we_o all_o he_o be_v oppress_v and_o afflict_a yet_o he_o open_v not_o his_o mouth_n he_o be_v bring_v as_o a_o lamb_n to_o the_o slaughter_n and_o as_o a_o sheep_n before_o her_o sheerer_n be_v dumb_a so_o he_o open_v not_o his_o mouth_n he_o be_v take_v from_o prison_n and_o from_o judgement_n he_o be_v cut_v off_o out_o of_o the_o land_n of_o the_o live_n for_o the_o transgression_n of_o his_o people_n be_v he_o strike_v it_o please_v the_o lord_n to_o bruise_v he_o he_o put_v he_o to_o grief_n isa_n 53._o what_o be_v his_o whole_a life_n but_o the_o exercise_n of_o love_n and_o self-denial_n he_o deny_v himself_o in_o love_n to_o his_o father_n obey_v he_o to_o the_o death_n and_o please_v he_o in_o all_o thing_n he_o deny_v himself_o in_o love_n to_o mankind_n in_o bear_v our_o transgression_n and_o redeem_v we_o from_o the_o curse_n by_o be_v make_v a_o curse_n for_o we_o gal._n 3._o 13._o he_o make_v himself_o of_o no_o reputation_n and_o tock_n upon_o he_o the_o form_n of_o a_o 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part_n of_o religion_n they_o seem_v to_o be_v as_o good_a as_o any_o as_o zealous_a for_o their_o party_n and_o opinion_n which_o they_o call_v the_o truth_n and_o as_o long_o and_o loud_o in_o prayer_n and_o for_o as_o strict_a a_o way_n of_o discipline_n with_o other_o but_o touch_v they_o in_o their_o estate_n or_o name_n call_v they_o to_o costly_a work_n of_o charity_n or_o to_o let_v go_v their_o right_n for_o peace_n or_o public_a good_a or_o to_o confess_v and_o lament_v any_o sin_n that_o they_o commit_v and_o you_o shall_v then_o see_v that_o they_o be_v but_o common_a man_n and_o self_n bear_v rule_v instead_o of_o christ_n hence_o also_o it_o be_v that_o so_o many_o person_n can_v bear_v with_o themselves_o in_o any_o call_n or_o trade_n of_o life_n
in_o your_o confusion_n you_o have_v see_v of_o late_a year_n in_o this_o land_n the_o glory_n of_o self-seekers_a turn_v to_o shame_n but_o it_o be_v great_a shame_n that_o be_v out_o of_o sight_n the_o word_n and_o work_n of_o god_n have_v warn_v you_o if_o yet_o the_o cause_n and_o church_n of_o god_n shall_v be_v neglect_v and_o your_o self_n and_o your_o own_o affair_n prefer_v and_o man_n that_o shall_v not_o be_v tolerate_v to_o abuse_v you_o shall_v be_v tolerate_v to_o abuse_v the_o soul_n of_o man_n and_o the_o lord_n that_o make_v they_o and_o if_o god_n must_v be_v deny_v because_o you_o will_v not_o deny_v yourselves_o you_o shall_v be_v deny_v by_o christ_n in_o your_o great_a extremity_n when_o the_o remembrance_n of_o these_o thing_n shall_v be_v your_o torment_n harken_v and_o amend_v or_o prepare_v your_o answer_n for_o behold_v the_o judge_n be_v at_o the_o door_n the_o content_n chap._n i._o of_o the_o nature_n of_o selfishness_n as_o opposite_a to_o god_n invade_v his_o prerogative_n in_o ten_o particular_n page_n 1_o chap._n ii_o reason_n of_o the_o necessity_n of_o self-denial_n p._n 26_o chap._n iii_o use_v 1._o a_o general_a complaint_n of_o the_o prevalency_n of_o selfishness_n p._n 33_o chap._n iu_o the_o prevalency_n of_o selfishness_n in_o all_o relation_n p._n 40_o chap._n v._o the_o power_n of_o selfishness_n upon_o man_n opinion_n in_o religion_n p._n 49._o chap._n vi_o man_n great_a averseness_n to_o costly_a or_o troublesome_a duty_n p._n 52_o chap._n vii_o man_n tenderness_n of_o self_n in_o case_n of_o any_o suffering_n p._n 60_o chap._n viii_o the_o partiality_n of_o man_n judgement_n in_o their_o own_o case_n p._n 62_o chap._n ix_o the_o great_a power_n and_o prevalency_n of_o self_n discover_v p._n 70_o chap._n x._o consectary_n 1._o this_o evince_v the_o fall_n of_o man_n and_o original_a corruption_n 2._o it_o tell_v we_o what_o to_o expect_v from_o man_n and_o give_v we_o the_o true_a prognostic_n of_o affair_n so_o far_o as_o the_o will_n of_o man_n determine_v they_o 3._o it_o warrant_v a_o moderate_a incredulity_n and_o jealousy_n of_o man_n 4._o it_o callethâ—us_a to_o be_v jealous_a of_o our_o selâ—es_n p._n 77_o chap._n xi_o use_v 2._o to_o try_v our_o self-denial_n whether_o it_o be_v sincere_a p._n 79_o chap._n xii_o exercise_v self-denial_n ten_o case_n in_o which_o self_n must_v be_v deny_v p._n 83_o chap._n xiii_o 1._o selfish_a disposition_n to_o be_v deny_v and_o 1._o self-love_n p._n 88_o chap._n fourteen_o 2._o selfconceitedness_a must_v be_v deny_v p._n 93_o chap._n xv._n selfwill_a must_v be_v deny_v p._n 108_o chap._n xvi_o selfish_a passion_n to_o be_v deny_v p._n 119_o chap._n xvii_o self-imagination_n to_o be_v deny_v p._n 123_o chap._n xviii_o inordinate_a appetite_n to_o be_v deny_v p._n 125_o chap._n xix_o ii_o self-interest_n to_o be_v deny_v and_o i._o pleasure_n and_o 1._o that_o of_o the_o taste_n p._n 134_o lustful_a pleasure_n to_o be_v deny_v p._n 140_o chap._n xx._n 3._o wanton_a talk_n lovesong_n etc._n etc._n to_o he_o deny_v 142_o chap._n xxi_o 4._o idle_n and_o worldly_a talk_n to_o be_v deny_v p._n 147_o cap._n xxii_o 5._o false_a story_n romance_n and_o other_o idle_a tempt_a book_n p._n 157_o chap._n xxiii_o 6._o vain_a sport_n and_o pastime_n to_o be_v deny_v p._n 159_o chap._n xxiv_o 7._o vain_a and_o sinful_a company_n to_o be_v deny_v p._n 166_o chap._n xxv_o 8._o please_a accommodation_n house_n garden_n horse_n etc._n etc._n 168_o chap._n xxvi_o 9_o self-denial_n in_o apparel_n needful_a p._n 174_o cha._n xxvii_o 10._o self-denial_n against_o ease_n and_o idleness_n and_o worldly_a peace_n p._n 182_o chap._n xxviii_o 11._o delight_n in_o worldly_a prosperity_n to_o be_v deny_v p._n 191_o chap._n xxix_o 12._o child_n and_o relationshow_a to_o be_v deny_v p._n 195_o chap._n xxx_o 13._o revengeful_a passion_n to_o be_v deny_v p._n 203_o chap._n xxxi_o 14._o useless_a history_n and_o news_n to_o be_v deny_v p._n 205_o chap._n xxxii_o 15._o unnecessary_a knowledge_n and_o delight_n therein_o to_o be_v deny_v p._n 208_o chap._n xxxiii_o 16._o afactious_a desire_n of_o the_o success_n of_o our_o own_o opinion_n and_o the_o thrive_a of_o our_o own_o party_n as_o such_o to_o be_v deny_v p._n 214_o chap._n xxxiv_o 17._o carnal_a liberty_n to_o be_v deny_v there_o be_v a_o holy_a liberty_n which_o none_o must_v deny_v and_o a_o wicked_a liberty_n which_o none_o must_v desire_v and_o a_o indifferent_a liberty_n how_o far_o this_o must_v be_v deny_v p._n 218_o chap._n xxxv_o 18._o our_o native_a country_n and_o habitation_n to_o be_v deny_v p._n 227_o chap._n xxxvi_o 19_o bodily_a health_n and_o ease_n from_o pain_n p._n 229_o chap._n xxxvii_o 20._o natural_a life_n to_o be_v deny_v p._n 237_o chap._n xxxviii_o twenty_o reason_n to_o move_v we_o to_o deny_v our_o life_n and_o yield_v to_o violent_a or_o natural_a death_n with_o comfortable_a submission_n when_o god_n require_v it_o p._n 243_o chap._n thirty-nine_o a_o answer_n to_o such_o doubt_n as_o be_v raise_v by_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n p._n 273_o chap._n xl._o direction_n to_o procure_v a_o willingness_n to_o die_v p._n 276_o chap._n xli_o self-denial_n in_o point_n of_o honour_n and_o pride_n and_o 1._o of_o climb_v into_o dignity_n or_o high_a place_n p._n 285_o chap._n xlii_o 2._o the_o love_n and_o commendation_n of_o other_o to_o be_v deny_v p._n 291_o chap._n xliii_o 3._o the_o reputation_n of_o wealth_n to_o be_v deny_v p._n 293_o chap._n xliv_o 4._o comeliness_n and_o beauty_n to_o be_v deny_v p._n 294_o chap._n xlv_o 5._o strength_n and_o valour_n to_o be_v deny_v p._n 296_o chap._n xlvi_o 6._o wisdom_n and_o learning_n to_o be_v deny_v p._n 297_o chap._n xlvii_o 7._o reputation_n of_o spiritual_a gift_n and_o ability_n to_o be_v deny_v p._n 299_o chap._n xlviii_o 8._o the_o reputation_n of_o be_v orthodox_n how_o to_o be_v deny_v p._n 306_o chap._n xlix_o 9_o the_o reputation_n of_o godliness_n and_o honesty_n how_o to_o be_v deny_v p._n 309_o chap._n l._n 10._o a_o renown_a perpetuate_v name_n to_o be_v deny_v p._n 313_o chap._n li._n q._n 1._o whether_o self-denial_n consist_v in_o renounce_v propriety_n p._n 331_o chap._n lii_o q._n 2._o whether_o it_o consist_v in_o renounce_v marriage_n p._n 333_o chap._n liii_o q._n 3._o whether_o it_o lie_v in_o solitude_n and_o renounce_v secular_a affair_n p._n 335_o chap._n liv._o q._n 4._o or_o in_o renounce_v public_a office_n and_o honour_n p._n 336_o chap._n lv._o q._n 5._o or_o in_o deny_v our_o relation_n p._n 338_o chap._n lvi_o q._n 6._o whether_o self-denial_n require_v we_o to_o give_v more_o to_o godly_a stranger_n than_o to_o kindred_n that_o be_v ungodly_a p._n 340_o chap._n lvii_o q._n 7._o how_o we_o must_v love_v our_o neighbour_n as_o ourselves_o p._n 343_o chap._n lviii_o q._n 8._o what_o penance_n or_o self-revenge_n it_o require_v p._n 344_o chap._n lix_n q._n 9_o must_v all_o passion_n be_v deny_v p._n 345_o chap._n lx._n q._n 10._o how_o far_o must_v we_o deny_v our_o reason_n p._n 346_o chap._n lxi_o q._n 11._o how_o far_o must_v we_o be_v content_a with_o god_n afflict_a will_n etc._n etc._n p._n 347_o chap._n lxii_o q._n 12._o may_v god_n be_v final_o love_v as_o our_o felicity_n and_o portion_n for_o ourselves_o p._n 349_o chap._n lxiii_o motive_n to_o self-denial_n 1._o selfishness_n be_v the_o grand_a idolatry_n p._n 353_o chap._n lxiv_o 2._o it_o be_v the_o enemy_n of_o all_o moral_a good_a p._n 356_o chap._n lxv_o 3._o it_o be_v contrary_a to_o the_o state_n of_o holiness_n and_o happiness_n p._n 365_o chap._n lxvi_o 4._o self-seeking_a be_v self-losing_a self-denial_n be_v our_o safety_n p._n 368_o chap._n lxvii_o 5._o it_o be_v the_o powerful_a enemy_n of_o all_o ordinance_n p._n 373_o chap._n lxviii_o 6._o it_o be_v the_o enemy_n of_o all_o society_n and_o relation_n and_o common_a good_a p._n 380_o chap._n lxix_o 7._o it_o corrupt_v and_o debase_v all_o that_o it_o dispose_v of_o p._n 300_o chap._n lxx_o 8._o deny_v self_n or_o you_o will_v deny_v christ_n p._n 394_o chap._n lxxi_o 9_o the_o selfish_a deal_n worse_o with_o god_n than_o with_o the_o devil_n p._n 396_o chap._n lxxii_o it_o be_v the_o heavy_a plague_n to_o be_v leave_v to_o ourselves_o p._n 398_o chap._n lxxiii_o ten_o direction_n to_o get_v self-denial_n p._n 400_o the_o conclusion_n p._n 411_o luke_n 9_o 23_o 24._o and_o he_o say_v to_o they_o all_o if_o any_o man_n will_v come_v after_o i_o let_v he_o deny_v himself_o and_o take_v up_o his_o cross_n daily_o and_o follow_v i_o for_o whosoever_o will_v save_v his_o life_n shall_v lose_v it_o but_o whosoever_o will_v lose_v his_o life_n for_o my_o sake_n the_o same_o shall_v save_v it_o chap._n i._n what_o selfishness_n and_o self-denial_n be_v at_o
they_o yea_o or_o that_o will_v not_o step_v out_o of_o their_o way_n for_o it_o and_o wound_v their_o conscience_n and_o hazard_v all_o their_o hope_n of_o heaven_n for_o it_o if_o they_o find_v themselves_o in_o a_o likelihood_n of_o obtain_v it_o because_o where_o self_n do_v reign_v at_o home_n it_o will_v reign_v also_o over_o all_o other_o nothing_o more_o please_v the_o carnal_a mind_n than_o to_o have_v his_o will_n and_o to_o have_v all_o man_n do_v what_o he_o will_v have_v they_o and_o to_o see_v all_o at_o his_o beck_n and_o each_o man_n seek_v to_o know_v his_o pleasure_n ready_a to_o receive_v his_o word_n for_o law_n this_o be_v the_o reign_n of_o self_n but_o sanctification_n teach_v man_n self-denial_n do_v make_v they_o look_v fist_n at_o the_o do_v of_o god_n will_n and_o will_v have_v all_o the_o world_n obedient_a to_o that_o and_o for_o their_o own_o will_n they_o resign_v they_o absolute_o to_o god_n and_o will_v not_o have_v man_n obey_v they_o but_o in_o a_o due_a subordination_n to_o the_o lord_n as_o they_o affect_v no_o dominion_n or_o government_n but_o for_o god_n so_o they_o desire_v not_o man_n to_o obey_v their_o will_n any_o further_a than_o it_o be_v necessary_a to_o the_o obedience_n of_o god_n will_n to_o which_o they_o be_v serviceable_a and_o conform_a the_o self-denying_a sanctify_a man_n have_v as_o careful_a a_o eye_n up_o and_o down_o the_o world_n for_o god_n interest_n as_o the_o self-seek_a have_v for_o his_o own_o and_o as_o eager_o do_v he_o long_o to_o hear_v of_o the_o set_n up_o of_o the_o name_n and_o kingdom_n and_o will_v or_o law_n of_o god_n in_o the_o world_n as_o the_o ambitious_a man_n belong_v for_o the_o set_n up_o of_o his_o own_o and_o it_o as_o much_o rejoice_v the_o holy_a self-denying_a man_n to_o hear_v that_o god_n law_n be_v set_v up_o and_o obey_v and_o that_o the_o world_n do_v stoop_v to_o jesus_n christ_n as_o it_o will_v rejoice_v the_o carnal_a selfish_a wretch_n to_o be_v the_o lord_n and_o master_n of_o all_o himself_o and_o his_o will_v become_v the_o law_n of_o the_o world_n a_o holy_a self-denying_a man_n will_v be_v far_o glad_a to_o hear_v that_o africa_n america_n and_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o unbelieve_a part_n of_o the_o world_n be_v convert_v to_o christ_n by_o the_o power_n of_o the_o gospel_n and_o that_o the_o heathen_n be_v his_o inheritance_n and_o the_o kingdom_n of_o the_o world_n become_v the_o kingdom_n of_o christ_n than_o if_o he_o have_v conquer_a all_o these_o himself_n and_o be_v become_v the_o king_n or_o emperor_n of_o the_o world_n for_o as_o self_n be_v the_o chief_a interest_n of_o a_o unsanctified_a man_n so_o christ_n and_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v the_o chief_a interest_n of_o the_o sanctify_a for_o the_o have_v destroy_v the_o contradictory_n interest_n of_o self_n and_o renounce_v it_o and_o have_v take_v god_n for_o his_o end_n and_o christ_n for_o the_o way_n and_o consequent_o for_o his_o high_a interest_n so_o that_o he_o have_v now_o no_o business_n in_o the_o world_n but_o god_n business_n he_o have_v no_o honour_n to_o regard_v but_o god_n honour_n he_o have_v none_o to_o exalt_v but_o the_o king_n of_o king_n he_o know_v no_o gain_n but_o the_o please_a of_o god_n he_o know_v no_o content_n or_o pleasure_n but_o god_n pleasure_n for_o the_o life_n that_o he_o now_o live_v in_o the_o flesh_n he_o live_v by_o faith_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n that_o have_v love_v he_o and_o give_v himself_o for_o he_o and_o thereby_o have_v draw_v he_o out_o of_o himself_o to_o the_o fountain_n and_o end_n of_o love_n and_o so_o it_o be_v not_o he_o that_o live_v but_o christ_n live_v in_o he_o gal._n 2._o 20._o 10._o last_o it_o be_v the_o high_a prerogative_n of_o god_n to_o have_v the_o honour_n and_o power_n and_o glory_n ascribe_v to_o he_o and_o be_v praise_v as_o the_o author_n of_o all_o good_a to_o the_o world_n and_o his_o glory_n he_o will_v not_o give_v to_o another_o man_n and_o all_o thing_n be_v 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i_o to_o deny_v my_o hand_n lord_n these_o be_v the_o resolve_v to_o which_o i_o stand_v richard_n baxter_n october_n 29._o 1659._o the_o laâ—e_a lord_n chief_a justice_n oliver_n st._n john_n see_v my_o reason_n of_o the_o christ_n â—â—â—g_v since_o write_v i_o may_v with_o tertullian_n call_v all_o our_o enemy_n to_o search_v their_o court_n record_n and_o â—ce_n how_o many_o of_o we_o have_v be_v cast_v out_o or_o silence_v for_o any_o immorality_n but_o for_o obey_v conscience_n against_o the_o interest_n or_o will_n of_o some_o who_o think_v that_o conscience_n shall_v give_v place_n to_o their_o command_n read_v the_o two_o or_o three_o last_o chapter_n in_o dr._n holden_n analâ—fidei_n read_v mr._n stubbs_n and_o mr._n roger_n book_n against_o i_o and_o the_o soldier_n open_o thâ—â—_n calumaiâ—â—ed_v i_o and_o thâ—e_n in_o eâ—_n my_o death_n as_o the_o say_a author_n â—eâ—red_v they_o to_o call_v i_o to_o a_o trial_n even_o for_o speak_v and_o write_v against_o their_o cast_a 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