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only_o but_o to_o remain_v with_o his_o servant_n till_o their_o work_n be_v do_v it_o be_v call_v the_o earnest_n of_o our_o inheritance_n ephes_n 1.14_o a_o earnest_n you_o know_v be_v part_n of_o the_o payment_n not_o to_o be_v return_v again_o and_o we_o be_v say_v to_o be_v seal_v with_o this_o spirit_n unto_o the_o day_n of_o redemption_n eph._n 4.30_o i_o e._n that_o be_v as_o one_o explain_v it_o god_n do_v by_o that_o distinguish_v believer_n from_o other_o man_n as_o seal_n be_v employ_v to_o make_v a_o difference_n from_o other_o thing_n that_o be_v not_o so_o much_o to_o be_v regard_v and_o as_o we_o seal_v our_o own_o good_n or_o paper_n
of_o the_o world_n as_o also_o the_o reason_n why_o good_a people_n be_v many_o time_n very_o willing_a to_o die_v and_o of_o the_o inexcusableness_n and_o misery_n of_o those_o that_o be_v without_o god_n favour_n and_o whence_o it_o be_v that_o some_o grow_v in_o grace_n more_o than_o other_o and_o be_v more_o earnest_n for_o a_o share_n in_o god_n love_n p._n 207._o chap._n xiii_o show_v that_o the_o favour_n of_o god_n be_v diligent_o to_o be_v seek_v and_o what_o be_v to_o be_v do_v that_o we_o may_v obtain_v it_o p._n 228._o chap._n iu._n that_o we_o ought_v to_o take_v heed_n that_o we_o do_v not_o lose_v the_o favour_n of_o god_n after_o we_o have_v once_o enjoy_v it_o and_o what_o we_o be_v to_o do_v that_o we_o may_v not_o fall_v into_o a_o condition_n so_o miserable_a as_o this_o will_v be_v p._n 241._o chap._n v._n of_o assurance_n and_o of_o the_o false_a ground_n from_o which_o many_o be_v apt_a to_o conclude_v that_o they_o be_v god_n favourite_n when_o they_o be_v not_o so_o p._n 263._o chap._n vi_o show_v by_o what_o mean_v we_o may_v know_v whether_o we_o have_v god_n favour_n or_o not_o and_o first_o by_o the_o grace_n of_o his_o spirit_n though_o the_o act_n of_o they_o be_v neither_o so_o strong_a nor_o so_o comfortable_a at_o one_o time_n as_o another_o and_o second_o by_o our_o hatred_n of_o sin_n and_o our_o be_v satisfy_v with_o all_o the_o providence_n of_o god_n p._n 275._o chap._n vii_o of_o several_a other_o way_n whereby_o a_o sense_n of_o god_n favour_n may_v be_v preserve_v in_o our_o soul_n and_o how_o we_o may_v certain_o know_v that_o we_o be_v in_o that_o happy_a state_n p._n 294._o chap._n viii_o of_o the_o several_a privilege_n that_o belong_v to_o those_o who_o have_v god_n favour_n p._n 309._o the_o content_n of_o the_o three_o part._n chap._n i._n of_o the_o many_o misery_n of_o this_o mortal_a life_n that_o be_v the_o usual_a occasion_n of_o sorrow_n to_o the_o son_n of_o man_n with_o respect_n both_o to_o their_o body_n and_o their_o soul_n p._n 317._o chap._n ii_o show_v that_o the_o fall_v of_o adam_n be_v the_o cause_n of_o all_o our_o misery_n and_o in_o how_o excellent_a a_o condition_n the_o bless_a angel_n be_v and_o the_o folly_n of_o such_o as_o expect_v to_o meet_v with_o nothing_o in_o the_o world_n but_o what_o be_v easy_a and_o pleasant_a p._n 331._o chap._n iii_o of_o the_o peculiar_a occasion_n of_o weep_v that_o good_a christian_n have_v more_o than_o other_o men._n p._n 338._o chap._n iu._n show_v what_o dreadful_a apprehension_n a_o soul_n have_v that_o be_v under_o desertion_n and_o in_o several_a respect_n how_o very_o sad_a and_o doleful_a its_o condition_n be_v from_o the_o author_n be_v own_o experience_n p._n 352._o chap._n v._n answer_v some_o objection_n and_o of_o the_o further_a doleful_a state_n of_o a_o desert_a soul_n and_o whence_o it_o be_v that_o god_n be_v please_v to_o suffer_v a_o very_a tempestuous_a and_o stormy_a night_n to_o come_v upon_o his_o servant_n in_o this_o world_n p._n 370._o chap._n vi_o show_v whence_o it_o be_v that_o melancholy_a people_n love_n solitariness_n and_o whence_o it_o be_v that_o serious_a person_n be_v not_o so_o light_a in_o their_o conversation_n as_o other_o be_v with_o some_o inference_n deducible_a from_o the_o forego_n doctrine_n as_o also_o some_o advice_n to_o those_o who_o have_v never_o be_v desert_v and_o to_o such_o who_o be_v complain_v that_o they_o be_v so_o p._n 381._o chap._n vii_o of_o the_o great_a joy_n that_o fill_v a_o soul_n when_o the_o sense_n of_o god_n favour_n return_v to_o it_o after_o have_v be_v long_o in_o darkness_n and_o that_o this_o be_v great_a in_o several_a respect_n as_o it_o be_v unexpected_a as_o it_o discover_v god_n to_o be_v reconcile_v and_o give_v the_o mourner_n a_o interest_n in_o christ_n by_o faith_n through_o the_o influence_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n it_o revive_v his_o grace_n deliver_v he_o from_o the_o insult_a of_o the_o devil_n and_o show_v the_o soul_n 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happiness_n it_o be_v all_o in_o the_o love_n and_o favour_n of_o god_n to_o see_v he_o fill_v all_o the_o soul_n above_o with_o ineffable_a delight_n to_o be_v deprive_v of_o this_o bless_a privilege_n fill_v all_o the_o soul_n in_o misery_n with_o mourn_v and_o lamentation_n to_o his_o saint_n god_n will_v be_v all_o in_o all_o his_o communication_n will_v be_v entire_a and_o full_a there_o 10._o lettres_n de_fw-fr mounseur_fw-fr claude_n p._n 10._o †_o as_o the_o creature_n be_v of_o divers_a order_n every_o one_o receive_v its_o portion_n of_o divine_a favour_n different_a from_o that_o of_o other_o he_o communicate_v himself_o otherwise_o to_o the_o heaven_n than_o to_o the_o earth_n otherwise_o to_o a_o angel_n than_o to_o a_o man._n the_o earth_n have_v a_o image_n of_o his_o firmness_n the_o sun_n have_v a_o image_n of_o his_o beauty_n the_o heaven_n a_o image_n of_o his_o immensity_n and_o so_o in_o other_o but_o there_o be_v no_o creature_n that_o have_v assemble_v in_o 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favour_n and_o grace_n of_o god_n that_o shall_v set_v he_o at_o liberty_n when_o by_o his_o many_o sin_n he_o have_v deserve_v to_o be_v bind_v in_o eternal_a chain_n that_o shall_v cause_v he_o to_o sing_v hallelujah_n when_o other_o weep_v and_o wail_v for_o ever_o how_o will_v he_o admire_v that_o grace_n that_o have_v place_v he_o in_o heaven_n when_o so_o many_o other_o be_v in_o hell_n and_o the_o more_o admire_v when_o he_o shall_v consider_v that_o this_o distinction_n of_o state_n be_v free_o make_v that_o that_o crown_n which_o will_v adorn_v his_o head_n be_v free_o give_v how_o will_v every_o look_v on_o god_n fill_v his_o soul_n with_o a_o wonder_a joy_n because_o he_o free_o give_v his_o son_n how_o will_v every_o view_n of_o christ_n increase_v his_o wonder_n when_o he_o shall_v consider_v that_o he_o free_o undertake_v the_o kind_a work_n of_o his_o redemption_n that_o he_o free_o shed_v his_o blood_n and_o pay_v the_o debt_n which_o the_o sinner_n himself_o can_v 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