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thou_o resolve_v to_o practice_v temperance_n &_o shun_v gluttony_n etc._n etc._n saturday_n crucify_a of_o jesus_n cons_n 1._o how_o jesus_n with_o much_o pain_n &_o shame_n arrive_v to_o mount_n calvary_n be_v again_o unclothe_v &_o thus_o all_o his_o sore_n be_v renew_v my_o sin_n not_o blot_v out_o by_o repentance_n shall_v one_o day_n be_v disclose_v to_o the_o whole_a world_n 2._o how_o they_o stretch_v thy_o jesus_n upon_o the_o cross_n fasten_v he_o with_o nail_n thereunto_o &_o they_o raise_v he_o up_o where_o he_o hang_v betweme_a two_o thief_n oh_o what_o ignominy_n 3._o how_o he_o there_o hang_v for_o the_o space_n of_o three_o hour_n revile_v by_o jew_n &_o gentile_n forsake_v by_o his_o disciple_n drench_v with_o gall_n &_o vinegar_n pierce_v to_o the_o heart_n with_o a_o spear_n &_o yet_o he_o pray_v for_o his_o enemy_n enter_v &_o make_v thy_o abode_n in_o that_o love-wounded-heart_n affect_v oh_o my_o jesus_n that_o i_o can_v imitate_v thou_o in_o the_o purity_n of_o 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that_o of_o satan_n this_o self-love_n be_v the_o first_o mover_n in_o the_o sphere_n of_o the_o unmortify_v soul_n of_o all_o the_o passion_n of_o our_o sensuality_n whence_o proceed_v all_o those_o calamity_n of_o sinful_a desire_n &_o the_o follow_a disorder_n which_o restles_o war_n against_o god_n spirit_n in_o we_o &_o heavy_o press_v we_o down_o even_o against_o our_o will_n to_o those_o misery_n we_o now_o groan_v under_o &_o long_o to_o be_v free_v from_o our_o first_o parent_n comply_v with_o a_o immoderate_a appetite_n of_o the_o fruit_n of_o one_o forbid_a tree_n among_o so_o many_o thousand_o excellent_a one_o allow_v by_o almighty_a god_n for_o their_o use_n &_o pleasure_n notwithstanding_o god_n severe_a prohibition_n under_o pain_n of_o his_o high_a dispeasure_n a_o tedious_a life_n forrowfull_a death_n &_o all_o those_o penalty_n which_o daily_o draw_v so_o many_o tear_n from_o our_o eye_n &_o sigh_n from_o our_o heart_n have_v bring_v god_n heavy_a wrath_n upon_o 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creature_n lay_v lurk_v within_o thou_o in_o thy_o bosom_n with_o what_o chain_n thy_o heart_n be_v link_v to_o they_o &_o by_o what_o mean_v they_o may_v be_v slacken_v by_o what_o degree_n break_v a_o sunder_o be_v they_o riches_n beauty_n clothes_n some_o dear_a friend_n all_o must_v be_v cast_v forth_o thy_o heart_n that_o the_o god_n of_o purity_n &_o peace_n may_v enter_v therein_o &_o abide_v with_o thou_o no_o profane_a altar_n may_v stand_v in_o god_n temple_n nor_o can_v we_o together_o serve_v god_n &_o mammon_n if_o god_n be_v able_a to_o fill_v thy_o heart_n &_o make_v it_o happy_a let_v not_o any_o creature_n presume_v to_o challenge_v any_o corner_n thereof_o affection_n oh_o that_o my_o god_n will_v break_v asunder_o all_o those_o chain_n which_o so_o strong_o bind_v i_o to_o creature_n then_o will_v i_o fly_v to_o he_o with_o the_o wing_n of_o a_o ardent_a love_n abandon_v all_o for_o he_o my_o heart_n have_v be_v too_o long_o fill_v &_o possess_v of_o vanity_n o_o 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therefore_o philothea_n thou_o be_v by_o profession_n à _fw-fr christian_n &_o by_o special_a resolution_n a_o seeker_n of_o high_a perfection_n christ_n sorrow_n suffering_n &_o cross_n must_v be_v unto_o thou_o a_o rule_n of_o life_n &_o the_o centre_n of_o all_o thy_o motion_n the_o more_o conformable_a thou_o be_v to_o he_o in_o these_o the_o great_a will_v thy_o perfection_n now_o be_v &_o happiness_n hereafter_o behold_v then_o with_o a_o steadfast_a eye_n the_o saviour_n of_o the_o world_n hang_v on_o the_o cross_n &_o as_o in_o his_o passion_n so_o in_o his_o death_n abandon_v by_o his_o apostle_n disciple_n &_o all_o his_o usual_a train_n of_o applaud_v attendant_n he_o who_o in_o his_o glory_n be_v guard_v with_o million_o of_o angel_n to_o who_o all_o knee_n bow_v &_o who_o be_v the_o image_n &_o splendour_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o his_o eternal_a father_n be_v now_o forsake_v by_o all._n love_v make_v he_o our_o brother_n by_o assume_v our_o nature_n compassion_n our_o physician_n by_o his_o heal_a doctrine_n &_o sacrament_n mercy_n our_o ransom_n by_o his_o own_o bitter_a death_n discharge_v our_o debt_n &_o now_o alas_o he_o be_v abandon_v of_o all_o he_o descend_v from_o the_o noble_a prince_n priest_n &_o prophet_n of_o israël_n by_o his_o temporal_a birth_n he_o heal_v lame_a blind_a dumb_a leper_n all_o disease_n by_o his_o divine_a power_n all_o man_n &_o angel_n for_o ever_o glorious_a with_o god_n be_v happy_a through_o the_o efficacy_n of_o his_o peace-speaking_a blood_n &_o they_o have_v now_o alas_o all_o desert_a he_o this_o be_v the_o pattern_n which_o we_o must_v imitate_v philothea_n ere_o we_o can_v attain_v the_o perfection_n we_o aim_v at_o we_o must_v be_v entire_o resign_v to_o abandon_v &_o be_v abandon_v by_o all_o even_o our_o dear_a &_o most_o oblige_a friend_n this_o may_v seem_v hard_a &_o indeed_o it_o be_v so_o for_o friendship_n be_v a_o virtue_n &_o charity_n be_v yet_o a_o great_a it_o be_v hard_o therefore_o to_o persuade_v from_o action_n arise_v from_o so_o sublime_a a_o cause_n yet_o be_v it_o main_o necessary_a if_o we_o will_v become_v perfect_a when_o the_o prune_a time_n be_v come_v superfluous_a shoot_n must_v be_v cut_n off_o else_o few_o &_o small_a fruit_n all_o earthly_a friendship_n be_v superfluous_a in_o order_n to_o inward_a perfection_n therefore_o shall_v be_v lop_v off_o that_o the_o sap_n of_o grace_n may_v quiet_o fructify_v in_o we_o to_o life_n everlasting_a under_o the_o conduct_n of_o our_o divine_a guide_n &_o example_n tell_v i_o philothea_n can_v thou_o like_v well_o a_o treason_n in_o thy_o bosom_n friend_n sure_o thou_o can_v not_o if_o david_n have_v be_v curse_v by_o his_o enemy_n he_o can_v have_v bear_v it_o but_o to_o be_v hurt_v by_o a_o friend_n by_o one_o that_o have_v pray_v with_o he_o in_o god_n holy_a house_n that_o be_v a_o unsupportable_a cross_n and_o what_o be_v more_o frequent_a even_o with_o those_o who_o abandon_v the_o world_n shall_v abandon_v its_o weakness_n &_o mutability_n &_o yet_o through_o variety_n of_o opinion_n &_o disposition_n oft_o break_v &_o betray_v a_o friend_n confidence_n if_o then_o for_o the_o love_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a espous_a thou_o have_v forsake_v parent_n kindred_n &_o all_o worldly_a friend_n for_o the_o same_o love_n enter_v not_o now_o or_o at_o least_o break_v off_o any_o singularity_n of_o affection_n even_o towards_o thy_o companion_n in_o the_o study_n of_o perfection_n not_o only_o because_o singularity_n be_v ever_o prejudicial_a in_o professor_n of_o a_o common_a life_n whence_o propriety_n of_o affection_n as_o well_o as_o of_o temporal_a good_n must_v be_v banish_v as_o nurse_n of_o suspicion_n jealousy_n &_o many_o private_a feude_n but_o especial_o because_o they_o hazard_v the_o loss_n of_o our_o inward_a tranquillity_n in_o case_n our_o friend_n to_o who_o we_o have_v imprudent_o disclose_v the_o secret_n of_o our_o heart_n betray_v his_o trust_n use_v our_o freedom_n to_o our_o confusion_n wherefore_o be_v cautious_a in_o trust_v thy_o heart_n string_n to_o any_o but_o as_o the_o wise_a heathen_a say_v ever_o converse_v with_o thy_o friend_n as_o one_o who_o may_v prove_v thy_o enemy_n for_o as_o it_o be_v the_o nature_n of_o fire_n to_o burn_v so_o of_o sinner_n to_o be_v weak_a &_o self_n interest_v take_v a_o view_n of_o they_o past_a life_n &_o experience_n will_v teach_v thou_o most_o friendship_n of_o thy_o bosom-friend_n to_o have_v be_v ground_v on_o self-profit_n &_o therefore_o have_v end_v in_o discontent_n &_o enmity_n beside_o the_o superfluity_n &_o treachery_n of_o friendship_n they_o be_v great_a impediment_n of_o virtue_n while_o many_o thought_n be_v spend_v in_o they_o to_o the_o breach_n of_o in_o ward_n peace_n loss_n of_o precious_a time_n &_o neglect_n of_o heavenly_a conference_n with_o our_o divine_a espous_a i_o doubt_v not_o philothea_n but_o thou_o have_v have_v many_o special_a &_o dear_a friend_n &_o much_o delight_v to_o abide_v &_o confer_v with_o they_o &_o what_o profit_n thence_o alas_o much_o vanity_n time_n lose_v languish_n of_o heart_n or_o sin_n even_o now_o then_o knock_v off_o these_o troublesome_a slackle_n whereby_o thou_o be_v fetter_v to_o creature_n however_o dear_a to_o thou_o lest_o thou_o present_v god_n with_o a_o break_a &_o divide_a heart_n whereas_o he_o give_v &_o demand_v a_o whole_a &_o sound_a &_o that_o thou_o owe_v to_o he_o have_v thou_o many_o thousand_o affection_n ah_o how_o hard_o be_v it_o to_o be_v abandon_v by_o all_o friend_n who_o may_v comfort_v we_o in_o our_o desolation_n but_o i_o know_v &_o will_v adore_v the_o power_n that_o work_v this_o happy_a separation_n perhaps_o thou_o have_v for_o ever_o perish_v o_o my_o soul_n have_v not_o not_o thus_o lose_v thy_o friend_n or_o abandon_v he_o for_o god_n alas_o
25._o §_o 8._o a_o method_n of_o meditation_n p._n 28._o §_o 9_o choice_n of_o a_o guide_n p._n 34._o §_o 10._o exercise_n in_o solitude_n p._n 39_o §_o 11._o distribution_n of_o time_n p._n 42._o a_o practice_n of_o ten_o day_n solitude_n j._n day_n voyage_n inducement_n to_o solitude_n the_o morning_n exercise_n 1._o point_n dignity_n of_o solitude_n p._n 49._o 2._o point_n innocency_n of_o solitude_n p._n 53._o 3._o point_n necessity_n of_o solitude_n p._n 56._o the_o evening_n exercise_n 1._o discourse_n god_n favour_n to_o we_o p._n 60._o 2._o discourse_n our_o return_v to_o god_n p._n 64._o ii_o day_n voyage_n entertainment_n in_o solitude_n the_o morning_n exercise_n 1._o point_n humility_n &_o austerity_n p._n 68_o 2._o point_n patience_n &_o obedience_n p._n 72._o 3._o point_n charity_n &_o perfection_n p._n 76._o the_o evening_n exercise_n 1._o discourse_n love_n of_o solitary_a place_n p._n 80._o 2._o discourse_n exercise_n in_o solitude_n p._n 84._o iii_o day_n voyage_n man_n in_o his_o sinful_a state_n the_o morning_n exercise_n 1._o point_n vileness_n of_o the_o body_n by_o nature_n p._n 90._o 2._o point_n wretchedness_n of_o the_o soul_n by_o sin_n p._n 94._o 3._o point_n ignorance_n of_o our_o future_a state_n p._n 98._o the_o evening_n exercise_n 1._o discourse_n our_o weakness_n to_o good_n p._n 102._o 2._o discourse_n our_o proneness_n to_o evil_n p._n 106._o iu_o day_n voyage_n man_n repair_v by_o jesus_n christ_n the_o morning_n exercise_n 1._o point_n institution_n of_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n p._n 111._o 2._o point_n fruit_n of_o the_o h._n sacrament_n p._n 116._o 3._o point_n intention_n in_o communion_n p._n 119._o a_o oblation_n before_o communion_n p._n 122._o the_o evening_n exercise_n 1._o discourse_n preparation_n to_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n p._n 122._o advises_n for_o a_o general_a confession_n p._n 124._o philotheas_n covenant_n with_o god_n p._n 125._o 2._o discourse_n behaviour_n in_o receive_v the_o holy_a sacrament_n p._n 126._o v._o day_n voyage_n mortification_n of_o sensuality_n the_o morning_n exercise_n 1._o point_n mortification_n of_o the_o sense_n p._n 130._o 2._o point_n mortification_n of_o the_o passion_n p._n 134._o 3._o point_n mortification_n the_o property_n of_o a_o christian_n p._n 136._o the_o evening_n exercise_n 1._o discourse_n damage_n incur_v by_o immortification_n p._n 140._o 2._o discourse_n necessity_n &_o use_v of_o mortification_n p._n 144._o vi_o day_n voyage_n flight_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o god_n the_o morning_n exercise_n 1._o point_n flight_n from_o creature_n p._n 150._o 2._o point_n flight_n from_o ourselves_o p._n 153._o 3._o point_n flight_n from_o spiritual_a comfort_n p._n 156._o the_o evening_n exercise_n 1._o discourse_n vanity_n of_o creature_n p._n 158._o 2._o discourse_n spiritual_a indifferency_n p._n 161._o vii_o day_n voyage_n tranquillity_n of_o spirit_n the_o morning_n exercise_n 1._o point_n life_n of_o the_o spirit_n p._n 165._o 2._o point_n mental_a recollection_n p._n 168._o 3._o point_n union_n of_o the_o spirit_n with_o god_n p._n 172_o the_o evening_n exercise_n 1._o discourse_n love_n trial_n p._n 176._o 2._o discourse_n love_n entertainment_n p._n 179._o viii_o day_n voyage_n god_n speak_v to_o the_o soul_n the_o morning_n exercise_n 1._o point_n harken_v to_o god_n p._n 184._o 2._o point_n god_n speak_v by_o visible_a creature_n p._n 188._o 3._o point_n god_n speak_v by_o man._n p._n 192._o the_o evening_n exercise_n 1._o discourse_n god_n speak_v by_o his_o son_n incarnate_a p._n 197._o 2._o discourse_n god_n reveal_v himself_o p._n 201._o ix_o day_n voyage_n repose_v of_o the_o soul_n in_o god_n the_o morning_n exercise_n 1._o point_n the_o soul_n hide_v in_o god_n p._n 204._o 2._o point_n search_v of_o god_n in_o god_n p._n 208._o 3._o point_n the_o soul_n repose_v in_o god_n p._n 212._o the_o evening_n exercise_n 1._o discourse_n love_n ascent_n p._n 216._o 2._o discourse_n love_n descent_n p._n 219._o x._o day_n voyage_n high_a christian_n perfection_n the_o morning_n exercise_n 1._o point_n union_n with_o christ_n suffer_v p._n 226._o 2._o point_n expropriation_n of_o friend_n p._n 233._o 3._o point_n self-denial_n p._n 239._o the_o evening_n exercise_n 1._o discourse_n spiritual_a desolation_n p._n 244._o 2._o discourse_n philotheas_n choice_n p._n 248._o meditation_n upon_o the_o passion_n for_o every_o day_n of_o the_o week_n p._n 252._o philothea_n invite_v to_o begin_v her_o pilgrimage_n take_v leave_v philothea_n bid_v thy_o friend_n depart_v let_v nothing_o earthly_a now_o come_v near_o thy_o heart_n whilst_o thou_o retyre_a sigh_v all_o alone_a recount_v all_o the_o ill_n which_o thou_o have_v do_v this_o be_v god_n way_n to_o hear_v his_o voice_n in_o thou_o and_o search_v thy_o heart_n in_o inward_a privacy_n which_o fill_v with_o thought_n of_o heav'n-aspiring_a joy_n and_o lodge_v in_o shade_n exempt_a from_o vulgar_a noise_n wing_v with_o chaste_a desire_n &_o sacred_a vow_n upward_o do_v mount_v to_o meet_v her_o heavenly_a spous_n and_o hear_v love_n whisper_n charm_v up_o above_o to_o fix_v herself_o in_o the_o centre_n of_o her_o love_n from_o who_o embrace_n may_v she_o not_o depart_v but_o grasp_v that_o heavenly_a armful_n near_o her_o heart_n no_o gem_n no_o hide_a treasure_n like_o to_o this_o it_o be_v heaven_n delight_n alone_o man_n crown_n &_o bliss_n o_o bless_a day_n o_o pure_o sweet_a content_n while_o thus_o in_o paradise_n thy_o time_n be_v spend_v oh_o may_v such_o thought_n thy_o spirit_n always_o move_v thus_o may_v thou_o ever_o live_v to_o be_v in_o love_n it_o be_v heaven_n on_o earth_n thus_o sweet_o to_o discover_v heavn'ns_n joy_n on_o earth_n &_o have_v thy_o god_n thy_o lover_n rich_a bulstrode_n interior_n templ_n lond_n armig._n philothea_n pilgrimage_n to_o perfection_n the_o preface_n to_o philothea_n contain_v instruction_n for_o solitude_n §._o 1._o excellency_n of_o holy_a solitude_n since_o thou_o be_v in_o good_a earnest_n resolve_v my_o philothea_n to_o begin_v thy_o pilgrimage_n to_o perfection_n by_o enter_v holy_a solitude_n therein_o for_o a_o while_n to_o confer_v with_o the_o belove_a of_o thy_o soul_n touch_v the_o present_a &_o future_a state_n thereof_o how_o thou_o stand_v affect_v to_o piety_n &_o how_o thou_o may_v better_v thyself_o in_o thy_o progress_n towards_o heaven_n by_o cleanse_v thy_o heart_n entire_o from_o those_o stain_n &_o blemish_n which_o be_v incident_a to_o corrupt_v &_o frail_a nature_n &_o by_o strengthen_v it_o with_o pious_a consideration_n inflame_a affection_n &_o efficacious_a resolution_n to_o the_o redeem_n of_o lose_a time_n &_o reform_v such_o error_n &_o evil_a inclination_n as_o be_v insensible_o creep_v into_o thy_o soul_n i_o can_v more_o fit_o address_v myself_o to_o thou_o then_o with_o the_o hearty_a well-wish_n of_o holy_a toby_n to_o his_o son_n walk_v well_o god_n be_v in_o thy_o way_n &_o his_o holy_a angel_n accompany_v thou_o nor_o may_v we_o doubt_v but_o that_o the_o same_o divine_a clemency_n which_o have_v inspire_v thou_o with_o a_o will_v to_o undertake_v this_o holy_a voyage_n will_v enable_v thou_o with_o his_o blessing_n &_o make_v thou_o so_o to_o prosper_v &_o profitt_a thyself_o in_o the_o pursuance_n of_o this_o bless_a design_n that_o it_o will_v be_v unto_o the_o eternal_a honour_n of_o the_o divine_a majesty_n &_o a_o ample_a increase_n of_o piety_n &_o spiritual_a comfort_n in_o thy_o own_o soul_n if_o any_o employment_n be_v heavenly_a upon_o earth_n &_o do_v consequent_o belong_v to_o the_o duty_n of_o a_o good_a &_o upright_a christian_a it_o be_v the_o serious_a practice_n of_o retire_a solitude_n by_o which_o the_o soul_n do_v unspeakable_o promote_v herself_o towards_o the_o end_n of_o her_o creation_n which_o be_v to_o know_v god_n &_o to_o love_v he_o above_o all_o thing_n create_v in_o solitude_n we_o ransack_v our_o heart_n we_o discover_v our_o secret_a enemy_n there_o lurk_v in_o our_o breast_n &_o strong_o arm_a grapple_n with_o they_o expel_v they_o &_o prevent_v their_o reentrance_n into_o our_o soul_n by_o it_o we_o dissable_a ill_a custom_n settle_v ourselves_o to_o a_o eager_a use_n of_o mean_n to_o do_v well_o &_o fit_v our_o mind_n to_o all_o good_a duty_n &_o against_o all_o cross_a event_n by_o it_o we_o descry_v our_o natural_a weakness_n to_o virtue_n obtain_v redress_n prevent_v temptation_n cheer_v up_o our_o heart_n feeble_a &_o tire_v out_o with_o temptation_n &_o adversity_n temper_v our_o use_n of_o creature_n gain_v more_o light_n to_o our_o knowledge_n more_o heat_n to_o our_o affection_n more_o life_n to_o our_o devotion_n more_o vigour_n &_o courage_n in_o our_o calling_n &_o thereby_o we_o become_v stranger_n to_o the_o earth_n by_o a_o just_a estimate_n of_o earthly_a thing_n which_o be_v transitory_a &_o vain_a &_o enter_v into_o a_o sweet_a fruition_n of_o invisible_a comfort_n we_o therein_o contemplate_v jesus_n christ_n
the_o practice_n of_o holy_a meditation_n in_o this_o experience_n will_v be_v every_o one_o best_o counsellor_n if_o place_n permit_v no_o other_o isaac_n posture_n to_o meditate_v walk_v be_v very_o good_a but_o kneel_v with_o hand_n cross_v on_o the_o breast_n the_o eye_n shut_v &_o face_n towards_o heaven_n &_o sometime_o prostrate_a on_o the_o ground_n be_v a_o posture_n more_o genuine_a &_o natural_a how_o ever_o it_o be_v be_v sure_o the_o frame_n of_o thy_o body_n testify_v profound_a reverence_n towards_o god_n &_o help_v to_o raise_v thy_o thought_n &_o affection_n thitherward_o our_o devotion_n will_v be_v most_o kind_o when_o the_o composure_n of_o the_o body_n which_o be_v the_o soul_n instrument_n be_v most_o humble_a &_o respectful_a &_o this_o also_o must_v needs_o be_v sometime_o vary_v according_a to_o the_o subject_n of_o thy_o contemplation_n §._o 7._o subject_a of_o solitary_a thought_n now_o for_o the_o subject_n &_o matter_n whereon_o thou_o be_v to_o feed_v during_o this_o holy_a solitude_n thou_o must_v use_v great_a circumspection_n i_o doubt_v not_o philothea_n there_o be_v many_o contemplative_n but_o not_o all_o good_a one_o one_o meditate_v how_o to_o do_v his_o neighbour_n a_o mischief_n another_o how_o to_o sin_v unseen_a &_o these_o be_v those_o who_o as_o david_n say_v do_v meditate_v iniquity_n in_o their_o bed_n other_o be_v buisy_n in_o the_o search_n of_o the_o hide_a cause_n of_o visible_a effect_n &_o so_o seek_v to_o be_v acquaint_v with_o the_o whole_a world_n become_v stranger_n to_o their_o own_o home_n &_o whilst_o they_o seek_v to_o know_v other_o be_v quite_o unknown_a to_o themselves_o do_v you_o therefore_o choose_v to_o meditate_v on_o that_o may_v do_v thou_o good_a the_o god_n that_o make_v we_o the_o vileness_n of_o our_o body_n by_o nature_n the_o wretchedness_n of_o our_o soul_n by_o sin_n the_o abundance_n of_o temptation_n the_o danger_n of_o sudden_a death_n the_o beauty_n of_o virtue_n jesus_n christ_n 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