mine intollerable heauines I cried to thee O my God and from heauen thou hardest my gronings thereupon first preparedst my hart to aske comfort of thee and then thou diddest accept my praier and gauest me plentifully my asking Oh my soule consider well that thou art neuer able to declare the exceeding goodnesse of God in this that hee heard the very desires of thee being afflicted who is so redy fauourably to grant the requests of the afflicted that oftentimes hee tarrieth not vntill they do call but or euer they call vpon him fauourably heareth them as the Psalmist saith The desire of the aflicted thou hearest O Lord thou preparest their hearts Psal 77 and thine eares heare them Oh Lord my God maruellous things are these whether I consider of this maruellous maner of thy hearing or else the maruellous nature property of thy goodnesse Maruellous no doubt is that thy hearing whereby the very desires of the afflicted are heard but much more maruellous is this thy goodnesse which tarriest not vntill the afflicted do desire thy help but preparest first their harts to desire and then thou giuest them their desires Yea Lord worthy of all praise it cannot otherwise bee For how shouldest thou doe otherwise then thy nature and property is Art not thou very goodnesse and mercy it selfe How canst thou then but pitty and helpe misery Art not thou both the creator and also the conseruer of all things Insomuch as the Lyons whelpes roaring after their pray doe seeke their food at thy hands and the Rauens birds lacking meat Psal 147. Esa 94. do call vpon thee If then thy fatherly prouidence tender care O Lord vpon all thy creatures bee so great that the very beasts and foules haue this experience of thy goodnesse in their necessities that their roarings cryings haue the strength of earnest calling and desires how much rather doe these sighings groanings and desperate heauinesse of men but chiefly of thy children crie and call lowde in thine eares though they speake neuer a word at all Should I then now despaire of thy fatherly mercy whiles presently I feele thee stirre vp my soule and heart to craue help at thy hand Should I thinke that thou wilt absent thy self for euer that thou wilt be no more intreated that thy mercy is cleane gon that thy promise is come vtterly to an end that thou wilt now shut vp thy louing kindenesse in displeasure Nay Lord for all alterations are of thy right hand and turne alway to the best to them that feare thee All this is but mine owne infirmitie for thou art euer one thy promises bee infallible and thy loue towards thine euerlastingly during I will therefore in this my present tentation grieuous assault powre out the heauinesse of my heart before thee deare Father Out of the deepe will I cry and lift vp my soule vnto thee Psal 1. from whom I assuredly know my helpe is comming I will also for my present comfort call to remembrance O Lord my God thy tender mercies towards me already shewed the multitude of thy benefits the greatnesse of the saâ—e the long continuance of them euen from my onception vntill this instant and sinally thy continuall loue and desire to powre them vpon me And moreouer sith thy goodnesse is so great O Lord that thou doest not onely pitty misery but also callest the heauy hearted and afflicted vnto thee promising that thou wilt ease their misery Mat. 11. for as much as by the motion of thy good spirit I loath and abhorre my sins feele the grieuousnesse of them and thy heauy wrath towards me for the same and sinally what neede I haue of thy gracious aide and succour therfore O Lord in thy Sonne Christs name with sure confidence and trust in thine infallibe promise in this mine anguish and trouble I come vnto thee at thy mercifull calling craue comfort at thy hand For thou hast promised that when I loath my sins thou wilt vtterly forget them when I feele the grieuous but then of them thy mercy swalloweth them vp when I seeke that I want thou wilt assuredly grant it me For sith thou mouest my heart to desire help how should I mistrust but thou wilt for thy truths sake giue me my asking Yea where I know not how or what to desire as I ought thy holy spirit gratiously working in mee maketh intercession mightly for mee with groanings which caÌ„not be expresseth and therwithal certifieth my spirit that by adoption through thy great mercy and goodnesse I am become thy child and heire Why should I not then be of good comfort and ioyfull in thee my God For if thou be on my side who can bee against me Since thou diddest not spare thine owne sonne but gauest him for me euen when I was thine enimy how shalt thou not with him now that by his death I am brought into thy fauour giue me all things with him and for his sake Rom. 8. Who shal lay any thing to the charge of thine elect it is thou Lord which iustifiest mee It is Christ that hath died for mee yea rather that is risen againe for me Who also is set on thy right hand and hath taken possession yea and perpetually there maketh intercession for mee vntill that ioyfull day be come when I shall haue full fruition of the most glorious presence of thy diuine maiesty in the kingdome which thou hast prepared before the beginning of the world â—phe â— but in time to the gracious goodnesse thought best made known to mee by giuing thy holy spirit into my heart whereby when I first Lord beleeued thy holy word which is thine owne power to saue all that beleeue I was sealed Rom. 8. confirmed and stablished in the certainty of that â—hine euerlasting kingdome and inheritance For the which inestimable benefit of thy rich grace Oh Lord my God I beseech thee euen for the loue thou barest to Christ Iesus thy son and the mercy thou haddest on him when he cried on the crosse Maâ— â—7 My God my God why hast thou forsaken mee Help help I say inflame my heart with loue so plentifully towardes thee againe that I may bee euen swallowed vp in the ioyful feeling of the same in such sort that I may of very thankfulnes loue thee my God alone thee I say my deare God and nothing but thee and for thy sake O holy spirit whose work this is in me increase this work of thy inâ—uit mercy and preserue me that I neuer become vnthankfull vnto thee therfore Amen A praier for the sicke O Most mercifull God which according to the multitude of thy mercies doest so put away the sins of those which truly repeÌ„t that thou remembrest them no more open thy eies of mercy and look vpon this thy sicke seruant who most earnestly desireth pardon and forgiuenes renue in him most louing father whatsoeuer hath beene decaied by the fraud
of Psalmes and oâ—her good prayers because they know that thereby peculiarly besides the other Scriptures there is no small helpe as may appeare by Paul Ephes 5. whereby he willeth the congregation to vse Psalmes Hymnes and spirituall songs but so that in the heart wee would sing and say them Not that thy children doe not vse their tongues and words in praying to thee for they doe vse their tongues speech and words to stirre vp their inward desire and feruencie of the mind ful well knowing that else we were a plaine moâ—king of thee to pray with lips and tongues onely Oh that I might feele now thy spirit so to affect mee that both with heart and mouth I might hartily and in faith pray vnto thee Now concerning the things that are to bee prayed for thy children know that the prayer taught by thy Sonne most surely and plainly doth containe the same and therefore they often vse it first asking of thee their heaueÌ„ly father through Christ that thy name might euery where be had in holinesse and praise then that thy kingdome by regeneration and the ministery of the Gospel might come so thirdly that willingly perfectly and perpetually they might study to doe yea doe indeed thy will with thy holy and heauenly Angels and spirits These things they seeke pray for namely thy kingdome and thy righteousnesse before any worldly benefit After which petitions because all things yea euen the benefits of this present life doe come from thee they doe godly desire the same vnder the name of dayly bread being instructed of thy wisdome that after spirituall benefits to aske corporall is not vnseemely vnto thy children which know both spirituall and corporall to come from thy mercy In the other petitions they pray for things to bee taken from them beginning with forgiuenesse of sins which were impudently prayed for if that their hearts were not so broken that they could forgiue all things to all men For their part they adde their profession that is Charitie wherby they professe that they haue forgiuen all offences done to them Howbeit because it is not enough to haue pardoÌ„ of that wh ch is past except they be preserued from new offences they pray thee not to leade them into temptation by permitting them to the peruerse suggestions of Satan but rather to deliuer them from his importunitie and power vnderstanding Satan the author of all euill Oh deare God that thou wouldest endue mee with thy spirit of grace and praier with thy children accordingly to make this prayer alwaies whensoeuer I doe pray As for outward euils so long as they doe not as it were inforce thy people to sinne in that christian perfection doth account theÌ„ amongst thy benefits thy Son hath not taught thy Church to pray for the taking away of them in their praier for here he hath contained but those things for the which al Christians generally and particularly may of faith pray at all times It often commeth to passe that exterior euils because they bee not euils indeede that is they bee not against Gods grace in vs therefore they cannot of faith be praied for to be taken away for thy children that haue faith doe alwaies preferre thy iudgement before their owne The which iudgement when they know by that which hapneth to them they submit themselues therto wholy although the spirit make his vnspeakable gronings to helpe their infirmities by prayer not to haue them taken away but that they might haue strength and patience to beare the burden accordingly Which burden if it bee to heauie in the bitter sense and feeling therof they in their praiers doe complaine something rather then pray to haue it taken away as our Sauiour did in the garden wheÌ„ hee added to his complaint Not my will but thy will be done So doe thy people in al their complaints adde not as wee will but as thou wilt For they are taught by thy spirit no otherwise to pray for the taking away of corporall euils either from themselues or from others vnlesse they by the same spirit doe certainely see the same to make to thy glorie as did thine Apostles seruants when absolutelie and without condition they did aske health or miracle for any when they healed or raised the dead by praier for they knew nothing can be better then when it is according to thy will Oh that I might alwaies know thy will in all things and for euer apply my selfe thereto Hereof it commeth that thy saints and deere children which loue their neighbours as themselues doe yet notwithstaÌ„ding in their praiers aske vengeanes of some as wee may reade in the Psalmes of Dauid because in praying and talking with thee they see by thy holie spirit for without it is no true prayer sometimes thy iudgements vpon some which they perceiue to sin to death and therefore ought not to be praied for because thy glorie cannot be set forth as it should bee without their destruction Thy will is alwaies best and the thing wherto they frame all their desires Therefore when they perceiue that it is decreed with thee such such by their destruction to set foorth more mightily thy glory how should they but desire and pray for the same and write as Dauid hath done that the godly in reading and weighing such prayers might receiue coÌ„fort the vngodly be afraid else when that they perceiue not so manifestly the determined iudgement of God they in their prayers doe most heartely pray for them as Samuell did for Saul Moâ—s s for the Isralites Abraham for the Sodomites O good Father for thy mercies sake giue mee the true loue of mankind but yet so that I may loue man for thee and in thee and alwaies preferre thy glorie aboue all things through Christ our Lord. Now though thy children doe know that thy will cannot but bee done and nothing can be done but that thou of thine owne will hast determined to doe although no man should desire the same yet are they earnest and frequent in praier first to render obedience to thee which requirest prayer as a spirituall seruice to thee secondly because thou hast ordained praier to bee as an instrument and meane by the which thou workest things with thee already decreed and determined Thy children doe vse praier to offer thee their seruice if it shall please thee to vse the same and as they doe eat and drinke which is a meane ordained of thee for the conseruation of their life not looking thereby to lengthen their daies aboue their bonds which already thou hast appointed but as it becommeth them to vse the meanes which thou hast ordained to serue thy prouidence so doe they as men herein not curious to know thy prouidence further then thou reueilest it vse prayer as a mean by the which thou art accustomed to worke many of thy childrens desires that according to thy good will thou maiest vse the same They doe not thinke a
mutability in thee for thou art God and art not changed with thee there is no variablenesse and therfore they pray not as men which would haue thy determination and ordinances which are in most wisdome and mercy to bee altered but rather that they might submit their wils to thine and make them more able to beare thy will and pleasure They know thou hast promised to help them calling vpon thee wherfore they doubt not but so thou wilt doe and therefore pray accordingly They loue thee harâ—ely and therefore they cannot but desire much to talke with thee that is to pray euen as a wel mannered and louing wife will not take vpon her to aske any thing of her husband at al but what she hopeâ—h he will take in good part do of his owne f ee will alâ—hough she had spoken nothing therof When she knoweth what her husbands will is in things shee gladly talketh with him thereof and according as shee seeth hee is disposed to doe she wil often desire him to doe it Euen so thy children I say which heartely loue thee in that they know thy wisedome and will is best how can they but often talke with thee and desire thee to do that which they know is best which they know also thou wouldest do if none should aske or pray for the same Thy chiâ—dren vse prayer as a meane by thâ— which they see plainly thy power thy presence thy prouidence mercy and goodnesse towards them in graunting their petitions and by praier they are confirmed of them Yea thy children vse praier to admonish them how that all things are in thy hands In pâ—ayer they are as it were of thee put in minde of those things which they haue ione against thee their good Lord By reason whereof repentance ensâ—eth and they conceiue a purpose to liue moâ—e purely euer afterward and more hartily to appâ—y themselues to all innocencie and goodnesse Who now conâ—idâ—ring so manâ—e great commodities to come by reason of praier would maruell why thy children are much in praier and labouring to prouoke others therevnto For as none that is a suter to any other will vse any thing which might offend or hinder his sute so no man that vseth praier will flatter himselfe in anie thing that should displease thee to whom by praier he moueth sute whensoeuer he praieth so that nothing is a more prouocation to all kind of godlinesse then praier is As concerning outward things which thy childreÌ„ pray for although they know thy will and decree is not variable and thy purpose must needs come to passe yet doe they receiue by their prayer no small commoditie For either they obtaine their requests or not If they doe obtaine them then proue they by experience that thou dost the will of them that feare thee and so they are more kindled to loue and serue thee And indeed for this purpose thou art wont when thou wilt doe good to any to stir vp their minds to desire the same good of thee to the end that both thou and thy gifts may bee so much the more magnified and set by of them by how much they haue beene carnest suters and petitioners for the same For how can it but inflame them with loue towards thee to perceiue and feele thee so to care for them heare them and loue them If they doe not obtaine that they praie for yet vndoubtedly they receiue great comfort to see that the euils which presse them and wherof they complaine still doe not oppresse and ouercome them and therefore they receiue strength to beare the same the better O good father helpe me that I may heartily loue thee complaine to thee in all my needs alwaies by praier to powre out my heart before thee Amen Iohn Bradford A meditation vpon the Lords prayer Our Father THou good Lord which madest heauen and earth the sea and all that is therein Exod. 1. together with thy dearâ—ly beloued sonne Iesus Christ and with thy holy spirit thou the same God which openedst thy self to Adam by thy promise Gen. 3. Gen 12.22.23.24.25 Exod. 13.14 15. Exod. 19.20 thou the God of Abraham Isaac and Iacob then which broughtest thy people of Israel forth of Egypt with a mighty haÌ„d a stretched out power thou which gauest the Law vpon Mount Sinai thou which spakest by thy prophets and last of all in these latter daies Heb. 1 by the dearely beloued Son Iesus Christ whom thou wouldest should be made a second Adam that as by the first wee are children of wrath 1 Cor. 15. Rom. 5. carnall and full of concupisâ—ence so by him we might bee made children of grace and spirituall by communicating with him in qualitie merits vertues and grace of his flesh through the operation of his holy spâ—rit as hee communicated wi h vs the substance of our flesh in the wombe of the Virgin Mary Maâ— 1. Luke 1. in the operation of the same holy spirit beeing that blessed seede which was promised to Adam Abraham â—saac Iacob and Dauid which should bruse the Serpents head Gen. 3.12.26 â—8 Psaâ— 89 2. Reg. 1 Luke 1. Psal 110. which should bring the blessing on all Nations which should raigne ouer his house for euer and mightily ouercome thine and our enemies as indeede he did by his incarnation natiuitie Rom. 8. circumcision exile baptisme fasting temptation doctrine miracles watchings agonies bloudie prayer passion death resurrection and ascension Mat. 24. 2. Cor. 15. 2. Thes 4. 2 Cor. 5. Exo. 31.33 Joel 3. Psal 15. Gen. 6. and yet still so doth by his mediation and intercession for vs and at the length will on all parts fully accomplish by his comming to iudgement which will bee suddenly in the twinkling of an eye with the blast of a trumpet and shout of an Archangell when hee shall bee seene with thousands of Saints innumerable thousands of Angels all the whole world being on fire al the people that euer were are or shall be then standing before his tribunall or iudgement seate to render an account of that they haue done in this body be it good or bad Thou I say this God which are holie righteous true wise pure chast mighty mercifull good gracious an hater of sin and a reuenger of vnrighteousnes c a Our heart is by naâ—ure so corrupt vnsercheably euill that out of it springeth al wicked concupiscence so that the inclination thereto is prone to euill euer from our bi r h vp our miâ—de and vnderstanding is so darkened that of our selues we cannot perceiue those things that â—e of God aâ— is all the wisedome which we receiue from Adam na uralâ—y or otheâ—wise aâ—taine by labour or study before regeneraâ—ioÌ„ wouldest that I which am borne in sinne and conceiued in iniquitie which by nature am a child of wrath and in whom dwelleth continuall enmitie against thee that I which am nothing but sinne and one that doth
euil alwaies before thee should call thee and beleeue thee this God and Father of our Lord Sauiour Iesus Christ to be in very deed my Father that is thou wouldest I should be most assured that thou of thine owne good will which thou barest to mewards before I was yea before the world was hast in Christ chosen mee to be thy childe and through him art become my most louing Father from whom I should looke for all good things be most certainly perswaded that loâ—ke how much thou art more then a man so much thy loue and fatherly prouidence towards me passeth the loue and prouidence of any Father towards his child in louing mee caâ—ing how to helpe mee prouiding for mee nurturing mee and heâ—ping me in all my needs So certaine thou wouldest haue mee to bee of this that to doubt of it doth most displease thee and dishonour thee as though either thou were not true or not able to doe these things or else becamest not my father in respect of thine owne goodnesse in Christ only but also in respect of my worthinesse and deserts Causes to comfort our f i th that God is our father And that I should not wauer or doubt of this that thou art my deare Father and I thy childe for euer through Iesus Christ it is required in the first commandement which saith I am the Lord thy God thou shalt haue none other Gods but me Againe thy sonne doth here command mee to call thee by the name of Father Moreouer in the fâ—rst article of my beleefe I professe the same in saying I beleeue in God the Father almighty Besides this there are manie other things to confirme me herein as the creation and gouernement of the world generally and of euerie creature particularly for all is made and kept for man and so for me to serue me for my commoditie necessitie and admonition Again the creation of me in that thou hast made mee after thy image hauing a reasonable soule body shape c. where thou mightest haue made me a Toad a serpent a Swine deformed franticke c. Moreouer thy wonderfull conseruation nourishing and keeping of me hitherto in my infancy childhood youth c. All these I say should confirme my faith in thy fatherly loue But of all things the opening of thy selfe by thy word and promise of grace made after mans fall fâ—rst to Adam then to Abraham Isaac Iacob and so to other being published by the Prophets from time to time and last of all accomplished by thy deare Sonne Iesus Christ in whom thy promises are yea and Amen the opening of thy selfe thus I say in and by Christ is the most chiefe and sure certificate that thou art my Father for his sake and I thy deare childe although of my selfe I am most vnworthie For thou according to thy promises hast not spared thy deare Son Iesus Christ but giuen him to the death of the Crosse for my sinnes Thou wouldest he should be made flesh of our flesh and blood of our blood in the wombe of the Virgin Maâ—y by the operation of thy holy spirit that we by the working of the same spirit through the merits of his flesh and blood might be made flesh of his flesh and blood of his blood that is as he hath the substance of our flesh and blood euen so wee might haue and for euer enioy in him and through him the qualities vertues and gifts oâ— righteousnesse holinesse innocencie immortalitie and glorie wherewith he hath endued our nature in his owne person for vs all that as now in faith and hope we haue the same so in his comming Phil. 3 wee might fully enioy them in very deede for then shall our bodies now vile bee like to his glorious bodie Heerein appeareth thy loue not that we loued thee but that thou louedst vs 1. John â— and hast giuen thy Sonne for vs. Heerein doest thou commend vnto vs thy loue that when wee were yet sinners Christ thy deare Sonne died for vs Rom. 5. so that nothing should seperate vs from the loue in Christ Iesus Rom. 8. neither affliction anguish persecution famine neither life nor deaâ—h c. For when we were enemies Rom. 5. wee were reconciled vnto thee by the death of thy Son much more we being reconciled shall bee saued in his life And that I should not doubt heereof but certainely be perswaded all this to pertaine to mee where I might haue beene boâ—ne of Turks and infidels loe thou wouldest I should bee borne of Christian Parents What Baptisme is and what it requireth brought into thy Church by Baptisme which is a Sacrament of adoption and requireth faith as well of remission of my sinnes as of sanctification and holinesse to bee wrought of thee in me by thy grace and holy spirit Where I might haue beene borne in an ignorant time Region thou wouldest I should bee borne in this time and Region wherein is more knowledge reuealed then euer was heere or many place is Where I might haue beene of a corrupt iudgement and intangled with many errors loe thou of thy goodnesse as thou hast reformed my iudgement so dost thou keepe it and now for the same iudgements sake doest vouchsafe What is the effâ—ct or fruiâ— that commeth of this certain perswasion that God is our father somewhat by the Crosse to try mee By all which things I should conâ—â—rme my faith of this that thou alwaies hast been art and wilt bee for euer my deare father In respect whereof as I should be certaine of saluation of the inheritance of heauen for euer so should I be thankefull cast my whole care on thee trust to thee and call on thee with comfort and certaine hope for all things that I want For in that thou hast giuen to me this benefit to bee thy child vndeserued and vndesired on my behalfe simply and onely in respect of thine owne goodnesse and grace in Christ least at anie time I should doubt of it how should I but hope certainely that nothing profitable to me can be denied in that thy power is infinite For as thy good will is declared in adopting me so nothing can be finally wanting in mee which may make for my weale for then should not thy power be almighty and therefore my beleefe requireth that I should beleeue in thee the father almightie In consideration wherof I should in all things behaue my selfe as a child reioice in thee praise thee trust in thee feare thee serue thee loue thee call vpon thee c. But alas how heauy hearted am I How vnthankefull am I How ful of vnbeleefe and doubting of this thy rich mercy How little do I loue thee feare thee call vpon thee c. Oh be mercifull vnto mee forgiue me good father for thine owne sake and grant mee the spirit of thy children to reueale thy selfe vnto me and Iesus Christ thy deare Sonne our Lord by
mouth and call vs vnto thee open our eares that we may heare thee so that what soeuer we do speake or thinke it may be directed vnto thee alone our redeemer mediator and aduocate If ye be risen again with Christ seek the things which are aboue where Christ setteth at the right haÌ„d of God set your affection on things that are aboue and not on things which are on earth Col. 3. Another THou Lord diddest put away Mary Magdalen from the kissing of thy feet because thy flesh was not yet exalted and she knew not yet the dignity of thy glorified body beautified with the glory of immortality but was addicted only to the bodily presence She yet sought the liuing among the dead neither was it known to her that thou wast equall with thy father Wherfore thou wouldest not suffer her so much as to kisse thy feet because it was a thing vnworthy for thy maiesty O thou mighty Lion of the Tribe of Iuda thou conqueror of hell and death euerliuing and immortall thou art now risen from death for vs thou art now asceÌ„ded to thy Father and our Father and sittest at his right hand in glorie suffer vs to come neer vnto thee that we may kisse thee yea Lord thou louer of our soules Cant. 1. come then rather vnto vs kisse vs with the kisse of thy mouth that we may bee glad and reioice in thee draw vs that we may runne after the sauour of thy sweet ointments that wee may behold thee in righteousnesse Psal 17. and when thy glory shal appeare we may be satisfied for in thy presence there is fulnesse of ioy Psal 16. and in thy right hand there are pleasures for euermore A Praier for true repentance MOst gratious God and mercifull father of our Sauiour Iesus Christ because I haue sinned and done wickedly and through thy goodnesse haue receiued a desire of repentance whereunto this thy long suffering doth draw my hard heart I beseech thee for thy great mercies sake in Christ to worke the same repentance in me and by thy spirit power and grace so to humble mortifie and feare my conscience for my sinnes to saluation that in thy good time thou maist comfort quicken me again through Iesus Christ thy dearely beloued Son So be it I.B. A praier for the strength and increase of faith O Merciful God and deare father of our Lord and Sauior Iesus Christ in whom as thou art well pleased so hast thou commanded vs to heare him forasmuch as hee often biddeth vs to aske of thee and also promiseth that thou wilâ— heare vs and granâ— vs that which in his name we shall aske of thee loâ— gracious father we are bold to beâ—â— of thy mercy through thy sonne Iesus Christ one sparkle of true faith and certaine perswasion of thy goodnesse and loue towards vs in Christ where through I being assured of the pardon of all my sinnes by the merits of Christ thy sonne may be thankfull to thee loue thee and serue thee in holinesse and righteousnes all the daies of my life I.B. A praier for the true sense and feeling of Gods fauour and mercy in Christ OH Lord God and deare Father what shall I say that feele all things to be in maner with mee as in the wicked Blind is my mind crooked is my will and peruerse concupiscence is in me as a spring or stinking puddle O how faint is faith in me How little is my loue to thee or to thy people How great is selfe loue How hard is my heart By reason whereof I am mooued to doubt of thy goodnesse towards mee whether thou art my mercifull Father and whether I be thy child or no. Indeed worthily might I doubt if that the hauing of these were the cause and not the fruit rather of thy children The cause why thou art my father is thy mercy goodnesse grace and truth in Christ Iesus which cannot but remaine for euer In respect whereof thou hast borne me this good will to bring me into thy Church by baptisme and to accept me into the number of thy children that I might bee holy faithful obedient and innocent and to call me diuers times by the ministery of thy word into thy kingdome besides thy innumerable other benefits alwaies hitherto powred vpon me All which thou hast done of this thy good will which thou of thine owne mercy barest to mee in Christ and for Christ before the world was made The which thing as thou requirest straitly that I should beleeue without doubting so wouldest thou that in all my needs I should come vnto thee as vnto a Father and make my mone without mistrust of being heard in thy good time as most shall make to my comfort Loe therefore to thee deare Father I come through thy sonne our Lord mediator and aduocate Iesus Christ who sitteth on thy right hand making intercession for me and pray thee of thy great goodnesse mercy in Christ to be mercifull vnto mee that I may feele indeed thy sweet mercy as thy child The time Oh deare father I appoint not but I pray thee that I may with hope stil expect and looke for thy helpe I hope that as thou for a litle whil hast left me so thou wilt come and visit mee and that in thy great mercy whereof I haue need by reason of my great misery Thou art wont for a little season in thine anger to hide thy face from them whom thou louest but surely O Redeemer in eternall mercies thou wilt shew thy compassions For when thou leauest vs O Lord thou dost not leaue vs very long neither dost thou leaue vs to our owne losse but to our lucre and aduantage euen that thy holy spirit with bigger portion of thy power and vertue may lighten and cheare vs that the want of feeling of our sorrow may be recompenced plentifully with the liuely sense of hauing thee to our eternall ioy and therfore thou swarest that in thine euerlasting mercy thou wilt haue compassion on vs. Of which thing to the end we might be most assured thine oath is to bee marked for thou saiest As I haue sworne that I will neuer bring any more the waters to drown the world so haue I sworne that I will neuer more be angry with thee nor reproue thee The mountaines shall remoue the hils shall fall downe but my louing kindnesse shall not moue the bond of my peace shall not faile thee Thus saiest thou the Lord our mercifull redeemer Deare Father therefore I pray thee remember euen for thine owne truth and mercy sake this promise and euerlasting couenant which in thy good time I pray thee to write in my heart that I may know thee to be the only true God and Iesus Christ whom thou hast sent that I may loue thee with all my heart for euer that I may loue thy people for thy sake that I may be wholy in thy sight through Christ that I
thy holy spirit that they may boldly and cheerefully a bid such trial as thy godly wisdome shall appoint 1. Pet. 1. Acts 2. Mat. 10. Luk 21. so that at length aswel by their death as by their life the kingdome of thy Son Iesus Christ may increase and shine throughout all the world In whose name we make our humble petitions vnto thee as he hath taught vs saiing Our father which art c. A Praier to be said before receiuing of the communion O Father of mercy and God of all consolation seeing al creatures do acknowledge and confesse thee to be their gouernor and Lord it becommeth vs the workmanship to thine owne hands at al times to reuerence a magnifie thy godly maiesty First for that thou hast created vs to thine owne imagr similitude Gen. 1. Eph. 2. Gala. 1. Gen. 3. Acts. 4. Heb. 9. Apoc. 5. John 3. Heb. 8. Heb 4. 1. Pet. 1. Esâ— 45.53 Ma. 3.17 Ier. 31. but chiefly because thou hast deliuered vs from that euerlasting death damnation into which Satan drew mankinde by the meanes of sinne from the bondage whereof neither man nor Angeli was able to make vs free but thou O Lord rich in mercy and infinite in goodnesse hast prouided our redemption to stand in thine onely and welbeloued Son whom of very loue thou diddest giue to bee made man like vnto vs in all things Heb. 8. Rom. 5. Heb. 2. John 6. Gen. 3. Rom. 5. Ephe. 3. sinne excepted that in his body hee might receiue the punishment of our transgression by his death to make satisfaction to thy iustice and by his resurrection to destroy him that was the authour of death so to bring againe life to the world from which the whole of spring of Adam was most iustly exiled Eph. 2. John 6.17 Gen. 6. Rom. 3. â—sa 64. Psal 5.12 Rom. 7. Mat. 16. 2 Cor. 2. Luk. 11. Mat. 11. O Lord we acknowledge that no creature was able to comprehend the length and breadth the deepnes and height of that thy most excellent loue which mooued thee to shew mercy when none was deserued to promise and giue â—ife where death had gotten victory to receiue vs into thy grace when wee could doe nothing but rebell against thy Maiestie The blind dulnesse of our corrupt nature wil not suffer vs sufficiently to weigh these thy most ample benefits Yet neuerthelesse at the commandement of Iesus Christ our Lord Ma. 16. Luk. 11. 1. Co. 11. Joh. 8. Gala. 5. Rom. 8. 1 Pe. 1. Ephe. 5. Heb. 4. Rom. 3. Ma. 25. Phil. 3. Ephe. 1. Ephe 2. Apo. 13. wee present our selues to this thy table which he hath left to be vsed in remembrance of his death vntill his comming againe to declare and witnesse before the world that by him alone we haue receiued liberty and life that by him alone thou doest acknowledge vs to be thy children and heires that by him alone we haue entrance to the throne of thy grace that by him alone wee are possessed in our spirituall kingdome to eate and drinke at his Table and with whom wee hauour conuersation presently in Heauen and by whom our bodies shall be raised vp again from the dust and shall be placed with him in that endlesse ioy which thou O Father of mercy hast prepared for thine elect before the foundation of the world was laid And these most inestimable benefts wee acknowledge and confesse to haue receiued of thy free mercy and grace by thine only beloued son Iesus Christ For the which therefore we thy congregation moued by thy holy spirit doe render to thee all thanks praise and glory for euer and euer A thanksgiuing after the receiuing of the holy Communion MOst mercifull Father we render vnto thee all praise thanks honour glory for that it hath pleased thee of thy great mercies to graÌ„t vnto vs miserable sinners so excelleÌ„t a gift treasure as to receiue vs into the fellowship and company of thy deare son Iesus Christ our Lord whom thou hast deliuered to death for vs hast giuen him vnto vs as a necessary food and nourishment vnto euerlasting life And now we beseech thee also O heauenly father to grant vs this request that thou neuer suffer vs to become so vnkind as to forget so worthy benefits but father imprint fasten them sure in our harts Luk. 15. Gala. 5. 1. Tim. 4. â—â—h 5. 2. P t. 5. Mat. 5. 1. Pe. 1 that we may gâ—oâ—â— and increase daily more and more in true faith which continually is exercised in all maner of good workeâ— and so much the rather O Lord confirme vs in these perilous dates and rages of Satan that we may constantly stand and continue in the confession of the same to the aduancement of thy glory which art God ouer all things blessed for euer A lamentation of a sinner afflicted in conscience for his offences IN the middest of the desperate assaults of my soule the intollerable heauinesse of my mind both heertofore Lord cried as shrill in thine eare as though I had shricked and with lamentations cried out saying Helpe helpe me my GOD my creatour my most prouident keeper and euerlasting defencer for behold I perish On this occasion Lord when heauinesse of minde did heeretofore assault me I remembred that thou haddest many times set before mine eies the wonderfull greatnes of thy most tender loue towards me by the great multitude of thy benefits powred vpon me which benefits euery of thy workes as they came before mine eies gaue me iust occasion to be mindfull of Would not thought I if I had in any maner any grace at al would not such loue bring now into my heart a wonderfull delectation ioy comfort in God for the same And againe could such delight in Gods sweet mercy tender loue towards mee if I were not as euill as a cast away that were none of Gods children be without loathing of my sin and lust and desire to doe Gods holie will And these things thought I fle vpon mee vnthankfull wretch are either not at all in me or else indeed so coldly and slenderly that they being truely waighed and compared to righteousnesse are mâ—re vile then a filthy cloth starched in corrupt blood O thought I I am afraid I haue deceiued my selfe for thy seruants at all times I trow feele otherwise then I now doe the fruits of thy spirit as loue ioy peace and such like But my loue alas toward thee what is it my ioy is not once almost felt of me for my very soule within mee as Dauid in his heauinesse said refuseth comfort and fareth as though it did vtterly dispare and what peace can I feele then or certainty of thy fauour and loue Iustly I may powre out this dolorous lamentation of Sion The Lord hath forsaken me Isa 49 and my Lord hath forgotten me Euen in the middest I say of these my former desperate assaults and in