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speak_v of_o thou_o and_o thy_o way_n not_o from_o any_o humane_a teach_n or_o abstract_a speculation_n but_o as_o be_v teach_v of_o thou_o by_o dear_a experience_n and_o to_o work_v in_o i_o a_o loathe_n of_o this_o life_n wherein_o every_o day_n bring_v a_o new_a grief_n to_o the_o godly_a herein_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o the_o just_a commentar_n of_o that_o text_n which_o all_o of_o we_o can_v read_v or_o rehearse_v but_o few_o do_v practice_v he_o who_o will_v be_v my_o disciple_n let_v he_o renounce_v himself_o and_o take_v up_o his_o cross_n daily_a and_o follow_v i_o luc._n 9_o 23._o be_v not_o this_o enough_o to_o
give_v i_o no_o solid_a peace_n till_o i_o take_v on_o i_o both_o the_o yocke_n of_o christ_n in_o my_o effectual_a call_n to_o grace_n and_o of_o the_o ministry_n of_o the_o word_n by_o this_o do_n thou_o draw_v all_o my_o thought_n to_o practic_a divinity_n as_o to_o the_o best_a sort_n hold_v i_o ever_o about_o the_o end_n and_o the_o use_n &_o the_o fruit_n of_o the_o best_a mean_n to_o it_o for_o keep_v of_o a_o good_a conscience_n thou_o have_v join_v four_o thing_n in_o i_o that_o furnish_v daily_a exercise_n to_o my_o spirit_n 1._o a_o natural_a disposition_n incline_v to_o pensivenesse_n so_o that_o my_o great_a rest_n be_v in_o the_o multitude_n and_o throng_n of_o inquire_v thought_n 2._o the_o work_n of_o grace_n in_o the_o sanctify_a exercise_n of_o conscience_n 3._o and_o thy_o providence_n without_o every_o day_n furnish_v a_o new_a cross_n as_o my_o ordinary_a diet_n &_o a_o matter_n both_o to_o my_o natural_a disposition_n &_o conscience_n 4._o and_o with_o all_o these_o the_o assiduous_a labour_n of_o a_o painful_a ministry_n change_v the_o nature_n of_o rest_n and_o labour_n in_o i_o so_o that_o my_o great_a rest_n be_v in_o great_a labour_n and_o a_o short_a relaxation_n do_v weary_v i_o more_o than_o long_o bend_v of_o my_o spirit_n as_o thou_o do_v separate_v i_o to_o the_o gospel_n of_o thy_o son_n and_o count_v i_o faithful_a and_o put_v i_o in_o the_o ministry_n thou_o possess_v i_o with_o a_o care_n to_o be_v faithful_a in_o it_o and_o to_o approve_v myself_o to_o thou_o in_o preach_v thy_o word_n as_o thy_o word_n and_o in_o partake_v of_o that_o grace_n which_o in_o thy_o name_n i_o offer_v to_o other_o thou_o make_v i_o think_v it_o a_o fearful_a judgement_n to_o feed_v other_o and_o starve_v myself_o to_o build_v the_o ark_n of_o no_n to_o save_v other_o and_o perish_v in_o the_o water_n myself_o but_o to_o strive_v to_o this_o complete_a fruit_n of_o the_o ministry_n by_o faithful_a discharge_n of_o my_o duty_n to_o save_v myself_o and_o they_o that_o hear_v i_o 1._o timoth_n 16._o i_o can_v but_o count_v this_o among_o thy_o great_a mercy_n to_o i_o that_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o my_o trouble_n thou_o fille_v my_o soul_n with_o thy_o peace_n &_o that_o in_o the_o multitude_n of_o the_o thought_n of_o my_o heart_n thy_o comfort_n delight_v i_o psal._n 94._o 19_o while_o i_o be_o thy_o prisoner_n in_o this_o bed_n of_o disease_n &_o can_v declare_v thy_o mercy_n in_o public_a to_o thy_o people_n thou_o give_v i_o liberty_n to_o speak_v of_o thy_o wondrous_a work_n to_o they_o that_o visit_v i_o to_o exhort_v they_o to_o live_v the_o life_n of_o the_o righteous_a and_o in_o as_o great_a confidence_n in_o thy_o name_n to_o assure_v they_o that_o in_o that_o case_n they_o shall_v die_v the_o death_n of_o the_o righteous_a and_o to_o say_v with_o thy_o prophet_n come_v and_o hear_v all_o you_o that_o fear_v the_o lord_n and_o i_o will_v declare_v what_o he_o have_v do_v to_o my_o soul_n i_o cry_v unto_o he_o with_o my_o mouth_n and_o he_o be_v exalt_v with_o my_o tongue_n if_o i_o regard_v iniquity_n in_o my_o heart_n the_o lord_n will_v not_o hear_v i_o but_o true_o god_n have_v hear_v i_o and_o have_v hearken_v to_o the_o voice_n of_o my_o prayer_n ps_n 66._o 16_o 17_o 18_o 19_o for_o he_o see_v no_o sin_n in_o jaacob_n nor_o transgression_n in_o israel_n numb_a 23_o 21._o but_o as_o many_o as_o walk_v according_a to_o this_o rule_n his_o peace_n be_v on_o they_o and_o his_o mercy_n and_o upon_o the_o israel_n of_o god_n galat._n 6._o 16._o this_o i_o take_v as_o a_o seal_n of_o thy_o love_n that_o thou_o have_v both_o accept_v i_o and_o my_o former_a endeâ—ours_n and_o pardon_v all_o my_o sin_n in_o the_o son_n of_o thy_o love_n what_o will_v be_v my_o case_n if_o in_o those_o pain_n my_o wont_a terror_n have_v possess_v i_o but_o thou_o who_o comfort_v the_o abject_a &_o know_v my_o weakness_n lay_v no_o more_o on_o i_o than_o i_o can_v bear_v thou_o make_v thy_o grace_n sufficient_a for_o i_o to_o giâ—e_v i_o the_o out_o gate_n with_o the_o temptation_n that_o thy_o power_n may_v be_v manifest_v in_o my_o weakness_n 1._o cor._n 12._o 7._o 9_o bless_a be_v god_n who_o have_v not_o turn_v away_o my_o prayer_n nor_o his_o mercy_n from_o i_o psal._n 66._o 20._o how_o precious_a be_v thy_o thought_n to_o i_o o_o god_n how_o great_a be_v the_o sum_n of_o they_o if_o i_o shall_v count_v they_o they_o be_v more_o in_o number_n than_o the_o sand_n psal._n 139._o 17._o 18._o many_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n be_v thy_o wondrous_a work_n which_o thou_o have_v do_v and_o thy_o thought_n which_o be_v towards_o we_o they_o can_v he_o reckon_v up_o in_o order_n to_o thou_o if_o i_o will_v declare_v and_o speak_v of_o they_o they_o be_v more_o than_o can_v be_v number_v psal._n 40._o 5._o but_o this_o be_v a_o small_a sum_n of_o a_o great_a roll_n that_o i_o may_v both_o testify_v to_o the_o world_n my_o thankfulness_n to_o thou_o who_o have_v laden_v i_o daily_a with_o thy_o blessing_n and_o stir_v up_o other_o to_o mark_v thy_o merciful_a deal_n with_o they_o in_o their_o youth_n that_o find_v thy_o goodness_n in_o good_a occasion_n and_o education_n and_o the_o blessing_n of_o both_o in_o learning_n and_o godliness_n they_o may_v be_v thankful_a to_o thou_o o_o what_o a_o mercy_n be_v it_o in_o so_o dangerous_a a_o time_n as_o youth_n to_o be_v bring_v by_o thy_o spirit_n to_o true_a wisdom_n and_o godliness_n then_o wit_n be_v weak_a and_o corruption_n be_v strong_a and_o we_o ready_a every_o hour_n to_o cast_v ourself_o in_o sin_n which_o may_v cost_v we_o eternal_a murning_n but_o thou_o prevent_a satan_n and_o engage_v we_o in_o thy_o grace_n and_o obedience_n before_o either_o he_o can_v abuse_v we_o in_o iniquity_n or_o we_o do_v know_v what_o good_a thou_o be_v work_v in_o us._n thou_o know_v how_o forcible_a the_o sense_n and_o conscience_n of_o thy_o mercy_n be_v both_o to_o make_v we_o thankful_a for_o it_o and_o desirous_a and_o confident_a of_o more_o none_o can_v feel_v thy_o love_n in_o thy_o fatherlie_a care_n over_o he_o in_o his_o youth_n but_o his_o heart_n must_v dissolve_v in_o love_n to_o thou_o and_o pour_v out_o itself_o on_o thou_o wait_v upon_o the_o due_a accomplishment_n of_o such_o good_a beginning_n when_o i_o remember_v these_o thy_o mercy_n i_o find_v they_o my_o obligement_n to_o thou_o how_o thou_o do_v bear_v more_o with_o i_o than_o all_o the_o world_n or_o i_o can_v bear_v with_o myself_o i_o both_o wonder_n at_o thy_o unspeakable_a love_n pursue_v with_o kindness_n so_o vile_a a_o worm_n and_o be_o confident_a that_o thou_o who_o have_v begin_v thy_o good_a work_n in_o i_o will_v also_o finish_v it_o till_o the_o day_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n who_o thou_o love_v thou_o love_v to_o the_o end_n thy_o call_n and_o gift_n be_v without_o repentance_n who_o shall_v separate_v we_o from_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n for_o i_o be_o persuade_v that_o neither_o death_n nor_o life_n nor_o angel_n nor_o principality_n nor_o power_n nor_o thing_n present_a nor_o thing_n to_o come_v nor_o height_n nor_o depth_n nor_o any_o other_o creature_n shall_v be_v able_a to_o separate_v we_o from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n which_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n rom._n 8._o 38._o 39_o under_o this_o acquaintance_n with_o death_n and_o certainty_n of_o these_o glorious_a thing_n after_o it_o the_o bitterness_n of_o death_n be_v digest_v as_o the_o godly_a and_o wicked_a have_v contrare_fw-la respect_v of_o death_n and_o contrare_fw-la ground_n and_o contrare_fw-la desire_n so_o also_o contrare_fw-la disposition_n and_o practice_n when_o it_o come_v i_o leave_v the_o horror_n of_o it_o to_o they_o that_o be_v under_o sin_n their_o death_n be_v like_o a_o malefactor_n execution_n when_o he_o be_v pannale_v and_o just_o convict_v one_o pull_v the_o hat_n doggedlie_o from_o he_o another_o his_o bond_n a_o three_o bind_v his_o hand_n behind_o his_o back_n and_o the_o poor_a man_n overcome_v with_o grief_n and_o fear_n be_v dead_a before_o he_o die_v but_o i_o look_v for_o the_o death_n of_o the_o righteous_a and_o a_o peaceable_a end_n that_o it_o shall_v be_v as_o a_o go_n to_o bed_n of_o a_o honest_a man_n his_o servant_n with_o respect_n take_v off_o his_o clothes_n and_o lay_v they_o down_o in_o order_n a_o good_a conscience_n then_o play_v the_o page_n order_v all_o so_o that_o it_o confirm_v and_o increase_v his_o peace_n it_o bid_v good-night_n to_o faith_n hope_n and_o such_o other_o attend_v grace_n and_o gift_n in_o the_o way_n when_o we_o be_v come_v home_o to_o heaven_n
that_o covenant_n come_v these_o water_n divide_v themselves_o let_v i_o see_v the_o high_a priest_n of_o my_o profession_n who_o be_v the_o ark_n himself_o carry_v that_o ark_n before_o i_o where_o he_o set_v his_o foot_n there_o be_v dry_a ground_n to_o pass_v through_o the_o midst_n of_o danger_n o_o son_n of_o god_n show_v thy_o propitiation_n to_o the_o father_n to_o appease_v he_o to_o i_o to_o encourage_v i_o to_o these_o water_n that_o they_o may_v flee_v away_o and_o to_o my_o enemy_n that_o they_o may_v be_v destroy_v let_v i_o see_v thou_o as_o i_o do_v long_o since_o at_o the_o like_a sentence_n of_o death_n interpon_v thyself_o betwixt_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n and_o i_o secure_v i_o from_o sin_n punishment_n and_o all_o that_o work_n of_o justice_n when_o thou_o turn_v wrath_n in_o mercy_n and_o the_o justice_n seat_n in_o a_o throne_n of_o grace_n and_o set_v thyself_o as_o a_o sconce_n between_o god_n wrath_n and_o i_o make_v i_o as_o posedlie_o and_o calmelie_o to_o stand_v before_o god_n under_o the_o sentence_n of_o death_n as_o ever_o i_o do_v in_o the_o sweet_a meditation_n &_o motion_n of_o thy_o spirit_n that_o former_a proof_n yet_o fresh_a in_o my_o mind_n confirm_v my_o hope_n in_o the_o expectation_n of_o the_o like_a peace_n when_o death_n shall_v come_v indeed_o all_o this_o i_o know_v this_o i_o believe_v and_o hope_v for_o and_o feel_v already_o begin_v in_o i_o in_o some_o measure_n and_o persuade_v myself_o as_o now_o i_o think_v it_o and_o write_v it_o that_o in_o due_a time_n i_o shall_v find_v it_o and_o praise_v thou_o in_o heaven_n eternal_o for_o it_o when_o thou_o have_v crown_v thy_o mercy_n in_o i_o the_o sense_n of_o thy_o presence_n do_v now_o delight_v i_o but_o i_o rest_v not_o on_o it_o as_o it_o give_v i_o unspeakable_a contentment_n so_o it_o pouse_v i_o fordward_o to_o thy_o perfect_a presence_n i_o must_v ever_o be_v in_o move_v till_o i_o be_v perfect_v in_o thou_o though_o thy_o presence_n comfort_v i_o now_o in_o these_o my_o soules-speache_n with_o thou_o aâ—d_v refresh_v my_o weary_a heart_n both_o under_o present_a pain_n and_o foresee_v pain_n of_o death_n yet_o i_o stay_v not_o there_o these_o cool_a taste_n do_v rather_o inflame_v my_o desire_n than_o quench_v it_o and_o increase_v my_o longing_n for_o the_o well_o itself_o that_o i_o may_v be_v satisfy_v abundant_o with_o the_o fatness_n of_o thy_o house_n and_o drink_v of_o the_o river_n of_o thy_o pleasure_n for_o with_o thou_o be_v the_o fountain_n of_o life_n and_o in_o thy_o light_n i_o shall_v see_v light_a psal._n 36._o 8._o 9_o all_o my_o joy_n in_o the_o way_n can_v satisfy_v i_o till_o i_o be_v in_o that_o city_n whereof_o the_o lord_n god_n almighty_a &_o the_o lamb_n be_v the_o temple_n that_o new_a jerusalem_n that_o have_v no_o need_n of_o the_o sun_n nor_o of_o the_o moon_n for_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n do_v enlighten_v it_o and_o the_o lamb_n be_v the_o light_n of_o it_o revelat._n 21._o 22._o 23._o i_o long_o for_o that_o pure_a river_n of_o the_o water_n of_o life_n clear_a as_o crystal_n proceed_v out_o of_o the_o throne_n of_o god_n and_o the_o lamb_n i_o long_o for_o the_o fruit_n of_o the_o tree_n of_o life_n that_o bring_v fruit_n every_o month_n ever_o constant_a and_o new_a joy_n that_o i_o may_v see_v the_o face_n of_o the_o lamb_n and_o have_v his_o name_n write_v in_o my_o forehead_n and_o follow_v he_o whither_o soever_o he_o go_v revelat._n 22._o 1._o 2._o 4._o till_o i_o come_v to_o this_o estate_n my_o soul_n will_v ever_o thirst_v for_o thou_o more_o than_o the_o thirsty_a land_n do_v for_o rain_n or_o the_o chase_a hart_n pant_v for_o the_o river_n of_o water_n my_o soul_n thirst_v for_o god_n even_o for_o the_o live_a god_n oh_o when_o shall_v i_o come_v and_o appear_v before_o god_n psal._n 42._o 2._o none_o have_v wrought_v or_o can_v work_v this_o great_a desire_n in_o i_o but_o thou_o only_o &_o none_o can_v or_o shall_v satisfy_v it_o but_o thou_o and_o that_o by_o none_o 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when_o such_o thing_n fall_v out_o as_o can_v be_v particular_o foresee_v of_o man_n it_o be_v better_a to_o ponder_v they_o serious_o and_o to_o see_v the_o work_n of_o god_n in_o they_o and_o for_o ourself_o to_o draw_v near_o to_o he_o in_o faith_n and_o repentance_n and_o to_o draw_v other_o to_o he_o also_o in_o a_o religious_a reverence_n of_o he_o who_o rule_v all_o to_o the_o good_a of_o the_o saint_n to_o spend_v our_o own_o spirit_n and_o weary_a the_o ear_n of_o other_o in_o idle_a babble_n be_v the_o work_n of_o a_o empty_a brain_n 52._o damnable_a selvishnesse_n self_n be_v both_o a_o near_a and_o a_o dear_a word_n to_o man_n it_o draw_v all_o our_o thought_n to_o it_o &_o set_v all_o to_o work_v that_o be_v in_o we_o turn_v they_o home_o again_o to_o itself_o it_o be_v both_o the_o idol_n and_o idolater_n the_o exacter_n carver_n and_o receiver_n the_o doer_n and_o sufferer_n in_o all_o duty_n a_o fountain_n send_v out_o all_o and_o a_o centre_n suck_v back_o all_o that_o it_o send_v out_o and_o so_o selvish_a in_o this_o self_n that_o it_o account_v even_o god_fw-we to_o be_v a_o stranger_n and_o be_v yet_o more_o foolish_a parte_v itself_o against_o itself_o and_o be_v the_o own_o great_a enemy_n so_o a_o man_n great_a enemy_n be_v not_o only_o they_o of_o his_o own_o house_n but_o of_o his_o own_o heart_n blind_a love_n in_o the_o ape_n make_v it_o thrust_v oâ—t_v the_o enteral_n of_o the_o own_o brood_n while_o it_o embrace_v they_o too_o strait_o the_o blindness_n of_o self-love_n make_v it_o in_o preposterous_a safety_n to_o destroy_v itself_o what_o more_o friend-like_a master_n in_o we_o than_o self-love_n self_n wit_n &_o self-will_a &_o yet_o what_o great_a foe_n the_o hatred_n craft_n &_o power_n of_o our_o open_a enemy_n do_v not_o so_o hurt_v we_o as_o these_o i_o fear_v and_o suspect_v no_o creature_n more_o than_o myself_o and_o that_o even_o when_o i_o most_o respect_v myself_o i_o will_v profess_v and_o practice_v hostility_n against_o seluishnesse_n and_o render_v myself_o to_o be_v guide_v by_o a_o foreign_a witte-and_a will_n even_o the_o newman_n create_v and_o direct_v of_o god_n this_o be_v a_o better_a self_n than_o that_o natural_a seluish_a one_o there_o be_v no_o safety_n for_o i_o but_o in_o hate_v and_o destroy_v that_o evil_a one_o by_o that_o save_a overthrow_n of_o myself_o i_o shall_v save_v myself_o this_o be_v the_o fruit_n of_o my_o engraff_n in_o the_o native_a olive_n the_o juice_n of_o that_o stock_n change_v i_o to_o that_o selfe-destroying_a and_o selfe-saving_a work_n the_o more_o i_o seek_v my_o own_o salvation_n the_o more_o i_o abhor_v my_o seluish_a corruption_n i_o abhor_v myself_o as_o i_o be_o of_o the_o first_o adam_n but_o love_n and_o seek_v my_o well_n as_o i_o be_o in_o the_o second_o adam_n jesus_n christ._n the_o holy_a apostle_n make_v this_o perfect_a anatomy_n of_o himself_o not_o i_o but_o sin_n that_o dwell_v in_o i_o rom._n 7._o 17._o there_o be_v the_o old_a and_o corrupt_a self_n like_o the_o first_o adam_n in_o he_o by_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n i_o be_o that_o i_o be_o yeâ—_n not_o i_o but_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n which_o be_v with_o i_o 1._o cor._n 15._o 10._o there_o be_v the_o new_a self_n of_o grace_n by_o the_o second_o adam_n in_o he_o in_o both_o place_n himself_o as_o he_o be_v god_n creature_n be_v the_o common_a subject_n of_o both_o these_o self_n he_o be_v a_o stranger_n in_o himself_o who_o do_v not_o mark_v this_o distinction_n of_o himself_o and_o he_o be_v his_o own_o great_a foe_n who_o destroy_v not_o the_o old_a self_n in_o adam_n that_o he_o may_v save_v himself_o in_o the_o new_a adam_n jesus_n christ._n 53._o the_o wise_a and_o foolish_a merchant_n every_o man_n play_v the_o merchant_n in_o his_o great_a business_n we_o change_v &_o lose_v something_o for_o gain_v another_o the_o godly_a with_o god_n have_v most_o care_n to_o save_v their_o soul_n they_o care_v not_o to_o loss_n their_o good_n their_o name_n their_o body_n for_o that_o end_n if_o labour_v waste_v their_o body_n and_o affliction_n bruife_fw-mi their_o spirit_n all_o be_v well_o bestow_v in_o their_o count_n if_o so_o be_v their_o soul_n be_v safe_a the_o wicked_a make_v their_o own_o conquesh_n with_o wit_n like_o themselves_o they_o care_v not_o to_o loss_n their_o soul_n for_o keep_v of_o their_o body_n and_o estate_n their_o course_n be_v justifiable_a in_o their_o own_o judgement_n no_o man_n can_v build_v better_o upon_o their_o ground_n or_o see_v better_o with_o their_o eye_n they_o see_v not_o their_o soul_n and_o as_o little_a care_n they_o for_o it_o as_o they_o know_v it_o they_o see_v their_o body_n and_o state_n and_o do_v think_v that_o their_o soul_n be_v give_v for_o their_o body_n true_a godliness_n overthow_v these_o ground_n and_o give_v better_a light_n it_o teach_v that_o all_o be_v for_o man_n and_o the_o body_n for_o the_o soul_n and_o himself_o for_o god_n this_o make_v we_o to_o seek_v our_o safety_n more_o than_o our_o state_n our_o conscience_n more_o than_o our_o fame_n our_o soul_n more_o than_o our_o body_n and_o god_n more_o than_o all_o nature_n in_o worldly_a thing_n condemn_v our_o brutishness_n in_o spiritual_a it_o teach_v man_n to_o buy_v the_o best_a thing_n of_o best_a use_n of_o most_o gain_n and_o at_o the_o low_a price_n but_o in_o spiritual_a merchandise_n we_o buy_v the_o worst_a thing_n that_o be_v of_o no_o use_n of_o less_o gain_n and_o at_o the_o dear_a rate_n we_o spend_v our_o money_n on_o that_o that_o be_v no_o bread_n and_o our_o labour_n on_o that_o which_o satisfy_v not_o isa._n 55._o 2._o such_o be_v
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as_o his_o worship_n many_o exercise_n themselves_o in_o the_o work_n of_o god_n worship_n but_o not_o as_o his_o worship_n the_o hypocrite_n do_v it_o to_o be_v see_v of_o man_n and_o to_o purchase_v a_o name_n of_o piety_n the_o politic_a to_o be_v count_v a_o professor_n and_o eschew_v the_o suspicion_n of_o atheism_n and_o the_o atheist_n himself_o to_o feed_v his_o curiosity_n it_o be_v a_o good_a work_n in_o itself_o but_o to_o they_o who_o do_v it_o with_o by_o respect_n it_o be_v sin_n their_o life_n do_v prove_v how_o profanelie_o they_o act_v it_o they_o be_v never_o one_o whit_n better_o but_o go_v on_o in_o their_o profannesse_n they_o obtain_v the_o end_n that_o they_o intend_v and_o can_v suit_v no_o further_o their_o end_n be_v not_o edification_n in_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n but_o other_o base_a respect_n the_o desire_n whereof_o ceri_v they_o to_o the_o work_n and_o in_o it_o they_o find_v their_o satisfaction_n further_o they_o look_v not_o and_o find_v not_o the_o 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