soul_n earnest_o with_o this_o consideration_n show_v she_o that_o she_o be_v immortal_a and_o a_o heir_n of_o eternity_n and_o therefore_o that_o she_o direct_v her_o course_n and_o courage_n thereto_o the_o second_o consideration_n of_o the_o excellency_n of_o virtue_n chap._n 11._o 1._o consider_v that_o only_a virtue_n and_o devotion_n can_v make_v thy_o soul_n to_o rest_v content_a in_o this_o world_n o_o what_o excellent_a beauty_n be_v in_o they_o make_v a_o comparison_n betwixt_o the_o lovely_a virtue_n and_o the_o hideous_a vice_n that_o be_v contrary_a unto_o they_o what_o sweetness_n be_v there_o in_o patience_n compare_v to_o revenge_n in_o meekness_n in_o respect_n of_o anger_n and_o forwardness_n in_o humility_n in_o regard_n of_o pride_n and_o ambition_n in_o liberality_n compare_v to_o covetousness_n &_o niggardise_n in_o charity_n compare_v with_o envy_n in_o sobriety_n in_o respect_n of_o intemperancy_n virtue_n have_v this_o excellency_n that_o they_o fill_v the_o soul_n with_o a_o incomparable_a sweetness_n and_o delight_n after_o she_o have_v practise_v they_o whereas_o vice_n leave_v the_o soul_n exceed_o weary_v tire_v and_o molest_v and_o why_o endeavour_n we_o not_o then_o to_o obtain_v these_o pleasure_n that_o have_v no_o gall_n nor_o bitterness_n mingle_v with_o they_o 2._o he_o that_o have_v but_o a_o few_o vice_n be_v not_o content_a with_o the_o delight_n which_o they_o bring_v he_o and_o he_o that_o have_v many_o be_v malcontent_a with_o the_o cumber_v of_o they_o he_o that_o have_v but_o a_o few_o virtue_n have_v a_o great_a deal_n of_o content_n in_o they_o and_o the_o more_o his_o contentment_n be_v the_o more_o his_o virtue_n increase_v 3._o o_o devout_a life_n how_o lovely_a be_v thou_o how_o honourable_a how_o delectable_a thou_o do_v diminish_v tribulation_n and_o augmente_v consolation_n without_o thou_o even_o good_a be_v evil_a honey_n pleasure_n be_v full_a of_o bitter_a unquietnes_n peace_n itself_o be_v war_n and_o trouble_v and_o contradiction_n ah_o he_o that_o will_v be_v acquaint_v familiar_o with_o thou_o must_v still_o say_v with_o the_o samaritan_n o_o lord_n give_v i_o some_o of_o this_o water_n to_o drink_v a_o aspiration_n much_o frequent_v by_o the_o holy_a mother_n teresa_n and_o saint_n catherine_n of_o genua_n although_o upon_o other_o occasion_n the_o three_o consideration_n of_o the_o example_n of_o saint_n chapter_n 12._o 1._o consider_v the_o example_n of_o the_o saint_n of_o all_o sort_n &_o order_n what_o be_v it_o that_o they_o have_v not_o do_v and_o suffer_v to_o love_n god_n and_o be_v whole_o devote_a and_o addict_v to_o his_o service_n look_v upon_o the_o invincible_a martyr_n in_o their_o constant_a resolution_n what_o torment_n have_v they_o not_o suffer_v for_o the_o maintenance_n and_o performance_n of_o their_o holy_a purpose_n but_o above_o all_o those_o fair_a and_o flourish_a lady_n white_a than_o lily_n in_o purity_n more_o blush_v then_o rose_n in_o charity_n some_o at_o twelve_o other_o at_o thirteen_o fifteen_o twenty_o five_o and_o twenty_o year_n of_o age_n consider_v how_o they_o endure_v a_o thousand_o sort_n of_o martyrdom_n rather_o than_o to_o renounce_v their_o sacred_a resolution_n not_o only_o in_o profession_n of_o faith_n but_o also_o in_o exercise_n of_o devotion_n and_o piety_n some_o choose_v to_o die_v rather_o than_o lose_v their_o virginity_n other_o rather_o then_o they_o will_v leave_v off_o serve_v the_o torment_a prisoner_n comfort_v the_o afflict_a bury_v the_o dead_a and_o such_o like_a holy_a work_n of_o god_n service_n o_o good_a lord_n what_o constancy_n have_v that_o frail_a sex_n show_v in_o these_o occasion_n 2._o consider_v so_o many_o holy_a confessor_n with_o what_o valour_n and_o magnanimity_n do_v they_o contemn_v the_o world_n how_o immovable_a and_o unconquered_a be_v they_o in_o their_o resolution_n nothing_o in_o this_o universal_a world_n can_v make_v they_o forgo_v they_o they_o embrace_v their_o purpose_n of_o sanctity_n without_o exception_n or_o reservation_n and_o go_v forward_o with_o they_o without_o any_o tediousness_n or_o faintness_n good_a god_n what_o excellent_a thing_n do_v s._n austin_n write_v of_o his_o holy_a mother_n monica_n with_o what_o courage_n do_v the_o follow_v her_o enterprise_n of_o serve_v god_n in_o her_o marriage_n and_o her_o widowhood_n and_o saint_n hierom_n what_o rare_a constancy_n do_v he_o point_v out_o in_o his_o devout_a paula_n amid_o so_o great_a variety_n of_o cumbrous_a occurrence_n 3._o and_o what_o be_v there_o that_o we_o may_v not_o do_v have_v such_o excellent_a pattern_n to_o follow_v they_o be_v frail_a mortal_a man_n as_o we_o be_v they_o do_v all_o for_o the_o same_o god_n by_o the_o same_o virtue_n why_o shall_v not_o we_o do_v the_o like_a in_o our_o estate_n and_o condition_n and_o according_a to_o our_o vocation_n for_o the_o accomplishment_n of_o our_o good_a purpose_n and_o holy_a protestation_n the_o four_o consideration_n of_o the_o love_n that_o jesus-christ_n bear_v unto_o us._n chapter_n 13._o 1._o â—…_n 〈…〉_o unspeakable_a 〈…〉_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n suffer_v so_o much_o in_o this_o world_n and_o especial_o in_o the_o garden_n of_o mount_n olivet_n and_o the_o bitter_a place_n of_o mount_n caluarie_n all_o that_o love_n of_o his_o be_v for_o thy_o sake_n by_o so_o many_o pang_n and_o torment_n he_o obtain_v of_o god_n the_o father_n good_a purpose_n and_o holy_a resolution_n for_o thou_o by_o the_o same_o affliction_n do_v he_o moreover_o purchase_v all_o thing_n else_o necessary_a for_o thy_o soul_n to_o maintain_v nourish_v strengthen_v and_o bring_v to_o full_a growthe_n and_o perfection_n all_o thy_o resolution_n o_o holy_a resolution_n how_o precious_a and_o noble_o bear_v art_n thou_o be_v daughter_n to_o such_o a_o mother_n as_o be_v the_o passion_n of_o our_o saviour_n o_o how_o careful_o shall_v my_o soul_n cherrishe_v thou_o since_o thou_o have_v be_v so_o dear_a unto_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n alas_o o_o saviour_n of_o my_o soul_n thou_o die_v upon_o the_o cross_n to_o gain_v i_o my_o virtuous_a resolution_n ah_o do_v i_o the_o favour_n that_o i_o also_o choose_v rather_o to_o die_v then_o to_o forget_v or_o forgo_v they_o 2._o thou_o see_v then_o my_o philotheus_n it_o be_v certain_a that_o the_o dear_a hart_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n behold_v thy_o hart_n from_o the_o tree_n of_o the_o cross_n and_o there_o in_o a_o manner_n fall_v 〈…〉_o and_o for_o love_v of_o it_o of_o 〈…〉_o thou_o all_o the_o good_a that_o ever_o 〈…〉_o or_o ever_o shall_v have_v and_o 〈…〉_o these_o good_a resolution_n 〈…〉_o philotheus_n we_o may_v all_o say_v wiâ—…_n 〈◊〉_d â—…ophet_n jeremie_n o_o my_o lord_n 〈◊〉_d my_o be_v thou_o behelde_v i_o and_o call_v i_o by_o my_o name_n for_o in_o 〈…〉_o his_o divine_a goodness_n in_o his_o 〈…〉_o love_n prepare_v all_o the_o general_a and_o particular_a mean_n of_o our_o salâ—…tion_n and_o consequent_o all_o our_o holy_a 〈◊〉_d yea_o without_o doubt_n as_o a_o woman_n so_o soon_o as_o she_o be_v with_o child_n prepare_v her_o cradle_n linen_n swathing-band_n and_o withal_o bethinck_v of_o a_o nurse_n for_o her_o child_n which_o she_o hope_v to_o bring_v forth_o although_o it_o be_v not_o yet_o come_v into_o the_o world_n even_o so_o our_o lord_n have_v his_o goodness_n pregnant_a and_o as_o it_o be_v great_a with_o child_n of_o thou_o pretend_v to_o bring_v thou_o forth_o to_o salvation_n and_o to_o make_v thou_o his_o daughter_n and_o heir_n prepare_v upon_o the_o holy_a rood_n all_o that_o which_o be_v necessary_a for_o thou_o thy_o spiritual_a cradle_n thy_o linen_n and_o swath_a band_n thy_o nurse_n and_o all_o other_o mean_v necessary_a for_o thy_o salvation_n that_o be_v all_o the_o way_n all_o the_o grace_n all_o the_o 〈◊〉_d by_o which_o he_o conduct_v thy_o soul_n and_o will_v bring_v it_o at_o length_n to_o perfection_n 3._o ah_o my_o god_n how_o deep_o ought_v we_o to_o imprint_v this_o in_o our_o memory_n be_v it_o possible_a that_o i_o have_v be_v love_v and_o so_o sweet_o belove_v by_o my_o saviour_n that_o every_o step_n of_o his_o life_n and_o even_o every_o step_n that_o he_o go_v to_o mount_v caluarie_n sweat_v and_o faint_v under_o his_o heavy_a cross_n even_o than_o he_o go_v bethinck_v himself_o of_o my_o good_a and_o of_o every_o one_o of_o these_o little_a occasion_n by_o which_o he_o have_v draw_v i_o unto_o he_o and_o how_o much_o then_o ought_v we_o esteem_v how_o careful_o shall_v we_o employ_v all_o this_o to_o our_o commodity_n ah_o how_o sweet_a a_o remembrance_n be_v this_o this_o love_a hart_n of_o my_o god_n think_v upon_o philotheus_n love_v he_o procure_v he_o a_o thousand_o mean_n to_o salvation_n as_o though_o there_o have_v be_v no_o other_o soul_n in_o the_o world_n to_o take_v care_n of_o as_o the_o sun_n shine_v upon_o one_o side_n of_o the_o earth_n shine_v so_o
much_o there_o as_o if_o it_o give_v no_o light_n to_o any_o other_o place_n in_o the_o very_a same_o manner_n do_v our_o lord_n take_v think_v and_o care_n of_o all_o his_o child_n provide_v for_o each_o one_o of_o we_o as_o though_o he_o have_v not_o think_v upon_o the_o rest_n he_o have_v love_v i_o say_v s._n paul_n and_o have_v give_v himself_o for_o i_o as_o if_o he_o have_v say_v for_o i_o only_o altogether_o as_o much_o as_o if_o he_o have_v do_v nothing_o for_o any_o else_o o_o philotheus_n this_o shall_v be_v engrave_v in_o thy_o soul_n to_o cherish_v and_o nourish_v thy_o good_a resolution_n which_o have_v be_v so_o precious_a and_o dear_a to_o the_o hart_n blood_n of_o our_o bless_a saviour_n the_o fifte_a consideration_n of_o the_o eternal_a love_n of_o god_n towards_o us._n chapter_n 14._o 1._o consider_v the_o eternal_a love_n which_o almighty_a god_n bear_v unto_o thou_o for_o long_o before_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n as_o man_n suffer_v for_o thou_o upon_o the_o cross_n his_o divine_a majesty_n do_v forecast_v thou_o in_o his_o sovereign_a goodness_n and_o love_v thou_o infinite_o but_o when_o begin_v he_o to_o bear_v thou_o this_o love_n even_o when_o he_o begin_v to_o be_v god_n and_o when_o begin_v he_o to_o be_v god_n sure_o he_o never_o begin_v to_o be_v god_n for_o he_o have_v always_o be_v god_n without_o beginning_n and_o without_o end_v and_o so_o likewise_o from_o all_o eternity_n do_v he_o love_v thou_o his_o love_n to_o thou_o never_o have_v beginning_n and_o therefore_o do_v he_o from_o all_o eternity_n prepare_v the_o grace_n benefit_n &_o favour_n bestow_v upon_o thou_o so_o say_v he_o himself_o by_o his_o prophet_n i_o have_v love_v thou_o with_o a_o perpetual_a charity_n therefore_o have_v i_o draw_v thou_o unto_o i_o take_v pity_n of_o thou_o among_o other_o benefit_n then_o which_o he_o think_v upon_o from_o all_o eternity_n to_o give_v thou_o needs_o must_v thou_o account_v thy_o purpose_n and_o resolution_n to_o serve_v he_o 2._o and_o o_o good_a god_n what_o excellent_a how_o dear_a ought_v these_o resolution_n to_o be_v unto_o thou_o since_o god_n have_v before_o thought_n premeditate_a and_o forecast_v they_o from_o all_o eternity_n what_o shall_v we_o not_o suffer_v rather_o then_o to_o suffer_v one_o only_a iott_n or_o title_n of_o they_o to_o be_v take_v away_o or_o diminish_v all_o the_o world_n together_o must_v not_o make_v we_o forgo_v the_o least_o of_o our_o good_a purpose_n for_o all_o the_o word_n together_o be_v not_o worth_a one_o soul_n and_o a_o soul_n be_v worth_a nothing_o without_o good_a resolution_n general_n affection_n upon_o the_o precedent_a point_n or_o consideration_n with_o the_o conclusion_n of_o this_o exercise_n chapter_n 15._o 1._o o_o amiable_a resolution_n you_o be_v to_o i_o the_o beautiful_a tree_n of_o life_n which_o my_o god_n have_v plant_v with_o his_o own_o hand_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o my_o hart_n and_o my_o redeemer_n have_v water_v with_o his_o life_n drop_v blood_n to_o make_v it_o fructify_v rather_o will_v i_o suffer_v a_o thousand_o death_n they_o endure_v that_o one_o of_o you_o shall_v be_v hinder_v no_o neither_o vanity_n nor_o delight_n nor_o riches_n nor_o sorrow_n nor_o tribulation_n shall_v ever_o be_v able_a to_o pull_v i_o from_o my_o holy_a design_n and_o purpose_n 2._o alas_o o_o my_o lord_n it_o be_v thou_o that_o have_v plant_v this_o tree_n of_o good_a resolution_n and_o from_o eternity_n keep_v it_o in_o the_o bosom_n of_o thy_o fatherlie_a providence_n to_o place_v it_o in_o the_o garden_n of_o my_o soul_n o_o how_o many_o soul_n be_v there_o which_o have_v not_o be_v favour_v in_o so_o high_a a_o degree_n and_o how_o then_o shall_v i_o be_v able_a to_o humble_v myself_o prefound_o enough_o under_o thy_o mercy_n 3._o o_o beautiful_a and_o holy_a resolution_n if_o i_o keep_v your_o charity_n you_o will_v save_v i_o eternal_o if_o you_o live_v still_o in_o my_o soul_n my_o soul_n will_v live_v in_o you_o live_v then_o for_o ever_o o_o my_o good_a resolution_n as_o you_o be_v eternal_o and_o for_o ever_o in_o the_o mercy_n of_o my_o god_n live_v and_o remain_v eternal_o in_o i_o for_o i_o will_v never_o abandon_v or_o forsake_v you_o 4._o after_o these_o affection_n thou_o must_v particularize_v and_o forecast_v in_o especial_a the_o mean_n necessary_a to_o maintain_v these_o good_a purpose_n and_o protest_v to_o use_v these_o mean_n faithful_o and_o diligent_o as_o be_v frequent_a prayer_n often_o use_v of_o the_o sacrament_n good_a work_n of_o mercy_n amendment_n of_o the_o fault_n which_o in_o the_o second_o point_n of_o this_o exercise_n thou_o shall_v have_v discover_v cut_v off_o ill_a custom_n and_o follow_v the_o counsel_n and_o advice_n which_o thy_o spiritual_a guide_n shall_v prescribe_v thou_o 5._o this_o do_v as_o if_o thou_o have_v take_v breath_n a_o while_n and_o rest_v thyself_o well_o protest_v again_o a_o thousand_o time_n that_o thou_o mean_v unfainedlie_o to_o continue_v in_o thy_o resolution_n and_o as_o if_o thou_o have_v thy_o hart_n thy_o soul_n thy_o will_n in_o thy_o hand_n dedicate_v they_o consecrate_v they_o sacrifice_v they_o to_o god_n with_o protestation_n that_o thou_o will_v never_o ask_v they_o again_o never_o redemaund_v they_o but_o leave_v they_o always_o entire_o in_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o divine_a majesty_n to_o follow_v in_o all_o thing_n his_o holy_a ordnance_n 6._o pray_v unto_o god_n that_o he_o will_v whole_o renew_v thou_o and_o bless_v this_o renovation_n of_o thy_o protestation_n and_o firm_a resolution_n that_o he_o will_v fortify_v thou_o and_o strengthen_v thou_o therein_o invoke_v the_o bless_a virgin_n thy_o angel_n the_o saint_n and_o especial_o those_o to_o who_o thou_o bear_v particular_a devotion_n 7._o be_v thus_o move_v and_o inflame_v by_o god_n grace_n in_o thy_o hart_n go_v to_o the_o foot_n of_o thy_o confessor_n accuse_v thyself_o of_o the_o principal_a fault_n commit_v since_o thy_o last_o general_a confession_n and_o receive_v the_o absolution_n with_o the_o self_n same_o trace_n and_o effect_n with_o which_o then_o thou_o do_v and_o pronounce_v thy_o protestation_n before_o he_o seal_n and_o sign_n it_o and_o so_o go_v again_o to_o unite_v thy_o hart_n now_o renew_v and_o reform_v to_o thy_o saviour_n and_o lord_n in_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n of_o the_o eucharist_n feel_v thought_n to_o be_v keep_v in_o mind_n after_o this_o exercise_n chapter_n 16._o 1._o the_o day_n follow_v this_o renovation_n of_o thy_o hart_n and_o some_o day_n after_o it_o will_v be_v profitable_a to_o repeat_v oft_o time_n in_o thy_o hart_n to_o thyself_o &_o by_o mouth_n likewise_o those_o ardent_a speech_n which_o s._n paul_n s._n augustin_n s._n catherine_n of_o genua_n and_o other_o saint_n use_v i_o be_o now_o no_o more_o i_o own_o man_n whether_o i_o live_v or_o die_v i_o be_o my_o saveour_n altogether_o i_o have_v no_o more_o in_o i_o these_o cold_a word_n of_o i_o and_o i_o my_o i_n be_v jesus_n and_o my_o mine_n be_v to_o be_v whole_o christ_n o_o world_n thou_o be_v all_o way_n thyself_o and_o i_o likewise_o he_o that_o have_v be_v always_o myself_o but_o from_o hence_o forth_o i_o will_v be_v myself_o no_o long_o no_o my_o soul_n we_o will_v be_v no_o long_o ourselves_o as_o we_o have_v be_v we_o will_v have_v another_o hart_n another_o affection_n and_o the_o world_n that_o have_v so_o often_o deceive_v we_o shall_v now_o be_v deceive_v in_o we_o for_o not_o mark_v our_o change_n but_o by_o little_a and_o little_a he_o will_v think_v we_o always_o to_o be_v esau_n and_o we_o will_v prove_v jacob_n 2._o all_o these_o exercise_n must_v repose_v and_o settle_v in_o our_o heart_n and_o when_o we_o lie_v a_o side_n for_o the_o time_n consideration_n and_o meditation_n we_o must_v enter_v by_o little_a and_o by_o little_a and_o not_o all_o at_o a_o clap_n into_o our_o ordinary_a affair_n for_o fear_v lest_o the_o precious_a liquor_n of_o our_o good_a resolution_n distil_v so_o diligent_o out_o of_o these_o consideration_n be_v not_o sudden_o overturn_v and_o spill_v it_o must_v soak_v first_o as_o it_o be_v and_o sink_v well_o into_o all_o the_o part_n of_o our_o soul_n yet_o without_o too_o much_o application_n of_o spirit_n or_o body_n a_o answer_n to_o two_o objection_n which_o may_v be_v make_v against_o this_o introduction_n chap._n 17._o 1._o the_o world_n may_v chance_v to_o tell_v thou_o my_o philotheus_n that_o these_o exercise_n and_o advice_n be_v so_o many_o in_o number_n that_o he_o that_o will_v practice_v they_o have_v need_n to_o apply_v himself_o to_o nothing_o else_o but_o let_v all_o other_o affair_n alone_o ah_o philotheus_n if_o in_o deed_n we_o do_v nothing_o else_o we_o shall_v do_v well_o enough_o since_o so_o we_o
to_o thy_o desire_n in_o any_o point_n after_o thou_o have_v try_v a_o little_a by_o discource_v on_o it_o &_o like_o a_o good_a merchant_n have_v as_o it_o be_v cheapen_v a_o while_n in_o that_o point_n for_o to_o gain_v some_o swetnes_n of_o devotion_n then_o pass_v on_o fair_a and_o soft_o to_o some_o other_o point_n or_o consideration_n and_o all_o without_o force_v thy_o thought_n to_o much_o make_v to_o speedy_a haste_n to_o run_v over_o all_o the_o point_n of_o thy_o meditation_n for_o one_o point_n well_o ponder_v be_v enough_o for_o once_o and_o the_o other_o point_n may_v serve_v thou_o for_o another_o time_n of_o the_o affect_n and_o resolution_n of_o our_o will_n the_o three_o part_n of_o meditation_n chapter_n 6._o 1._o meditation_n pour_v out_o abundance_n of_o good_a motion_n in_o our_o will_n or_o the_o affective_a part_n of_o our_o soul_n such_o as_o be_v the_o love_n of_o god_n &_o of_o our_o neighbour_n the_o desire_n of_o paradise_n and_o eternal_a glory_n zeal_n of_o the_o salvation_n of_o soul_n imitation_n of_o the_o life_n of_o our_o lord_n compassion_n joy_n fear_v of_o judgement_n of_o hell_n of_o be_v in_o the_o disgrace_n of_o god_n hatred_n of_o sin_n confidence_n in_o the_o goodness_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n shame_n and_o confusion_n for_o our_o naughty_a life_n pass_v in_o these_o and_o such_o like_a affection_n our_o spirit_n must_v burst_v out_o and_o extend_v and_o stretch_v itself_o as_o much_o as_o be_v possible_a and_o if_o thou_o desire_v to_o learn_v a_o easy_a method_n how_o to_o do_v so_o read_v the_o preface_n of_o the_o meditation_n of_o andrew_n capillia_n where_o he_o show_v plain_o the_o manner_n and_o trace_v of_o dilate_v and_o amplifi_v and_o extend_v these_o affect_n of_o out_o soul_n and_o more_o large_o do_v arias_n declare_v the_o same_o in_o his_o treatise_n of_o prayer_n 2._o now_o thou_o must_v not_o content_v thyself_o with_o these_o general_a affection_n be_v they_o never_o so_o feruourous_a and_o holy_a nor_o stand_v only_o upon_o they_o but_o descend_v to_o special_a and_o particular_a resolution_n for_o thy_o correction_n and_o amendment_n for_o example_n the_o first_o word_n that_o our_o lord_n speak_v upon_o the_o cross_n will_v doubtless_o stir_v up_o in_o thy_o soul_n a_o good_a affect_v of_o imitation_n and_o a_o desire_n to_o pardon_v thy_o enemy_n and_o to_o love_v they_o for_o thy_o saveour_n sake_n and_o example_n but_o this_o general_n affect_v and_o desire_n be_v to_o small_a purpose_n if_o thou_o add_v not_o to_o it_o a_o particular_a resolution_n in_o this_o manner_n well_o since_o my_o bless_a redeemer_n so_o love_o do_v pardon_v these_o obstinate_a enemy_n of_o he_o hang_v upon_o the_o bitter_a cross_n i_o will_v not_o hereafter_o be_v trouble_v or_o vex_v when_o i_o hear_v my_o neighbour_n or_o my_o servant_n or_o fellow_n n._n use_v such_o or_o such_o tant_a word_n against_o i_o i_o will_v not_o be_v aggrieve_v at_o this_o or_o that_o despite_n or_o contemptuous_a trick_n that_o he_o or_o she_o do_v use_v against_o i_o but_o rather_o i_o will_v endeavour_n to_o say_v &_o do_v such_o and_o such_o a_o thing_n to_o gain_v his_o good_a will_n and_o to_o mollify_v his_o anger_n or_o indignation_n conceive_v against_o i_o and_o the_o like_a descent_n to_o particular_a purpose_n of_o amendment_n must_v be_v make_v in_o all_o other_o general_a affection_n by_o this_o mean_n philotheus_n thou_o shall_v correct_v and_o amend_v thy_o defect_n in_o very_o short_a time_n whereas_o otherwise_o by_o only_a general_a affect_n and_o desire_n amendment_n will_v be_v make_v but_o hardly_o and_o slow_o of_o the_o conclusion_n of_o the_o exercise_n and_o spiritual_a posy_n to_o be_v gather_v out_o of_o it_o chapter_n 7._o 1._o last_o of_o all_o we_o must_v conclude_v our_o meditation_n by_o three_o act_n which_o must_v be_v do_v with_o the_o great_a humility_n that_o we_o can_v the_o first_o act_n be_v thanksgiving_a unto_o god_n for_o the_o holy_a affection_n and_o resolution_n or_o purpose_n which_o he_o have_v inspire_v into_o we_o and_o for_o his_o goodness_n and_o mercy_n which_o we_o have_v discover_v in_o the_o discourse_n of_o our_o meditation_n 2._o the_o second_o act_n be_v a_o oblation_n wherein_o we_o present_v and_o offer_v unto_o god_n the_o self_n same_o goodness_n &_o mercy_n of_o he_o which_o we_o have_v taste_v in_o meditate_v the_o death_n also_o and_o passion_n virtue_n and_o merit_n of_o his_o only_a son_n our_o redeemer_n and_o consequent_o with_o they_o all_o the_o affection_n and_o resolution_n which_o by_o his_o holy_a grace_n we_o make_v in_o our_o exercise_n 3._o the_o three_o act_n be_v a_o petition_n or_o supplication_n in_o which_o we_o demand_v of_o god_n and_o earnest_o conjure_v he_o as_o it_o be_v to_o communicate_v and_o impart_v unto_o we_o the_o grace_n virtue_n and_o merit_n of_o his_o dear_a son_n and_o to_o bless_v the_o affection_n and_o resolution_n which_o we_o have_v make_v in_o his_o honour_n and_o name_n to_o the_o end_n we_o may_v faithful_o put_v they_o in_o execution_n after_o these_o three_o act_n we_o must_v pray_v for_o the_o whole_a church_n of_o god_n for_o our_o country_n pastor_n parent_n and_o friend_n employ_v and_o implore_v to_o that_o end_n the_o intercession_n of_o our_o bless_a lady_n of_o the_o glorious_a angel_n &_o holy_a saint_n of_o heaven_n last_o i_o have_v advise_v that_o thou_o shall_v say_v a_o pater_n a_o aue_fw-la and_o a_o creed_n which_o be_v the_o general_a and_o necessary_a prayer_n of_o all_o the_o faithful_a 4._o to_o all_o these_o act_n i_o have_v add_v that_o thou_o shall_v gather_v a_o little_a nosegay_n of_o devotion_n my_o meaning_n in_o this_o may_v be_v understand_v by_o this_o example_n such_o as_o have_v delight_v themselves_o walk_v in_o a_o pleasant_a garden_n go_v not_o ordinary_o from_o thence_o without_o take_v in_o their_o hand_n four_o or_o five_o flower_n to_o smell_v on_o and_o keep_v in_o their_o hand_n all_o the_o day_n after_o even_o so_o when_o our_o mind_n have_v spiritual_o recreate_v itself_o by_o affective_a discource_a and_o meditation_n of_o some_o sacred_a mystery_n we_o shall_v cull_v out_o one_o or_o two_o point_n which_o we_o have_v find_v most_o please_a to_o our_o taste_n and_o most_o agreeable_a to_o our_o understanding_n upon_o which_o we_o may_v busy_v our_o mind_n and_o as_o it_o be_v mental_o smell_v thereon_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o day_n and_o this_o must_v be_v do_v immediate_o in_o the_o self_n same_o place_n where_o we_o make_v our_o meditation_n walk_v alone_o a_o turn_n or_o two_o and_o bind_v those_o point_n in_o our_o memory_n as_o we_o will_v do_v flower_n in_o a_o little_a nosegay_n some_o profitable_a instruction_n and_o advice_n for_o meditation_n chapter_n 8._o 1._o above_o all_o thing_n philotheus_n when_o thou_o arise_v from_o thy_o meditation_n remember_v careful_o the_o resolution_n &_o purpose_n which_o thou_o have_v deliberate_v and_o make_v endeavour_v to_o put_v they_o in_o practice_n that_o very_a day_n this_o be_v the_o chief_a fruit_n of_o meditation_n without_o which_o oft_o time_n it_o be_v not_o only_o unprofitable_a but_o hurtful_a for_o virtue_n meditate_a and_o not_o practise_v do_v puff_n up_o the_o mind_n and_o make_v we_o overboldlie_o presume_v that_o we_o be_v such_o in_o deed_n as_o we_o resolve_v and_o purpose_v to_o be_v which_o doubtless_o be_v true_a when_o our_o resolution_n be_v livelie_a &_o solid_a but_o they_o be_v not_o such_o but_o rather_o they_o be_v vain_a and_o dangerous_a if_o they_o be_v not_o bring_v to_o practice_v and_o exercise_v we_o must_v therefore_o use_v all_o mean_n and_o search_v out_o all_o occasion_n of_o execute_v our_o good_a purpose_n so_o that_o if_o in_o my_o meditation_n i_o resolve_v by_o god_n grace_n to_o win_v the_o mind_n of_o such_o as_o have_v offend_v i_o by_o fair_a mean_n and_o sweet_a behaveour_n i_o must_v cast_v this_o very_a day_n how_o to_o meet_v with_o they_o to_o salute_v they_o courteous_o or_o if_o i_o can_v meet_v with_o they_o to_o speak_v well_o of_o they_o and_o to_o pray_v unto_o god_n for_o they_o 2._o at_o the_o end_n of_o thy_o exercise_n take_v heed_n thou_o give_v not_o thy_o hart_n scope_n to_o range_v and_o wander_v lest_o thou_o spill_v the_o delicious_a balm_n of_o good_a thought_n and_o holy_a desire_n which_o thou_o have_v receive_v by_o prayer_n my_o meaning_n be_v that_o for_o some_o time_n after_o thou_o keep_v thyself_o silent_a and_o quiet_a &_o not_o present_o with_o hastiness_n but_o fair_a &_o soft_o remove_v thy_o hart_n from_o thy_o prayer_n to_o thy_o affair_n and_o in_o the_o very_a entrance_n into_o other_o business_n endeavour_n to_o keep_v as_o long_o as_o be_v possible_a the_o feeling_n and_o taste_n of_o those_o good_a affect_n
pray_v &_o meditate_v our_o lord_n inspire_v she_o how_o to_o make_v a_o little_a interior_a oratory_n within_o her_o hart_n within_o the_o which_o retire_v herself_o mental_o she_o may_v amidde_n these_o exterior_a affair_n attend_v to_o this_o holy_a solitude_n of_o hart_n &_o when_o the_o world_n assault_v she_o than_o receive_v she_o not_o hurt_v nor_o inconvenience_n because_o she_o have_v shut_v up_o her_o thought_n &_o affection_n in_o her_o interior_a closet_n where_o she_o comfort_v and_o solace_v herself_o with_o her_o heavenly_a spouse_n from_o experience_n of_o this_o exercise_n she_o afterward_o counsel_v her_o ghostly_a child_n to_o build_v they_o a_o closet_n and_o chapel_n in_o their_o hart_n and_o to_o dwell_v there_o alone_o in_o presence_n of_o their_o lord_n 5._o accustom_v thyself_o then_o to_o withdraw_v thyself_o often_o into_o thyself_o where_o sequester_v from_o all_o man_n thou_o may_v hart_n to_o hart_n deal_v in_o thy_o soul_n with_o all_o mighty_a god_n and_o say_v with_o david_n i_o have_v be_v make_v like_o the_o pelican_n in_o the_o wilderness_n like_o the_o night-raven_n or_o screech-owl_n within_o the_o house_n i_o have_v watch_v &_o be_v like_o the_o solitary_a sparrow_n in_o the_o roof_n of_o the_o house_n which_o word_n beside_o their_o literal_a sense_n which_o tell_v we_o that_o this_o great_a king_n take_v some_o hour_n from_o other_o affair_n to_o spend_v in_o the_o solitaire_n contemplation_n of_o spiritual_a thing_n do_v moreover_o show_v we_o in_o their_o mystical_a sense_n three_o excellent_a retreat_n and_o as_o it_o be_v three_o devout_a eremitage_n wherein_o we_o may_v exercise_v out_o solitariness_n imitate_v our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n who_o upon_o the_o mount_n of_o caluary_n be_v like_o a_o pelican_n in_o the_o desert_n that_o quicken_v her_o dead_a chicken_n with_o her_o own_o blood_n in_o his_o nativity_n in_o the_o forsake_a stable_n he_o be_v like_o the_o screech-owl_n in_o a_o ruinous_a house_n weep_v and_o bewail_v our_o sin_n and_o offence_n and_o at_o the_o day_n of_o his_o ascension_n he_o be_v like_a to_o the_o sparrow_n retire_v himself_o and_o fly_v up_o to_o heaven_n which_o be_v as_o it_o be_v the_o roof_n of_o the_o world_n and_o in_o all_o these_o three_o place_n may_v we_o make_v our_o spiritual_a retreat_n even_o amid_o the_o labour_n and_o turmoil_n of_o our_o exterior_a occupation_n 6._o holy_a elzear_n count_n of_o arian_n in_o provence_n have_v be_v long_o absent_a from_o his_o devout_a and_o chaste_a delphina_fw-la she_o send_v expresselie_o a_o messenger_n unto_o he_o to_o know_v of_o his_o health_n and_o the_o bless_a count_n make_v she_o this_o answer_n i_o be_o very_a well_o my_o dear_a wife_n but_o if_o thou_o desire_v to_o see_v i_o seek_v i_o in_o the_o wide_a wound_n of_o my_o bless_a saveour_n side_n for_o there_o dwell_v i_o and_o there_o thou_o shall_v find_v i_o otherwise_o thou_o will_v search_v for_o i_o but_o in_o vain_a this_o be_v a_o right_a christian_a knight_n in_o deed_n of_o aspiration_n iaculatory_a prayer_n and_o good_a thought_n chap._n 13._o 1._o we_o retire_v ourselves_o into_o god_n because_o we_o aspire_v unto_o he_o and_o we_o aspire_v unto_o he_o to_o retire_v we_o into_o he_o so_o that_o the_o aspire_a of_o the_o soul_n unto_o god_n and_o the_o spiritual_a retreat_n do_v mutual_o entertain_v one_o another_o and_o both_o of_o they_o proceed_v and_o issue_v from_o holy_a thought_n 2._o aspire_v then_o very_o often_o from_o the_o bottom_n of_o thy_o hart_n unto_o god_n o_o my_o philotheus_n through_o brief_a and_o short_a yet_o burn_v &_o inflame_a desire_n dart_v from_o thy_o soul_n admire_v his_o beauty_n call_v upon_o he_o for_o his_o assistance_n cast_v thyself_o in_o spirit_n at_o the_o foot_n of_o the_o cross_n adore_v his_o goodness_n question_n with_o he_o often_o about_o thy_o salvation_n give_v thy_o soul_n unto_o he_o a_o thousand_o time_n a_o day_n fasten_v the_o inward_a view_n of_o thy_o soul_n upon_o his_o inestimable_a sweetness_n stretch_v forth_o thy_o band_n unto_o he_o as_o a_o little_a child_n do_v to_o his_o father_n that_o he_o may_v conduct_v thou_o place_v he_o in_o thy_o bosom_n like_o a_o sweet-smelling_a posy_n plant_v he_o in_o thy_o soul_n like_o a_o encourage_v standard_n final_o make_v a_o thousand_o sort_n and_o diversity_n of_o motion_n in_o thy_o hart_n to_o enkindle_v the_o love_n of_o god_n within_o thou_o and_o to_o engender_v in_o thy_o soul_n a_o passionate_a and_o tender_a affection_n of_o this_o divine_a spouse_n thus_o be_v iaculatory_a prayer_n make_v which_o that_o great_a s._n austen_n so_o careful_o counsel_v the_o devout_a lady_n proba_n to_o use_v o_o philotheus_n our_o spirit_n once_o give_v itself_o entire_o to_o the_o company_n haunt_n and_o familiarity_n of_o his_o god_n must_v needs_o be_v all_o perfume_a with_o the_o odoriferous_a air_n of_o his_o perfection_n 3._o this_o exercise_n be_v nothing_o hard_a or_o uneasy_a it_o may_v be_v interlace_v with_o all_o our_o occupation_n without_o any_o hindrance_n of_o they_o at_o all_o for_o whether_o we_o retire_v ourselves_o spiritual_o or_o whether_o we_o use_v only_o these_o feruorous_a desire_n &_o dart_n of_o devout_a love_n we_o do_v no_o other_o thing_n but_o make_v certain_a short_a digression_n as_o it_o be_v step_v a_o little_a from_o our_o business_n in_o hand_n to_o talk_v aword_n or_o two_o with_o our_o god_n which_o can_v hinder_v but_o rather_o help_v forward_o the_o prosecute_v and_o performance_n of_o the_o affair_n which_o we_o be_v about_o the_o weary_a pilgrim_n that_o take_v a_o little_a wine_n to_o comfort_v his_o hart_n and_o refresh_v his_o mouth_n although_o he_o make_v some_o little_a stay_n in_o drink_v break_v not_o off_o his_o journey_n for_o all_o that_o stay_v but_o gain_v more_o force_n to_o end_v it_o more_o speedy_o he_o only_o rest_v to_o travail_v afterward_o so_o much_o the_o better_o 4._o many_o author_n have_v gather_v together_o abundant_o store_n of_o vocal_a aspiration_n which_o out_o of_o all_o doubt_n be_v very_o profitable_a but_o in_o my_o judgement_n it_o be_v better_a not_o to_o bind_v thyself_o to_o any_o sort_n of_o word_n but_o only_o pronounce_v either_o in_o hart_n or_o by_o mouth_n those_o word_n that_o fervent_a and_o holy_a love_n shall_v by_o the_o way_n suggest_v unto_o thou_o for_o true_a love_n will_v furnish_v thou_o with_o as_o many_o as_o thou_o can_v desire_v true_a it_o be_v that_o there_o be_v certain_a word_n with_o have_v a_o particular_a force_n and_o efficacy_n to_o content_v and_o satisfy_v the_o hart_n in_o this_o behalf_n such_o be_v the_o dainty_a sigh_n and_o passionate_a complaint_n and_o love_a exclamation_n that_o be_v sow_v so_o thick_a in_o the_o psalm_n of_o david_n the_o often_o invocation_n of_o the_o sweet_a &_o delightful_a name_n of_o jesus_n the_o lovely_a passage_n which_o be_v express_v in_o the_o canticle_n of_o canticle_n and_o spiritual_a song_n also_o do_v serve_v for_o this_o end_n when_o they_o be_v song_n with_o attention_n 5._o to_o conclude_v as_o they_o that_o be_v enamour_v with_o humane_a and_o natural_a love_n have_v almost_o always_o their_o thought_n fix_v upon_o the_o parson_n belove_v their_o hart_n full_a of_o affection_n towards_o she_o their_o mouth_n flow_v with_o her_o praise_n when_o their_o belove_a be_v absent_a they_o lose_v no_o occasion_n to_o testify_v their_o passion_n by_o kind_a letter_n and_o not_o a_o tree_n do_v they_o meet_v with_o all_o but_o in_o the_o bark_n of_o it_o they_o engrave_v the_o name_n of_o their_o darling_n even_o so_o such_o as_o love_n god_n fervent_o can_v never_o cease_v thinck_v upon_o he_o they_o draw_v their_o breath_n only_o for_o he_o they_o sigh_v and_o sorrow_n for_o their_o absence_n from_o he_o all_o their_o talk_n be_v of_o he_o and_o if_o it_o be_v possible_a they_o will_v grave_n the_o sacred_a name_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n upon_o the_o breast_n of_o all_o the_o man_n in_o the_o world_n 6._o and_o certain_o all_o creature_n do_v invite_v they_o to_o this_o and_o not_o one_o but_o in_o its_o kind_n declare_v unto_o they_o the_o praise_n of_o their_o belove_a and_o as_o s._n augustin_n say_v take_v it_o from_o s._n anthony_n all_o thing_n in_o this_o world_n speak_v unto_o we_o with_o a_o kind_n of_o language_n which_o though_o dumb_a in_o that_o it_o be_v not_o express_v in_o word_n yet_o intelligiblie_o enough_o in_o regard_n of_o their_o love_n for_o all_o thing_n provoke_v we_o and_o give_v we_o occasion_n of_o good_a &_o godly_a thought_n from_o whence_o afterward_o do_v arise_v many_o motion_n and_o aspiration_n of_o our_o soul_n to_o god_n behold_v a_o noble_a example_n of_o this_o verity_n s._n gregory_n bishop_n of_o nazianzen_n as_o he_o himself_o relate_v to_o this_o people_n walk_v upon_o the_o seashore_n &_o
christian_a woman_n to_o offer_v up_o to_o god_n the_o fruit_n of_o their_o womb_n even_o before_o they_o be_v deliver_v of_o they_o for_o god_n accept_v the_o offering_n of_o a_o love_a and_o humble_a soul_n and_o common_o give_v good_a success_n to_o those_o holy_a motion_n and_o affection_n of_o good_a mother_n at_o that_o time_n witness_v saint_n thomas_n of_o aquin_n saint_n andrew_n of_o fesula_n and_o diverse_a other_o the_o mother_n of_o s._n bernard_n a_o worthy_a mother_n of_o so_o worthy_a a_o child_n so_o soon_o as_o her_o child_n be_v bear_v take_v they_o in_o her_o arm_n and_o offer_v they_o up_o to_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n and_o from_o thence_o forth_o she_o love_v they_o with_o such_o reverence_n as_o holy_a vessel_n commit_v unto_o she_o by_o god_n which_o fall_v out_o so_o happy_o unto_o she_o that_o in_o the_o end_n they_o become_v saint_n all_o seven_o 13._o the_o child_n be_v once_o bear_v into_o the_o world_n and_o beginning_n to_o have_v the_o use_n of_o reason_n than_o ought_v their_o parent_n to_o have_v a_o especial_a care_n to_o emprint_v the_o fear_n and_o love_n of_o god_n in_o their_o tender_a heart_n the_o good_a queen_n blaunche_n perform_v this_o office_n excellentlie_o well_o in_o her_o son_n king_n lewes_n the_o saint_n for_o she_o will_v often_o time_n say_v unto_o he_o my_o dear_a child_n i_o have_v rather_o far_o thou_o shall_v die_v before_o my_o eye_n then_o see_v thou_o commit_v one_o only_o mortal_a sin_n which_o notable_a say_n remain_v so_o engrave_v in_o the_o soul_n of_o her_o royal_a child_n that_o as_o he_o himself_o be_v wont_v to_o tell_v not_o one_o day_n in_o all_o his_o life_n pass_v over_o his_o head_n wherein_o he_o do_v not_o call_v it_o to_o remembrance_n take_v all_o pain_n possible_a to_o put_v this_o divine_a doctrine_n in_o practice_n race_n and_o generation_n in_o our_o tongue_n be_v call_v house_n and_o the_o hebrew_n call_v generation_n of_o child_n the_o bwild_n up_o of_o a_o house_n for_o in_o that_o sense_n the_o scripture_n say_v that_o god_n build_v house_n for_o the_o midwine_n of_o egypt_n whereby_o we_o learn_v that_o to_o make_v a_o good_a house_n be_v not_o to_o fill_v it_o with_o worldly_a treasure_n but_o to_o bring_v up_o child_n in_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n and_o exercise_v of_o virtue_n wherein_o no_o pain_n nor_o travail_n be_v to_o be_v spare_v for_o child_n be_v the_o father_n and_o mother_n glory_n so_o saint_n monica_n with_o great_a constancy_n and_o perseverance_n strave_v against_o the_o bad_a inclination_n of_o her_o sonn_n saint_n augustin_n for_o have_v follow_v he_o by_o sea_n and_o by_o land_n she_o make_v he_o more_o happy_o the_o child_n of_o tear_n by_o conversion_n of_o his_o soul_n than_o he_o have_v be_v the_o child_n of_o her_o blood_n by_o generation_n of_o his_o body_n 14._o saint_n paul_n leave_v to_o woman_n the_o care_n of_o their_o household_n as_o their_o duty_n and_o office_n for_o which_o cause_n many_o be_v of_o this_o opinion_n that_o the_o devotion_n of_o the_o wife_n be_v much_o more_o profitable_a to_o her_o family_n than_o the_o virtue_n of_o her_o husband_n because_o he_o be_v not_o so_o ordinary_o within_o door_n can_v so_o easy_o and_o continual_o instruct_v his_o folk_n in_o virtue_n and_o therefore_o solomon_n in_o his_o proverbe_n make_v the_o happiness_n of_o the_o whole_a household_n to_o depend_v of_o the_o industry_n and_o care_n of_o that_o valorous_a and_o courageous_a woman_n who_o there_o he_o describe_v 15._o it_o be_v write_v in_o genesis_n that_o isaac_n see_v his_o wise_a rebecca_n barren_a pray_v to_o god_n for_o she_o or_o according_a to_o the_o hebrew_n text_n pray_v our_o lord_n over_o against_o she_o because_o he_o pray_v on_o one_o side_n of_o their_o oratory_n and_o she_o on_o the_o other_o and_o the_o prayer_n of_o her_o husband_n make_v in_o this_o manner_n be_v hear_v the_o great_a and_o fruictfull_a union_n between_o man_n and_o wife_n be_v that_o which_o be_v make_v in_o devotion_n to_o which_o one_o shall_v exhort_v the_o other_o most_o earnest_o some_o fruit_n for_o their_o sourness_n be_v not_o much_o worth_a unless_o they_o be_v conserve_v as_o quince_n other_o because_o of_o their_o tenderness_n can_v be_v long_o be_v keep_v unless_o they_o be_v preserve_v as_o cherry_n and_o apriecock_n so_o woman_n shall_v wish_v that_o their_o husband_n be_v preserve_v and_o comfit_v with_o the_o sugar_n of_o devotion_n without_o which_o man_n be_v sour_a bittter_fw-ge and_o intolerable_a and_o the_o husband_n shall_v procure_v that_o their_o wife_n do_v excel_v in_o devotion_n because_o without_o it_o the_o woman_n be_v frail_a and_o subject_a to_o fall_v and_o wither_v away_o in_o virtue_n saint_n paul_n say_v that_o the_o unbelieve_a man_n be_v sanctify_v by_o the_o faithful_a woman_n and_o the_o unbelieve_a woman_n by_o the_o faithful_a man_n because_o in_o this_o straight_a bond_n of_o wedlock_n the_o one_o may_v easy_o draw_v the_o other_o to_o virtue_n but_o what_o a_o blessing_n be_v it_o when_o the_o faithful_a man_n and_o wife_n do_v sanctify_v one_o another_o in_o the_o true_a fear_n of_o god_n 16._o to_o conclude_v the_o mutual_a support_v of_o one_o another_o aught_o to_o be_v so_o great_a that_o they_o shall_v never_o be_v both_o at_o once_o angry_a or_o move_v on_o the_o sudden_a bee_n can_v rest_v in_o place_n where_o echo_n or_o redoubling_n of_o voice_n be_v hear_v nor_o can_v the_o holy_a ghost_n certain_o remain_v in_o that_o house_n in_o which_o strife_n and_o debate_n chide_v and_o scold_v and_o redouble_v brauling_n use_v to_o be_v saint_n gregory_n nazianzen_n witness_v that_o in_o his_o time_n marry_v person_n keep_v the_o anniversarie_n day_n of_o their_o matrimony_n holy_a and_o festival_n and_o i_o can_v wish_v that_o good_a custom_n be_v put_v in_o practice_n in_o these_o day_n so_o that_o it_o be_v not_o with_o worldly_a and_o sensual_a demonstration_n of_o exterior_a mirth_n but_o that_o the_o husband_n and_o wife_n confessinge_v and_o communicatinge_v that_o day_n shall_v recommend_v unto_o god_n with_o more_o than_o ordinary_a fervour_n the_o constant_a quiet_n of_o their_o marriage_n renew_v their_o good_a purpose_n to_o sanctify_v their_o state_n by_o mutual_a love_n and_o loyalty_n take_v breath_n in_o our_o lord_n to_o support_v the_o better_a the_o charge_n of_o their_o vocation_n of_o the_o honesty_n and_o chastity_n of_o the_o marriagebed_n chap._n 38._o the_o marriagebed_n aught_o to_o be_v immaculate_a as_o the_o apostle_n say_v that_o be_v to_o say_v exempt_a from_o all_o uncleanlinesse_n and_o profane_a filthiness_n therefore_o be_v marriage_n first_o institute_v and_o ordain_v in_o the_o earthly_a paradise_n where_o until_o that_o time_n have_v never_o be_v feel_v any_o extraordinary_a concupiscence_n there_o be_v some_o likeness_n between_o dishonest_a pleasure_n and_o unmannerly_a eat_n for_o both_o of_o they_o regard_v the_o flesh_n though_o the_o first_o for_o the_o 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exempt_v themselves_o from_o it_o without_o free_a and_o voluntary_a consent_n of_o the_o other_o no_o not_o for_o the_o exercise_n of_o devotion_n which_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o that_o which_o have_v be_v say_v in_o the_o chapter_n of_o holy_a communion_n how_o much_o less_o than_o may_v either_o party_n exempt_v themselves_o from_o this_o debt_n for_o anger_n disdain_n or_o fantastical_a pretence_n 3._o as_o they_o that_o eat_v for_o mutual_a conversation_n do_v it_o free_o and_o not_o as_o it_o be_v by_o force_n but_o rather_o in_o outward_a appeeraunce_n at_o least_o wise_a give_v show_v of_o a_o appetite_n to_o their_o meat_n so_o the_o marriage_n debt_n shall_v always_o be_v pay_v and_o perform_v frank_o faithful_o as_o it_o be_v with_o hope_n and_o desire_v of_o child_n albeit_o for_o some_o occasion_n there_o be_v no_o subject_n of_o
all_o this_o sweetness_n tenderness_n and_o consolation_n separate_v our_o affection_n from_o it_o as_o much_o as_o we_o can_v protest_v that_o albeit_o we_o receive_v these_o favour_n humble_o and_o love_n and_o esteem_v they_o because_o god_n send_v they_o to_o we_o as_o it_o be_v dish_n and_o dainty_n from_o his_o own_o table_n to_o provoke_v we_o the_o more_o to_o his_o love_n yet_o it_o be_v not_o those_o delight_n that_o we_o seek_v and_o desire_v but_o god_n himself_o and_o his_o perfect_a love_n not_o the_o comfort_n but_o the_o comforter_n not_o the_o sweetness_n but_o the_o sweet_a saviour_n that_o give_v they_o not_o that_o tenderness_n of_o delight_n but_o he_o that_o be_v the_o delight_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o in_o this_o affectuous_a abrenunciation_n of_o these_o delight_n we_o must_v dispose_v ourselves_o to_o persevere_v constant_a and_o firm_a in_o the_o holy_a love_n of_o god_n though_o in_o all_o our_o life_n long_o we_o shall_v not_o taste_v one_o dram_n of_o consolation_n and_o procure_v unfeigned_o to_o say_v as_o well_o upon_o the_o mount_n of_o caluary_n as_o on_o the_o mount_n of_o tabor_n o_o lord_n it_o be_v good_a for_o i_o to_o be_v with_o thou_o be_v thou_o in_o torment_n upon_o thy_o cross_n or_o be_v thou_o in_o glory_n in_o heaven_n 6._o to_o conclude_v i_o advertise_v thou_o that_o if_o thou_o shall_v chance_v to_o feel_v any_o extraordinary_a abundance_n of_o such_o consolation_n tenderness_n sweetness_n devout_a tear_n or_o some_o unwoonted_a thing_n that_o then_o thou_o confer_v it_o faithful_o with_o thy_o spiritual_a conductour_n that_o be_v may_v teach_v thou_o how_o to_o moderate_v and_o behave_v thyself_o therein_o for_o it_o be_v write_v have_v thou_o find_v honey_n eat_v of_o it_o but_o as_o much_o as_o be_v sufficient_a of_o dryness_n and_o barrenness_n in_o our_o spiritual_a exercise_n chapter_n 14._o 1._o thus_o then_o must_v thou_o behave_v thyself_o as_o i_o have_v now_o describe_v in_o time_n of_o 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wretch_n where_o be_v thy_o god_n now_o in_o thy_o distress_n by_o what_o mean_n will_v thou_o find_v he_o out_o who_o shall_v ever_o be_v able_a to_o restore_v thou_o the_o joy_n of_o his_o grace_n 2._o and_o what_o will_v thou_o do_v at_o that_o time_n philotheus_n consider_v from_o what_o cause_n so_o great_a a_o misery_n proceed_v for_o oft_o time_n we_o ourselves_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o our_o own_o drienne_n and_o desolation_n in_o the_o exercise_n of_o the_o spirit_n 1._o as_o a_o careful_a mother_n deny_v to_o give_v sugar_n to_o her_o child_n when_o she_o see_v he_o trouble_v with_o the_o worm_n so_o god_n take_v away_o his_o consolation_n from_o we_o when_o we_o take_v some_o vain_a self-pleasing_a in_o they_o and_o be_v subject_a to_o the_o worm_n of_o overweening_a to_o self-conceipt_n and_o opinion_n of_o our_o own_o good_a progress_n in_o devotion_n o_o my_o god_n say_v the_o psalmist_n it_o be_v good_a for_o i_o that_o thou_o have_v humble_v i_o yes_o in_o deed_n it_o be_v very_o profitable_a for_o i_o for_o before_o i_o be_v humble_v i_o do_v offend_v thou_o 2._o when_o we_o neglect_v to_o gather_v the_o sweetness_n and_o deliciousness_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o due_a time_n then_o in_o punishment_n of_o our_o slothfullnesse_n he_o absent_v his_o delight_n from_o us._n the_o israelite_n in_o the_o desert_n that_o gather_v not_o manna_n early_o in_o the_o morning_n can_v not_o find_v any_o after_o the_o sunrising_a for_o than_o be_v it_o all_o melt_v with_o the_o heat_n of_o the_o sun_n 3._o we_o be_v also_o sometime_o lay_v in_o the_o bed_n of_o sensual_a contentment_n and_o transitory_a comfort_n as_o the_o sacred_a spouse_n be_v in_o the_o canticle_n come_v i_o the_o bridegroom_n and_o knock_v at_o the_o door_n of_o our_o hart_n and_o inspire_v we_o to_o return_v to_o our_o spiritual_a exercise_n but_o we_o play_v the_o niggardly_a chapman_n with_o he_o for_o it_o anger_v we_o to_o leave_v of_o our_o toy_n and_o to_o separate_v ourselves_o from_o our_o false_a delight_n for_o this_o cause_n the_o true_a lover_n of_o our_o soul_n go_v his_o way_n from_o we_o and_o let_v we_o lie_v as_o we_o listen_v but_o afterward_o when_o we_o will_v fain_o find_v he_o out_o we_o have_v much_o a_o do_v to_o meet_v with_o he_o and_z deserve_o because_o we_o be_v so_o uncourteous_a and_o faithless_a unto_o his_o love_n as_o to_o refuse_v to_o follow_v our_o exercise_n for_o his_o love_n and_o to_o choose_v to_o follow_v worldly_a vanity_n ah_o then_o as_o yet_o thou_o have_v some_o of_o the_o bran_n of_o egypt_n remain_v thou_o shall_v then_o have_v not_o a_o jot_n of_o the_o heavenly_a manna_n bee_n detest_v all_o kind_n of_o artificial_a odour_n and_o the_o sweetness_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n can_v agree_v with_o the_o sophisticated_a delight_n of_o the_o world_n 4._o the_o double_a deal_n and_o slight_n which_o thou_o use_v in_o confession_n and_o spiritual_a communication_n with_o the_o conductour_n and_o master_n of_o 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my_o life_n shall_v be_v fill_v with_o consideration_n of_o thy_o excessive_a goodness_n so_o love_o declare_v in_o my_o behalf_n thou_o shall_v be_v the_o deliciousnes_n of_o my_o hart_n and_o the_o sweetness_n of_o my_o affection_n 4._o hence_o therefore_o from_o my_o sight_n for_o ever_o such_o and_o such_o toy_n and_o trifle_n whereunto_o i_o have_v vain_o apply_v my_o mind_n such_o and_o such_o idle_a exercise_n in_o which_o i_o fond_o spend_v my_o day_n such_o &_o such_o affection_n which_o entangle_v my_o hart_n shall_v hen_n ceforth_o be_v a_o horror_n unto_o my_o thought_n and_o to_o this_o end_n i_o will_v use_v such_o and_o such_o remedy_n conclusion_n 1._o thank_v god_n that_o it_o please_v he_o to_o create_v thou_o for_o so_o excellent_a a_o end_n thou_o have_v make_v i_o o_o lord_n for_o thyself_o to_o enjoy_v everlasting_o the_o immensity_n of_o thy_o glory_n o_o when_o shall_v it_o be_v that_o i_o shall_v be_v worthy_a and_o when_o shall_v i_o praise_v thou_o according_a to_o my_o duty_n 2._o offer_n i_o offer_v unto_o thou_o o_o my_o dear_a creator_n all_o these_o good_a affection_n and_o holy_a resolution_n with_o all_o my_o hart_n &_o all_o my_o soul_n 3._o pray_v i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o god_n to_o accept_v these_o my_o desire_n and_o vow_n and_o to_o give_v my_o soul_n thy_o holy_a blessing_n that_o she_o may_v faithful_o accomplish_v they_o through_o the_o merit_n of_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o bless_a son_n shed_v for_o i_o upon_o the_o cross_n etc._n etc._n pater_fw-la aue._n credo_fw-la remember_v to_o make_v a_o little_a nosegay_n of_o devotion_n as_o aforesaid_a the_o three_o meditation_n of_o the_o benefit_n of_o god_n chap._n 11._o preparation_n 1._o place_v thyself_o with_o reverence_n
hart_n 5._o i_o will_v do_v all_o that_o i_o can_v to_o pull_v up_o by_o the_o very_a root_n all_o the_o plant_n of_o sin_n from_o my_o hart_n &_o in_o particular_a such_o and_o such_o which_o do_v most_o annoy_v i_o 6._o to_o accomplish_v this_o i_o will_v constant_o embrace_v the_o mean_n which_o shall_v be_v advise_v i_o and_o never_o think_v i_o have_v do_v evough_o to_o repair_v the_o ruin_n of_o so_o great_a offence_n conclusion_n 1._o give_v god_n thanks_o for_o expect_v thy_o amendment_n until_o this_o hour_n and_o bless_v he_o that_o he_o have_v give_v thou_o these_o good_a affection_n 2._o offer_v he_o up_o thy_o soul_n frank_o and_o free_o that_o thou_o may_v put_v they_o in_o execution_n by_o the_o help_n of_o his_o grace_n 3._o desire_v he_o to_o strengthen_v thou_o with_o his_o heavenly_a aid_n for_o his_o dear_a son_n precious_a death_n for_o our_o bless_a lady_n intercession_n &_o the_o prayer_n of_o all_o his_o saint_n etc._n etc._n pater_fw-la aue._n credo_fw-la remember_v to_o make_v a_o little_a nosegay_n of_o devotion_n as_o aforesaid_a the_o fifte_a meditation_n of_o death_n chapter_n 13._o preparation_n 1._o place_v thyself_o reverent_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n 2._o pray_v he_o to_o inspire_v thou_o with_o his_o grace_n 3._o imagine_v thyself_o to_o be_v extreme_o sick_a li_v upon_o thy_o deathbed_n without_o any_o hope_n at_o all_o of_o ever_o escape_v consideration_n 1._o consider_v the_o uncertainty_n of_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o death_n o_o my_o poor_a soul_n thou_o must_v out_o of_o this_o body_n one_o day_n but_o when_o shall_v that_o day_n be_v will_v it_o be_v in_o winter_n or_o in_o summer_n in_o city_n or_o contrie_n by_o day_n or_o by_o night_n shall_v it_o be_v unaware_o or_o with_o advertisement_n by_o sickness_n or_o by_o casuallity_n shall_v thou_o have_v leisure_n to_o confess_v thou_o or_o not_o shall_v thou_o have_v the_o assistance_n of_o thy_o ghostly_a father_n or_o not_o alas_o o_o my_o soul_n of_o all_o these_o thing_n we_o know_v not_o one_o only_o certain_a it_o be_v that_o die_v we_o must_v and_o always_o soon_o than_o we_o imagine_v 2._o consider_v that_o at_o that_o time_n the_o whole_a world_n shall_v have_v a_o end_n so_o far_o forth_o as_o concern_v thou_o that_o be_v there_o shall_v be_v no_o more_o world_n for_o thou_o yea_o it_o will_v turn_v upside_o down_o before_o thy_o eye_n for_o then_o the_o pleasure_n the_o vanity_n the_o worldly_a joy_n the_o fond_a affection_n of_o our_o life_n will_v seem_v unto_o we_o like_o fly_v shadow_n and_o fadinge_n cloud_n ah_o wretched_a caitiff_a that_o i_o be_o for_o what_o trifle_n and_o babble_n have_v i_o offend_v almighty_a god_n thou_o shall_v then_o evident_o see_v that_o we_o have_v offend_v he_o for_o just_a nothing_o contrariwise_a at_o that_o hour_n all_o devotion_n piety_n and_o other_o good_a work_n will_v seem_v unto_o thou_o the_o great_a and_o sweet_a treasure_n in_o the_o world_n o_o wherefore_o do_v i_o not_o follow_v this_o fair_a and_o pleasant_a path_n at_o that_o sorrowful_a time_n thy_o sin_n which_o before_o seem_v unto_o thou_o but_o little_a moule-hille_n will_v appear_v biggar_n then_o huge_a mountain_n and_o thy_o devotion_n so_o little_a that_o thou_o will_v scarce_o be_v able_a to_o perceive_v it_o 3._o consider_v the_o long_a &_o languish_a farewell_n that_o thy_o distress_a soul_n will_v then_o give_v to_o this_o world_n how_o sorrowful_o she_o will_v bid_v adieu_o to_o riches_n to_o honour_n to_o vanity_n to_o vain_a company_n to_o pleasure_n to_o pastime_n to_o friend_n to_o neighbour_n to_o parent_n to_o kinsfolk_n to_o husband_n to_o wife_n to_o child_n and_o in_o a_o word_n to_o all_o creature_n and_o final_o to_o her_o own_o body_n which_o she_o must_v likewise_o leave_v all_o pale_a wrinkle_a hideous_a loathsome_a and_o most_o detestable_o stink_v 4._o consider_v the_o impression_n that_o one_o shall_v have_v to_o lift_v up_o or_o lay_v hand_n on_o this_o thy_o body_n the_o great_a haste_n that_o even_o thy_o best_a friend_n will_v make_v to_o carry_v thy_o carcase_n out_o of_o door_n and_o to_o hide_v the_o same_o full_a deep_a under_o the_o ground_n far_o enough_o from_o their_o sight_n &_o behold_v and_o this_o do_v how_o seldom_o afterwards_o the_o world_n will_v think_v upon_o thou_o sure_o no_o more_o than_o thou_o thyself_o have_v think_v upon_o other_o man_n who_o have_v decease_v before_o thou_o god_n have_v mercy_n on_o his_o soul_n say_v they_o and_o there_o be_v all_o o_o death_n how_o be_v thou_o to_o be_v ponder_v how_o be_v thou_o terrible_a pitiless_a and_o without_o compassion_n 5._o that_o at_o this_o departure_n from_o the_o body_n the_o soul_n take_v his_o way_n on_o the_o right_a hand_n or_o the_o left_a alas_o alas_o wither_v then_o shall_v thou_o go_v what_o way_n shall_v it_o take_v sure_o no_o other_o than_o that_o which_o it_o have_v heretofore_o begin_v in_o this_o world_n affection_n and_o resolution_n 1._o pray_v earnest_o to_o god_n and_o cast_v thyself_o with_o tremble_a love_n beiwixt_n his_o arm_n alas_o o_o my_o lord_n receive_v i_o into_o thy_o protection_n at_o that_o dreadful_a day_n make_v that_o last_o hour_n happy_a and_o favourable_a unto_o i_o and_o let_v rather_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o my_o life_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o day_n of_o sorrow_n affliction_n and_o calamity_n 2._o despise_v the_o world_n see_v i_o know_v not_o the_o hour_n wherein_o i_o must_v leave_v thou_o o_o wretched_a world_n i_o will_v no_o more_o set_v my_o love_n upon_o thou_o o_o you_o my_o dear_a friend_n knisfolke_n and_o ally_n suffer_v i_o to_o bearge_n you_o only_o that_o affection_n which_o be_v compatible_a with_o a_o holy_a amity_n and_o may_v therefore_o last_v eternal_o for_o why_o shall_v i_o unite_v myself_o unto_o you_o in_o such_o sort_n as_o that_o afterwards_o we_o shall_v be_v force_v to_o break_v the_o knot_n of_o amity_n betwixt_o we_o 3._o i_o will_v therefore_o from_o this_o very_a instant_n prepare_v myself_o for_o that_o perilous_a hour_n and_o take_v that_o care_n which_o be_v requisite_a to_o end_v this_o journey_n happy_o i_o will_v secure_v the_o estate_n of_o my_o conscience_n to_o the_o utmost_a of_o my_o ability_n and_o take_v present_a order_n for_o the_o reformation_n and_o amendment_n of_o such_o and_o such_o defaulte_n conclusion_n give_v thanks_n unto_o god_n for_o these_o resolution_n which_o he_o have_v infuse_v and_o give_v unto_o thou_o and_o offer_v they_o again_o thankful_o love_o and_o lowly_a unto_o his_o majesty_n entreat_v he_o a_o new_a to_o give_v thou_o a_o happy_a death_n for_o the_o death_n of_o his_o dear_o belove_a son_n our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n implore_v the_o assistance_n of_o the_o b._n virgin_n thy_o angel_n guardian_n and_o all_o the_o saint_n in_o heaven_n pater_fw-la aue._n credo_fw-la and_o bound_v up_o a_o sweet_a posy_n of_o myrrh_n to_o recreate_v thy_o soul_n the_o day_n follow_v the_o sixth_o meditation_n of_o judgement_n chapter_n 14._o 1._o place_v thyself_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n 2._o pray_v he_o to_o assist_v thou_o with_o his_o grace_n consideration_n 1._o after_o the_o time_n that_o god_n have_v ordain_v for_o the_o continnance_n of_o the_o world_n and_o after_o a_o number_n of_o dreadful_a sign_n and_o horrible_a presage_n the_o terror_n whereof_o shall_v make_v man_n wither_v for_o fear_n and_o anguish_n a_o consume_a fire_n come_v like_o aflood_n shall_v burn_v and_o reduce_v to_o ash_n every_o thing_n that_o be_v upon_o the_o face_n of_o the_o earth_n nothing_o which_o we_o see_v except_v nothing_o to_o be_v privileged_a from_o this_o fiery_a deluge_n 2._o after_o this_o flood_n of_o flame_n and_o lightning_n all_o man_n shall_v arise_v from_o their_o grave_n except_v such_o as_o already_o be_v rise_v and_o at_o the_o summon_n of_o the_o archangel_n voice_n they_o shall_v appear_v before_o the_o judgement_n throne_n in_o the_o valley_n of_o josaphat_n but_o alas_o with_o what_o difference_n for_o the_o one_o sort_n shall_v arise_v with_o glorifed_a body_n cast_v forth_o ray_n of_o exceed_a light_n and_o the_o other_o in_o body_n or_o rather_o in_o carrion_n most_o hideous_a and_o loath_a some_o to_o behold_v 3._o consider_v the_o majesty_n where_o with_o the_o sovereign_a judge_n will_v appear_v environ_v with_o all_o the_o army_n of_o his_o angel_n and_o saint_n before_o he_o shall_v be_v bear_v triumphant_o his_o sacred_a cross_n shine_v much_o more_o bright_a than_o the_o sun_n a_o standard_n of_o grace_n to_o the_o good_a and_o of_o righour_n and_o terror_n to_o the_o wicked_a 4._o this_o sovereign_a judge_n by_o his_o redoubted_a commandment_n and_o which_o shall_v sudden_o and_o in_o a_o moment_n be_v put_v in_o execution_n shall_v separate_v the_o good_a from_o the_o bad_a place_v the_o one_o
their_o brutish_a affection_n behold_v how_o they_o be_v all_o without_o any_o repose_n wihout_v order_n and_o without_o contentment_n behold_v how_o they_o despise_v one_o another_o &_o love_v but_o only_o from_o the_o theeth_n outward_a in_o a_o word_n thou_o shall_v see_v a_o pitiful_a common_a wealth_n miserable_a tyrannize_v by_o this_o accurse_a king_n which_o may_v just_o move_v thy_o hart_n to_o compassion_n 2._o on_o the_o right_a side_n behold_v jesus_n christ_n crucify_v who_o with_o most_o hearty_a love_n pray_v for_o these_o poor_a people_n pofess_z of_o the_o devil_n that_o they_o may_v be_v free_v and_o deliver_v from_o that_o tirannical_a thraldom_n and_o call_v they_o meek_o and_o courteous_o unto_o he_o behold_v round_o about_o he_o a_o great_a troop_n of_o devout_a person_n every_o one_o in_o company_n of_o his_o holy_a angel_n behold_v the_o beauty_n of_o this_o kingdom_n of_o devotion_n o_o what_o a_o goodly_a sight_n be_v it_o to_o see_v this_o troop_n of_o virgin_n of_o man_n and_o woman_n white_a than_o the_o lily_n that_o assembly_n of_o widow_n full_a of_o holy_a mortification_n and_o humility_n behold_v the_o rank_n of_o diverse_a marry_a folk_n live_v so_o sweet_o together_o with_o mutual_a comfort_n which_o can_v not_o proceed_v but_o from_o heavenly_a charity_n consider_v how_o these_o devout_a soul_n accommodate_v the_o care_n of_o their_o exterior_a house_n with_o the_o care_n of_o the_o interior_a and_o the_o honest_a love_n of_o the_o husband_n with_o that_o of_o the_o celestial_a bridegroom_n behold_v they_o all_o universal_o and_o thou_o shall_v see_v in_o they_o all_o a_o sweet_a holy_a and_o amiable_a countenance_n all_o of_o they_o reverent_o give_v ear_n to_o our_o bless_a lord_n who_o every_o one_o will_v willing_o plant_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o his_o hart_n they_o be_v all_o full_a of_o joy_n but_o their_o joy_n be_v gracious_a charitable_a and_o well_o order_v they_o abound_v in_o love_n one_o towards_o another_o but_o their_o love_n be_v sacred_a pure_a and_o unspotted_a such_o as_o suffer_v affliction_n among_o this_o devout_a company_n nether_a torment_n nor_o trouble_v themselves_o nor_o lose_v their_o courage_n last_o behold_v those_o lovely_a eye_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n which_o sweet_o be_v cast_v upon_o they_o all_o to_o comfort_v they_o and_o how_o they_o altogether_o aspire_v unto_o he_o 3._o thou_o have_v already_o cast_v of_o satan_n with_o all_o his_o woeful_a and_o execrable_a troop_n by_o the_o good_a affection_n and_o resolution_n which_o through_o god_n grace_n thou_o have_v conceive_v notwithstanding_o thou_o be_v not_o yet_o arrive_v to_o the_o palace_n of_o thy_o king_n our_o lord_n jesus_n nor_o join_v with_o his_o bless_a court_n of_o devout_a soul_n but_o hitherto_o thou_o have_v always_o remain_v between_o the_o one_o and_o the_o other_o 4_o the_o bless_a virgin_n with_o s._n joseph_n s._n lewis_n s._n monica_n &_o a_o hundred_o thousand_o other_o saint_n which_o be_v in_o the_o squadron_n of_o those_o that_o live_v devout_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o world_n do_v invite_v and_o encourage_v thou_o 5._o the_o crucify_a king_n of_o glory_n himself_o call_v thou_o courteous_o by_o thy_o own_o name_n come_v my_o welbeloud_a come_v hither_o that_o i_o may_v crown_v thou_o election_n 1._o o_o vain_a world_n o_o abominable_a troop_n no_o you_o shall_v never_o more_o see_v i_o under_o your_o banner_n i_o have_v for_o ever_o leave_v of_o your_o foolery_n and_o vanity_n o_o execrable_a king_n of_o pride_n o_o curse_a king_n fiend_n of_o hell_n i_o renounce_v thou_o with_o all_o thy_o vain_a pomp_n i_o detest_v and_o defy_v thou_o with_o all_o thy_o work_n 2._o and_o humble_o turn_v myself_o unto_o thou_o my_o dear_a lord_n jesus_n king_n of_o felicity_n and_o eternal_a glory_n i_o embrace_v thou_o with_o all_o the_o force_n of_o my_o soul_n i_o adore_v thou_o with_o all_o my_o hart_n i_o choose_v thou_o now_o and_o ever_o for_o my_o king_n and_o for_o my_o only_a prince_n i_o offer_v up_o unto_o thou_o my_o inviolable_a fidelity_n i_o do_v homage_n irrevocable_o unto_o thy_o 〈◊〉_d majesty_n and_o submit_v myself_o whole_o to_o the_o obedience_n of_o thy_o holy_a law_n and_o ordinance_n 3._o o_o sacred_a â—…gin_n my_o dread_n and_o dear_a lady_n i_o choose_v thou_o for_o my_o advocate_n &_o my_o guide_n i_o render_v myself_o under_o thy_o colour_n i_o offer_v from_o henceforth_o a_o particular_a respect_n &_o reverence_n unto_o thy_o menâ—…rie_n 4._o o_o my_o good_a angel_n preâ—…_n 〈◊〉_d unto_o this_o glorious_a and_o sacred_a asseâ—…_n and_o abandom_n i_o not_o until_o i_o arrive_v to_o the_o society_n of_o this_o bless_a company_n with_o who_o i_o say_v from_o my_o hart_n &_o will_v say_v for_o ever_o live_v for_o ever_o my_o lord_n jesus_n live_v for_o ever_o my_o lord_n jesus_n pater_fw-la aue._n credo_fw-la how_o to_o make_v a_o general_a confession_n chapter_n 19_o 1._o hitherto_o my_o deer_n philotheus_n have_v i_o set_v down_o the_o meditation_n which_o i_o think_v requisite_a for_o our_o purpose_n and_o when_o thou_o have_v pass_v they_o over_o with_o diligence_n and_o devotion_n then_o go_v with_o a_o humble_a but_o yet_o courageous_a spirit_n to_o make_v thy_o general_a confession_n but_o â—_o pray_v thou_o suffer_v not_o thyself_o to_o be_v trouble_v with_o any_o kind_n of_o apprehension_n the_o scorpion_n be_v venomous_a in_o the_o wound_n which_o arise_v from_o his_o sting_n but_o himself_o be_v reduce_v into_o 〈◊〉_d become_v a_o fingular_a remedy_n agaiâ—…_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d own_o sting_a â—o_o sin_n be_v no_o 〈…〉_o full_a but_o when_o it_o be_v commâ—…ed_v but_o 〈…〉_o convert_v into_o confessioâ—…_n penaunâ—…â—ecometh_v wholesome_a &_o honourable_a 〈◊〉_d and_o confession_n be_v so_o precious_a 〈…〉_o sweet_a a_o smell_n that_o 〈…〉_o filth_n and_o disperse_v the_o 〈…〉_o of_o sin_n simon_n the_o leper_n judge_v mary_n magdalen_n to_o be_v a_o sinner_n and_o call_v she_o so_o but_o our_o merciful_a saviour_n deny_v it_o and_o speak_v no_o more_o of_o her_o sin_n but_o of_o the_o sweet_a perfume_n which_o she_o pour_v forth_o and_o of_o the_o greatness_n and_o odoriferous_a send_v of_o her_o inflame_a charity_n 2._o o_o my_o philotheus_n if_o we_o be_v true_o humble_a in_o our_o own_o eye_n and_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n our_o sin_n will_v displease_v we_o above_o all_o thing_n because_o god_n be_v high_o offend_v with_o they_o but_o the_o accusation_n of_o our_o sin_n will_v be_v sweet_a and_o pleasant_a unto_o we_o because_o god_n be_v great_o honour_v with_o it_o a_o kind_n of_o hart_n ease_n and_o a_o asswage_n of_o pain_n it_o be_v to_o have_v declare_v plain_o &_o sufficient_o the_o disease_n that_o torment_v we_o to_o a_o skilful_a physician_n that_o can_v cure_v us._n 3_o when_o thou_o come_v before_o thy_o ghostly_a father_n imagine_v thyself_o to_o be_v on_o the_o mount_n of_o caluary_n kneel_v right_o under_o the_o foot_n of_o jesus_n christ_n crucify_v from_o who_o distil_v his_o most_o precious_a blood_n on_o all_o side_n to_o bathe_v &_o wash_v thou_o from_o thy_o iniquity_n for_o although_o it_o be_v not_o the_o very_a blood_n of_o our_o saviour_n yet_o it_o be_v the_o merit_n and_o valour_n of_o his_o blood_n shed_v for_o we_o upon_o the_o cross_n which_o wash_v &_o water_v abundant_o the_o soul_n of_o the_o penitent_n in_o every_o confessionarie_n open_v then_o thy_o hart_n well_o to_o expel_v thy_o sin_n by_o virtue_n of_o confession_n for_o according_a to_o that_o measure_n in_o which_o they_o go_v out_o of_o thy_o soul_n will_v the_o grace_n of_o god_n enter_v in_o their_o room_n to_o fill_v thou_o brimful_a with_o his_o blessing_n 4._o but_o be_v sure_a to_o declare_v the_o state_n of_o thy_o soul_n and_o all_o thy_o sin_n simple_o plain_o and_o full_o satisfy_v thy_o conscience_n in_o this_o once_o for_o all_o thy_o life_n after_o and_o that_o do_v harken_v to_o the_o advertisment_n and_o ordonance_n of_o the_o servant_n of_o god_n to_o who_o thou_o confess_v and_o say_v with_o holy_a samuel_n in_o thy_o hart_n speak_v lord_n for_o thy_o servant_n hearkn_v unto_o thou_o yea_o my_o philotheus_n it_o be_v god_n who_o voice_n thou_o hear_v in_o that_o place_n for_o so_o say_v he_o unto_o his_o vicar_n he_o that_o hear_v you_o hear_v i_o 5._o after_o that_o take_v in_o hand_n this_o protestation_n follow_v which_o serve_v for_o a_o conclusion_n of_o all_o thy_o contrition_n ponder_v it_o well_o from_o the_o begin_n to_o the_o end_n and_o read_v it_o attentive_o and_o with_o the_o great_a feeling_n that_o possible_a thou_o can_v a_o authentical_a protestation_n serve_v to_o engrave_v in_o thy_o soul_n a_o firm_a resolution_n to_o serve_v god_n and_o to_o conclude_v the_o act_n of_o penance_n chap._n 20._o 1._o i_o wretched_a sinner_n here_o personal_o
content_v ourselves_o philotheus_n it_o be_v a_o overgreat_a honour_n for_o such_o silly_a earthworm_n as_o we_o be_v to_o be_v in_o his_o sight_n and_o presence_n a_o morning_n exercise_n chapter_n 10._o beside_o this_o main_a exercise_n of_o mental_a prayer_n and_o vocal_a which_o thou_o ough_v to_o perform_v once_o every_o day_n there_o be_v five_o other_o sort_n of_o short_a prayer_n which_o be_v as_o it_o be_v helpp_n and_o branch_n of_o the_o other_o principal_a exercise_n among_o which_o the_o first_o be_v that_o which_o we_o use_v to_o make_v every_o morning_n as_o a_o general_a preparation_n to_o all_o the_o work_n and_o action_n of_o the_o day_n which_o thou_o must_v make_v in_o this_o wise_a 1._o give_v thanck_n and_o adore_v god_n profound_o from_o thy_o hart_n for_o the_o favour_n that_o he_o have_v do_v thou_o in_o preserve_v thou_o the_o night_n pass_v from_o all_o kind_n of_o danger_n and_o if_o in_o that_o time_n thou_o have_v commit_v any_o sin_n crave_v pardon_n of_o he_o humble_o for_o it_o 2._o consider_v that_o this_o present_a day_n ensw_v be_v lend_v unto_o thou_o that_o in_o it_o thou_o may_v by_o live_v well_o gain_v the_o day_n that_o be_v to_o come_v of_o eternity_n in_o heaven_n and_o make_v a_o steadfast_a purpose_n to_o employ_v every_o part_n of_o this_o day_n to_o this_o intention_n â—…nour_n i_o consecrate_v this_o day_n follow_v &_o all_o the_o residue_n of_o my_o life_n then_o call_v upon_o our_o bless_a lady_n upon_o thy_o good_a angel_n and_o the_o saint_n thy_o protector_n to_o the_o end_n they_o may_v all_o assist_v thou_o this_o day_n with_o their_o intercession_n 5._o all_o these_o spiritual_a act_n and_o affection_n must_v be_v do_v brief_o and_o feelinglie_o before_o thou_o step_v out_o of_o thy_o chamber_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a that_o by_o this_o holy_a prevention_n all_o that_o thou_o be_v to_o do_v the_o whole_a day_n follow_v may_v be_v bedew_v and_o water_v with_o the_o blessing_n of_o god_n and_o i_o pray_v thou_o my_o philotheus_n never_o omit_v this_o exercise_n a_o exercise_n for_o evening_n and_o of_o the_o examination_n of_o our_o conscience_n before_o bed_n time_n chap._n 11._o 1._o as_o before_o thy_o corporal_a dinner_n in_o the_o morning_n thou_o must_v make_v a_o spiritual_a dinner_n for_o thy_o soul_n by_o meditation_n so_o likewise_o before_o thou_o give_v thy_o body_n his_o supper_n provide_v a_o little_a supper_n or_o at_o least_o wise_a a_o spiritual_a collation_n for_o thy_o soul_n gain_v then_o so_o much_o time_n from_o other_o affair_n a_o little_a before_o supper_n time_n as_o may_v suffice_v to_o prostrate_v thyself_o before_o god_n and_o to_o recollect_v thy_o spirit_n before_o thy_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n crucify_v who_o thou_o may_v represent_v unto_o thyself_o by_o a_o simple_a consideration_n &_o a_o inward_a view_n of_o thy_o mind_n kindle_v again_o the_o fire_n of_o thy_o morning_n meditation_n by_o a_o dozen_o of_o livelie_a aspiration_n humiliation_n &_o love_a glance_n upon_o this_o beautiful_a lord_n and_o saviour_n of_o thy_o soul_n or_o else_o by_o repeat_v the_o point_n of_o thy_o meditation_n in_o which_o thou_o felt_a most_v savour_n or_o by_o sture_v up_o thy_o devotion_n by_o some_o new_a spiritual_a object_n according_a to_o that_o which_o thou_o best_o like_v 2._o touch_v the_o examination_n of_o our_o conscience_n which_o must_v allway_o be_v do_v immediate_o before_o thou_o go_v to_o bed_n every_o one_o know_v how_o it_o be_v to_o be_v perform_v 1._o we_o give_v thanck_n to_o god_n for_o have_v preserve_v we_o the_o day_n past_a 2._o we_o examine_v careful_o how_o we_o have_v behave_v ourselves_o in_o every_o hour_n of_o the_o day_n and_o to_o do_v this_o more_o easy_o we_o must_v consider_v where_o with_o who_o in_o what_o &_o how_o long_o we_o have_v be_v employ_v 3._o if_o we_o find_v by_o our_o examination_n that_o we_o have_v do_v any_o good_a we_o must_v give_v god_n thanck_n therefore_o by_o who_o grace_n we_o do_v it_o and_o contrariwise_o if_o we_o find_v ourselves_o guilty_a of_o any_o evil_a in_o thought_n word_n or_o deed_n we_o must_v ask_v pardon_n of_o his_o infinite_a mercy_n with_o a_o true_a resolution_n and_o purpose_n to_o confess_v it_o at_o the_o first_o occasion_n and_o to_o amend_v it_o careful_o 4._o after_o this_o we_o commend_v unto_o his_o divine_a providence_n our_o soul_n and_o body_n the_o holy_a church_n our_o parent_n friend_n and_o country_n we_o pray_v unto_o our_o lady_n our_o angel_n guardian_n the_o saint_n our_o protector_n that_o they_o will_v watch_v over_o we_o and_o for_o we_o and_o so_o with_o the_o blessing_n of_o god_n we_o go_v to_o take_v that_o corporal_a rest_n which_o he_o have_v ordain_v requisite_a for_o us._n this_o exercise_n must_v never_o be_v forget_v no_o more_o than_o the_o other_o morning_n exercise_v before_o mention_v for_o by_o that_o of_o the_o morning_n thou_o open_v the_o window_n of_o thy_o soul_n to_o the_o sun_n of_o justice_n and_o by_o this_o of_o the_o evening_n thou_o shutte_v they_o wary_o against_o infernal_a darkness_n of_o the_o spiritual_a retire_n of_o the_o soul_n chapter_n 12._o it_o be_v in_o this_o place_n my_o deer_n philotheus_n that_o i_o most_o affectuous_o desire_v thou_o to_o follow_v my_o council_n for_o in_o this_o article_n consist_v one_o of_o the_o most_o assure_a mean_n of_o thy_o perpetual_a profit_n 1._o as_o often_o as_o thou_o can_v in_o the_o day_n time_n recall_v thy_o soul_n home_o to_o her_o withdraw_a chamber_n there_o to_o appear_v in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n by_o one_o of_o those_o four_o mean_n which_o we_o set_v down_o in_o the_o 2._o chapter_n of_o this_o 2._o part_n and_o consider_v what_o god_n do_v and_o what_o thou_o do_v and_o thou_o shall_v find_v his_o eye_n turn_v to_o thou_o ward_n and_o perpetuallie_o fasten_v upon_o thou_o by_o a_o incomparable_a love_n o_o my_o god_n may_v thou_o say_v wherefore_o do_v not_o i_o look_v always_o upon_o thou_o as_o thou_o always_o lookee_v upon_o i_o wherefore_o thinck_a thou_o so_o much_o upon_o i_o o_o my_o lord_n and_o wherefore_o think_v i_o so_o little_a upon_o thou_o where_o be_v we_o whether_o wander_v we_o o_o my_o soul_n our_o proper_a place_n be_v god_n himself_o and_o whether_o do_v we_o straggle_v and_o run_v abroad_o 2._o as_o bird_n have_v their_o nest_n upon_o tree_n to_o retire_v themselves_o unto_o when_o they_o stand_v in_o need_n &_o deer_n have_v bush_n &_o thicket_n to_o hide_v &_o shroud_v themselves_o &_o to_o take_v the_o coolness_n and_o shadow_n in_o the_o summer_n heat_n even_o so_o my_o philotheus_n shall_v our_o heart_n choose_v out_o every_o day_n some_o place_n either_o upon_o the_o mount_n of_o caluary_n or_o in_o the_o wound_n of_o our_o redeemer_n there_o to_o make_v our_o spiritual_a retreat_n at_o every_o occasion_n there_o to_o recreate_v &_o refresh_v ourselves_o amid_o the_o turmoil_v of_o exterior_a affair_n there_o to_o be_v as_o in_o a_o fortress_n to_o defend_v ourselves_o against_o the_o poursuit_n of_o ghostly_a tentation_n bless_a be_v that_o soul_n that_o can_v true_o &_o unfeigned_o say_v to_o god_n thou_o be_v my_o house_n of_o refuge_n my_o secure_a rampart_n my_o covert_n against_o rain_n and_o tempest_n &_o my_o shadow_n &_o shelter_v against_o heat_n 3._o remember_v then_o philotheus_n to_o make_v every_o day_n sundry_a retreat_n and_o retire_n into_o the_o solitary_a closet_n of_o thy_o hart_n while_o thou_o be_v outward_o busy_v in_o temporal_a affair_n &_o conversation_n for_o this_o mental_a or_o spiritual_a solitariness_n can_v be_v hinder_v by_o the_o company_n of_o such_o as_o be_v about_o thou_o for_o they_o be_v not_o about_o thy_o hart_n but_o about_o thy_o body_n thy_o hart_n for_o all_o their_o presence_n remain_v alone_o by_o itself_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n this_o be_v the_o retreat_n that_o king_n david_n make_v oftentimes_o admi_v so_o many_o occupation_n as_o the_o care_n of_o a_o kingdom_n bring_v with_o it_o so_o he_o signify_v in_o a_o thousand_o place_n of_o his_o psalm_n o_o lord_n for_o i_o i_o be_o always_o with_o there_o i_o he_o hold_v god_n always_o before_o i_o i_o have_v lift_v up_o my_o eye_n unto_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n that_o dwell_v in_o heave_v my_o eye_n be_v always_o towards_o god_n and_o again_o it_o be_v certain_a this_o inward_a retreat_n be_v not_o so_o hard_a to_o make_v many_o time_n a_o day_n since_o our_o conversation_n ordinary_o be_v not_o so_o important_a but_o one_o may_v sometime_o break_v they_o of_o &_o with_o draw_v his_o hart_n to_o retire_v it_o into_o this_o spiritual_a solitude_n when_o the_o father_n &_o mother_n of_o s._n catherine_n of_o sienna_n have_v take_v from_o her_o all_o commodity_n of_o place_n &_o opportunity_n of_o leisure_n to_o
s._n hierom_n have_v make_v in_o honour_n of_o holy_a paula_n for_o it_o be_v worthy_a the_o read_n to_o see_v how_o it_o be_v all_o as_o it_o be_v powder_v with_o sacred_a affect_n aspiration_n and_o devout_a conceit_n which_o that_o bless_a matron_n be_v wont_a to_o draw_v from_o all_o occasion_n and_o occurrence_n whatsoever_o well_o then_o in_o this_o exercise_n of_o spiritual_a retire_n iaculatorie_a prayer_n fervent_o dart_v from_o a_o inflame_a desire_n consist_v the_o great_a work_n of_o devotion_n this_o exercise_n may_v supply_v the_o want_n of_o all_o other_o prayer_n but_o the_o want_n of_o it_o can_v not_o almost_o be_v repair_v by_o any_o other_o exercise_n without_o it_o we_o can_v well_o lead_v a_o contemplative_a life_n and_o but_o bad_o perform_v the_o active_a life_n without_o it_o repose_n be_v but_o idleness_n and_o labour_n be_v but_o drudgery_n therefore_o i_o charge_v and_o conjure_v thou_o of_o all_o love_n to_o embrace_v this_o exercise_n from_o thy_o hart_n &_o never_o to_o omit_v it_o or_o leave_v it_o of_o how_o we_o ought_v to_o hear_v the_o holy_a mass_n chap._n 14._o 1._o hitherto_o i_o have_v not_o speak_v any_o thing_n of_o the_o bright_a sun_n of_o all_o spiritual_a exercise_n i_o mean_v the_o most_o holy_a dreadful_a &_o sovereign_a sacrifice_n and_o sacrament_n of_o the_o mass_n the_o very_a centre_n of_o christian_a religion_n the_o hart_n of_o devotion_n and_o soul_n of_o piety_n a_o unspeakable_a mystery_n which_o comprehend_v in_o it_o the_o bottomless_a depth_n of_o god_n charity_n and_o by_o which_o god_fw-we unite_n himself_o real_o unto_o we_o do_v most_o liberal_o communicate_v his_o grace_n and_o favour_n to_o our_o soul_n 2._o the_o prayer_n make_v in_o union_n of_o this_o divine_a sacrifice_n have_v a_o unspeakable_a force_n and_o efficacy_n so_o that_o the_o soul_n my_o philotheus_n by_o the_o aid_n hereof_o abound_v with_o heavenly_a favour_n as_o lean_v and_o repose_v upon_o her_o well-beloved_a who_o fill_v her_o hart_n brim_n full_a of_o odour_n and_o spiritual_a sweetness_n that_o she_o may_v be_v right_o resemble_v to_o a_o pillar_n of_o smoke_n proceed_v from_o aromatical_a wood_n from_o myrrh_n and_o incense_v and_o all_o the_o powder_n of_o sweet_a perfume_n as_o it_o be_v say_v in_o the_o canticle_n 3._o use_v then_o all_o diligence_n to_o assist_v every_o day_n at_o the_o holy_a mass_n that_o thou_o may_v joint_o with_o the_o priest_n offer_v up_o thy_o redeemer_n unto_o god_n his_o father_n for_o thyself_o and_o for_o all_o the_o church_n the_o angel_n of_o heaven_n as_o s._n john_n chrysostom_n say_v be_v always_o present_a in_o great_a number_n to_o honour_v this_o sacred_a mystery_n &_o we_o be_v present_a with_o they_o &_o assist_v with_o the_o same_o intention_n can_v but_o receive_v many_o excellent_a influence_n by_o such_o a_o society_n the_o two_o quire_n of_o the_o triumphant_a and_o militant_a church_n join_v themselves_o to_o our_o lord_n in_o this_o divine_a action_n with_o he_o in_o he_o &_o by_o he_o to_o ravishe_v the_o hart_n of_o god_n the_o father_n &_o to_o make_v we_o owner_n of_o his_o mercy_n o_o what_o felicity_n enjoy_v that_o soul_n that_o with_o so_o glorious_a a_o company_n contribute_v her_o devout_a affection_n for_o so_o precious_a and_o desire_v a_o good_a 4._o if_o upon_o some_o urgent_a necessity_n thou_o be_v force_v to_o be_v absent_a from_o the_o celebrate_n of_o this_o sovereign_a sacrifice_n at_o the_o least_o though_o thou_o can_v not_o be_v real_o present_a yet_o send_v thy_o hart_n and_o desire_n thither_o to_o assist_v there_o with_o a_o spiritual_a presence_n at_o some_o time_n then_o of_o the_o morning_n when_o thou_o forsee_v any_o impediment_n of_o hear_v mass_n go_v in_o spirit_n if_o otherwise_o thou_o can_v not_o into_o the_o church_n &_o there_o unite_v thy_o intention_n with_o the_o intention_n of_o all_o faithful_a christian_n &_o use_v the_o same_o interior_a action_n in_o the_o place_n where_o thou_o have_v thus_o retire_v thyself_o which_o thou_o will_v use_v if_o thou_o be_v real_o present_v in_o some_o church_n at_o the_o office_n of_o the_o holy_a mass_n 1._o now_o to_o hear_v either_o real_o or_o mentallie_o the_o holy_a mass_n as_o we_o ought_v first_o from_o the_o beginning_n until_o the_o priest_n go_v up_o to_o the_o altar_n prepare_v thyself_o with_o he_o which_o preparation_n consist_v in_o place_v thyself_o reverentlie_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n in_o acknowledge_v thy_o own_o unworthines_n and_o crave_v pardon_n for_o thy_o sin_n and_o offence_n 2._o from_o the_o time_n that_o the_o priest_n ascend_v to_o the_o altar_n until_o the_o gospel_n consider_v the_o advent_a or_o come_v of_o our_o saviour_n into_o this_o world_n and_o his_o life_n among_o we_o by_o a_o simple_a and_o general_a apprehension_n thereof_o 3._o from_o the_o gospel_n to_o the_o end_n of_o the_o creed_n consider_v the_o preach_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o protest_v that_o thou_o do_v purpose_n by_o his_o good_a grace_n to_o live_v and_o die_v in_o the_o faith_n and_o obedience_n of_o his_o holy_a word_n and_o in_o the_o unity_n of_o his_o catholic_a church_n 4._o from_o the_o creed_n unto_o the_o paternoster_n apply_v thy_o consideration_n hearty_o to_o the_o death_n and_o passion_n of_o our_o redeemer_n which_o be_v actuallie_o and_o essential_o represent_v in_o this_o holy_a sacrifice_n which_o with_o the_o priest_n and_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o faithful_a people_n thou_o shall_v offer_v up_o unto_o god_n the_o father_n for_o his_o eternal_a honour_n and_o thy_o own_o salvation_n 5._o from_o the_o pater_fw-la noster_fw-la unto_o the_o communion_n endeavour_n to_o produce_v a_o thousand_o fervent_a desire_n from_o thy_o hart_n wish_v ardent_o to_o be_v for_o ever_o join_v &_o unite_v to_o thy_o saviour_n through_o everlasting_a love_n 6._o from_o the_o communion_n until_o the_o end_n give_v thanck_n unto_o his_o divine_a majesty_n for_o his_o incarnation_n life_n death_n and_o passion_n and_o for_o the_o infinite_a love_n which_o he_o abundantlie_o witness_v unto_o we_o in_o this_o holy_a sacrifice_n suppliantlie_o beseech_v he_o for_o his_o own_o self_n sake_n to_o be_v merciful_a unto_o thou_o to_o thy_o parent_n and_o friend_n &_o to_o all_o the_o whole_a church_n and_o humble_v thyself_o from_o the_o bottom_n of_o thy_o hart_n receive_v with_o devotion_n the_o heavenly_a blessing_n which_o our_o lord_n give_v unto_o thou_o by_o the_o mean_n of_o the_o priest_n his_o lieutenant_n in_o this_o sacrifice_n but_o if_o thou_o purpose_v during_o the_o mass_n to_o make_v thy_o meditation_n upon_o the_o mystery_n which_o thou_o prosecute_a from_o day_n to_o day_n it_o will_v not_o then_o be_v needful_a that_o thou_o divert_v to_o make_v all_o these_o particular_a action_n and_o consideration_n but_o it_o will_v suffice_v that_o at_o the_o begin_n thou_o rectify_v thy_o intention_n to_o adore_v and_o offer_v up_o this_o heavenly_a sacrifice_n by_o the_o exercise_n of_o thy_o meditation_n for_o in_o all_o meditation_n be_v find_v the_o aforesaid_a action_n either_o expresselie_o or_o else_o virtuallie_o and_o equivalentlie_o of_o other_o public_a and_o common_a exercise_n chap._n 15._o 1._o beside_o all_o these_o exercise_n philotheus_n on_o holy_a day_n and_o sunday_n thou_o must_v be_v present_a at_o the_o ecclesiastical_a office_n of_o the_o morning_n hour_n and_o evensong_n so_o far_o forth_o as_o thy_o state_n and_o opportunity_n will_v permit_v for_o these_o day_n be_v dedicate_v unto_o god_n peculiarlie_o therefore_o in_o they_o thou_o must_v perform_v many_o more_o act_n of_o his_o honour_n and_o worship_n then_o upon_o other_o day_n so_o do_v thou_o shall_v feel_v a_o thousand_o diversity_n of_o pleasure_n in_o thy_o devotion_n as_o s._n austen_n do_v who_o confess_v of_o himself_o that_o when_o he_o assist_v at_o the_o churche-seruice_n in_o the_o begin_n of_o his_o conversion_n his_o hart_n do_v melt_v in_o sweet_a content_n and_o his_o eye_n over-flowed_n with_o tear_n of_o devotion_n and_o to_o say_v the_o verity_n once_o for_o all_o there_o be_v ever_o more_o comfort_n and_o merit_n to_o be_v gain_v at_o the_o public_a service_n of_o the_o church_n then_o in_o our_o other_o particular_a action_n god_n have_v so_o ordain_v that_o the_o community_n be_v prefer_v before_o all_o kind_n of_o particularity_n 2._o enter_v thyself_o willing_o into_o the_o devout_a confraternity_n which_o be_v institute_v in_o the_o place_n where_o thou_o dwell_v principal_o in_o those_o who_o exercise_n be_v of_o most_o fruit_n and_o edification_n so_o thou_o shall_v exercise_v a_o kind_n of_o obedience_n very_o acceptable_a unto_o almighty_a god_n for_o though_o these_o confraternity_n be_v not_o command_v yet_o be_v they_o commend_v by_o holly_n church_n which_o to_o witness_v how_o much_o she_o desire_v that_o many_o shall_v enroll_v themselves_o in_o such_o sodality_n give_v
holiness_n which_o be_v to_o be_v understand_v when_o such_o act_n be_v practise_v with_o excellent_a fervour_n of_o charity_n a_o addition_n to_o the_o former_a discourse_n about_o choice_n in_o the_o exercise_n of_o virtue_n chap_a 2._o 1._o saint_n augustin_n say_v excellent_o well_o that_o young_a beginner_n in_o devotion_n do_v commit_v certain_a fault_n which_o according_a to_o the_o rigour_n of_o perfect_a law_n be_v in_o very_a deed_n blame_v worthy_a and_o yet_o in_o these_o beginner_n be_v very_o commendable_a as_o token_n and_o presage_n of_o a_o future_a excellency_n in_o godliness_n to_o which_o these_o petty_a fault_n do_v serve_v as_o a_o kind_n of_o disposition_n that_o base_a and_o servile_a fear_n which_o engender_v excessive_a scruple_n in_o the_o soul_n of_o those_o that_o be_v new_o escape_v from_o the_o custom_n and_o thraldom_n of_o sin_n be_v a_o commendable_a virtue_n in_o beginner_n and_o a_o sure_a and_o certain_a sign_n of_o a_o future_a purity_n of_o conscience_n in_o they_o but_o the_o self_n same_o fear_n will_v be_v very_o reprehensible_a in_o those_o that_o have_v profit_v in_o good_a life_n and_o devotion_n in_o who_o heart_n that_o perfect_a love_n shall_v reign_v and_o predominate_v that_o by_o little_a and_o little_a drive_v this_o servile_a fear_n out_o of_o door_n but_o i_o call_v jesus_n to_o witness_v who_o she_o serve_v and_o who_o i_o desire_v to_o serve_v that_o i_o lie_v not_o either_o on_o the_o one_o side_n or_o on_o the_o other_o but_o do_v set_v down_o clear_o what_o she_o be_v as_o a_o christian_a write_v of_o a_o christian_a that_o be_v that_o write_v a_o history_n and_o not_o a_o panegyricall_a oration_n of_o her_o life_n and_o that_o her_o vice_n be_v the_o virtue_n of_o other_o his_o meaning_n be_v that_o the_o defect_n and_o imperfection_n of_o s._n paula_n will_v have_v bear_v the_o name_n and_o nature_n of_o virtue_n in_o a_o soul_n of_o less_o perfection_n as_o in_o very_a deed_n there_o be_v action_n which_o be_v deem_v imperfection_n in_o such_o as_o be_v perfect_a which_o not_o with_o stand_v will_v be_v esteem_v great_a perfection_n in_o those_o which_o yet_o be_v imperfect_a it_o be_v a_o good_a sign_n in_o a_o sick_a man_n when_o at_o the_o end_n of_o his_o sickness_n his_o leg_n do_v swell_v for_o it_o show_v that_o nature_n now_o strengthen_v cast_v out_o her_o superfluous_a humour_n but_o the_o very_a same_o sign_n be_v bad_a and_o ominous_a in_o he_o that_o be_v not_o sick_a at_o all_o for_o it_o betoken_v the_o weakness_n of_o nature_n not_o have_v force_n enough_o to_o dissolve_v and_o dissipate_v those_o corrupt_a and_o naughty_a humour_n 4._o my_o philotheus_n we_o must_v have_v always_o a_o good_a opinion_n and_o estimation_n of_o they_o in_o who_o we_o see_v the_o practice_n of_o virtue_n although_o exercise_v with_o some_o defect_n and_o imperfection_n since_o the_o great_a saint_n themselves_o have_v often_o time_n exercise_v they_o in_o such_o manner_n but_o for_o our_o own_o part_n we_o must_v procure_v to_o exercise_v our_o self_n in_o they_o not_o only_o diligent_o but_o discreet_o and_o for_o that_o end_n observe_v careful_o and_o faithful_o the_o advice_n and_o council_n of_o wise_a man_n not_o lean_v to_o our_o own_o prudence_n but_o to_o the_o skill_n and_o wisdom_n of_o such_o who_o god_n have_v give_v we_o for_o our_o conductour_n 5._o there_o be_v certain_a other_o perâ—…_n which_o many_o esteem_n and_o account_v virtue_n though_o in_o deed_n they_o be_v no_o virtue_n at_o all_o of_o which_o it_o be_v needful_a to_o speak_v a_o word_n or_o two_o i_o mean_v those_o perfection_n which_o be_v call_v ecstasy_n ravis_fw-la ment_n in_o spirit_n insensibility_n languishment_n or_o impossibility_n of_o exterior_a action_n deificall_a union_n elevation_n transformation_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o such_o like_a of_o which_o some_o book_n do_v treat_v promise_v to_o elevate_v and_o promote_v the_o soul_n to_o contemplation_n pure_o intellectual_a to_o the_o essential_a application_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o of_o the_o supereminent_a life_n of_o the_o soul_n mark_v i_o well_o what_o i_o say_v my_o philotheus_n these_o perfection_n be_v not_o virtue_n but_o rather_o reward_n and_o recompense_n that_o god_n give_v his_o servant_n in_o this_o life_n for_o their_o virtue_n or_o as_o it_o be_v scantling_n and_o list_n of_o the_o happiness_n of_o the_o life_n to_o come_v which_o sometime_o be_v present_v unto_o man_n to_o make_v they_o desire_v to_o buy_v the_o whole_a piece_n they_o self_n which_o be_v above_o in_o paradise_n we_o must_v not_o pretend_v to_o come_v unto-such_a high_a favour_n and_o grace_n since_o they_o be_v not_o any_o wise_a necessary_a to_o serve_v and_o love_n god_n well_o and_o true_o which_o shall_v be_v our_o chief_a and_o only_a pretence_n neither_o be_v they_o grace_v which_o may_v ordinary_o be_v obtain_v by_o our_o own_o travel_n or_o industry_n since_o they_o be_v rather_o passion_n than_o action_n which_o therefore_o we_o may_v well_o receive_v but_o work_v they_o or_o produce_v they_o in_o we_o we_o can_v not_o i_o add_v more_o over_o that_o we_o have_v not_o undertake_v any_o high_a matter_n then_o to_o make_v ourselves_o virtuous_a devout_a and_o good_a man_n and_o good_a woman_n and_o therefore_o it_o behove_v we_o to_o bestow_v all_o our_o endeavour_n to_o that_o end_n and_o if_o it_o please_v god_n to_o elevate_v &_o extol_v we_o to_o these_o angelical_a perfection_n we_o shall_v be_v then_o also_o good_a angel_n but_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n let_v we_o exercise_v ourselves_o simple_o humble_o and_o devout_o in_o these_o low_a humane_a virtue_n the_o conquest_n and_o gain_v of_o which_o our_o saviour_n have_v leave_v to_o our_o own_o power_n and_o diligence_n such_o as_o be_v the_o virtue_n of_o patience_n courtesy_n meekness_n mortification_n of_o our_o heart_n and_o will_n humility_n obedience_n poverty_n chastyty_n compassion_n towards_o our_o neighbour_n and_o bear_v with_o their_o imperfection_n diligence_n and_o holy_a fervour_n in_o fulfil_v the_o will_n of_o god_n let_v we_o leave_v these_o supereminence_n for_o superexcellent_a soul_n we_o merit_v not_o so_o high_a a_o place_n in_o god_n service_n it_o will_v be_v happiness_n for_o we_o to_o serve_v our_o god_n in_o his_o kitchen_n as_o they_o say_v or_o in_o his_o pantrie_n to_o be_v lackey_n porter_n torche-bearer_n groom_n of_o the_o chamber_n in_o his_o house_n it_o be_v his_o mercy_n and_o inestimable_a goodness_n only_o if_o afterward_o he_o please_v to_o remove_v we_o high_o to_o his_o closet_n and_o privy_a chamber_n or_o to_o be_v of_o his_o council_n yea_o my_o philotheus_n this_o must_v be_v the_o resignation_n of_o our_o hart_n for_o this_o king_n of_o glory_n do_v recompense_v his_o servant_n not_o according_a to_o the_o dignity_n of_o the_o office_n which_o they_o bear_v under_o he_o but_o according_a to_o the_o measure_n of_o the_o love_n and_o humility_n with_o which_o they_o execute_v they_o saul_n seek_v after_o his_o father_n ass_n find_v the_o crown_n and_o kingdom_n of_o israel_n rebecca_n by_o water_v abraham_n camel_n become_v the_o espouse_v of_o his_o son_n isaac_n ruth_n the_o moabitesse_n glean_v after_o the_o harvest_n man_n of_o boos_n and_o lie_v at_o his_o foot_n be_v exalt_v to_o lie_v by_o his_o side_n and_o make_v his_o wed_a wife_n sure_o the_o pretension_n and_o desire_n of_o such_o lofty_a extraordinary_a and_o admirable_a thing_n be_v obnoxious_a and_o subject_a unto_o illusion_n deceit_n and_o error_n and_o it_o chance_v oft_o time_n that_o these_o sublimate_v person_n that_o think_v themselves_o angel_n be_v scant_o so_o much_o as_o good_a man_n and_o that_o there_o be_v more_o excellence_n and_o sublimity_n in_o their_o word_n and_o rare_a term_n then_o feel_v and_o substance_n in_o their_o work_n and_o action_n yet_o must_v we_o not_o light_o dispraise_v or_o rash_o censure_v any_o thing_n but_o blessing_n god_n for_o the_o supereminence_n of_o other_o man_n rest_v our_o self_n humble_o in_o this_o low_a plain_a and_o easy_a way_n which_o be_v indeed_o more_o plain_a but_o yet_o more_o secure_a less_o excellent_a but_o yet_o more_o suitable_a to_o our_o insufficiency_n and_o weakness_n wherein_o if_o we_o converse_v humble_o and_o faithful_o god_n will_v lift_v we_o up_o to_o greatness_n great_a enough_o for_o our_o soul_n good_a of_o patience_n chapter_n 3._o 1._o patience_z be_v necessary_a for_o you_o that_o perform_v the_o will_n of_o god_n you_o may_v obtain_v the_o promise_n say_v the_o apostle_n yea_o for_o as_o our_o lord_n himself_o pronounce_v in_o your_o patience_n you_o shall_v possess_v your_o soul_n it_o be_v the_o happy_a thing_n that_o can_v befall_v to_o man_n philotheus_n to_o have_v his_o own_o soul_n in_o sure_a and_o secure_a possession_n and_o the_o more_o perfect_a that_o our_o patience_n be_v the_o
more_o secure_a be_v the_o possession_n of_o our_o soul_n we_o must_v endeavour_n then_o to_o perfect_v this_o virtue_n in_o we_o to_o the_o uttermost_a of_o our_o power_n call_v to_o mind_n continual_o that_o our_o bless_a redeemer_n fave_v we_o by_o suffer_v and_o endure_v and_o that_o we_o therefore_o in_o like_a manner_n must_v work_v our_o salvation_n by_o suffer_v affliction_n and_o endure_a injury_n and_o bear_v contradiction_n and_o displeasure_n with_o the_o great_a meekness_n that_o possible_a we_o can_v 2._o limit_v not_o thy_o patience_n to_o such_o and_o such_o kind_n of_o injury_n and_o affliction_n but_o extend_v it_o magnanimous_o and_o universal_o to_o all_o those_o that_o god_n shall_v send_v and_o suffer_v to_o befall_v thou_o there_o be_v some_o man_n that_o will_v suffer_v no_o tribulation_n but_o such_o as_o be_v honourable_a as_o for_o example_n to_o be_v wound_v in_o battle_n to_o be_v take_v prisoner_n in_o war_n to_o be_v persecute_v and_o ill_o handle_v for_o 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good_a &_o that_o in_o give_v light_n to_o other_o they_o shall_v consume_v themselves_o all_o this_o be_v a_o artificial_a kind_n of_o humility_n not_o only_o false_a but_o also_o malignant_a whereby_o one_o seek_v secret_o and_o subtle_o to_o blame_v the_o gift_n of_o god_n or_o at_o the_o least_o with_o the_o cloak_n of_o humility_n to_o cover_v the_o love_n of_o his_o own_o humour_n and_o slothfulness_n demand_n of_o god_n a_o sign_n either_o from_o heaven_n above_o or_o from_o the_o depth_n of_o the_o sea_n below_o say_v the_o prophet_n to_o unhappy_a achaz_n and_o he_o answer_v i_o will_v demand_v none_o neither_o will_v i_o tempt_v god_n o_o wicked_a man_n he_o will_v seem_v to_o bear_v great_a reverence_n to_o god_n and_o under_o colour_n of_o humility_n excuse_v himself_o from_o aspire_v to_o the_o grace_n which_o god_n goodness_n offer_v unto_o he_o but_o he_o understand_v not_o that_o when_o our_o lord_n offer_v we_o his_o grace_n it_o be_v pride_n to_o refuse_v they_o that_o the_o gift_n of_o god_n oblige_v we_o to_o receive_v they_o and_o that_o true_a humility_n be_v to_o obey_v and_o follow_v his_o will_n and_o desire_v the_o near_a we_o can_v but_o god_n desire_n be_v that_o we_o become_v perfect_a unite_n ourselves_o unto_o he_o and_o imitate_v he_o the_o best_a we_o can_v the_o proud_a man_n which_o trust_v in_o himself_o have_v just_a occasion_n if_o he_o know_v it_o to_o undertake_v take_v nothing_o but_o he_o that_o be_v humble_a be_v so_o much_o more_o courageous_a by_o how_o much_o more_o unable_a he_o acknowledge_v himself_o and_o according_a to_o the_o measure_n that_o he_o measure_v his_o own_o frailty_n his_o boldness_n in_o god_n increase_v for_o all_o his_o trust_n be_v in_o god_n and_o god_n he_o know_v delight_v to_o exalt_v his_o omnipotency_n in_o our_o infirmity_n and_o to_o magnify_v his_o mercy_n by_o our_o misery_n we_o must_v then_o humble_o and_o holy_o dare_v and_o undertake_v what_o soever_o be_v judge_v fit_a and_o convenient_a to_o our_o spiritual_a advancement_n by_o they_o that_o have_v the_o guide_n of_o our_o soul_n 7._o to_o think_v one_o know_v that_o which_o he_o know_v not_o be_v a_o express_a folly_n to_o play_v the_o learned_a man_n in_o that_o in_o which_o it_o be_v manifest_a we_o have_v no_o skill_n nor_o experience_n be_v a_o intolerable_a vanity_n for_o my_o part_n i_o will_v not_o take_v upon_o i_o a_o learned_a man_n person_n even_o in_o thing_n which_o i_o be_v certain_a that_o i_o know_v well_o enough_o as_o contrariwise_o i_o will_v not_o counterfeit_v myself_o altogether_o ignorant_a when_o charity_n require_v we_o must_v ready_o and_o sweet_o communicate_v to_o our_o neighbour_n not_o only_o that_o which_o be_v necessary_a for_o his_o instruction_n but_o withal_o that_o which_o be_v profitable_a for_o his_o consolation_n for_o humility_n which_o hide_v and_o conceal_v virtue_n to_o conserve_v they_o in_o their_o purity_n do_v nevertheless_o discover_v they_o and_o make_v they_o show_v themselves_o when_o charity_n command_v to_o increase_v and_o perfect_v they_o wherein_o she_o resemble_v a_o tree_n in_o the_o isle_n of_o tylos_n which_o all_o night_n long_o lock_v and_o enclose_v up_o her_o fair_a carnation_n flower_n and_o do_v not_o open_v they_o but_o at_o the_o rise_n of_o the_o sun_n so_o that_o the_o inhabitant_n of_o the_o country_n do_v say_v that_o these_o flower_n do_v sleep_v by_o night_n for_o even_o so_o humility_n cover_v and_o hide_v all_o our_o virtue_n and_o humane_a perfection_n and_o let_v they_o not_o be_v see_v abroad_o but_o when_o charity_n command_v and_o charity_n be_v a_o virtue_n not_o humane_a but_o heavenly_a not_o moral_a but_o divine_a be_v the_o very_a true_a sun_n of_o all_o other_o virtue_n upon_o which_o she_o must_v therefore_o ever_o predominate_a so_o that_o humility_n which_o be_v preiudicious_a to_o charity_n be_v without_o all_o doubt_n false_a humility_n 8._o i_o will_v neither_o counterfeit_v a_o fool_n nor_o a_o wiseman_n for_o if_o humility_n forbid_v i_o to_o counterfeit_v myself_o wise_a simplicity_n and_o plainness_n forbid_v i_o likewise_o to_o counterfeit_v myself_o a_o fool_n for_o as_o vanity_n and_o pride_n be_v contrary_a to_o humility_n so_o be_v affectation_n and_o dissemble_a contrary_n to_o simplicity_n and_o plain-dealing_a and_o if_o some_o great_a seruamt_n of_o god_n have_v make_v as_o if_o they_o have_v be_v fool_n to_o render_v themselves_o more_o abject_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o world_n we_o must_v admire_v they_o and_o not_o imitate_v they_o for_o they_o have_v motive_n that_o induce_v they_o to_o this_o excess_n which_o be_v so_o peculiar_a unto_o they_o &_o extraordinary_a that_o no_o man_n ought_v from_o thence_o to_o infer_v any_o consequence_n for_o himself_o as_o for_o david_n when_o he_o dance_v before_o the_o ark_n of_o the_o testament_n with_o some_o more_o demonstration_n of_o mirth_n than_o seem_v to_o beseem_v the_o majesty_n of_o a_o king_n he_o do_v it_o not_o as_o counterfeit_v any_o foolish_a mirth_n but_o simple_o and_o plain_o use_v he_o these_o exterior_a motion_n conformable_a to_o the_o extraordinary_a gladness_n which_o he_o feel_v in_o his_o hart_n true_a it_o be_v that_o when_o michol_n his_o wife_n up_o braid_v he_o for_o this_o fact_n as_o to_o base_a and_o fond_a for_o a_o king_n he_o be_v never_o a_o whit_n sorry_a to_o see_v himself_o despise_v but_o persevere_v in_o the_o true_a and_o sincere_a representation_n of_o the_o joy_n which_o he_o have_v conceive_v in_o his_o soul_n he_o protest_v that_o he_o be_v likewise_o glad_a to_o receive_v a_o little_a shame_n for_o the_o love_n of_o his_o god_n and_o consequent_o i_o say_v that_o if_o for_o act_n of_o true_a and_o profound_a devotion_n thou_o be_v esteem_v simple_a abject_a and_o base-minded_a humility_n will_v make_v thou_o rejoice_v at_o this_o happy_a shame_n the_o cause_n whereof_o be_v not_o in_o thou_o but_o in_o they_o that_o lie_v it_o upon_o thou_o that_o humility_n make_v we_o love_v our_o own_o debasement_n and_o abjection_n chapter_n 6._o 1._o i_o pass_v far_o philotheae_n to_o tell_v thou_o that_o above_o all_o thing_n thou_o love_v thy_o own_o abjection_n but_o thou_o will_v ask_v i_o what_o it_o be_v to_o love_v our_o own_o abjection_n in_o latin_a abjection_n be_v all_o one_o with_o humility_n and_o humility_n with_o abjection_n for_o so_o when_o our_o lady_n in_o her_o sacred_a hymn_n say_v that_o all_o generation_n shall_v term_v her_o bless_a because_o god_n have_v see_v the_o humility_n of_o his_o handmaid_n her_o meaning_n be_v that_o our_o lord_n behold_v with_o great_a love_n her_o abjection_n her_o baseness_n and_o lowness_n to_o endow_v she_o with_o favour_n &_o inestimable_a grace_n yet_o there_o be_v great_a difference_n between_o the_o virtue_n of_o humility_n and_o abjection_n for_o abjection_n be_v the_o litlenes_n baseness_n poorne_n &_o the_o nothing_o that_o be_v in_o we_o of_o our_o own_o self_n we_o not_o know_v nor_o consider_v it_o but_o as_o for_o the_o virtue_n of_o humility_n it_o be_v a_o true_a feel_a knowledge_n and_o voluntary_a acknowledgement_n of_o our_o abjection_n and_o vileness_n 2._o but_o the_o principal_a point_n of_o humility_n consist_v not_o only_o in_o this_o willing_a acknowledgement_n of_o our_o abjection_n but_o to_o love_v it_o and_o take_v a_o delight_n and_o contentment_n in_o it_o not_o for_o want_v of_o courage_n or_o magnanimity_n but_o to_o extol_v so_o much_o the_o more_o the_o divine_a majesty_n and_o to_o esteem_v much_o better_a of_o our_o neighbour_n in_o comparison_n of_o ourselves_o this_o point_n be_v that_o which_o i_o exhort_v thou_o to_o insist_v in_o most_o of_o all_o and_o that_o thou_o may_v the_o better_o understand_v and_o conceive_v it_o consider_v that_o among_o the_o affliction_n and_o trouble_n which_o we_o suffer_v in_o this_o life_n some_o of_o they_o be_v base_a contemptible_a and_o abject_a other_o be_v honourable_a and_o glorious_a and_o many_o apply_v themselves_o willing_o to_o honourable_a tribulation_n but_o scarce_o any_o at_o all_o will_v abide_v those_o that_o be_v abject_a &_o ignominious_a so_o a_o devout_a hermit_n all_o ragged_a and_o shiver_v for_o cold_a every_o body_n honour_v his_o tear_a habit_n take_v compassion_n of_o that_o which_o he_o endure_v but_o if_o a_o poor_a tradeseman_n a_o decay_a gentleman_n or_o a_o poor_a gentlewoman_n be_v in_o the_o same_o case_n man_n despise_v and_o mock_v they_o and_o so_o thou_o see_v how_o their_o poverty_n be_v abject_a and_o ignominious_a a_o religious_a man_n receave_v devout_o a_o rigorous_a reprehension_n of_o his_o superior_a and_o a_o child_n of_o his_o father_n and_o all_o man_n count_v it_o and_o call_v it_o mortification_n obedience_n and_o good_a manner_n but_o let_v a_o knight_n or_o some_o great_a lady_n suffer_v the_o like_a of_o another_o
meditation_n and_o real_o by_o holy_a communion_n for_o as_o they_o that_o lie_v upon_o the_o herb_n agnus_n castus_fw-la become_v themselves_o chaste_a so_o thou_o rest_v and_o repose_v thy_o hart_n in_o and_o upon_o god_n who_o be_v the_o true_a chaste_a and_o immaculate_a lamb_n thou_o shall_v soon_o perceive_v thy_o soul_n cleanse_v from_o all_o kind_n of_o lasciviousness_n of_o povertitie_n of_o spirit_n to_o be_v observe_v in_o riches_n chap._n 14._o 1._o bless_a be_v the_o poor_a in_o spirit_n for_o they_o be_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n accurse_a then_o be_v the_o scotfree_a in_o spirit_n for_o the_o misery_n of_o hell_n be_v for_o they_o i_o call_v he_o rich_a in_o spirit_n who_o have_v riches_n in_o his_o spirit_n or_o rather_o have_v his_o spirit_n whole_o busy_v and_o bury_v in_o his_o riches_n the_o alcyon_n make_v their_o nest_n no_o big_a than_o the_o palm_n of_o a_o hand_n and_o leave_v but_o one_o little_a hole_n in_o they_o on_o the_o upper_a side_n then_o do_v they_o place_v they_o upon_o the_o edge_n of_o the_o seashore_n and_o frame_v it_o so_o firm_a and_o sound_a in_o all_o part_n that_o when_o the_o wave_n do_v chance_n to_o hoist_v themselves_o up_o yet_o the_o water_n can_v never_o get_v in_o but_o they_o remain_v float_v above_o the_o wave_n have_v always_o as_o it_o be_v the_o upper_a hand_n of_o the_o sea_n even_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o sea_n thy_o hart_n dear_a philotheus_n must_v be_v in_o the_o self_n same_o manner_n open_v only_o to_o heaven-ward_o and_o impenetrable_a never_o geve_v place_n to_o riches_n &_o transitory_a good_n with_o which_o if_o thou_o chance_v to_o abound_v yet_o keep_v thy_o hart_n free_a from_o dote_v on_o they_o with_o too_o much_o affection_n let_v it_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o great_a wealth_n be_v always_o master_n of_o thy_o wealth_n above_o thy_o riches_n not_o beneath_o frank_a and_o free_a out_o of_o they_o not_o entangle_v in_o they_o no_o no_o lodge_v not_o this_o celestial_a spirit_n of_o thou_o in_o these_o base_a earthly_a good_n let_v it_o be_v always_o over_o they_o never_o in_o they_o 2._o there_o be_v great_a difference_n betwixt_o have_v poison_n and_o be_v poison_v all_o apothecary_n almost_o have_v poison_n to_o use_v at_o diverse_a occasion_n but_o they_o be_v not_o for_o all_o that_o empoison_v because_o they_o have_v not_o poison_v in_o their_o body_n but_o in_o their_o shop_n even_o so_o thou_o may_v have_v riches_n without_o be_v empoison_v at_o all_o with_o they_o if_o thou_o keep_v they_o in_o thy_o bag_n or_o in_o thy_o house_n and_o not_o in_o thy_o hart_n to_o be_v scotfree_a in_o deed_n and_o poor_a in_o thought_n and_o desire_v be_v the_o great_a felicity_n of_o a_o christian_a for_o he_o have_v by_o that_o mean_n the_o commodity_n of_o riches_n for_o this_o world_n and_o the_o merit_n of_o poverty_n for_o the_o world_n to_o come_v 3._o ah_o philotheus_n no_o man_n will_v confess_v himself_o to_o be_v covetous_a every_o one_o contemn_v in_o word_n that_o baseness_n and_o vileness_n of_o hart_n they_o lay_v their_o excuse_n upon_o the_o great_a charge_n of_o child_n which_o urge_v they_o upon_o the_o rule_n of_o wisdom_n which_o require_v that_o man_n shall_v diligent_o lay_v up_o mean_n to_o live_v they_o never_o have_v too_o much_o some_o necessity_n be_v always_o find_v out_o to_o get_v more_o nay_o the_o most_o covetous_a wretch_n of_o all_o will_v not_o only_o not_o confess_v himself_o to_o be_v such_o but_o thinck_v in_o his_o conscience_n he_o be_v not_o covetous_a no_o forsooth_o be_v he_o not_o for_o covetousness_n be_v a_o monstruous_a ague_n which_o make_v itself_o so_o much_o more_o insensible_a by_o how_o much_o more_o violent_a and_o burn_a it_o be_v moses_n see_v that_o holy_a fire_n which_o burn_v in_o the_o bush_n and_o yet_o consume_v it_o not_o at_o all_o but_o this_o profane_a fire_n consume_v and_o devour_v the_o covetous_a person_n and_o yet_o burn_v he_o not_o nay_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o his_o heat_n and_o ardour_n he_o boast_v of_o the_o cool_v refresh_v air_n that_o hart_n can_v wish_v and_o esteem_v his_o insatiable_a and_o unquencheable_a drought_n to_o be_v a_o natural_a and_o delectable_a thirst_n 4._o if_o thou_o desire_v long_o ardent_o and_o unquietlie_o the_o riches_n which_o thou_o have_v not_o it_o be_v but_o a_o jest_n to_o say_v that_o thou_o desire_v not_o to_o come_v by_o they_o unlawfullie_o neither_o do_v thou_o leave_v to_o be_v covetous_a for_o all_o that_o he_o that_o desire_v a_o long_a time_n with_o burn_a thirst_n and_o unquiet_a wish_n to_o drink_v albeit_o he_o desire_v cold_a water_n only_o yet_o he_o give_v sufficient_a witness_n that_o he_o be_v content_a which_o we_o show_v for_o the_o loss_n 8._o desire_v not_o then_o with_o a_o full_a deliberate_a and_o earnest_a desire_n the_o wealth_n and_o commodity_n which_o thou_o have_v not_o and_o settle_v not_o thy_o hart_n upon_o that_o which_o already_o thou_o have_v discomfort_n not_o thyself_o for_o the_o loss_n which_o befall_v thou_o and_o then_o thou_o shall_v have_v some_o reason_n to_o say_v and_o believe_v that_o be_v rich_a in_o effect_n thou_o be_v not_o withstand_v poor_a in_o affection_n that_o thou_o be_v in_o deed_n poor_a in_o spirit_n and_o consequent_o that_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n appertain_v unto_o thou_o how_o to_o practice_v true_a and_o real_a poverty_n remain_v not_o withstand_v real_o scotfree_a chapter_n 15._o 1._o the_o painter_n parrhasius_n represent_v in_o his_o picture_n the_o people_n of_o athens_n by_o a_o most_o witty_a invention_n paint_v out_o their_o diverse_a and_o variable_a humour_n choleric_a unjust_a unconstant_a uncourteous_a merciful_a high-minded_a proud_a humble_a and_o cowardly_a and_o all_o this_o together_o but_o i_o my_o dear_a philotheus_n will_v do_v more_o than_o all_o this_o for_o i_o will_v put_v into_o thy_o hart_n riches_n and_o poverty_n both_o at_o once_o a_o great_a care_n and_o a_o great_a contempt_n of_o temporal_a affair_n 2._o take_v much_o more_o care_n to_o make_v thy_o temporal_a good_n profitable_a and_o gainful_a then_o worldly_a man_n do_v tell_v i_o the_o gardiner_n of_o great_a prince_n be_v they_o not_o more_o curious_a and_o diligent_a to_o deck_v and_o trim_a up_o the_o garden_n they_o have_v commend_v to_o they_o in_o charge_n then_o if_o they_o be_v their_o own_o in_o propriety_n and_o what_o be_v the_o reason_n thereof_o because_o without_o doubt_n they_o consider_v those_o garden_n as_o king_n and_o prince_n garden_n unto_o who_o they_o desire_v to_o make_v themselves_o acceptable_a by_o their_o good_a service_n my_o philotheus_n the_o wealth_n and_o possession_n which_o we_o have_v be_v none_o of_o we_o god_n have_v commit_v they_o unto_o our_o charge_n to_o cultivate_v they_o and_o his_o will_n be_v that_o we_o make_v they_o profitable_a and_o gainful_a and_o therefore_o we_o do_v he_o good_a service_n when_o we_o take_v care_n of_o they_o but_o this_o care_n must_v be_v in_o we_o great_a &_o constant_a than_o worldling_n have_v of_o their_o riches_n for_o their_o labour_n be_v for_o the_o love_n of_o themselves_o and_o we_o must_v be_v for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n now_o as_o self-love_n be_v violent_a trouble_v some_o and_o hasty_a so_o the_o care_n that_o we_o take_v to_o satisfy_v this_o self-love_n be_v full_a of_o vexation_n of_o anguish_n and_o disquiet_v and_o as_o the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v sweet_a peaceable_a and_o quiet_a so_o the_o care_n which_o proceed_v from_o it_o although_o it_o be_v even_o about_o worldly_a good_n be_v both_o amiable_a sweet_a and_o gracious_a let_v we_o then_o have_v this_o gracious_a care_n of_o preserve_v yea_o and_o of_o increase_a our_o temporal_a commodity_n whensoever_o any_o just_a occasion_n shall_v present_v itself_o and_o so_o far_o forth_o as_o our_o estate_n and_o condition_n require_v for_o god_n will_v that_o we_o do_v so_o for_o the_o love_n of_o he_o 3._o but_o take_v heed_n that_o self_n love_v deceive_v thou_o not_o for_o sometime_n it_o counterfeit_v so_o crafty_o the_o love_n of_o god_n that_o thou_o will_v very_o think_v it_o be_v the_o same_o now_o that_o it_o deceive_v thou_o not_o and_o that_o this_o care_n of_o thy_o temporal_a good_n turn_v not_o into_o secret_a avarice_n over_o and_o above_o that_o which_o i_o say_v in_o the_o chapter_n go_v before_o we_o must_v very_o often_o practice_v a_o true_a real_a and_o actual_a poverty_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o the_o riches_n and_o wealth_n that_o god_n have_v give_v us._n 4._o always_o then_o abandon_v some_o part_n of_o thy_o good_n bestow_v it_o upon_o the_o poor_a with_o a_o willing_a hart_n for_o to_o give_v away_o that_o which_o one_o have_v be_v to_o impoverish_v himself_o willing_a lie_n and_o the_o more_o one_o give_v the_o more_o
the_o walnutte_n tree_n endamage_v the_o vine_n and_o field_n where_o it_o be_v plant_v for_o be_v so_o great_a a_o tronk_fw-mi it_o draw_v all_o the_o fat_a &_o sap_n of_o the_o ground_n where_o it_o grow_v and_o make_v it_o afterward_o unable_a to_o nourish_v other_o plant_n the_o leave_v thereof_o be_v so_o stuff_v together_o that_o they_o make_v too_o large_a and_o thick_a a_o shadow_n and_o allure_v traveller_n unto_o it_o who_o to_o beat_v down_o the_o nut_n spoil_n &_o tread_v down_o all_o round_a about_o it_o these_o wanton_a love_n do_v the_o very_a same_o harm_n to_o the_o soul_n for_o they_o do_v whole_o possess_v the_o soul_n &_o so_o vehement_o draw_v all_o the_o other_o motion_n unto_o it_o that_o she_o be_v not_o able_a to_o employ_v her_o power_n in_o any_o other_o good_a work_n their_o entertainment_n communication_n parley_n and_o amorous_a toy_n be_v so_o frequent_a that_o all_o their_o golden_a time_n all_o their_o good_a leisure_n be_v spend_v in_o they_o &_o 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separation_n that_o be_v most_o necessary_a for_o our_o soul_n 4._o no_o man_n can_v deny_v but_o that_o our_o bless_a lord_n with_o a_o more_o sweet_a tender_a &_o particular_a amity_n love_v s._n john_n lazarus_n martha_n and_o magdalen_n than_o he_o do_v other_o of_o his_o friend_n and_o acquaintance_n for_o the_o scripture_n testify_v so_o much_o all_o man_n know_v that_o s._n peter_n tender_o love_a s._n mark_n &_o s._n petronilla_n &_o s._n paul_n his_o timothee_n &_o s._n tecla_n s._n gregory_n nazianzen_n boast_v a_o hundred_o time_n of_o the_o incomparable_a friendship_n which_o he_o have_v with_o s._n basil_n the_o great_a &_o describe_v it_o in_o this_o manner_n it_o seem_v that_o in_o either_o of_o we_o there_o be_v but_o one_o soul_n dwell_v in_o two_o body_n for_o although_o you_o must_v not_o believe_v those_o philosopher_n who_o say_v that_o all_o thing_n be_v in_o every_o thing_n yet_o of_o we_o two_o you_o may_v believe_v that_o we_o be_v both_o of_o we_o in_o each_o 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pretext_n so_o ever_o it_o be_v make_v only_o in_o this_o case_n it_o make_v no_o matter_n to_o be_v uncourteous_a and_o unmannerly_a 3._o remember_v that_o thou_o have_v vow_v thy_o hart_n to_o god_n and_o sacrifice_v all_o thy_o love_n to_o he_o it_o shall_v then_o be_v sacrilege_n to_o take_v one_o dram_n thereof_o from_o he_o rather_o offer_v it_o again_o &_o again_o unto_o he_o by_o a_o thousand_o hearty_a resolution_n &_o protestation_n and_o keep_v thyself_o close_a within_o they_o as_o dear_a within_o their_o thicket_n call_v upon_o god_n he_o will_v help_v thou_o his_o love_n will_v take_v thou_o into_o his_o protection_n that_o thy_o love_n may_v live_v for_o he_o only_o 4._o but_o if_o thou_o be_v already_o ensnare_v in_o the_o net_n of_o these_o foolish_a love_n o_o god_n what_o difficulty_n will_v it_o be_v to_o shift_v thyself_o out_o present_v thyself_o before_o the_o divine_a majesty_n acknowledge_v in_o his_o presence_n the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o misery_n frailty_n and_o vanity_n then_o with_o the_o great_a force_n that_o thy_o hart_n be_v able_a to_o make_v detest_v these_o love_n which_o thou_o have_v begunn_v abjure_v the_o vain_a profession_n which_o thou_o have_v make_v of_o they_o renounce_v all_o the_o promise_v make_v or_o receive_v and_o with_o a_o firm_a and_o resolute_a will_n determine_v in_o thy_o hart_n and_o resolve_v thyself_o never_o any_o more_o to_o enter_v into_o these_o fond_a disport_n and_o toyish_a entertainment_n of_o wanton_a love_n 5._o if_o thou_o can_v withdraw_v thyself_o from_o the_o object_n it_o be_v a_o excellent_a remedy_n for_o as_o they_o that_o have_v be_v bite_v by_o serpent_n can_v easy_o be_v cure_v in_o the_o presence_n of_o they_o which_o have_v be_v other_o time_n hurt_v with_o the_o same_o bite_n so_o the_o person_n which_o be_v bit_n with_o love_n shall_v have_v much_o a_o do_v to_o be_v heal_v of_o this_o passion_n so_o long_o as_o he_o be_v nigh_o the_o other_o which_o be_v hurt_v with_o the_o same_o sting_n change_n of_o place_n be_v a_o sovereign_a remedy_n to_o appease_v and_o allay_v the_o torment_a heat_n of_o grief_n and_o love_n the_o boy_n of_o who_o s._n ambrose_n speak_v in_o his_o second_o book_n of_o penance_n have_v make_v a_o long_a voyage_n return_v altogether_o free_v and_o deliver_v from_o his_o foolish_a love_n in_o which_o he_o be_v before_o entangle_v and_o become_v so_o change_v that_o his_o fond_a sweet_a hart_n meet_v he_o and_o say_v know_v thou_o not_o i_o i_o be_o the_o same_o that_o i_o be_v i_o marry_v answer_v he_o but_o i_o be_o not_o the_o same_o that_o i_o be_v his_o absence_n have_v bring_v he_o to_o this_o fortunate_a mutation_n and_o saint_n augustin_n witness_v that_o to_o mitigate_v the_o grief_n which_o he_o suffer_v for_o the_o death_n of_o his_o friend_n he_o withdraw_v himself_o from_o tagasta_n where_o his_o friend_n die_v and_o come_v to_o carthage_n 6._o but_o he_o that_o can_v withdraw_v he_o self_n what_o must_v he_o do_v he_o must_v absolute_o cut_v off_o all_o particular_a conversation_n all_o secret_a familiarity_n all_o amiable_a glance_n of_o the_o eye_n all_o dalli_a smile_n and_o general_o all_o sort_n of_o communication_n and_o bait_n or_o enticement_n which_o may_v nourish_v this_o sulphurous_a &_o smoky_a fire_n or_o at_o least_o if_o he_o be_v force_v to_o speak_v and_o talk_v with_o the_o party_n let_v he_o in_o a_o round_a rough_a and_o resolute_a protestation_n declare_v the_o eternal_a and_o irrevocable_a divorcement_n that_o be_v for_o ever_o swear_v between_o they_o i_o cry_v as_o loud_o as_o i_o can_v to_o every_o one_o that_o be_v fall_v into_o this_o miserable_a thraldom_n of_o wanton_a love_n that_o he_o cut_n break_v and_o rend_v they_o asunder_o and_o not_o stand_v dream_v to_o unrippe_v or_o unsewe_v these_o foolish_a amity_n they_o must_v cut_v and_o not_o stand_v to_o unloose_v the_o knot_n break_v they_o i_o say_v or_o cut_v they_o because_o cord_n and_o string_n be_v nothing_o worth_a one_o must_v not_o be_v spare_v or_o courteous_a towards_o a_o love_n which_o be_v so_o contrary_a to_o the_o love_n of_o god_n 7._o but_o when_o i_o have_v break_v the_o chain_n of_o this_o infamous_a bondage_n there_o will_v yet_o remain_v unto_o i_o some_o scar_n some_o mark_n and_o print_n of_o the_o slavish_a chain_n and_o shackle_n wherewith_o i_o be_v bind_v they_o will_v stick_v still_o imprint_v in_o my_o foot_n that_o be_v in_o my_o affection_n no_o my_o philotheus_n care_v not_o they_o will_v not_o remain_v long_o if_o thou_o conceive_v as_o great_a a_o detestation_n of_o thy_o sin_n as_o it_o deserve_v for_o so_o thou_o shall_v never_o be_v shake_v with_o any_o motion_n but_o only_o this_o motion_n of_o a_o extreme_a horror_n of_o this_o infamous_a love_n and_o of_o all_o thing_n that_o depend_v of_o it_o and_o thou_o shall_v remain_v free_a from_o all_o other_o affection_n to_o the_o object_n which_o thou_o have_v abandon_v save_v only_o the_o affection_n of_o charity_n pure_o for_o god_n cause_n but_o if_o for_o the_o imperfection_n of_o thy_o repentance_n there_o shall_v yet_o remain_v in_o thy_o soul_n any_o naughty_a inclination_n procure_v for_o thy_o soul_n a_o solitary_a ermitage_n as_o before_o i_o have_v teach_v thou_o and_o retire_v thyself_o thither_o the_o often_o that_n thou_o can_v and_o by_o a_o thousand_o iterate_a resolution_n of_o spirit_n renounce_v all_o thy_o bad_a inclination_n reject_v they_o with_o all_o thy_o force_n read_v holy_a book_n more_o than_o thou_o be_v wont_v go_v to_o confession_n often_o &_o communicate_v more_o frequent_o confer_v humble_o and_o plain_o all_o thy_o suggestion_n and_o temptation_n which_o arrive_v unto_o thy_o soul_n in_o this_o behalf_n with_o thy_o spiritual_a master_n if_o thou_o can_v or_o at_o least_o with_o some_o faithful_a and_o prudent_a friend_n and_o doubt_v not_o but_o god_n will_v set_v thou_o free_a from_o all_o passion_n so_o that_o thou_o persevere_v faithful_o in_o thy_o good_a exercise_n 8._o ah_o will_v thou_o say_v unto_o i_o but_o will_v it_o not_o be_v ingratitude_n to_o break_v so_o violent_o a_o old_a friendship_n o_o bless_a ingratitude_n which_o make_v we_o acceptable_a unto_o god_n nay_o in_o the_o name_n of_o god_n philothee_n this_o will_v be_v no_o ingratitude_n but_o a_o infinite_a benefit_n which_o thou_o shall_v do_v to_o the_o party_n that_o love_v thou_o for_o in_o break_v thy_o own_o bond_n thou_o burste_a a_o sunder_o also_o they_o in_o as_o much_o they_o be_v common_a to_o you_o both_o and_o though_o at_o that_o hour_n the_o other_o party_n see_v not_o the_o happiness_n yet_o he_o will_v acknowledge_v it_o soon_o after_o and_o joint_o with_o thou_o will_v sing_v for_o thankfulness_n to_o almighty_a god_n o_o lord_n thou_o have_v break_v my_o bond_n i_o will_v sacrifice_v to_o thou_o a_o sacrifice_n of_o praise_n and_o will_v call_v upon_o thy_o holy_a name_n other_o advice_n of_o the_o same_o subject_n of_o fond_a amity_n chapter_n 22._o 1._o i_o have_v yet_o a_o note_n of_o imporance_n to_o give_v thou_o touch_v this_o self_n same_o matter_n friendship_n require_v great_a communication_n between_o friend_n otherwise_o it_o will_v neither_o grow_v nor_o continue_v it_o happen_v oftentimes_o that_o joint_o with_o this_o communication_n of_o friendship_n other_o communication_n do_v pass_v unseen_a and_o unfelt_a from_o one_o hart_n to_o another_o by_o a_o mutual_a infusion_n and_o interchange_n of_o affection_n inclination_n and_o impression_n this_o happen_v especial_o when_o we_o great_o esteem_v of_o the_o party_n who_o we_o love_v for_o than_o we_o open_v our_o hart_n in_o such_o sort_n to_o his_o amity_n that_o withal_o these_o inclination_n and_o impression_n enter_v very_o easy_o altogether_o be_v they_o good_a or_o bad_a very_o the_o bee_n that_o store_n up_o honey_n in_o heraclea_n do_v search_v nothing_o else_o but_o honey_n and_o yet_o together_o with_o the_o honey_n they_o suck_v up_o unaware_o the_o venomous_a quality_n of_o the_o aconite_n upon_o which_o they_o make_v their_o harvest_n 2._o o_o my_o philothee_n in_o this_o case_n practice_v the_o word_n which_o the_o saviour_n of_o our_o soul_n be_v wont_v to_o say_v as_o the_o ancient_a doctor_n have_v teach_v we_o be_v good_a banker_n or_o good_a exchanger_n of_o money_n that_o be_v to_o say_v receive_v not_o false_a money_n with_o the_o good_a nor_o base_a gold_n with_o fine_a separate_v the_o good_a from_o the_o bad_a and_o the_o vile_a from_o that_o which_o be_v precious_a for_o there_o be_v no_o man_n almost_o but_o have_v some_o imperfection_n and_o what_o reason_n be_v there_o to_o receive_v the_o stain_n and_o imperfection_n of_o a_o friend_n together_o with_o his_o friendship_n we_o must_v love_v he_o indeed_o notwithstanding_o his_o imperfection_n but_o we_o must_v nether_a love_n
again_o if_o the_o wager_n which_o be_v play_v for_o be_v of_o overgreat_a value_n the_o affection_n of_o the_o gamester_n grow_v out_o of_o square_n &_o beside_o it_o be_v a_o unjust_a and_o unreasonable_a thing_n to_o lay_v great_a wager_n upon_o such_o slight_a industry_n so_o unprofitable_a and_o so_o little_a praise-worthie_a but_o above_o all_o philotheus_n take_v heed_n thou_o set_v not_o thy_o affection_n upon_o these_o disport_n for_o how_o lawful_a soever_o any_o recreation_n be_v it_o be_v a_o vice_n to_o set_v the_o hart_n upon_o it_o not_o that_o thou_o shall_v not_o take_v pleasure_n in_o sportinge_v for_o without_o pleasure_n there_o can_v be_v no_o recreation_n but_o that_o thou_o shall_v not_o so_o place_v thy_o hart_n upon_o these_o pass-time_n as_o to_o be_v always_o desirous_a of_o they_o and_o not_o to_o be_v content_a without_o they_o of_o dance_v and_o some_o other_o passetimes_o which_o be_v lawful_a but_o dangerous_a withal_o chapter_n 32._o 1._o dance_n of_o their_o own_o nature_n be_v thing_n indifferent_a &_o may_v be_v use_v either_o well_o or_o ill_o but_o as_o they_o be_v ordinary_o use_v they_o incline_v &_o lean_a much_o to_o the_o worss_a side_n &_o consequent_o be_v full_a of_o danger_n &_o peril_n they_o be_v use_v by_o night_n in_o darkness_n &_o obscurity_n &_o very_o easy_a it_o be_v for_o the_o work_n of_o darkness_n to_o slip_n into_o a_o subject_n so_o apt_a of_o itself_o to_o receive_v evil_a accident_n the_o great_a part_n of_o the_o night_n be_v spend_v in_o they_o so_o that_o by_o late_o watch_v man_n be_v fain_o to_o sleep_v out_o the_o morning_n and_o by_o consequence_n the_o mean_n to_o serve_v god_n in_o a_o word_n it_o be_v allwais_o folly_n to_o change_v the_o day_n into_o night_n light_a into_o darkness_n and_o good_a work_n into_o fond_a foolery_n each_o one_o that_o come_v to_o dance_v bring_v with_o he_o his_o head_n brimful_a of_o vanity_n and_o vanity_n be_v so_o great_a a_o disposition_n to_o naughty_a affection_n &_o to_o dangerous_a &_o reprehensible_a love_n that_o such_o bad_a fruit_n with_o great_a facility_n be_v engender_v in_o these_o dance_n 2._o i_o may_v say_v of_o dance_n philotheus_n as_o the_o physician_n do_v of_o mushroom_n or_o toadstoole_n though_o many_o do_v eat_v they_o for_o dainty_n yet_o say_v they_o the_o best_a of_o they_o be_v worth_a nothing_o &_o i_o say_v likewise_o that_o though_o dance_n be_v much_o frequent_v the_o best_a of_o they_o be_v not_o very_o good_a they_o that_o will_v needs_o feed_v on_o so_o unprofitable_a a_o dish_n as_o mushroom_n be_v procure_v that_o they_o be_v excellent_a well_o dress_v if_o by_o no_o mean_n thou_o can_v excuse_v thyself_o by_o reason_n of_o the_o company_n in_o which_o thou_o be_v from_o dance_v see_v that_o thy_o dance_n be_v well_o order_v but_o how_o must_v it_o be_v well_o order_v with_o modesty_n seemlines_n and_o a_o honest_a intention_n eat_v but_o seldom_o and_o in_o little_a quantity_n of_o mushroom_n say_v the_o p_o ysition_n for_o if_o they_o be_v oftâ—…mes_n earen_v &_o in_o great_a abundance_n be_v they_o never_o so_o well_o dress_v the_o quantity_n of_o they_o become_v venom_n in_o the_o stomach_n dance_v little_a at_o a_o time_n and_o very_o seldom_o philotheus_n for_o otherwise_o thou_o put_v thyself_o in_o danger_n to_o affect_v over_o much_o this_o exercise_n so_o perilous_a and_o apt_a to_o breed_n such_o bad_a fruit_n in_o the_o soul_n as_o we_o even_o now_o mention_v mushroom_n according_a to_o pliny_n be_v spongy_a and_o full_a of_o wide_a pore_n draw_v unto_o they_o very_o easy_o all_o infection_n near_o they_o in_o so_o much_o that_o if_o they_o be_v nigh_o serpent_n and_o toad_n they_o receive_v venom_n from_o they_o which_o be_v the_o cause_n we_o call_v they_o toadstoole_n dance_v sport_n in_o night-assembly_n do_v ordinary_o draw_v with_o they_o these_o vice_n and_o sin_n which_o common_o reign_v in_o one_o place_n quarrel_n envy_n scoff_v and_o wanton_a love_n and_o as_o these_o exercise_n do_v open_v the_o pore_n of_o the_o body_n that_o use_v they_o so_o they_o open_v the_o power_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o if_o any_o serpentine_a companion_n breath_n into_o their_o ear_n some_o wanton_a or_o lascivious_a word_n or_o some_o love-toy_n if_o some_o basilisk_n or_o cokatrice_n cast_v a_o amorous_a eye_n a_o unchaste_a look_n the_o hart_n thus_o open_v easy_o entertain_v these_o poison_n o_o philotheus_n these_o impertinent_a recreation_n be_v ordinary_o dangerous_a they_o dissipate_v the_o spirit_n of_o devotion_n weaken_v the_o force_n make_v charity_n cold_a and_o stir_v up_o in_o the_o soul_n a_o thousand_o sort_n of_o evil_a affection_n and_o therefore_o it_o be_v that_o they_o be_v to_o be_v use_v with_o great_a discretion_n 3._o above_o all_o the_o physician_n prescribe_v that_o after_o mushroom_n we_o shall_v drink_v good_a wine_n and_o i_o say_v that_o after_o dancinge_v it_o be_v behooveful_a to_o use_v good_a and_o holy_a consideration_n to_o hinder_v those_o dangerous_a impression_n which_o the_o vain_a delight_n take_v in_o dance_v may_v have_v leave_v in_o our_o mind_n think_v then_o 1._o that_o whist_a thou_o be_v busy_v in_o this_o idle_a exercise_n many_o soul_n do_v burn_v in_o hell_n fire_n for_o sin_n commit_v in_o dancinge_v and_o by_o the_o occasion_n of_o the_o time_n and_o place_n and_o company_n and_o other_o circunstance_n which_o dancinge_v bring_v with_o it_o 2._o many_o religious_a &_o devout_a person_n at_o that_o very_a time_n in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n do_v sing_v his_o heavenly_a praise_n &_o contemplate_v his_o divine_a goodness_n and_o how_o much_o more_o happy_o be_v their_o time_n spend_v in_o pray_v they_o thy_o in_o dance_v 3._o whilst_o thou_o dance_v merry_o many_o soul_n decease_v out_o of_o this_o world_n in_o great_a anguish_n &_o dread_n of_o conscience_n many_o thousand_o man_n &_o woman_n suffer_v great_a dolour_n disease_n &_o pang_n in_o their_o bed_n in_o hospital_n in_o the_o street_n the_o gout_n the_o gravel_n burn_v fever_n canker_n and_o infinite_a sort_n of_o misery_n they_o have_v they_o no_o rest_n &_o thou_o have_v then_o no_o compassion_n of_o they_o and_o think_v thou_o not_o that_o one_o day_n perhaps_o thou_o shall_v sigh_v while_o other_o dance_v as_o thou_o have_v now_o dance_v while_o other_o sigh_n 4._o our_o lord_n our_o lady_n the_o angel_n &_o saint_n behold_v thou_o all_o the_o while_o thou_o daunce_v how_o deerlie_o do_v they_o pity_v thy_o poor_a soul_n that_o be_v busy_v in_o so_o unprofitable_a a_o entertainment_n 5._o alas_o while_o thou_o be_v thus_o mispending_a thy_o golden_a leisure_n which_o may_v have_v be_v far_o better_a employ_v time_n pass_v away_o and_o death_n draw_v nigh_o and_o mock_v as_o it_o be_v thy_o indiscreet_a passetime_o invit_v thou_o to_o his_o dance_n in_o which_o the_o sigh_n of_o thy_o friend_n shall_v serve_v for_o well_o tune_v vial_n where_o thou_o shall_v give_v but_o one_o turn_n from_o life_n to_o death_n this_o dance_n be_v the_o true_a passetime_o of_o mortal_a man_n for_o in_o it_o we_o pass_v in_o a_o moment_n from_o time_n to_o eternity_n of_o unspeakable_a joy_n or_o intolerable_a pain_n i_o have_v set_v thou_o down_o these_o few_o consideration_n god_n will_v suggest_v many_o other_o unto_o thou_o to_o the_o same_o effect_n if_o thou_o fear_v he_o true_o the_o time_n to_o sport_n and_o dance_v chapter_n 33._o 1._o to_o sport_n and_o dance_v well_o and_o lawful_o require_v that_o we_o use_v thes_n delight_n for_o recreation_n of_o our_o mind_n and_o not_o for_o any_o affection_n we_o bear_v to_o the_o sport_n themselves_o that_o we_o continewe_v they_o but_o a_o short_a time_n not_o till_o we_o be_v weary_v and_o dull_v therewith_o that_o we_o exercise_v they_o but_o seldom_o and_o not_o every_o day_n for_o otherwise_o we_o turn_v recreation_n into_o a_o occupation_n but_o in_o what_o occasion_n may_v a_o man_n use_v dance_v and_o sport_n the_o just_a occasion_n of_o indifferente_a disport_n be_v most_o frequent_a occasion_n of_o unlawful_a be_v very_o rare_a and_o such_o game_n be_v much_o more_o blame_v worthy_a and_o dangerous_a but_o in_o one_o word_n the_o lawful_a time_n and_o occasion_n of_o dance_v and_o sport_v be_v when_o prudence_n and_o discretion_n tell_v thou_o that_o thou_o mst_o condescend_v to_o give_v contentment_n to_o the_o honest_a company_n in_o which_o thou_o shall_v be_v in_o conversation_n for_o discreet_a condescendence_n be_v a_o branch_n of_o charity_n and_o make_v indifferent_a thing_n to_o be_v meritorious_a and_o dangerous_a thing_n to_o be_v tolerable_a and_o take_v many_o time_n malice_n away_o from_o thing_n that_o otherwise_o will_v be_v bad_a which_o be_v the_o reason_n that_o game_n of_o hazard_n which_o otherwise_o will_v be_v reprehensible_a be_v not_o so_o when_o
the_o young_a woman_n cleanlines_n and_o honest_a simplicity_n must_v be_v the_o two_o ornament_n of_o their_o habit_n humilite_n and_o charity_n must_v adorn_v their_o action_n honesty_n and_o courtesy_n must_v grace_v their_o speech_n modesty_n and_o shamefastness_n must_v beautify_v their_o eye_n and_o christ_n jesus_n crucify_v must_v be_v the_o only_a love_n of_o their_o heart_n in_o sum_n the_o true_a widow_n be_v in_o the_o catholic_a church_n as_o it_o be_v a_o fresh_a sweet_a violet_n in_o the_o month_n of_o march_n which_o send_v abroad_o from_o the_o flagrant_a odor_n of_o her_o devotion_n a_o incomparable_a suavitie_n and_o yet_o almost_o cover_v &_o hide_v herself_o with_o the_o great_a leaf_n of_o her_o humility_n and_o voluntary_a abjection_n betokn_v by_o her_o dark_a pale_a colour_n her_o exercise_n of_o mortification_n she_o be_v usual_o find_v in_o fresh_a cool_a place_n and_o unmanured_a plot_n of_o ground_n and_o will_v not_o be_v blast_v with_o the_o hot_a 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happy_a lot_n have_v ordain_v thou_o for_o thy_o chaste_a spiritual_a spouse_n for_o who_o thou_o mean_v to_o preserve_v perpetual_o thy_o virginity_n good_a god_n how_o preciselie_o careful_o and_o tender_o ought_v thou_o to_o preserve_v thy_o first_o love_n for_o he_o who_o be_v purity_n itself_o be_v delight_v with_o nothing_o so_o much_o as_o with_o purity_n to_o who_o be_v due_a the_o first_o fruit_n of_o all_o thing_n but_o principal_o of_o our_o love_n read_v saint_n hieroms_n epistle_n there_o thou_o shall_v find_v sufficient_a precept_n and_o rule_n touch_v this_o matter_n and_o see_v that_o thy_o estate_n and_o condition_n of_o life_n have_v make_v thou_o subject_a to_o obedience_n choose_v a_o guide_n and_o master_n under_o who_o conduct_n and_o direction_n thou_o may_v with_o great_a sanctity_n and_o integrity_n dedicate_v thy_o body_n and_o soul_n to_o the_o worship_n and_o service_n of_o almighty_a god_n the_o four_o part_n of_o the_o introduction_n contain_v necessary_a 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they_o imagine_v thou_o will_v fale_v into_o some_o melancholy_n humour_n will_n they_o say_v by_o this_o new_a course_n of_o life_n thou_o will_v lose_v thy_o credit_n and_o estimation_n in_o the_o world_n and_o make_v thyself_o intolerable_a &_o distasteful_a to_o all_o thy_o acquaintance_n thou_o will_v wax_v old_a before_o thy_o time_n thy_o domestical_a affair_n will_v go_v to_o wrack_n a_o man_n must_v live_v in_o the_o world_n as_o one_o in_o the_o world_n our_o salvation_n may_v be_v obtain_v and_o heaven_n gain_v without_o these_o mystery_n and_o secret_n and_o a_o thousand_o such_o like_a invention_n as_o these_o shall_v thou_o hear_v 2_o my_o philotheus_n all_o this_o council_n of_o these_o be_v but_o a_o fond_a and_o vain_a prattle_v these_o man_n tender_v neither_o thy_o health_n nor_o wealth_n nor_o honour_n if_o you_o be_v of_o the_o world_n say_v our_o bless_a saviour_n the_o world_n will_v love_v that_o which_o be_v he_o but_o because_o you_o be_v not_o of_o the_o 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my_o philotheus_n it_o be_v right_a well_o do_v to_o bewail_v the_o sorrowful_a death_n and_o woeful_a passion_n of_o our_o father_n and_o redeemer_n but_o why_o then_o do_v we_o not_o give_v he_o the_o apple_n which_o we_o have_v in_o our_o hand_n see_v he_o ask_v it_o we_o so_o earnest_o to_o wit_n our_o hart_n the_o only_a fruit_n of_o love_n which_o our_o dear_a saviour_n reque_v of_o we_o wherefore_o resign_v we_o not_o unto_o he_o so_o many_o petty_a affection_n delight_n &_o self_n pleasure_n which_o he_o will_v pull_v out_o of_o our_o hand_n and_o can_v because_o they_o be_v our_o baby_n they_o be_v our_o comfit_n of_o which_o we_o be_v more_o fond_a then_o desirous_a of_o his_o heavenly_a grace_n ah_o philotheus_n these_o be_v babie-loves_a little_a child_n friendship_n tender_v indeed_o but_o feeble_a but_o fantastical_a but_o fruictlesse_a and_o without_o effect_n
devotion_n then_o consist_v not_o in_o such_o tender_a and_o sensible_a affection_n which_o sometime_o proceed_v of_o a_o nature_n or_o complexion_n in_o itself_o soft_a supple_a apt_a and_o easy_a to_o receive_v any_o impression_n but_o sometime_o of_o the_o craft_n of_o the_o devel_n who_o to_o busy_v we_o unprofitablie_o about_o such_o trash_n and_o droguerie_n stir_v up_o our_o fantasy_n to_o the_o appresion_n fit_a for_o to_o receive_v such_o motion_n 5._o yet_o these_o self_n same_o tender_a and_o sweet_a affection_n be_v many_o time_n good_a and_o profitable_a for_o they_o provoke_v the_o appetite_n of_o the_o soul_n comfort_v the_o spirit_n and_o add_v to_o the_o promptitude_n of_o our_o devotion_n a_o kind_n of_o jollity_n and_o cheerfullnes_n which_o make_v our_o action_n comely_a &_o delightful_a even_o in_o outward_a show_n &_o appeerance_n which_o be_v the_o gust_n or_o taste_v that_o one_o feel_v in_o divine_a and_o heavenly_a matter_n of_o which_o david_n exclaim_v o_o lorrique_n how_o sweet_a be_v thy_o word_n to_o my_o taste_n they_o be_v sweet_a than_o honey_n to_o my_o mouth_n and_o indeed_o the_o least_o and_o mean_a contentment_n of_o devotion_n which_o we_o receive_v in_o holy_a exercise_n be_v better_a in_o all_o respect_n than_o the_o most_o excellent_a recreation_n and_o pleasure_n of_o the_o world_n the_o breast_n and_o milk_n that_o be_v the_o favour_n of_o the_o heavenly_a spouse_n be_v sweet_a and_o pleasaunt_a to_o the_o soul_n than_o the_o dainty_a and_o most_o precious_a wine_n of_o earthly_a delight_n he_o that_o once_o have_v taste_v they_o esteem_v all_o other_o comfort_n but_o gaulle_a and_o wormwood_n as_o they_o that_o hold_v the_o herb_n scitique_a in_o their_o mouth_n taste_v so_o pleasant_a a_o sweetness_n that_o they_o feel_v neither_o hunger_n nor_o thirst_n for_o the_o while_n so_o they_o to_o who_o god_n have_v impart_v this_o celestial_a manna_n of_o internal_a consolation_n can_v neither_o desire_v nor_o receive_v the_o contentment_n of_o the_o world_n at_o least_o to_o take_v any_o pleasure_n in_o they_o or_o to_o set_v their_o affection_n upon_o they_o they_o be_v taste_v give_v before_o hand_n of_o the_o immortal_a delight_n which_o god_n have_v lay_v up_o in_o heaven_n for_o the_o soul_n that_o search_n after_o he_o they_o be_v the_o sugar_a comfit_n and_o carowaye_n which_o he_o give_v unto_o we_o as_o his_o little_a child_n to_o allure_v we_o they_o be_v the_o cordial_a water_n which_o he_o present_v to_o strengthen_v they_o and_o many_o time_n they_o be_v handsel_n or_o pledge_n of_o everlasting_a felicity_n they_o say_v that_o alexander_n the_o great_a sail_v in_o the_o many_o sea_n discover_v before_o the_o rest_n of_o his_o companion_n the_o land_n of_o the_o happy_a arabia_n by_o the_o smell_n of_o the_o sweet_a odour_n which_o the_o wind_n bring_v with_o it_o and_o thereupon_o receive_v himself_o and_o give_v great_a encouragement_n to_o his_o felow-soldiour_n so_o oft_o time_n in_o this_o mortal_a life_n we_o receive_v these_o delight_n and_o pleasure_n of_o devotion_n which_o no_o doubt_n present_a unto_o our_o memory_n the_o joy_n and_o delight_n of_o the_o happy_a land_n of_o heaven_n whereunto_o we_o do_v all_o sail_n and_o aspire_v 6._o but_o thou_o will_v say_v since_o there_o be_v some_o sensible_a consolation_n that_o be_v good_a and_o come_v from_o god_n and_o other_o some_o that_o be_v unprofitable_a and_o pernicious_a proceed_v either_o from_o nature_n or_o from_o the_o enemy_n how_o shall_v i_o distinguishe_v the_o one_o from_o the_o other_o and_o discern_v the_o unprofitable_a from_o those_o that_o be_v good_a it_o be_v a_o general_a rule_n my_o philotheus_n for_o all_o the_o passion_n and_o affection_n of_o our_o soul_n that_o we_o must_v know_v they_o by_o their_o fruit_n our_o soul_n be_v as_o it_o be_v tree_n affection_n and_o passion_n be_v the_o bow_n and_o branch_n work_n and_o action_n be_v the_o fruit_n it_o be_v a_o good_a soul_n that_o feel_v good_a affection_n and_o the_o affection_n be_v good_a which_o bring_v forth_o in_o we_o great_a effect_n of_o holy_a action_n if_o the_o delight_n the_o tenderness_n the_o consolation_n which_o we_o feel_v in_o spiritual_a exercise_n do_v make_v we_o more_o humble_a more_o patient_a tractable_a charitable_a full_a of_o compassion_n towards_o our_o neighbour_n more_o fervent_a in_o mortify_v our_o concupiscence_n and_o naughty_a inclination_n more_o constant_a in_o our_o good_a exercise_n and_o resolution_n more_o meek_a and_o supple_a and_o pliable_a to_o those_o who_o we_o ought_v to_o obey_v more_o simple_a and_o sincere_a in_o our_o life_n then_o without_o all_o doubt_n philotheus_n they_o be_v from_o god_n but_o if_o these_o delight_n have_v no_o sweetness_n save_v only_o for_o our_o own_o self_n if_o they_o make_v we_o curious_a peevish_a sour_a sullen_a impatient_a stubborn_a fierce_a presumptuous_a hard_a heart_a towards_o our_o neighbour_n if_o therefore_o esteem_v ourselves_o allredie_o petty_a saint_n we_o will_v no_o more_o be_v subject_a to_o correction_n nor_o direction_n then_o dear_a philotheus_n beware_v of_o they_o then_o doubtless_o they_o be_v false_a and_o pernicious_a consolation_n a_o good_a tree_n can_v bring_v forth_o any_o other_o but_o good_a fruit_n 7._o when_o we_o receive_v these_o delight_n and_o comfort_n in_o our_o exercise_n we_o must_v 1._o first_o of_o all_o humble_a ourselves_o profound_o before_o allmightie_a god_n and_o take_v heed_n of_o say_v to_o ourselves_o by_o reason_n of_o these_o sweet_a comfort_n how_o perfect_a how_o good_a be_o i_o become_v no_o philotheus_n not_o so_o these_o be_v good_a thing_n in_o deed_n but_o they_o make_v we_o never_o the_o better_a for_o have_v they_o for_o as_o i_o have_v say_v devotion_n consist_v not_o in_o they_o but_o let_v we_o say_v and_o think_v from_o our_o heart_n o_o how_o good_a be_v god_n to_o such_o as_o hope_v in_o he_o to_o the_o soul_n that_o seek_v after_o he_o he_o that_o have_v sugar_n melt_v in_o his_o mouth_n can_v proper_o say_v that_o his_o mouth_n be_v sweet_a but_o that_o the_o sugar_n which_o be_v in_o his_o mouth_n be_v sweet_a to_o his_o mouth_n so_o though_o these_o spiritual_a delight_n be_v very_o good_a and_o that_o god_n who_o impat_v they_o to_o we_o be_v exceed_v good_a yet_o follow_v it_o not_o that_o he_o which_o receave_v they_o be_v good_a 2._o let_v we_o acknowledge_v ourselves_o as_o yet_o to_o be_v little_a child_n and_o that_o we_o stand_v in_o need_n of_o milk_n that_o these_o sugar_a confit_n be_v give_v we_o because_o as_o yet_o our_o spirit_n be_v tender_a and_o delicate_a and_o therefore_o need_v allurement_n and_o bait_n to_o be_v draw_v with_o all_o to_o the_o love_n of_o god_n 3._o but_o after_o that_o speak_v general_o and_o ordinary_o let_v we_o receive_v these_o grace_n and_o favour_n humble_o and_o reverent_o esteem_v they_o exceed_v precious_a not_o so_o much_o for_o that_o they_o be_v in_o themselves_o as_o that_o it_o be_v the_o hand_n of_o god_n which_o pour_v they_o into_o our_o hart_n as_o a_o love_a mother_n to_o allure_v her_o child_n put_v she_o own_o self_n the_o sugar_a confit_n into_o his_o mouth_n one_o by_o one_o sweet_o smile_v and_o tender_o parli_v with_o he_o the_o while_n for_o if_o the_o child_n have_v wit_n and_o use_n of_o his_o reason_n he_o will_v much_o more_o esteem_n his_o mother_n cherish_v embrace_n than_o the_o sweetness_n of_o the_o confit_n be_v they_o never_o so_o dainty_a so_o it_o be_v much_o philotheus_n to_o receive_v &_o feel_v in_o our_o soul_n this_o sweetness_n of_o devotion_n but_o it_o be_v the_o sweet_a of_o all_o sweetness_n to_o consider_v that_o god_n with_o his_o love_a and_o fatherlie_a hand_n put_v they_o as_o it_o be_v into_o our_o mouth_n to_o our_o hart_n and_o soul_n 4._o have_v receive_v they_o thus_o in_o humble_a and_o reverend_a wise_a let_v we_o employ_v they_o whole_o according_a to_o the_o intention_n of_o the_o giver_n and_o wherefore_o think_v you_o do_v god_n bestow_v these_o sweet_a comfort_n upon_o we_o to_o make_v we_o sweet_a towards_o every_o body_n and_o amorous_a towards_o he_o the_o mother_n give_v comfit_n to_o her_o little_a child_n to_o make_v he_o kiss_v she_o let_v we_o likewise_o kiss_v our_o bless_a saviour_n who_o make_v much_o of_o we_o by_o these_o consolation_n to_o kiss_v our_o saviour_n be_v to_o obey_v he_o to_o fulfil_v his_o will_n to_o follow_v his_o rule_n and_o counsel_n in_o a_o word_n to_o embrace_v he_o tender_o &_o love_o with_o obedience_n and_o loyalty_n the_o day_n therefore_o in_o which_o we_o shall_v receive_v any_o spiritual_a consolation_n we_o must_v employ_v most_o careful_o and_o endeavour_n to_o spend_v it_o diligent_o in_o god_n service_n and_o honour_n 5._o beyond_o all_o this_o we_o must_v from_o time_n to_o time_n renounce_v in_o our_o hart_n
alas_o what_o be_o i_o when_o i_o be_o leave_v alone_o to_o my_o own_o providence_n nothing_o else_o o_o lord_n but_o a_o dry_a barren_a ground_n that_o full_a of_o gap_n and_o rift_n witness_v the_o drought_n it_o suffer_v for_o want_v of_o heavenly_a dew_n and_o the_o wind_n of_o tentation_n in_o the_o mean_a time_n do_v dissipate_v it_o convert_v into_o fruictlesse_a dust_n 2._o call_v upon_o god_n and_o demand_n of_o he_o his_o spiritual_a joy_n render_v unto_o i_o o_o lord_n the_o joy_n of_o thy_o saluatiou_n my_o father_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a let_v this_o cup_n pass_v from_o i_o get_v thou_o away_o o_o thou_o unfruictfull_a northewind_n which_o dry_v up_o the_o sap_n and_o ivice_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o come_v o_o prosperous_a wind_n of_o consolation_n and_o breath_n gentle_o over_o my_o poor_a garden_n and_o then_o these_o good_a affection_n will_v spread_v abroad_o the_o odour_n of_o their_o sweetness_n 3_o go_v to_o thy_o confessor_n open_v thy_o hart_n unto_o he_o make_v he_o see_v clear_o all_o the_o plight_n and_o corner_n of_o thy_o soul_n take_v his_o advice_n simple_o and_o humble_o for_o god_n that_o infinite_o love_v obedience_n make_v often_o time_n counsel_n take_v from_o other_o man_n prove_v very_o profitable_a especial_o give_v by_o conductour_n of_o soul_n albeit_o otherwise_o there_o be_v no_o great_a likelihood_n that_o they_o shall_v prevail_v as_o he_o make_v the_o water_n of_o jordan_n healthful_a to_o naaman_n which_o elizeus_fw-la without_o any_o appeerance_n at_o all_o of_o humane_a reason_n ordain_v he_o as_o a_o bath_n for_o his_o leprosy_n 4._o all_o this_o be_v do_v nothing_o be_v so_o profitable_a nothing_o so_o fruitful_a in_o time_n of_o these_o spiritual_a desolation_n and_o barrenness_n as_o not_o to_o be_v overmuch_o desirous_a of_o be_v deliver_v from_o this_o aggreevance_n or_o calamity_n i_o say_v not_o but_o that_o we_o may_v simple_o and_o quiet_o wish_v to_o be_v ease_v of_o so_o great_a aburden_v but_o my_o meaning_n be_v that_o we_o shall_v not_o too_o earnest_o affect_v this_o ease_n and_o freedom_n from_o this_o desolate_a state_n of_o mind_n but_o hearty_o resign_v our_o soul_n to_o the_o providence_n of_o god_n that_o so_o long_o as_o it_o please_v he_o he_o may_v use_v our_o poor_a service_n amid_o these_o troublesome_a thornie-brake_n and_o comfortless_a desert_n let_v we_o say_v to_o god_n at_o these_o time_n o_o father_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a let_v this_o cup_n pass_v away_o from_o i_o but_o let_v we_o with_o all_o from_o our_o very_a heart_n adjoine_v the_o word_n folowinge_v of_o our_o bless_a saviour_n yet_o not_o my_o will_n be_v do_v but_o thou_o upon_o this_o good_a resolution_n let_v we_o rest_v and_o repose_v for_o god_n see_v we_o constant_o persevere_v in_o this_o holy_a in_o difference_n will_v comfort_v we_o with_o many_o grace_n and_o favour_n as_o when_o he_o see_v abraham_n resolve_v to_o deprive_v himself_o of_o his_o son_n isaac_n he_o be_v content_v with_o this_o his_o indifferency_n &_o pure_a resignation_n comfort_v he_o with_o a_o heavenly_a vision_n &_o with_o most_o admirable_a benediction_n we_o must_v then_o in_o all_o kind_n of_o affliction_n as_o well_o corporal_a as_o spiritual_a in_o what_o soever_o distraction_n or_o subtraction_n of_o sensible_a devotion_n happen_v to_o we_o with_o great_a courage_n and_o resignation_n always_o say_v our_o lord_n give_v i_o consolation_n and_o our_o lord_n have_v take_v they_o from_o i_o his_o holy_a name_n be_v bless_v for_o persist_v in_o this_o humility_n and_o submission_n he_o will_v restore_v unto_o we_o his_o delicious_a favour_n as_o he_o do_v unto_o job_n who_o use_v the_o aforesaid_a word_n constant_o and_o unfeigned_o in_o all_o his_o desolation_n 5._o final_o my_o philotheus_n amid_o all_o these_o sterility_n and_o desolation_n let_v we_o not_o loose_a courage_n but_o expect_v patient_o the_o return_n of_o spiritual_a delight_n keep_v on_o our_o journey_n follow_v our_o 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and_o if_o there_o be_v any_o that_o in_o no_o sort_n nor_o degree_n have_v this_o precious_a gift_n which_o i_o think_v can_v happen_v but_o very_o seldom_o a_o sage_a conductour_n and_o master_n will_v easy_o supply_v that_o want_n by_o make_v they_o to_o read_v or_o hear_v read_v these_o meditation_n and_o consideration_n with_o good_a heed_n and_o attention_n three_o pricipall_a advice_n for_o this_o introduction_n chapter_n 18._o 1._o the_o first_o day_n of_o every_o mouth_n repeat_v and_o renew_v the_o protestation_n set_v down_o in_o the_o first_o part_n at_o the_o end_n of_o the_o meditation_n and_o protest_v at_o all_o time_n to_o have_v a_o will_n &_o purpose_n to_o keep_v every_o point_n of_o it_o say_v with_o david_n no_o my_o god_n never_o will_v i_o forget_v thy_o justification_n for_o in_o they_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o life_n and_o when_o thou_o find_v any_o spiritual_a battle_n in_o thy_o soul_n take_v in_o hand_n the_o self_n same_o protestation_n and_o prostrate_v in_o spirit_n with_o all_o humility_n pronounce_v it_o all_o from_o thy_o hart_n and_o thou_o shall_v find_v great_a ease_n in_o thy_o conflict_n 2._o profess_v to_o all_o the_o world_n that_o thou_o desire_v to_o be_v devout_a be_v not_o ashamed_a of_o that_o holy_a desire_n and_o profession_n i_o say_v make_v profession_n of_o a_o true_a desire_n of_o devotion_n and_o not_o make_v profession_n of_o devotion_n blush_v not_o to_o use_v those_o common_a and_o ordinary_a action_n which_o help_v we_o to_o obtain_v the_o love_n of_o god_n advow_v and_o admit_v hardy_o that_o thou_o do_v thy_o endeavour_n to_o meditate_v and_o thou_o have_v rather_o die_v then_o sin_n mortal_o that_o thou_o will_v by_o god_n grace_n frequent_v the_o sacrament_n and_o follow_v the_o counsel_n of_o thy_o ghostly_a father_n though_o for_o good_a consideration_n it_o be_v not_o expedient_a to_o name_v he_o for_o this_o frank_a and_o free_a confession_n of_o god_n service_n that_o we_o be_v with_o a_o special_a affection_n consecrate_v and_o addict_v to_o his_o love_n be_v most_o acceptable_a to_o the_o divine_a majesty_n who_o by_o no_o mean_n allow_v his_o servant_n to_o be_v ashamed_a of_o his_o cross_n beside_o this_o open_a profession_n cut_v of_o many_o a_o summon_n many_o a_o enticement_n which_o the_o world_n will_v make_v to_o the_o contrary_a and_o bid_v we_o to_o stand_v upon_o our_o reputation_n in_o the_o constant_a poursuite_n of_o devotion_n the_o philosopher_n open_o profess_v themselves_o to_o be_v philosopher_n that_o so_o man_n may_v permit_v they_o to_o live_v philosophicallie_o and_o we_o must_v make_v ourselves_o know_v to_o be_v lover_n of_o devotion_n and_o holy_a exercise_n that_o man_n may_v let_v we_o live_v devout_o if_o any_o man_n tell_v thou_o that_o one_o may_v live_v devout_o without_o the_o practice_n of_o these_o exercise_n and_o advice_n deny_v it_o he_o not_o but_o answer_v he_o love_o that_o thy_o weakness_n be_v so_o great_a that_o thou_o stand_v in_o much_o more_o need_n of_o help_n than_o other_o man_n do_v 3._o last_o of_o all_o i_o conjure_v and_o entreat_v thou_o my_o dear_a philotheus_n by_o all_o that_o which_o be_v holy_a in_o heaven_n and_o earth_n by_o the_o baptism_n which_o thou_o have_v receive_v by_o the_o sweet_a milk_n of_o mercy_n which_o thou_o have_v suck_v from_o the_o breast_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n by_o the_o most_o love_a hart_n in_o which_o thou_o place_v all_o thy_o hope_n and_o confidence_n continue_v and_o persevere_v in_o this_o happy_a enterprise_n of_o spiritual_a life_n our_o day_n run_v on_o a_o pace_n death_n be_v hand_n at_o our_o gate_n the_o trompett_n sound_v the_o retreat_n say_v saint_n gregory_n nazianzen_n let_v every_o man_n be_v read_v for_o the_o judge_n be_v at_o hand_n saint_n symphorians_n mother_n see_v he_o lead_v to_o martyrdom_n cry_v after_o he_o my_o son_n my_o son_n remember_v everlasting_a life_n look_v up_o to_o heaven_n and_o think_v upon_o he_o that_o reign_v there_o a_o short_a end_n will_v quick_o end_v the_o course_n of_o this_o life_n i_o say_v the_o same_o to_o thou_o my_o philotheus_n look_v up_o to_o heaven_n and_o leave_v it_o not_o for_o this_o base_a earth_n think_v upon_o hell_n and_o cast_v not_o thyself_o into_o that_o dreadful_a gulf_n for_o moment_n of_o pleasure_n remember_v jesus_n christ_n deny_v he_o not_o for_o the_o world_n and_o though_o the_o labour_n of_o a_o devout_a life_n seem_v hard_o unto_o thou_o sing_v merry_o with_o saint_n francis_n since_o heaven_n be_v for_o my_o pain_n assign_v '_o pain_n be_v sweet_a passetimes_o to_o my_o mind_n live_v for_o ever_o sweet_a jesus_n to_o who_o with_o the_o father_n and_o holy_a ghost_n be_v all_o honour_n and_o glory_n now_o and_o always_o and_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n the_o errata_fw-la pag._n 14_o line_n 13._o picaustes_n read_v piraustes_n p_o 17._o l._n 24._o many_o soul_n read_v of_o many_o soul_n p._n 37._o l._n 23._o of_o riches_n read_v of_o the_o rich_a p._n 39_o l._n 26._o fowl_n read_v soul_n p._n 68_o l._n 3._o be_v create_v read_v we_o be_v create_v p._n 91_o l._n 17._o infinitle_n read_v infinite_a p_o 91_o l._n 19_o certify_v read_v terrify_v p._n 95._o l._n 11._o pight_v read_v right_o p._n 120_o l._n 18._o of_o read_v or_o p._n 135_o l._n 22._o force_n read_v species_n p._n 139._o l._n 2._o thy_o read_v the._n p._n 141._o l._n 20._o of_o read_v or_o p._n 172._o l._n 12._o this_o read_v he_o p._n 191._o l._n 22._o consiliat_fw-la read_v conflict_n p._n 235._o l._n 19_o perfection_n read_v thing_n p._n 277._o l._n 20._o king_n read_v kind_n p._n 337._o l._n 12._o and_o read_v it_o &_o l._n 13._o it_o and._n p._n 344._o trade_n read_v trace_v p._n 365._o l._n 22._o cord_n read_v the_o cord_n l._n 376._o l._n 16._o back_n
24_o remedy_n against_o great_a and_o vehement_a tentation_n chap._n 7._o 29_o that_o we_o must_v diligent_o resist_v even_o the_o least_o tentation_n that_o be_v chap_n 8._o 33_o remedy_n against_o these_o lesser_a temptation_n c._n 9_o 35_o how_o to_o strengthen_v our_o hart_n against_o temptation_n chap._n 10._o 38_o of_o unquietnes_n of_o mind_n chap._n 11._o 41_o of_o sadness_n chap._n 12._o 47_o of_o spiritual_a and_o sensible_a consolation_n and_o how_o one_o must_v behave_v himself_o in_o they_o ch._n 13._o 48_o of_o dryness_n and_o barrenness_n in_o our_o spiritual_a exercise_n chap._n 14._o 67_o the_o former_a discourse_n be_v explain_v and_o confirm_v by_o a_o notable_a example_n chap._n 15._o 79_o the_o five_o part_n of_o the_o introduction_n contain_v exercise_n &_o instruction_n to_o renew_v the_o soul_n &_o confirm_v devotion_n that_o we_o renew_v every_o year_n our_o good_a purpose_n by_o the_o exercise_n follow_v c._n 1._o 87_o consideration_n upon_o the_o benefit_n which_o god_n do_v unto_o we_o by_o call_v we_o to_o his_o service_n according_a to_o the_o protestation_n mention_v before_o c._n 2._o 90_o the_o examination_n of_o our_o soul_n touch_v she_o proffit_v in_o devotion_n chap._n 3._o 95_o a_o examination_n of_o the_o estate_n of_o our_o soul_n towards_o god_n chap._n 4._o 98_o a_o examination_n of_o our_o estate_n touch_v our_o self_n chap._n 5._o 103_o a_o examination_n of_o the_o estate_n of_o our_o soul_n towards_o our_o neighbour_n chap._n 6._o 105_o a_o examination_n of_o the_o affection_n of_o our_o soul_n chap._n 7._o 107_o affection_n to_o be_v exercise_v after_o this_o examination_n chap._n 8._o 109_o consideration_n proper_a to_o renew_v our_o good_a purpose_n chap._n 9_o 111_o the_o first_o consideration_n of_o the_o excellency_n of_o our_o soul_n chap._n 10._o 112_o the_o second_o consideration_n of_o the_o excellency_n of_o virtue_n chap._n 11._o 114_o the_o three_o consideration_n of_o the_o example_n of_o saint_n chap._n 12._o 116_o the_o four_o consideration_n of_o the_o love_n thâ—…_n jesus-christ_n bear_v unto_o us._n cha._n 13._o 11â—_n the_o fifte_a consideration_n of_o the_o eternal_a love_n 〈◊〉_d god_n toword_n us._n chap._n 14._o 122_o general_n affection_n upon_o the_o precedent_a point_n or_o consideration_n with_o the_o conclusion_n of_o this_o exercise_n chap._n 15._o 124_o feel_v thought_n to_o be_v keep_v in_o mind_n after_o this_o exercise_n chap._n 16._o 127_o a_o answer_n to_o two_o objection_n which_o may_v be_v make_v against_o this_o introduction_n ch._n 17._o 128_o three_o principal_a advice_n for_o this_o introduction_n chap._n 18._o 131_o finis_fw-la the_o communication_n of_o doctor_n thaulerus_n with_o a_o poor_a beggar_n wherein_o be_v comprehend_v the_o example_n of_o a_o perfect_a man_n and_o how_o we_o shall_v resign_v ourselves_o in_o all_o thing_n unto_o the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o god_n there_o be_v on_o a_o time_n a_o great_a divine_a who_o pray_v unto_o god_n the_o space_n of_o 8._o year_n that_o it_o may_v be_v his_o good_a pleasure_n to_o direct_v he_o to_o a_o man_n that_o may_v instruct_v and_o teach_v he_o the_o true_a way_n of_o virtue_n and_o it_o happen_v be_v in_o this_o desyer_n that_o he_o hear_v a_o voice_n from_o heaven_n which_o say_v unto_o he_o go_v unto_o such_o a_o church_n porch_n and_o there_o thou_o shall_v find_v a_o man_n that_o will_v instruct_v thou_o in_o the_o spiritual_a life_n he_o walk_v then_o towards_o the_o say_a church_n find_v a_o poor_a beggar_n who_o have_v his_o foot_n filthy_a and_o foul_a and_o all_o naked_a who_o clothes_n be_v not_o worth_a a_o half_a penny_n and_o he_o salute_v he_o in_o this_o sort_n god_n give_v you_o good_a morrow_n my_o friend_n the_o poor_a man_n answer_v he_o sir_n i_o do_v not_o remember_v that_o ever_o i_o have_v a_o evil_a morrow_n the_o doctor_n say_v unto_o he_o god_n give_v you_o a_o good_a and_o happy_a life_n wherefore_o say_v you_o that_o quothe_o the_o beggar_n unto_o he_o for_o i_o be_v never_o unhappy_a which_o the_o doctor_n not_o understanding_n say_v unto_o he_o again_o god_n bless_v you_o my_o friend_n i_o pray_v you_o speak_v a_o littel_v more_o clearlye_o for_o i_o know_v not_o what_o you_o mean_v then_o the_o poor_a beggar_n answer_v he_o good_a master_n doctor_n i_o shall_v do_v it_o willing_o you_o know_v you_o bid_v i_o good_a morrow_n where_o unto_o i_o reply_v that_o i_o have_v never_o any_o ill_a morrow_n for_o when_o i_o have_v hunger_n i_o praise_v god_n if_o it_o freeze_v hail_n snow_n rain_n be_v it_o fair_a or_o foul_a i_o give_v praise_n to_o god_n though_o i_o be_v poor_a miserable_a and_o despise_v of_o each_o on_o i_o give_v thanks_n unto_o god_n and_o therefore_o i_o never_o have_v any_o evil_a morrow_n you_o do_v wish_v unto_o i_o also_o a_o good_a and_o happy_a life_n where_o unto_o i_o make_v you_o answer_v that_o i_o be_v never_o unfortunate_a because_o i_o have_v learn_v always_o to_o resign_v myself_o unto_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v certain_a that_o all_o his_o work_n can_v be_v but_o very_o good_a by_o 〈◊〉_d whereof_o all_o that_o happen_v unto_o i_o by_o his_o permission_n be_v it_o prâ—…ritye_n or_o adversitye_n sweet_a or_o sour_a i_o receive_v it_o as_o from_o his_o own_o hand_n with_o great_a joy_n and_o comfort_n and_o therefore_o i_o be_v never_o unfortunate_a for_o i_o never_o desire_v any_o thing_n but_o the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o god_n which_o the_o poor_a man_n have_v say_v the_o doctor_n answer_v but_o what_o will_v you_o say_v my_o friend_n if_o god_n will_v damn_v you_o if_o god_n will_v damn_v i_o say_v the_o poor_a man_n very_o if_o he_o will_v use_v i_o so_o hard_o i_o have_v two_o arm_n to_o embrace_v he_o the_o one_o whereof_o be_v a_o profound_a humility_n by_o the_o which_o i_o be_o unite_v unto_o his_o holy_a humanity_n the_o other_o be_v love_n and_o charitye_n which_o join_v i_o unto_o his_o 〈◊〉_d by_o which_o i_o will_v embrace_v 〈◊〉_d in_o such_o sort_n that_o he_o shall_v be_v conitrayn_v to_o descend_v with_o i_o into_o hell_n and_o i_o have_v rather_o without_o comparison_n be_v in_o hell_n with_o god_n then_o to_o be_v without_o he_o in_o paradise_n the_o doctor_n learn_v in_o this_o communication_n that_o a_o true_a resignation_n accompany_v with_o profound_a humility_n of_o hart_n be_v the_o short_a 〈◊〉_d to_o attain_v unto_o the_o love_n of_o god_n 〈◊〉_d that_o he_o ask_v of_o he_o again_o from_o 〈◊〉_d he_o come_v unto_o who_o he_o make_v 〈◊〉_d 〈…〉_o doctor_n inâ—…_n 〈…〉_o he_o have_v find_v 〈…〉_o and_o he_o quoth_v he_o so_o soon_o 〈…〉_o and_o forsake_v all_o 〈…〉_o where_o do_v thou_o leave_v 〈◊〉_d reply_v the_o doctor_n i_o leave_v he_o 〈…〉_o â—…ed_a the_o beggar_n with_o the_o pure_a and_o 〈…〉_o hat_n and_o among_o man_n of_o 〈…〉_o will_v but_o who_o be_v thou_o my_o friend_n 〈◊〉_d the_o divine_a unto_o he_o the_o poor_a man_n make_v he_o answer_v that_o he_o be_v a_o king_n and_o he_o askinge_v he_o where_o his_o kingdom_n be_v it_o be_v quoth_v he_o in_o my_o 〈◊〉_d for_o i_o can_v so_o well_o rule_v and_o goâ—…_n my_o sense_n as_o well_o outward_a as_o inâ—…rd_v that_o all_o my_o affection_n and_o pasâ—…_n 〈…〉_o â—nto_fw-it reason_n which_o kingâ—…_n be_v 〈◊〉_d doubt_n more_o excellent_a 〈◊〉_d all_o the_o kingdom_n of_o this_o world_n moreover_o the_o forsayde_a doctor_n deâ—…ded_v of_o he_o who_o it_o be_v that_o have_v 〈◊〉_d he_o unto_o so_o great_a perfection_n 〈◊〉_d silence_n answer_v the_o poor_a man_n 〈◊〉_d high_a and_o loftye_a meditation_n &_o 〈…〉_o i_o have_v with_o god_n i_o can_v 〈…〉_o nor_o comfort_n in_o any_o creaâ—…_n of_o the_o world_n by_o mean_n whereof_o i_o 〈…〉_o god_n who_o will_v comfort_v 〈…〉_o without_o end_n amen_n
and_o although_o they_o do_v it_o for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n man_n will_v call_v it_o cowardliness_n pusillanimity_n &_o lack_v of_o courage_n behold_v here_o be_v another_o abject_a evil_a one_o have_v a_o cancer_n on_o his_o arm_n and_o another_o upon_o his_o face_n the_o first_o have_v only_o the_o disease_n which_o be_v bad_a enough_o but_o this_o other_o joint_o with_o the_o disease_n have_v contempt_n shame_n and_o abjection_n in_o all_o company_n what_o say_v i_o then_o of_o love_a abjection_n i_o say_v that_o we_o must_v not_o only_o love_v the_o harm_n itself_o which_o we_o do_v by_o the_o virtue_n of_o patience_n but_o we_o must_v also_o love_v the_o contempt_n the_o shame_n the_o vileness_n baseness_n and_o abjection_n thereof_o which_o we_o do_v by_o the_o virtue_n of_o humility_n 3._o again_o there_o be_v some_o virtue_n that_o seem_v abject_a and_o contemptible_a other_o that_o be_v honourable_a and_o respect_a by_o all_o man_n patience_n meekness_n plaindealing_a simplicity_n &_o humility_n itself_o be_v of_o the_o number_n of_o those_o virtue_n which_o worldly_a man_n hold_v as_o vile_a and_o abject_a contrariwise_o they_o make_v great_a estimation_n of_o wisdom_n fortitude_n and_o liberality_n there_o be_v also_o diverse_a action_n of_o the_o self_n same_o virtue_n whereof_o some_o be_v contemptible_a and_o other_o honourable_a to_o give_v alm_n and_o to_o pardon_v injury_n and_o offence_n be_v both_o of_o they_o act_n proceed_v from_o charity_n and_o the_o first_o be_v honour_v of_o all_o man_n the_o last_o most_o base_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o blind_a world_n a_o young_a gentleman_n or_o gentlewoman_n that_o will_v not_o disorder_v themselves_o with_o a_o company_n of_o dissolute_a mate_n in_o prate_v dance_a drink_v superfluous_a pomp_n and_o curiosity_n of_o apparel_n shall_v be_v scoff_v at_o and_o censure_v by_o other_o and_o their_o laudable_a modesty_n term_v hypocrisy_n or_o affect_a sanctity_n to_o love_v these_o censure_n to_o rejoice_v in_o that_o the_o world_n have_v this_o opinion_n of_o we_o be_v to_o love_v our_o own_o abjection_n behold_v again_o another_o sort_n of_o abjection_n which_o we_o must_v love_v we_o go_v to_o visit_v the_o sick_a many_o of_o we_o together_o if_o i_o be_v send_v to_o the_o most_o miscrable_a that_o be_v to_o i_o a_o abjection_n in_o the_o judgement_n of_o the_o world_n and_o for_o that_o cause_n will_v i_o embrace_v it_o more_o willing_o but_o if_o i_o be_v send_v to_o visit_v a_o person_n of_o more_o quality_n it_o be_v a_o abjection_n according_a to_o judgement_n of_o the_o spirit_n for_o there_o be_v not_o 〈◊〉_d so_o much_o virtue_n nor_o merit_n and_o therefore_o i_o will_v love_v this_o abjection_n likewise_o one_o fall_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o street_n and_o not_o only_o receave_v damage_n thereby_o but_o be_v also_o shameful_o laugh_v at_o this_o be_v a_o abjection_n which_o we_o must_v make_v much_o of_o 4._o there_o be_v some_o defect_n also_o which_o have_v no_o other_o harm_n in_o they_o but_o only_o the_o shame_n that_o they_o bring_v with_o they_o and_o humility_n though_o it_o require_v not_o that_o one_o shall_v commit_v they_o of_o set_v purpose_n yet_o it_o require_v that_o one_o disquiet_v not_o himself_o for_o have_v fall_v into_o some_o such_o defect_n these_o defect_n which_o i_o now_o speak_v of_o be_v certain_a foolery_n incivility_n inconsiderate_a act_n or_o word_n which_o as_o we_o ought_v to_o eschew_v before_o they_o be_v commit_v to_o obey_v civility_n and_o prudence_n so_o when_o they_o be_v once_o commit_v we_o must_v be_v content_a with_o the_o reproache_v that_o come_v thereby_o and_o accept_v it_o willing_o that_o so_o we_o may_v follow_v the_o rule_n of_o holy_a humility_n i_o say_v yet_o more_o if_o i_o chance_v to_o disordre_fw-fr myself_o through_o passion_n or_o dissolution_n or_o to_o speak_v some_o undecent_a word_n where_o with_o god_n and_o my_o neighbour_n be_v offend_v i_o will_v repent_v myself_o hearty_o with_o true_a sorrow_n for_o the_o sin_n commit_v and_o procure_v to_o repair_v the_o harm_n or_o offence_n do_v to_o my_o neighbour_n the_o best_a that_o possible_a i_o can_v but_o i_o will_v be_v content_a and_o right_a glad_a with_o the_o shame_n contempt_n and_o abjection_n which_o thereby_o i_o have_v incur_v and_o if_o the_o one_o can_v possible_o be_v separate_v from_o the_o other_o i_o will_v sincere_o cast_v away_o the_o sin_n and_o earnest_o retain_v the_o abjection_n 5._o but_o though_o we_o love_v the_o abjection_n and_o contempt_n which_o follow_v some_o evel_a or_o defect_n of_o we_o we_o must_v not_o neglect_v the_o redress_n of_o the_o ill_n that_o cause_v it_o by_o convenient_a and_o lawful_a mean_n especial_o when_o the_o evil_a be_v of_o some_o consequence_n and_o importance_n as_o if_o i_o have_v some_o deform_a loathsome_a disease_n upon_o my_o face_n i_o will_v procure_v to_o have_v it_o cure_v but_o not_o to_o have_v man_n forget_v the_o deformity_n which_o it_o cause_v if_o i_o have_v commit_v some_o foolery_n which_o be_v offensive_a to_o no_o man_n i_o will_v not_o excuse_v myself_o at_o all_o because_o although_o it_o be_v a_o defect_n and_o a_o fault_n it_o be_v not_o permanent_a and_o therefore_o it_o need_v no_o excuse_n but_o only_o for_o the_o abjection_n shame_n or_o contempt_n which_o befall_v i_o for_o it_o and_o to_o excuse_v that_o be_v against_o humility_n but_o if_o through_o my_o unaduisednesse_n and_o folly_n i_o have_v offend_v or_o scandalize_v any_o man_n i_o will_v make_v amends_n for_o the_o offence_n by_o some_o probable_a excuse_n because_o it_o contain_v a_o permanent_a ill_n and_o that_o charity_n oblige_v i_o to_o blot_v out_o and_o deface_v if_o i_o can_v 6._o to_o conclude_v it_o happen_v some_o time_n that_o charity_n command_v we_o to_o remedy_n and_o wipe_v away_o the_o abjection_n &_o contempt_n which_o we_o incur_v because_o our_o reputation_n &_o good_a name_n be_v necessary_a for_o the_o edification_n of_o our_o neighbour_n and_o in_o that_o case_n though_o we_o remove_v abjection_n &_o contempt_n from_o our_o neighbour_n eye_n lest_o he_o shall_v be_v scandalize_v or_o trouble_v thereby_o yet_o must_v we_o careful_o lock_v it_o up_o like_o a_o precious_a jewel_n in_o our_o hart_n that_o we_o ourselves_o may_v be_v edify_v thereby_o 7._o perchance_o thou_o will_v learn_v of_o i_o philotheus_n which_o abiection_n among_o all_o be_v to_o be_v esteem_v best_a and_o i_o tell_v thou_o plain_o in_o one_o word_n that_o those_o be_v most_o profitable_a to_o our_o soul_n and_o most_o acceptable_a to_o god_n which_o happen_v to_o we_o as_o it_o be_v by_o chance_n or_o by_o the_o course_n condition_n and_o estate_n of_o our_o life_n because_o we_o choose_v they_o not_o but_o receive_v they_o only_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n that_o send_v they_o who_o election_n and_o choice_n we_o know_v be_v always_o better_a for_o we_o than_o our_o own_o but_o if_o we_o be_v to_o choose_v they_o ourselves_o than_o the_o great_a be_v the_o best_a for_o we_o and_o those_o be_v to_o be_v esteem_v great_a which_o be_v most_o contrary_a to_o our_o inclination_n so_o that_o they_o be_v conformable_a to_o our_o vocation_n for_o to_o speak_v the_o truth_n once_o for_o all_o our_o own_o choice_n spoil_v in_o a_o manner_n and_o bring_v to_o naught_o all_o our_o virtue_n o_o who_o will_v give_v we_o the_o grace_n to_o say_v from_o our_o hart_n in_o all_o sincerity_n with_o that_o great_a king_n i_o have_v make_v choice_n to_o be_v a_o abject_a in_o the_o house_n of_o god_n rather_o than_o to_o dwell_v in_o the_o tabernacle_n of_o sinner_n none_o certain_o can_v give_v we_o this_o grace_n dear_a philothee_n but_o he_o that_o to_o exalt_v we_o live_v and_o die_v for_o we_o in_o such_o manner_n that_o he_o be_v esteem_v the_o outcast_n of_o man_n and_o the_o most_o abject_a of_o the_o people_n i_o have_v tell_v thou_o many_o thing_n philotheus_n which_o no_o doubt_n will_v seem_v somewhat_o hard_o unto_o thou_o when_o thou_o consider_v they_o but_o believe_v i_o they_o will_v be_v sweet_a than_o sugar_n or_o honey_n to_o thou_o when_o thou_o do_v put_v they_o in_o practice_n how_o to_o keep_v our_o good_a renown_n in_o the_o practice_n of_o humility_n chapter_n 7._o 1._o honour_n praise_n and_o glory_n be_v not_o give_v to_o man_n for_o every_o ordinary_a virtue_n but_o for_o some_o excellent_a and_o notable_a virtue_n for_o by_o praise_n we_o seek_v to_o persuade_v other_o to_o esteem_v the_o excellency_n of_o some_o man_n in_o who_o such_o a_o virtue_n excel_v by_o honour_n we_o protest_v that_o we_o ourselves_o do_v esteem_v he_o therefore_o &_o glory_n in_o my_o judgement_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o a_o certain_a lustre_n splendour_n or_o shine_a brightness_n of_o reputation_n which_o arise_v from_o the_o