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course_n and_o thou_o be_v a_o bless_a man_n other_o see_v and_o believe_v but_o bless_a be_v they_o that_o have_v not_o see_v and_o yet_o believe_v joh._n 20._o 20._o 3._o beside_o last_o this_o frame_n of_o spirit_n must_v needs_o keep_v down_o many_o of_o those_o murmur_a despair_a and_o in_o a_o sort_n blasphemous_a misapprehension_n concern_v god_n and_o his_o promise_n which_o length_n of_o soul-trouble_n be_v apt_a to_o plunge_v a_o man_n into_o and_o certain_o the_o less_o iniquity_n there_o be_v break_v forth_o in_o our_o desertion_n the_o soon_o they_o will_v be_v over_o now_o faith_n in_o such_o a_o season_n maintain_v good_a thought_n of_o god_n and_o defend_v he_o and_o take_v his_o part_n against_o the_o calumny_n of_o satan_n and_o god_n that_o see_v and_o know_v this_o therefore_o how_o can_v he_o but_o take_v this_o kind_o if_o a_o husband_n absent_v himself_o a_o while_n from_o a_o wife_n and_o she_o be_v ready_a upon_o every_o whisper_n of_o slanderous_a gossip_n 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