for God delights to have his will of those that are wedded to their owne wils as in Pharaob No men more subject to discontentments then those who would have all things after their owne way Againe one maine ground is False reasoning and errour in our discourse as that wee have no grace when wee feele none feeling is not alwayes a fit rule to judge our states by that God hath rejected us because we are crossed in outward things when as this issues from Gods wisdome and love How many imagine their failings to be fallings and their fallings to be fallings away Infirmities to be Presumptions every sinne against Conscience to be the sinne against the Holy Ghostâ—… unto which misapprehensions weake and dark spirits are subject And Satan as a cunning Rhetorician here inlargeth the fancy to apprehend things bigger then they are Satan abuseth confident spirits another contrary way to apprehend great sinnes as little and little as none Some also thinke that they have no grace because they have not so much as growen Christians whereas there bee severall ages in Christ. Some againe are so desirous and inlarged after what they have not that they minde not what they have Men may be rich though they have not millions and be not Emperors Likewise some are much troubled because they proceed by a false method and order in judging of their estates They will begin with Election which is the highest step of the ladder whereas they should begin from 〈◊〉 work of grace wrought within theiâ—… hearts from Gods calling them by hiâ—… spirit and their answer to his call and so raise themselves upwards to know their Election by their answer to God calling Give all diligence saith Peter to make your calling and election sure your election by your calling God descends downe unto us from election to calling and so to sanctification wee must ascend to him beginning where he ends Otherwise it is as great folly as in removing of a pile of wood to begin at the lowest first and so besides the needlesse trouble to be in danger to have the rest fall upon our heads Which besides ignorance argues pride appearing in this that they would bring God to their conceits and be at an end of their worke before they beginne This great secret of Gods eternall love to us in Christ is hidden in his breast and doth not appeare to us un till in the use of meanes God by his spirit discovereth the same unto us The spirit letteth into the soule so much life and sense of Gods love in particular to us as draweth the soule to Christ from whom it draweth so much vertue as changeth the frame of it and quickneth it to duty which duties are not grounds of our state in grace but issues springing from a good state before and thus farre they helpe us in judging of our condition that thougâ—… they bee not to bee rested in yet aâ—… streames they lead us to the spring head of grace from whence they arise And of signes some be more apt to deceive us as being not so certaine as delight and joy in hearing the word as appeareth in the third ground some are more constant and certaine as love to those that are truly good and to all such and because they are such c. these as they are wrought by the spirit so the same spirit giveth evidence to the soule of the truth of them and leadeth us to faith from whence they come and faith leads us to the discovery of Gods love made knowne to us inhearing the word opened The same spirit openeth the truth to us and our understandings to conceive of it and our hearts to cloze with it by faith not only as a truth but as a truth belonging to us Now this faith is manifested either by it selfe reflecting upon it selfe the light of faith discovering both it selfe and other things or by the cause of it or by the effect or by all Faith is oft more knowne to us in the fruit of it then in it selfe as in plants the fruits are more apparant then the sappe and roote But the most setled knowledge is from the cause as when I know I beleeve because in hearing Gods gracious promises opened and offered unto me the spirit of God caryeth my soule to cleave to them as mine owne portion Yet the most familiar way of knowledge of our estates is from the effects to gather the cause the cause being oftentimes more remote and spirituall the effects more obvious and visible All the vigour and beauty in nature which we see comes from a secret influence from the heavens which we see not In a cleare morning we may see the beames of the Sun shining upon the top of hils and houses before wee can see the Sun it selfe Things in the working of them doe issue from the cause by whose force they had their being but our knowing of things ariseth from the effect where the cause endeth wee know God must love us before wee can love him and yet we oft first know that we love him the love of God is the cause why wee love our brother and yet we know we love our brother whom we see more clearly then God whom we doe not see It is a spirituall peevishnesse that keepes men in a perplexed condition that they neglect these helps to judge of their estates by whereas God takes liberty to help us sometime to a discovery of our estate by the effects sometimes by the cause c. And it is a sin to set light by any work of the spirit and the comfort we might have by it and therefore we may well adde this aâ—… one cause of disquietnesse in many that they grieve the spirit by quarrelling against themselves and the work of the spirit in them Another cause of disquiet is thâ—… men by a naturall kinde of Popery feâ—… for their comfort too much in sanctification neglecting justification relyinâ—… too much upon their own performances Saint Paul was of another minde accounting all but dung and drosse compared to the righteousnesse of Christ. This is that garment wherewith being deeked we please our husband and wherein we get the blessing This giveth satisfaction to the conscience as satisfying God himselfe being performed by God the Sonne and approved therefore by God the Father Hereupon the soule is quieted and faith holdeth out this as a shield against the displeasure of God and temptations of Satan why did the Apostles in their Prefaces joyne grace and peace together but that we should seek for our peace in the free grace and favour of God in Christ. No wonder why Papists maintaine doubting who hold salvation by workes because Satan joyning together with our consciences will alwayes finde some flaw even in our best performances Hereupon the doubting and misgiving soule comes to make this absurd demand as Who shall ascend to heaven which is all one
as to fetch Christ from heaven and so bring him downe to suffer on the Crosse againe Where as if we beleeve in Christ wee are as sure to come to heaven as Christ is there Christ ascending and descending with all that he hath done is ours So that neither heighth nor depth can separate us from Gods love in Christ. But we must remember though the maine pillar of our comfort bee in the free forgivenesse of our sinnes yet if there be a neglect in growing in holinesse the soule will never be soundly quiet because it will be proane to question the truth of justification and it is as proper for sinne to raise doubts and feares in the conscience as for rotten flesh and wood to breed wormes And therefore we may well joyne this as a cause of disquietnesse the neglect of keeping a cleare conscience Sinne like Achan or Ionas in the ship is that which causeth stormes within and without where there is not a pure conscience there is not a pacified conscience and therefore though some thinking to salve themselves whole in justification neglect the cleansing of their natures and ordering of their lives yet in time of temptation they will finde it more troublesome then they thinke For a conscience guilty of many neglects and of allowing it selfe in any sin to lay claime to Gods mercy is to doe as we see mountebanks sometimes do who wound their flesh to try conclusions upon their owne bodies how soveraigne the salve is yet oftentimes they come to feele the smart of their presumption by long and desperate wounds So God will let us see what it is to make wounds to try the preciousnesse of his Balme such may goe mourning to their graves And though perhaps with much wrastling with God they may get assurance of the pardon of their sins yet their conscience will bee still trembling like as Davids though Nathan had pronounced unto him the forgivenesse of his sin till God at length speakes further peace even as the water of the sea after a storme is not presently still but moves and trembles a good while after the storm is over A Christian is a new creature and walketh by rule and so far as hee walketh according to his rule peace is upon him Loose walkers that regard not their way must thinke to meet with sorowes instead of peace Watchfulnesse is the preserver of peace It is a deep spirituall judgement to find peace in an ill way Some againe reap the fruit of their ignorance of Christian liberty by unnecessary scruples and doubts It is both unthankfulnesse to God and wrong to our selves to be ignorant of the extent of Christian liberty It makes melody to Satan to see Christians troubled with that they neither should or need Yet there is danger in stretching Christian liberty beyond the bounds For a man may condemne himself in that he approves as in not walking circumspectly in regard of circumstances and so breed his owne disquiet and give scandall to others Sometimes also God suffers men to be disquieted for want of imployment who in shunning labour procure trouble to themselves and by not doing that which is needfull they are troubled with that which is unnecessary An unimployed life is a burden to it selfe God is a pure Act alwayes working alwaies doing and the neerer our soule comes to God the more it is in action and the freer from disquiet Men experimentally feele that comfort in doing that which belongs unto them which before they longed for and went without a heart not exercised in some honest labour workes trouble out of it selfe Againe Omission of duties and offices of love often troubles the peace of good people for even in the time of death when they looke for peace and desire it most then looking backe upon their former failings and seeing opportunity of doing good wanting to their desire the parties perhaps being deceased to whom they owed more respect are hereupon much disquieted and so much the more because they see now hope of the like advantages cut off A Christian life is full of duties and the peace of it is not maintained without much fruitfulnesse and looking about us debt is a disquieting thing to an honest minde and duty is debt Hereupon the Apostle layeth the charge that we should owe nothing to any man but love Againe one speciall cause of too much disquiet is want of firme resolution in good things The soule cannot but bee disquieted when it knowes not what to cleave unto like a ship tossed with contrary windes Halting is a deformed and troublesome gesture so halting in religion is not onely troublesome to others and odious but also disquiets our selves If God be God cleave to him If the duties of religion be such as will bring peace of conscience at the length be religious to purpose practise them in the particular passages of life Wee should labour to have a cleare judgement and from thence a resolved purpose a wavering minded man is inconstant in all his wayes God will not speake peace to a staggering spirit that hath alwayes its religion and its way to choose Uncertaine men are alwayes unquiet men and giving too much way to passion maketh men in particular consultations unsetled This is the reason why in particular cases when the matter concernes our selves we cannot judge so clearely as in generall truths because Satan raiseth a mist between us and the matter in question Positive Causes May be 1. When men lay up their comfort too much on outward things which being subject to much inconstancy and change breed disquiet Vexation alwayes followes vanity when vanity is not apprehended to be where it is In that measure we are cast downe in the disappointing of our hopes as wee were too much lifted up in expectation of good from them Whence proceed these complaints such a friend hath failed mee I never thought to have fallen into this condition I had setled my joy in this childe in this friend c. but this is to build our comfort upon things that have no firm foundation to build castles in the aire as we use to say Therefore it is a good desire of the wiseman Agur to desire God to remove from us vanity and lies that is a vaine and a false apprehension pitching upon things that are vaine and lying promising a contentment to our selves from the creature which it cannot yeeld confidence in vaine things makes a vaine heart the heart becomming of the nature of the thing it relies on we may say of all earthly things as the Prophet speaketh Here is not our rest It is no wonder therefore that worldly men are oft cast downe and disquieted when they walke in a vaine shadow as likewise that men given much to recreations should be subject to passionate distempers because here things fall out otherwise then they lookt forâ—… recreations being
whole course and tenour of 〈◊〉 lives when wee are not off and on 〈◊〉 and downe It argues an ill state of body when it is very hot or very colâ—… or hot in one part and cold in anothâ—… so unevennesse of spirit argues a distemper a wise mans life is of one colour like it selfe The soule bred froâ—… heaven so farre as it is heavenly minded desires to be like heaven above all stormes uniforme constant not as things under the Sunne which are alwayes in changes constant onely in inconstancie Affections are as it were the winde of the soule and then the soule is carried as it should be when it is neither so becalmed that it moves not when it should nor yet tossed with tempests to move disorderly When it is so well balaced that it is neither lift up nor cast downe too much but keepeth a steddy course Our affections must not rise to become unruly passions for then as a river that overfloweth the bankes they carry much slime and soile with them Though affections be the winde of the soule yet unruly passions are the stormes of the soule and will overturne all if they be not suppressed The best as wee see in David here if they doe not steare their hearts aright are in danger of sudden gusts A Christian must neither be a dead sea nor a raging sea Our affections are then in best temper when they become so many graces of the Spirit as when love is turned to a love of God joy to a delight in the best things feare to a feare of offending him more then any creature sorrow to a sorrow for sinne c. They are likewise in good temper when they move us to all duties of love and mercy towards others when they are not shut where they should be open nor open where they should be shut Yet there is one case wherein exceeding affection is not over exceeding As in an extasie of zeale upon a suddâ—… apprehension of Gods dishonour and his cause trodden under foot It is better in this case rather scarce to be 〈◊〉 owne men then to be calme or quiet It is said of Christ and David that their hearts were eaten up with a holy zeale for Gods house In such a case Moses unparalleld for meekenesse was turned into an holy rage The greatnesse 〈◊〉 the provocation the excellencie of thâ—… object and the weight of the occasion beares out the soule not onely without blame but with great praise in such seeming distempers It is the glory of a Christian to be carried with full saile and as it were with a spring tide of affection So long as the streame of affection runneth in the due channell and if there bee great occasions for great motions then it is fit the affections should rise higher as to burne with zeale to be sicke of love to be more vile for the Lord as David to be counted out of our wits with Saint Paul to further the cause of Christ and the good of soules Thus we may see the life of a poore Christian in this world 1. he is in great danger if hee be not troubled at all 2. when he is troubled he is in danger to be over troubled 3. when he hath brought his soule in tune againe hee is subject to new troubles Betwixt this ebbing and flowing there is very little quiet Now because this cannot bee done without a great measure of Gods Spirit our helpe is to make use of that promise of giving the holy Ghost to them that aske it To teach us when how long and how much to grieve and when and how long and how much to rejoyce the Spirit must teach the heart this who as he moved upon the waters before the Creation so hee must move upon the waters of our soules for wee have not the command of our owne hearts Every naturall man is carried away with his flesh and humours upon which the devill rides and carries him whither he list he hath no better comsellors then flesh and blood and Sathan counselling with them But a godly mâ—…n is not a slave to his carnall affections but as David here labours to bring into captivity the first motiâ—… of sinne in his heart CAP. IX Of the soules disquiets Gods dealings 〈◊〉 power to containe our selves in order MOreover we see that the soule 〈◊〉 disquiets proper to it selfe besides thâ—… griefes of Sympathy that arise from the bodie for here the soule complaines 〈◊〉 the soule it selfe as when it is out of the body it hath torments and joyes of its owne And if these troubles of the soule be not well cured then by way of fellowship and redundance they will affect the outward man and so the whole man shall bee inwrapt in miserie From whence we further see that God when he will humble a man needs not fetch forces from without if hee let but our owne hearts loose wee shall have trouble and worke enough though we were as holy as David God did not onely exercise him with a rebellious sonne out of his owne loynes but with rebellious risings out of his own heart If there were no enemie in the world nor devill in hell we carry that within us that if it be let loose will trouble us more then all the world besides Oh that the proud creature should exalt himselfe against God and runne into a voluntary course of provoking him who cannot onely raise the humours of our bodies against us but the passions of our mindes also to torment us Therefore it is the best wisedome not to provoke the great God for are wee stronger then he that can raise our selves against our selves and worke wonders not onely in the great world but also in the little world our soules and bodies when he pleases We see likewise hence a necessity of having something in the soule above it selfe it must be partaker of a diviner nature then it selfe otherwise when the most refined part of our soules the very spirit of our mindes is out of frame what shall bring it in againe Therefore we must conceive in a godly man a double selfe one which must be denied the other which must denie one that breeds all the disquiet and another that stilleth what the other hath raised The way to still the soule as it is under our corrupt selfe is not to parlee with it and divide government for peace sake as if wee should gratifie the flesh in something to redeeme liberty to the spirit in other things for we shall finde the flesh will be too encroching Wee must strive against it not with subtilty and discourse so much as with peremptory violence silence it and vexe it An enemy that parlees will yeeld at length Grace is nothing else but that blessed power whereby as spirituall wee gaine upon our selves as carnall Holy love is that which wee gaine of selfe-love and so joy and delight c. 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expectation of them 3. and preparatiâ—… for them When any thing is strange and sudden and lights upon us unfurnished and unfenced it must needs pâ—… our spirits out of frame It is good therefore to make all kinde of troubles familiar to us in our thoughts at least and this will breake the force of them It is good to fence our soules before-hand against all assaults as men use to keepe out the Sea by raising bankes and if a breach bee made to repaire 〈◊〉 presently We had need to maintaine a strong Garrison of holy Reasons against the assaults of strong passions wee may hope for the best but feare the worst and prepare to beare whatsoever We say that a set diet is dangerous because variety of occasions will force us upon breaking of it So in this world of changes wee cannot resolve upon any certaine condition of life for upon alteration the minde is out of frame We cannot say this or that trouble shall not befall yet we may by helpe of the Spirit say nothing that doth befall shall make mee doe that which is unworthy of a Christian That which others make easie by suffering that a wise man maketh easie by thinking of beforehand If we expect the worst when it comes it is no more than wee thought of If better befals us than it is the sweeter to us the lesse wee expected it Our Saviour foretels the worst In the world you shall have tribulation therefore looke for it but then hee will not leave us Satan deludes with faire promises but when the contrary falls out hee leave his followers in their distresses Wee desire peace and rest but wee seeke iâ—… not in its owne place there is a rest for Gods people but that is not here nor yet but it remaines for them they rest frâ—… their labours but that is after they are dead in the Lord. There is no sound rest till then Yet this caution must be remembred that wee shape not in oâ—… fancies such troubles as are never likely to fall out It comes either from weaknesse or guiltinesse to feare shaddowes We shall not need to make crosses they will as we say of foule weather come before they be sent for How many evills doe people feare from which they have no further hurt then wâ—… is bred onely by their causelesse feaâ—… Nor yet if they be probable must wee thinke of them so as to be altogether so affected as if undoubtedly they would come for so wee give certaine strength to an uncertaine crosse and usurpe upon God by anticipating thâ—… which may never come to passe It was rashnesse in David to say I shâ—… one day perish by the hand of Saul If they be such troubles as will certainely come to passe as parting with friends and contentments at least by death than I thinke of them so as not to be much dismayed but furnish thy heart with strength before-hand that they may fall the lighter 2. Thinke of them so as not to give up the bucklers to passion and lye open as a faire marke for any uncomfortable accident to strike to the heart nor yet so think of them as to despise them but to consider of Gods meaning in them and how to take good by them 3. Thinke of the things we enjoy so as to moderate our enjoying of them by considering there must be a parting and therefore how wee shall bee able to beare it when it comes 2. If we desire not to be overcharged with sorrow when that which we feare is fallen upon us we must then before-hand looke that our love to any thing in this world shoot not so farre as that when the time of severing commeth we part with so much of our hearts by that rent Those that love too 〈◊〉 will alwayes grieve too much It is tâ—… greatnesse of our affections which câ—… seth the sharpnesse of our afflictions 〈◊〉 that cannot abound without pride aâ—… high-mindednesse will not want wiâ—… out-too-much dejectednesse Love 〈◊〉 planted for such things as can retuâ—… love and make us better by loving them wherein we shall satisfie our loâ—… to the full It is pitty so sweet an affection should be lost So sorrow is 〈◊〉 sinne and for other things as they mâ—… sinne the more bitter to us The 〈◊〉 of a Christian should be a meditatiâ—… how to unloose his affections from inferiour things hee will easily die that 〈◊〉 dead before in affection But this will never be unlesse the soule seeth some thing better than al things in the world upon which is may bestow it selfe In that measure our affections die in theâ—… excessive motion to things below 〈◊〉 they are taken up with the love and admiration of the best things He that 〈◊〉 much in heaven in his thoughts is free from being tossed with tempest here below the top of those mountaines that are above the middle Region are so quiet as that the lightest things as ashes lie still and are not moved The way to mortifie earthly members that bestirre themselves in us is to mind things above The more the wayes of wisedome lead us on high the more wee avoyd the snares below In the uncertainty of all events here labour to frame that contentment in and from our owne selves which the things themselves wil not yeeld frame peace by freeing our hearts from too much feare and riches by freeing our hearts from covetous desires Frame a sufficiencie out of contentednesse If the soule it self be out of tune outward things will doe no more good than a faire shooe to a gouty foote And seeke not our selves abroad out of our selves in the conceits of other men A man shall never live quietly that hath not learned to be set light by of others He that is little in his owne eyes will not be troubled to be little in the eyes of others Men that set too high a price upon themselves when others will not come to their price are discontent Those whose condition iâ—… above their worth their pride above their condition shall never want sorrow yet wee must maintaine our authority and the Image of God in our places for that is Gods and not ours and we ought so to carrie our selves as we approve our selves to their consciences though we have not their good words Let none despise thy youth saith Saint Paul to Timothy that is Walke sâ—… before them as they shall have no cause It is not in our owne power what other men thinke or speake but it is in oâ—… power by Gods grace to live so thâ—… none can thinke ill of us but by slandering and none beleeve ill but by too much credulity 3. When any thing seiseth upon us wee must take heed we mingle not oâ—… owne passions with it wee must 〈◊〉 ther bring sinne to nor mingle 〈◊〉 with the suffering for that wil trouble the spirit more than the trouble it 〈◊〉 We are more to deale
in Christ. 2 the joyes of heaven and the torments of hell 3. the last and strict day of accouâ—… 4. The vanity of all earthly things 5. The uncertainty of our lives c. From the meditation of these truthes the soule wil be prepared to have rigâ—… conceits of things and to discourse upon true grounds of them and thinke with it selfe that if these things be so iâ—…deed then I must frame my life sutable to these principles hence arise true affections in the soule true feare of God true love and desire after the best things c. The way to expell â—…ind oâ—… of our bodies is to take some wholesome nourishment and the way to expell windy fancies from the soule is 〈◊〉 feed upon serious truthes 4. Moreover to the well ordering of this unruly faculty it is necessary that our nature it selfe should be changed for as men are so they imagine as the treasure of the heart is such is that which comes from it An evill heart cannot thinke well before the heart be changed our judgment is depraved in regard of our last end we seeke our happinesse where it is not to be found Wickednesse comes from the wicked as the Proverb is If wee had as large and as quick apprehensions as Sathan himselfe yet if the rellish of our wil affections be not changed they will set the imagination a worke to deuise satisfaction to themselves For there is a mutuall working and refluxe betwixt the will and the imagination the imagination stirres up the will and as the will is affected so imagination worketh When the law of God by the Spirit is so written in our hearts that the law and our hearts become agreeable one to the other then the soule is enclined and made plyable to every good thought When the heart is once taught of God to love it is the nature of this sweet affection as the Apostle saith to thinke no evill either of God or man and not onely so but it carries the bent of the whole soule with it to good so that we love God not onely with all our heart but with all our minde that is both with our understanding and imagination Love is an affection full of inventions and sets the wit a worke to devise good things therefore our chiefe care should bee that our hearts may be circumcised and purified so as they may be filled with the love of God and then we shall finde this duty not onely easie but delightfull unto us The Prophet healed the waters by casting salt into the spring so the seasoning of the spring of our actions seasons all And indeed what can bee expected from man whilest hee is vanity but vaine imaginations What can wâ—… looke for from a Viper but poyson A man naturally is either weaving spidâ—… webbs or hatching Cockatrices egges thâ—… is his heart is exercised either in vaâ—… or mischiefe for not onely the frame 〈◊〉 the heart but what the heart frameth iâ—… evill continually A wicked man that iâ—… besotted with false conceits will adâ—… of no good thoughts to enter 5. Even when wee are good and devise good things yet there is still some sicknesse of fancie remaining in the best of us whereby wee worke trouble to our selves and therefore it is necessary we should labour to restraine and limit our fancie and stop these waters at the beginning giving no not the least way thereunto If it begins to grow wanton tame the wildnesse of it by fastning it to the crosse of Christ whom wee have pierced with our sinnes and amongst other with these sinnes of our spirits who hath redeemed us from our vaine thoughts and conversations set before it the consideration of the wrath of God of death and judgement and the woefull estate of the damned c. and take it not off till thy heart bee taken off from straying from God When it begins once to runne out to impertinencies confine it to some certaine thing and then upon examination wee shall finde it bring home some hony with it otherwise it will bring us nothing but a sting from the bitter remembrance of our former misspent thoughts time which wee should redeeme and fill up with things that most belong to our peace Idlenesse is the houre of temptation wherein Sathan joynes with our imagination and sets it about his owne work to grinde his greese for the soule as a Mill either grinds that which is put into it or else works upon it selfe Imagination is the first wheele of the soule and if that move amisse it stirres all the inferiour wheeles amisse with it It stirres it selfe and other powers of the soule are stirred by its motion and therefore the well ordering of this is of the greater consequence For as the imagination conceiveth so usually the judgement concludeth the will chuseth the affections are carried and the members execute If it breake loose as it will soone runne ryot yet give no consent of the will to it though it hath defiled the memory yet let it not defile the will though it be the first borne of the soule yet let it not as Ruben ascend unto the fathers bed that is our will and defile that which should be kept pure for the spirit of Christ resolve to act nothing upon it but crosse it before it moves to the execution and practise of any thing As in sicknesse many times wee imagine by reason of the corruption of our tast Physick to be ill for us and those meates which nourish the disease to be good yet care of health makes us crosse our owne conceits and take that which fancie abhorres So if we would preserve sound spirits wee must conclude against groundlesse imagination and resolve that whatsoever it suggests cannot be so because it crosses the grounds both of religion and reason And when we finde imagination to deceive us in sensible things as Melancholy persons are subject to mistake we may well gather that it will much more deceive us in our spirituall condition And indeed such is the incoherence impertinencie and unreasonablenesse of imagination that men are oft ashamed and angry with themselves afterwards for giving the least way to such thoughts and it is good to chastise the soule for the same that it may bee more wary for time to come whilest men are led with imagination they worke not according to right rules prescribed to men but as other baser creatures in whom phantasie is the chiefe ruling power and therefore those whose will is guided by their fancies live more like beasts then men Wee allow a horse to praunce and skip in a pasture which if hee doth when he is once backt by the rider we count him an unruly and an unbroken jade so howsoever in other creatures wee allow liberty of fancie yet wee allow it not in man to frisk and rove at its pleasure because in him it is to bee bridled
is not above naturall conscience but a conscience sprinkled with the blood of Christ is not scared from God by its infirmities and failiags but as David here is rather stirred up to runne unto God by his distemper and it had beene a greater sinne then his distemper not to have gone unto God Those that have the spirit of sonnes in their hearts runne not further from God after they have a little strayed from him but though it be the nature of sinfull passions to breed griefe and shame yet they will repaire to God againe and their confidence overcomes their guilt So well are they acquainted with Gods gracious disposition Yet we see here David thinkes not of trusting in God till first he had done justice upon his owne soule in rebuking the unruly motions thereof Censure for sinne goeth before favour in pardoning sinne or boldnesse to aske pardon of God those that love God must hate ill If our consciences condemne us of allowing any sinne we cannot have boldnesse with God who is light and can abide no darknesse and greater then our consciences §. 7. 6. Moreover hence wee see it is no easie thing to bring God and the heart together David here as he often checkes his heart so hee doth often charge his heart Doubts and troubles are still gathering upon him and his faith still gathering upon them As one striving to get the haven is driven back by the waves but recovering himselfe againe gets forward still and after often beating back at length obtaines the wished haven and then is at rest So much adoe there is to bring the soule unto God the harbour of true comfort It were an easie thing to be a Christian if Religion stood onely in a few outward works and duties but to take the soule to taske and to deale roundly with our owne hearts and to let conscience have its full work and to bring the soule into spirituall subjection unto God this is not so easie a matter because the soule out of self-selfe-love is loath to enter into it selfe least it should have other thoughts of it selfe then it would have David must bid his soule trust and trust and trust againe before it will yeeld One maine ground of this difficulty is that contrariety which is in the soule by reason of contrary principles The soule so farre as it is gracious commands so farre as it is rebellious resists which drew holy Austen to a kinde of astonishment The soule commands the body and it yeelds saith he it commands it selfe and is resisted by it selfe it commands the hand to move and it moveth with such an unperceiveable quicknesse that you can discerne no distance betwixt the command and the motion Whence comes this but because the soule perfectly wills not and perfectly injoynes not that which is good and so farre forth as it fully wills not so far it holds backe There should bee no need of commanding the soule if it were perfect for then it would bee of it selfe what it now commandeth If David had gotten his soule at perfect freedome at the first hee needed not have repeated his charge so often upon it But the soule naturally sinks downward and therfore had need often to be wound up §. 8. 7. Wee should therefore labour to bring our soules as David doth here to a firme and peremptory resolution and not stand wavering and as it were equally ballanced betwixt God and other things but enforce our soules we shall get little ground of infidelity else drive your soules therefore to this issue either to rely upon God or else to yeeld up it selfe to the present grievance if by yeelding it resolves to be miserable there 's an end but if it desires rest then let it resolve upon this onely way to trust in God and well may the soule so resolve because in God there are grounds of quieting the soule above all that may unsettle it In him there is both worth to satisfie and strength to support the soule The best way to maintaine inward peace is to settle and fixe our thoughts upon that which will make us better till wee finde our hearts warmed and wrought upon thereby and then as the Prophet speaks God will keepe us in peace peace that is in perfect and abundant peace This resolution stayed Iob that though God should kill him yet hee resolved to trust in him Answerable to our resolution is our peace the more resolution the more peace Irresolution of it selfe without any grievance is full of disquiet It is an unsafe thing alwayes to begin to live to bee alwayes cheapning and paltering with God Come to this point once Trust God I ought therefore trust God I will come what may or will And it is good to renew our resolutions againe and againe for every new resolution brings the soule closer to God and gets further in him and brings fresh strength from him which if wee neglect our corruption joyning with outward hinderances will carry us further and further backward and this will double yea multiply our trouble and griefe to recover our selves againe wee have both winde and tide against us Wee are going up the hill and therefore had need to arme our selves with resolution Since the fall the motion of the soule upward as of heavy bodies is violent in regard of corruption which weighes it downeward and therefore all enforcement is little enough Oppose therefore with David an invincible resolution and then doubt not of prevailing If wee resolve in Gods power and not our owne and bee strong in the Lord and not in our selves then it matters not what our troubles or temptations bee either from within or without for trust in God at length will triumph Here is a great mercy that when David had a little let goe his hold of God yet God would not let goe his hold of him but by a spirit of faith drawes him back againe to himselfe God turnes us unto him and then wee returne Turne us againe saith the Psalmist cause thy face to shine upon us and wee shall be saved When the soule leaves God once it loses its way and it selfe and never returnes till God recalls it againe If morall principles cherished and strengthened by good education will enable the soule against vicious inclinations so that though some influence of the heavens worke upon the aire and the aire upon the spirits and the spirits upon the humors and these incline the temper and that inclines the soule of a man such and such wayes yet breeding in the refineder sort of civill persons will much prevaile to draw them another way What then may wee thinke of this powerfull grace of faith which is altogether supernaturall Will not this carry the soule above all naturall inclinations whatsoever though strengthened by outward occasions if wee resolve to put it to it David was a King of other men but here hee shewes that hee
him matter of songs in the night For all this his unrulie griefe will not be calmed but renues assaults upon the returne of the reproach of his enemies Their words were as swords unto him and his heart being made very tender and sensible of griefe these sharp words enter too deepe and thereupon he hath recourse to his former remedie as being the most tryed to chide his soule and charge it to trust in God CAP. I. Generall Observations upon the Text. HEnce in generall wee may observe that Griefe gathered to a head will not be quieted at the first We see here passions intermingled with comforts and comforts with passions and what bustling there is before David can get the victorie over his owne heart You have some short spirited Christians that if they be not comforted at the first they thinke all labour with their hearts is in vaine and thereupon give way to their griefe But we see in David as distemper ariseth upon distemper so he gives check upon check and charge upon charge to his soule untill at length hee brought it to a quiet temper In Physick if one purge will not carry away the vicious humour then wee adde a second if that will not doe it we take a third So should wee deale with our soules perhaps one check one charge will not doe it then fall upon the soule againe send it to God againe and never give over untill our soules be possessed of our soules againe Againe In generall observe in Davids spirit that a gracious and living soule is most sensible of the want of spirituall meanes The reason is because spirituall life hath answerable taste and hunger and thirst after spirituall helps Wee see in nature that those things presse hardest upon it that touch upon the necessities of nature rather then those that touch upon delights for these further onely our comfortable being but necessities uphold our being it selfe we see how famine wrought upon the Patriarks to go into Aegypt Where we may see what to judge of those who willingly excommunicate themselves from the assemblies of Gods people where the Father Son and Holy Ghost are present where the prayers of holy men meete together in one and as it were binde God and pull downe Gods blessing No private devotion hath that report of acceptance from heaven A third generall point is that a godly soule by reason of the life of grace knowes when it is well with it and when it is ill when it is a good day with it and when a bad when God shines in the use of meanes then the soule is as it were in heaven when God withdrawes himself then it is in darknesse for a time Where there is but onely a principle of nature without sanctifying grace there men go plodding on and keep their rounds and are at the end where they were at the beginning not troubled with changes because there is nothing within to be troubled and therefore dead means quicke meanes or no meanes all is one with them an argument of a dead soul. And so we come more particularly and directly to the wordes Why art thou cast downe O my soule and why art thou disquieted within me c. The words imply 1 Davids state wherein he was and 2 expresse his carriage in that state His estate was such that in regard of outward condition he was in variety of troubles and that in regard of inward disposition of spirit he was first cast downe and then disquieted Now for his carriage of himselfe in this condition and disposition he dealeth roundly with himselfe David reasoneth the case with David and first checketh himselfe for being too much cast downe and then for being too much disquieted And then layeth a charge upon himselfe to trust in God wherein we have the duty he chargeth upon himselfe which is to trust in God and the grounds of the duty First from confidence of better times to come which would yeeld him matter of praising God And then by a representation of God unto him as a saving God in al troubles nay as salvation it selfe an open glorious Saviour in the view of all The salvation of my countenance and all this enforced from Davids interest in God He is my God Whence observe first from the state he was now in that since guilt and corruption hath been derived by the fall into the nature of man it hath been subjected to miserie and sorrow and that in all conditions from the King that sitteth on the Throne to him that grindeth on the Mill. None ever hath beene so good or so great as could raise themselves so high as to be above the reach of troubles And that choice part of mankind the first fruits and excellency of the rest which we call the Church more then others which appeares by consideration both of the Head the Body and members of the Church For the Head Christ he tooke our flesh as it was subject to miserie after the fall and was in regard of that which he endured both in life and death a man of sorrowes For the Body the Church It may say from the first to the last as it is Psal. 129. From my youth up they have afflicted me The Church beganne in blood hath growen up by blood and shall end in blood as it was redeemed by blood For the members they are all predestinate to a conformitie to Christ their Head as in grace and Glory so in abasement Rom. 8. 29. neither is it a wonder for those that are born soldiers to meet with conflicts for travailers to meete with hard usage for seamen to meete with storms for strangers in a strange country especially amongst their enemies to meete with strange entertainment A Christian is a man of another world and here from home which hee would forget if he were not exercised here and would take his passage for his country But though all Christians agree and meete in this that through many afflictions we must enter into heaven Yet according to the diversity of place parts and grace there is a different cup measured to every one And therefore it is but a plea of the flesh to except against the Crosse Never was poore creature distressed as I am this is but self-selfe-love for was it not the case both of Head Body and members as we see here in David a principall member When hee was brought to this case thus to reason the matter with himselfe Why art thou cast downe O my soule and why art thou disquieted within me From the frame of Davids spirit under these troubles wee may observe that as the case is thus with all Gods people to be exercised with troubles so They are sensible of them oftentimes even to casting downe and discouraging And the reason is they are flesh and blood subject to the same passions and made of the
to maintaine what is evill or shifts to translate it upon false causes or sences to arme us against whatsoever shall oppose us in our wicked waies Though it neither can nor will be good yet it would bee thought to be so by others and enforces a conceit upon it selfe that it is good It imprisons and keepes downe all light that may discover it both within it selfe and without it self if it lie in its power It flatters it selfe and would have all the world flatter it too which if it doth not it frets especially if it bee once discovered and crossed hence comes all the plotting against goodnesse that sinne may reigne without controule Is it not a lamentable case that man who out of the very principles of nature cannot but desire happinesse and abhorre misery yet should bee in love with eternall misery in the causes of it and abhorre happinesse in the wayes that leade unto it This sheweth us what a wonderfull deordination and disorder is brought upon mans nature For every other creature is naturally carried to that which is helpfull unto it and shunneth that which is any way hurtfull and offensive Onely man is in love with his owne bane and fights for those lusts that fight against his soule §. 4. Our duty is 1. to labour to see this sinfull disposition of ours not onely as it is discovered in the Scriptures but as it discovers it selfe in our owne hearts this must must be done by the light and teaching of Gods Spirit who knowes us and all the turnings and windings and by-wayes of our soules better then wee know our selves Wee must see it as the most odious and lothsome thing in the world making our natures contrary to Gods pure nature and of all other duties making us most indisposed to spirituall duties wherein wee should have neerest communion with God because it seizeth on the very spirits of our mindes 2. Wee should looke upon it as worse then any of those filthy streames that come from it nay then all the impure issues of our lives together there is more fire in the fornace then in the sparkles There is more poyson in the root then in all the branches for if the streame were stopt the branches cut off and the sparkles quenched yet there would bee a perpetuall supply as in good things the cause is better then the effect so in ill things the cause is worse Every fruit should make this poysonfull root more hatefull to us and the root should make us hate the fruit more as comming from so bad a root as being worse in the cause then in it selfe the affection is worse then the action which may be forced or counterfeited Wee cry out upon particâ—…r sinnes but are not humbled as wee should be for our impure dispositions Without the sight of which there 〈◊〉 be no sound repentance arising from the deep and through consideration of sin no desire to be new moulded without which we can never enter into so holy a place as heaven no selfe deniall till we see the best things in us are enmity against God no high prizing of Christ without whoÌ„ our natures our persoâ—… and our actions are abominable in Goâ—… sight nor any solid peace setled in the soule which peace ariseth not from the ignorance of our corruption or compounding with it but from sight and hatred of it and strength against it 3. Consider the spiritualnesse and large extent of the law of God together with the curse annexed which forbids not onely particular sinnes but all the kindes degrees occasions and furtherances of sinne in the whole breadth and depth of it and our very nature it selfe so farre as it is corrupted For want of which we see many alive without the law joviall and merry from ignorance of their misery who if they did but once see their natures and lives in that glasse it would take away that livelinesse and courage from them and make them vile in their owne eyes Men usually looke themselves in the lawes of the State wherin they live and thinke themselves good enough if they are free from the danger of penall statutes this glasse discovers onely foule spots grosse scandalls and breakings out Or else they judge of themselves by parts of nature or common grace or by outward conformity to Religion or else by that light they have to guide themselves in the affaires of this life by their faire and civill carriage c. and thereupon live and die without any sense of the power of godlinesse which begins in the right knowledge of our selves and ends in the right knowledge of God The spiritualnesse and purity of the law should teach us to consider the purity and holinesse of God the bringing of our soules into whose presence will make us to abhorre our selves with Iob in dust and ashes contraries are best seene by setting one neere the other Whilest we looke onely on oâ—… selves and upon others amongst whom we live we think our selves to be some body It is an evidence of some sincerity wrought in the soule not to shunne that light which may let us see the soul corners of our hearts and lives 4. The consideration of this likewise should enforce us to carry a double guard over our soules David was very watchfull yet we see here he was surprized unawares by the sudden rebellion of his heart we should observe our hearts as governours doe rebells and mutinous persons Observation awes the heart We see to what an excesse sinne groweth in those that deny themselves nothing nor will be denied in any thing who if they may doe what they will will doe what they may who turne liberty into licence and make all their abilities and advantages to doe good contributary to the commands of overruling and unruly lusts Were it not that God partly by his power suppresseth and partly by his grace subdueth the disorders of mans nature for the good of society and the gathering of a Church upon earth Corruption would swell to that excesse that it would overturne and confound all things together with it selfe Although there bee a common corruption that cleaves to the nature of all men in generall as men as distrust in GOD selfe-love a carnall and worldly disposition c. yet God so ordereth it that in some there is an ebbe and decrease in others God justly leaving them to themselves a flow and encrease of sinfulnesse even beyond the bounds of ordinary corruption whereby they become worse then themselves either like beasts in sensuality or like devills in spirituall wickednesse though all be blinde in spirituall things yet some are more blinded though all be hard hearted yet some are more hardened though all be corrupt in evill courses yet some are more corrupted and sinke deeper into rebellion then others Sometimes God suffers this corruption to breake out in civill men yeâ—… even in his owne children
with reason 6. Especially take heed of those cursed imaginations out of which as of mother roots others spring forth as questioning Gods Providence and care of his children his justice his disregarding of what is done here below c. thoughts of putting off our amendment for time to come and so blessing â—…r selves in an evill way thoughts against the necessity of exact and circumspect walking with God c. When these and such like principles of Satans and the fleshes divinitie take place in our hearts they block up the soule against the entrance of soule-saving truths and taint our whole conversation which is either good or evill as the principles are by which wee are guided and as our imagination is which lets in all to the soule The Iewes in Ieremies time were fore-stalled with vaine imaginations against sound repentance and therefore his counsell is Wash thine heart O Ierusalem how long shall vaine thoughts lodge within thee 7. Fancie will the better bee kept within its due bounds if wee consider the principall use thereof Sense and imagination is properly to judge what is comfortable or uncomfortable what is pleasing or displeasing to the outward man not what is morally or spiritually good or ill and thus farre by the lawes of nature and civility wee are bound to give fancie contentment both in our selves and others as not to speake or do any thing uncomely which may occasion a loathing or distast in our converse with men and it is a matter of conscience to make our lives as comfortable as may bee as wee are bound to love so wee are bound to use all helps that may make us lovely and indeare us into the good affections of others As wee are bound to give no offence to the conscience of another so to no power or faculty either of the outward or inward man of another Some are taken off in their affection by a fancie whereof they can give but little reason and some are more carelesse in giving offence in this kind then stands with that Christian circumspection and mutuall respect which wee owe one to another The Apostles rule is of large extent Whatsoever things are not onely true and honest and just but whatsoever things are lovely and of good report c. thinke of these things Yet our maine care should bee to manifest our selves rather to mens consciences then to their imaginations 8. It should be our wisedome likewise to place our selves in the best conveniency of all outward helps which may have a kinde working upon our fancie and to take heed of the contrary as time place and objects c. There bee good houres and good messengers of Gods sending golden opportunities wherein God uses to give a meeting to his children breathes good thoughts into them Even the wisest and holiest men as David and Solomon c. had no further safety then they were carefull of well using all good advantages and sequestring themselves from such objects as had a working power upon them by suffering their soules to bee led by their fancies and their hearts to runne after their eyes they betrayed and robbed themselves of much grace and comfort thereupon Solomon cries out with griefe and shame from his own experience Vanitie of vanities c. Fancy will take fire before wee bee aware Little things are seeds of great matters Iob knew this and therefore made a covenant with his eyes But a fooles eyes are in the corners of the earth saith Solomon Sometimes the ministring of some excellent thought from what we heare or see proves a great advantage of spirituall good to the soule Whilest Saint Austen out of curiosity delighted to heare the eloquence of St. Ambrose hee was taken with the matter it selfe sweetly sliding together with the words into his heart Of later times whilest Galeaceus Caracciolus an Italian Marquesse and Nephew to Pope Paul 5. was hearing Peter Martyr reading upon 1. Corinths and shewing the deceiveablenesse of mans judgement in spirituall things and the efficacy of divine truth in those that belong unto God and further using a similitude to this purpose If a man be walking afar off and see people dancing together and heare no noise of the musicke hee judges them fooles and out of thâ—… wits but when hee comes neerer and heares the musicke and sees that eâ—…rie motion is exactly done by art Now he changes his minde and is 〈◊〉 taken up with the sweet agreement of the gesture and the musicke that he is not onely delighted therewith but desirous to joine himselfe in the number so it falls out saith hee with men Whilest they looke upon the outward carriage and conversation of Gods people and see it differing from others they thinke them fooles but when they looke more narrowly into their courses and see a gracious harmony betwixt their lives and the word of God then they beginne to be in love with the beauty of holinesse and joyne in conformity of holy obedience with those they scorned before This Similitude wrought so with this Noble-man that he began from that time forward to set his mind to the studie of heavenly things One seasonable truth falling upon a prepared heart hath oftentimes a sweet and strong operation Luther confesseth that having heard a grave Divine Staupicius say that that is kinde repentance which begins from the love of God ever after that time the practise of repentance was sweeter to him This speech of his likewise tooke well with Luther that in doubts of predestination we should beginne from the wounds of Christ that is from the sense of Gods love to us in Christ wee should arise to the grace given us in election before the world was The putting of lively colours upon common truths hath oft a strong working both upon the fancy and our will and affections the spirit is refreshed with fresh things or old truths refreshed this made the Preacher seeke to finde out pleasing and acceptable words and our Saviour CHRISTS maner of teaching was by a lively representatiâ—… to mens fancies to teach them heavenly truths in an earthly sensible manner and indeed what doe wee see or heare but will yeeld matter to a holy heart to raise it selfe higher We should make our fancie serviceable to us in spirituall things and take advantage by any pleasure or profit or honour which it presents our thoughts withall to thinke thus with our selves What is this to the true honour and to those induring pleasures c. And seeing God hath condescended to represent heavenly things to us under earthly termes wee should follow Gods dealing herein God represents heaven to us under the terme of a banquet and of a kingdome c. our union with Christ under the terme of a mariage yea Christ himselfe under the name of whatsoever is lovely or comfortable in heaven or earth So the Lord sets out Hell to us by
established David hearkened what the Lord said before he said any thing to himselfe so should wee Gods Commands tend to this that wee should command our selves God and the Minister under God bid us trust in him but all is to no purpose till grace bee wrought in the soule whereby it bids it selfe Our speaking to others doth no good till they by entertaining what we say speake the same to their owne soules In this charge of David upon his owne soule we may see diverse passages and priviledges of a gracious heart in trouble §. 2. As 1. That a Christian when hee is beaten out of all other comforts yet hath a God to runne unto A wicked man beaten out of earthly comforts is as a naked man in a storme and an unarmed-man in the field or as a ship tossed in the Sea without an anchor which presently dashes upon rockes or falleth upon quicksands but a Christian when he is driven out of all comforts below nay when God seemes to bee angry with him hee can appeale from God angry to God appeased hee can wrastle and strive with God by Gods owne strength fight with him with his own weapons and plead with God by his owne arguments What a happy estate is this who would not be a Christian if it were but for this to have something to relie on when all things else faile The confusion and unquietnesse which troubles raise in the soule may drive it from resting in it selfe but there can never be any true peace setled untill it sees and resolves what to stay upon §. 3. 2. We see here that there is a sanctified use of all troubles to Gods children first they drive them out of themselves and then draw them neerer to GOD. Crosses indeed of themselves estrange us more from God but by an over-ruling worke of the spirit they bring 〈◊〉 neerer to him The soule of it selfe is ready to misgive as if God had too many controversies with it to shew any favour towards it and Sathan helpedâ—… because hee knowes nothing can stand and prevaile against God or a soule that relyeth on him therefore hee labours to breed and encrease an everlasting divisiâ—… betwixt God and the soule but let not Christians muse so much upon their trouble but see whether it carries them whether it brings them neerer unto God or not It is a never failing rule of discerning a man to be in the state of grace when he findes every condition draw him neerer to God for thus it appeares that such love God and are called of him unto whom all things worke together for the best §. 4. 3. Againe hence wee see that the spirit of God by these inward speeches doth awake the soule and keepe it in a holy exercise by stirring up the grace of faith to its proper function It is not so much the having of grace as grace in exercise that pâ—…eserves the soule therefore wee should by this and the like meanes stirre up the grace of God in us that so it may bee kept a working â—…nd in vigour and strength It was Davids manner to awake himselfe by bidding both heart and harpe to awake It is the waking Christian that haâ—…h his wit and his grace ready about him who is the safe Christian grace dormant without the exercise doth not secure us It is almost all one in regard of present exigence for grace not to be and not to worke The soule without action is like an instrument not played upon or like a ship alwayes in the Haven Motion is a preservative of the purity of things Even life it selfe is made more lively by action The spirit of GOD whereby his children are led is compared to things of the quickest and strongest actions as fire and winde c. God himselfe is a pure act alwayes in acting and every thing the nearer it comes to God the more it hath its perfection in working The happinesse of man consists chiefly in a gracious frame of spirit and actions sutable sweetly issuing there-from the very rest of heavenly bodies is in motion in their proper places By this stirring up the grace of God in us sparkles come to be flames and all graces are kept bright Troubles stirre up David and David being stirred stirres up himselfe §. 5. 4. We see likewise here a further use of Soliloquies or speeches to our own hearts when the soule by entring into it selfe sees it selfe put out of order then it injoynes this duty of trusting in God upon it if wee looke onely on our selves and not turne to God the worke of the soule is imperfect then the soule worketh as it should when as by reflecting on it selfe it gathers some profitable conclusion and leaveth it selfe with God David upon reflecting on himselfe found nothing but discouragement but when he lookes upward to GOD there hee findes rest This is one end why God suffers the soule to tire and beat it selfe that finding no rest in it selfe it might seeke to him David yeelds not so much to his passion as that it should keepe him from God Therefore let no man truly religious pretend for an excuse his temper or provoking occasions c. for grace doth raise the soule above nature Grace doth not only stop the soule in an evill way but carries it to a contrary good and raiseth it up to God Though holy men be subject to like passions with others as it is said of Elias yet they are not so inthralled to them as that they carry them wholly away from their God but they heare a voice of the spirit within them calling them backe againe to their former communion with God and so grace takes occasion even from sinne to exercise it selfe §. 6. 5. Observe further that distrust is the cause of all disquiet the soule suffers it selfe by something here below to be drawne away from God but can finde no rest till it returne to him againe As Noahs Dove had no place to set her foote upon till it was received into the Arke from whence it came And it is Gods mercy to us that when we have let goe our hold of God wee should finde nothing but trouble and unquietnesse in any thing else that so we might remember from whence wee are fallen and returne home againe That is a good trouble which frees us from the greatest trouble and brings with it the most comfortable rest It is but an unquiet quiet and a restlesse rest which is out of God It is a deepe spirituall judgement for a man to finde too much rest in the creature The soule that hath had a saving worke upon it will be alwayes impatient untill it recovers its former sweetnesse in God After Gods spirit hath once touched the soule it will never be quiet untill it stands pointed God-ward But conscience may object upon any offence God is offended and therefore not to be trusted It is true where faith
is a subsisting of three persons every one so set out unto us as fitted for us to trust in the Father as a Creator the Sonne as a Redeemer the Holy Ghost as a Comforter and all this in reference to us God in the first person hath decreed the great work of our salvation and all things tending to the accomplishment of it God in the second person hath exactly and fully answered that decree and plot in the worke of our redemption God in the third person discovers and applyes all unto us and fits us for communion with the Father and the Sonne from whom he proceeds 3. GOD cannot be comfortably thought upon out of Christ our mediator in whom hee was reconciling the world to himselfe as being a friend both to God and us and therefore fit to bring God and the soule together being a middle person in the trinity In Christ Gods nature becomes lovely to us and ours to God otherwise there is an utter enmity betwixt his pure and our impure nature Christ hath made up the vaste gulfe betweene God and us there is nothing more terrible to thinke on then an absolute God out of Christ. 4. Therefore for the better drawing of us to trust in God we must conceive of him under the sweet relation of a Father Gods nature is Fatherly now unto us and therefore lovely 5. And for further strengthning our faith it is needfull to consider what excellencies the Scripture giveth unto God answerable to all our necessities what sweet Names God is pleased to be knowne unto us by sor our comfort as a mercifull gracious long suffering God c. When Moses desired to see the glory of God God thus manifested himself in the way of goodnesse I will mâ—… all my goodnesse passe before thee Whatsoever is good in the creature is first in God as in a fountaine and it is in God in a more emiâ—… manner and fuller measure All grace and holinesse all sweetnesse of affection all power and wisdome c. as it is in him so it is from him and we come to conceive these properties to bee in God 1. by feeling the comfort and power of them in our selves 2. by observing these things in their measure to be in the best of the creatures whence wee arise to take notice of what grace and what love what strength and wisdome c. is in God by the beames of these which we see in his creature with adding in our thoughts fulnesse peculiar to God and abstracting imperfections incident to the creature for that is in God in the highest degree the sparkles whereof is but in us 6. Therefore it is fit that unto all other eminencies in God wee should strengthen our faith by considering those glorious singularities which are altogether incommunicable to the creature and which gives strength to his other properties as that God is not onely gracious and loving powerfull wise c. but that he is infinitely 〈◊〉 and unchangeably so All which are comprised in and drawne from that one name Iehovah as being of himselfe and giving a being to all things else of nothing and able when it pleaseth him to turne all things to nothing againe As God is thus so he makes it good by answerable actions and dealing towards us by his continuall providence the consideration whereof is a great stay to our faith for by this providence God makes use of all his former excellencies for his peoples good for the more comfortable apprehension of which it is good to know that Gods providence is extended as farre as his creation Every creature in every element and place whatsoever receiveth a powerfull influence from God who doth what pleaseth him both in heaven and earth in the sea and all places But we must know God doth not put things into a frame and then leave them to their owne motion as wee doe clocks after wee have once set them right and ships after wee have once built them commit them to winde and waves but as hee made all things and knowes all things so by a continued kind of creation he preserves all things in their being and working and governes them to their ends Hee is the first mover that sets all the wheeles of the creature a working One wheele may move another but all are moved by the first If God moves not the clock of the creature stands If God should not uphold things they would presently fall to nothing from whence they came If God should not guide things Sathans malice and mans weaknesse would soone bring all to a confusion If God did not rule the great family of the world all would breake and fall to pieces whereas the wise providence of God keepeth every thing on its right hinges All things stand in obedience to this providence of God and nothing can withdraw it selfe from under it If the creature withdraw it selfe from one order of providence it falls into another If man the most unruly and disordered creature of all withdraw himselfe from Gods gracious government of him to happinesse hee will soone fall under Gods just government of him to deserved misery If hee shakes off Gods sweet yoake he puts himselfe under Sathans heavy yoake who as Gods executioner hardens him to destruction and so whiles hee rushes against Gods will he fulfils it And whilst he will not willingly doe Gods will Gods will is done upon him against his will The most casuall things fall under providence yea the most disordered thing in the world sinne and of sins the most horrible that ever the Sunne beheld the crucifying of the Lord of life was guided by a hand of providence to the greatest good For that which is ca suall in regard of a second cause is not so in regard of the first whose providence is most cleerely seene in casuall events that fall out by accident for in these the effect cannot be ascribed to the next cause God is said to kill him who was unwarily slaine by the falling of an axe or some instrument of death And though man hath a freedome in working and of all men the Hearts of Kings are most free yet even these are guided by an over ruling power as the rivers of water are carryed in their channels whither skilfull men list to derive them For setling of our faith the more God taketh liberty in using weake meanes to great purposes and setteth aside more likely and able meanes yea sometimes he altogether disableth the greatest meanes and worketh often by no meanes at all It is not from want of power in God but from abundance multiplying of his goodnesse that hee useth any means at all there is nothing that he doth by meanes but hee is able to doe without meanes Nay God often bringeth his will to passe by crossing the course and stream of meanes to shew his own soveraignty and to exercise our dependance and maketh
night and the preservation of the world from any further overflowing of waters continueth which if it should fayle yet his covenant with his people shall abide firme for ever though the whole frame of nature were dissolved When we have thus gotten a fit foundation for the soule to lay it selfe upon Our next care must be by Trusting to build on the same All our misery 's either in having a false foundation or else in loose building upon a true therefore having so strong a ground as Gods Nature his providence his promise c. to build upon the only way for establishing our soules is by trust to rely firmly on him Now the reason why Trust is so much required is because 1. it emptyeth the soule and 2. by emptying enlargeth it and 3. seasoneth and fitteth the soule to joyne with so gracious an object and 4. filleth it by carrying it out of it selfe unto God who presently so soone as he is trusted in conveyes himselfe and his goodnesse to the soule and thus we come to have the comfort and God the glory of all his excellencies Thus salvation comes to be sure unto us whilest faith looking to the promises and to God freely offering grace therein resigns up it selfe to God making no further question from any unworthinesse of its owne And thus wee returne to God by cleaving to him from whom we fell by distrust living under a new covenant meerely of grace And no grace fitter then that which gives all to Christ considering the fountaine of all our good is out of our selves in him it being safest for us who were so ill husbands at the first that it should be so therefore it is fit we should have use of such a grace that will carry us out of our selves to the spring head The way then whereby faith quieteth the soule is by raising it above all discontentments and stormes here below and pitching it upon God thereby uniting it to him whence it drawes vertue to oppose and bring under whatsoever troubles its peace For the soule is made for God and never findes rest till it returns to him againe when God and the soule meet there will follow contentment God simply considered is not all our happynesse but God as trusted in and Christ as wee are made one with him The soule cannot so much as touch the hemme of Christs garment but it shall finde vertue comming from him to sanctifie and settle it God in Christ is full of all that is good when the soule is emptyed inlarged and opened by faith to receive goodnesse offered there must needs follow sweet satisfaction §. 2. For the better strengthning of our trust it is not sufficient that we trust in God and his truth revealed but we must doe it by light and strength from him Many beleeve in the truth by humane arguments but no arguments will convince the soule but such as are fetched from the inward nature and powerfull worke of truth it selfe No man can know God but by God None can know the Sunne but by its owne light None can know the truth of God so as to build upon it but by the truth it self and the Spirit revealing it by its owne light to the soule that soule which hath felt the power of truth in casting it downe and raising it up againe will easily be brought to rest upon it It is neither education nor the authority of others that professe the same truth or that we have been so taught by men of great parts c. will settle the heart untill we finde an inward power and authority in the truth it selfe shining in our hearts by its owne beames hence comes unsetlednesse in time of troubles because we have not a spirituall discerning of spiritual things Supernaturall truths must have a supernaturall power to apprehend them therefore God createth a spirituall eye and hand of the soule which is faith In those that are truely converted all saving truths are transcribed out of the Scripture into their hearts they are taught of God So as they finde all truths both concerning the sinfull estate and the gracious and happy estate of man in themselves they cary a divinity in them and about them so as from a saving feeling they can speake of conversion of sin of grace and the comforts of the spirit c. and from this acquaintance are ready to yeeld and give up themselves to truth revealed and to God speaking by it Trust is never sound but upon a spirituall conviction of the truth and goodnesse we rely upon for the effecting of which the Spirit of God must likewise subdue the rebellion and maâ—…e of our will that so it may be sutable and levell to divine things and rellish them as they are wee must apprehend the love of God and the fruits of it as better then life it selfe and then choosing and cleaving to the same will soone follow for as there is a fitnesse in divine truths to all the necessities of the soule so the Soule must be fitted by them to savour and apply them to it selfe and then from an harmony between the soule and that which it applyes it selfe unto there will follow not onely peace in the soule but joy and delight surpassing any contentment in the world besides As there is in God to satisfie the whole soule so trust caries the whole soule to God this makes trust not so easie a matter because there must bee an exercise of every faculty of the soule or else our trust is imperfect and lame there must be a knowledge of him whom we trust and why we trust an affiance and love c. Onely they that know God will trust in him not that knowledge alone is sufficient but because the sweetnesse of Gods love is let into the soule thereby which draweth the whole soule to him Wee are bidden to trust perfectly in God therefore seeing wee have a God so full of perfection to trust in we should labour to trust perfectly in him And it is good for the exercise of trust to put cases to our selves of things that probably may fall out and then returne to our soules to search what strength we have if such things should come to passe thus David puts cases perfect faith dares put the hardest cases to its soule and then set God against all that may befall it Againe labour to fit the promise to every condition thou art in there is no condition but hath a promise sutable therefore no condition but wherein God may bee trusted because his truth and goodnesse is alwayes the same And in the promise looke both to the good promised and to the faithfulnesse and love of the promiser It is not good to looke upon the difficulty of the thing wee have a promise against but who promiseth it and for whose sake and so see all good things in Christ made over to
when there is greatest neede thereof that so our hearts may be forced to put up that petition of the Disciples to God Lord increase our faith Lord helpe us against our unbeleeving hearts c. By prayer and holy thoughts stirred up in the use of the meanes we shall feele divine strength infused and conveyed into our soules to trust The more care we ought to have to maintaine our trust in God because besides the hardnesse of it it is a radicall and fundamentall grace it is as it were the mother root and great veyne whence the exercise of all graces have their beginning and strength The decay of a plant though it appeares first from the withering of the twigs and branches yet it arises chiefly from a decay in the roote So the decay of grace may appeare to the view first in our company carryage and speeches c. but the primitive and originall ground of the same is weaknesse of faith in the heart therefore it should be our wisedome especially to looke to the feeding of the roote we must 1. looke that our principles and foundation be good and 2. build strongly upon them and 3. repaire our building every day as continuall breaches shall be made upon us either by corruptions and temptations from within or without And wee shall finde that the maine breaches of our lives arise either frō false principles or doubts or mindlesnesse of those that are true All sin is a turning of the soul from God to some other seeming good but this proceeds from a former turning of the soule from God by distrust As faith is the first returne of the soule to God so the first degree of departing from God is by infidelity and from thence comes a departure by other sins by which as sinne is of a winding nature our unbeliefe more increaseth and so the rent and breach betwixt our soules and God is made greater still which is that Sathan would have till at length by departing further and further from him wee come to have that peremptory sentence of everlasting departure pronounced against us so that our departure from God now is a degree to separation for ever from him Therefore it is Sathans maine care to come betweene God and the Soule that so unloosing us from God wee might more easily be drawne to other things and if he drawes us to other things it is but onely to unloose our hearts from God the more for hee well knowes whilest our soules cleave close to God there is no prevailing against us by any created policy or power It was the cursed policy of Balaam to advise Balak to draw the people from God by fornication that so GOD might be drawne from them the sinne of their base affections crept into the very spirits of their minde and drew them from God to Idolatry Bodily adultery makes way for spirituall An unbeleeving heart is an ill heart and a treacherous heart because it makes us to depart from God the living God c. Therefore wee should especially take heed of it as wee love our lives yea our best life which ariseth from the union of our soules with God None so opposed as a Christian and in a Christian nothing so opposed as his faith because it opposeth whatsoever opposes God both within and without us it captivates and brings under whatsoever rises up against GOD in the heart and sets it selfe against whatsoever makes head against the soule And because mistake is very dangerous and wee are prone to conceive that to trust in God is an easie matter therefore it is needfull that we should have a right conceit of this trust what it is and how it may be discerned lest we trust to an untrusty trust and to an unsteady stay We may by what hath been said before partly discerne the nature of it to be nothing else but an exercise of faith whereby looking to God in Christ through the promises wee take off our soules from all other supports and lay them upon God for deliverance and upholding in all ill present or future felt or feared and the obtaining of all good which GOD sees expedient for us Now that we may discerne the truth of our trust in God the better wee must know that true trust is willing to be tryed and searched and can say to God as David Now Lord what wait I for my hope is in thee and as it is willing to come to tryall so it is able to endure tryall and to hold out in opposition as appeares in David If faith hath a promise it will rely and rest upon it say flesh and bloud what it can to the contrary true faith is as large as the promise and will take Gods part against whatsoever opposes it And as faith singles not out one part of divine truth to beleeve and rejects another so it relyes upon God for every good thing one as well as another the ground whereof is this The same love of God that intends us heaven intends us a supply of all necessaries that may bring us thither A child that beleeves his father will make him Heire doubts not but he will provide him food and nourishment and give him breeding sutable to his future condition It is a vaine pretence to beleeve that God will give us heaven and yet leave us to shift for our selves in the way Where trust is rightly planted it gives boldnesse to the soule in going to God for it is grounded upon the discovery of Gods love first to us and seeth a warrant from him for whatsoever it trusts him for though the things themselves be never so great yet they are no greater then God is willing to bestow againe trust is bold because it is grounded upon the worthinesse of a Mediator who hath made way to Gods favour for us and appeares now in heaven to maintain it towards us Yet this boldnesse is with humility which carryes the soule out of it selfe and that boldnesse which the soule by trust hath with God is from God himself it hath nothing to alleadge from it selfe but its owne emptinesse and Gods fulnesse it s owne sinfulnesse and Gods mercy it s owne humble obedience and Gods command hence it is that the true beleevers heart is not lifted up nor swells with selfe confidence as trust comes in that goes out trust is never planted and growes but in an humble and low soule trust is a holy motion of the soule to God and motion arises from want those and those only seek out abroad that want succour at home Plants move not from place to place because they finde nourishment where they stand but living creatures seeke abroad for their food and for that end have a power of mooving from place to place and this is the reason why trust is expressed by going to God Hereupon trust is a dependant grace answerable to our dependant condition
to â—…easure it Therefore whatsoever â—…e God brings my soule into I am 〈◊〉 rest in his goodnesse and not except â—…gainst his dealing That peace and joy â—…ich riseth from griefe in the use of â—…eanes and makes the soule more â—…ble and thankfull to God and lesse censorious and more pitifull to others is no illusion nor false light The maine end of griefe and sorow is tâ—… make us value the grace and mercy of God in Christ above all the contentments which sinne feeds on Which where it is found we may know that griefe for sin hath enough possessed the soule before The sufficiency of things is to be judged by an answerablenesse to their use and ends God makes sinne bitter that Christ may be sweet that measure of griefe and sorow is sufficient which brings us and holds us to Christ. Hatred being the strongest deepest and steadiest affection of the soule against that which is evill Griefe for sinne is then right when it springs from hatred and encreaseth further hatred against it Now the soule may bee knowne to hate sin when it seekes the utter â—…lishing of it for hatred is an impâ—…ble and irreconcileable affection True hatred is caried against 〈◊〉 whole kinde of sin without respect 〈◊〉 any wrong done to us but only out of meere Antipathie and contrariety of â—…sposition to it As the Lambe hateth â—…he whole kinde of Wolves and man â—…eth the whole kinde of Serpents A load does us no harme but yet wee â—…e it That which is hatefull to us the â—…earer it is the more wee shun and abâ—…orre it as venomous Serpents and â—…full creatures because the neerenesse of the object affects us more deeply Therefore if our griefe spring â—…om true hatred of sinne it will make â—…o new league with it but grieve for 〈◊〉 sinne especially for our owne particular sinnes as being contrary to the worke of Gods grace in us then is griefe 〈◊〉 affection of the new creature and every way of the right breed But for fuller satisfaction in this case â—…e must know there is sometimes griefe 〈◊〉 sin in us when we thinke there is none 〈◊〉 wants but stirring up by some quickning word the remembrance of Gods â—…avours and our unkindnesse or the aâ—…â—…aking of our consciences by some â—…osse will raise up this affection feelingly in us As in the affection of love many thinke that they have no love to God at all yet let God be dishonoured in his name truth or children and their love will soone stirre and appeare in just anger In want of griefe for sinne we must remember 1. That wee must have this affection from God before we can bring it unto God And therefore in the second place Our chiefe care should be not to harden our hearts against the motions of the spirit stirring us to seasonable griefe for that may cause a judicial hardnesse from God God oft inflicteth some spirituall judgement as a correction upon men for not yeelding to his spirit at the first they feele a hardnesse of heart growing upon them This made the Church complaine Why hast thou hardened our hearts from thy feare which if Christians did well consider they would more carefully entertaine such impressions of sorow as the spirit in the use of the meanes and observation of Gods dealing towardâ—… tselves or others shall worke in â—…m then they doe It is a saying of 〈◊〉 Let a man grieve for his sinne and 〈◊〉 for his griefe Though wee can neiâ—…er love nor grieve nor joy of our â—…es as we should yet our hearts tell 〈◊〉 wee are often guilty of giving a â—…ck to the spirit stirring these affectiâ—… in us which is a maine cause of the â—…y sharp afflictions wee endure in â—…is life though Gods love in the main â—…er of salvation be most firme unto 〈◊〉 We must not thinke to have all this â—…fe at first at once for oftentimes â—…n deeper after a sight and feeling of Gods love then it was before God is a 〈◊〉 Agent and knowes every mans seâ—…ll mould and the severall services â—…is to use them in and oft takes liberâ—… afterwards to humble men more â—…en he hath inabled them better to â—…e it then in their first entrance inâ—… Religion Griefe before springs â—…monly from selfe-love and feare â—…ger Let no man suspect his estate â—…se God spares him in the beginning For Christians many times meete with greater trials after their conversion then ever they thought on When men take little fines they means to take the greater rent God will have his children first or last to feele what sin is and how much they are beholding to him for Christ. This griefe doth not alwayes arise frâ—… poring on sinne but by oft considering of the infinite goodnesse of God in Christ and thereby reflecting on our owne unworthinesse not onely in regard of sinne past but like wise of the sin that hangeth upon us and issues daily from 〈◊〉 The more holy a man is the more hee sees the holinesse of Gods nature with whom he desires to have communion the more he is grieved that there shoul be any thing found in him displeasing to so pure a Majestie And as all our griefe comes noâ—… 〈◊〉 first so God will not have it come 〈◊〉 once but to be a streame alwayes â—…ning fed with a spring yet withiin 〈◊〉 bankes though sometimes deepâ—… sometimes shallower Griefe for sâ—… iâ—… like a constant streame griefe for â—…her things is like a torrent or swelling waters which are soone up soone downe what it wants in greatnesse is made up in continuance Againe If wee watch not our nature there will be a spice of Popery which is a naturall Religion in this great desire of â—…re griefeâ—… as if we had that then we had something to satisfie God withall â—…nd so our mindes will run too much â—…pon workes This griefe must not â—…ly bee wrought by God revealing 〈◊〉 sinne and his mercy unto us in Christ But when it is wrought wee â—…st altogether rest in a sense of our â—…e emptinesse upon the full satisfaâ—…on and worthinesse of Christ our Saâ—… All this that hath beene said tends 〈◊〉 to the abating of our desire to have 〈◊〉 tender and bleeding heart for sinne 〈◊〉 that in the pursuit of this desire we 〈◊〉 not cast downe so as to question our â—…es if we feele not that measure of â—…se which we desire and endeavour 〈◊〉 Or to refuse our portion of joy which God offers us in Christ. Considering griefe is no further good then it makes way for joy which caused our Saviour to joyne them together Blessed are the mourners for they shall bee comforted Being thus disposed wee may commit our souls to God in peace notwithstanding Satans troubling of us in the houre of temptation CHAP. XXIII Other spirituall causes of the soules trouble discovered and removed and objectâ—…ons answered ANother thing that
devices turned upon their owne heads will more torment them In this case it will much comfort to goe into the Sanctuary for there wee shall be able to say Yet God is good to 〈◊〉 God hath an Arke for his there is no condition so ill but there is Balme in Gilead comfort in Israel The depths â—…f misery are never beyond the depths of mercy God oft for this very end strips his Church of all helpes below that it may onely rely upon him and that it may appeare that the Church is ruled by an higher power then it is opposed by And then is the time when we may exâ—…ct great deliverances of the Church when there is a great faith in the great God From all that hath beene said wee see that the only way to quiet the soul is to lay a charge upon it to trust God â—…d that unquietnesse and impatiency me symtomes and discoveries of an unâ—… leeving heart CHAP. XXVI Of divine reasons in a beleever Of his minding to praise God more then to bee delivered TO goe on I shall yet praise him In these words David expresseth the reasons and grounds of his trust namely from the interest hee had in God by experience and speciall covenant wherein in generall we may observe that those who truly trust in God labour to back their faith with sound arguments faith is an understanding grace it knowes whom it trusts and for what and upon what grounds it trusts Reason of it selfe cannot finde what we should beleeve yet when God hath discovered the same faith tells us there is great reason to beleeve it faith useth reason though not as a ground yet as a sanctified instrument to finde out Gods grounds that it may rely upon them He beleeves best that knowes best why hee should beleeve Confidence and love and other affections of the soule though they have no reason grafted in them yet thus farre they are reasonable as that they are in a wise man raised up guided and laid downe with reason or else men were neither to be blamed nor praised for ordering their affections a right whereas not only civill vertue but grace it selfe is especially conversant in ruling the affections by sanctified reason The soule guides the will and affections otherwise then it doth the outward members of the body It swayes the affections of confidence love joy c. as a Prince doth his wiser subjects and as Counsellors doe a well ordered State 〈◊〉 ministring reasons to them but the â—…le governes the outward members by command as a master doth a slave â—…his will is enough The hand and foot â—…ve upon command without regarding any reason but wee will not trust 〈◊〉 rejoyce in God without reason or a 〈◊〉 of reason at the least Sinne it selfe never wanted a reason 〈◊〉 as it is but we call it unreasonable â—…use it hath no good reason for it for reason being a beame of God cannot strengthen any worke of darknesse God having made man an understanding creature guides him by a way sutable to such a condition and that is the reason why God in mercy yeelds so far to us in his word as to give us so many reasons of our affiance in him What is encouragement and comfort but a demonstration to us of greater reasons to raise us up then there are to cast us downe Davids reasons here are drawne partly from some promise of deliverance and partly from Gods nature and dealing with him whom as he had formerly found an healing a saving God so he expects to finde him still and partly from the covenant of grace hee is my God The chiefe of his reasons are fetched from God what he is in himselfe and what hee is and will be to his children and what to him in particular though godly men have reasons for their trst yet those reasons be divine and spirituall as faith it selfe is for as naturally as beames come from the Sunne and branches from the roote even so by divine discourse one truth issueth from another And as the beames and the Sunne as the roote and branches are all of one nature so the grounds of comfortable truths and reasons taken from those grounds are both of same divinity and authority though in time of temptation discourse is oft so troubled that it cannot see how one truth riseth from another this is one priviledge of heaven that our knowledge there shall not be so much discoursive proving one thing by another as definitive seeing things in their grounds with a more present view the soule being then raised and enlarged to a present conceiving of things and there being no flesh and blood in us to raise objections that must be satisfied with reasoning Sometimes in a clearer state of the soule faith hath not so much use of reasons but upon neere and sweet communion with God and by reason of some likenesse betweene the soule that hath a divine nature stamped upon it and God it presently without any long discourse runneth to God as it were by a supernaturall instinct as by a naturall instinct a childe runneth to his Father in any distresse Yea and from that common light of nature which discovereth there is a God even naturall men in extremities will runne to God and God as the Author of nature will sometimes heare them as he doth the yong Ravens that cry unto him but comfortably and with assurance onely those have a familiar recourse unto him that have a sanctified sutable disposition unto God as being well acquainted with him Sometimes againe faith is put to it to use reasons to strengthen it selfe and therefore the soule studieth arguments to help it selfe by either from inward store laid up in the soule or else it hearkeneth and yeelds to reasons suggested by others and there is no gracious heart but hath a frame sutable and agreeable to any holy and comfortable truth that shall be brought and enforced upon it there is something in his spirit that answers what ever comes from the spirit of God though perhaps it never heard of it before yet it presently claimes kindred of it as comming from the same blessed Spring the â—…ly Spirit and therefore a gracious heart sooner takes comfort then another as being prepared to close with it The reasons here brought by David are not so much arguments to convince his judgement as motives and inducements to encline his will to trust in God for trusting being a holy relying upon God carieth especially the will to him now the will is led with the goodnesse of things as the understanding is led with truth the heart must be sweetned with consideration of love and mercy in him whom we trust as well as convinced of his ability to doe us good the cords that draw the heart to trust are the cords of love and the cords of love are especially the love of him to us whom we love and therefore the most prevailing reasons that
Queen Elizabeth might come to the Crowne 2. That hee might seale the truth with his heart blood 3. And that the Gospell might be restored once againe once againe which he expressed with great vehemency of spirit All which three God heard him in But the priviledges of a few must not be made a generall rule for all Priviledges goe not out of the persons but rest there Yet if men would maintaine a neerer communion with God there is no doubt but hee would reveale himselfe in more familiar maner to them in many particulars then usually he doth Those particular promises in the 91. Psalme and other places are made good to such as have a particular faith and to all others with those limitations annexed to promises of that nature so far forth as God seeth it will induce to their good and his owne glory and so farre forth as they depend upon him in the use of meanes And is not this sufficient to stay a gracious heart But not to insist upon particular promises and revelations the performance whereof wee enjoy here in this present life we have rich and precious promises of finall and full deliverance from all evill and perfect enjoying of all good in that life which is to come yet not so to come but that we have the earnest and first fruits of it here All is not kept for heaven Wee may say with David Oh how great is thy goodnesse which thou hast laid up for them that feare thee and not onely so but how great is that goodnesse which thou hast wrought in them that trust in thee even before the sons of men God treasures not up all his goodnesse for the time to come but layes much of it out daily before such as have eyes to behold it Now Gods maine end in revealing â—…ch glorious promises of the life to come is that they might be a ground of comfort to us and of praise to him even in this life And indeed what can be grievous in this world to him that hath heaven in his eye What made our blessed Saviour endure the â—…osse and despise shame but the joy of glory to come set before him The duty that David brought his heart to before hee had a full enjoyment of what he looked for was patient waiting it being Gods use to put a long date often times to the peformance of his promises David after hâ—… had the promise of a Kingdome was pâ—…t off a long time ere he was invested to it Abraham was an olde man before he enjoyed his sonne of the Promise Ioseph stayed a long time before he was exalted Our blessed Saviour himselfe was thirty foure yeares olde before he was exalted up into glory God deferres but his deferring is no empty space wherein no good is done but there is in that space a fitting for promises Whilest the seed lyeth hid in the earth time is not lost for Winter fits for Spring yea the harder the Winter the more hopefull the Spring yet were it a meere empty space wee should hold out because of the great things to come but being onely a preparing time we should passe it with the lesse discouragement Let this support us in all the thwartings of our desire it is a folly to thinke that wee should have Physick and health both at once we must endure the working of Gods Physick when the sick humour is caried away and purged then wee shall enjoy desired health God promiseth forgivenesse of sinne but thou findest the burthen of it daily on thee Cheere up thy selfe when the morning is darkest then comes day after a weary weeke comes a Sabbath and after a fight victory will appeare Gods time is best therefore resolve upon waiting his leisure For the better demeaning of our selves herein we must know we must so waite that we provoke not in â—…e meane time his patience on whom â—…e depend by putting forth our hand to any evill which indeed is a crossing of our hopes Therefore waiting upon God is alwayes joyned with doing good There is an influence in the thing hoped for in the spirit of him that truly hopes stirring him up to a sutable conformity by purging himself of whatso ever will not stand with the holines of that condition Waiting implyes all graces as Patience Perseverance Long suffering in holding out notwithstanding the tediousnesse of time deferred Courage and breaking through all difficulties that stand betweene For what is waiting indeed but a continuing in a gracious inoffensive course till the accomplishment of our desires Whence wee may discerne a maine difference betwixt a Christian and a carnall man who is short-spirited and all for the present hee will have his good here whereas a Saint of God continues still waiting though all things seeme contrary to what he expects The presence of things to come is such to faith as it makes it despise the pleasure of sinne for a season What evidence of goodnes is it for a man to be good onely upon the apprehension of something that contents him Here is the glory of faith that it can upon Gods bare promise crosse it selfe in things pleasing to nature and raise up the soule to a disposition some wayes answerable to that blessed estate which though yet it enjoyes not yet it is undoubtedly perswaded of and lookes for What can incourage us more to waite then this that the good we waite for is greater then wee are able to conceive yea greater then wee can desire or hope for This was no presumptuous resolution of Davids owne strength but it issued from his present truth of heart so farre as he knew the same together with an humble dependance upon God both for deliverance and a heart to praise him for it because Gods benefits are usually entire and are sweetned with such a sense of his love as causeth a thankfull heart which to a â—…e Christian is a greater blessing then â—…e deliverance it selfe as making the â—…ule better David doth acknowledge with humble admiration that a heart â—…larged comes from God Who am I saith he and who are my people He mentioneth here praising God in â—…ead of deliverance because a heart enlarged to praise God is indeed the greatest part of the deliverance for by it the soule is delivered out of its owne straits and discontent CHAP. XXVIII Divers qualities of the praise due to God With helps therein And notes of Gods hearing our prayers THough this be Gods due and our duty and in it selfe a delightfull thing yet it is not so easie a matter to praise God as many imagine Musick is sweet but the setting of the strings in tune is â—…pleasing our soules will not be long 〈◊〉 â—…e and it is harsh to us to go about the setting them in order like curious Clocks a little thing will hinder the motion especially passion which disturbs not onely the frame of grace in us but the very frame of nature
a wise redeeming of time to observe the best seasons of thankfulnesse a cheerefull heart will best close with a cheerefull duty and therefore it is not good to waste so fit a temper in frivolous things but after some contentment given to nature let God have the fruit of his owne planting otherwise it is even no better then the refreshing of him that standeth by a good fire and cryeth Ah ah I 〈◊〉 warme David doth not say I will thanke God but I shall priase him though hee intends that Thankes is then best when it tends to praising and there ends for thankes alone shewes respect to our 〈◊〉 good onely praises to Gods glory and in particular to the glory of such excellencies whence the benefit comes and from thence the soule is enlarged to thinke highly of all Gods excellenties Hanna upon particular thankes for hearing her about a childe takes occasion to set out Gods other excellencies and riseth higher and higher from one to many from the present time to that which was to come from particular favours to her selfe she stirres up others to praise God for his mercy to them So David Deliver me O God and my tongue shall sing of thy praises Hee propounds this as an ingagement to the Lord to helpe him because it should tend to the inlargement of his glory he was resolved to improve Gods favour this way The Spirit of God workes like new â—…ine enlarging the spirit from one degree of praising God to another and because it foresees the eternity of Gods love as farre as it can it endeavours an eternity of Gods praise a gracious heart upon taste of favour shewed to it selfe is presently warmed to spread the praise of God to others and the more it sees the fruit of trusting God and his truth in performing promise the more it still honours that trusting as knowing that it lyes upon Gods honour to honour those that honour him blessing will procure blessing the soule hath never such freedome from sinne as when it is in a thankfull frame for thankfulnes issues from a heart truly humbled and emptied of it selfe truly loving and rejoycing in God and upon any sinne the spirit is grieved and straitned and the lips sealed up in such a heart for the conscience upon any sinne lookes upon it not only as disobedience against Gods will and authority but as unâ—…ankfulnesse to his goodnesse and this â—…elteth a godly heart most of all WheÌ„ Nathan told David God had done this â—…d this for him and was ready to doe nore he could not hold in the confessiâ—… of his sinne but relented and gave in presently We ought not onely to give thanks but â—…o be thankfull to meditate and study the praises of God Our whole life should be nothing else but a continuall â—…lessing of his holy name endeavouring to bring in all we have and to lay iâ—… out for God and his people to see where he hath any receivers our goodnesse is nothing to God wee need bring 〈◊〉 water to the fountaine nor light to the Sun Thankfulnesse is full of invention it deviseth liberall things though it be our duty to be good Stewards of our talents yet thankfulnesse addes a lustre and a more gracious acceptance as having more of that which God calls for Our praising God should not bee as sparkes out of a flint but as water out of a spring naturall ready free as Gods love to us is mercy pleases him so should praises please us It is our happinesse when the best part in us is exercised about the best and highest worke it was a good speech of him that said If God had made me a Nightingale I would have sung as a Nightingale but now God hath made mee a man I will sing forth the praises of God which is the worke of a Saint onely All thy workes blesse thee and thy Saints praise thee All things are either blessings in their nature or so blessed as they are made blessings to us by the over-ruling comming of him who maketh all things serviceable to his even the worst things in this sense are made spirituall to Gods people against their owne nature how great is that goodnesse which makes even the worst things good Little favours come from no small love but even from the same love that God intends the greatest things to us and are pledges of it the godly are more thankfull for the least favours then worldly men for the greatest the affection of the giver inhaunces the 〈◊〉 O then let us labour to improve â—…oth what we have and what we are â—…o his glory It discovers that we love God not onely with all our understanding heart and affection but when with all our might and power so farre as we have advantage by any part relatiâ—… or calling whatsoever we endeavour â—…o doe him service wee cannot have a â—…eater honour in the world then to be honoured of God to be abundant in this kinde Our time here is short and we shall 〈◊〉 ere long bee called to a reckoning â—…refore let us study reall praises Gods blessing of us is in deed and so should ours be of him Thankes in words is good but in deeds is better leaves are good but fruit is better and of fruit that which costs us most True praise requires our whole man the judgement to esteeme the memory to treasure up the will to resolve the affections to deâ—…ght the tongue to speake of and the â—…e to expresse the rich favours of God what can we thinke of what can we call to minde what can we resolve upon what can we speake what can we expresse in our whole course better then the praises of him of whom and through whom and to whom wee and all things are Our whole life should speake nothing but thankfulnesse every condition and place we are in should be a witnesse of our thankfulnesse this will make the times and places wee live in the better for us when wee our selves are monuments of Gods mercy it is fit we should be patternes of his praises and leave monuments to others Wee should thinke life is given us to doe something better then life in we live not to live our life is not the end of it selfe but the praise of the giver God hath joyned his glory and our happinesse together it is fit that wee should referre all that is good to his glory that hath joyned his glory to our best good in being glorified in our salvation David concludes that he should certainly praise God because he had prayedâ—…to â—…to him Prayers be the seeds of praiâ—… I have sowen therefore I will reap â—…at we receive as a fruit of our prayâ—… is more sweet then what wee have 〈◊〉 a generall providence But how doe wee know that God heares 〈◊〉 prayers 1. If we regard them our selves and â—…ect an issue prayer is a sure
in him If we will not trust in salvation what will we trust in and if salvation it self cannot save us what can out of salvation there is nothing but destruction which those that seeke it any where out of God are sure to meet with How pittifull then is their case who goe to a destroyer for salvation that seeke for help from hell Here also we see to whom to return praise in all our deliverances even to the God of our salvation The virgin Mary was stirred up to magnifie the Lord but why Her spirit rejoyced in God her Saviour Whosoever is the instrument of any good yet salvation is of the Lord whatsoever brings it hee sends it Hence in their holy feasts for any deliverance the cup they drank of was called the Cup of salvation and therefore David when he summons his thoughts what to render unto God hee resolves upon this to take the Cup of salvation But alwayes remember this that when we thinke of God as salvation wee must thinke of him as hee is in Christ to his For so every thing in God is saving even his most terrible attributes of justice and power out of Christ the sweetest things in God are terrible Salvation it selfe will not save out of Christ who is the onely way of salvation called the way the truth and the life David addeth He is the salvations of my countenance that is hee will first speake salvation to my soule and say I am thy salvation and when the heart is cheered which is as it were the Sâ—… of this little world the beames of that joy will shine in the countenance True joy begins 〈◊〉 the center and so passeth to the circumference the outward man The countenance is as the glasse of the soul wherein you may see the naked face of the soule according as the severall affections thereof stand In the coutenance of an understanding creature you may see more then a bare countenance The spirit of one man may see the countenance of anothers inner man in his outward countenance which hath a speech of its owne and declares what the heart saith and how it is affected But how comes God to be the salvation of our countenance Answ. I answer God onely graciously â—…nes in the face of Jesus Christ which 〈◊〉 with the eye of faith beholding receive those beames of his grace and reâ—…ct them backe againe God shineth â—…on us first and we shine in that light â—…f his countenance upon us The joy of salvation especially of spirituall and â—…all salvation is the onely true joy all other salvations end at last in destruction and are no further comfortable then they issue from Gods saving love God will have the body partake with the soule as in matter of griefe so in matter of joy the lanthorne shines in the light of the Candle within Againe God brings forth the joy of the heart into the countenance for the further â—…eading and multiplying of joy to others Next unto the sight of the sweet countenance of God is the beholding of the cheerefull countenance of a Christian friend rejoycing from true grounds Whence it is that the joy of one becomes the joy of maâ—… and the joy of many meet in one by which meanes as many lights together make the greater light so many lightsome spirits make the greater light of spirit and so God receiveth the more praise which makes him so much to delight in the prosperity of his children Hence it is that in any deliverance of Gods people the righteous doe compasse them about to know what God hath done for their soules and keep a spirituall Feast with them in partaking of their joy And the godly have cause to joy in the deliverance of other Christians because they suffered in their afflictions and it may be in their sinnes the cause of them which made them somewhat ashamed Whence it is that Davids great desire was that those who feared God might not be ashamed because of him insinuating that those who feare Gods name are ashamed of the falls of Gods people Now when God delivers them this reproach is removed and those that had part in their sorow have part in their joy Againe God will have salvation so open that it shall appeare in the countenance of his people the more to daunt and vexe the enemies Cainish hypocrites hang downe their heads when God lifts up the countenance of their brethren when the countenance of Gods children cleares up then their enemies hearts and looks are cloudy Ierusalems joy is Babylons sorow It it with the Church her enemies as it is with a ballance the scales whereof when one is up the other is downe Whilst Gods people are under a cloud carnall people insult over them as if they were men deserted of God Wherupon they hang down their heads the rather because they think that by reason of their sins Christ his Religion will suffer with them Hence Davids care was that the miseries of Gods people should not be told in Gath. The chief reason why the enemies of the Church gnash their teeth at the sight of Gods gracious dealing is that they take the rising of the Church to bee a presage of their ruine A lesson which Hamans wife had learned This is a comfort to us in these times of Iacobs trouble and Zions sorrow The captivity of the Church shall returne as rivers in the South Therefore the Church may say Reioyce not over me O my enemy though I am fallen I shall rise againe Though Christs Spouse be now as black as the Pots yet shee shall be white as the Dove If there were not great dangers where were the glory of Gods great deliverance The Church at length will be as a Cup of trembling and as a burthensome stone The blood of the Saints cry their enemies violence cryes the prayers of the Church cry for deliverance and vengeance upon the enemies of the Church and as that importunate widow will at length prevaile Shall the importunity of one poore woman prevaile with an unrighteous Iudge and shall not the prayers of many that cry unto the righteous God take effect If there were Armies of Prayers as there are Armies of men wee should see the streame of things turned another way A few Mosesâ—… the Mount would doe more good then many souldiers in the valley If wee would lift up our hearts and hands to God he would lift up our countenance But alas wee either pray not or crosse our owne prayers for want of love to the truth of God and his people It is wee that keepe Antichrist and his faction alive to plague the unthankfull world The strength he hath is not from his owne cause but from our want of zeale we hinder those Halâ—…luiahs by private brabbles coldnesse and indifferency in Religion The Church begins at this time a little to lift up
These be the â—…vours I waite for at thy hand O visite 〈◊〉 with the salvation of thy chosen O remember mee with the favour of thy people that I may see the good of thy â—…sen Whilest the soule is thus exerciâ—…d more sweetnesse falls upon the will 〈◊〉 affections whereby they are drawne â—…ll neerer unto God The soule is in a â—…ting and a thriving condition For â—…d delights to shew himselfe gracious 〈◊〉 those that strive to be well perswaâ—…d of him concerning his readinesse 〈◊〉 shew mercy to all that look towards 〈◊〉 in Christ. In worldly things how 〈◊〉 wee cherish hopes upon little â—…ounds if there shineth never so little â—…pe of gaine or preforment wee make â—…er it Why then should we forsake â—…owne mercy which God offers to be our owne if we will embrace it having such certain grounds for our hope to rest on It was the policie of the servants of Benhadad to watch if any word of comfort fell from the King of Israel and when hee named Benhadad his brother they catched presently at that and cheered themselves Faith hath a catching quality at whatsoever is neere to lay hold on Like the branches of the vine it windeth about that which is next and stayes it selfe upon it spreading further and further still If nature taught Benhadads servants to lay hold upon any word of comfort that fell from the mouth of a cruell King Shall not grace teach Gods children to lye in wait for any token that hee shall shew for good to them How should we stretch forth the armes of our faith to him that stretcheth out his armes all the day long to a rebellious people God will never shut his bosome against those that in an humble obedience flye unto him wee cannot conceive too graciously of God Can wee have a fairer offer then for God in Christ to make over himselfe â—…to us which is more then if hee should make over a thousand worlds Therefore our chiefe care should bee first by faith to make this good and â—…hen to make it usefull unto us by liâ—…ing upon it as our chiefest portion which wee shall doe 1. By proving God to be our God in particular 2. By improving of it in all the passages of our lives CHAP. XXXI Meanes of proving and evidencing to our soules that God is our God NOw we prove it to our soules that God is ours when we take him at his offer when wee bring nothing but a sense of our owne emptinesse with us and a good conceit of his faithfulnesse and ability to doe us good when we answer God in the particular passages of salvation which we cannot doe till â—…e begins first unto us Therefore if â—…e be Gods it is a certaine signe that God is ours If we chuse him wee may conclude he hath chosen us first If wee love him we may know that he hath loved us first If we apprehend him it is because he hath apprehended us first Whatsoever affection we shew to God it is but a reflection of his first to us If cold and dark bodies have light and heat in them it is because the Sun hath shined upon them first Mary answers not Rabboni till Christ said Mary to her If we say to God I am thine it is because he hath first said unto us thou art mine after which the voice of the faithfull soule is I am my beloveds and my beloved is mine We may know Gods minde to us in heaven by the returne of our hearts upwards againe to him Onely as the reflected beames are weaker then the direct so our affections in their returne to God are farre weaker then his love falling upon us God will be to us whatsoever wee make him by our faith to be when by grace we answer his condition of trusting then he becomes ours to use for our good 2. Wee may know God to be 〈◊〉 God when wee pitch and plant all our happinesse in him when the desires of our soules are towards him and wee place all our contentment in him As this word my is a terme of appropriatiâ—… springing from a speciall faith so it is a word of love and peculiar affection shewing that the soule doth repose and rest it selfe quietly and securely upon God Thus David proves God to bee his God by early seeking of him by thirsting and longing after his presence and that upon good reason because Gods loving kindnesse was better to him then life This he knew would satisfie his soule as â—…ith marrow and fatnesse So S. Paul proved Christ to be his Lord by accounting all things else as dung and drosse in â—…parison of him Then we make God our God and set a Crowne of Majesty upon his head when we set up a Throne for him in our hearts where self-selfe-love before had set up the creature above him when the heart is so unloosed from the world that it is ready to part with any thing for Gods sake giving him now the supremacy in our hearts and bringing downe every high thought in captivity to him making him our trust our love our joy our delight our feare our all and whatsoever we esteem or affect else to esteem and affect it under him in him and for him When we cleave to him above all depending upon him as our chiefe good and contenting our selves in him as all-sufficient to give our soules fit and full satisfaction When we resigne up our selves to his gracious government to doe and suffer what he will offering our selves and all our spirituall services as sacrifices to him When faith brings God into the soule as ours we not onely love him but love him dearely making it appeare that when wee are at good tearmes with God we are at a point for other things How many are there that will adventure the losse of the love of God for a thing of nothing and redeeme the favour of men with the losse of Gods Certaine it is whatsoever we esteeme or affect most that whatsoever it be in it selfe yet we make it our God The best of us all may take shame to our selves herein in that we doe not give God his due place in us but set up some Idoll or other in our hearts above him When the soule can without hypocrisie say My God it ingageth us to universall and unlimited obedience we shall be ambitious of doing that which may be acceptable and well pleasing to him and therefore this is prefixed as a ground before the Commandements enforcing obedience I am the Lord thy God therefore thou shalt have no other Gods before me whomsoever else wee they it must be in the Lord because wee see a beam of Gods authority in them and it is no prejudice to any inferiour authority to preferre Gods authority before it in case of difference one from the other When we know we are a peculiar people wee cannot but bee Zealous of good
vessels are something the better for that liquor they keep not but runs through them But if experience should wholly fail â—…ere is such a divine power in faith as 〈◊〉 very little beame of it having no other help then a naked promise will uphold the soule howsoever we must neglect no help for God oft suspends his comfort till wee have searched all our helps Though we see no light yet we ought to search alcrevises for light and rejoyce in the least beam of light that we may see day by It is the nature of true faith to search and pry into every corner and if after all nothing appeares then it casts it selfe upon God as in the first conversion when it had nothing to looke upon but the offer of free mercy If at that time without former experience wee did trust God Why not now when we have forgotten our experience the chiefe grounds of trusting God are alwayes the same whether we feele or feel not nay though for the present wee feele the contrary faith will never leave wrastling till it hath gotten a blessing When faith is driven to work alone having nothing but God and his bare promise to rely upon then God thinks it lies upon his credit to shew himselfe as a God unto us Gods power in creating light out of darknes is never more exalted then when a guilty soul is lifted up by God to look for mercy even when he seems armed with justice to execute vengeance upon him then the soul is brought to a neere conformity unto Christ who 1. when he had the guilt of the sins of the whole world upon him 2. When he was forsaken and that after he had enjoyed the sweetest communion with his Father that ever creature could do And not only so but 3. felt the weight of Gods just displeasure against sin and 4. was abased lower then ever any creature was yet still hee held fast God as his God In earthly matters if we have a Title to any thing by gift contract inheritance or howsoever wee will not bee wrangled out of our right And shall we not maintain our right in God against all the tricks cavils of Satan our own hearts We must labor to have something that we may shew that we are within the covenant If we be never 〈◊〉 little entred into the covenaÌ„t we are â—…e And herein lies the speciall coÌ„fort 〈◊〉 sincerity that though our grace bee â—…ttle yet it is of the right stampe and â—…hews us that we are servants and sons though unworthy to be so Here a little â—…uth will goe farre Hence it is that the â—…aints in all their extremities stil alledg somthing that shews that they are within the covenaÌ„t We are thy childreÌ„ thy people thy servaÌ„ts c. God is mindful of his covenant but is well pleased that we should mind him of it too minde it our selves to make use of it as David doth here Hee knew if he could bring His soul to His God all would be quiet God is so ready to mercy that he delighteth in it and delighteth in Christ through whom hee may shew mercy notwithstaÌ„ding his justice as being fully satisfied in Christ. Mercy is his name that he will be known by It is his glory which we behold in the face of Christ who is nothing but grace and mercy it selfe Nay he pleadâ—… reasons for mercy even from the sinfulnesse and misery of his creature and maintaines his owne mercy against all the wrangling cavills of flesh and blood that would put mercy from them and hearken more willingly to Sathans objections then Gods arguments till at length God subdues their spirits so farre as they become ashamed for standing out so long against him How ready will God be to shew mercy to us when we seeke it that thus presseth upon us when we seeme to refuse it If God should take advantage of our way wardnesse what would become of us Sathans course is to discourage those that God would have encouraged and to encourage those whom God never speakes peace unto and hee thinkes to gaine both wayes Our care therefore should be when we resolve upon Gods wayes to labour that no discouragement fasten upon us seeing God and his word speake all comfort to us And because the best of a Christian is to come we should raise up our spirits to waite upon God for that mercy which is yet to come All inferiour waitings for good things here doe but â—…aine us up in the comfortable expeâ—…ation of the maine This waiting on God requires a great strength of grace by reason not onely 〈◊〉 of the excellency of the things waiâ—…ed for which are farre beyond any thing we can hope for in the world â—…ut 2. in regard of the long day which God takes before hee performeth his promise and 3. from thence the tediousnesse of delay 4. The many troubles of life in our way 5. The great apposition we meet with in the world 〈◊〉 and scandalls oft times even from them that are in great esteeme for Religion 7. together with the untowardâ—…esse of our nature in being ready to be put off by the least discouragement In these respects there must be more then 〈◊〉 humane spirit to hold up the soule â—…d cary it along to the end of that which we wait for But if God be our God that love which engaged him to binde himselfe to us in precious promises will furnish 〈◊〉 likewise with grace needfull till we be possessed of them Hee will give us leave to depend upon him both for happinesse and all sanctifying and quieting graces which may support the soule till it come to its perfect rest in God For God so quiets the hearts of his children as withall he makes them better and fitter for that which he provides for them grace and peace goe together Our God is the God of grace and peace of such graces as breed peace 1. As he is a God of love nay love it selfe to us so a taste of his love raising up our love is better then wine full of nothing but encouragement it will fetch up a soule from the deepest discouragement this grace quickneth all other graces it hath so much spirits in it as will sweeten all conditions Love inables to waite as Iacob for Lea seaven yeares Nothing is hard to love it caries all the powers of the soule with it 2. As he is a God of hope so by this grace as an anchor fastned in heaven within the vaile he stayeth the soule that though as a Ship at Anchor it may be tossed and moved yet not removed from its station This hope as corke will â—…eep the soul though in some heavinesse from sinking and as an Helmet â—…eare off the blowes that they endanger not our life 3. As God is a God of hope so by hope of patience which is
a grace wherâ—…y the soule resigneth up it self to God â—…n humble submission to his will because he is our God as David in extremity comforted himselfe in the Lord his God Patience breeds comfort because it brings experience with it of Gods owâ—…ing of us to be His. The soul shod and â—…enced with this is prepared against all â—…bs and thornes in our way so as wee â—…e kept from taking offence All troubles we suffer doe but help patience to its perfect worke by subduing the unbroken sturdinesse of our spirits when wee feele by experience wee get but more blowes by standing out against God 4. The Spirit of God likewise is a spirit of meeknesse whereby though the â—…ul be sensible of evill yet it modeâ—…tes such distempers as would otherwise rob a man of himselfe and together with patience keepeth the soul in possession of it selfe It stayes murmurings and frettings against God or man It sets and keepes the soul in tune It is that which God as hee workes so hee much delights in and sets a price upon it as the chiefe ornament of the soul. The meek of the earth seek God and are hid in the day of his wrath whereas high spirits that compasse themselves with pride as with a chain thinking to set out themselves by that which is their shame are looked upon by God a farre off Meek persons will bow when others break they are raised when others are pluckt down and stand when others that mount upon the wings of vanity fall these prevaile by yeelding and are Lords of themselves and other things else more then other unquiet spirited men the blessings of heaven and earth attend on these 5. So likewise contentednesse with our estate is needfull for a waiting condition and this we have in Our God being able to give the soul full satisfaction For outward things God knowes â—…ow to dyet us If our condition be not 〈◊〉 our minde he will bring our minde 〈◊〉 our condition If the spirit bee too â—…gge for the condition it is never quiâ—… therefore God will levell both Those wants be well supplyed that are made up with contentednesse and with â—…hes of a higher kinde If the Lordâ—…e â—…e our Shepheard we can want nothing This lifteth the weary hands and feeble â—…ees even under chastisement wherein though the soule mourneth in the sence of Gods displeasure yet it rejoyceth in his Fatherly care 6. But patience and contentment are â—…o low a condition for the soul to rest 〈◊〉 therefore the spirit of God raiseth it vp to a spirituall enlargement of joy So much joy so much light and so much hight so much scattering of darknesse of â—…pirit We see in nature how a little light will prevaile over the thickest clouds of darknesse a little fire wastes a great â—…eale of drosse The knowledge of God to be our God brings such a light of joy into the soul as driveth outâ—… dark uncomfortable conceits this light makes lightsome If the light of knowledge alone makes bold much more the light of joy arising from our communion and interest in God How can wee enjoy God and not joy in him A soule truely cheerefull rejoyceth that God whom it loveth should think it worthy to endure any thing for him This joy often ariseth to a spirit of glory even in matter of outward abasement if the trouble accompanyed with disgrace continue the spirit of glory rests upon us and it will rest so long untill it make us more then Conquerours even then when we seeme conquered for not onely the cause but the spirit riseth higher the more the enemies labour to keepe it under as we see in Stephen With this joy goeth a spirit of courage and confidence What can daunt that soule which in the greatest troubles hath made the great God to be its owne Such a spirit dares bid defiance to all opposite power setting the soule above the world having a spirit larger and higher then the world and seeing all but God beneath it as being in heaven already in its head After Moses and Micah had seene God in his favour to them how little did they regard the angry countenances of those mighty Princes that were in their times the terrours of the world The courage of a Christian is not onely against sensible danger and of flesh and bloud but against principalities and powers of darknesse against the whole kingdome of Sathan the god of the world whom hee knowes shortly shall be trodden under his feet Sathan and his may for a time exercise us but they cannot hurt us True beleevers are so many Kings and Queens so many Conquerours over that which others are slaves to they can overcome themselves in revenge they can despise those things that the world admires and see an excellency in that which the world sets light by they can set upon spirituall duties which the world cannot tell how to goe about and endure that which others tremble to think of and that upon wise reasons and a sound foundation they can put off themselves and be content to be nothing so their God may appeare the greater and dare undertake and undergoe any thing for the glory of their God This courage of Christians among the Heathens was counted obstinacy but they knew not the power of the spirit of Christ in his which is ever strongest when they are weakest in themselves they knew not the privy armour of proofe that Christians had about their hearts and thereupon counted their courage to be obstinacy Some think the Martyrs were too prodigall of their bloud and that they might have beene better advised but such are unacquainted with the force of the love of God kindled in the heart of his childe which makes him set such a high price upon Christ and his truth that he counts not his life dear unto him He knowes hee is not his owne but hath given up himselfe to Christ and therefore all that is his yea if hee had more lives to give for Christ hee should have them He knowes he shall be no looser by it Hee knowes it is not a losse of his life but an exchange for a better We see the creatures that are under us will be couragious in the eye of their Masters that are of a superiour nature above them and shall not a Christian be couragious in the presence of his great Lord and Master who is present with him about him and in him undoubtedly hee that hath seene God once in the face of Christ dares look the grimmest creature in the face yea death it selfe under any shape The feare of all things flyes before such a soule Onely a Christian is not ashamed of his confidence Why should not a Christian be as bold for his God as others are for the base gods they make to themselves 7. Besides a spirit of courage for establishing the soule is required a spirit of constancie
in himselfe out of his goodnesse would stoop low to us And we should delight in the meditation of him not onely as good to us but as good in himselfe because goodnesse of bounty springs from goodnesse of disposition he doth good because he is good A naturall man delights more in Gods gifts then in his grace If he desires grace it is to grace himselfe not as grace making him like unto God and issuing from the first grace the free favour of God by which meanes men come to have the gifts of God without God himselfe But alas what are all other goods without the chiefe good they are but as flowers which are long in planting in cherishing and growing but short in enjoying the sweetnesse of them David here joyes in God himselfe he cares for nothing in the world but what he may have with his favour and what ever else he desires hee desires onely that he may have the better ground from thence to praise his God §. 4. The summe of all is this The state of Gods deare children in this world is to bee cast into variety of conditions wherein they consisting of nature flesh and spirit every principle hath its owne and proper working They are sensible as flesh and blood they are sensible to discouragement as sinfull flesh and blood but they recover themselves as having a higher principle Gods spirit above flesh and blood in them In this conflicting state every principle labouring to maintaine it selfe at length by helpe of the spirit backing and strengthening his owne worke grace gets the better keeping nature within bounds and suppressing corruption And this the soule so farre as it is spirituall doth by gathering it selfe to it selfe and by reasoning the case so farre till it concludes and joynes upon this issue that the onely way to attaine sound peace is when all other meanes faile to trust in God And thereupon he layes a charge upon his soule so to doe is being a course grounded upon the highest reason even the unchangeable goodnesse of God who out of the riches of his mercy having chosen a people in this world which should be to the glory of his mercy will give them matter of setting forth his praise in shewing some token of good upon them as being those on whom he hath fixed his love and to whom hee will appeare not onely a Saviour but salvation it selfe Nothing but salvation as the Sunne is nothing but light so whatsoever proceeds from him to them tends to further salvation All his wayes towards them leade to that which wayes of his though for a time they are secret and not easily found out yet at length God will be wonderfull in them to the admiration of his enemies themselves who shall be forced to say God hath done great things for them and all from this ground that God is our God in covenant Which words are a stearne that rule and guide the whole text For why should we not be disquieted when we are disquieted Why should we not be cast downe when we are cast downe Why should we trust in God as a Saviour but that he is our God making himselfe so to us in his choisest favours doing that for us which none else can doe and which he doth to none else that are not his in a gracious maner This blessed interest and intercourse betwixt Gods spirit and our spirits is the hindge upon which all turns without this no comfort is comfortable with this no trouble can be very trouble some Without this assurance there is little comfort in Soliloquies unlesse when we speake to our selves wee can speake to God as ours For in desperate cases our soule can say nothing to it selfe to still it selfe unlesse it be suggested by God Discouragements will appeare greater to the soule then any comfort unlesse God comes in as ours See therefore Davids art hee demands of himselfe why hee was so cast downe The cause was apparant because there was troubles without and terrours within and none to comfort Well grant this saith the spirit of God in him as the worst must be granted yet saith the Spirit Trust in God So I have Why then waite in trusting Light is sowen for the righteous it comes not upon the suddaine we must not think to sowe and reape both at once If trouble be lengthened lengthen thy patience What good will come of this God will waite to doe thee that good for which thou shalt praise him he will deale so graciously with thee as he will deserve thy praise he will shew thee his salvation And new favours will stirre thee up to sing new songs every new recovery of our selves or friends is as it were a new life and ministers new matter of praise And upon offering this sacrifice of praise the heart is further enlarged to pray for fresh blessings Wee are never fitter to pray then after praise But in the meane time I hang down my head whilest mine enemies carie themselves highly and my friends stand aloofe God in his owne time which is best for thee will be the salvation of thy countenance he will compasse thee about with songs of deliverance and make it appeare at last that he hath care of thee But why then doth God appeare as a stranger to me That thou shouldst follow after him with the stronger faith and prayer hee withdrawes himself that thou shouldst bee the more earnest in seeking after him God speakes the sweetest comfort to the heart in the wildernesse Happily thou art not yet low enough nor purged enough Thy affections are not throughly crucified to the world and therefore it will not yet appeare that it is Gods good will to deliver thee Wert thou a fit subject of mercy God would bestow it on thee But what ground hast thou to build thy selfe so strongly upon God He hath offered and made himselfe to be My God and so hath shewed himselfe in former times And I have made him My God by yeelding him his Soveraignty in my heart Besides the present evidence of his blessed spirit clearing the same and many peculiar tokens of his love which I daily doe enjoy though sometimes the beams of his favour are eclipsed Those that are Gods besides their interest and right in him have oft a sense of the same even in this life as a fore-taste of that which is to come To the seale of grace stamped upon their hearts God super-adds a fresh seale of joy and comfort by the presence and witnesse of his Spirit And shewes likewise some outward token for good upon them whereby he makes it appeare that hee hath set a part him that is godly for himselfe as his owne Thus we see that discussing of objections in the consistory of the soule settles the soule at last Faith at length silencing all risings to the contrary All motion tends to rest and ends in it God is the center and resting place of the soule and here
David takes up his rest and so let us Then whatsoever times come wee are sure of a hiding place and Sanctuary FINIS HAB. 3. 17. Although the figge tree shall not blossome neither shall fruit be in the Vines the labour of the Olive shall faile and the fields shall yeeld no meat c. yet I will rejoyce in the Lord I will joy in the God of my salvation PSAL. 91. 1. 2. Hee that dwelleth in the secret place of the most high shall lodge under the shadow of the Almighty I will say of the Lord He is my refuge and my fortresse My God in him will I trust PSAL. 73. 26. My strength and my heart faileth but God is the strength of my heart and my portion for ever An Alphabeticall Table of chiefe things in the fore-going Treatise A. ACtions of man what are the principles of them Page 221 Admire Gods love 479 Adventure of faith makes a rich returne 490 Affections their conflict one with another 79. How to be ordered 104. In case of Gods dishonour no affection is excessive 106 Affections why they doe not alwayes follow the judgement 377. God most to be affected 498 Appearance of salvation in the countenance whence and why 469 Application of mercy in particular necessary reasons 482. In the wicked it is a lye 485. It is no easie matter to say My God 486. When it is right 495. A shame not to improve it 511 Arguments for faith to come to God 418 Art in bearing of troubles 64 Art in misery to think of matter of joy 429 Assurance of Gods favour what we should doe in the want thereof 441 B Backe faith with strong reasons and arguments 414 Beauty of a well-ordered soule 135 Beauty of Christians works performed in season 428 Bilneyes offence at a Preacher 362 Blasphemy temptations of blasphemy and how checked 350 Breach of inward peace still looke at thy selfe therein 149 Bookes all written to amend the booke of conscience 67 C Casting downe disquiets why 44. Remedies against casting downe 46 Censure not Christians distempered dangerous so to doe 40 Change of nature changeth all 187 Changes must be fore-thought of 128 Caution in fore-casting such changes 120. Direrections for this fore-thinking of troubles 121 Character of a good soule 378 Christ is salvation clothed in mans flesh 465 Christian Calling what is the true ability to it grace not gifts onely 405. Particular Calling directions for it 408 Combats spirituall how discerned from that of common grace and light 83 Comfort in the Churches troubles 411. and 471. Comfort amisse sought in sanctification 28. Yet to have and hold comfort grow up in holinesse 30 Comforters in way of humanity many few in way of Christianity 227. Graces necessary in a good Comforter 230. Method of comforting 231. A sinne not to comfort the afflicted 235. How comfort tendered doth no good miscarriages therein 238 Communion with God to be sought and how Christians have continuall ground of it 429 Communion of friends in watching over one another 2â—…5 In comforting one another 218 Complaine of thy selfe not of God nor others 74 Concupiscence not severely censured by Papists 153 Condition of life none wherein we may not exercise some grace 146 A man can be in no condition wherein God is at a losse and cannot help him 265 Confidence in our selves how chased away 243 Confidence for mercies warranted to us as well as to David or others 431 Conflict of grace and corruption much cast us downe 386. Should make us trust in God the more 387 Conflicts in mans soule kindes and degrees of them 78 Conscience not cleare brings disquietnesse 30 Constancy how it quiets the spirit Consideration the best objects of it 186 Contentment to be framed to our selves and how 123. It is a speciall meanes of quieting the soule Ibid. Continuance of sinne or sinnes of continuance dangerous 359. And how to be dealt withall 360 Corruption how farre curbed or repressed by God 171 Corruptions remaining in an holy heart are naturall they would not be controlled 150 And what followes 157 Courage a meanes to stablish the soule Court of conscience in man 51. Why wee are so backward to keepe this Court 57 D Deale with thy selfe in all afflictions to get quietnesse 115 Death comfort in the houre of it 402. In the estate after death 403 Delay not the praising of God 446 Defects in life rise from defects in trust 333 There is a supply for all our defects 391 Deordination of nature to be lookt upon and how 166. Most needfull so to doe 168 Deniall of our selves necessary wherein 140. Notes of it 142 Desertion then Christ should be put betweene God and us 509 Despaire of mercy no cause of it 565 Desperation may be where is onely a generall apprehension of mercy 483 Difference betweene a carnall Christian and another 437 Discouragement in affliction incident to Gods owne people 11. Causes hereof in our selves privative 21. Positive 23. Wee are apt to cast downe our selves 41. Reasons against discouragement the hurt that comes by it 46. It crosseth our owne principles 54. In case of discouragement we should not thinke too much on our corruptions 95. A godly man knowes how to carry himselfe in discouragements 78 Disquieted wee may be for that which it is not a sinne to be disquieted for 91 Disquietnesse three notes of that which is not befitting 92 Disquietnesse for sin when it exceeds measure 94 Disquietments proper to the soule beside those of the body 108 Distrust the cause of all disquiet 252 Distempers fall if arraigned before reason 53 Doubting ariseth of Popish doctrine of works 29 Duty more to be thought of then comfort 422 Duties to be don with united forces or spirits 30 E Eloquence of Ambrose converted Austine 196 Election not knowne no hinderance to our trust in God 489 Enemies of the Church comfort against them 412 Envie not their prosperity 474 Estate of a Christian how to be judged 26 Event of things not to be too much forecasted 39 Evidence of faith more constantly upholds the soule then evidence of sight 532 Evill in an holy Christian not to be too much lookt upon 38. Nor evills of the time 39 Evills of sinne 87 Excellencies of God to be branched out for our severall uses 508 Exercise of grace preserves the soule 249 Experiments of God treasured up in the heart would much help faith 529 Experiences to be called to mind 312. And communicated to others 313 Extremities whereinto the godly are suffered to fall and why 310 Evills that are outward how remedied 593 F Faith must own God specially 480. And why 482. It relyes on a double principle 299. Why so requisite in Christians 301. It is stil shaked by the devill and wicked ones 17. It must have price set on it and how this may be 315. 317. In us no seeds of faith as of obedience 332 Fancy to be quickly limited and restrained 189. The proper use of it 193