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i_o here_o renounce_v before_o heaven_n and_o earth_n all_o inordinate_a affection_n to_o creature_n place_n with_o thy_o own_o hand_n tââ_n love_n in_o their_o roomâ_n that_o it_o expel_v thence_o all_o âhat_n now_o be_v therein_o displease_v to_o tâine_a eye_n thou_o maââ_n thy_o selâ_n whole_o possess_v i_o give_v and_o distribute_v my_o affection_n and_o dispose_v the_o passion_n of_o my_o haââ_n according_a to_o thy_o sweet_a will_n which_o only_o be_v just_a only_o holy_a and_o true_a iâ_n it-self_n c_o how_o sincere_a then_o be_v oâ_n affection_n when_o we_o love_v our_o neigââbour_n only_o in_o and_o for_o thou_o theââ_n we_o pity_v not_o one_o and_o be_v hard_o heart_v to_o another_o according_a to_o the_o inclination_n of_o our_o perverse_a nature_n but_o behold_v thou_o in_o all_o and_o consequent_o willing_o serve_v and_o assist_v all_o for_o thy_o love_n then_o we_o do_v not_o show_v our_o seve_v meek_a only_o to_o our_o friend_n but_o also_o to_o those_o by_o who_o we_o suffer_v most_o contradiction_n and_o glad_o upon_o all_o occasion_n extend_v our_o charity_n for_o there_o be_v no_o true_a friendship_n but_o that_o which_o be_v found_v upon_o thou_o and_o which_o be_v maintain_v without_o impediment_n to_o thy_o love_n â_o this_o be_v only_o the_o love_n of_o charity_n which_o charity_n know_v not_o how_o to_o repine_v to_o be_v angry_a to_o be_v exceptious_a to_o be_v inconstant_a to_o be_v troublesome_a to_o be_v suspicious_a or_o jealous_a for_o it_o regard_v thou_o in_o all_o and_o desire_v thou_o above_o all_o it_o take_v all_o in_o good_a part_n it_o wonder_v not_o to_o see_v man_n exceed_v in_o word_n find_v it-self_n so_o often_o to_o offend_v in_o
for_o thy_o abominable_a sin_n give_v all_o glory_n unto_o he_o with_o out_o who_o thou_o can_v not_o so_o much_o ashave_a a_o be_v my_o god_n be_v thou_o adore_v and_o exalt_v by_o all_o who_o be_v bless_v for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n thou_o o_o sweet_a jesu_n have_v pronounce_v with_o thy_o own_o bless_a mouth_n these_o word_n consueor_n tibi_fw-la pater_fw-la domine_fw-la caeli_fw-la &_o terrae_fw-la quia_fw-la abscondisti_fw-la haec_fw-la à _fw-la sapientibus_fw-la &_o prudentibus_fw-la &_o reâelasnti_fw-la âae_fw-la parâulis_fw-la ita_fw-la paeter_fw-la quoniam_fw-la sic_fw-la placitum_fw-la fuit_fw-la ante_fw-la te_fw-la i_o confess_v to_o thou_o father_n lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n that_o thou_o have_v hide_v these_o from_o the_o wise_a and_o prudent_a and_o revealod_v they_o to_o little_a one_o yea_o father_n for_o so_o it_o well_o please_v thou_o these_o be_v the_o soul_n to_o who_o thy_o yoke_n be_v sweet_a and_o thy_o burden_n light_v these_o observe_v and_o see_v in_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o truth_n that_o all_o thou_o do_v or_o ordaine_v be_v just_a and_o true_a and_o that_o it_o be_v our_o sin_n and_o ignorance_n only_o that_o pervert_v the_o order_n of_o thy_o justice._n o_o let_v we_o cry_v out_o to_o thou_o and_o prepare_v our_o soul_n that_o in_o thy_o light_n we_o may_v see_v light_a for_o it_o be_v not_o human_a wisdom_n or_o knowledge_n that_o will_v serve_v our_o turn_n to_o find_v out_o thou_o in_o the_o bottom_n of_o our_o soul_n for_o which_o we_o be_v create_v and_o for_o which_o our_o soul_n have_v such_o a_o capacity_n that_o the_o very_a angel_n be_v amaze_v to_o see_v so_o great_a a_o honour_n and_o favour_n to_o be_v offer_v and_o bestow_v upon_o so_o poor_a and_o frail_a a_o creature_n and_o yet_o that_o we_o shall_v turn_v a_o deaf_a ear_n to_o our_o belove_a who_o say_v his_o delight_n be_v to_o be_v with_o the_o child_n of_o man_n o_o how_o pitiful_o do_v this_o most_o sweet_a and_o merciful_a god_n of_o we_o lament_v our_o loss_n â_o and_o misery_n of_o lose_v that_o happiness_n of_o enjoy_v he_o in_o our_o soul_n in_o a_o extraordinary_a manner_n yea_o even_o in_o this_o lifeâ_n if_o we_o do_v not_o cast_v away_o our_o love_n and_o affect_v on_o upon_o create_a thing_n neglect_v and_o forget_v the_o noble_a capacity_n wherewith_o the_o have_v most_o bountiful_o endue_v our_o soul_n hear_v therefore_o what_o he_o say_v by_o his_o prophet_n 13._o be_v you_o astonish_v o_o heaven_n upon_o this_o and_o the_o gate_n thereof_o be_v you_o extreme_o desolate_a upon_o it_o for_o two_o evil_n have_v my_o people_n do_v viz._n they_o have_v leave_v and_o forsake_v i_o the_o fountain_n of_o live_a water_n and_o have_v dig_v for_o themselves_o cistern_n cestern_n that_o be_v break_v that_o be_v not_o able_a to_o hold_v water_n o_o woe_n be_v i_o my_o god_n that_o i_o shall_v thus_o have_v forsake_v thou_o whaâ_n mean_v this_o thy_o great_a mercy_n i_o shall_v have_v lament_v mâne_v own_o misery_n of_o not_o only_o neglect_v to_o seek_v after_o thou_o alone_o but_o also_o of_o most_o miserable_o offend_v thou_o infinite_a waâes_n and_o thou_o bemoan_v my_o case_n as_o if_o some_o prejudice_n be_v thereby_o to_o come_v to_o thou_o o_o what_o will_v or_o can_v thou_o loose_v by_o my_o not_o be_v so_o happy_a as_o true_o to_o seek_v after_o thy_o love_n true_o nothing_o see_v thy_o glory_n can_v be_v add_v to_o or_o diminish_v by_o my_o misery_n but_o thy_o infinite_a charity_n which_o bring_v âhee_o into_o the_o world_n to_o suffer_v and_o die_v for_o i_o be_v the_o reason_n of_o thy_o merâfful_a call_n upon_o my_o poor_a soul_n to_o which_o thou_o have_v say_v i_o will_v not_o the_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n but_o rather_o that_o he_o be_v convert_v and_o live_v in_o the_o hope_n of_o this_o promise_n i_o fly_v to_o thou_o thou_o who_o be_v able_a to_o do_v all_o thângs_n help_v i_o that_o can_v do_v nothing_o thou_o know_v i_o have_v place_v all_o my_o hope_n and_o comfort_n in_o thou_o alone_o and_o that_o i_o deâest_v all_o that_o be_v in_o i_o which_o be_v displease_v in_o thy_o eye_n far_o be_v it_o from_o i_o to_o have_v any_o other_o intention_n in_o any_o thing_n i_o do_v or_o omit_v but_o simple_o to_o please_v thou_o i_o renounce_v all_o inordinate_a affection_n to_o all_o create_a thing_n whatsoever_o and_o whatsoever_o i_o do_v that_o be_v not_o do_v sincere_o for_o thy_o love_n and_o honour_n i_o most_o willing_o submit_v myself_n to_o any_o punishment_n thy_o just_a and_o merciful_a justice_n shall_v lay_v upon_o i_o give_v what_o âhou_n command_v and_o then_o exact_v what_o thou_o please_v o_o my_o god_n be_v it_o much_o i_o serve_v thou_o who_o all_o the_o world_n be_v bind_v to_o serve_v â_o o_o what_o be_v more_o sweet_a then_o to_o serve_v thou_o for_o love_n without_o any_o pretence_n of_o our_o own_o commodity_n for_o time_n or_o eternity_n true_o in_o this_o lie_v hide_v the_o great_a comfort_n that_o a_o soul_n banish_v from_o thou_o be_v capable_a of_o receive_v to_o âhee_o who_o be_v the_o supreme_a and_o only_a true_a good_a by_o all_o creature_n be_v all_o praise_n eternal_o give_v amen_n this_o which_o next_o of_o all_o follow_v she_o there_o write_v as_o take_v out_o of_o s._n augustin_n viz._n i_o be_v not_o acquaint_v with_o that_o true_a interior_a justice_n which_o judge_v not_o by_o custom_n but_o by_o the_o righteous_a law_n of_o almighty_a god_n o_o my_o god_n apâd_fw-la te_fw-la est_fw-la fons_fw-la viâae_fw-la &_o in_o lumine_fw-la tuo_fw-la videbimus_fw-la lumen_fw-la qui_fw-la sequitur_fw-la i_o non_fw-la ambulat_fw-la in_o tenebris_fw-la with_o thou_o be_v the_o fountain_n of_o life_n in_o thy_o light_n we_o shall_v see_v light_a who_o follow_v i_o walk_v not_o in_o darkness_n and_o they_o that_o walk_v not_o in_o thy_o light_n can_v never_o judge_n of_o thing_n according_a to_o thy_o justice_n but_o judge_v according_a to_o custom_n or_o their_o own_o sense_n this_o true_a light_n be_v thy_o gift_n and_o grace_n which_o thou_o only_o imparte_v in_o abundance_n to_o tâe_v meek_a and_o humble_a of_o hart_n and_o to_o those_o who_o endeavour_n to_o regard_v and_o seek_v thou_o alone_o in_o all_o their_o action_n in_o simplicity_n and_o sincerity_n of_o hart_n and_o who_o intend_v thou_o only_o in_o all_o they_o do_v or_o omit_v underneath_o the_o picture_n there_o annex_v of_o saint_n william_n duke_n of_o aquitain_n she_o have_v write_v as_o follow_v viz._n o_o my_o god_n through_o the_o merit_n and_o intercession_n of_o this_o most_o glorious_a saint_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o sinner_n and_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o love_v and_o praise_v thou_o with_o all_o my_o soul_n and_o strength_n and_o neither_o for_o time_n or_o eternity_n to_o seek_v or_o desire_v any_o thing_n but_o only_a thy-self_n alone_o simple_o and_o pure_o by_o sincere_a and_o perfect_a love_n rest_v in_o thou_o my_o god_n above_o all_o gift_n and_o creature_n and_o adore_v thou_o who_o be_v god_n bless_v for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n amen_n man_n life_n on_o earth_n be_v a_o continual_a warfar_o and_o live_v but_o a_o short_a time_n he_o be_v replenish_v with_o many_o misery_n watch_v therefore_o and_o pray_v that_o you_o enter_v not_o into_o temptation_n by_o humility_n and_o prayer_n we_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o pass_v through_o any_o difficulty_n to_o the_o image_n of_o death_n there_o annex_v together_o with_o other_o enseiânes_n of_o death_n she_o add_v these_o follow_a word_n viz._n o_o how_o little_a to_o be_v esteem_v or_o desire_v be_v all_o that_o pass_v away_o with_o time_n thus_o far_o of_o her_o devotion_n write_v by_o she_o in_o her_o breviary_n within_o ihe_a year_n before_o she_o die_v here_o follow_v some_o other_o devotion_n of_o the_o same_o pious_a soul_n d._n gertrude_n more_o a_o short_a oblation_n of_o this_o small_a work_n by_o the_o writer_n gatherer_n thereof_o to_o our_o most_o sweet_a and_o merciful_a god_n mt_n god_n to_o thou_o i_o dedicate_v this_o simple_a work_n of_o i_o and_o also_o with_o it_o hart_n and_o soul_n to_o be_v for_o ever_o thou_o no_o other_o motive_n will_v i_o have_v then_o by_o it_o thou_o to_o praise_v and_o stir_v up_o my_o poor_a freeze_a soul_n by_o love_n it-self_n to_o raise_v o_o i_o desir_fw-fr neither_o tongue_n nor_o pen_n but_o to_o extol_v god_n praise_n in_o which_o excess_n âle_v melt_v away_o ten_o thousand_o thousand_o waysâ_n and_o as_o one_o that_o be_v sick_a with_o love_n engrave_v on_o every_o tree_n the_o name_n and_o praise_n of_o he_o she_o love_v so_o shall_v it_o be_v with_o i_o if_o the_o glorious_a light_n of_o thy_o church_n saint_n augustin_n who_o hart_n be_v so_o inflame_v with_o love_n that_o the_o whole_a world_n be_v a_o witness_n thereof_o
of_o my_o death_n obtain_v for_o i_o wretched_a sinner_n confidence_n in_o his_o mercy_n which_o be_v as_o thou_o know_v above_o all_o his_o work_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o love_v but_o he_o be_v worthy_a of_o all_o love_n and_o adoration_n i_o can_v without_o great_a joy_n remember_v these_o follow_a word_n of_o the_o prophet_n i_o say_v hope_v his_o goodness_n will_v for_o his_o own_o sake_n give_v i_o leave_v to_o apply_v they_o to_o i_o poor_a and_o sinful_a soul_n though_o i_o deserve_v nothing_o of_o myself_n never_o have_v do_v he_o any_o faithful_a service_n in_o all_o my_o life_n chap_n 43._o v._n 1._o and_o now_o thus_o say_v our_o lord_n that_o create_v thou_o and_o form_v thou_o fear_v not_o because_o i_o have_v redeem_v thou_o and_o call_v thou_o by_o thy_o name_n thou_o be_v i_o 2._o when_o thou_o shall_v pass_v through_o the_o water_n i_o will_v be_v with_o thou_o and_o the_o flood_n shall_v not_o cover_v thou_o when_o thou_o shall_v walk_v in_o fire_n thou_o shall_v not_o be_v âuâned_v and_o the_o flame_n shall_v not_o âurn_v inâ_n thou_o o_o bless_a saint_n make_v intercession_n for_o i_o that_o i_o may_v be_v confident_a in_o he_o who_o thus_o abound_v with_o mercy_n amen_n 3._o because_o i_o be_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n the_o holy_a one_o of_o israel_n thy_o saviour_n 4._o since_o thou_o become_v honourable_a in_o my_o eye_n and_o glorious_a i_o have_v love_v thou_o 5._o fear_v not_o because_o i_o be_o with_o thou_o 6._o and_o every_o one_o that_o invocate_v my_o name_n for_o my_o glory_n i_o have_v create_v he_o form_v he_o and_o make_v he_o 8._o bring_v forth_o the_o blind_a people_n and_o have_v eye_n the_o deaf_a and_o he_o that_o âath_v ear_n 9_o let_v they_o give_v their_o witness_n &_o be_v justify_v 10._o in_o very_a deed_n you_o be_v my_o witness_n say_v our_o lord_n and_o my_o servant_n who_o i_o have_v choose_v that_o you_o may_v know_v and_o believe_v i_o and_o understand_v that_o i_o myself_o be_o 11._o i_o be_o i_o be_o the_o lord_n and_o there_o be_v no_o saviour_n beside_o i_o and_o there_o be_v not_o that_o can_v deliver_v out_o of_o my_o hand_n 16._o thou_o say_v our_o lord_n that_o give_v away_o in_o the_o sea_n and_o a_o paâh_n in_o the_o uâhâmenâ_a water_n 18._o remember_v not_o former_a thing_n and_o look_v not_o on_o thing_n of_o old_a i_o be_o he_o that_o take_v clean_o away_o thy_o iniquity_n for_o my_o own_o sake_n and_o i_o will_v not_o remember_v thy_o sin_n 26._o bring_v i_o into_o remembrance_n and_o let_v we_o be_v judge_v together_o tell_v i_o if_o thou_o âave_n any_o thing_n that_o may_v be_v justify_v hethertho_n the_o word_n of_o the_o prophet_n i_o say_v s._n john_n 2._o v_o 12._o i_o write_v to_o you_o little_a child_n because_o your_o sin_n be_v forgive_v you_o for_o his_o name_n and_o now_o my_o child_n abide_v in_o he_o that_o when_o he_o shall_v appear_v we_o may_v have_v confidence_n and_o not_o be_v confound_v of_o he_o in_o his_o come_n my_o dear_a believe_v not_o every_o spirit_n and_o every_o spirit_n that_o dissolve_v jesus_n be_v not_o of_o god_n fear_n be_v not_o charity_n but_o perfect_a charity_n cast_v out_o fear_n let_v we_o therefore_o love_n god_n because_o god_n love_v us._n this_o be_v the_o charity_n of_o god_n that_o we_o keep_v his_o commandment_n and_o his_o commandment_n be_v not_o beauty_n o_o infinite_a goodness_n who_o be_v charity_n it-self_n pour_v thy_o grace_n abundant_o into_o my_o poor_a foul_a i_o invoke_v thou_o my_o god_n by_o the_o merit_n and_o intercession_n of_o all_o thy_o saint_n in_o heaven_n and_o servant_n on_o earth_n to_o have_v mercy_n on_o i_o now_o in_o this_o my_o last_o extremity_n al_n i_o desire_n be_v that_o in_o life_n and_o death_n i_o may_v be_v dispose_v of_o according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o tây_n most_o abundant_a mercy_n a_o fountain_n never_o draw_v dryâ_n all_o my_o joy_n be_v in_o that_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n and_o that_o i_o be_o at_o thy_o dispose_n though_o i_o be_o poor_a in_o all_o vertnes_n yet_o i_o be_o confident_a to_o be_v partaker_n of_o thy_o merit_n o_o sweet_a jesus_n which_o thou_o liberal_o bestow_v according_a to_o thy_o will_n and_o pleasure_n o_o be_v thou_o bless_v in_o all_o thou_o dispose_v o_o my_o god_n who_o be_v all_o i_o desire_v into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n who_o be_v bless_v for_o ever_o amen_n the_o most_o learned_a of_o d._n s._n augustin_n say_v aiâ_n eruditissimus_fw-la doctorum_fw-la augustinus_n o_o eternal_a truth_n and_o true_a charity_n and_o o_o aeterna_fw-la veritas_fw-la &_o vera_fw-la charitas_fw-la dear_a eternity_n thou_o be_v my_o god_n to_o thou_o &_o chara_fw-la eteruitas_fw-la tu_fw-la es_fw-la deus_fw-la meus_fw-la i_o suspire_v day_n and_o night_n this_o be_v that_o sublive_a tibi_fw-la suspiro_fw-la die_fw-la ac_fw-la nocte_fw-la hic_fw-la est_fw-la sublimis_fw-la ille_fw-la contemplative_a augustine_n contemplator_n augustinus_n cvius_fw-la cor_fw-la charitas_fw-la christi_fw-la vulneraveraâ_n who_o hart_n the_o charity_n of_o christ_n have_v wound_v o_o my_o dear_a saânt_n who_o great_a humility_n i_o can_v never_o to_o much_o praise_n and_o admire_v pray_v for_o she_o to_o who_o thou_o have_v be_v in_o her_o great_a affliction_n and_o misery_n even_o as_o a_o father_n and_o mother_n for_o which_o be_v exhibit_v honowr_n to_o thou_o by_o the_o most_o sweet_a hart_n of_o jesus_n our_o saviour_n the_o son_n of_o the_o live_a god_n by_o which_o and_o from_o which_o do_v most_o abundant_a sweetness_n flow_v to_o all_o the_o elect_a in_o the_o power_n that_o he_o give_v thou_o be_v one_o by_o who_o he_o bind_v and_o loose_v sinner_n give_v a_o abundant_a benediction_n to_o thy_o poor_a servant_n and_o beg_v of_o my_o god_n that_o i_o may_v never_o seek_v or_o intend_v any_o thing_n for_o time_n or_o eternity_n but_o his_o honour_n and_o glory_n and_o that_o i_o may_v so_o humble_a and_o subject_v myself_o under_o his_o mighty_a hand_n thaâ_n for_o his_o love_n i_o may_v willing_o submit_v myself_n in_o what_o manner_n he_o please_v to_o all_o creature_n let_v i_o commit_v and_o commend_v myself_n to_o thy_o protection_n who_o be_v a_o careful_a receiver_n of_o all_o my_o petition_n and_o who_o art_n one_o who_o in_o a_o most_o particular_a manner_n godâ_n have_v give_v i_o confidence_n in_o in_o all_o âhe_n necessity_n wherein_o my_o soul_n do_v stand_v need_n of_o a_o advocate_n and_o friend_n o_o happy_a change_n to_o leave_v all_o friend_n on_o earth_n to_o find_v the_o more_o certaiu_fw-la &_o assure_a friend_n and_o intercessor_n in_o heaven_n who_o be_v never_o absent_a never_o uncertain_a nor_o ever_o do_v they_o fail_v as_o those_o in_o this_o world_n be_v subject_a to_o do_v be_v therefore_o mindful_a of_o i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o in_o my_o life_n &_o also_o in_o my_o last_o extremity_n and_o remember_v that_o when_o affright_v with_o the_o multitude_n and_o greivoush_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o imperfection_n i_o dare_v scarce_o cast_v up_o my_o eye_n to_o heaven_n or_o call_v upon_o god_n and_o his_o bless_a mother_n who_o may_v just_o disdain_v so_o ungrateful_a and_o contemptible_a a_o creature_n yet_o by_o thy_o mean_n and_o be_v incouradge_v by_o thy_o example_n and_o read_v thy_o life_n and_o book_n so_o full_o of_o conâidence_n and_o sweetness_n i_o find_v my_o hart_n lighten_v and_o my_o spirit_n refresh_v and_o my_o soul_n exceed_o comfort_v find_v in_o thou_o and_o by_o thou_o express_v what_o a_o good_a god_n we_o have_v and_o that_o as_o his_o mercy_n be_v above_o all_o his_o work_n so_o he_o be_v able_a to_o forgive_v more_o than_o we_o can_v offend_v thou_o know_v thy_o very_a name_n when_o i_o be_o sad_a and_o afflict_a do_v refresh_v i_o to_o behold_v it_o and_o seem_v to_o smile_v upon_o i_o in_o my_o misery_n assure_v i_o of_o âhy_a help_n in_o all_o my_o soul_n stand_v need_n of_o thou_o in_o this_o my_o pilgrimage_n and_o ban_v shment_n from_o my_o god_n who_o be_v my_o only_a love_n life_n desire_n and_o all_o my_o happiness_n tâ_n who_o for_o ever_o be_v all_o glory_n honour_n anâ_n adoration_n by_o all_o as_o well_o on_o earth_n as_o in_o heaven_n and_o who_o by_o his_o sweet_a mercy_n and_o thy_o intercession_n i_o desire_v and_o hope_n to_o love_n and_o sârue_a for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n omnes_fw-la qui_fw-la habebant_fw-la infirâos_fw-la ducebant_fw-la ill_n ad_fw-la jesum_fw-la &_o sanabaââur_n 4.40_o all_o that_o have_v disease_v bring_v thâm_n to_o jesus_n and_o they_o be_v curedâ_n to_o who_o therefore_o shall_v i_o fly_v in_o my_o manifold_a infirmity_n but_o to_o thou_o my_o jesus_n my_o goâ_n and_o my_o saviour_n who_o be_v worthy_a oâ_n our_o love_n our_o thought_n our_o heart_n and_o our_o soul_n but_o
obedience_n by_o a_o certain_a person_n mean_n be_v much_o fear_v in_o we_o by_o our_o father_n and_o that_o be_v that_o we_o sleight_v neglect_n and_o contemn_v all_o book_n and_o instruction_n but_o fa._n baker_n which_o be_v as_o god_n know_v quite_o otherwise_o for_o though_o as_o may_v be_v gather_v by_o what_o i_o have_v here_o collect_v and_o note_v i_o do_v arm_n myself_n by_o all_o the_o mean_n i_o can_v imagine_v against_o those_o objection_n which_o be_v â_o make_v by_o those_o of_o contrary_a way_n that_o i_o may_v hold_v on_o my_o way_n which_o seem_v to_o be_v so_o proper_a and_o fit_a for_o my_o desire_a estate_n which_o i_o have_v take_v upon_o i_o by_o my_o profession_n i_o have_v no_o reason_n to_o alter_v for_o way_n i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o understand_v my_o conscience_n be_v satisfy_v with_o this_o i_o be_o in_o and_o my_o superiors_n never_o yet_o condemn_v the_o same_o yet_o âs_v i_o say_v i_o be_o far_o from_o slight_v other_o instruction_n but_o hold_v they_o be_v very_o good_a for_o âhem_n for_o who_o they_o may_v be_v proper_a which_o they_o do_v not_o seem_v for_o i_o because_o the_o more_o i_o read_v or_o hear_v of_o they_o the_o more_o confusedâ_n &_o without_o coherence_n they_o seem_v to_o be_v foâ_n i_o find_v nothing_o but_o say_v and_o unsay_n as_o iâ_n seem_v to_o i_o as_o in_o one_o place_n urge_v mosâ_n vehement_o the_o necessity_n of_o mental_a prayerâ_n and_o in_o twenty_o other_o place_n make_v it_o a_o mosâ_n impossible_a thing_n to_o give_v one_o self_n to_o prayeâ_n without_o more_o endanger_n our_o salvation_n then_o before_o and_o where_o they_o treat_v of_o obedience_n they_o treat_v of_o as_o it_o seem_v to_o i_o in_o such_o maâner_n that_o it_o be_v almost_o impossible_a to_o find_v ouâ_n how_o or_o which_o way_n one_o may_v perform_v ãâã_d in_o any_o certain_a or_o quiet_a manner_n but_o thâ_n more_o they_o speak_v of_o it_o the_o more_o impossiblâ_n thing_n they_o seem_v to_o make_v it_o and_o verilyâ_n can_v 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and_o certain_o enjoy_v it_o than_o we_o can_v be_v certain_a of_o any_o thing_n which_o with_o our_o corporal_a eye_n may_v be_v see_v and_o such_o a_o confidence_n do_v accompany_v his_o love_n that_o she_o desire_v not_o to_o be_v more_o certain_a of_o any_o thing_n she_o can_v wish_v then_o that_o she_o depend_v whole_o of_o her_o god_n alone_o who_o will_n be_v above_o all_o mast_n dear_a to_o she_o and_o to_o who_o she_o often_o cry_v out_o in_o her_o soul_n with_o the_o glorious_a s._n augustin_n say_v that_o all_o that_o abundance_n that_o be_v not_o her_o uâry_n god_n himself_a be_v to_o she_o but_o extreme_a penury_n and_o therefore_o she_o
his_o owâ_n pray_v in_o which_o and_o by_o which_o we_o be_v infinite_o happy_a though_o of_o ourself_n we_o aââ_n able_a to_o pray_v and_o love_v he_o but_o in_o a_o very_a poor_a manner_n who_o can_v say_v that_o desire_v nothing_o but_o to_o love_v and_o pray_v he_o that_o thây_o âe_a poor_n see_v hâ_n ãâã_d ho_o be_v more_o they_o then_o âey_n be_v there_o own_o be_v so_o rich_a and_o to_o whomâothing_n âothing_z be_v want_v that_o shall_v make_v himâ_n infinite_a happiness_n in_o this_o let_v we_o joy_n in_o this_o ât_a we_o glory_n without_o intermission_n when_o âe_a be_v not_o able_a actual_o to_o attend_v to_o he_o ând_n pray_v he_o let_v we_o commend_v our_o hart_n use_v soul_n to_o the_o saint_n in_o heaven_n who_o without_o cease_v prais_fw-fr our_o lord_n let_v we_o by_o they_o do_v ââat_a which_o we_o be_v not_o able_a to_o do_v by_o ourselves_o âea_o let_v we_o desir_n he_o who_o be_v his_o own_o prey_n âo_o be_v only_o able_a to_o do_v as_o he_o deserve_v to_o apply_v 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ever_o amen_o the_o xxxii_o confession_n may_v i_o ask_v thy_o majesty_n this_o question_n be_v not_o worthy_a so_o much_o as_o to_o name_n or_o think_v upon_o thou_o may_v i_o i_o say_v ask_v thou_o how_o it_o be_v possible_a that_o thou_o can_v find_v in_o thy_o hart_n thus_o to_o heap_v benefit_n upon_o the_o most_o unworthy_a ungreatful_a and_o contemptible_a of_o all_o thy_o creature_n be_v there_o any_o sin_n that_o i_o have_v not_o comit_v at_o least_o by_o my_o will_n yea_o very_o so_o great_a and_o numberless_a do_v my_o âins_n and_o imperfection_n appear_v to_o i_o that_o i_o never_o read_v or_o hear_v of_o any_o who_o sin_n for_o one_o reason_n or_o other_o can_v be_v compare_v to_o i_o shall_v not_o therefore_o my_o soul_n praise_v my_o god_n can_v any_o wonder_n to_o see_v i_o in_o all_o occasion_n fly_v to_o thou_o and_o speak_v to_o thou_o whâ_n haste_n without_o any_o the_o least_o desert_n on_o my_o part_n thus_o sweet_o with_o thy_o grace_n prevent_v i_o and_o not_o 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acâpietis_fw-la ut_fw-la gaudium_fw-la vestrum_fw-la sit_fw-la plenuâ_fw-la paraclitus_fw-la docebit_fw-la vos_fw-la omne_fw-la 18._o si_fw-mi quis_fw-la âiâligit_fw-la i_o sermonem_fw-la meum_fw-la seruabit_fw-la &_o âatâr_fw-la meus_fw-la diliget_fw-la eum_fw-la &_o ad_fw-la cum_fw-la uâniemus_fw-la &_o mansionem_fw-la apud_fw-la eum_fw-la facâmus_fw-la i_o will_v not_o leave_v you_o orphan_n aâ_n and_o you_o shall_v receive_v that_o your_o joy_n may_v âful_a the_o holy_a ghost_n will_v teach_v you_o â_o thing_n if_o any_o love_v i_o he_o will_v keep_v mâ_n word_n and_o my_o father_n will_v love_v he_o and_o â_o will_v come_v to_o he_o and_o will_v make_v our_o mansion_n with_o he_o if_o thou_o will_v be_v our_o father_n what_o cause_n have_v we_o to_o complain_v though_o we_o be_v despise_v and_o forsake_v yea_o and_o traoden_v down_o by_o the_o whole_a world_n but_o as_o for_o i_o i_o shall_v never_o be_v weary_a of_o say_v it_o be_v good_a to_o adhere_v to_o my_o lord_n god_n 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he_o love_v those_o that_o fight_n with_o great_a couradg_n and_o strength_n so_o he_o despise_v not_o his_o little_a child_n to_o who_o gnat_n and_o fly_n seem_v so_o great_a enemy_n for_o so_o i_o may_v term_v my_o little_a suffering_n if_o i_o compare_v they_o to_o those_o of_o his_o strong_a and_o faihful_a servant_n which_o without_o change_v their_o countenance_n they_o most_o couradgious_o endure_v yea_o even_o before_o my_o face_n that_o we_o weep_v and_o hide_v our_o face_n in_o his_o boosom_n to_o avoid_v the_o bite_n and_o sting_v of_o so_o small_a adversity_n this_o my_o god_n be_v my_o case_n help_v and_o assist_v i_o that_o i_o may_v be_v daily_o more_o strengthen_v and_o confirm_v in_o thou_o that_o at_o last_o i_o may_v be_v that_o in_o all_o thing_n thou_o will_v have_v i_o âo_o be_v amen_n the_o xxxiv_o confession_n beatus_fw-la homo_fw-la quem_fw-la tu_fw-la erudieris_fw-la domine_fw-la &_o de_fw-fr lege_fw-la tua_fw-la docueris_fw-la eum_fw-la 17._o nisi_fw-la 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have_v dwell_v in_o helâ_n where_o it_o may_v most_o just_o have_v noâ_n be_v if_o thy_o mere_a mercy_n have_v not_o hitherto_o deliver_v i_o which_o continue_v to_o do_v my_o lord_n i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o for_o as_o it_o be_v say_v in_o the_o psalm_n unless_o thou_o o_o lord_n keep_v my_o soul_n in_o vain_a be_v my_o labour_n in_o defend_v it_o who_o therefore_o can_v blame_v i_o fly_v unto_o thou_o or_o for_o have_v in_o all_o thing_n relation_n to_o my_o god_n my_o mercy_n so_o that_o if_o i_o at_o any_o time_n grow_v slack_a in_o fly_v to_o he_o or_o in_o call_v upon_o hiâ_n in_o my_o doubt_n and_o misery_n this_o which_o i_o now_o write_v lie_v by_o i_o and_o often_o be_v
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have_v all_o thing_n and_o those_o who_o want_v thou_o if_o they_o have_v all_o the_o world_n can_v afford_v do_v yet_o indeed_o possess_v nothing_o if_o we_o desire_v to_o love_v where_o our_o love_n may_v not_o be_v lose_v what_o shall_v we_o love_v but_o thou_o whâ_n have_v say_v 9_o sicut_fw-la dilexit_fw-la i_o pater_fw-la &_o ego_fw-la dilexi_fw-la vos_fw-la as_o my_o father_n love_v i_o so_o have_v i_o love_v you_o do_v we_o not_o therefore_o well_o deserve_v to_o live_v in_o all_o perplexity_n and_o misery_n if_o we_o do_v not_o leave_v to_o love_v all_o other_o thing_n to_o set_v our_o whole_a love_n upon_o thou_o âho_fw-mi have_v make_v we_o such_o sweet_a promise_n yea_o let_v we_o hear_v what_o thou_o do_v further_o add_v 5._o qui_fw-la maneâ_n in_o i_o &_o ego_fw-la in_o eo_fw-la hic_fw-la fert_fw-la fructum_fw-la multum_fw-la who_o remain_v in_o i_o and_o i_o in_o he_o bring_v forth_o much_o fruit_n o_o let_v i_o be_v remain_v in_o thou_o and_o then_o let_v all_o the_o world_n be_v against_o i_o i_o desir_n not_o my_o god_n by_o any_o particular_a favour_n in_o this_o life_n to_o be_v more_o certain_a of_o thou_o but_o i_o do_v beg_v of_o thou_o that_o by_o true_a humility_n obedience_n and_o patience_n i_o may_v be_v more_o confirm_v in_o thou_o by_o true_a love_n only_o in_o simple_a faith_n â_o in_o all_o desolation_n cross_n pain_n disgrace_n misery_n adhere_v to_o thou_o the_o only_a desire_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o not_o rest_v in_o any_o gift_n or_o grace_n of_o thou_o whatsoever_o that_o i_o may_v at_o last_o for_o thy_o oân_a sake_n find_v favour_n in_o the_o eye_n of_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n notwirhstand_v my_o sin_n and_o ignorances_n in_o which_o i_o have_v hitherto_o live_v for_o whieh_a thy_o mercy_n oâ_n forgive_a they_o i_o be_v thou_o for_o ever_o bless_v and_o praise_v by_o all_o thy_o creature_n amen_n amen_n the_o xlv_o confession_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n to_o who_o upon_o all_o occasion_n i_o most_o unworthy_a with_o thy_o 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from_o thou_o thou_o may_v try_v they_o many_o way_n lest_o they_o shall_v attribute_v that_o which_o they_o have_v do_v to_o their_o own_o force_n and_o that_o favour_n which_o they_o have_v receae_v to_o their_o own_o labour_n and_o desert_n which_o thou_o know_v we_o be_v very_o apt_a to_o do_v if_o thou_o do_v not_o through_o permit_v we_o to_o fall_v into_o temptation_n show_v we_o our_o own_o frailty_n but_o this_o bless_a saint_n who_o intercession_n i_o most_o humble_o implore_v for_o thy_o sake_n who_o now_o none_o can_v deprive_v she_o of_o do_v not_o think_v that_o by_o deny_v she_o to_o touch_v tây_a foot_n she_o receive_v wrong_v
for_o her_o humble_a soul_n think_v it-self_n too_o unworthy_a of_o such_o a_o favour_n when_o thou_o do_v put_v she_o in_o mind_n that_o she_o be_v to_o conver_n with_o thou_o in_o a_o more_o spiritual_a manner_n then_o before_o neither_o do_v she_o reflect_v on_o the_o labour_n pain_n and_o grief_n she_o have_v sustain_v for_o as_o thou_o know_v love_n feel_v no_o labour_n nor_o complain_v of_o any_o burden_n for_o only_o to_o have_v see_v thou_o alive_a again_o be_v sufficient_a to_o make_v she_o forget_v all_o former_a affliction_n for_o her_o sake_n and_o for_o all_o their_o sake_n that_o love_v thou_o be_v merciful_a to_o my_o sin_n and_o bring_v i_o by_o true_a love_n to_o be_v unite_v to_o thou_o with_o they_o where_o for_o ever_o without_o cease_v i_o may_v praise_v thou_o my_o only_o belove_a amen_n the_o xlvii_o confession_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n i_o will_v speak_v to_o thou_o again_o and_o again_o i_o will_v call_v upon_o thou_o the_o entire_o belove_a of_o my_o hart_n i_o 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faithful_o adhere_v to_o thou_o and_o not_o stray_v out_o of_o ourselves_o hinder_v both_o ourselves_o and_o other_o from_o adhere_v to_o thou_o to_o who_o we_o owe_v all_o we_o be_v and_o can_v do_v and_o and_o therefore_o be_v great_o to_o blame_v when_o we_o do_v not_o endeavour_v to_o love_v thou_o with_o all_o our_o soul_n with_o all_o our_o mind_n and_o all_o our_o strength_n which_o grant_v for_o thy_o own_o sake_n we_o may_v endeavour_v to_o do_v to_o thy_o honour_n and_o glory_n who_o be_v praise_v love_a and_o adore_v for_o all_o eternity_n amen_n the_o xlviii_o confession_n shall_v not_o my_o soul_n be_v subject_a to_o god_n o_o my_o lord_n far_o be_v it_o from_o i_o to_o will_n or_o desire_v any_o thing_n but_o according_a to_o thy_o divine_a will_n which_o be_v only_o holy_a let_v i_o never_o resist_v thy_o will_n signify_v to_o i_o by_o any_o mean_n whatsoever_o let_v my_o soul_n be_v whole_o turn_v into_o a_o flame_n of_o divine_a love_n that_o i_o may_v aspire_v and_o tend_v to_o nothing_o else_o but_o thy-self_n alone_o blot_v out_o my_o sin_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v return_v to_o thou_o by_o love_n from_o who_o by_o sin_n it_o have_v stray_v o_o let_v nothing_o but_o this_o desir_n of_o thou_o my_o god_n possess_v my_o hart_n let_v that_o be_v my_o solace_n in_o labour_n pain_n temptation_n desolation_n and_o all_o affliction_n of_o body_n or_o mind_n let_v not_o my_o hart_n draw_v by_o thou_o to_o seek_v after_o nothing_o but_o love_n be_v so_o base_a as_o to_o covet_v desir_n and_o rest_n in_o any_o thing_n but_o thou_o thou_o be_v my_o life_n my_o choice_n and_o my_o only_a belove_a when_o i_o hear_v theâ_n but_o name_v my_o lord_n god_n it_o forcible_a draw_v i_o into_o myself_n that_o i_o may_v attend_v unto_o thou_o forget_v myself_n and_o whatsoever_o else_o beside_o thou_o for_o which_o benefit_n be_v thou_o infinite_o praise_v amen_n the_o xlix_o confession_n 150._o omnis_fw-la âpiritus_fw-la lâudet_fw-la dominum_fw-la bonedicite_fw-la omne_fw-la opera_fw-la domini_fw-la domino_fw-la 3.37_o laudate_fw-la &_o super_fw-la exaltate_fw-la eum_fw-la in_o saeoula_fw-la let_v every_o spirit_n praise_v our_o lordâ_n bless_v our_o lord_n all_o the_o work_n of_o oââ_n lord_n praise_n and_o exalt_v he_o for_o ever_o o_o my_o god_n that_o i_o be_v able_a with_o a_o pure_a soul_n and_o love_a hart_n to_o extol_v thy_o praise_n but_o alas_o 9_o thy_o praise_n be_v not_o seemly_a in_o the_o mouth_n of_o a_o sinner_n but_o shall_v i_o for_o this_o hold_v my_o peace_n if_o i_o do_v yet_o permit_v i_o this_o comfort_n for_o thy_o own_o sake_n that_o i_o may_v invite_v other_o more_o worthy_a to_o sing_v and_o set_v forth_o the_o praise_n of_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n with_o who_o yet_o as_o the_o last_o and_o least_o my_o soul_n shall_v join_v in_o the_o praise_n of_o thou_o our_o dear_a creator_n and_o in_o that_o which_o be_v so_o worthy_o possess_v by_o thy_o sweet_a goodness_n i_o will_v rejoice_v with_o all_o the_o force_n of_o my_o hart_n and_o soul_n o_o my_o holy_a and_o dear_a delight_n what_o a_o most_o harmonious_a melody_n will_v refound_v over_o all_o the_o earth_n if_o thy_o will_n and_o just_a disposition_n take_v place_n in_o all_o thing_n behold_v all_o thy_o work_n praise_v thou_o every_o one_o in_o their_o kind_n only_a man_n for_o who_o help_n and_o comfort_v all_o other_o thing_n on_o âarth_n be_v create_v â_o pervert_v the_o order_n of_o thy_o justice_n by_o miâuâing_v that_o noble_a free_a will_n which_o thou_o give_v he_o to_o choose_v and_o love_v thou_o with_o o_o what_o can_v thou_o have_v do_v more_o then_o with_o such_o a_o noble_a gift_n to_o have_v endue_v we_o certain_o
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thou_o deserve_v i_o shall_v or_o as_o another_o in_o my_o case_n vuto_n thy_o mercy_n will_v but_o thou_o while_o that_o thou_o live_v here_o by_o token_n plain_n do_v show_v that_o none_o shall_v be_v refuse_v by_o thou_o who_o do_v in_o mercy_n flow_v and_o that_o my_o wicked_a hart_n do_v prove_v who_o after_o âins_n so_o many_o have_v find_v much_o favour_n in_o thy_o eye_n without_o deserve_v any_o o_o bless_a ever_o be_v my_o god_n for_o this_o prevent_a grace_n which_o i_o unworthy_a have_v receive_v in_o this_o most_o happy_a place_n i_o flee_v from_o thou_o by_o many_o sin_n and_o thou_o do_v follow_v i_o as_o if_o my_o ruin_n will_v have_v cause_v some_o detriment_n to_o thou_o how_o can_v this_o choose_v but_o wound_v my_o hart_n when_o i_o remember_v it_o and_o ever_o serve_v to_o humble_v i_o while_o at_o thy_o foot_n i_o sit_v from_o whence_o my_o lord_n my_o god_n and_o all_o permit_v i_o not_o to_o rise_v till_o i_o do_v love_n thou_o as_o thou_o will_v the_o which_o do_v all_o comprise_v 5._o i_o know_v thou_o will_v not_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n but_o rather_o that_o i_o be_v convert_v and_o live_v 6._o be_v pacify_v therefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o for_o thy_o own_o saâe_v and_o receive_v i_o into_o thy_o favour_n look_v upon_o thy_o own_o wound_n and_o let_v they_o plead_v my_o pardon_n do_v not_o for_o ever_o blot_v i_o out_o of_o âhe_n book_n of_o life_n but_o rather_o give_v i_o grace_n faithful_o hereafter_o to_o serve_v and_o please_v thou_o 7._o i_o know_v it_o be_v reason_n that_o one_o who_o have_v be_v so_o ungrateful_a to_o thy_o supreme_a majesty_n as_o i_o have_v be_v shall_v humble_v despise_v and_o willing_o abase_v himself_o even_o at_o the_o foot_n of_o all_o creature_n which_o thy_o sweet_a goodness_n grant_v i_o to_o do_v that_o i_o may_v hereafter_o find_v savour_n in_o thy_o eye_n who_o be_v bless_v and_o praise_v by_o all_o for_o ever_o amen_n o_o sweet_a jesus_n to_o who_o nothing_o be_v impossible_a but_o not_o to_o be_v merciful_a to_o the_o miserable_a forgive_v i_o my_o offence_n i_o be_o sorry_a from_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o hart_n that_o ever_o i_o offend_v thou_o or_o contradict_v thy_o holy_a will_n but_o i_o know_v thou_o can_v forgive_v more_o than_o i_o can_v offend_v which_o make_v i_o confident_a of_o be_v receive_v into_o thy_o favour_n though_o thy_o most_o abundant_a mercy_n to_o who_o my_o god_n be_v give_v all_o laud._n honour_n and_o praise_v by_o all_o creature_n in_o heaven_n and_o in_o earth_n for_o ever_o and_o everâ_n amen_o o_o amiable_a jesus_n behold_v all_o thy_o creature_n do_v invite_v and_o exhort_v i_o to_o yield_v thâe_n praise_n for_o all_o thy_o benefit_n which_o have_v be_v i_o must_v ackowledg_v without_o end_n or_o measure_n towards_o i_o thy_o unworthy_a creature_n every_o creature_n do_v in_o their_o kind_n sing_v and_o set_v forth_o thy_o great_a goodness_n invite_v i_o to_o love_v only_o thou_o and_o yet_o behold_v how_o cold_a and_o dull_a i_o be_o in_o love_v praise_v and_o exalt_v thou_o o_o what_o shall_v i_o say_v but_o cry_v out_o to_o thou_o who_o be_v my_o hope_n my_o help_n my_o love_n my_o life_n and_o all_o yea_o my_o father_n my_o spouse_n and_o my_o god_n to_o grant_v thy_o grace_n may_v not_o be_v void_a in_o i_o after_o so_o many_o infinite_a benefit_n o_o be_v thou_o hereafter_o the_o only_a desire_n and_o joy_n of_o my_o soul._n let_v i_o look_v after_o nothing_o but_o thou_o love_v nothing_o but_o thou_o let_v i_o night_n and_o day_n sigh_v and_o long_o after_o thou_o my_o belove_a let_v it_o suffice_v i_o to_o have_v my_o inteution_n and_o proceed_n only_o approve_a by_o thou_o o_o let_v i_o honour_n and_o respect_v all_o for_o thy_o sake_n howsoever_o they_o treat_v i_o for_o my_o ingratitude_n have_v be_v so_o great_a to_o thou_o that_o all_o creature_n as_o well_o goâd_a as_o bad_a may_v just_o despise_v i_o and_o do_v thou_o great_a honour_n thereby_o i_o offer_v thou_o therefore_o thou_o own_o merit_n see_v i_o have_v none_o of_o i_o own_o for_o those_o that_o shall_v any_o way_n revenge_v thy_o quarrel_n by_o afflict_v she_o who_o deserve_v nothing_o but_o hell_n for_o have_v so_o often_o offend_v thou_o after_o something_o which_o she_o have_v collect_v out_o of_o the_o follow_v of_o christ_n concern_v prayer_n she_o write_v as_o follow_v o_o my_o lord_n god_n how_o much_o do_v thy_o saint_n praise_n and_o commend_v the_o holy_a exercise_n of_o prayer_n o_o how_o happy_a be_v âhose_v that_o have_v no_o other_o study_n or_o care_n then_o how_o to_o extol_v and_o praise_v thy_o divine_a majesty_n and_o in_o humility_n of_o hart_n to_o make_v their_o necessity_n know_v unto_o thou_o who_o be_v the_o father_n of_o mercy_n &_o dius_n totius_fw-la consolationis_fw-la qui_fw-la consolatur_fw-la nos_fw-la in_o omni_fw-la tribulatione_fw-la nostra_fw-la and_o the_o god_n of_o all_o consolation_n who_o comfort_v we_o in_o all_o our_o tribulation_n to_o who_o shall_v we_o sinner_n fly_v but_o to_o thou_o my_o god_n who_o do_v thou_o ever_o reject_v that_o lament_a and_o wâs_v sorry_a for_o their_o sin_n nay_o do_v not_o publican_n and_o harlot_n find_v thou_o more_o willing_a to_o forgive_v they_o they_o can_v be_v to_o ask_v for_o pardon_n thou_o who_o forgave_v s._n peter_n s._n mary_n magdalen_n s._n augustin_n and_o infinite_a other_o their_o sin_n and_o offence_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o who_o groan_v in_o spirit_n against_o myself_n to_o see_v and_o remember_v that_o i_o have_v make_v no_o more_o haste_n to_o conclude_v a_o everlasting_a peace_n and_o league_n with_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n to_o thou_o now_o all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o scatter_a
defile_v and_o deform_a soul_n do_v aspire_v behold_v i_o do_v extol_v now_o thy_o dear_a service_n to_o the_o sky_n profess_v and_o protest_v that_o there_o be_v no_o liberty_n so_o sweet_a as_o to_o be_v bind_v and_o oblige_v by_o vow_n to_o serve_v thou_o for_o love_n thou_o true_a and_o most_o bless_a god_n how_o do_v thou_o with_o a_o most_o sweet_a and_o severe_a kind_n of_o mercy_n receive_v check_v and_o convince_v i_o stray_v and_o fly_v from_o thou_o by_o shameful_o seek_v that_o in_o thy_o creature_n which_o be_v only_o to_o be_v find_v in_o thou_o to_o wit_n comfort_n and_o peace_n o_o lord_n i_o be_o thy_o servant_n say_v unto_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o shall_v say_v quis_fw-la similis_fw-la tibi_fw-la deus_fw-la meus_fw-la who_o be_v like_a unto_o thou_o my_o lord_n god_n behold_v i_o have_v have_v a_o aversion_n from_o all_o that_o which_o thou_o love_v and_o a_o inclination_n to_o all_o which_o thou_o hate_v but_o thou_o have_v break_v my_o band_n and_o i_o will_v offer_v thou_o a_o sacrifice_n of_o praise_n submit_v henceforth_o my_o stifneck_n to_o thy_o easy_a yoke_n and_o my_o shoulder_n to_o thy_o light_n but_o then_o underneath_o a_o picture_n of_o b._n john_n de_fw-fr cruse_n she_o write_v as_o follow_v viz._n o_o bless_a and_o pure_a saint_n pray_v for_o i_o sinful_a wretch_n who_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o call_v upon_o thou_o yet_o coafide_v in_o thy_o inflame_a charity_n i_o commit_v and_o commend_v myself_n to_o thy_o sweet_a protection_n now_o and_o at_o the_o dreadful_a hour_n of_o my_o death_n remember_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o amen_n to_o some_o collection_n which_o she_o draw_v out_o of_o s._n augustins_n confession_n she_o add_v as_o follow_v good_a god_n be_v merciful_a to_o my_o iniquity_n for_o this_o dear_a saint_n sake_n of_o thou_o who_o humility_n do_v so_o astonish_v i_o that_o i_o can_v choose_v but_o cry_v with_o a_o loud_a voice_n in_o my_o hart_n o_o how_o 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in_o nothing_o but_o thou_o yea_o what_o be_v want_v in_o his_o word_n that_o may_v invite_v our_o soul_n to_o love_v thou_o with_o all_o our_o heart_n with_o all_o our_o strength_n and_o our_o neighbour_n as_o ourselves_o who_o can_v speaâe_v in_o the_o word_n of_o thy_o own_o oracle_n more_o comfortable_o to_o sinner_n than_o he_o have_v do_v ân_o fine_a hâs_n word_n be_v so_o amorous_o sweet_a in_o thy_o praise_n that_o even_o my_o freeze_a soul_n have_v be_v melt_v â_z by_o into_o thy_o praise_n he_o for_o thy_o sake_n be_v a_o advocate_n and_o intercessor_n to_o thou_o for_o i_o the_o most_o sinful_a and_o contemptible_a of_o all_o thâ_n servant_n he_o i_o say_v to_o who_o many_o sin_n wâre_v forgive_v because_o he_o love_v much_o who_o i_o desire_v together_o with_o all_o the_o celestial_a court_n to_o adore_v and_o praise_v thou_o for_o i_o who_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o name_v thou_o who_o be_v ever_o bless_v amen_n in_o a_o collection_n which_o she_o be_v make_v out_o of_o the_o book_n of_o psalm_n she_o add_v to_o some_o verse_n as_o follow_v psal._n 23._o vers_fw-la 6._o this_o be_v the_o generation_n of_o they_o that_o seek_v hâm_n of_o they_o that_o seek_v the_o face_n of_o the_o god_n of_o jacob_n i_o pray_v god_n it_o may_v prove_v so_o with_o we_o to_o his_o honour_n and_o glory_n âsâl_n 31._o veâs_n â0_n i_o will_v give_v thou_o understanding_n and_o will_v instruct_v thou_o in_o the_o way_n tâat_v thou_o shall_v go_v i_o wâl_v fasten_v my_o eye_n upon_o thou_o who_o be_v not_o whole_o inflame_v with_o a_o desire_n to_o seek_v after_o god_n alone_o to_o hear_v such_o a_o promise_n from_o his_o own_o mellifluous_a mouth_n psal._n 35._o vers_fw-la 10._o because_o with_o thou_o be_v the_o fountain_n of_o life_n and_o in_o thy_o light_n we_o shall_v see_v light_a i_o beseech_v all_o those_o devout_a soul_n that_o shall_v peruse_v this_o book_n to_o labour_v careful_o for_o that_o light_n which_o the_o prophet_n here_o speak_v of_o which_o proceed_v from_o love_n â_o and_o not_o from_o human_a wisdom_n this_o light_n by_o which_o we_o shall_v discern_v truth_n from_o falsehood_n be_v get_v by_o converâing_v with_o almighty_a god_n and_o humble_v ourselves_o under_o his_o mighty_a hand_n this_o light_n have_v teach_v many_o their_o way_n to_o god_n that_o can_v neither_o write_v nor_o read_v sweet_a jesus_n make_v we_o of_o the_o number_n of_o these_o little_a one_o to_o who_o this_o light_n be_v reveal_v which_o be_v hide_v from_o the_o wise_a and_o prudent_a which_o be_v bestow_v upon_o those_o that_o faithful_o adhere_v to_o god_n and_o not_o on_o those_o that_o glory_n rather_o in_o themselves_o they_o in_o he_o he_o be_v bless_v and_o praise_v by_o all_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n psal._n 86._o vers_fw-la 5._o reveal_v thy_o way_n to_o our_o lord_n and_o hope_n in_o he_o and_o he_o will_v do_v it_o a_o comfortable_a say_n for_o those_o that_o god_n permit_v still_o to_o remain_v do_v whât_o they_o can_v in_o their_o imperfection_n v_o 7._o have_v no_o emulation_n in_o he_o that_o appear_v in_o his_o way_n v._n 6._o be_v subject_n to_o our_o lord_n and_o pray_v he_o note_v this_o well_o v_o 11._o the_o meek_a shall_v inherit_v the_o land_n and_o shall_v be_v delight_v in_o multitude_n of_o peace_n if_o we_o true_o labour_v for_o his_o peace_n which_o be_v in_o much_o patience_n the_o god_n of_o peace_n will_v be_v among_o us._n v_o 25._o when_o he_o shall_v fall_v he_o shall_v not_o be_v bruise_v because_o our_o lord_n put_v his_o hand_n under_o o_o what_o a_o incouradgment_n be_v this_o to_o a_o poor_a frail_a soul_n let_v we_o notwithstanding_o our_o imperfection_n confident_o and_o amorous_o when_o we_o fail_v hope_v in_o his_o mercy_n and_o then_o he_o will_v heal_v and_o help_v we_o who_o make_v we_o so_o many_o sweet_a promise_n who_o be_v bless_v by_o all_o creatute_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n v_o 26._o i_o have_v be_v young_a for_o i_o be_o old_a and_o i_o have_v not_o see_v the_o just_a forsake_v nor_o his_o seed_n seek_v bread_n why_o do_v we_o distrust_v then_o who_o have_v dedicate_v ourselves_o whole_o to_o god_n fear_v ro_o depend_v only_o of_o his_o divine_a providence_n â_o which_o be_v the_o great_a happiness_n in_o this_o world_n and_o so_o much_o to_o be_v desire_v if_o we_o have_v so_o much_o love_n and_o couradge_n as_o we_o shall_v psal._n 38_o v_o 8._o doubtless_o all_o thing_n be_v vanity_n every_o man_n live_v o_o my_o poor_a soul_n take_v good_a notice_n of_o this_o verse_n adhere_v to_o our_o lord_n who_o year_n never_o fail_v and_o who_o help_n be_v always_o at_o hand_n give_v that_o to_o god_n that_o be_v god_n and_o that_o to_o caesar_n that_o be_v caesar_n mark_v what_o the_o prophet_n faith_n in_o the_o same_o psalm_n viz._n and_o now_o what_o be_v my_o expectation_n be_v it_o not_o our_o lord_n and_o my_o substance_n be_v with_o thou_o psal._n 39_o vers_fw-la 15._o but_o thou_o o_o lord_n make_v not_o thy_o consideration_n far_o from_o i_o thy_o mercy_n and_o thy_o truth_n have_v always_o receive_v i_o o_o be_v thou_o ever_o bless_v for_o it_o by_o all_o creature_n my_o god_n and_o al._n amen_o psal._n 40._o vers_fw-la 1._o bless_a be_v the_o man_n that_o understand_v concern_v the_o needy_a and_o the_o poor_a in_o the_o evil_a day_n our_o lord_n will_v deliver_v he_o o_o my_o poor_a soul_n though_o thou_o have_v not_o where_o with_o to_o relieve_v the_o poor_a in_o thâ_n iâ_n hunger_n &_o thirst_n yet_o despair_v not_o to_o gain_v this_o blessing_n that_o our_o lord_n will_v protect_v thou_o in_o the_o evil_a day_n which_o thou_o stand_v so_o much_o need_v off_o for_o to_o pray_v for_o
those_o that_o afflict_v thou_o and_o render_v good_a for_o evil_a to_o those_o that_o molest_v thou_o and_o be_v a_o comfort_n in_o all_o thou_o can_v imagine_v to_o those_o that_o be_v afflict_v either_o in_o body_n or_o in_o mând_n without_o exception_n of_o person_n be_v include_v in_o the_o gain_n of_o that_o most_o to_o be_v desire_v promise_n â_o remember_v with_o joy_n and_o imitate_v the_o best_a thou_o be_v able_a the_o happy_a example_n of_o the_o late_a bless_a bishop_n of_o geneva_n of_o who_o it_o be_v report_v that_o one_o in_o his_o diocese_n exceâdinly_o molest_v afflict_a and_o persecute_v this_o holy_a saint_n yét_v he_o use_v he_o with_o all_o love_n gentleness_n and_o respect_n yea_o more_o than_o any_o other_o person_n at_o which_o patient_a proceed_n of_o his_o one_o of_o his_o subject_n wondrâng_v at_o and_o speak_v to_o he_o of_o it_o ask_v he_o how_o he_o can_v use_v that_o man_n so_o mild_o who_o never_o requite_v he_o with_o other_o then_o il_fw-mi turn_v for_o all_o the_o grace_n he_o show_v he_o be_v as_o it_o be_v top_n full_a of_o bitterness_n against_o he_o to_o which_o the_o saint_n humble_o answâered_v o_o âaâth_n he_o if_o he_o shall_v put_v out_o one_o of_o my_o eye_n i_o will_v smile_v upon_o he_o wâh_n the_o other_o i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o god_n for_o thy_o own_o sake_n grant_v thy_o unworthy_a servant_n grace_n to_o imitate_v this_o example_n though_o to_o speak_v true_o none_o can_v do_v she_o a_o injury_n who_o deserve_v so_o much_o in_o punishment_n for_o her_o sin_n psal._n 41._o vers_fw-la 6._o and_o 7._o wby_o be_v thou_o sorrowful_a my_o soul_n and_o why_o do_v thou_o trouble_v i_o hope_v in_o god_n because_o yet_o i_o will_v confess_v to_o he_o the_o salvation_n of_o my_o countenance_n and_o my_o god_n o_o my_o soul_n hope_v in_o thy_o god_n who_o can_v do_v all_o thing_n o_o bless_a hope_n and_o confidence_n which_o be_v able_a to_o obtain_v all_o thing_n and_o overcome_v all_o thing_n v_o 11._o in_o the_o day_n our_o lord_n have_v command_v his_o mercy_fw-mi and_o in_o the_o night_n a_o song_n of_o he_o do_v thou_o not_o hear_v my_o soul_n tây_a lord_n do_v require_v of_o thou_o mercy_n towards_o thy_o even_a christian_a for_o that_o he_o show_v to_o thou_o and_o that_o night_n and_o day_n thou_o wâlt_v sing_v his_o praise_n but_o lord_n thou_o know_v that_o thy_o praise_n be_v not_o seemly_a in_o the_o mouth_n of_o a_o sinner_n what_o then_o shall_v i_o do_v o_o hope_v in_o thy_o mercy_n certain_a comfortable_a say_n take_v out_o of_o the_o holy_a scripture_n for_o the_o encouradgment_n of_o those_o that_o desire_v with_o all_o their_o heart_n to_o love_n and_o please_v our_o most_o merciful_a god_n and_o first_o out_o of_o the_o prophet_n isaie_v chap._n the_o first_o 16._o wash_v you_o be_v clean_o take_v away_o the_o evil_a of_o your_o cogitation_n from_o my_o eye_n cease_v to_o do_v perverse_o 17._o learn_v to_o do_v good_a seek_v judgement_n succour_v the_o oppress_a judge_v for_o pupil_n defend_v the_o widow_n and_o come_v and_o accuse_v i_o say_v our_o lord_n 18._o if_o your_o sin_n shall_v be_v as_o scarlet_a they_o shall_v be_v make_v as_o whit_n as_o snow_n and_o if_o they_o be_v as_o red_a as_o vermilion_n they_o shall_v be_v whit_n as_o wool_n 19_o if_o you_o be_v willing_a and_o will_v hear_v i_o you_o shall_v eat_v the_o good_a thing_n of_o the_o earth_n 22._o thy_o silver_n be_v turn_v into_o dross_n thy_o wine_n be_v mingle_v with_o water_n but_o hear_v what_o follow_v o_o my_o soul_n and_o therefore_o be_v not_o discomfort_a though_o all_o thou_o do_v and_o suffer_v be_v very_o imperfect_a yet_o behold_v what_o he_o promise_v who_o can_v do_v all_o thing_n if_o he_o will_v he_o can_v make_v thou_o clean_o if_o he_o command_v the_o wind_n and_o sea_n will_v be_v still_o and_o there_o will_v eâsue_v a_o calm_a commit_v thy_o âelf_n to_o he_o and_o he_o will_v help_v thou_o when_o he_o think_v fit_a o_o god_n thy_o will_n be_v do_v therefore_o in_o i_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n 25._o i_o will_v turn_v my_o hand_n to_o thou_o and_o boil_v out_o thy_o drâssââil_n it_o be_v pure_a and_o will_v take_v away_o all_o thy_o tinâe_n 26._o aâter_v these_o thing_n thou_o shall_v be_v call_v the_o just_a a_o faithful_a city_n shall_v i_o fear_v to_o be_v forsake_v by_o thou_o my_o god_n after_o all_o these_o sweet_a promise_n no_o i_o will_v hope_v in_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n though_o i_o have_v hitherto_o sinue_v against_o heaven_n and_o before_o thou_o so_o that_o i_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o be_v call_v thy_o child_n yet_o let_v i_o eat_v of_o the_o crumb_n which_o fall_n from_o my_o master_n table_n that_o i_o may_v grow_v strong_a hereafter_o in_o resist_v that_o which_o make_v i_o displease_v in_o thy_o pure_a eye_n hear_v my_o lord_n the_o voice_n of_o a_o sinner_n which_o will_v feign_v love_n tâee_v and_o with_o her_o hart_n and_o soul_n as_o great_o please_v the_o as_o ever_o she_o bathe_v offend_v thou_o let_v i_o either_o love_n or_o not_o liâe_z i_o know_v thy_o â_z be_v so_o great_a that_o tâou_fw-mi have_v admit_v those_o to_o eat_v of_o the_o bread_n of_o angel_n which_o heretofore_o feed_v of_o husk_n like_o swine_n yea_o s._n gertrude_n say_v that_o the_o more_o base_a vile_a and_o contemptible_a the_o creature_n be_v to_o who_o thou_o show_v mercy_n the_o more_o extol_v art_n tâou_fw-fr by_o all_o thy_o angel_n and_o saint_n in_o heaven_n i_o will_v therefore_o hope_v in_o thou_o and_o beseech_v all_o tây_a saint_n to_o pray_v for_o i_o and_o praise_n tâee_v for_o take_v pity_n of_o i_o who_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o cast_v up`mine_n eye_n to_o heaven_n much_o les_fw-fr to_o think_v upon_o or_o praise_n tâee_v to_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n and_o all_o my_o desire_n be_v give_v perpetual_a praise_n and_o adoration_n for_o all_o eternity_n by_o all_o creature_n amen_n chap._n ii_o 3._o come_v let_v we_o go_v up_o to_o the_o mount_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o to_o the_o house_n of_o the_o gâd_n of_o jacob_n and_o he_o will_v teach_v we_o his_o way_n aâd_v we_o shall_v walk_v in_o his_o âathes_n 5._o houâe_v of_o jacob_n come_v you_o and_o let_v we_o walk_v in_o the_o light_n of_o our_o lord_n o_o my_o god_n happy_a be_v they_o that_o walk_v in_o this_o light_n in_o this_o light_n none_o walk_v but_o the_o humble_a and_o clean_a of_o hart_n and_o those_o that_o serve_v thou_o for_o love_n who_o joy_n thou_o thy-self_n be_v and_o who_o sing_v with_o the_o prophet_n rennit_n consolari_fw-la anima_fw-la mea_fw-la my_o soul_n refuse_v to_o be_v comfort_v these_o do_v in_o some_o sort_n more_o or_o less_o as_o thou_o please_v find_v how_o sweet_a and_o happy_a a_o thing_n it_o be_v to_o seek_v and_o sigh_v after_o thou_o alone_o return_v my_o soul_n to_o thy_o belove_a return_v seek_v for_o no_o consolation_n but_o put_v thy_o hope_n in_o god_n commit_v thy-self_n unto_o god_n and_o let_v he_o do_v with_o thou_o what_o please_v he_o never_o seek_v thy_o own_o glory_n never_o desire_v thy_o will_n may_v be_v do_v but_o in_o all_o thing_n intend_v love_n and_o prefer_v the_o glory_n and_o will_n of_o god_n if_o any_o come_v unto_o he_o he_o shall_v not_o return_v empty_a because_o he_o willng_o give_v water_n to_o the_o thirsty_a in_o the_o bowel_n of_o thy_o mercy_n my_o god_n remember_v i_o poor_a beggar_n bear_v and_o live_v in_o blindness_n grant_v i_o that_o i_o may_v see_v and_o walk_v in_o âhy_a light_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v become_v true_o please_v to_o thou_o o_o my_o lord_n god_n who_o only_o i_o desire_v to_o love_v serve_v and_o praise_n make_v i_o in_o all_o thing_n conformable_a to_o thy_o holy_a will_n who_o be_v bless_v for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n amen_n amenâ_n scio_fw-la cui_fw-la credidi_fw-la &_o certus_fw-la sumâ_n i_o know_v who_o i_o haâe_v trust_v and_o be_o secure_a say_v s._n paul_n o_o glorious_a s._n augustin_n my_o dear_a patron_n who_o from_o my_o infancy_n in_o my_o poor_a maver_z i_o have_v honour_v in_o a_o particular_a manner_n and_o who_o have_v be_v always_o ready_a to_o assist_v i_o in_o call_v upon_o thou_o i_o beseech_v thou_o for_o the_o love_n of_o he_o by_o who_o love_n thy_o hart_n be_v so_o inflame_v to_o assist_v i_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o my_o death_n and_o obtain_v for_o i_o of_o our_o lord_n that_o live_v and_o die_v i_o may_v be_v whole_o conformable_a to_o his_o bless_a will_n neither_o desit_v for_o time_n or_o eternity_n any_o other_o thing_n then_o that_o his_o divine_a pleasure_n be_v perfect_o accomplish_v in_o i_o his_o unworthy_a &_o ungrateful_a creature_n and_o in_o that_o dreadful_a hour_n
just_a that_o all_o thing_n woulâ_n happen_v to_o our_o great_a good_a iâ_n we_o with_o humility_n and_o confidence_n in_o thou_o will_v proceed_v in_o all_o thing_n and_o not_o any_o state_n condition_n or_o corporal_a complexion_n be_v there_o wherein_o thou_o have_v not_o be_v serve_v in_o a_o perfect_a manner_n by_o some_o or_o other_o and_o if_o we_o run_v through_o all_o degree_n from_o the_o pope_n to_o the_o simple_a religious_a and_o from_o the_o great_a monarcâ_n to_o the_o poor_a beggar_n in_o all_o we_o shall_v find_v some_o that_o have_v faitful_o serve_v and_o praise_v thou_o and_o as_o for_o naturâl_a complexion_n or_o disposition_n the_o most_o wicked_a have_v bring_v forth_o child_n prove_v saint_n and_o other_o who_o have_v live_v as_o to_o all_o manner_n of_o sinsâ_n so_o iâ_n that_o whole_a country_n have_v fare_v the_o worse_a for_o they_o and_o diverse_a soul_n perish_v by_o their_o mean_n yet_o by_o humility_n have_v become_v so_o please_v to_o thou_o o_o lord_n that_o thou_o make_v they_o thy_o boosom_n friend_n and_o no_o trade_n nor_o occupation_n iâ_n it_o be_v lawful_a but_o have_v oâ_n it_o saint_n to_o the_o end_n to_o show_v thou_o despise_v nothing_o that_o thou_o haât_v make_v how_o contemptible_a soever_o it_o seem_v in_o the_o eye_n of_o man_n why_o therefore_o do_v we_o not_o love_v thou_o see_v all_o thing_n on_o thy_o part_n concur_v to_o this_o end_n we_o may_v pretend_v what_o excuse_n we_o will_v but_o nothing_o will_v excuse_v we_o before_o thou_o who_o have_v no_o other_o end_n in_o create_v we_o but_o that_o we_o shall_v be_v partaker_n of_o that_o glory_n which_o thou_o prepare_v for_o those_o that_o true_o love_v thou_o and_o in_o that_o country_n of_o all_o happiness_n we_o seal_v receive_v all_o good_a thing_n and_o above_o all_o shall_v enjoy_v thou_o the_o beginning_n and_o fountain_n of_o all_o good_a without_o who_o all_o thing_n be_v as_o nothing_o as_o to_o the_o content_v and_o satisfy_v of_o our_o soul_n and_o 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in_o all_o thing_n necessary_a to_o salvation_n how_o worthy_o be_v we_o to_o be_v condemn_v if_o we_o do_v not_o correspond_v and_o satisfy_v such_o thy_o most_o gracious_a will_n and_o provision_n about_o we_o beside_o we_o have_v thou_o within_o we_o to_o have_v recourse_n unto_o upon_o all_o occasion_n the_o which_o that_o we_o may_v do_v with_o the_o les_fw-fr impediment_n thou_o have_v ordain_v the_o overlook_v and_o solicitude_n over_o we_o of_o the_o superior_n thy_o vicegerent_n who_o govern_v we_o here_o by_o âhy_a appointment_n and_o who_o to_o resist_v in_o any_o thing_n so_o it_o do_v not_o derogate_v from_o thy_o own_o authority_n immediate_o to_o thy-self_n be_v high_o to_o offend_v and_o displease_v thou_o for_o by_o these_o thy_o substitute_n thou_o do_v judge_n and_o determine_v of_o spirit_n and_o of_o the_o verity_n and_o goodness_n of_o they_o and_o of_o their_o exercise_n and_o do_n as_o whether_o they_o proceed_v from_o thou_o and_o thy_o motion_n or_o no_o and_o by_o they_o declare_v what_o in_o general_n be_v to_o be_v do_v or_o omit_v and_o in_o particular_a as_o there_o be_v occasion_n in_o secular_o partly_o by_o secular_o power_n and_o in_o religious_a by_o their_o pastor_n and_o superior_n that_o thus_o be_v in_o some_o certainty_n of_o subordination_n and_o good_a exterior_a order_n we_o may_v free_o attend_v to_o thou_o in_o our_o soul_n without_o go_v forth_o but_o of_o mere_a necessity_n the_o l._n confession_n o_o who_o will_v seek_v or_o love_v any_o thing_n but_o thou_o my_o god_n who_o be_v exceed_v great_a and_o of_o thy_o goodness_n there_o be_v no_o end_n who_o woulâ_n lose_v thou_o for_o nothing_o and_o depaât_v from_o the_o fountain_n of_o life_n for_o to_o drink_v out_o of_o a_o cestern_a that_o be_v âul_a of_o filthy_a and_o muddy_a water_n what_o be_v all_o thing_n but_o thyself_o for_o the_o satisfy_n of_o our_o soul_n if_o thou_o die_v as_o thou_o die_v for_o we_o that_o we_o may_v live_v ou_o to_o thou_o can_v we_o 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