te mihi in perpetuum sine ulla interjecta vel penitentiae vel fidei conditione absolutissime ait desponsabo te c. hujusmodi autem absolutissimae promissiones ad solos veros et secundum spirituÌ„ Israelitas i. e. Electos pertinent ergo haec est perfectissima et absolutissima Evangelica promissio Zanch. in Hos 2. v. 21 22. Statuens Dei gratiam eo luculentiorem hominibus explicatam esse quod suis non foedus sed Testamentum dederit quia faedus conditiones mutuas fuisset habiturum quas si altera pars non prestet faedus est irritum Testamentum vero liberalitatis et gratiae citra ullam conditionem instrumentum est ex quo haeredes instituuntur citra contemplationem ullius officii quod ab ipsis proficisci possit Junius in Heb. 8. Sic Amesius Coron de perseverant At ubi quaeso sacrarum literarum quoties nostra renovatio sanctificatio ad paenitentiam revocatio spiritui sancto attribuitur vel levissima mentio fit conditionis Jer. 31. hoc est faedus c. etiam omnem voluntatem Dei esse absolutam nullam autem conditionalem demonstravit variis argumentis Tho. Bradward de causa Dei Lib. 2. Twiss Vindiciae gratiae prefat Sect. 8. not so Zanchy not so Junius not so Dr. Ames not so some of our own And those that do say so say also That Faith and Repentance are also promised in the Covenant which comes to the same in Effect with what I now say They mean also That Faith is that Grace whereby we are justified and that we cannot be saved without Faith and Repentance which I grant * The manner of Expressing the forementioned Promises of the new Covenant is absolute so as God undertaketh to perform them all I wil put my Law into your minds I wil be to them a God All shal know me I wil be merciful unto their sins hereby it is manifest that the Priviledges of the New Covenant are absolutely promised to be performed on Gods part It is God that justifieth Rom. 8.33 Sanctification is absolutely promised Ezek. 36.25 so the parts thereof Mortification Rom. 6.14 Vivification Rom. 8.11 Perseverance 1 Cor. 1.8 Object Is also the condition of Faith and Repentance required by the new Covenant Mark 1.15 Answ He that requireth the condition promiseth also to work it in us Dr. Gonge Heb. 8. Naturae legum et conditionum prescriptarum omnino conveniens est ut voluntatas judicis à conditione postulata et prestita moveatur ad praemium Grevinchovius but they do not say that there is any condition in the Wil of God moving or determining it but a Condition in the thing willed But the Remonstrants make a Condition of the Covenant in reference to the Wil of God which is the thing I deny and have disproved al this while I grant there is a Conditional Promise but then God hath promised that Condition in some other Scripture which they deny I grant that we are justified upon our beleeving but then God hath promised Faith too which they deny I grant a Condition may be rei volitae of the thing willed but nulla est conditio voluntatis Divinae there is no condition of the Divine Wil they affirm it I grant that one benefit of the Death of Christ doth follow another and one may be the cause of the other but our Lord and Savior Christ did not die conditionally nor merit any thing for us conditionally those that he died for he merited Grace and Holiness for to be given out to them without al conditions and therefore if he died for al men he must needs lose his Purchase a thing most unsatisfying to the heart of Christ yet this is the first-born of that Doctrine of Universal Redemption Now therefore as you desire to stand free from al those Opinions that are unsavory to the heart of Christ take heed of that Doctrine of Universal Redemption Yet further Vse 2. Secondly If Christ wil certainly see the Travel of his Soul and be satisfied then here you may see the reason why we cannot be satisfied with that Opinion of the Saints Apostacy this also is unsatisfying to the heart of Christ Can a man be satisfied in seeing and feeling one of his own Members torn from his Body Can a man delight in seeing that Leg or Arm which was once the Member of his Body burning in the fire Surely Christ cannot Christs Love is not like to ours Non amat tanquam osurus Those whom he loves once he doth love to the end once in Christ and for ever in Christ once loved by Christ and for ever loved by him Whom God hath called them he hath also justified and whom he hath justified them he hath also glorified Rom. 8. This is the Fathers Will saith Christ John 6.39 that of all that he hath given me I should lose none and verse 37. he saith All that the Father giveth me shall come unto me It seems therefore that there are some whom the Father hath given unto Christ and that before they beleeve their Faith being the Fruit and Consequent of this Gift therefore there is a particular Election of some and that Election is not upon a fore-fight of Faith but a cause thereof 2. Our Savior tels us here That all those that are given him shall come to him that is they shal beleeve therefore it is not in our power to resist the Grace of God with an over-coming resistance the converting Grace of God is irresistible 3. He saith here That al those that are given him shal come to him therefore al his Seed and Children whom he travelled with and died for shal come to him and bâ—leeve on him for those that the Father hath given him are his Children Heb. 2.13 But al the men of the World do not come to him therefore they are not his Seed and Children therefore he never travelled with them therefore he did not die for al particular men 4. Our Savior tels us here plainly that when men do come to him he wil lose none of them but saith he I wil raise them up at the last day verse 39. And lest any should doubt of this Truth he speaks yet more plainly tels us that those who do come are such as beleeve on him and then for more assurance repeats the Promise verse 40. saying This is the Will of him which sent me That every one that seeth the Son and I beleeveth on him may have everlasting Life and I will raise him up at the last day Surely therefore that Doctrine of the Saints Apostacy is unsound yea al the four Doctrines of the Arminians are by this one Scripture plainly refuted but especially that of the Saints Apostacy It is a Doctrine not only uncomfortable to the Saints but unsatisfying to the heart of Christ For he shal see the Travel of his Soul and be satisfied Seeing therefore that he travelled for their Salvation he
Justification is confirmed and the sence thereof so that Obedience is one cause but not the only cause of our Peace nor the principal When therefore you see the streams of a mans Comfort run in this Channel raising all his comfort only or principally from his obedience or acting of Grace within then you may say though the stream be now full stay but a little and ere long you will see it dried and this man wil be much discouraged Answ 4 When a man a good man doth lay his comfort rather upon the impression or comings in of the Word than upon the Word it self For example Suppose a man take the Bible and upon the opening thereof doth pitch on some Promise for the present he is much refreshed and comforted or suppose that he doth not open the Bible nor read the Scripture but sitting down in a dark condition some Promise doth come to him which before he thought not of now at the coming of this Promise his heart is much raised warmed and comforted insomuch that he concludeth saying Now I am a child of God now I know that God loves me that I have a share in Christ either this man raiseth his comfort from the Word it self or from the comings in of the Word if from the Word it self how can his comfort die if up-upon the bare coming in of the Word how can his Comfort live For when a Word comes not then his Comforts fail We read in Psal 16. That he shall multiply sorrows that hasteneth after another your Translation reads it thus Their sorrows shall be multiplied that hasten after another God 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 but the word God is not in the Hebrew The whol Verse are the words of Christ what saith he at verse 2. O my soul thou hast said unto the Lord thou art my Lord my Goodness Holiness or Righteousness is not for thee but for the Saints that are in the Earth and for the excellent in whom is all my delight But O Lord our Savior what if we do not go to thy Goodness Holiness and Righteousness resting upon that alone He answereth Their sorrows shall be multiplied who hasten after another And is not this to hasten after another when men rest upon the bare coming in of the Word or the impressions on the heart that are made thereby Where do we read in all the Scripture turn from one end of the Bible to the other and where do we read that Christ hath appointed any such way of Comfort as this that a man should raise his Comforts from pitching or by an opening of the Book If I pitch upon a Promise to day and so have comfort may I not pitch upon a threatening to morrow and so have no comfort again Where hath Christ appointed any such way as this that I should measure Gods Love or cast my everlasting condition by the coming in of a particular word Indeed God doth somtimes by his Providence upon the opening of the Bible cause our eye to fall upon some Promise which is a Providential Comfort he doth somtimes send a particular word to stay and bear up ones soul in a particular distress or affliction but not that I should measure his everlasting Love or cast my condition by the coming in of every word this therefore is to hasten after another and how many sorrows are multiplied upon the hearts of Gods People hereby How many poor souls are there that walk in this way God our Father sees it that the Plaister is not right laid and so he is fain to take it off but all from a design of Love to lay it right and for these reasons God suffers his own People to be much discouraged Quest 3 But how can all this stand with Grace Can a man be thus comforted and discouraged discouraged and then comforted again thus to and fro in his comfort yet in Christ yet gracious yet holy Answ Yes For though there be much evil in this traversing up and down Revertere anima mea in requiem tuam Psal 116. observemus verbum revertendi quo admonemur fieri quidem subinde ut animus piorum optata requie privatur et variis discriminibus inquietetur verum juxta id accidere consolationis quod suo tempore conceditur illis Divinitus ut ad quictem suam revertantur Muscul in Psal 116. yet in the Saints there is still a mixture of some Grace withal some Grace mixed with their discouragements Take the Saints and people of God and though they be much discouraged and cast down yet stil they mourn after God and though they cannot wait so patiently as they would yet they say in truth if they did but know that God would come at last they would wait al their lives here is Grace and though they cannot mourn for sins past for which they are most disquieted yet they dare not put forth their hand willingly unto any sin present I have read of one that was so troubled and cast down that he said and thought I find so little comfort in my soul that I would willingly suffer my body to live in burning fire until Christs coming so that I might but have the assurance of Gods love and favor and though I am perswaded I shal go to hel yet my hope is that my paines here wil be mitigated there in al which trouble saith my author nothing in the world could perswade him to do any thing willingly that was displeasing to God this man was at the last comforted and then he would often say the Devil took advantage of my sorrow for evil things to make me unthankful for good things But I speak this to shew that the Saints are never so discouraged 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Faeces à 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 custodivit quia vina sua vi conservant but stil there is a Grace that is mixed withal they dare not sin Yea and though by their very discouragements they do sin against the Gospel in unbelief yet by the same discouragements they are kept from their sins against the law these discouragements being as the lees that do keep the wines Yea and though they do rest too much upon their righteousness whereby their feet sink into divers sloughs yet it is because they would be the more obedient to God their father and in the midst of al their discouragement profess in truth I would give al the world for the presence of God here is Grace a mixture of Grace withal no marvel therefore that these discouragements may be in a Godly Gracious man Quest But is there no evil in this to be thus fluctuating to and fro comforted and then discouraged is there no evil in these discouragements Answ Much very much I shal not enter into the particulars But how can they improve Christ as they should in this condition So long as a mans title for his land is in question he cannot sow his ground nor build houses and
it self We read of Saul indeed That when he was forsaken he cryed out and said God hath forsaken me the Philistims are upon me God hath forsaken me but it is in order to an outward evil the Philistims are upon me But the Saints when they are forsaken are sensible of this evil simply for it self and think the time long and tedious when they are so forsaken O Lord saith David how long wilt thou hide thy face from me what for ever But I say Was ever man forsaken was ever man quite forsaken of God that was sensible of this evil only and simply for it self Fourthly Did you ever read in al the Word of God That ever a man was finally forsaken who was tender in the point of sin who sate mourning after God We read in the Romans That when God gave up the Gentiles to their sins they gave up themselves unto al uncleanness and were past feeling The Saints and People of God on the contrary in the time of their Desertion are tender in the point of sin and they mourn after God When was a man ever forsaken whose heart was in this frame Fiftly Did you ever read that Christ did finally forsake a man in whose heart and soul stil he did leave his Goods Furniture and Spiritual Houshold-stuff A man somtimes goes from home and somtimes he doth quite leave his house There is much difference between those two If a man leave his house and comes no more then he carries away all his goods and when ye see them carried away ye say this man wil come no more But though a man ride a great Journey yet he may come again and ye say surely he wil come again why Because still his Goods Wife and Children are in his House So if Christ reject a man and go away finally he carries away all his Goods Spiritual Gifts Graces and Principles But though he be long absent yet if his Houshold-stuff abide in the heart if there be the same desires after him and delight in him and admiring of him and mourning for want of him ye may say surely he wil come again Why Because his Houshold-stuff is here still When did Christ ever forsake a man in whose heart he left this Spiritual Furniture Sixtly Did ye ever know a man finally forsaken of Christ who did long after the presence of Christ as the greatest good and looked upon his absence as the greatest evil and affliction in all the world being willing to kiss the feet of Jesus Christ and to serve him in the lowest and meanest condition so he might but enjoy him We find that the Saints desire above all things to be kist with the kisses of Christs mouth and therefore the Book of the Camicles doth so begin chap. 2. ver 1. Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth even because that is the first and the chiefest of the Saints desires in this Life but if Christ wil not kiss me with the kisses of his mouth saith a gracious soul yet I am willing to kiss his feet as Mary did There is a time a coming when he wil kiss me with the kisses of his mouth for ever but for the present if I can but kiss his feet here I have hope to be kissed by him in Heaven Now I say Did Christ ever forsake a man finally who did thus long after Christ himself Can those that are forsaken mourn after his presence as the best thing and for his absence as the greatest evil in al the world I appeal to your own Souls and Bosoms herein whoever you are that labor under this fear that Christ is gone and he wil return no more suppose that God hath hid his face from you seems to forget you and to be angry with you yet in the midst of all these darknesses Do you find an evil Spirit an envious malicious Spirit from the Lord seizing upon you Do you find that you can find in your heart to forsake God and the good Waies of God Yea rather do you not find the contrary though you want the sence of Gods Love Have you not the sence of your own sin and when you want the sence of your own perfection have you not some sence of your own imperfection Don't you look upon this Desertion as the greatest Affliction in al the world Can you not mourn after God and his Presence Doth not Christ every foot send in one token of his Love or another to visit your souls And are you not willing to kiss the feet of Jesus Christ O yes I must needs say though I have fears that Christ is gone and wil return no more yet I praise the Lord I do not find an envious malicious persecuting Spirit in my soul unto the Saints and People of God I don't find that my heart is willing to forsake Christ and the good waies of Christ But I find that I can mourn for the absence of Christ simply for it self and look upon it as the greatest affliction in the world That I am ever willing to kiss the feet of Jesus Christ And to be in the lowest and meanest Condition so he would but return unto my soul again Yea and I must needs say That every foot I receive one token or other one Promise or another to visit me in my condition Then be of good comfort though Christ be absent yet he wil return again and with great mercy and with everlasting kindness wil he gather your souls unto himself again and thus I say it shal be with all the Saints Surely therefore they have no reason for their Discouragements whatever their Desertions be Why therefore should not every one say Why art thou cast down O my soul and why art thou so disquieted within me Quest Vpon all this account I see I have not so much reason for my Discouragement but it is an hard thing to bear up ones heart from sinking in the time of Desertion when God hides his face What shall I do then and this may be the condition of us all that I may bear up my heart against this Discouragement even when I am most in the dark and Christ hides his face from me or forsakes me Answ 1 First Take heed that ye don't measure Gods eternal Affection by some present Dispensation There is an Eternal Displeasure against a man and there is a present Displeasure with a man Eternal Displeasure or hatred cannot stand with Eternal Love but Eternal Love and present Displeasure may stand together A Father may be displeased with the Child for the present and yet may love him with Paternal Love So God may and doth love though for the present displeased But when men measure Eternal Affection by present Dispensation then they are quite discouraged and you will find all Discouragements in this case do arise from hence Some there are that do walk by particular Providences Experiences Words Manifestations and In-comes of Love and when they have them then
did Why Because he feared the Lord. So then if a man be employed in way of Love and Mercy to himself he doth not make his Employment a shooing-horn to his own Preferment 'T is enough for me my Masters work is done saith he neither doth God use to pay them al their wages here whom he employes in mercie to themselves But as the Merchant if he have to deal with a stranger for a less Commodity he paies him down presently but if with a friend for some great priced Commodity he takes time and doth not pay down his money presently So if God have to do with a stranger as Nebuchadnezzar he wil pay him wages presently but if God deals with a friend whom he employes in mercy to himself then he doth put off his ful payment til afterwards He doth Gods work without any great noise or notice of himself like Christ He lifts not up his voyce in the street and as the Angels in Ezek. 1. His hands are under his wings he hath four hands to work with but they are not seen they are under his wings Let your Light so shine before men saies Christ that they may see your good works not your selves and glorifie your Father not your selves As it is with the Fisher so with him he shews the bait but hides himself he holds forth the word of Truth but not himself though he have four hands to work with yet they are all under his wings hidden but saies Jehu Come and see my zeal for the Lord of Hosts This is another difference If God do use and Employ a man in a way of Love and Mercy to himself he is willing to be used and contented to be laid by and to 〈…〉 more Another man is not so if he have been used 〈…〉 â—ng he thinks he must be used in other things and 〈…〉 cannot bâ—ar it that God should lay him by and use anoâ—â— Thus iâ— was with Sâ—ul he could not be conteâ—◠〈…〉 should use David But when God told Eli that he 〈…〉 and his House by he answered Good is the Word of 〈◊〉 Lord for he was a good man and one whom God had â—sed 〈◊〉 Love and Mercie to himâ—elf and so when God had done wiâ—h him he was conâ—ent thereâ—â—th He thâ—t is â—red and eâ—ployed in way of Love and Mercie to himself wil do the Work oâ— the Loâ—dfully though he do his own works by halfs Caleb did his own work by halfâ— and the Work of God â—ully for he was used in Mercy to himself and others Jehu did the Work of the Lord by halfs and his own work fully for though he was uâ—ed in Mercy to some and Judgment to others yet not in Love to himself When God doth use a man in a way of Judgment he hath ordinarily more skil at pulling down and destroying what is mans than in setting up and building what is Gods But when God doth use him in a way of Love and Mercy to his own soul he hath a dexterity in and a heart to the setting up of what is Gods witness Jehu on the one hand and Nehemiah on the othâ—r hand How is it therefore with thee Hast thou a skil at pulling down what is mans and no skil nor heart to set up what is Gods Hast thou been employed and used in Gods Service and have you done your own work fully and Gods work by halfs Art thou not contented to be laid by and that God should use another Doest thou make a noise in the work and thy hands not under thy wings Hast thou made a goodly outward Bargain of the Lords Work and his Service as a shooing-horn to thine own ends Hast thou not grown in Experience Faith and Holiness by this work but in Pride rather Hast thou not been very tender of the Name of God in thy Service nor been acquainted with Gods Design nor thine heart drawn out the more to love the Lord Then surely God hath not used or employed thee in Love and Mercy to thine own soul But if thine heart have been drawn out with Love to God by thy very Service and Employments and thou hast been in some measure acquainted with Gods Design in that Service and hast been very tender of the Name of God and more willing to hazard thy self than to defile his Name and hast grown in Grace by the exercise of thy Gifts and hast made no Bargain of the Lords Service but hast had thy hands under thy wings and hast not done Gods Work by halfs and now after all art contented that God shall lay thee by and make use of others then surely the Lord hath used and employed thee in a way of Love and Mercie to thine own Soul and therefore why should'st thou be discouraged in this respect Certainly you have no just cause or true reason for it Quest But suppose that the Lord either shall not use me in his Service or if he do that difficulties and oppositions press in upon me or that I meet with no success in my work according to my desire what shall I do that I may be able to bear up my heart against all discouragements in this kind Answ 1 First In case that God do not cal you forth to any work or special Employment Then Consider that you have now the more time to mind your own soul and to attend to your own Condition Some are so employed that they have not time enough to pray read meditate examine their own hearts and to look into their own Condition yea though a mans work do lie in the Ministry 't is possible that he may so mind his publick work as to neglect his private But now if thou hast no publick Employment or Service then you have the more time for to spend upon your own soul the more time to converse with the Lord in private and to look into your own Condition And if you be not called forth to work and yet are willing to work you shal be paid for that work and service which you never did As some men shal be punished for those sins which they did never commit in the gross act because they were willing and had a desire to commit the same so some shal be paid for that work and service for God which they never did perform because they were willing to have done the same Now is it not a great mercy to be paid for that work which I never did Such is the Priviledg of al those that are not called to Service and yet are willing to it Answ 2 Secondly In case That you are employed in Gods Work and Service and difficulties press in upon you Then Consider That the greater the Difficultie is the greater shall your Obedience be in carrying on the Work and the more you do follow after Dutie and redeem it from the hand of Difficulty the greater shall your Comfort and reward be when all is done And the more that any Service Work or
Ch. mâ—it 〈◊〉 cap. â—0 p. â— 2. is your Obedience in submitting unto your Condâ—tion and to the work thereof Luther said A poor woman knitting of a pair of stockens in a way of Faith doth a greater work than Alexander did in conquering the World It was the Speech of a good man that is now in Heaven The more Riches the more Debts for if a man be not in Christ al his present Riches wil be future Debts he wil wish O! that I had had less of them O! that I had had never a penny And I pray tel me who have most Promises in Scripture the Poor or the Rich the Oppressed or the Oppressor the High or the Low He that is most exercised hath the most Promises and a low Condition is an excellent Commentary upon those Promises When the Sun shines ye see not the Stars but in the night the Stars appear So whilst Prosperity shines upon us we do not see the Promises but when the night comes Adversity comes a dark and low Condition comes then we see those Promises which we saw not before But suppose that a Father hath two Children and to one he gives a brave Garment saying unto him Child take and wear this Garment but there is all thy Portion I shall give thee no more The other he gives a mean Garment to but saith he Child be contented it is nor thy Portion thy Brothers Garment is his Portion but though thy Garment be mean it is not thy Portion I have a good Inheritance for thee Will not this latter Child be contented will he be discouraged think you because he hath not so brave a Garment as the other hath Why take a wicked man and though he have a braver Garment yet it is all his Portion his Portion is in this Life there is all thou shalt have saith God there is thy Portion But now as for a godly man though he have a mean Garment yet it is not his portion O! you that are godly wil you then be discouraged because you have not so brave and fine a Garment as another hath Consider that the Lord himself is your Portion Object 2 O! but I praise the Lord I am not in a poor and low and base Condition my Condition is full enough but I am in an unsettled Condition I am never settled in my Condition somtimes in one Condition and somtimes in another could I be but set led though I had the lesser I should be contented but my Condition is never setled and therefore I am thus disquieted and discouraged have I not some reason now Answ 1 No For I pray what settlement would yon have here in this world The best Estate of men is altogether vanity Is there any settlement in vanity 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Stetit constitit constitutus sâ—â— Verily saith the Psalmist the best estate of every man or every man in his best estate is altogether vanity so you read it But in the Hebrew it is Every man standing Omnis homo stans as Montanus gives it every man in his most setled Estate so the word signifies Verily every man in his most setled estate is altogether vanity Answ 2 But suppose that your Condition be more unsetled than any others if God hath no design but Love upon you in your unsettlement then surely you have no reason to be disquieted because of this Now I pray why doth the Lord suffer the Condition of his People to be so unsettled in the world but that they may settle upon himself O! saith a gracious heart I see there is no abiding place here therefore I look for one that is to come that hath a Foundation had I been settled in the world I should never have been fixed upon God himself but being unsettled in the world I learn to settle upon God himself God doth therefore carry his Children from Vessel to Vessel from Condition to Condition that their filthy scent may not remain Beloved there is no condition here below that is able to grasp or hold the Love of God to his Children every Condition is too narrow a Vessel to hold the Love of God in and therefore God doth lead his People into several Conditions that so he may have the suller vent for his Love So long as you are in one Condition you do not see or observe your own self and carriage therein and therefore God leads you into a new Condition that you may see what you did in your former Condition For Example When a man is in health he doth not then observe his own carriage in the daies of Health therefore God leads him into sickness and when he is sick then he doth observe what his carriage was while he was in health then saith he how wanton was I how worldly was I how vain was I when I was in health But when a man is sick then he doth not observe his carriage in that Condition therefore Gods leads him into health again and when he is in health then he seeth what his carriage was while he was sick and then saith he how froward was I how impatient was I when I was sick I say a man doth not observe the present carriage of his soul in his present condition and therefore God leads him into a new Condition and then he sees what his carriage was in the old condition Phylosophy tels us Sensibile positum juxta sensorium nulla sit sensatio That if a sensible Object be laid close to the Organ of Sence there wil be no sensation as if a Book be held close unto your eye you wil not be able to read a letter but hold it at a convenient distance and then you may read it al. So here so long as a man is in a condition and that is held close unto him he doth not see his own carriage therein but at a distance he doth wherefore the Lord doth remove him to some distance from his former condition and so he sees and observeth what he was and did therein It is an easie thing for a man to sing when the Psalm is set a Child can do it but it requires some skil to begin it requires some singing skil to turn readily from one tune to another but when the Psalm is begun every one can go on then A poor weak Horse can go on in the Road so long as he keeps the same way but when he comes to turn out of that way into another then he stumbles it requires some strength in a Horse to go readily over the Cart-wracks to go readily from one way into another this requires strength So every poor weak man may go on in the same way and in the same condition this requires no great store of strength but to carry the sameness of heart towards God in variety of Conditions this argues strength this requires skil What therefore if the Lord wil lead you from one condition to another and so draw
hers say they was of God But others think rather that it was from Satan who would have hundred the death of Christ and so the great Work of Mans Redemption But if ye look into Job 7. ye shal find that he saith to God Thou skarest me with Dreams yet it was Satan that did it for as before when Satan by his Instruments took all from Job he saith The Lord hath taken away so here when Satan vexed and skared him with Dreams he saith to God acknowledging his Providence Thou skarest me with Dreams and yet I say it was Satan for he was put into Satans hand and whatever affliction he met with it was from Satan and his Instruments So that the trouble and suffering of the Dream doth not argue that it is from God It is a very hard thing to know whether it be of God or from Satan And in case that the Dream be of God yet it is an hard thing to know the meaning and Interpretation of it for Pharaoh had a Dream but al his Magitians could not interpret it that was a work for Joseph And so though Nebuchadnezzar had a Dream and that might be oâ— God yet neither he nor his wise men could tel the Interpretation thereof that was a work for Daniel the work of a Prophet A wicked man may have a Dream from God but it requires the Spirit of no less than a Prophet to give the Interpretation thereof But now Are we at such Uncertainties in reading the Word Can none but a Prophet understand the Scripture The Priests and Levites gave the Sence of the Word to the People ordinarily yet they were no Prophets The Word of the Lord is a Light and Lanthorn unto al our feet plain and easie to be understood in al those things that are absolutely necessary unto our Salvation Quest But may not God speak unto us by a Dream now if he will Answ Wiâ—hout doubt he may if he please God is free But where do we find in Scripture that Dreams are an Ordinance of God now wherein he hath commanded us to wait upon him for the expectance of any Mercy And if God should speak to me by a Dream yet if I make that a sign of mine own Godliness or of Gods Love to me then am I under a delusion for even wicked men have had their Dâ—â—â—ms from God Balaam and Pharaoh and Nebuchadnezzar and others Do I therefore dream a strange Dream and conclude that therefore I am in Gods Love because he thus speaks to me then am I deceived What wise man is there in the World that wil or dare lay and venture his Soul and Salvation upon a Dream or the Interpretation of it But you may and must say and venture your Souls and Salvation upon the Scripture Surely therfore the light of Dreams is not to be compared therewith Quest But suppose that I have an immediate Voyce is not that to be compared with the Scripture Answ An immediate Voyce say you Either that immediate Voyce is from Hel or from Heaven If it come from Hel to report and certifie you of the Torments thereof that you may repent of your Sins then hear what our Savior saith of that in compare with the Scripture Luke 16.31 they have Moses and the Prophets And if they hear not Moses anâ— the Prophets neither will they be perswaded though one rose from the dead And if that Voyce which you have do come from Heaven then either it is the voyce of an Angel or of God himself If it be the Voyce of an Angel then see what the Apostle saith of that in compare with the Word and Scripture Gal. 1.8 Though we or an Angel from Heaven preach any other Gospel unto you than that which we have preached unto â—ou let him be accursed And this is thâ—â— Gospel which we have now written in this Book of the Galaâ—ians And if the Voyce which you have do come from God himsâ—lâ— then see what the Apostle saith here of that in compare with the Scripture verse 17. There came a Voyce to Christ from thâ— excellent Glory saying This is my beloved Son and this â—â—yce which came from Heaven we heard verse 19. And we have also a more sure Word of Prophesie which is the written Woâ—â— for saith he no Prophesie of Scripture c. So that ye see this written Word of God or the Scripture is beyond al Dreams and immediate Voyces It may be some wil say But may not God â—peak by an immediate Voyce to a Soul now To which I answer What God may do is one thing and what he doth in the way of a setled Ordinance wherein we are to wait on him and expect from him is another thing ye read in Heb. 1.1 2. thus God who at sundry times and in dâ—vers manners spake in time past by the Prophets hath in these last daies spokâ—n by his Son In time past he spake by Visions Dreams and Voyces If there be such an Ordinance stil wherein we are stil to wait on God why doth the Apostle make this difference between times past and the present time of the Son Nay saies Luther but there is such a sufficiency in the Scripture That thâ—ugh some men should have Visions Dreams and Voyces yet the Scripture is so ful that nec curo nec desidero I neither care for nor desire them I read of a certain Woman a Religious Lady of the Emperesses â—ed-Chamber whose Name was Gregoria that being much troubled about her Salvation did write to Gregory that she would never cease importuning him til he had sent her word that he had received a Revelation from Heaven that she should be saved To whom he returned this Answer Rem difficilem postulas et inutilem Thou desirest an hard matter and unprofitable hard for me to obtain and unprofitable for thy self to have And so say I If any should come to me desiring to implore God for such a Voyce or Dream or Revelation I must answer Man or Woman thou desirest an hard work for me to do and a thing unprofitable for thy selâ— to have Thou hast the Scriptures go search the Scriptures wait thou upon God therein for in them are the words of Eternal Life they are a sure and a safe Light more sure safe and certain than al Revelations Visions Dreams or immediate Voyces And thus I have done with the Second Instance Instance 3 As for Impressions made upon the Soul whether by a particular Word or without it the Scripture or the written Word of God is more sure than those and the Light thereof the best and most excellent Light in compare with the Light of Impressions For First Impressions though good are not our dayly food Aqua vitae or strong Water is good in a quothing fainting fit but it is not good to make it our dayly Drink So here In case the Soul be in a fainting fit it 's good to have the Impression of
post greges sodalium tuorum si â—ta inquit Aug. Epist 48. exponendam putatis sacram Scripturam Aquilonares profecto Ecclesiae dicent se solas 〈◊〉 veras adducent enim per se illud Ps 47.3 Exultâ— mons Sion laetera Aquilonis civitas Regis magni Deus in domibus ejus cognoscitur cum suâ—cipiet eam ergo in expositione Sacrarum Scripturarum ante omnia inveniendus est sensus literalis eo namque constituto facilis ad mysticos sensus patebit aditus clypeus Concionat Verbi Dei per Ferdinand de Escalante Lib. 1. Cap. 17. doth arise from corrupt Principles which have been bred up in the minds of men as somtimes men think that the Light and Law within them is their Rule and therefore what need the Scripture as my Rule any longer Somtimes men think that all Scripture is to be expounded mystically and so first they make a Nose of Wax of it then they cast it away Somtimes men think that they are to judg of Doctrines by Impressions Visions Voyces and Dreams and so they cast away the Scripture Would ye therefore take heed unto the Word so as to keep the same Take heed of this ill Principle Somtimes this evil doth arise from dallyance and playing about the borders and confines of this sin 'T is in this sin as with other sins though a man hate and abhor Swearing Drunkenness and Adultery yet if he lie playing and dallying upon the borders thereof he wil surely fal into them So though I say God forbid that ever I should deny the Scripture yet if I lie playing upon the confines of this sin I shal certainly fal into it 'T is an excellent Speech that Luther hath Wil any man play let him play with his Wife play with his Children play with his Money but let him take heed how he plaies with the Scripture by turning al into Mysticalness for who is it that dares play with the Thunder Why saies he for it is the Voyce of God So is the Scripture it is the Voyce of God Would ye therefore so take heed unto it as to keep it and not deny the same Then take heed of that corruption of Nature which doth boyl up to malice take heed of evil Principles about the Rule of your life and take heed of playing with the Scripture and of living upon the confines of that great sin of denying it lest God in just Judgment give you up at last to the gross evil of it Secondly And for particular Truths of the Scripture that you may keep them in your heart and judgment Consider Whether that Doctrine which you are now about to deny be not that Doctrine which hath seven times passed through the fire in the Sufferings of the Saints whether it be not that Doctrine which many Saints have lost their Estates Liberties and their Blood for And if it be so then think with your self how hard a thing it wil be for you to be sayed denying that Truth which so many have shed their blood for Consider also whether the Doctrine you are now about â—o deny be not that Doctrine which the Saints generally have maintained in opposition to the World And if it be then think with your self how hard a thing it wil be for you to be saved denying that Doctrine which al the Saints generally have maintained against the World but above al take heed of an itching Ear. The Apostle tels Timothy 2 Epist 4.3 That the times should come wherein men will not endure sound Doctrine but after their own wills shall heap up to themselves Teachers having itching Ears such as shal not be contented with the setled Ministry of Gods Appointment but shal after their own wils heap up Teachers to themselves and this they shal do from the itch of the Ear Wel but what shal this itch in the Ear bring forth verse 4. They shall turn away their Ears from the Truth and shall be turned unto F ables Now therefore that you may keep and hold fast the Word in the particular Doctrines O! then take heed of this itching Ear. Thirdly Yet one thing more If you would take heed to the Scripture you must so heed the same as you may walk thereby Therefore prize it much Who takes heed to that which he don't prize The Martyrs in Queen Maries daies prized the written Word of God much one gave a Cart-load of Hay for one Leaf of the Bible in English another being at Sea and swimming for his life on a Mast and having al his Estate which was five pound in one hand and the Bible in the other and being compelled to part with one chose rather for to keep the Bible and throw away his five pound al that he had These then did prize the written Word of God and they did walk thereby Therefore also get your heart affected with Love to every Truth which you know for because men receive not the Truth in the Love thereof therefore God doth give them up to strong delusions men take heed unto what they love And therefore that you may heed it so as to walk thereby let it be your continual Companion going where you go if you go into the Fields O! let the Word go with you if into your Calling O! let the Scripture and the written Word of God be with you Thus shal you take heed unto it as to a Light shining in a dark place And I pray tel me are not these times dark times The conjunction of Clouds and Miseries make dark times Now the World is ful of Wars and Rumors of Wars now men say lo here is Christ and lo there is Christ insomuch as if possible the Elect would be deceived Now spiritual Judgments and outward Miseries are in Conjunction a Cloud and a Cloud a Conjunction of Clouds surely therefore these times must be dark times The Eclipses of the Sun and Moon and the falling of the Stars from Heaven make dark times And when were there more Eclipses and falling of the Stars and of great Lights from Heaven than in these daies of ours False Lights also make dark times for the more False Lights are set up the more men are drawn from the true Light and so the more they are in darkness And when ever were there so many false Lights hung forth as in these daies of ours Surely therefore these are dark times and if so what cause have we al to take heed unto the Word which is as a Light shining in a dark place What I therfore say to one I say to you al and to my own Soul O! let us al take heed thereunto And if any think that he is not at al in the dark he is therefore in the dark because he thinks he is not in the dark If any think these things concern not him they do therefore the more concern him than others because he thinks they concern him not Think therefore on al these things and the
and discern but in the Hive doth the several Honeys of the Creatures meet and dwel that is the House thereof So there is a sweet tast of the several Attributes of God in al the Creatures but in Christ doth his fulness dwel bodily and in his suffering you may see the Wisdom Power Justice and Mercy of God in Conjunction and so know God indeed which knowledg was more worth to Paul than al other Knowledges for saith he I desire to know nothing but Christ and him crucified Hereby also I mean by the consideration of this great and sore Travel you wil prize and value Christ more and have your hearts drawn out with Love to him for shal I not prize him that suffered the Wrath of God and the torments of Hel for me The more you see his Love to you the more wil your hearts be inflamed with Love to him Now the greater his sufferings for you do appear to you the more you see his Love to you When I am lift up saith he I will draw all men after me that is when I am lift up on the Cross he doth not say when I am transfigured at Mount Tabor I wil draw al to me yet there was a drawing glory which made Peter say It is good for us to be here But his Love is the most drawing Object and that was glorious in suffering Thereby you wil learn to prize al your enjoyments for thus you wil see what they cost what rate they are at in the Kings Book there is no blessing or mercy which ye do enjoy but was bought in by Christ he laid down his Life for you and in him are you blessed with al Spiritual Blessings But did Christ suffer such hard things for my enjoyments O! what infinite cause have I then to prize them al Hereby also you wil be made willing to suffer any thing for Christ to become low and mean for him to endure the reproach anger and wrath of men for him For shal Christ suffer so hard a Labor for me in his Body in his Soul and shal not I suffer in my Estate and Name for him Shal he suffer the Wrath of God for me and shal not I be willing to suffer the wrath of man for him Shal he endure the very torments of Hel for me and shal not I be willing to suffer a little on Earth for him Thereby you wil be made unwilling to put him to a new Suffering for you those that fal away and decline do crucifie the Lord afresh saith the Apostle and put him to an open shame when Professors walk scandalously they put Christ to an open shame to a new Suffering But is this true That Christ hath suffered so great things for me and shal he now suffer by me what hath he not suffered enough already He hath suffered in his Body in his Soul the Wrath of God the very Torments of Hel and is not this enough God forbid that ever I should so walk that Christ should yet suffer by me who hath suffered such things for me Hereby also you shal be able to overcome your Temptations Corruptions and to be more fruitful and profitable and gracious in your lives here is the Shop of Vertues Officina virtutum whatever Grace or Vertue you want you may have in this Shop if you wil come for it Dost thou want hatred of sin here you may see it in its own colors and the reward thereof for if God spared not his own Son but he endured the Wrath of God and the very Torments of Hel when sin was but imputed to him O! what an Hel and flaming Fire shal those endure who have sin of their own and must bear it themselves And saies Gerard would you see the Torments of Hel the true punishment of sin Ito ad Montem Calvariae Go to Mount Calvary Or dost thou want Patience in thine Afflictions behold the Travel of Christ as a Lamb he opened not his mouth before the Shearer Or dost thou want a tender broken heart truly his heart is hard indeed which the sight of these breakings of Christ wil not break Hereby also you wil be engaged unto his Commandements and Ordinances For what are the Ordinances which now we enjoy but the Representation of a Suffering Christ whereby we hold forth the Lords Death til he come What is al our Preaching and your Hearing but of Christ crucified What is Baptism Lords Supper or any other Ordinances but that Bed wherein we have communion with a suffering Christ and shal Christ suffer such bitter things for us in his Soul and Body and shal we throw up those Ordinances whereby we are to have Communion with him in these Sufferings God forbid And hereby also you that are of a fearful heart may fully conclude the willingness of God to save Sinners For if God the Father had not been very willing he would never have put his own only Son to so great a Suffering for their Salvation What can be more abhorrent from the heart of a tender Father than to put his own only and obedient Son unto Death it goes to the heart of a tender Father to see his Child die I will not see the death of the Child said Hagar and she sate down over against him and lift up her voyce Gen. 21.16 and wept but to lay his own hands upon him in reference to his Death this is a grief beyond al expression yet this did God the Father do for he bruised his Son he put him to grief he smote him and he laid on him the iniquities of us al. Surely if God the Father had not been infinitely willing to save Sinners he would never have done a thing so contrary to him and if Christ himself were not willing he would never have suffered such hard things for their Salvation What is not a Woman willing to do for that Child whom she hath had a sore Travel for Now Christs Travel was a sore Travel surely therefore he is infinitely willing to save sinners and if God the Father be willing and Christ be willing then why should not every poor doubting drooping Soul say Lord I beleeve help thou mine unbelief I once doubted of thy Love because I doubted of thy willingness to save such as I am yea often have I put an If upon thy willingness saying with the Leper Lord if thou wilt thou canst make me clean But now I see thou art willing to save sinners why should I then doubt again And upon this account al poor sinners may be encouraged to come to Christ for if Christ did come down from Heaven for you wil he refuse you when you come to him If he have suffered such hard and bitter things for sinners do ye think he wil cast them away that do come to him surely he wil not O! what great encouragement doth this Doctrine proclaim unto al poor and great sinners for to come to Christ And hereby also your
Faith may be established and your Hearts comforted and setled when you have come to Christ for the more fully the suffering of Christ which is the Object of your Faith is spread before your Eyes the more wil your Faith be raised and established and if Christ have suffered such great things for you even the very Wrath of God and torments of Hel then you may be assured that he wil never forget you Can a Woman forget her Child No Why but because she hath travelled for it But behold here is a Travel beyond al Travels Christ travelling in the greatness of his Love for poor sinners travelling under the Wrath of God his Father and wil he forget you that are his Seed Though a Woman forget her Child yet will not I saith the Lord. O! what Comfort is this for all the Seed of Christ Christ hath had a sore travel for you therefore assure your selves he wil never forget you And thus I have done with the First Argument of this Doctrine Christ in Travel CHRIST IN TRAVEL AND His Assurance of Issue Sermon II. ISAIAH 53.11 He shall see of the Travel of his Soul and be satisfied HAving spoken to the first Argument Christ in Travel we are now to proceed to the Seccond His Assurance of Issue though he had an hard Labor of it in the day of his Sufferings yet he was sure and certain that he should not miscarry many Women do miscarry in travel few or none have Assurance that they shal not miscarry but before our Savior Christ fel in Travel the Father did assure him that he should see his Seed and be satisfied accordingly he hath seen the Travel of his Soul for saith he Heb. 2.13 Behold I and the Children whom God hath given me and he shal yet see his Seed he did not lay down his Life at uncertainties neither was it left in suspense whether he should have Issue or not but was assured of it and so he died for sinners For the opening and cleering whereof we must enquire 1. What this Issue is which Christ did travel for 2. What Assurance he had of it First As for the Issue of Christs Travel which he travelled for it is al that fruit and effect of his Sufferings which he did travel for There are some immediate next effects and fruits of Christs Death and Sufferings which I may cal the first Birth of the Death of Christ There are other effects which are more remote and I may cal them the latter Birth of the Death and Sufferings of Christ But look whatever fruit or effect that is which Christ did travel for that he was assured of The first he did see presently and the latter he doth and shal see dayly Quest What are those first next and immediate effects and fruits of the Death of Christ which he presently saw Answ Those are many and because there are so many Opinions of Men about them I shal answer to this Question both Negatively and Affirmatively 1. Negatively First Some think that the first and immediate effect of Christs Death was to make God reconcilable to Man-kind for God was in Christ reconciling the World unto himself but the world was not actually reconciled at his Death and therefore say they the first effect of Christs Death was to make God reconcilable But this cannot be the next and immediate effect of the Death of Christ for God was reconcilable before Christ died and had not only a velleity but a ful wil to shew mercy to us for John 3. God so loved the World that he sent his only begotten Son Now if the Love of God to Man-kind were the cause of Christs coming into the World then he was reconcilable before the Death of Christ Secondly Others think that our actual Reconciliation is the next and immediate effect of the Death of Christ But this cannot be for our Savior tels us That he which beleeveth not abideth under wrath The Wrath of God doth abide on him Now if the Wrath of God do abide upon a man so long as he abideth under Unbelief then is he not reconciled to God actually til he beleeveth 2. When a man is actually reconciled to God then he is justified but we are justified by Faith Rom. 5.1 and therefore a man is not actually reconciled til he doth beleeve actually 3. Those that are without Christ being Aliens from the Common-wealth of Israel and strangers from the Covenants of Promise having no hope and without God in the World cannot be actually reconciled to God but so were the converted Ephesians before their Convertion Ephes 2.12 4. The Apostle Paul saith expresly that whilst the Corinthians were unrighteous and wicked they were not justified 1 Cor. 6.9 10 11. Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the Kingdom of God be not deceived neither Fornicators nor Adulterers nor Theeves nor Covetous nor Drunkards c. shall inherit the Kingdom of God and such were some of you but ye are sanctified but ye are justified c. therefore they were not justified and so not actually reconciled unto God before their Conversion 5. As Glorification follows our Justification so our Justification follows our Vocation Rom. 8.30 actual Reconciliation therefore and Justification is not the next effect of Christs Death Object But we are then discharged from our Sins when they are charged on Christ and they were charged on Christ when he died for them Answ True when Christ died then were our sins charged on him but it doth not follow that we were then discharged For there is a great difference between a mans paying of his Debt himself and the payment of the Surety If a man be arrested for a Debt of his own and do pay it himself he is then discharged from the Debt but if the Debt be charged on the Surety and he pay it the Debtor is not presently discharged from the Debt in regard of the Surety but to be discharged when the Surety pleaseth Now our sins were charged on Christ as our Surety and he did pay our Debt look therefore when he pleases we are discharged from them and that saith he is upon your beleeving not before being justified by Faith ye have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ Rom. 5.1 Thirdly Some think that Christ died to reconcile Man to God so far as that Salva Justitia Christum merito mortis suae Deum Patrem universo generi humano hactenus reconciliavit ut Pater propter ipsius meritum Salva justitia et veritate sua novum gratiae saedus cum peccatoribus inire et sancire potuerit ac voluerit Sententia Remonstrantium circa secundum Articul Act. Synod 280. Armin. Perkins oper Arm. pag. 675. or noti obstante Justitia Divina God might have a power to shew mercy to the Children of Men which he was willing to do but was bound from it by his Justice and that by the Death of Christ he was free to
that came at the latter end he did not murmur nor say surely my penny is naught because I have a penny given me as wel as he that hath born the heat of the day If any should complain those that have born the heat of the day that have been so much troubled should in reason be the persons but hath the Lord taken you and given you a penny the same peace with him who bare the heat of the day and wil you complain and say surely my penny is falâ—e coyn and my peace naught because I have not born and indured so much trouble as another hath you know some children are born into the world with more pain than others some with less pain should the Child that is born with less pain say I am a Bastard because I was not born with so much pain as the other was When Christ is formed in the souls of men women some are regenerate and born again with more pain some are regenerate and born again with less pain should he that is born with less pain say I am a Bastard and not a true Son because there was not so much pain at my first regeneration as such a one had you know how it was with Zacheus Christ comes unto his house and the same day that he came he said to Zacheus This day it Salvation come to thy house He had assurance the first day But Paul is converted and he lyes troubled and is three dayes blind Should Zacheus now say Surely I am not Converted for I never lay three dayes blind nor was so much troubled as Paul was No surely no more may you say that your Peace is false because you have not such abundance of trouble as others have you are not to make anothers Measure your Rule God goes several waies with his People as well in regard of Peace as in regard of Grace This therefore I say unto you Look unto your Peace it self Have you peace and quietness of soul Then bless and praise the Lord for that peace of yours Yea do not only praise the Lord for your peace and quiet but praise the Lord that ye came so sweetly by it in a way of Free-grace and if for any thing you are to be troubled it is for this That you should nick-name the Grace of God and call it little or false Christ calls it free and you call it false O be humbled for this and praise the Lord for any measure of quiet and peace that he hath given unto thee Object But wil another say All this doth not come up to my case for I have no Peace nor Quiet in my soul to be thankful for Some there are that have Peace and Quiet indeed and they no question ought to be very thankful for it but my poor soul hath been long afflicted troublâ—d and I never yet had assurance of Gods Love in Christ I have not this Peace and Quiet within What shall I dâ— that I may attain unto it or what should a poor soul do to get and attain this Peace and Quiet within Answ Ye know what the Psalmist saies I will hear what the Lord will say for he will speak Peace unto his People Psal 85.8 It is not in my power or in the power of any poor Creature to speak Peace unto you but it is the Lord only that must speak Peace unto thy soul and the Lord speaks Peace in the way of an Ordinance Quest But what does the Lord say what does the Lord speak from his Word in the way of an Ordinance that I who was never yet setled may attain unto this inward Peace and Quietude of soul Answ 1 First He wills you to study and consider much the Death Sufferings and Fulness of the Satisfaction made by Jesus Christ Go down into the Grave of Christ Christs Blood is the Object of Faith and Faith brings Peace Unbelief is a painful sin and Faith is an easing and quieting Grace Being justified by Faith we have Peace c. Rom. 5.1 The more you see the free and infinite Love of God the more will your heart be at rest and quiet within you And where shall you see the Love of God but in the Death of Christ By seeing Christ on the Cross you see Divine Love in triumph All true Peace within arises from sight of Peace made without Where shall you read of that but in Christ's Death And therefore saies the Prophet The Chastisement of our Peace was upon him In Psal 41. ye have a Promise made of great Blessing unto him that considereth the Poor Blessed is he that considereth the poor Who is this poor Tarnovius tels us from the 10. verse That it is Christ in his Sufferings for as he observes this Psalm is a Psalm of Christ verse 9. Yea mine own familiar friend in whom I trusted which did eat of my bread hath lift up his heel against me They are the words of Christ and Christ speaks this Psalm and this poor to be considered is Christ in his Sufferings Saies he I will not here debate the truth of this Interpretation but if true the Lord promised here a blessing to him that doth wisely consider the Death and Sufferings of Christ And wherein doth that blessing he and consist Pauper hic Christus est et beatos istos predicat qui dolores et cruciatus ipsius quos pro nobis sustinuit grato et fideli animo recte considerant Tarnovius in Psalmum 41. The Lord will deliver him in the time of trouble 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 In the evil day or in the day of evil saith the Chaldee Paraphrase In the day of vexation saith Symmachus Now the day of Temptation Doubts and great Fears is an evil day and a day of vexation This Day will God deliver him from who doth wisely ponder on the death of Christ Could we see the heart of Christ we should doubt no more and in his death you may see his heart in his Blood you may see his heart Ye know what the Prophet Isaiah saies Lord wilt thou not ordain Peace who hast wrought all our works for us And where shall ye find that God hath wrought all our works for us but in Christs Grave and Death Secondly Ye must not only go unto the Grave of Christ and study his Death but you must go unto Christ Himself for Peace He is the great Peace-maker hath a Commission to take up all Differences without us and within us Ye know his words The Lord God hath given me the Tongue of the Learned saies he that I may speak a word in due season to him that is weary Go then to Christ and press this engagement and say Lord thou hast therefore received the Tongue of the Learned that thou mayest speak a word in due season to him that is weary And O Lord I am one of those wearied souls wearied with my Temptations wearied with inward trouble now Lord speak a word
Bethlehem according to the hebrew language but though he sinned not in his desires yet when he had the waters he poured them forth before the Lord and said God forbid that I should drink the bloud of these men and wil you drink the bloud of your own conscience Time was heretofore when you had peace and comfort and by straining and stretching your conscience for your outward comfort now you have lost your inward wil you not then take that outward comfort and pour it forth before the Lord and say God forbid that I should drink the bloud of mine own peace and comfort how can any of you have peace while those stollen and unrestored goods lye by you Quest But alas al my comforts do lye prostrate at the feet of my fears that now I have no peace at al What shal I do that my peace and comfort may be restored Answ 1 By way of direction Three things First Look what you would do if you were to be justifyed and do the same now if I were to be justifyed having a sight of my own sin nature I would through Grace come to the righteousness of Jesus Christ and leave the weight of my poor guilty soul upon it which act of faith would justify me and give me peace for being justifyed by faith saith the Apostle we have peace with God And as faith doth justify and give peace at the first so the renewing of this act of faith doth renew our peace and what is my justifying faith but in time of temptation to leave my self and condition upon Christ alone saying whether Godly or ungodly whether in Christ or not in Christ now I do not dispute but leave my self upon Christ alone this do again and this wil bring peace again Answ 2 Secondly You have now lost your comforts and the shinings of Gods face either God hath withdrawn himself for your sin or not if not for your sin he wil return again and that quickly too if for your sin labor more and more for to find it out and to be humbled for it I know you wil say O! but now in this condition I cannot be humbled But withal remember that in this condition that goes for humbling which doth not before and God wil take that for humiliation now which he would not take before Psal 32. saith David I said I wil confess my transgression unto the Lord and thou forgavest the iniquity of my sin Dixit non fecit saith Austin he said he would do it but did not do it fully yet thou forgavest the iniquity of my sin God took his humiliation although it was very low Why vers 3.4 we find him under temptation and in much discouragement for saith he My bones waxed old with my roaring al the day long day and night thy hand was heavy upon me my moisture is turned into the drought of Summer yet how ready was God to receive an acknowledgment and a little humiliation from him at this time O! But what is al this to us this was Davids case Nay saith David this is not my case alone for vers 6. For this shal every one that is Godly pray unto thee in a time when thou maiest be found God wil receive a little when you are much discouraged Either therefore God hath withdrawn for your sin or not if not wait but a while he wil return again if for your sin labor more and more to be humbled for it for he wil receive that measure of humiliation now which he wil not do at another time Answ 3 Thirdly Are al your comforts gone and would you have them fain restored Then read and read the scripture much if you cannot read your self get some others for to read them to you When a mans mind is empty as in temptation and want of comfort it is empty of Christ and ful of fear then it doth grind it self as a quern or mil when empty of corn one stone grinds another the more ful a mans mind is the more free from temptations and fears now scripture matter is the most filling matter the more ye see Christ walking in the sweet shades of divine love toward poor sinners the sooner wil your faith revive and your comforts be restored and where can you see Jesus Christ walking and taking his turns with poor sinners under the shades of divine love but in the scriptures stand there a while and you shal see him and your heart wil say and why not one turn of love with me O! my Savior Study read and read much the scriptures Object But if I do read the scriptures and read them much I shal then meet with some promise possibly many and now I cannot apply them being thus discouraged as I am I shal see the promises indeed and say there is such and such an old friend of mine but it is now mine enemy the promise wil not own me and I cannot apply it and so it wil do me no good Answ Ye cannot tel what the promise wil do til you come to apply it the promise never gives down its power and strength til it be applyed it doth then work when it is put to work and not before When Moses saw his rod turned into a Serpent he was afraid of it and fled from it but when he put forth his hand and took it by the tayl it was a rod in his hand again as it was before it may be you look upon such and such a promise at a distance and you say O! ther 's my enemy now it wil not help me it wil sting me it wil undo me but put forth your hand again to it and it wil become a promise a rod in your hand as comfortable as ever it was before And doth not the promise come to you go you to it Somtimes the promise doth come to us somtimes we go to it when the promise doth come to you you have joy when you go to it you have peace and this peace may last longer than the other joy but remember this as an everlasting rule That your very relying upon the promise doth make it yours Object But if I do read the scriptures much in this condition of my discouragement I shal not onely meet with the promise but with a threatening and that wil discourage me more Answ Not so for iâ— a threatening make way to the promise and doth therefore come forth to meet you that it may lead you to the promise have you any hurt thereby now as the law was a Schoolmaster to bring to Christ so somtimes the threatening is a Schoolmaster to bring you to the Promise Yea and God doth therefore somtimes send the threatening that it may lead you to the promise You know how God appeared to Elijah first in a wind that did shake the Mountains and Rocks but God was not there then in an Earthquake but God was not there then in a fire but God was not there then in
man had Faith for he said Only lay thine hand on her and she shall live yet his Faith was weak for he limited and stinted Christ both to time and means Come down and lay thine hand on her In the 8. Chapter a Centurion comes to him for the cure of his Servant and he was strong in Faith for saith Christ I have not found so great faith no not in Israel Christ doth prevent and goes before him for when he said verse 6. My Servant lies sick Jesus said to him I will come and heal him Here Christ offered to go No Lord saith the Centurion Speak the word only But the Ruler desires Christ to go with him and he followed him Christ prevents the strong and he followeth the weak he commends the strong Centurion he condescendeth to the weak Ruler What then though the weak Ruler be not commended as the strong Centurion was should he be discouraged No Because Christs condescending Love was as fit for him as his commending Favor was for the Centurion Strong Grace shall be more commended but weak Grace shall be much encouraged by the condescending Love of Christ Fourthly If Christ have put a Why and Wherefore upon the Discouragements of the weak then they have no true reason to be discouraged in regard of their weakness Now if ye look into Matth. 8.26 ye shal find that our Savior saies to his Disciples Why are ye doubtful O ye of little faith Ye read in verse 24. that there arose a great tempest insomuch that the Ship was covered with Water was not here cause of fear yet saiâ—s Christ Why are ye feaâ—ful yea it is said that their Help was asleep Christ was their only help in the storm ver 24. He was asleep had they not then cause to fear yet saies Christ Why are ye fearful O ye of little faith The like ye have in Matth. 16.8 Jesus said O ye of little faith why reason ye amongst your selves because ye have brought no Bread Here is another Why put upon their Discouragement So again Matth. 14.31 when Peter began to sink he cried out and Christ said unto him O thou of little faith wherefore did'st thou doubt Here is another Why or Wherefore put upon the discouragement of a weak Faith Now why doth our Savior speak after this manner to them Why do ye doubt and why are ye fearful Not only to reprove their doubting and discouragement but to shew that there was no reason for it Though their outward discouragements were great and their Faith was but smal yet he tels them that they had no reason for to be discouraged Why are ye fearful O ye of little Faith It seems then by these Why 's and Wherefore's that though a mans Faith be smal and his outward discouragements great yet he hath no just and true reason for to be discouraged Fiftly And if a Christian would be discouraged if he did not somtimes find a weakness and smalness of Grace within him then he hath no reason to be discouraged because he doth find this weakness Now ye know that the Kingdom of Heaven both without us in the Gospel and within us in regard of the saving effect of the Gospel is compared to a grain of Mustard-seed which saith our Savior is the least of all Seeds but grows up in time to that stature height and bigness as the Fowls of the Air come and make their nests in it So is the Gospel both in the preaching and the effect of it it begins low and is very little at the first and therefore if a man should not find his Grace to be smal at the first he would doubt whether ever the Kingdom of Heaven were in him or no saying The Kingdom of Heaven is like unto a grain of Mustard-seed the least of all Seeds but I have not found it so in my soul I have not found this littleness and smalness of Grace and therfore I do fear that the Kingdom of Heaven was never in my soul in truth Thus men would doubt and be discouraged if they should not somtimes find their Grace to be smal And if so then why should a man be discouraged because he doth find it thus Surely he hath no just cause or reason for it Object O! But yet it is an uncomfortable thing to be weak strong Christians are full of Comfort they have assurance of Gods Love and are full of joy but the weak are full of fears and doubts This is my condition I am most uncomfortable therefore I am thus dâ—scouraged have I not cause and reason for it Answ 1 No For though the weakness of Grace is usually accompanâ—ed with doubts and fears and the strength of Grace with assurance joy and comfort yet it is poâ—sible that a man may have a great deal of Grace yet may have no Assurance and a man may have Assurance not doubting of Gods Love and yet may have but little Grace Answ 2 Ye must know That there is a difference between uncomfortableness and less comfort If a man be possessed of a great Estate in the World he hath more comfort than another who hath but the pledg and earnest of it but though I am not possessed of it yet if I have the Earnest and Pledg of it I may have much comfort in it Now the least Grace is a Pledg and Earnest of more yea of the greatest measure and is it not a comfortable thing for a man to have the Pledg and Earnest of Glory Such have all those that are weak though they be but weak in Grace Quest But how shall I know that my little is a Pledg and Earnest of more Answ 1 The Spirit of Adoption is a Pledg and Earnest of the whol Inheritance and though you cannot do so much Service for your Heavenly Father as your Elder and stronger Brother doth yet if you do not only obey God because you see a reason in his Commandements but because there is a Child-like disposition in you then have you the Spirit of Adoption and so your little is a certain pledg of more Answ 2 And if you mourn over your little and wait on God for more then is your little an earnest of much Rom. 8.23 And not only they but our selves also saith the Apostle which have the first fruits of the Spirit even we our selves groan within our selveâ— waiting for the Adoption to wit the Redemption of our Bâ—dy He proves That the Romans had the first-fruits the Pledg and Earnest of more in the Spirit by their groaning and waiting Do I therfore groan under the present burden of my own weakness waiting upon God for more then have I the fist-fruits of the spirit and so that little which I have is a Pledg and earnest of more and upon this account though your Grace be weak and smal in it self yet considered as an Earnest it is much and is it not a comfortable thing to have the Pledg and Earnest
event to God Go to prayer go and perform thy duty leaving the event of that unto God and the Lord that hath promised wil certainly fulfil it thou shalt be sustained and though thou art moved for the present thou shalt not be moved forever And thus I have done with the Third Instance A LIFTING UP IN THE Want of Assurance Sermon VII PSALM 42.11 Why art thou cast down O my Soul Stepney May 21. 1648. and why art thou disquieted within me c. Instance 4 SOmetimes the discouragements of Gods people are drawn From the want of their Evidence for Heaven And thus they reason or argue I am a poor creature who do want Assurance oâ— the love of God and of mine own Salvation therefore I am thus discouraged indeed if I had any evidence of an interest in Christ I should never be discouraged whatever my condition were but alas I want the Assurance of Gods love and of eternal life should I now die I do not know whether I should go to Heaven or Hell and what would become of my soul to al eternity O! I want Assurance of my Salvation and therefore I am thus discouraged have I not just cause and reason for my discouragements now Answ No no reason yet It is indeed a great evil and a sore affliction to want the Assurance of Gods love and of ones own Salvation yet notwithstanding the want of this Assurance is no sufficient ground or bottom for your discouragement I confess it is a great evil and a sore affliction for a man to want Assurance for sin and affliction are twisted together in the want of Assurance As of al blessings those are the greatest where Grace and comfort are joyned together so where sin and affliction are twisted together of al afflictions they are the most afflictive and thus it is in the want of Assurance for as in Assurance there is somthing of Grace and somthing of comfort or reward so in the want of Assurance there is somwhat of sin or unbelief and somwhat of affliction too sin and affliction affliction and sin are both twisted together in the want of Assurance The truth is a man that wants the Assurance of Gods love and of his interest in Christ is neither fit to receive mercy from God nor to make return of love and praise to God as he should Not fit to receive mercy as he should for though he would have Christ come in yet by unbelief he shuts the door against him and he makes an evil interpretation of mercies offered unto him if a mercy or blessing be tendered unto him he saith this comes in judgment to me it is a blessing indeed in it self but I fear it is a judgment to me Thus he makes an il interpretation of blessings and so unfit to receive And he is not fit to make returns of love to God again Assurance returns praise And therefore saith the text here O! my soul wait on God hope in God for I shal yet praise him why for he is my God praise grows upon assurance and upon this account I say he is neither fit to receive mercy nor to make return of praise as he should Yea further He that wants Assurance of Gods love converseth too much with Satan as he that hath the Assurance of Gods love doth converse with Christ the spirit bearing witness to him that he is the Child of God So he that doth want Assurance converseth with Satan and Sacan though falsly is stil bearing witness to his spirit that he is not the child of God and is it not a misery to be in these converses with Satan to be under his hellish droppings David felt one pang of unbelief and he cryed out and said It is too painful for me O! what a pain is it then to lie bed-rid of an unbeleeving heart you know a chast and a loving wife counts it an affliction to her to be followed with the solicitations of an unworthy person to suspect and be jealous of her husbands love for saith she he doth therefore follow me with these solicitations makeing me to suspect my husbands love that so he may attain his own filthy desires So saith a gracious soul the Devil is alwaies following and tempting me to suspect the Love of Christ and he doth therefore do it that he may attain his mind upon me for the Devil knows wel enough that the more I suspect Christs Love the more I shal embrace Satans love The truth is Beloved this want of Assurance of Gods Love or Interest in Christ is an in-let to many sins and miseries for first a man doubts of his own Salvation and after he hath continued doubting then he riseth up unto a full conclusion saying now know I that Christ doth not love me I did but doubt before but now I know he doth not love me And after he is risen to this conclusion then shortly he riseth higher and he goes further thus If Christ doth not love me now he will never love me and if I have not interest in Christ now after all the Preaching I have heard and Ordinances enjoyed if I have not an Interest in Christ now I shal never have it and so the longer I live the more I aggravate my condemnation therefore as good in Hel at first as at the last and therefore now I wil even make a way my self O! what a black Chain is here and the first link is the want of Assurance If you should see a Child â— pretty Child lie in the open streets and none own it would it not make your Bowels yern within you Come to the little one and say Child where 's thy Father I know not saith the Child Where 's thy Mother Child I know not Who is thy Father what 's thy Fathers name Child I know not Would it not make your heart ake to see such a little one in the streets But for a poor soul to lie in the street as it were and not know his Father whether God be his Father or the Devil be his Father for a soul to say I do not know my Father whether God in Christ be my Father yea or no this is pitiful indeed The word Father is a sweet word for it sweetens all our Duties take the word Father out of Prayer and how sour is it Surely therefore it is a sad and sore affliction to want the Assurance of Gods Love in Christ But now although it be a great evil and a sore Affliction for to want this Assurance yet I say the Saints and People of God have no reason to be cast down or discouraged although they do want the same Quest How may that appear Answ 1 First thus If the want of Assurance be not the damning unbelief then a man hath no reason to be quite discouraged although he do want Assurance Now though there may be much unbelief bound up in the want of Assurance yet I say the bare want of
whether do you not think that there is many a soul now in heaven that whilst he lived said I am sure to go to hell you know that ordinary Story of the woman that took a glass in her hand and throwing it on the ground said As sure as this Glass breakes I shal be damned and the Glass broak not Wel then thy condition is not alone others of Gods people may be and have been led in this way of temptation and therefore no reason why thou shouldest be cast down or discouraged Object But yet this doth not reach my case or condition For I do not only want the Assurance of Gods love and of mine own Salvation but I have wanted Assurance this two this four this six this eight this ten years and I have continued so long doubting in unbelief and my heart is so hardened with it that I am affraid I shal never be healed or saved O! I have sate under such and such precious Gospel-means and if ever I should have Assurance of Gods love I should have had it before this I have sate under many a comfortable Sermon and under the Gospel preached many years and yet have no Assurance of my Salvation surely if the Lord would ever have bestowed Assurance upon me I should have had it ere this but stil unbeleeving and stil I do want Assurance and my heart hardened under unbelief and therefore I am thus discouraged have I not cause and reason now Answ 1 No not yet For our evidence for heaven is in Gods keeping our comforts as wel as our Graces and our evidence for heaven as wel as our heaven and Salvation and he wil bring it forth when we have most need in a due time though not in our time And if you look into Isa 46. you shal see what a Gracious promise the Lord makes unto hard-hearted sinners An invitation and promis together vers 12. and 13. hearken unto me ye stout-hearted that are far from righteousness I bring near my rightousness it shal not be far off and my Salvation it shal not tarry O! but I have no râ—ghteousness to lay my assurance upon wel yet saith the Lord never speak of thy righteousness man I wil bring near my righteousness O! but my heart is dead and hard stout Then hearken unto me ye stout-hearted â—aith God O! but I am far off from righteouâ—ness Be it so yet hearken to me ye stout-hearted that are far from righteousness I wil bâ—ing near my righteousness it shal not be far off and my Salvation shal not tarry Answ 2 But that you may have more ful satisfaction in this I shal desire you to consider Three or Four Propositions Prop. 1 First Though it be possible for a man to attain to ful Assurance of Gods love yeâ— he may have saving Faith that hath no Assurance Faith and Assurance differ and therefore sâ—ith the Apostle draw near with ful Assurance of Faith Assurâ—nce of Faith comforts but the â—eliance of faith saves It is poâ—â—â—ble that a man or woman may have such an Assurance as that they never doubted of Gods love Prima pars salutis est nullam sperare salutem Ideo terret nos ira Dei ut ad fiduciam illius nos urgeat Luther but ordinarily a man never had assurance of his Salvation that never doubted of his Salvation The first step to Salvation is to see that there is no Salvation we must go to heaven by hell gates and he that is not troubled sometimes with Satan is possessed by him I say ordinarily a man never had Assurance of his Salvation that never doubted of his Salvation a man may have true saving faith that yet hath no Assurance of his Salvation This is the first Prop. 2 Secondly As a man may have true saving faith and yet no Assurance so a man may have strong Faith and Assurance yet many doubts fears and mistrustings may be left in his soul It is observed to my hand that of al the Churches the Church of the Thessalonians are most commended for their faith and their Graces So that they were examples to al that believed 1 Thes 1.7 yet in Chap. 3. vers 10. The Apostle saith There was something lacking in their faith Night and day praying exceedingly that we might see your face and might perfect that which is â—acking in your faith Something was lacking in their faith yet they were examples of faith unto al the Churches Prop. 3 Thirdly As a man may have strong faith with Assurance and yet some doubts and fears may be left in the soul stil so a man may have strong faith and Assurance yet for a long time may be deprived of the feeling of it And therfore whereas the spouse in the Canticles in one place saith I am my beloveds and my beloved is mine in another place she saith I sought him whom my soul loveth and I found him not I opened to my beloved and he was gone and my heart failed I called and he answered not Prop. 4 Fourthly As a man may have strong faith and yet for a great time may be deprived of the feeling of it so it is possible a man may be a Godly Gracious man yet may continue and go on doubting for a long time yea possibly he may dye doubting also The Godly and the wicked are contrary now for the wicked you shal find that a wicked man may think his condition good yet it may be very naught he may have hope and perswasion that he shal goe to heaven and he may die in these perswasions yet he may goe to hell Rev. 3. ye read thus of the Churches of Laodicea at vers 16. So then because thou art luke-warm and neither cold nor hot I wil spew thee out of my mouth I would thou wert cold or hot vers 15. These were very wicked had these people any thoughts of mercy or did they think their spiritual condition was good Râ—â—d vers 17. Because thou saiest I am rich and increased with goods and have need of nothing and knowest not that thou art wretched and miserable and poor blind and naked So that I say a wicked man may think his condition good and yet it may be very naught Yea daily experience tels us besides the Parable of the foolish Virgins That he may die in these perswasions So on the contrary a man may think his condition naught and go fearing and trembling a long while yea even die under these fears yet his condition may be very good Consider it rightly I know indeed ordinarily God doth come in with some comfort or other unto a child of God before he dies but I would be loath to say and you wil be loath to think that certainly that man goes to hel that doubteth of his Salvation or that dies doubting of his Salvation No possibly a man may doubt and fear and doubt long even die doubting without a setled assurance of Gods love yet he may
go to Heaven and be saved for ever What then though thou hast stayed long and hast long wanted Assurance yet God hath not led thee so far as he hath led some and thy condition is no other than that which may befal the dear servants and children of God Answ 3 But Thirdly Though for the present you do want Assurance of Gods love and of your own Salvation yet if you may conclude by Scripture Arguments that you shal have it before you die then have you no reason to be discouraged Now though this or that particular Christian in a case not ordinary do die under a cloud and with much fear and doubting about his everlasting condition yet there are Arguments in scripture whereby a man may ordinarily know and conclude that he shal have peace and Assurance before he dies For example Arg. 1 First He that is content to stay and go without a mercy if God wil have it so shal not want it for ever For the Patient abiding of the meek shal noâ— be forgotten for ever Psal 9. As the way to have affliction continued is to be discontented under it so the way to have it removed is to be contented with it There is a Faith of Expectance a Faith of Relyance and the Faith of Assurance The Faith of Expectance wil rise up into a Faith of Reliance and the Faith of Reliance to the Faith of Assurance there is seldom a may-be Faith but hath a shal-be and it is at the bottom if God would make it float Arg. 2 Secondly If the Lord hath wrought wonders for thy soul when thou wert in the wilderness and in a desert then certainly he wil bring thee into the land of rest So he dealt by David so he dealt by Israel so he wil deal by thee Arg. 3 Thirdly If thy heart be upright in the matter of thine Assurance God will certainly give Assurance unto thee Psal 84.11 for ye know what the Psalmist saith The Losd wil give Grace and Glory and no good thing wil he withold from them that walk uprightly If therefore I say thy heart hath been upright in the matter of thine assurance the Lord wil give thee assurance though for the present thou want'st it Now I pray when is a mans heart upright in the matter of his Assurance but when he doth desire Assurance of Gods love and of his own Salvation rather that he may praise and serve God the more than for his own comfort For this look in Psal 9. and see how David reasons to this purpose vers 13. 14. Have mercy upon me O Lord consider my trouble which I suffer of them that hate me thou that liftest me up from the gates of death That I may shew forth al thy praise in the gates of the daughter of Zion I wil rejoyce in thy Salvation Here are three things observable First he was in a very low condition at the gates of death From the gates of death saith he Gates of death that is the power of death The gates of Hel shal not prevail that is the powers of Hel shal not prevail so here the gates of death that is the powers of death David was under the power of death at the gates of death and now in this condition he prayes unto the Lord for mercy that the Lord would lift him up but why doth he pray so mark his end At vers 14. Have mercy upon me O Lord consider my trouble why That I may shew forth thy praise in the gates of the daughter of Zion O Loâ—d bring me from the gates of death that I may praise thee in the gates of the daughter of Zion not for my own comfort Lord but that I may praisâ— thee Wel but what inference doth he make of this see what followes in the latter end of vers 14. I wil or shal rejoyce in thy Salvation O Lord my heart hath been upright in this petition and now I know thou wilt grant my prayer I wil I shal rejoyce in thy Salvation Arg. 4 Fourthly When a man can praise God for what he hath although his condition be very sad God wil give him more and give him a better condition If God shew mercy saith one or give a blessing and I praise God I pay my debt but if my case be low and sad and I praise God then then God is pleased to be called my debtor and he wil certainly pay his debt Arg. 5 Fiftly If the Lord be the health of your countenance you shal have the assurance of your Salvation in due time though now you want it Thus the Psalmist reasons in the text Wait on God or hope in God for I shal yet praise him why for he is the health of my countenance but when is God said to be the health of our countenance when his smiles make us look cheerly and his frowns make us look sadly if I look wel when God smiles though al relations frown and do look il when God frowns though al my relations smile then is God the health of my countenance Now I appeal to you beloved you that do want Assurance hath it not been thus with you Do ye not earnestly desire Assurance yet are content to stay wait and go without it if God wil have it so Hath not the Lord shewn wonders for thy soul when thou hast been in a wildered condition in preserving and keeping thee from doing evil to thy self and have not you been upright in the matter of your Assurance saying thus O Lord give me Assurance of thy love not that I may have comfort only but that I may be more fit to serve thee And have ye not praised the Lord in your sad condition for what you have And hath not the Lord been the health of your countenance so that when the Lord hath smiled upon you then you have looked wel and when the Lord hath frowned upon you then you have looked il surely you cannot but say I must not deny these things I cannot be faithful to mine own soul if I should deny them yea Lord thou knowest and my soul knowes it That thou hast done wonders for me when I have been in a low desert and wildered condition And O Lord thou knowest I desire Assurance of thy love not for my own comfort onely but that I may be more sit to praise and serve thee And Lord thou knowest I have praised thee in some measure for what I have Yea Lord thou art the health of my countenance when thou smilest upon me then I look wel and when thou frownest upon me then I look ill I may say in truth the Lord is the health of my countenance wel then I say unto thee from the Lord go in peace and be of good comfort though thou doest for the present want comfort and Assurance of thy Salvation thou shalt have it in due time And if al these things be true O! you that are the people of the
Lord have you any reason to be discouraged certainly you have not therefore why should you not check your selves as David here and say Why art thou cast down O my soul and why art thou disquieted within me Only by the way Let no man mis-apply this Doctrine saying If we should not be discouraged although we do want Assurance then I will neglect the getting of my Assurance Beloved ye see into what times we are now fallen times of War and Rumors of War times of Blood these are dying times and is this a time for any of you to want Assurance of Gods Love When your Hay lies abroad in the Summer and you see a shower coming you say Cock up Cock up And I would to God you might not see showers a coming and yet your Evidences for Heaven lie at random Wherefore in the Name of the Lord Cock up Cock up and you that have false Assurance for you have heard that a man may think his condition is good when it is naught yea that he may die so too look you well into your condition and consider your condition duly this is no time to have false Assurance labor then to get true Assurance and you that have Assurance labor to grow up more and more into it and the riches thereof Quest But suppose for the present I do want Assurance I confess indeed I ought not to be discouraged although I do want Assurance as I have heard but it is an hard thing to bear up ones heart against all discouragemâ—nts in the want of the Assurance of Gods Love In Sola Christi morte totam siduciam tuam constitue huic morti te totum committe hac morte te totum contege eique te totum involve si Dominus te voluerit judicare dic Domine mortem nostri Jesu Christi objicio inter me et te et judicium tuum aliter tecum non contendo ipsius meritum affero promerito meo quod habere debuissem et heu non habeo Anselm in Meditat. Cavendum est in lucta cum Deo ne fragili fundamento innitaris quod ille facit qui de meritis suis confidit nam ut ille qui solis meritis suis innititur Deo auxilio seipsum privat sic qui de seipso toâ—aliter diffidit et soli gratiae innititur Dei adjutorium ad se trahit Parisiensis in Lib. de Rhetor. Div. Propter incertitudinem propriae justitiae tutissimum est siduciam totam sola Dei miserecordia reponere Bellarm. Lib. 5. de Justif cap. â— but suppose I do want it for the present what shall I now do that I may bear up against Discouragements in this Condition Answ Some few things by way of Direction here and so I conclude this Argument First therefore Doest thou want Assurance of Gods Love and of thine own Salvation Labor more and more for to put to Sea I mean to the Sea and Ocean of Gods Love and the deeps of Christs Merit and Satisfaction When you are at Sea in a Storm or stress of Weather you desire Sea-room and if ye have Sea-room enough ye think all is well It may be there are some Passengers in the Vessel or Ship and they say For the Love of God set us ashore we are not able to ride out this storm O! set us upon some Land or other But the skilful Marriner saith Nay but still keep to Sea if ye come to the Shoar we are undone we are all lost Creatures So in this case the time of the want of your Assurance is a storm-time it is a time of great stress upon your soul and if ye skil not the Methods of Christ you wil say O! now set me upon some Duty upon the Coast of mine own Righteousness or mine own Holiness but if you have a skil in the way of the Gospel you will rather cry out and say O! Lord keep my soul in the Ocean of thy free Love Sea-room Sea-room and all is wel enough Now there is Sea-room enough in the Ocean of Gods free Love and of Christs Merits and Satisfaction but if you touch upon your own Righteousness you do but endanger your soul and sink your own heart into more despairing doubts and fears stand off therefore now from your own Shoar and keep to Sea even that great Sea of Gods Love and Christs Merits Secondly If you do want Assurance Take heed that you do not hearken unto any thing out of an Ordinance contrary unto the comfort which the Lord speaks to you in the time of an Ordinance Ye come to an Ordinance and there the Lord begins to comfort you so you go away and ye are satisfied and your souls are refreshed but then afterwards you sit down and parly with Satan and with your own souls and ye lose all again and doubt again turning Gods Wine into your own Vinegar and are unsatisfied again But suppose that a Father should give an Estate of Land unto his Child and make it over to him with the best Conveyance that the Law can provide and then this Son having laid down his Conveyance some where negligently a cunning Lawyer that he may get Money from him should come and write on the backside of this Conveyance For such and such Reasons this Conveyance is naught Should the Son do well thereupon to say my Father hath done nothing for me I have been deceived all this while my Father hath given me nothing Were this fair dealing with his Father and if he should run this course should he ever have any Assurance of his Land firm in his own thoughts Now so it is with you that are the People of God the Lord hath given you a fair Inheritance Heaven is your Inheritance the fairest and best Inheritance the Lord hath given it you under Hand and Seal and somtimes you think your Evidence is cleer and you lay it by and Satan comes and scribbles on the back of it and he saith it is naught and you beleeve it and then you doubt again and you are unsatisfied again Is this fair dealing with God Surely no. Wherefore then doest thou want Assurance The way to get it and the way not to be discouraged in the want of it is this Take heed that ye never hearken to any thing out of an Ordinance contrary to the Comfort which you have received in an Ordinance Answ 3 Thirdly Take heed that you be not discontented with your Condition Discontentment breeds Discouragement But doest thou want the Assurance of Gods Love Say thus with thine own soul However it be yet wil I wait on God when the Lord pleaseth he will give me Assurance I will only labor to be contented with my condition But if ye be discontented ye wil certainly be discouraged Answ 4 Fourthly If you do want Assurance of Gods Love and of your own Salvation Take heed that you do not say I shall never be Assured take heed you do not say I shal
hiding the face is Irae testimonium the testimony of anger and it is as if David should have said Lord thou doest not only restrain thy Love towards me but thou doest shew tokens of thy displeasure and anger and thy displeasure riseth So Psal 22. ver 1. My God my God why hast thou forsaken me I cry in the day time but thou hearest not ver 2. How can this be saith Augustine that God should forsake Christ in his Sufferings for these words are spoken of Christ when God was in Christ reconciling the world unto himself Yes very well saith he for Christ was a common Person stood in our stead and place and so personating of us he saith Why hast thou forsaken me yea and Lord thou hast not only forsaken me but my Desertion ariseth yet higher for I cry in the day time and thou hearest not But you may see this abundantly made out in Job 30.20 I cry unto thee and thou doest not bear me I stand up and thou regardest me not thou art become cruel to me with thy strong hand thou opposest thy self against me Ver. 27. My bowels boyled and rest not the daies of affliction prevented me I went mourning without the Sun I am a brother to Dragons and a companion to Owls And ver 26. When I looked for good then evil came unto me and when I waited for light there came darkness Thus you see that it may be the condition of Gods own People to be worser and worser and their condition more and more dark in their own apprehensions and therefore no reason why you should be discouraged in this respect Object 5 But my Desertions have been so long that I fear it will never be otherwise with me God is now gone Christ is now gone Comfort gone and I fear now that Christ will never return again and this is that which even sinks my soul I confess the least desertion and forsaking is a great evil but though I were under the greatest cloud in the world I should bear it if I did but think that Christ would return again but I find in Scripture that there is a final rejection mentioned as well as a present desertion the Saints and People of God are it may be deserted for a time but they are never rejected David was deserted but he was not rejected Saul was rejected finally rejected and I fear that I am not only deserted for the present but finally rejected that God hath even cast me off and therefore I am thus discouraged have I not cause and reason for it now Answ 1 No not yet For first it is usual with the Saints in affliction to think that God is gone and wil return no more there is no affliction which the People of God meet withal and they meet with many wherein they are so apt and prone and ready to write a Never upon their condition as in this case of Spiritual Desertion If a godly gracious man fal sick he doth not say presently or conclude I shal never recover again if he be persecuted by Enemies he doth not conclude presently that he shal never be delivered but if God hide his Face at any time then comes out this Never I shal Never be delivered I shal never be restored to comfort again So Psal 13. How long wilt thou hide thy face what for ever So Psal 77. Will the Lord cast off for ever ver 7. Will he be favorable no more is his mercy clean gone for ever and doth his Promise fail for ever more This is the proper place and ground where this unbeleeving conclusion grows when they are in this condition they rise to a Never O! it wil never be otherwise with me Christ is gone Mercy is gone and I shal never see the face of God again This is usual and most usual with the Saints in this Condition Answ 2 Secondly Therefore you shal observe That when God doth give out a Promise to his Children in this condition the Promise is so cast and laid as may most obviate and face this Objection and take off our Never Psal 9.18 The needy shall not alwaies be forgotten the expectation of the poor shall not fail for ever So Psal 103. The Lord is merciful and gracious ver 8. Slow to anger and plenteous in mercy he will not alwaies chide neither will he keep his anger for ever So Iâ—ay 57. ver 16. For I will not contend for ever neither will I be alwaies wroth God seeth that in this condition his People are apt to write a Never upon their condition and therefore that he may condescend unto their Infirmities when he comes to give out a Promise he doth not barely promise Mercy but he puts in the Ever into his Promise that he may take off our unbeleeving Never Answ 3 Thirdly If it be made out unto you by Scripture That God or Christ is not so gone but that he wil return again then will you not say surely I have no reason for my discouragements Now for the cleering of that give me leave to propound several Questions to you First Did ye ever read in al the Word of God that a man was finally rejected and forsaken but an evil Spirit from the Lord did seize upon him presently Saul was finally rejected and the Text saith That an evil Spirit from the Lord seized upon him and what is the evil Spirit but an envious Spirit The envious man in the Gospel is the evil man and this evil Spirit seized on Saul as soon as God did forsake him for an envious malicious persecuting Spirit came upon him against David and the Saints with him So when God forsakes a man finally a persecuting Spirit enters him When God forsakes his own Children Satan that evil Spirit comes to them for when God goes Satan comes but there is much difference between a tempting Satan and a persecuting Satan tempting Satan comes to the Saints when they are deserted but a persecuting Satan doth not enter into them But did ye ever know or read of any finally rejected but an evil persecuting Spirit seized on them from the Lord Secondly Do you read of any in al the Word whom God did finally forsake that could not find in their hearts to forsake God and his Waies God doth not forsake us unless we forsake him Ye have rejected me saith the Lord and therefore I have rejected you Possibly a good man may want this sence of Gods Love but then he hath the sence of his own sins possibly he may want the feeling of his own perfection which is Divine Love but then he hath the feeling of his own imperfection But I say Did you ever read in al the Word of any man finally forsaken that could not find in his heart to forsake God and the good Waies of God Thirdly Did ye ever read in al the Word That God did ever forsake a man who was sensible of his forsaking and complained thereof simply for
toyled al their night or day and have caught nothing then no new thing doth befal you in case you want success Now ye know and have read how it was with Noah an hundred and twenty yeers he preached to the old World and not one soul was saved but his owâ—â—â—ily eight persons in the Ark. Did not Jeremiah also toyl in his day and night and what did he catch Read what he saies Jer. 6.29 The Bellows are burnt the Lead is consumed of the fire the Founder melteth in vain for the wicked are not plucked away Reprobate Silver shall men call them Yea doth not Christ himself say Cogitent sibi hanc causam cum Christo communem esse Calvin Esai 49. I have labored in vain I have spent my strength for naught And do you think to fare better in this case than Noah Jeremiah Christ himself I confess the want of success in our work is a great Temptation even one of the greatest Temptations yet if God will have me lay out my strength in vain why should I be discouraged The good Physitian doth not lose his Fee though the Patient die nor shal you lose your Reward though ye have no success Object 7 Yet this is not the thing which doth trouble me for I acknowledg that I have been entrusted with many Services and God hath called me to them I have been willing thereunto and have had some good success but when I look into the Scripture I find that some have been employed in way of Judgment as Nebuchadnezzar others in way of Mercy as Nehemiah c. Some again have been employed in way of mercy to others as Cyrus and Judas but not in Love and Mercy to themselves Others have been employed in way of Mercy to themselves and others too as Paul and Peter c. Now I fear that either I have been employed in away of Judgment or that I have not been employed in a way of Love and Mercy to my self but for others and therefore I am thus discouraged and cast down have I not just cause and reason now Answ No For if God have employed you and trusted you in his Service in a way of Love and mercy to your self as wel as to others then you have no reason to be discouraged in this respect Now when doth God employ a man in a way of Love and Mercy to himself as wel as for others good When a mans heart is thereby drawn out with Love to God That which ends in Love comes from Love that which ends in your Love to God came from Gods Love to you So in outward Blessings if they end in your Love to God then they came from Gods Love to you So in the matter of Afflictions if I do love God the more by them then did they come from Gods Love to me So also in the matter of Employments if you do love God by them and they do end in your love to God then they came from Gods Love to you When God doth employ a man in his Service in a way of Love and Mercy to him then he doth more or less acquaint him with his design therein and if God do acquaint me with his design in his Work then he doth employ me in a way of Love to me He employed the Assyrian as a Rod in his hand to scourge the People of Israel but they knew not Gods Design they went on upon their own design therefore saith the Prophet Isaiah in the Name of the Lord Cap. 10.6 I will send him against an Hypocritical Nation howbeit he meaneth not so neither doth his heart think so But it is in his heart to destroy Nations not a few The Lord employed Peter to open a door to the Gentiles in the Conversion of Cornelius and though he knew not Gods design at the first yet he did fully know it afterwards for saies he and the rest Now hath God also to the Gentiles granted Repentance unto Life When a man is employed in a way of special Love to his own soul he hath high thoughts of his Employment but low thoughts of his own actings under it therefore said John the Baptist I indeed baptize you with Water but there is one comes after me he shall baptize with the Holy Ghost and with fire whose shoo-latchet I am unworthy to unloose But though the Employment of Corah Dathan and Abiram was good and honorable yet they had low thoughts thereof and high thoughts of their own actings Numb 16.3 for said they to Moses and Aaron Ye take too much upon you seeing all the Congregation are holy as if they should say we are as good as you Why so even because they were not employed in Mercie to their own souls but for others good He that is employed and used in a way of Love and Mercy is very tender of the Name of God and doth so act and work as the Name of God may not suffer or be defiled by him Thus it was with Ezra though the Enemy lay in his way to Judea yet he would not ask a Convoy of the King for saies he I was ashamed to require of the King a Band of Soldiers Ezra 8. and Hors-men to help us against the Enemy in the way because we had spoken to the King saying the hand of our God is upon all them for good that seek him and his wrath is against all them that forsake him Now Ezra was a good man a man that God did call forth to this Employment not only out of Love to others but to himself and thus did he act for God being more careful of Gods Name in the work than of their own safety When a man is employed in a way of Love and mercy to his own soul also then he doth grow in Grace whilst he is exâ—rcising of his Gift A man that exerciseth a Gift for the good of others only grows in Parts and in Pride also But a good man grows in Experience and so he doth grow in Faith he meets with difficulties and deliverances so he doth grow in Faith God discovers himself to him in the way so he stil grows in Faith Love and Holiness God gives him a Promise when he sends him forth as he did give â—o Joshua Chap. 1. this he looks much upon and goes forth in the strength of and so as he uses his Gift in his work he doth grow in gâ—ace thereby but the other doth not He makes no great ouâ—ward bargain of Gods Service neither doth he labor to pocket up much for himself God employed Moses in a great Work but where do you read of any great Estate that he got for himself We read of Joshua That when he had brought the Children of Israel into Canaan and divided the Land by Lot to them then when he had served others in the last place he did serve himself and that in no great matter What did Nehemiah get by his Service not as the former Governors
out your skil and strength and hath no design but of Love upon you wil you then be discouraged Thus it is with all the Saints surely therefore they have no reason to be cast down in this respect Object 3 O! but I am not so much troubled about my outward Condition as about the condition of my Soul the Lord knows my Souls Condition is very sad for somtimes I am under the Ordinances and somtimes not somtimes I can stir out to an Ordinance but somtimes oppositions keep me at home I am not under a setled Ordinance and when I am under the Ordinance I get little good thereby I hear and I do not remember my heart is hard and dead and dull and it is little that I profit and therefore I am thus discouraged have I not cause and reason now Answ 1 No not yet For â—iâ—st As for your want of Ordinances if God lead you to the want of an Ordinance he wil make the very want of an Ordinance to â—e an Ordinance to you When the Children of Israel came into the Land of Canaan where there was ordinary food then Manna ceased but when ordinary food could not be had as in the Wilderness then they had Manna Bread that was baked in the Clouds then they had Angels Food immediately from God and immediate Mercies that come immediately out of the hand of God are the sweetest Mercies God doth alwaies give some opportunities of good unto his People either of doing good or receiving good and the less opportunity they have of receiving good usually the more opportunity they have of doing good what though your hand be empty of receiving opportunities yet if your hand be full of doing opportunities have you any cause to be discouraged God knows how to give the comfort of an Ordinance in the want of an Ordinance When Jonah was in the Whales belly he prayed and in his prayer he looked towards the Temple though he was absent from it and the Lord heard his prayer And Beloved if the Lord do remember your carriage labor of Love Longings Groanings Mournings after the Ordinances as much when you want them as he remembers your enlargements under them then you have no reason to be discouraged in this respect Now look into Psal 132. and you shal see how David presseth the Lord to remember him verse 1. Lord remember David and all his afflictions he was in great Afflictions and he desired the Lord to remember him but under what Notion would he have the Lord remember him why saith he remember him How he sware unto the Lord verse 2. and vowed unto the mighty God of Jacob surely I will not come into the Tabernacle of my House nor go up into my Bed I will not give sleep to mine eyes or slumber to mine eye-lids until I have found out a place for the Lord an Habitation for the mighty God of Jacob. He wanted the Ordinance and his heart was restless after it and now he desires the Lord to remember him for this So that I say God wil in a special manner remember your carriage labor of Love longings and groanings after Ordinances when you want them O! but though the Lord do remember us in due time yet what shal we do in the mean time Mark what follows at verse 6. Lo we heard of it at Ephrata we found it in the fields of the woods What is that Lo we heard of it at Ephrata we heard of it that is we heard of the Ark which he had spoken of before and the Habitation of the mighty God of Jacob. We heard of it at Ephrata as if he should say it was commonly reported and thought that the Lord would settle his Ark and his House and Habitation at Ephrata at Bethlehem a plentiful place but now we have found it in the fields of the Wood. Now we find that the Lord wil settle his House and his Ark at Jerusalem which is compassed about with Hills full of Woods in the Fields of the Forrest have we found it Beloved our eye is all upon Ephrata upon Bethlebem upon the plentiful place but the Lord doth so order things in his Goodness that when he brings his People into the Woods the Fields the Forrest there they find his Ark his Presence and his Habitation in the midst of it And what godly man is there whom God hath called at any time from the Ordinance but he may say thus Lo we heard of it at Ephrata but we have found it in the Fields of the Woods and if you do not find the Presence of God and the Ark of God and his Habitation at Ephrata yet if ye find him in the Fields of the Woods in the barren Forrests have you any cause to complain No surely you have not O! but I am in a plentiful place for the present I am at Ephrata I am not in the barren Fields I am under plentiful and precious Ordinances but I do not remember I hear and I remember not Answ 2 Secondly Therefore ye must know That as for your want of Memory there is an Head-Memory and there is an Heart-Memory Some have an Head-Memory whereby they are able to give an account presently of all they have heard in their due order but they want an Heart-Memory to suggest the things to them when they should use the same Some again have an Heart-Memory so as they can remember the things when they should use them but they have no Head-Memory Now if you can remember the things as you are to use them though you forget the words and Method have you any cause to complain 〈◊〉 â—â—ugh the words heard do depart from you yet your heart 〈◊〉 â—e kept sweet by the hearing of them Water is often poured into a Vessel and runs out presently yet it keeps the Vessel sweet So now though you hear and hear and hear again and you cannot remember and the things heard do not stay by you as you desire yet your soul may be kept sweet thereby Answ 3 Thirdly As for your Deadness It is some life to feel ones own deadness for there is a Death and a Deadness as I may so speak There is a Life and a Liveliness a man may be alive and yet not lively as a sick person So a man may be under some deadness and yet not be dead unto death There is a deadness that is opposite to liveliness and there is a deadness that is opposite to life Now you complain O! my heart is dead my heart is dead this argues that it is but a deadness that is opposite to liveliness else you could not feel your own deadness A man that is stark dead cannot feel that he is dead I say therefore in that you feel your own deadness it argues that it is but a deadness that is opposite to liveliness and not that deadness that is opposite to Life it self and if you be alive in opposition to death though you have a
we see nothing of the Mercy promised it 's no presumption then to hold and keep fast the Promise Quest But suppose the Lord hath given me a Promise and now after the Promise given I see nothing of the mercy promised and that all my Comforts are out of sight how shal I be able to bear up my heart against all Discouragements notwithstanding I see nothing but what is contrary to the thing promised and to the mercy desired Answ Either thou hast assurance of Gods Love or else thou hast not If thou hast assurance of the Love of God then put thy self often to this disjunction O my soul either it is thy Duty to beleeve or it is not If it be not thy Duty to beleeve why dost thou beleeve at al If it be not thy Duty to beleeve and rest on Christ why dost thou rest upon Christ at al And if it be thy Duty to rest on Christ and beleeve why then should st thou not beleeve at al times and trust perfectly unto the Lord And if you have Assurance then actuate your Assurance mind your self of your Priviledges and your Interest in Christ then you wil say unto your self what though I have nothing but bad tidings from this world yet notwithstanding I have nothing but good tidings from the other world and from my Father above and if Christ be mine then al is mine Life is mine and Death is mine and what though al my Comforts be dead and are gone and are al out of sight yet Christ is a living Christ Christ is a living Savior and therefore be of good Comfort O my soul But if you do want assurance of the Love of God then yet you must and may look on Christ who is the Brazen Serpent the only Brazen Serpent and your very looking upon him in the time of your Discouragement shal go for Faith Look unto me â—aith he from all the ends of the Earth and be saved Again If you want Assurance you may and must turn your eye and your thoughts from those Objections that do invade your Faith 'T is said of Abraham That he considered not the weakness of his own Body and this was imputed unto him for beleeving that he considered not what might invade his Faith And so this shal be imputed unto you for Faith if when these Objâ—ctions shal come in upon you you turn your Eye from them unto Jesus Christ and do not consider them And if you do want Assurance then set your selves to beleeve that you do beleeve Faith is the Evidence of thâ—n â—s not seen and therefore if your Faith be not seen you must beleeve that you do beleeve thou â—ust beleeve somtimes that thou hast Faith As there is a feeling in Prayer so Faith haâ—h it's feeling too and therefore iâ— you cannot see your Faith you must beleeve that you do beleeve And whether you have Assurance or have not Assurance consider these few things as some Helps to your Faith in this case First That God doth never lead his People unto any great Mercy but first he doth put the Sentence of Dâ—ath upon al the means that do rend unto it Thus it was with Abraham so with Joseph so with David and many others Secondly That it iâ— a great sin to liâ—â—t â—ods Mercy as wel as to limit his Power You say it is a great sin to limit the Power of God the Children of â—â—rael are condeâ—â—ed for this they limited the Holy One of Iâ—rael they tempted the Lord and limited the Holy One of Israel Now dâ—â—h not a man limit God when he limits his Mercy as wel as when he limits his Power And when you say you shal never have such a mercy granted because I now see the contrary is not this to limit his Mercy Thirdly That when the Lord hath given out a Promise to his People he doth then somtimes try whether they wil trust to his naked Word or no. Christ hath his times to try men and when he gives out a Promise and bringeth the soul into a quite contrary condition this is his trying time And therefore hath the Lord now given out a Promise unto you and do you see nothing but what is contrary to the thing promised Say unto thine own soul O my soul it may be Christ is now trying of me it may be this is my trying time and therefore now wil I wait on God Fourthly That God doth oftentimes fulfil one Promise by denying another Hath the Lord therefore given thee a Promise and doest thou see nothing but what is contrary to the thing promised Now know and remember That we have by not having God doth give by denying and fulfils some Promises by not fulfilling others Fiftly That when we see nothing but what is contrary unto our help then is Christs time to help I read as I remember but twice in the new Testament that mention is made of Christs Hour once in John 13. And he knowing that his hour was coming and that was the hour of darkness Once in John 2.4 when his Mother came unto him for Wine he said Woman my hour is not yet come But afterwards when their own Wine was done and their pots were fill'd with Water then he turns their Water into Wine then Christs hour was come So now when al our Bottles are dry when there is no Wine of Comfort in our own Bottles then is Christs hour and when the hour of darkness is upon our Condition then is Christs hour And if thou would'st but say so unto thine own soul Soul Christs time and hour is an hour of darkness Christs time is a time when there is no Wine in our own Bottles Now thus it is with me I have no Wine left in my own Bottles my Bottles are al dry and empty and there is an hour of darkness upon my Condition therefore this time is the time for Christ to help me This would cause you to wait on God and exercise Faith in the lowest Condition even when you see nothing but the contrary unto your desires and the Lords Promises Sixtly That either you are under an extraordinary Affliction or an ordinary Either you are under an ordinary Temptation or an extraordinary Either you are under an extraordinary Desertion or an ordinary Either thy streit or stress and trouble is ordinary or else it is extraordinary If it be an ordinary trouble why then are you troubled more thâ—n ordinary why are you discouraged extraordinarily If your Affliction or Misery be extraordinary then either God hath brought you into this condition and hath led you heretofore in a way of extraordinary deliverance or of ordinary deliverance if God have led you heretofore in a way of ordinary deliverance what means those wonderful incomes of Love and supporting Grace that you have had when your soul have been ready to sink and to die within you And if the Lord hath heretofore led you in a way of extraordinary deliverance and
of God that are unsetled in the Truth These things write I unto thee saith Paul to Timothy that thou mayest know how to behave thy self in the House of God which is the Church of the living God the Pillar and Ground of Truth Yea every Member of a Church should be a Pillar in the House of God So the Lord promiseth to the Church of Philadelphia Surely therefore it is matter of great Importance for a Church and people of God to be setled and established But Thirdly and especially It is a great Mercy and Blessing for a particular soul to be setled in the Truth and established in the good Waies of God It 's a good thing saith the Apostle that the heart be established with Grace not with Meats which have not profited them that have been exercised therein Possibly a mans heart may be comforted and strengthâ—ned with Meats Psal 104.15 it 's said And Wine that maketh glad the heart of man and Bread which strengtheneth mans heart Where the same word is used by the Septuagint that is here used in the Text. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Septuag But the Apostle Paul doth relate to the Ceremonial Law for the Jews converted to Christ Judaei ad Christum conversi supâ—â—stitiosius inhaerebant observationi legalium ceremoniarum cumprimis discriâ—â—ini ciborum a Moyse prescripto illis haec sententià est opposita Gerrard in loc were too superstitiously addicted to the observation of Legal Ceremonies especially those which concerned Meats and difference of Meats Rom. 14.2 Col. 2.16 and to those is this Speech opposed It is good that the heart be established with Grace as if he should say some think to find Establishment in the observation of Meats and Doctrines for the Jewish Ceremonies but the best Establishment is in the Doctrine of the Gospel Quidam in genere intelligunt interna et Spiritualia Dei dona quibus homines sanctificantur quidam doctrinam Christianam side susceptam Gratiam Christianismi ut sit sensus firmitatem et stabilimentum cordis quaerendum esse in gratia Dei quam N. T. mediator Christus attulit non in observatione ciborum quam Moses tradidit Ibid. and the Grace of God revealed in the Gospel Some think that by Grace here we are to understand Holiness and those Spiritual Gifts whereby men are Sanctified But having said in the former words Be not carried about with divers and strange Doctrines these words seâ—m to comply and correspond better with them if by Grace we understand the Doctrine of the New Testament from which the Galatians are said to fall Ye are fallen from Grace when they returned to the Law But in both respects it is a good or beautiful thing that the heart be established with Grace For It is the ground of all our Fruitfulness Ye know how it is with a Tree or Plant thâ—ugh in it self it be never so good yet if it be not setled in the Earth it bringeth forth no Fruit If the Plant be good and the Soyl good it may bring forth good Fruit but if you be alwaies removing it from one place to another it cannot bring forth Fruit. And what is the reason that many are so unfruitful in their lives but because they are so unsetled in their hearts and Judgments The Tree that is planted by the Waters side brings forth Fruit in its season Psal 1. But as for the Ungodly it is not so with them They are as the Chaff that brings forth no Fruit whom the wind drives to and fro And the Truth is an unsetled man is neither fit to receive good nor to do good So long as the Vessel is moved up and down ye cannot pour the Liquor into it and who can write exactly when his arm is jogged Can any man walk exactly in a crowd which one while carrieth him this way and anoâ—her while that way No surely Neither can an unsetled unestablished heart walk exactly with the Lord his God It is the bottom of al our Praises The Birds do not ordinarily sing til they be set they do not usually sing flying but when they are fixed then they begin to sing So saith David My heart is fixed O God my heart is fixed and what then then saith he I will sing and give praise but not til then and what is the reason that many pass â—o many yeers of their lives in doubtings and fears never praising God for any love or Mercy to them but because they are unsetled in their Spiritual Estate and Condition It is the beginning of our Perseverance Then I begin to persevere when I begin to settle and to established as Instability is the beginning of Apostacy so Settledness is the beginning of Perseverance It is that good thing which pleaseth God exceedingly God was so pleased with Jehosaphat upon that account that he passed by and winked at al his Infirmities even because his heart was fixed and established 2 Chron. 19.2 the Prophet reproves him for joyning with the Ungodly Nevertheless saith he there are good things found in thee in that thou hast taken away the Groves out of the Land and hast prepared thine heart So ye read it but I think rather And hast fixed established or set thine heart to seek God On the contrary it 's said of Rehoboam though he did many good things That he did evil in the sight of the Lord because he prepared not or because he fixed not established not 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 in Niphal 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Paratus sâ—mus stabilis qui nec everti nec impediri qucat in Pirl et Hiphil paravit preparavit sinnavit confirmavit stabilivit includit firmitatem et certitudinem Shindlerg set not his heart to seek God 2 Chron. 12.14 it is the same word which we translate Establish in other Scriptures as Psal 40.2 He hath set my feet upon a Rock and established my goings and it notes such a fixation and settlement whereby a man doth so continue in his way and course that he wil not be put out of it This Rehoboam wanted for he was 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 a soft hearted man naturally and though he did many things that were right and good yet he was led by the Counsel of his yong men and his heart was not set and fixed to seek the Lord but Jehosaphat was of a stedfast Spirit and would not be put out of his way and therefore though he did some things amiss yet the Lord commends him and accepts of him So that although a man do many good things yet if his heart be not fixed and established the Lord will pass by and not regard the same But though a man do commit great evils yet if his heart be set to seek the Lord God wil pardon and pass by al his Failâ—ngs O! Cur quaeso in tanta multitudine valoâ—um ne naum quidem vitreum reperituâ— diâ—â—s quod cum facile frangâ—tur est symbolum inconstantiae quam
glorious times when the World is most bitter Heaven tasts most sweet and glorious for saith the Apostle Then shal the Spirit of God and of Glory rest upon you When In Suffering times When the People of the Lord doth Suffer the Spirit of Glory shal rest upon them Suffering times are Glorious times And if al thâ—se things be true then surely you wil say with me Suffering times are gaining times And if you would but think of this and possess your heart with it you would be more willing and able to suffer Christians they boggle at Sufferings and they startle at Sufferings what is the reason they do not know the Gains of Suffering But is this true That Suffering times are garning times that Suffering times are teaching times that Suffering times are Sin-discovering times that Suffering times are Self-bethinking times that Suffering times are growing times that Suffering times are Truth-advancing times that suffering times are Uniting times that Suffering times are praying times that Suffering times are Soul-assuring times that Suffering times are Weaning times that Suffering times are Glorious times then surely Suffering times are Gaining times And if thou would'st strengthen thy Faith Christian so as thou maiest be able to endure hard things think upon this much and press it upon thy own Soul carry this away with thee if no more Suffering times are gaining times O my Soul Suffering times are gaining times and thus you shal be able to hold out and suffer And thus I have done with the main Doctrine There are two or three Observations that lie about the words I wil only give you them and so conclude First you may consider here what the Persons were that suffered hard things the Text saith they were such of whom the World was not worthy then greatness of Sufferings and Affliction are no sufficient reason why you should doubt of Gods Love or of your own everlasting Condition Here were very hard things that these Beleevers suffered and yet they were such of whom the World was not worthy Shal I then doubt of my Condition or question Gods Love because my Afflictions are great I must not But you wil say My Afflictions are very strange and none like mine one cannot hear of such an Affliction as mine is not in an Age. And I pray in your Age have you heard of a Man or Woman sawn asunder thus were these of whom the World was not worthy But my Afflictions are thick they come very thick And so did theirs here But my Afflictions are filled with Temptations I am not only afflicted but I am tempted and Temptations grow upon mine Afflictions So it was with these here they were tempted not only afflicted but tempted and yet such of whom the World was not worthy But my Afflictions are such as make me Unserviceable So in the eye of Reason these Afflictions made these Beleevers they were whipped up and down like Rogues and I pray you tel me who would ever have thought in the eye of Reason that Pauls Ministry should have done any great good after he had been whipped up and down like a Rogue yet Pauls Ministry was blessed and though you think your Afflictions make you unserviceable if God cal you to them he wil take care for your Service But my Afflictions are such as find me al alone I am afflicted and afflicted a man or woman of Affliction and I have none to pity me So it was here with some of these they wandred in the Wilderness and they were in the Caves and Dens of the Earth and such of whom the World was not worthy Possibly then thy Afflictions man or woman may be very great and yet thou maiest be precious in the Eyes of God and such a one of whom the world is not worthy And therefore now if there be ever a man or woman here in al this Congregation that labors under any great burden I say to that Person question not thy Condition doubt not concerning Gods Love because of the greatness of thy Affliction thy Affliction may be very great and yet thou maist be a Person of whom the World is not worthy in Gods account I wil give you this Parable apply it your self Suppose you see a company of children playing together one while and may be afterwards fighting and then you see a man come and carry away one of these Children and he strikes him but he lets the other alone and he strikes them not which of these Children wil you say this man is a Father unto wil ye not say in al likelyhood he is a Father unto that Child that he carries away and strikes I leave you to apply it Secondly You may observe upon what accompt they suffer these hard and grievous things upon the accompt saith the Text of a better Resurrection Then what shal we say to those that would steal away from you the Doctrine of the Resurrection It may be men wil not speak out here with you but they have done it with us and nibble at this Doctrine What shal we say to them they are Enemies to your Faith they are Enemies to your great relief in Suffering times they are Enemies to your good Conscience a good Conscience is a great matter in Suffering times I remember a Speech of a good Minister when he was silenced in the Bishops time and had his Living taken from him Wel saith he I praise the Lord though I have lost my Living I have saved my Conscience and this Conscience is a great matter in Suffering times Now by their having an expectance of a better Resurrection they refused the present Deliverance and so kept their Conscience Do there therefore come in men among you to steal away this great Doctrine of our Resurrection avoid them avoid them that they may be ashamed hold close to this Doctrine As you desire Christians to have Comfort in a rainy day and a bottom for your Faith in Suffering times hold fast this Doctrine of the Resurrection and this Doctrine that you have been instructed in from the Word Thirdly and so to end Ye may observe here by what means they suffered these hard things and that is as you have heard by Faith surely then it is no easie thing to beleeve with this true saving Faith a hard thing to beleeve This true saving Faith can do great things and it can suffer hard things true saving Faith wil make it easie to do great things and easie to suffer hard things But it is hard to get this true saving Faith You wil say If a man were in the Sun he might go round the World in a day but it is hard to get into the Sun So this true saving Faith wil make a man to do great things and to suffer hard things but it is a hard thing to get it and few there be that have it We read of Elias that when the Lord had given him a power to shut Heaven that it rained not for three
discouraged Page 267 Obj. But besides National miseries I have many Personal Afflictions therefore c. Page 268 Answ Negatively for 1 It is no new-thing for the Saints to be personally afflicted ibid. 2 When they are afflicted they are in some respects more sensible of their affliction than the wicked are ibid. 3 As they will be sensible of affliction so they are very apt to be much discouraged by reason of them ibid. Four things considerable to cleer this Truth Page 269 1 What the Sufferings of the Saints are ibid. 2 Whence they proceed 3 What accompanies them 4 What follows them Page 269 For the first 1 They are parts of Christs Purchase for them ibid. 2 They proceed from Gods love Page 270 3 Much supporting Grace accompanies them Page 271 4 They bring forth quiet fruits of Righteousness Page 272 Object 1. My afflictions are without end therefore c. Page 273 Answ Negatively For God takes away your comforts for a time that you may not be drunk with them ibid. Object 2. My Afflictions are not usual but new ones and strange Page 274 Answ You think so but not truly ibid. Object 3. I want all kinds of Mercies my Afflictions have no bottom ibid. Answ It was Davids case ibid. Object 4. But my dearest friends hate me therefore c. Page 275 Answ negatively For Our greatest Enemies may prove our greatest Friends ibid. Object 5. But my afflictions expose me to all Temptations therefore c. Page 276 Answ negatively For 1 May be you are mistaken ib. 2 God by affliction cals a man to some other work ibid. 3 No affliction doth expose a man to a new sin that makes him sensible of his former sin ibid. 4 When a man thus fears it is a sign of Grace Page 277 Object 6. My sin is the cause of my affliction and I know not what sin it is therefore c. ibid. Answ negatively For So it was with Jonah so with David c. ibid. It is somtimes better for a particular sin to lie undiscovered Page 278 Object 7. But I fear my afflictions come from Gods displeasure therfore c. ibid. Answ negatively For 1 Afflictions argue Gods love rather than his hatred ibid. 2 Is there any thing in God that is not a friend to all the Saints ibid. 3 But what are those visible Characters of love engraven on affliction Page 279 1 If affliction be a blessing then it comes from love ibid. 2 If affliction end in our love to God then it comes from Gods love tâ— us ib. 3 If affliction teacheth the mind of God then it doth come from love ibid. 4 If iâ— be but in measure and at a seasonable time then it comes from love ibid. 5 God is more especially present in affliction than at other times Page 279 Object 8. But our whol Nation is afflicted therefore c. Page 280 Answ negatively This is a sad thing If ever England had cause to be humbled under the hand of the Lord it is now Yet say to the Righteous in evil times it shal go wel with him ibid. Quest What must we do to bear up against all discouragements Page 282 Answ 1 If you have assurance of Gods love in Christ hold to that if you have it not this afflâ—ction shal bring you to it ibid. 2 Remember much your Fellowship with Christ in his Sufferings ibid. 3 Labor more to be a stranger to the world and to live by Faith ibid. 4 Consider what Christ hath born and left you to bear Page 283 5 Consider frequently and seriously what abundance of good you and others may get by your afflictions ibid. 6 When afflictions come look not only on the evil of it but on the good of it too ibid. Sermon XI INSTANCE VIII Object Either men think they are not called forth to work for God or they want abilities or they have no success therefore Page 285 Answ negatively For 1 Is Family work nothing There is a three-fold sweat saith Luther Political Ecclesiastical Domestical Page 286 2 Is it nothing to be trusted with the work of your Christian Station ibid. 3 Is it nothing to be imployed to comfort others ibid. Object 1. But God doth not imploy me in the world I am an useless Creature therefore c. ib. Answ 1 It is a great blessing to be imployed in any Service of God ibid. 2 The more a man doth for God the more he doth honor God Page 287 3 By being imployed we are kept from Temptations ibid. 4 Great imployment is the mercy promised ibid. 5 The more serviceable a man is for God the more will God be apt to pardon his failings Page 288 6 If a man be faithful in Gods work God will bless him Page 288 7 The serviceable man for God is the only man that doth live and speak when he is dead ibid. I may be Gods Servant though I am not imployed by him in his Service For Page 289 1 The Service of God is two-fold either publick or private The private Service is the saving Service though we have no publick imployment ibid. 2 Special or publick imployment is various also either in a mean or a great imployment ibid. 3 Though God do not use me at present he may use me afterwards Page 290 4 A man may be so imployed and yet go to Hell and he may not be imployed and yet go to Heaven ibid. 5 You must rejoyce when others are imployed ibid. Object 2. But I want abilities therefore c. Page 291 Answ negatively For 1 Gods greatest works are not alwaies done by the greatest abilities ibid. 2 Our best abilities are from God ibid. 3 The Spirit of God doth not alwaies breath alike Page 292 4 If God call you to a work he will give you needful assistance in that time ibid. Object 3. I fear I intrude into Gods work because I want abilities ibid. Answ Negatively 1 God somtimes first calls a man and then gives abilities afterward ibid. 2 If Gods door-keepers do judg you able you must rest on their judgment Page 293 Though I am to judg of mine own grace yet others and not I must judg of my abilities ibid. Object 4. I fear I am an intruder because I meet with so many difficulties ibid. Answ 1 What good action doth not ibid. 2 The greatest Call from God usually finds the greatest difficulties Page 294 Obiect 5. God I beleeve hath called me to his Service but I am unserviceable ibid. Answ That is ill indeed ibid. But this complaâ—nt sheweth you are willing to serve God therefore be not discouraged Page 295 Object 6. I work and have no success in my work therefore c. ibid. Answ Negatively 1 You may mistake the success Page 296 2 Gods dearest Children here somtimes labored all night and caught nâ—thing Page 296 Object 7. I fear God hath imployed me in the way of judgment and not of mercy therefore Page 297 Answ negatively For 1