ears will heap to themselves Teachers itching Ears must be scratched not boxed Information It 's not only in the Liberty but it 's the Duty of a Minister according as the Text suits and the condition of the Hearers answer to aim at the sins of the persons and people to whom he speaks Particular application implies a special intendment of the parties 1 Kings 21. 20. When Ahab met Elijah he salutes him on this manner Hast thou found me O mine Enemy He answers him I have found thee q. d. It was my duty to do so and therefore I have endeavored it and according to my desire and endeavor I have accomplished it I came on purpose Ezek. 33. 8. If the Watch-man do not 〈◊〉 the wicked from his way that wicked man shall die in his iniquity but his blood will I require at his hand The necessity of the people the nature of the work which he intends and the charge of his place which lies upon him cals for this at the hands of a Minister Will not common Sence conceive it reasonable that the Physitian discover the Nature of the Disease that troubles the Patient and put in such Ingredients as may purge the particular Humor it 's the choycest skil he can use and the chiefest good he can do and therefore he should intend it and endeavor it in a special manner Would you not have the Commander in the Field search the particular disorder in the Camp and pursue the reformation of it in each special passage thereof Herein the Faithful Execution of his place appears This I speak the rather to crush that vain Cavil of captious Spirits Why did not the Minister mean me intend me if the Word meet with their corruptions and begin to ransack and search the festered sores of their guilty Consciences I Answer four things If 〈◊〉 heart misgive thee that thou art 〈◊〉 he did mean thee he should mean thee If thy heart condemn thee know that God is greater than thy
13. He that is truly meek and pities the souls of men most he wil shew least pity to their sins all sharpness of rebuke and yet al meekness of spirit do wel accord The exhortation to the people is that as ever you desire to see your sins and have your hearts brought to sorrow for them you must desire it and delight in it that you may have the light brought home to your souls in way of particular applycation to your own sins there is no means so effectual as this therefore desire God that your ministers may take such paines that they may speak to your Consciences Take three considerations here Weigh sadly that when the Minister speaks in way of Applycation so as to discover thy sins he doth no more than he may nay no more than he should in point of Conscience his life lyes at stake if he should not deal plainly and faithfully and therefore know its unreasonable for thee to quarrel with the Minister or with that he speaks when he hath the word for his warrant in what he does Look at the good of the dispensation of an ordinace and overlook the 〈◊〉 of it As some would not see but drink of the Physick minding the wholsomness and bearing with the unpleasantness of it for the present As it 's wearisom to the Surgeon to be raking in the sore so it is to the Minister but it is for thy good and therfore though it be painful and cross to thy carnal affection yet thou shouldest take contentment in such a dispensation of the word as is such an effectual means of thy good When thou findest thy heart 〈◊〉 consider that an under quiet taking in sharp reproof it s a sound argument of the sincerity of thy heart and truth of thy love to God and his word When a man 〈◊〉 to be shaken in his Comforts and a sharp and keen reproof comes home to a man to force him to see and be humbled reform his evil wayes if he can 〈◊〉 receive and yield 〈◊〉 to such a reproofit's a sign his heart is sincere in the sight of God when he saies as they did Zach. 13. 6. these are the wounds I received in the house of my friends When they heard this We heard before that application and special discovery of our particular corruptions what force it had to break the heart We have here yet a Second means couched in the manner of the 〈◊〉 expressed in the Text. The word is read in the Participle and carries a kind of 〈◊〉 endeavor with it a 〈◊〉 of mind about that which was heard In hearing they heard it and when the Sermon was over they had received the message of the Lord delivered by the Apostle when they happily were departed yet that word departed not out of their Ears and hearts They heard it over again they mused upon it it stuck by them their thoughts recoiled afresh upon the consideration thereof it pressed heavy upon their hearts Conviction brings the sin Application laies it Meditation settles it upon the heart that it sinks under it as unsupportable Hence then the Doctrine is Through Meditation of sins applied is a special means to break the heart of a sinner As men that are stoned and pressed to death while the stones are few that are cast and the weight not great may be they are troubled and wounded in some measure but their bones are not broken nor yet their lives hazarded but while they stil continue flinging and adding to the number and weight their bones break and their lives fayl under the overbearing pressure that is put upon them A serious thought and right apprehension and application of a sin toucheth and troubleth the sinner but daily meditation flings in one terror after another and followes the soul with fresh consideration of yet more sin and yet more evil and that more hainious and yet more dangerous beyond al pprehension and imagination so that a sinner is stoned to death as it were and breaks under the burthen of it Thus the repenting Church Lam. 3. 19. 20. In remembring mine affliction the wormewood and the gall my soul hath them still in remembrance and is humbled in me in remembring I remembred they were daily musing and continually poring and that made them pierce in wardly look as it is in the body it is so in the soul meat minced if never 〈◊〉 and digested it never nourisheth A potion prepared and given if not retayned and kept in the stomack it never purgeth or worketh kindly for cure So here in the soul Applycation carves out a fit potion of truth to the sinner but Meditation is that which digests it and makes good blood of it Applycation compounds the potion a particular reproof which is keen in the working brings it home but meditation retaynes it that so it may work kindly put forth the 〈◊〉 powerful effect for the loosening of those loathsom lusts which are like noysom and corrupt humours which threaten the death and ruin of the soul. This is one thing which is undoubtedly implyed in that place by the consent of al interpreters that I know Psal. 77. 10. While the prophet was taking up his thoughts with attendance to his own distempers and sinful provocations and the Lords departure from him by reason of the same he sits down almost overwhelmed with the direful apprehension thereof I said this is my death but I wil remember the changes of the right hand of the most high this poring upon his own sins and 〈◊〉 was his death therefore he turns the tables and turns his thoughts another way and that was the cure of those discomforts even the remembrance of the former the former expressions of Gods favour and faithfulness it s also one part of the meaning of that text Psal. 40. 12. My sins have taken such hold of me that I cannot look up when we lay hold upon them by serious meditation then they lay hold upon us and when our minds attend not but slip aside from the serious consideration of them then they slip away from us For explication we shal 1 Shew what this meditation is 2 Apply the general Doctrine to the particular occasion and see how this helps forward this work Then 3 We shal make use For the first Meditation is a serious intention of the mind whereby wee come to search out the truth and settle it effectually upon the heart An intention of the mind when one puts forth the strength of their understanding about the work in hand takes it as an especial task whereabout the heart should be taken up and that which wil require the whol man and that to the bent of the best ability he hath so the word is used 〈◊〉 1. 8. thou shalt not suffer the word to depart out of thy mind but thou shalt meditate therein 〈◊〉 and night when either the word would depart away or our corruptions would drive it
to the obedience of his wil 2 Cron. 33. Chap. The Reasons of the point are four The greatness of his power is hereby discovered and that he hath laid salvation upon one that is mighty that when al the power of darkness hath proceeded to his highest pitch when the subtilties of Hel and al the venome of the corrupt heart of man furthered by al advantages that the world and counsel and company of ungodly have brought in al forces to mannage and maintain a wicked and ungodly course herein appears that power of the Almighty whereby he is able to subdue all things to himself in that he batters down al the strong holds of the hearts of the sons of men and every high thought that lifts up it self against the obedience of his truth dasheth all those temptations and delusions whereby the Enemy hath advanced his Kingdom in the hearts of his captives and vassalls so that Satan and al his fortifications shal down like lightning before the dispensation of the truth this is indeed the power of God unto salvation Rom. 1. 16. this is the out-stretched arme of the Almighty revealed in this so wonderful a work Isa. 53. 1. thus the Apostle 2. Cor. 10. 4. the weapons of our warfare are mighty through God to cast down strong holds It was that which 〈◊〉 observed wisely and as truly concluded Exod. 18. 11. Now I know that the Lord is greater than al Gods for in the thing wherein he dealt proudly he was above them It is most true in this case herein it appears that the Lord is greater than al gods the god Pride and Stubbornness the god self-Self-love and Self-confidence the god Covetousness and Uncleanness greater than all the Devils in Hel than al the Temptations in the World and al the distempers in the hearts of sinners because in the thing wherein they dealt proudly he was above them As he sayed I know not the Lord I will not let Israel go So when they deal proudly I know not the command of a Christ to obey it I know not the reproof of a Christ to reforme by it I know not acknowledg not the threatnings and terrors of the truth which are denounced know that God can if he wil and its certain he wil if he ever take pleasure in thee to bring thee out of bondage he wil be above thee in al these when you shal see the sturdy stoop the stubborn yield and he that was firce and proud as Belzebub himself to fal at the foot of Christ tremble at every truth melt under the least admonition and counsel herein you may know the greatness of God indeed when Peters chayn fel the iron Gate 〈◊〉 way he concluded it was a message of God And therefore Moses looks to this in God when he desires the removal of the great provocations of the 〈◊〉 Numb 14. 17. I pray thee let the power of my Lord be great according as thou hast said When the wals of 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 to the ground 〈◊〉 the sounding of Rams horns it argued the breath of the Almighty went out with them So to see the mighty fortes of carnal reason which men have reared against the force of the truth and when they have entrenched themselves in the desperate resolutions of the self-willy waywardness of their own hearts yet to become easie yielding and under so that a child may lead them the greatness of Gods power appears in this The riches of mercy is hereby especially magnified which 〈◊〉 al the baseness 〈◊〉 our hearts the miscariages of our lives beyond al our unkindnesses when they are beyond measure herein the Lord seems to give way to the wickedness of the sons of men to swel 〈◊〉 the common bounds that his mercy may appear to be beyond al bounds and boundless and bottomless that 's the vertue of the salve when the wound is deadly to heal it the excellency of the physick when the disease is past hope and help then to recover it Rom. 5. last When the Apostle had disputed concerning the freeness of grace he asks this question why was the Law added he answers that sin might appear and be aggravated because the Law was given and the end of that and the use that God made of it that where sin abounded grace abounded much more when sin hath done what it can by al advantages mercy wil do more than sin that as sin had raigned unto death so grace might raigne unto life through Jesus Christ our Lord God suffered pride and rebellion to raigne in Paul for this end that his mercy and patience towards him might be exemplary 1 Tim. 1. 16. hence it is that the times wherein 〈◊〉 gets ground and prevails they are called the times of mercy wherein that gets 〈◊〉 Ezek. 16. 5. 8. When the Church was weltering in her blood and had neither 〈◊〉 in herself nor succor 〈◊〉 without then was the time of love not a time when it was deserved but a season wherein it should be magnifyed otherwise in reason the Lord might have taken many other times more sutable to his love Nay the more vile miserable they were Herein is the soveraign vertue of his love and mercy to make them acceptable and beloved Look we at the condition of the parties from whence also another reason of the dispensation of the Lord may be discovered hereby the Lord stains the pride of al flesh and confounds all the carnal confidence that men seem to place in the creature for should either the wisdom of the wise the pomp of the rich the parts and paines and studyes and dexterity of the prudent and learned the honor and magnificence of the mighty and the Monarchs of the world should have found the Profit of the means or received the prevailing power of the holy spirit in his ordinances for their saying good Men would have eyed and honoured those excellencies and doated upon them hung al their hopes and confidence upon the presence and work of these so that the conclusion out of carnal reason would have issued here none but such should have had any good none of al these that had these out ward 〈◊〉 should have wanted it and so some would have been discouraged that could not attain these others would presume and be secure that did possess them and the Lord have been deprived of that honor both of confidence and dependance that was due from al. That the Lord might lay al these excellencies in the dust and forever wean the hearts 〈◊〉 men from setting their hopes thereupon he takes the weakest and the worst and those also when they are at the greatest Under of al baseness and wretchedness they shal outstrip al those in whom there is this seeming worth of al the surpassing eminency that the Earth can afford Thus the Apostle disputes 1 Cor. 1. 26. you see 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 not many wise not many mighty not many noble these are the three excellencies in the
the other she would have made a hard shift but she would have followed and sound her lovers but the hedg was made of thorns 〈◊〉 and unsufferable sorrows and necessities unavoydable not to be indured not to be removed and those wearied her out of al pretended delights she had formerly taken This is the method that God 〈◊〉 Hos. 5. 12. 14. Hos. 6. 1. First I wil be a Moath 2 if that wil not do I wil be a Lion 3 If that wil not do I wil leave them and go to my place withdraw his comforting and protecting presence and then we hear 〈◊〉 Come let 〈◊〉 return unto the Lord for he hath torn and be wil heal us this did it This 〈◊〉 way for our spiritual comfort in a special blessing if he be pleased to follow the 〈◊〉 with his blessing For its a special means to bring in clearer evidence and 〈◊〉 assurance both of the soundness of the work and the certainty of a mans good estate al the dayes 〈◊〉 his life if the Lord be pleased to second these heavy breakings of heart with his blessing For it is the nature of 〈◊〉 when they are set in opposition to make each other appear more 〈◊〉 For a conscientious 〈◊〉 to be made of a 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 is so 〈◊〉 a 〈◊〉 especially when the dreadful expressions of Gods displeasure have been so amazing in the eyes of al that have been the spectators and in a peculiar manner astonishing to the soul of the prophane creature that hath selt the arrows of the Almighty sticking fast in him 〈◊〉 he cannot be but restless before he get relief and help so he cannot but know it when he hath gained it the change is great and open Gods dispensation so glorious This man is able to say at such a time in such a place by such a man out of such a 〈◊〉 the Lord was pleased to speak home to my heart to make known himself my self and sin to my self which caused my soul tody within me in the sence of my vileness and misery and from that time forward followed me daily with fears and horrors the venom of vengeance drinking up my spirits until in such and such a manner and by such means he was pleased to work my heart to his own tearms made me glad to seek him importunately yea restlesly and more glad to find him sealing up the truth of his free love by his own spirit in the word of truth This man can tel how he came by his grace and can tel what to say and shew for heaven and happily unless it be through his own careless neglect may carry the assurance with him to his grave Whereas such as the Lord doth sweetly but secretly draw unto himself in an insensible and undiscernable manner restrains them from common evils traynes them up under Godly Parents religious government good company and spiritual means of Instruction and so implants by little and little into the Lord Jesus without their privity or apprehension however their estate is good and their condition safe in its self yet they gaine littl evidence or maintain little assurance thereof in their own hearts but upon every turn are questioning and quarrelling doubting and staggering touching their condition whereas they that come to their grace by many and great troubles retain it commonly with great evidence Thus Paul when the Lord Christ had made a glorious conquest over his proud rebellious and malicious heart against the holy wayes of his truth and 〈◊〉 He could tel and did upon al occasions when the field was fought how the Lord Christ got the day over his hellish distempered heart Thus he relates Gods dealing Acts. 26. 10. 11. 12. 13. 14. 15. Acts. 22. 1. to the 14. And so issues having obtained help of God I continue until this day thus it was so it is thus it was wrought so maintain d. And though it be true I confess that no man should or wil break his arme that he may have it the stronger for the setting or know how it is set or therefore be careless to become scandalously vile that God may be gloriously merciful yet through the riches of mercy which makes our losses gaines The certainty of the assurance we find doth countervail and exceed the terrors and horror we felt Give me the man who can say I was blind but now I see I know I was in prison but am now delivered it s not delusion but a vision and real accomplishment of the work by the Allmighty hand of God Lastly its honourable for a poor scandalous wretch to be under such heavy breakings of heart and therefore it should be comfortable to him I rather mention this to stop the mouths of the reffuse rabble of the world and to shew the desperate mistakes unto which carnal reason carryes us out of the pride of our own spirits wee know that sin is 〈◊〉 and shame loathsom even to nature especially corrupt and proud to be forced to acknowledg the one to take the other It appears very direful to the apprehension of al the sons of Adam And therefore when the Lord is pleased to hold a scandalous wretch upon the wrack and to make him roar out his wretchedness vomit out his sin and take the shame he hath deserved His companions that have conversed with him and his freinds that have honored him they are driven to their dumps in discouragment and discontentment and cry out the man is undone and curse the day that ever the Minister came into the countrey and blames his folly and silliness that he would attend to what he saied and be troubled with any thing he heard to bring an everlasting blemish upon himself No I say ther 's no such matter This is the greatest honor that yet ever befel him in this world and wil be a means of blessing to him in another It is a shame to commit sin but not to have the heart breaking under the apprehension of it Nay it is an expression of Gods favour and as it may prove a sign of Gods special love if it be rightly emproved God thus far honors a poor wretch that he wil speak to him as he passeth by Should a Prince that was provoked by the conspiracies and rebellions of many Traitors as he passed by should he vouchsafe to send unto and cal upon some one to reclaime him from his crew and company and courses and that upon very equal terms he might find acceptance and pardon and peace when he wil not so much as look after others or change a word with them would not this be accounted matter of marvelous respect from the King and honor to the man So here As David begs favour from the Lord. 〈◊〉 119. 132. be merciful to me and lookupon me as thou usest to do upon them that desire to fear thy name he takes it to be the highest pitch of his happiness to be so dealt withal If God deal with
contrary and who can expect but he wil accomplish what he hath said the Word excepts no man what folly is it then that I should except my self 2 Thess. 2. 12. That all they might be damned that have pleasure in unrighteousness If I take the same pleasure I must look for the same plagues Luke 13. 5. Except ye repent ye shal all likewise perish If I be in that condition I must expect the same condemnation and be likewise accursed and confounded and cast out from the presence of the Lord. It 's certain it will be so and it 's uncertain how soon it may be What if God do Who knows but God will What if God should pluck me out of the Land of the Living I may truly justly suspect it may be so and fear it will When I lie down I shal never rise more when I go forth I shal never return more when I depart from the house I should take my leave and never see Sabbath more nor the Assembly of the Saints more why may not my meat be my poyson my table my ruin my bed my grave all Creatures instruments of death to me who have been an enemy to God So that their hearts begin to fail them for fear 〈◊〉 21. 26. Thus the 〈◊〉 under the 〈◊〉 of his 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Acts. 19. 27. Adam at the coming of the Lord into the garden feared and fled Gen. 3. 10. this is the fruit of the spirit of bondage Rom. 8. 15. and the distressed sinner becomes as Pashur a terror to himself Jer. 20. 3. 4. the slying of a 〈◊〉 the 〈◊〉 of a leaf the shadow of darkness and approach of the night like the shadow of death he knowes not but the devils may have received a commission this night shall they 〈◊〉 away thy soul 〈◊〉 thee and drag it down to hell While the sinner is 〈◊〉 fearing the evil that is deserved behold the feet of the officer now approaching to see present excution 〈◊〉 and therefore the Lord in the third place puts a commission into the hand of Conscience really to attach and arrest the soul of a sinner to fasten all those curses upon the soul and to force it to feel the vennome of those punishments which were formerly threatned and feared That as it was said to Belshazzar when he was quassing in his cups and bowls of the Sanctuary and the hand writing came out against him the appearance of it affrighted him with the expectation of some direful evil but the present execution of it ushered in ruin upon him and his Kingdom Dan. 5. 28. 30. So the Prophet to thee be it spoken thou art weighed in the ballance and found too light thy Kingdom is departed from thee So Conscience as Gods officer comes to see 〈◊〉 execution done and therefore comes authorised as a serjeant to arrest as a witness to accuse as a judg to condemn tells the soul thou art weighed in the scales of the Sanctuary and 〈◊〉 too light thy doom is past thy destiny is determined thy sentence set down and thy salvation is departed from thee that which thou didst fear is now befallen thee and thou must feel it to thy wo Psal. 140. 11. wickedness hunts the wicked man but it overtakes them also If Conscience condemnes God is greater than our Conscience and he condemnes much more His iniquities lay hold upon him that he is not able to look up Psal. 40. 14. thou hast feared the punishment of sin before man and hast not 〈◊〉 to commit sin before God and thus thou hast sealed up thy condemnation casting away the goodness of the Lord. If thou doest evil sin lyes at the dore Gen. 4. Hence flowes in the fearful expression of the displeasure of the Almighty the dreadful wrath of the Eternal like the mighty waves of the Sea overwhelm and sink the soul of the sinner in desperate discouragement There be 2 things in sin 1 The 〈◊〉 of it 2 the punishment that comes from it the stayn in it and the sting and tartness of it cross to me and cross to God cross to my honor and shames me cross to my quiet and peace and troubles me cross to my safety and destroyes me And this second the sinner is firstly most sensible of the plague of sin first stings and stabs the heart Because nature seeks its own preservation and self love carryes al men readily and easily to provide for their own safety And here sorrow begins usually when the Lord by the Ministry of Conscience awakened encamps about the sinner with al the curses of his righteous law broken besigeth him with the armies of his indignation and his fierce wrath followes him at every turn So that now 〈◊〉 ever he is which way so ever he turns himself his sins and plagues compass him about on every side If he look to heaven he sees a just God there ready to destroy him before him are his sins ready to accuse him within him nothing but guilt to condemn him below him hell opening her mouth prepared to receive him and the Devils at 〈◊〉 to torment his wretched 〈◊〉 as soon as it 〈◊〉 depart out of his body And 〈◊〉 behold 〈◊〉 pale 〈◊〉 those weak hands and feeble knees that the poor creature becomes not worth the ground he goes on a 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 himself and weary of his life The Lord dishes out 〈◊〉 sins and plagues to him on the table where he 〈◊〉 writes them upon the tester of the bed 〈◊〉 he lyes his pressures and miseries become unsupportable and unsufferable and were it not that God sustaines with one hand as he beats him with the other A wounded Conscience no man can bear Hence it is in such horror men betake themselves to the pit to the knife to the halter rather choose not to be then to be so miserable In these perplexities the sinner as a man under his burden would shift shoulder try al conclusions turn every stone wind every way if any way he could get ease or relief And if the counsel of carnal friends can lessen the trouble company allay it false reasonings of his own vain mind abate it time and continuance wear out the terror his confessions and reformations put in bayl upon his Conscience and quiet it or some false mistakes of pardon and mercy heal the wound he walks in a wily way how to serve sin and yet God too how to keep in with the truth upon some fayr tearms and yet attend his own ends the man is where he was returnes to his ould sinful distempers and the latter end proves worse than the beginning he dyes in the birth Thus millions of men perish go within the view of Canaan and never possess it cast away in the very haven within the sight of land and never arrive But he whom God loves he wil not leave here though his hand be upon the sore and his eye upon the sting and terror the plagues and judgments
himself to him and to Samuel very yong at about fourteen yeers Somtimes God keeps his by the strokes of his common Graces restraining from scandalous evils and constraining by means appointed and blessed to that end the holy 〈◊〉 the counsels and examples of Godly Parents the society of such who are 〈◊〉 the power of the Ordinances under which they are bred and brought up toling and tilling of their 〈◊〉 and affections by many moral perswasions to the love and liking of the excellency of a holy course which he knows how to present and by which to 〈◊〉 out the exercise of all those moral abilities they are endued withal and at the last insensibly and yet truly 〈◊〉 them off from the root of old Adam and implants into the 〈◊〉 Vine Christ Jesus Ladia and Zachaeus are Presidents of Gods proceeding in this case whence it is that many a godly man and true Convert never knew the time of his Conversion only he knows he was blind and God hath brought him to see the wonders of his way and Truth Only a Three-fold Caution is 〈◊〉 to be attended Though the manner of Gods dealing be divers and degrees of this work of Contrition differ in most 〈◊〉 the Nature and substance of the work is really and truly wrought in all that are effectually called out of the world themselves and sins to the Lord Jesus as shall after appear when we come to give in the Evidences of the Point in hand only now it shal suffice to propound these two places 〈◊〉 3. 1. Behold I will send my Messenger and he shal prepare the way 〈◊〉 me and the Lord whom ye 〈◊〉 shall suddenly come into his Temple and this preparation his Harbenger John Baptist discovers Luke 3. 5. Every mountain shal be brought low and the valleyes filled crooked things made straight and rough things plain and then all 〈◊〉 shal see the salvation of the Lord. And the evidence 〈◊〉 this appears in the question they made What shal we do c. It 's Gods way of entertainment which himself prescribes Rev. 3. 2. Behold I stand at thee door and knock if any man will open the door I and my Father will come in to him and sup with him Unless the door be opened there is no expectation of Christs coming and supping now all men are shut up under unbelief and so the power of their sins the opening of the heart is the loosening of the soul from the league of these lusts which is done by Contrition true a man may pick the lock or break the lock open the door and lift up the latch gently or else unhinge it with violence and noise that al the house and al the town may hear but it 's opened both waies Though a man truly called happily cannot tell the time of his Conversion yet every one should and if gracious he can give such proper and special evidence such never failing and infallible fruits of this work that they may undoubtedly discover to others and ascertain to his own soul that the stroke is struck indeed that he hath been called out of the world and from darkness to his marvelous light that the Lord hath broken his heart kindly or else he cannot 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 he wil ever bind him up with his saving and healing compassions It 's a safe way to view over these primitive and first impressions of the Lord upon the soul and a principle of Grace received to renew and act over dayly these first Editions and Spiritual Dispositions imprinted upon the heart they were first 〈◊〉 upon us but after Grace received they may should be 〈◊〉 by us we should act them over again This is the Advice and Direction which our Savior so seasonably and so sadly leaves upon record upon the Conscience of his Disciples When Peter was 〈◊〉 of his fall and denyal of his Master he also leaves this Receipt with him 〈◊〉 his recovery after the wound taken When thou art converted strengthen thy Brethren Luke 22 32. Peter was converted 〈◊〉 before and called effectually unto Christ and by faith made one with him and this faith he did not nay could not lose for Christ prayed his faith should not fail but in our fals there is a weakening and blemishing of this work of Conversion and an aversion in some measure left upon the soul therefore we should labor a new Conversion i. e. renew and act over the work of Conversion be broken hearted humbled drawn to Christ afresh and as necessary as the renewal of the act of faith is the repairing and renewing of these acts also for there is no going to Christ if we go not out of sin and self Hence again our Savior when he would take off and reform that ambitious humor which had vented it self among the Disciples when each man strove to be highest one at the right hand another at the left the rest they disdained this 〈◊〉 pang our Savior applies this Receipt to 〈◊〉 this corruption 〈◊〉 18. 2. 3. Jesus called a little Child and set him in the midst of them and said unto them Verily I say unto you unless ye be converted and become as little Children ye shal not enter into the Kingdom of Heaven The Disciples were called and so converted truly savingly humbled and yet they must renew and act over again these first impressions of the powerful operations of the Spirit of God be broken hearted loosened from thy lusts as at the sirst be abased and brought to nothing in thine own sence and apprehension as at the first be drawn to Christ as at the first and there is more reason and greater necessity of this than men are readily aware of For A wound here is never recovered in any following work upon the soul unless we go back and begin again miss here and we miss all spoil all our proceedings in progress of the Work of Grace He that enters not at the right gate the faster he goes the further out of his way Never loosened and divorced from the league with some darling lust thou canst not be Espoused to Christ therefore not called therefore not justified 〈◊〉 sanctified nor glorified thy reformations are false thy peace counterfeit and al thy comforts thou conceit'st thou hast they are meer forgeries and delusions thou art fast in the Devils clutches as long as thou hast thy sins he hath thee at command The Mettal that is not melted there is no making polishing perfecting any Vessel for any use with it Cleer this cleer all i. e. we make way for the Evidences that appertain to our comfort and spiritual condition in our whol course mark al the recoylings of our Consciences the misgiving of our hearts the staggering and doubting of the Truth of Gods Work or the assurance of Gods Love they turn still upon this hinge here they fortifie Oh the lusts I brought with me from my Cradle the old haunt of heart the old sin therefore I am
intermission till the Lord look down and behold from Heaven For it is an everlasting Truth Sorrow for sin if right ever drives a man from sin to God never from God to sin that which is appointed in way of Providence to take off the resistance of the corrupt heart against God and our crossness to him that in reason cannot make way for any resistance or crossness against him to convince the soul. He that truly sorrowes for his departure from God as contrite sinners do he is driven nearer to God but never departs away from him by his sorrow And therefore he that by reason of the horror of his heart is hurried and carried to the commission of sin in his ordinary course he never truly found the burden of sin for common sence wil teach men that hath any consideration about him he that is truly sensible of his burden and in earnest willing to be freed from it wil not purposely and willingly ad to his burden He that is 〈◊〉 God should take away his distemper he wil not go away from God that so he may keep his distemper he went away sorrowful sayes the text therefore his sorrow was worldly causing death he went away to his own ruin Achitophel to the rope Judas to the gallowes Cain to the Land of Nod the knife the pit being hideous sins comes from a sorrow that chooseth sin before misery not from a sorrow that burdens with sin more than misery and therefore he never puts an end to his cryes before he sees an end of his sins As a man oppressed and crushed under his burden and hath no power to help himself and none by to succor him heark how he cryes help help and never ceaseth to cry help till he dyes Again he is not satisfyed in haveing any thing but deliverance from sin by Christ If nothing but a Christ can ease and deliver him nothing but he can satisfy him it 's certain if any thing cured thee besides a Savior something wounded thee and troubled thee besides sin thou hast been in horror of heart anguish and perplexity of spirit in the very flames of hell and under the fiercness of the fury of the Almighty and now the terror is 〈◊〉 and trouble is over quieted and eased healed and comforted but how comest thou by quiet and comfort how healed how recovered did time and continuance were it away thy pleasures and delights remove it did thy prayers perfourmances put in bale upon thy Conscience and thou stoppest the mouth of it with this thou hast seen confessed resolved or doft thou lick thy self whol by thy reformations thou hast not been put beyond thy shifts by the Almighty thou hast made a shift to pray it out weep it out fast it out when those fayl shifted it off by thy promises and vowes and resolutions and so 〈◊〉 sa west an absolute need of a Christ nor what it was to be brought to him but hast made a shift to scramble it out It 's certain as the Lord lives and thy soul lives thou never knewest what sorrow for sin meant or conversion meant or Christ or Salvation meant to this very day It was that which Paul speaks of himself 3. Phil. 8. 9. That I may win Christ and be found in him c. his brokenness of heart and sorrow for sin did in a restless way drive him thither he could not be satisfyed without Christ. The Reasons of the Point Because this sorrow is onely true God accounts it and the Saints Sinners shal so find it Al other sorrowes what ever pretences or appearances are put upon them they are in truth but counterfeit and false and men wil fail in their hopes and fal short of their ends and expectations that trust thereunto they are not of the right make nor have they the right stamp of the spirit of contrition upon them sorrow for the shame that befals the punishment that pincheth and lyes heavy wrath and vengeance that scorcheth the Conscience though this is good in his place as it makes way for another yet if it go no further men fal short of this work and in the end of their comforts also This is in the way but he that sits down here wil never come to his end untimely travels 〈◊〉 untimely births this we must do but this is not al and if we find no more our sorrow is no true sorrow Truth ever carryes conformity to the nature of the thing the palate that rasts a thing truly it 〈◊〉 it as it is bitter things as bitter he sees a thing truly that sees it as it is But he that shal tast 〈◊〉 things sweet he that shal cal black blew we say it and sence 〈◊〉 it he is deceived So here he that finds the burden of the punishment and feels his plagues heavier than his sins he doth not feel things as they are nor passeth a righteous judgment upon them according to their 〈◊〉 for it hath appeared hath been proved that the least sin weigheth down the heaviest plague The heart tasts evils as the stomack tasts meat if thy sin be less than thy miseries thy mouth is out of tast It was that which he charged upon Job Job 36. 21. thou hast chosen sin rather than affliction Because without this sorrow the heart can never be separated from his darling corruption the league betwixt the soul and sin cannot be broken and dissolved Happily there may arise some brabbles and slighty quarrels betwixt the heart of a sinner and his distempers but that there should be a real divorce without this sorrow rightly set on it is impossible for its open to every mans experience that which is sweet pleasant to the soul that wherein it finds content it wil never cast away love and delight are affections of union where things appear pleasant there is no cause of parting sorrow and 〈◊〉 are affections of separation unless the Lord therefore take off these pleasing contents and imbitter the baseness and filth of his lusts unto the soul and force him to feel them as such to be the bane of the soul he wil 〈◊〉 part company therefore it is these go together when wickedness 〈◊〉 sweet he 〈◊〉 it spares it and forsakes it not things that are sweet the stomack holds them they must be bitter and then it vomits them happily a sinner may wrangle for a turn and fal out with his distempers because they do him some unkindnesses 〈◊〉 his commodity or ease c. but they wil fal in hand pat if there be no further ground of 〈◊〉 and forget al those unkindnesses Luk. 23. 34. the wicked wil rather loose his life than his rayling distemper The Dog returnes to his 〈◊〉 because he loved not the pain of his 〈◊〉 he casts out the vomit yet because he loved the 〈◊〉 he returns to his vomit again yea 〈◊〉 is not restrained by his terror from his sin but is acted by
world you see is wel amended Look at the complaint as it looks to the parties and there wee have two points we shal speak briefly to them both They whose hearts are pierced by the Ministry of the word they are carryed with love and respect to the Ministers of it Men and Brethren they be words of honor love they spoke them seriously and affectionately they mocked them before and they now embrace them they cared not what tearms of reproach they cast upon their persons they know not now what titles of love and tenderness to put upon them they now fal at their feet as clients who flouted them before as enemies so it was with the jaylour Acts 16. 30. 31. 34. how kindly doth he use Paul and Silas whom 〈◊〉 he handled so currishly beyond the bounds of reason and humanity he entertains them in the best room of his house who before thought the worst place in the prison too good for them He baths their wounded parts which he had whipped and stocked before fears and trembles before them as his counsellors whom he handled most harshly 〈◊〉 as Prisoners he feasts them as his guests whom he had struck as Malefactors the wind was in another dore the man is of another mind yea is another man than he was God had no sooner opened the heart of Lydia to attend the word but her affections were exceedingly enlarged towards the dispensers thereof Acts 16. 15. so that the cords of her loving invitation led Paul and held him captive he professed she compelled them i. e. by her loving and affectionate expressions prevailed with them for a stay And while Paul had the Galathians under the Pangs of the new birth and Christ was now forming in them they professed they would have plucked out their eyes and have given them to the Apostle Gal. 4. 15. Naaman hath no sooner his leprosy healed and his heart humbled and cut off from his corruption but he professed himself and what he had is at the devotion of the Prophet and that not out of complement but in truth 2 Kings 5. 15. Take a blessing from thy servant Reasons are two They see and know more than formerly they did when happily the crooked counsels of others deceived them and their own carnal reason couzened and deluded their own souls that they mis-judged the men and their doctrine also As that they did not speak the truth or else had some crooked and self-seeking ends in what they spak As either to gratify other mens humors whom they would please or else to set up their own persons and praise and esteem in the apprehensions of others as singular men and more than of an ordinary frame and therefore would wind men up to such a high pitch of holiness and force them to such a singular care to fly the very appearance of al evil when it s more than needs and more than God requires and more than any man can do but now they find by proof and are forced out of their own sence and feeling to acknowledg the truth of what they have spoken and what they have heard themselves also to be the faithful ambassadors of the Lord Jesus and therefore 〈◊〉 to be believed and attended in their dispensations and honored of al. So Paul 2 Cor. 4. 3 We hope we are made manifest unto your consciences Thus the Woman of Samaria when our Savior came home to the quick and met with the secrets of her heart she then fel from her taunting and slighting of our Savior to admiring of him Come saith she behould the man that told me al that ever I did is not be the Christ. John 4. 29. Look as Nabuchadnezzar said Dan. 4. last now I know the God of Daniel is the true God and now I praise the living God so when they have been in the fire and God hath had them upon the anvil now I know what sin is now I know what the danger is now I know what necessity there is to part with sin when the Patient hath found the relation and direction of the Physitian hath proved real it makes him prize and honor his skil and counsel for ever and for ever to have his custom 〈◊〉 the Pythonist was compelled from the power of Pauls administration to confess these are the Servants of the living God which shew unto us the way of Salvation so here 〈◊〉 they see more and can therefore judge better of the worth of persons and things so their conscience now hath more scope and the light of reason hath more liberty and allowance to express that they know and nothing now can withstand and hinder for while men are held captive under the power of their lusts and corruptions of their hearts in which they live and which for the while they are resolved to follow though 〈◊〉 reason happily do yeild it and their own hearts and Consciences cannot but inwardly confess it the persons are holy the 〈◊〉 are 〈◊〉 which they condemn and dangers dreadful which they 〈◊〉 yet to profess so much openly to others and to the world were to judg themselves while they would acquit others and condemn their own courses while they 〈◊〉 praise and honor the carriages and persons of others 〈◊〉 therefore darken the evidence of the word by 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and reproaches 〈◊〉 the wittness of 〈◊〉 and stop its mouth that it cannot speak out Thus 〈◊〉 1. 18. they hold down the truth in unrighteousness When the truth that is by their judgments assented unto and by their hearts yeilded and therefore should break out and give in testimony to the good wayes of God their corrupt and unrighteous and 〈◊〉 hearts hold it prisoner wil not suffer it either to appear unto others or prevail with themselves As it 〈◊〉 with the Scribes Pharisees when the wonder was wrought by Peter say they Acts 4. 16. that indeed a not 〈◊〉 miracle hath been done by them is manifest to all 〈◊〉 dwel in Jerusalem and we cannot deny 〈◊〉 q. d. they would have done it if they could but that it spread no further let us charge them straitly that they speak no more in this name But here when the conscience of a poor sinner is convinced and the heart wounded and that resistance and gainsaying distemper is taken off and crushed now 〈◊〉 is in commission and hath 〈◊〉 scope the coast is now clear that reason may be heard now the broken hearted sinner wil speak plainly these are the guides that God hath setup their direction I wil attend these are the dear and 〈◊〉 servants of the Lord whom I must honor and with them I would 〈◊〉 trust my soul not with the blind guides and 〈◊〉 teachers who daub with untempered morter and are not trustie to God nor their own souls and therefore cannot be 〈◊〉 Oh send for such though 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 life time they could not endure the 〈◊〉 abide the presence nor allow them
men out of that senceless security in which they were buried makes them look about them puts them upon the serious consideration of their own spiritual condition not long before they scant thought whether they had louls to be saved or sins to be pardoned or mercy and grace to be looked after they never put it to the question what they could say or shew for heaven but now they begin to think with themselves what they are this is set forth to be the guise and behavior of converting sinners when God begins to tamper with the hearts for the alteration of their states Jer. 50. 4. In those dayes and at that time when God hath stirred their hearts to recover themselves out of the Babilonish Captivity Deliver thy self O Sion 〈◊〉 who dwellest with 〈◊〉 Daughter of Babilon See how they bestir themselves Going and weeping shall they go and 〈◊〉 the Lord their God weep stil and go stil sorrow stil and seek stil they who stirred not a foot before nor looked after the Lord nor their own happiness and comfort So it was with Ephraim when the Lord began to work his heart to a right apprehension of himself Jer. 31. 18. while he was in his Natural Condition he was like an untamed Bullock unacoustomed to the Yoke but when the Lord had taken him to task then he begins to 〈◊〉 with himself and betake himself to new thoughts verse 19. When I was turned I repented when I was instructed I smote upon my thigh Thus John Baptists Hearers when once the Word wrought kindly upon them it made them al busie and inquisitive even as one man Luke 3. 10. to 15. The People they came and asked the Publicans they enquired the rude Soldiers they also began to demand Master what shal we do This disposition of spirit set men a going who sat stil before as in a dream The covetous Publicans whose thoughts were after their gain how to compass their Commodities from every Quarter the rude and unruly Soldiers who cared for nothing nor thought of nothing but how to satisfie their own lusts and sult their own corrupt desires al was fish that came to net and the sottish multitude who meerly followed the sight of their eyes after a bruitish manner minded that which concerned the out ward man What shal we eat what shal we drink what shal we put on In likely hood had never a thought of God nor of themselves whether there were a Heaven to be expected or a Hel to be avoided but followed their present pleasures see now how serious and inquisitive they be they now conclude somthing must be done and they would willingly know what course they ought to take when God sets upon mens souls then they set upon their Service The Reasons are Two Because they now feel the evil they never feared before now they see the danger and misery hanging over their heads able to overwhelm them and sink their hearts which they never suspected formerly And therefore now not only Reason 〈◊〉 them but their own safety Nature and 〈◊〉 love wil force them to bestir themselves to the utmost of their strength and improve al their abilities to the utmost of their power to prevent such over-bearing evils and provide for 〈◊〉 own relief and welfare and so the more to use al diligence here because they are unknown and yet spiritual which concern their eternal estate and therefore cause most fear and threaten most hazard and therefore constrains them to seek 〈◊〉 and neer for succor and relief So it was with the Prodigal when he came to 〈◊〉 before he had not the right 〈◊〉 of his Reason nor conceived of things as they were but as frantick men fal into fire and water and fear nothing 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 nothing but now being come to the 〈◊〉 of his understanding he considers How many Servants are in my Fathers Family that have bread enough and I 〈◊〉 with hunger Luke 15. 17. then he 〈◊〉 himself I will arise and go to my Father and say c. So it is with many prodigal 〈◊〉 deluded Creatures they spend time and strength and lay out themselves 〈◊〉 nothing and therefore fear no after-claps until the time of Famine and day of 〈◊〉 and horror come in upon them they never saw need of reading hearing prayer seeking and enquiry but now when they find themselves besieged with sins and plagues and dayly expect the execution to be done Heaven frowning Hell gaping their Consciences 〈◊〉 and themselves dropping down to the Grave and their souls to Hell they think it high time and more than time to bestir themselves to do what they can and to cry for help and direction in so desperate distresses and danger I wil arise and go confer I wil arise and go enquire I wil arise and go pray The whol need not the Physitian therefore they do not send nor yet are they willing to receive nor care to enquire or take any Physick but when the Difease grows fierce and life is in danger then post out Messengers 〈◊〉 far and neer for a Physitian search every bush enquire of every man what might be good what have you 〈◊〉 what would you advise So here Thus God dealt with his People when he would awaken them Hos. 5. last In their affliction they will seek me early then Hos. 6. 1. Come let us return to the Lord he hath wounded and he will heal The full soul loaths the Honey Comb but never looks out for provision but the 〈◊〉 soul that is now starving runs if he can if he cannot run he wil go if he 〈◊〉 go he wil creep enquires where he may have food uses all means to get he wil buy or beg or borrow So here c. They begin now to see the folly of their own conceits and that confidence which in former times they had how easily they could procure their own comfort and how certainly without fail they could provide for the 〈◊〉 of their own souls and everlasting happiness they said it and thought what they said that there needs not so much 〈◊〉 to get to Heaven at the time of 〈◊〉 and before their departure draw on it 's but bewading 〈◊〉 sins and seeking to God for mercy Oh but when it comes too they 〈◊〉 another 〈◊〉 matter of it than ever formerly they did 〈◊〉 they 〈◊〉 at an utter loss with themselves they know not what 〈◊〉 to take which 〈◊〉 to turn they know not poor Creatures how to come at a Christ nay how to 〈◊〉 him how to attain 〈◊〉 pardon or peace And therefore now though 〈◊〉 late it may be they see they know not what to do or how to turn their hand to any spiritual work which in pride of heart said and concluded they could 〈◊〉 any thing They are made of nothing but doubts and questions If thou 〈◊〉 est the gift of God thou would'st ask of him and he would give thee
for further counsel Oh but if his old fits befal him he is then as careful to use his old Physick send presently to the Physitian for fresh counsel and advice So it wil be with the soul of a sinner when once the wound is healed God 〈◊〉 allayed the venom of the vengeance which sin brought with it the heart growes up in some evidence of the work and assurance of Gods love so that the worst is past and the 〈◊〉 is over men begin to lay aside their diet and that careful 〈◊〉 they ought to use the daily renewed repentance they should take up until the Lord le ts loose their lusts afresh their old fits and force of their 〈◊〉 distempers seem again to overbear them which hazard their truth and peace they begin to find their hearts and prayers and begin again to be awakened to the work The Corinthians were careless either of the sin or misery 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 persons or their own duty and careful endeavor to reforme until the Apostle 〈◊〉 sharply to them and affects their hearts with godly sorrow this set them al awork what care in what fear what zeal did it provoke them to express both in their carriage towards him and in their daily course before God 2. Cor. 19. 11. Pauls new 〈◊〉 with his corruptions and the body of 〈◊〉 makes him renew his complaints Rom. 7. 24. Oh wretched man that I am who shal deliver me from this body of death when God left a splinter in the 〈◊〉 and sent a messenger of Satan to buffet him this made him to bestir himself to purpose 2 Cor. 12. I besought the Lord thrice that is many times and with much importunity he 〈◊〉 post hast to heaven 〈◊〉 supply 〈◊〉 In the City besiedged the way to make them 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 their attendance is to give the alarum upon every occasion He that is in a 〈◊〉 ague though upon his better day he feels no fit yet he is 〈◊〉 and watchful o himself where he goes and what he does 〈◊〉 he expects his fit he knowes he may hasten it and hazard his life It is so with a Christian we are in the leaguer continually though not assaulted our 〈◊〉 like 〈◊〉 lye in our bones though we have a better day now and then expect the 〈◊〉 and give the Allarum and look for our 〈◊〉 before it come that wil make us busy and watchful to prevent it that it may never come In their affliction they wil seek me early Hos. 5. last God is forced somtimes to withdraw and go away that he may force his Saints to seek after him They are ready to submit to the Ministers of God making known his mind the very words which they expresse argues such a disposition of spirit they come as Patients to the Physitian to know his advice that they may take it As clyents to the Lawyer to understand his counsel that they may follow it So it was with Paul when God set upon his heart intimates his mistake to him that it was hard for him to kick against the pricks he trembling astonished Lord what wilt thou have me to do Acts 9. 6. not his own wil but Gods he attends now not what he would have done but what God would have done Psal 45. 5. When Gods arrows are sharp and stick fast in the hearts of his enemies the people fal under him Because the pride of their carnal reason is now conquered the Lord hath dashed and confounded the overweening conceit which once they had of their own worth and the excellency of their own abilities they now see that al the wit in the world doth not keep common-wealth in their brain that their apprehensions are not Oracles but that they are and have been miserably mistaken and see now by experience the vanity of their imaginations and that they have been deluded by the darkness of their own 〈◊〉 hearts when they professed themselves wise they became fools Rom. 1 And therefore they are ready to lay down their own conceits and to follow Gods counsels they begin to 〈◊〉 and suspect their own blindness and therefore yield easily to the directions of others A man that is bewildred and hath lost himself he is content that a child should shew him the way that he conceives hath but any acquaintance with the coast So it was prophesied of Converts in the time of the Gospel Isa. 11. 6. That a Child should lead them even the meanest that brought arguments should prevail with them especially the ministers of the Gospel of whose wisdom and faithfulness and acquaintance with the way and wil of God they have had 〈◊〉 experience That stubbornness and rebellious resistance of their wills out of the soveraignty whereof they durst set themselves against God and heaven is now tamed and subdued So that they dare not gainsay but become plyable to the holy and acceptable wil of God and ready to take the impression of his good pleasure when it appears and is presented before them The hardest peble when it is broken and 〈◊〉 to pouder it wil take any impression that is put upon it So Job joynes these two Job 23. 15. 16. Job is afraid of Gods presence for God hath melted or made my heart soft and the Almighty hath troubled me and hence when God had schooled him out of the whirlwind and tamed the stiffness and perversness of his spirit see how he yields himself to Gods hand to do any thing with him even works like wax Behold I am vile once have I spoken but I wil say no inore twice but I wil proceed no further Because they have found the truth of the word and the terror and authority thereof made good upon their souls and that they cannot now but acknowledg and admire and therefore dare not but readily submit thereunto as knowing they cannot resist but with their own ruine and there own safety consists in subjection thereunto which they could never formerly be perswaded of before he found it by woful experience how terrible God hath been out of his Sanctuary Psal. 110. 3. thy people shal be willing in the day of thy power so the woman of 〈◊〉 when the truth of our Saviors speech pierced her heart like a two edged sword she then fals to admire him when before she had 〈◊〉 both his speech and practise 〈◊〉 here see the reason of that 〈◊〉 and way-ward unteachableness that sometimes appears in the hearts of Gods 〈◊〉 they are awk to know wearish to give 〈◊〉 to the evidence of Gods counsel they want broken heartedness and therefore want this measure of teachableness as it is with an unruly Colt it costs him many a blow first before he be brought to be at command so it is with the unruly heart of man which must have many sad stroaks and blows before it be throughly subdued to the obedience of Gods wil. Men never knew what sin meant almost
a proud heart he must labor to humble him he must apply a salve fitting for the sore 2. And he must be faithful in keeping secret the sin that is laid open to him that nothing may fly abroad no not after his death except it be in some cases Now what remains but that you al be moved to take up this duty and provoke your hearts freely to confess your evil wayes to which purpose let me give you three motives First because it is a very honourable thing and wil exceedingly promote the cause of a Christian you wil hardly yield to this on the sudden a man thinks that if the Minister knew his vileness he wil abhor him for it but I assure you bretheren then is nothing that doth more set forth the honor of a Christian and win the love of a Minister than this Indeed it is a shame to commit sin but no shame to confess sin upon good grounds nay when the heart comes kindly off its 〈◊〉 to see how a faithful Minister wil approve of such persons his love is so great towards them Oh saith the Minister it did me good to hear that man confess so freely I hope the Lord hath wrought kindly in him certainly now he is in the way to happiness Oh how I love him I could be 〈◊〉 to put that man in my bosom whereas this overly and loos dealing of yours is loathsom to us do you think we perceive it not yes we may feel it with our fingers and when you are gone I tel you what we thinke surely that man is an 〈◊〉 he hath an hollow heart he is not willing to take shame to himself for his sin his confession never came to the bottom 〈◊〉 is a 〈◊〉 of great 〈◊〉 I take this to be the onely cause why many a man goes troubled and gets neither comfort in the pardon 〈◊〉 his sin nor strength against it 〈◊〉 he 〈◊〉 not off kindly in this 〈◊〉 of confession when you do nakedly open your sins to a faithful Minister you go out in battle against sin and you have a second in the field to stand by you but especially there is comfort in this particular 〈◊〉 the Minister wil discover the lusts and deceits of your heart which you could not find out and he wil lay open the 〈◊〉 of Satan and that means of comsort that you never knew I am able to speak it by experience this hath broke the neck of many a soul even because he would go out in single combat against Satan and do what he could not revealing himself to others for help was overthrown for ever As it is with the impostumed part of a mans body when a man lets out some of the corrupt matter and so skins it over never healing it to the bottom at last it cankers inwardly and comes to a gangrene and the part must be cut off or else a man is in danger of his life so when you let out some corruptions by an overly confession but suffer some bosom lust to remain stil as malice or uncleanness c. then the soul cankers and Satan takes possession of it and the soul is carried into fearful abominations Many have fallen foully and lived long in their sins and al because they would not confess freely therefore as you desire to find out the deceitfulness of your corruptions confess them from the bottom of your souls This open and free confession may maintain the secrecy of the soul for the onely way to have a mans sins covered is to confess them that so they may 〈◊〉 be brought upon the stage before al the world Oh saith one this is contrary to common reason we are afraid to have our sins known that is our trouble we keep our sins close because we would preserve our honor I say the onely way for Secrecy is to reveal our sins to some faithful Minister for if we confess our sins God wil cover them if you take shame to your selves God wil honor you but if you wil not confess your sins God wil break open the dore of your hearts and let in the light of his truth and the convicting power of his spirit and make it known to men and Angels to the shame of your persons for ever If Judas had taken notice of his sin and yeelded to Christs accusation and desired some conference with Christ privately and said good Lord I am that Judas that hel-hound that have received mercy from thee in the outward means and have been entertained among thy people yet it is I that have taken the thirty pence Lord pardon this sin and let this iniquitie never be 〈◊〉 to my charge I doubt not but though Judas his soul could not be saved because that now we know Gods decree of him yet God would have saved him from the publick shame that was cast upon him for it but he did not so but hid his malice in his heart and professed great matters of love to Christ and killed him thus he thought to cover his 〈◊〉 wisey but what become of that the Lord forced him to come and throw down his thirty pieces and to vomit out his sin to the everlasting shame of his person I have sinned sayes he in betraying innocent blood So you that keep your sins as sugar under your tongues you wil be loos and unclean and malicious and covetous stil wel you wil have your thirty pieces stil and they are layed up safe as Achans wedg of gold 〈◊〉 remember this God wil one day open the closets of your hearts and lay you upon your death-beds and then happily you wil prove mad and vomit up al were it not better to confess your sins to some faithful Minister now If you wil not give the Lord his glory he wil distrain for it and have it from your heart blood as Julian the Apostat said when the arrow was shot into his heart he plucked it 〈◊〉 and cryed saying Thou Galilean thou hast overcome me the Lord distrained for his glory and had it out of his heart blood We are now come to the last Doctrine layd forth in the words and that is The soul that is truly pierced with Godly sorrow for sin is carryed with a restless dislike against it and separation from it This is the main thing that was in the eye and aym of these 〈◊〉 and intended principally in their complaint Men and bretheren the sins which you have discovered we cannot but own and therefore we do confess them openly and freely in the sight of God and you his servants and the dangers which you have also made known by reason thereof we cannot but expect the evils are great which we fear oh the sins are far worse by which we have offended what shal we do direct any thing we wil follow it command any thing we wil obey and submit thereunto with glad hearts that we may be rid of those evils It
poysoned with sin blessed 〈◊〉 ye when men persecute you and hate you and speak al manner of evil of you falsly Math. 5. 12. could men speak al evil and do al evil against us and let 〈◊〉 do that 〈◊〉 is sinful to deserve it these cannot hinder our blessedness but encrease it Matter of bitter COMPLAINT to see how few there be in the world who ever knew what this hatred of sin meant And therefore yet were never 〈◊〉 with any sound broken heartedness for it such as Job 〈◊〉 of who hide their corruptions under their tongues as 〈◊〉 pleasant morsel spare it and wil not forsake it Instead of hating their sin they hate the word that would discover it the Minister that preacheth against it the man the Magistrate the Law that would reform it Instead of loathing their sins they loath the 〈◊〉 of the lives the exactness of the wayes of such who indeed set themselves most against sinful carriages once cross them in their courses you have stirred a 〈◊〉 nest they ruin al on heaps This is a 〈◊〉 stone of the truth of 〈◊〉 work of contrition whether 〈◊〉 Lord have left the mighty impression of this preparative 〈◊〉 upon the soul of a sinner That the league betwixt the heart and 〈◊〉 lusts is 〈◊〉 not alone 〈◊〉 the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 of evil nor yet to avoyd and go aside from the occasion that may lead to it under some present pang but thou hast put off the love of sining why blessed be God the combination is come to naught sorrow hath 〈◊〉 the knot and union betwixt thy soul and thy darling 〈◊〉 This hatred breaks the knot and union fully thou art now divorced from thy former lovers thou fearest the approach of them rather choosest to see the blood of them than to enjoy the presence of them Stay but Gods time and be perswaded in his best season he wil take thee into the bosom of his love which wil be better than life it self to thee Thou art in the hand of Jesus and under his charge he that hath rescued thee from the rage of the Devils and from the right that sin ever claymed in thee he wil never loose his labor nor shalt thou loose thy 〈◊〉 and happiness in the issue He hath bound the strong man the strongest of thy corruptions that heretofore have too much and too easily prevayled with thee had got thy affection and the strong holds of thy heart those strong temptations and 〈◊〉 by which Satan as by so many garrison souldiers maintayned possession in thy soul yet now this strong man is bound his holds battered and his garrison abandoned So that there is a spoyl made of al his goods the temptations that formerly found entertainment they are now abhorred his suggestions delusions that found easy entertance acceptance are now loathed and thy heart set against them the Lord Christ is now about to own thee as his proper possession and then he wil never part with thee more thy heart trembles at the least inkling of the return of thy distempers seeks the destruction and would see the not being art a weary of life meerly because they live and art resolved never to entertayn terms of peace with them though thou never seest quiet day in the world 〈◊〉 the work is the Lord Christs he wil own it it 's true and thorough he wil never leave it until he have brought it to perfection and thy soul to eternal happines but alas this truth as a touchstone shewes the contrition of most in the world to be counterfeit that many have been in the fire heated but never melted as with mettal the parts of it battered but never severed fully the dross from the oar and therefore there can never vessel be be made for any honorable use and service thereof In a word the doctrine passeth sentence of sad condemnation upon four sorts of persons as such who never 〈◊〉 in the work we shal point very briefly at the particulars that each man may take his portion First the CARELES and fearless Christian is cast out of the number of these contrite sinners whom God doth prepare for his Christ and mercy such as walk heedlesly up and down the world not awed with any watchful fear of the temptations and occasions and snares which are layd in their way to entrap them or with the treachery and deceivable lusts which suddenly draw them aside to common neglect of duties which they reform not or transport and carry them with pangs of passions and distempers and they amend not certainly either these know not these to be sins or else do not know them and hate them as direful and dreadful enemies to their souls It could not be but their hearts should shake at the sight of them and the dangerous assaults which they cannot but know if they know them to be 〈◊〉 but they wil hazard their everlasting happiness People who live without watch or fear they have no enemies or no war 〈◊〉 hand and if thou livest in this Laish-like fearless fashion thou never knewest the war of a Christian nor the enemies they have nor art in the condition of a Christian 〈◊〉 hast the heart of a Christian to this hour within thee And therefore Jude so 〈◊〉 those Atheists and sensual wretches who were 〈◊〉 of Gods spirit which are spots in your feasts feeding themselves without fear Jude 22 these are blaynes in the body of the Church spots in the Assemblies of Christians speak without fear in the companies where they converse walk without fear in families where they live walk without fear in the occasions with which they have to deal and the Apostle adds they are withered twice dead and plucked up by the roots far enough from having any spiritual life or any preparation therunto look as in nature reason 〈◊〉 and experience evidenceth if there were a malicious enemy with a puissant and mighty armie now making his approaches to the City and attempting the siege if the allarum should be given by the watch to the City a messenger dispatched to each mans dore if any were so careless that he would not attend or attending the 〈◊〉 stirred not or happily for fashion stirring if yet he labored not by a watchful fear to provide for the assault and attend the 〈◊〉 of command repayr to the place for defence of the City there is no man but would conclude certainly he is a party he is not an enemy to the army that doth besiedg every loyal and faithful subject shakes at the apprehension of the power and rage of the adversary who is now likely to make havock of al and that without mercy so it is here the violence of temptation from without and the strength of corruptions from within fight against the soul thou that are a disobedient child a rebellious self-willy servant a perverse and 〈◊〉 wife an ignorant 〈◊〉 hearer the allarum is given in publick
a broken 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 his great request unto God that he may not go 〈◊〉 again to his 〈◊〉 In this 〈◊〉 from sin the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 as 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. We here see the reason of al those 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 of such 〈◊〉 promised better things the 〈◊〉 to his 〈◊〉 the 〈◊〉 to his 〈◊〉 and the 〈◊〉 man to the world after 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 they are the same men they 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 to their former follyes and are as bad as ever These men were never cut off from their corruptions the union was there stil the soul was in league and love with sin stil and therefore it 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 be 〈◊〉 and therefore they 〈◊〉 and grow worse and worse many years after If thou hast a privy lust harbored in thy heart that wil be thy ruin thou wilt be as bad or 〈◊〉 than ever EXHORTATION To 〈◊〉 all our endeavors to see a 〈◊〉 of it and to seek to heaven that God may work it in us let this be alwayes in thy prayers Lord that I may hate my sin that I may put off the love of sinning whatever thou hatest sin is worse than that it s worse than reproach disgrace sickness poverty thy love to sin should be turned into hatred and thy hatred to it should be greater than ever thy love hath been And if thou dost not hate thy sin its certain the God of Heaven wil hate thee the froward in heart is an 〈◊〉 to the Lord Prove 3. 32. Thou thy self 〈◊〉 an abomination to the Lord if thy 〈◊〉 be not an abomination to thee If thou wilt part with thy sins the Lord wil set his love upon thee Jer. 3. 1. though thou 〈◊〉 done evil things as thou couldest yet return unto me It 's said Judg. 10. 15. 16. when the people of Israel came bewailing their sins crying for mercy and putting away their Gods that then the soul of the Lord was grieved for the misery of Israel and he had mercy on them He is the same God stil and if he sees thee grieving for thy sins he wil grieve for thy sorrowes When Ephraim bemoaning himself judging himself for his sin and crying out unto the Lord turn me and I shal be turned it s said he heard Ephraim bemoaning himself and his bowels were troubled for him and I do earnestly remember him stil I wil surely have mercy upon thee saith the Lord. Jer. 31. 18. 19. 20. FINIS The Contents BOOK IX On Isa. 57. 15. I dwell with him that is of an humble and contrite spirit DOCT. THe Heart must be contrite and humble before the Lord will take up his dwelling in it 5 Reasons two In regard 1 Of our selves there be two Hindrances 7 1 Contentedness in a Natural 〈◊〉 ibid 〈◊〉 removes 〈◊〉 2 Sufficiency to help a mans self Humiliation removes that 9 2 Of God his Word will not cannot take place till the soul 〈◊〉 contrite and 〈◊〉 10 Uses 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 1 Terror to hard-hearted sinners God wil not dwell with them 11 2 Instruction teaching us to delight in chuse and dwel with such as are contrite and humble 13 3 Exhortation to seek for 〈◊〉 in Gods way and order viz. 〈◊〉 and 〈◊〉 14 BOOK X. On Acts 2. 37. When they heard this they were pricked to the heart and said to Peter and the rest of the Apostles Men and Brethren what shall we do 15 DOCT. 1. Stubborn and bloody sinners may be made broken-hearted 20 Reasons three taken from  1 The infinite Mercy of God 22 2 The infinite 〈◊〉 of Christs Merits 23 3 The Almighty Power of the Spirit 24 Uses three hence  1 Matter of Admiration at the riches of Grace 25 2 Encouragement to keep distressed sinners from despair yet no ground of presumption 26 3 Instruction shewing the 〈◊〉 nature of despair It 's 29 1 Injurious to God 30 2 Dangerous to the Soul 32 Helps against Despair are two  1 Listen not to 〈◊〉 Conclusions 34 2 Attend not our own 〈◊〉 but Gods Mercy and Power 34 DOCT. 2. There must be a true sight of sin before the heart can be broken for it 35 For Explication four things  1 How God works this sight of sin 37 1 The Law of God discovers our sins ibid 2 There is a new Light put into the mind 38 3 The Spirit takes 〈◊〉 the Rule of darkness out of the mind 41 4 The Spirit leaves a set upon the understanding God-ward 42 2 How far the sinner is 〈◊〉 in this sight of sin 43 1 There is an insufficiency in the Understanding to reach the right discovery of sin 1 ibid 2 An incapability also to receive Spiritual Light 45 3 Christ forceth the Understanding to bear the 〈◊〉 of his Spirit whereby 〈◊〉 47 1 Destroyes the Soveraignty of 〈◊〉 Reason 48 2 Fits it to receive the impression of Spiritual Light 50 4 This Light received the Understanding is acted by it and so acts in vertue of it and so the sinner comes truly to see his sins 51 3 Wherein this true sight of sin is discovered 52 1 It is a cleer sight of sin 53 1 In regard of God as 54 1 It would dispossess God of his Soveraignty 55 2 It smites at the Essence of God 57 3 It spoils all the Works of God 59 2 In regard of our selves as ibid 1 It separates 〈◊〉 God and 〈◊〉 ibid 2 It makes us uncapable of any good 60 3 It 's the Cause of all other evils 62 4 It brings a Curse upon all Blessings ibid Hence sin is the greatest evil ibid Why do not men see sin thus 166 The Causes are ibid 1 The Delusions of Satan ibid 2 Men judg of sin by present sence 67 3 Or by present pleasure and profit 68 4 Or by the long suffering of God 70 5 Want of Spiritual Light 71 The Cure of these mistakes 72 1 Look upon sin so as it will look upon thee at death and Judgment ibid 2 Get a cleer sight of God 73 2 It is a convicting 〈◊〉 75 That implies  1 A particular application to our selves ibid 1 A man must reflect upon his own sins ibid 2 And pass an impartial Sentence against them 78 1 An over-powring settling of them upon the Conscience and that 79 1 Undeniably 80 2 Immovably 82 3 Invincibly 85 Reasons two Because  1 Nothing comes to the heart but by the Understanding 86 2 Ignorance frustrates all our Endeavors in the use of means 88 Uses five hence  1 Instruction An ignorant heart is a naughty heart 90 Such a one 1 Is liable to all evil 92 2 He can receive no good ibid 3 He can expect no mercy 93 2 To be hard to be convinced is 94 1 A dangerous sin ibid 1 Against a mans own soul ibid 2 Against Gods Ordinances 95 3 Against the Spirit of God ibid 2 A dreadful Curse 97 1 It makes way for Satan ibid 2 God
vertue of his death puts an end to the Commission of sin 384 3 How far the soul is active in Contrition 385 1 There is no power in man to remove the resistance of his heart against God and Grace 385 2 The Lord must put a Spiritual power into the will before it can put forth an act for removing this resistance 386 3 The influence of this spiritual power is not by a gracious habit but by the motion of the spirit upon the soul 388 4 In removing this resistance the will is a meer Patient 〈◊〉 5 This resistance being removed the will consents to a divorce between it self and sin 393 4 The behavior of the heart under this work 396 1 The contrite sinner hath the loath somness of fin ever in sight ibid. 2 He is tender and easie to be convinced 399 3 He loaths himself for his sins 404 4 He fears all fin and provocations thereunto 406 5 He delights most in those means that discover and remove corruptions 407 6 He is restlesly importunate in seeking Christ and mercy 411 Reasons four Because  1 Such a sorrow for sin is only true in Gods account 414 2 Without this the heart can never be separated from fin 415 3 By this the resistance of the heart against Christ is removed 416 4 Without this he cannot receive Christ. ibid. Uses four hence  1 Humiliation for the want of this saving sorrow ibid. Five sorts want it  1 The heedless Professor 417 2 The treacherous 〈◊〉 419 3 The self-conceited Pharisee 423 4 The complaining 〈◊〉 425 5 The discouraged Hypocrite 427 2 Terror to 〈◊〉 sinners As 428 1 Secure sinners that never were 〈◊〉 to 〈◊〉 and feel their sins 429 1 Such are out of the way of God 431 2 So continuing God hath appointed no good for them 432 3 Christ came not to save such 434 2 Relapsed sinners who have been awakened to see and feel their sins but have fallen back again and their hearts grown harder than before ibid. 1 It is suspicious the day of Grace is past with such a one 436 2 Their Judgment hastens 438 3 Comfort ibid. 1 To broken-hearted sinners themselves their sorrows are not to death but in the way to deliver from death and so to bring unto life 439 2 To their friends and well-wishers they are now and were never before in the way of mercy 444 4 Exhortation Labor for this saving sorrow of Contrition 447 1 Do not tug with the resistance of thy heart by thine own power 449 2 Do not fear the terror of the Truth so as to step aside from under it but think of the goodness of it 450 3 Possess thy soul with the ticklishness and danger of miscarrying in this work 451 DOCT. 11. They whose hearts are pierced by the VVord are carried with Love and respect to the Ministers of it 453 Reasons two Because  1 They know more now than they did before 454 2 〈◊〉 hath more Liberty now to express what they know 455 Uses two hence  1 Sound Contrition makes a strange and sudden 〈◊〉 557 2 Terror to such as after Conviction hate both the Word and Ministers of it 558 DOCT. 12. He that is pierced by the Word truly is busie to enquire and ready to submit to the mind of God 560 1 He is busie to enquire ibid Reasons two Because  1 He now finds the evil of sin 562 2 And the folly of his former conceits 563 Uses two hence  1 Terror to hard-hearted sinners who never enquire after the mind of God 564 2 Direction teaching the way to make men serious in their enquiries after Christ viz. Maintain the work of Contrition 570 2 He is ready to submit to the Ministers making known the mind of God ibid. Reasons three Because  1 The pride of their carnal Reason is conquered 572 2 The stubbornness of their wills is tamed 573 3 They have found the truth and terror of the Word ibid. Uses two hence  1 See the Reason of that unreadiness and unwillingness of man to submit to the evidence of the Word they want broken-heartedness ibid. 2 Tryal discovering such as were never broken-hearted at all 574 1 Open Rebels ibid. 2 Secret Traytors 575 DOCT. 13. Sinners in distress of Conscience are ignorant what they should do 576 Reasons two taken from  1 The Secrecy of the waies of God 577 2 The blindness of the distraction of their minds 579 Uses two hence  1 Instruction Men in distress of Conscience are apt to be mis-led 580 2 Advice to mourners in Sion Be careful to whose Counsel you commit your selves 582 DOCT. 14. A Contrite sinner sees a necessity of coming out of his sinful Condition 583 1 He propounds no terms of tolleration 584 2 He maintains no reservation ibid. 3 He admits no case of exception 385 Reasons three Because  1 He hath felt the severity of Gods Justice against every sin ibid. 2 He finds it impossible to bear the weight of the least sin 587 3 He perceives the combination of all Lusts. So that any one sin 589 1 Keeps possession for Satan ibid. 2 Keeps off the power of Gods Ordinances 590 Uses three hence  1 Tryal whether we have found this absolute necessity of parting with all sin ibid. It discovers the falshood of  1 Neuters 593 2 Formal Professors 594 2 Instruction See the reason of mens un-even and unsteady walking viz. The want of 〈◊〉 593 3 Direction how to keep the heart opposite to every sin ibid. 1 Be convinced sin is the greatest evil ibid. 2 Confider not of any cavil to the contrary ibid. DOCT. 15. There is a secret Hope wherewith the Lord supports the hearts of contrite sinners 596 This Hope differs from that which a Beleever hath in two things  1 In the ground of it 598 2 In the uncertainty 600 Reasons two That so he may thereby  1 Secretly support the 〈◊〉 601 2 Make way for the work of the means ibid. Uses three hence  1 Instruction See the reason why Satan so much endeavors to dead the hopes of the Contrite by suggesting 602 1 He is not elected ibid. 2 The day of Grace is past 606 3 He hath sinned against the holy Ghost All which are answered ibid. 2 Observe how easie it is with the Lord to confound a sinner with his own imagination 607 3 Exhortation to nourish this Hope ibid. Therefore be perswaded  1 Of thine own ignorance and inability to relieve thy self 608 2 Of Gods All-sufficiency who can do beyond what thou canst conceive ibid. DOCT. 16. They who are truly pierced for their sins do prize and covet deliverance from their sins ibid. 1 In the want of this the soul is not quieted 610 2 He is content with this though he want other things 611 3 He is resolved to submit to any Counsel 613 4 His 〈◊〉 is upon it his prayers dayly about it 614
and do more cheer and quicken and comfort in a cordial manner So it is in the soul by the dayly musing and acting of our thoughts upon the occasion of any corruption presented our Meditation is the distillation which draws out the Spirits of pride or passion or lusts and becomes marvelously confirmed in these and transported by these to our spiritual prejudice they grow strong in us and we under the power of them thus Jonah while he sits down in a muddy distemper and attends the vanity of his own thoughts he rows drunk with his passion so that he neither knows God nor himself not only doing that which is naught but he wil 〈◊〉 that which he doth I do well to be angry unto the death saies he Hence it is the Apostle suggests that Caution Rom. 13. last Make no provision for the flesh the Meditation and musing of our minds is the plentiful provision we make for the welcoming and maintaining of any distemper when we let our thoughts loose to view the compass 〈◊〉 any harsh carriage and injurious dealing we make provision for anger and revenge and the heart comes to be carried with violence of wrath and rage Thus and thus he dealt with me so unkindly so injuriously and that to my disparagement in the presence of such and this sets him al on a flame when we pore upon our infirmities and weaknesses we provide for discouragements and we sit and sink down under them and so strengthen those corruptions that otherwise have received their deaths wounds and would be weakened and wast away As it is with old decayed Bodies which are subject to fainting fits and are ever and anon swooning away the powring in of some Cordial Water wil fetch them up again and ad new strength and cheer The Flesh here is original corruption the old Man which in the Saints is dying away and decaying dayly but our Meditation puts as it were Aqua vitae into the old mans mouth adds vigor afresh and somtimes makes it with violence to prevail Lastly while the swarmes of vain imaginations keep through-fare in our minds and the noysom steems of sinful affections are rising boyling and bubling in our bosomes there is little expectation that the power of any meanes should come in upon the soul or prevayl with it for good the croud of imaginations stop the passage so that there is no comming to speech with the soul the hurries of 〈◊〉 to transport it and take up the whol strength of it that it can neither attend nor stay upon any thing besides 2 Cor. 10. 4. therefore called the strong hould where Satan intrencheth and fortifyeth himself against al the means of Grace 〈◊〉 may cast him out for while the stream of the thoughts are turned another way the ear hears nothing the understanding minds nothing the heart embraceth nothing there is no place or room there and thence it is as our Saviour speaks the word cannot take place in them John 8. 37. therefore the prophets advice to Jerusalem when he would have her clensed and saved he directs her to dislodge her vain thoughts wash thy heart O thou Jerusalem that mayest be saved how 〈◊〉 shal vain thoughts lodg within thee Jer. 4. 14. those vain thoughts are those carnal reasonings whereby the sinner would put bye the authority of the truth that so the sinner might neither see the loathsomness of his sin nor the danger of his estate or the necessity to recover himself out of it and if these thoughts lodg in him there wil be no entertainment for the power of any ordinance or counsel that wil take place with him nor reproof awe nor exhortation perswade he casts out and keeps off any thoughts of any necessity to be washed and so to be saved If then by those vain thoughts thy heart is estranged from God and carryed in 〈◊〉 against him If they be the cause of al sins committed and continued in if the hindrance of al means that might procure our God then is their evil exceeding 〈◊〉 and therefore we should so judg it and so be effected with it Wee come now to speak of a third 〈◊〉 alleadged to excuse sin and to shew the slight 〈◊〉 the soul 〈◊〉 of it viz. suppose the failing was in practice yet because the matter or thing wherin the offence was committed was but SMALL men look at it as a petty business a very trifle not worthy 〈◊〉 taking notice of and therefore account it as an 〈◊〉 of folly and childish weakness to be troubled with so 〈◊〉 a thing or to have the heart deeply affected with it more than the matter deserves and a man in reason should It was but taking of a penny or shilling too much putting off a cracked Commodity without suspicion by slight of hand lazying out a mans time ever seem to be doing and yet do little out-bid a man in a bargain by a wile and he never the wiser these are but tricks of wit matters of no consequence and what needs Conscience be troubled for these a man is 〈◊〉 the worse for them why should he judg the worse of himself or his condition such 〈◊〉 in a mans coat make it never a whit the more unseemly such poore petty things in a mans carriage makes it never a whit the more uncomfortable As the eye of man happily discerns not these things the Law cannot reach them nor the magistrate punish them why should any man punish himself or 〈◊〉 a torment and rack to his Conscience for them The things are little and petty The less the things are more hainous thy fault is and the greater thy guilt as it thus appears The less LOVE thou shewest to the Lord if thou wilt BREAK with him for a trifle Sets the honour of his great name Obedience to his holy Law contentment to his good spirit at so low a rate as that thou wilt dare to justle injuriously against al these for a very shadow which in thine own account is as much as just nothing where there is truth and strength of Love the hardest things seem light and things of the greatest worth little As Jacob served seven years for Rachel and it seemed short and time little because he loved her Gen. 29. 20. Ask me what thou wilt for dowry sayd Shecher Hamors son and I will give it only give me the mayd Gen. 34. 12. Amongst men in ordinary converse which lyes within the compass of humanity he never prizeth a mans friendship or fayor who fayles him in common curtesies and deny their desires or refuse to gratify them in things of no great worth I thought I might have commanded a greater matter at your hands than so but when I see you stick with me for such a trifle there is little love when so little a matter can hinder the work of it A gracious heart wil part with all for Christ and thou wilt part with Christ and his mercy rather than part