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and_o unworthy_a of_o it_o and_o yet_o notwithstanding_o he_o be_v the_o bringer_n about_o of_o it_o i_o shall_v be_v condemn_v by_o you_o all_o if_o you_o have_v not_o pity_v on_o i_o and_o redeem_v i_o from_o my_o misery_n sect_n 4._o his_o humility_n in_o his_o action_n after_o the_o humility_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o speech_n come_v that_o of_o action_n which_o monsieur_n the_o renty_n practise_v in_o a_o excellent_a manner_n we_o have_v already_o see_v it_o in_o divers_a passage_n we_o shall_v see_v it_o again_o in_o many_o other_o and_o particular_o when_o we_o speak_v of_o his_o patience_n and_o of_o his_o charity_n towards_o the_o poor_a and_o the_o sick_a but_o beside_o all_o this_o i_o shall_v not_o doubt_v to_o say_v that_o he_o be_v continual_o attentive_a to_o all_o occasion_n of_o humility_n so_o that_o none_o of_o they_o escape_v he_o without_o be_v make_v use_n of_o since_o his_o special_a vocation_n to_o the_o service_n of_o god_n he_o will_v not_o suffer_v they_o 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that_o when_o he_o be_v please_v to_o do_v they_o the_o favour_n to_o visit_v they_o he_o will_v come_v in_o his_o coach_n by_o reason_n of_o the_o distance_n and_o incommodity_n he_o receive_v in_o come_v he_o answer_v pleasant_o that_o he_o love_v not_o to_o make_v use_n of_o a_o coach_n because_o that_o smell_v something_o of_o the_o monsieur_n and_o that_o he_o must_v endeavour_v to_o make_v himself_o in_o every_o thing_n very_o little_a he_o go_v therefore_o thither_o on_o foot_n and_o return_v the_o short_a day_n at_o five_o or_o six_o a_o clock_n at_o night_n all_o alone_a and_o sometime_o in_o thaw_v weather_n when_o be_v tell_v of_o the_o
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wisdom_n in_o he_o to_o make_v esteem_n and_o to_o speak_v with_o advantage_n of_o other_o man_n carriage_n for_o their_o interior_n although_o they_o be_v far_o below_o his_o own_o say_v that_o we_o ought_v most_o careful_o take_v heed_n of_o speak_v like_o the_o pharisee_fw-mi i_o be_o not_o as_o other_o man_n and_o write_v to_o i_o one_o day_n of_o this_o subject_n god_n forbid_v say_v he_o that_o i_o shall_v believe_v there_o be_v any_o thing_n singular_a and_o extraordinary_a in_o i_o although_o i_o owe_v he_o extreme_a acknowledgement_n for_o his_o infinite_a mercy_n but_o among_o all_o the_o effect_n and_o testimony_n of_o his_o humility_n the_o manner_n of_o his_o carriage_n towards_o his_o director_n aught_o without_o doubt_n to_o have_v place_n in_o the_o first_o rank_n he_o do_v nothing_o be_v it_o of_o never_o so_o little_a consequence_n that_o concern_v himself_o without_o his_o conduct_n to_o he_o he_o propound_v the_o thing_n either_o by_o word_n of_o mouth_n if_o he_o 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