and to thy glorious Father so that I poore worme dust dung even I might be one even as thou art in the Father and the Father in thee that I might be one in both Ob height depth bredth and length of thy love how incomprehensible is thy grace how heavenly my consolation And how hast thou wrought all this for me O my God my Lord my gracious Redeemer where shall I seek words or thoughts to set out this mercy wonderfull is thy love in all the rest and that my soule knoweth right well but in this how farre beyond all possibility of apprehension all expressions of wonder That my miserable mortality might be clothed upon and I be borne anew in the divine nature thou didst strip thy selfe of those robes of divine Majesty in which thou knewest it to be no robberie to be equall to God and wast borne in my weake nature and found in the servileforme of my fleshly infirmities Thou gavest thy body thou gavest thy soule for my sinne thou wast bound thou wast mockt thou wast scourged condemned nailed and dead on the crosse Thou oh mirrhor oh infinite miracle of mercy thou the love of the Father didst taste not onely gall and vineger but even wrath hel for me the child of wrath and brand of hell Oh my dead soule canst thou see all this and want coÌ„fort Can one cup of wine cheere thy heart and shall not such fruit of such a Vine fill thee with joyes unspeakeable and glorious Oh what is thy portion wheÌ„ such is the price what thine inheritance when such the purchase Rejoyce then oh my soule rejoyce evermore in such a Lord and such a love for whatsoever thou hast lost thou hast gained Christ lost but dung with him thou receivest whatsoever is truly good and partest for him with nothing but what in some respect is evill Have I lost Parents Children friends lands livings yet I have not lost Christ nor my Lord will not lose mee If I lose my life with the rest yet shall I not lose the life of Christ he is my life hee in life and death is my advantage Let Father Mother Brother Sister Wife Children forsake and hate me yet the Lord Jesus will never leave me never cease to love me and hee is better than a world of friends and kindred Oh my Lord to be in heaven without thee were exile but a sicke bed a loathsome prison with thee is an heavenly Paradise Why then should I be troubled seeing thou hast made mee to dwell in thee by faith and thou vouchsafest to dwel in me by thy blessed Spirit Onely thou my Saviour who hast loved mee to death make me ever to live in thee and in thy love thou who hast dyed for mee plant thy death in mee and burie my corruptions in thy grave Tho who wast crucified for me crucifie the world to me the flesh in mee and graft in mee the life of thy resurrection make oh make me to reâ—oyce in the fellowship of thy sufferings and in thy good time change this crowne of thornes into that of glory CHAP. XXI Comforts which flow from the holy Ghost AGaine with those former drawn from the two first persons of the blessed Trinity annexe the consolations of Gods holy Spirit who dwelleth in the faithfull Sweete and excellent are these comforts Neither is it in vaine that in specialty the holy Ghost is called the Comforter as being that person who is sent by the Father and the Sonne by himselfe to worke this effect in us Let us then remember that this blessed Spirit doth not onely dwell in us by his gifts faith love c. but personally which is evidently expressed Ephes. 1.13,14 You are sealed with the holy Spirit of promise which or rather who 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 in the Greeke cannot in ordinarie construction of Grammar agree with that of Spirit the one being of the neuter the other of the masculine but the gender purposely changed against use to shew that the person of the blessed Spirit is with us in us and so continues and stayes as an earnest of our inheritance and our full redemption in which respect wee are called his Temples 1 Corinth 6. 19. Thus also when the holy Ghost is promised us Ioh. 16. 13 14. our Saviour alters the gender and useth the masculine 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 hee the Spirit of Truth and againe he not it shall glorifie me to shew that the very third person of Trinitie is given us yet hee dwels not in us as sometime in the Temple made with hands but as the soule rather dwels in the body so doth the holy Ghost dwel in the faithfull quickening sustaining leading them on to the rest of their soules and Lieging with us Look as in the body the hart and Head produce life sense and motion by the vitall and animall spirits which being sent by them and diffused into every particular member quicken and move it So the Spirit of Christ flowing from him into his mysticall bodie fils every part with life sense and motion It is the Spirit saith our Saviour so his Apostle that quickens Therefore is he called our life and they that live in the Spirit walk also or move in the Spirit There is also spirituall sense a taste whereby wee perceive the sweetnesse of God of the grace of God and the word of his grace whereby the spirituall man savours the things of the Spirit a spirituall touch and tendernesse when the Lord takes away the heart of stone and gives an heart of flesh a spirituall eye whereby the spirituall man discernes all things a spirituall hearing delighting in the Word and promise of God more than any musicall harmony a spirituall sent whereby the verie name of Christ is as an Oyntmeâ—t powred forth Now the holy Ghost doth not onely worke this comfort in us by faith giviâ—g us power to apprehend things absent or to come but applieth them more immediately by this verie sense so that the soule shall even feele with joy unspeakeable the consolations of God flow into it Thus the blessed Spirit doth first speake peace unto us from God and then gives oâ—r spirits an open eare to heare his voyce and know our peace that so we may come to finde our selves children of God and heires with Christ. Thus he doth not only spread a Table for us and there sets forth that Bread of heaven in the holy Ordinances of God but gives us power to eate making them more sweete to us than the hony-combe and thus brings us on to more fulnesse of growth and eternall life thorough Christ. Hence commeth it that a Christian can rejoyce in tribulation because this holy spirit sheds abroad in our harts that love of God which is better than life and gives us so palpable a sense of it that it beareth downe all other feelings before it See
these Sacraments and nature of these seales what rivers of comfort must needs flow into the heart of him who rightly partaketh them Look as Princes grave their owne portraitures in their seales sitting in state upon their Thrones invested with their royall apparell adorned with their Crownes and Scepters So the Lord Jesus Christ in these his Signets hath lively represented himselfe in his death conquering triumphing and leading captive all our enemies and even trampling them under our feete But Princes can grave nothing on their seales but their dead Images Not so here For in these the very person of the Lord Jesus is given us as being not onely represented but presented and exhibited to the faithfull The body of Christ feeding and strengthning the blood of Christ washing and more than wine cheering up our fainting spirits is there offred and given us who reach out the hand of faith to receive him Now how hee should be unhappy who hath Christ or misse of comfort whose soule is filled with the Lord Jesus it is not possible to conceive But let us consider them a little severally Baptisme is that Sacrament wherein God applyes the bloud of Christ to wash us from all the pollution of our sin and to communiâ—â—te unto us his own glorious purenes Let us therefore take some notice first as well of the filthinesse of sinne as our filthinesse by it and then of this excellent purenesse Certaine is it that our created understanding cannot find power in it selfe to conceive much lesse words to expresse the infinite loathsomnesse of sinne Hence is it that in Scripture the wisedome of God resembleth it to all those things which are to our senses most abhorred sinne to stinking mudde a sinner to aswine wallowing in that mire sinne to a loathsome vomit a sinner to a dogge licking up his vomit in a word sinne to death a sinner to a rotten carkasse and his throat to an open Sepulchre exhaling and belching out stench and putrefaction so infectious that one sinne entring into the world tainted and slue the whole world with sinne turning Saints into swine Angels into Divels so loathsome that even both the materials of man in the very touch defile and the most pure and holy duties passing through a sinfull heart are altogether abhorred and abominable It staineth the very righteousnesse of the Saints who are not on earth yet absolutely clensed from it so that in it selfe it is no better than a filthy clout This is our estate from which by Christ applied unto us in Baptisme wee are delivered Secondly ponder well what is this image of Christ which Baptisme imprinteth upon us It is even the Divine nature that glorious beauty of holinesse which in God the blessed Angels above all other attributes admire and prayse Esa. 6.3 Surely if any thing can be in God more excellent than other then holinesse is it As the face is in the body so is holinesse in the Lord the very beauty of the Divine Nature And as a passionate Lover is even ravished with the presence and sight of his beloved so is it the compleate happinesse of the creature to behold that face of God shining with that ravishing bewty of holinesse Men sweare by the greater but because none is greater than God therefore God sweareth by himselfe but in himselfe by nothing that I remember but his holinesse Oh then how unspeakeable is the comfort of this holy Ordinance which clensing us from such a filthinesse washeth us into such a beauty Againe the Lords Supper is that holy Mysterie wherein the Spirit perfecteth this worke which hee hath begun in us and throughly assures us Christ. Looke as when the wax is hard the first impression changeth the forme and makâ—th some though no perfect print of the Image ingraved in the seale so that Image of God which by Baptisme is stamped upon us but by reason of our sinfull hard hearts as yet in part onely is by often applying the Lord in that other Seale more perfectly expressed and more lively pourtrayed in us So being entred into life by Baptisme wee are nourished by the Lords Supper and more strengthned till wee attaine unto full growth and ripenesse CHAP. XII Meditation in these comforts given in the Sacraments NOw here againe let us commune with our owne hearts and say Why oh my soule art thou so distracted and rent with doubts and distrustfull feares Hast thou not the seales of Gods Covenant for thee yea in thee If hee will doe thee good shall any creature bee able to hurt thee If he will knit my heart to him in his feare what shall separate it from his love Oh be perswaded for which thou hast so strong evidence and assurance That no tribulation nor anguish nor life nor death nor principalities nor powers nor things present nor things to come shall be able to seperate thee from the love of God which is in Christ Iesus our Lord. Now therefore cast thy burthen upon his truth leane and stablish all thy hopes upon these his sealed Promises Oh let perfect love cast out all distrust and feare Assure thy selfe hee will not nay in his truth cannot faile thee in such assurances How should not he pitty his owne though never so weake life in thee who pittied thy death in sinne How should hee hate thee now his childe who loved thee once an enemy Oh my God as thou hast given me an eye in some measure to see my sinfull filthinesse so hast thou given me an heart in the same measure to loath my selfe so polluted and filthy Lord thou hast made mee to know and I desire with more feeling to acknowledge that I am beyond measure beyond mine owne apprehension in nature horrible and lothsome my roote rottennesse my stalke corruption my fruit contagion more vile than the earth I tread on more polluted than the dung I scorne to tread on But oh incomprehensible heigth depth bredth and length of thy grace those thine infinitely pure eies could even then with compassion behold this unmeasurably impure and infectious mire when no eye pittied me when I had no pitty on my selfe even then hadst thou compassion on me When I was cast out as the execrable and loathsome dunghill of the world even then dâ—ddest thou not despise me I was dead in sinne stinking in the grave of my lusts yet even then didst thou say unto me Live Thou washedst mee with the water of life the Blood of the Lord Jesus annoyntedst me with the oyle of thy gracious Spirit and diddest set thine owne beauty upon me Thou hast nourished me with the true Manna That bread of heaven which giveth life unto the world And daily dost thou vouchsafe to renew mee after thine image and to strengthen thy life and nature in me And now my God is there any thing like this to be like to thee Oh what an honour what a Crowne is this unto me In all other
contrarie Hence again we may know that we have claime to Christ and all that hee hath done for the Elect. For if I am not under the dominion of sinne I am under grace and the true subject of Christ even a member of his body But I plainly finde in me a rebellion against sinne within by loathing it as a body of death and a stinking carrion without by opposing it in all my actions and labouring to free my selfe not onely from subjection but from the encumbrance and molestation of it utterly to root it our as the spirituall Canaanite Certain am I therefore that Christ hath subdued sinne in me setled me in his kingdome and in his bodie Nothing can separate mee from him As it is very easie to see the soule in the body though invisible in the substance by the effects and workes of it so will it be no difficult matter to discerne the blessed Spirit dwelling in us by his many and manifest operations For as in the whole body of Christ so in every member the holy Ghost is ever working Looke as in the bodie the soule is never idle but ever in action even in swoones when we feele it not yet then it ceaseth not and though at such times wee have no sense of it yet others conversing with us evidently perceive it working for life so in the new man It is the same Spirit which worketh all in all so that when we feele it not our selves others easily see it Two maine actions of the Spirit comprehending the rest are mortification opposing resisting and working out the old man all sinfull matter in us or Vivification quickning repairing and strengthening the new man No sooner the Spirit enters but it discovers to us much ignorance and then stirres up to incline the eare unto wisedome and apply the heart to understanding the tongue to crie for knowledge and lift up the voyce for understanding When now the iâ—â—elligible part is somewhat cleared and light brought forth in this new Creation strait the dulnesse and deadnesse of the concupiscible part the will and affections is laid open Then the heart longues and the tongue calls out for quickeâ—iâ—g grace Take notice of this in the Saints Thus David begs for more light Open mine eyes that I may see the wonders of thy Law Teach me O Lord the way of thy Sâ—atâ—tes Give mee understanding But now when by the grace of God in the exercise of the Word hee was growne wiser than his enemses and of more understanding than all his teachers then strait his eye was upon that sluggishnesse and deadnesse of spirit and how loud and frequent is he for quickning Quicken me according to thy Word quicken me according to thy judgement quicken me according to thy loving kindnesse how often repeated in that one Psalme Certaine is it that as wee can never in this life wholly shake off all sinfull infirmities so that blessed Spirit will never suffer us to rest in any Looke as in the earthly Canaan the Israelites untill the reigne of Salomon were never in full peace sometime vexed with Iabin of Canaan sometime with the Philistims but ever victorious Remarkable is it that ever their vexation was a sure signe of their enlargement and oppression by the enemy ushered in the destruction of the oppressor for when Israels soule was grieved with the Canaaâ—ites Gods soule was grieved for his Israel So in the state of grace till that true Salomon the Prince of peace shall fully reigne over all his and our enemies wee shall ever be in continuall strife with our sinfull corruptions first with one then with another and nothing should more fully assure us that God hath certainly purposed to cut off any sinfull affection in us then that discovering it to our eyes and giving us sense of the burden he gives us no rest that wee may give him no rest but seek importunately for helpe till we finde it subdued and destroyed in us Neither doth the blessed Spirit by his baptisme of fire onely mortifie and purge out the drosse of our sinfull nature but quickens us by that heat of life in vivification so that the soule enflamed with the thirst of grace and glory can make no stay in his race till it touch the marke with all diligence adding to faith vertue to vertue knowledge to knowledge temperance and when we are not destitute of any grace then putting us forward to grow in the grace which we have received Hence is it that even in the depth of tentation when our selves judging by sense suppose that all is lost standers by as they say see further then wee and can easily discerne this Spirit mightily working in us grieving under the load of sinne and unutterably groaning under this oppression judging our selves sighing for grace By this then may wee evidently disâ—rne the Spirit dwelling in us that we are ever in spirituall motion action and exercise sometime mortifying sometime quickning ever leading us forward to perfection See Rom. 8.11.13 14. so that we can never rest or sit downe in a contented estate till wee are fully compleat in happinesse and glory Lastly another signe whereby we may without all faile conclude that we are translated from death unto life is our love to the Brethren For certainely He that receiveth a Prophet in the name of a Prophet shall receive a Prophets reward and he that receiveth a righteous man in the name of a righteous man shall receive the reward of a righteous man and hee that gives a cup of water to a Disciple in the name of a Disciple verilie hee in no wise shall lose his reward Nay this token of our love proves and makes good all the former namely that God is our Father the Lord Iesus our Saviour and we Temples of the holy Ghost For whosoever beleeveth that Iesus is the Christ is borne of God and every one that loveth him that begot loveth him also that is begotten of him And Behold let us love one another for love is of God and every one that loveth is borne of God and knoweth God Where the love of Gods children is set out by the Spirit as a sure token both of our love to God and our new birth by God Againe our Saviour appointeth it as the Badge of his Disciples By this shall all men how much more our selves know that you are my Disciples if you love one another Read also 1 Ioh. 3.23,24 This is his command that we should beleeve and love one another and he that keepeth this Commandement dwels in him and he in him And hereby we know that he abideth in us by the Spirit he hath given us The two great commandements of the Gospell are Faith and love which when they are written in our hearts by the Spirit and he stirres us up to cleave unto our head by faith unto our fellow members by love it is manifest that we
dwell in Christ and Christ in us by that holy Spirit Hence also may a faithfull soule surely gather God himselfe hath most clearely testified that if I love the Brethren I am translated from death to life that I am borne of God and therefore love the children of God because being my selfe his childe I love my Father Christ hath set his badge and cognizance upon me in that love and that holy Spirit is â—hee which by his presence hath brought my heart into obedience of this precept Certaine then is it that this love to the Saints is proper onely to the Saints even to those whom God hath begotten by his Word saved by his death and sanctified by his grace Seeing then I finde this love to the Saints rooted in my heart that my soule cleaves to their persons delights in their fellowship admires their excellencies sure am I that the same grace which I love fâ—ourishing in others is planted in my selfe that their Father is my Father their Head my Head and that Spirit which dwels in them resteth on me and will abide with me forever CHAP. XXXIV Recollecting and applying these things by short meditation NOw then in the last place let the troubled soule in some inward conference underset and prop up his shaken faith by applying these assurances unto himselfe Say then in thy heart How long oh my soule how long wilt thou suffer this feare which hath torment to hold thee downe in continuall affright and vexation how long shall it keep out that spirituall joy which is thy only Paradise on earth Search oh my Spirit search ouâ— in these heavenly Records those sure evidences whereby thy Lord hath graciously convâ—yed unto thee this happy and blessed estate Are they not layed up in the middest of thy heart See here first divers strong assurances that God hath clensed thee from reigning hypocrisie that hee hath given thee a thirst of righteousnesse not onely a desire to know him but to walke with him in all sincerity of obedience That hee hath given thee an unfeined delight and joy not onely in the Promises but in every Commandement of thy Lord liking and heartily loving that purifying fire of the Word whereby thou art refined as gold and seperate from this sinfull drosse which is so mixed and incorporate with thee A zealous anger and griefe burning within thee detesting every sinne whereby thy Saviour is dishonoured and above all thine owne in which thou unthankefull wretch too often forgettest that incomperable incomprehensible love wherewith hee hath compassed and embraced thee A continuall longing after the Lord Jesus after his death that thou maist be buried in it after his resurrection that thou maist be quickened by it and not only justified in that other but sactifiâ—d in this life and renewed after that his glorious image and divine beauty True indeed my weake soule too true thou art full of infirmities very unfruitfull very unprofitable every one out-strips thee and those who have set out long after thee in this heavenly race are now much before thee But yet comfort thy selfe for even in this estate thy gracious Saviour leaves thee not altogether comfortlesse but still affords thee some token of his eternall love for seeing thy weakenesse thou art humbled within me and broken with griefe of thy barrennesse Remember that he as much delights in the low feat of an humble spirit as in the loftiest Throne of his glorious heavens But rise my dejected soule oh rise up in strong consolations and glorious rejoycings See here oh see thou hast an infallible evidence that the Father of lights hath begotten thee through the word of Truth and that thou art borne anew not of mortall but immortall seede the Word of God and therefore entred not into a corruptible but eternall life For seest thou not that seede of thy Father abiding in thee feelest thou not an unslaked thirst of that sincere milke of the Gospell not that thou mightst have it in thy mouth for discourse but in thy heart for growth growth in all obedience growth in all holinesse and perfection Behold also behold with joy unspeakeable Thy Saviour hath assured his victory unto thee and hath already throwne downe the dominion of sinne in thee It is indeed an enemy a strong a grievous encombring vexing and ah too often prevailing enemy but an enemy thou professest no obedience but proclaimest open warre to every sinne how much more will he who conquered it reigning subdue it rebelling in thee yea certainely the Lord Jesus hath set up his victorious Crosse in thee and he that now hangs out a flagge of defiance will shortly set up his banner of triumph trample all thine enemies and bruise under thy feet both sinne and Satan Consider also that the bleâ—sed Spirit the life of thy spirit dwelleth and continually worketh in thee It cannot bee that uncleane spirit the Prince of disobedience it cannot bee the spirit of the world or that fleshly sinfull spirit within thee which is ever washing thee from uncleannesse seperating thee more and more from the world and the corruption which is in the world through lust which drawes and frames thy desires and actions to all obedience unto the Lord Jesus which gives thee no peace in sinne suffers thee not to rest in any imperfection discovers thy corruption causeth thee to groane under it puts thee forward in thy race enflames thy affections and orders thy feet to turne out of the evill into the good way and to runne in it Dost thou not finde in thee an unfeyned love to the Brethren Doth not thy judgement highly esteeme them Doth not thy will doe not thy affections entirely love and honour them Doth not thy whole soule blesse them How dost thou cleave to them in heart How dost thou admire those that excell upon the earth in holinesse How doest thou delight in them and art ravished with their heavenly fellowship Looke now to thy evidence sworne by the Father written by the Spirit sealed by the bloud of thy Saviour Is not hee borne of God who loves the children of God Is not hee a member who loves a fellow-member Is not hee quickened by the same Spirit who is united in the same spirituall love to those who live walk in the Spirit Rejoyce then oh my sonle rejoyce in the Lord and in these assurances of his everlasting truth and favour Cast out this spirit of bondage this servile this tormenting feare Bring in that joy of the Spirit seat it in the midst of thy heart There let it abide there let it reigne making thee to delight in the Lord to turne and tune thy grones and sighs to hymnes and spirituall songs ever blessing him who never ceaseth to blesse thee to love his glory and glory in his love to serve him in joy and rejoyce in his service CHAP. XXXV Conâ—luding all with Prayer OH glorious Trinity of persons in the unity of one God draw mee nearer
this day and much more abundant as if a man should seeke for Paradise under the frozen Poles for heaven in hell Now as nothing is more vaine then to search for comfort against the sorrowes of this world in this world of sorrowes so as fond were it for a Christian to rake out any comfort from the puddles of heathen and naturall men Their best Physitians and medicines can never possibly worke upon the part affected thâ—t is the Conscience The choice of them are but as Ioâ—s friends mâ—serable comforters Their barrennes in this fruit will yeeld us an excellent document how beggar-poore our nature is in any grace when we obserue what weake comforts those strong wits with all their studie and helpe of nature produced in the necessities of themselues and their friends Looke what difference wee finde in swoons and qualmes betweene hot water and small beere such infinitely more shall wee obserue betweene the consolatioÌ„s given by God in the Scriptures and naturall men in their writings See it in some instances As first against affliction in generall All calamities say they are either casuall and a wise man will despise chanceable events or else fatall such as by destiny are set out for us and therefore cannot be avoided but must be borne Now consider what vertue there is in such a plaister to heale the least scratch of any trouble Compare with this the comforts of the blessed Spirit .i. God offers himselfe to thee in affliction as a Father armeth thee with proportionable strength to passe through it clenseth thy defiled heart by this purging fire and purifies it from the drosse of sinne prevents eternall condemnation and embrightens thy heavenly crowne by it And what wound so deepe which these ingredients will not perfectly cure and skin soundly Come to particulars In banishment the Phylosopher will tell thee Every soyle is a valiant mans Country In disgrace and infamy It is but popular breath lighter theÌ„ ayre In death Cities say they States the whole world of men are mortall Now alas what strength is there in these weake reeds to beare up a soule plunged and even swallowed up in feare and horror Certainly if a man were sinking before these comfortours would be so farre from raising his dejected heart that they would rather utterly overwhelme and drowne it in all hopelesse perplexity But our great comfort maks us to see that here we are strangers and Pilgrims neither can we be exiled from God and from our heavenly Ierusalem and Blessed are you when men revile and persecute you and say all manner of evill of you Reioyce and leape for ioy for great is your reward in heaven Hee maketh us to know that death is buâ— a sleepe in the Lord a rest from all labouâ— which cannot separate from the love of God but uniteth us unto Christ. By these and such like the soules of the faithfull have beene revived and quickned in the midst of death and supported in spite of all opposition of Satan and his instruments Heathens then are Physitions of no value and all their Simples gathered from their naturall reason like to those of our Empiricks which perhaps will not hurt but certainly will nothing helpe us Therefore passing by these dry pits which will hold no water let us come to the spring-head even our glorious head the Lord Iesus who is both the Physitian and medicine of the broken heart and to his holy Ordinances the channels full channels of all heavenly consolation For I purpose not here to summe up all the Cordials which may refresh and glad an humbled dejected Spirit that must bee the worke of greater gifts and longer time Verely as the Bee drawes honey from every herbe eveâ— weeds and venemous plants so the faithfull Christian may extract comfort from all things even the most grievous and fearefull If he looketh up to heaven it was made for him here to light him hereafter to harbor him If downe to the earth it is given to the Sonnes of men especially the Sonnes of God as a Nursâ— of their temporall life and a bed in death All the Creatures are his nay death and hell yeeld him this comfort not onely that he is delivered from them but that they shall revenge him of his enemies and torment his tormentors But I desire to bee short therefore wil confine my selfe to narrower limits Now as in any great house there are not onely Cisternes retaining and by divers pipes conveighing water unto every Office but specially a living well or fountaine feeding these Cisternes So in the Church which is Gods house wee shall find certaine Ordinances of God wherein he layes up and whereby hâ—e conveyes these sweet refreshings unto our soules Afterward they will lead us on unto the Well-head that River of God nay Seas and Oceans of all consolation even the God of all comfort First therefore to omit many the Lord hath stored up for us bringeth home to us much comfort as well in other holy meanes as in affliction it selfe But as Nathaniel of Nazareth so some Christian perhaps will speake of affliction Can any good thing come out of evill CHAP. III. The description and distribution of Afflictions TRue it is that Affliction is of it selfe the very Spring of bitternesse worldly sorrow and death The naturall fruit of it is no other but murmuring cursing and desperate blaspheming but is wholly changed through the grace of God powerfully working in it Looke as the waters of Marah were very bitter yet whâ—n the Tree pointed out by God was cast into them they became sweet And as those Springs of Iericho flowed with death and barrennes yet were healed by Elisha with salt so when God seasoneth Afflictions with that Tree of Life who was himselfe consecrate through Afflictions and with that Salt of his Spirit he maketh them wholesome and pleasant The Crosse therefore is as some wine which though of it selfe it be tart unpleasant yet seasoned with a little Sugar it will not only goe down with delight but warme the stomacke and make the heart merry Now Affliction is nothing else as wee know but some evill and grievance pressing us either in body or soule drawn in by sinne and sent in by our just God in generall as an Herald of Armes to summon all men to lay downe their rebellion and come in by Repentance in particular a Messenger of wrath and beginning of hell to the reprobate and disobedient but an Embassadour for peace and the narrow gate to heaven to the Elect and faithfull Briefly to runne over this discription That Affliction is a grievous evill shall need no other witnesse but our sense yet further testified by that infallible Truth No chastisement for the present seemeth to bee ioyous but grievous That it is the attendant of sinne is evident Death entred by sinne and the wages of sinne is death
sweet fruits even that by carnall men so much despised holinesse is the image and beauty of God stamped upon a christian the divine nature infinitely therefore above all earthly excellencies which perish with the using But what is the fruit of divine punishment when the visitation of the judge comes upon them either in that generall day of those great Assises or the more particular of his private Sessions some despaire as Caine Saul Iudas some murmure as the rebellious Israelites some blaspheme the name of God who hath power over these plagus some call to the mountains rocks to fal upon them cover them HeÌ„ce ariseth much comfort to every afflicted Christian even our affliction it selfe if we well consider it wil afford us no little help against the grief smart of it CHAP. V. What comforts a Christian soule may gather from affliction it selfe FIrst therefore is it a small comfort that this evil coÌ„meth not only from God as a Father but from the wisdom love faithfulnes of such a father The Lord in his gracious love determineth to do us good maketh an everlasting covenaÌ„t with us not to please our flesh blood but to do us good putteth his feare into our hearts that we shall never depart from him yea to delight in us to doe us good and in his wisdom knowing that there is in us naturally a deceitfull heart starting aside like a broken bow an evill and unfaithfull heart readie to depart from the living God such as when it was at the best soone turned out of the way which hee maÌ„ded he appointed his chastisemeÌ„ts as thongs to bind us to his feare and to settle us in his covenant in which consisteth our onely happinesse Can we thinke that God taketh any pleasure in the smart of his children If we which after our owne pleasure have no delight in the griefe of our infants oh then let our owne affections teach us that hee who is love who is infinit love doth not afflict willingly nor grieve the children of men were not our necessity more then his pleasure wee should never taste of chastisement How then should we rejoyce if not in the smart of the correction yet in the love of the Correctour Shall a little Sugar sweeten and make pleasant to our taste many things which in themselves are sower and bitter and shall not the love of Christ which is better than wine which is better than life it selfe sweeten a light nay the most grievous affâ—iction Iustly may wee blame our taste that there is much flesh and little savour of the Spirit in it if Christ Iesus who is wholly delectable and his love which to us is the most delectable thing in him cannot take away the bitternesse of some gentle nay the most sharpe correction Secondly how soveraignâ— a Cordiall is it to an afflicted Spirit when hee remembers that all his troubles are eyther such as the world layeth upon him to draw him from God to it selfe or God layeth upon him to draw him to himselfe from the world Seeing both of them are the very portion of Gods children For the former persecutions of wicked men slanders reproches and the scofs of the world are ranked among chiefe blessings and are bequeathed by Christ as his legacie See Mar. 10.30 and we in such a case commanded by our Saviour to rejoyce and to dance for joy as being a most happy blessed estate For the other should wee not as much rejoyce in it For in these afflictions God is offered to us so is the word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 as unto Sonnes Is there any gift in the world or is the world it selfe a gift comparable to God Seeing then that God offereth himself to us in these chastising afflictions how welcome should they be unto us and how great pleasure should wee take in them not for any thing indeed in them but for that which they bring unto us Is not their estate wofull who being in the visible Church and making no other account but to share the inheritance shall at length be found bastards and thrust out of doores like scornfull Ismael to their eternall shame and confusion Now such are all they who receive no chastisement from the hand of God who then would not comfort himselfe in that correctioÌ„ which is indeed for the time unpleasant to the flesh but yet even then to the spirit an evidence of an happinesse beyond all thought or time who would not with Moses rather choose to suffer affliction with the children of God then to enioy the pleasures of sinne for a season Another especial comfort we may receive from the end or purpose of God namely that his grace which he hath given us may be tried and so himselfe glorified Now this triall implyeth not onely the proofe or manifestation of it that others might take example by it and God might have glory but also a defaecation as I may say or purifying it taking away the rust soyle and filth which it gathereth by our corruption Thus in the first sense the Lord tried Ioseph by his affliction Thus Abrahams faith thus the faith of those three royall young men was proved or tryed Likewise that other kinde of tryall whereby as gold is purified in the furnace so grace in affliction is mentioned by the Apostle That the tryall of your faith being much more precious then gold though it beâ—ried by fire might be found unto praise and honour and glory So Iob He knoweth my way and tryeth mee and I shall come forth as gold A speech worthy to be as indeede it is eternized for ever and fitly written down by the finger of that blessed Spirit by whose mouth it was also spoken The Lord saith that holy Patient knoweth all my wayes hee knoweth how dearely more than my appointed food I have occounted his Word hee knoweth that I have followed his steps yet he trieth me not because he is ignorant of any thing in mee for hee knoweth all my wayes but first that as in a furnace the most precious mettal leaveth behind it some drosse so I from this tryall might come forth much more purified and clensed from my sinfull steynes and pollution and secondly that I might be current in his kingdome even a patterne as well of his powerfull grace in upholding me as of patience to them which shall be herafter exercised by like afflictions A Christian who hath seene and loathed the filthinesse of his sinfull heart what will hee not bee willing to doe or suffer that he may have it cleansed Many weake women will endure much to mend some deformity in their bodies and shal not a Christian suffer the divels image to bee scoured off although it bee with smarting water that the beauty of God may be imprinted upon him But especially it should much refresh us to know that hee who hath guided us
thou Eternall Truth which thou hast spoken I even I am hee that comfort you who art thou that thou shouldst feare a mortall man the son of man which shal be made as grasse Sure is it God cannot but be the greatest comfort to them whom enjoy him because he is the greatest good For even those heathens as truly observed that most judicious Divine and learned Father who consider him by the eye of the understanding and not by sense preferre him above all visible and corporall above all intelligible and spiritual natures Nor can saith heâ— any man be found who thinketh God to be that than which any thing can be better In this all men consent that they advance him above all things Let us therefore from this incomprehensible Sea of consolation draw out some especiall and particular comforts CHAP. XVII The more speciall comforts which are in God And first in the Father NOw as that glorious one God is distinguished into three persons so may we discerne in Scripture a threefold relation betweene us and every person full of unspeakable joy and sweetnesse God the Father vouchsafeth to bee our father God the Sonne hath undertaken to be our Saviour The blessed Spirit giveth himselfe unto us to be peculiarly and in more specialty our Comforter First then God the Father maybe considered in this relation either to God or the creature In the first kinde he is a Father onely to the Sonne by an essential communication of his substance In the second he is a Father either generally to all reasonable creatures by creation to Angels Iob 1.6 who are there called the children of God to men Thou art our Father and wee the worke of thy hands and hence Adam stiled the Sonne of God or else more particularly he is a Father to the faithfull by grace and that as well by adoption as by regeneration For the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ culleth out from amoÌ„g the families of worldly men those whom before hee hath predestinated and bringeth them into his owne family setteth out for them and instateth them into a portion of grace and inheritance of glory Read Gal. 4. 4,5,6 and Ephes. 1.4,5 and then by that immortall seed of his Word begetteth them to that divine nature Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Iesus Christ who according to his abundant mercy hath begotten us Of his own will the Father of lights hath begotten us It is altogether impossible in this land of darknesse to behold the infinite light of heavenly comfort which floweth from this relation For what comparison betweene any earthly estate and our adoption into heaven The children of Nobles and of the greatest Princes in revolution of no long time fall backe into as meane a condition as the lowest Ioseph and Marie lineally descended from David a great and potent Monarch how soone could they slide downe in the current of this world into a very low estate Hee a poore Carpenter Shee his Spouse Thus is it in all earthly creatures Looke as in plants many little threeds grow up into a bigge roote and that shoots forth into a strong and mighty body which yet being divided into many armes and branches at length endeth in small twigs So is it with all the glory of this world gloriously it seemeth to glister for a short time in a fleshly eye and to flame and glitter to the admiration of silly men but as it is blowne up from a poore sparke so it quickly sinketh into a little dust and ashes But in this spirituall estate there is no measure in the glory or time but as their Father and elder Brother so are they Kings for glory unspeakeable for durance eternall For when the Almighty All-wise God accepteth and adopteth us for children unto himselfe he entreth into an everlasting Covenant with us of grace and love and bindeth up our unstable starting and warping soules in the bundle of life with a double tye first of his love to us secondly of our love to him I will never turne away from them to doe them good yea I wil delight in them to doe them good and I will put my feare into their hearts that they shall never depart from me Doe but consider what Spring-tides of infinite consolations flow into our empty soules from this Sea of comfort Certainly children recejve some comfort from bad parents much more from good But what earthly comfort can that child waÌ„t which is in the power of maÌ„ to give whose Parent aboundeth in love wisedome and riches Were a Father onely loving or onely rich or wise onely yet even from any of these â—ingle in a parent some benefit would be reaped by the children but when they all meet sed with much evill in this world nay are any men so full of wants and griefes Surely they neither want any true good or are oppressed with any thing which indeed is evill whose wants on earth are richly supplied with excellent treasures of grace and glory and evils of sense made fruitfull in all spirituall blesâ—ings For this is an especiall privilege of Gods children that as the wicked are ever cursed even in their blessings Mal. 2.2 so the faithfull are ever blessed even in earthly curses all things working together for their good and that they know Phil. 1.19 Doe but observe what a strong foundation is here laid for every faithfull Christian to build up his soule in unspeakeable comfort and to solace himselfe even in his worst estate Can any reasonable man deny but that such a condition is good comfortable nay best and most happy for a man which commeth to him from infinite love assisted with infinite power and wisedome Now then thus will a faithful Christian conclude in his most grievous affâ—ictions crosses Have not I a sure word and infallible that all these things come unto me not only from Gods power aud wisedome but from his love He maketh the heavens by his wisedome In wisedome hath hee done all his workes Come not all his chastisements from love from his fatherly love So againe an afflicted soule will hence cheere up it selfe in the midst of all troubles Howsoever these grievances are bitter in the mouth and seeme when they are tasted by sense and carnall reason very unpleasant and evill yet indeede if I better consider them their nature looking on them with a spirituall eye I shall discerne nothing but an outside and shew of evill but full within of much sweetnesse and precious treasure As that Heathens staffe which hee dedicated to his Idoll made of horne without but within filled with gold or as some fruites bitter in the rine but pleasant in the pulpe of them So is there here an appearance of evill covering a world of good when I have taken away the paring I shall taste the fruit very delightfull and wholesome they seeme messengers of death but they bring life they
eyes of an afflicted Spirit dimmed and deluded in the mists of Satan True it is that the Adversary and his Antichristian Popish Teachers wrest streine al their wits to perswade men that this assured knowledge of thir election and salvation by ordinary means is a dangerous nay so provdly peremptory are they without all warrant a damnable doctrine encouraging men to all presuÌ„ption fleshly liberty HeÌ„ce the CouÌ„cil of Trent fastens an anathema upon it no marvel For that subtill Serpent knowing well how much labour of love and even contention in all holy obedience what readinesse to serve and fervour in their service this certainty of Gods favour brought forth in all the Saints contrarily what uncheerefulnesse and heartlesnesse in all duty springeth from distrust and doubtfulnesse strives with all his might either utterly to roote out or much weaken this assurance of faith whereby they hold fast the profession of their hope without wavering So his false Apostles deceitfull workers transforming themselves into the Apostles of Christ joyne issue with him as knowing this Doctrine would not only quench their Purgatory but which is worse wonderfully coole their kitchin In the Epilogue therefore and conclusion of this discourse I will very briefly as in such a subject I may lay downe and handle these three propositions First That the faithfull by ordinary revelations may attaine the certaine and infallible perswasion of their salvation by Christ. Secondly That it is a Christian duty to labour for it Thirdly That this assurance is the gift of God which every one of his children doe not presently receive nor so retaine but that the sense of it sometimes may faile them And lastly I will set downe some meanes whereby wee may secure our soules in this assurance of our happinesse which is the Sunne of al comfort First then that a faithfull Christian may by ordinary without extraordinarie revelations by visions Angels c. bee fully assured of the life of grace already in his possession and of glory certainly reserved for him will appeare first by divers cleare Testimonies of Gods word secondly by the examples of the Saints thirdly by evident reason CHAP. XXIIII Proofe of Scriptures testifying in the faithfull a possibilitie to assure their salvation by ordinarie meanes FOr the evidence of this truth consider that discourse of the Apostle 1 Cor. 2. 9,10,11,12 verses â— a place much wrested by Papists and grosly abused but as all the words of Wisedome Pro. 8. 9. plaine to him that will understand Thus you shal finde the Apostle affirme 1. That no eye hath seene eare heard or ever entered into the thought of man those things which God hath prepared for his chosen 2. God hath revealed even these things unto us by his Spirit for because no man can know the minde of man save the spirit of the man which is in him and those to whom hee unfolds himselfe in evident expressions much lesse can anie man know the things of God but the Spirit of God and they to whom that Spirit reveales theÌ„ therfore because our dull understandings cannot pierce into the secrets of God the Lord hath given us his Spirit to this very purpose that we might know the things which are given us of God Observe hence that God doth not only preordaine his children unto glory such as eye hath not seene c. but by a second gift of his Spirit manifesteth this his decree unto them which blessed Spirit openeth their eyes to discerne this grace bestowed not on otheâ—s onely but themselves To this testimony in the next place adjoyne that also in the Rom. 8. 15,16,17 which will both cleare and much confirme the former You have not received the spirit of bondage to feare againe but you have received th Spirit of adoption whereby wee cry Abba Father The Spirit himselfe beareth witnesse with our spirits that we are the children of God and if children then heires heires of God and joynt heires with Christ. Where marke a double grace and gift of God 1. That dignity and unspeakeable honor of being children and heires to himselfe and joynt heires with Christ which is conferred on all the faithfull not onely Apostle and others of eminent gifts and place in the Church but commonly on all those true Beleevers at Rome 2. That Spirit of bondage cauâ—ing feare is cast our and the Spirit of adoption even the Spirit of God is given themâ— but to what end even to witnes unto thâ—ir consciences that they are sonnes and heires of God and joynt heirs with Christâ— Now this is such a witnesse as neither can deceive or be deceived and this Testimony of the Apostle so cleare that even the great Cardinall the late Champion of Rome hath no shift for any defence which every childs eye will not easily pierce through Take a third from 2 Cor. 5. 1. Wee kâ—ow if this earthlie house of our Tabernacle were dissolved wee have a building of God not made with hands but eternall iâ— the heavens For in this wee groane earnestly desiring to bee cloothed upon with our house which is from heaven And in the 9 ver the Spirit gives us this reason For wee walke by faith not â—y sight where as the Apostle speaketh generally of the faithfull so also he mentioneth no conjecture no ghesse or flickering earthly hope but a plaine evident knowledge full of heavenly confidence even groaning in desire of dissolution that so they may bee cloathed upon And how commeth this knowledge by some extraordinary revelation no walking by faith not by sight and sense Lastly not to be as were very easie too copious in a matter often cleared see that testimony of another Apostle 1 Iohn .3 1 2. Behold what manner of love the Father hath bestowed upon us that wee should be called the sonnes of God c. Therefore the world knoweth us not because it knew him not Beloved now are wee the sonnes of God and it doth not yet appeare what we shall be but wee know when hee shall appeare wee shall be like him for we shall see him as he is Carefully attend the Apostle Hee magnifies the wonderfull love of God and calleth us out with joy and admiration to take view of it especially in two effects 1. The glorious dignity to which he preferreth us namely To be his children 2. The manifestation of this our happy estate not indeed to the world which thinketh us the most abject of creatures but to our owne consciences so that we now perceive our selves to be children and though yet wee know not the parcels and particulars of that excellent estate untill wee come to enjoy it yet so much already we know not ghesse that when Christ appeareth wee shall appeare with him in glorie and be like unto him by that beatificall vision of God seeing him face to face Adde onely to this a further confirmation from the mouth of the same Spirit by the hand of the same Pen-man
1 Ioh. 4. 16. And wee have knowne and beleeved the love that God hath to us Knit it to the former and how strongly will it binde up our hearts in this point of faith Behold saith he and admire the fatherly love of God to us poore abjects in the world hee hath made us children despised indeed by worldly men but by himselfe so magnified that when Christ appeares wee shall also appeare with him in glorie and be eternally happy in beholding his face This love hee hath testified this Testimonie wee have knowne and attained this knowledge by faith To which very end I have wrote this whole Epistle That you may know you have eternall life See 1 Ioh. 5.13 CHAP. XXV Further confirmation from the examples of the Saints and testimonies of the Ancient LEt us looke now to the evidence which riseth from the examples of the Saints to the testimony of our predecessors the ancient Doctors in the Christian Church How transparently doth this confidence and assurance of faith shine forth in the practice of the faithful Upon what grounds could Abraham so readily forsake his own native Covntry his fathers house so cheerfully confesse himself a sojorner in the earthly Canaan so earnestly look for an heavenly habitations so obediently sacrifice his onely sonne in whom were shut up all the promises but from this assurance of faith What was it in Moses that caused him to refuse the adoption of Pharaoh but the knowledge of his adoption by God What made the reproach of Christ more glorious in his eyes than all the treasures of AEgypt but this respect to the recompence of the reward of which had hee not a full assurance hee could not so easily have left as we say a bird in the hand for two in the bush What was it that hardened his heart and steeled it against the rage of the King to cut through all impediments but this assurance of Gods favour But had these Saints in this point no extraordinary revelations What testifies the Spirit By faith they did all these things that faith which made them acknowledge not onely that God is but that he is a rewarder of all that diligently seeke him Read Heb. 11. Whence sprung all those confident speeches of Iob in the midst of a very hell in earthly misery He shall be saith that holy Patient hee shall be my salvation I know I shall bee justified Himselfe points out the fountaine whence he drew these strong comforts Though hee slay me yet will I trust in him Iob 13 15. 16.18 Whence also hee undauntedly averres I know not the Redeemer generally of the faithfull but that my Redeemer liveth and I shall see him I shall enjoy that beatificall sight of God for my selfe How boldly doth David professe Thou shalt guide me by thy Counsell and after receive me to glorie And againe Wherefore should I feare in the daies of evill when the wickednesse of my heeles compasse mee But these examples are verie frequent and every where meete us in the paths of holy Scripture Unto this practice of the Saints let us annex some authorities of the ancient Fathers in the Church who no doubt spoke from their knowledge and feeling Hilar. in Mat. c. 5. The Lord will have us hope for the kingdome of heaven without anie wavering of an inconstant will Otherwise there is no justification by faith if faith it selfe be doubtfull So Chrysostome in Rom. Hom. 9. We boast or glorie saith the Apostle That thou maist know what minde he must have who hath pledged his faith to God For hee must not onelie have a full perswasion of those things which he hath received but of those which are to come as if alreadie given him For a man glorieth of that which hee alreadie possesseth Because therefore our hope is as firme of future things as of present therefore saith he we rejoice or glorie of these as of the other But to omit many other verily that of Bernard who lived in the very darkenesse and almost midnight of Popery is not to be neglected Thus he writes in Annunc ser. 1. It is necessary for thee first to beleeve that thou canst have no pardon of sinne but by Gods indulgence c. Lastly that thou canst not dâ—serve by any workes the kingdome of heaven but that it also must be freely given But these are not sufficient they are but the beginnings and foundations of faith If therefore thou beleevest that thy sinnes cannot be forgiven but by him against whom they are committed thou dost well But to this adde yet further that thou beleeve this also namely that thy sinnes by him are forgiven This is the testimonie of the holy Spirit who witnesseth unto our hearts saying Thy sinnes are forgiven thee Thus the Apostle determineth that a man is justified by faith freely So thou must also have the testimonie of the same Spâ—rit that thou by the gift of God shalt attaine eternall life Thus farre Bernard Adde to these some reason for further confirmation and so we will finish this point It cannot bee denyed that true faith may ordinarily apprehend by infallible certainty any promise which God hath revealed For this is by all confessed to bee the very end of faith that wee might bee certainely perswaded without doubting of Gods promises But God hath promised to every true Beleever eternall life as cannot be denyed Ioh. 5.24 c. and hath many wayes confirmed his promise by oath seales earnest hence it must necessarily follow that the faithfull may bee infallibly assured of their salvation and glory But some here object Indeed if men could surely know that they had true faith then they might be surely perswaded but how should they come to this knowledge Certainly that we may attain this knowledge power of discerning our faith is not only apparent by that sentence of the Apostle exhorting the Corinthians to prove and examine their faith but by sense also and every mans experience when I beleeve an able man promising mee any kindnesie I know and even feele that I beleeve him So that weake beleever could even from sense say I beleeve helpe my unbeliefe But some object further The promise say they is only generall we have no particular promise Thou Peter or Iohn shalt be saved therefore no sufficient warrant to apply that generall promise to our selves in particular But this is both fond and false For as every man hath a particular command in the generall precept where God chargeth al men to beleeve obey feare there he chargeth every one singly Thou Peter Iohn shalt beleeve c. So hath everie singular person a speciall promiâ—e to himselfe beleeving in the generall where glory is promised unto every Beleever CHAP. XXVI That it is everie Christians dutie to labour for this assurance AS now it is sufficiently cleared that the faithfull by the ordinary revelation of the holy Ghost in the Word may grow up by
mouth as the dissembler Ezek. 33. 31. when indeede his soule hates it at least some part of it but in thy heart He receives not the love of the truth 2 Thes. 2. 10. and therefore rejoyces not in the truth of God but in the lyes of Satan promising life without reformation but thou out of love to the Word even because it is a purifying word rejoycest in it especially that power of it whereby thy soule is washed and clensed from thine owne wickednesse The upright and dissembler both burne in zeale but thou findest thy heart angry and grieved not with some but al sins not with others only but most with thine owne whereby God is dishonored Lastly the hypocrite can thirst for Christ at sometimes when he is in the furnace as iron his heart for the present is softned but as soone as it is out of the fiery triall returnes to his hardnesse and indeed was onely troubled never changed But thou findest a deepe and unquenched thirst of Christ and his righteousnesse ever burning in thy soule so that even in the dayes of peace thy heart is ever sighing after him and esteemest him as the onely medicine for thy sicke spirit so the onely food when thon art healthy and strong In all of these may the faithfull soule easily perceive that hee hath outstript the hypocrite and left him farre behinde and is certainely entred into the true way of grace to glory CHAP. XXXII Removing that tentation which riseth from comparison with other Christians ANother ordinary tentation of Satan is when he worketh the humbled soule to compare the graces of some other with their owne and the meanes either common and equall to both or perhaps lesse to others who yet as he conceives outstrip him in grace and so to discourage and overthrow this worke of faith in him Oh sayes a dejected spirit I have had more time more seed more labour bestowed on mee farre more than such or such a Christian and yet how fruitfull are they But I how barren and bare in knowledge in faith in love c. how wonderfully have they outgrowne me But first let such a troubled heart observe that this depressing despising and condemning our selves in respect of unfruitfulnesse whereby we seeme to come short of others is an eminent grace of God unto which by promise he hath tyed all his other graces God gives grace to the â—umble And this is a certaine fruit of true humility Sâ—condly they are often deceived in their judgements For know this and remember it as a sure truth the more thou hast profited in grace and art enriched in this durable substance the more covetous will thy heart be of spirituall gifts When a worldling begins to taste the sweetnesse of earthly lucre oh how greedily doth hee thirst after it And though hee lay up treasure as dust gulp downe sinfull pleasure as water yet a dry dropâ—ie possesseth him The more he drinks the more he thirsts so is it with that soule which being weaned from this and in love with that world to come is fired with an holy and heavenly covetousnesse of spirituall riches The more he bags up of those evelasting treasures the more poore will he seeme to himselfe oh how good a signe is it when the riches of grace make thee poore in spirit when Christ speakes unto thee as somtime to the church of Smyrna I know thy tribulation and poverty but thou art rich For as it is a certaine signe that he who supposes he knowes beleeves loves much knowes nothing as hee ought to know that when we thinke we are increased in goods and want nothing then there is nothing which we want not Wee are wretched poore miserable blinde and naked so when the desires sayling to the heavenly Jerusalemâ— filled with the breath of that holy Spirit are carried so swiftly that they thinke the actions stand still and either move not or goe backeward certainly that heart which sends forth these desires is strong and fervent in the life of grace Thirdly if those whom thou thus preferrest before thy selfe were asked their opinion thou shouldst heare them heartily and earnestly professe and protest with sighes their many infirmities as farre preferring thee as thou them But withal and above all remember and apply to this purpose that common axiom That truth or substance is not capable oâ— more or lesse Suppose thy mis-conceit true that thou wert farre inferiour in grace to many who are farre younger in the life of grace than thou this hinders not but that thou hast the true life of Christ and his Spirit as well though not so full as they Neither in this life nor in the other the eldest are ever the strongest But as a childe or weake man troubled with much sicknesse hath as true and very life as hee that is strong and never tasted one sicke houre so the weake Christian held downe intentation hath as verily the life of God as they who have out-wrastled Satan and sinne and enjoy much liberty and enlargement of spirit Who doubts but that Paul after conversion though borne out of time excelled in grace many of the Apostles themselves yet were they not onely living but eminent members of Christ. Apply these things to thy soule and so cast out this wavering in spirit and those feares whiâ—h breed painfulnesse And then endevour to ground thy assurance and establish thy soule by some infallible and evident signes of thy election and â—alvation CHAP. XXXIII Containing some infallible signes of our Calling and Election MAny sure and evident markes hath the Lord Jesus Christ set upon his Sheep which as by the hand of his Spirit in the Scripture he hath graven so hath he by the same hand printed them upon us that considering our selves marked out by them we may come not onely to a probable hope but full assurance of faith that we are his chosen Flocke and Sheepe of his pasture who shall never perish never be plucked out of his and his Fathers hand Of very many I will insist onely upon some few First then read advisedly that Scripture 1 Ioh. 3. 1 2. Behold what manner of love the Father hath bestowed upon us that wee should bee called the Sonnes of Godâ— And we know that when hee shall appeare we shall be like him for we shall see him as he is Hence in the first place it is evident that those whom the Father hath made children unto himselfe hee hath most dearely and everlastingly loved see also Ier. 31. 3. And againe that when wee know our filiation when wee are made Sonnes wee know also that when Christ shall appeare wee shall see him as hee is and bee glorified with him This then is cleare that when wee are children of God wee are eternally beloved by him and shal reigne with him in eternity But how shall wee know that we are made children Looke into the 9 verse of that chap.