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utter_a 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d the_o weight_n of_o the_o 〈◊〉_d sin_n which_o be_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d soul_n by_o the_o almighty_a and_o therefore_o be_v now_o put_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d and_o 〈◊〉_d condition_n and_o 〈◊〉_d that_o his_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d he_o before_o withal_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d but_o 〈◊〉_d definitive_o no_o more_o ado_n no_o further_o talk_v i_o see_v i_o can_v bear_v the_o sting_n of_o the_o least_o sin_n and_o therefore_o i_o must_v not_o keep_v it_o heretofore_o he_o can_v make_v a_o shift_n to_o shake_v off_o the_o fear_n of_o the_o threaten_n of_o the_o word_n which_o be_v denounce_v to_o stop_v the_o mouth_n of_o his_o conscience_n which_o whisper_v bitter_a thing_n in_o his_o bosom_n and_o to_o
must_v be_v a_o stranger_n from_o the_o life_n of_o christ_n rom._n 8._o 1._o have_v not_o yet_o his_o spirit_n be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o condemnation_n and_o that_o if_o he_o so_o continue_v he_o shall_v perish_v but_o whether_o he_o shall_v be_v convert_v and_o bring_v home_o at_o last_o by_o the_o almighty_a power_n of_o the_o lord_n it_o rest_v only_o in_o his_o own_o bosom_n depend_v alone_o upon_o his_o good_a pleasure_n leave_v we_o then_o the_o sentence_n with_o the_o lord_n who_o will_v either_o recover_v he_o out_o of_o his_o sin_n or_o most_o righteous_o judge_v he_o for_o it_o of_o consolation_n here_o be_v also_o a_o cordial_a to_o keep_v 2._o up_o the_o faint_a heart_n of_o decrepit_a and_o age_a sinner_n who_o noisome_a lust_n plead_v prescription_n of_o continuance_n as_o though_o they_o be_v beyond_o the_o authority_n of_o any_o law_n to_o cast_v they_o out_o i_o confess_v it_o indeed_o oh_o that_o ancient_a man_n will_v consider_v it_o the_o case_n be_v very_o 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〈◊〉_d of_o a_o ill_a lead_v life_n and_o begin_v to_o bethink_v himself_o be_v not_o in_o a_o right_a way_n sudden_o the_o enemy_n 〈◊〉_d to_o his_o view_n the_o number_n and_o nature_n of_o his_o many_o 〈◊〉_d and_o withal_o suggest_v the_o way_n so_o long_o 〈◊〉_d the_o time_n to_o return_v so_o short_a better_o not_o set_v out_o 〈◊〉_d not_o to_o be_v able_a to_o get_v home_o in_o vain_a now_o say_v 〈◊〉_d to_o begin_v so_o great_a a_o work_n of_o preparation_n when_o 〈◊〉_d have_v so_o little_a opportunity_n and_o so_o great_a a_o 〈◊〉_d thereunto_o to_o what_o purpose_n be_v it_o to_o strive_v 〈◊〉_d we_o can_v overcome_v to_o enter_v upon_o the_o 〈◊〉_d when_o in_o all_o likely_a hood_n we_o shall_v be_v benight_a see_n 〈◊〉_d sun_n be_v but_o a_o hour_n high_a and_o never_o come_v to_o the_o 〈◊〉_d of_o it_o oh_o shake_v off_o those_o sluggish_a discouragement_n sit_v 〈◊〉_d down_o and_o perish_v there_o be_v yet_o hope_v in_o israel_n 〈◊〉_d this_o thing_n it_o be_v true_a the_o work_n be_v 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flower_n of_o their_o year_n who_o breast_n run_v full_a of_o milk_n and_o their_o bone_n full_a of_o marrow_n as_o job_n speak_v they_o be_v to_o be_v exhort_v in_o the_o lord_n to_o take_v the_o safe_a and_o the_o easy_a course_n for_o themselves_o even_o the_o counsel_n of_o the_o wise_a man_n eccles._n 12._o 1._o remember_v now_o thy_o creator_n in_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o youth_n before_o thy_o evil_a day_n come_v the_o time_n that_o god_n use_v to_o bless_v most_o let_v we_o be_v wary_a to_o improve_v most_o for_o our_o good_a a_o wise_a traveller_n use_v to_o take_v the_o day_n before_o he_o and_o 〈◊〉_d account_v the_o middle_a of_o the_o day_n most_o safe_a for_o his_o passage_n the_o rule_n be_v most_o true_a and_o useful_a also_o for_o we_o while_o we_o be_v wildr_v onward_o towards_o the_o end_n 〈◊〉_d our_o hope_n rise_v we_o early_o prevent_v the_o morning_n watch_n to_o make_v speed_n to_o run_v the_o way_n of_o god_n cammandement_n while_o the_o best_a of_o our_o 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judgement_n weaken_v the_o memory_n as_o though_o all_o the_o passage_n be_v now_o stop_v and_o gate_n shut_v whereby_o grace_n shall_v have_v any_o entrance_n how_o shall_v faith_n come_v to_o he_o by_o hear_v who_o ear_n be_v become_v deaf_a that_o he_o can_v hear_v how_o shall_v he_o search_v the_o scripture_n in_o which_o grace_n and_o life_n be_v to_o be_v find_v who_o have_v not_o a_o eye_n able_a to_o see_v much_o less_o to_o read_v they_o how_o shall_v he_o be_v able_a to_o fathom_n the_o depth_n and_o mystery_n of_o salvation_n who_o be_v become_v a_o child_n in_o understanding_n not_o sufficient_a to_o conceive_v of_o the_o most_o common_a thing_n hence_o it_o be_v the_o prophet_n give_v such_o a_o man_n for_o go_v past_a recovery_n as_o it_o be_v isa._n 65._o 20._o the_o sinner_n of_o a_o hundred_o year_n old_a shall_v be_v accurse_v a_o curse_n be_v the_o portion_n that_o be_v carve_v out_o unto_o he_o he_o must_v look_v for_o nothing_o else_o that_o be_v his_o allowance_n a_o old_a rot_a post_n be_v only_o fit_a to_o be_v chip_v out_o for_o the_o fire_n no_o way_n prositable_a to_o be_v lay_v in_o the_o building_n no_o not_o to_o make_v pin_n for_o it_o he_o that_o have_v see_v a_o hundred_o year_n and_o yet_o never_o come_v to_o the_o sight_n and_o relish_v of_o the_o save_a work_n of_o grace_n farewell_o he_o as_o we_o use_v to_o speak_v i_o will_v not_o say_v it_o be_v impossible_a for_o he_o to_o avoid_v the_o curse_n i_o must_v say_v it_o be_v unusual_a for_o how_o just_o may_v god_n deny_v to_o entertain_v he_o who_o will_v not_o so_o many_o year_n give_v way_n and_o entertainment_n to_o his_o word_n and_o spirit_n what_o captain_n will_v entertain_v a_o soldier_n that_o be_v not_o able_a to_o fight_v what_o master_n will_v hire_v a_o servant_n that_o be_v not_o able_a to_o work_v in_o his_o vineyard_n why_o shall_v the_o lord_n 〈◊〉_d wise_a choose_v such_o weakling_n age_a and_o decrepit_a who_o shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o strike_v one_o stroke_n for_o he_o in_o the_o defence_n of_o his_o truth_n or_o set_v one_o foot_n forward_o in_o 〈◊〉_d way_n of_o his_o statute_n as_o achish_n speak_v of_o david_n when_o he_o come_v to_o the_o 〈◊〉_d and_o seigned_a himself_o mad_a 1_o sam._n 21._o 15._o what_o 〈◊〉_d i_o need_v of_o mad_a man_n that_o you_o have_v bring_v this_o man_n to_o i_o shall_v he_o enter_v into_o my_o house_n so_o the_o lord_n may_v say_v have_v i_o any_o need_n of_o dead_a man_n that_o you_o have_v bring_v these_o age_a 〈◊〉_d ruinous_a carcase_n before_o i_o shall_v they_o ever_o find_v acceptance_n or_o entrance_n into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o grace_n or_o glory_n have_v
not_o in_o your_o power_n to_o bring_v they_o in_o yet_o bring_v they_o as_o near_o to_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n as_o you_o can_v etc._n etc._n they_o be_v prick_v in_o their_o heart_n the_o last_o doctrine_n which_o be_v consider_v touch_v the_o work_n itself_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n 〈◊〉_d set_v on_o pierce_v the_o doct._n heart_n of_o the_o sinner_n through_o that_o be_v true_o affect_v therewith_o they_o be_v prick_v not_o in_o their_o eye_n to_o weep_v for_o their_o sin_n so_o esau_n can_v not_o in_o their_o tongue_n only_o to_o confess_v their_o sin_n so_o judas_n do_v i_o have_v sin_v in_o betray_v innocent_a blood_n nor_o in_o their_o hand_n alone_o to_o reform_v it_o outward_o so_o those_o apostat_n do_v 2_o pet._n 2._o 20._o they_o escape_v the_o pollution_n of_o the_o world_n through_o the_o acknowledgement_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n but_o it_o reach_v their_o heart_n their_o soul_n bleed_v inward_o their_o soul_n be_v most_o guilty_a and_o have_v 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forego_n and_o follow_v word_n i_o be_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n from_o the_o land_n of_o egypt_n and_o there_o be_v no_o saviour_n beside_o i_o ver_fw-la 4._o and_o blame_v also_o the_o frowardness_n and_o folly_n of_o their_o spirit_n not_o yield_v so_o ready_o and_o take_v the_o advantage_n of_o god_n deal_v for_o their_o good_a ver_fw-la 13._o the_o sorrow_n of_o a_o travel_a woman_n shall_v come_v upon_o he_o he_o be_v a_o unwise_a son_n for_o he_o shall_v not_o stay_v long_o in_o the_o place_n of_o the_o break_n forth_o of_o child_n q._n d._n the_o lord_n in_o mercy_n offer_v himself_o to_o the_o israelite_n under_o their_o terror_n as_o a_o midwife_n that_o will_v make_v way_n for_o they_o out_o of_o their_o sin_n and_o sorrow_n now_o in_o this_o 〈◊〉_d of_o he_o towards_o the_o people_n to_o be_v convert_v he_o profess_v that_o he_o will_v meet_v with_o they_o 〈◊〉_d a_o bear_n bereave_v of_o her_o whelp_n he_o will_v rend_v the_o cawl_n of_o their_o heart_n ver_fw-la 8._o the_o 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to_o the_o entertainment_n of_o the_o gospel_n shall_v be_v bring_v about_o by_o the_o lord_n the_o prophet_n set_v forth_o the_o greatness_n of_o that_o sorrow_n of_o they_o under_o a_o double_a similitude_n first_o zach._n 12._o 10._o they_o shall_v mourn_v for_o he_o as_o the_o mother_n mourn_v for_o her_o only_a son_n and_o for_o her_o first_o bear_v the_o mourning_n of_o a_o tender_a heart_a mother_n for_o her_o son_n her_o first_o bear_v and_o for_o her_o only_a son_n he_o add_v all_o degree_n of_o grief_n if_o she_o have_v possess_v many_o she_o may_v more_o easy_o have_v want_v one_o or_o at_o least_o part_v with_o it_o or_o have_v it_o be_v any_o but_o her_o first_o bear_v which_o have_v the_o first_o of_o her_o strength_n and_o the_o first_o of_o her_o love_n yet_o she_o may_v have_v bear_v it_o with_o more_o quietness_n but_o when_o all_o these_o meet_v together_o her_o life_n and_o comfort_n be_v wrap_v up_o in_o the_o life_n of_o the_o child_n the_o mourning_n become_v 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