Penitent hath not one and the same degree that another hath and he who hath most of it in evidence hath it but mixt and imperfect A Declaration there is to every penitent soul that God loves it but not equall nor absolute 5. This Declaration of Divine Love though it be very comfortable This Declaration is separable at least in the sence of it yet it is very separable especially in the sense and feeling of it For it is for the duration of it an effect of meer favour which is let out ad Bene placitum only and it is not an essential to the Christian condition therefore it may go off So that this is the sum of the Proposition That Gods reconciled favour is a thing which may be known and God is pleased to make it known to all penitents either Naturally or Formally at some time or other in some measure or other so long as he himself shall judge best The Reasons where of are these 1. His promise is not only to Reasons of it Gods Promise is to make knowne his love to them love his people but likewise to make known his love to them not only the affection but the declaration of it is in promise Ezek. 34. 30. They shall know that I the Lord their God am with them and that they even the house of Israel are my people saith the Lord God 2. It is the thing which the penitential people of It is the thing which Gods people desire God do exceedingly crave and desire Psal 4. 6. Lord lift up the light of thy Countenance upon me Psal 4. 6. Lord lift up the light of thy Countenance upon me Psal 17. 7. Shew thy marvellous loving kindness Psal 106. 4. Remember me O Lord with the favour thou bearest unto thy people O visit me with thy salvation Psal 119. 132. Look upon me and be merciful unto me as thou usest to do unto those that love thy Name Cant. 1. 2. Let him kise me with the kisses of his mouth for thy love is better then Wine Now I pray consider two things that 1. The prayers which God commands his people to make 2. The things which God promises to grant where promises are made and commands are made there if prayers be made God will fulfil them The manifestation of Gods favour is that which the people of God are commanded to seek Seek ye my â—ace Psal 27. 8. and God hath promised to declare his loving favour to them and therefore if they seek it he will 3. It is the thing which they do exceedingly need Though not sim-ply It is the thing which they Need. to their esse yet respectively to their Bene esse The loving kindness of God it is their life and it is the Joy of their salvation and it is their reviving it is the binding up of their wounds the setling of their fears the strength of their soul the peace of their conscience the anchor of their ship the Ark of rest 4. The Lord will grant unto his people even in this life the God will give his people here the first fruits of a Glorious life first fruits of their glorious life though hereafter they shall see him face to face yet here they shall know him as through a Glass here they shall tast how good he is that they may more earnestly look after a full and Beatifical fruition of him 5. And likewise to let them know the difference twixt a sinful To let them know the difference twixâ— a sinful and penitential course To distinguish twixt the pleasures of sin and the joy of the Holy Ghost and penitent course in the one they shall know how just he is in wrath to hate and punish sin in the other how gracious and merciful he is to comfort and revive a penitent 6. Yea yet more he doth declare his reconciled favour to them that they likewise may distinguish twixt these poor false miserable jollities and pleasures which they had by sin and twixt those soul reviving transcendently affecting comforts unspeakeable joies unconceivable peace which arise to them upon the knowledg of God reconciled to them in and through Christ That there is not that juice that support that delight that singularity of contentment in any way as in a good way nor the like life and spirit to be drawn from any sinful or earthly springs as from the goodness and kindness of his loving favour that a God reconciled is the only happiness of the soul Doth the Lord manifest unto penitential persons his reconciled Use Satisfy not your selves without the seales of Gods favour favour Then you who take your selves to be converts and penitents satisfie not your selves be not contented until you find the SEals and tokens of Gods favour You have I know his Word and Bond for your reconciliation and your condition really is the state of reconciliation you do love the Lord and the Lord doth love you But yet advance somwhat farther strive to find the kisses the gracious expressions and evidences from God that he is reconciled unto you The Motives to excite you hereto are many and forcible Motives The differences twixt God and you have been very great 1. The differences twixt God and you have been very great and high such as have much provoked the Lord and they have been of long continuance such as have deserved ten thousand Hells Noâ— why will you not strive to make it out of doubt that God hath pardoned you and is in Christ graciously reconciled unto you If there have been differences betwixt us and a man of place we will use all the means to take up the controversie and get a release of all things how much more having to do with God 2. This Reconciled Love is worth the suing out No love like Reconciled love is worth the suing out it partly because it doth so immediately concern the soul of a Christian It is a love which accepts of a sinner and makes the sinner accepted it is more to him then the Princes pardon to a Traitor Indeed it is his passing from death to eternal Life What should become of a sinner if the Lord were not reconciled to him If the Lord be his enemy and holds distance the soul can never stand before him in Judgment Farewel Peace farewel Heaven without it Partly because it is the choicest chiefest Love that God doth bestow There is no one whom he doth imbrace with the love of friendship and reconciliation but Elect persons and such as he intends for Glory Therefore this Love is called the ancient Love great Love Eph. 2. and the free Love and the Love of his chosen and a Love which is sure and a Love which neither Powers nor principalities nor world nor life nor death nor things present nor things to come can extirpate or abolish You may partake of his common Love and the common effects of that Love yet you may
be his very enemies and vessels of wrath Partly because it frees you from the sorest fears and sharpest torments You know that there are no troubles like those in Conscience nor fears like those concerning our eternal Conditions Whatâ— if I be one whom the Lord hates what if I should dye and then be damned what if I be not in favour with the Lord what if such or such a sin be not yet pardoned Now the evidence that God is reconciled to you doth silence these fears and eases the conscience of these tormenting suspicions The Lord is my light said David Psal 27. 1. whom shall I fear And I will lay me down in peace Psa 4. 8. 3. It is one of the most admirable comforters of the soul in any condition It comforts the soul in any condition If your condition be prosperous why the assurance that God is reconciled unto you makes all your outward comforts the more comfortable unto you It is like health to a good complexion which sprinkles it over and inamels the face with a fair beauty or like the light to colour which unveils and discloseth all their art or like the dew to the herbs which makes them the more fragrant when a man can say I have all things and God is reconciled to me too I have such a Lordship and the King is my friend too such honours friends estate and the Lord hath accepted of me too and I know that all is pardoned is not this a comfort when all is pleasant on earth and all is right in heaven whereas if the Lord be not reconciled to a man what avails all the world If your conditions be calamitous yet the assurance that God is reconciâ—ed to you is an admirable cordial You read in Mat. 9. 2. Of a man sick with a dead Palsey a disease which exceedingly dejects the spirits Christ comes unto him and gives him a Cordial what was it think you why this Son be of good comfort thy sins are forgiven thee You will think this an improper comfort to a man in such a disease but it was not the assurance that our sins are pardoned and that God is reconciled revives and cheers up the heart nothing more So S. Paul speaks of Tribulation Diâ—ress Persecution Famine Nakedness Peril Sword Yea of Death it self Rom. 8. 35 36. and addeth v. 37. In all these things we are more then conquerours he made light of them all they were as nothing How so whence came this why from assurance of Gods love for saith he v. 38 39. I am perswaded that neither death nor life nor any Creature shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lard If your condition be pious this evidence is the main thing which makes it most comfortable all the habits of graces are no actual comforts unless they become evident and so far do they comfort you as they are true and real evidences of Gods reconciled love and favour unto you 4. It will be an unspeakable stay unto you in death you know It will be a stay in Death the day of death will shortly overtake every one of us Here is no abiding City and what temptations may befall us then we cannot assure our selves we know not what Satan or conscience may raise up against us When our souls are ready to depart then either to be determinate God is not yet reconciled to me that just God before whom I must immediately appear to answer and make accounts or to be indeterminate It may be I am reconciled it may be I am not I never had any solid evidence of it how distracting a thing is this that the soul one minute hopes the best and presently it doubts the worst Now I think I shall go to Heaven and by and by I fear lest I shall be cast into Hell But if you had obtained to an evidence of Gods reconciled favour unto you that the Lord had pardoned all the sins of your life and had graciously accepted of you in Christ though death it self appears you would not much be moved I know that my redeemer lives said Job c. 19. And we know that if our earthly house be dissolved we have a building of God an house eternal in the heavens saith the Apostle 2 Cor. 5. 1. 5. It is of all the most quickning and forwarding thing to the It is the most Quickning in duty heart for the performance of all sorts of holy duties We oftentimes complain what dull and slow hearts we have to Prayer were we more assured that God is reconciled to us we should quickly find hearts more affected and more enlarged for Prayer though we be afraid and flye from an angry and just God yet we would â—hye in and speed unto a reconciled and gracious God Psal 63. 1. Thou art my God here he discerns that whereof we speak sc God reconciled and then it followes early will I seek unto thee Again we wonder at our listnesses of our spirits to the word that we do not mind it long after it affect it more were you more assured of Gods love being more affected with him we should certainly grow more affected with his word They in 1 Pet. 2. 2. must desire the sincere Milk of the Word as new born Babes .i. with much eagerness and delightfulness but how might this apprehension be wrought in them Why v. 3. If so be that you have tasted that the Lord is gracious q. d. a tast an experience an assurance that God is your gracious God that is it which will whet an edge and appetite after the word I say no more but this you will serve the Lord with more willing hearts and cheerful then ever you did in all your lives if so be you could get assurance that God is reconciled 6. It makes your hearts most confident on God in evil times It makes us Confident in evill times when afflictions are upon you when dangers arise when distractions are in the world when any near calamity breaks in these are like Land-floods which carry away all or like the deluge in Noah's time which exceeded all the mountains so do these drown all the vain hopes and confidences of evil men that are not reconciled to God they know not in the world what to do they have no heart to go in unot God for their consciences now tell them plainly that they are in the estate of enmity and wrath But even now though the foundations of the earth be shaken the assured person who knows God is reconciled to him knows also that his foundation of love stands sure and firm and through all does he make his address unto the God of his mercies and shall find acceptance with him 7. Lastly It is that which will wonderfully inlarge your graces It will wonderfully inlarge our Graces the Apostle delivers it in the general that the knowledg of the love of Christ is a means
necessary Again Sin is most subtile to alure us to entice us to put out our thoughts of Reformation How often doth it untwist the Cord and propound delights and pleasures some sweet baits or other which take us quite away from our private intentions How extremely doth it fill the heart with Unbelief that the Reformation of such a sin can never be and if we set upon it how strangely doth it amaze us that there is no hope of mercy and therefore we were better enjoy some pleasure a while then bitterness and anguish for ever 3. The heart is naturally deceitful and apt to turn or be turned The heart is naturally Dâ—ceiâ—ful A small thing will make the eye to shut and the very imagination of danger is enough to discourage many a man and to make him to recoyl A cunning man must be tyed in firm bonds We think that we will do much and suffer any thing but this we find that if the way be good we do not easily like it if it be long we are quickly weary of it if it be harsh we are ready to forsake it Now occurrents and accidents do ordinarily put on us new Intentions and Byasses 4. If you consider the frame and disposition of that new course of The frame of the new course of Godly walking Godly walking you will confess that a resolution is necessary for 1. It is spiritual and wholly heavenly 2. It is strict and must It is spiritual Strict be ordered by rule no room for any one sinful lust or way strait is the gate 3. It is opposite and contrary to that nature and will which is corrupt in us it is supra contra 4. It is difficult Opposite to corrupt nature Difficult and very high grace and supernatural works are hard to deny our selves our own righteousness c. 5. It is capable of such dangers which will not easily be digested even loss of life it Capable of great dangers Very laborious self 6. It is very laborious it must cost a man much study and search much care and watchfulness much prayers and many tears much self-denial and mortification much going out of himself and adventuring upon pure promises 7. Of necessity the soul must undergoe much if it will lead a godly life many The Soul must undergoe much for iâ— violent temptations from Satan inward conflicts with the love of sin outward persecutions from the world They that will live godly must suffer persecution Now tell me whether a firm resolution be not necessary when a man changeth to a course which is very spiritual and holy whereas before he lived in a course that was sensual and impure again into a course very strict and contrary to him in great part and very difficult and very dangerous and wherein he must be very industrious and go through many a sharp trial and brunt All the use which I shall make of this assertion shall be reduced Vse unto two heads 1. Of Exhortation 2. Direction 1. The Exâ—ortation is that as we do desire a real reformation of our sinful wayes so we strive to bring our hearts to a solid resolution Exhortation to bring our hearts to this Solid Resolutition Motives Six dangers of Irresolution You will not be free from strong temptation against them Two things I will propound as motives to edge this exhortation 1. The folly and inconvenience of an irresolute and tottering and hovering spirit viz. 1. Till you attain to a firm resolution you will never be free from strong temptations Faint denials are interpretative Encouragements as it is with the ill humours of the body they flock and resort to a crazy part So it is with Satans temptations they will ever be frequent where the heart is ready to embrace or not resolved to resist why shouldest thou expect that Satan should fall off when thou art yet irresolved to resist him that he should not be backward to tempt when thou art not resolved not to yield 2. Till you attain to a firm resolution you will never come to a firm peace Conscience cannot be clear in its testimony when we are indifferent in our You will never come to a firm â—eace purpose against sin Paul could say the evil that I would not doe thou canst not say so The decision of that estate will be under a cloud and you will be struck with more suspicions of hypocrisie and wrath while you come to be plain-hearted and resolute I will serve no sin any longer 3. Till you attain to a firm resolution you will be subject to the frequent intanglings of sin weak You will be subject to the enâ—anglings of Sin resolutions are like a weak child or a feather or like weak walls through which any bullet will flye Thou hast no armour on till thou be resolved any sinful occasion or opportunity is too hard for him whose heart is not clad with a peremptory denial How can he be stedfast who is not â—ound a â—ame Legg is apt to â—â—ll or what shock can a weak body sustein it cannot be but thou shouldest be under the guilt of much corruption who art not determinately fixed in thy resolves against all sinful suggestions Thou wondredst at it that perhaps after many Prayers and much hearing yet some sin or other still prevails but can it well be expected that Sin should not be thy Conqueror when as yet thou art not resolved to be its enemy 4. Till you attain to a firm resolution you will but shuffle in a good course off and on sometimes You will but shuffle in a Good Course much sometimes little sometimes nothing A double-minded man is unstable in all his wayes saith St. James 1. 8. every business will withdraw you and any occasion will excuse you from Gods service while you are indifferent unto it every wind drives through thy Boat and every frost will nip thy Bud. 5. Nay Irresolution will prove a bitter root of apostacy if dangers surprize thee on the left hand or temptations on the right It will prove a bitter Root of Apostacy hand it is a thousand to one but thou wilt deny the faith and make Shipwrack of conscience There lies much of our hopeful constancy in Religion as we set forth if we begin with faint and irresolved hearts we shall fall back with wounded and broken Souls he cannot be long good who is not resolvedly good 6. Flat and poor communion with God You will make no prayer or but cold indifferent Prayer Austin was affraid that God There will be flat and poor Communion with God The Benefits of a full Resolution It will be a testimony our hearts are upright would hear him 2. The benefits and comforts oâ— a firm Resolution which are many 1. It will be a great Testimony unto you that your hearts are upright He who will not resolve against a sinful course either his heart hath a flaw
is Knowledge of Christ as revealed in the Word which a man may have and utter too and yet not have Faith there is Profession of Faith for the truth against errours and yet the Grace of Faith is another thing A man may have so much faith as to believe that there is a Christ and to confess his excellencies and in some sort to see his own necessities of Christ yea he may begin to article and capitulate as the Young-man and yet break off and be far enough from a Faith which doth indeed espouse and marry his soul unto Christ 4. Lastly The misery and danger Suppose The misery and danger you do deceive your selves and in the event it appears that you are not espoused to Jesus Christ by Faith that you never gave your hearts unto him that there never was any conjugal Union and Bond twixt you if thou indeed shouldst live Christless and die Christless what helpless hopeless happyless person art thou But you will reply We trust that we are truly penitent persons and that God hath given unto us such a Faith whereby we are really married unto Christ Sol. Well if that be so you have great cause to bless the Lord And that you may not be deceived therein I will deliver unto you some proper effects which that Faith produceth in every soul that is indeed married unto Qualities produced by an espousing faith Christ There are four Qualities produced by an espousing Faith 1. Estimation Let the Wife see that she reverence her Husband saith the Apostle Ephes 5. She must both acknowledg Estimation him as a Head and honour him as a Lord juâ—â—e and esteem of him in a relative consideration above all other The like effect doth Faith produce if it espouseth us to Christ it sets up Christ above all accounts of him as most excellent judgeth of all other things but as dross and dung in comparison of him will part with all for to get Christ The beauties of Christ are glorious in the eyes of every believer Christ doth not seem a mean thing an ordinary or common thing but he is the Pearl the Sun of Righteousness My Lord and my God saith Thomas In a word Faith if right exalts the Excellency of Christ and the Authority of Christ the Excellencies of his Person and the Authority of his Will and Laws 2. Election Election We make choice of Christ before all other Though sins though the pleasures and profits of the world proffer themselves yet as the Martyr at the stake None but Christ Or as Paul I desire to know nothing but Christ crucisied So the true believer Give me Christ I have enough I have that which is best of all he is the the Optimum and the Vnicum to Faith 3. Affection Conjugal Affection Faith ever produceth conjugal Love It were a monstrous evil for a woman to marry a man and noâ— love him and it were an adulterous thing for her to love any more then her own Husband Marriage doth by way of Duty infer and draw with it two qualities of Love one is exclusive and it is an unity of Love the other is intensive and it is a redundancy of Love Thus is it with us if Faith hath espoused us unto Christ it doâ—h kindle in us a love unto Christ not a divided love a love to Christ and a love to sin a love to Christ and a love to the world but an united love none is by us esteemed and loved as our Lord but Christ Nor doth it satisfie it self with a remiss and diminutive love which may serve any inferiour object but as Christ is in himself the most excellent object so Faith produceth such a degree of love which bears some proportion with that object viz. a superlative love a love of Christ above all and more then all more set on Christ than on any other object which yet may lawfully be loved more than our father or mother or wife or children Do we find this love in our hearts to Christ against all and above all Nay again True conjugal love infers with it a Love 1. of Complacency to delight in the thing loved 2. of Society to be with the person loved Is it so with us what delght have we in Christ in his person in his excellencies in his works in his ordâ—â—ances Is it our best joy to hear him to see him to speak with him 4. Subjection I confess that marriage doth not make the Subjection woman a slave yet by vertue thereof she is bound to submission or subjection she doth in a sort give away her self unto the disposal of another in the Lord Thy desire saith God Gen. 3. 16. shall be to thy husband and he shall rule over thee If thou hast a Faith which doth espouse thee unto Christ that Faith brings thy heart into the obedience and subjection of Christ It subjects thy will to Christs will and thy judgment to his truths and thy desire to his rule and thy works to his laws If Christ would have thee be and do one thing and thou wilt be and do another that thy will is still contradicting of Christs will and thy way is still contrary to his way Though a man may be married to such a stubborn and perverse piece yet Christ is not for all that are married unto him by Faith have in some measure wrought in them an obediential spirit desirous to know the mind of the Lord and willing to live godly in Christ Jesus Now this subjection which is the effect of an espousing Faith hath these properties in it viz. 1. Vniversality the wife is subject in all things 2. Diligence we must take care to please him 3. Delightfulneâ—â— it must be no burthen 4. Constancy as long as we live we must be subject to the will of our Lord. The last Use shall be for Exhortatiou That in case you find Vse 2. Exhortation this Ring of Faith by which you are espoused unto Christ given unto you then be very carefull to wear it and to bring it along with you to this next Sacrament We usually put on our Robes and our Rings when we come to any solemn Feasts The Sacrament of the Lords Supper is a Feast of good things there is Christ and mercy and redemption and sanctification and what not for the soul but bring your Ring with you Christ looks that you should come with it and you can do no good at the Sacrament if you have not the Ring on your hand Though you put forth your hand yet if the Ring be not on it the hand may take the bread but the Ring is it which onely can take Christ therefore bring Faith with you to the Sacrament Josephs Brethren must bring Benjamin with them or else they must not see his face nor should get food And let your faith work upon Christ all along on the love of Christ on the sufferings of Christ of the
not to lose the cause of all our discomforts It was a miracle that the three children were in a fiery furnace yet not one hair of their heads was singed It was a miracle that Moses bush was burning and not consumed Oh it is a sad wonder that so many afflictions are upon men and not one sin troubled not one sin consumed mortifyed 2. Many persons though much afflicted and long afflicted yet are not converted God complained of old they return not to him Many persons though much and long afflicted are not converted Eâ—ghâ— so â—s of personâ— Stupid sinners Dâ—pâ—rate sinners that smites them and in another place yet have ye not returned to me saith the Lord. There are eight sorts of men whose afflictions have not been effectual to their Conversion 1. Stupid Sinners who know not from whom afflictions are sent nor for what end Wherefore hath all this evil befallen us said they 2. Desperate Sinners who forsake God in their afflictions They cry not when he bindeth them Job 30. 13. This evil is of the Lord why should I wait upon the Lord any longer said he in 2 Kin. 6. 33. 3. Bold sinners who grow worse and worse under their affliction as Bold sinners the Anvile by blows is more hardened like Ahaz in his distresses who sinned yet more 2 Chr. 28. 22. 4. Proud Sinners who repine and murmur and complain against God fretting against him and Proud sinners perhaps cursing of God as they in Iâ— 8. 21. 5. Careless Sinners who Careless sinners regard not the operations of Gods hands and lay nothing to heart The unjust knows no shame Zep. 3. 5. 6. Politick Sinners who think Politick sinners Despairing sinners to make up their losses by any temporizing compliances 7. Despairing Sinners who sink under the burden of worldly losses and crosses a worldly sorrow doth seize on them even unto death and crush them as Rachel c. 8. Hypocritical Sinners who seem to turn unto God in Prayer and Fasting but it is like Judah friendly Hypocritical sinners not with their whole hearts at the best they doe but stop in sinning but they do not forsake their sins their righteousness is but as the morning dew Hos 6. I will but say three things to all these men 1. It is a sure sign that the afflictions are whips of wrath and not rods of love they come not from a Father but from a Judg. 2. It is a sure sign that greater afflictions are to follow I will chastise you seven times more Lev. 26. 21. or else which is worse eternal destructioâ— Reprobate Silver shall they be called Because I would have purged thee and thou wast not purged thou shalt not be purged till I cause my fury to rest upon thee 3. It is a sign that men are very wicked drowned in the love of sin or the World or that a spirit of Atheism prevails and reigns in them I now proceed to another Proposition which is implyed in these words That there is an Almighty Power required to convert or change a Doct. 5. There is an almighty power required to convert a sinner sinner no less then is requisite to quicken a dead man This my Son was dead and is alive again To awaken a man out of sleep needs no great power a word a call a cry a little stiring may do it but to quicken a dead man here calls and cries and stirrings will not do it all the power of Men and Angels will not do it In Acts 2. 41. you read of three thousand converted at one Sermon And in Acts 4. 4. of five thousand converted at another Sermon so many so quickly converted certainly the Power that wrought this must be Almighty Jesus Christ himself must come and he must cry and he must cry with a loud voice Lazarus come forth Joh. 11. 43. The Apostle speaks of the exceeding greatness of Gods Power towards them that believe and of the working of his mighty Power Ephes 1. 19. Even such a Power as God wrought in Christ when he raised him from the dead v. 20. There is a twofold opinion about the power which is put forth The power put forth in conversion Not moral only in a sinners Conversion 1. Some hold it to be Moral only because this is most congruous to the will of man which is a moral subject God they imagine doth offer and propound such Objects with such Arguments which do wooe and allure and prevail with the will of a sinner Sol. It is true that the outward means work only after a moral way The word which is the ministry for Conversion it doth offer to the sinner Arguments of life and death It reveales and commands and promiseth and threatneth But a moral suasion as they call it is not sufficient to convert And there are four Reasons which to me seem very strong and unanswerable against it 1. The Proved very Phrases by which a sinners Conversion is expressed in Scripture do surmount a moral suasion There is no less power to convert a sinner then there was 1. To create man at the first 2. There shall be to raise the dead at the last when a sinner is converted he is said to be created again to be born again to be regenerated his heart is said to be opened and circumcised his strong heart is taken away an heart of flesh is given unto him surely all this is more then a moral power 2. This moral suasion must necessarily presuppose some power and abilities in him with whom it deals as if you counsel a man you suppose something in him to incline him to hearken if you do not suppose such a power then it must be supposed that your counsel is in vain as if you should counsel an Ethiopian to change his skin or a blind man to see this were in vain for there is no power in them to do these 3. The conversion of a sinner in respect of God should be then contingent It might be and it might not be Though God intends to convert a man yet he may fail and miss of the event for as much as a moral work is resistable and may easily be put by How often would I have gathered your children and you would not yee alwayes resist the Holy-Ghost 4. Yea the Conversion of a sinner should in the event depend more upon the will of man then on the will of God The grace offered is common and it is made peculiar and differential by mans will the right use of grace is not of grace but of free will so that discrimen siliorum Dei seculi is a natura not ex gratia The moral suasion is presented unto two sinners the suasion is alike why doth it bring this man and not the other man to Conversion There can be no reason given but this that the one would hearken to it the other would not so that the effect of Conversion
to Grace and Christ 3. There is the highest contrariety in actions and courses that ever was to see a man pull down what he built up and There is the highest contrariety of courses and actions to build up what he pulled down to be mad against Christ and then presently even besides himself for Christ to scourge and revile Paul and Silas and presently after honour and embrace and almost adore them To reproach the Saints and their wayes and suddenly to admire them and value them and their paths as worthiest of our dearest love and society 4. And a little And a little grace to produce all this very little Grace to produce all this That one drop should sweeten the great bitter Ocean that one little spark should cause all this flame A very little Engine should move all the World and level the Mountains a little Grace to enter the Throne and to turn all the soul round about That Moses little Rod should divide the Sea and melt the Rock a little Ant tumble down a Mountain that the Grain of Mustard-seed which is the least of seeds should grow into a Tree That a very little Grace should transform the most rebellious heart humble the most proud heart quicken the dead purisie the most vile affections conquer the Gates of Hell overthrow sin dispossess Satan should beget such a River of Grief kindle such a flame of love such a zeal for God tenderness in Conscience such a strength to do and suffer to believe life in death joy in sorrows hopes in despair raise so high as to love them that hate us bless them that curse us pray for them that despightfully use us and do good for evil 3. True Conversion is an inward change When It is an inward change a dead man is made alive this is done by the infusion of an inward principle of life the cloathing of a dead man is one thing and the quickning of a dead man is another thing it is one thing to plaister an old house and it is another thing to build a new house Conversion may be considered two wayes either 1. Extensively So it is a change even of the life and outward actions of men it is a cleansing of the flesh as well as of the spirit it is a sanctifying of the body as well as of the soul It is a putting off the former Conversation Eph. 4. 22. 2. Denominatively So it is an inward change the Prophet calls it a washing of the heart Wash thine heart O Jerusalem Jer. 44. 4. The Apostle calls it a transformation by the renewing of the mind Rom. 2. 29. and a Circumcision of the heart Rom. 2. 29. St. John calls it a laying the Ax to the root of the Tree Mat. 3. 10. Ezekiel calls it the giving of a new heart and of a new spirit Ezek. 36. 26. Every converted man hath a changed heart we say in nature that Cor est primum vivens It is true also in Grace the first work of quickning and converting Grace begins in the heart of a sinner The heart first fell from God and it is the first that turns unto God The heart is the first Seat of Sin and it is the first Throne of Grace Sin is the wound and disease of the heart and Grace must bring the Plaister thither sin is first in the heart and most in the heart dominion is there the poyson is there bring in the heart prevail with it and you bring in all the man An outward change without an inward change is 1. But Hypocrisie The Hypocritical Pharisees made clean the outside of the Cup bùt not the inside a golden profession and a rotten heart this is but Hypocrisie 2. But Vanity it is to lap the Boughs and leave the Roots which can send out more it is to empty the Cistern and to leave the Fountain running which fills it again 3. But self and soul-deceit What a foolish fancy is it to think my self a converted man because my Tongue is quiet and yet my heart doth curse Whether every internalchange be an evidence of true conversion Four internal changes may be in man unconverted A change from ignorance to knowledg God because my body is honest when yet my heart burns and boils with lust because my hands strike not and yet my heart is full of malice and revenge and murder Quest But here a single scruple may be propounded viz. Whether every internal change be an evidence of true Conversion To which I answer it is not there are four Internal changes which may be in a man unconverted 1. A change from ignorance to knowledg The man who was an ignorant sinner may become a knowing sinner and yet remain still an unconverted sinner for a man may hate the good which he knows and love the evil which he knows neither of which can consist with true Conversion 2. A change from error to truth Many Fâ—om error to truth a man forsakes the Popish Religion and embraceth the Protestant Religion his opinion and judgment of things may be altered and yet his sinful heart may not be altered he may hold justification by faith only and yet his heart be utterly void of saving faith he may deny merit unto the works of Repentance and yet his heart never truly repent he may hold the true and right Government of Christ in his Church and yet that Government of Christ may never be set up in his own heart 3. A change from security to trouble and perplexity It is possible that a great From security to trouble sinner who was as senseless as the Rock may now be as trembling as the Leaf and his conscience troubled as the Sea and yet his heart not converted Cain was troubled so was Pharaoh so was Saul so was Judas yet none of them converted There is a trouble which riseth from a quick conscience and there is a trouble which riseth from quickning grace this latter is an evidence of true Conversion the other is not 4. A temporary change or A temporary change rather a transient diversity in the affections It is possible for some scornful person to hear the Gospel preached by some John Baptist as Herod did with joy and to hear some Paul as Felix did with trembling who formerly scorned all preaching yea this man may be in a great changeableness yet never be truly changed divine truths may fall upon him with that evidence and efficacy as to shake his heart stir his affections excite his resolutions and yet after a little while as the cold doth on Water that is heated all these workings expire into nothing his old incorporated familiar lusts prevail over them and work them wholly out till the inward change be a change of the heart it is not a truly converting change 4. Lastly true Conversion is an universal change When It is a universal change a dead man is quickned the soul is not only