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&_o goodness_n of_o his_o creator_n and_o all_o other_o his_o propriety_n say_v thus_o to_o himself_o i_o will_v not_o desire_v or_o love_v any_o thing_n create_v to_o any_o other_o end_n but_o that_o in_o they_o and_o with_o they_o i_o may_v love_v and_o praise_n god_n likewise_o in_o all_o his_o word_n and_o action_n it_o be_v very_o necessary_a that_o he_o associate_v himself_o with_o i_o de._n how_o shall_v we_o say_v all_o the_o action_n of_o man_n be_v do_v in_o simplicity_n simp_n when_o their_o intention_n shall_v be_v simple_a pure_a and_o right_o and_o all_o that_o they_o do_v be_v of_o itself_o good_a shall_v be_v also_o just_a &_o right_a in_o all_o circumstance_n of_o time_n place_n &_o person_n &_o shall_v not_o do_v any_o thing_n but_o either_o for_o the_o honour_n &_o praise_v of_o god_n or_o for_o the_o good_a of_o the_o soul_n or_o body_n of_o himself_o or_o his_o neighbour_n or_o else_o for_o the_o benefit_n of_o the_o whole_a common_a wealth_n he_o that_o do_v 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for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n to_o be_v poor_a and_o possess_v nothing_o de._n i_o can_v but_o great_o marvel_v thereat_o consider_v that_o as_o i_o have_v hear_v of_o other_o this_o monastery_n be_v first_o found_v and_o build_v by_o a_o lord_n that_o be_v the_o most_o noble_a rich_a and_o bountiful_a of_o all_o the_o world_n what_o then_o shall_v be_v the_o reason_n or_o his_o intention_n that_o the_o inhabitant_n of_o it_o shall_v be_v so_o poor_a and_o needy_a neither_o understand_v i_o how_o your_o poverty_n can_v be_v so_o acceptable_a to_o he_o pou._n i_o will_v tell_v you_o that_o lord_n which_o be_v founder_n &_o builder_n of_o this_o monastery_n be_v king_n and_o master_n of_o all_o
i_o have_v converse_v sometime_o with_o the_o love_n of_o god_n who_o have_v instruct_v i_o of_o all_o thing_n that_o be_v necessary_a for_o i_o to_o do_v which_o i_o hope_v through_o god_n help_n to_o be_v able_a to_o execute_v but_o i_o can_v assure_v you_o make_v no_o doubt_n whether_o i_o be_o endue_v with_o the_o love_n of_o god_n or_o no_o consider_v it_o be_v a_o thing_n know_v only_o to_o he_o self_n who_o love_n or_o do_v not_o love_v he_o therefore_o herein_o i_o humble_v myself_o to_o his_o wisdom_n neither_o can_v i_o assure_v you_o i_o have_v any_o thing_n of_o myself_o one_o thing_n except_v which_o be_v good_a will_v my_o dog_n who_o neither_o i_o dare_v presume_v to_o challenge_v as_o my_o own_o consider_v i_o have_v he_o by_o the_o gift_n of_o another_o these_o word_n of_o desire_n please_v desire_n of_o god_n the_o rather_o consider_v he_o perceave_v that_o desire_n dare_v not_o attribute_v to_o himself_o his_o love_n of_o god_n de._n now_o sir_n let_v i_o crave_v to_o know_v your_o condition_n &_o office_n desire_n even_o as_o a_o man_n through_o true_a knowledge_n of_o himself_o attayn_v to_o great_a contempt_n and_o hatred_n of_o himself_o &_o as_o through_o true_a knowledge_n of_o god_n a_o man_n likewise_o come_v to_o perfect_a love_n of_o god_n so_o by_o much_o love_a of_o god_n a_o man_n be_v bring_v to_o the_o great_a desire_n of_o god_n and_o whosoever_o he_o be_v that_o get_v i_o he_o desire_v nothing_o else_o that_o this_o world_n can_v yield_v for_o with_o such_o virtue_n and_o worthiness_n do_v i_o adorn_v his_o mind_n that_o he_o think_v himself_o unmeete_a to_o desire_v any_o thing_n beside_o that_o most_o excellent_a most_o rare_a &_o most_o to_o be_v desire_v good_a which_o be_v only_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n i_o say_v i_o make_v he_o the_o most_o excellent_a of_o the_o world_n for_o although_o he_o be_v bear_v but_o of_o mean_a parentage_n yet_o do_v i_o make_v he_o a_o mighty_a king_n for_o whosoever_o be_v true_o 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cause_v he_o to_o come_v forth_o to_o speak_v with_o such_o as_o seek_v he_o who_o do_v thou_o think_v awake_v i_o even_o now_o when_o thou_o stand_v call_v so_o long_o at_o the_o gate_n &_o knock_v with_o the_o hammer_n of_o tear_n and_o sigh_n true_o the_o bark_n of_o thy_o dog_n i_o be_o the_o true_a messenger_n of_o charity_n &_o come_v first_o to_o the_o gate_n speak_v first_o to_o my_o mam_n near_o to_o he_o &_o be_o soon_o hear_v of_o he_o far_o it_o be_v in_o i_o to_o distribute_v the_o fruit_n of_o a_o most_o rare_a tree_n which_o we_o have_v call_v the_o sight_n of_o god_n &_o i_o do_v give_v it_o to_o other_o to_o eat_v de._n be_v this_o fruit_n pleasant_a in_o taste_n for_o in_o the_o house_n of_o humility_n a_o other_o fruit_n be_v give_v i_o most_o bitter_a to_o eat_v especial_o at_o the_o first_o it_o can_v hardly_o be_v swallow_v desire_n of_o god._n this_o fruit_n be_v most_o sweet_a yet_o far_o sweet_a in_o the_o taste_n of_o some_o man_n then_o of_o other_o according_a as_o man_n be_v more_o desirous_a and_o hungry_a after_o it_o &_o as_o they_o have_v their_o taste_n &_o mouth_n most_o perfect_a some_o there_o be_v who_o tooth_n be_v but_o dull_a or_o blunt_a with_o who_o this_o fruit_n agree_v not_o because_o they_o can_v hold_v it_o other_o some_o eat_v it_o without_o hunger_n or_o appetite_n have_v their_o stomach_n full_a &_o overcharge_v with_o other_o meat_n to_o these_o man_n likewise_o it_o taste_v not_o pleasant_o neither_o be_v it_o light_o digest_v of_o they_o yet_o never_o thelesse_o it_o do_v not_o hurt_v they_o some_o other_o there_o be_v which_o by_o reason_n of_o some_o ague_n or_o some_o immoderate_a heat_n have_v not_o their_o taste_n so_o good_a as_o other_o and_o these_o can_v judge_v the_o goodness_n of_o this_o fruit_n but_o only_o according_a as_o they_o shall_v hear_v by_o other_o de._n i_o beseech_v you_o give_v i_o leave_v to_o taste_v a_o little_a of_o this_o fruit_n desire_v of_o god._n it_o please_v i_o that_o thou_o say_v to_o taste_v a_o little_a thereof_o for_o in_o this_o mortal_a life_n no_o man_n may_v eat_v thereof_o his_o fill_n only_o he_o may_v have_v and_o try_v how_o sweet_a it_o be_v de._n why_o so_o desire_v of_o god._n if_o any_o man_n may_v enjoy_v it_o here_o to_o the_o full_a of_o his_o desire_n he_o will_v never_o desire_v to_o depart_v from_o this_o world_n and_o to_o go_v to_o heaven_n know_v therefore_o that_o live_n here_o in_o this_o value_n of_o misery_n almost_o dead_a through_o hunger_n and_o deprive_v of_o strength_n by_o reason_n of_o long_a penury_n we_o ought_v long_o to_o watch_v and_o desire_v that_o day_n wherein_o we_o may_v enter_v into_o that_o great_a supper_n of_o our_o king_n and_o master_n desire_v and_o thirst_v after_o he_o in_o no_o other_o manner_n then_o do_v the_o hart_n thirst_v for_o the_o clear_a fountain_n in_o the_o hot_a summer_n and_o such_o be_v the_o virtue_n and_o force_n of_o this_o fruit_n that_o one_o little_a morsel_n be_v it_o never_o so_o small_a do_v satiate_v a_o man_n stomach_n be_v he_o never_o so_o great_a a_o eater_n but_o be_v once_o come_v to_o the_o presence_n of_o this_o king_n and_o master_n he_o will_v make_v our_o stomach_n better_o and_o strong_a that_o we_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o eat_v of_o this_o fruit_n so_o much_o as_o we_o will_v and_o never_o receive_v hurt_v or_o prejudice_n by_o it_o but_o here_o if_o any_o one_o eat_v more_o of_o it_o than_o his_o stomach_n can_v bear_v he_o shall_v rather_o receive_v hurt_v then_o good_a thereby_o therefore_o must_v we_o moderate_o eat_v of_o this_o fruit_n until_o we_o arrive_v at_o that_o place_n of_o happiness_n where_o for_o ever_o we_o shall_v be_v fill_v all_o measure_n with_o that_o same_o fruit_n which_o here_o we_o do_v but_o only_o taste_v chapter_n 11._o how_o desire_v of_o god_n prepare_v desire_v to_o eat_v of_o this_o fruit_n de._n now_o then_o sir_n i_o beseech_v you_o bestow_v upon_o i_o to_o eat_v so_o much_o of_o this_o fruit_n as_o yourself_o shall_v think_v good_a desire_v of_o god._n first_o then_o consider_v this_o fruit_n be_v not_o contain_v but_o in_o a_o most_o clean_a vessel_n it_o behoove_v that_o thou_o cleanse_v and_o make_v clean_a thy_o tooth_n and_o that_o thou_o wash_v thy_o mouth_n thy_o eye_n thy_o face_n thyhande_n and_o foot_n de._n where_o may_v i_o find_v water_n wherewith_o to_o do_v it_o desire_v of_o god._n i_o will_v bring_v thou_o to_o a_o live_a fountain_n that_o continual_o run_v both_o night_n and_o day_n call_v holy_a religion_n also_o i_o will_v assemble_v the_o virgin_n of_o this_o monastery_n who_o shall_v assist_v to_o wash_v and_o purify_v thou_o this_o much_o content_a desire_n and_o glad_o do_v he_o expect_v the_o come_n of_o these_o virgin_n when_o behold_v he_o see_v desire_n of_o god_n come_v and_o bring_v they_o with_o he_o say_v these_o be_v the_o virgin_n that_o shall_v wash_v thou_o the_o first_o be_v call_v sweetness_n the_o second_o concord_n the_o three_o pity_n or_o compassion_n the_o four_o grace_n the_o five_o clemency_n the_o sixth_o indulgence_n the_o seven_o mercy_n the_o eight_o benevolence_n the_o nine_o gentleness_n the_o ten_o sufferance_n the_o eleven_o tranquillity_n the_o twelve_o security_n the_o thirteen_o jor._n the_o fourtenth_n discretion_n or_o moderation_n the_o fiftenth_n devotion_n who_o will_v give_v thou_o a_o certain_a sauce_n that_o shall_v procure_v thou_o a_o appetite_n whereby_o more_o willing_o &_o pleas_o thou_o shall_v eat_v this_o fruit_n for_o it_o be_v only_o give_v to_o such_o a_o hunger_n after_o it_o but_o other_o be_v send_v away_o empty_a without_o it_o the_o sixteen_o virgin_n be_v
religion_n the_o sevententh_n be_v perseverance_n the_o eightenth_n be_v prayer_n the_o nineteen_o be_v honesty_n and_o myself_o desire_v of_o god_n be_o the_o last_o who_o be_o ever_o present_a at_o this_o holy_a monastery_n of_o virgin_n and_o if_o thou_o will_v likewise_o associate_v thyself_o with_o they_o it_o will_v prepare_v thou_o not_o a_o little_a to_o eat_v this_o fruit_n which_o so_o soon_o as_o thou_o have_v eat_v thou_o shall_v ever_o after_o have_v these_o virgin_n thy_o companion_n who_o never_o will_v forsake_v thou_o except_o thou_o first_o abandon_v they_o for_o they_o be_v very_o greedy_a to_o eat_v of_o this_o meat_n and_o so_o soon_o as_o they_o espy_v this_o fruit_n they_o fly_v to_o it_o as_o bee_n will_v do_v to_o honey_n and_o we_o can_v better_o know_v when_o a_o man_n have_v this_o fruit_n then_o if_o we_o see_v these_o virgin_n flock_v about_o his_o gate_n now_o desire_v be_v wash_v and_o well_o recreated_a with_o eat_v this_o fruit_n be_v wonderful_o 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he_o sing_v the_o contertenor_n &_o praise_v god_n for_o his_o infinite_a wisdom_n the_o three_o praise_v he_o sing_v the_o tenor_n and_o extoll_v the_o wonderful_a goodness_n of_o god_n and_o all_o his_o virtue_n his_o nobleness_n and_o excellency_n &_o all_o that_o be_v in_o he_o the_o four_o thanksgiving_n he_o sing_v the_o basse_fw-fr and_o give_v thanks_n to_o god_n for_o all_o his_o creature_n &_o for_o all_o the_o benefit_n which_o he_o have_v bestow_v on_o they_o chapter_n 12._o how_o desire_v learned_a to_o sing_v desire_n be_v now_o much_o delight_v both_o with_o the_o manner_n of_o sing_v and_o also_o with_o the_o song_n to_o who_o desire_n of_o god_n say_v now_o be_v think_v the_o self_n whither_o thou_o will_v return_v from_o hence_o or_o no._n de._n whither_o can_v i_o go_v that_o i_o may_v better_v myself_o especial_o consider_v i_o be_o come_v hither_o with_o so_o great_a labour_n &_o difficulty_n for_o findingmy_a self_n to_o be_v well_o entertain_v here_o and_o to_o 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