Friends at and nigh Colebrook and Longford Meeting and thereaway Dear Frinds I Having you often in mind thought it long before I could send a few Lines having kept my Bed this three Months or more and have not been able to write and I am very weak still I could not go from my Bed But hearing of an opportunity have in much weakness written that which lay most upon my Mind which is for the building of you up in the most Holy Faith and encouraging of you in Well-doing Oh my dear and tender Friends feel the tender Love of the God of Love that we may magnifie his Name together though at a distance in Person O the unutterable Loving-Kindness of our God what Tongue can declare it how hath he preserv'd us provided for us hitherto beyond what our hearts could desire Hath he not done that for us which none other could do Hath he not delivered out of Dangers deep and Difficulties many Or hath he been ever wanting to us in doing us good Oh surely no but he hath multiplied his Mercies and encreased Blessings frequently and freely as he in his Wisdom sees what is most convenient for us and if he please to feed us with the Bread of Affliction and the Water of Adversity yet let us to his Teachings keep that we may learn to profit thereby Have not the trials and exercises of our Faith and Patience brought us to a good Experience of the Love of our God O let us keep a narrow watch over our Hearts that the Enemy may not subtilly creep in under any pretence for if he be harkened to he will weaken the Faith and Unbelief will enter and then the murmuring Spirit will be ready to charge the Lord foolishly Oh dear Hearts our tender Father is not wanting but is a present help in all our needs therefore let it be the whole and sole bent of our minds to perform our Duties unto him Oh up and be doing for the time is come that none must be idle but all that would have the wages of well-doing must be faithful every one in his place and none to make excuses for Châ—â—st our Head is full of Virtue and Strength and Might and ready to communicate to all his Members a suitable and seasonable supply at all times and if we as diligent Servants wait on him our tender Master he will discover our particular Duties and shew us what is required of us Oh let us go on with Courage unanimously that we may be helpful one unto another and so bring honour to our Head that we may feel his Power supporting of us upon all occasions that we may not doubt nor faint in our Minds by reason of the buffettings of the power of Darkness but through the Faith in Christ Jesus we may obtain Victory over all that would hinder the prosperity of Truth and keep it under for Truth must reign and the Lord will be honoured in the dominion thereof And he will sweep the Nation with the Beesom of his Wrath and the Hypocrites shall be tried and fear shall surprize them and woe will be to them that are at ease in Sion but well will it be with them who think nothing too dear to part with for the Truth sake whose Hearts are singly resigned to serve the Lord with all that he hath given them which is no more but our reasonable Duties which we have good cause diligently to perform unto the end that we may daily feel the vertue of Life continued and renewed to us unto the end and in the end a double reward which our God hath prepared for all that hold out and endure thereunto Blessed be his Holy Name for ever and for evermore Dear Friends feel me in that which thinks no evil and in it receive my Salutation that it may reach unto the same in you that we may breath one for another and be refreshed as Members of one Body We cannot say one unto another I have no need of thee for there is work for us all in the Vineyard Oh let us be diligent while we have time that we may receive our Peny of Life to the comforting of our Souls every day for we do not serve a hard Master So in that which engages to his service do I bid you farewell The 1st of the 6th Month 1678. Your Friend in that which engages our Hearts to serve our God faithfully without any reserve J. V. Some account given forth by Joan Vokins of the great Goodness and Mercy of the Lord towards her and of the wonderful Works that he hath done for her conducing to his Glory and her great Joy and Comfort Written with her own Hand a few Months before her decease as followeth SOmthing of the tender dealing of the Lord with me ever since my Childhood for blessed be his Name he preserved me from many Evils that Youth is often ensnared with and by his Light that I then had no acquaintance with shewed me the vanity and vain Customs of the World when I was very young and all along my youth his Good Spirit did still strive with me to preserve me from Sin and Evil And if I had at any time through persuasion of others gone to that they called Recreation I should be so condemned for passing away my precious time that I could have no peace so that I could take no delight in their Pastime but was still condemned And many times I cried to the Righteous God to reveal his way unto me and I promised to walk therein whatever I endured For the snares of the World the Lord was pleased to discover and in some measure to make known the Cross of Jesus that Crucifies unto the World and as I enclined to take it up and follow Jesus through the many Tribulations he endowed me with his Almighty Power wherein hath been my help blessed be his Worthy Name for ever for his Loving-Kindness never fails but his Mercies endure for ever and his great Compassion and tender Dealing towards my Soul when in Darkness and under the Region of the Shadow of Death is never to be forgotten for it hath been largely extended unto me when in deep distress When my cry was often Lord reveal thy Way unto me that I may walk therein whatever I undergo But when I found the way so strait and narrow I could very willingly have turned aside for ease for Flesh and Blood could not bear that which I had then to undergo but blessed and renowned be the Spirit of Truth my Comforter which leads into all Truth for when I was in a dejected condition about Reprobation and Election neither Priest nor Professor could open the Mystery of Election and Reprobation but the Spirit of Light and Life which is the Spirit of Jesus opened my Understanding and revealed the Mystery of the two Seeds how that the one is for ever blessed and the other cursed And also what Happiness might be received by taking
and a cunning Hunter seeking for the precious Life and chased my poor Soul as a Partridge on the Mountains but my God had shewed me that the way to Rest was through many Troubles and that he would be at hand to Deliver out of them all by his Almighty Power but I could hardly trust it then but yet turning to it I found Preservation by it when the backsliding of some had like to have caused me to stumble but the unerring Spirit of Jesus shewed me that if thousands fall on the one hand and tens of thousands on the other that should not defile me and if all the rest were Righteous that should not justifie me if I did not obey the Truth now he had made known his Covenant of Life which I so deeply engaged to be faithful unto and then I turned my back on the World and all the friendship and glory of it that I might obtain the favour of Jesus who condemned me for my Self-righteousness as for my known Sins for I was cautious of Sinning against the Lord ever since my Youth and desired after the best Religion and Company and when I was very young in years I greatly delighted to go to Professors Meetings and could bring home the Text and repeat much of their Sermons but yet that brought no benefit to my poor hungry Soul And when I was in secret before the all-seeing Eye of the Lord he administred Condemnation upon it all and I had no Peace inwardly although none could condemn me for any misdemeanor as outwardly but when my own Righteousness became loathsome to me then was I made willing to part with all that had been near and dear unto me that I might feel and witness the Robe of Christ's Righteousness revealed and be cloathed therewith And as for my Husband and Children my true and tender Love was so great that I could have done or suffered much for them But if I had disobeyed the Lord to please them I might have provoked him to have withholden his Mercies from us all and to bring his Judgments upon us And then who shall excuse in the Day of Accompt Then if a Man as the Scripture says should give the Fruit of his Body for the Sin of his Soul it will not be accepted Then Husbands and Wives and Parents and Children and Servants shall all receive according to their doings and none that disobeys the Lord can be excused no more than Adam was when he said That the Woman gave him the forbidden Fruit and he did eat and so provoked the Lord that the Curse came upon himself and could not be excused And although Man and Wife should be helpful one to another in Righteousness yet too many there are since the fall that hinder and hurt each other for which an account must be given anavoidably And this did I consider many a time and earnestly endeavour to avoid notwithstanding the false Aspersions that might arise yet I still endeavoured to keep my Conscience clear in the sight of my tender God and none can lay any thing to my Charge except it be for serving the Living and True God though in that way that many may call Heresie yet I do worship him in Spirit and in Truth For as Christ Jesus hath said it is come to pass that our Heavenly Father seeketh such and always sought such to worship him in his own Spiritual way of Worship which shall stand when all Idolatry and invented Worships shall fall Written aboard the first Ship The 1st month 1680. as I went to New-England when none that saw me expected my life but the Lord was with me and relieved me and his blessed Power raised me as at many other times And I arrived at New York the 4th Day of the 3d Month 80 and a Maiden Friend whose Name was Sarah Yoklet went with me from England and travelled with me until I came to Oyster-Bay in Long-Island and the Lord so ordered it that when she left me another Woman-Friend that had a Testimony was my Companion several Months whose name was Lydia Wright Oh matchless Mercies of the Lord who can rightly consider them as they have been manifested and not be tendered as I am Oh how long did his tender Spirit strive with me before I gave up to go to Sea How did his long Patience wait and suffer Surely it 's worthy to be remembred for he might have cut me off in a disobedient Condition But blessed and magnified be his Heart-tendering Power it bowed me from Year to Year and brought me into Subjection when in a low Condition I could not help my self nor had no other to help me Oh then did it support me in Exercises sore both in Body and Spirit when my Mind hath been so dejected that my Faith almost failed then did my tender Father through the Son of his Love Christ Jesus yeild me sweet relief though in a weary Land and sweetly encouraged me to travel on and many sweet Promises which before he gave me as I stood singly resigned to obey his Commands and be at his dispose he was never wanting to fulfil but by Sea and Land hath multiplied his Mercies and renewed a right Spirit in me to the resolving of Doubts and casting out of false Fears everlasting Praises to his most holy Name for often did that cause Torment when the dark Reasoner was very busie Then did I cry unto the Lord and say Surely thou knowest all and I have none but thee to help and many Eyes are over me and great Difficulties surround me on every hand and I am the poorest and weakest that I do know and if I should fail by the way how would the Enemy rejoice and the Truth be reproached And much buffeting did I undergo in my long and sore Exercises but as I cast my Care upon him he hath cared for me and blessed be his Name he hath helped in my greatest straits and hath made hard things easie and what he shewed me by his pure Spirit of Light for my encouragement before I came forth he hath brought to pass Glory to his Name for ever may all those say with my Soul that love the Leadings of the Light of Jesus for though it leads through Tribulation yet it brings the Soul sweet Consolation and therefore worthy to be followed through the Self-denial for it 's through the daily Cross to obtain the Reward of the Crown and precious is the feeling of the Life of Jesus to the awakened and illuminated Soul and that made the roaring Sea and dry Land and lonesome Wilderness all one to me by Night and by Day and great was my encouragement to commit all that my Heavenly Father had given me to his keeping and to follow him and in taking up the daily Cross I found Power to preserve me from looking out at my affliction of Body when sorely exercised in Mind ready to sink under the oppression of it had not the Spirit of
us it was very Acceptable and Edifying to the Sincere Hearted that Loved the Truth Her Innocent Life and Conversation lives in our Remembrance and the sense of the Loving Kindness of the Lord is worthy to be retained and kept in mind by all his People which was largely and admirably manifested in preserving and upholding of her through many and great Exercises and Tryals in her Service and Travels in the Work of the Lord even when great Pains and Weaknesses of Body were upon her which did very much attend her all along since and sometime before the Lord was pleased to call her forth in his Service but being born up by his Spirit she was given up in his Will to be at his Dispose and did not look at her own Weakness but was preserved in the true Patience having her Faith standing in the Blessed Power of the Lord that failed not her Afflictions being Rightly Sanctified unto her so that she was made able tho in many Pains and Weaknesses of Body to undergo and perform the Service the Lord called her unto with Chearfulness and it was her Joy to see Friends prosper in the Truth and altho her bodily Presence and Speech did seem Weak yet her Testimony and Writing was Weighty and Powerful for the Lord in the riches of his Love had made her a partaker of Heavenly Treasure in her Earthen Vessel which I have heard her often acknowledg taking nothing to her self but Ascribed the Glory and Excellency of the Power to be the free Gift of God through Jesus Christ our Lord. Her care was great concerning the young Generation Exhorting them to be inwardly staid in their Minds that they might grow up in the Love and Life of Truth so as to feel the work of it effected in their own Hearts that they might come up to serve the Lord and succeed their Heavenly minded Parents who had finished their Course and weare at Rest in the Lord. And so now seeing it hath pleased the Lord to take unto himself this our dear Friend who hath done the work of her day in Faithfulness and is entred into everlasting Rest and Peace with the Lord to Sing praise and Hallelujah's to his Holy Name for ever and for ever more So desiring that we who are left a little behind may prize our time so as to walk in the Foot-steps of the Faithful that are gone before who have sought a City as Faithful Abraham did whose Builder and Maker is the Lord. Cirencester the 11th of the 2d Month. 1691. Mary Drewet Concerning our Dear and Tender Mother Joan Vokins who departed this Life the 22 d of the 5th Month 1690. at Reading in the County of Berks at our Friend John Buy 's House SHE being come from London homewards it pleased the Lord to put a stop to her Journey and take her to himself out of all Troubles and from her many sore Pains which her poor Body was afflicted with She was one that did truly fear the Lord and sought the Prosperity of his precious Truth above all the Glory and Honour of this World Whensoever the Lord was pleased to send her forth in his Service she went without murmuring believing the Lord would carry her through it though weak in Body who did enable her to bear a faithful Living Testimony to his Name in this her Native Land and in places remote beyond the Seas as in Barbadoes and in other parts of America and in Ireland through great Exercises in Patience and Chearfulness it being as Meat and Drink to her to do his Will She was one that had a great Care in her Family of us her Children that we might be nurtur'd and brought up in the Fear of the Lord and have a true Regard unto him and his precious Truth above all things in this World This was her earnest Desire and Prayer to the Lord for us That we might be his Children that so we might truly answer the End for which we were created And now though we cannot but sorrow for the loss of so near and dear a Mother as she was to us both inwardly and outwardly in giving us good Counsel to Edification from our Childhood But since it hath pleased the Lord to take her to himself and considering she hath laid down her Head in the Faith and full Assurance of Eternal Happiness it doth out-ballance all she having ceased from her Labours is at rest with the Lord who is worthy of Praises and Honour for evermore Richard Vokins jun. Hopeful Vokins Samuel Burgis Elizabeth Vokins Mary Lockey Sarah Lawrence Hannah Burgis An Account given by Richard Vokins junior of some Words that his dear Mother spoke to him on her Dying Bed Viz. SON MY Weakness is great and my Pains very strong but the Lord is large in his Love to me and good to me he gives me Patience to bear my Pains which are strong Ah Son I have learned a good Lesson Paul's Lesson in all States to be content and now I have nothing to do but to die So putting forth her Hand to take her Leave of me further said Son Remember the Lord and he will remember thee And remember my Love to thy Wife and to all my Children And after a little stop being weak and her Speech low spoke these Words again Remember the Lord and he will remember you and be you faithful to him and he will bless you and you shall be blessed Richard Vokins This is my Testimony concerning my dear Sister Joan Vokins SHE was a True and Faithful Labourer in the Churches of God where it was her Care that all Things might be kept Sweet and Clean Decent and in Order as becomes the Blessed Truth she having chosen the One thing needful which is the better part that shall never be taken away and being given up to follow the Lord faithfully in his Work and Service Her Prayer often in Publick was That the Lord would subdue Death and Darkness out of our Meetings and Families and we might come to witness him to be a Fountain of Life unto us She was very tender-hearted kind and Loving willing to do good unto all and hath left a good Savour behind her who though dead yet liveth Daniel Bunce An Epistle to Friends writ first of all which came to hand after the fore going was thus collected together UPON the Third Day of the Eleventh Month 1669 as I lay very sick in my Bed I felt the everlasting blessed powerful Life to arise and spring up in my Heart which gave Dominion over my bodily weakness and caused me to write these few Lines unto you that so we may consider the large Love of our God and praise his holy Name together Dear Friends the tender Bowels of God's Love dearly yearns towards you all and in his Light hath he made it manifest therefore it greatly concerns you all with the pure Light to make diligent search into the very bottom of your Hearts whether
or no ye be faithful to what is manifest therein for I write unto you as unto them that know the Truth to stir you up to Faithfulness therein that the Father's drawings ye may more and more feel and through it come to Living Obedience while the Bowels of tender Mercies are open for if you slight his Loving-Kindness unto you is it not just with him to shut up his Bowels of Compassion Oh how largely hath the pure God of Heaven and Earth manifested his Loving-Kindness unto you through his Judgments and Mercies and through the Reproofs of his Instructions hath the way of Life been manifested largely unto you Therefore dear Friends be not forgetful of his large Love Oh let it never slip out of your remembrance for you can never prize it to the worth of it Therefore it concerns you all to be truly watchful the remainder of your Days that so you may see the appearances of his Love and with your whole Hearts joyn thereunto that no Reserve may be left therein to stop the Current of the pure Life from flowing into your Souls And dear Hearts it 's in my Heart to stir you up to feel after the pure Life if haply you may find it Whilst the Fountain is open be ye not negligent nor unfaithful but be faithful and obedient that so through the Faith that purifies the Heart you may draw Water at the Fountain of Life and feel its recourse into your Souls the Vertue whereof makes the Souls of the obedient fruitful and encreasing in God's Love and in their Unity with each other But where the Current is stopped and the Life hath not its free course there Death is over the Soul profess what they will yea though they may live in the very Form of Truth Therefore dear Friends I in God's Fear and in the Bowels of tender Love to your Immortal Souls do exhort you all to be diligent to keep your Meetings and assemble your selves often together let not the gain of the perishing things hinder you of the gain of that which will never perish For verily there 's none can witness a free recourse unto the Fountain of Life but those whose Hearts are gathered out of the perishing things and such do partake of the living Springs which do greatly refresh their immortal Souls and it 's more to me than I can express Therefore dear Hearts think not your time long neither let the World hinder but keep your Meetings frequently there to wait with sincere Hearts for those that so wait never lose their Reward therefore be ye encouraged to wait upon the Lord that in the pure refreshing Life your Souls may come to have an Habitation the which to know a dwelling and abiding in is more precious than words can demonstrate And let Patience have its perfect Work in your Hearts that all Prejudice may be kept out for where Envy and Strife is there is Confusion Therefore dear Friends it concerns you all to dwell in the Patience and in the Wisdom that comes from above which is first pure then peaceable gentle easie to be intreated full of Mercy and good Fruits without Partiality and without Hypocrisie And so the God of Peace establish your Hearts in his everlasting Truth and Righteousness for ever Amen I am Your Vnfeigned Friend J. V. The 3 d of the 11th Month 1669. This to be read amongst Friends A Loving Advertisement unto all those who joyn together to Persecute the Innocent PIlate and Herod consulted together in this abominable Work and were made Friends although before they were at enmity as you may see in Luke 23. And in the same Chapter you may read how Pilate called together the High Priests the Rulers and the People who had joyned together and falsly and vehemently accused the Innocent and when those Persecutors were come mark how Pilate's Words run Ye have brought this man unto me as one that perverteth the people Behold saith he I have examined him before you and I find no fault in him Notwithstanding their many Accusations as you may read of in that Chapter no nor yet Herod neither for Pilate sent him to Herod to be examined and they found no cause for what they did as Pilate himself confesseth no less than three times before them all as you may see in ver 22. and yet for all this those wicked Persecutors Enmity was so great against the Truth and their Love to Christ Jesus so small that they joyned together with Judas their Informer and crucified the Holy One Oh consider this you wicked Persecutors who have set your Hands to the Devil's Work did he not enter into Judas before he informed against Christ O consider whose Work you are a doing and see whether the Scriptures do not testifie against the same ever since Cain and Abel Oh be advised and do not slay God's Witness in your Hearts as Pilate and Herod and the rest of that wicked Crew did for you may see there was something in Pilate and Herod which let them see there was no fault in Jesus they had a Witness for him in their Hearts which if they had loved and obeyed they would not have slain the Lord of Life But they did then as you do now rebelled against it and counted it of no value and chose rather to please wicked Men who did then as you are now doing they brought their Law to cover their Wickedness and said By their Law he ought to die and so they violated the righteous Law of God which is Light which manifested in their Hearts there was no fault in him Oh! consider this you envious Persecutors and turn to the Light of Christ Jesus which shineth in your dark Hearts and read your States there and cease your evil doing before it be too late lest the God of this World blind your Eyes and harden your Hearts and bring you to destruction as he did Judas who was a Resister of the Light I shall appeal to the Witness for God in your Hearts and come let us be tryed by it Have you not done as bad as those before mentioned yea rather worse for you have reproachfully slandered and falsly accused us behind our back and caused many of us to suffer the loss of our Goods without Examination or Accusation to our Faces in this you out-stript the Cruelty of those before-named and the Heathen also for they permitted Paul to be examined and also to speak for himself as you may see in the Scripture which you call your Rule and yet do err not knowing the Scriptures nor the Power of God for if you did you would not wrong and persecute your innocent Neighbours who do you no harm but desire the everlasting Good of all even of our greatest Enemies Oh do you do by us as you would have us do by you Would you have us persecute and tear away your Goods because you go to your Worship or because you will not come to ours or
would you not think it very hard to be so dealt by Oh come and be tryed by your own Rule and read from the beginning to the end and see whether the Persecutors were not the false Worshippers in all Generations and the true Ones the Sufferers and were not they as high in their Wisdom and Learning as you are who crucified Christ and set your Original over his Head of Greek Hebrew and Latine and they counted him of too low a Degree for them to receive and they mocked and scoffed and derided him and thereby manifested their Enmity against him and his Followers then as you do yours now against us Come down you High-minded Persecutors and bow before the Lord and turn to his Witness in your Hearts which reprove you in secret and testifie for us and it hath made many of you to confess to our innocency and harmlesness notwithstanding the many false Aspersions that the Wicked have cast upon us and although we have a Witness in your Hearts for us yet your Mercies are still Cruelties towards us Oh do not think to hide your selves from the All-seeing Eye of the Lord for assuredly his righteous Judgments will find you out and then all false Coverings will be too narrow Do you think your Law will plead for you then or them who set it forth excuse you Oh no! then the righteous Law of God which you have violated and broken and disobeyed now will then rise up in Judgment and bear Witness against you therefore leave off all your false Coverings for your Persecution for they are but deceit and will deceive you and stand you in no stead when you come to account for your deeds done in the body And now you of my Neighbours and Country who resist the Spirit of the Lord and follow the Imaginations of your own dark Hearts and boast your selves in Wickedness As your Fore-fathers did so do you they boasted and said They had the Law and the Prophets and were Abraham 's Seed and had one Father even God and yet Christ told them plainly They were of their Father the Devil and his works they were doing and so are you now who are a striving against those who worship in the Spirit and in the Truth Oh do not strive to limit the Holy Spirit of the Lord which is but one in the Male and in the Female Were not the Scripture's Testimonies to be fulfill'd Oh! when will you witness that Saying fulfill'd which saith on this wise I will pour forth of my Spirit upon all Flesh and my Sons and my Daughters shall prophesie Mark It 's the Sons and Daughters of the Lord that are led by his Spirit and not the Persecutors Whilst I walk'd with you in the broad way which leadeth to Destruction you did not persecute me but when it pleas'd the Lord to turn me from Darkness unto Light and from Satan's power unto his own then your Enmity began But when I went along with you to your Worship I had what this World could afford of the Fatness and Fulness thereof but I must needs tell you I had Leanness in my Soul Oh search and try whether it be not so with you who have gone this many years For I went with as much Zeal as any of you therefore let not your blind Zeal deceive you I turn'd not from you through Enmity against you but because that dead Worship deceiv'd my Soul for when Christ Jesus through his Love unto my Soul did make known his Light in my Heart which shew'd me the narrow Way which leadeth unto Life then I chose rather to suffer with the People of God than to enjoy your Favour or all the Pleasures or Profits or Honour this World can afford And all you that think ye are a doing as you should do turn unto the Light that you may see what you are a doing and may become from Persecutors to be Sufferers even as Paul was through his obedience unto the Light and he thought when he was in Darkness and blind Zeal that he did as he should do Oh! therefore take you heed and be no longer deceiv'd but turn unto the Light before it be too late for the Time hasteneth and passeth away and there is nothing else that will stand you in stead when Time shall be no more O therefore be awakened and arise from the Dead that Christ Jesus may be your Light and your Leader as he was David's For what doth it profit you to read the Scriptures or to hear of the Promises or Mercies of the Lord unto the Children of Light This will stand you in no stead whilst you your selves are in Darkness and under the shadow of Death Oh do not heap up that unto your selves which you have no right unto for you are in the Darkness in the Persecuting state which was and is always blind And how dare you in such a state to appear before the Lord Do you think his all-seeing Eye doth not behold your Doings Yes verily and his Righteous Judgments assuredly will find you out and then all your talking of that you live not in will do you no good How often have you and your Teachers been reading and talking of loving Enemies and of walking in the Light as Christ is in the Light and many such like things and yet are found hating of your Souls Friends who are telling you the Truth and reproving you for Evil and you are so far from walking in the Light that you remain in your Sins and plead for so doing until the last Do you think that the Lord will be limited by you until the last Hour Oh turn to the Reproofs of his Light in your hearts which maketh manifest the evil of your ways whil'st the Day of God's Love lasteth unto you that through his precious Judgments your Souls may come to be redeemed for it 's through Judgment that Sion witnesseth Redemption and the honest heart loveth Judgment and if you will obey the Light it will lead you into Judgment and when you come to witness your Souls redeem'd thereby then you will witness David's state who said O Lord how I love thy judgments and he desir'd the Lord to send forth his Truth and his Light to lead him and it was his Law and he walk'd in it And if you would do so you would have the Royal Law of Love in your hearts and then you would have Fellowship with Jesus and feel the Effects of his Blood to cleanse you from all sin on this the Grave and then you will plead no longer to strengthen the Devil's Kingdom for if you die in your sins you will add greatly to his Kingdom for those that live and die in their sins do never inherit the Kingdom of Heaven for no unclean thing can come there but they are for the Lake that burneth for ever Written the 9 th Day of the 11 th Month 1670. By one that wishes well to all Souls Joan Vokins To
heed to the Light that shined in my Heart which makes manifest that the way to the Crown of Glory is through the daily cross to my own Will and to take Christ's Yoke upon that Nature that would not be subject Oh how precious is the Counsel of him who said Take my yoke upon you and learn of me for my yoke is easie and my burden is light and ye shall find rest for your souls And that Rest I sorely wanted until I learned of Jesus to be meek and low in Heart and to suffer for well-doing and then glory unto his Holy Name for ever his blessed Reward my Soul was daily made a partaker of though hated by evil doers yet loved by the Lord and that engaged me to give up to his dispose and to answer his requirings not accounting my self nor any thing he hath give me too much to part with that the Truth may be propagated and my tender God honored For blessed be his Worthy Name he hath filled my Cup with the sweet Salvation of his Son Christ Jesus the Light and Saviour of his poor and helpless Ones who have no other to depend upon for Help at all times but wait daily to be furnished upon every occasion to serve him in all Faithfulness for he is Worthy my Soul can truly say for he gave me of his good Spirit and it was with me yet unknown when I rebelled against it and was not willing to be subject to its Leadings nor observing of its Dictates as I ought to have been Oh then did I want power as many do now not knowing the sufficiency of the engrafted Word of God's Grace that is able to save But when I followed its counsel I found it sufficient to bring good to me out of great afflictions beyond my expectation and then could I plead no excuse knowing that unto the Lord Jesus who had brought great things to pass I must give my account for he hath manifested his Power and I have cause to believe it will never fail towards his People if we fail not to obey the manifestation of it but Faithfulness is required to the Talent received for which we must give an account and then what can stand us in stead if we have not an increase This was my concern for many Years and I could not take comfort in Husband or Children House or Land or any visibles for want of the Marriage Union with the Lamb of God that takes away the sins of the Souls of those that cannot be satisfied in them but are weary of the burden of them as I was and God by his Spirit shewed me he abhorred my self-righteousness and let me see that in him was Righteousness Life and Power and then I was sensible that he is the the Light of the World that enlightens every one that comes into the World and that it was striving with me from my Youth which was before ever I heard the name Quaker and then I did believe that there was a People or Church over whom Christ Jesus was Head though I could yet not find them nor be a Member of them yet long sought after it sorrowfully with many strong and fervent cries and desires But the Lord in his own due time answered my weary Soul and made known more and more of the way of his Truth and People and at length sent some of his Messengers as Instruments in his Hand for my Encouragement and Confirmation Then was I and many desolate Ones right glad whose Souls had long languished for the glad Tidings that they brought with them how that we might inherit Substance which we had long sought and been searching for both in the Scriptures and amongst Professors of many sorts of Profession for we would fain have filled our Souls with the Husks but that could not satisfie we knew not the saving Health of him who said I wisdom lead in the midst of the Paths of Judgment to teach them that love and follow me to inherit Substance Oh this is that which did at first convince us and tendered our Hearts in the beginning Then what was too near or dear for us to part with in the Day of our deep Distress when none could cure our wounded Souls Oh how precious was the Heart-searching Light when we first knew it to shine upon our Tabernacles to guide us in the narrow Way wherein is Life and perfect Peace for those whose Minds are staied on the Lord And when I have read that he would keep them in perfect Peace whose Minds are staied on him what would not I have done that it might have been my condition But then I could not watch nor wait but was as a Ship without an Anchor among the merciless Waves but Praises unto the Lord for ever he caused the Living Hope to spring that anchored in trying Times And I was even as Israel at the red Sea compassed all round on every Hand great was the strait that I was then in much hardship the Sea before and the Enemy presenting so much impossibility that his proud Waves of Temptations Buffettings and false Accusations had almost sunk me under Oh then did I cry unto the God of Mercy and tender Compassion that I might but stand still and behold his Salvation and he did arise and rebuke the Enemy and made way for me to travel on in my Heavenly Progress and overturned the Mountains that were on each hand and dismaied Pharaoh and his Host which I may compare my Relations and the Professors unto for they pursued me and made my Suffering great till they had wearied themselves and their Oppression was so sore that I somtimes was ready to faint and even to say Surely I shall one Day fall but Living Praises unto the Almighty he hath made me a partaker of the sure Mercies of David and hath subdued Truth 's Enemies before him and kept and preserved me faithful till several of my Relations were convinced that God's Power was with me and now when my Husband and Chhildren and Relations are with me in a good Meeting and the Powerful Presence of the Lord is amongst us it is a blessed Reward for all for one Soul is more worth than all the World as saith the Scripture Therefore Faithfulness is very needful for it doth produce a good effect whatever we may endure for the momentary Affliction that we meet with here doth produce a further weight of Glory hereafter and in the sense of the same my Head was born up to endure hardships when I could willingly have hid or gotten ease but I considered that I could not hide from the Lord who brought to my remembrance my Promise that I made before his Way was revealed to me and if I broke Covenant with the Lord I should never enter into his Rest Oh then a suffering in the Flesh and a ceasing from Sin was the delight of my Soul although the Enemy ceased not but Night and Day as a roaring Lyon
such Honour have the Earthen Vessels of a Remnant and the Excellency of the Power is his and the Glory of all for he is worthy of it for he is no hard Master but a sure Rewarder of his faithful Servants and he endues them with Power that delights in his Law and inclines to keep his Commands and unto such they are not grievous but joyous but looking out hinders and therefore let none look at their own Weakness let my Harms make others beware and let 's be depending on our good Physician for he hath the Balm of Gilead that cures both Soul and Body which makes the weak strong with the sweet Cordials of his Life that relieves the faint hearted and feeble minded and through tender Mercy I have found it very needful and very useful at all times in all Conditions else what could I have done when in such a weak Condition so many Thousands of Miles from my Habitation but blessed be the Lord and magnified be his preserving Power as Tryals did abound Patience did superabound and that brought me to a good Experience of that which sweetned my bitter Cups and that caused the living Hope to spring that anchors in stormy times and then did the Light of my Soul 's Beloved shine upon me and he shewed me what great deliverances he had wrought for me and what great cause I had to trust in his Name that had been a comfortable Refuge unto me at home and abroad and also shewed me that his Rod and Staff had comforted me and he was always with me and in the Enjoyment of his Presence did my Soul rejoice in the midst of great Tryals and then was my cry Lord give me and mine the comfortable enjoyment of thy presence for ever and then try us as thou pleasest Thy preserving Power is all that I desire of thee and unto it I commit all and with thee I leave all for thou art worthy to dispose of all and then would Life flow in as a River to the comforting and strengthening of Soul and Body Everlâ—sting Praises and holy Thanksgivings be returned â—o Christ Jesus for he is worthy my Soul can truly say for I have experienced his dealings and seen his mighty works that he hath done even marvellously for his tender Seed with which my Soul hath travelled and is often concerned for they have much to bear wherever I have been The Lord my God relieve them more and more and work their deliverance for thy own Glory and the comfort of thy true travelling ones for evermore Written aboard the Ship in ths 3 d Month Anno 1681. A further Testimony for the magnifying of that Power that supported my weak Body and comforted my poor Soul in my Travels in America I feel my self concerned to give a Relation of some particular Places and Service FIrst I came to New York and there had been hurt done by some that Friends had lost their 5th Day Meeting and I laboured to settle it again and God's Eternal Power wrought wonderfully in me in several Meetings with his people and we were well refreshed And when the Meeting aforesaid was setled again it was with me to go to Long Island and there the Ranters oppressed Friends but the Lord had a tender People there and his Power was amongst them and we were sweetly refreshed together for God's Almighty Power was over all in all our Meetings wherever I came to the subduing of the dark Power that raged in the Ranters and the relieving of the tender hearted Honour and Praises be ascribed unto it for ever for it made me sensible of the oppression of the tender Seed and for its sake my Soul was in a deep travel and the Night before the general Meeting I was near unto death and many Friends were with me who did not expect my Life and I was so weak when I came there that two Women-Friends led me into the Meeting and there was a great Meeting of several sorts of people and in a little time the God of Wisdom Life and Power filled me with the Word of his Power and I stood up in the strength thereof and it was so prevailing over the Meeting that Friends were very much comforted and refreshed and the Power of Darkness so chained that the opposing Ranters and Apostates could not shew their antick tricks nor oppress Friends as they did use to do for they were very abusive in those remote Islands and commonly did much Mischief in Friends Meetings And they that had been convinced and were turned again with the Dog to his Vomit as saith the Scripture and with the Sow that was washed to wallow again in the mire and had made Shipwreck of Faith and a good Conscience they were most wicked and preached Scripture and had Truth 's Words and grieved Truth 's Spirit and burdened Friends exceedingly and honest Friends could hardly be clear that had a Testimony except they spake while they were speaking But when God's Power did arise over them it many times put them to silence even to admiration and altho Friends Exercise was great especially them that declared yet the blessed Effect of the Almighty Power was and is a precious Recompence and a good Reward And when my Service was over in Long Island it was in my Heart to go to Road Island to the General Meeting that approached soon after I arrived there yet we had a quick passage through Providence and when I came to the General Meeting of Friends there was that abominable Crew and Tho. Case the grand Ranter was bawling very loud and I had been there but a very little time but God's living Power did arise most wonderfully and I declared in the demonstration thereof and soon put him to silence and he went forth and the powerful Presence of the Lord was amongst his People and this General Meeting in Road Island lasted Four Days together and I had good Service there and God's Eternal Heart-tendering Power was over all Glory and Living Praises be unto it for evermore And still it was upon me to go to Boston for that was with me before I came from home and I hastened to take a passage in a Sloop and went with some Friends and one was a Maiden Friend that had a few Words sometimes in Meetings who had been there once before and she and another Friend suffered much there both Imprisonment and other Cruelty for Conscience-sake But blessed be the God of all our Mercies we had peaceable Meetings there and his excellent Power was so that it tendered the people and there was hardly any that I saw but shed tears there was a Lawyer that had a hand in the suffering of our Friends that were put to Death and he was very solid all the while And after this I travelled by Sea and Land in the strength of the supporting Power to many places whithersoever the Lord ordered me and as I followed the Line of his Divine Light he failed
not to endow me with the renewing of his precious Power and my Soul hath cause to magnisie it because it enabled me to answer what the Lord required of me and fitted me who was the most unfit and the poorest and most helpless that ever I did see concerned in such a Service But it was the more to the Honour of the Power of my God that so wonderfully wrought in my poor weak and helpless Vessel and many Friends were tendered thereby in many places in the sense of my Weakness Honoured and Renowned be it for ever saith my Soul for its Manifestation made the Hearts of his People glad and we were well refreshed together in all the Meetings that I was at in New England And from thence I returned back to Road Island and Long Island and when I was clear thereabout I took Shipping for East Jersey and the Power of God was greatly manifested and through his special Providence we were preserved being in great peril and danger of being cast away when we were in sight of Land for the Winds being boisterous and the foaming Sea in so great a Rage that we could not cast Anchor to stay the Vessel being near the Shoals but the Lord who hath all Power in his hands delivered us Praises to his holy Name and we safely landed at Shrewsbury and Elizabeth Dean that then travelled with me was very sick and we had very good Meetings in East Jersey where I met with the Lord among his people as at other times blessed be his Name and after some time spent amongst them and that we had been well refreshed with God's holy precious living Power it carried me from thence to West Jersey and into some part of Pensilvania but it had not that Name then and in the sense of God's great Love to his tender Seed I encouraged his Children to suffer and to be careful that they did not cause Truth to suffer for if they tendered it in their own Bosoms and travell'd with it the Lord would bring it over all its Enemies and it shall reign over all in his due time and blessed be his most worthy Name he soon after brought it to pass by his delivering Power and when I had laboured that the Gospel-Life might be lived in and the Gospel-Order established amongst them there remained the heavenly power among the tender ones And the Lord heard the cry of the poor and granted the desire of the needy and visited them with the Gospel-Power for a little time after I came home I had an account that they had Mens Meetings and Womens Meetings in the Gospel-Light Life and Power and were establishing in the Blessed Order that was testified of when I was there with them And when I was clear of West Jersey and those parts I returned to New York in order to take my passage for England but before I came there the Living God whom I served with all my Heart further tryed me and laid it weightily upon me to go to Barbadoes which was no little cross to my Mind but the overcoming Power of the true and living God wrought so strongly with me that I was made willing to take up the Cross and follow Jesus through many Tribulations and he magnified be his Power most wonderfully supported and conducted me all along For I took Shipping at New York and as the Lord put it into my Heart to visit Friends in the Leeward Islands so he carried the Vessel let them that sail'd do what they could and they could not steer their Course Barbadoes-Road altho they endeavoured it with all their might and I had good Service amongst them in the Vessel and they were made to confess to the Almighty Power that I testified of and we laid by Antego a Week before the Owner would let me go a-shore But the All-wise God ordered it so that the Vessel could not go away till I had been there and performed what Service he had appointed for me and blessed be his Name his Reward was precious for we came a-shore on a First Day and I hastened to a Friends Meeting and when I came in I found the Lord's Power was amongst his People and I had a precious time with them There was a little handful of plain hearted Friends and our Hearts were tendered and our Souls comforted and we rejoiced that the Lord Jesus had visited us and caused us in his Love to visit each other So when I returned to the Sea again it came into my Heart to visit Friends at Nevice and when I had taken leave of Friends of Antego that came aboard with me and God's Heavenly Power was with us and sweetly refreshed our Souls as we were aboard the Vessel and remained with us and we were concerned one for another not knowing that we should ever see each others Faces more But see how the Lord ordered it as we were sailing on the Sea it opened in my Heart to visit Friends at Nevice but the Owner of the Vessel being a hypocritical Professer caused my Exercise to be the more but the Power of the Lord was manifest and the Winds and Sea obeyed that we were carried to Nevice against his will but he would not let me go a-shore for he had heard That those should pay a great Fine that carried any Friend thither and hoysted Sail again for Barbadoes and said he would weather the Point of Cordilopa and he laboured Three Weeks but could not do it for the Hand of the Lord was against him else he might have done it in a few Days but he provoked the Lord and trusted in his Vessel and in his own Skill and he locked up the Bread and dealt hardly with his Passengers when he saw he should be longer at Sea than at first he did expect and he knew that for Three Weeks there was stinking Water and we were close by a French Island and they said the French would not let us hâ—ve any if we starved They were Papists and said If we came for water they would take our Ship for a Prey and us for Captives And yet this Owner of the Vessel would not go to any other Island until the Merchants that were aboard threatned him very sorely and then he put in at a mountainous place called Mount serat and they went all away from me as soon as they were landed for I was very weakly being aboard the Vessel so long with such bad Accommodation I went aboard with my Clothes so wet that I could wring Water out of them and so dried them upon my weakly Body which cast me into such a Feverish condition that I was very dry and I sate down on the Shoar and a Girl came to fetch fresh Water near where I sate and I drank till I sweat and then I swooned and lay some time but the arising of the Life of Jesus set me on my Feet again and in the strength and relief thereof I went to enquire for a passage for
after them in my Absence that we may have comfort of their Growth in the Truth if ever we are present again and if they grow in the Truth and Knowledge and Love of God then will the Desire of your tender Sister be answered And so in that which satisfies our Breathings I remain Your Tender Sister J. V. The 1st of the Eighth Month 1680. For Friends at Gravesend in Long-Island and else-where Dear Friends MY Love and Life salutes you and in that which unites unto our God and endears us in the Heavenly Relation you are often in my Remembrance and my Souls desire is that we may feel each other in a living growth in that Life and Love of God which reaches over Sea and Land and satisfies our Souls and causes us to rejoyce together in Spirit as present though absent in Body joyning in the God of our sweet Salvation though in this World we meet with many bitter Exercises yet blessed be his holy Name his sweet Salvation out-ballances all and as in the Light we behold it we have great cause to magnifie that Name that bringeth it For there is power to make the Weak strong and to establish the Feeble-minded and we have sufficiently partaken of its Preservation and Deliverance Glory and Honour and Praises over all be returned thereunto our Souls have cause to say for all his Mercies and great Loving Kindness both Spiritual and Temporal for his wonted Favours and renewings of Mercies daily Who can consider it and not be bowed into Tenderness before him The consideration thereof melts my Heart even at this time And the breathing of my Soul is to the God of my Life that we may all keep low in the Valley of our Fathers Love where the Well-spring of Life doth overflow that our Souls through its sweet Refreshings may live unto him that through its arising we may magnifie his Name and celebrate his Praises for Death and Darkness cannot And therefore we had need be all watching in the Light and waiting for the arisings of Life that Death and Darkness may be subdued out of our Families and out of our Assemblies that our Families may be seasoned with the Heart-cleansing and preserving holy Fear that they may be of God's Families and our Assemblies crown'd with Life that Truth may be promoted thereby in our Generation and our Posterity blessed in the Generations to come For this end the Lord hath taken Compassion on us and raised us up of all the Families of the Earth and if we do not answer the requirings of his Love he may lay us by and raise up whom he pleases Oh! dear Hearts feel his Love for it requires Love my Soul can truly say Oh! what manner of Love is this as one said in his day that he hath Loved us with that when we were afar off and Strangers to him he made known his precious Truth unto us and revealed a measure thereof in us to help our Infirmities and to teach us when we could find no comfort of all the Teachings of the Idol Shepherds nor no help for our Infirmities Oh how precious was his voice and comely was his Countenance and how tenderly were our Hearts affected therewith in the day of our Convincement Oh it was a day of Love never to be forgotten And how hath he surrounded us by his Power ever since Surely his Fatherly Love hath been and is sufficient to oblige us to Obedience for he is not wanting to his tender Seed but is appearing for the Affliction of Joseph and to work Deliverance for Jacob and to relieve the travailing Seed in the remote corners of the Earth There are many going and gone out of Old England to Pensilvania and New Jarsey that have been as Instruments in the Hand of the Lord for the promoting his Truth here and I hope they will be so there to the Honour of his great Name and the Comfort of his Children in the Neighbouring Islands for the Lord will exalt his Truth though the Wicked grow worse and worse Therefore let our Hearts magnifie his Name and our Souls and all that is within us return Praises and Thanksgiving unto him for he is worthy who is God blessed for ever and evermore Amen saith my Soul who am a Traveller in Spirit for the tender Seed and a Rejoycer in its Prosperity Joan Vokins This Epistle it s supposed was Written soon after her return home Let this Epistle be Copied and sent to Matinicoke to M. Pryer and Friends thereaway to be read among them Here follows the Copies of some more Letters that she wrote and sent when she was in America To her Husband and Children the 11th of the 11th Month 1680. from Nevice Dear Husband and Children MY endeared Love in the Love of my tender God doth dearly salute you and the breathing of my Soul is unto my tender God that you may be faithful and obedient to your Measures received that you may grow in the Knowledge and Love of God and of his Son Christ Jesus whom to know is Eternal Life which is better than Natural Life or any thing that thereunto belongeth Oh dear Hearts consider of it and forget not the goodness of the Lord for unutterable is his Love towards us My Heart is tendered in the feeling of it and I cannot forget his tender dealing with us and the cry runs often through me to the God of my Life That you may not forget his Goodness nor slight his tender Love nor neglect your Duties to him for dear Hearts he is not an hard Master but his Reward is sufficient to engage our Hearts to his Service Therefore let our Hearts be encouraged to continue in well-doing and to watch against the Enemy that he may not prevail to draw out your Minds from waiting upon the Lord Surely there is great danger does attend you my dear and tender ones Oh let your Hearts be diligent to seek the Honour of God and the Exaltation of his Truth above all things then I shall have the desire of my Soul answered For I am greatly concerned for you and my Prayers are for you Night and Day that your Souls may live to God whatever your Bodies endure But for your comfort I put you in mind of the sweet Promises of him that said First seek the Kingdom of Heaven and the Righteousness thereof and all things else shall be added And I am truly satisfied he is never failing to fulfil his sweet Promises unto them that keep his Commandments and if we love him let it be manifest by our keeping his Commands for he is worthy to be feared and trusted in and depended upon and had in remembrance continually The Lord God of my Life stay your Minds that you may wait upon him that in his own time and upon his own terms you may partake of the fulfilling of his sweet Promises which are attained unto by loving the Light and living the Life of Truth And so dear
the end God may be glorified and our Souls after all Trials and sore Exercises are ended may be everlastingly comforted Dear Friends By this you may see that I do not forget you though so weakly in body that I cannot visit you yet am with you in spirit and as long as we abide in the precious Truth the Spirit of Truth writes us as Epistles in one another's hearts that cannot be forgotten and in the same I dearly salute you and bid you farewel in the Lord Jesus though in this World ye have many besetments yet unto his tender compassionate care I commit our Cause and unto the Protection of his Almighty Power do I commend you with my own Soul henceforth and for evermore Your Sister in the heavenly Relation J. V. Chawlow 1st of the 6th Month. 1683. Concerning her Journey into Ireland Dear Friends BY this the blessed Truth and them that love it may be cleared that have unity with me in my Service for I have a witness in every heart that I may appeal unto but them that take no heed to the Spirit of God the true witness in their own hearts can have no experience of the work of it in others and therefore no marvel if they wonder and perish as said the Apostle though they say daily and weekly and year after year it is their duty to love and fear and obey God with all their hearts with all their souls and with all their strength yet so far are they from doing of it that they are ready to cast Aspersions on those that do and though it 's written in the Liturgy of the Church of England that it is their Duties yet they will not wait upon Jesus to receive power to perform their Duties and therefore they abide in unbelief and disobedience not considering their time is short and the work of Sanctification is great Oh how dangerous a thing will it be to have such a weighty work to do when there is no time to do it Well said the Apostle Work out your own salvation with fear and trembling was that the way then and is it become ridiculous now that so many are so much averse to it Oh where are the Mockers and Scoffers and Persecutors of our Age Who are hearing and reading the Scriptures without Understanding Oh that they would take heed to that which reproves for evil that their Understandings might be opened by it for that is the Spirit that the holy Men were inspired with that gave forth the Scriptures and until the hearts of People be turned to it their understandings are so darkened that they cannot see the state of their own Souls much less understand the holy Scripture and therefore we need not care what such can say or do against us who truly fear the Lord for our reward is from him and we have good cause to serve him and seek to exalt his blessed Truth by preferring it above all things though Relations may be near and dear yet to part with them and natural Life and all is but my reasonable Service if my God require it for I have found him a bountiful Master and no respecter of Persons but them that truly fear him and work righteousness do find acceptance with him and that is more to a Remnant then to find acceptance with all the Potentates of the World for their favour will not procure peace with God neither can those live in God's holy heart-cleansing fear that offends him to please Man and in vain will it be for any to hope to die in favour with God and not live so in his fear as not to offend him and notwithstanding all the talk of loving the Lord Jesus and fearing him yet there 's none doth it but them that leave off doing evil and learn to do well and such keeps his holy Commands which are not grievous but joyous to them when the Lord doth enlarge their hearts then can they run the way of his Commands with great delight but while Man or Woman standeth at a distance from that good Spirit that God hath in his tender love given them to profit withal they cannot be sensible of the Lord's enlarging their hearts nor of his working in them both to will and to do of his own good pleasure therefore let all have regard to the work of God's Holy Spirit in their own hearts that they may come to be sensible of the goodness of the Lord and the mighty works that he does for their Souls and from a living experience invite others to come and tast and see for themselves how good our God is for of a truth he is good unto his Israel that are of an upright heart in his sight and they can say of a truth That one day in his Courts is better than a thousand years in the Kings Palaces and in the presence of the Lord is the fulness of our Soul's joy and at his right hand is durable riches and pleasures for evermore and indeed it is weighty to consider how many are preferring the honour of Man before the honour of God and earthly riches before the heavenly treasure And how eagerly do Mankind press after outward gain and slightly esteems the gain of godliness though with content it is the greatest gain of all But my dear Friends you that can do nothing against the Truth but for the Truth I leave these lines with you that the weak may not be turned out of the way nor the feeble caused to stumble by any false Asperson that the Devil through his Instruments may be permitted to cast upon me for the Truths sake For I have given no just cause to any to speak evil of me but if any should take occasion to speak evil of the Precious Truth because of my serving it let them know that for this cause it was made known unto me that I might truly serve it and not my self and if they that are Carnally minded would do so they would then indeed know that to be Carnally minded is Death but to be Spiritual minded is Life and Peace and true Contentment And this I write as one that has had a woful experience of the enmity that lodges in the carnal mind and a good experience and priviledge that redownds to the Souls of the Spiritual Minded and do earnestly desire that those that are carnal and sold under Sin as the Apostle said may turn unto that which is to say the enmity for it is night unto every one it s the Word of the Lord which is the Sword of his Spirit and as a Hammer to break down the partition-wall of Sin which separates the Soul from the presence of the Lord and it must be known so to be before Men can be fit to receive the things of God and thus may People come to see between things that differ and not call good evil and evil good and put darkness for light and light for darkness as too many do by which
we were very weak and supported when we were very needy Hath not our Heavenly Father's love been sufficient to engage our hearts to faithfulness Oh that it may be as an Obligation to every one of us to keep to the Gospel-light and to live the Gospel-life and to love the Gospel-order for our God is a God of Order and he affords precious Opportunities to wait upon him and if we abide in a good sense of his love we shall not forget our times and hours to wait for the seasons of the Lord for they are so sweet to the thirsty Soul that it cannot be satisfied without them and therefore many times thinks it long ere the Meeting-day come that it might be replenished with the vertue of Christ Jesus the Head and strengthened with the rest of the Members for as we truly gather in his Name praises thereunto he hath made us partakers of his Divine Nature Oh how hath he bedewed our Souls and caused our Cups to overflow when the arisings of his Eternal Power hath been felt among us to rebuke the Enemy and keep him back that would have hindred us from serving the precious Truth and prevented us of the Priviledge of our Women's-Meeting Oh that we may now take heed that we give him no advantage by slighting the Mercies of our tender God or neglecting of our Duties but that in the remembrance of his tender Mercies and Fatherly Love we may double our diligence in our places of Service that our God may be honoured feared and obeyed by us all that we may receive the blessed and sure Reward in the end when time here as to us shall be no more and be in safety from all harms for ever and for evermore So be it saith the Soul of your dear Sister in that which is strength to the weak and help to the helpless that Sea nor Land cannot separate Joan Vokins From the County of Wexford in Ireland the 26 of the seventh Month 1686. POSTSCRIPT SO dear hearts by this you may know that my tender God is still exceeding good unto me and manifests his great Power and it is admirable in my eyes that I am yet alive to tell of his wondrous works but blessed be his worthy Name he preserves me by his Almighty Power and in his tender love provides for me Since I gave up all he is more to me than all Glory to his Name and magnified be his preserving and delivering Power my Soul hath every day cause to say for he hath done great and wonderful things for my Soul and weak Body else I had not been alive at this day but still am I an object of his tender pity and do hope so I shall be the remainder of my little time a Monument to his Praise Many sensible Friends here are tendered in the sense of God's love when they see me travel in so much weakness and I hope that you and I shall praise his Name together and magnifie his Eternal Power though in Person far asunder for it is worthy to be magnified as it hath been manifested for if that had failed we had failed but because that lives our Souls live to speak well of the Name of our God who is above all Gods and there is none like unto him it is honour to us sufficient to serve him for his Reward is sure and blessed be his worthy Name he makes me a partaker daily of the gain of Godliness with contentment which is a continual Feast Your Sister in my measure J. V. To her Children AFter my dear Love to my Husband This is to signifie my tender Love to the precious Truth by my Motherly Care for my Children that whether I live or die you may be careful and take heed that you do not stain the Testimony of Truth that you have received by wearing of Needless Things and following the World's Fashions in your Cloathing and Attire but remember how I have bred you up and consider what manner of persons you ought to be now you are come to years of understanding that you may not grieve the Spirit of the Lord nor Me nor any of his dear Children but that you may walk as becomes the Gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ that you may be good Examples to others and Patterns of Plainness and Uprightness in your Conversations among all People then will the Blessing of the Lord attend you and it will be well with you in this World and in that which is to come then shall God be honoured and my Soul with yours and with the Souls of all his tender ones that desires the same be comforted and Truth promoted over all and then you will have cause to say with me That its Excellency far transcends all that the World can afford and will endure when that shall pass away And therefore forget not the Spirit of it in your Hearts but take good heed unto it at your Down-lying and at your Up-rising that you with me may have the benefit of that Promise of the Lord who said he would be with his children at their down-lying and commune with them at their up-rising and in this the day of his great love he is nigh unto his Children and delights in them that abides in a watching and a waiting frame and takes councel of his Divine Spirit But woe unto them that takes councel but not of me saith the righteous God and cover with a covering but not of my spirit And dear Hearts the day is come that all false Coverings will be found too short and too narrow to hide from the Wrath of the Almighty and them that are truly the Children of the Lord shall be covered under the Wing of his Eternal Power from the Jaw of the strong Destroyer though he may cast in Floods of Temptations and may try by Subtilty to betray Innocency yet dear Hearts look not at that lest your Faith should fail but look unto the Almighty Power of God and wait to receive it and believe in it and keep to the measure already received that will make way for you to escape the Temptations when you cannot help your selves and have no other to depend upon Oh then how have he appeared for me and manifested his preserving and delivering Power Oh let your Souls with mine magnifie it for is it worthy and that for evermore Truth is the same here as in England and Friends do not suffer the World's Fashions to be followed for both Men and Women here do go plain in their Apparel according to Truth in a comely manner the Women do not attire their Heads setting their Clothes aloft imitating the World's Fashions wearing any needless things nor in a needless manner And some publick Friends from hence are going for England in the service of Truth and more to go and they will be grieved to see Friends Children stain the Truth by attiring themselves not in modest Apparel and it would also be a great grief to
good and gracious unto all those that confess and forsake their evil thoughts words and works and they shall surely find Mercy with him and be acquainted with him and feel acceptance with him and know the work of his sanctifying power to sanctifie throughout in Body Soul and Spirit that the works of sanctification may not be to do when the Messenger of Death will not be denied for then it will be too late to work out our salvation with fear and trembling and therefore it would be good for all to consider how good the Lord is in that he hath considered the frailty of all flesh and hath given unto every one a measure of his good Spirit to help our Infirmities and to teach us But if we neglect this Gift of God we shall be unexcusable in the Day of Account and he will be clear of us all and therefore let all be diligent to hear the Word of Reconciliation that the work thereof may be experienced for it begets again unto God those that were afar off and when the work of Regeneration is witnessed and the Birth of the Water of Life and Spirit of Jesus then the new Creature that avails with God comes to be in unity and peace with him and then the Spirit of Jesus bears witness to the Spirits of such that they are the Children of the Lord but except a being born again there can be no entring into the Kingdom for the first Birth cannot enter into the first Adam's Nature all are dead but they that are begotten again by the Word of God's power as the Scripture testifies they come to be changed into the Nature of the second Adam the Lord from Heaven the quickning Spirit in him all such are made alive and as they live in his fear and do not grieve his Spirit their sufficiency is in the engrafted Word of his Grace that is able to save and in the same do witness preservation as in the days of old it is the same that David hid in his heart that he might not sin against the Lord and it was as a Lanthorn unto his feet and a light unto his paths And so it is now blessed be the Name of the Lord unto them that are truly watchful in it but those that are obeying the power of darkness breaks the Command of Christ Jesus and it 's left upon Scripture-Record that he did not say only unto one but unto all watch and surely it is as needful as ever for us to keep a narrow watch and that in the Light for our Souls Enemy works always in the dark and except we keep a continual watch over our hearts in that which doth discover his Snares we cannot escape and so let all that have any sense that it is their Duty to wait upon the Lord be careful to keep the Command of watchfulness that the Enemy nor any of his Instruments do not prevent from waiting in stilness upon the Lord for he doth renew the strength of them that do truly wait upon him and the Lord by his Servant hath said That they shall run and not be weary and walk and not faint and now he is fulfilling the Scripture wherein it is said The children of the Lord shall be taught of the Lord and they shall be established in righteousness and great shall be their peace Oh let all that want it hearken unto the true Shepherd of the little Flock for whom the Kingdom is prepared who encourages them and bids them fear not tho' the Wolfish destroyer is nigh unto them yet he is the Overseer and in all Tryals and Exercises he is their preservation and them that have been exercised deeply and tryed throughly they can tell of his wonderful works and have cause to speak well of his most worthy Name and to invite others to come and taste and see for themselves how good the Lord is in that he gives all a time of tender Visitation Oh! that all People would but consider it before it be too late that while the good Spirit of Light is striving their hearts may be affected with it and joyned to it for it will not always strive and therefore let such as could not come into Obedience because of Sufferings now consider how good the Lord is in that he hath calmed the storms of Persecution and opened a door for such as are convinced to come into Obedience let them now perform what they promised to the Lord when they were looking to see what the Lord would do with his poor despised People called Quakers for said they it is the Truth that they suffer for but we cannot suffer for it the Sufferings is too hard for us to bear else we should own it Oh! let all such truly consider the wonderful love of God his tender mercy may not be disregarded nor his great love undervalued but let every such a one double their diligence and make no delays for delays in this weighty concern are very dangerous for who knows how little time they have to come or what it may bring forth therefore that the present time be not ill spent but while it is to day if any will hear his voice let them not harden their hearts as it was in the day of provocation For many are the invitations of the great love of God and if it be slighted he will certainly with-hold his Mercies and therefore we have great need to embrace his love that we may not provoke him to wrath for he is just and will render unto all people according to their doings Joan Vokins West-Chawlow 14 of 〈◊〉 third Month 168◠A Testimon◠〈…〉 work of God's Power Because of the marvellous love of God in Christ Jesus I cannot conceal my Testimony for the wonderful work of his Eternal Power that hath been admirably manifested in my poor Soul and weak frail Body and if I should not leave a short Testimony of it to Posterity I should be very ungrateful and I pray God that the sin of Ingratitude may not be laid heavy on any of us professing Truth when the Messenger of Death calls but that while we live we may live in subjection to his Almighty Power that when we die we may seal our Testimonies thereunto in true submission and receive the blessed reward of the faithful OH what tongue can declare the wonderful loving kindness of the Lord as is experienced by those that obey his Commands Surely that is the way to abide in his love and his great love has been so largely manifested to me that it has ingaged me so to love him again as to forsake the Worlds Glory Customs and Fashions Vanities Elements Traditions and Superstitions and to take up my Daily-Cross and follow Jesus through the many Tribulations But blessed be his worthy Name he hath filled my cup with his sweet consolations and caused me to say that one day in his Courts is better then a thousand elsewhere and I had rather be a
worthy Name and magnifie his preserving and delivering Power for it hath been largely manifested may a little remnant truly say that has known the wonderful works of our God to admiration Oh we have great cause to speak well of his Name and to remember his mercies of old and to hold the continuation of his favours in great esteem and blessed be the Lord Jesus he hath not been wanting to us but his renewed Mercies daily are sufficient to deeply ingage us to renew our faithfulness and obedience that our heavenly Father may be pleased to continue and multiply his tender dealings towards us that whatever is yet to come may never be able to separate us from the sense of his love or from the seasonedness of his holy fear or from that cementing life that joyns us as Members unto Christ our Head that if Tryals should abound we may all feel the Love and Life of Jesus to super-abound that every bitter Cup that is yet to come may be sweetened and all hard things made easie and we encouraged to travel on in our heavenly progress keeping a narrow watch in the precious Light and diligently waiting in the same that we may be filled with heavenly Treasure for all other is very uncertain And we here do meet with a sufficient share of many and variable Exercises neither do I expect that you there do go free but this is that I do desire above all things even your living growth in the precious Truth and that you may indure to the end for they are assuredly happy and a blessed Reward is prepared for them And in a living sense of the same the Lord God of our Lives keep us here and you there that our Breathings may be continued one for another that we may be refreshed one in another and praise the God of Heaven and Earth together in his one Eternal Spirit as with one Heart and Soul for he is worthy to be had in living remembrance and his pure power to be magnified and renowned over all and unto it I commit us all for it is over all and worthy to have the disposing of us all and with it I leave all for there is nothing too hard for it to do and it 's worthy to be exalted over all Heaven and Earth and that for evermore saith the Soul of your loving Sister in the unchangeable Truth Joan Vokins London 28. 4 Mo. 90. POSTSCRIPT HEre have been a very precious time of heavenly Bedewings at our General Meeting at this Season as at many other times blessed be the God of Heaven and Earth his Power has filled the Assemblies of his People and the remembrance of you and other remote Islands is signified by Epistles that were Signed at our Womens Meetings and ordered to be sent to you when opportunity presents that you may rejoyce with us and joy in the God of your and our Salvation in and through Christ Jesus who lives and abides to make intercession for us his poor helpless ones who have had no helper but him Oh glory to his Name for ever he has been with us in many Troubles and gives us cause to believe he will be with us for ever And unto his tender care do I commit all our States and Conditions for fresh and sutable Supplies comes from him the Fountain of all our Mercies to whom be returned the Honour and the Glory over all for he is worthy for evermore The Lord my God in his great goodness to me after a long time of weakness has enabled me by his Power to come once more to this Yearly Meeting to be refreshed among his worthy ones and could do no less then cast my Mite into the Treasury And when the Epistle comes as is directed to West and East-Jersey and Philadelphia I intreat thee and thy Wife to let Copies be sent to York and Long Island J. V. To Antegua and Nevice c. G. W. DEar Friend after the Salutation of my Dear Love which truly reaches to thee thy Wife and Friends This is to let you know That I cannot forget you in those remote Islands but have been often concerned for you in a Travel of Soul before the Lord and now having this opportunity after a long time of bodily Weakness to visit Friends at London I can do no less than let you know that through tender Mercy I am yet alive to tell of the Goodness of the Lord and to admire the Works of his Almighty Power and to speak well of his worthy Name for Glory and Honour and Praises thereunto he is the same as ever and his Mercies and the continuation of his Favours are never to be forgotten and his renewed Goodness and Mercies both Spiritual and Temporal are daily sufficient to engage us to renew our faithfulness and obedience unto our tender God Oh that thus it may be with all that he has been so good unto as to bring near unto himself and one unto another who were once afar off from the Fellowship of the Saints in Light but blessed be the Lord who hath caused his Light to shine in our Tabernacles and shewed us the way that we should walk in and now Christ Jesus is our Life and Salvation and he fills our Cups with sweet Consolation and as many as do walk in the Light have fellowship one with another and the Blood of Jesus Christ cleanses from all sin and purifies and fits the Earthen Vessel for the Heavenly Treasure and the excellency of the power is of the Lord and the Glory over all is his and he is near unto them that seeks his Glory more than their outward Interest and he will fill their Treasuries with this heavenly Treasure and so as we follow him we inherit substance and have no more need to wander as in the days past after Husks and Shadows but to keep to the Shepherd and Bishop of our Souls for blessed be his Name he feeds us in the green Pastures of Life and causes us to lye down by the still Waters when the raging Sea foams out Mire and Dirt Oh this is he that led Israel in the days of old and never said to the Seed of Jacob Seek ye my Face in vain And therefore dear Friends we have cause to say to the praise of his holy Name That goodly are the Tents of Jacob and blessed is his dwelling place for it s within the munition of Rocks where our Bread is ever sure and the Water of Life never fails where the weary finds sweet repose and the thirsty are refreshed and where our Souls feed together when our Bodies are far asunder So therein the Lord preserve us and you unto the end that he may have the Honour and our Souls the Benefit for evermore And by this thou may'st know that we have had a precious time here at London at our Yearly Meeting and many precious Testimonies have been born by Sons and Daughters to the Almighty Power of God that have filled the Assemblies of his People Oh how have the Heavenly Dew distilled upon our Branches and brought forth Fruit that reaches unto you in these Islands and I dearly desire it may be pleasant to your taste that we may be refreshed one in another and be one anothers joy and rejoycing in the Lord Jesus and that the Epistles of Love that were Signed here at our Yearly and Quarterly Meetings may induce you to Write again that you there may have a correspondency with Friends here in the Work and Service that our God hath called us unto that Spiritual Fruits may be brought forth and abound in all the Churches for our heavenly Father who delights in those that brings forth the Fruits of his Spirit and every Member that bringeth forth Fruit to his praise he purges and waters with the Seasons of his early and latter Rain and causes them to bring forth Fruit more and more And so the Dew of the Everlasting Hills rest upon you and us and upon all the Heritage of God every where for evermore Amen saith the Soul of thy true Friend and Sister in that which reaches over Sea and Land as length of time cannot wear out JOAN VOKINS At London I hope to hear from Nevice as opportunity to present my Dear Love is to W. 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