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with_o god_n see_v and_o â—ind_v well_o isa_n 38._o last_o part_n of_o the_o 16_o verse_n 2._o such_o prize_n deliverance_n from_o sin_n much_o â—â—re_o than_o freedom_n from_o sorrow_n isa_n 38.17_o â—â—al_a 40.1_o 2._o 3._o they_o be_v a_o people_n that_o be_v as_o serious_o â—â—ected_v with_o their_o unsuitable_a frame_n of_o heart_n their_o mourning_n as_o for_o the_o matter_n they_o â—â—urn_v for_o 4._o answer_n from_o god_n in_o their_o mourning_n â—â—ess_v their_o answer_n bring_v power_n as_o well_o as_o â—â—don_v it_o will_v not_o satisfy_v psal_n 51._o 〈◊〉_d a_o true_a mourner_n mourn_v most_o kind_o 〈◊〉_d free_o when_o he_o enjoy_v god_n in_o seal_v up_o â—â—â—on_n must_v full_o luke_n 7.38_o and_o 47.48_o 〈◊〉_d such_o a_o heart_n mourn_v for_o that_o most_o that_o be_v see_v least_o i_o mean_v more_o for_o heart-sin_n unseen_a than_o for_o sin_n without_o that_o be_v see_v see_v job_n 42.3_o 6._o see_v david_n psal_n 19.12_o and_o 51.5_o 6_o 7._o and_o isa_n 6.5_o 7._o 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sceptre_n own_o must_v to_o themselves_o now_o die_v for_o he_o alone_o that_o be_v on_o the_o throne_n 25._o mat._n 16.24_o 25._o give_v life_n and_o liberty_n now_o i_o true_a liberty_n do_v know_v 61.1_o isa_n 61.1_o to_o christ_n i_o will_v praise_n sing_v 3.17_o 2_o cor._n 3.17_o for_o he_o through_o death_n will_v bring_v i_o no_o more_o to_o sigh_v and_o sin_n 17_o rev._n 2.7_o 17_o i_o wish_v this_o news_n abroad_o may_v spread_v home_n 25.8_o isa_n 25.8_o that_o all_o my_o foe_n may_v see_v 21.4_o rev._n 7.17_o &_o 21.4_o and_o saint_n with_o understanding_n read_v and_o know_v my_o liberty_n what_o if_o false_a witness_n shall_v arise_v 6.13_o jer._n 6.13_o and_o labour_v to_o betray_v my_o innocency_n by_o their_o lie_n 10.21_o mat._n 24.9_o and_o 10.21_o my_o life_n to_o take_v away_o yet_o christ_n cause_n i_o will_v witness_v to_o 21.16_o luke_n 21.16_o though_o for_o the_o same_o i_o die_v 21.13_o act._n 20.24_o &_o 21.13_o i_o shall_v not_o fear_v what_o man_n can_v do_v against_o my_o liberty_n for_o now_o my_o soul_n have_v sweet_a support_n 27.1_o psal_n 27.1_o through_o christ_n my_o rock_n &_o tower_n 7.8_o micah_n 7.8_o in_o he_o my_o peace_n joy_n and_o comfort_n with_o fresh_a supply_n each_o hour_n 3.19_o hab._n 3.19_o his_o love_n be_v now_o my_o whole_a delight_n 138.7_o psa_fw-la 138.7_o his_o presence_n stand_v i_o by_o 43.2_o isa_n 43.2_o i_o have_v he_o always_o in_o my_o sight_n o_o here_o be_v my_o liberty_n god_n be_v my_o witness_n and_o my_o guide_n 5._o psal_n 23.1.2_o 3_o 4_o 5._o my_o conscience_n to_o keep_v clear_a i_o know_v the_o lord_n be_v on_o my_o side_n therefore_o i_o need_v not_o fear_v 118.6_o jsal_n 118.6_o through_o christ_n i_o be_o now_o free_v from_o 10.11_o jer._n 10.11_o and_o hypocrite_n cruelty_n 38_o rom._n 8.1_o 38_o so_o soon_o as_o god_n receive_v my_o breath_n death_n 7.59_o act._n 7.59_o my_o soul_n gain_v liberty_n patience_n with_o balm_n my_o sore_n supply_v 7._o psal_n 37.3_o 4_o 5_o 7._o i_o 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