consideration and admiration of this wonderous Love that Christ may dwell in their hearts by Faith and so being rooted and grounded in Love they may be able to comprehend with all Saints what is the bredth and length and depth and height and to know the Love of Christ which passeth knowledg and be filled with all the fullness of God Ephes. 3. 17 18 19. And withall to be followers of God as dear Children and walk in Love as Christ hath Loved us and given himself for us an Offering and a Sacrifice to God for a sweet smelling savour Ephes. 5. 1 2. And to love without dissimulation Rom. 12. 9 10. Even from a pure heart fervently 1 Pet. 1. 22. That we love as brethren being compassionate pittifull and courteous not rendring evill forevill but contrariwise blessing knowing that we are thereunto called that that we should inherit a blessing 1 Pet. 3. 8 9 And that we keep our selves in the Love of God Jud. 21. that nothing may be able to seperate us from it Rom. 8. 35 36 37. And if we thus imitate our Heavenly pattern the God of Love and Peace will be with us 2 Cor. 13. 11. And thus I have shewed you the principall Ends of the undertaking of Christ in the work of our Redemption especially as they are attained directly by his Cross and Resurrection 6. Another End also is apparent in the Scripture which is the Glorifying of Gods Rewarding Justice together with his Mercy in the Salvation of his Elect. This End he hath partly attaineth here for God hath his Ends continually In this life his Servants have much of his Mercy and the beginnings of their Reward in the beginning of their Salvation But the fullness is hereafter in their Glorification All his promises he performeth in their seasons Even in the present pardon of our sinnes he honoureth his Faithfullness and Justice 1 Joh. 1. 9. His Faithfullness in making good his promise and his Justice in Rewarding the performers of the condition and giving what his promise had made their due that so men may even here in part discern between the Righteous and the Wicked between him that serveth God and him that serveth him not while they see God esteem of his people as his jewels and spaâ—e them as a man spareth his sonne that serveth him Mal. 3. 17 18. The King of Zion is just having Salvation Zach. 9. 9. The Righâ—â—ousness of God is manifested in our Justification Rom. 3. 21 22. Even the Righteousness of God which is by Faith of Jesus Christ unto all and upon all them that believe for there is no difference For all have sinned and come short of the Glory of God being Justified freely by his grace through the Redemption that is in Jesus Christ whom God hath set forth to be a propitiation through Faith in his Blood to declare his Righteousness for the remission of sinnes that are past through the forbearance of God to declare I say at this time his Righteousness that he might be Just and the Justifier of him that believeth in Jesus Rom. 3. 25 26. But it is most eminently at Judgment and in the world to come that this Remunerative Justice with Mercy will be Glorified When Christ shall come purposely to be glorified in his Saints and to be admired in all them that believe not only in himself but in them and that because they were believers 2 Thes. 1. 10. When we have fought the good fight and finished our Course and kept the Faith we shall find that there is laid up for us a Crown of Righteousness which the Lord the Righteous Judg shall give us and all that love his appearing at that day â— 2 Tim. 4. 8. He will justifie and applaud them before all the world yea and adjudge them to everlasting Life with a Well done Good and Faithfull sevant enter thou into the joy of thy Lord I will make thee Ruler over many things even Because they had been faithfull in a little Luke 19 17. Matth. 25. 21 23. Because they shewed their love to him in his members he will say to them Come ye blessed of my Father inherit the Kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world Matth. 25. 34 35 36. He that now commandeth us to say to the Righteous It shall be well with him Isa. 3. 10. Will in Righteousness Cause it then to be well with him Then shall the Righteous shine forth as the Sunne in the Kingdom of their Father Matth. 13. 43 And the Righteousness and Mercy of their Father shall as conspicuously and gloriously shine in them For it is a day appointed for the Revelation of the Righteous Judgment of God who will render to every man according to his deeds Rom. 2. 5 6. The present Faith and Patience of the Saints in all the Persecutions and Tribulations which they endure is a manifest token of the Righteâ—us Judgment of God that they may be accounted worthy of the Kingdom of God for which they suffer It being a Righteous thing with God to Recompence Tribulation to them that trouble us and to us that are troubled Rest with the Saints 2 Thes. 1. 5 6 7. For the Righteous Lord loveth Righteousness Psal. 11. 7. and in Righteousness will he Judge the world Acts 17. 31. Rev. 19. 11. And therefore in the keeping of his Word there is great Reward Psal. 19 11. Yea a cup of water given in Love to him shall not be unrewarded Matth. 10. 41 42. To him that soweth Righteousness shall be a sure Reward Prov. 11. 18. If in this life men are forst to say Verily there is a Reward for the Righteous Verily there is a God that Judgeth in the Earth Psal. 58. 11. Much more when we receive the Reward of the Inheritance Col. 3. 24. This causeth the Saints to forsake the pleasures of sinne because they have respect to the Recompence of Reward Heb. 11. 26. This is it that maketh them Rejoyce and be exceeding glad in their Persecutions because that great is their Reward in Heaven and therefore it is that they Cast not away their confidence because it hath great Recompence of Reward Heb. 10. 25. If we let no man beguil us of our Reward Col. 2. 18. And if we Look to our selves that we lose not those things that we have wrought we shall receive a full Reward 2 Joh. 8. For the Lord hath said Behold I come quickly and my Reward is with me to give every man according as his work shall be Rev. 22. 12. 7. Another End of Christ's undertaking in this blessed work is The Complacency and Glory of God in the Love and Praise and Service of his Redeemed ones in some measure here but in perfection when they are perfected Sinne had made us unserviceable to God And Christ bringeth us back into a fitness for his service He disposeth us Godward by Faith and Love and he hath Redeemed us from our iniquity and purifieth to
that you must certainly have Hell with it if you keep it methinks your doubt should quickly be resolved and you should be loath to give another nights lodging to so chargeable and dangerous a guest Now when we perswade you to holiness of life you will demurre on it as if there were some doubtfullness in the matter But if you knew the nature and end of holiness you would soon be out of doubt and if you knew but how much happier you might be with God you would never stick at the parting with your most delightfull sinnes As the Jews rejected Christ and preferred a murderer before him and cryed out Crucifie him and all because they did not know him 1 Cor. 2. 8. Joh. 8. 9. 1. 10. Act. 13. 27. So you let Christ knock and call and offer you salvation and you stand questioning whether you should obey his call and whether you should not preferre your lusts before him and all because you know him not nor the Grace and Glory which he tendereth to you When men understand not the Reasons of God that should prevail with them no wonder if they part not with that which is as dear to them as their lives But when once they know the Reasons of Christianity those moving weighty undenyable Reasons that are fetcht from God and Heaven and Hell they 'l then stand questioning the matter no longer but they will resign up all even life it self All this I speak of a spiritual powerfull and a practical Knowledge and not of every swimming opinion and conceit Study therefore what God is and what he is to you and what he would be to you Study what sinne is and what the damnation is which it deserveth Study what Christ is and hath done and suffered for you and what he is willing to do if you neglect him not Study what the world is and what is the utmost that sinne will do for you Study what the everlasting Glory is which you may have with God if you lose it not by your folly And study what Faith is and what Repentance is and what Love and Joy and a holy and heavenly life and how little reason you have to be afraid of them If this understanding have but deeply possessed you it will byas your hearts and make you resolved setled Converts Whereas if you seem to turn and scarce know why and seem to take up a Christian life before you are throughly possessed with the Nature Grounds and Reasons of it no marvell if you are quickly lâ—st again in the dark and if every Caviller that you meet with can non-plus you and make you stagger and call in question all that you have done and ravell all your work Or if you do but runne from one party to another and follow every one that tels you a fair tale and never know what to fix upon nor when you are in the way and when you are out The Apprehensions of the mind do move the whole man Wisdom is the guide and stay of the Soul Sinning is doing foolishly 2 Sam. 24. 10. And sinners are fools Prov. 1. 22. Psal. 75. 4. Their mirth is but the mirth of fools and their song the song of fools Eccl 7. 4. 5. Yea the best of their services while they refuse to hear and obey is but the Sacrifice of fools Eccl. 5. 1. And such are not fit for the House of God For God hath no pleasure in fools Eccl. 5. 4. He hath need to have his wits about him and know what he doth that will be the servant of the God of Heaven and will escape the deceits of a subtile Devil and get to Heaven through so many dâ—fficulties as are before him Above all getting therefore get Wisdom DIRECT II. If you would not have the work of your Conversion miscarry when you understand what is offered you then Search the Scripture daily to see whether those things be so or not So did the Bereans Act. 17. 11. and the Text saith that therefore they believed We come not to cheat and deceive you and therefore we desire not that you should take any thing from us but what we can prove to you from the Word of God to be certainly true We desire not to lead you in the dark but by the light to lead you out of darkness and therefore we refuse not to submit all our Doctrine to an equall tryal Though we would not have you wrong your souls by an unjust distrust of us yet would we not desire you to take these great and weighty things meerly upon our words For then your Faith will be in man and then no marvell if it be weak and uneffectual and quickly shaken If you trust a man to day you may distrust him to morrow and if one man be of greatest credit with you this year perhaps another of a contrary mind may be of more credit with you the next year And therefore we desire no further to be believed by you then is necessary to lead you up to God and to help you to understand that Word which you must believe Our desire therefore is that you search the Scripture and try whether the things that we tell you be the truth The Word will never work on you to purpose till you see and hear God in it and perceive that it 's he and not man only that speaks to you When you hear none speaking to you but the Minister no marvell if you dare despise him for he is a frail and silly man like your selves When you think that the Doctrine which we preach to you is meerly of our own devising and the conjecture of our own brain no marvell if you set light by it and will not let go all that you have at the perswasion of a Preacher But when you have searcht the Scripture and find that it is the Word of the God of Heaven dare you despise it then When you there find that we said no more then we were commanded and God that hath spoken this Word will stand to it then sure it will go nearer you and you will consider of it and make light of it no more If we offered you bad wares we should desire a dark shop and if our gold were light or bad we would not call for the Ballance and the Touchstone But when we are sure the things that we speak are true we desire nothing more then tryal Beauty and comliness have no advantage of loathsome deformity when they are both together in the dark but the light will shew the difference Error may be a loser by the light and therefore shunnes it Joh. 3. 19 20 21. But truth is a gainer by it and therefore seeks it Let Papists hide the Scripture from the people and forbid the reading of them in a tongue which they understand and teach them to speak to God they know not what we dare not do so nor do we desire it Our Doctrine will not go off well
sinne and Judgments are most eminent sorrow must be thâ—n predominant as being a necessary means to solid Joy And therefore ordinarily a sinner that is but in the work of Conversion and newly coming to God from a rebellious state must entertain more sorrow and let out himself more to groanes and tears then afterward when he is brought to Reconciliation with God and walketh in integrity Quest. But when is it that my sorrow is too short and I should labour to increase it Answ. 1. When there is no apparent danger of the last-mentioned evils that is Of destroying your bodies distracting your brains discomomposing your minds and drowning other Graces and duties and the rest then you have little cause to be afraid of an excess 2. When you have not smart enough to cause you to value the Love of Christ and highly prise his blood and the effects of it and hunger and thirst after him and his righteousness and earnestly beg for the pardon of your sinne you have cause to desire the more sorrow If you feel no great need of Christ but pass by him as lightly as the full stomack by his food as if you could do well enough without him you may be sure then you have need to be broken more If you set not so much by the Love of God that you would part with any thing in the world to enjoy it and would think no terms too dear for Heaven You have need to lie under the sence of your sinne and misery a little longer and to beseech the Lord to save you from that heart of stone When you can hear of the Love and sufferings of your Redeemer without any warmth of Love to him again and can read or hear the promises of Grace and offers of Christ and Eternall life without any considerable Joy or Thankfullness it 's time for you then to beg of God a tender heart 3. When you make many pawses in the work of your Conversion and are sometime in a good mind and then again at a stand as if you were yet unresolved whether to turn or no When you stick at Christ terms of denying your selves and crucifying the flesh and forsaking all for the hopes of Glory and think these sayings somewhat hard and are considering of the matter whether you should yield to them or not or are secretly Reserving somewhat to your selves this certainly shews that you are not yet sufficiently humbled or else you would never stand trifling thus with God He must yet set your sinnes in order before you and hold you a while over the fire of Hell and ring your Consciences such a peal as shall make you yield and resolve your doubts and â—each you not to dally with your maker If Pharaoh himself be off and on with God and sometime he will let Israel goe and then again he will not God will follow him with plague after plague till he make him yield and glad to drive or hasten them away And even where he deals in waies of Grace he maketh so much use of sorrows as to make men yield the sooner to his terms and glad to have Mercy on such terms if they were harder 4. When you are heartless and dull under the Ordinances of God and Scripture hath little life or sweetness to you and you are almost indifferent whether you call upon God in secret or no and whether you go to the Congregation and heare the Word and joyn in Gods Praises and the Communion of the Saints and you have no great relish in holy Conference or any Ordinance but do them almost meerly for custom or to please your Consciences and not for any great need you feel of them or good you find by them this shews for certain you want some more of the rod and spurre your hearts be not wakened and broken sufficiently but God must take you in hand again 5. When you can be mindless of God and of the life to come and forget both your sinne and Saviours Blood and let out your thoughts almost continually upon worldly vanities or common things as if you were over-grown the need of Christ this shews that the stone is yet in your hearts and that God must keep you to a harder dyet to mend your appetites and make you feel you sinne and misery till it call off your thoughts from things that less concern you and teach you to mind your Everlasting state If you begin to forget your selves and him â—t's time for you to have a remembrancer 6. When you begin to tast more sweetness in the creature and be more tickled with applause and honour and pleased more with a full estate and more impatient with poverty or wants or wrongs from men and crosses in the world and when you are set upon a thriving course and are eager to grow rich and fall in love with money when you drown your selves in worldly cares and busines and are combred about many things through your own choice this shews indeed that you are dangerously unhumbled and if God have Mercy for you he will bring you low and make your riches gall and wormwood to you and abate your appetite and teach you to know that one thing is needfull and so be more eager after the food that perisheth not and hereafter to choose the better part Luke 10. 41 42. Joh. 6. 27. 7. When you can return to play with the occasions of sinne or look upon it with a reconcileable mind as if you had yet some mind on it and could almost find in your heart to be doing with it again when you begin to have a mind of your old company and courses or begin to draw as neare it as you dare and are gazing upon the bair and tasting of the forbidden thing and can scarce tell how to deny your fancies your appetites your senses their desires this shews that you want some wakening work God must yet read you another lecture in the black book and set you to spell those lines of blood which it seems you have forgotten and kindle a little of that fire in your Consciences which else you would runne into till you feel and understand whether it be good playing with sinne and the Wrath of God and the Everlasting fire 8. When you begin to be indifferent as to your Communion with God and think not much whether he accept you and manifest his love to you or not but can huddle up your prayers and look no more after them or what becomes of them and use Ordinances and seldom enquire of the success When you can spare the Spiritual Consolations of the Saints and fetch little of your comfort from Christ or Heaven but from your friends and health and prosperity and accomodations and perhaps can be as merry in carnal company when you say and do as they as if you were considering of the Love of Christ this shews that the threatnings went not deep enough Sorrow hath yet another part to
the Joyes of Heaven may be stirring and working in the minds of the unsanctified but if they take not up the Heart for Christ the person is not a true Believer As the Gospel must be Believed to be True so Christ that is offered us in the Gospel as Good must be Heartily and Thankfully accepted accordingly And the Glory the Justification Reconciliation with God and other benefits procured by him and offered with him must be valued and desired above all earthly fleshly things If you are convinced that sinne is evill as contrary to God and hurtfull to you and hereupon have some mind to let it go and some wishes that Christ would save you from it and yet still have a Love to it that is greater then your dislike and the bent of your heart is more for it then against it and your habituate desires are rather to keep then to leave it this is not Sanctification nor a saving consent to be saved by Christ. If you have some convictions that Holiness is good as being the Image of God and pleasing to him and necessary to your Salvation and so should have some mind of Holyness on these grounds yet if you have on the other side a greater aversness to it because it would deprive you of the pleasures of your sinne and the Habitual inclination of your will is more against it then for it certainly this will not stand with true Sanctification of Faith in Christ to save you from the power of sinne by his Spirit Thousands deceive themselves by misunderstanding some common passages that are spoken to comfort afflicted Consciences viz. That the least true desires after Grace do prove the Soul to be Gracious This is true if you speak of the least Desires which are Predominant in the Soul when our Desire is more habitually then our unwillingness and we thus preferre Christ before all the world the least of this is an Evidence of Saving Grace But such Desires as are subdued by the contrary Desires and such a will as is accompanyed with a greater unwillingness habitually and such a Faith as is drowned in greater unbelief these are not Evidences of a saving change nor can you justly gather any special comfort from them He that hath more unbelief then Belief is not to be called a Believer but an unbeliever And he that hath more hatred or dislike of God and Holiness then Love to them is not to be called Godly but ungodly nor a Lover of God but a hater of him I am easily perswaded that many of you that are ungodly could be contented that God be Glorified if his Glory do not cross your carnal interest and so you desire Gods Glory even for it self as that which is absolutely Good in it self But if your fleshly interest be so dear to you that you will sacrifice Gods Glory to it and had rather God were dishonoured then your fleshly interest contradicted it is your flesh then that is made your God and your chief End It is not every wish or mind of Christ no not to save you from sinne as sinne that will prove you true Belielievers Nor is it every minding of God or love to him no not as one apprehended by you to be the chiefest Good and desirable for himself as your End that will prove indeed that you savingly love him as long as the contrary mind and will is Habitually predominant in you Such as the very habit and bent of a mans heart is such indeed is the man It s possible for a man even a good man to have two contrary ends and intentions yea ultimate ends as that which is desired for it self and referred to nothing else is called Vltimaâ—e but it is not possible for him to have two principall predominant Ends. So far as we are carnal still we make the pleasing of our flesh our ultimate End For doubtless we do not sinne only by pleasing the flesh as a means to Gods Glory nor only in the mischoosing of other means But yet this is none of our Principal End so far as men are truly Sanctified And because that is called a mans mind or will which is the chiefest and highest in his mind and will therefore we use to denominate men from that only which beareth rule in them And thus we may say with Paul It is not I but sinne that dwelleth in me For a disowned act that proceedeth from us against the bent and habit of our wills and the course of our lives from the remnants of a carnal misguided will is not it that must denominate the person nor is so fully ours as the contrary act And therefore though indeed we sinfully participate of it yet when the question is whether Believing or unbeliefe sinning or obeying be my work it is not Comparatively to be called mine which I am much more against then for So on the other side if the unsanctified have some transient superficial uneffectual acts of Desire or Faith or Love to God which are contrary to the bent and habit of their hearts this is not theirs nor imputable to them so far as hence to give them their Denomination It is not they that do it but the common workings of the Spirit upon them If ever then you would be assured that your are Christians look to the Habitual bent of your hearts and see that you do not only talk of Scripture and slâ—ghtly believe it and speak well of Christ with some good wishes and meanings and purposes but as you love your Souls see that Christ be Received as your dearest Saviour with Thankfullness and greatest Love and as your Soveraign Lord with true subjection and that he have your Superlative estimation and Affections and all things in the world be put under him in your Souls This must be so if you will have the portion of Believers No Faith that is short of this will prove you Christ's Disciples indeed or Heirs of the Promises made to Believers The voice of Christ that calls to you in the Gospel is My sonne give me thy heart Prov. 23. 26. Do what thou wilt in waies of duty and think as highly as thou wilt of thy self thou art no true Believer in Christ's account till thou hast given him thy heart If he have thy tongue if he have thy good opinion nay if thy body were burnt in his Cause if he had not thy Love thy Heart it were as nothing 1 Cor. 13. 3. For thy works and sufferings are so far acceptable through Christ as they are testimonies of this that Christ hath thy heart If he have not thy heart he takes it as if he had nothing And if he have this he takes it as if he had all For this is not only preferred by him before all but also he knows that this commandeth all If Christ have thy Heart the Devil will not have thy tongue and life the Ale-house or a Harlot will not have thy body nor the world will
lay the blame on God because he doth not give it you and say We cannot convert our selves But would you have the Spirit come in while you hold the dore against him He knocks and desireth you to open and let him in and you wish him to come in but you bolt the dore and no intreaty will procure you to open it It is Consideration of the saving doctrine of the Gospell that openeth the heart and giveth it entertainment Set you selves therefore on purpose to this work open the doores of your heart which are now shut and let the King of Glory come in Who will believe that you love the Light when you shut the windows and draw the curtains If you will set your selves to consider of the Truth the windows of your Soul will be set open and then the light will certainly come in Now you read over whole Chapters and hear Sermon after Sermon and either they never stir you or at least it 's but a little for a fit like a man that hath a little warmd him at the fire in the winter and when he goes from it is colder then before But if you would but set your selves to consider of what you hear or read one line of a Chapter or one sentence of a Sermon would say you in tears or make you groane or at least do more then now is done Satan hath garrisond the heart of every carnall man And consideration is the principall means to cast him out If by considering of the terrible threatnings of the word you would discharge these Canons of God against them what a battery would it make in the corruptions of your Souls Our God is a consuming fire and the fire of hell is threatned in his Law as the wages of sin By serious Consideration you may as it were fetch fire from God and from his word and set to the very gates of Satans garrison and fire him out of many of his holds But because this is so needfull a point I shall be so large upon it as 1º to tell you some of those things that you should consider of 2o. to tell you in what manner you should do it and 3o. to give you some Motives to put you on I. The first thing that I would have you oft to think on is The Nature of that God with whom you have to do Consider that if he be the most wise it is all the reason in the world that he should rule you If he be Good and infinitely Good there is all the reason in the world that you should Love him and there is no shew of reason that you should love the world or sin before him If he be faithfull and true his threatnings must be feared and his promises must not be distrusted and there is no reason that you should make any question of his Word If he be Holy then Holiness must needs be most excellent and those that are the Holiest must needs be the best because they are most like to God And then he must be an enemy to sin and to all that are unholy because they are contrary to his nature Consider that he is Almighty and there is no resisting him or standing out against him In the twink of an eye can he snatch thy guilty Soul from thy body and cast it where sin is better known A word of his Mouth can set all the world against thee and set thine own conscience against thee too A frown of his face can turn thee into Hell And if he be thine enemy it is no matter who is thy friend For all the world cannot save thee if he do but condemne thee They are blessed whom he blesseth and they are cursed indeed whom he curseth He was from Eternity and thou art but as it were of yesterday Thy being is from him thy life is alwaies in his hands Thou canst not live an hour without him thou canst not fetch a breath without him nor think a thought nor speak a word nor stir a foot or hand without him Thou mayst better live without bread or drink or fire or aire or earth or water then without him All the world is before him but as the drop of a bucket or a little sand of dust that should be laid in ballance with all the earth Hadst thou but compassed about this lower world and seen all the Nations of it and its wonderfull furniture and seen the great deeps of of the mighty Ocean and the abundance of Creatures that be in all O what thoughts then wouldst thou have of God! But if thou hadst been above the Starres and seen the Sun in all its glory and seen the frame and course of those higher Orbes and seen the blessed glorious Angels and all the inhabitants of the higher world O then what thoughts of God wouldst thou entertaine O but if it were possible that thou hadst seen his Glory or seen but his back-parts as Moses did or seen him in Christ the now glofied Redeemer what apprehensions wouldst thou have of him then Then how wouldst thou abhor the name of sin and how weary wouldst thou be of the pleasantest life that sensuality could afford thee Then thou wouldst quickly know that no Love can be great enough and no praises can be high enough and no service can be holy and good enough for such a God Then you wouldst soon know that this is not a God to be neglected or dallyed with nor a God to be resisted nor provoked by the wilfull breaking of his Laws It is Eternal Life to know this God Joh. 17. 3. and for want of knowing him it is that sin aboundeth in the world This maketh Holyness so scarce and leane Men worship they care not how because they worship they know not whom O therefore dwell on the Meditations of the Almighty So far as he doth possess thy mind there will be no place for sin and vanity One would think if I should set you no further task and tell you of no other matter for your Meditation this one should be enough For this one is in a manner all What will not the due knowledge of God do upon the Soul That 's the best Christian and the most happy man that knoweth most of him And that 's the most vile and miserable wretch that is furthest from him and strangest to him It is the Character of the foole of fooles to have a heart whose disposition and practice saith There is no God Psal 14. 1. That is To be so affected and employed in their hearts as if there were no God and when God is not in all his thoughts Psal. 10. 4. It was better with man when he had less knowledge for himself and fewer thoughts for himself and more of God And there is no way to restore us to sound understanding and to perfect our knowledge but to turn our eye upon God again For in knowing him we know all that 's worth the knowing Take
have the Love the Honour or the thanks that he intended by his gift It is necessary therefore that the Soul be throughly humbled that pardon may be received as pardon and Grace as Grace and not set light by And 2. as this is necessary for the honour both of Christ and Grace so also it is necessary for our own benefit and consolation The Mercy cannot indeed be ours if Humiliation do no make us capable of it These Cordials must be taken into an empty Stomack and not be drownd in â—legm and filth A man on the Gallows will be glad of a pardon but a stander by that thinks he is innocent would not regard it but take it for an accusation There is no great sweetness in the name of a Redeemer to an unhumbled Soul It sets not by the Spirit the Gospel is no Gospel to it the tidings of Salvation are not so glad to such a one as the tidings of riches or worldly delights would be As it is the preparation of the Stomack that maketh our meat sweet to us and the coursest fare is pleasanter to the sound then sweet-meats to the sick so if we were not emptied of our selves and vile and lost in our own apprehensions and if Contrition did not quicken our appetites the Lord himself and all the miracles of his Saving Grace would be but as a thing of nought in our eyes and we should be but weary to heare or think of them But O what an inestimable Treasure is Christ to the Humbled Soul What life is in his promises What sweetness in every passage of his grace and what a feast in his unmeasurable Love 4. Another Use of Humiliation implyed in the former is that it is necessary to bring men to yield to the terms of the Covenant of Grace Nature holds fast it 's fleshly pleasures and lives by feeling upon present things and knows not how to live upon invisibles by a life of Faith And this is the life that all must live that will live in Christ And therefore he calleth them to the forsaking of all the crucifying the world and flesh the denying of themselves if they will be his Disciples But O how loath is nature to part with all and make a full resignation unto Christ but fain it would make sure of present things for fear leâ—t the promises of Heaven should but deceive them and then they would have Heaven at last as a reserve And on these terms it is that Hypocrites are Religions and thus it is that they deceive their Souls But when the heart is truly broken it will then stand no longer on such terms with Christ but yield up all It will then no longer Condition with him but stand to his Conditions and thankfully accept them Any thing will then serve with Christ and Grace and the hopes of Glory 5. Another Use of Humiliation is to fit us for the Retaining and Improving of Grace when we have received it The Proverb is Lightly come lightly go If God should give the pardon of sinne to the unhumbled how soon would it be cast away And how easily would such be hearkning to temptation and returning to their vomit The burn't Child we say dreads the fire When sinne hath kill'd you once and broken your hearts you will think the worse of it while you live And when a temptation comes you will think of your former smart Is not this it that cost me so many groans and laid me in the dust and had almost damned me and shall I go to it again Was I so hardly recovered by a Miracle of Mercy And shall I runne again into the misery that I was saved from Had I not sorrow and fear and care enough but I must go back again for more and renew my trouble Thus the remembrance of your sorrows will be a continuall preservative to you And a contrite spirit that is emptied of it self and is taught the worth of Christ and mercy will not only hold them fast but will know how to use them in thankfullness to God and benefit to himself 6. Another Use of Humiliation is to fit the Soul for it's approach to God himself from whom it had revolted As it beseems not any creature to approach the God of Heaven but in Reverentiall humility so it beseems not any sinner to approach him but in Contrite Humility Who can come out of such wickedness and misery and not bring along the sense of it on his heart It beseemeth not a Prodigal to meet his Father as confidently and boldly as if he had never departed from him but to say Father I have sinned against Heaven and before thee and am no more worthy to be called thy sonne Luke 15. 18. It is not ingenious for a guilty Soul or one that is snatcht as a brand out of the fire to look towards God with a brazen face but with shame and sorrow to hang down the head and smite upon the brest and say O Lord be mercifull to me a sinner For God resisteth the proud but giveth Grace to the humble 1 Pet. 5. 5. Jam. 4. 6. Though the Lord be high yet he hath regard unto the lowly but the proud he knoweth afar off Psal. 138. 6. For thus saith the High and Holy one that inhabiteth Eternity whose Name is Holy and I dwell in the High and Holy Place with him also that is of a contrite and humble spirit to revive the spirit of the humble and to revive the heart of the contrite ones Isa. 57. 15. To this man will I look even to him that is poore and of a contrite spirit and that trembles at my Word Isa 66. 2. The Lord is nigh to them that are of a broken hâ—art and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit Psal. 34. 18. The Sacrifices of God are a broken spirit a broken and contrite heart O God thou wilt not dispise Psal. 51. 17. There is no turning to God unless we loath our selves for all our abominations Ezek. 16. 63. The nearer we approach him the more we must abhor our selves in dust and ashes Job 42. 6. He will not embrace a sinner in his dung but will first wash and clense him Isa. 1. 16. Conversion must make us humble and as little Children that are teachable and look not after great matters in the world or else there is no entering the Kingdom of God Matth. 18. 3 4. And thus you see the Uses and Necessity of Humiliation III. By what hath been already said you may perceive what Mistakes are carefully to be avoided about your Humiliation and with what caution it must be sought 1. One Error that you must take heed of is That you take not Humiliation for an indifferent thing or for such an appurtenance of Faith as may be spared Think not an unhumbled Soul while such can be Sanctified Some carnal hearts conceive that it is only more haynous sinners that must be contrite and broken hearted and
his own right hand in the Celestials farre above all Principality and Power and Might and Dominion and every name that is named not only in this world but also in that which is to come and hath put all things under his feet and given him to be Head over all things to the Church which is his body the fullness of him that filleth all in all Ephes. 1. 19. 20 21 22 23. Besides this even in the Works of Christ for his Church his Calling and Sanctifying and Ruling and Preserving them his subduing their Enemies and raising them from the dead and Glorifying them with himself how glorious is the very Power of God by his Sonne 2 Thes. 1. 11. Phil. 3. 10. Ephes. 3. 7 20. 2 Pet. 1. 3 16. 1 Cor. 4. 20. Ephes. 6. 10. 1 Cor. 15. 43. 1 Pet. 1. 5. And therefore his Gospel may well be called The Power of God to Salvation Rom. 1. 16. Which hath been the Instrument of his Power in doing such wonderful works in the world 1 Cor. 1. 18. 2. 5. 2 Cor. 6. 7. 2. Cor. 13. 3 4. 5. But the most sweet and conspicuous End of our Redemption was the Demonstration of Gods Love and Mercy to man-kind and that he might make known the Riches of his Glory on the vessels of Mercy prepared unto Glory Rom. 9. 23. Of all Gods Attributes there is none shineth more illustrously in the work of our Redemption than Love and Mercy Hereby perceive we the Love of God because he laid down his life for us 1 Joh. 3. 16. By the Creation and Sustentation of us we perceive the Love of God but more abundantly by our Redemption In this was manifested the Love of God towards us because that God sent his only begotten Sonne into the world that we might live through him 1 Joh. 4. 9. O wonderfull Love which condescendeth to such Rebels and embraceth such unworthy and polluted sinners and pittyeth them even in their blood Even after we had sold our selves to Satan and cast away the Mercies of our Creation and had all come short of the Glory of God and were sentenced to death and ready for the Execution then did this wonderful Love step in and rescue and recover us Not staying till we Repented and cryed for Mercy and cast our selves at his feet but seeking us in the Wilderness and finding us before we felt that we were lost and being found of us before we sought him and beging to us in the depth of our Misery Herein is Love not that we Loved God but that he Loved us and sent his Sonne to be the propitiation for our sinnes 1 Joh. 4. 10. Though God Love us not in our sinne and misery before our Conversion so far as in that state to Justifie us and Adopt us and take pleasure in us or have Communion with us in the spirit yet doth he so far Love us in that state as to Redeem us by the Blood of Christ and tender us his Salvation and to bring in his chosen effectually to entertain his offer And thus the Love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given to us For when we were yet without strength in due time Christ dyed for the ungodly And God commended his Love towards us in that while we were yet sinners Christ dyed for us Rom. 5. 6 8. Greater Love hath no man then this that a man lay down his life for his friends Joh. 15. 13. What was the Sonne of God but Love Incarnate Love borne of a Virgin Love coming down from Heaven to Earth and walking in flesh among the miserable seeking and saving that which was lost Was it not Love that spoke those words of life those comfortable promises those necessary precepts those gracious encouragements which the Gospel doth abound with Was it not Love it self that went preaching Salvation to the Sonnes of death and deliverance to the Captives and offered to bind up the broken hearts Luke 4. 18 Was it not Love that invited the weary and heavy laden Matth. 11. 28 And that sent even to the high-waies and the hedges to compel men to come in that his house might be filled Matth. 22. 9 10. Luke 14. 23. Was it not Love it self that went up and down healing and doing good that suffered them for whom he suffered to scorn him and spit upon him and buffet him and condemn him that being reviled reviled not again that gave his life an offering for sinne and dyed and prayed for them that murdered him No wonder if the Gospel be it that teacheth us to call God by the name of Love it self 1 Joh. 4. 8 For it is the Gospel that hath most fully revealed him to be so No wonder if the Gospel do so frequently and importunatly require us to Love one another and even to lay down your lives for Christ and for one another when it hath given us such a ground and motive and president for our Love He that seeth the true face of Redemption and understandeth and savoureth the Gospel and the Grace of Christ must needs see most cogent Reasons for such dutyes 1 Joh. 4. 7 8 9 10 11 12. Beloved let us Love one another for Love is of God and every one that Loveth is born of God and knoweth God he that Loveth not knoweth not God for God is Love If God so Loved us we ought also to Love one another If we Love one another God dwelleth in us So 1 Joh. 3. 10 11 14 16 17 18. No wonder if by this Love we know that we are translated from death to life and if by it the Children of God be known from the Children of the Devil 1 Joh. 3. 10 11 14. For Love is the very Nature and Image of our Father No wonder if this be the New Commandment which had newly such a powerfull motive and president And no wonder if it be the great distinguishing Caracter by which all men shall know that we are the Disciples of Christ Joh. 13. 35. When he had set us such a Copie and taught us this lesson by such effectual means writing it out for us in lines of blood even of his own most pretious Blood and shedding it abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost But if we should come down to the particular benefits of Christ's death and see what Love is manifested in them even in our Calling our Justification our Adoption or Sanctification our Preservation and our everlasting Glorification we should find our selves in an Ocean that hath neither banks nor bottom and when we have fathomed as far as we can we must be contented to stand and admire it and to say with the Beloved Apostle Behold what manner of Love the Father hath bestowed upon us that we should be called the Sons of God! 1 Joh. 3. 1. And this is the blessed imployment of the Saints which they are called to by the Gospel to live in the participation and
and most full and free Salvatition And on his Conditions must we have his Benefits or we shall never have them 7. Lastly Understand and Note that the Means which Christ hath resolved on for Teaching and Ruling us ordinarily are his Word his Ministers and his Spirit all must be submitted to together where they may be had and none of them laid by by separation His Word is the Grammar or Book as it were that we must learn His Ministers must teach us this Book And his Spirit who in the Apostles and Prophets indited and sealed it must inwardly teach us by powerfull Illumination The Word is Gods Laws the Ministers are his Embassadours or Heraulds to proclaime them and command obedience in his Name and his Spirit must open mens hearts to entertain them The Word is Gods Seed the Ministers are the Husbandmen or Servants that sow it and the Spirit must give the increase without which our planting and watering will do nothing He therefore that takes Christ for his Master and King must resolve to be taught and ruled by his established means even by his Word and Ministers and Spirit conjunct For he that refuseth and despiseth these doth refuse and despise Christ and consequently the Father that sent him Luke 10. 16. 1 Thes. 4. 8. For it was never the meaning of Christ when he became the Teacher and King of the Church to stay on Earth and personally and visiby to teach them himself but these three are his means which all must submit to that will be his Subjects and Disciples And he that despiseth the Word shall be destroyed Prov. 13. 13. He that will not have the Word Ministry and Spirit teach him will not have Christ teach him and he that refuseth to be ruled by these three shall be destroyed as a Rebel against Christ himself Luke 19. 27. Still it is supposed that Ministers must Teach and Rule according to this Word And the Society in which Christ will Teach and govern us is his Church As members therefore of the Vniversal Church and in Communion with his Particular Church where we live and have opportunity we must wait on Christ for his Teaching and Benefits For this is his Schoole where his Disciples must diligently attend and learn Lay all this together and this is the summe The Object of Justifying Saving Faith is One only undivided Christ one in Person but of two Natures God and Man in Office the Mediator between God and man who hath already done the work of Sanctification and Merit and is authorized further to bestow the Benefits By the Gospel Grant he hath given himself as Head and Husband Teacher King and Saviour to all that will entirely and heartily accept him and with himself he giveth Justification by the Promise Sanctification by the Word Ministry and Spirit and final Absolution and Everlasting Life If ever then you will have Christ and Life you must accept him in all these Essentials of his Person and Office and that to the Ends which his Redemption was intended for you must be willing to be Sanctified by him as well as to be Justified You must at once unfeignedly become his Disciples his Subjects his Members if you would become his saved ones You wust consent that as your Teacher and your Lord he shall Teach and Rule your heart and life by his Word Ministers and Spirit in Communion with his Church No barre or exception must be put in nor reservation made against any one of these parts of his Office If you yield not to those parts of his Saving work that tend but to the compleative growth you sinne and deprive your selves of the Benefit but if you yield not to those that must make you truly Sanctified and Justified men you cannot be saved The Essentials of Christ's Person and Office do costitute him the Christ and if he be not received in all those Essentials he is not received as Christ. And thus I have given you the summe of the Gospel and the description of Faith and true Christianity in this Direction for a right closing with the Lord Jesus Christ. And experience of most that I discourse with perswades me to think this Direction of great necessity and to intreat you throughly to peruse and consider it I find abundance of ignorant people that talk much of Christ but know very little of him that can scarce tell us whether he be God or man or which Person in the Trinity he is nor to what End he was incarnate and died noâ— what Relation he stands in to us or what use he is of or what he now is or what he is engaged to do for us But if we ask them about their hopes of Salvation they almost overlook the Redemption by Christ and tell us of nothing but Gods Mercies and their own good meanings and endeavours And I am afraid too many Professors of Piety do look almost all at the Natural part of Religion and the mending of their own hearts and lives and I would this were better done while they forget the supernatutural part and little are affected with the infinite Love of God in Christ. I desire such to consider these things 1. You overlook the summe of your Religion which is Christ Crucified besides whom Paul desired to know nothing 2. You overlook the fountain of your own life and the author of your supplies and you strive in vaine for Sanctification or Justification if you seek them not from a Crucified Christ. 3. You leave undon the principal part of your work and live like moral Heathens while you have the name of Christians Your daily work is to study God in the face of his Sonne and to labour with all Saints to comprehend the height and bredth and length and depth and to know the Love of Christ which passeth knowledg Eph. 3. 18. 19. All your Graces should be daily quickned and set awork by the life of Faith in the contemplation of the Redeemer and his blessed work This is the weight that must set all the wheels agoing You do God no Service that he can accept if you serve him not in this Gospel-work of loving trusting and admiring and praysing him in the Redeemer and for his Redemption 4. And so you rob God of the principal part of his Glory which you are to give him which is for this most glorious work of our Redemption I pray you read over again the Ends of this work which I laid down in the beginning of this Direction 5. Moreover you rob your selves of your principal comfort which must all come in by living upon Christ. 6. And you harden the Antiâ—omians and Libertines and tempt men to their extreams that runne from us as Legalists and as men that Savour not the Doctrine of free Grace and are not of a Gospel-Spirit and conversation I would our great neglect of Christ had not been a snare to these mistaken Soulâ— and a stumbling block in their way O Sirs if
bitter its dangerous it may be my undoing It s none of my meaning that any should needlesly runne into suffering or cross their governours and themselves through a spirit of pride singularity and contradiction But that men should think themselves truly Religious that keep such reserves for their fleshly interest and shew by the very drift of their lives that they are worldlings and never felt what it was to be crucified to the world and deny themselves but are Religious on this supposition only that it may stand with their worldly ends or at least not undo them in the world this is a lamentable hypocritical self-deceit When God hath so plainly said Love not the world nor the things that are in the world If any man love the world the Love of the Father is not in him 1 Joh. 2. 15. Nay that the neighbourhood and all the Country that know them should ring of the worldlyness of some that think themselves good Christians and yet they will not see it themselves What a cheating blinding thing is the world Well Sirs if you will be Christians count what it must cost you And if you will be Heirs of Heaven away with the world Cast it out of your hearts and if your hands must yet trade in it yet trade not for it Use it for God but enjoy it not for it self Take your selves as strangers here and look on the world as a desolate wilderness through which in the Communion of the militant Saints you may safely travail on to Heaven but do not make it your home nor take it for the smallest part of your felicity To be Sanctified without Mortification is a palpable contradiction Be at a point with all things below if you will groundedly hope for the Heavenly Inheritance But I shall purposely forbear to enlarge this any further because I have preached and written a Treatise on this Subject which I desire you to peruse DIRECT VII My next Direction is this If you would be truly Converted be sure that you make an absolute resignation of your selves and all that you have to God This is the very form and life of Sanctification To be Sanctified is to be separated in heart life and profession from all other Masters and Ends to God When the heart that was set upon the world and flesh is separated from them and inclined to God by the power of Love and devoted to him to serve and please him this is indeed a Sanctified Heart And when the life that before was spent in the service of Satan the world and the flesh is now taken off them and spent as to the drift and course of it in the Service of God for the Pleasing and Glorifying of him from the impulse of Love this is indeed a Holy life And herein consisteth the very nature of our Sanctity And when a man doth but profess to renounce the Devill the world and the flesh and to give up his heart and life to God this is a Profession of Holiness God is both on the title of Creation Preservation and Redemption or absolute Lord or Owner and we are not our own but his And therefore we must give to God the things that are Gods and Glorifie him in our Souls and bodies which are his 1 Cor. 6 19 20. As we are his Own so he will have his Own and be served by his Own Do not imagine that you have any title to your selves or propriety in your selves but without any more adoe make a full unreserved absolute resignation of your selves of your understandings and of your wills of your bodies and of your names and of every penny-worth of your estates to God from whom and for whom you have them Think not that you have power to dispose of your selves or of any thing that you have Ask not flesh and blood what life you shall lead or what mind or will you shall be of But ask God to whom you do belong Ask not your carnal selves what you shall do with any of your estates but ask God and then ask Conscience which is the way that God would have me use it in that is which way may I use it to be most serviceable to God And that resolve upon No service that you do to God will prove you Sanctified unless you have heartily and absolutely given up and devoted your selves to him and he that gives up himself must needs give up all that he hath with himself For he cannot keep it for himself ultimately when even himself is given up to God Though you be not bound to give all that you have to the poore nor all to the Church nor to deny your own bodies or families their due supplies yet must it all be given up to God even that which you make use of for your selves and families For as you are given up to God your selves so you must feed your selves as his and cloath your selves and your families as his to fit your selves and them for his Service and not as your own for the satisfying of your flesh Thus it is that all comes to be pure to the pure Sanctified to them that are themselves first Sanctified because when you feed your selfe you do but feed a Servant of God that is Consecrated to him and separated from things common and unclean And even as the Tythes and Offerings that were given for the food and maintenance of the Priests and Levites were called the Lords Portion and Holy to the Lord because they were their portion that were separated to his Altar Even so that which is necessary to fit you for Gods Service while you use it to that very end is Sanctified in your Sanctification and is Holy to God for all his Saints are a Holy Nation a Royal Priesthood to offer up acceptable sacrifice to him And thus whether you eat or drink or what ever you do you must do all to the Glory of God 1 Cor. 10. 31. For Of him and Through him and To him are all things and therefore to him must be the Glory for ever Rom. 11. 36. God who is the End of your hearts and lives must be the End of every action of them unless you will step out of the way of Order and Safety and Holiness For every action that is not from God and by God and for God is contrary to the nature of true Sanctification If then you would be Christians indeed be heartily willing that God should have his own Understand what an excellent honour and priveledge and happiness it is to you to be his If his Right to you will not move you let your own necessity and benefit at least move you to give up your selves and all you have to God Bring you hearts to the barre and plead the Cause of God with them and convince them of Gods title to them and how sinfully they have robbed him of his own all this while Have your daies and hours your wealth and interest
filial and of the right strain if Love be not its Companion Fear of punishment shews that you love your natural selves but it shews not that you love God and are true-hearted to him The Devils fear and tremble but they do not Love It is Love and and not Fear that is the Byas the Inclination and as I may say the Nature of the will of man By his Love it is that you must know what the man is The Philosopher saith Such as a man is such is his end which is all one as to say Such as a man is such is his Love You may Fear a thing at the same time when you hate it and it 's too common to have some hatred mixt with Fear You may be as much against God and his holy waies when Fear only drives you to some kind of religiousness as others are that scarce meddle with Religion at all The first thing that God looks at is what you would do and the next is what you do If you do it but had rather leave it undone you lose your reward and God will take it as if you had not done it For it was not you that did it if you did it not from Love but it was Fear that dwelleth in you God takes mens hearty Desires and Will instead of the Deed where they have not power to fulfill it But he never took the bare Deed instead of the Will A blockish kind of worship consisting in outward actions without the heart is fit to be given to a wooden god a sensless Idol but the true and living God abhorres it He is a Spirit and will be worshiped in Spirit and in Truth such worshipers he seeketh and such he will accept Joh. 4. 23 24. A begger will be glad of your Almes though you leave it with an ill will because he needeth it but God hath no need of you nor of your service and therefore think not that he will accept you on such termes That people worshipeth God in vain that draw near him with their mouth and honour him with their lips when their heart is farre from him Mat. 15. 8 9. A mans heart is where his Love is rather then where his Fear is If you should lie still upon your knees or in the holy Assembly If you should be the strictest Observer of the Ordinances on the Lords daies and yet had such hearts in you as had rather let all these alone if it were not for fear of punishment it will all be disregarded and reckoned to you according to your wills as if it had never been done by you at all It 's Love that must win Love or make you fit for Love to entertain If you give your goods to the poor or your bodies to be burned in a cause that in it self is good and yet have not Love it availeth nothing 1 Cor. 13. 1 2 3 5. You will not think your Wife hath conjugall affections that loveth another man better then you and had rather be gone from you if she could live without you It 's an unnatural Son that loves not his Father but had rather be from him then with him If God called you to a bestiall drugery or slavery he would then look but for your work and not care much whether you be willing or unwilling If your Ox draw your plow and your Horse carry his burden you care not much whether it be willingly or unwillingly Or if it be an enemy that you have to deal with you will look for no more then a forced submission or that he be disabled from doing you hurt But this is not your case It is a state of friendship that the Gospel calls you to you must be nigh to God his Children and the Members of his Sonne espoused to him in the dearest strongest bonds And do you think it is possible that this should be done without your wills and affections If you can be content with the Portion of a slave and an enemy then do your task and deny God your affections But if you look for the entertainment and Portion of a Friend a Child a Spouse you must bring the heart of a Friend and of a Child and of a Spouse Fear may do good by driving you to the use of means and taking out of your hands the things by which you would do your selves a mischief It may prepare you for saving Grace and when you are sanctified it will prove a necessary servant of Love to keep you in awe and save you from temptations But Love is the ruling affection in the sanctified and fear is therefore necessary because of the present imperfection of Love and because of the variety of temptations that here beset us Think not therefore that you are savingly renewed till God have your very hearts When you do but believe and tremble it is better then to be unbelieving and stupid and secure but you are not true Christians till you believe and Love We use to fly from that which we fear and therefore do apprehend it to be evil to us We avoid the presence and company of those that we are afraid of but we draw nigh them that we love and delight in their company We Fear an Enemy We Love a Friend We Fear the Devil naturally but we do not Love him It is Love that is that Affection of the soul that entertaineth God as God even as Good though that Love must be accompanied with a filial fear even a dread and reverence of his Majesty and greatness and a fear of displeasing him If you should toile out your selves in Religious duties with a heart that had rather forbear them if you durst you have not the hearts of Gods Children in your breasts The Magistrate can frighten men to the Congregation and outward worship You may lock a man in the Church that had rather be away And will any man think that this makes him acceptable to God You may keep a Theif from stealing by prison and irons but this makes him not accepted with God as a true man You may cure a man of cursing and swearing and railing and idle and ribbald talking even in a minute of an hour by cutting of his tongue but will God accept him ever the more as long as he hath a heart that would do it if he could There 's abundance of people at this day that are kept from abusing the Lords day and from swearing and stealing yea and from laying hands on all about them that are godly and this by the Law of man and the fear of present punishment And do you think that these are therefore innocent or acceptable with God By this account you may make the Devil a Saint when he is chained up from doing mischief You may as well say that a Lyon is become a Lamb when he is shut up in his Den Or that a mastiff Dog is become harmelss and gentle when he is muzled Believe it sirs you are
play You must be taught better to know your home and to take more pleasure in your father and your husband and your brethren and your Inheritance then in strangers or enemies to God and you 9. When you begin to grow wanton with Ordinances or other Mercies and in stead of thankfull receiving them and feeding on them you pick quarrells with them and nothing will please you either the Minister is too weak or he is too curious or too formall you must have it this way or that way either you must have more of a form or no form in this gesture or that order and something or other is still amiss this shews that you want humbling and that you are fitter for the rod then for meat If God do but open you a doore into your hearts and shew you the monsters and emptyness that is there you will then see that the fault lay somewhere else then in the Minister or the Ordinances If it were in them it was more in you The cause of your loathing and quarrelling with the Word was the fullness of your own stomack and God must give you a vomit or purge that shall make your hearts ake before it hath done working and then your appetits will be mended and your wantonness will cease and that will be sweet to you which before you sleighted 10. When you begin to be leavened with Pride and think highly of your selves and have good conceits of your own parts and performances and would be noted and taken for some-body among the godly and you cannot endure to be overlookt or past by when you think meaâ—ly of other mens parts and dutys in comparison of yours and think your selves as wise as your Teachers and begin to hear them as Judas magisterial spirit and think you could do as well as this your selves when you are finding fault with that which should nourish you and in every Sermon you are most noting the defects and think that this you could have mended when you itch to be Teachers your selves and think your selves fitter to preach then to learn to rule then to be ruled to answer then to ask for resolution when you think so well of your selves that the Church is not pure or good enough for your company though Christ disowneth it not and they force you not to sinne when you grow censorious and aggravate the faulte of others and extenuate their graces and can see a mote in another's eye but will discern none of their Graces if they be not as high as mountains and none can pass for Godly with you but those of the most eminent magnitude when you are itching after novelties in Religion and setting your wisdom against the present or ancient Church and affecting singularity because you will be of no common way when you cannot heare this Minister nor that Minister though the Ministers of Christ and you are harping upon that Come out from among them and be yee separate as if Christ had called you to come out of the Church when he called you to come out of the company of Infidels All this cries aloud for further Humiliation You have a tympanie that must be prickt to let out the wind that puffs you up If you be not for perdition and to be forsaken and given over to your selves you must be fecht over again and humbled with a witness When God hath turned your inside outward and shewed you that you are poor and miserable and blind and naked and that you are empty Nothings who thought so well of your selves he will then make you stoop to those that you despised and think your selves unworthy of the Communion of those that before you thought unworthy of your selves He will make you think your selves unworthy to hear those Ministers that you turned your back upon and he will take down your Teaching talking vaine and make you glad again to be learners In a word he will by Conversion make you as little Children or you shall never enter into the Kingdom of Heaven And this spiritual Pride is a most lamentable disease and the issue usually is exceeding sad For with many 't is the fore-runner of damnable Apostacy and God gives them once to their own conceits and the wisdom which they so esteem till it have led them to perdition And those that are cured are many of them cured by the saddest way of any men in the world For it is usual with God to let them alone till they have runne themselves into some abominable errour or fallen into some shamefull scandalous sinne till they are made a hissing and by-word among men that shame and confusion may bring them to their wits and they may learn to know what it was that they were Proud of and see that they were but silly worms And thus I have shewed you when you must seek after deeper Humiliation and may conclude that you are not humbled enough Yea and when a greater measure is of some Necessity to your Souls Quest. Well but yet you have not told â—is what course a poor Sinner should take in such a strait when he knows not whether his Humiliation as to the Affectionare part be too little or too much Answ. 1. You may partly discern your selves by what is said whether you have need of more or less Humiliation if you can but try your hearts by these signes 2. But yet I would advise and earnestly perswade you in Cases of difficulty to betake your selves to some able faithfull Minister for resolution If you feel sorrow seize so deep upon your spirits that it distempereth you or threatneth your understanding or your health especially if your are either passionate women or Melancholly persons stay not then any longer left delay do that which cannot easily be undon but go and open your case and crave advice This is a principal Use of Pastors that you should have them at hand to advise with in the diseases and dangers of your Souls as you do with Physicians in the diseases and dangers of the body Lay by all sinfull bashfullness and trust not your selves any longer with your own skill but go to them that God hath set in Office over you for such uses as these and tell them your Case This is Gods way and he will bless his own Ordinance Melancholly and Passionate distempered persons are not fit judges of their own condition In this Case you must distrust your own understanding and be not selfconceited and stick not obstinately to every fancy that comes into your heads but in the sense of your weakness rely upon the guidance of your faithfull Overseers till your distempers are overcome and you are made more capable of discerning for your selves 5. You are further here to be informed that it is not for it selfe that sorrow and tears are so desireable but as they are expressions of a gracious temper of the will and as they help on to the Ends that Humiliation is appointed to