be too sweete and vnsauorie in like maÌner too ârequent tendernesse and kindnesses will become disgustfull and not be esteemed knowing they are done but for fashion sake Likwise meates vppon which are put great haÌdfulls of salte are displeasing âecause of their sharpnes but those whereon the âalte and suger are put by measure are made pleaâing to the tast in like sort courtiseys which are vsed ây measure and discretion are pleasing and profiâable to them to whom they be exhibited The âertu of Good CoÌuersation requireth that we coÌtriâute and condescend to holy moderate ioy and âo gracious entertaynments which may serue for âonsolation or recreation of our neighbour that ân no sort we cause any vexation to him or her ây our frowning and mellancholie countenances âr by refusing to recreate in the time ordayned for ât VVe haue allreadie treated of this vertu in the discourse of modestie wherefore I passe further ând say that it is a very difficult thing to hitt âllwaies the marke we ayme at it is true indeed âhat vve ought all to haue this pretence to attayâe and ayme iust vvith in the vvhite marke of âertu the vvhite vve ought ardentlye to desire âut notvvithstanding vve ought not to lease couâage vvhen vve doe not rightly encounter the âssence of vertu nor be astonished therat prouiâed that vvee keepe our selues vvith in the round âhat is to say the neerest that vve may to true âertu for it is a thing vvhich the Saints themselues haue not knovven hovv to doe in all vertues there hauing not bene any but our Bl. Lord and Ladye vvho haue bene able to doe it The Saints haue âracticed them with a very great difference what difference I pray you is there betweene the spiritâ of Saint Augustine and that of Saint Ierome as may bee noted in their writings there is nothing more sweete then S. Augustine his writings are swetnes and hony it selfe contrariwise S. Icrome was extreeme austere the better to knowe it confider him in his Episteles he is as it weere allwaieâ angrie neuerthelesse both of theÌ were exceedingly vertuous but the one had more sweetnes the other much more austeritie of life and both of them although not equallye either sweete or rigorous haue bene great Saints So as we see that we oughâ not to be astonished if we be not equallie gentle and sweete prouided we loue our neighbour according to the loue of the hart wholie extent and aâ our Lord hath loued vs that is to say more theÌ ouâ selues preferring him allwaies before our selues iâ all things with in the Order of holy Charitie anâ refusing him nothing that we may be able to contribute for his profitt except our damnation as ãâã haue alreadye sayed VVe must there-fore endeuour as much as we shal be able to render exteriouâ testimonie of our affection conformable to reason to laugh with them that laugh and weepe witâ those that weepe § 3. I say we ought to manifest that we louâ ours sisters this is the second part of the questionâ without vsing indecent familiaritie the rule declareth it but let vs see what we ought to doe heerinâ nothing but that saÌctitie appeare in our familiaritiâ and manifest our freindship as S. Paul sayeth iâ one of his epistles Salute sayeth he one anotheâ with a holy kisse it was the custome when thâ christians did meete together to kisse each other Our Lord IESVS did also vse towards his Apostle this forme of salutation as we learne in the traitouâ Iudas and holie Religious therefore did vse to saye when they encountred each other Deo gratias to declare the great contentment they did receaue in behoulding one the other as if they had sayed or would say I thanke God my Deare Brother for âhe consolation he hath vouchsafed mee by your presence Euen so my Deare daughters we must demonstrate how much we loue our sisters and âhat we are pleased with them prouided allwaies âhat sanctitie accompanie the signes we giue of our âffection that God may not onely not be offended âut that he may be praised and Glorified Likewise S. Paul who teacheth vs so to behaue our selues âhat our affections may be witnessed by our sanâtitie willeth and teacheth vs to behaue our selues âraciously giuing vs his example Salute sayeth he âuch a one who knoweth well that I loue him with my hart and such a one who must be assuâed that I loue him as my Brother and in partiâular his mother who knoweth also that she is myne § 4. You demaund vppon this subiect if we may or should aduenture to shewe more affection âo one sister whom we esteeme more vertuous theÌ we doe to another I aunswere to this that although âe are obliged to loue those more that are more âertuous with the loue of delight and content yet âught we not therefore to loue them more with ââe loue of good will nor ought we to shewe them âore signes of freindship and this for two reaâons The first is because our Lord IESVS did not âractice it but rather it seemeth he shewed more âffection to the imperfect then to the perfect since âe hath sayed that he was not come for the iust but âor sinners that is to say for those thât haue more âeede of vs to whom we are to witnesse our loue more particularlye for heere it is vvheÌ vve shevvâ best that vve loue for charitie and not in louing those that giue vs more consolation then payne or trouble And in this vve ought to proceede as the profitt of our neighbour doth require buâ further then this vve must endeuour so to behaue our selues that vve loue all equallie since our Lord IESVS did not say loue those that are more vertuous but indifferentlie loue one vvith another euen as I haue loued you vvith out excluding any one hovv imperfect soeuer he beeâ The second reason vvherefore vve ovve not signe of freindship to one more then another anâ ought not to permitt our selues to be carryed tâ loue them more is that vve cannot iudge vvhâ are the more vertuous and vvho haue more perfection for exteriour apparences are very deceat full and very often those that seeme to you to bâ the most vertuous as I haue saved in anotheâ part are not so before God vvho is onelie he thaâ can knovve them It may be that a sister vvhoâ you shall see to faile very often and committââ multitude of imperfections vvilbe more vertuouâ more pleasing to Almightye God either foâ the greatnesse of the courage vvhere vvithe shâ vphouldeth her selfe in the midst of her imperfâctions not giuing her selfe ouer to be troubled noâ disquieted to see her selfe subiect to fall or becauââ she dravveth out of it Humilitie or for the loue shâ hath of her abiection then another vvho shà ll hauâ a doren vertues either naturall or acquired bâ hath lesse exercise and labour and consequently may be lesse courage and Humilitie then hath thâ other vvhom vve see subiect to frailties
which God had giuen him O that word of God is a most true and solide ground and foundation for it is infallible Abraham then proceeded to accoÌplish the will of the of God with an incoÌparable simplicitie for he made no more consideratioÌ nor reply then he did vvheÌ God had coÌmaunded him saying goe forth out of thy country anâ from thy kindred and goe to the place that I wiâ shewe thee not specifying it vnto him to the enâ he should imbarke himselfe most simply in thâ ship of his Diuine prouidence walking then forwards three dayes and three nights with his sonnâ Isaac carrying the wood for the sacrifice this Innocent soule demaunded of his Faâher vvhere waâ the Holocaust to vvhome good Abraham aunswered My sonne our Lord will prouide it Oâ good God hovv happie should wee bee if vvâ could accustome our selues to make this aunswer to our hartes vvhen they are in care for any thing our Lord vvill prouide therefore and that after thâ vve had not any more anxietie trouble or impression then Isaac had for he held himselfe silent anâ quiett beleuing our Lord vvould prouide euen aâ his father had sayed Certaynelye God requiretâ that the confidence vvee haue in his fatherlie caâ and Diuine Prouidence should be great But wherefore should we not haue it seeing there hath neuer bene any personne deceaued therein nor anâ one confided in God that hath not receaued thâ fruit of his confidence I speake this amongst oââselues for touching these of the vvorld their confidence is accompagnied vvith apprehension anâ therefore is of no vvorth before God Lett vs consider I beseech you vvhat Our Lord Maisteâ sayed to his Apostles to establish in them this holâ and louing Confidence I haue sent you into thâ world vvith out scrip mony or other prouisions either for yout nourishment or clothing hath therâ bene any thing vvanting to you and they saved noâ goe sayed he to them and meditate not in youâ mind whereof you shall eate or vvhat you shaââ drinke or vvhere vvith you shal be clothed noâ likevvise vvhat you shall speake being in the preâence of the great Lords and magistrats of the proâinces through vvhich you shall passe for in euery âccasion your heauenlie Father vvill prouide for âou all that is necessarie neither doe you premeâitate vvhat you shall speake for he vvill speake in âou and put into your mouth the wordes that you âhall haue to say But I am so dull and ill-spokeÌ some one of our sisters will say I knovve not hovv to âonuerse with great ones and Noble poeple I haue âo learning that is all one goe and confide in God âor he hath sayed Although a vvomaÌ should happen âo forgett her child yet vvill I neuer forgett you âor I beare you ingrauen in my hart and on my âands Thinke you that he vvho hath care to prouide foode for the foules os the ayre and the âeastes of the earth which neither sovv nor gaâher into barnes can euer forgett to prouide all âhat shal be necessarie for the man that vvil conâide totallie in his Prouidence since that man âs capable to be vnited to God our Souueraigne good § 2. This my most deare Sisters hath seemed good to me to speake to you vppon this subject of your departure for although you are not capaâle of Apostoâicall dignitie because of your sex neuerthelesse you are in some sort capable of the Apostolicall office and you may render many seruices to God procuring in some sorte the aduancement of his glorie as the Apostles did Certaynelie my Deare Daughters this ought to be a moriue of great consolation vnto you that God will serue him selfe of you for so excellent a worke as this to which you are called and you ought to âhould your selues greatlie honored before the Diuine maiestie For what is that that God desireth of you but that which he did ordaâne to his Apostles and that for which he sent them into the world which was that for which our Lord himselfe came to worke in this world to witt to giue life to men and not onely this sayed hee but to the end they should liue more abundantlie that they may haue life and better life which he hath wrought by giuing theÌ his grace The Apostles were sent of our Lord throughout the world for the same subiect for our Lord sayed vnto them euen as my Father sent mee I send you goe and giue life to men but you must not content your selues with this but endeuour that they liue and that a most perfect life by the meanes of the doctrine that you shall teach them they shall haue life in beleeuing my worde that you expose to them but they shall haue more abundant life by the good example that you shall giue them and therefore take no care whether your labours fructifie according to your pretended desire for it is not of you the fruits shal be demaunded but onely whether you haue imploied your selues faythfully to cultiuate the sterill and dry ground it will not be demaunded whether you haue had a good haruest but onely if you haue had care to sowe vvel In like manner my deare daughters you are now coÌmaunded to goe hether and thether into diuers places to the end that soules hauing life by your meanes may liue a better life for what is that vvhich you goe to doe but to giue knowledg of your Institute and by meanes of this knowledg to dravve many soules to imbrace all the obseruances which are comprised and conteined therein but with out preaching and conferring the Sacraments and remitting sinnes as the Appostles did Goe you not to giue life to men but to speake more properly goe you not to giue life to vvomen since it may be a hundred and a huÌdred virgins which would haue bene lost in the vvorld shall by your example retyring them selues vvith in your Religion goe to enioy in heaâen for all eternitie incomprebeÌsible felicitye and not this by your meanes that their life shal be âuen them and that they shall liue a more abunâant life that is to say a life more perfect and âeasing to God a life that shall make them capable â vnite themselues more perfectly to the diuine âountie for they shall receaue from you necessarie ââstructions for to attayne the true and pure loue âf God with is that more abundant life which âur Lord IESVS is come to giue to men I haue ârought sayed he fire into the earth what is that I âemaund or what doe I prretend but that it burâe And in another place he coÌmaundeth that fire âurne continually vppon his Altar and therefore ââat it should neuer be put out to shewe with what ârdour he desireth that the fire of his loue be allâaies kindled vppoÌ the Altar of our harts O God âhat a grace is this that God doeth bestowe on âou he maketh you Apostles not in dignity but in âffice and meritt you preach not
by a great number of reâterated acts and pâduced with a liuely force by the meanes vvheâ of vvee gayne the habitt and facillitye therof ãâã naturall inclination allwaies carrieth vs to desirâ commaund and giueth vs an auersion to Obey ãâã notvvithstanding it is certayne that wee haue mâ capacitie to Obey and it may be wee haue nonâ all to commaund § 2. Obedience most ordinarilye hath three âonditions the first is to accept vvith a good vvill âe thing that they commaund vs and to apply our âill svveetly therevnto louing to bee commaunâed for it is not the way or meanes to yeald our âlues truelye obedient to haue no person to comâaund vs as likewise it is not a meanes to bee âilde to remayne alone in a desert Cassian reporâth that being in the desert he was somtimes in âholer and taking his peÌ to write if it did not write âell hee should cast it from him vvhere-fore sayed âee it serueth for nothing to bee alone since that âee carrye cholere with vs. Vertue is a good of it âlfe that dependeth not of the priuation of his âontrarie The second condition of obedience is âromptitude to the which sloth or spirituall sadnes opposite For it rarelye hapneth that a sorovvfull âule doth any thing promptly and diligentlye in âheologicall termes sloth is called spirituall sorâowe and this is it vvhich hindereth from execuâng obedience couragiouslie and promptlye The âird is perseuerance for it sufficeth not that vvee âonsent to the commaundement and that wee âecute it for some space of time if wee doe not âerseuere therein since it is this perseuerance that âbteyneth the crovvne There are euerie where to âe found admirable examples of perseuerance but ârticularlye in the life of Saint Pachome there is âention of diuers monkes that perseuered vvith â incredible patience all their life imploying theÌâelues in one and the selfe same exercise as the âood Father Ionas vvho neuer in his life did any âther thing besides gardening then make matts ând hee vvas so habituated that hee made them his âindowe being shut close meditating and making âis prayer and the one did not hindet the other in âim in such sorte that they found him dead vvith his knees acrosse and his matts fastned vpon theâ hee did dye doing of that which hee had done aâ his life This vvas an act of great humilitie for obâbedience to imploye himselfe in this selfe same exercise being so abiect all his life For strong temptâtions might arriue vnto him that he should be câpable of some office of more vvorth Now thiâ third condition is most difficult of all because ãâã the lightnes ad inconstancie of humayne spiritts foâ at this present vvee loue to doe one thing and bâ and by wee will not regarde it if vvee would follow all the motions of our spiritt or that it weââ possible for vs so to doe without giuing scandaâ ther-in or dishonoring our selues wee should sââ no other thing then chang and instabilitye Noâ wee would bee in one condition and a while aftâ wee would seeke for another so extrauagant anâ inconstant is the spiritt of man Therefore it muâ be stopped by the force of our first resolutions tâ the end wee may liue equallie in the throng of tââ inequallities of our feelings successes and euenâ Now to giue our selues affectionatly to Obediencâ when wee shall find our selues tempted vve ougâ to make considerations of the excellencie beautie and meritt yea also the profitt thereof for to eâcourage vs to passe onvvarde This is to bee vndeâstood for those soules that are not yet well establâshed in Obedience but vvhen there is no questioâ but of a simple auersion or disgust of the thing coâmaunded wee must make on act of loue and pâ our selues to the vvorke Our Lord IESVS himselâ in his passion did feele a very great distaste and mortall auersion to suffer death hee sayeth it himselfe but vvith the subtile point of his spiritt hâ was resigned to the will of his Father all the rââ was but a motion of nature Perseuerance is moâ difficult in interiour things for the exteriour aâ materiall are easie enough which proceedeth from âhis that wee are troubled to subiect our vnderââanding for this is the last peece that vvee submitt ând notwithstanding it is intirelie necessarie that âee subiect our thoughs to certayne obiects in âuch sort that vvhen our superiour doth giue vs sett âxercises or practice of vertue wee remayne in âhose exercises and submitt our spiritt I doe not all it want of perseuerance when wee make some âmall interruptions so that vvee quit it not alltogeâher as it is not vvant of Obedience to bee defeâtiue in one of her conditions prouided that vvee âre not obliged but to the substance of the vertues ând not to the conditions For allthough that vvee doe obey vvith repugnance and allmost as it weere ây force by the obligation of our condition our Obedience notwithstanding omitteth not therefote âo bee good in vertue of our first resolutioÌ But it is âf an infinitt worth and meritt when it is perforâed vvith the conditions that wee haue nominated or any one thing hovv little soeuer it bee being âffectuated vvith such Obedience is of excellent âvorth § 3. Obedience is a vertue so excellent that âur Lord IESVS vvould guide all the course of his âfe by Obedience eueÌ so as hee sayed manye times âhat hee vvas not come to doe his vvill but that of âis Father and the Apostle sayeth that hee vvas âade Obedient euen vnto death and the death of âhe crosse and he would ioyne to the infinite meritt âf his perfect Charitie the infinitt meritt of perfect Obedience Charitie giueth way to Obedience âecause Obedience dependeth of Iustice also it is âetter to pay that vvee ovve then to giue an almes âhat is to say it is better to Obey then to doe acts âf Charitie by our ovvne proper motion The second point vvher-in Obedience consisteth is rather humilitie then Obedience for this kindâ of Obedience is a certayne flexiblenes of our willâ to follovv the will of another and this is a vertuâ that is exceedinglye pleasing which causeth our spiritt to winde it selfe in all occasioÌs and allwaies disposeth vs to doe the vvill of God For example if iâ passing to one place I meete a sister that desiretâ mee to goe to another the will of God in mee is that I doe as she desireth rather theÌ that I vvill Buâ if I oppose my opinioÌ to hers the will of God in hâ is that she giue mee way and the like in all thingâ that are indifferent But if it happen vppon this firâ opinioÌ both will yeald and giue way they must noâ staye there contesting but they shall haue regard â that vvhich is best and most reasonable and simplâ doe it but in this wee must bee guided by discretiâ for it should bee farre from the purpose to quiâ a thing that vvere of necessitie to condescend to thing
hath perfect simplicitie hath but one loue âhich is for God and in this loue she hath but one ânely pretence vvhich is to repose vpon the breast âf her celestiall Father and as a child of loue to make her aboade there leauing intirelie all the care âf her selfe to her good Father neuer more trouâling her selfe for any thing but still retayning this âoly confidence so that neither the desires of verâues and graces themselues doe disquiet her and inâeed vvherefore serue the importune and vnquiet âesires of vertues the practice whereof is not neâessarie to vs gratiousnesse mildnesse loue of our âvvne abiection Humilitie Sweete Charitie cordiall freindshipe tovvards our neighbour and Obedience are the vertues which wee ought to practice most commonlie because they are necessarie for vs and the encounter of such occasions is frequent with vs but for Constancie Magnificence and such other vertues that it may bee vvee shall neueâ haue occasion to practice lett vs not trouble ouâ selues wee shall not bee for this the lesse Magnânimous or generous § 7. You aske of mee how the soules vvho iâ prayer are dravvne to this holy simplicitie and thâ perfect forsaking all in God ought to guide them selues in all their actions I aunswere that not onelâ in prayer but in the conduct of their vvhole lifâ they ought inuariably to vvalke in the spiritt ãâã simplicitie and abnegation remitting their vvhoââ soule their actions and successes to the good pleâsure of God by a loue of perfect and most absoluââ confidence leauing themselues to the mercie anâ care of the eternall loue which the diuine prouâdence hath of them and therefore they must houâ themselues constant in this course not permittiâ any alteration or reflection about themselues to ãâã vvhat they doe or vvhether they bee satisfied Alaâ Our satisfactions and consolations doe not satisâ the eyes of God but they onely content this misârable care and loue that wee haue of our selues oâ of God and his consideration Certaynely the chââdren vvhich our Lord noteth vnto vs to bee tââ modle of our perfection haue not ordinarilie aââ care aboue all in the presence of their Fathers aâ Mothers they keepe themselues neere to them nââther regarding their satisfactions nor consolatioÌ which they take in good part and enioy in simpââcitye vvithout any curiositie of considering tâ causes or the effects loue so much imploying thâ that they can doe no other thing Hee vvho is veâ attentiue to please louingly the celestiall louer hââ neither hart nor leasure to reflect vppon himselâ his spiritt continually tending thether where âoâ carrieth it § 8. This exercise of the continuall abandâning of himselfe into the hands of God doth exceâlently comprehend all the perfection of other exeâcises its most perfect puritye and simplicitie anâ whiles God permitteth vs to vse it vvee ought nâ to change it The spirituall louers spouses of the ââlestiall king truely doe viewe theÌselues from timâ to time as Doues who are neere the most pure wâters to see if they bee well accommodated to tâ liking of their Louer and this is performed in tââ examens of their Conscience whereby they cleanââ purifie and adorne themselues the best they maâ not for to bee perfect nor to satisfye theÌselues nâ for the desire of their progress in wel-doing but â obey the spouse for the reuerence they beare vnâ him and for the exceeding desire they haue to gâue him contentemeÌt Is not this a verie pure Loââ vnspotted and verie simple since they doe not pârifie themselues to bee pure they adorne not theâ selues to bee fayre but onelie to please their Louâ to whom if deformitie were as acceptable thâ would loue it as much as beautie And so theâ simple Doues doe not imploye care or time nâ any eagernes to wash and trimme themselues Fââ the confideÌce that their Loue giueth them of beiââ much beloued although vnworthy I say the Coâfidence that their Loue giueth them in the Loââ and bountie of their Louer taketh from them solicitude and diffidence of not being sufficient fayre and the desire to Loue rather then to adorâ and prepare themselues to Loue cutteth of froâ them all curious care and maketh them conteâ with à sweete and faythfull preparation maâ Louinglye and Cordiallye 8. And to conclude this point St. Francis senâing his Religious into the world in a iourney gaâ them this aduise in steed of monye and for all theâ prouision Cast your care on our Lord and hee wâ feede you I say the same to you my most deare âaughters cast all your pretensions your solicitudes ând affections within the fatherlie breast of God ând hee vvill guide you nay hee vvill carrye you wheere his loue vvill haue you Lett vs heare and âmitate our blessed Sauiour vvho as a most perfect âsalmist singing the soueraigne sonnets of his loue âppon the tree of the crosse concludeth them thus My Father I commend and committ my spiritt into ây hands hauing sayed this my deare daughters âvhat remayneth but to expire and to dye the death âf loue not liuing any more to our selues but âESVS CHRISTE liuing in vs TheÌ shall cease all the ânquietnesse of our hart vvhich proceedeth froÌ the âesire that selfe loue suggesteth and from the tenâernesse that wee haue in and for our selues which âauseth vs secretly to bee verie busie in the search âf the satisfactions and perfections of our selues ând being imbarqued vvithin the exercise of our âocation vnder the vvinde of this simple and loueâng confideÌce vvhithout perceauing our progresse âee shall doe verie much not goeing vvee shall âett forvvard and not mouing from our place wee âhall dravve neere our country as those doe vvho âayle on a full sea vnder a prosperous vvinde Then âre all the euents and varietie of accidents vvhich âappeÌ receaued svveetly and mildlye For hee who âs in the hands of God and reposeth vvithin his âreast vvho is abandoned to his loue and commited to his good pleasure vvhat is it that may bee âble to shake and moue him Certaynelie in all ocâurrances vvithout studying like a Philosopher âppon the causes reasons and motiues of euents âee pronounceth from his hart this holy acceptatioÌând consent of our Lord yeas my father for so it hath bene pleasing in thy sight Then vvee shal be âall imbrued in svveetnesse and mildnesse towardes our sisters and neighbours for vvee shall see thesâ soules vvithin the breasts of our Sauiour Alas Heâ that regardeth his neighbour out of it runneth hazard to loue him neither purelie constantlie noâ equallie But therein vvho vvould not loue him vvho vvould not support him vvho vvould not suffer his imperfections vvho vvould find any defecâ in him vvho vvould find him distastfull or burdenâ some Novv this neighbour my most deare daughters as hee is vvithin the breast of our sauiour iâ there so welbeloued and so amiable that the loueâ dyed for loue of him Furthermore the naturaâ loue of consanguinitie good countenances vvelbeâ seemings correspondences
sympathies and otheâ graces shall then bee purified and reduced to thâ perfect obedience of the most pure loue of thâ good diuine pleasure and truelie the greatest gooâ happinesse of soules vvho aspire to perfection should bee not to haue any desire to bee beloueâ of creatures but by this loue of Charitie vvhicâ affectionateth vs to our neighbour and âeach oââ in their degree according to the desire of oââ Lord. § 10. Before I end I must speake a vvord ãâã the prudence of the serpent for I haue considereâ that if I did speake of the simplicitie of the Douâ you vvould quicklie obiect vnto mee the Serpenâ Many haue demaunded vvhat serpent it vvas ãâã vvhom our Lord vvould haue vs learne Prudence omitting all other aunsvveres that may beâ made to this question vvee vvill novv take thâ wordes of our Lord bee Prudent as the serpenâ vvho vvhen hee is taken exposeth all his bodie tâ saue his head in like manner ought vvee to doâ exposeing all to daÌger vvhen it is requisite for tââ conserue our Lord and his loue vvhole and intiââ vvithin vs For hee is our head and vvee are hââ members and this is the Prudence that vvee ought âo haue in our Simplicitie Furthermore you must âemember that there are tvvo sortes of Prudence âvherevvith vvee must be furnished to vvitt natuâall and supernaturall Touching the naturall it must bee vvell mortified as not being vvholie âood suggesting vnto vs many considerations and ânnecessarie preuentions and foresights vvhich âould our spiritts verie farr of from Simpliciâie The true vertue of PrudeÌnce ought indeed to âee practiced for so much as it is a spirituall salte âhich giueth tast and fauour to all the other verâues But it ought so to bee practiced by the Reliâious of the Visitasion that the vertue of simple âonfidence surpasse all for they ought to haue an ântire simple confidence vvhich may cause them to âemayne in repose betvveene the armes of their âelestiall Father and their most deare mother âur Bl. Ladie being before assured they vvill âlvvaies protect them vvith their most amiaâle care since they are assembled for the glorie of God and the honour of the most holy Virgin God bee blessed Amen THE THIRTEENTH ENTERTAYNMENT OF THE RVLES AND SPIRIT of the Visitation § 1. It is a verie difficult thing which you demauÌâ of mee to witt what is the spiritt of youâ Rules and how you may vnderstand them Noâ before wee speake of this spirit You must knowâ what it meaneth to haue the spiritt of a Rule foâ wee heare it ordinarilie spoken such a Religioâ hath the true spiritt of his Rule VVe will take oâ of the holie Gospell two examples which are verâ proper for to make you comprehend this It is sayed that St. Ihon Baptist was come in the spiritt aâ vertue of Elias and therefore hee did repreheÌd siâners bouldly and rigourously calling them viperâ broode and such other wordes But what was thâ vertue of Elias It was the zeale which proceedâ of his spiritt for to annihilate and punish sinneâ making fire fall froÌ heauen to ouerthrowe and â fund those who would resist the Maiesty of â Maister This was then a spiritt of rigour that Eliâ had The other example that wee find in the Goâpell which serueth to our purpose is That oâ Lord desiering to goe to Ierusalem his discipâ disswaded him from it because some had affectiâ to goe into Carphanaum others into Bethaâ and so they endeauoured to leade our Lord to â place whither they vvould goe It is noe new thiâ to haue inferiours guid their maisters accordiâ to their vvill But our Lord vvho vvas facillâ condescend notwithstanding setled his â for the Euangelist vseth the same vvordes goe vnto Ierusalem to the end that the Apostles âhould not presse him further not to goe thither Then goeing tovvards Ierusalem hee desired to âasse through a tovvne of Samaria but the Samaâitans vvould not permitt him whervppon Saint âames and Saint Ihon being in choler were so ângry against the Samaritans for the inhospitalâtye shewed tovvards their Maister that they âyed vnto him Maister vvilt thou that vvee make âere fall from heauen to consume them and punish âem for the outrage they haue done thee And âur Lord aunsvvered them you knovve not of âhat spiritt you are as vvho vvould say doe you âot knowe that wee are no more in the time of âlias vvho had a spiritt of rigour and although âee were a verie great seruant of God and did well â doeing that which you would doe notwithstanââng you should not doe well to imitate him For â much as I am not come to punish and confound ânners but to drawe them sweetlye to penance âd to follow mee § 2. Now Lett vs see what the perticuler spiât of a Rule is The better to vnderstand this exaÌâes must bee alleaged of Religion in general and âerwardes we vvill retourne to our selues All ââligions and all assemblyes of deuotion haue âe spiritt vvhich is generall and each-one âth one vvhich is his in particular The generall â the pretence that they all haue to aspire to â perfection of Charitie but the particular spiât is the meanes to attayne to this perfection of ââarity that is to say to the vnioÌ of our soule withâd and with our neighbour for the loue of God â which is made with God by the vnion of our âll with his and with our neighbour by meekeâse vvhich is a vertue immediatlie depending charitie Lett vs novv come to this particular spiritt Truelie it is verie different in diuers orderâ some vnite themselues to God and to their neighbour by Contemplation and for this cause they haue verie great solitude and conuerse as little as may bee vvith the vvorld no not one vvith another but att certayne times They also vnite themselueâ vvith their neighbour by the meanes of prayer praying to God for him On the contrarie the particular spiritt of others is truely to vnite themselues to God and their neighbour but it is by the meanes of action although spirituall They vnite themselues to God but this is in reconcileing theiâ neighbour vnto him by studie preachings Confessions conferences and other actions of pietieâ and the better to performe this act tovvards theiâ neighbour they conuerse vvith the vvorld allthough they vnite themselues to God by prayer yett notvvistanding their principall ende is thaâ vvee speake of to vvitt to endeauour to conuer soules vnite them to God Others haue a seuerâ and rigoerous spiritt vvith perfect contempt of the vvorld and of all its vanities and sensualities desireing to induce others by their example to coÌtemnâ earthlie things and for this serue the asperities oâ their habitts and exercises Others haue anotheâ spiritt and it is a verie necessarie thing to knovvâ vvhat is the peculier spiritt of each Religion anâ pious assembly § 3. For to knovve this vvell vvee must consider the end vvherefore it hath bene begun and thâ diuers meanes to
as the Angells although in diuers language and that vvee are before the same God before vvhom the Angells tremble and euen as man vvho did speake to a king should becomâ verie attentiue fearing to committ some fault bâ if notvvithstanding all his care hee did happen tâ faile hee vvould blush incontinentlie so likevviââ ought wee to doe in the Office staÌding vpon ouâ gaurd fearing to faile More-ouer it is requisite tâ haue attention to pronunce vvell and to say as it ãâã ordayned aboue all in the beginning but if vveâ happen to committ some defect therein vvee muââ humble our selues for it vvithout astonishmenâ since it is no strang thing for vvee doe it elswhere but if vvee happen to doe it manie times and thaâ this continue there is a signe that vvee haue noâ conceaued a true displeasure of our first fault anâ it is this negligence vvhich should bring vs verie much confusion not because of the presence of the Superiour but for the respect of God and of his Angells vvho are present vvith vs. Novv it is allmost a generall rule that vvhen vvee committ so often one and the selfe same fault it is a signe vvee vvant affection to amend it and if it bee a thing vvhere-of vvee haue been oftentimes aduertised there is apparence that vvee neglect the aduertisment § 10. More-ouer you ought not to haue a scruple of omitting in the vvhole office tvvo or three verses by mistake prouided that you did it not of purpose but if you slumber a good part of the office although you say your verses on your quire you are obliged to say it againe but vvhen you doe things that are necessarie to bee done in the Office as to cough or to spitt or that the Mistris of the ceremonies speaketh for matter of the office then you are not obliged to say it againe VVhen they enter into the Quire the Office being begun they must place themselues in their ranke vvith the others and follovv on the Office vvith them and after that it is sayed you must retake that which the Quire had sayed before you were there ending vvhere you had taken it if not you must say vvith a lowe voice that vvhich the Quire hath sayed then hauing ouertaken it coÌtinue therevvith in case your assistance there bee truelie necessarie You must not say your Office againe for hauing been distracted in saying of it prouided it bee not voluntarie and althoug you should find your selues at the end of some psalme not being vvell assured that you haue sayed it because that you haue bene distâacted not thinking there-on omitt not to pass forvvard humbling your selues before God for vve must not allvvaies thinke that vvee hauâ been negligent vvhen the distraction hath beeâ long for it may verie vvell bee it vvill endure thâ length of an Office vvithout any fault of ours and hovv bad soeuer it vvere vvee should noâ bee troubled but make simple refusalls of it from time to time before God I desire that vve shoulâ neuer bee troubled for the bad motions that vvâ haue but that vve faythfullie and couragiouslie imploy our selues not to consent there-vnto sincâ there is verie great difference betvveene to feele and to consent § 11. You desire that I speake something oâ prayer manie are verie much deceaued beleeuing that much method is necessarie to doe it vvell anâ they trouble themselues to find out a certayne arâ vvhich they thinke is necessarie to bee knovvn therein neuer ceasing to subtilize and pry abouâ their prayers to see hovv they haue made them oâ hovv they shal be able to doe it according to their likeing thinking they must not cough nor moue durâing the time for feare that the spiritt of God vvith dravve it selfe A verie great follie truely as if thâ spiritt of God vvere so nice that it depended of thâ methode and countenaÌce of those vvho praye I doâ not say that vve must not vse those methodes vvhicâ are appoynted vs but vvee ought not so tye ouâselues vnto them as those doe vvho neuer thinkâ they haue made their prayer vvell if they haue noâ made their considerations before the affection that our Lord giueth them vvhich is notvvithstanding the end for the which vvee make considerations such persons resemble those vvho findeinâ themselues in the place vvhither they pretended tâ goe retourne backe againe because they are noâ come by the vvay that hath been taught them Neuertheless it is requisite vvee behaue our selueâ ãâã great reuereÌce speaking to the diuine Maiestie since the Angells who are so pure tremble in his presence but good God! will some soules say I cannot allwaies haue this feeling of the presence of God which causeth so great an humiliation to the soule nor this sensible reuerence which annihilateth mee so sweetlie and acceptably before God Now it is not of this that I entend to speake but of that which the superiour part and the topp of the spiritt worketh houlding it selfe abiect and in humilitie before God in acknowledgmeÌt of his infinitt goodnes and our profouÌnd littlenesse indignitie § 12. VVee must also haue a great resolution neuer to abaÌdon prayer for any difficultie that may bee found there-in nor to goe with any preoccupation of desires to bee comforted and satisfied there-in for this will not bee to yeald our will vnited and ioyned to that of our Lord whose will is that entring to prayer wee bee resolued to suffer the payne of continuall distractioÌs drinesse and disgust which shall come vpoÌ vs there-in remayning as coÌstant as if wee had had much consolation and traÌquillitie since it is certayne that our prayer shall not bee less acceptable to God nor lesse profitable to vs for being made with more difficultie prouided that vvee allvvaies place iustlie our vvill with the vvill of the diuine Maiestie remayning in a simple atteÌtioÌ and dispositioÌ to receaue the euets of his good pleasure with loue bee in it prayer or other occurraÌces hee will cause that all things shal be profitable to vs and acceptable to his diuine goodnes Therefore this shall be to pray vvell my deare daughters to keepe your selues in peace and tranquillitie neere our Lord or in his sight vvithout any other desire or pretentioÌ but to bee vvith him and to content him § 13. The first methode theÌ for to entertayne our selues in prayer is to take some point as the misteries of the death Life and passion of our Lord the which are the most profitable and it is a verie rare thing that wee cannot bee able to profit by the consideration of that which our Lord hath done vvho is the souerayne Maister vvhom the eternall Father hath sent into the world to teach vs what wee ought to doe and therefore besides the obligation that wee haue to forme our selues according to this diuine modell we ought to bee verie exact to consider his actions for to imitate them because it is one of the most excellent intentions that vvee
as more honourable but in affection so euerie one preferrs his country before others in Loue not in esteeme and each Pilot cherisheth more the vessell wher in hâ saylleth theÌ thers although they be more rich and better furnished Lett vs freelie auouch thaâ other Congregations are better more rich anâ more excellent but therefore not more amiable or more desirable or more conuenient foâ vs since our Lord hath willed this should be our countrie our barke and that our harâ should be maried to this institute following thâ speach of him who being demaunded which was the most delightfull resting place and the best foode for the Child the breast sayed he and the milke of his mother for although there are many more beautifull breasts and better milke yet for him there is not any more proper nor more amiable THE SECOND ENTERTAINEMENT VVherin is demaunded whether we may appeare before God whith great confidence hauing whith in our selues the feeling of our miserie and hovv and of the perfect abnegation of our seues YOv demanded of mee most Deare daughters whether a soule that hath the feeling of her miserie may present her selfe before God with a great coÌfidence now I aunswere that not onelie the soule which hath the knowlâdg of her miserie may haue great confidence in God but also she cannot haue true confideÌce vnlesse she haue the kenowledg of her miserie for this âenowledg and confession of our miserie introâuceth vs before God euen so all the great âints as Iob Dauid and others did begin all ââeir prayers by the confession of their miserie ând indignitie therfore it is a very good thing âor a person to acknouledg her selfe poore vile âbiect and vnworthy to appeare in the presence âf God This saying knovve thy selfe so much âelebrated by the antients of former times alâhough that it extendeth it selfe to âhe knowledg âf the greatness and excelleÌcie of the soule that ât doe not abase and prophane it selfe in things ânworthy of its nobilitie it also extendeth to âhe knowledg of our indignity imperfection ând miserie For looke how much more wee âhall acknowledg our selues to be miserable so much more shall we confide in the bounty and mercy of God for betweene mercie and miserie âhere is à certayne connexion so great that the âne cannot be exercised with out the other yf God had not created maÌ he had bene truely toâally good but he had not bene actuallie mercifull for so much as mercie exerciseth not it selfe but âo the miserable You see then that how much more wee acknowledg our selues miserable so much more we haue occasion to put our trust in God since we haue nothing wher of to confide in our selues Distrust of our selues proceedeth from the knowledg of our imperfections It is good then to distrust our selues But to what purpose will it serue vs vnlesse we cast our whole confidence vppon God and relie vppon his mercie the faults and infidelities that wee coÌmitt euerie day ought indeed to bring vs shame and confusion when we will approch neere oâ Lord and so we read that there haue bene hoâ soules S Katherin of SieÌne and S. Theresa whâ wheÌ they weare falleÌ into any fault felt exceedinâ great confusioÌ It is truelie very reasonable thaâ hauing offeÌded God we should retire our selue a little by humilitie and remayne confounded for hauing offeÌded a freind onely we are ashamed to approch to him but wee must not remayne there for these vertues of humilitie of abiection confusion are mediate vertue by the which we ought to mount to thâ vnion of our soule with God It would be nâ great matter to be annihilated and left naked oâ our selues the which is donne by acts of coÌfusion if it weare not to giue our selues wholie tâ God euen as S. Paule taught vs vhen he sayed vncloth your selues of the ould man and put oâ you the new for you must not remayne naked but cloth yourselue with God This little recoylâ is not made but to the end the soule may thereby leape forward into God by an act of Louâ and confidence for wee must not be coâfounded with Sadnes or vnquietness it is self Louâ that giueth these confusions by which we arâ sorrie for not being perfect not so much for the Loue of God as for the Loue of our selues Yea although you feele not any such confidence yet may you not ommitt to make acts therof and say vnto our Lord although my Lord I haue not any confidence in thee yet I know thou art my God that I am wholie thine and haue no other hope then in thy goodnes and therefore I giue my selfe ouer quite into thy haÌds It is allwaies in our power to make these acts and albeit we haue difficultie in it it is not thereââre impossible and it is in these occasions and âeses difficulties that we ough to giue testimoâie of our fidelitie to our Lord for although we âake such acts with out gust and with out any âatisfaction we must not be troubled since our âord loueth them better so And doe not say as âou are wont alas it is no otherwise then from âhe mouth for if the hart would it not the mouth would not speakâ a worde Hauing done this âemayne in peacâ with out reflecting vppon your ârouble speake to out Lord of some other thing CoÌsider then for conclusioÌ of this first point that ât is very good to haâe confusion when we haue âhe knowlegd and feeling of our miserie and imperfeââion but we must not there in nor for it âaââ into into discouragemeÌt but raise vp our hart vnto God by a holie Confidence the foundation wheâe of ought to be in him and not in vs For so much as we change and he neuer changeth but remayneth allwais as good and as mercifull wheÌ we are weake aâd imperfect as when we are stroÌg and perfect I am woÌt to say that the âhrone of the mercie of God is our miserie it followeth theÌ that how much greater our miserie shal be so much great ther Confidence must we haue 3. Lett vs past now to the other question of forsaking ones selfe and what ought to be the cxercise of the soule abandoned It must then be vnderstood that to abaÌdon our soule and to leaue our selues is no other thing then to quitt break vs of our selfe will to giue it vnto God for it should serue vs but little as I haue alreadie sayed to renounce and leaue our selues if it weare not to vnite vs more perfectlie to the diuine goodnes it is this then for which this giuing ouer ones selfe ought to be madâ which otherwise would be vnprofitable aâ should reseÌble those of the antieÌt philosopheâ who made admirable renuntiations of the selues and of all thinges for a vaine pretext giue them selues to philosophy as Epicteâ most renowned philosopher who being a slaâ by condition by reason of his great wisdom they weare content to haue giuen hem his
freâdome but he out of an extreame renuntiatioâ would not haue his liberty and so voluntarilâ remayned in slaueric with so great pouertie that after his death they found no other housâ hold stuffe of his but a Lampe which waâ sould very deare because it had bene the LaÌp of so great à man But we must not abandon ouâselues vnles it weare to leaue our selues to the mercie of the will of God There are manâ who say to our Lord I giue my selfe wholie to the with out any reseruation but there are verie few which unbrace the practice of this renuntiation which is no other thing then a perfect indifferencie to receaue all sortes of euentâ according as they arriue by the order of the diuine prouidence aswell affliction as coÌsolatioÌ sicknes as health pouertie as riches eonteÌpt as honour infamy as glorie the which I meane according to the Superiour part of our soule for there is not any doubt but that the inferiour and naturall inclination will allwaies bend and tend to the side of honour rather then that of contempt of riches then that of pouertie although there are not any that can be ignorant that contempt abiection and pouerty are more pleasing to God then honour and abundance of great riches § 4. Now to gett this relinquishing of all at soeuer we ought to obey the wil of God ânified and that of his good pleausure the one done by may of resignation the other by way indifferencie The will of God signified comâehendeth his commaudements his councells âs inspirations our Rules and the ordinances our Superiours The will of his good pleauââe regardeth the euents of things which wee ân not foresee or preuent as for example I âowe not if I shall die to morrow I doe see at this is the good pleausure of God and there âre I render my selfe to his holy will and âll die willinglie In like fort I know not if the ââxt yeare all the fruites of the earth shal be âasted if it happen they be or there be plague ât other like euents it is euident that this is the âood pleasure of God and therefore I coÌforme ây selfe there vnto It may happen that you âhall not haue consolation in your exercises it ãâã certayne that then this is the good pleasure of âod wher-fore you must remayne with an exâeame indifferencie betweene desolation âonsolation The same ought to be done in all âhings which shall artiue vnto vs in the cloathes âhat are giuen vs and in the meates that are âresented vs. § 5. It ought moreouer to be noted that there âre things in which the will of God signified is âoined to that of his good pleasure as if I fall sicke of a greeuous feauer I see that the good pleasure âf God in this euent is that I remayne indiffereÌt either for health or sicknes but the will of God signified is that I who am not vnder obedience call for the phisition and that I apply all thâ remedies I can I doe not say the most exquisit but the common and ordinarie and that tââ Religious who are vnder a Superiour receaââ the remedies and vsage which are presenteâ them in simplicity and submission for God haâ signified it vnto vs in this that he hath giue vertu vnto remedies the holy Scripture teacheth it in many places the church ordayâeth it now this being done lett the sickneâ surmount the remedie or the remedie surmouâ the maladie we ought to be perfectlie indiffereÌâ in such sort thar if sicknes and health wear preseÌt before vs and that our Lord did say vntâ vs if thou chose health I will not take froâ thee one graine of my grace and if thou makâ choise of sicknes I will not augment it one ioâ at all but to make choise of sicknes would bâ more agreable to my will the soule then thaâ intirely abandoneth and comitteth it selfe intâ the haÌds of our Lord will with out doubt choosâ sicknes for this cause onelie that there is in iâ some what more of the good pleasure of God yea though she weare to remayne all her life in â bedd not being able to doe any other thing thâ to suffer yet would not she for any thing in thâ world desire any other estate then that Euen thâ saints which are in heaueÌ haue such an vnioÌ with the will of God that if there weare to be had a little more of the good pleasure of God in hell thy would quitt paradice to goe thither This estate of forsaking of ones selfe comprehendeth also the entire resignation to the good pleasure of God in all temptations as drinesses auersions and repugnances which may arriue in a spirituall life for in all these things we see the âod pleasure of God when they arriue not by âr default and that on our part there be no âne In fine this renuntiation of our selues is âe vertu of vertues it is the creame of âharitie the sweete sauour of humilitie the âeritt as it seemeth of patience and the fruite ãâã perseuerance O great is this vertue and âlie worthy to be practiced by the most deare âhildren of God My father sayed our most âweet Sauiour vppon the crosse I committ my âiritt into thy bandes as yf he would Saye âs true that all is consummate and that haue accomplished all that thou hast comâaunded me but more ouer if such be thy âill that I remayne yet on this Cross to ââffer more I am content and committ my ââirit into thy handes thou mayest do thereâith euen as it shall please thee We ought â doe the same my most deare daughters â euerie occasion be ir that we doe suffer âr that wee doe enioy some contentment âeauing our selues to be conducted by âe diuine will according to his good âeasure with out euer permitting our âelues to be preoccupated by our particuler will Out Lord loueth with an extreeme âender loue those who are so happie as âo abandon themselues totally to his paâernall care leauing themselues to be goâerned by his diuine prouidence with out âânusing or considering whether the effects âf this prouidedce shabe beneficiall proâitable or dommagable to them being most assured that nothing shall be sent vnto them from his paternall and amiabâ hart nor that he will permitt any thing to arriâ vnto them aut of which he will not canâ them to drawe good and profit prouided thâ they put theyr whole confidence in him aâ that thy say with a good hart I remitt my spirââ my soule my hodie and all that I haue into tâ blessed hands to doe according as it shââ please thee For we are neuer reduced to sucââ extremitye that we may not allwaies powââ before his diuine maiestie perfumes of holy suâmission to his most blessed will and a continuaââ promise neuer willinglie to offend him § 2. Somtimes our Lord will that the soule chosen for the seruice of his diuine maiesââ should nourish them selues wih a firme and iâuariable
themselues and neuer find persons sufficient to speake vnto and to demaund of them proper and new meanes therefore in breife they studie so much to speake of the perfection they pretend to gett that they forgett the principall meanes for the practice thereof which is that same of keeping themselues quiett and putting all their confidence in him who onely can giue the increase to that they haue sowne and planted § All our good dependeth of the grace of God in whome we ought to place all our confidence and neuerthelesse it seemeth by the egernesse that they haue to doe much they place their confidence in their labours and in the multiplicitye of exercises that they imbrace and in seemeth to them they are neuer able to doe enough This is good prouided that it weere accompaned with peace and with a louing care of doeing well all that they doe notwithstanding allwaies depending vppon the grace of God and not on their exercises I would say not to expect any fruit of their labour without the grace of God it appeareth that these soules forcing themselues in the inquirie of their perfection haue forgotten or else they knowe not that vvhich S. Hierom sayeth O poore man what doest thou confiding in thy labour and in thy industrye knowest thou not that it apperta neth âo thee to cultiuate the earth to plovve and to sovve it but it is the part of God to giue the grovvth to the plaÌtes and to cause thee to haue a good haruest and to rayne fauorably vpon thy sowed grounds thou mayest water them and it is welâ done but yet for all that it vvould serue thee for nothing if God did not blesse thy labour and giue thee of his pure grace and goodnes a good haruest and not by thy sweates Depend then intirelie of his diuine Bountie It is true it is our dutye to cultiuate well but it is God that causeth our trauaill to be followed with good successe the Holy Church singeth in euerie feast of the holy Confessours God hath honored your labours in causing you to dravve fruite of them to shew that we of our selues are not able to doe any thing with out thee grace of God in which we ought to place all our confideÌce not expecting any thing of our selues I pray you lett vs not bee too sollicitous in our busines for for to doe it vvell wee must apply our selues carefully but quietly and peaceably not putting confidence in our indeuours but in God and in his grace These anxieties of spiritt that vvee haue to aduance our perfection and to see if vvee be aduanced are nothing pleasing to God and serue for no other thing then to satisfie selfe loue vvho is a great hurrier vp and downe trotting hither and thither and neuer ceaseth to vndertake very much although it doe but little one good worke vvell done vvith tranquillitie of spiritt is vvorth much more then many better vvorkes perfomed vvith ouer much egernesse § The Doue museth simply of the vvorke she hath in hand to doe it vvell leauing all other care to her deare companion the soule truely colombine that is to say which loueth God dearely applyeth her selfe simply to all and vvith out impetuositye taketh the meanes vvhich are prescribed to perfect her selfe not searching after others hovv perfect soeuer they may bee my vvelbeloued sayeth she thinketh of mee and I confide in him he loueth mee and in testimonie of my loue I am vvholie his A while since there weere some holie Religious vvomen that sayed to me My Lord vvhat shall we doe this yeare the yeare past we did fast three dayes in the weeke and tooke as many disciplines vvhat shall we now doe this yeare it is necessarie we should doe some thing more aswell to giue thaÌkes to God for the yoare past as to proceede all vvaies forward in the way of God It is very vvell sayed that vve ought to aduance our selues daylie aunswered I but our aduancement is not effected as you coÌceaue by the multitude of exercises of pietie but by the perfection wherevvith vvee doe them confiding allvvaies more in our Deare beloued Doue more distrusting our selues The passed yeare you fasted three dayes in the vveeke and tooke discipline three times if you vvill allvvaies double your exercises this yeare you must fast and discipline the vveke entire but the yeare that is to come vvhat vvill you doe you must make nine dayes in the weeke or else fast twise in the day what a great follye is it of those that busie their heades in desiring to bee martyred in the Indies and neuer apply theÌselues to that which they haue to doe according to their coÌdition it is also a great deceat in them that will eate more then they can disgest we haue not spirituall heate sufficient to digest vvell all that vvee imbrace for our perfection and yet we will not cutt of these anxieties of spiritt that wee haue of desiring to doe much more to read many spirituall bookes espetiallie when they are new to speake well of God and of all the most spirituall things to incite vs say vvee to deuotion to heare sermons to make conferences vpon euerie occasion to communicate very often and confesse ofteÌ to serue the sicke to speake vvel of all that passeth in vs for to manifest the pretension that vvee haue âo perfect our selues and the soonest that possible may bee and such like are not these things very proper to make vs perfect and to attayne to the end of our designes yeas doubtles prouided that all this be done according as it is ordayned and that it bee allvvaies vvith dâpendance of the grace of God that is to say that we put not our confidence in all this hovv good soeuer it bee but in one onely God vvho onely can make vs to gather fruite of all our exercises § But my deare daughters I beseech you consider a little the liues of the great Religious saint S. Antonye vvho hath bene honoured of God and men because of his extraordinarie sanctitie tell mee hovv did he attayne to so great sanctitye and perfection vvas it by the force of reading or by conferences and frequent communions or by the multitude of sermons that he heard not so but he attayned there vnto in seruing himselfe with the example of the holy hermitts learning of one abstinence of another prayer euen so he went as a carefull Bee picking and gathering the vertues of the seruantes of God to compose of them the hony of holie edification Hovv did S. Paul the first hermitt attayne vnto perfection did he gayne it by good bookes he had none was it confessions or communions that he vsed he neuer made but two in his life was it conferences or preaching he had them not for he did neuer see any man with in the deserte but S. Antonye vvho came to visitt him in the end of his life doe you knovv vvhat made him a Saint it vvas the
fidelitye vvherewith he had imployed himselfe to that which he enterprised in the begining to the vvhich he had bene called anâ intertayned not any other cogitations Those Holâ Religious vvho did liue vnder the charge of S. Pachomius had they bookes or preachings none conferences they had but rarelie did they confessâ often Somtimes vppon good feasts did they hearâ many Masses the sundayes and the feasts on otheâ dayes none but vvhat wil be sayed theÌ that eattinâ so seldome of the spirituall foodes that nourish ouâ soules to immortallitye they weere allwaies in sâ good state that is to say so strong and couragious âor to vndertake the gayning of vertues and to attayne to perfection and to the end of their pretention and wee vvho eate much more are allwaies so leane that is to saye so remisse and languishing in âhe poursuite of our enterprises and it seemeth that we haue not longer then spirituall consolations march before vs any courage or vigour in the seruice of our Lord wee must then imitate these holy Religious applying our selues to our affayres that âs to say to that which God requireth of vs according to our vocation feruently and humbly not to thinke of any other thing then this nor expecting to find any meanes fitter to perfect vs then it § Put it may bee you vvill reply Sir you say feruentlye Good God! and hovv shall I doe this for I haue not any feruour no not of that which âou vnderstand to vvitt not the feeling of feruour which God giueth to vvhom he thinketh good and ât is not in our power to gaine it when we please â add also humbly to the end none haue any subâect of excuse for doe not say I haue not humilitie ât is not in my povver to haue it for the Holy Ghost âhat is bountie it selfe doth giue it him that demauÌdeth it of him not that humilitie that is to saye âhat feeling of our littlenesse which maketh vs so much to humble our selues so graciouslie But I meane the humilitie that maketh vs knovve our owne abiection and which causeth vs to loue it hauing acknowledged it to bee in vs for that is true âumilitie MeÌ did neuer studye so much as novv they doe Those great Saints S. Augustine S. Gregorie S. Hilarie whose solemnitie vve keepe this day and many others haue not studied so much they had not time to doe it composing so many bookes as âhey haue done preaching and performing all other âhings appertayning to their charges But they had so great confidence in God and in his grace and so great distrust in themselues that they atteÌded not to theÌselues nor coÌfided any thing at all in their owne industry nor in their labour so that all the great workes that they haue done weere done purelie by the confidence which they had in the grace of God and in his Allmighty povver It is thou O Lord sayed they which makeest vs to labour and for thee we labour it shal bee thou alone vvich must blesse our sweats and paynes and giue vs a good haruest aÌd so their bookes and their preachings did bring forth meruelous fruites and wee who coÌfide in our fayre wordes in our exquisite fine speaches and in ouâ doctrine all our paynes vanish as smoake and yealâ no other fruite theÌ vanitie You must theÌ for coÌclusion of this first lawe that I giue you fully coÌfide iâ God aÌd doe all for him entirely quitting the care oâ your selues to your deare master Doue who will exercise an exceeding care and foresight ouer you anâ how much more true and perfect your confidencâ shal be so more peculier shall his prouidence beâ ouer you § 3. I thought good to giue you for the secoÌd lawâ the worde which the doues speake in their laÌguage The more they take the more I make say they whaâ meaneth that the meaning is this vvhen their littlâ pigeons are grovvne a little great the maister of thâ doue-cote coÌmeth and taketh them from them anâ presently they put theÌselues to sitt for others but iâ they did not take them they would prouide for thâ longer and consequently they would breed lesse they say The more they take from mee the more make And to make you vnderstand the better whaâ I would saye I vvil preseÌt an exaÌple vnto you Ioâ that great seruant of God praised by the mouth oâ God himselfe did not permitt himselfe to be ouercome by any affliction vvhich did come vppoÌ him the more that God did take froÌ him his young pâgeons the more did he begett what is that which he did not doe whiles he was in his first prosperitie what good whorkes did he omitt he speaketh of himselfe in this manner I was a foote to the lame that is to say I caused him to be carryed or I sett him on my asse or camell I was an eye to the blind in causing him to be guided I was in fine the prouider for the hungrye and the refuge of all the afflicted Now consider him in extreme pouertye Hee complayneth not that God had takeÌ froÌ him the meanes that hee had to doe so many good workes but he sayeth with the doue The more is takeÌ froÌ mee the more I doe not Almes deeds for hee had not wherewithall but in this onely act of submission and patieÌce that he made seeing himselfe depriued of all his goods and of all his children hee did more then euer hee had done by all the great workes of charitie that hee had wrought during the time of his prosperitie yealded himselfe more pleasing to God in this onely act of patience then euer hee had done in so very many good workes that hee had performed in his whole life for of necessitie he must haue a loue more noble aÌd generous for this onely act theÌ euer vvas needfull for all the others put together VVe must then likewise doe the same to obserue this amiable lawe of Doues giuing our selues ouer to bee depriued by our souetayne maister of our little young pigeoÌs that is to say of the meanes to execute our defices wheÌ it pleaseth him to depriue vs of theÌ how good soeuer they bee neuer complayning of him nor lamenting as if he did vs great wronge but rather we ought to double not our desires nor our exercises but the perfection with the which wee doe theÌ endeuoring by this meanes to gayne more by one onelie act as vndoubtedly we shall doe then we should haue done with a hundred other acts done according to our propension and affection our Lord vvill not haue ãâã carrye his crosse but onely by one ende and he vvil be honoured therein as great ladies vvho cause their traynes to be carried after them his vvill iâ notwithstanding that vve should carrye the crosse that he layeth vpon our shoulders which indeed iâ our ovvne But alas vve doe nothing for vvhen hiâ Goodnes depriueth vs of the consolation which he vvas vvont to giue vs in our exercises it
seemetâ that all is lost and the meanes to performe ouâ begun enterprise is taken from vs. Consider this soule hovv vvell she sitteth on her eggs in the timâ of consolation and leaueth the care of her selfe to her onely vvelbeloued one If she bee in prayer what holy desires doth she not make to please him hovv tenderly affected is she in his preseÌce vvholye melting into her vvelbeloued she putteth her selfe intirely into the armes of his Diuine Prouidence O these are most amiable eggs and all this is veryâ good besides the little pigions are not vvanting which are the effects for vvhat is it that she doth not the vvorkes of her charitie are in so great nuÌber her modestie appeareth before all the sisters she giueth exceeding edifiâation she causeth admiration in all those that behould her or vvho knovâ her mortifications sayeth she lost mee nothing aâ that time they vveere rather consolations to meeâ and for Obediences they vveere my ioyes I noâ soouer heard the first sound of the Bell but I vvââ risen I did not permitt one point of vertue ãâã passe without practice and I did doe all this vvitâ most great peace and tranquillitie But novv that â am in disgust and in driesse in prayer I haue not anâ courage as it seemeth to mee for my amendmenâ I haue not the feruour I vsed to haue in my exercises in fine the cold and frost hath wholly benummed mee I beleeue it vvell Consider I pray yoâ ãâã this poore soule hovv she lamenteth her disgrace her discontent doth appeare euen in her face she hath her countenance on the ground deiected and melencholye she vvalketh all pensiue so coÌfused as nothing more Good God! vvhat haue you sister are vvee constrained to say to her O! vvhat haue I I am so decayed in vigour nothing can content mee all is disgustfull to mee I am novv so confused But vvhat confusion is it For there arâ two sorâs one which coÌducteth to humilitie and to life and the other to dispayre and consequentlye to death I assure you quoth she I am so neere it that I haue allmost lost the courage to passe further in my vndertaken course of perfection O Good God! what a vveaknes is this consolation is vvanting and by that occation courage is lost O vvee must not doe so but rather the more God depriueth vs of consolation the more wee ought to labour and confide in him to giue him testimonie of our fidelitye one onely act made with drinesse of spiritt is more worth then many made with great tendernesse Because that as I haue allreadye sayed speaking of Iob it is vvrought with a more stroÌg loue allthough not so tender nor so pleasing so that the more they take froÌ mee the more I make is the secoÌd lavve that I desire very much that you obserue § 4. The third lavve that I presenâ to you of the Doues is this that they vveepe as if they did reioyce they sing allwaies one selfe same tune asvvell for their songs of reioysing as for those of âamenting that is to say to bemoane themselues and manifest their griefe Behould them pearched on their branches vvhere they bewaile the losse that they haue had of their little ones which the vveasill or ovvle hath robbed them of for vvhen any other taketh them then the maister of the Douehouse they are very much afflicted consider them also vvhen their companion commeth and approcheth to thë soe that they are wholie coÌforted they chang not their tune but make the same mournful grumling sound to expresse their contentment aâ they did to manifest their greife This is that moââ holie Equallitie of spiritt my Deare soules that vvish vnto you I doe not saye equallitie of humours nor of inclinations I saye equallitie oâ spiritt for I make none neither doe I desire thaâ you should make any acount of the turmoyle thaâ the inferiour part of your soule causeth to troublâ you which is that which causeth vnquietnesse whâ the Superiour part doth not her duty in making hââselfe maister nor doeth keepe good watch to discouer her enimies as the Spirituall CoÌflict sayeth we ought to doe to the end she bee proÌptly aduertise of the turbulent motions and assaults that the inferiour part raiseth which proceed from our senceâ and from our inclinations and passions for to makâ warre against it and to subiect it to hir lawes but say vve must retayne our selues allvvaies constanâ and resolute in the Superiour part of our soule tâ prosecute the vertue vvhereof vvee make profeâsion and to keepe our selues in a continuall equaâlitie asvvell in aduerse things as in prosperous iâ desolarion as in consolation and in fine aswell iâ the thickest of aridities as in the midst of cherâshings Iob of vvhome vve spake in the secoÌd law furnisheth vs moreouer vvith an exaÌple of this suâiect for he did euer sing the selfe same ayre in all thâ songes that he hath coÌposed which are no other tââ the historie of his life what is that which he did sayâ vvheÌ as God did make his goods to be multiplyeâ giuing him children and in fine he did send hiâ whatsoeuer his desire could wish in this life vvhâ sayed hee but the name of God be blessed this wâ his song of loue that he did sing in all occasioÌs fââ consider him reduced to the extremitye of afflictioÌ âhat doth hee doe hee singeth his canticle of lameÌââtioÌ vppoÌ the same ayre that hee did sing the other âor reioyceing we haue receaued sayeth hee good âhings of our Lord wherefore should not wee reâeaue the euill Our Lord hath giuen mee children ând goods and our Lord hath taken them froÌ mee âis holy name be blessed allwaies the name of God âe blessed O this holy soule vvas a chast and louing âoung doue exceedinglye cherished of her deare ând onely one euen so should wee doe My deare âhildren that is in all occasions vve should take the âood and the euill our comforts and afflictions froÌâhe hand of our Lord neuer ceasing to sing other âhen that most excellent canticle The name of God âe blessed allwaies on the ayre of coÌtinuall equalâitye for if this good happ arriue vnto vs we shall âiue in great peace in all occurrences But doe not âou doe as those that weepe when consolation âayleth and doe no other thing but sing vvhen it is âeturned or cometh agayne vvherin they are like âo the Apes and Baboones who are allvvaies sadd ând furious vvhen the ayre becometh raynie and âloudie and neuer cease to leape skipp and âurne heeles ouer head vvhen it is fayre vveaâher § 5. Consider then the three lawes that I giue âou the which neuerthelesse are lavves totallye of âoue obliging no othervvise then for loue Lett âoue then carrye vs vnto our Lord that vve bee sollicitous to obserue and keepe them to the end vvee may truely say in imitation of the beautifull Doue of the Soueraigne spiritt vvhich is the sacred spouse My welbeloued
the body nor goods of the haâ these are imaginarye goods that depend vppon ãâã opinioÌ of another they are called honour esteemâ reputation Now wee must vnclothe our selues them wholye in an instant and not vvill any othâ honour then the honour of the congregatioÌ whââ is in all things to seeke the Glorie of God ãâã other esteeme or reputation then that of the coâmunitye vvhich is to giue good edification in â occasions § 4. The stripping of our selues of all these â fore sayed things ought not to bee done out of coâtempt but by abnegation for the onely and pâ loue of God VVee must note heere that the coâtentment that wee find in meeting with persoâ that wee loue and the testimonies of affection thâ wee render them in behoulding them are ââ contrarie to this vertue of depriuation so that it ãâã not inordinate and the persons being absent oâ hart runne not after them for how shall wee bâ able the obiect being present to cause the powâ not to bee moued it is as if one should say tâ person at the incounter of a lion or a beare bee ââ affeard this is not in our power Likewise at ãâã encounter of those vvee loue it cannot bee but thâ wee shal be moued with Ioy and contentmenâ wherefore this is not contrarie to vertue I say yâ more that if I haue a desire to see any one for soââ profitable thing and that vvould redound to tââ Glorie of God if his designe to come happen ãâã bee crossed and that I feele some sorrovve yea alâ that I somewhat force my selfe to diuert the occâsions that retayne him I doe nothing in this coâtrarie to the vertue of disappropriation so that passe not into vnquietnesse Heere you see thâ vertue is not so terrible a thinge as some imagin â bee this is a fault that many make they frame âish imaginations in their spiritts thinke that âway to heauen is straÌgly difficult vvherein they âtly abuse and deceaue themselues for Dauid âth to our Lord that his lavve vvas verye sweet â according as the vvicked did diuulge it to be ââe difficult this good king sayed it vvas ââe sweete then hony VVe ought to say the same âur vocation esteeming it not onely good and âe but also sweete and amiable If vvee doe so â shall haue a great loue to obserue all that which âendeth there-on â 5. It is true my deare Sisters that vvee shall âer knowe hovv to attayne to perfection vvhiles â vvee haue affection to any imperfection hovv âe soeuer it bee yea also vvhen it shal be no more ân to haue an vnprofitable thought and you ââuld not beleeue hovv much euill this bringeth the soule for after you haue giuen your spiritt âertye to settle it selfe to thinke of an vnprofitable âng it vvill aftervvards thinke of pernicious ângs wee must then cutt of the euill so soone as âe perceaue it hovv little soeuer it bee wee must ãâã examine in good earnest if it bee true as somâes it seemeth to vs that wee haue not our affeâons ingaged for example if vvhen you are prayâ you begin to speake fome wordes which may ârease the praise that they giue you or otherwise âhen you seeke it by artificiall wordes saying that âu haue not so good a memorie or so good a âritt as you weere wonte to haue to discourse âell Alas vvho perceaueth not that you pretend âey should tell you that allwaies you speake exceeângly vvell search then vvell into the depth of âur conscience if you find therein the affection to ânitie You may easilie also knowe if you bee tyed to any thing vvhen you haue not commâtie to performe vvhat you haue purposed fââ you haue no affection therevnto you will reâ as much contentment not to haue done it as if had effected it and contrary-wise if you bee tâbled it is a signe that you haue setled your affecâ there-on Now our affections are so pretious ãâã they ought all to bee imployed in the loue of Gâ that vvee must take very great heede not to lââ them in vnprofitable things and a fault hovv ââsoeuer it may bee coÌmitted vvith affection is ãâã contrarie to perfection then a hundred others ãâã by surprise and vvithout affection § 6. You demaund hovv you ought to loue creâres I tell you breiflie that there are certayne loâ that exteriourly seeme great and perfect in theâ of creatures vvhich before God vvill be found ãâã and of no vvorth because that these freindships not grounded in true charitie vvhich is God beâ certayne alliances and inclinatioÌs and vppon soâ consideratioÌs humaynlie worthy of praise and aâptation in the contrarie there are others that eâriourlye seeme little empty and nothing in theâ of the world which before God are found to beâ fraught and very excellent because they are mâ onely in God and for God without mixture of ãâã proper interest Novv the acts of charitie that done about those vvhom wee loue in this sorte ãâã a thousand times more perfect for so much as tâ all tend purely to God But the seruices and otâââ assistance that vve giue to those vvhom vvee lâ by inclination are farr lesse vvorth in meritt bâcause of the great contentment and sattisfactioÌ tâ vve receaue in doing them and that ordinarilâ vvee doe them more for that motiue then for ãâã loue of God There is furthermore another reasoâ vvhich maketh these first freindships vvhereof vâspeake lesse then the second to vvitt that they are of continuance because the ground-vvorke âg fraile assoone as there happens any crosse ãâã vvax could or chang themselues the vvhicb âeth not to those vvho are settled and grounân God for that the cause is solide and permaâ â To this purpose S. Catherine of Sienne made âod comparison If you take sayed she a glasse fill it vvithin a fountayne and drinke in that âe not taking it out of the fountayne although drinke as much as you vvill the glasse will not âmptie but if you take it forth of the fountayne ãâã you haue droÌke the glasse vvilbe emptie eueÌâis in freindships vvhen they are dravvne from ãâã spring or fountayne they neuer vvither nor ââh The kindnesses and signes of frindships theÌââs which vvee shevv contrarie to our ovvne inâââtioÌ to the person to vvhom vvee haue an auerââ are better and more pleasing to God theÌ those wee doe dravve with seÌsitiue affectioÌ and this ât not to bee called doublenesse or dissimulatioÌ âlthough I haue a coÌtrarie feeling it is but in the âââiour part and the acts I doe is vvith the force ââason which is the principall part of my soule ââch manner that wheÌ those to vvhoÌ I doe these âtesyes should knowe that I doe them beÌcause âââe an auersioÌ from them they ought not to bee ânded at it but rather to esteeme of them more ãâã if they vveare imparted of sensible affection âuersions are naturall and of themselues they not vvicked vvhen as vvee doe not follovv ãâã contrarievvise
vvell you vvould haue much feeling of the correction if it vvere done to you VVee must also dearely loue this âbiection and humble our selues as Arsenius did confessing that vvee bee culpable of the same fault prouided that vvee humble our selâes allvvaies in the spiritt of svveetnes and tranquillitie § 3. I perceaue very vvel that you desire â should furthermore speake of the other verâues of Modestye I tell you then that the second vvhich is the interiour vvorketh the same effects in the soule that this vvhich vvee haue spoken of doth in the body this composeth the motions gestures and countenances of the body auoyding the two extremities vvhich are these tvvo contrarie vices lightnes or dissolution and a countenance too much affected Likewise interiour modestie mayntaineth the povvers of the soule in tranquillity and Modesty auoyding as I haue sayed curiosity of the vnderstanding ouer the vvhich she principally exerciseth her care also cutting of from the vvill her multitude of desires making it to apply it selfe piously to that onely one that Marie hath chosen vvhiâh shall not be taken from her that is a vvill to please God Martha doeth verye vvell represent the immodestye of the vvill she is forvvard and eager and setteth all the seruants of the house a vvorke she goeth hither and thither vvith out stay so desirous is she to intreat our Lord vvell and it seemeth to her there vvill neuer be sufficient seruices of meat to make him good cheare Euen so the vvill vvhich is not restrayned by Modesty passeth from one subiect to another to prouoke it selfe to loue God and to desire many meanes and vvayes to serue him and yet notvvithstanding there is no necessitie of so many things it vvould be better to vnite her selfe to God as Magdalene did keeping her selfe at his feete demaunding of him that hee giue vs his loue then to thinke hovv and by vvhat meanes wee may gett it This Modesty bridle the theâ vvilâ coÌtinually setling and closing it in the exercise of the meanes of her aduanâement in the loue of God according to the vocation in vvhich vvee remayne I haue sayed that this vertue doth principally imploy it selfe to subiect the vnderstanding because the naturall curiositie that vvee haue is very dangerouse and causeth that vvee neuer perfectly knovve any one thing for so much as vvee take not time sufficient to learne it vvell It flieth also the other extremitie of vice vvhich is opposite to it âhat is dulnes and negligence of spiritt vvhich vvill not knovve that vvhich is necessarie Novv this âubiection of the vnderstanding is of verye great âmportance for our perfection for look how much âhe vvill vveddeth it selfe to any thing so much the more earnest it is in the pursuite of it and if the vnderstanding shevve vnto the vvill the beautie of another it deuerteth it from the first The Bees haue no setled place vvhiles they haue not a king neuer âeasing to fly through the ayre dispersing scattering themselues hauing allmost no repose in their âiue but so soone as their king is borne they gather âhemselues all together round about him and goe not forth but by the permission of their king to gaâher their honnye In like manner our vnderstanding and vvill our passions and the faculties of our soule as spirituall Bees vntill such time as they haue a king that is to saye vntill such time as they haue made choise of our Lord IESVS for their king haue no repose our senses neuer ceasing to vvander curiously and to dravve our interiour faculties after them to disperse them somtimes after one subiect âhen after another and by this meanes there is no other then a continuall labour and vnquietnesse of spiritt vvhich maketh vs to loose the peace and tranquillitie of spiritt vvhich is so necessarie for vs this is that vvhich the immodestie of the vnderstanding and will causeth vs. But from the time that our soules haue chosen Our Lord IESVS for their onely fouueraigne king her povvers like chast mysticall Bees put themselues in order neere to him and neuer goe forth from their Hiue but for to gather the exercises of charitie that this holy king commaundeth them to practice towards their neighbour and presently after they returne modestly into this holy and amiable presence of their Lord for to gather and mannage discreetlye the honny oâ holy and amorous conceits and affections vvhich they dravve from his sacred presence and so they shall auoyd the tvvo extremities aforesayed cutting of on the one side curiositie of the vnderstanding by a simple attention to God Aâl mighty and on the other side stupiditie and lazines of spiritt by the exercises of Charitie that they shall practize tovvards their neighbour vvhen it shal be requisite and necessary But behould another example touching this subiect On a day a certayne Religiouâ man came to the great Sainct Thomas and demauÌded of him vvhat hee should doe to become veryâ learned In reading one onely booke sayed hee I read these dayes past The Rule that Sainct Augustine made for Religious vvomen vvhere hee sayeth expressly that the sisters may neuer read another bookes then those that shal be giuen them bâ their Superiour and after hee gaue the same commaundement to his Religious meÌ So much knowledg had hee of the euill that the curiositie of willing to knovve other things then that vvhich is necessarie for the better seruice of God vvhich aâ very fevv things bringeth to the soule for if yoâ vvalke in simplicitye by the obseruance of yoâ Rules vvithout povvring out your selues or seaâching to knovve other things you shall perfectlâ serue God Science or knowledg is not necessarâ to loue God as sayeth Sainct Bonauenture for simple vvoman is as capable to loue God as thâ most learned men in the vvorld There must be little knovvledg and very much practice in thâ vvhich concerneth perfection I remember vpoÌ thâ discourse the danger there is in the curiositie of thâ vvill to knovve so many meanes for the perfiting oâ it selfe I spake vvith tvvo Religious vvomen oâ tvvo orders vvell reformed one of them by the frequent reading of the bookes of the Bl. S. Teresa learned to speake so like her that she seemed to bee a little Mother Teresa and she beleeued it so imagining in her selfe all that the holy Mother Teresa had done vvhilest she liued that she thought to doe the very same so farr as to haue had the bindings of the spiritt and suspensions of the povvers of the soule euen so as she did read the Sainte had so that she spake very vvell thereof There are others who haue so effectually thought on the life of S. Katherin of Sienna and of the life of S. Katherin of Genes that they also thought theÌselues to bee S. Katherins Such soules as these at the least haue contentment in themselues by the imagination they haue of being Saints although their contentment be vaine But the other Religious vvoman
indifferent If I would execute an action â great mortificatioÌ and another sister should comâ to mee and bidd mee not to doe it or that I doâ some other I would remitt my first designe if vvere possible vntill another time for to doe hâ will and then afterwardes I vvould dispatch mâ vndertaken mortification But if I could not omiâ or remitt it and that this that she vvould haue mee were not necessarie I ought to doe that whicâ I had first vndertaken and then if I could I wouâ regaine the coÌmoditie to doe that vvhich the sistâ did desire of mee But if it happeÌ that a sister requeâ vs to doe something for her and that through so daynesse or surprise wee shewe our selues disgusteâ therevvhith the sister must not bee ielous or mâstrust nor make semblance of knowing or markiâ it neither must she desire that it be not done for is in our power to hinder our eyes and our counâânance from demonstrating the coÌbat that wee haâ vvithin vs allthoug reason would gladlie performe âhat is desired For these are messengers that come without sending for and although wee bidd them âtourne ordinarilie they doe nor stirre To vvhat âurpose then would not this sister haue mee to doe âat she desired onely because she knovveth I haue âd repugnaÌce therevnto she ought to desire that I âake profitt of this for my soule You vvill say it is âecause she feareth that she hath displeased you No âis selfe loue that would not that I should haue the âast thought that she is importune I shall haue it âotwitstaÌding although I stay not my selfe therein âoreouer if to the signes of my repugnance I add âords that plainly witnesse I haue no desire to doe âat which this sister desired of mee she may and âght sweetly to praye mee that I doe it not when âe persons are equall for those that haue authoritie âust hould theÌselues resolute and they must cause âeir inferiours to bee pliable to them Now alâough a sister should absolutelye refuse mee someââing or manifest the disgust she hath I ought not to âose coÌfidence to imploy her another time neither âght I to bee disedified with her imperfectioÌ For the present I support her and within a vvhile she âll support mee Now she hath auersion froÌ doing this thing and another time she will willinglie âe it NotwithstaÌding if I haue had experieÌce that âs was such a spiritt as were not as yet capable to âe intreated in this maÌner I would expect a while âull such time as the were better disposed we are â of vs capable of the defectes one of another and âe must in no sorte whatsoeuer bee astonished to âounter theÌ for if wee remayne sometime withâ falling into a fault with in a while it will happeÌât wee shall doe no other thing then fayle and ââmitt manye great imperfections vvhereof it ââwâth that wee must profit our selues by the abiection that hapneth to vs there-vppon VVeâ ought also to suffâr the delaâ of our perfection âith patience allvvaies doing that which wee are ablâ for our aduancement and that hartelye and vvillinglie § 4. O hovv happie are those vvho liuing iâ expectation are not vvearied out vvith expecting this I say for many who hauing a desire to perfeâ themselues by the acquisition of vertues vvoulâ haue them all in an instant as if perfection coâsisted in no other thing then to desire it It vvoulâ be an exttaordinarie great benefitt if wee could bâ humble euen so soone as wee haue a desire to be so vvithout further payne we ought to accustomâ our selues to examine diligently the successe of ouâ perfection according to the ordinarie vvaies in trâquillitie of hart doing all that is in our powerâ gayne vertues by the fidelitie that wee shall haue â practice them each one according to her conditioâ and vocation and expecting vvith patience the aâtayning soone or late the end that vvee pretenâ committing this to the diuine prouidence whâ will haue care to comfort vs in the time hee haâ appointed for it and if this should I not bee vntâ the houre of our death vvee ought to suffer it prâuided that we doe our dutye in performing aâwaies that which is in our power wee shall haâ soone enough that vvee desire when that wee shâ obteyne it that it shall please almighty Godâ giue it vs. This attending and resignation is moâ necessarie for the want there-of hindreth and troâbleth a soule very much wee must bee contentâ knovve that we doe vvell by him vvhoÌ gouerneâ vs and not to seeke after feelings or particulâ knovvledg but vvalke as blind within this proâdence and confidence in God yea euen in the thâkest of desolations feares darknes and all otâ kind of crosses if it please our Lord that wee shall âaue them remayning perfectly abandoned to his âouerment with out any exception or reseruation âhatsoeuer permitting him to doe all casting vppoÌâs bounty the vvhole care of bodye and soule âesting also vvholie resigned and immoueable in âod vnder the gouerment of Superiours hauing âo other care then to obey Now the meanes to âbteyne this flexiblenesse to the will of another is â prayer to make acts of indifferencye verie often âd seriouslie and then to put them in practice âhen occasion shall present it selfe For it is not ânough to cast our selues before God for so much â this being done onely vvith the Imagination âere is no great matter in it but when it is to bee âerformed in effect and that comming to giue our âlues vvholie to God wee shall find a creature that âill commaund vs wee shall find a difference ând heere it is where wee must shewe our courage âhis gentlenesse and condescendance to the vvill of âur neigbour is a verie pretious vertue and resemâleth much the prayer of vnion for as this prayer â no other thing then a renouncing of our selues â God when the soule sayeth vvith veritie I haue â other vvill but thine O Lord then is she wholie ânited vnto God likevvise allwaies renounceing âur vvill to doe that our neighbour desireth is true âion with our neighbour and all this must bee âne for the loue of God It hapneth often that such âersons as are little and vveake both in bodie and âiritt vvho vvill exercise themselues but in small âatters will doe them vvith such Charitie that they âall farre surpasse the meritt of great and eleuated âtions for ordinarilie these high and great acts are âade with lesse charitie because of the attention âd of diuers considerations that are made about âem Yet neuerthelesse if a great vvorke bee done vvith as much Charitie as a little one vvithoâ doubt hee shall haue much more meritt and ââwarde that doeth it In fine Charitie giueth tââ prize and vvorth to all our vvorkes in such manneâ that all the good that vvee doe vvee must doe it foâ the loue of God and the euill that vve auoyd mâ bee avoyded for the loue of God The
for she knoweth verye well thâ this sufficeth to bee acceptable to God for vvhoâ loue she obeyth purely simply The second condition of louing Obedience is that it is prompâ Now promptitude of ObedieÌnce hath allwaies beâ recomended to the Religious as a most necessariâ peece to obey well perfectly to obserue thâ which they haue vowed to God This was the toâ that Eliezer tooke to knovve the virgin that Goâ had ordayned to bee the spouse of his Masters soÌnâ Hee sayed to himselfe the virgin of vvhome I shaâ demaund drinke and she shall aunswere mee I ãâã not onely giue you but furthermore I will draâ water for your camells by this I shall knowe hâ to bee a vvorthy spouse for the soÌne of my Maisteâ and as he thought vppon this hee sawe a farre â the fayre Rebecca Eliezer seing her so fayre and gratious drevve neere the well where she shoâ drawe water for her sheepe hee made his demauÌâ and the damsell aunswered according to his desigâ yeas sayed she not onely to you but to your âmells also Marke I pray you hovv readie and grâtious she was she did not spare her labour but wâ verye liberall thereof for she did not faile to draw water for so many camells as Eliezer brought ãâã him vvhich vvould require much water O! Trâ the Obediences that are performed in an ãâã man are not acceptable There are some vvho obey ãâã it is with so much lazines and so frovvarde a contenance that they diminish very much the meritt of âis vertue Charitie and Obedience haue such vnioÌââgether that rhey caÌnot bee separated Loue makâh vs to obey readilie For hovv difficult soeuer the âing bee that is coÌmauÌded hee who hath amorous âbedience vndertaketh it louingly for Obedience ââing a principall part of humilitye vvhich exceeâângly loueth submission consequentlie a sister âuelie Obedient loueth the commaundement and âerceauing it a farre of vvhatsoeuer it may bee âhether it may bee according to her gust or not she ââbraceth it houldeth it deare and cherisheth it teÌâerlie There is in the life of Sainct Pachome an ââample of this promptitude of Obedience that I âill tell you Amongst the Religious of Saint Paââome there was one called Ionas a man of great âertue and saÌctitie who had the charge of the gardeÌ âherein hee had a figg Tree that did be are verye âyre figgs Now this figg Tree did serue for a teÌtatioÌ to the young Religious for euerie time they âassed neere vnto it they allvvaies cast their eyes on ââe figges Saint Pachome hauing noted it walking ââe day through the garden looking towardes ââe figg Tree savve the diuell on the topp vvho âevved the figgs from the topp to the bottome as ââe Religious did from the bottome to the topp âhis great Saint vvho did no lesse desire to direct is Religious to a totall mortification of their ânces then to the interiour mortification of their âassions inclinations called Ionas and comâaunded him that the next morning hee should âot faile to cutt dovvne the figg Tree vvhereto ââe good man replyed Ah My Father these âoung people must bee a little supported they âust bee recreated in some thing it is not for âee that I desire to keepe it VVhereto the Faââer aunsvvered verie svveetlie My Brother you vvil not obey simply and readilye vvhat vvill yoâ saye that the tree shal be more obedient then you the vvhich hapned for the next morning they fouÌâ the Tree dry and without sap neuer bare moâ fruite The Good Ionas did say verie truelie that ãâã was not for himseâfe that hee vvould keepe thâ Tree for they noted that from 75. yeares that hâ had liued in Reââgion and was gardiner hee neueâ had tasted any fruit of his garden but hee was very liberall to his BrethreÌ but heerby hee learned hoâ commendable prompt obedience vvas Our Lorâ hath giuen vs continuall examples all the time oâ his life of this promptitude in Obedience for theââ could not bee any thing found so pliable and proÌpâ as hee was to the vvill of euerie one and accordinâ to his example wee must earne to bee verie proÌpâ in Obedience For it sufficeth nor the amorous haââ to doe that is commaunded or that vvhich otheâ make shewe to desire of him if hee doe it not proÌptlie hee cannot see the houre come soone enougâ for to accomplish what is ordayned to the end theâ may of nevv commaunde him some other thing Dauid did but onely desire to drinke of the Cesternâ of Bethleem and instantly three valiant Warriours departed inclining themselues and crosseâ through the armie of the enimies to gett it for him They weare exceeding readie to follovv the desirâ of the king eueÌ so vvee see that innumerable saintâ haue done to follovve as it appeared to them thâ inclinations and desires that the king of kings ouâ Lord IESVS had VVat commaundement I beseech you did our Lord make that might oblige Sainctâ Katherin of SieÌna to drinke or licke vvith her tougâ the filth vvhich came forth of the wound of thaâ poore woman whom she did serue and Lewiâ king of France to eate vvith the leapers to encourage them to eate certaynelie they weere not any waies obliged to this but knowing our Lord did ââue it and had demonstrated his inclination to the ââue of our proper abiectioÌ they thought in doing ãâã such things to gratifie him by following his inâânation with verye great loue aâlthough it weere ârie repugnant to their sence VVe are obliged to ââpe our neighbour wheÌ hee is in extreeme necesâie neuerthelesse because almes is a counâell of ââr Lord many willingly giue almes as much as ââeir meanes vvill permitt them Novv vppon this âbedience to the councells amorouse Obedience ââgrafted vvich maketh vs enterprise to follovv ââecisely euerie point of the desires and intentions ãâã God and our superiours § 5. But I must aduertise you heere of one deâate into vvhich vvee may fall For if those that âould vndertake the practice of this vertue verie ââactlie vvould allvvaies keepe themselues attenââue thereby to knovve the desires and inclinations ãâã their Superiours or God they should loose their ââme infallibly as for example vvhilest I should ââquire vvhat is the desire of God I should not ââifie my selfe in keeping my repose tranquillitie ãâã being neere him which is the desire hee hath âow since hee hath not giuen mee any other thing ãâã doe euen as hee who to followe the inclination âat our Lord hath manifested of succouring the âoore vvould goe from towne to towne to seeke ââem vvho knovveth not that whiles he is in one âee shall not serue those that are in another I âust goe to this busines in simplicitie of hart giâing my almes vvhen I shall meete vvith the occaâon and not goe musing through the streats from âouse to house to enquire if there bee any poore ââat I knowe not of likevvise vvhen I perceaue the ââperiour desireth something of mee I must yeald âây
selfe readie to doe it not sifting vp and dovvne if I may bee able to knovve that she hath some iâclinatioÌ that I doe some other thing for this wouââ take away the peace and tranquillitie of haââ vvhich is the principall fruite of Louing Obedâence § 6. The third condition of Obedience is persâuerance Now our Lord hath taught vs this vârye particularlye as sainct Paul declareth in the termes Hee hath beene made Obedient vntill deaâ and magnifying this Obedience vnto death thâ death of the crosse sayeth hee In these wordes vntill death is presupposed that hee had bene Obedient all the dayes of his life during the vvhich theâ vvas no other thing seene then the traces of Obedience yealded by him asvvell to his parents as tâ many others yea likevvise to the vvicked anâ impious and as hee did begin by this vertue heâ did likevvise end therevvith the course of thââ mortaâl life The good Religious man Ionaâ hath furnished vs vvith tvvo examples about thiâ subiect of perseuerance and allthough hee did noâ so promptlye obey the commaundement that Sainâ Pachome gaue him hee vvas notvvitstanding â Religious of great perfection for from the timâ that hee entred into Religion vntill his death heâ continued in the Office of gardener vvithouâ euer changing it during Sixtie fiue yeares thaâ hee liued in that Monasterie and the other exercise vvherein hee did perseuere all his life timâ as I haue before sayed vvas to make matts oâ buâruhes interlaced vvith leaues of Palmes so that hee dyed making of them This is verie greaâ vertue to perseuere so long in such an exercise for to doe a thing ioyfully that is commaunded for one time as often as they vvill this costs noâ thing But vvhen one shall say to you you shall allvvaies doe this all the time of your life heere âis vvhere vertue shineth or vvherin the diffiââltie lieth Consider then vvhat I haue sayed to ââu touching Obedience but yett one worde âore Obedience is of so great vvorth that she ãâã companion to Charitie and these tvvo vertues ãâã those that giue the prize vvorth to all the âhers in such sort that vvithout them all the âhers are nothing if you haue not these tvvo âârtues you haue no vertue at all if you haue these âu haue vvith them all the other vertues § 7. But lett vs passe further and leauing apart ââe generall Obedience to the commaundments of âod lett vs speake of Religious Obedience I say âen if the Religious obey not they shall neuer ââue any vertue For it is Obedience principallie ât maketh vs Religious as being the proper and âculier vertue of Religion yea euen to haue the ââsire of martirdome for the loue of God is noâing if you haue not Obedience VVe read â the life of Sainct Pachome that one of his Reliâous vvho all the time of his Nouitiat had perââered in exemplar submission and humilitie caââ to Saint Pachome transported vvith great ferââur and sayed to him that hee had a verye ââat desire of martyrdome and that hee should âuer bee sattiffyed vntill hee did attayne it and âsought him very humbly that hee vvould praye â God that it might bee accomplished The âoly Father endeauored to moderate this feruour ât the more that hee did saye the more hott the ââher vvas in the pursuite of his desire The Saint ââed to him My sonne it is more vvorthe to ââe in Obedience and to dye euerie day liuing â a continuall mortification of a mans â selfe ãâã to martââ our selues in our imagination Hee ââth a good Martââ vvho mortifieth himselfe vvell it is a greater martirdome to perseuere aâ maÌs life in ObedieÌce then to dye vvith one strââ of a svvorde Liue in peace My sonne and quâ your spiritt diuerting it from this desire The Reââgious who assured himselfe that his desire proceeâed from the Holy Ghost abated nothing at all his he at continually soliciting the Father that ãâã would praye that his desire might bee fullfill After some shorte time they had nevves properââ his consolation For a certayne Saracene a captaââ of theeues came to a Mountayne neere to the Mânasterie wherevppon Sainct Pachome called â Monke to him and sayed to him well my soââ the houre is come that you haue so much desirâ goe in good time to cut vvood in the mountayâ The Religious being wholie replenished vvith â went his vvay chanting and singing psalmes to â praise of God and giuing thankes vnto him â hee had vouchsafed to doe him the honour aâ giue him this occasion to die for his loue in fâ hee thought of nothing lesse then that the succâ vvould fall out as it did Novv behould so soone those theeues had perceaued him they came â wardes him and began to laye hould of him and threaten him for a while hee vvas verye valiââ Thou art dead sayed they I demauÌd no other thâ sayed hee then to dye for God and the like anâwers The SaraceÌs led him to the place vvhere tââ Idoll was to make him adore it vvhen they saâ that hee did constantlie refuse it they began to â themselues vppon him to kill him Alas this poâ Religious man so valiant in his owne imaginatiââ seeing the blade at his throate Ah of pittie sayed â doe not kill mee I vvill doe all that you desire mee I am yet youÌg take pittie on mee it would â a great losse to shorteÌ my dayes In fine hee adââ their Idoll and these miscreants mocking â beating him soundlye left him to retourne to his âonasterie VVhere being arriued more dead then ââue all pale and gastlie Sainct Pachome vvho was âne forth to meete him sayed to him well my âânne hovv goeth it and and vvho is hee that hath âus vsed you Then the poore Religious ashamed ââd confused in himselfe because hee had had so âeat Pride vvas not able to support himselfe ââing hee had commited so haynous a crime but ââting himselfe before the Father confessed it âhom the Father readilye did helpe causing the ââethren to pray for him and making him aske parâân of God putt him in good estate and then gaue ââm good aduertisments saying My sonne rememâââ thy selfe that it is more vvorth to haue good ââsires to liue according to the communitie and to ââue no other vvill then fidelitie in obseruance of â Rules not enterprising nor desiring any other ââng then that which is contayned in them then haue great desires to put in execution imaginarie âeruailes vvhich are good for no other thing then â make our hartes svvell with pride and to cause â to despise others esteeming our selues better theÌââey O hovv good it is to liue vnder the shelter of âoly Obedience rather then to retire our selues ât of her armes to seeke for that which seemeth âore perfect vnto vs if thou vvouldest haue bene ânteÌt to doe as I aduised thee to mortifie thy selfe ââing then thou vvouldest haue desired nothing ââse then death shouldest not haue fallen as now
doubt you may say vnto her conââdentlye verilie sister this is not vvell done but â you perceaue she hath some passion moued in âer hart then the discourse must bee changed the âost dexterouslâ that you can You say you feare â aduerâise a Sister so often of the faultes that she âath committed because it vvill take from her asâârance and make her sooner faile through ârce of feare O God! vvee must not iudg thus âf the Sisters heere inclosed for this appertayâeth not to any other then to the maydens of the âorld to loose assurance vvhen they are aduerââsed of their faults Our Sisters doe loue their âvvne abiection too much to doe so although they âe troubled but on the contrarie they vvill take âreater courage and more care to amend themââlues not to avoyde the aduertisments for I âppose they doe exceedinglye loue all that vvhich âay make them become vile and abiect in their âwne eyes but to the end they may better perâârme their dutie and yeald themselues more conâârmable to their vocation THE TVVELFTH ENTERTAINEMENT OF SIMPLICITIE AND RELIGIOVS Prudence § 1. THe vertue whereof we are novv to treat iâ so necessarie that allthough I haue oftentimes spoken there-of notwithstanding you hauâ desired that I make an entire discourse of the fame Novv in the first place must bee made knovvnâ what this vertue of Simplicitie is You knovve that commonlie vvee call a thing simple vvhen it is noâ imbrodered pleated or of many coullours Foâ example wee saye behould a person that is simply apparelled because he hath no lineing in his garmeÌt I meane his habitt is but of one stuffe and this is â simple garment Simplicitie therefore is no otheâ thing then a pure and simple act of Charitie whicâ hath but one onely end vvhich is to attayne to thâ loue of God And our soule is then simple vvheâ vvee haue no other pretension in all whatsoeueâ wee doe The famous historie of the hostesses oâ our Lord Martha and Magdalene is verie remarkâable for this subiect For doe you not see thaâ Martha although her end was laudable to vvitt to entertayne our Lord in the best manner yeâ she vvas not free from being reprehended by thiâ diuine Maister for so much as besides the veriâ good end that she had in her ouer-busie care shâ did yet behould our Lord in as much as hee vvaâ man and therefore she did beleeue hee vvas â others vvhom not one onely meate or one manneâ of dressing vvould suffice and this vvas that vvhicâ caused her to stirr vpp and dovvne so much to ârepare many dishes and so she doubled this first ând of the loue of God in her exercise vvith diuers âther petty-pretenses for vvhich she vvas repreâeÌded of our Lord Martha Martha thou troublest âny selfe vvith many things allthough one onely is âecessarie which is this that Magdalene hath choseÌ ând vvhich shall not bee taken from her Thereâore this act of simple charitie which causeth vs not âo regard nor haue any other eye in all our actions âhen the sole desire to please God is the part of Maââe which is onely necessarie and this is Simplicitie â vertue vvhich is inseparable with Charitie forsoâuch as it looketh right towards God neither caÌ it âuffer any mixture of proper interest for otherwise â would not bee Simplicity for she cannot suffer âny doubling of creatures nor any consideration of âhem God alone findeth place in her This vertue is âurely ChristiaÌ The Panymes yea those who haue âiscoursed best of vertues had not any knovvledg âhereof no more then of Humilitie For of MagniâiceÌce Liberallitie and Constancye they haue writââ verie well but of Simplicitie and Humilitie noâhing at all Our Lord himselfe is descended from âeauen to giue knovvledg to meÌ asvvel of the one âs of the other vertue othervvise this so necessarie âoctrine had allvvaies bene vnknovvne Bee pruâeÌt as serpents sayeth hee to his Apostles but moreâuer bee as simple as Doues Learne of the Doue to âoue God in simplicitye of hart hauing but one onely pretence and one onely end in all that you âhall doe but imitate not onely the simplicitie of âhe loue of Doues in that they haue allvvaies but âne mate for vvhom they doe all and vvhoÌ onely âhey will please but imitate them also in the simpliââitye that they practice in the exercise and testimoâie that they yeald of their loue for they buesie not theÌselues vvith many things nor many loue toyes but they make simply their little gronings and mournings about their young ones and content themselues with their companie when they are present Simplicitie banisheth from the soule the vnprofitable care and solicitude that many haue to seeke out diuersitie of exercises and meanes for to bee able to loue God so as they say that if they doe not all vvhich the sisters haue done in their opinioÌ they knovve not hovv to bee conteÌt Poore people they torment themseluss to find the art hovv to loue God and knovve not that it hath no other point then to loue him they thinke there is a certayne subtillitie to attayne this loue the vvhich notvvithstanding is not found but in simplicltye § 2. Now vvhen vvee say that there is not any art therein it is not to dispise certayne bookeâ which are intituled The art hovv to loue God Foâ these bookes teach that there is no other art then to sett themselues to loue that is to say to put themselues into the practice of those things that are pleasing vnto him vvhich is the onely meanes to find and attayne this sacred loue prouided that this practice bee vndertaken in simplicitye vvithout trouble and solicitude Simplicitye embraceth truely the meanes that are prescribed to each one according to their vocatioÌ for to attayne to the loue of God iâ such sort that she vvill not haue any other motiue to gayne or to be incited to the search of this loue but the end it selfe othervvise she should not beâ perfectlie simple For she cannot endure any other aspect hovv perfect soeuer it may bee theÌ the pure loue of God vvhich is her onely pretence For example if one goe to the office and you aske heâ whether goe you I goe to the office aunsvvereth she but vvherefore goe you thither I goe to praisâ God but wherfore at this howeâ rather then at another it is because the clocke hath stroken if I doe not goe I shal be noted To goe to the office to praise God is verie good but the motiue is not simple For simplicitye requireth that vvee goe therevnto dravvne vvith desire to please God vvithout any other respect and the like is to bee sayed in all other occasions Novv before wee passe further a deceyt must hee discouered vvhich is in the spiritt of diuers touching this vertue for they thinke that Simplicitye is contrarie to Prudence and that they bee opposite the one to the other it is not so for vertues doe neuer contradict the one the
other but haue a verie great vnion together The vertue of simplicitie is opposite and contrarie to the vice of craft and deceaite a vice vvhich is the source and spring from vvhence proceedeth policye subtiltye and doublenesse Crafte is a masse of subtilties deceytes and threacheries it is by the meanes of crafte that vvee find out inuentions to deceaue the spiritt of our neighbour and of those vvith vvhom wee haue to doe for to leade to the point vve aime at vvhich is to make them vnderstand that wee haue no other meaning in our hart then the same wee manifest by our wordes nor any other knovvledg of the subiect vvhereof there is question a thing which is infinitly contrarie to simplicitye vvhich requireth that vvee haue the interiour entirely coÌforme to the exteriour § 3. I intend not therefore to say that wee must demonstrat our motions of passions by the exteriour euen as vvee haue them in the interiour for it is not against simplicitye to sett a good countenance on the matter so as they may conceaue nothing amisse There must be allwaies made a difference betweene the effects of the Superiour part of our soule and the effectes of the inferiour part It is true that by fitts vvee haue great coÌmotions in the interiour of our soule vppon the encounter of a correction or of some other contradiction but this commotioÌ proceedeth not from our vvill but all this sensible apprenhension passeth in the inferiour part the superiour part consenteth not at all to this but agreeth accepteth and findeth this encounter good we haue sayed that Simplicitye hath her continuall aspect in the purchaseing of the loue of God novv the loue of God requireth of vs that wee restrayne our feelings and feares and that wee mortifie and annihilate theÌ wherefore it doeth not require that wee should manifest theÌ and make theÌ knowen to others Therefore it is not want of Simplicie to sett a good countenaÌce on it wheÌ wee are moued in the interiour But should not this deceaue those who should see vs say you for so much as although we should be verie vnmortified they would beleeue that wee are very vertuous This reflectioÌ my deare sister vpoÌ what they will say or what they will thinke of you is contrarie to simplicitie for as wee haue sayed she hath no other eye then to coÌteÌt God aÌd not creatures but onely as the loue of God requireth it After that the simple soule hath done an actioÌ that she iudgeth is her dutie to doe she thinketh no more thereoÌ and if it coÌmeth into her mind to thinke what they will say or what they will thinke of her she proÌptly cutteth of all this because she caÌnot endure any stop or stay to diuerte her in her designe which is to keepe her selfe attentiue to her God to increase in her selfe his diuine loue the coÌsideratioÌ of creatures moueth not her for any thing for she referreth all to the Creator The same is to be sayed of that which one may say whether it bee not permitted to make vse of Prudence for the not discouering to superiours that which wee shall thinke may trouble theÌ or our selues in speaking of it for Simplicitie regardeth onely if it bee expedieÌt to speake or doe such a thing theÌ she putteth her ââlfe to the woorke not loosing time to coÌsider if the ââperiour bee troubled or my selfe If I haue declarâd some thought I haue had of her or if she be not ââoubled nor I neither if it bee expedieÌt for mee to ââeake it I will not omitt simply to declare my âinde let it happen after as God will when I shall âaue done my dutie I will not put my felfe to payne ââr any other thing wee must not allwaies feare âouble so much whether it be for our selues or for ânother for the trouble of ones selfe is not a sinne â I knovve that goeing into some coÌpanie one will ââeake some woordes that will trouble and moue âee I ought not to auoyde the goeing amoÌge theÌ âut I ought to carrie my selfe armed with the conââdence vvhich I ought to haue in the diuine proteâioÌ that it will fortifie mee to ouercome and vanâish my nature against which I will make warre â his trouble is not made but in the inferiour part âf our soule wherefore wee must not bee astoniâed when it is not obeyd I would say when wee âe not coÌsent to that which it suggesteth to vs for âat must not bee done But from whence coÌmeth ââis trouble but for want of Simplicitie for somuch â wee muse oftentimes to thinke what one vvill ãâã and what one will thinke in steed of thinking ãâã God and of that which maâ make vs more pleasââg to his diuine bountie and goodnes but if I âeake such a thing I shall remayne in more âyne theÌ I was before I spake it vvell if you will âât declare it and that it be not necessarie hauing ãâã need of instruction in this act resolue your âfe readilye and loose not the time to consider âhether you ought to declare it or not For there ãâã no reason to make an hovvers consideration âpon all the triffling actions of our life Moreâer I thinke in my opinion that it is better and âore expedient to tell our Superiour the thoughts which mortifie vs most theÌ many others which seruâ for nothing but for to prolong the discourse wee haue vvith her and if you remayne in payne it iâ nothing but immortification that causeth it for ãâã vvhat purpose vvill I speake of that which is noâ necessarie for my profitt and omitt that which may more mortifie mee Simplicitie as vvee allreadiâ sayed seeketh nothing but the pure loue of God the vvhich is neuer found so vvell as in the mortification of our selues and according to the measurâ that mortification encreaseth so much the morâ neere vvee approche vnto the place vvhere weâ shal find his diuine loue Moreouer the Superiourâ ought to bee perfect or att least they ought to doâ the vvorkes of the perfect and therefore they hauâ their eares open for to receaue and vnderstand aâ that wee vvill say to them vvithout putting themselues to much payne Simplicitye intermedletâ not with what others doe or vvill doe She thinketh of her selfe yet not for her selfe doth she thinkâ but what is truelie necessarie for as for other thing she allwaies speedilie turneth away her thoughtâ This vertue hath a great affinitye with humilitye which permitteth vs not to haue a vvorse opinioâ of any then of our selues § 4. You aske hovv Simplicitye must bee obserued in coÌuersations and recreations I aunswer you as in all other actions although in this therâ must bee had a holy freedome libertie for to entertayne our selues vvith discourse vvhich serue thâ spiritt for matter of ioy recreation VVee muâ bee verie reall in conuersation yet wee must noâ therefore bee inconsiderate for so much as simplicitye allwaies followeth the Rule of the
she should humble and submitt her selfe and not haue a desire to bee perfect but vvithin three dayes vvalking the traine oâ others And if vvee meete vvith sisters vvho hauâ strong and able bodies in good time bee it notvvithstanding they must not desire to goe faste then those that bee vveake Behould in Iacob aâ example vvhich is admirable and verie proper foâ to shewe vnto vs hovv vve ought to accommodatâ our selues vnto the vveake and to stopp our force to subiect our selues to goe euen vvith them especiallie vvhen we haue obligatioÌ therevnto as the Religious haue to follovv the coÌmunitie in all that iâ of perfect obseruance Iacob departing from thâ house of his Father-in-lavve Laban vvith all hiâ wiues children seruantes and flockes of catell to âetourne into his ovvne house feared extremelie âo meete vvith his brother Esau for so much as hee âid thinke his brother vvas allwaies irritated against âim vvhich vvas not so being then in the way âoore Iacob vvas greatlie afraide for hee mett Esau âery vvell accompayned vvith a great troupe of âouldiers Iacob hauing saluted him found him very âentle tovvards him for hee sayed to him my broâher lett vs goe in companye and end our iourney âogether to vvhom holy Iacob aunsvvered My âord and my brother not so if you please for so âuch as I leade my children and their little pace âhould exercise or abuse your patience but for mee âvho am obliged ther vnto I measure my pace to âheirs likevvise my sheepe haue lately brought âorth their young lambes vvho are yett tender and âot able to goe so swift and those occasions vvill âay you verie much in the way Mark I pray you âhe milde beauiour of this holy Patriarcke Hee âccommodated himselfe vvillinglie not onely to âe pace of his little children but also to his âambes Hee vvas on foote and this vvas a happie âoiage to him as is sufficientlie knovvne by the âlessings vvhich hee receaued from God all the âvaye long for hee savv and spake manie times âvith the Angells and vvith the Lord of Angells ând men and in fine hee had a better part then his ârother vvho vvas so vvell accompayned If vvee âesire our voyages should bee blessed of the diuine âoodnes lett vs submitt our selues vvillinglie to âhe exact and punctuall obseruance of our Rules ând that in simplicitie of hart not desireing to douâle exercises vvhich vvould be to contradict the ântention of the Institutour and the end for vvhich âe Congregation hath bene erected Lett vs then âvillinglie accommodate our selues to the infirme which may be receaued therein and I assure you wee shall not arriue to perfection the later for this but on the contrarie this vvil be a meanes to leade vs therevnto the sooner because not haueing much to doe wee shall apply our selues to performe our dutie with the greatest perfection that shall be possible for vs. It is this wherein our workes are most pleaseing to God for so much as hee hath not regard to the multiplicitie of things which wee doe for his loue as wee haue sayed euen novv but to the feruour of Charitie vvherewith wee effect them I find if I bee not deceaued that if wee determine with our selues to obserue our Rule perfectlie wee shall haue busines enough vvithout charging our selues vvith more for so much as all that which concerneth the perfection of our estate is comprised therein The blessed mother Sainct Teresa sayeth that her Religious vvere so exact that it was expedient that the Superiour had a verye great care to speake of nothing but what was verie fitt to bee doe because that vvithout any other bidding they would sett themselues to doe it and for to obserue their Rules more perfectlie they were punctuall in the least little She reporteth that one time there was one of her Religious who hauing not well heard a Superiour coÌmaund her sayed to her that she did not well vnderstand what she sayed and the Superiour aunswered her verie rudely and inconsideratlye Goe put your head into the well sayed she to her and you shall vnderstand it The Religious vvas so readie to depart that if they had not stayed her she was goeing to cast her selfe into a vvell Truelie there is lesse to bee done to bee exact in the obseruance of the Rules then to bee willing to obserue them but in part § 6. I cannot sufficientlie declare of what importance this point is of being punctuall in the least ââing which serueth to obserue the Rule more perâectly as also of not desyreing to vndertake any ââing more vnder what pretext soeuer it be For so âuch as this is the meanes to conserue Religion in âer integritie and in her first feruour the coÌtrarie âo this is that which destroyeth it and maketh it to all from her first perfection You will aske of mee there should bee more perfection to conforme ânes selfe so to the communitie that euen they âhould not aske to coÌmunicate extraordinarie by âho doubteth it my deare daughter except it bee â a certayne case as on the Feaste of our Patron â Sainct to whom wee haue had deuotion all âur life or some vrgent necessitie But touching âertayne petty-feruours that vvee haue sometimes âhich are ordinarilie the effect of our nature which âuseth vs to desire the holie Communion wee âust not haue regarde to this no more then the âariners haue to a certayne winde which riseth â the breake of day which is produced of vaâours that are exhaled from the earth and contiâueth not but ceaseth so soone as the sayed vaâours âre a little ascended and dispersed and thereââre the Maister of the shipp who knoweth it calââth not vpoÌ the mariners nor displaieth the sayles â sett forward in fauour of it likewise wee must âot esteemee euerie wind for a good wind that is â say so many pettie motions or wills for inspiraâons to witt novv to aske to coÌmunicate by and by â pray theÌ some other thing For selfe loue which âwaies seeketh her satisfactions would remayne ââtirelie content with all this and principallie with ââese little inuentions and will not cease to furnish â allvvaies with new this day when the commuââtie doth communicate she will suggest to vs âat for humilitie you must aske to abstayne and vvhen the time of humbling our selues shalâ come it vvill perswade vs to reioice and to askâ the holie CoÌmunion to this effect and so vvee shalâ neuer haue done vvee must not hould those thing vvhich are out of the Rule for inspirations if it beâ not in extraordinarie cases vvhich perseuerancâ maketh vs to knovve that it is the vvill of God as iâ is sound touching the sacred Communion in two or three great Saints whose directours vvould haue them daylie to communicate I find this to bee an act of verie great perfection to conforme our selues in all things to the communitie and neuer to omitt the practice thereof by our ovvne election For besides that this is a verie
bee liâ to his brethren sinne excepted But tell mee vvas feare of preuarication vvhich rendred the mothââ and her sonne so exact in the obseruance of thâ lawe No truelie it vvas not that for there vvas nâ any preuaricatioÌ for them But they were drawâ by the loue they carryed to their eternall Fatheâ No man can loue the commaundement exceââ hee loue him that made it According to the meâsure that vvee loue esteeme him that made thâ lawe wee shall render our selues exact in the obseâuance thereof Some are tyed to the lavve vviââ chaines of iron and others vvith chaines of gould vvould say seculars vvho obserue the commaundments of God for the feare they haue of being damned obserue them by force and not for loue Bâ Religious and those who haue care of the perfectiââ of their soules are tyed therevnto vvith chaines ãâã gold that is to say by loue they loue the commauÌdements and obserue them louinglye and to obserue them the better they embrace the obseruancâ of the councells and Dauid sayed that God hatâ commaunded that his commaundements shoulâ bee verie well keept Behould how hee willetâ that wee bee punctuall in obseruing of them Ceâtainlie all true louers doe so for they auoyd nâ onely the preuarication of the lavve but also theâ auoyd the verie shadovve of the preuarication anâ for this cause the espouse sayeth that his spouse resembled a Doue vvho keepeth her selfe besides thâ riuers that runne svveetlie and vvhose waters arâ christaline You knowe well that the doue houlder her selfe secure neere to the waters because thaâ she seethe there the shadowes of the praying fouâ âs that she feareth and so soone as she seeth them ââe taketh her flight and so she cannot bee surprisâd In like sort vvill the Sacred espouse say is my âeloued for whiles she flyeth before the shadovve âf the preuarication of my commaundements she âeareth not to fall into the hands of disobedience âruelie that person vvho depriueth himselfe of âimselfe voluntarilie by the vowe of obedience âot to doe his will in indifferent things sheweth ââfficientlie that hee loueth to bee subiect in those ââat are necessarie and of obligation VVee must ââen bee exceeding punctuall in the obseruance of âhe lavves and Rules vvhich are giuen vs by our âord but aboue all in this point of follovving of âhe communitie and wee must take heede of saying ââat vvee are not bound to obserue this Rule or âarticular commaundement of the Superiour for âo much as it is made for the weake and vvee are ârong and healthfull nor on the contrarie that the âommaundment is made for the strong and vvee ââe weake and infirme O God! there must bee noâhing lesse then this in a communitie I coniure âou if you bee strong that you weaken your selues âor to yeald your selues conforme to the infirme ând if you bee weake I say to you strenghten your âelues to martch fitly vvith the strong The great Aâostle Sainct Paul sayeth that hee made himselfe all âo all for to gayne all vvho is infirme vvith vvhom am not vvho is si ke with whom I am not sicke âith the strong I am strong Behould hovv S. Paul âheÌ hee is vvith the infirme is infirme and taketh âillingly the commodities necessarie to their inâârmities to giue them confidence to doe the same âut when hee findeth himselfe with the strong he âs as a gyant to giue them courage and if hee can âerceaue his neighbour to bee scandalized with any âhing that hee doth allthough it were lawefull for him to doe it notwithstanding hee hath such a zeaâ of the peace and tranquillitie of his hart that hâ willingly abstayneth from the same § 10. But you will say to mee novv it is the houâ of recreation I haue a verie great desire to goe praâ to vnite my selfe more immediatlie with the diuinâ goodnes may I not verie well thinke that the law which ordayneth recreation doth not oblige meâ since I haue a spiritt Iouiall enough of my self No! wee must neither thinke it nor speake it If yoâ haue not neede to recreate your selfe notwithstaâding you must make recreatioÌ for those vvho hauâ neede thereof Is there not any exceptioÌ in ReligioÌ The Rules oblige then all equally ye as withoââ doubt but there are lavves vvich are iustly vniuâ for example The fast of Lent is commaunded foâ euerie one seemeth it not to you that this lavve vniust since that the church moderateth this iniuâ Iustice giuing dispensations to those that cannâ obserue it in like sort it is in Religion the commaundement is equally for all and none of them selues can dispence therewith but the Superiouâ moderate the rigour according to the necessities oâ euerie one VVee must take heede of thinking thaâ the infirme are lesse profitable in Religion then thâ strong or that they doe lesse or haue lesse meritt because they doe all equallie the will of God Thâ Bees shewe vs an exaÌple of that which wee say Foâ some of them are imployed to keepe the hiue anâ others are perpetuallie in labour to gather hony notwithstanding those that remayne in the hiue eate not lesse hony then those that take the payne to picke it out of the flowers Doth it not seeme to you that Dauid made an vniust lawe when hee coÌmaunded that the souldiers that did garde the baggage should part the bootie equallie with those thaâ went to battaill and who retourned all loaden witâ blowes No truelie it was not iniust for so much as âose that kept the baggage kept theÌ for those that âd fight and those who were in the battaile did âght for those that kept the baggage so they deserued ãâã one recompence since they all obeyed equallie their King God bee Blessed LIVE JESVS THE FOVRTEENTH ENTERTAINEMENT âGAINST SELFE-IVDGMENT AND THE tendernes vvee haue ouer our selues â 1. THe first question is If it bee a thing verie contrarie to perfection to bee subiect to ânes selfe-opinion wherevnto I aunswere that to ââe subiect to haue selfe-opinioÌs or not to haue theÌ â a thing that is neither good nor euill for so much ãâã it is naturall to euerie one to haue selfe-opinioÌs âut this doth not hinder vs from attayning to perââction prouided that vvee tye not our selues âerevnto or that vvee loue them not for it is ânely the loue of our ovvne opinions which is âfinitly contrarie to perfection and this is that which I haue so oftentimes sayed that the loue âf our proper iudgment and the esteeme wee âake of it is the cause that there are so fevve perâct there are found many persons vvhich reâounce their proper will some for one subiect ââd others for another I say not onely in Religiân but amongst seculers and in the Courts of ârinces themselues If a Prince commaund a courâer any thing hee vvill neuer refuse to obey but to auowe that the commaundement is well made thâ arriueth rarelie I vvill doe vvhat you commaunâ mee in the manner you desire will hee aunswer
but they allwaies pause vpon their but which is much as to say that they knovve vvell it should bâ better othervvise None can doubt my deare daâghters but that this is verie contrarie to perfectioâ for it produceth ordinarilie vnquietnesse of spiriâ variances murmurations and in fine it nourisheâ the loue of proper estimation And therefore prâper-opinion and selfe-iudgment ought neither â bee esteemed nor loued But I must tell you thâ there are persons vvho ought to forme their opânions as Bishops and Superiours are to doe vvâ haue charge of others and all such as haue goueâment Others ought not to trouble themselues vâlesse obedience so ordayne For otherwise thâ should loose their time vvhich they ought to iâploy faythfully in retayning themselues with Goâ and as the inferiours should be esteemed little atteâtiue to their perfection if they would settle theâ selues to consider their selfe opinions so likevviâ the Superioures should bee held incapable of thâ charges if they did not forme their opinions aâ would not take sinall resolutions although thâ ought not to content themselues therein nor to tâ themselues therevnto for this should bee contraââ to their perfection The great Saint Thomas wâ had one of the greatest spiritts that a man coâ haue vvhen hee formed any opinions hâ did ground them vpon the most pregnant reâsons that hee could and neuerthelesse if hee fourâ any one who did not approue that which hee hâ iudged good or contradicted him therein hâ would not dispute nor bee offended in himselfâ but suffered it willglye VVherein bee manifestâ verie well that hee did not loue his ovvne opinioâ yât so that hee did not disapproue it neither leauing so as others should find it good or no after hee âd performed his part hee troubled himselfe no ârther The Apostles were not addicted to their âne opinions no not euen in things appertaynââg to the gouerment of the Holy church vvhich âas an affayre of so great importance so that after âcy had determined the cause by the resolution âhich they had takeÌ they were not offended if any âd censure the same and if any did refuse to agree their opinions although they were verie well âounded they did not seeke to make them to bee ââceaued by contesting nor by disputes If then the ââperiours would change opinions at all encounâs they vvould bee esteemed light and imprudeÌt their gouernments so also if those vvho haue no ârges would tye themselues to their opinioÌs deâcing to mayntaine them and cause them to bee âceaued should they not be held for obstinate yes âelie For it is a most assured thing that the loue selfe-opinion degenerateth into obstinacie if it âe not faytfully mortified and cut off VVe see an âmple of it euen amongst the Apostles It is an âmirable thing that our Lord hath permitted âny things that the Apostles haue done vvorthy âelye to haue bene written to lye hidden vnder ârofound silence and that the imperfectioÌ which âgee at Sainct Paul and Sainct Barnaby commitâ together hath bene vvritten It is vvithout âubt a spetiall prouideÌce of our Lord who would ââe it so for our particular instruction they went âth together to preach the holy Gospell and tooke âth them a young man called Iohn Marke vvho âs kinsman to Sainct Barnabee These two great âostles fell into dispute whether they should take ãâã with them or leaue him and finding themselâ of a contrarie opinion vpon this fact and not being able to agree they separated themselues oâ from the other Now therefore tell mee ougâ we to bee troubled when wee see some defect amongst our selues since the Apostles did also coâmitt them § 2. There are certayne great spiritts that aâ verie good but who are so subiect to their opinioÌ and esteeme them to bee so good that they wâ neuer forgoe them and good heed must bee takâ not to aske it of them incircumspectlie and vnâwares For after wards it is almost impossible â make them acknowledg and confess that they haâ fayled for so much as they thrust theÌselues so faâ into the search of reasons to mayntane that whiâ they haue once sayed to bee good that there is â meanes vnlesse they giue themselues to an excelâ perfection to make them vnsay vvhat they haâ sayed There are also found great spiritts and veâ capable that are not subiect to this imperfectioâ but verie vvillinglye dismisse their opinions â though that they bee verie good they arme â themselues to the defence of them vvhen any coâtrarietie or contrarie opinion is opposed to tâ which they haue iudged for good and well assuâ euen as vvee haue sayd of the great Saint Thomâ vvhereby you see it is a naturall thing to bee subiâ to opinions ordinarilie melancholie persons â more giuen therevnto then those that are of a âuiall and pleasant humour for these are easâ tourned at euerie hand and facile to beleeueâ which is sayed to them The great Saint Paula â obstinat in mayntaining the opinion that she â formed to her selfe of exercising great austeritâ rather then she vvould submitt herselfe to the âuise of many that did councell her to abstaine aâ likevvise many other Saints vvho thought thâ must macerate their bodies verie much to plâ God in such sort that they therefore refuseâ obey the phisition and to performe that which was requisite to the conseruation of their perishing and mortall bodies and although this was an imperfection they leaue not for this to bee great Saints and âerie acceptable to God the vvhich teacheth vs âhat vvee ought not to trouble our selues vvhen wee perceaue in our selues imperfections or incliâations contrarie to true vertue prouided that wee âecome not obstinate to perseuere willinglie in âhem For Saint Paula and others rendring themâelues stifneckt although it was in a small matter âaue bene reprehensible in the same Concerning our selues wee must neuer omitt so to forme our opinions but that wee will vvillinglie depose them âvhen it is needfull vvhether vvee bee obliged or not obliged to forme them Therefore to bee subâect to esteeme of our ovvne iudgment and to âeeke out reasons to mayntaine that vvhich vvee âaue apprehended and found to bee good is a verie âaturall thing but to permitt our selues to goe âhereafter and to bee fastned thervnto vvould be a notable imperfection Tell mee is it not time vnprofitably lost espetiallie in those that haue not âharge to muse on this § 3. You say vvhat must vvee doe then to morâifie this inclination we must cutt of that vvhich âourisheth it it commeth into your mind that âour Superiour erreth in commaunding this or that âo bee done in such manner and that it vvould bee âetter done so as you haue conceaued turne from âou this thought saying to your selfe Alas â what âaue I to doe vvith it since it is not committed to mee It is allwaies much better to vvithdravve our âhought simply then to search reasons in our mind âo make vs beleeue that vvee haue done vvrong âor
in steed of doing it our vnderstanding vvhich âs preoccupated of her particular Iudgment will giue vs the change in such sort that in steed of annihilating our opinion it will giue vs reasons to maintayne it and acknovvledg it for good It is allvvaies more profitable to contemne it vvithout regarding it and to chase it away so promptly vvhen vvee perceaue it that vvee knovve not vvhat it was that it vvould say It is verie true that wee are not able to hinder this first motion of complacence vvhen our opinion is approued and followed for this cannot bee auoyded but wee must not muse vpon this complacence vvee must blesse God and passe it ouer not troubling our selues more vvith this contentment then of a little feeling of greife vvhich vvould come to vs if our opinion vvere noâ followed or found good VVee must vvhen it is required either for Charitie or of obedience to propose our aduise vpon the subiect vvhereof thâ question is doe it simply but for the rest wee musâ yeald our selues indiffereÌt vvhether it bee receaueâ or noe VVee may somtimes argue vpon the opinions of others and shevv the reasons vvhervppon our reasons doe depend but wee must doe this modestly and huÌbly not dispising the aduise of others nor contesting to make ours to bee receaued Iâ may bee you vvill aske if it be not to nourish thiâ imperfection to seeke aftervvards to speake vvitâ those vvho haue bene of your opinion vvhen therâ is no more question of takeing resolution it being alreadie determined what ought to bee done vvithout doubt this vvould bee to nourish and maintayne our inclination and consequentlie to commit an imperfectioÌ for it is a true marke that onâ submitteth not her selfe to the aduise of others and that she allvvaies preferreth her ovvne particulaâ iudgment The thing being determined which had bene proposed vvee must not so much as speakâ nor thinke thereof vnlesse it vvere a thing notablâ vvicked for then if vvee could yet further find some inuention to alter the execution or to remedye the businesse wee ought to doe it the most charitably that could bee and the most innocently to âhe end not to trouble any person nor to contemne that vvhich they should haue found to bee good § 4. The sole and onelie remedie to cure proper âudgment is to neglect that vvhich commeth into our thought applying our selues vnto some better thing for if wee will permitt our selues to make reflection vpon all the opinioÌs that diuers encounters vvill suggest vnto vs what will arriue but a continuall distraction and an impeachment of things more profitable and vvhich are proper for our perfection making vs become incapable to make holie prayer For hauing giuen leaue to our spirit to muse it selfe in the consideration of such deceates it vvill allvvaies thrust it selfe more forwards and vvill produce thoughts vpon thoughts opinions vpon opinions and reasons vpon reasons which vvill maruelouslye importune vs in prayer For prayer is no other thing then a totall application of our spirit vvith all her faculties vnto God Novv being vvearied out in the poursuite of vnprofitable things it becommeth so much lesse able and apt for the consideration of the mysteries on vvhich vvee vvould make our prayer Consider then this that I had to say vpon the subiect of the first questioÌ by the vvhich wee haue bene taught that to haue opinions is not a thing contrarie to perfection but to haue the loue of our ovvne opinions and consequentlie to esteeme them For if vvee did not esteeme them vvee should not bee so amorous of them and if wee did not loue them wee should little care to haue them approued and wee should not bee so readie to say lett others beleeue vvhat they vvill but as for my selfe doe you knowe what that is you would say as for my selfe verilie no other thing but I will not submitt my selfe but rather I wil be constant in my opinion and resolution This is as I haue manie times sayed the last thing that wee leaue and notwithstanding this is one of the most necessarie things to bee quitted and renounced for the attayning of true perfectioÌ for otherwise wee shall neuer gaine holie humilitie which hindreth and forbiddeth vs to make any esteeme of our selues or of all that depeÌdeth thereon and therefore if we haue not the practice of this vertue in great recommendation wee shall allwaies thinke our selues to bee better then wee are and that others come short of vs ovve vs respect § 5. Novv enough is sayed vppon this subiect If you aske me nothing more wee will passe to the second question vvhich is If the tendernes that wee haue ouer our selues doe not hinder vs verie much in the way of perfection That you may vnderstand this the better I must put you in mind of that which you knowe verie well to witt that we haue two loues in vs the affectiue loue and the effectiue loue and this is aswell in the loue that wee beare tovvards God as in that vvhich wee haue towardes our neighbour and furthermore tovvardes our selues but wee will speake heere but of thaâ of our neighbour and then wee will retourne to our selues The diuines to make the difference oâ these tvvo loues to bee the better comprehended are accustomed to serue themselues vvith the comparison of a Father vvho hath tvvo sonnes the one of them is a little minion as yet a verie childe oâ good grace And the other is a perfect man a braue and generous souldier or of some other condition The Father exceedingly loueth these tvvo sonnes but vvith a different loue For hee loueth the little one vvith an extreame tender and affectiue loue marke I praye you what is there that hee doth not permitt this little infant to doe vnto him He dandels him hee kisseth him bee setts him vpon his knees houldeth him in his armes vvith exceeding delight asvvell to the child as to himselfe if the child bee stung vvith a Bee hee ceaseth not to blovve vpon the hurt vntill such time as the greife be appeased If his eldest sonne had bene stunge vvith a hundred Bees hee vvould not haue vouchsafed to moue his foote although he loue him vvith a great strong and solide loue Consider I pray you the difference of these tvvo loues for although you haue seene the tendernesse that this Father hath to his little one hee doth not therefore âeaue his designe to send him forth of his house ând to make him a Knight of Malta appointing his âlder sonne to bee his heire and inheritour of his estate This elder then is loued with effectiue loue ând the other little one with affectiue loue the one and the other are loued but differentlie The âoue that wee haue to our selues is of this sort affeâtiue and effectiue The effectiue loue is it that âouerneth great persons ambitious of Honour and âf Riches for they doe procure to themselues as much goods as they can and are neuer
euerie one bemoaneth you and all sett theÌselues a worke to prouide you remedies whereas if you told it to the sister who hath charge of you you must enter into subiectioÌ to doe that which she should ordayne aÌd whiles with all your hart you auoyd this blessed subiectioÌ selfe-loue seeketh to be your gouernesse aÌd yet mistrisse of your will But if I tell the Superiour you reply that I haue the headache she will bidd mee take my rest well what is that to the purpose If your necessitie be not such it will cost you little to say mother or sister I thinke I am not so ill as to laye mee downe on my bedd and if she say you shall doe it notwithstanding goe your waies simply for wee must allwaies obserue great simplicitie in all things to walke simply is the true way of the Religious of the visitation which is exceeding pleasing to God and most assured But seing a sister that hath some trouble in her mind or some other incommoditie not to haue the confidence or courage to ouercome her selfe to declare it to you and you perceaue verie well that the want thereof doth carrye her into some melancholie humour ought you to call her to you or to lett it come of her selfe In this consideration must gouerne vs for sometimes wee must condescend to informing our selues vvhat the matter is and at other times vvee must mortifie these humours in letting theÌ alone as vvho would say you vvill not ouercome your selfe to aske remedie for your payne suffer ir then in good time you deserue it vvell § 7. This delicacie is much more insurpportable in things of the spiritt then in corporall and yet it is most infortunatlie practiced and nourished by spirituall persons vvho vvould bee Saints in an instant desiering notvvithstaÌding that it should cost them nothing no not the sufferinge of the combatts the inferiour part causeth them by the feeling that it hath in things contrarie to nature and yet vvill wee or vvill vvee not vvee must haue courage to endure it and consequentlie to resist these schirmishes all the time of our life in many encounters if vvee vvill not become bankrupt in the perfectioÌ that vvee haue vndertaken I allvvaies desire verie much that vvee distinguish the effects of the supeâiour part of our soule from the effects of the inferiour part and that vvee bee neuer astonished at the productions of the inferiour part of our soule hovv euill soeuer they bee For that is not capable to stopp vs in the way prouided that vvee hould our selues constanc in the superiour part to aduaÌce our selues allvvaies forvvard in the vvay of perfection vvithout studying and loosing our time to bevvaile our selues that vvee are vnperfect and vvorthy of compassion as if vvee vvere to doe no other thing then lament our miserie and misfortune for being so backvvard to come to the topp of our enterprise This good virgin of vvhom vvee haue spoken vvas nothing tender or reserued in speaking to mee of her defect but she tould it me with a hart and countenance verie assured vvherein she pleased mee much But for vs it doth vs so great good to vveepe vpon our defects to content selfe loue VVee must my deare daughthers bee verie generous aÌd not astonished to see our selues subiect to a thousand sorts of imperfections and yet haue a great courage to contemne our inclinations our humours fantasticallnesse and delicacies faythfully mortifying all this at euerie occasion and if notvvithstanding wee happen to committ defects novv and then vvee must not therefore bee at a stay but must raise our courage vp againe to bee more faythfull at the next occasion and so passe further making progresse in the way of God and in the renuntiation of our selues § 8. You demaund moreouer if the Superiour seeing you more sadd then ordinarie aske you what is the matter and you seeing many things in your head that molest you cannot tell vvhat it is hovv must you doe then you must say simply I haue many things in my head but I knovve not vvhat it is You feare say you the Superiour vvill thinke you haue not confideÌce to tell her But vvhat ought you to care vvhat she thinketh or thinketh not prouided that you doe your dutie vvhereof doe you trouble yourselfe so that to say vvhat wil she say if I doe this or that or vvhat vvill the Superiour thinke is exceeding contrarie to perfection vvhen vvee settle our selues therein For you must allvvaies remember in all that I say that I intend not to speake of that vvhich the inferiour part of the soule doth for I make no reckoning of it it is then the superiour part that must contemne this what will they say or vvhat will they thinke this hapneth to you vvhen you haue rendred an account of your conscience because you haue not sufficientlie told particular faultes you say you thinke the superiour vvill say or thinke that you vvould not tell her all it is the same of this rendring of account as of confession VVee must haue an equall simplicitye in the one and in the other Novv tell mee should I say if I confesse such a thing vvhat will my confessour say or what will hee thinke of mee Let him thinke and say vvhat hee vvill prouided that hee hath giuen mee absolution and thaâ I haue done my duty it sufficeth mee and as after confession it is not time to examine our selues to see if wee haue tould all that wee haue done but iâ is the time to keepe our selues in traÌquillitye closely attentiue to our Lord vvith vvhom wee are reconciled and to giue him thankes for his benifitts it being nothing necessarie to make a search oâ that which wee haue forgotten in like manner it is vvhen wee haue rendred our accompt That which commeth to our mind must bee simply told afteâ it must no more bee though of But eueÌ as it woulâ not bee a good preparation to goe to confession not to bee willing to examine our selues for fearâ of finding somthing worthy to bee confest in likâ sort wee must not neglect to enter into our selue before the rendring of accompt for feare of findinâ somthing which should be troublesome to speake Nether must you bee so tender to speake all nor to ruÌne to the superiour to crie hola for the least paynâ that you feele the which it may be wil be past withiâ a quarter of an hower wee may well learne to suffer soÌwhat generouslie these small matters for whicâ wee cannot procure remedie being ordinarilie thâ productioÌs of our imperfect nature as are these inconstancies of humours of wills of desires vvhicâ produce soÌtimes a little perplexity soÌtimes a desirâ to speake and theÌ all of a sodayne a great auersioÌ tâ doe it and the like to which wee are subiect anâ shal be as loÌg as wee liue in this passing aÌd decayinâ life But touching this payne that you say you haue and which taketh froÌ you
the meanes to keepe yoâ atteÌtiue to God vnlesse you goe preseÌtlie to declaââ it to the superiour I say to you that you must note that it may bee it taketh not froÌ you the attentioÌ to the presence of God but rather the sweetnes of this attentioÌ Now if it bee but this if you haue the courage aÌd the will as you say to suffer it without seeking of comfort I tell you that you shall doe verie well to doe it although that it doe bring you some little vnquietnesse prouided it bee not too great but if it should take froÌ you the meanes to drawe neere to God at that time you should goe to lett the Superiour knowe of it not to seek comforte but to gaine way in the presence of God although there would be no great harme to doe it for your coÌfort moreouer the sisters must not bee so tyed to the kind entertaynment of the superiour That if she speake not to them according to their content presentlie they perswade theÌselues by coÌsequence that they are not beleued O no our sisters doe loue humilitie and mortification too much to bee froÌ henceforth melancholie vpon a light suspition which may be without grouÌd that they are not so wel beloued as their selfe-love maketh them desire to bee § 9. But some one will say I haue committed a fault against the superiour and therefore I enter into these apprehensions that she is displeased with mee in a word that she will not haue mee in so good esteeme as she hath had My deare sisters all this discontent is made by the coÌmaundment of a certayne spirituall Father who is called selfe loue who beginneth to say how haue I failed in this manner what vvill our mother say or thinke of mee O! there is nothing to bee expected that is good of mee I am a poore miserable creature I shall neuer doe any thing that may content our mother and the like wise lamentations they doe dot say Alas I haue offended God I must haue recourse to his goodnes hopeing hat hee vvill strenghthen mee They say O I knovv vvell that God is good hee will not regard my vnfayâhfullnes hee knovveth verie vvell our infirmitye Aâ but our mother This wee renevve still to continue our complaints without doubt care must be had to please our superiours For the great Apostle Saint Paule declareth it and exhorteth therevnto speaking to seruants and it may also bee attributed to children Serue sayeth hee your Maisters to the eye as if hee would say haue a care to please them but after hee also sayed Serue not your maisters to the eye as if hee had sayed that they must looke vvell to themselues for to doe nothing more in the sight of theiâ maisters then they would doe being absent because the eyes of God doth allvvaies see them to vvhom they ought to haue a great respect not to doe any thing that may displease him and in so doeing they must not trouble themselues nor carâ to desire allvvaies to please men for it is not iâ their povver doe the best you can not to vex or anger any person but after this if it happen that by your infirmitye you discontent them sometimes recurr persently to the doctrine that I haue so often preached to you and vvhich I haue had so greaâ a desire to graue in your harts humble your selues instantlie before God acknovvledging your frailty and weakenesse and then repayre your fault witâ an act of humilitye if it deserue it tovvardes thâ person that you haue disquieted and this done neuer trouble your selfe For our spirituall Fatheâ which is the loue of God forbidds vs to doe so teaching vs that after vvee haue made an act of humilitie euen as I haue sayed vvee should re-enter intâ our selues for to cherish tenderlye and deareliâ this blessed abiection vvhich hapneth to vs for hauing offended and this vvelbeloued reprehension that the Superiour vvill giue vs wee haue tvvâ ãâã âvvo Iudgments and tvvo vvills and therefore wee must make no recknoning of all that selfe loue âelfe iudgment or selfe vvill suggesteth vnto vs prouided that wee doe make the loue of God to âaygne aboue selfe loue the iudgment of Superiours yea of inferiours and equalls aboue our ovvne vvhich vvee must annihilate as neere as wee can not contenting our selues to subiect our vvill in doeing all that they will haue vs doe but subâecting our iudgment to beleeue that vvee should haue no iudgment if wee did not esteeme this to bee iustly and reasonably done reiecting also absoâutelie the reasons that it vvould bring to make vs âeleeue that the thing vvhich is commaunded vs âbould bee better done otherwise then as they haue âidden vs. VVe must vvith simplicitie alleage our reasons for once if they seeme good but then vvee must yeald vvithout more replies to that vvhich âhey say to vs and by this meanes make our selfe-iudgment dye which vvee esteeme so wise and ârudent aboue all others O God! mother our siâters are so resolued to loue mortification that it vvilbe a pleasing obiect to behould them consolaâions vvilbe nothing to them in comparison of the ârice of afflictions drinesses and repugnances so much doe they desire to render themselues like to âheir spouse Assist them therefore well in their enâerprise mortifye them vvell couragiously not âparing them for it is that which they demaund âhey will no more bee tyed to cherishings since it is contrarie to the generositie of their deuotion the which vvill make them heerafter to sett themselâes so absolutely to desire to please God that they will no more regard any other thing if it bee not âroper to aduance them in the accomplishment of âhis desire It is the marke of a delicate hart and a âender deuotion to permitt our selues to bee carried away with euerie little encounter of contradâction bee not afraid these childeshnesses of a melancholye and spightfull humour vvill neuer beâ amongst vs. VVe hane so much courage thankeâ bee to God that we wil apply our selues to makâ so good progresse heereafter that it will be agreâ contentement to behould vs. In the meane time my Deare danghters lett vs purifie our intention to the end that doing all for God for his Honouâ and Glorie we doe expect our recompence onliâ from him his Loue shal be our reward heere anâ himselfe shal be our recompence in all eternitie THE FIFTEENTH ENTERTAINEMENT IN VVHICH IS DEMAVNDED VVHEREIâ consisteth the perfect determination of regarâing and follovving the vvill of God in ãâã things and vvhether vvee may find aââ follovv it in the vvills of Superiours equalâ and inferiours vvhich vvee see to proceeeâ vpon their naturall or habituall inclination and of some notable points touching Coâfessours and Preachers § 1. VVee must knowe that the determinâtioÌ of following the vvill of God â all things without exception is contained in oâ Lords prayer in these words that wee say eueââday Thy wille bee done in earth as it is
will make vs beleeue that it iâ good I vvould say that it vvill make vs see that it is true we haue certayne reasons vvhich vvill seeme good to vs and then these reasons being approued of our proper iudgment and self-selfe-loue âhere wil be no more meanes to hinder from finding them iust and reasonable O! truelie wee ought to take great heede of this I extend my selfe to speake somwhat heerein because it is a matter of importance VVee neuer haue reason to haue auersion much lesse to haue a desire to nourish it I say then when these are simple naturall auersions wee must make no account of them but diuert our selues without making shew of any thing and so deceaue our spiritt but wee must fight and beat them downe wheÌ wee see that nature passeth further and vvould make vs depart from the submission wee owe to reason vvhich neuer permitteth vs to doe any thing in fauour of our auersions no more then of our inclinations vvhen they are wicked for feare of offending God Now vvhen vvee doe no other in fauour of our auersions then speake a little lesse pleasinglie then wee should doe to a person to whom wee should haue great feelings of affection this is no great matter for it is not allmost in our power to doe otherwise And when wee are in the motion of this passion they should doe vvrong to require that of vs. § 2. The second demaund is hovv vvee ought to comport our selues in the receauing of bookes which are giuen vs to read The Superiour vvill giue to one of the sisters a booke that âreateth verie well of vertues but because she loueth it not she will not make profitt of her reading but vvill read it vvith negligence of spiritt ând the reason is that she allreadie knoweth at her âingers ends the contents there-of and that causâth her to haue more desire they giue her another booke to read Now I say that this is an imperfection to haue a will to choose or desire another booke then the same that they giue vs and this is â marke that wee read rather to satifie the curiositie of our spiritt then to profitt by our lecture If wee did read for our profitt and not to content our selues wee should bee as equallie satisfied with one booke as with another at least vvee vvould accept vvith a good will all those our superiour âhould giue vs for to read I say much more for I assure you that if wee did neuer take pleasure to âead but one onely booke prouided that it were good and did speake of God yea vvhen there should not bee in it but onelie this name of God vvee should bee content since wee should find busines enough to doe after the reading of it ouer and ouer agayne many times For to desire to read to content curiositie is a signe that vvee haue a little lightnes of spiritt and that it doth not sufficientlie take care to performe the good which it hath learned in these little bookes of the practice of vertues for they speake verie well of humilitie and mortification therefore they doe not practice them when they accept not of them with a good will Now to say because I loue theÌ not I shall make no profitt of theÌ is no good consequence no more then to say I knovv allreadie all by hart I can take no pleasure to read it All these are childish toyes doe they giue you a booke that you know alreadie or all most all by hart blesse God for it for so much as you will more easilie comprehend the doctrine thereof If they giue you one that you haue allreadie read many times humble your selfe and assure your selfe that God vvould haue it so to the end you should bee more carefull to doe theÌ to learne and that his goodnes giueth it you for the second third time because you haue not made your profitt thereof at the first reading But the miserie from vvhence all this proceedeth is that vvee seeke allvvaies our ovvne satisfaction and not our greater perfection If peraduenture they haue regard to our infirmitie and that the Superiour put vs to the choise of a booke vvhat should vvee doe then wee may choose it vvith simplicitie but further then so vvee must remayne allwaies humbly submisse to all that which the Superiour ordayneth vvhether it bee to our liking or not neuer making shew of the feelings vvee haue contrarie to this submission § 3. The third Question is if vvee should bee amazed to see imperfections amongst our selues or in our Superiours Touching the first point it is vvithout doubt you ought not at all to bee amazed if you see some imperfections heere vvithin euen as in other houses of Religious vvoemen hovv perfect soeuer they bee for you shall neuer bee able to doe so much as not to committ some defects heere and there according as you shal be exercised It is no great meruaile to see a Religious vvho hath nothing vvhich troubleth her or exerciseth her to bee verie gentle and to committ fevve faultes vvhen they say to mee behould such a one vvhom vvee neuer savve committ imperfection I aske presentlie hath she any charge if they tell mee no I make no great account of her perfection for there is much difference betvveene the vertue of this one and that of another vvho shal be vvell exercised bee it interiourlie by tentations bee it exteriourlie by the contradictions that are giueÌ her For the vertue of streinght and the strenght of vertue are neuer gotten in the time of peace and vvhiles vvee are not exercised by its contrarie Those vvho are verie geÌtle vvhiles they haue no contradiction and vvho haue not gotten this vertue at the point of the speare as vvee say they are truelie verie exemplar and of great edification but if you come to proue it you shall see them presently moued and vvitnesse hovv their svvetnesse was not a strong and solide vertue but imaginarie rather then true There is much difference betweene hauing cessation from vice and hauing vertue vvhich is coÌtrarie to it Many seeme to bee verie vertuous vvho neuerthelesse haue not vertue because they haue not purchased it vvith labour Very often it hapneth that our passions sleepe and rest sencelesse and if in this meane time vvee doe not make prouision of forces to fight against them and to resist them vvhen they shall come to awake wee shal be ouercome in the battaill VVee must allwaies remayne humble and not beleeue that wee haue vertues although wee committ not at least that wee knovv defects that are contrarie to theÌ Trulie there are many vvho gently deceaue themselues in this that they beleeue that the persons that make profession of perfection should not stumble into imperfections and particularlie Religious because it seemeth vnto them that entring into Religion they cannot fayle to bee perfect vvhich is not so for ReligioÌs are not made to gather perfect persons together but persons who haue
courage to pretend perfection § 4. But vvhat shall vvee doe if vvee see imperfections in Superiours asvvell as in others wee ought not to bee amazed at it But I hope you make not imperfect superiours say you Alas my deare daughters if vvee should make none Superiours vnlesse they were perfect vvee must pray to God to send vs Saincts or Angells to bee our superiours for wee shall not find men capable wee indeed seeke that they may not bee of wicked exaÌple but not to haue imperfections wee take no heede therein prouided that they haue the conditions of spiritt which are necessarie for so much as although there may bee found more perfect yet notvvistanding they would not bee so capable to bee Superiours Alas tell mee hath not our Lord himselfe shewed vs that hee did not take this consideration in the election that hee made of Sainct Peter for Superiour of all the Apostles For euerie one knows what this Apostle did in the death and passion of his Maister standing to talke vvith a mayde seruant and so vnhappily denied his most deare Maister vvho had done him so much good hee made his brauado and then in fine hee tooke his flight but besides this after hee vvas confirmed in grace by receauing of the holy Ghost hee did committ a fault vvhich vvas iudged of such importance that Sainct Paul vvritting to the Galathians sayeth to theÌ that hee had resisted him in the face because hee vvas to bee blamed And not onely Sainct Peter had his imperfections but moreouer Sainct Paul and Sainct Barnabee also for desiring to preach the Gospel they had a little dispute together because S. Barnabee desired to take with them Iohn Marke who was his Cosen S. Paul was of a contrarie opinion and would not that hee should goe with them and Sainct Barnabee would not yeald to the will of Sainct Paul and so they seperated themselues and went to preach S. Paul into one country and Sainct Barnabee into another with his Cosen Iohn Marke It is true our Lord drevv good out of their variance for else they had not preached but in one part of the world by this meanes they cast the seede of the Gospel in diuers places Lett vs not thinke whiles wee shal be in this life to bee able to liue without committing imperfections for it cannot bee whether wee bee Superiours or inferiours since that wee are all men and consequently wee haue all neede to beleeue this veritie as most assured to the end that wee bee not astonished to see our selues yea all of vs subiect to imperfectioÌs our Lord hath ordayned that vvee say euerie day these vvordes which are in the Pater Noster Forgiue vs our offences as wee forgiue them that haue offended vs and there is no exception in this ordinance because wee haue all neede to make it It is no good consequence to say she is a Superiour and therefore she is not cholerick or she hath no imperfection You wonder that comming to speake to the Superiour she speaketh some word lesse svveet then ordinarie it may bee she hath her head full of cares and affayres your self-selfe-loue goeth away all troubled in stead of thinking that God hath permitted this little drinesse in the Superiour to mortifie your selfe-loue vvhich seeketh that the Superiour should make much of you receauing amiably vvhat you would say to her but in fine it vexeth vs to meete with a mortification vvhere vvee looked not for it Alas vvee ought to goe and praye God for the Superiour blessing him for this vvelbeloued contradiction In a vvord my deare daughters Lett vs remember the vvords of the great Apostle S. Paul Charitie thinketh not euill as if hee vvould say that she tourneth her selfe from seeing it without thinking there-on or staying to consider it § 5. Moreouer you asked of mee touching this point whether the superiour or directrice ought not to make shew of repugnance that the sisters doe see her defects and what she ought to say vvhen a Religious coÌmeth to accuse herselfe simply to her of some iudgment or thought that she hath had vvhich noted her imperfectioÌ as for exaÌple if some one haue thought that the superiour should haue vsed correctioÌ vvith passion Now I say that vvhich she is to doe in this occasioÌ is to humble her selfe and to runne to the loue of her abiection but if the sister vvas a little troubled in speaking it the superiour should not make semblance of any thing but chang the discourse yet notwithstanding hide the abiection in her hart For wee ought to take good heade that our selfe loue cause vs not to loose the occasion of seeing our selues vnperfect and of humbling our selues and although they forbeare the exteriour act of humility for feare of troubling the poore sister vvho is alreadie afflicted enough they must not omitt to make the interiour But if on the contrarie the sister vvas not troubled in accuseing her I should thinke it good that the superiour did freelye confesse that she had fayled if it bee true for if the iudgment hee false it is good she declare it vvith humilitie notvvithstanding allwaies reseruing the abiection pretiously vvhich commeth to her of this that they iudg her defectiue You see hovv this little vertue of our ovvne abiectioÌ ought neuer to remoue one stepp from our hart because wee haue need of it euerye houre although wee be verie perfect for as much as our passions will reuiue yea somtimes after vvee haue liued in Religion many yeares and haue made great progresse in perfection euen as it hapned to a Religious of Sainct Pachome named Siluain vvho in the vvorld vvas a player by profession and being conuerted became Religious Hee passed the yeare of his probation yea manie others after vvith verie exemplaâ mortification they neuer hauing seene him exercise any act of his first occupation twenty yeares after hee thought hee might doe well to make some merrimeÌt vnder pretence of recreating his brethren beleeuing that his passions were alreadie so mortifyed that they had no povver to make him passe the limitts of a simple recreation but the poore man vvas much deceaued for the passion of ioy did so reuiue that after his apish fopperies hee betooke himselfe to dissolutions in such sort that they resolued to put him out of the monasterie vvhich they had done but that one of his Religious brethren yealded himselfe pledge for Siluain promising that hee should amend himselfe vvhich he did and became after a great Saint Consider then my deare sisters how vvee must neuer forgett what vvee haue bene to the end wee become not worse and lett vs not thinke that vvee are perfect vvhen vvee doe not committ manie imperfections wee must also take head not to bee troubled if vvee haue passions for vvee shall neuer bee vvholie exempt Those Hermitts vvho vvould avovv the contrarie were censured by the sacred councell and their opinion condemned and held for erroneous VVee shall therefore
the saluation of their soules Lett vs bee verie carefull to conserue the spirit of the Visitation but not in such sort that the care hinder vs from the communicating of it charitably and vvith simplicitie to our neighbour and to euerie one according to their capacitie and doe not feare that it vvilbe dissipated by this communication for Charitie neuer ruinateth any thing but perfecteth all things THE SEAVENTEENTH ENTERTAINEMENT VVHERE-IN IS DEMAVNDED HOVV and vppon vvhat motiue the Religious ought to giue their voice to those that they vvould admitt to Profession as also to those they receaue into the Nouitiat § 1. TVVo things are requisite for to giue their voice so as is befitting such persons The first that they admitt such persons who haue a good call from God The second that they haue requisite conditions for our manner of life Touching the first point that she must haue a good vocation from God to bee receaued into Religion you must knovv that when I speake of this call and vocation I intend not to speake of the generall vocation such as that is by the vvhich our Lord calleth all men to Christianitie nor yet of that vvhereof it is sayed in the Ghospell that many are called but fevv elect For God vvho desireth to giue eternall life to all giueth to them all the meanes to attayne thervnto and therefore he calleth theÌ to Christianitie and hath elected them correspondent to this vocation follovving the attracts of God and yet the number of those vvho are found therein is verie little in comparison of those vvho are called But speaking more particulerlie of a Religious vocation I say that manie are vvell called of God into ReligioÌ but there are fevv vvho maintayne and conserue their vocation for they begin vvell but are not faythfull to correspond to the diuine grace nor perseuerant in the practice of that vvich may conserue their vocation and make it good assured There are others vvho are not vvell called neuertheless being entred their vocatioÌ hath been ratifyed and made good of God euen as vve see in those vvho come through spleene discontent into Religion and although it seemeth that these vocations are not good neuertheless vve haue seene that these being entred on such tearmes haue succeeded verie vvell in the seruice of God Others are incited to entrer into Religion for some disaster and misfortune vvhiâh they haue in thâ vvorld others for vvant of health or corporall beautie and altâough that these persons haue motiues vvhich of themselues are not good notvvithstanding God serueth himselfe of them for to call such persons In fine the vvaies of God are incomprehensible and his iudgments inscrutable and admirable in the varietie of vocations and meanes vvhich hee vseth to call his creatures to his seruice to vvhich all honour and reuerence is due § 2. Novv of this great varietie of vocationâ it follovveth that it is a thing verie difficult to knovv true vocations and yet this is the first thing vvich is requisite to giue their voice vvell to vvitt if the partye proposed bee vvell called and if her vocation bee good hovv then amongst so great a varietie of vocations and of so different motiues shall vvee bee able to knovv the good from the bad and not bee deceaued This truely is a matter of great importance and is verie difficult notvvithstanding it is not so that wee are altogether destitute of meanes for to knovv the goodnes of a vocation Novv amongst manie that I could alleage I vvill speake of one onelie as the best of all A good vocation is no other thing then a firme and constant vvill that the person called hath to serue God in the manner and in the place to vvhich his diuine Maiestie calleth her aÌd this is the best marke that vvee can haue to knovv vvhen a vocation iâ good but note vvell that vvhen I say a firme and constant will to serue God I doe not say that she must from the beginning doe all that is to be done in her vocation vvith so great a stabilitie and constancye that she bee exempt from all repugnance difficultie or disgust in that vvhich dependeth thereon no I doe not say so much lesse that this stabilitie and constancie bee such that it exempteth heâ from committing faults nor that therefore she beâ so firme that she neuer happen to stagger or variâ in the entreprise that she hath made to practice the meanes vvhich may conduct her to perfection Oâ no truely this is not that I vvould say for euerie man is subiect to such a passion alteration and vicissitude that hee vvho this day doth loue such aâ thing to morrovv vvill loue another in such sorâ that one day neuer resembleth another Then it is not by the diuers motioÌs feelings that vvee oughâ to iudg the stabilitie and constancie of the vvill although vvee haue once embraced it but if amongsâ this varietie of diuers motions the vvill remayne firme and quitteth not the good it hath embraced allthough it feele some disgust or coldnesse in the loue of some vertue and that she doe not therefore omitt to serue her selfe of the meanes that arâ appointed her so that to haue a marke of a good vocation a sensible constancie is not necessarie buâ that vvhich is in the superiour part of the spiritt vvhich is effectiue is sufficient Therefore to know if God vvill haue vs Religious wee must not expect that hee speake sensibly vnto vs or that he send some Angell from heauen to signifie his will much lesse is it needfull to haue reuelations vpon âhis subiect or to make an examine of ten or âwelue Doctors to see if the inspiration bee good âr badd if it must bee follovved or not But vvee ought to correspond vvell and cultiuate the first motion and then not to bee afflicted if disgusts and âuke-warmnes therein come vpon vs for if vvee âllvvaies endeuour to keepe our vvill verie constaÌt âo desire and search the good which is manifested ânto vs God vvill not bee wanting to cause all to âedound to his Glorie § 3. And vvhen I say this I doe not speake onelie for you but more ouer for all woemen that âre in the vvorld of whom truelie care ought to be âad in assisting them in their good designes VVheÌâhey haue the first motions a little strong nothing âs difficult vnto them it seemeth vnto them that âhey can breake through all obstacles But vvhen âhey feele these changes and that the former gusts âre no more so sensible in the inferiour part they âhinke that all is lost and that all must bee left they vvill and they vvill not that which they then feele âs not sufficient to make them leaue the world I would willinglie sayeth one of these virgins but I know not if it bee the vvill of God that I bee Religious for so much as the inspiration that I feele at this time is not strong enough me thinkes It is
the guide of the shipp knoweth that they are in a good vvay and sayeth to the others vvho are in the barque courage you are in a good vvay follovv on vvithout feare This diuine Pilote is our Lord the barque is your Rules those vvho guide it are the Superious vvho ordinarilie call vppon you goe forvvard sisters by the punctuall obseruance of your Rules you shall happilie arriue to Almigtye God hee vvill guide you surelie § 6. But marke vvhat I tell you vvalke by the punctuall and faythfull obseruaÌce of them for who contemneth his vvay shal be killed sayeth Salomon Mother you say that our sisters say it is good to vvalke by the rules but it is the generall vvay God dravveth vs by particular attracts euerie one to her spetiall vvee are not all dravvne by one and the same vvay they haue reason to say so and it is true but it is a so true that if this tract come from God it vvill lead theÌ to obedience vvithout doubt it appertayneth not vnto vs vvho are inferiours to iudg of our particular attracts this is the duetie of superiours and therefore particular direction is ordayned be you verie faythfull therein and you shall reap the fruit of benediction my deare daughters if you doe this vvhich is taught you you shal be verie happie you shall liue content and you shall experience in this vvorld the fauours of heauen at least in some small quantity But take heede that if some interiour gust come to you and cherishings from our Lord not to tye your selfe vnto them it is a fevv AnniscoÌfitts that the Apothecarie strevveth vpon a bitter potion for a sicke person the sicke must svvallovv the bitter medicine for his health and allthough hee take from the hand of the Apothecarie these sugred graines yet must hee of necessitie feele aftervvards the bitternes of the purgation Therefore you see clearly vvhat the pretention is that you ought to haue to bee vvorthy spouses of our Lord and to make your selues capable to bee vvedded to him vpon the mount of Caluarie Therefore all your life liue and frame all your actioÌs according to it and God vvill blesse you All our happines consisteth in perseuerance I exhorte you therevnto my Deare Daughters vvith all my hart and pray his diuine goodnes that hee vvill fill you vvith grace and vvith his diuine loue in this vvorld and make vs all enioy his Glorie in the other life Farevvell my Deare Daughters I beare you all in my hart to commend my selfe to your prayers vvould bee superfluous for I beleeue of your pietie you vvill not bee vvanting I vvill send you euerie day from the Altar my benediction and in the meane time receaue it In the name of the father the Sonne and the Holie Ghost LIVE JESVS THE ONE AND TVVENTY ENTERTAINEMENT TOVCHING THE DOCVMENT OF demaunding nothing nor refusing any thing § 1. MOther I spake one day vvith an excellent Religious vvoman vvho did aske of mee if hauing a desire to communicate oftner then the communitie one might desire it of the Superiour I sayed to her that if I vvere a Reliligious man I thinke I should doe thus I vvould not aske to coÌmunicate more often theÌ the coÌmunitie did I vvould not aske to vveare haircloth to make extraordinarie fasts to take disciplines nor doe any other thing I vvould content my selfe to follovv in all and through all the communitie if I vveare strong I vvould not eate four times a day but if my Superiour made mee eate four times a day I vvould doe it and say nothing if I vvere vveake and hee did not offer mee to eate but once a day I vvould eate but once a day vvithout thinking vvhether I should bee vveake or not I desire fevv things and that vvhich I desire I desire it verie little I haue almost no desires but if I vvere to bee nevv borne I vvould haue none at all if God came to mee I vvould also goe to him and if hee would not come to mee I vvould keepe mee there and not goe to him I say then vve must nether aske nor refuse any thing but leaue our selues wholye in the hands of the diuine prouidence vvithout museing vpon any desire but to vvil that which God would haue of vs. Sainct Paul did excelcellently practice this abnegation in the verie instant of his conuersion when our Lord had made him blinde presentlie hee sayed Lord what wilt thou haue me to doe and from thenceforth hee did allwaies remayne in an absolute dependance of that which God should ordayne for and of him all our perfection consisteth in the practice of this point and the same Sainct Paul writeing to one of his disciples forbiddeth him among other things to permitt his hart to bee preoccupated by any desire so great knowledg had hee of this defect § 2. You say if wee must not desire vertues wherefore hath our Lord sayed aske and it shal be giuen you O my daughter when I say that vvee must not aske nor desire any thing I intend terestriall things as for vertues wee may aske them and demaunding the loue of God wee compreheÌd them all therein for it contayneth them all But for the exteriour imployment should wee not say you desire base offices because they are more paynfull and there is more to bee donne and to humble ones selfe the more for God My daughter Dauid sayeth that hee did loue better to bee abiect in the house of our Lord then to bee great among sinners And it is good Lord sayeth hee that thou hast humbled mee to the end I may learne thy iustifications notvvithstandinh this desire is verie suspitious and perhapps a humayne cogitation what knovve you haueing desired abiect offices whether you shall haue the courage to accept the abiections which you shall meete withall in them it may bee there vvill happen many disguste and bitternesses although that now you feele the courage to suffer mortification and humiliation what knovv you if you shall allvvaies haue it In breife wee must hold the desire of offices whatsoeuer they bee base or honorable for a tentation it is allwaies better to desire nothing but to prepare our selues to receaue those obedience shall impose vpon vs and bee they honourable or abiect I would take and receaue them humbly without speaking one onelie word vnlesse my superiour did questioÌ mee and then I would simply aunsweere the truth as I should thinke it § 3. You aske me hovv wee may practice this document of holie indifferency in sicknes I find in the holy Gospell a perfect modele in Sainct Peters wiues mother this good woman lyeing sicke in her bed in a great feuer did practice many vertues but that which I most admire is the great neglect she had of her selfe relying on the diuine prouidence and the care of her Superiours remayning in her feuer traÌquille and without any vnquietnesse nor giueing any to those who were about her notvvithstanding euerie one
knovveth hovv much those vvho are in feuers are molested which hindreth them from repose and giueth them a thousand other vexations Novv this great resignation that our sicke made of her selfe into the hands of her superiours caused her that she vvas not vnquiett nor did she take care for her health or her cure she vvas content to suffer her sicknes vvith mildenesse and patience O God! hovv happie was this good vvoman Truelie she did deserue that they should take care of her as also the Apostles did vvho prouided for her cure not being solicited by her but by charitie and commiseration of vvhat she suffered Happie shall those Religious persons bee who shall make this great and absolute referring of themselues into the hands of their superiours vvho by the motion of Charitie shall serue them and shall carefullie prouide for all their vvants and necessities for Charitie is more strong and presseth more neere then nature This good siâke vvoman did knovv that our Lord vvas in Capharnaum that hee cured the sicke and yet she vvas not vnquiet nor troubled not her selfe to send to tell him vvhat shee suffered but that vvhich is more admirable is this That she seeing him in the house vvhere hee beheld her and she also beheld him yet she did not speake one vvord to him of her infirmitie to excite him to haue pitty vpon her nor press him to touch her for to bee healed Novv this vnquietnes of mind that vvee haue in sufferance and sicknesses to the vvhich are subiect not onelie vvordly persons but also verie often the Religious springeth from the disorderlie loue of our selues Our sicke sister maketh not any account of her sicknes she is not forvvard to recount it she suffereth it without careing whether they bemoane her or procure her health or no she is content that our Lord knovveth it and her superiours vvho gouerne her she seeth our Lord in the house as a souerayne Phisition but regardeth him not as such so little thinketh she of her recouerie she rather considereth him as her God to vvhom she appertayneth asvvell sicke as in health being as much content to bee sicke as to possesse perfect health O hovv many vvould haue vsed sleights to bee cured by our Lord and vvould haue sayed that they asked health the better to serue him fearing something should bee vvanting to him But this good vvoman thought of nothing lesse then this making her resignation to appeere in that she did not require her health notvvithstanding I vville not say but that vve may aske it of our Lord as of him vvho can giue it vvith this condition if such be his vvill for vve ought alvvaies to say Fiat voluntas tua it is not sufficient to bee sicke and to haue afflictions beccause God vvould haue it so but it must bee as hee vvill and as long a time as hee vvill and in the manner it pleaseth him that it should bee not making any choise of any sicknes or affliction vvhatsoeuer hovv abiect or dishonorable it may seeme to bee for sicknes and affliction vvithout abiection verie often svvelleth the hart in stead of humbling it but vvhen vve haue sicknes vvithout honour or vvith dishonour it selfe disestimation and abiection are our malady hovv many occasions are there then to exercise patience humilitie modesty and svveetnesse of mind and hart Lett vs therefore haue a great care as this good vvomaÌ had to keepe our hart in mildnesse making profitt as she did of our sicknesses for she did rise so soone as our Lord had chaced avvaye the feuer and serued him at the table vvherein certaynlie she demonstrated great vertue and the profitt she had made of her sicknes of the vvhich being quitted she vvould not vse her health but for the seruice of our Lord imploying herselfe therein in the same instant that she had receaued it Besides she vvas not like persons of the vvorld vvho hauing a sicknes of some dayes must haue vveekes and monthes to restore themselues Our Lord vppon the Crosse maketh vs to see very vvell hovv vvee ought to mortifie these delicacies for haueing extreame thirst hee did not aske to drinke but simply manifested his necessitie saving I am thirsty after vvhich hee perfomed an act of verie great submission for some one hauing offered him on the point of a launce a peece of spouÌge moistned in vineger to queÌch his thirst hee sucked it with his blessed lipps a strang thing âhe vvas not ignorant that this vvas a draught vvhich should augment his payne neuertheless hee tooke it simply not makeing shew that it did trouble him that hee had not found it good to teach vs vvith vvhat submission vvee ought to take the remedies and meates presented vs vvhen vvee are sicke not so much as makeing shevve that vvee are disgusted and greeued yea also vvhen vvee shal be in doubt that this vvill increase our disease Alas haueing neuer so little incommodity wee doe quite contrarie to that vvhich our svveete Maister hath taught vs for vvee cease not to lament and find not persones sufficient as it seemeth to bemoane our case and to recount our greefes by parcells vnto vs our payne vvhatsoeuer it bee is incomparable and those that others suffer are nothing in respect vvee are more melancholy and impatient then can hee declared vvee find nothing that goeth as it ought to content vs. In fine it is great pitty to see hovv little vve are the true imitatours of our Sauiour vvho did forgett his greefes and endeauoured not to haue them marked by men contenting himselfe that his eternall father by vvhose obedience he suffered did consider them and vvould cease his anger tovvardes humayne nature for the vvhich hee did suffer § 4. You aske vvhat I desire should remayne most ingrauen in your mind the better to put it in practice Ah! vvhat shall I say to you my most deare daughters but these tvvo deare vvordes that I haue allreadie so much recommended vnto you desire nothing refuse nothing in these tvvo wordes I say all for this document comprehendeth the perfect practice of indifferencie Behould the poore little Iesus in the crib hee receaued pouertie nakednes the companie of beastes all the iniuries of the time colde and all that his father permitted to arriue vnto him it is not vvritten that hee euer put forth his haÌds to haue the breast of his mother hee left himselfe wholie to her care and prouidence nether did hee refuse those little comforts that she offered him hee receaued the seruices of Sainct Ioseph the Adoration of the three Kinges and of the shepheards with equall indifferency euen so vvee ought neither to desire nor refuse any thing but to suffer and receaue equallie all that the prouidence of God shall permitt to happen vnto vs God giue vs his grace so to doe Amen GOD BEE BLESSED Out of the same Authour AN exercise for the morneing vvhich being breife simple and tending immediatly to the loueing vnion of our vvill